#koinotame

[koinotame]

\o/

hi! it's me, nana / koinotame!

if you're wondering why i went inactive and then deleted, my mental health kind of (really) tanked... and i ended up deleting my blog in a fit.

it's getting better bit by bit though! and i've been wanting to get back into writing (and talking abt my unhinged/yan ideas i can't really talk to anyone else abt), so. here i am! for now, at least

as for my previously posted writing, there's some good news and some bad news: the bad news is that everything i wrote directly into tumblr (99% of snippets, a lot of ask answers, most exact content warnings, etc) is gone. the slightly less bad news is that iirc there were very very few posts of mine that weren't reblogged by anyone at all, so they're probably still out there? feel free to send them my way if you find any and i'll rb them. @/midnight-remembrance also has reblogged a couple of them! there's a couple snippets i have saved in some places, so i might repost those on my own as i find them, but there's very few of those. the good news is that anything longer (proper writing — oneshots, hcs, yan alphabet responses and so on, prompt responses, etc) is safely backed up where i originally wrote it! some of it is also on my ao3, which is the same username. feel free to send me asks about any you'd like to see again and i'll repost them! i might not post them if i feel too embarrassed about/wish i hadn't posted them, and i might rewrite/heavily edit some of them, but i think there's only a handful that fall into the former category and none of them were particularly popular. either way, no harm in asking!

as for some other updates: i'm a little divided on whether i want to keep posting explicit nsfw or not so we'll see. i might just keep it out of main tags. idk yet. regardless of what decision i make, this blog is still strictly 18+ and that will not be changing. since we can reply from sideblogs now, this is a sideblog and not my main now. why? sometimes i prefer to check up on a blog frequently instead of following them for a couple of reasons, but this felt very awkward when they were following me. so this being a sideblog relieves a bit of that stress. if this makes it sound like i have severe brain worms, it's because i do. to that effect though, if we interact every so often feel free to consider us mutuals regardless of whether or not i'm actually following you =w=b tbh i.............. am not really into genshin anymore. i might post about it here and there but i just Do Not (really) Care about it anymore. scara aside to some degree i also have no clue what's going on post inazuma lol whatever projects or commitments to writing or etc i had made beforehand. i forgot all of them so just pretend that never happened ok? ok i'll also probably be posting more sparsely, but we'll see! and (this is obviously the most important bit) i have no clue where i put the mika edit so we're back to my og classic pfp. the header scales terribly and is temporary, please ignore that too

all that aside, as a treat for anyone who sees this in time,

*roughly 6/22 done, but fairly quick to write. roughly one paragraph per character (sneak peek line: "it's not too hard to be discreet with his unique magic when someone really deserves to fall face down a flight of stairs. or three. oopsie. odd they don't remember it, huh? well, he had nothing to do with that.") **more realistic isn't quite the right word(s)... probably won't post this one to the main tags regardless. won't be doing all of the characters (only important/relevant ones) and won't be writing more about/expanding on, so this one is just like. a one off experiment sort of thing. overall less violent than most takes on the au + leans a bit (or lot, depending on how you look at it) more on the religious aspect of self aware aus. i wrote a couple paragraphs a while ago, then rewrote them, but i'll only finish/post them if there's interest for it (sneak peek line: "aether has deluded himself and cast You aside entirely on his own—and when You finally grace them with Your real presence, zhongli is certain aether will be the first to fall from Your grace.")

i have one other new thing immediately ready for posting that'll get posted in a couple of days but that one's pretty silly

#koinotame #and hi to the three people that found this blog before i posted this o/ #long post #i ended up writing a lot. ehem. #<- the type to always have trouble getting essays down to the max word limit #if nobody ends up seeing this. well. it'll be here still when i post some actual writing #q

[chi-icha]

ever just lose ur purpose whenever your favourite blogger deactivates

#like i wish was joking #ppl who knew koinotame/nana do u ever feel the same #i used to read their fics EVERYDAY #like they were fucking girl dinner #i eat it up every time #seeing their account deactivated makes something kinda lacking #idk how to explain it

[yaekiss]

Koinotame deactivated :( ive been following their blog for like two years, so many yandere blogs are disappearing these days..hope they're doing okay :(

omg......... koinotame deactivated,,,, hoping they're doing alright!! ;;

#📜.qi texts #chats with a hotel guest! #;;; koinotame was probably the driving force behind my yan!childe works in the way that their works helped shape and characterise #yan!childe for me ;;;;; #sincerely wishing that they're doing superb rn!! #go show some love for ur fave writers on here <3

[acid-ixx]

just a teaser for a future bully au fic with the horror protag !!

#🍨... yael's talking #horror protag is nana's oc !! #<- aka koinotame #anyone reading this should check their stuff out #it's rlly good

[mellowwillowy]

Red Riding Hood

Childe our big wolfie with red riding hood reader (except that reader gon have a good time bullying him instead)

MDNI, not a full NSFW but still.., childe being a heavy maso or more(and i mean he just wants to be killed or tortured alive-), *he wants to be eaten too* kinda nasty but idk (spits,blood maybe) inspired by @koinotame 's red riding hood

Page 2 (Heat)

Page 3 (Taken Over)

Oh what's this? A girl in a red hood walking in the middle of the forest all by herself? And what's in the basket? Is it a sweet berry pie for your sick grandma?

Childe slowly stalked you from behind, waiting for the right time to pound you and eat you up

Whoops, he didn't mean to step on the branch

You immediately turn back and meets his hollow eyes, oh now he has to pound you down!

Or so he thought

What's this? Why is he on the ground now? And what's this cold and hard thing on his mouth?

A... gun? A little girl with a gun?! Oh wait, on a closer look, you don't look like the little girl all the wolves rumored to be

Are you going to shoot his brain out? Or are you going to chop his head off? Wait, why is he excited over the thought of being killed by you? His tail won't stop wagging here and there too!

