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wondermilka · 9 months

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We're Fading

Pairing : Kaveh x gn!reader

Sypnosis : Your relationship suffered because of the long-distance.

TW : angst, implied break up

Your heart pounded with anticipation as you sat by your laptop, waiting for a message from Kaveh to appear on the screen. It had been days since you last spoke, and the once vibrant connection between you now felt like a fading echo.

The long-distance relationship had taken its toll, leaving you with a never ending sense of doubt and insecurity.

One evening, your friends gathered around you in the living room, trying to cheer you up. But their smiles masked the unease they felt about the situation.

It was then that one of your friends, Sara, hesitated for a moment before showing you her phone.

On the screen was a picture of Kaveh, laughing and having fun with a group of people, including a girl who seemed to be getting a bit too close for your comfort.

Your heart sank as you stared at the photo. Your mind raced with questions and doubts. Why hadn't Kaveh mentioned this outing to you? Was he hiding something from you?

The photo seemed to confirm your worst fears – that Kaveh was growing distant and maybe even interested in someone else.

Trying to fight back tears, you excused yourself and retreated to your room. You didn't know how to confront Kaveh about the photo without sounding accusatory, but you couldn't keep the turmoil inside any longer.

Late at night, when you couldn't suppress your emotions any further, you finally mustered the courage to call Kaveh. As the phone rang, your heart trembled with fear of what you might discover.

"Hey, Y/N," Kaveh's voice greeted you warmly, oblivious to the turmoil in your heart.

"Hey," You replied, trying to sound calm despite your trembling voice. "I saw a photo today... with you and some girl."

There was a brief pause on the other end of the line, and your heart sank even further.

"Oh, that," Kaveh finally spoke, his tone unsure. "She's just a friend. We were hanging out with a group, and someone took a picture."

You felt a mix of relief and lingering doubt. You didn't want to jump to conclusions, but the lack of communication between you had fueled your fears.

"Kaveh, I miss you," You admitted, tears streaming down your cheeks. "But it feels like we're drifting apart, and I don't know what to do."

Kaveh's voice softened, "I miss you too, Y/N. The distance has been tough on both of us, but it doesn't mean I don't love you. I promise I'll make an effort to communicate more, and we can work through this together."

But as the days turned into weeks, the communication between you and Kaveh didn't improve as you had hoped.

The insecurities and doubts weighed heavily on both of you, and your once passionate love began to fade.

You mustered the courage to bring up your concerns again, only to be met with silence from Kaveh. The message went unreplied, and the silence stretched on for days.

Your heart shattered, realizing that Kaveh had grown tired and had given up on the relationship.

Unable to bear the pain any longer, you made the difficult decision to let go.

You sent Kaveh one final message, pouring your heart out, but it was left unanswered like so many before.

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strawberrylabs · 7 months

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Whumptober day 6 with Kaveh!

Prompt: Made to watch

they/them pronouns for reader

He/him version, she/her version

Whumptober masterlist

Summary: If only Kaveh didn't have such terrible luck

Warnings: Death, blood, injuries, burns

Kaveh always thought he had terrible luck.

His father died because of him.

His mother fled to Fontaine with another man.

He was stuck with Alhaitham for a roommate.

His clients never agreed with his designs.

And he was always broke.

He always thought he had terrible luck.

Then he met you.

You, who motivated him to compromise with his clients.

You who pointed out that Alhaitham wasn’t that unbearable.

You reminded him that what happened with his parents is in no way his fault.

You.

Who gave him hope that he wasn’t cursed.

You…

Who inevitably proved that he really did have terrible luck.

It was a simple job of his that you decided to accompany him on.

Just a trip to an area near caravan ribat to see how much space Kaveh had to work with in his next project.

Apparently information stating there was an Eremite camp there didn’t make it to the two of you before you got there.

Kaveh curses his terrible luck.

Kaveh sure exactly why he was being spared- for ransom, he thought.

Most would be gratefull they were being spared. But Kaveh felt anything but grateful.

Maybe he'd feel grateful if he wasn't tied up watching you fight an Eremite Loremaker.

As much as he usually praises your skill with your vision and weapon..

Anyone could see that you were fighting a losing battle.

"Stop! Please!" Kaveh yelled desperate pleas at the eremites.

The Loremaker chuckled, ignoring Kaveh despite having clearly heard him.

"How about this.. you beat me here, I let the architect go?"

Kaveh's heart dropped.

"No!" He screamed at you.

You made eye contact with him and he knew. You weren't leaving him.

No!

Please!

Kaveh's mind screamed at him

This is your fault.

If only you weren't so weak.

If only you weren't cursed with bad luck.

"Kaveh!"

Your voice pulled him out of his head

"This isn't your fault. Ok?"

You smiled at him.

It would have been beautiful if it weren't for the blood pouring from the multiple wouds on your body.

Hot tears spilled down Kaveh's face.

"Please.. stop it!"

You were thrown to the ground.

"I'm begging you! Don't hurt them!"

A burn on your back.

"STOP!!"

Time slowed down as you look up at him and mouth three words- or maybe you said them aloud? He couldn't hear much over the sounds of his own screams.

'I love you.'

The nearby mahamatra who was desperately searching for his friends heard a rasping, gutteral shriek of your name.

When he arrived, the eremites were gone.

And Kaveh was clutching your charred, bleeding body.

Kaveh repeated your name.

"Please wake up!!"

"Don't go!"

"Open your eyes dammit!"

Kaveh has always thought he has terrible luck.

"I love you too... so please...

Don't leave me.."

pain

#whumptober2023 #no. 6 #kaveh x reader #kaveh x reader angst #death tw #blood tw #burns tw #genshin impact #genshin impact x reader angst

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kingsleydied · 1 year

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The memory you left // Kaveh X Reader Genshin Impact

Kaveh x Reader WC: 1,900 GN reader Warnings: death, kinda angst, my cursed writing

Sun holding still, casting its light upon every leaf, rock, and insect in its path, the atmosphere of the lack of clouds in the morning sky told the tall blonde that the peaceful weather wouldn't be changing anytime soon. Kaveh, the young and master architect, was finishing the golden buttons of his shirt. Checking his fair colored hair for the dozenth time that early morning, he sighed to himself, peering in to the full body mirror of his bedroom. He stood there for quite a time, studying his own subtle brown eyes. "Everything will go just fine." He whispered to himself, his voice the only sound to what he thought was miles upon miles.

The man made his way downstairs, ignoring his slightly taller room mate, Alhaitham. He brushed past him, trying to let his brain let go of the delicious smell of breakfast. Although the food may put a calm to his over growing anxiety and would fulfill his human hunger, no, he decided. He mustn't eat. As his hands reached for the brightly appearing flowers he'd previously laid out in a clear jar of water on the counter the night before, the eyes of his room mate settled and locked onto him. He could feel it burning into his back. "I hope your date goes well today." Wished Alhaitham. Kaveh continued to remove the delicate flowers from the jar. "Thank you," he said in a laid back monotone voice "But I'm sure it'd all go well, so I won't need it." Not bothering to meet the annoyed glare of Alhaitham's, he simply rolled the flowers in a neatly tied knot he'd crafted himself. Once pleased, he recalled your forgotten bracelet. Swiftly, he opened a drawer, taking it out. After an examination of the pink and green jewelry, he wore it on his own wrist. "Goodbye," Kaveh called throughout the shared home "I'll be back his evening." And left without another word.

