#just let me indulge myself

[catmanbowser]

(Wonder) Women i respectfully think about

#cassie sandsmark #donna troy #diana of themyscira #wonder woman #wonder girl #dc #catman's art #this started out bcs i didnt wanna continue my pixel assignment so i doodled cassie but now the other two are there too #ims orry idk im gay so pls let me indulge myself on drawing ficitonal women #I DREW DIANA SO HUGE I JUST REALISED #and cassie itty bitty #this is also my forst time drawing donna pls dont deck me ;; #u can tell (no u cant lol….can u..?) how i give up rendering and drawing legs #i looked up ww’s shield and got overwhelmed by how many design they made for her shield #so i just wing it #ohb look no lasso lol

[problemcore]

been real cloudy here, without any rain

#halfway thru this i realized i was drawing myself and not gumi and i had to take a moment and re-gumi-fy the drawing #cant help being a gumi kinnie i guess U_U #dnoodles #vocaloid #i guess? idk i dont think a lot of people will reblog this. i actually kinda hope not. #hello dear followers #yea wow i have um. not been drawing at all lately. #not even simple doodles. i couldnt even pick up a pen. #so i sat down. turned on my favorite music. and drew what i wanted. #not what i wanted to see as the result #but what i wanted to let out of my system. #i dont really care if this looks good or bad. i dont care how messy the lines are. i dont care about the colors or the background #i just wanted to have a good time drawing again. and have a good time i did :) #i have a big drawing ahead of me i need to do. that i Want to do. #im scared of it not turning out good. especially since its for a friend. especially since im being paid for it. #but. im gonna let myself enjoy it. sink into the feeling and let the pen move on its own. indulge in the joy of creation. #i missed art. i missed posting. #sometimes i think about how i was able to crank out so many drawings in high school. #not without extreme determent to my grades of course. but still. i was drawing So Much. and i utterly loved it. #i still wish i could go back to that. perhaps i will. perhaps i wont. #but i want to let that wish go away. and. i guess. start a new chapter. #reinvent my relationship with art. #its going to be bad. its going to be messy. its going to hurt your eyes. and its going to be fun. #WOW okay that was an essay. thank you for reading. #im gonna go eat something and. actually get back to drawing. hehe

[lavenoon]

Well, he has a point

Based on a conversation I had with my sister

#post let luce #fnaf sb #fnaf sun #fnaf moon #shh he counts #my art #I don't work in a daycare but I do work with kids but it's hard to think of myself as patient somehow lmao #“I'm really impatient sometimes I just don't take it out on other people” so... you're patient? #me @ myself #this is pure self indulgence including that last panel that made everyone in stream laugh at the height difference #I KEEP FORGETTING HOW TALL I MADE THEM #LIKE HOW THEY ACTUALLY COMPARE TO MY TINY ASS #me: i like height difference im making them tall #me: oh god theyre so tall #but yeah have at it lmao

[wraithsoutlaws]

you know i had a fun little vp idea i wanted to do for the cyberpunk anniversary but i haven't had the energy to even touch it recently so i'll just settle with saying that this game impacted me in ways i never thought it would when i first picked it up 3 years ago. i knew i would enjoy it, i had been looking forward to it for a long time, and despite a ~controversial~ launch, i had a fucking blast from day 1 (on ps4 no less). regardless of bugs and memes and public dunking, the story grabbed me like nothing else could at the time, and it reignited so much of my passion and motivation for art that i had lost in the clutches of mental illness and i'll always be grateful for that. it introduced me to so many wonderful people (some whom i carry very close to my heart), and maybe most personally surprising, it gave me an outlet to understand parts of myself that i had been too afraid to acknowledge for a long time, the courage to accept and embrace myself as non-binary, and allow myself to just BE without trying to convince myself i'm crazy. that's not what i expected from the get-go but it's been a really fun journey to be on ngl

#yeah this fandom been a little rocky in places but i would be lying if i said this community here wasn't special to me #so much love and passion and creativity to be around and be inspired by #so many people who have been impacted by this silly little heartwrenching game #devs who have poured their heart into it to deliver something genuinely incredible #its one of those strange things that really did fully change the trajectory of this little leg of my life #to think that until 3 years ago i hadn't even touched art in a decade #now there are lovely people who want to spend money on my work #3 years ago i bought my first (and only) refurbished ps4 to play this game and now im sitting on a fancy gaming laptop #ive said it before but vp has been such an important creative outlet too #its allowed me to live my dreams of being a film director. a cinematographer. a writer. #the whole game has let me be so damn self-indulgent sometimes i feel like a kid again just unashamedly playing barbie #finding the JOY of just. creating. #i learned so much about myself through an OC because of this game #it went from 'huh what is this feeling? gender envy?' to being like full blown 'oh yea. i get it now.' so much of my life makes sense kfslf #and i met people who mean the world to me on top of it all #woof anyways #i know i say it a lot but genuinely thank u to yall who have encouraged me and supported me and who enjoy the things that i make #youve made such a difference in my life without knowing it!

