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ask-nicaise-anything · 10 months
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Smaurent bc why not
Afraid of ALL bugs. Absolutely scared shitless over them
Slept in a pile of stuffed animals (and still has most of them)
Extremely picky eater
Master of hiding spots. (Some of his favs were under the stairs, under his bed, in a closet)
Would stay up waaaaay past his bedtime reading under the covers. Auguste would replace his flashlight batteries. (He still does this, but now he doesn’t have a bedtime)
Lover of pasta.
From the ages of 2 - 9 he always had a bandage on at least one of his knees from falling down.
Broke multiple bones falling off his horse when learning to ride (both arms at one point)
LOVED bounce houses and trampolines (also fell off of those a lot)
Liked making forts out of blankets, chairs, cardboard boxes, pillows etc for reading in
Had a tree house (and fell out of the tree several times. He was fine. Broke arms, but was fine)
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what is your little brother doing under your bed and for how long has he been there?! - (damen, was just about to work on another hickey)
NICAISE WHY ARE YOU IN MY ROOM?!?
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oyabun-draws · 1 month
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this may be in the top 3 scenes of capri for me
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threadsun · 7 months
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Workaholic Anon Asks: "how would the SDJ boys and Bo react to reader exercising or doing yoga? Like them all sweaty and breathing heavily or doing specific positions that looks a bit...Suggestive
-Workaholic Anon"
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Offers to "help":
Jack - Oh he's so happy to see his Sunshine exercising! Taking care of your body is important, after all. Here, let him just get behind you and show you the best ways to stretch. Yes, he does need to be pressed against you this tight. Ignore his bulge against your ass...
Shaun - Listen, he just can't help himself! You look so good like that, panting and sweating as you bend over to stretch out your back. Can you really blame him for coming up behind you and giving you a "lesson" in how best to stretch? Shockingly, it actually does help!
Joseph - He genuinely does want to help. To provide resistance and make sure your form is good. He doesn't want you getting hurt while exercising, after all! But he can't help how close he gets to you. Or the way he groans at the smell of you. Or how he grinds against you.
Secretly watches:
Ian - He means to offer to help. He works out often enough that he could give you some good tips. But... just the sight of you gets him hard. And he doesn't want you feeling his hard on and making fun of him or rejecting him. So he just watches you and palms himself.
Nick - Once a creep, always a creep. He can never resist the urge to just sit back and quietly watch you. To admire you and enjoy knowing that you have no idea he's there. He can't think of anything better than peeking at you through the crack in the door and watching.
Barry - He's not just watching, he's also taking pictures. Some are for himself, and others are going to be put away as potential blackmail material. Or possibly printed out and plastered around the shop. He's not sure yet, but he'll find some way to use this against you.
Pins you down and fucks you:
Bo - He can't help himself, you just smell so strongly like this. Sweat and your natural scent mingling until it drives him wild. He tries to be gentle about it, but his nails tear through your clothes with ease and he pounds into you roughly, like his life depends on it.
Jean - He'll watch and enjoy the show for a bit. But once he gets bored... He'll slip up behind you under the guise of helping you, only to pull just enough of your clothing to the side to slip his cock into you. He'll bend you into uncomfortable stretches while he fucks you.
Rory - It's not even a question for him. He sees what you're doing and knows he has to have you. Right now. So, of course he goes and grabs you. Kisses you nice and rough. Pushes you to the ground and strips you so he can fuck you. Can you really blame him?
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thickenmyblood · 2 months
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why did laurent start dating / having sex with maxime, even before nicaise found out? maybe this is something we find out in ch. 20, but throughout hiuh i’ve really struggled to understand or empathize with laurent in this area. you’ve mentioned him being self-destructive, or how it was good for his ego to bring a date in front of damen. but why did he feel the need to throw it in damen’s face when damen was the one who got dumped? why would he let maxime call him baby and walk all over his boundaries when this guy is a total stranger? i know some people have speculated that maxime is a uncle-stand in, but to me that doesn’t parallel bc there the abuse happened because laurent did (unfortunately) love and trust his uncle at the beginning, which enabled his uncle to abuse him. i’m honestly really trying to see where this sexual self-harm aspect of laurent comes from when it’s with a complete stranger who doesn’t seem to like laurent as a person or give him any real affection. he said sex was the foundation of their relationship, which seems odd for an ascetic person like laurent who even in hiuh canon doesn’t seem to have engaged in that kind of relationship before dating damen, when he was in a way worse physical and emotional state, unless i’m wrong.
