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marymary-diva17 · 6 months

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Mama boys

sully boys x mom reader + sully family

When it comes to lo'ak and neteyam they are your boys, both of them were very special to you and always made you happy. No matter what they did you were supportive of them, and when they were in trouble you will come to defense no matter what they had done. Jake and neytiri could easily see that the boys both were special to you, and it made them happy that you gave them equal amount of love. One of the boys being your child biological and the other one, being your child in adopted or connection in marriage. No matter what happens they will always be your boys.

y/n " the flowers are looking lovely today and are smell beautiful" you were picking some flowers and petals, for the home and for you daughters.

????? " mama"

y/n " yes my teyam"

neteyam " how could you tell it was me"

y/n " a mother always knows my son" neteyam soon came out of the brushes and made his way towards you, with a bright smile on his face.

y/n " so tell me my boy why have you come all the way out here to see me"

neteyam " I want to spend some time with you today, father is away for the day with uncle tsutey and mom is out on the hunt"

y/n " what of you sisters"

neteyam " they are with grandmother today"

y/n " well you are free to join me my boy" neteyam smiled towards you as you look at him, he us growing up so fast all the kids are growing up so fast.

neteyam " thank you mama"

y/n " no we most wait for your brother"

neteyam " lo'ak but he at home I didnt see him ...." soon loak ahd landed near you and neteyam.

y/n " you are getting better my son but you need to work on your movement of your feet"

lo'ak " yes mama"

neteyam " wait you knew he was here as well"

y/n " I know everything about my kids even when you all are trying to be very quite"

lo'ak " so can I join you mama please"

y/n " yes you can my son now come on lets get going both of you, and maybe I can teach you all something today" the boys had nodded their heads and soon followed after you, they were having fun being with you today.

lo'ak " mama why are you studying these flowers, tress, and all this nature"

y/n " because my son there is always something changing in nature, nothing ever stays the same"

neteyam " what do you mean by that mama"

y/n " look here at these flowers you see the older ones have this color right" you were pointing towards one flowers that were a darker shade of blue.

the boys " yes"

y/n " look over that those ones that are the same flower but are bigger and different shade, as these ones have been given more light and water verse the ones down here"

lo'ak " that amazing"

y/n " see my sons nature is will never be the same everything changes, that they why of our lives everything will change over time"

neteyam " will your love for us ever change"

y/n " no my boys I will always love you both no matter what happens, you two will always be my boys"

lo'ak " what if you have another son or mom has another son"

y/n " then I will make my heart open to them will you guys mind if, there a new baby"

neteyam " no it will be fun to have a baby sibling again"

lo'ak " yes and now that I'm older I can help out more we all"

y/n " well if we do have a do baby I want you boys to remember I will always love you in this life and the next"

the boys " yes mama" the boys smiled at you as mother and sons soon went back to walking.

y/n " oh I remember this waterfall"

neteyam " what do you mean mama"

y/n " we'll this is where I and your dad jumped off the cliff to get away from a Thanator that was chasing us"

lo'ak " wow you ran away from and Thanatos wait didnt you rdie one as well during the battle, and help save mom and dad from evil humans"

y/n " yes but that has been many years I don't think I will be able to do that again"

neteyam " that okay mom it so cool you got to ride one I hope one day I can do that it sound amazing"

lo'ak " yeah I want to do it as well mama"

y/n " when my boys I don't know that was random miracle that happen, I cant say if that will ever happen again" the boys had nodded their heads and looked at you. You had smiled back at them soon going on with the rest of the day.

y/n " oh good we made it home just in time" the sun was setting when you and the boys had reached home, after spending a whole day outside in the woods.

lo'ak " thansk for letting us come with you mama"

y/n " any time honey I'm happy you came with me today"

neteyam " it was fine getting to learn new things from you mama"

y/n " well I'm happy to know I was able to teach you boy something"

????? " mama" soon tuk came running towards you with kiri not that far behind her, they seem very happy to see you.

y/n " hello my girls how was your day with grandmother"

tuk " it was good but when we arrived home you were not there"

y/n " that wonderful sweetie and I'm sorry I wasn't home I was, out doing some woerk with your brothers"

kiri " no fair I like coming in your research outing"

y/n " well you can come with me next time honey"

tuk " can I come as well"

y/n " yes you can as well baby"

????? " there you are I was this close of coming looking for you" you soon looked and saw Jake and neytiri walking over to you, and the kids.

Neytiri " ma y/n is seems like your day have been good"

y/n " yes I got some new flowers sample for the research, along with spending time with my sons"

Jake " oh so that where you boys went"

lo'ak " yes well you were busy with the warriors that you train and mom was busy with her group, and our sisters were with grandma"

Jake " well if you boys don't want to have more training with me I understand, after your mama talked with me last night" the boys look at you and soon look at Jake.

neteyam " no dad we want to keep training"

Jake " boys I was just joking around it good you spend equal time with all your parents, that makes me proud"

y/n " now come on lets get home so we can make dinner I'm guessing everyone is hungry" all the kids had nodded their heads and soon the family headed home together. You are happy watching your boys explain everything they learn from you today, a bright smile had grown on your face remember when they were so small and now they are teens. No matter how old they will get they will always be your boys, no matter how many years go by they will always be your sons. You couldn't image what will happen if anything bad happen to either one of them, because you will do anything to keep you son alive and well same for your daughters. The children had become your world and you will do anything to keep them safe and if any harm came to them, ewya bless the person or navi that ever dared to lay a hand on your children.

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icameheretoreadstuff · 9 months

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Shut up

Pairings: Fp Jones II x reader

Warning: 18+, Public Smut, Explicit sex, Explicit Language, Rough Oral, Spanking.

Summary: basically, youre pissing off FP Jones the serpent king just to get into bed with him.

A/N: masterpost & links are pinned on my tumblr.

You walked up to Fp, he had just come back from an errand. You were in the woods with the serpents, drinking beer and just celebrating some stupid shit you didnt care about. You only cared about him right now, you wanted to run up to him and just kiss him. You've wanted to do that since forever really, but he always keep such a wall up and dissmisses you all the time. Your friends told you this yesterday, that he keeps looking at you longingly but looks away when you look over to him. They asked you if you were into him but you didnt know how to respond.

But you knew you felt this urge to just take his pants off and have your way with him. His smile, his hair and hands, the way he talked about importaint things to his fellow serpents. The way he kicked ass, and gosh he was just god damn frustratingly handsome. But now you were going to confront him if he had anything against you or something, cause really, why did he always look away like that?

your whole body was electrefied, just the thought of keeping him close to you and tasting his lips were making you think unclearly. "FP" you said bluntly, he looked over to you for a second as let out a shaky breath. "what" he simply asked, and then he leaned on a rock nearby as he crossed his hands and looked over to where everyone else was.

You walked closer to him, he inhaled and closed his eyes for a moment as he looked down and his chest blew up. "what?" he asked again as he exhaled a shaky breath.

"I want to talk to you about something that's been bugging me" you finally said. He still wouldn't look at you, but you walked closer up to him. "You never look me in he eye anymore, you're never alone with me for more than a couple of seconds" you stated and looked at him, studying him. His neck was so fucking distracting.

"whats the deal, FP?" He sighed and still refused to look at you but said, "nothing, I need to go" he said simply and were on his way to leave before you gently pushed him down on the rock again.

He looked at you confused "what are you doing?" he asked as if he couldnt tell where this conversation started. "why do you do this to me and only me?" you asked again and pushed him a little harder this time, he rised up and held his hands up in defense as he shaked his head "im not in the mood" you pushed him once more. "what's your deal, huh?" you chuckled "We used to not have any problems with getting along, for the sake of the serpents" you pushed him once more in his chest, this time a little harder. "but now you purposely ignore me" you pushed him once more, but this time he stopped you with his hands on your shoulders.

He slowly grabbed your hands and held them together. "stop that" he said, you managed to get your hands loose as you pushed him once more. "tell me the truth you sissy" you chuckled. This time you could see he started to get angry. "there you are!" you joked "can we talk for real now?" he shaked his head in frustration and tried to calm down, but then you pushed him once more. "Y/N, STOP" you froze as you could tell he really was angry now. "can you please just talk to me and not-"

he grabbed your head and leaned closer to you, "youre so god damn demanding" he shaked his head "I cant just talk to you just becuase you want me to" you looked at him, the frustration was building up inside you. "why the fuck not" you whispered. "I'm not sure I want you to know yet" he whispered back. You gave him a warning look, "fock you" you nearly shouted "stop" he said as he laid his hands on your chest, grabbing your jacket "fock you" he sneered "fock you" you said once more.

he pulled you close and leaned closer to your ear and breathed in your perfume as he grunted "no" he leaned his chin into yours "fuck me" you said and leaned back so you could see his face. "y/n, stop" he said "no" you whimpered.

You leaned closer so that your nose were perfectly placed right infront of the tip of his nose. He began panting slowly and deep. "you smell so god damn good, you hands on my body feels so right" you whispered. "stop" he whispered. "The things I want to do to you-" you bit your underlip. "the things I want you to do to me" you couldnt help but feel his chest tighting up and his hips moved closer to you, so you stood even closer together.

You grabbed his hands and placed them on your waist, making him hug you. "I want you so bad" you said as you playfully licked his underlip. "I want to lick you more than just your underlip" he grabbed your waist and moved them tightly down to your ass. "I want you to tell me the truth" you said. "you know the truth" he simply said. "I want to hear it from you" you said and moved down to his neck and playfully licked him, kissed him softly on his gorgous neck and then you moved up to smell his hair.

He smelled so fucking good. He let out a sound that made your knees weak. "I-" he started and then he finally grabbed your ass hard which made you let out a moan. "want-" he pushed his hips hard into your core "you" he let out a sigh as he lifted up your ass playfully and smacked it. "more than you know" the words he was saying was making you slowly thrust into him "finally" you chuckled. "Everytime im alone with you, everytime I see you- I just wanna-" his voice broke as he thrusted into you. "then do it" you said and leaned closer to his mouth again. "Guide me into the woods and do me right here and right now"

He leaned back and let out a grunt, he took his free hand and combed it threw his hair as he took a look at you. "I have struggled so badly to not do this with you" he chuckled out in frustration. "do what?" you asked innocently as you took his hand, wanting to guide him to a place where you could finally just kiss the fuck out of him.