Architect leaving his home with the flowers and decorated bracelet, he did his best to assure himself that everything will go pleasant and as planned on his date with you. Just as he'd told his room mate back at home, but of course not all things Kaveh said he believed for his personal thoughts. You didn't live too far, fortunate for Kaveh. Not much of a exercise, though he felt at times he needed it, all that time drawing up blue prints for buildings and structures was spent at his desk, not on his feet. Soon, your home was in his sight, an undisturbed looking house, the widows always kept clean, the plants surrounding were more lively than any wild flower he'd ever seen. But undisturbed was the last thing your home ever was. The closer the blonde got, so did the dread get eating him inside out. He felt as if there was a force pulling him back, back towards Alhaitham, to the safety of his bedroom, away from you. Still, he fought. He wasn't about to let his anxiety win, not again, not after everything you'd taught him. Breathing in then out, only to breath in again. He summed up the courage to knock on the door of your shared address of your family's. Knuckles meeting to the wood of the door, he impatiently waited for a response. Fidgeting with his hands, his eyes moving side to side, the sooner someone welcomed him the better. His heart couldn't withstand much more mental torture. A twist of the knob came, the doorway suddenly changing to the warmth of the house you'd grew up in. Your mother stood before him, her glare something he wasn't quite used to, not from her at least. She usually greeted him with a timeless smile, gesturing him indoors. Yet that friendliness seemed to all have faded. "Ma'am," He finally broke the awkward silence. "I'm here to see Y/n on our date." Mother stopped to stare at him with shock, only for it to switch to something with more concern. "I'm sorry Kaveh," she started off sad, tears began to drip from her crystal orbs "but they're dead. They're dead. You know that don't you?" "I know, but I still want to see them. Is that alright with you?" He spoke calmly, forcing the tears to not roll down his paling face, but it only made it more difficult when Kaveh saw your mother cry. Slowly, the woman gained the strength to hold back her sob, doing her very best to nod. Stepping aside to take Kaveh walk through the house to the backyard. He took great care in not recognizing any object around him, afraid of the reminder of you behind it. You always haunted his life, and you were sure to haunt your own house too. Yet even the flooring held your absence. It all brought sadness to him, the times of being bored, nothing better to do than lay on the floor and stare at your own ceiling in the hallway. He would have found it funny, that was if you were still here, but your absence of the memory made him feel guilty along with empty.

Another tear had made its path down his cheek as he made contact with the door to the outside. Carrying the flowers in his left hand, he turned the knob with his right, hoping the fresh air would help ease the overgrowing dread within him. It did release some of the mournful energy he'd had from your home, not nearly enough to make him forgetful of why he traveled here in the first place. Swallowing, he looked around for the heavy grey stone in the tall wavy grass, it was reduced to hardly a task, the tomb sticking out like a sore thumb. Wearily, one step after another, he crouched down to the spot where your body laid underground for exactly a year now. A year had passed since your incurable sickness, not even doctor Tighnari could fix. It'd happend all too fast, stealing you away from him without mercy. Now, here a year later, all he managed to do was sob unto your headstone. Moments of pure sorrow passed, until Kaveh's broken tone finally broke the off charm tone from the cloud of birds. "I'm so sorry. I should have done something different. Tired harder. You deserved so much more...so much better than this." Laying down the bright flowers and removing the bracelet you'd left by mistake on your stone, Kaveh unbent his knees, towering over the spot which you laid. He brushed the tears away from his reddened eyes, he was sure he'd looked awful now, unlike the way he arrived. Sadly, he peered at the stone with your name one last time before walking back towards your old house empty handed. "Kaveh," Your mom called, her crying paused "would you like something to go? Maybe a snack or a glass of tea?" "I appreciate the gesture, ma'am, but I'll be fine. It's all just...unsettling. I miss them." "So do I. I miss them everyday." Nodding her head, she peered deeply into the young man's eyes. "I'm happy you stopped by, really. I have something for you." The lonely woman picked herself up the stairs. Minutes later, she returned with a thick pink book, the spine he guessed somewhere between 2 to 3 inches wide. Kaveh eyes the book more and more, seeing a scribbled note on it. It was your handwriting. "When I was going through their things a couple days ago...I found lots of pictures of them, they hurt me to see them, so if you could, take those photos with you." Said the mother, orbs shiny with teardrops again. Nodding, Kaveh held the book close to him in posion. He hadn't seen your smiling face in so long, the book would truly be a blessing for him. Oh, how you were so dear to him. "Thank you very much. I'll be sure to take great care of this." Though he never dared to peer at any of the pictures within the book at the moment, as he was sure it'd be too much to bare, he believed that this book would be a treasure of history for the both of you and himself, Kaveh.

Opening the door to his own home, he found his room mate relaxed on a bar stool in their shared kitchen. He instantly turned alert upon the arrival of the blonde, his eyes locking onto the book. "Welcome back, Kaveh." For once, it didn't sound like Alhaitham was swearing his name. Knowing a need to hide the book would be completely unnecessary, he held up the pink binder of pictures of you, his now dead lover. "What is..." He stopped, eyeing the words of the front. They said Y/n L/n. "How did it go?" Not daring to look at Alhaitham, he kept his head to the floor, stepping on by and he spoke: "It went well... Y/n's mother is doing as expected." And scurried out of the other man's line of sight, wishing to peer at the album alone. Sitting on his wooden bedroom floor, the album sat flat open in front of him as he examined every picture carefully. Your face in every photo. It was so special to him, seeing you smile as if you were still existing with him, as if he could kiss you just like he used to. If only. Fingertips lingering on a certain picture of you, left eye winking, other left wide open, and grinning wildly. He was right beside you, accompanying you in the image. The photo said all there was to know, as his brown crystal eyes gazed upon you, love sickened undoubtedly, and then simply you, enjoying life. Yet, here the man was, despising it. Hatred suddenly filled him, hating and utterly disgusted with it all. Ever since you've been gone it'd all went so rapidly downhill. Motivated by anger, he stood to his feet, book in hand, and tossed it with a loud smack against the wall. Tears clouded Kaveh's vison as he breathed heavily. "Why Y/n!?" He shouted on the every top of his lungs. "Why would the Archons take someone so innocent!? They never did anything wrong!" He didn't know what really happend, but he felt the warmth of another nearby, a hand touching his shoulder. Then, a voice rose. "Kaveh, Kaveh calm down." Alhaitham was by his side. The brokenhearted boy only cried harder, sobbing into the palms of his hands. "I miss them too." Alhaitham said, looking at the fallen book on the ground. "But you must push forward. Y/n wouldn't want you to stop here. You...you're such a talented architect, you're bound to get called in for another job any day now... You were a great boyfriend, you know that? I don't think I ever heard Y/n complain about you besides how you never did the dishes. Still, I believe you can get through this." After a few moments, the sounds of crying started to die down. The red on Kaveh's face made him look sick. "Th...thank you Alhaitham. I just...miss them so much." He spoke between hiccups. The grey haired man said nothing in return, but instead leaned in to hug him. Taking control of his breathing, Kaveh for the first time in a year Kaveh felt something that wasn't emptiness.

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milkywaywrites · 11 months

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𝑯𝒂𝒑𝒑𝒚 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒕𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒔

𝒀𝒐𝒖 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝑲𝒂𝒗𝒆𝒉 𝒅𝒆𝒄𝒊𝒅𝒆 𝒕𝒐 𝒈𝒐 𝒕𝒐 𝑴𝒂𝒕𝒊𝒎𝒊𝒚𝒂 𝑭𝒐𝒓𝒆𝒔𝒕 𝒕𝒐 𝒕𝒓𝒚 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒏𝒆𝒘 𝑷𝒚𝒓𝒐 𝑽𝒊𝒔𝒊𝒐𝒏, 𝒃𝒖𝒕 𝒂𝒔 𝒑𝒆𝒐𝒑𝒍𝒆 𝒔𝒂𝒚. 𝑵𝒐𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒄𝒂𝒏'𝒕 𝒈𝒐 𝒂𝒓𝒐𝒖𝒏𝒅 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒔𝒎𝒐𝒐𝒕𝒉𝒍𝒚, 𝒓𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕?