i really, really hope this doesn’t come off as criticizing or accusatory in any way — it is your story and you can characterize laurent any way you want! to me it’s felt like this is the one area so far where laurent has been extremely defensive and refuses to take responsibility, even though it really hurt damen — not just being jealous, but being compared to maxime over and over again by laurent’s friends and implicitly by laurent himself — not to mention how it hurt nicaise. yes, damen had flings, but he didn’t try to replace laurent after two months or ever shove it in laurent’s face. and yet it feels like damen over-apologizes for ever asking about maxime or suggesting laurent’s behavior was harmful. i don’t see how damen could get over this massive insecurity when laurent appears to ridicule or dismiss him for bringing it up, like with the condom conversation or the pet name issue.
feel free to ignore this message, but always appreciate hearing why you chose a particular characterization!
hello! i get this question every once in a while so i thought i'd answer it today since we're about to be done with the story. i didn't take it as an attack or anything and it's a very cool question!
but why did he feel the need to throw it in damen’s face when damen was the one who got dumped?
in a way, reading your ask, i think you answered some of these things yourself. why did he bring maxime to a bunch of events knowing damen would be there? because he wanted the upper hand, he wanted to be seen as having moved on (remember that he thinks damen has moved on, too), because it's an ego thing. but why do it if he was the one who dumped damen? same answers, but i'd add that it's implied in the story that laurent was surprised and hurt by how easily damen went along with the break up. laurent brings it up, says he can't do it anymore, and damen just goes to work and never comes back. once again, in a toxic and insecure way, there was a part of laurent that wanted damen to fight for it, to say "wait, let's turn things around" or something. obviously, that didn't happen, and laurent interpreted that as confirmation of a lot of negative thoughts he was already dealing with (damen wants out of this but he doesn't know how to do it, damen's too "nice" to say that he wants out, damen is looking for excuses to start arguments bc he's trying to get me to end this, etc.)
this is not me justifying laurent in any way. was it childish and immature to bring maxime to events bc he knew damen would be there and he wanted, along with all the reasons listed above, to make damen jealous? yes, probably. is it petty? yes. is it ooc? i don't know. i think laurent does exhibit some pettiness in the books.
why would he let maxime call him baby and walk all over his boundaries when this guy is a total stranger? i know some people have speculated that maxime is a uncle-stand in, but to me that doesn’t parallel bc there the abuse happened because laurent did (unfortunately) love and trust his uncle at the beginning, which enabled his uncle to abuse him. i’m honestly really trying to see where this sexual self-harm aspect of laurent comes from when it’s with a complete stranger who doesn’t seem to like laurent as a person or give him any real affection.
this part of the question is a bit more complicated for me to explain. i 100% agree with people's complaints that in this aspect hiuh laurent is ooc (compared to canon laurent). in the books, he doesn't sleep with anyone but damen, so everything regarding laurent/other men is always going to be ooc in some way (unless it's non con, i suppose).
maxime has to be a stranger. maxime has to be someone laurent doesn't care about, doesn't value, doesn't respect. it would never work between them if maxime was not a stranger, which is ultimately what happens in the fic (let's, for a second, ignore the fact that they also don't work out bc lamen are in love lol). when maxime wants more, laurent cuts him out.
why does he have to be a stranger? because hiuh laurent's biggest issue in this story is that he can't be vulnerable enough to be loved and accept that love. he loved damen, but he couldn't get to a level of vulnerability that allowed him to explain himself, to show himself to damen as he really is, and without that a relationship can't last. when you feel like you have to hide parts of yourself from the person you love, eventually that turns into resentment and anger and hurt.
when he starts sleeping with maxime, he's not looking for another boyfriend. he's not looking for love. he's not sleeping with maxime because he's too horny to function either. he lets maxime fuck him because there is something to prove. and here I have to apologize because to me this detail was so clear during my writing process that I'm only now realizing I did not do a good enough job of integrating it EXPLICITLY into the story. what is there to prove? laurent has only ever slept with two people in his life and only damen was a pleasurable, consensual situation. so, here's the setting: laurent and damen break up, they go no contact, months pass, laurent is STRUGGLING (nicaise mentions this time and time and time again in the fic), laurent has no way of knowing that damen is also miserable, laurent has no way of knowing that damen hasn't moved on (damen is, actually, at this point in time, fucking other people). laurent isn't looking for love or dates or romance, but then maxime shows up and he gives laurent an opportunity to prove to himself several things:
he has effectively moved on from damen (in his mind, having sex with other people = the ultimate 'i'm done with damen" move)
he is in control. he has only had consensual sex with one person in his life, which gives damen symbolic power over him in a weird, fucked up way. or... maybe the word isn't power, but status. damen has a status in laurent's mind and memories because he's the first person laurent CHOSE to have sex with, the first person he loved and showed him it could be good, etc. as long as damen maintains that status, laurent will never stop thinking about him, will never have anything to compare damen to and say "see, it wasn't that big of a deal". which brings me to...
