#its consuming my soul!!!

[biggest-gaudiest-patronuses]

got a worm nibbling my brain. can someone help me find a piece of obscure media?

webcomic/indie comic from the 2010s. basically a sci-fi short story about a young girl (with red hair?) who was being raised by scientists as part of an experiment. she receives a haircut/has her head shaved, in preparation for her annual brain scan/testing. it is revealed that while her body is human, her "brain" is artificial, made of computer implants throughout her skull and spine. at some point her biological mother (also a scientist on the same campus?) encounters her and is repulsed, viewing her as a machine who has murdered her daughter.

it was very poignant and it bruised my heart and i can NOT find it anywhere

#i thought it was made by the creator of 'O Human Star' for some reason but apparently not? #goddammit goddammit goddammit #'i don't have to write down the title of this piece of media i encountered in my formative years bc i'll always remember it' #*cut to ten years later frantic googling* #fun fact 'a.i.' is now a completely useless search term #google in general is useless #and stuff i read 3+ years ago regularly vanishes from the internet #bookmarks are not enough! if you like indie media--download that shit! buy digital/physical copies while you can #save it to the cloud back it up and organize that shit!!! #keep a list of the stuff you read (organized by date/media type and possibly with keywords if you want it to be useful longterm) #(or a spreadsheet even if you're like me and rabidly consume short stories/comics like a pack of amnesiac piranhas on a feeding frenzy) #(that stuff PILES UP over the years ok. if you wanna make sure you'll be able to find it again a decade later--curation is key) #because art WILL touch your soul and then vanish into the void leaving naught but a 404 Error in its wake #i am an old man shaking my fist at the kids on my lawn but the kids on my lawn are me and my longterm digital planning skills circa 2012

[eskiinox]

have a silly secret life scar :D

#secret life is so silly #its consumed my soul #being dragged back to minecraft #secret life #life series #goodtimeswithscar #eskiart

[alfaire]

ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ𒍮 ָ࣪ › CRACKER ISLAND  ༏། 📝

#where the truth its auto-tuned (i purged my soul) #and its sadness i consume (i drank to riot) #kpop aesthetic #riize eunseok #icons kpop #icons #riize #bg icons #kpop moodboard #messy aesthetic #messy icons #riize icons #riize moodboard #riize eunseok moodboard #grunge #aesthetic #eunseok #alternative moodboard #aesthetic moodboard #bg moodboard #random moodboard #kpop locs #riize eunseok icons #kpop random moodboard #random icons #messy moodboard

[acdelmnort]

a fanart of the A Break Well Spent series by HopeyHope on ao3 ! Please go read it if u love these two boys… its so so good

archiveofourown.org/series/3388618

#i love this fic sm #its everything u could ever ask for… #like ​aquarium date AND sleepover?? with FEELINGS?? hell YEAH??? #the fluff and the teeny angst is AMAZING #the comfort at the end…i love it #but most specially the fluff. the FLUFF. #truly a masterpiece #bachisagi is consuming my soul rn #bachisagi #bcis #isbc #isabachi #bluelock #isagi yoichi #bachira meguru #THEYRE BOTH SO IN LOVE #its insane #my art

[ell1th3gh0st]

And they scream, "What are you running away from?" / And I scream back, "Everything and everyone" [The 411 - Bears In Trees]

made a little comic very slightly based off of these lyrics :)

I very quickly sketched out the idea when I was listening to the song, and then when I went back to actually draw my idea I had almost no clue what I was going for lol

#bears in trees #comics #art #in other news bears in trees is slowly becoming my favorite band #their music touches my soul in a very particular way #i love 'confidant' and 'laugh/cry' and and 'it gets better' has such an intensely strong joy & sadness about it it consumes my brain #tried a bit to show the sort of two sided joy/sadness of their music in the comic #anyway i like it i think its neat

[little-red-fool]

Really glad I got into MGS because whilst I absolutely love SamHiggs and it’s midlife crisis yaoi potential it has nothing on whatever those three idiots got going on on Mother Base.

#trying not to let this franchise consume my soul but damnit its hard #that being said i need to do some more DS fanart #death stranding #sam porter bridges #higgs monaghan #samhiggs #metal gear solid #metal gear solid v #big boss #revolver ocelot #kazuhira miller

[soldier-poet-king]

Need more stories abt middle aged and old people finding love & patnerships. Tbh. Like obvs there is so much more to life and it's not important in the grand scheme of things and like most days I am thinking of bigger and better things but also I love romance and if I am not properly kissed at least once in my life like. What.