[cathalbravecog]

i'm the antonymph of the internet

#how many tributes to this song will i make in my life #MANY ! it literally changed my life and means a lot to me. i love antonymph and vylet pony's music is worth checking out - please do. #unsupervised internet access as a queer neurodivergent kid anthem !! #i chose to do misty since we all know i like drawing her in experimental pieces and putting her in outfits. she also has art in a gir hoodi #from the clash team in treasure trove!! :D #this is also experimental/stylistic as well!! had fun!! nice to just draw something in one day and not worry. leaves me tired but... #haven't done a nice piece like so in one day in a while!!! i'm very proud :] it's a fun one #anyways... both a little tribute to the song and misty as a character #ihave so many thoughts about misty even if i dont talk publicly on them. shes a very interesting character to me and i care about her so #much. i compared her to fluttershy in the past - and realized that if i liked ttcc as a kid she would've been my favorite. #fluttershy on her own meant a lot to me as a child. including mlp itself as it's one of the core things that got me into drawing art online #a lot of my analysis on misty and headcanons at least on the more emotional scale do come from a bit of projecting but...it makes it more #fun to me when i can put myself into the shoes of a character like her who i already relate to. rrghh too bad im scared to talk about her #too much in nuanced detail in public since some people are... not so nice about her. though i know the tumblr audience is nice and unders #standing!! #anyways from me just having fun being me #i let misty have a little bit of fun... something i think she would possibly enjoy? i do see her as someone who gets nostalgic #and is stuck in more childish things and matters. she wants to play ip dip with you...its very sweet to me. letting myself and her be #confident through a song that means so much to me is kind of powerful to me. i had a lot of fun making this drawing. #anyways. love this song. love ttcc. love mity /p. be swag and be self indulgent and have fun. you can do anything u want forevah #toontown #toontown corporate clash #antonymph #guz art #rainmaker

[fluffs-n-stuffs]

/ mildly spicy art under the cut! --- sacredshipping ❤️‍🔥

clingy ghost types. 💕

#/yes I added the lil disclaimer because I shy . SKDJFHSJDKFNSJKDNFJS #INCREDIBLY self-indulgent art because I was really sad over being sick and made this to cheer myself up somehowksdjfsdfs #I'm actually Really happy with the pose on this one? It's a trickier one for sure but oh my goodness it was surprisingly fun to figure out #especially if it means getting to draw Morty all snug on Eusine's lap like that aha h ssdhfsdfnsdsn////////////////////// 🫣🫣🫣 #(even out of his vampire costume he just can't keep his lips off the other's neck alright let him be all mushy and affectionate and bitey) #(Eusine is just Over the Moon having the other so comfortably in his arms like that ooughgggghgng) #me kicking my heels giddy over my own work asjkdanskdn #I wanna do sooooo much more touchy feely affectionate pieces with them I am Diagnosing them with Desperately Touch-Starved rn 🫵 /lh #sacredshipping #morty/eusine #morty x eusine #gym leader morty #morty pokemon #mystery man eusine #eusine pokemon #pokemon #pokemon hgss #pokemon gsc #fluff spice?!

[totaled-drama]

Some notes for the Little League AU for those who are interested!!!!

You’re welcome to send me any suggestions/headcanons/questions for the AU if you have any :)

#td talks #td little league au #total drama #this is an entirely self indulgent AU. I just wanted silly sports shenanigans #some events do line up with canon stuff (like Julia yelling at someone from the Raptors team) #but it’s mostly just. a very casual au #I’ve been teaching myself stuff about hockey for this au specifically so please let me know if something isn’t accurate

[forestofsprites]

:]]