he wants to minimize damen. he wants dismiss what damen meant to him, what their entire relationship meant, so it can be easier to move on. how do you move on if you're thinking "oh I broke up with the love of my life lol"? laurent needs to tell himself what he had with damen wasn't unique, wasn't that special. he can have it again (the SEXUAL part).
needless to say, this fails. he has sex with maxime and finds that it's nothing like it was with damen because it's WORSE, because having sex with damen was having sex with someone who knew him and loved him and respected him. laurent has sex with maxime but he's still thinking about damen, he's still in love with damen, the same way damen is having sex with kyra or trying to date iris while thinking and missing laurent.
once this realization sort of sinks in (yes, he can have sex with other people, yet that doesn't erase damen's status in his brain bc damen was special for a bunch of reasons I'm not gonna type in here - THEY'RE IN LOVE, YOUR HONOR) that's when the self-harm comes into the picture. (this is discussed a bit in ch20 so SPOILERS but)
what kind of sex are maxime and laurent having? it's not the slow, gentle, love making stuff damen knows laurent was into. it's rough, it's degrading, it's not as pleasurable, it's a chore, it leaves marks. does laurent want those marks? we don't know. does maxime ask him if he does? we don't know. you can make it as non con as you want because the text doesn't go into detail.
the petnames. "why does laurent like it when maxime says it but not damen?" I don't think he does. he never gives damen a straight answer on this, but he does say that it makes him feel like a bimbo. it makes him feel slightly degraded. he says it wasn't terrible, but he never says he wanted it or that it was good. it's implied that damen tried it once or twice at the very beginning of their relationship, and I think we can all tell why laurent didn't like it back then with him either (bimbo feelings, laurent using him for money, the power imbalance, etc.)
uncle parallels. okay, this one's a bit tricky. yes, you're right to think that the abuse laurent's uncle subjected him to is nothing like his relationship with maxime for a plethora of reasons, but I think the narrative supports some people's opinions that maxime does resemble uncle in some ways (older, brunette, has a beard). i did not write maxime as a literal uncle stand in, so of course it's not going to be a perfect comparison. i wouldn't even call maxime and laurent's relationship abusive.
he said sex was the foundation of their relationship, which seems odd for an ascetic person like laurent who even in hiuh canon doesn’t seem to have engaged in that kind of relationship before dating damen, when he was in a way worse physical and emotional state, unless i’m wrong.
i tried to mirror canon in hiuh when it comes to laurent's... choices? in canon, damen is the first person he's with after his uncle because he's the only one laurent trusts. i don't have any doubts that canon laurent was terribly lonely and probably wanted to be loved waaaaay before damen came into the picture (post uncle, I mean) but his context and environment were so violent and dangerous that he couldn't let his guard down. similarly, in hiuh, laurent leaves his uncle's house without any money and in a very vulnerable position. he's not exactly carefree and happy and able to be like "oh I wanna date and fool around!! explore my sexuality!!!!" - in fact, this is a pretty big plot point in hiuh: laurent did contact damen out of pure necessity.
and yes, sex is the foundation of maxime/laurent for all the reasons I stated above, but at the same time it's not all about sex. it's not even about sex. it's about control and self-punishment. it's about self-hatred. we also don't know what state laurent was in when he started seeing maxime because we don't have his pov, but we do have nicaise's testimony. again, this is briefly mentioned in ch20, but it wasn't exactly pretty.
however, having said all of this, i'm not blind or dumb enough to think oh hiuh laurent is sooooo canon laurent, not a trace of ooc-ness. i get where the characterization issues are coming from. at the end of the day, I have to say that this post summarizes a tiny bit of what went into creating hiuh laurent. i tried to make him as canon as possible, but I'm not pacat and so my characterization is different. my setting is different. the modern au is different. it is completely fair to read hiuh and think as a reader "i would not have gone in this direction, i don't think laurent would ever be with someone who isn't damen, i don't think it's consistent with his canon self". i accept those comments in the same way i accept those that say they love this laurent bc of XYZ.