Did you just tsk at him? Did you just pull your gun out from his mouth without a care in the world?

"I dare you to leap on me and I'll show you what it feels like to fall from the Heaven to Hell"

Well he certainly didn't know how it feels like to fall from up there to Hell but he surely knows how it feels like to fall into the abyss

And beside, he wants to know more about you so don't mind how he grabbed your skirt and...

And that's all it takes for you to throw him down again, this time a hairpin plunged next to his head

Oh those eyes of yours really send tons of... unknown feelings, the butterflies that were flying inside his stomach, he wants more of it!

You of course noticed how his face is red with needs, especially with how his tail is roaming around your... thigh

Oh, you can't let that go. One slap and his tail didn't retreat itself but instead, it's feeling you even more! Let's try that again, another slap. Oh? One more slap. Yeah right

"You are so disgusting, you know that right?" You spit at him. Oh he likes that too.

Childe instead tried to feel his burning cheek. Oh it feels so warm and he wants more of it now. Won't you do him a little favor before you off him?

Your eyes didn't leave his for one second until he noticed how your lips curved into a... menacing smile? He can sees how your pupil glints in excitement too. Just like how he'll usually be when he finds his prey.

You hums to yourself as your hand makes its way to his hair, gently ruffling it before you yank it up.

Childe groaned from the sudden pain from his scalp, eyes watering a bit as his breath went erratic from your grip

"Such a bad doggie you are..."

You kissed his forehead, slowly moving up toward his ears, your hand gently massaging it

Childe squirms under your touch, not there! It's one of his most sensitive spots!

"Behave"

And he didn't listen to you. Alright, let's see what this tail can do for you

Ah ah ah, Childe immediately cried out in pleasure as you won't stop feeling his ears and tail

Another slap on his red cheek and Childe immediately cried out again although this time he tried his best not to squirm under your touches

And so, Childe tried his best to stay still. And he succeeded! Well... until you start nipping on his ear as if it's a candy

Alright that's all it takes for him to buck his hips, desperate for any kind of touch on his tight pants.

He did get the touch he wants but only for a moment before you retreated yourself

Are you going to leave him now? Don't leave him alone here! Please, he wants more of you

What came next surprised him

You rubbing on top of his bulking pants? Oh it feels heavenly how you acted as you pressed it even harder, as if you are trying to rub a bubblegum off from your shoes sole!

"God you are so so dirty"

You grabbed him by his jaw before biting his lip until it bled, making Childe moaned out

You took your chances and spitted in him. Your other hand pressed his adam's apple, a warning for him to not swallow it

"Lyeht meh swahlow ith, pleashe?"

Well that was adorable, how his face is all red (either from your slaps or it's just him) and covered with tears, you wished you could kiss him right there and then!

Oh no but you can't, he misbehaved and you had to teach him a lesson for it first!

Oh you almost didn't realize him trying to kiss you, bad doggie! Another slap for him

"If I see you swallowing or spitting it out then you are as good as dead okay?" You gestured the basket that lies next to him

Well, you didn't really plan to let him live at the first place but after seeing how cute he was, you just couldn't bring yourself to off him right? Besides, you love his hollow eyes the most, how it can lights up in lust and needs despite it being dead!

Childe whimpered from your threat, but not out of fear but rather how he wishes you'd still want him even after he died!

Will you cut him up and use his meat for your dinner with your grandma?

Oh! Or will you chop his head off and place it in your house as a decoration just like how people do?

He wished you won't go easy with his death too! Inflicts more pain on him! Every cut, burn, beatings, he wants it on his skin as cleas as the day!

So please don't just kill him and let his body rots in the middle of the forest okay? Make sure to use him to the fullest, please!

"Sit"

He sits. What else? Rolls on the floor? Lick your shoes? He'll do that for you happily!

"Paw"

He places his hand on top of your palm. He's fine with being treated as a domestic pet as lobg as it's you! He's fallen head over heel for you now

You snorted at the sight of it. Looks like you won't be needing your gun anymore

Childe watched you keep your gun back into the basket. Wait wait wait, are you done playing with him now?

A growl could be heard from your behind. Nope, it's not Childe's.

Another wolf, this time a real wolf

Though it didn't last long since by the time Childe growled back at it, it immediately retreated itself

Childe hopes this will make you think twice about abandoning him now. Not only is he a good dog, he's also good for protection!

You walk toward him and pat him right on his head. Oh he knows he's a good boy now

"What would you like for a reward, good boy?"

Childe tilted his head as he thought to himself

"Ihm' fhain whit anyhthingh!"

Ah right, you still haven't let him spit it out. You bring your hand to his mouth, motioning him to spit it out. Childe shook his head over and over, not wanting to waste what you gave him

"Be a good boy and spit it out. If you won't, you are no longer a good boy"

That's enough for him to slowly opened his mouth and pull his tongue out, your spit mixed with his saliva flowing down to your hand while he looks up to you with his doe eyes. Gods, he looks so adorable even when pouting!

"Ah crap, where's my handkerchief"

You don't want to wipe it on him, let alone your skirt. Your 'grandma' wouldn't like seeing it!