#how many times can a guy say that they're so damn happy to be alive before they get imploded #because #i'm so damn happy to be alive #i still can't believe that i'm here #and this is real #and i've moved out #and i'm doing all these things that i never ever thought i'd be able to do #when i was dying i was okay #but you can't Not think about everything you wish you could do #mainly it was the little things #that i'd fall asleep with an open window blowing a breeze on me as i slept. that i'd a) wake up but b) see the sky #or that i'd get the chance to finally move my lego flowers to the correct bookshelf shelf #but it was also the hope that This would happen #and it wasn't a wish i let myself fully indulge bc i genuinely genuinely did not want to chance a thing #for all the stress and the hecticness of all of this #i just can't believe it's real #and it's happened #and i made it #i get to do those things i thought i'd never get the chance to do again #if this all goes to shit again next year bc at some point i will relapse and it will happen again #i think i'll be much more at peace #just knowing that i got my chance to be away and to feel like a human #i didn't think this would ever ever ever happen #especially not during the april calamity of 2023 #i'm just so happy #i keep smiling at absolutely everything #i think i've accidentally been flirting with people bc i've just got the chance to be kind and talk and get to know folks #and i just ! can't believe it #i really can't #:]

[no-light-left-on]

part of wanting a post-doto story where corvo starts off disliking the outsider and only later being nice is that I now need to replay the games to fully grasp why he would hate him to begin with and nail their relationship after the first game and who corvo was by the time outsider became human or it might come off out of character

#li.txt #dh #no main tags here Im just talking to myself #I love how theyre always written as getting along either from the start or easing into a friendship pretty quickly by the fans #and lets be real its because were all filthy corvosider shippers #but Id be curious to see how their interactions could be if corvo is like 'no fuck you actually' and then goes 'oh wait no shit Im attached #a fascination thats been dwelling in me since like february #I wanted to write a fic like this but if theres one thing I suck at its getting things done #but also hello. hi. if you too are intrigued about this prospeet please. send an ask and yell at me about it #i would be more than happy to indulge you :) #also i made it sound like replaying the whole series is bad #its not i just played all games twiee this year and a third time sounds exeessive #my keyboard malfunetioned oh no

[estellardreams]

Cute - Creepy

#I'm letting myself be self-indulgent with my OCs for once #And this is a going to be from an upcoming comic #So uh... Yeah #sonic #digital art #sonic fanart #sonic oc #If you wanna know what this is for... #I remember bringing up an idea for my next comic project #But I went with another project instead of that one #And this is the only plot point that just refuses to leave me alone

[i-yeeteth-and-i-yoinketh]

Okay so, I’m a huge history nerd and I’ve recently been extra obsessed with the regency era (i rewatched the 2005 pride and prejudice so) but I’m also forever obsessed with the bat family so I’m currently thinking about writing a bat family regency AU, but here’s the thing, regency America was about as fucked up as current America just like overall, not even including like the slavery, bc it had literally just became is own country basically, so we have two options, 1, is that we do England (note this would be like bridgerton regency England cause I’m not white washing the characters) or 2, Gotham becomes it’s own country, (like an island off of America) and it’s somehow crazy progressive compared to the rest of the world. Anyways let me know which you like better, also the main character would be an OC

#batman #batfamily #fanfiction #fanfic #writing #dc #dc comics #dc universe #regency #gotham #history #just let me know #also I have a batfamily/PJO A/B/O AU in the works that is completely self indulgent #cause my therapist said I need to write for myself more

[lavenoon]

Promise the Sun and the Moon, Non Canon, ~10.2K Words

Dusk and Robin attend a work conference together. As things go, it's filled with surprises, and trust, and happiness.

This is so so so self indulgent y'all. I need you to suspend your disbelief a lot more than usual but I promise it'll be fun and worth it. Set pre-reveal of the main timeline

#post let luce #dcamv #fnaf moon #fnaf sun #accidentally undercover #my fic #jfc okay. have this #do not expect a repeat of me ever getting 10K in one chapter again #but enjoy sooooo many tropes and self indulgence #to make up for the extended silence /j #/j before anyone comes for my throat I promise I'm nice to myself #I did love writing this like it was so so much fun #and it IS pure self indulgence #I just went “I guess you can read it too” #so yeah enjoy! <3

[rapono-writes-stuff]

do you got a favorite writing? be it yours or someone else's

Ooooo yes of course! My tastes/fandoms change over the years but there's some fics that I love to reread and indulge in.

I'll list off some of my faves (in no particular order):

Human Resources Violation by KogoDogo

Not a Man by Anonymous

A Touch Shorter by saintsaint

Alone by CG2

Coming Home by Kirmon64

Imposter Syndrome by TheAsexualofSpades

Behemoth by littleleaflings

Blue Sky by Wafflestories (ff.net)

Solar Lunacy by Bamsara

Cryptid Sightings by NaffEclipse

.:Same Man I Was Before:. by DarkwingSnark

Not too close to Home by retempts

Deadly Doppelganger by SilverStarSheep

Boiling Point by MathanLin

Peaks and Valleys by clefairytea

As for my favourite of my own? Hard to choose, often changes. Sometimes it's just my most recent, sometimes it's just what I'm in the mood for at that moment. Don't be afraid of the big bad eldritch horror, A candle in the cold, and The sound of a waking nightmare are a few I really like but felt like they went underappreciated imo.