"y/n, you should be with somebody else" he said. "fuck no" you whispered and dragged him with you into the woods. You didn't stop until the chatter from the party started to tune out. You stopped and let go of his hand, he was standing right behind you. you slowly took of your jacket and let your hair fall over the shoulder.

You took off your top and turned around to throw it in his face. he grabbed it and layed it on a rock nearby, while not breaking the eyecontact. He took of his jacket as he gazed on your boobs making him hum. He threw his jacket and his shirt on the rock as he walked over to you and crashed his lips into yours.

One of his hands grabbed your boob, which made you moan and you let your hands grab his biceps. He licked your upper lip, grazed his lips unto yours as he kissed you deeply while inhaling. you grabbed one of your hands around his neck and deepened the kiss. You enjoyed tasting his lips, his tounge and then you did the one thing you’ve always wanted to do. You playfully bite his upperlip.

He smirked and grabbed your ass. Then he spanked you, he pushed down your skirt to the ground. You whimpered as a result as you kissed him while you couldnt wait for what he planed to do to you. He spanked you on your ass and turned you around, he bent down and took a bite on your asscheek. You leaned into a tree as you pushed your ass upwards, signaling him to do whatever he wanted.

He grunted and bit your ass once more, and then he guided your legs to stand more apart from each other. He spanked you lightly and moaned at the sight. He dragged down your panties slowly and moaned as he spread your asscheeks, revealing your core. He bent closer and kissed your core sloppy and licked your core with a flat tougne. This sent vibrations throughout your body like a heatwave.

You let out a moan. "shh" he chuckled. "fp" you moaned, the sensation of him tasting every inch of your core was making you let out all these sounds you couldnt hold back. He spanked you as a result "sh" he whispered as he licked you slowly from the begining of your core up to your ass, and bit you on your asscheek. "fp" you moaned, he spanked you once more "Im going to spank you everytime you make a sound" he warned with a smirk. He leaned twoards your core and took his long tounge and inserted it, you let out a moan and started to thrust yourself into him.

He playfully sucked on your lip. "I want you to cum on my tounge, love" he whispered. he turned you around sat down on the ground on his knees, as he took one leg at the time on each side of his shoulders, so your core were even closer to his mouth. your back was up against a big tree and he was pushing you upwords and held your hips so you wouldnt fall.

He put his tounge inside you once more. "fp" you moaned, the position you were in with him was making you moan uncontrolably. you couldnt hold back anymore. You began pushing yourself down on his long tounge. you grabbed his hair as you started to thrust yourself on his tounge. He pushed himself closer to your core sucking and licking at your lips, as he looked up on you. You grabbed one of your hands and pinched your nipple as you moaned.

He moaned while his tounge was still inside you, his voice sent vibrations throughout your clit. You began panting hard and deep, feeling the climax closing in. He roughly thrusted his tounge inside you as you let out all theese sounds which you couldnt hold back anymore. The sounds he was making with your core was driving you harder and harder twoards the climax. "FP!" you said again, and again as you hit climax riding out your high.

He let you down carefully as he had a look on his face you had never seen before. "I'm so horny for you right now, thats the hottest thing Ive ever seen, Never once have I imagine it to be like this" he whispered twoards your lips and kissed you deeply. He whispered "taste" he simply said, and then you kissed him deeply. You moaned and licked his tounge, then he grabbed your nipples and licked them, he playfully sucked on your left boob while moaning, which made you moan.

"I want you so bad" he shaked with excitement. He pulled back and opened up his buckle. you grabbed the skirt on the ground and sat your knees ontop of it for more comfort. you looked up at him "I wanna taste you so bad" you whimpered, he smirked and pulled down his pants and then his boxershorts. his long shaft bounced out and your gaze went straigt to his shaft. you whimpered as you grabbed his shaft and tried to consume his long shaft.

He moaned and his head fell backwords. his hips started to thrust sowly as you managed to bob your head. You licked his shaft from the end to the top. "y/n" he moaned and grabbed your hair into a ponytail.

You moaned as you put his shaft into your mouth until you felt his balls under your chin. Tears started to come down your cheek as you grabbed his bouncy ass. You guided him to thrust you slowly into your mouth as he moaned your name. "you feel so good, babe" he moaned. "Im going to cum if you keep this up and I havent even-" before he could finish he moaned and thrusted hard into you.

He pulled out and grabbed your hands, guiding you up. "I want you to cum on my dick" he whispered "I want to hold you while fucking your brains out" he moaned. He grabbed your legs and held you close up twoards the big tree. He began panting slowly as he put his shaft slowly inside you. "fp" you moaned and he tried his best to go slow to let you adjust to his size, but when you moaned once more he couldnt help himself. He thrusted himself into you and began finding a slow but hard rythum. "your sounds are driving me insane" he whispered into your ear as he kept thrusting inside you, you guided your hands on his shoulders to have something to hold on to.

he let out a sigh as he pulled you out slowly and then slowly inside you again. "y/n" he moaned and then he kept thrusting into you until you began to feel your breath become deep and hard, He found a slow rythum at first before he thrusted harder and harder, in a fast rythum. He kept up the pace until you climaxed. "youre so beautifull" he said, and then he grabbed your ass hard while thrusting hard into you like a maniac until he pulled out and guided his shaft twoards the ground and climaxed on the tree.

He let you down safely from his grip as he kept panting. "that was amazing" he said while still looking at you. "youre amazing, and I think I want to do this again" you said while closing in on where he stood "and again" you said as you smirked "and again" he agreed.

#riverdale #riverdale smut #fp jones x reader #fp jones #female reader #x reader #smut #fp jones smut

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lanasblogasf · 1 year

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Hi! hcs about Darry falling for and dating a Soc? How do you think he would feel about them helping out financially, being around the gang, just spoiling darry and his brothers, ect.?

sure! Thanks for the request! i haven’t written in a hot min oops (this isn’t my best work but go easy on me)

(s/n = sibling name)

Darry dating a soc 💗

so going back in time to when y’all first met

you guys met through ponyboy- well kinda

pony had to do a partner science project for school and got paired up, by his teacher, with your younger sibling

(and despite being socs, you and your younger sibling were raised to, well, to not be assholes)

so they got along pretty well so pony invited them over the Curtis house to work on the project

anyways it got late and ur sibling called for you to pick em’ up

and when Darry opened the door to you and your cute skirt and perfectly curled hair

he was absolutely captivated the second he layed eyes on you

to say the least

y’all exchanged numbers and what not and about a month or so later you started dating <3

Okay next

yes yes yes you love spoiling him and his brothers

but honestly darry isn’t a huge fan of you spending your money on him or his family

he’s very grateful don’t get me wrong and the boys love it but

he wants to be able to provide for his brothers on his own with his hard work and feels bad when you spend your money on them

but you like giving gifts to them it make you happy when the boys get all excited and it isn’t a waste to you to spend your money on the man you love

he also doesn’t want you to see him as someone who isn’t able to keep his family afloat financially (even though you know he’s very hardworking and you admire him for it)

but still sometimes you buy things for the curtis home when he mentions he needs to go to the store (you don’t tell him this ofc)

- “sweetheart? did you buy more napkins? i swear we were just out of them the other day..”

- “pffftt noo..you probably bought them and it slipped your mind is all 😊”

- “uh huh 🤨”

He buys you flowers and pays for your dates despite your constant insisting that you pay this time

the gang was definitely skeptical about you at first

socs didn’t exactly have a track record for being saints

but your sweet personality didnt take long to win them over

their always asking you to introduce them to your single girlfriends

any of the gang members hear someone talking bad about ya? whether it’s a soc or greaser, it don’t matter. their instantly coming to your defense

they really like you and are all glad darry found someone as good as you

definitely no bad mouthing socs under darry’s roof (well unless there was a rumble or som like that yk)

he gets pissed when you tell him some greasers have been naggin on you and won’t leave ya alone

he’ll gladly have a talk with them and straighten things out if you catch my drift

especially if you get physically hurt or come to his door crying?

he’s comforting you as much as he can

but makes sure to let the gang know that if they just happen to see these greasers, to give ‘em a piece of darry’s mind for him 😁

isnt really a fan of your soc friends

i mean he tried at first but your friends weren’t very open and didn’t love the idea of you dating ‘some goddamn grease’ so he eventually gave up

see now you may be oh so loving and warm

but your friends on the other hand aren’t exactly the same way

maybe one or two but the majority are your typical stuck-up, kinda douchy, socs

so darry (and the gang too) wasnt very fond of them but that’s alright you kinda expected that to happen considering the way your friends are vs how the gang it

they just live two very different life styles and are bound to butt heads no matter what

when you stay over at his house he has a little space in his closet for your things and likes to help you pick out outfits to wear

never ever let’s you walk around alone in greaser territory, he knows how some of them can be and he’s too protective of you to let you get put in any sort of danger

he spends a lot of time just admiring you

whether your putting on makeup or studying for college in his kitchen

he’s just so interested in your life

also kinda (though he will never talk about it out loud) sometimes likes to imagine, through you/when watching you just live your soc life, what his life could have been like if he stuck with college

but he’d never say that because he loves his brothers more than anything and is glad he chose to take care of them

just sometimes he thinks about how different things would be if he didn’t yk

putting on red lipstick just to kiss him on the cheek and leave an imprint of your lips on him <333

in conclusion dar loves you so very much and is proud to call you his girl !!

#darrel curtis #darry curtis x reader #darry curtis #the outsiders headcanons #the outsiders x reader #my writing #darry curtis headcanons #greasers #soc #greaser x soc #the outsiders

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a-libra-writes · 1 year

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hello friend, is it alright if i request short headcanons about childhood friends to lovers with margaery and/or sansa? I need more sansa and margaery content, their tags are dead silent 😭😭😔. I hope this is okay and hope you have a good day/night.

Sapphic friends to lovers ................ my weakness ........ okay you didnt specify if it was so I assumed, LOL. This is more childhood crushes n' friendships cause its cute, damn it.