Childe noticed your troubled face and initiatively licks your hand, noticing how you twitched at it and yet made no complaints from it

Well, it didn't help much but still

"Gosh aren't you adorable"

You start nibbling on his pointy ear in which tenses up immediately

Childe didn't stop licking your hand clean, it takes all of him to not let his hands fly and grab your hand into his mouth

"So good for me, I might really bring you to her you know" you didn't stop nibbling his ear, your other hand teases the other one

Childe starts moaning in ur palm, unaware how he only wets more of your hand with his drool

You also noticed how his pant is now wet, he's close now

You insert your finger inside Childe's mouth, roaming inside of him in a curious manner while you suck and play with his ears

Childe couldn't stop spasming under you and yet he was able to not make any moves, let alone touch himself without your consent

And by Archons, he's glad he didn't touch himself, for your shoe finding its righteous place again, nudging the tent over and over

Childe tried his best not to graze your finger as he moaned out shamelessly, his eyesight blurred by his own tears

"Nnnh, closhe, so closhe pleashe..." Childe pleads as he lick your fingers dilligently, hoping you'll allow him to come

You teasingly bullied him more before you nodded your head

Childe came immediately after you stepped on him even harder, his fluid even got under you shoes' sole

You let go of him and he fell front onto the ground, panting as he kisses your shoes

You went and picked your basket up, putting on your red hood

Childe whined at you until you crouched down at his lying form

Your hand caresses his fluffy hair, slowly bringing your lip to his ear again

He didn't expect you to say these words at all! He thought you were about to bully him to death again

"I think I'll bring you to grandma and see if she'll allow me to keep you~"

Oh he wishes he had the time to fix himself up before you finally drag him to your grandma's house

He hopes your grandma will not mention anything about how his pants bulk out after all the trip of you dragging him by the collar of his shirt which was choking him the whole time

He hopes he'll be killed by you and be feasted for dinner if your grandma won't allow you to keep him

You will, right?

.

.

OC notes: imagine being ZiLi seeing you dragging Childe who's panting like a bitch in heat while you just 'I want to adopt this dog!'

#childe x y/n #childe x reader #fatui x reader #genshin x reader #childe #yandere childe #childe x reader smut #childe smut

[yandere-romanticaa]

The Reinhard van Astrea Agenda continues! I'm probably the only one who's actually enjoying, oh well <33 I'm still a little shook over the fact my first Reinhard post actually managed to get over 100 notes... I dedicate this to my Reinhard lovers and the lovely @akuyaku-reijou who reached out to me and we had a nice, long chat about this amazing man <33 (also tagging @koinotame bc I'm always curious about your thoughts!!)

Bitter shouts of anger rang loudly inside the tavern as (y/n) hit Reinhard across the shoulder, red wine now spilled all over the floor and across Reinhard's snow white uniform, tainting its purity for good.

"Bastard, bastard why are you like this?!" (y/n) said as they hurried to get some napkins and try to save Reinhard's uniform. It was futile both of them knew but (y/n) was too proud to admit that out loud and Reinhard didn't have the heart to stop them.

Besides, he sort of enjoyed being the center of attention when it came to (y/n).

"Curses..." (y/n) mumbled quietly, their (e/c) eyes laser focused on the blood red liquid that stuck to the man's body.

"How many times did I tell you not to sneak up at me?"

Not being able to control himself, Reinhard laughed, pure joy lacing his voice. A few droplets of tears could be spotted from the corners of his eyes much to (y/n)'s chagrin. It wasn't that funny, geez...

The rest of the bar patrons watched in awe, confusion and perhaps a little bit of envy as this entire scenario played itself right in front of them. It was odd to see the Sword Saint in such a casual scenario, much less see such a strong reaction from him.

Turning his gaze back to (y/n) Reinhard said nothing as he patted their head affectionately, a small smile on his face as he allowed them to clean him up.

"My apologies for scaring you like that, truly. But I hope you know that it really isn't my fault." he said. (y/n) looked up at him with a scowl, their cheeks bright red.

"It looks like you murdered someone, you freak."

Ah. His heart stopped beating a little.

A silence fell onto the pair, neither one feeling the need to really say anything but for completely different reasons. A tiny bit of regret coursed through Reinhard's heart and veins as he recalled the past few nights and all of their gruesome details. The scent of bitter wine invaded his senses, as if to scold him. How convenient, he thought to himself. It would appear as though the world itself was trying to warn you of his past misconducts but like always, it would remian in the dark.

He would make sure of it.

#yandere #yandere x reader #yancore #yanderecore #yandere aesthetic #yandere imagines #yandere x you #yandere male x reader #yandere reinhard van astrea x reader #yandere reinhard van astrea #reinhard van astrea x reader #reinhard van astrea #re zero kara hajimeru isekai seikatsu #yandere re zero #yandere re zero x reader #re zero x reader #re zero

[yandere-daze]

Hello hello! So lately I have been reading some of your enstars self aware au(you and your anon thoughts is so good 😭💕💕💕) and I have been thinking something... What do you think self aware idols will react if they found out that (isekai'd)player has Dakimura of them??!!! Just imagine how flustered they would be or maybe they will jealous because you can hug them instead of hugging a pillow with their full body print! 😔

(I think the official enstar has released Dakimakura of Mika, Midori, Chiaki, Ritsu, Mao, Izumi, Leo, and Rei I would to buy them but I don't know where I can buy them 😭)

Thank you for reading, I couldn´t do it without the support and cool ideas from all of the other anons as well!💕

gn reader

tw yandere

How would they react to you having a dakimakura of them?

Kind of funny that I´m answering this now because I literally just saw @koinotame ( I can remove the @ if you want) reblog the thread again where we discussed Mika making a plushie of himself and giving it to us and then getting a bit jealous in the end because why aren´t we cuddling him? He´s warmer and more comfortable than a plushie🥺 If he knew that you had a dakimakura of him, he would probably react similarly. Like he´s so so happy and elated that you like him enough to want to cuddle him every night but now that you have him, he´s more than happy to offer himself up! He will get pouty if you prefer that pillow over him

Ritsu can empathize with the need to have a lot of comfy pillows, his own bed is covered in them to allow for the best conditions for sleeping peacefully. And of course, he can´t help but grin a bit to himself when he learns of the fact that you have a dakimakura of him. Hah, you really adore him so much that you want to have him next to you when you fall. I wouldn´t be surprised if he somehow got a custom-made dakimakura commissioned off of someone or hugged a large pillow in his sleep while pretending it was you. But now you actually have each other and don´t have to pretend any longer, right? So put that pillow to the side and make some space for Ritsu to join you! He´s been waiting forever to finally cuddle with the real you so he´s not going to take no for an answer! Wants to cuddle with you at any given opportunity and would actively get jealous and really moody if you hugged his dakimakura when he was there with you. Pay him some more attention, will you? Or he´s going to have to nibble your neck a little bit to make you remember that he´s still there