.ೃ࿐ 𝙿𝚊𝚒𝚛𝚒𝚗𝚐: 𝙺𝚊𝚟𝚎𝚑 𝚡 𝚏!𝚁𝚎𝚊𝚍𝚎𝚛 (𝙼𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗 𝚘𝚏 "𝚙𝚛𝚒𝚗𝚌𝚎𝚜𝚜" 𝚊𝚗𝚍 "𝚐𝚒𝚛𝚕")

.ೃ࿐ 𝚃𝚠: 𝙱𝚕𝚘𝚘𝚍, 𝙳𝚎𝚊𝚝𝚑

.ೃ࿐ 𝚆𝚘𝚛𝚍𝚜: 𝟷𝟸𝟼𝟾

Yesterday night after a tiring day, you were almost expelled from The Akademiya. You decide to pull an all-nighter for your assignment, and suddenly you feel your eyes getting heavier, but you try to keep your eyes up. When you try to open your eyes again, sudden red light and energy rise from your body. When you look at it more clearly, it was a Pyro Vision!

You take the Pyro Vision slowly to your hand. Was it a blessing from Celestia or the Pyro Archon? You can't answer it. The thing that you excitedly did was tell your boyfriend that you got the Pyro Vision tomorrow.

"Kaveh!" You run to him with Pyro Vision, hanging on your waist with the lion keychain that matches him. Kaveh stands with Mehrak floating by his side, ready to hug you. You run and jump into his arms. "I got it! My own Pyro Vision!" You say while hugging him tight. "That's good to hear! I'm glad you got it," he says while rubbing your back.

After a cute greeting reunion, Kaveh (and help from Alhaitham) help you get the hang of your Pyro Vision. You choose to be a catalyst. You're afraid their friendship will break if you pick one of their weapons. After almost a week of training, you finally get the hang of it.

"Let's go! My princess needs to try her Pyro Vision, no? What if we go to Matimiya Forest? If I'm not mistaken, the enemy there is not that hard and just right for you." He says while patting your head and smiling at you. His touch is soft even after all the assignment and works that he does. Try to comfort you as much as he can. "Sure! And now I can protect you too!" I giggle and playfully pinch both of his cheeks. "I love that spirit! that's my girl." He smiles as he holds your hand and walks to the Matimiya forest.

The beautiful scenery catches your eye. It's been a long time since you got here. "Focus~," He says while holding your chin up to look at him. You chuckled. "Focus on you or the enemy?" you say while raising your eyebrows. Both of you laugh together. After walking for a while, you see Hydro Fungi floating around. You walk past him after beating the cute Hydro Fungi. Kaveh gives you a proud nod and claps his hand.

You try to listen around you. Always keep your guard up, like what Alhaitham said. You're eyes widen when you hear a machine. You pull Kaveh's hand to run while your heart beats faster. "What's wrong?!" Kaveh said while he was shocked by your sudden action. "I hear a machine sound! I'm afraid it was one of those Automatons." You say while looking back at Kaveh. The machine's sound gets louder and louder. You stop on your track, realizing that you make yourself getting closer to the enemy.

While you try to hear the sound again, suddenly you feel a sharp pain in your tummy as you feel yourself fall to the ground. It was three Ruin hunters attacking both of you. You slowly stand on your feet, looking at Kaveh, trying to counter the enemy attack. "Don't go here if you're hurt! Stay there, princess!" He shouted, while his breath got heavier trying to counter the Ruin Hunter's attack.

You keep holding your bloody tummy as you slowly walk to your boyfriend "Kaveh, Kaveh, Kaveh. It's my time to protect him." You say that to yourself. Your hand is full of pyro power. Try to attack the Ruin Hunter with your remaining energy. When Kaveh is done killing one of the machines and ready to help, Mehrak suddenly falls after the ruined attack. His claymore falls.

Kaveh's eyes widen when he sees Mehrak falls. But seeing your condition makes him feel worse. "Can't protect my girlfriend, my toolbox ... and my father. Then what can I do?!" He says to himself, trying to hold up his claymore. He runs to counter the attack behind you, but he holds his claymore wrong and everything backfires on him.

Done killing the second Ruin as you heard Kaveh's groan in pain. When you look back, the Ruin Hunter stabbed Kaveh with his own claymore. You trembled and felt a mess in your heart. You killed the Ruin in one shoot and ran to Kaveh. He still breathing and smile at you. Holding his claymore in its place so it didn't make any movement nor made it more painful.

Remember when you first met him that day? His face was so confused and you try to cheer him up? Remember when you kept listening to his silly stories and How proud he was when you got a notice from your teacher about your assignment? Remember your first date walk around Sumeru city, cooking together while trying to cheer each other up? Remember when he kissed your forehead when you took a nap in his room after playing with Mehrak? Remember how supportive and proud he was when you ran to him and told him that you got a Pyro Vision? Will that happy memories continue?

"Hey..." he says to you with a soft and quiet voice. He smiles at you. You pick him up to lean him in your arms. "Yes, Kaveh?" You hold your tears, as he starts caressing your cheek and bopping your nose while chuckling. "Did I make a good boyfriend? Are you happy with me?" He asks you, and tears start to form in his eyes. "Yes, you are! You are perfect! you know?" I forced a happy smile to reassure him that he was the best. "You're the best and most caring person I know!" You add while caressing his head and kissing his forehead while your hand helps him to cover his bleeds.

He tries to stand and whisper to your ears. "You're my big princess now, right? You can take care of yourself without me around. You even know how to beat a big Hunter. Congratulation on your Pyro vision-" You look at Kaveh's Dendro vision slowly got dimmer. "-See? Even gods agree with me about your amazing high spirit! You're pretty and everything" He hugs you tighter. "Sorry to keep leaning my head on your shoulder. I'm childish sometimes, but you keep patient and take good care of me. Say sorry to everyone that I accidentally hurt. You're my best girlfriend ever and the only one in my heart. Continue your achieving your dream, my princess." You can't hold your tears and rub his head. "I love you so much, princess. No one can ever replace you. Sorry, I'm leaving you this... fast..." He says as slowly closes his eyes his Dendro Vision did not light up anymore.

You cry as hard as you can see him gone in your arms because of your weakness that you can't protect him.

How much time has passed since you lose the light of your life?

You sat on your bed and opened a book. You read a sentence: "Today I met a girl who charmed me with her sunshine personality..." You read that sentence and smile holding your tears. You closed the book and looked at the cover "This is Kaveh's diary! Do not open it!" you put the book on your desk and cover yourself with a blanket. Try to sleep and meet him in your dreams.

It's been three whole years. So dear Archon why in these past three years I never happy? When I am happy again?

Notes: Thank you for reading this is my first one! I hope you all like it! I appreciate it. I’m sorry If I messed something up and typo some words, or even I describe too much!

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elixrr · 4 months

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“Please,” He murmured with a slight tremble in his voice, “don't leave. Don't go just yet.”

His arms snuck around your figure and wrapped you in his embrace. He just needed to feel you, to know that you're there. A smile graced your face in response, a blissful sight gifted to him from the heavens.

“I won't.”

“You won't go?” his eyes hesitantly met yours. He felt so weak, so vulnerable for the first time in ages. He felt powerless in your presence.

“Why would I?”

He stared into your eyes, confusion catching him. He held you tighter.

“You mean you wouldn't have a reason to?”

You chuckled, leaning in to kiss his forehead.

“Never in my life.”

You liar.

He snapped back into reality, chasing after you through the city crowd.

Why?

He sobbed, not caring if the entire universe could hear him. He cried your name, pushing through the crowd but—

Why did you leave him?

You were nowhere to be seen. This isn't real. This can't be. Why are you leaving? Why'd you have to go? He finally trudged through the last few people of the crowd, jumping out of it. He frantically looked around for you.

Show yourself. Show up.

Please.

But you were nowhere—

Show yourself. Show up. Please.

Please don't leave me.

—But you were nowhere to be seen.

He tripped on the sidewalk, falling over, but without you? He didn't have a reason to even want to get up.