(((also im including my favorite dornish ladies bc i can)))

🐺Sansa Stark🐺

You, Sansa and Jeyne become "the little ladies" of Winterfell, a close trio of friends who are often together. While Sansa seems to be the leader, she very much looks to you for guidance, even if you're younger. She's often hung on your opinion and thoughts, and if you did the same for her, you both would be talking in circles about what to do before Jeyne would interrupt and suggest a third thing, lest you two talk all day.

Sansa starts to admire things you fancy, even if she doesn't always understand why you like them - say for example, swords or bugs. She admires you, too, though that's obvious, and she's childishly delighted when you agree with her thoughts. When old nan tells stories about knights and princesses, in Sansa's mind, the knights always seem to have eyes like your's.

And while Sansa often daydreams about being a married Lady, just like her mother, sometimes a worry interrupts her thoughts. Won't you need to be married too? Doesn't that mean you'll have to go away? No, no, it's fine, you'll just visit and write to her. Sansa makes you promise to do so several times.

If you're of a much lesser rank than her, she's heartened by the thought of you being her handmaiden instead. Proper ladies need proper handmaidens, after all. Then you two wouldn't have to part at all! Whenever she's expressed these worries to her mother, Catlyn gently tells Sansa that it's just the way of things, and she'll find new companions and friends in her future husband's house. Sansa retorts she doesn't want new ones, she wants you.

Sansa likes to fuss about with your clothes and hair, just like her mother fusses with her's. If you aren't a girly type or appreciate touching, this can be exhausting. More than once you two have bickered because she wants to keep trying different hairstyles and you want to do something else. Jeyne or even Arya are the ones who interrupt it.

Speaking of Arya, if you're the type of little lady whose closer in personality and temperament, she's quite fond of you. Sansa can't help but feel jealous, even if she knows it's silly. And when she scolds Arya for something unladylike, and Arya retorts "but YN does it!", Sansa just huffs. "That's different!" "How is it different?" "It - it just is!"

Sansa would also pout if you play with the boys instead of her, especially if you're a little older. She very carefully walk through the mud in the sword yard or brave the high parts of Winterfell's walls where you're hanging about with Robb, Jon and Theon. She wants to remind you it isn't proper, but then you might send her away, so she just huffs and deals with it. If she's feeling clever, she'll claim she needs you for something right this minute and drag you off.

(The boys notice this behavior and think it's pretty funny. Robb knows all he has to do is tease you and Sansa will RUSH over to your defense)

Naturally, you're going with Sansa when she has to leave for King's Landing. It'll be so wonderful! She has so many fancies of being a Queen and you her handmaiden, and that means you can always stay by her side. And apart from that, there will be so many amazing things to see and do. She can hardly keep still at the thought, and spills it all you to, hoping you'll agree. Arya thinks her sister will be too preoccupied with you to care about princes or knights, but she's just fine with that. Better you than that awful prince and his dog.

🏵Margaery Tyrell🏵

She knew you were different from the start. Margaery has always had an endless stream of companions, from her cousins to the daughters of her mother's handmaidens. There was something so different about you though, and she just couldn't put her finger on it.

Being a charming little girl, it wasn't hard for Margaery to find out about you from the servants and other cousins. What you liked, where you were from, what your parents are like, and so on. Maybe if she shows an interest in these things, you'll be more inclined to play with her.

(You both being children, it really doesn't take much for you to want to play with her. Margaery forgets about using her gathered facts and just has fun).

Hanging out with her means playing with allll her cousins and companions too. Huge games of chase in the gardens, elaborate and dramatic plays, big tea parties with over-dressed dolls. The consistent thing is you're always Margaery's "pick" - you sit next to her, you play the knight if she's the princess, your doll is the sister of her doll so they can't be separated. Even in competitive games, she's more likely to team up with you than play against you. There's been more than a few girls who complained of you being the favorite, which Margaery doesn't deny.

If you're the sort of girl who prefers playing swords and being outside, Margaery adapts to that. She'll drag Loras along (he'll never turn down a mock sword fight), and sometimes he sneaks training swords out of the armory. Sometimes you're the villain who steals Margaery away, and Loras is the knight getting her back. Sometimes she demands you two switch roles 'so YN can keep me this time!'. You end up close to Loras, too.

She's used to being made much of by servants and companions alike, but no praise holds as much weight as your's, except maybe her mother's. She can become quite prideful if you're always praising her virtues and admiring her. Margaery is much the same with you, and she's always been physically affectionate. She likes holding hands, doing your hair, hugging and sharing a bed (though that's usually joined by a baby cousin or two). Highgarden is positively charmed by its little Lady Tyrell and her companion.

(Lady Olenna has notes you two are remarkably close, and that could probe useful in the future. She'd invite you two to her little private parties, often posing unusual riddles and questions to you.)

Being accomodating and considerate, Margaery is easy to get along with regardless if you're more social or more introverted. Being the former makes it easier to attend parties with her, and the latter means she'll be more understanding than most if you don't want to attend the endless feasts and social gatherings. She'll miss you, but she's delighted to be the exception - you may be sick of everyone else, but you'll let her stay (quietly) while you decompress. She'd be disappointed to be sent away, though she perks right up once you want to talk again.

Margaery figures she has some kind of crush as she gets older. Her other companions talk about boys in the same way she thinks about you. Margaery isn't opposed to boys, but she finds girls just as interesting, and you're the most interesting of all. She'd be a little hurt if you were chasing after some boy cousin of her's, or picked another girl over her. It takes her some time to formulate these thoughts and feelings. She has a gut feeling these aren't things you normally think if someone is just a friend. When she hears a wonderful love song one evening - one she's heard many times before, yet just now has it struck her - she begins to understand her feelings.

As she grows older, she underatands you can't truly be with her forever and ever. ... or could you? Important married ladies still get to have handmaidens. Would it trouble you to stay at her side? Would you rather have your own husband and family? These thoughts often bother Margaery. She goes to her grandmother with her troubles, and Lady Olenna is certainly inclined to help her favorite ...

⭐️Ashara Dayne⭐️

Though the Daynes were well-liked amongst the nobility of down, House Starfall was a quiet place. Ashara was a quiet girl, content to observe her more outgoing brother and parents visit with guests. Her parents felt a female companion might do her well, and Ashara was open to the idea. She liked playing with the many noble girls when they visited Sunspear, and there wasn't much in the way of playmates in Starfall. Most of the servant's children were too young or too old, or boys, which her father forbade.

Her big, purple eyes took you in when you arrived. She was a little distant at first, wanting to observe you first, but she was never impolite or cold. Regardless if your personality was more on her wavelength or a total opposite, she's amused by your habits and interests.

Sometimes you two will play long and imaginative games, sometimes you read something together in silence. Ashara likes it when you talk about something you're very passionate about, and you can draw similar conversation out of her. While she was never a shy child, her parents are pleased she's becoming more willing to talk to others. Sometimes she just gazes at you, and when you ask her what she's thinking of, she only shrugs. "Only you." Ashara often says odd things like that.

Being friends with Ashara means you're around Arthur a lot, in spite of the age gap. He's always kind and gracious to you, very "knightly" even. Many servants think you two will be trouble later on, but Arthur just sees you as a second sister. Many times he's thanked you for being Ashara's friend, and asks you to look after her safety.

She's not very affectionate, even with her brother, but she enjoys holding your hand and brushing your hair in the evening. During loud feasts and parties, she likes to take your arm and keep close so you don't lose each other.

Going to Sunspear is already exciting, and Ashara is the one introducing you to all the Martell cousins and other children, both highborn and lowborn. The both of you quickly make a trio with Princess Elia. You're either of similar temperment to the steady girls, or you're encouraging them to run about and play more. The three of you like to go off to your own games and little world, and this bond only strengthens each time you visit.

It might be Elia who helps Ashara put words to her feelings, once she's older and seriously thinking of them. Arthur has his two cents as well; gently warning his sister that you may not be with her forever. She hates to think of that, though she knows it's true. She's content to keep these feelings to herself. It would almost be worse if you felt the same, because then you'd both have to deal with the separation. Ashara hopes you don't think ill of her for wanting to stay quiet.

Reprieve comes in the form of the newly married Elia. As the future queen, she's expected to have handmaidens, and of course she'll want her childhood friends to accompany her. Her brothers Doran and Oberyn make it clear they only trust you and Ashara, anyway. Now you can have many precious years with Ashara, and not have to worry about marriages. For a while, anyway.

☀️Arianne Martell☀️

It's like you were meant to be her dearest friend. Your father was good friends with Doran Martell, so it only seemed natural that their daughters should be each other's companions. Arianne almost can't remember you not being there. You've always been a constant in her life, and you were different from her other companions or the Sand Snakes she considered sisters.

You two are notorious in Sunspear for your mischief, wether it's Arianne dragging you into it or you're just as bad. Prince Doran takes it in stride, as it's never truly malicious, and Uncle Oberyn only encourages it. Several times Doran has scolded you girls for being so mischevious to guests you dislike. Arianne gets most of the scolding - she's the eldest, and his heir, she ought to know better ... she never turns the blame on you, just teases that you owe her for covering for you.

There's always companions and cousins to play with, but you're second to none. Arianne makes this clear with her words and actions. You're to sit by her and hold her hand and are chosen first for her games. If you're competing with another child, Arianne is rooting for you and maybe helping you cheat.

She was your first kiss, too. It's when you were playing hide and seek around the vast orchards. Arianne found you, and gave you a quick kiss rather than saying "you're it!". Later she claimed it was to confuse you so she'd have more time to run, but maybe that wasn't the whole reason. When you bring it up years later as adults, she's both embarrassed at her childishness and a bit proud.

The downside to being her favorite is the jealousy. Not from the others - that's easy to deal with - it's if you're playing with someone else, especially a girl. More than once you and Arianne have gotten into arguments because she felt ignored. The little fight only lasts a few hours before you both make up, and Arianne is better about it once she's older.

Much of the jealousy stems from her being aware of her feelings early on. She knows they aren't feelings one has for a friend. Arianne is open about how she finds you the loveliest and the best, and she loves receiving the same praise in kind, but she wonders if you have the same feelings. She isn't ashamed of them, she knows girls can feel that way about girls - but she also knows only boys and girls can marry. It gives her much to think about.