#yandere enstars x reader #yandere ensemble stars x reader #yandere mika kagehira x reader #yandere ritsu sakuma x reader #yandere ensemble stars #yandere enstars #yandere mika kagehira #yandere ritsu sakuma #mika x reader #mika kagehira x reader #ritsu x reader #ritsu sakuma x reader #mika kagehira #ritsu sakuma #valkyrie #knights #ensemble stars self aware au #yandere self aware ensemble stars au #yandere self aware au #gn reader #yandere #cw yandere #yandere x reader

[poisonousroxstar]

Imagine:

Making Tanjiro Kamado your personal plaything.

(Title: "Love Is Blind")

Plot summary: you are something... Not from this world. A being of love, and of hate. He cannot resist your charm, and eventually he doesn't want to. He is your plaything now. Always and forever. (Romantic).

This Contains: drug-like themes (giving). Forced feelings of love (giving). Mental and emotional manipulation (giving). Murder (giving). Capture (giving). Worship (receiving).

Note: Meant to be bigger, but never got around finishing it+ I still haven't finished demon slayer, only watched a bit of it. Found in the old drafts! Seeing how finished Tanjiro's part was, I figured I'd post it! Maybe I'll make moooore if I ever finish demon slayer on Netflix ;D. Anyways, enjoy this while I try and finish some request stuff. Heavily inspired by the works of @koinotame and @minkmousesworld annnnnd just, me wanting to write an Aphrodite-like, Dom S/O-

There was something.... Alarming about you. Something otherworldly.

It was your beauty, your divine appearance.

You captivated the masses, making man and woman alike victims to your appeal. Hundreds of people would come just to have a mere glance at your visage, and each one would fall madly in love soon after.

But it wasn't all just skin-deep. Your personality was just as radiant.

Kind, affectionate, and completely irresistible. If people didn't fall for you at just a simple look, then a single conversation would have them all wrapped under your finger.

Of course, there was an ugly side to you. Everyone is flawed, even you. But they could be excused. So what if you're outrageously jealous when others challenge your glamour or take away the attention? So what if you're incredibly spiteful to the point you would have your worshippers beat, whip, and burn whoever did offend you? So what if you can be murderously insecure? Doesn't everyone have their moments? Their bad days? Of course they do, it's human. They all forgive you in one way or another.

They worship the ground you walk on. Though, you don't allow your feet to be tainted by the earth often. Instead, you are carried in a palanquin fit only for an emperor. Your word is law, your action is their command. You truly are an anomaly, especially when so little is known about you. They do not know where you've come from. They do not know why you seem so displaced and above them. They do not know how you can perform unearthly miracles with a simple flick of your wrist. And they do not care to ask, for they are happily content so long as they can worship you. So long as they can love you.

So imagine the despair you caused when you finally took someone as your personal plaything. Someone that was not any of them. But who are they to oppose your choice? And who is your beloved to oppose you either? They won't allow them to change their mind.

Not like you'll allow him to anyway.

He doesn't seem to remember anything from his past. It's all.... Fuzzy and blurred.

But he remembers when he first met you, how could he ever forget it? Your appearance may of caught his eye, but it was your kindness that really captured his heart.

You were so sweet to him, so kind and gentle, how couldn't he fall so deeply in love with you? Sure, it may of been a little alarming how quickly he got attached to you, but that just proves how amazing you are!

Likes to take care of you, though he can't really do much that hasn't already been done by your line of endless worshippers.

But he still tries, doing other things for you instead. He's so cute when he brings you something to eat in the morning, or when he cleans around your room (seeing that that's the only place your followers can't enter). Acts of service is his greatest love language. He wants to do everything for you, make you comfortable and content like you've made him. He's so cute, isn't he?

He also tries to help the community, helping them out in any way he can. This gets him some favour among your people, which after awhile turns into acceptance. They now welcome him with open arms.

Tanjiro tries to steer you away when he notices the thick air of jealousy forming around you whenever someone touches him in a way you don't like, or says things in a tone a bit too suggestive for your liking. He knows how you get, how quickly you are to anger, and he does an amazing job at calming you down; feeding you attention and reassurance that he is never going anywhere. That he loves you, and only you.

He does get a little jealous from time to time too, seeing so many people touching you and everything. It triggers something in him, something that wants him to isolate the both of you, somewhere far away where only you two exist; where you both can start your lives together, raise some children together, have a beautiful family far away from these people.

Like in the mountains.

But that's just an instinct for... Some reason.

D-don't misunderstand! He's in awe with how progressive, thriving and safe your village is! He just.... Wants to be able to provide for you himself. Alone. Together.

He's also very amazed whenever you perform a 'miracle', conjuring long fields of fruits and vegetables for your people to devour, and animals for them to butcher. He asks you questions about it, how on earth can you do these sorts of things! But, you only giggle and pinch his cheek, leaving him flustered and red in the face.

He really likes the times where you two can just be at peace with one another, happily relaxing in each others' arms and mindlessly asking questions to each other (though it's mostly him who gets questioned). You two can simply be by yourselves here, enjoying a warm meal he made and each others' presence. It's so domestic, and it leaves him in bliss.

There are days where he.... Wonders. About his past. He knows he should remember things, but he just.... Can't... Familiar places, familiar faces, familiar smells all bring nothing back for him. He can't remember from before he met you.

You won't let him

He has.... Glimpses, sometimes, where he manages to recall faint remnants of something. Or in this case today, someone. Someone who.... He swears he remembers.