“Hey, hey? Hey!” You whisper-yelled next to him, dressed in your usual clothing.

Your boyfriend woke up, groggy and sweating. He stretched, yawning, and then looked down at the bed.

What?

“I've got to go now. Sorry for waking you up, I wanted to get you up and going for work later.”

You smiled at him, and when he only looked at you without a single noticeable piece of love in his eyes, you stopped.

In contrast, he looked up at you like you were his savior. You, who he thought he just lost, are back here with him. You're still with him. You're still in love with him. It was all just a bad dream.

“Actually, uhm, can I...” You looked away. You stopped smiling at him. He looked up at you in wonder.

“...Can I talk to you later?”

His heart dropped.

“We need to talk.”

(inspired by @areislol) / I wrote this in 15 mins it's kind of shit

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hearts4renaa · 11 months

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NEVER AGAIN.

summary: things the genshin men stop doing after the two of you break up. featuring kaveh, kaeya, alhaitham, diluc, zhongli, and kamisato ayato.

w/c: 0.5k words altogether

a/n: i was listening to cornelia street by taylor swift while writing this

Kaveh stops incorporating your favorite color into his designs, unless absolutely necessary. Every shade, bright or dark, holds memories for him. That shade was the color of your favorite sweater. That one was the color of the scarf tied around your sword hilt. That one was the color of the flowers he’d find for you. He can’t bear to look at the color. One single glimpse leaves the memory of you hanging over him.

Kaeya stops wearing certain jewelry. If you had a particular love for all silver jewelry, best believe you would see all his silver jewelry in the trash. Bracelets, earrings, rings, necklaces. Feeling the jewelry against his skin makes him feel as if he is suffocating. The feeling of the cool metal against his right ring finger makes him think of how he should’ve slipped a ring around your left ring finger instead.

Alhaitham never lets any meal go untouched. Even if he despises the food, he will take at least three spoonfuls. Every time he grabs hold of a utensil, he thinks of how you used to cook for him. And he thinks of how he used to leave you in the kitchen all alone, not ever bothering to taste your meals. Losing you and that privilege hit him like a truck. He swears to treat every meal with the same love the way he should’ve treated yours back then.

Diluc stops eating anything that reminds him of you in general. Your favorite dishes, desserts, drinks. He makes an effort to personally request to the winery staff that they avoid feeding him anything of the such. Even for minimal things, like certain fruits, vegetables, or even spices. If it’s overly present in the dish, Diluc will go out of his way to avoid it. Every flavor on his tongue turns bitter, reminding him of how he lost you.

Zhongli stops using the terms dearest, dear, or anything of the sort. It was his name for you. He will make an effort to actively avoid the word. When talking about something that means a lot to him, he will absolutely use the phrase “special to me” rather than “dear to me”. That topic itself is even a little rough for him to talk about, because nothing meant more to him than you. You were what was dearest to him, and he can only look back on and remember how he was once dearest to you too.

Ayato never steps foot inside your favorite restaurants or stores ever again. If something requires attention, he will simply send Ayaka in his place. If business partners or other important figures are looking to discuss over a meal, he will almost always be the one to choose the place. Every restaurant he chooses has no correlation to you. Even if the other party has a place in mind, and it’s your favorite, he will either reschedule for somewhere else or decline altogether. He hates knowing how he should’ve treated you to every store and every restaurant. He hates knowing that he’ll never get that chance even more.

#genshin x reader #kaveh x reader #alhaitham x reader #diluc x reader #kaeya x reader #zhongli x reader #ayato x reader #kamisato ayato x reader #genshin impact x reader #genshin #genshin impact #al haitham x reader #genshin angst

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akutasoda · 8 months

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don't say anything else just stay

genshin ver [part 2 here]

synopsis - after a heated argument, maybe a resolve is found in a comfortable embrace

includes - albedo, childe, baizhu, heizou, alhaitham, kaveh, neuvillette, wriothesley

warnings - gn!reader, angst to comfort/mild comfort, arguing, some characters are kind of scummy, maybe ooc for some, wc - 2.5k

albedo ★↷

as a synthetic human he did not understand emotions too well. and going into a relationship with him you understood this and were going to try your best to help him learn. and he really appreciated the help.

but sometimes he would throw all he learnt about human emotions with you out the window in the pursuit of a new experiment. which was fine because he always looked so happy doing them. but when he would not talk to you, for one time a month on end and stayed holed up in dragonspine without letting you visit. rightfully it bothered you.

and when you tried to voice your concerns he simply said that this was his work and you should respect that. this, rightfully, annoyed you to no end. and then ensued the argument that made you leave dragonspine and decide in a petty act that two could play at that game.

but very quickly albedo noticed your presence or now lack of. normally you would accompany him at the small camp near his lab in dragonspine. keeping him company and giving him some very good memories. but now that you weren't there? he felt slightly empty.

he realised he had been scummy towards you. and that you were always so patient and understanding with him that he eventually took it for granted. and he knew he had to make it up to you somehow. as he wouldn't know what to do without you in his life.

so leaving his research he headed back to mondstadt. he assembled what he remembered were some of your favourite things. and set off towards your residence. and luckily for him you were still at home at that time.

you didn't want to open the door. to be slightly more petty. but you knew that would get you nowhere, so with a heavy sigh you opened the door. you would be lying if you said you didn't miss him a slight bit. and immediately you were overwhelmed by the apology and gifts albedo had given to you.

he had promised you that he would never do that again and that he missed you dearly. and truth be told you missed him aswell. so, after setting the gifts to the side, you hugged your lover and he embraced you back. leaving the air filled with heartfelt apologies and promises that would not be broken.

tartaglia childe ★↷

fittingly, childe could sometimes act like a child. not often as most the time you really enjoyed your time with childe and loved knowing that you two were an actual thing. but sometimes things could change that.

and arguments were some of those things. but you knew that it came from a place of care and love. but that still could do nothing to calm you in the middle of an argument. as some fights stemmed from actual fights.

he loved getting into fights and testing his skills against people he thought would be good to fight against. but when he came home looking quite roughed up you always worried. i meam why would you not worry?

but alot of the time you would patch him up and try to get him to tone it down a little before he seriously got hurt but he didn't listen. like a stubborn child. he always assured you he would be fine but that did little to soothe your worries, especially because you knew his line of work.

so when he came back rather roughed up you tried one more time to tell him to tone it down but this time he snapped back and this lead to an argument. and that lead to you throwing him the bandages and wound cleaning stuff before leaving for a cool down.

he immediately realized his mistake and tried to quickly bandage himself up to go after you and assure you were safe. you hadn't gone far before you heard him call out for you as you pretend not to hear him. before he caught up and immediately apologized.

he knew he had alot to make up for but the best he could do now is give you his best apology for his recent outburst and offer you his comfort in the embrace of a hug which you took. you would talk more back at home.

baizhu ★↷

as the current owner of bubu pharmacy, he had to do alot if work that was expected though and you knew that. however that couldn't help but raise concern within you as it nade you worry that overworking may flare up his disease.

and as he's said before its hard for physicians to cure themselves. so if his symptoms flared up he just had to lock himself in a room and wait for it to pass with only you and qiqi being allowed in to care for him. and you didn't like the fact that there was no way to treat this.

so you wanted to try and help but found no luck so far, but you noticed it would flare up if he overworked himself. you wouldn't bring it up when he was ill as that just seemed to be in poor taste, he should just rest and recover. but a while after he was better you brought it up.

but unfortunately what you didn't know was that it had been a difficult day at the pharmacy. so in short it turned into an argument. you both knew this was pointless but you couldn't stop. that was until he had said something that made tears brim along your eyes.

he immediately caught his mistake. he knew you were just looking out for him and he snapped at you for that. so he stopped saying anything and opened his arms for a hug, if you felt like it as you too knew he didn't mean it but he understood if you didn't want. he had hurt you after all.