She doesn't think about it long. Once she's Princess of Dorne, you can always stay by her side! Problem solved. She pitches the idea throughout your childhood. You'll never have to worry about a thing, she'll make sure of it. You both will always have the best gowns and go to the best parties and never have to part. It'll be like a dream.

Prince Doran is more than happy you and Arianne get along so well - you end up being like another daughter to him - he does often worry about her attachment. She can't expect you to always be there, and she doesn't want to listen to any talk of you leaving. Well, he figures she might see reason once she's grown ...

#yes i had to do emojis i regret nothing lol #sansa stark x reader #margaery tyrell x reader #ashara dayne x reader #arianne martell x reader #game of thrones x reader #libra headcanons

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neuvistar · 1 year

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MARYSE IM SONASORRY BUT MINOR SPOILERS IN THE BLUE LOCK MANGA !!

there was this one momeny where isagi was abt to be kicked by a particular guy and then he was kinda saved by chigiri, and bachira came n started cracking his knuckles n he was probs abt to beef w the dude cuzzz 😍😍 like he was like “if you wanna go, i’m down” LIKEEEE 😍😍😍 he’s soooo..

— 🍨

MINOR SPOILERS EVERYONE <33 oh my days. i’ve started the manga a few days ago n yk continued on from where i finished in the anime n now i’m very far into it LMFAO so so fast! i think i know what you mean, it was with shidou right?? I THINK I SAW THAT. I WAS FREAKING OUT HE WAS RLLY GETTIN READY LMFAOO <33 he’s so cute, he deserves a writing from me! here you go 🍨 anon, didnt even request for it but it’s fine i love my anons!

maryse from the future ^.^ — MY OTHER BELOVED ANONS I SQEAR ILL FINISH OTHER WORKS I SWEAR I APOLOGIZE

FOR YOU AND YOU ONLY.

— featuring . meguru bachira x fem!reader

— warnings / content warnings . sfw. cringe warning cringe warning waha!! bachira bein there for you how sweet of him, a lil bit of she/her pronouns, perhaps reader is hinted to be a lil shorter in height, hints of violence but i promise it’s not that bad ૮꒰⸝⸝´ᜊ ˋ⸝⸝꒱ა, um kinda ooc maybe?? IDK i gave up halfway and this may be a lil short n terrible but oh well it’s ALRIGHT i’m tired overall sfw content, not much warnings woohoo !! tell me if I should add / missed a few things ໒꒰՞ ܸ. .ܸ՞꒱ა

ੈ‧₊˚ “i’ll be willing to do anything to protect you”

✦ MEGURU . BACHIRA

frustrated. bachira was frustrated at the sound of chuckles and loud chattering from the men he was a few feet across from, gosh.. do they have to be this loud? it was just a few minutes after his game ended, he was exhausted and these two people weren’t helping at all, he grew more frustrated by the second. he glanced at the two for a good two minutes, cocking a brow. now hang on.. those were the guys that were speaking ill about you!

“the lady that gave him the bottled water? she’s his girlfriend?! quite the taste meguru bachira has.”

“nuh uh quit lying to yourself, she doesn’t look too pleasing. if anything, i’ve seen better looking women. see now, i don’t even know why bachira picked someone unattractive like her, i thought he’d have a better taste when it comes to women.”

“well it appears he doesn’t”

bachira’s heart dropped to his stomach, just what the hell were they on about? he bit the inside of his cheek, running his fingers through his hair before crossing his arms clearly upset at what the two guys had to say about you. he was getting even more and more frustrated by the second, who are they to tell him if his partner looks attractive or not, that isn’t their decision to make! fuck.. he couldn’t take it anymore. bachira stood up, making his way over to the two boys talking ill about you. “ahem.” the duo looked at each other then back at him, letting out a few laughs here and there. he’s basically told everyone around him about you, so much even people know about you both but these two guys don’t seem to get it. bachira knew how sensitive you were, he knew how quick you can take insults to heart, he wants to take matters in his own hands at times and protect you.

“to me, it seems as if you both seem to have the guts to talk ill about someone you don’t even know personally, thinking i wouldn’t hear what was running in your mouths.” he glared at the two, taking a step forward towards them.

“shit dude why are you so angry, can’t take a joke?”

“yeah, we were just joking. you’re getting all aggressive n defensive for nothing”

bachira’s body tensed, clenching his fists. did they really have to edge him on even longer? he was losing his patience, he wanted to tell these boys to scram already. unfortunately, the duo did not speak my further, attempting to walk out only to be stopped by bachira himself. “listen here, if i ever hear you both run your mouths about her once more, i’ll show you how aggressive and defensive i can get” “trying to sound all tough are ya? what are you going to do huh?” he smirked, cracking his knuckles. “guess we’ll have to find out.”

— buuuwwep !! ૮꒰ྀི >⸝⸝⸝< ꒱ྀིა

“meguru!” you ran up to your boyfriend, wrapping your arms around his neck as your nose picked up his scent, lips curving into a smile. “missed you so much, y’know that?” he grinned, hands resting on your hips, pressing a gentle kiss on your forehead. you’re too sweet.. even though his mood changed when he saw you, he still can’t help but repeat whatever those guys said about you in his head, he exhaled lowly and grabbed your hand, kissing it before holding it tightly against his own. tilting your head and looking up in curiosity, you couldn’t help but sense something unusual about your boyfriend, “something the matter, meguru?” bachira tucked a strand of hair behind your ear, leaning over to kiss your cheek.

“ah. . nono it’s nothing, how about we go cool down with some ice cream? it’s kinda hot, isn’t it?” “of course, let’s go” deep inside of his heart, he couldn’t help but feel upset for you. who do those people think they are? they think they can just walk in and talk ill about someone as sweet as you are? most people have no human decency, he thought. he cant let you know about anything, he was willing to block all kinds of negative things from you, protect you from anything that tries to harm you in any way.

“if i’m being honest i never expected her to even get together with bachira, she doesn’t really suit him.” a voice can be heard from the opposite direction from where you and him were walking, he sighed to himself. if only he could protect you from everything, but sometimes he can’t always be your knight in shining armour, and that’s frustrating to him. if only he was always there by your side, he wanted to be by your side, he wanted to always be there for you but he is aware he can’t always be there beside you, someday he knows that you’ll overhear something from others.. someday and somehow. but regardless of anything, bachira is willing to prevent you from hearing ill things about you, he is willing to do anything to protect you, for you and you only.

This is so rushed omg i’m so sorry it’s late at night i’m losing my mind ૮ ྀི◞͈ ˔ ◟͈ ྀིა — Maryse

#ᖭི༏ᖫྀ maryse’s diary ૮꒰˶˃̵ ^ ˂̵˵꒱ა #ᖭི༏ᖫྀ anons ଘ(੭´꒳`)°#*･｡ﾟ🍨 anon #blue lock #blue lock fluff #blue lock x reader #blue lock x you #bachira x reader #bachira x you #bachira fluff #blue lock bachira #bllk bachira #bllk imagines #maryse starts liking blue lock era!!!!! <333

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chaos-grimlin · 1 year

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Part 2 of marked!! The one with Billy and Stu PLSS

Alrighty! Here you go Anon! Also i updated the trigger warnings so PLEASE re read them in chapter 1

Intro: No one truly knows what happened that night in Woodsboro, California. All the public knows was that two teenage boys, Billy Loomis and Stu Macher, went crazy. That the boys killed with no motive, that it was a case of crazy and peer pressure. Sidney Prescott, the "girlfriend" of Billy Loomis,Y/n L/n, the girl both boys were deeply obsessed with, and Gale weathers, a news reporter, where 3 of 5 witnesses that were willing to talk and tell their sides of the story to the public while Dewy Riley, the deputy sheriff of woodsboro, and tennager Randy Meeks refused to talk to law enforcements at the time. All the stories told to law enforcement seem to differ from person to person, but...in this tale, we will focus on Y/n, the obsessions, side of the story...

Marked(Poly!Billy and Stu x reader)

Word count:1319

Chapter 12 -Dont think Stus a suspect

^^^Y/n P.O.V^^^

Me, Tatum,Dewy, and Randy all sat in the living room. Randy was on my left, Tatum on my right and Dewy sat in a chair infront of me.

"The...the voice almost sounded like someones I knew" I muttered, answering Dewys question.

Dewy nodded and wrote something down on a slip of paper. "Who did it sound like?" He asked. "..Billy Loomis" I answered, recalling how the distorted voice had the likeness of Billys voice.

"Yeah I agree, they did sound like Billy in a way" Randy added onto what I had said.

"Alright, im so sorry again all of this happened to you Y/n..youve been through alot over the past few day" Dewy said as he looked at me with sympathy laced in his eyes.

I stayed quiet... Not a singular noise left my lips. All I wanted was all of this to end..but...i didnt want to die.. I have so much i want to do and want to see... Theres endless possibilitys to the point death makes me uncomfortable.

"Y/n if you want I can drive over to your parents house and ask your parents if you can stay here for a little bit if you want" Dewy said as he stood up from his stool.

"That would be nice" I said, my voice barely above a whispered when I did.

Dewy nodded with a smile. "Ill be back, don't any of you do anything crazy" Dewy said with a playful smile as he pointed at me, then Randy, then Tatum. Dewy glared at Tatum. "Especially you" he added.

Tatum gasped, clearly offended. "Your an asshole" she said as she shook her head. Dewy just cackled before shove the slip pf paper in his pants pocket and walking off, opening the door, and shutting it behind him.

"So..what now?" Randy asked as he looked from me to Tatum.

"I knowww" Tatum said as she stood up then stood in front of me and Randy. "I got a question" she said as a sly smirk played its way onto her perfect lips.

"What?" Me and Randy asked in unison.

"Whats up with you two?" She asked, eyeing us both. "What are you on about Tatum?" Randy asked as he tilted his head to the side.

"Oh dont play dumb you nerd... Don't act like i didn't see you grab her hand, and also.. Theres hickeys on Y/ns neck..." Tatum trailed off then gasped, her hand flying up to her mouth.

"You guys had sex didnt you?" Tatum asked, her eyes wide. "What? No" I said defensively as my face started to heat up.

"Hmm..sure.." Tatum said, clearly not believing me. "We didn't Tatum, I am still very much a virgin" Randy said with a huff. "Same here" I added.