He.... He had a sword right? Yes, a sword....why does he have a sword? What purpose would he need a sword for? He doesn't think he was a samurai... But that sword meant something... And the uniform! They signified something, didn't they?

..he was a demon slayer.. he was a demon slayer! Yes, he remembers that! He trained to become a demon slayer, to protect others from being hunted down by demons! But there was also another reason he can't recall

Images flash in his head, blurry and hardly possible to decipher. There are blanks and gaps in between them, but something nostalgic and melancholic clings to them, and he can hear a faint, feminine voice..

He had a sister, right?....yes, a sister... What was her name..? He... He can't remember. He can't remember what his sister's name is. He can't remember what she looks like. But he remembers that he has to protect her. That he has to cure her. Yes.... Yes, he remembers..

He remembers!

He remembers...

And he tries to escape. But something is stopping him. Something inside of him.... It doesn't want him to leave this place. It doesn't want him to leave this room.

It doesn't want him to leave you.

Every step he gets closer to that door, a little piece of his heart begins to break. By the time he's halfway through the room, he's crying, and his body is shaking, and it's getting harder to keep moving forward.

He's betraying you, he shouldn't be doing this... after everything you've given him... B-but his sister... She needs him. He has to do this. He has to get to her. He has to go!

No, he doesn't.

He's collapsed just at the entrance, sobbing and breathing uncontrollably. His whole body is shaking by now, and he feels so awful and horrible.

When you've returned, Tanjiro is hyperventilating, fat orbs of tears rolling down his face. It makes you pity him almost, even when he was just about to leave you behind.

What a lovesick puppy..

And what is a better cure for heartbreak, then love? You kneel down to his level, scoop his handsome face in your hands, and gently rub your cheek into his; leaving little kisses and hums along his trembling skin.

He grips onto your clothing, a small piece of himself telling him to throw you on the ground and get away, that something with you isn't right, but the rest is begging him to hold onto you, cling to you; engulf you in his arms as he weeps uncontrollably.

He's trying to say something, though it's hard to understand, but you can definitely hear a few 'i'm sorry's from his incoherent rambling. Ugh, it hurts to see him like this.

But you suppose he deserves this, trying to run away and everything. His heart is too big for his own good, and now it's cracked in multiple ways. He should be thankful for your attachment to him, for your mercy, because many before weren't often so lucky.

Afterwards, you begin to melt his mind further. Being around you is similar to a drug, you're something that makes Tanjiro feel happy and content with his new life here. Overtime, his mind slips, and day by day he is forgetting everything of his life.

His life as a demon slayer? What do you mean? Why would he be a demon slayer? This village is perfectly safe. His sister? You must be mistaken, he doesn't have a sister. His friends? Well, they're all here, silly! His family? He already has a family, with his beloved Y/N.

When all is said and done, Tanjiro is rendered the perfect husband. He maintains his kindness, his hardworking nature, his compassion and his friendliness. But now he is so much more loving, and submissive, and doting towards you. As he should, for you are his spouse now. And both of you couldn't be happier, you're sure.

And if his little sister and friends were to ever appear? To try and take your puppy away? Well, your devotees will take care of them swiftly. They trained themselves to be your unstoppable armies.

And if they fail. You can always intervene... And nobody in this world wants that.

#demon slayer x s/o #demon slayer x y/n #demon slayer x reader #demon slayer x you #anime #anime x y/n #anime x reader #anime imagine #anime x s/o #demon slayer #demon slayer imagine #tanjiro x s/o #tanjiro x y/n #tanjiro x reader #x reader #x s/o #x y/n #x gender neutral s/o #x gender neutral y/n #x gender neutral reader #gn y/n #gn reader #gn s/o #you #tanjiro kamado #tanjiro kamado x y/n #tanjiro kamado x reader #tanjiro kamado x you #tanjiro kamado x s/o #romantic headcanons

[shiny-jr]

Do you have any writers/authors you highly respect that it has affected your own style? Also, can you recommend blogs that you love too?

Ahh, I can't say I have any writers that affected the way I write. I did start out on Quotev though, so there are a few more people on there with content I really enjoy reading. Actually, I don't read as often as I would like, but here is a list for both Quotev and Tumblr. Yes, I'll link the ones on Quotev since they won't be able to tell I linked them anyways. However, I won't link the ones here on Tumblr because I'm afraid of direct interactions. ✨ Oh, and all of these are yandere writers. Some of them write content not suitable for minors, so if I put a warning next to it, please listen to it.

On Quotev...

al (symbolism) -> Original content. I just started following them and reading one of their stories. I believe I have their other story in a "read later" collection. But so far I really like their writing style since it's smooth and actually funny (not the type of writing style that tries really hard to be funny and is just kinda cringe) and plus they have yanderes that are poc! Which is rare to see.

East-Miracle (PrismaticAscent) -> Original content. I used to read a lot of their stuff when I was still a beginner with writing. They are a writer that no longer updates, but I used to like some of their one shots and their main story. In fact, I think it was their one shots that pushed me to make longer one shots for my own readers too.

parallel-ink (Parallelink) -> Original content. One of the og yandere writers on quotev. They no longer write, at least to my knowledge, but they have a lot of stories I read before I began writing. I haven't read them in a while though.

On Tumblr...

koinotame -> Original content and Genshin Impact content, etc. Warning, they do write nsfw content and have expressed not wanting minors to interact with their blog so please respect their wishes! I think they're trying to focus on writing more for OCs, but from what I've seen I think their yandere content is fairly "soft" so there's not any gore or violence, at least that I've noticed.

twstedforyou -> Twisted Wonderland content. Basically a yokai au where the entire twst cast is a yokai connected to a master (aka the reader). And each of these yokai are essentially yanderes. Also has pretty pictures to look at.

yandere-romanticaa -> Genshin Impact content and Twisted Wonderland content, etc. They write for a lot of fandoms and were the first yandere blog I actually liked and followed on this site. So I have to include them here.

yes-ter-night -> Genshin Impact content, etc. Warning, they do write nsfw content. The majority of content I've seen from them is genshin. I've only read a few posts and in those few posts I liked their writing style and content so I followed to hopefully eventually find time to read what else they have to offer.