#ask #anonymous #As you can tell I ravenously consume fanfic #there's obviously more than this that I love/rec but the list was getting long #ao3 #ao3 recs #fanfic rec #please let me know if any of the links are wrong/broken #hlvrai #fnaf #edit: removed a couple cuz I got worried people might get mad at me for some of my tastes #there were several I didn't add cuz they might cause issues or simply felt too self indulgent to vibe check myself lol #edit2: added 1 new rec #edit3: just gonna reblog this post whenever I update it

[xxbimbobunnyxx]

✨Lil mood board for a fic I have swimming around in my brain✨ Modern!Eddie x Emo!GF

#eddie munson x reader #eddie munson moodboard #fic idea #is it too self indulgent if it’s based on myself #I just want him to tease me for liking MCR but then still let me play it in the van and end up singing along #also I feel like he would side eye nu metal and then end up liking it

[mblue-art]

@popatochisssp posted mahou au so !! here's my sona for it jskdfbnsjk

(more info under the cut :] )

(hmm may or may not change some info but here it is for nowww)

Alias: Berry Blast

Affiliation: Hero (newbie,,)

Theme: Mixed Berries

Power(s): (bouncy) Berry balls. They can be yeeted like dodgeballs; will either hit hard like one, or go splat with enough force. The sizes vary from time to time :)

Lore:

Jus’ a lil guy who works part-time at a batting cage and has roller skate shoes because it's fun to glide and skate at times during quiet work hours.

She probably got her mahou powers when she was just swingin and throwin baseballs at her work on an especially frustrating day as a stress relief. When she realized she just threw something twice- thrice as big as a baseball, it was already too late. It splattered on one of the nets, and she had to clean up her mess.

After getting the basics of her newfound powers, she decides to go to the Hero Association because she might as well help people out while she can :]

Extras/Tidbits:

Going into mahou mode makes ‘em feel more 'free' and uh. get a tiny bit feral. jus- jus a lil bit. like it kinda feels good when the berry lands a hit yk,, like it won't kill a guy, but,, she gets to throw with as much power as she wants with no restraints and that’s awesome, knowing and being able to do that makes ‘em feel giggly and hyped up (and maaaybe a little sadistic too, whoops!) ("It's dodgeball time~!💜") :):)

Absolutely loves running around and being FAST and jumping and THROWING and being active. It’s the chaotic energy she doesn’t get to release when not in mahou mode (ohooo man when she gets trained to do some sick kicks nstuff- hehehehell yeahhh)

Ref/Description:

main colors are black and muted purples ! (similar to the color for a mixed berry smoothie)

outfit heavily based off of roller derby fits !

long black-purple ombre hair tied up into a ponytail with a berry-themed hairclip/tie

has those roller skate shoes where there's a switch by the heel that you can kick- and out comes the wheels!!

#mblue art #self insert #mahou au #me? attempting fullbody anatomy? yeah. yea #references are so helpful u guys #i had to take pics of myself in front of the mirror and superimposed the pics so i could get the closest pose ref that i wanted 😩 #its been fun drawing a whole lotta self-indulgent content recently... feels naise... just let loose and have fun...

[eirian]

why am i So Against drawing fanart nowadays. like. something inside of me keeps going "you cant draw fanart, you must make original content or else fans wont come to you/you wont have fans to begin with"

the fuck. i love drawing fanart. why is my brain trying to make me not wanna do that >:(

something in my brain keeps making me feel like i HAVE to make original content for..some reason??? and part of me feels like it might be bc of money things, but bro lots of people make good money with commissions that they attract by drawing fanart!!! thats HOW they get their exposure. i should be so much more open to fanart but my brain keeps making me feel bad for drawing it. grr grr

anyway i just wanna draw more sonic but something inside me is holding me back for some reason. idk

#am i just afraid to get too invested in sonic??? am i afraid to become a sonic fanartist??? i dont know #oh shit actually. maybe thats part of it. maybe im afraid i'll like sonic too much and i'll fade out of my other fandoms like i did with dp #i feel this pressure in my head when i think about it. idk what thats about. but i think that might be it?? #i want to get past it though..i do love sonic. like a lot #and its MY happiness. if sonic makes me happy then damn it i should let it!!! i should let myself indulge!!! #im not going to abandon ina11 and dbz..but i need to not be afriad to add sonic to the list of things i really really enjoy