but you took the hug. you wanted his comforting embrace to soothe you. and as he professed his apologies the sting of his comment wore off slightly. while it still hurt you knew that he didn't mean it. baizhu would make sure that you two talked about this properly later.

heizou ★↷

as a detective, he was often known to think quite rationally and always come up with the best solution. however sometimes he struggled to do that when faced with arguments.

arguments were still rare none the less, but whenever they did happen you two normally would get over them with little to no difficulty. or sometimes they just weren't meant to be dealt with so easily. like if it wasn't the right time to have that kind of conversation.

and sometimes it would lead to harsh comments being thrown about carelessly. but they would be caught immediately. and upon him giving a rather harsh and untrue insult towards you. you stood in shock that this it what it had lead to.

and he immediately realised what he said and quickly brought you into his embrace, apologizing more than he ever has in his life but it still didn't feel enough. eventually you two had calmed down but he still felt as if he had hurt you in some way.

but right now all you wanted to do was to cuddle in the embrace of your lover and fall asleep. you two would be able to talk about this better when you were well rested.

alhaitham ★↷

naturally he was quite a reserved, often described as cold person. harsh by kaveh. but no matter what you had managed to break down his facade and make your way it his heart. however even if things went smoothly some parts of the relationship really made you wonder if you had truly become someone to him.

arguments could happen over anything. and that was inevitable that you two would encounter some. but what you soon realised that your lover wasn't great at dealing with them. either ignoring them or leaving during an argument trying to avoid it. this really didn't help.

and that had just happened. it was a small petty argumemt but as soon as it arose, instead of talking about it like normal people, your boyfriend put up his stupid uncaring facade again and turned heel and left. leaving you frustrated and kaveh feeling sympathy for someone as great as you ending up with him. personally as your best friend he thought you could do better.

so with much frustration you tried to calm yourself down by talking to kaveh, reading or finishing whatever you had going on. until it became noticeably late and with no sign of alhaitham, you scoffed to yourself before getting ready for bed.

maybe you would sleep on the couch to really dig in the fact that you were angry with him. not that you thought he would pick up on it.

for someone so smart he didn't know how to read people very well. alhaitham got back later then he expected. and noticed you immediately asleep on the couch. he knew sometimes he was being ridiculous with how he dealt with arguments. so he got ready for bed.

but before he got into bed, he went out the the couch you laid upon, carefully picking you up and bringing you back to bed. as he tucked you in laying next to you, promising to himself that not only would he apologise in the morning but make an effort to do better for you as he reckons if you ever left him he would feel quite lost without you.

kaveh ★↷

he would like to think that he was a rational person. and for the most part he was but its funny how anger can cloud over people's judgement. as arguments with him were rare and often always solved immediately.

but sometimes if he was running late in the mornings he would start getting really frustrated and a simple comment from you asking if you could help with anything lead to him snapping at you and leaving for work in a foul mood and leaving you quite upset.

but throughout the day all he could think about was you and how upset you looked. you had only offered to help him and if he didn't have a go at you he probably would've got to the akadeymia earlier. and it was as if the archons were playing some cruel prank on him.

he had to stay later to finish off something. great. all he wanted was to get home to you and apologize like his life depended on it. he never did like having arguments last like this. but by the time he got home it was quite late out. so he didn't expect you to be up.

and you weren't but that's fine. he didn't like knowing you two were going to sleep with an unresolved argument but he didn't want to wake you up when you looked so peaceful. so he slipped into bed next to you and brought your back into his chest. he would apologize in the morning.

neuvillette ★↷

it wasn't quite the common knowledge that he struggled with more human emotions. sure a few people knew, for example you and focalors but to anyone else it was none of there business. so unfortunately arguments with him were interesting.

they could go two ways, you both reached an understanding in what was wrong and how to fix it or neuvillette couldn't see it from your perspective and sometimes even saying particularly harsh comments unknowing of how much it hurt you.

and that's where you two were now. you realised you were fighting a losing battle and your lover simply couldn't understand what you were trying to get across and instead said rather hurtful things. so before you said something you regretted you decided to go take a walk and clear your head before talking again with him.

he was shocked at first that you had left, but he rationalised with himslef and assumed you would come back. but on your walk you had gone into a trance of thoughts, wandering aimlessly through the illuminated streets of fontaine. losing track of time until the first drop of water splashed upon you from above.

great, just when you're mood was starting to improve it was going to rain. you normally didn't mind but now? really not what you wanted. guess the hydro dragon was just as upset as you were a while back. so you decided to head back.

in all honesty you were starting to miss your lover. stuff like this was bound to happen but maybe there was a different way of finding ways round it that you could talk about?

as you arrived home you were met with dead air. silence. you slipped into the shared bedroom to see him asleep. not that you could tell well from the lighting but you swore he had been crying.

missing the embrace of your lover, you quickly changed into your nightwear and slipped yourself into bed next to your lover. and instinctively he pulled you into his arms as you reciprocated the action. you two would talk it out in the morning.

wriothesley ★↷

noticeably to you, for someone of his status he could have quite a contradicting personality behind doors. not a different one but a more relaxed one as he let off all the pressure from the day and spend his time with you.

but sometimes that lax attitude dripped into some squabbles or arguments that you two would share. sometimes he would even simply brush it off and say its nothing to worry about. and that's how he now ended up messing up at work and being noticeably distracted because all he thought of was your distraught face from this morning.

he had started a fued with you over something small and insignificant that barely mattered to anyone. but he let himself escalate it and now he had left for his work and you had left for yours in the middle of the argument to avoid being late. and all he wanted to do was to go find you and apologize, if he maybe even had that chance anymore.

and you weren't fairing to well, not from guilt but from anger. he had yet again brushed off another argument he started - not that brushing it off was his fault you would've had to leave for work soon anyway. but it just stuck with you. and you were getting tired of it.

and to your surprise, right as your work finished and you left to head for home feeling bad that you hoped he wasn't there just yet, wriothesley stood outside waiting for you. favourite flowers in hand. the walk home was silent.

but as you got home the urge just to hide in his embrace grew stronger and without thinking just as you two stepped inside you wrapped your arms around him. tears brimming your vision. and he was more than willing to return a comforting embrace as he professed his apologies. this time he truly was going to try better for your sake and the relationships sake.

#x reader #x gender neutral reader #genshin x gn reader #genshin x reader #genshin impact x reader #genshin impact x gender neutral reader #genshin angst #albedo x reader #childe x reader #baizhu x reader #alhaitham x reader #kaveh x reader #neuvillette x reader #wriothesley x reader #heizou x reader

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shanieveh · 10 months

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HAUNTED BY THE GHOST OF YOU *ੈ✩‧₊˚

no matter what he does, he can never deny that you were the greatest love of his life

KAMISATO AYATO who scarcely shows real emotion, who puts on a facade of masks and fake gestures was now charming his new bride to gain her favour. He can describe his new bride with just one word. Perfect. Unlike you, who messily eats the sweets that he stole from the tea house, or laughs crazily when you tease him so. The life he now lives was one from paintings and models, standards and perfection. But it was all fake, a charade, and only in the nights in the place where you said your goodbye, can the cowardly man finally put off his mask and reveal what he truly was. A lie.

SCARAMOUCHE who did everything to have a heart, even if it meant to discard you, to never see you ever again. And now he did, but the feeling of emptiness had never been so obvious. He was now a God, just what he wanted, but he no longer can be with you even if that's what he needed. To be with a person that actually cared, that never abandoned him. Not when he was the one who left, and he always denied that he was the reason why you're gone. That you were the reason his heart now restored, had never felt this empty. But deep down he knew, that a life with you was better than this.