Tatum looked at me with disbelief. "How the hell are you a virgin? Randy i understand but you Y/n? Your such a beautiful girl...im shocked" Tatum said.

My face flushed red. Tatum called me beautiful..

"Im beautiful?" I asked, my voice soft and quiet.

"Hell yeah you are!" Randy said as he wrapped his arm around my shoulder and practially pulled me into him.

Tatum laughed at our behavior and flopped onto the couch beside me.

The laughter faltered and all was silent other then our out of rythem breathing.

I laid my head back onto Randys chest and closed my eyes.

"Ya know.. What if Billy was the one that called you?" Tatum said out of no where.

"Huh?" Randy asked.

"Y/n and you said that the voice over the phone sounded alot like Billy's..what if it was" Tatum said.

"Billy is the type of person that would 100% call someone and fuck with them" Randy added.

I opened my eyes and leaned my head up off of Randy. "Then that means... He....k-killed...Casey" I choked out.

My throat felt tight at the thought and my mind went to the possibility of Billy gutting my best friend...but...he had no reason to..

"I doubt it" Randy muttered as looked down at my feet.

"What?" Tatum asked.

"Billy has no motive to kill Casey...out of everyone Casey knew..only one person would have a reason to kill her" I felt myself get antsy the more I spoke.

"Who?" Randy asked, looking down at me.

I didn't want to say it due to Tatum being in the room. Tatum was dating the one person i thought could have a motive to kill Casey and that was Stu...

Stu, as i figured out from Casey, that Stu dated Casey, then she left him..so he had a reason.. Plus..Casey was hung from a tree and gutted...

Stu seemed to know alot about how to gut someone and he was tall.. Over 6 feet tall.

"Y/n...who?" Tatum asked again, suspence raised in the room.

"Don't get mad...but....Stu..." I said, going deathly quiet when Stus name dripped off of my tongue.

I lifted my eyes from my feet and looked at Tatum, who seemed to be both ragefilled and confused...

"Its just a thought" I added.

"A thought that's wrong" Tatum hissed out as she crossed her arms, clearly defending her boyfriend.

"How do you know?" Randy asked, cocking his head to the side.

"How do you know?!" She fired back.

"He had a clear motive..." I added as my stomach lurched.

"What?"

"He dated Casey...then she or he left her and she got with Steve" I muttered as i dug my nails into my forearm.

"Well there's no way in hell Stu would kill her!" She yelled.

Randy was quick to jump to his feet and put his hands on Tatums shoulders. "Cool your Tits Tatum! Its was just a thought! In shit like this everyone a suspect! E.v.e.r.y.o.n.e" he said.

Tatum glared daggers at me as I hung my head low.

I felt like i had fucked up by letting my thoughts slip out through my mouth.. I wish i could take the words back and shove them back into my mind and let them rot in there.

Tatum and Randy continued their argument as my mind stuck on the thought that maybe Billy or Stu killesd Casey..

Then.. My mind went back onto her...

She didn't deserve to die.. She didnt do anything to anybody..she was a sweet girl with so much she wanted to do...

It pained me... I was at fault.. If only i had been there sooner. If only I had snuck out faster.. If only..

I jumped up from my spot on the couch. Randy and Tatums argument was fuzzy in my mind as I rushed off, my eyes started to water although they were sore form all the crying.

I rushed up the stairs of Tatum and Dewys house and rushed into the bathroom and shut and locked the door.

I slid down the door and pulled my knees to my chest.

All i did was fuck everything up.

I fucked up by not being at Casey's quicker, i fucked up Tatum, and i fucked up with my parents...

My eyes were sore from crying, it felt like i had no more tears to cry at this point.

Why did all this bull shit have to happen?

If only I would have changed my relationship with my parents rather then shut them out maybe i would have been able to get to Casey quicker and i wouldnt have had to have the conversation I had with Tatum, which ended in her and Randy almost screaming at each other...

Im just a fuck up..

#billy loomis #stu macher #randy meeks x reader #billy loomis x reader #stu macher x reader #casey becker #randy meeks #billy loomis and stu macher x reader #scream

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so right a couple of my film friends and i met last night to do wine and glee and i left and tried to catch a bus in our gross rainy cold weather and so when it finally comes im just like zoo wee mama my glasses r fogging up and all that shit. but who of course is on the bus but my one friend the main perpetrator of acting like im some flaky cunt (rant city below)

so i guess technically this wouldnt look great on my part bc i was obviously Somewhere and had been ignoring the group chat making plans but oh my GOD whatever who careessssss who Cares. so im like fucking phenomenal ok walk back Omg hi and she moves her shit so i can sit and i get settled and am like hey. and she asks what i was up to and ofc when i say anything bc this is fucking awkward shes just got this stupid smug little smile but i was just sitting there like bitch im not gonna sit here and act embarrassed for seeing my other friends so i was just like So are u guys doing x tn and shes like mhm yep are you coming and i was like well gee i dont know. sarcastic shrug. make conversation about the timing of the place for a second kinda jokin then awk silence

and so then because im a chill normal adult and am aware that shes about to go meet the group of friends and no matter what this interaction is going to be brought up and i had been planning on composing a levelheaded text but i just said Look im sorry that i ghosted you guys (and shes again smug smiling nodding next to me. girl.) i just honestly got tired of feeling like im being singled out and judged when i cant make it to something and she literally is just like Well im sorry you feel that way just u know we do try to come up w different days etc (if u like me are bad at reading between the lines this was a non apology and defense based on uh Nothing) and i was like right well ik last semester wasnt great it's just that sometimes i feel like im being shunned in the group chats when no one answers or reacts to anything i say and the other day when you said like. yk the 'could u commit' thing that felt really sort of condescending

and shes like again well im sorry u felt that way i was just trying to find another day that u could actually make it cause i wanted us all to be there so im not really sure how that came across as condescending but um yeah. and i, jackass that i am (<3) pulled out my phone and pointed and said Well u see we didnt have actual plans and in fact no one answered when i said anything abt it and yk things come up and so for me to have sent this whole nice thing and just get 'do you think youd be able to commit' in response felt a little bit needlessly mean (and i also tried to earnestly say at some point in all this that i genuinely do love and care for them and want to see them but yk this Sucks and was just bad timing)

THEN we somehow spin into her going Well i just had no idea this was even a thing until you brought it up just now i mean i wasnt even thinking abt it ive never really thought that of you etc and so then im sitting here feeling like im being gaslit in real time not to be dramatic and i felt very much like when i was in high school and people manipulated me bc i was a very easy target (its not that real but w/e) and so im like Ok be calm but dont just like let that slide cause girl be serious (prob should have but what ever) so i was like well you know i do apologize if i just couldnt tell your intent over text, but after you guys never answered me about hanging out and then the short responses like maybe u can kind of see where i felt like you were being rude (didnt say it quite that bluntly w/e)

and she pulls out the big card. the. well i just think youre being defensive. oh years and years of being the youngest and punished for um having feelings lmfao slammed me in my chest at that moment. and i calmly said Okay cool i think youre being defensive. and i lit missed my bus stop cause this driver was swerving so then i was just like Well you guys have fun maybe ill see you tonight bye. so. really feeling awesome abt the state of that. in all reality tho it's like i hung out w some friends and then went out to the gay bar w others and danced and etc and i can only imagine how much of a Thing this was for them so. if someone could win it'd be me right

(on another note at some point during this ride sams roommate requested to follow me back <3 which i had been pretending not to think abt for the last couple hours) anyway

this has been a post let me know if im being normalish

#abby talks

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frknchrldr · 2 years

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Wrote a little drabble I couldnt get out of my head in which El and Angela are both Hawkins students. And Eddies finds Angel being mean to her but someone else stops her before he can....

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Eddie's walking down the halls to his last class when he hears it.

"Angela, please stop!"

He turns the corner into a crowd of students. They're all just watching as Angela the freshman cheerleader pushes Jane's books to the floor and starts mocking her. Saying something about her dead dad. Seriously, what is wrong with this girl?

Eddie knows this isn't the first time something like this has happened either. For some reason Angela has decided to make Jane's life a living hell this year.

Sure she's a little…different but she was also kind and didn't deserve that shit none of his freshmen did.

At that thought he realizes none of the others around are doing anything to help her. Angela must have chosen this moment on purpose because he knows if Max were here she'd already have a skateboard to the face.

As a general rule Eddie doesn't mess with the cheerleaders but a large part of that is because they're never cruel to others at least not over the past year ever since a certain strawberry blonde, that he may or may not have a giant crush on on, became captain.

Apparently this girl didnt get the memo though. And while Jane might not be in Hellfire she's definitely still one his lost sheep. So he starts pushing through the throng of students, and seriously what the fuck is worng with people that they can just sit and watch this. Assholes.

He's trying to figure out how to do this, because yes Angela is a raging bitch but she's still a freshman girl and he's the third year senior Freak. This could go very badly for him if he doesnt play it right.

Luckily he doesn't have to do anything. Just as he gets to the front of the crowd he hears a voice he knows instantly. But instead of being small and meek like it does around Jason, it has a hard tone. Her voice has that cheer captain bitch edge to it that he really really, really likes.

"Angela! What the hell are you doing?"

Chrissy Cunningham pushes through the onlookers and stamps her foot at the other girl with both hands on her hip. Honestly? It's hot.

"What? She just some loser." The other girl says defensively.

Chrissy's nostrils flare and her eyes cut to slits as she glares.

"No. WE don't treat other people like that. And if you still want to be a cheerleader then you'll apologize to Jane and help her pick her books back up."

Angela gapes at her for a moment. The group of people now snickering at her for getting told off.

Finally she slumps her shoulders and acqueises to her captain's demand.

"Sorry Jane." She grumbles as she picks up the books, shoves them into her arms and pushes her way out of the crowd.

Chrissy doesn't leave though and looks at the crowd with that same look "What are you all looking at?"

The crowd quickly disperses instantly. She's queen for a reason and it is not just because the douchebag she chose for a boyfriend. If Eddies honest, he's her most loyal subject.

When she turns to him, he realizes he's been staring at her with awe and adoration. He quickly tries to school his face, he's not sure how successful he is.

He turns to Jane, taking her books and backpack from her.

"You okay?"