I'm actually very picky with who I follow and what I like, so if anyone has any recommendations, let me know please.

#shiny speaks

[midnight-remembrance]

Hii just wanted to say thanks for reblogging some of the deactivated accounts. I was shocked seeing koinotame deactivated and got worried I wouldn't find them again;;

Anytime! I was also I fan of theirs and was heartbroken to see them deactivated, but I managed to scrounge up some of their old posts. Their Ao3 is still up if you're interested. You'll find a few more fleshed out fics there ^w^

#ask #I'm happy to know I'm not just reaching into the void here

[dottores]

:o if I’m not mistaken, i think koinotame is the writer yall were looking for? I remember they wrote the earring being ripped out

OMG A GODSEND HAS ARRIVED IM RUNNING TO GO LOOK actual gif below

#my asks

[aspirechi]

Masterlist

Fanart

yandere ( heartfullofleeches /  koinotame )

Here is some blog about yandere ( mostly sub yan ) that my fanart feature:

heartfullofleeches / koinotame

All original charater belong to them

I highly recommed them if you are craving some yandere in your life. There writing are ♡ chef kiss ♡

vtuber

dangonronpa

kaishin

smp

genshin

twisted wonderland 

Oc

Ag

Br

Geshin oc desgin (no name yet)

[yaekiss]

koinotame reactivated yippee!!!!! they seem to be doing well, happy fpr them <3

OMG YIPPEEEEEE !!!!!!!! Thank you for letting me know dear! I ran and followed as fast as I could 🏃🏃🏃

#📜.qi chats #chats with a hotel guest! #HUZZAHHHHH #KOINOTAME RETURNS !!! #happy for em that they're doing alright too wahoo! ^^

[acid-ixx]

i am holding nana's oc's in my hands and i am not letting them go

#🍨... yael's talking #i just wanna write headcanons about them #but im afraid of writing them too inaccurately #i cant find a personal fave #theyre all my skrunkly-wunkly #the isekai ocs. horror protag. househusband. villainess oc's are good #okay maybee slight favoritism for the horror protag #they each deserve love tho #BUT im rereadinf every stuff nana wrote #<- in case but nana is @koinotame

[euphorickaeya]

𝐚 𝐭𝐞𝐬𝐭 𝐨𝐟 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐫𝐚𝐠𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐦𝐲 𝐠𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐬𝐭 𝐭𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐮𝐫𝐞 !! PT 1.

honey’s notes : I thought about this fic watching ponyo really late at night, but Diluc as ponyo’s dad is so fitting you don’t even know!!! I didn’t want to just rewrite the whole ponyo script and replace ponyo’s dad with Diluc so I made it somewhat more sagau than I liked it to be but I like it like this :3 I also put my own kind of twist to this, it’s not rlly fully ponyo just mostly, Diluc being an overprotective dad.(This was supposed to be a Drabble but it ended up being a fic 🧍)

pairings : Diluc x gn!reader. mentions of Albedo, Venti, Zhongli, Ei. ( reader uses they/them pronouns)

summary: ever since diluc became your consort, everything he does has been to please and impress you, he only thinks it’s fair because you’ve given him the best position anyone could ask for, a place by your side. You being a god though, your duties take you away from him almost every day. So to ease his loneliness, a child was born, his and yours.

i am gonna Tag @koinotame and @weakestpoint for egging me on to write this fic-

recommended song : Ponyo on The Cliff By The Sea - Joe Hisashi.

[content warning : reader is described to have a child, but I will make it clear that reader’s kid is born out of alchemy, the reader will also be called “baba” instead of “mom/dad” to keep the reader gender-neutral. Diluc is also a platonic!yandere to his daughter, but is a romantic!yandere to the reader. Overprotectiveness if you squint. obsession. Cult. worship.]

part 2.

“Diluc, my love, come.” You called for the man, who sat in a chair, fiddling with his hands, Albedo held a small bundle in his arms, his hair was all over the place, his eyes had dark bags under him. It was clear that Albedo had worked hard to make this incredible specimen in his arms, albedo achieved the same thing his master did, to create a synthetic human.

Albedo walked towards you slowly, your hands wrapping around the small bundle in his arms and lifting it. In it, a small child, her eyes staring straight as you as she chewed on her fingers. Although the child of yours is born out of alchemy, the little thing carries yours and diluc’s blood. You could hear Diluc’s footsteps behind you, “are they..is it?..” his timid voice was soft and gentle, looking over your shoulder to see the sleeping child in your arms.

You nod, turning towards Diluc, wanting to place the child in his arms. you slowly place your daughter in his arms, Diluc could feel the chills down his spine, this little moving bundle in his arms stared at him with such curiosity. All Diluc could see was her. The small girl in his arms. His child.

You can see diluc’s eyes start to water, a parental love in his eyes as he scans over each feature of your daughter. A smile graced your face, if someone told you, you’d get trapped inside a game you loved and was forced to play god, then have a child with one of the characters, You’d laugh in their faces, you weren’t one to want a child, you weren’t sure if it was the fact that you’re afraid to fail as a parent or you just felt like you don’t see yourself with having one.

This, this scene in front of you, diluc holding a small bundle of joy, Diluc looking at your child with wonder. Just, having a family with Diluc. You think to yourself, ‘yeah, I..I can be a good parent to this child.’ You walk towards the red-haired man, placing a gentle kiss to his temple, as he jumped softly, a sleepy baby in his arms.