this is the one area so far where laurent has been extremely defensive and refuses to take responsibility, even though it really hurt damen
i understand this, but at the same time i don't know how much responsibility laurent can take over that when it's... just dating/fucking someone else after a break up. he should apologize for making damen feel bad on purpose (perhaps taking maxime places), but the rest of it... damen also fucked and thought about dating other people. the comparisons you mention were cruel, but they were made, for example, by characters like aimeric (removed from the narrative entirely later on) and ancel (who tells damen he was wrong, who tells damen he thinks laurent made a mistake letting him go).
i don’t see how damen could get over this massive insecurity when laurent appears to ridicule or dismiss him for bringing it up, like with the condom conversation or the pet name issue.
i understand that, but i also think damen's insecurity wasn't born just from this issue. he is an insecure person throughout the fic. his toxic masculinity is one way this insecurity and lack of self-confidence manifest, for example. his fixation on penetrative sex. his fixation on performance. his fixation on parenting like laurent because his own way is wrong. his fixation on never thinking about the things and people he lacks because he can't take it.
yes, laurent played a huge role in feeding that insecurity, but I'm failing to see where he is ridiculing damen. during the condom conversation, laurent snaps because he feels judged and attacked, not because he's making fun of damen's pain. during the pet name conversation, the same thing happens. and in both instances, damen is judging laurent. he judges laurent really harshly in other scenes, too, like when they find out about claude.
some of these issues are talked about in ch20, but I don't think there is a scene where laurent addresses everything. perhaps he should. i just didn't write it.
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leonardcohenofficial · 4 months
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Who are some of your favorite designers?
quite literally the only house i pay attention to is yves saint laurent and the reason i got into YSL in the first place is because i read the alice rawsthorn biography of him when i was twelve and was immediately fascinated by his life but my appreciation for his actual designs came later LMFAO; i appreciate that he was one of the first haute couture designers to come out with a full prêt-à-porter line, the impact of the le smoking suit cannot be overstated, and while i am not usually a bag lady if i had the disposable income my most expensive habit would be collecting vintage YSL bags (i have one and it is one of my favorite accessories of all time)
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greatpawtender · 7 months
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same anon lol. follow up from my previous ask (I started thinking about oz and the original team more):
augh. Thinking about laurent genuinely trying to connect with makoto and failing. Thinking about him watching abbie and cynthia connect with makoto effortlessly, and feeling left out. Thinking about him talking to oz about it, and realising that oz knows nothing about makoto at all. laurent getting angry, because even he knows makoto better, and suddenly feels responsible for him. imagining laurent blaming oz, blaming shi-won because they "made" him this way, even though by now he's responsible for his own actions. I'm imagining shi-won specifically calling him out on this, because she's been there the longest. how even though he suffered, at some point he has to accept that his decisions were his own. and that arguably, makoto was put through far, far worse things than he was.
laurent empathising with makoto more and more and starting to feel kind of angry on his behalf, but realising that by now there's very little he can do... he can resent the remaining members of the original team confidence all he wants, but they've been so good to him. they're old friends but they're also walking wounds. he can blame shi-won for teaching dorothy, for bringing him to dorothy. he can blame oz for giving him makoto to work with. he can blame them, but it's not going to change anything. shi-won at least stuck by his side, so she's easier to forgive. oz is harder to forgive, even if he gave up everything for dorothy, for laurent. laurent is splitting hairs here, because he still blames them less than he blames himself.
I think once laurent has this realisation, he doesn't really know what to do with himself. he still does cons and stuff because he probably feels like anything else would be boring, but I think he now kind of wants to shoot oz (not shi-won, because like I said, her sticking directly by his side all those years makes it easier for him to "forgive" her). he gives himself reasons to hurt oz in these cons because he doesn't know when to quit a bad habit when he's spiralling. oz notices, but he doesn’t say anything. he does whatever laurent asks of him, because he's right. I don't think oz feels bad for laurent, however (I think he just feels bad for makoto at this point, because he's already processed most of his grief and self-loathing regarding miki).