After receiving a small nod he adds. "Hey let's go find Wheeler and others okay?" She nods again.

"Thanks Eddie" she says as she uses her now free hands to wipe her eyes.

Then Jane turns to Chrissy. "And thanks Chrissy"

"Of course she shouldn't treat you that way, tell me if she does again okay?"

"Uh okay."

The head cheerleader then turns back to him to look at him with apprehension and maybe something else he can't quite determine.

He nods at her in appreciation, he can't really trust himself to actually talk to her right now. Not without saying something rediculous like your lovely and I want to marry you or something else just as dumb.

She smiles at him though and nods back.

And yeah he knows now without a shadow of a doubt that he's never going to be able to get over Chrissy Cunningham.

#hellcheer #chrissy x eddie #eddissy #drabble #my writing #i just want Eddie to interact with cali group sooo much lol

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tezzbot · 2 years

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I want to know.. ... ur karamatsu thots

i love karamatsu a lot and i think it is a shame like. how hes been treated by fans over the years but also that people genuinely think hes cool

hes just like the rest of them hes literally just some guy hes so dude and like hes trying he tries so hard but hes just so very lame and pathetic and thats so funny to me

hes so like. interesting to think about because like. i feel like we as the audience still even after 3 seasons and a movie (hasnt seen hippopo or whatever movie yet) we still dont know much about karamatsu at least as much as we do the other 5. like the movie was ostensibly About him it was his memory world it was his regret he was pretty much the main character, but we barely saw him he barely grew as a character which i get is the point of a comedy show and its honestly impressive getting through an entire movie while moving absolutely nothing lol like we have no idea how karamatsu evolved from just a little guy to. That. (iguesscomingoutchangesamanlol)

they even mention it in pizza, they never have any idea what karamatsu is thinking and neither do we!! his genuine feelings are SO under lock and key most of the time so its really hard to get a gauge on him he grew up and built up cringe as fuck walls that have Lasted that he only lets down when he sees fit

that is one area he has grown though he is bringing it down more frequently n i really enjoy it like he lets it down a lot more through the seasons especially around choromatsu (suiriku underrated) like he tells him doing everything for everyone is hell he tells him about his crush and how hes worried about how todomatsus gonna be. and hes letting out his more negative feelings through it like how Low his tolerance for his brothers has gotten, on my rewatch of the show hes absolutely just stopped giving a fuck and its one of my favourite things he will just flat out be like i dont care, exclusivematsu is the best possible direction they couldve gone with him, his whole part in pizza where we Watch that wall come down, the bits in phantom stream where hes like jyushimatsu i do not see you. choromatsu i believe in you!! >;D and then he walks out the room like :| NBMVNC literally any time he interacts with osomatsu absolutely No respect

i feel like most of his popularity, at least in the early days idk i dont really interact w wider fandom now, came from him being a sad little wet dog of a man that was prime woobification real estate but i just really like when he gets mean cus he gets so backhanded about it too like hes soooo bitchy its so funny LIKE IN THE BARTENDER SKIT theyre like dude we didnt order these give us our drinks and he fucking tuts and says like okay fine in The most fruity way hes ever done anything and thats saying something hes literally so fucking funny

i do also enjoy that he was the only one able to make friends in s2 he was absolutely that biker gangs little purse dog they kept him around for laughs, the way hes so useless he physically cannot get a job.. lame little creature with gunk in his eyes

anyway yeah im not good at tying my ramblinig posts up in a neat little bow and i feel like i do have more to say like this isnt all my feelings on karama but i cant. think of anything else so I'll leave it at, all i know is if i was able to break through his first defensive layer of coolguy nonsense i absolutely would be his friend he is so fucking funny to me <3 mean bestie hours im holding him like this

#tezztalks #karamatsu

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the-woild-is-y-erster · 9 months

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ok since @watch-me-stand-watch-me-run was the one who asked this is mostly for you but like

gather round the campfire, children

cw/tw violence, abuse, child abuse, might add more after

this is gonna be really really long lol hold on to your butts, brochachos

ok so his given name was micheal sauveterre, his family wasnt nobility, but they werent poor either. he was born in 1883, and is sixteen when the strike starts.

no word of a lie, i cannot for the life of me decide if i want him in the livesies or 92sies-verse, so i kind of just go back and forth in my head lol

so he grew up in a pretty well off family, but his parents were severly abusive. they would beat him and his brother, telling them they deserved it for being ungrateful. his older brother spencer was the favorite child, always got the special privileges. they both did well in school, until micheal was 12. his brother went off to a fancy college in virginia, and he was left alone with his parents. his dad tried to make nice by teaching micheal self defense and giving him a switchblade with his initials on it. one night, micheal snapped, finally having enough with his parents abuse, and ran away. he lived on the streets for a year, joined a circus that was in town as a acrobat and knife thrower, but didn't go with the circus when they left.

shortly after the circus, micheal was left starving on the streets again, and had to steal food to survive. snyder caught him, but micheal slipped away. in the chase, snyder grabbed him and gave him the scar on his face, taking him to the refuge for a few months after.

a manhattan newsie (havent decided who, maybe skittery or blink) saw him on the streets and offered him a job. manhattan was too close to where micheals parents lived, so he asked if there was anywhere else he could get a job.

the newsie told him about all the distribution gates for all the papers, and all the different boroughs. the leader of queens at the time (i didnt know who it actually was in the show so hes an oc ig too) Crush, was an ass and treated his boys like dirt, so micheal made his way over to queens.

crush refused to let micheal sleep in the lodging house at first, so he just hung around, watching. after a week or two of being there, he and the newsie who acted as queens' medic, Jade, came up with a plan to overthrow crush. long story short, crush found out, tried to shoot micheal in an alley, hit his side, and micheal walked out with a brand new pistol, not to mention title.

he hated his old name, so he changed it to Ezekiel, Eel for short. crowning himself the King of Queens, and a new era of ruling came along.

sketch break lmao (i love this one sm)

ok so he became really close friends with manhattan newsies, despite being on the other side of the bridge from them. might have had a teeny tiny crush on spot, but once he saw race did too he immediately started trying to get sprace together lol

jack takes him to see medda, and she takes one look at him and goes "hmm, this boy needs a mother figure" and takes him under her wing. once she learns abt his time at the circus, she offers to let him be in some of her shows for some extra money.

he only wears the tutu outfit sometimes, mostly to make the guys laugh, but he likes the makeup and he really enjoys the stage, but would never leave queens fully, so medda's is mostly just for fun and when he needs to de-stress.

his second is named Shoe (another oc lmao) Shoe's real name is Harvey, but he only lets Eel call him that, and thats mostly only when hes in trouble lol

i dont have any sketches of shoe yet but i will i prommy<3

eel and shoe are dating<3 and the flushing lodging house's owner has basically adopted them. her name is Eden, shes italian, and she taught eel italian along with his french from his family, but they only speak it in private because people werent really accepting of 'foreign' things

anyway if i remember anything else ill put it later

yeah! thats eel/zeke, i love him dearly<3

#newsies #92sies #livesies #newsies oc #i have a few more sketches of him lol #ezekiel 'eel' 'zeke'#woof i need to update this lmfao

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bridgyrose · 2 years

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Au where Penny is in service to Salem but falls in love with Weiss

Penny let out an audible sigh as she scanned the city of Vale as she walked through it’s streets, making a mental note of every weakness she found. From the underground tunnels, to the lack of any defenses inside the walls, it seemed to be an easier target than first anticipated. All it would take is an opening in the underground tunnels to allow grimm to swarm into the city, an easy job since those same tunnels connected to Mountain Glenn. All it’d take is luring the grimm in, openi the tunnels into the city, and if everything is timed right, Vale and Beacon academy would be swarming with enough grimm to allow Cinder to complete her own mission.

She quickly relayed the information to Cinder’s scroll and the plan she had come up with for the easiest and quickest way to overrun the city with grimm. Her eyes flickered between from green to red and back to green as a call came in from her father. “Yes, father?”

“You’ve spent too long in Vale,” Watts said through the intercom in her ear. “You were supposed to be out of there five minutes ago.”

“I am trying to be thorough just like you asked.” Penny’s eyes moved to a group of huntresses in training as they walked along the streets, arguing. Her eyes stayed trained on the girl with white hair, her eyes pulled up all the information she had on Weiss Schnee. “Besides, I think you would like to know Weiss Schnee is here attending Beacon.”

There was a long pause as Watts took in the information before he spoke again. “Get close to Jacques’ daughter. We can use that to our advantage.”

Penny let out a sigh as the call ended and watched the group as they continued down the streets. Before she knew it, she had started to follow them, slowly listening into their conversation as she walked closer and closer. She ran through scenario after scenario of how to get close to Weiss, no longer paying attention to where she was going and running straight into her. Without warning, she found herself on her back and looking straight up at the sky as the girls started to get around her.

“Should… we ask if she’s okay?” Blake asked.

“She needs to learn how to pay attention!” Weiss sat up and frowned at Penny. “Didnt anyone ever tell you to pay attention to where you were going?”

“I am sorry.” Penny smiled and picked herself up and looked the girls over. “I was a bit lost in thought.”

“That’s alright,” Ruby said with a smile. “I’m Ruby, the blonde is my sister, Yang, the girl with the bow is Blake, and the grump is Weiss.”

Weiss rolled her eyes and shook her head. “I’m not a grump.”

“Whatever you say, Icequeen.” Yang started to walk off. “Sorry we cant stick around, we’re running a little late.”

Penny paused as she watched Blake and Weiss walk off, her heart sinking when she realized she missed her chance to talk to Weiss. “Oh… will… I get to see you four again?”

“I’m sure we’ll see each other around if you’re here for the tournament,” Weiss said as she waved Penny off. “Come on Ruby! We’re going to be late!”

Penny sighed as she watched Ruby rush off, realizing she was alone once again. Her eyes stayed glued to Weiss as she swore she felt something in her as she watched, a small smile crossing her lips as she started to follow once more at a distance. She had to find a way to get close to her, no matter what it took.