“Look at you, you’re already such a natural..” you whispered to him, a small blush on his face as he took in what you said, his eyes widened in a small trance, before a small expression of embarrassment set into his features. You laughed silently as he jokingly glared at you. “I can’t wait till she grows up.“ he mumbles, looking back down.

It seems that Diluc can’t get enough of just staring at her. You hug Diluc from behind, lacing your fingers together as you place your chin on his shoulder, a comfortable silence washed between both of your for a bit.

“Have you named her yet?” You ask, Diluc jumped a little. “Don’t you want to, your grace?” He turned to you in surprise, you just shook your head and maintained eye contact with Diluc. “no, you can name her. I suck at naming, I don’t want our child to hate the name given to her.” You answered. Diluc stayed silent for a few minutes.

“Elise.” Diluc uttered. His thumb gently swipes against the sleeping baby’s face, for a synthetic being, her skin felt so, human. “Elise it is then.” You agreed.

“Elise!” Diluc called for the four year old girl. Today was the little girl’s birthday. It was a busy day at the winery. You’d been on expedition, going through all seven nations, you missed your family dearly, but now you’re coming home, coming to see how big your daughter has grown.

“Elise! Where are you, baby bird!” Diluc called out once more, he was trying his best to get Elise ready for her birthday party, being the creator’s daughter, Diluc has a lot of pressure on his back since the whole of Mondstadt will be celebrating his daughter’s birthday. “Oh your grace, please give me strength and patience.” He silently prayed as he looked through each aisle of his vineyard for the little red-head child of his.

A giggle reached his ears, a small girl peeked from behind the bushes, diluc’s eyes landed on her as the girl jumped and screamed out, laughing. Diluc chased after her, “come here, little troublemaker!” His strong arms wrapped around his daughter as she screamed out of joy. “no! Stop!!- it tickles!” Elise shrieked as Diluc tickled her in his arms.

“You need to get ready young lady!” Diluc jokingly scolded, taking her back to the winery to get her ready for her big day. “Mhm! Mhm! I’m turning five today papa!! Is big sis Klee gonna be there?? Please tell me she is, papa! She promised!” Elise talked diluc’s ear off as he opened the winery’s doors, Adelinde sitting by the door to help dust Elise off.

“Of course big sis klee’s coming. You’re her bestest friend after all, she told me herself.” Diluc pinched Elise’s little nose as he took off her shoes, Adelinde picking her up. Diluc felt like he was living a dream. He wonders what he could’ve done to just, get this kind of life given to him.

Adelinde took his child to her room, getting her ready for her big party. Diluc sat down at the table in the foyer of his home. One hand held his chin as he thought deeply, failing to notice the opening of the door and the greetings of the maids of butlers of your presence.

Gentle arms wrapped around his figure, the embrace was nothing short but affectionate, a smile plastered on your face as Diluc opened his eyes to come into contact with yours. “Good evening, love. I’ve missed you so.” you caressed his cheek as he leaned into your touch, placing a gentle kiss to the inside of your hand.

“your grace, I’ve missed you too, how was inazuma? I hope nothing went wrong?” Diluc asked, his hand now affectionately wrapped around your hand, looking at you lovingly with adoration and love. You pout jokingly, “you’re still calling me your grace? We’ve been married for so long and that’s what you address me as, still?” You tease him as he shook his head in denial.

“I just thought that- well?-“ Diluc stumbled over his words, believing you were upset that he wouldn’t call you by your actual name or even just a pet name. “I’m just teasing, love. We’re married, so that means we’re equals. You’re allowed to call me anything you’d like, Diluc.” You pat his head gently, the warmth of your palms sends shivers down Diluc’s spine.

“Baba!! You’re home, I missed you! Baba! Baba! Baba!” Your little girl came rushing at you, her arms outstretched, expecting a huge hug from you. You opened your arms as Elise jumped into them happily, you both spun around as your child’s loud cries and giggles filled the winery. Elise’s laughs put a smile on anyone’s face. “Hey, little Angel. How are you today? You’re turning five today! you’re gonna be a big girl now!” Diluc watched the scene between you and her with a smile on his face.

He felt his cheeks start to hurt from smiling so much, but he could not help but smile so much with you being here. You and him, and Elise. Finally together at last. He cannot help but just indulge in this moment. Diluc snapped out of his thoughts when he saw Elise and you walk up to him. “We’re both ready, Diluc. You should go get ready too.” Elise looking up at him with such adorable eyes.

Diluc took a moment to straighten his daughter’s dress, the dress was a beautiful eggshell yellow and a beige fabric folded into a bow in the back wrapped around her waist, she looked so.. he couldn’t put it into words. “Luc, you’re crying.” You pointed out, wiping a stray tear on his cheek as he stepped back and wiped his remaining tears away.

You laughed softly as he apologized, “sorry, I just, she’s growing up so much. I get emotional.” Diluc recomposed himself, a shaky breath leaving him as he sniffled away his happy tears. “go get ready, papa! My party’s about to start! Hurry, hurry!” Elise jumped around her dad as Diluc nodded laughing. “Okay, okay I’ll go get ready.” He agreed walking up to his room.

you watched as he closed the door to his room, you look down at Elise who looked excited. “Guess what, little angel? I’ve got something for you. All the way from inazuma.” You pull out a kite from behind your back. Elise let out a big gasp as she held onto the gift, the kite had a beautiful deisgn, the background was a orange to yellow gradient, at the front, Elise’s favourite animal, a bunny with wisteria surrounding it.

“Go have fun, little angel.” Elise nodded before running off with Adelinde to help her fly the kite. You headed up the stairs to diluc’s room, to see if he’s done trying to get ready. You opened the door to see Diluc in the most intricate kind of suit you ever saw. His hair was in a high ponytail, a few braids done to make his hair look more intricate, you walked up to him, his figure turning towards you as he fixed his gloves. “You look amazing luc.” You complimented him softly, running your hands down his suit before patting it.