#the duality of fran #DONT LOOK AT ME I'M CRINGE #oh mitski we're really in it now #not really. we interrupt my exsitential rambles about the human soul (good) #to briefly pine and be selfish (bad) #i will return to the good shortly #i would just. be so good at love. at specifically that kind ofkf love and devotion #i am. so devoted. so all consuming in my heart. so loyal and intense and wonderful #yeah i have. a lot of problems and fears and insecurities. maybe so #and i crave touch the same way i fear it. like a kicked dog. my family is not affectionate #and YET #ugh disgusting. yknow that richard siken line. u know the one #anyway. back to things that matter. have to dig out my crochet hooks tonight #i swear im gonna get this mfing beanie done over the holidays #since i cant knit anymore bc rsi #i need to do SMTHN good #i cant just embroider even if its pretty #i need to create For Others #bread and roses. but lately ive been just roses #marry me. qpr me. smthn. idc just SMTHN #blegh. dont look at me

[skull-centric]

god this undertale autism is taking over me.

#autism #autistic things #undertale #neurodivergent #i almost said its consuming my soul #but i think thats actually funny theres an unintended pun in there #soul? more like SOUL #i need a little lancer in my inventory to get me through these trying times

[andi-o-geyser]

And the results have just come in, folks. Ally Beardsly has rolled a *checks notes* Hat 20

#it is 4 am i have watched the finale 3 times at this point and i am going insane (affectionate) #nothing on the brain but “HAT” #my soul has left my body #meet me in the denny's to fight by the growing light of dawn #not for any reason in particular just cause its a vibe #also maybe so that the sleep dep can be physically punched out of me #throw ME into the all-consuming book oblivion to be eaten by pages #it sounds like at least a 7 hour nap minimum while floating in the void of death and storyless-ness #which would be real cozy #anyways these tags are barely lucid but neither am I so this is the best we're gonna get rn #y'know what? the manic energy fits with the vibe of the finale. this is my rationalization for staying up so late i can see the sun rise #d20 #dimension 20 #neverafter #neverafter spoilers #neverafter finale #dnd #nat 20 #ally beardsley #timothy goose #andis thought geyser

[septhuitneufdix]

baby

#dnd oc #my art #he killed this bird ages back and puppetted its corpse as a homemade mage hand and in the process consumed its soul by accident #now it just hangs around and likes to perch on his head #he wasnt before but now hes attached to it #it did a really good job being a makeshift mage hand

[bestbountyhunterinspace]

Everywhere I go I see him

#this man has consumed me mind body and soul #as he should #its on me and my autism lmao #star wars #tcw #the clone wars #the bad batch #tbb #tbb season 2 #the bad batch season 2 #tbb crosshair #crosshair

[baddieladdie]

A Charthur Fanfic

Source: The talented mundayme

Got wasted on a Wednesday night.

Decided to write this

Bone app the beat

#charthur #arthur x charles #arthur morgan #rdr2 charles #charles smith #rdr2 dutch #rdr2 #rdr2 fanfic #red dead redemption #maybe not my best work #but its there #gay #i want some gay #gay its gonna be #brainrot #the chemistry of these two has consumed me #body and soul

[lightasthesun]

I don't just have brainrot...I am rotten to the core!

#5am musings #fandom #brainrot is too simple #im long past that #its fully consumed me #its tainted my soul #fandom is all i am #star wars #bbc merlin #the hunger games #doctor who #the gays especially are EVERYWHERE

[patrice-bergerons]

I'm doing research on TikTok for work, including how it generates money, and honest to God I'm going to crawl into a mossy hill and inspect the moss as my social media alternative if tumblr does ever go down

#its soooo depressing #including the way WE are positioning all the things tiktok does as innovative and increasing the wellbeing of consumers #my soul is being crushed from my body bit by bit

[ladyofthelake]

Me right now after finishing my Merlin rewatch and concluding with Diamond of the Day on Christmas Eve:

#CRUEL THAT A STAY WITH ME GIF WAS UNDER THE GROSS SOBBING GIF SEARCH #I AM NOT OKAY FAM AHAHAHA #LITERALLY CONSUMING THAT HYPABLE ARTICLE RIGHT NOW: NOTHING IS AS HEARTBREAKING AS MERLIN AND ARTHUR #merthur #merlin #its also 4 am :):):) #I love Merlin with all my heart and now Im gonna wallow in that tragic ending ahahahahahahah </3 #MERLINS STILL WAITING GUYS #I CANNOT DO THIS #my blog is utter trash right now its just covered in my tears and snot #and watching Merlin cry breaks my entire soul and he doesn't even know about gwaine yet #hahah he loses everyone ahahaha set me on fucking fire

[smol-soop-spoon]

fellas... I don't think the hyperfixation is hyperfixating anymore...

#wailing #sobbing #throwing up as I grieve another media i consumed up to its last thread #i tuck it in its glass coffin softly alongside all the others and i whisper “i will know you forever” #forever ingrained in the fabric of my soul like the laugh of my childhood friends and the scent of my mother #i still see all the art and works i once loved in little pieces of my life #that quote about things you love having claw marks on it #i'm still working on the tsh pirate au but it's different now #it doesn't quite feel like tsh at all #and I know it will slowly morph into something of its own haunted by the phantom of what once inspired it #oh well #let us rest #we have seas to sail my friends #and so many books to read still