I think oz is the type of person to mask his loneliness. he probably cares about laurent the same way two people in a jail cell care about each other. he does whatever laurent asks of him almost like a peace offering, because he's used to just playing whatever role people ask of him without question. he probably doesn't know who he is anymore, and he probably doesn't care. he'll just follow whatever laurent says because the memories he made with team confidence stick to him like old wallpaper, and he can't bring himself to peel them off. he traded one life for another, and he lost both of them.
unlike them, I imagine shi-won already made peace with her demons long ago. there's a reason she told kudo to just let his daughter go. there's a reason why she didn't get an arc to herself. I don't think she feels bad that they're going through this, but she probably tries to distract them once in a while because the one-sided tension between them is annoying to deal with.
sorry I'm a little skdjsjajfj about them
as it is, it feels to me that oz just goes along with what others want most of the time. he isn't too different from makoto in that regard orz
op how does it feel like to be the sexiest person on earth
god god god I LOVEE your thoughts about laurent theyre so incredibly great I've never seen more correct hcs than yours
laurent and oz bonding over fucking up makotos life augohfj its sad but. But. sigh
laurent empathizing with makoto and somehow relating to him now bc he realizes he kinda been through the same shit as him. but like. makoto dealt with way worse so he cant really say anything so he lashes out at the og team instead orz 😭
oz doing everything laurent asks kf him the same way makoto does too now . im going insanw now.
thanks op sorry i dont have anything to say bht please know that i fucking love all ur thoughts about this thank you so much you have opened my eyes
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nasirsagron · 17 days
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It makes me laugh how you have to always clarify that you post 'official' arts when it comes to Lamen
Sorry....
Please!!!!
If I post an art from CaPri is always going to be official arts, I would never steal an art piece made by fans and make people believe I made it.
Being a book I treat these covers and things like these as the stills you would use from TV Shows
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blehblarghblah · 1 year
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Opinion on S3 of Infinity Train?
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Tl;DR, I really enjoyed this Book! Grace's growth from a manipulator matched with Simon's trust issues were a clever pairing, especially in the regard that they are codependent enablers (Grace more than Simon at first). Hazel's presence was an excellent match for Grace and Simon's "companion" but Tuba leaving an imprint the way she did despite not being there for the majority only shows how good her character was.
The themes overall were done really well, as the show demonstrated a nice portrayal of how conflicting people can exist and what one can do to better themselves, or help others.
Good season, good characters.
To get into it in more depth...
My sister and I did not like these two because of Book 2, but when we learned they were gonna be the Book 3 protagonists I figured we'd learn to like at least one of them. Character wise, I prefer Grace over Simon but I still liked how they handled everyone's characters within this book. They really did feel like snarky teenagers with no adult guidance, who at their core were really the same scared old kids who got on the train.
When Grace told Simon, "I don't owe you anything" I really liked the emotions of that scene and dialogue. How Simon was portrayed with his trust issues, compared to Grace and her manipulation, I think was done well. He was meant to be someone frustrating and both the VA and animation carried that snark very well.
I also liked how their codependent relationship as mutual (though more on Grace's end) enablers was subtly expressed at first. It was a great take on expressing the problems of acting out for attention and issue of trust, but on top of recognizing good and bad friends. Or in other words, conveying the journey of recognizing flaws in an individual or self, and either striving to help others from them or realizing to distance yourself from the company you keep.
On that notion, Grace's number going down the way it did was a good way of expressing that while you've done a lot of wrongs in life, starting the path to redemption or making up for it can be an even greater step than you realize. I also kinda liked that One-One didn't know about The Apex. It sucked, obviously, but it evolved into an interesting element with Grace having to recognize her faults and the impact she's had on others, then expand on the idea of pushing out of that toxic mentality.
Good example would be Jesse confronting The Apex: as a Passenger, it sucked his "goal" was kind of being hampered by other Passengers who misunderstood the Train, but it did lead to him outright asserting he will be better which led to his escape.
Also, this Book had Samantha the Cat! Which was always a fun recurring character to me, so seeing some backstory for her was neat! I liked Hazel's character and what she did for Grace, her presence set a standard for Grace and Simon and I liked that a lot, since it forced them to compromise on the one thing we already knew they were adamant about: wheeling denizens. Amelia's return and knowing she's helping One-One now was cool to know, but it was also saddening to learn why Hazel existed in the first place. And Holy Hades did Tuba's death hit hard, she was such a good mother-figure and the delivery of that scene was so well done (followed up with the most twisted scene where Simon just happily tells Hazel he killed her).