KAEYA who spends all his time in the tavern, doing everything to erase the pain, to escape reality. His once carefree and seemingly sly like nature was now reduced to tatters who hoped that everything that has happened was only a dream. You didn't leave him, but you did. Who wouldn't leave a loser, a coward and inferior to his brother? He couldn't even face his past nor future, he couldn't even be the man you deserve. It was so clear as to why you left, but you never knew how he would risk all for you. His identity, his titles, his very life. You didn't know how he will leave it all behind, just to see your smile again. Just for you to break his heart again.

DILUC was someone that everybody knew, and everybody was scared of.. But when you gave him that look of fear, that look of judgment, he can't help but be jealous of the ordinary townsfolk that just run up to you and be with you. But sometimes he believed it was right to scare you off. To make you think that he didn't love you. At the very least you won't be tied into the danger that comes with being with him. Even if every corner of his mansion was filled with your memories, he will survive this pain. The pain of seeing you so happy with another man, and the consequence of knowing that the both of you can never be together.

KAVEH who made you his muse. His very existence was dedicated for you. His dreams, his passions, his love it was all for you. And now he orders two ice creams, remembering how you weren't there to eat the other once. Making a portrait for the wedding you both will never have. Maybe just like last time, it was all his fault. Maybe his fate lies in always being alone, in being a failure to everyone he loves. To always say the wrong words, and doing the wrong things. And he will act like nothing happened, that nothing bad was there. Because he doesn't deserve to grieve when it is his own undoing.

ALHAITHAM believed that dreams are never real, that they are just a gist of imagination by childish youngsters. But being with you finally made him realize the beauty of it all, and losing you made him see how it can make him crazy. Seeing you there, but never touch nor feel. Loving you from afar, but never up close or near. He stands as a lone man, that had his life all planned out, who knows what he wants to do and don't. But he never planned to love you, but he did, he never planned to lose you. Easy they come, easy they go a wise man said but never added how hard it is to let go.

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xiaosorbet · 10 months

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genshin men & unrequited love (kazuha, kaeya, xiao, alhaitham, kaveh, thoma, albedo, cyno x gn reader)

kazuha, kaeya — the ones close to your heart, but not close enough

he's your closest confidant. you see him as your best friend, but every time you call him up, he wishes he was more. he doesn't want for much in life; when you're with him, he says there couldn't be anything he would need more. but deep in his heart, there's always longing, longing for more from the one person who would never give it. his deepest parts are laid bare just for you. everyone else can tell. it crushes him that you can't.

xiao, alhaitham — the ones who watch from afar

he's scared to get close to you. he sees the kind of people who surround you, all bright voices and smiles and laughter. he knows you wouldn't like him, never the way he wants you to. so he remains at a distance, admiring the way you shine from far away. yearning from the opposite side of your world. it breaks his heart, but he'd take this over you shattering it yourself.

kaveh, thoma — the ones who just wish you'd see him

he does the nicest things for you. he's the most kindhearted person you've ever met, but he knows you can't see him beyond that. he can't seem to win your affection no matter what he does or says. he often wonders what keeps you away from him. is it his hair, his clothes, the way he speaks? it isn't that simple, but he wishes it was. he'd change for you in a heartbeat.

albedo, cyno — the ones who know they've lost

he is knowledgeable in many fields, but not love. his feelings for you lay dormant in his heart because he doesn't know how to make them known. he won't even try, not unless you feel the same. he can read people very well and he can tell right off the bat that you don't. people say he should try to win you over, but he thinks it would be fruitless. he's not one to give up easily, but to him, this is a battle already lost.

#genshin fanfic #genshin x reader #genshin impact #genshin angst #kaveh x reader #xiao x reader #albedo x reader #cyno x reader #thoma x reader #alhaitham x reader #kaeya x reader #kazuha x reader #genshin impact fanfic #genshin impact headcanons

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luminique · 4 months

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Haunting his memories

☆ any male character x gn!reader

☆ angst, sad, mentions of break up, implied living together previously/domestic life. not proofread !

☆ don't ask why i think about sad things this much. mainly wrote this for my fav male charas but it's very general so imagine it with anyone you like !

Imagine men whose life revolved around you so every little thing reminds him of you, even after you two end things. Waking up and instantly rolling to the side, expecting to see your sleeping body laying next to him. Instead, it’s just a pillow, meant to imitate the space you’d take up. Sadly, it doesn’t fill the space you left behind in his heart. A crude replacement that doesn’t fulfill what it was meant to do.

After groggily rubbing his eyes and blinking away the memories of you, he gets up to freshen up. As he brushes his teeth, he could see your form next to his in the mirror, getting ready together. The images disappear when he splashes his face with cold water, reality settling in. Oh he doesn’t want to admit how he still uses the same soap, shampoo and conditioner you did, feeling as if this would be the closest he could get to your scent without actually being with you.

As he buttons up his shirt, he remembers you buttoning it up for him. Showering him with compliments, he was able to start his days with love and affection. But not anymore, no more tender words in the morning. A sigh and a comb of his hair, he drags himself to the kitchen.

Starting the morning with some sort of hot beverage, wondering why when you made it, it tasted so much better than when he makes it. So much sweeter, flavorful, energizing but now it just tasted dull and bland, unappetizing even. No reason to eat breakfast, you weren’t there to nag at him and eat together with.

As he’s about to take one step out of the door, he hears your voice behind him.

“I love you.”

Looking back and seeing nothing, he shakes his head. How cruel of his mind to play tricks on him like that, knowing full well the consequences of it’s sick joke. He’ll let memories be memories and shut the door behind him, leaving the memory of you lingering only in the space you both once shared.

©luminique do not repost or copy ! thank you so much for reading <3

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strawberrylabs · 7 months

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Whumptober day 6 (she/her pronouns)

Prompt: Made to watch

They/them pronouns, he/him pronouns

Whumptober masterlist

Summary: If only Kaveh didn't have such terrible luck

Warnings: Death, blood, injuries, burns

Kaveh always thought he had terrible luck.

His father died because of him.

His mother fled to Fontaine with another man.

He was stuck with Alhaitham for a roommate.

His clients never agreed with his designs.

And he was always broke.

He always thought he had terrible luck.

Then he met you.

You, who motivated him to compromise with his clients.

You who pointed out that Alhaitham wasn’t that unbearable.

You reminded him that what happened with his parents is in no way his fault.

You.

Who gave him hope that he wasn’t cursed.

You…

Who inevitably proved that he really did have terrible luck.

It was a simple job of his that you decided to accompany him on.

Just a trip to an area near caravan ribat to see how much space Kaveh had to work with in his next project.

Apparently information stating there was an Eremite camp there didn’t make it to the two of you before you got there.

Kaveh curses his terrible luck.

Kaveh sure exactly why he was being spared- for ransom, he thought.

Most would be gratefull they were being spared. But Kaveh felt anything but grateful.

Maybe he'd feel grateful if he wasn't tied up watching you fight an Eremite Loremaker.

As much as he usually praises your skill with your vision and weapon..

Anyone could see that you were fighting a losing battle.

"Stop! Please!" Kaveh yelled desperate pleas at the eremites.

The Loremaker chuckled, ignoring Kaveh despite having clearly heard him.

"How about this.. you beat me here, I let the architect go?"

Kaveh's heart dropped.

"No!" He screamed at you.

You made eye contact with him and he knew. You weren't leaving him.

No!

Please!

Kaveh's mind screamed at him

This is your fault.

If only you weren't so weak.

If only you weren't cursed with bad luck.

"Kaveh!"

Your voice pulled him out of his head

"This isn't your fault. Ok?"

You smiled at him.

It would have been beautiful if it weren't for the blood pouring from the multiple wouds on your body.

Hot tears spilled down Kaveh's face.

"Please.. stop it!"

You were thrown to the ground.

"I'm begging you! Don't hurt her!"

A burn on your back.

"STOP!!"

Time slowed down as you look up at him and mouth three words- or maybe you said them aloud? He couldn't hear much over the sounds of his own screams.

'I love you.'