#rwby #drabbles #ruby rose #rwby ruby rose #weiss schnee #blake belladonna #yang xiao long #penny polendina #arthur watts #Evil Penny au #Evil Penny #and she's still going to end up falling for Weiss

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I'm honestly surprised by the shear quantity and intensity of bad interactions you have had with customers. Working retail is real bad about that kind of stuff all around and I've had bad situations while I worked at dollar general but it was never that bad. It's probably because I didn't work there all that long and its a dollar store aimed at the lowest possible income brackets in a poor and rural town and the people that shop there are tired and exasperated and generally do not give a shit while the people that buy stuff from petco tend to be middle class and entitled little bitches as a result but it still just shocks me. The worst encounters I've had have been like 40 year old people mad that I'm carding them for cigarettes because it's store policy or people who made perverted jokes about my tits; not people screaming because they want to fuck over the local ecosystem and you wont let them.

i feel like animal retail specifically is bottom of the fucking barrel because like, 9/10 times the people coming in to buy a pet from a chain store dont even really view the animals as living things so much as decorations or toys, so when they realize the animal requires effort to care for, they get pissed because its a combo of 'i dont like that im being corrected, so im going to take it personally and get defensive' and 'how DARE you tell me 'no,' im a CUSTOMER. im supposed to be GOD' . that combined with the general expectations people have for retail employees to be doormats who will give them whatever they want if they make a scene, these types of people really just dont know how to handle someone telling them 'no, i won't sell you this animal because you aren't going to take care of it' and not budging and then management backing them up because they dont expect to be in an environment where the 'merchandise' are living breathing creatures and the staff treat them as such. its a recipe for some of the worlds most unhinged customer breakdowns ive ever experienced. id gladly take the old regular at the grocery store my sibling works at who used to put hexes on people who didnt double bag her shit without her asking over any of these wackos any day of the week

which is really a long winded way of saying it attracts all the worst types of entitled people. its always the "i know more than you, stupid petco employee, youre beneath me. thats why im not listening to you when you tell me i cant put a clownfish in a bowl. i saw a guy on tiktok do it once" or the "how DARE you tell me i cant buy a chameleon for my toddler and keep it in a plastic critter keeper. little timmy wants a lizard and i need to get him one so he can shut up about it!! no i dont know anything about caring for it. no i had no idea it cant be handled. no i didnt realize itll have a such-and-such-year lifespan. i figure he'll get bored of it in a couple weeks and then ill either return it or give it away, if it even survives that long. what do you mean you wont give it to me since i just said id let it die??? i want to speak to your MANAGER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" or god forbid, an unholy combination of the two. like the guy who tried to complain to the GM that i wouldnt sell him any goldfish even though he "knew what he was doing, he works at an aquarium for fucks sake, he knows hes capable of nursing them back to health, these fish want to LIVE i want to save them". the reason i wouldnt sell the goldfish? our entire system had a really nasty case of fish lice and the tanks were clearly marked as being 'not for sale' at the time cuz theyre all being quarantined and medicated. i couldnt have sold them even if i wanted to, theyre literally being actively treated for parasites. his daughter literally dragged him out of the store cuz she got so embarrassed that he wouldnt take no for an answer. to this day that one baffles me so hard. thats like walking up to a dog breeder and saying "hey, i heard you had a litter that got ringworm. i wanna buy one. i obviously know more about treating it than you do, i uhhh work for a vet. i just want to save a life!!! why wont you give me this obviously sick highly contagious animal that youre already in the middle of actively treating!!!!!!!!!!! i am going to try and get you fired about this."

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ladykailolu · 2 years

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Will as a dragon looking out after his three dragon chick sons (Gregorio, Innocentio, and Mario) and carrying them back to the den with his mouth if they stray too far down the mountain.

And in a modern!AU in which they're all humans, it's fitting to know that Gregorio's name means "vigilant, watchman" because as the eldest son, Will put him in charge as the babysitter for his two brothers.

Will, gathering up his briefcase and making for the door: "Gregorio, watch over your brothers while I return. Make sure they're taken care of."

And it's weird to think because his brothers aren't that much younger than him. Innocentio is about two years younger, and Mario is about five years younger. Not too much of an age difference.

But their temperaments sure were different! Gregorio has always been reserved and quiet, but as a child, teenager, and young adult, he was more social with his family members. And he paid close attention to his brothers' behavior--what they liked/didn't like, how to catch them lying or upset, etc. He served his father well by keeping his brothers in line, with his no-nonsense attitude. He was also the best at sports, and it frustrated his brothers at no end to figure out how to beat him. He lost much of that socialness as he grew into his 30s, 40s and beyond. I believe that his apathy and stonewall demeanor really developed while he was in medical school as a way to protect himself from work-associated trauma.

Innocentio is the middle child and admittedly felt a bit glossed over. Ignored, as many middle children are. But that also meant that he got away with more dubious stuff. Will was always busy with work or general house things, so it was mainly Gregorio who watched over Innocentio. Of course, Will never noticed the nights when Innocentio deliberately stayed out longer than curfew or slipped into the alleys and streets his father told him not to go to mingle with the wrong crowd of his highschool. Kids who drank, smoked, and passed around drugs like candy. Innocentio drank a little here and there but didnt indulge in the harder things. He knew he could get away with it under his father's nose, but not Gregorio's. It wasn't his father but his own older brother he frequently argued with and watched himself around. Especially when Innocentio spent a lot of extra money without explaining where it came from.

"Where did you get that money, Innocentio?" Gregorio asked, certain that he wasn't gonna like the answer.

"Don't worry about it." Innocentio shrugged and walked away until Gregorio blocked his path.

"Where did you get that money?"

Their eyes locked and neither Zeppeli teen was about to back down.

"I said don't worry about it, and by the way, keep your nose outta my business."

Gregorio knew that his brother was up to some shady shit, and he often wondered about telling their father all about it. But he had no proof! Without proof, he would only make himself look like the instigator. Gregorio and Innocentio in their teen years to young adulthood were always on the verge of physical confrontation. And when Innocentio grew up as an adult, he became a defense attorney, and his connections introduced him to "the business" (mafioso shit).

Lastly, there's Mario, the youngest son. Being the youngest, he frequently received the most attention--and the most rules and expectations. He had to be just as good or even better than his brothers! A part of him believed that he couldn't measure up to his brothers, so he slacked off in school, figuring what's the point? He also tended to lash out in school, getting into fights with the other boys, attempting to shoplift and laugh it off afterwards, and of course, fight with his brothers or treat them dirty in sports, such as trying to trip up Gregorio or grab onto Innocentio's shirt and choke him.

Thank god he grew out of that! Much of that aggression did not come from a place of malice but instead was by-product of envy when he saw Gregorio enter medical school and succeed and Innocentio get away with so much dubious shit right in front of him and never get caught while Mario could sneak off with even a single little thing.

Of course, life wasn't easy for Mario. He didn't apply himself in school, and he didn't go to college right away, so he worked up to three jobs to make enough money to make ends meet, especially when he moved out and met the woman who would become his wife. Well into adulthood, he worked and worked and worked his ass off until he got addicted to working. He loves being able to provide for his family, but that often kept him away from his wife and children. That had the unfortunate effect of leaving his eldest child, Caesar, feeling neglected and he too started acting out as a teenager, just like his daddy.

How many times had Will been notified of his sons' antics when they were teens by his neighbors? Whenever one of the boys got in trouble a few blocks down from their house, a neighbor would recognize them. "You. You're Zeppeli's child, aren't you?" And news of their boyish fuckery would reach Will's ears before they even got home that day.

"Do you know where your sons are, Will? Do you know what they did?" One neighbor asked him through the phone.

"They're playing in the park a few blocks down the road. What did they do?"

"Well, two of them climbed on top of a parked car several times, jumping on the hood like monkeys, and your oldest didn't tell them to stop. They even scuffed the car up! And i saw one of them try to buy cigarettes and beer from the corner store."

And on another day, another neighbor called Will and said, "Someone smashed a baseball through my house and ran away! And i think it was one of your sons! I saw them playing baseball near my house."

Oh boy. And when those got home, Will rounded them up, and interrogated them until they confessed. Sometimes, they were disciplined with the belt then grounded for an extraordinary amount of time. It was like a little nightmare for them to enter their home and immediately be set upon by their father.

#william anthonio zeppeli #gregorio zeppeli #mario zeppeli #innocentio zeppeli #the zeppeli family #jjba #jjba oc

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goodness

okay where do i start um jesus fucking christ. siffrin fights the king by himself and he almost like. passes out dies idk??? he’s tired of fighting. and then he meets the shadow guy i was talking about earlier. mal du pays. and fuck it is MEAN it yells at siffrin in his friends voices and tells him he should have died that they all hate him that they will forget him that they can’t wait to never see them again. and then siffrin gets all stresses out and um. his friends come into save him from th eking and they’re still mad at him for what he said but they didn’t want to leave him behind and went after him AND THEY MET LOOP!!!!! THEY MET KIKI and they fight the king together and the king gets reflected time frozen but he remembers the missing country as he gets frozen at least and then siffrin is like practically on the verge of passing out so his friends help him walk to the house maiden and mal du pays also shows up and gives him a scare but its nothing big and also there is red. like in the sky. theres red. not good. and they talk to the house maiden and she starts glitching out like before and she has a mention of everyone going home and siffrin FLIPS THE FUCK OUT and. um. tells everyone he won’t let them go back home. that he can’t. and they have a battle and i personally refused to attack them so i just kept attacking myself and MIRA HEALED HIM and odile attacked him in self defense and bonnie went “friends don’t attack friends!!” and siffrin takes it as “oh she attacked me we were never friends” (sounds of me dying a painful agonizing death at the mention of that) and they keep trying to talk to siffrin bc they want to help so bad and he keeps saying he can’t let them go back home and how he’s done this so many times and they realize loop was right when they said siffrin had done this so many times bc he was time looping and oudghffsd they ask him what his wish was bc it might have caused it and they keep begging him to tell them and he doesn’t want to bc if they know what he wished for they’ll hate him and then they all like jump at him in a big kinda hug way asking him to tell them and they like. float in the sky together. and siffrin admits what he wished for wasn’t just to wear isa’s desingned clothes but to stay together with all of them and he knows it’s selfish and he shouldn’t bc they’re all okay with leaving but he dind’t want to be alone and THEY ALL WANTED TO STAY TOGETHER TOOOOOO THEY DIDNT WANT TO LEAVE EITHERHHHHFGFHSDBFBASYCTDYUAGYHFDSYUVFASJBHAFJDS SOBS ON THE FLOOR they all think it’s ridiculous that siffrin thought they’d forget about him and oudghdgfhdf hic sob the fucking group hug they agree they’ll keep traveling together EVEN ODILEEEE SHE WAS DIDNT HAVE THE COURAGE TO SAY ANYTHING YET AND WAS HOPING TO ASK SOMOENE TO KEEP TRAVELING WITH HERRRRR HDFNGHFDHNDFFH and they group hug and siff cries and im so fucking wrecked i can’t do this . um. they talk after. siffrin’s okay that they might not forgive him immediately for what he said before. and they joke about how if they dont ask bonnie’s sister for permission to travel it’d be kidnapping. and the housemaiden is okay. i went to save and interacted with the mirror photo and when siffrin sees it it was like “its fine its over its over its over its over” and he throws it far away and i think tats everything i’m gonna spam you with photos now