“so touchy, your grace.” Diluc teased as you slapped his shoulder jokingly, both of you share a laugh before Diluc turns back to the mirror, you give him a quick peck on the cheek as he jumped from the sudden affection. You laughed even more, placing a brooch on his suit while he was distracted by the kiss earlier. “There, now you’re ready.”

Loud music from the bards of Mondstadt played happily as you and Diluc held Elise’s hand throughout the streets, every civilian greeted her with a small “happy birthday” and a small wave and bow. They also of course greeted you, which made you a little uncomfortable. Where the fountain was, it was frozen into a statue-like state as the floor of it was surrounded in presents bought by the civilians of Mondstadt, plus some gifts from travellers and important people from all over the nation come to see your little daughter’s birthday.

Venti came flying towards you, landing gracefully before bowing before you and Elise who grabbed one of his braids and tugged him down, a yelp coming out from the windborne bard as you and Diluc gasped and pulled Elise back. “Are you okay, Venti? Elise, apologize.” You scolded Elise lightly who giggled softly and hid behind diluc’s legs.

“It’s okay, your grace! Just a little dusted, ehe!” Venti dusted himself off as you shook your head, sighing. “Anyways! Other than, whatever happened, I have a gift for you, little grace!” Ah yes, little grace, the nickname everyone in Mondstadt has called Elise ever since she was a babe. Elise poked her head out, the shimmering gift wrapping taking over her attention in a snap. You could see the excitement in her eyes as she looked up to Diluc, hoping to be able to open one of her parents early.

Diluc felt challenged as Elise gave Diluc the cutest puppy eyes you could see. Diluc gulps, glancing at you helplessly. You smiled and nodded, your hand slowly pushing Elise to the gift. “Don’t give your father such eyes, little angel. Go on, open the gift mr. Venti got you.” Elise took her eyes off Diluc as she turned to the big wrapped box, slowly pulling off the bow.

The box started to rattle, in which Diluc stepped forward, looking at venti as if warning him, Venti stared back with just a small smile. A squeal erupted from Elise as a white bunny came out from the glittery box. “Baba! It’s a bunny! Look, look!” Elise spun around, hugging the bunny close to her.

“Careful Elise, you might squeeze it too tight.” Diluc helped Elise carry the little fluff properly as it was trying to jump off from her arms. “That’s a lovely gift, Venti. Thank you, say thank you Elise!” You pat her back as she says a muffled thank you from the fur of the bunny as she nuzzled it. “A great gift indeed. It’ll teach Elise responsibility.” Diluc nodded with your opinion.

“Can i open the rest of my presents papa? Pretty please? There’s so many!” Elise walked around the fountain, which was covered with her presents as the little bunny dangled in her arms. While she circled around, she bumps into someone’s legs, she lets out a small oomf, looking up at the person she had bumped into. “little one, already exploring I see?” It was Zhongli! With a small present of his own as well.

“Mr. Li!” Elise laughed as Zhongli carried her up, a biege present being presented to her. “Happy birthday, little one.” little one has been the nickname chosen by the people of Liyue to refer to their grace’s heir. Elise thanks Zhongli as she opens the present, it glowed like jade, opening like a ring box. In it, a jade necklace. Diluc snatched it out of Zhongli’s hand, startling both the man and his daughter.

“I think, she’s too young for this type of gifts. She’s just five, I don’t think it would be good to give her jewelry so early on.” Diluc held the gift within her palms, Zhongli’s eyes were widened out of shock, then snapped out of it, shaking his head and placing Elise down. “If that’s what you wish so.” He replies to Diluc, who seemed to have his overprotective face on.

“Luc,” a warning came out from you as you patted the small of his back, trying to calm him. “Your grace! I apologize for being so late, I just couldn’t finish my duties fast enough and-“ you put your finger up to your lips, silencing Ei’s ramblings. “I’m just grateful you’re able to come to my child’s birthday Ei.” Diluc coughed, recomposing himself as he bowed to the archon of Inazuma, who bowed back.

“Master Diluc, nice to see you as well, your wine does well in Inazuma.” Ei greeted, making small talk. “Ah, that’s good to hear.” Diluc responded, hiding the jade box given by Zhongli behind his back. “Speaking of which, where is the little bird of yours, your grace? I have a present for her!” Ei clasped her hands together looking around for your little redhead daughter. You look around as well, not being able to spot your child.

“Elise?” You called out, Diluc started to look around as well, he could feel his heart start to pump a little faster, he couldn’t help but be worried, a child of the creator would be targeted by rebellions of course. He knows how it always works. This is why Diluc hates the big parties thrown for his baby bird and now she’s out of his sight and- “Diluc. It’s okay. Calm down.” You caressed his cheek with your hand, Diluc has just been made aware of the panic attack he started to have.

“It’s okay, I’m sure Elise is just around Mondstadt, you know she never leaves Mondstadt without her papa.” You try to calm Diluc down, who’s eyes showed nothing but downright delirious. “Venti, scan the area please. Find my child.” You ordered. Venti nodded, floating off in his gust of wind as the rest of your acolytes present went to search on ground.

#sagau #euphoric~works #euphoric~diluc #yandere diluc #diluc ragnivindr x reader #diluc ragnvindr #diluc x reader #diluc x gender neutral reader #genshin impact #genshin x gender neutral reader #yandere genshin impact #yandere genshin #yandere genshin x reader #genshin sagau #euphoric~fluff #euphoric~angst #euphoric~comfort

[yandere-daze]

koinotame deactivated :( i feel like so many yandere blogs are disappearing these days... it sucks :(( hope they're doing okay

Really?? Oh no, that's really sad to hear :/ We talked quite a bit a few months ago until one day when they disappeared. I thought they were just on hiatus or something of the sort so it's really sad to hear that they deactivated 😞

I really hope they're doing okay though...

#anon ask #damn