The nearby mahamatra who was desperately searching for his friends heard a rasping, gutteral shriek of your name.

When he arrived, the eremites were gone.

And Kaveh was clutching your charred, bleeding body.

Kaveh repeated your name.

"Please wake up!!"

"Don't go!"

"Open your eyes dammit!"

Kaveh has always thought he has terrible luck.

"I love you too... so please...

Don't leave me.."

#kaveh x reader #kaveh x reader angst #kaveh x female reader #genshin impact x reader

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whorerificstuff · 1 year

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What if you and this male character were expecting a baby....

At first he was so excited to meet them, you were too after trial and errors to conceive a child. He knew you wanted a baby and he was there to give that. He knew you were pregnant the moment you ran through the bathroom door. The same symptoms that of a pregnant woman. But you wanted to make sure you really have a life growing inside of you. And you were. You were happy, he was happy to start a family with you.

Sometimes he would see you check yourself in the mirror everyday. And each passing day your stomach grew bigger and bigger till it was visible to everyone that you, his adorable and beautiful wife is carrying his child.

He saw how much you love the unborn baby. No, Words could not comprehend how much you anticipate to meet them.

Then there was that time he woke up with you gone. That made him jolt right up in panic only to see you grinning ear to ear, eyes sparkling in ecstasy at him. He let out a sigh of relief.

"They're kicking"

That's what you said, your cheeks now dusted in pink. He couldn't help but stare at you, your hair was a little messy, a few strands in disarray but nevertheless you were still ethereal in his eyes.

You reached out for him to stand up and led his hand to your baby bump. He was very careful and gentle as he pressed his palm on you. He couldn't help but smile too when he felt the kick. He knelt down telling the unborn child that he wishes to see them and to not make things hard for you during labour. He felt you brush his unruly hair as you told him, eyes heartfelt and like a loving wife and mother would, that no matter what the cost, no matter how painful it is, you wish for your baby to be healthy and see the world. You smiled your eyes squinting a bit. They were full of undisputed love and he wish to see them every waking moment.

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The skies were in their darkest shades of gray and the pour of rain was unforgiving. The atmosphere was mournful, somber very appropriate for a funeral.

He held the umbrella to protect himself and the little bundle from the rain. He stared down at a grave, his eyes were tired, dull, a very expressive lament in them as if he had been crying for the longest time till he couldn't anymore, and on that stone protruding on the surface of the wet earthly floor carved, is your name. You didn't make it. He was unable to shed any more tears. He already cried far too much. All he felt was loss and an immeasurable amount of grief. He hears the baby coo in his arm, the baby that you left him, the child that you both made out of love for each other, the only thing connected to you.

Everyone that attended your funeral all left and shared their grief and respect. It was only him and a few concerned friends that stayed watching him mourn from the background.

Your brother decided to finally approach him, he has the same doleful expression as the others that attended your funeral and the same look of sympathy for him, the husband, and the father of your child. Your brother told him it was time to leave, that the rain is cold for the baby. He was hesitant to leave but complied for the baby's sake.

His and your friends and relatives were worried for him. Your mother offered to stay with him till he knows how to care for the baby himself. It didn't take long for him though, but even without anyone's help he would still learn how to care for his baby daughter, but he'd rather much have you see him struggle, to try and try until he got the hang of it. He wanted you to praise him to tell him he was doing well, but alas, you aren't there. The home you used to share feels painfully quiet without you. His heart aches everytime he sees every trinkets that you bought and decorated all over the house. Everything reminds him of you. Especially the little baby who's soundly sleeping on the comfiest cradle that you have chosen, you were right about the baby being a girl, he could never argue with you, you're always right, all except when you told him you're gonna be there for your baby girl, to hold her, to feed her, to wake up every night, to watch her grow into a beautiful young lady, like her mother.

He couldn't sleep in his first night without you, and the next day, and the days after that. The bed was cold and too big for him. His friends called and asked him if they could be of any help but he told him that he can manage with taking care of the little baby.

But what about him? You weren't there to scold him for not eating, you weren't there to shoo away his intrusive thoughts. He was hopeless, the only thing that kept him moving was his daughter. She looks so much like you and it hurts so much. He misses you so much. There was never a night where he would not cry, where he would accidentally call for your name and expect for a reply. He had to be there for your baby. The baby that you grew to love each and every passing time and day. He'll try to make his daughter feel the same love that you've been giving to her. He'll let her know and feel how much you love your baby girl.

It was in the middle of the night that he hears the loud cries of his baby daughter. It had been a few weeks after your death, the empty space beside him, the space where you used to lie grew cold. That's right you're not here and never going to be.

He went to where the little pink crib was, his daughter was squirming and crying. If the neighbors weren't so understanding they would be knocking at his door every night.

The baby's crying was getting louder. He tried feeding the baby but she wasn't even hungry, he tried cradling but the crying kept coming, there was no sign of her stopping anytime soon. He wishes you were here, you would know what to do. Your touches were able to calm him down when he was stressed before, and he believes it'll be the same for his daughter too. No baby would ever reject a mother's touch.

He tried rocking the cradle gently hoping it what his daughter wants. He grew frustrated at himself. He doesn't know what to do, why his daughter couldn't stop crying unlike before where she was very lenient of her father.

"Please stop crying" He begged his daughter. She didn't, she kept wailing.

He wished you were here. He wanted to see you holding the baby to stop her crying and calm your baby down.

He couldn't help but also weep with his daughter. He missed you so much. And with that thought a few tears drip down at the infant's face.

He wiped the tears on his daughters face, but it was useless as new tears kept sliding down on her plushed cheeks.

He couldn't even wipe his own.

Then another memory dread his mind as his breathe hitched suddenly remembering what the doctor had said.

Newborns could not live without their mothers.

He couldn't help but only pray and beg

"Please be healthy"

"Please don't get sick"

"I'll buy all the things you want"

He closed his eyes kissing the temple of his daughter. He was scared that he might lose her too.

"Just please-..please don't leave dad too"

NOT REVISED AND SUBJECT TO CHANGE

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milkywaywrites · 11 months

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bedoballoons · 7 months

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I HAD THIS IDEA WHILE LISTENING TO "SAVAGE" im going back to my gacha phase

there's this one lyric

"Give me a reason to stay"

So sumeru boys getting into a fight w their s/o and they don't give her a chance to intervene and inform them that she had to move away from sumeru (for work or anything)

İ need angst

After that they don't talk for a few days and boom

They feel bad and decide's apologize their s/o only to find her home empty and catch her getting ready to leave sumeru that day! Wowie

Also grim reaper xiao is lookin fine 🤭

-💤

AHH that's so sad!! I love it!! Apologies for not answering sooner!! Thank you for your request and I hope you enjoy! <3

Why thankyou~

─⊰⁠⊹ฺ🎃𝔾𝕖𝕟𝕤𝕙𝕚𝕟 ℍ𝕖𝕒𝕕𝕔𝕒𝕟𝕠𝕟𝕤⊰⁠⊹ฺ🎃

{༻~Give me a reason to stay~༺}

CW: Angsty! Mentions of a past fight, characters beg you to stay, reader leaves anyway!

(Includes: Tighnari, Alhaitham, Kaveh, Wanderer, and Cyno!)

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𑁍༄Tighnari:

"I don't want to yell anymore!"

Tighnari covered his ears, his voice like a earthquake in his own head...and that look on your face, a horrid memory of the fight you had, he still didn't know what you were trying to tell him and now it has been days since you'd even said a word to him. If he had just listened...if the two of you had just talked...

"Stop..you're only beating yourself up, just go talk to them...apologize." He muttered to himself quietly, trying to find the courage to actually knock on your door after standing there for at least ten minutes...it was starting to seem like a lost cause. "Just knock...how will you ever make up other wise just kn-"

He got cut off mid sentence when the door suddenly swung open, revealing you with suitcases in your hands and your normal living room completely barren.."Tighnari? What...what are you doing here?" You looked away, unable to meet his eyes...you felt guilty for not telling him you were leaving, but he never gave you the chance..