HOLY SHIT OH MY GOD(?? this is so everything AAAAAA :sadcat: OuGHHG IIM SCREAMING HE LOVES HIS FRIENDS...the..oughh the WAAA the . THE WAY HE FOUGHT FOR HIS FRIENDS SO HARD UNTIL HE BACKED HIMSELF INTO A CORNER AND COMPLETELY TURNED HIS MOTIVES INSIDE OUT AND EXHAUSTED ALL HIS OPTIONS BUT IN THE END THE ANSWE RVWAS LOVE

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Victory Outreach Men's Recovery Home (Rancho Cordova, CA)

After being in jail from December 11th, 2023 up until March 5th, 2024 I can’t safely tell you my life has been all over the fucking place. I don’t quite understand how it can be so “all over the place” when I barely talk to anyone anymore. I was having a hard time finding a ride to the store just to get some takeout! Never ended up finding that ride either by the way… To fill everyone online in on my personal life, just a little bit, pretty much since being released from Placer County Jail I made a commitment go straight from the jail to a rehab program. The courts didn’t even want me to go home, get food, or anything. The judge strictly said DOOR-TO-DOOR! A few days leading up to my final court date, before I was getting released, my lawyer had a meeting with me to discuss rehabs that he found, and what one would fit me the best. He told me that he wasn’t able to find any with an open bed except for one, and it was a faith based program. That being my only “get out of jail free” card so to speak, I took it with no hesitation. In my head I thought: 1. I believe in God 2. I have been going to Bible study every week 3. I am genuinely interested in learning more about the Bible and reading more of it. So having to go to a faith based program didn’t seem like the worst thing to do at the time, I was actually pretty excited.

The day I get released my mom and dad come to pick me up from the jail in Auburn and as we are driving to drop me off my dad is explaining certain things to me about the program to try and give me some kind of preparation in a way. My dad has done a ton of different court ordered programs and rehabs when he was younger, so he likes to think that he knows everything. We finally pull up to the house, and it looked like you every day lower-middle class house. It was in Rancho Cordova so it wasn’t horrible, but it wasn’t big enough for 9 different dudes either. As I start to get my stuff out of the car, I go to grab my pack of cigarettes, and one of the Staff members says “you can’t bring those in, they will just get thrown away so just leave them in the car if I were you” and at that moment the look on my face just dropped into a frown. What kind of program/rehab bullshit doesn’t let you smoke LEGAL cigarettes?! I leave them in the front seat, give both my parents a hug, and continue bringing my things into the garage so the staff members can search them. As I am walking up, some other dudes mom was dropping him off at the same time as me so he had to get his stuff searched as well. The staff told me that they have had people try to bring in drugs and other things before, and that can jeopardize the sobriety of everyone else in the house, so that part is understandable. As I’m waiting for them to finish going through both of our things, in front of everyone in the house mind you, the other dude I came in with continues to bitch the entire time about certain things they already told him he couldn’t bring in, that he still decided to bring with him anyway, like clothing with skulls on it, ripped clothing, any electronics, and any bible that doesn’t worship God (he had some muslim bible or something, to where they almost didnt even let him stay if he didnt let them hold onto it.). Dude was getting so defensive I thought he was about to start firing on one of the staff members, like DAMN dude!? We JUST got here and your already talkin to these people you don’t even know like that??

Once our stuff is finally done being searched, were able to go inside the house and see where we are going to sleep. Walking inside this house was pretty bad, it just smelled like BO every where, there are black spill marks all over the carpet throughout the entire house, and I don’t even know how that’s possible because food and beverages aren’t allowed anywhere else but the kitchen and the garage. The entire house is a 2 bedroom 2 bath, but they made a 3rd bedroom out of the Den next to the kitchen. Each bedroom has about 3 or more sets of twin sizes bunk beds stuffed inside them, the Den bedroom has walls made out of pinned up sheets you can see straight through, and whenever I would lay down in my assigned bed I would fall into a pit in the mattress. The pit in the mattress being the result of a 500lb man being the one to sleep there for 4 months prior to me getting there. I was also never able to figure out where the ever so settle smell of piss was coming from either, I was hoping that worst case scenario it was on the wall and not on the mattress I was laying on.

Once we got all settled in it was lights out at about 9pm because we had to be up super early, like 4am, to have morning bible study and prayer. Bible study was pretty cool, we all go around reading after one another, a specific chapter, then were go back around in a circle to find a specific scripture that stuck out to us, and we have to explain why it stuck out to us in detail. After that we had, I swear it felt like 1 1/2-2 straight hours, of individual prayer, and that consisted of everyone standing or kneeling in their own section of the garage, blaring gospel covers being sang by 12-14 year olds on Youtube, and the head staff member walking around with a scarf on his head dipping his hand in some weird old and coming over and rubbing in on your forehead as he says some prayer in a different language I didn’t understand…. So yeah, I know I am definitely not a morning person at all but I really did try to get as much out of this whole morning routine that I was able to, the only sad part about it was that there wasn’t that much there to get out of it.

Following the morning Bible study/prayer we would have Breakfast, and that was either something with huge amounts of sugar in it, or cereal with milk I wasn’t able to drink (being lactose intolerant). I swear that my first mornings breakfast was literally a giant cupcake, coffee cake, and a honey bun type thing. I was like damn what happen to some eggs and toast or something? That shits quick and bomb wtf? After Breakfast it was time to “go to work” meaning go out all day walking through neighborhoods trying to get donations from people to update the address markers on their curbs with spray paint. I guess the boy scouts, girl scouts, and a few other groups similar to those go out and also do. So everyone gets in one of the 13 seater vans that are parked in front of the house usually, and we all drive to a specific area, park the van, and split up into teams to cover more houses in the neighborhood to try and get more money. I later found out that the Mens home doing this every day and giving all that money to the church, makes them the biggest source of funding for the entire church over anyone. They make so much money the church had the men train the women’s house on how to do it also, to double the income from it. We would get out there by about 9:00-9:30am and we wouldn’t finish up until around 4:00pm-5:00pm, and that’s walking around all day long not Able to take any breaks, and running off of a PB&J and some chips we all got packed for our Lunch. People constantly thought that we were Jehovah witnesses, so that should give you an idea on how “fun” it was for me to be out there all day, ESPECIALLY not getting paid a dollar to be doing it…

Once the nightmare of “work” was over, I was hoping I’d be able to come back to the house, shower, and put on something comfortable, and pass out… Nope… As soon as we got back, we all had to hurry up and take a STRICTLY 5 minute shower, (any longer and you have to write 100 sentences out of the bible like were in middle school…) then we have to get in a suit and tie, complete with a blazer and dress shoes, to head out to Church… I always thought Church was supposed to be early morning, on Sundays only? Nope in that house we go to church every evening. It’s not like a chill relaxed church either, its the kind where people are literally catching the hold spirit and convulsing all over the place, while we would all have to stand in the front of the room with our eyes shut and hands up to god apparently. It was a lot… Especially coming from a background like mine, where my family barely ever went to church like that, and I still have yet to read 100% of the Bible! So coming from where I do and going into 100% Jesus 24/7 was just a bit much for me….

To sum up this LONG ass experience of mine…. Sadly I was only able to make it about 7 days, before I ended up leaving. Mainly because aside from the piss I would smell every night, I found out that they had Bed Bugs, Mice, and Cockroaches. Even that aside I still tried to stick it out until I had questions… Like questions about how the whole Being gay thing ties into Christianity. Like I have heard a TON of bad things, and I just wanted to make sure I wasn’t going to “talk the talk without walking the walk”. Once the head staff member guy told me that one day he was going to have a wife and kids, and that the homosexual urges we have, we have to resist them and its the devil that is making us attracted to men the way we think we are, and blah blah blah. That’s when I had finally had enough… Don’t get it twisted either the head staff dude was fresh out of a jock strap and pulled off center stage at Faces nightclub gay too by the way, and seeing him when I first arrived I thought that I would have someone I could relate to and hopefully establish some sort of friendship with, but once he told me that he’s been “Praying the Gay away” I was over it… So on my last day of being there I called my parents to come get me from Mather Field Light Rail Station, because it was only like a 5-10 minute walk from the house, I didn’t even wanna stay there any longer than I absolutely had to, I even left my iPad and shit there until the following day because the main director dude wasn’t there to open the safe for me when I was taking off. As I’m walking down the street enjoying the freedom of just being able to walk, it was incredible. Don’t forget that I went straight to the program from jail so I didnt get to have that “OMG I’m finally out, thank fucking god!” Feeling that everyone else usually gets to have. So I enjoyed the hell out of that walk for sure!

After leaving that program, I called my PO and explained to her everything that happened, and she was totally cool about it and just told me to keep looking for another program. I am currently on a waiting list waiting for a bed to open up anywhere in Sacramento I guess? Adult System of Care is apparently just supposed to call me as soon as they have an opening and tell me where to go. Although when I called them to see how long the waiting time was going to be they said about 2 months from the 18th of March, so we will see! I am enjoying being home and spending the much needed time with my dogs. I missed them so much. I will be posting another update after, maybe during, my experience at the next program I am going to have to go to in order to finish my 90 day sentence….

So catch you on the flip side Tumblr Hoes.

-KF

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