The amount of characters within this Book blended well together, especially in terms of narrative. A lot of themes took place in this Book, and I liked that our cast of (mostly) four balanced each other out in terms of dynamics. Overall, I think this Book carried itself well with the characters it introduced and reintroduced. My sister and I really liked it!
Until next ask,
- Bleh
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stormkobra-5 · 2 years
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BESTIE WHERE’S THE NSFW GIFS 🥵
Oop—
Well I couldn’t post both gifsets on the RB, so I ended up msging them. Though, I could probably get away with putting them here under the cut with a warning... (Excluding the kiss gif I used on that post btw)😈
Ok: 18+ Only, NSFW Under the Cut, Minors DNI
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Ok so:
Like it says in my blog description, these aren’t mine. Not sure where I found them, now that I think of it...
So there you go. >:)
Also he’s British so picture horny Steven talking— the way he grinds in that last gif is driving me insane
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pdrrook · 1 year
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Hello, it's me again. Asking for more ♡ from the Perfumare cast. Today's request: When the LI's are in a bad mood would they rather spend it with their SO or by themselves. I feel like Reed would immediately start sulking to us🤭
Yeahasdsada Reed would blow up the smallest inconvenience out of proportion just to have MC baby him 😩
Jewel gets temperamental when she's mad, so while she'd like to stay near MC, she'd just go for a walk
Now Laurent tho, he's used to dealing with his moods by himself and other ppl just walking around him on eggshells, but having MC to vent to he'd feel super spoiled asdsad he's so low-maintenance 😂
Nino's bad mood are volatile but short, she knows that, so she usually just goes to spar with someone. I actually had this went scenario written as Amalgam's preview for her on Patreon, but she basically barks at MC to go away, then gets mellowed a second later when they decide to stay
Alan's yeah solo time with his telenovela, he needs to cry it out guys 😅
Flavio aha he's kinda like a sick dog hiding in a hole, because he hates letting people know he has negative feelings at all🥴 he'd still stick to MC tho, pretending he's peachy until MC confronts him
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ask-nicaise-anything · 11 months
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Lulu
I fell off my hover board
Help
-ask-Nicaise-anything
Are you ok?????
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onceupona-crossover · 10 months
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a Simon Laurent (Infinity Train) x Catra (She-Ra: PoP) moodboard, with themes of loneliness, shared pain, and togetherness,with Bright green and crimson red colours. Season 4 Catra design, if possible.Also, romantic.
Requested by: @julianobungus
-Mod rapunzel
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threadsun · 9 months
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Okay now that [shakes off the vanilla] THAT is over let's have some fun. Let's get some situational machine bondage up in heeeeere
-sleepy
I'm going to bed soon I swear
Content: predicament play, bondage, fucking machine, dubcon/noncon, punishment
For the ask game
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Jean is so infuriatingly calm. Sitting on the couch with one leg crossed over the other. Wine glass in one hand while his other arm stretches across the back of the couch. He watches with a satisfied smile, as though this is some light evening entertainment.
You're on your hands and knees on the floor in front of him. Behind you, a machine works a thick dildo in and out of your tight hole. In front of you is another dildo, this one stationary. The collar around your neck is attached to the base of the dildo by a short chain.
You're not sure how the two are attached, but whenever you pull away from the long dildo to breathe, the machine pounds into you faster. It's a harsh predicament. Either you choke on the dildo in front of you and the one behind you goes at a manageable speed, or you can breathe but the machine pounds your hole at a painful pace.
Jean sets his wine glass on the side table and moves to crouch next to you. His fingers run through your hair. It's a weirdly soothing action, one that you take a twisted sense of comfort in. You pull back for another breath, whining as the machine behind you picks up the pace again.
"Still feel like talking back to me, sweetheart?"
Your knees give out and you find yourself pulled back onto the dildo, lodging it deep in your throat with a lewd wet sound. Jean hums and nods, as though you've responded to him.
"That's the smartest thing you've said all day."
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thickenmyblood · 3 months
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hi maca :) do u already know when you can post chapter 20? im so sad about hiuh ending but also so excited for some happiness :( also, will it really only be 20 chapters or will you add one or two more? in any case, thanks so much for all the time and effort you put into this! I loved every second I spent reading this fic <3
hello!!! well, i was supposed to post ch20 on feb 1st . . . but that obviously did not happen. this month is the month though!!!! I'll try to make it happen before march.
about the chapter: yes, it's the last chapter ever. there will be no more. ever. honestly, I don't think you'll want another chapter after this considering the rough draft I'm working with is 250 PAGES
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