"I-i wanted to apologize, I feel terrible about what happened...are...are you leaving? Where are you going?"

"Tighnari...I'm moving, out of Sumeru..."

"No...no wait don't move, I can apologize more, we can talk about this..."

"I..." You wanted to say something else, but your friend started calling out to you, warning you that if you didn't leave now you'd be late, "Thank you for apologizing Tighnari...I...I gotta go." He watched you hurry away and he just stood there, dumbfounded, like he'd just seen a ghost..a ghost of the relationship he held so dear to his heart...

𑁍༄Alhaitham:

Alhaitham sighed, standing in your yard with a perplexed expression...how had Kaveh actually talked him into this? He himself had no idea how to apologize...what to say to make up for the way he acted, the screaming and hurtful words...the tears that rolled down your cheeks when you stomped off...how did you fix something so emotional and serious?

He waited there for a couple more minutes, hoping to catch you walking out or getting home, but when that didn't work...he resorted to knocking. "Hello? Are...you in there? I...want to talk." He listened to your footsteps growing closer, remembering when you'd try to sneak up on him while he was reading and he'd always hear you...he just wanted things to go back the way they were..

The second you opened the door he knew the situation was far more serious than he had imagined, your things stored away in boxes...your suitcases packed, this wasn't some trip...you were leaving. "...You're moving?"

"I wanted to tell you..but we were fighting you didn't give me the chance."

"I don't want you to leave."

"It's to late Alhaitham..."

"Wait..." He tried to grab your hand...but the door closed in his face, with you on the other end trying to calm yourself...

𑁍༄Kaveh:

Kaveh held the flowers closer to his chest, knocking over and over on your door, praying that you'd open it...that you'd forgive him. He felt terrible, he couldn't eat or sleep, the only thing he could think about was your eyes..the tears that welled in them when he had raised his voice. Even flowers wouldn't be enough to fully forgive him and he knew that, but just...hearing your voice, seeing you...talking would help.

"Helloooo?" He leaned over, peeking into your window...his face going pale, all of your things... were gone? No that couldn't be right, had he gone to the wrong house somehow? He started to panick, peeking through other windows of previous residence....freaking out the neighbors, but mostly, finding that every room was the same. Any trace of you had vanished.

"Kaveh? What are you doing?"

His head snapped in your direction, his eyes lighting up at the sight of you, "You're not gone, thank gosh. I thought maybe you had moved away and I'd never see you again..."

"... Kaveh I am moving away."

"What...but why..."

"I have a business offer, to good to pass up...I was going to tell you, but everything happened and we were yelling...so I took it. I came back here to return the keys and saw everyone looking over here."

"...oh. Is there anyway I can..convince you to-"

"No Kaveh...I think...we need the time apart."

He took a step back, racking his brain for something to say...even as you walked away from him and it started to rain...he just...wanted a way to make you stay. Just a chance.

𑁍༄Wanderer:

Wanderer stood at your door, looking at it like it could jump at him any moment, he wanted to apologize, for the argument for everything but it was all just...so hard!, "Ughh! Why did I have to get into a stupid relationship, why did I have to like them...why...ugh...why do I have to love them....so much." He punched the wall, biting his lip as he knocked on your door, only for it to slowly creak open.

"Hey..I know you're probably still upset with me and I...deserve it, but I'm going to be pathetic and apologize, because...I don't want to loose...you?" He started speaking to you even though you were already gone, shocked to see the sight of your empty house. Realization hit him like a ton of bricks, "Shit."

He ran, flying over everything and anything that got in his way, he'd stop you. He would let you leave. No, he needed to apologize, to make you stay. "Wait! No wait!!" He called out to you, your eyes locking with his for just a moment...just a moment and then you got into the boat, while he stood there...

If he had a heart...it would have been broken...

𑁍༄Cyno:

For once, Cyno didn't feel like telling a joke... playing tcg, right now he just wanted to apologize, give justice where it was due. He wanted to explain his actions, he wanted you back...he wanted to be together again and stop the silence. He didn't even know how to start solving the argument, but he figured talking...would probably help, so thats how he had ended up on your doorstep, waiting patiently for you to open the door..

He knocked again...and again, but nothing. He was just about to turn around, convinced it was a lost cause, when suddenly a paper landed at his feet, his heart racing with excitement...this could be his chance to talk to you, although he want sure why you didn't just open the door instead...

He opened the letter despite that and as he read it...his heart sank,

Cyno,

I know I should just talk to you, but saying this... it would be to hard, to upsetting. Before we had started arguing, I had planned to tell you I was moving...family reasons. I'm...I'm sorry, I wish you could have had more of a warning, but as you read this I'm already making my way out the back door...

Goodbye..

He ran to the backside of the house, but you'd already left...he was alone, with nothing but a letter you'd wrote and a guilt he'd never be able to shake until he saw you again...

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◥(•̀￦•́)◤☪︎ ִ ࣪𖤐 ☾𖤓~Have a nice day~*⁠.⁠✧

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elixrr · 5 months

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My love was mine, all mine.

You were supposed to be his.

He could've sworn that he just had you.

So, why?

Why weren't you his?

Your lips. Your lips pressed against another's.

Your arms. Your arms wrapped somebody else.

You— beautiful, glorious you— entwined and sparkling with somebody who wasn't him.

The sky above did not depict those dark, mournful sceneries that books and shows would often have. No. The clouds dispersed; the sun shone as if everything he felt was fake; the crowds around clapped and cheered for your kiss—for your newfound love.

It's almost as if none of his feelings mattered in the first place. You belonged to someone else now, and what was there to do about it? His eyes won't tear away from your smile, the same one that he adored so much. The way your eyes crinkled with love, the way your nose scrunched with pure happiness. It'd make him want to smile, too, and with all the same feelings.

But not this time.

Your smile was someone else's now.

Your smile belonged to someone else now.

It wasn't his. Never belonged to him.

Would it have ever been for him?

None of the material items that he possessed would've made him as joyous as you would. You, even as his friend, already gave him so much to smile for, so much to look forward to. Your heart was the biggest reason for his heartbeat.

So, why? Why couldn't he at least have you?

Did he possess too many items?

If so, then consider them freed from him. None of it will belong to him anymore if it means that you could just turn your gaze towards him. If you'd just let go of that person and run up to him instead, embrace him, kiss him like you did with the other, then his losses will only sum to the biggest gain.

Yet, you turn your head elsewhere. Your back faces his front as you cheer. You're the happiest version of you that he's ever seen. He's jealous, not of your happiness, but of the fact that he could've been standing there next to you, arm wrapped around your waist to hold you dearly, and he could be just as happy as you.

Your love could've been his. In his head, it should've been—

But it's not.

And then you— with your hand in someone else's— walk away from him. Your feet glide farther and farther away from him as the crowd follows in celebration.

Everyone left him behind.

You left him behind.

He wants to scream, run up, and cry— to beg you with his confession to be his— but he knows he can't. All he can do is extend his hand out to yours, that which remains empty, yet it disappears from view.

And eventually the crowd closes in, and you are nowhere to be soon.

Was this really the gift of love? Heartbreak?

His hopes; his dreams; his chances, were they all really for naught? All of that effort he put into trying to be yours, and all he gets is loneliness?

Maybe it wasn't enough.

Was it already planned by fate above that you were destined for another? That his love for you, a love that runs deep within his veins and flows straight to and through the beat of his heart, was already unrequited from the start?

He collapses. No one's there to see him fall onto his knee, hand grasping his head as the internal storm within begins to rain and rage. His tears finally form, and they pour like a faucet. The pain in him began to ring throughout his body, and he felt his heart fully sink.

In his mind, he had just lost everything,

And all of that loss reduced to no gain,

And all of that loss summed up to nothing.

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