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#like. he's at peace so he forgets a lot of real world struggles. he forgets Spider *can't* come see him. so he's just waiting.
dirtytransmasc · 2 months
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Spider better be allowed to connect with Eywa next movie for the sole reason that I need to see him sit with Neteyam in the spirit world. I need to see him hug his baby brother and tell him he loves him. it's literally causing me physical pain.
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arielleslipgloss · 24 days
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God wants a real relationship with you!! How can you grow in your faith?
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(all photos above are mine) “For God so loved the world, that He gave His only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in Him should not perish, but have everlasting life.” - John 3:16 (kjv)
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God is Good!! Jesus Christ literally died on the cross, while thinking of you. He never judges you ever. He loves you even when you take His kindness for granted. He gives you strength to push through everyday. He is there for you, even when you don’t feel Him with you. He cares for you when no one else does. He understands you without you even saying anything. He sees the good and how worthy you are, when you don’t. He knows you’re in pain, despite that fake smile you put on. He knows you’re trying extremely hard. He loves you more than anyone ever could. He knows you more than you know yourself. He, our Father created you beautifully. He, the Father gave his only Son for you. He cares and loves you. He, the Lord is good.
Follow His Commands!! God does so much for you and continues to do more. The greatest thing you could do to repay Him, is to follow Him and His commands. Follow in His plan, not your plans. The difference between God’s plan and our plans is that we have backups. God doesn’t have backups for us, He already knows what is right for us. He already knows what is good and bad for us. He knows your true potential, you don’t. His commands will bring you peace. His commands will change your heart for the better. His commands will lead you to the goodness of God. Now, following God’s commands is hard for everyone. I know personally, I struggle everyday with following His commands. I also know that God never said it would be easy following Him. Yet, He is still with me every step of the way in my journey. So, try to remember that He will always be there for you. He will always be cheering you on.
Spend Genuine Time with Him!! God wants you to give Him your heart. He wants your love, your heart, your time. He wants to have a real, deep, connection with you. Overall, He wants a real relationship with you. He wants to be your best friend! Spend time with Him like He’s your best friend. Have fun with Him like an innocent & pure child. Give Him little hauls of what you buy. Show Him your morning/night routine. Tell him about random stuff. Talk to Him like He’s your best friend. Laugh with Him like He’s your best friend. Spend all night on “call” with Him like He’s your best friend. Although, still keep in mind He is your Lord and you still should fear Him.
Why Most People Are Scared to Follow God!! A lot of people are scared to serve God. This is because many don’t want to surrender to Him. They don’t want to give Him their heart, mind, body, etc. It sounds terrifying to a lot of people. It may even sound scary to you reading this. Although, my way of thinking is that He technically already has control over it all. I mean, God did create you and give you your everything. He just gave you a choice for you to surrender or not. He gave you freedom to do whatever. So, if you think about it, the difference is not huge. He gave you everything.
Reminder: Don’t forget to repent because of God’s kindness and that Jesus loves you💗
I love you so much dolls!! Remember that God is always with you and to stay pretty (you already are) 💗🎀✝️
“Beloved, let us love one another, for love is from God, and whoever loves has been born of God and knows God.” - John 4:7 (kjv)
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I have loved reading your posts on various fiction from Christian perspective. I am wondering your opinion on when fantasy/"magic" fiction becomes too much? I used to encounter a lot of people talking about how basically -anything- fantasy was evil. I have struggled with scrupulosity OCD for many years now so I tend to think things towards a legalistic lens. I'd like to be able to enjoy fantasy again, while carefully discerning, so I'd love to hear what you think are the merits/limits of fantasy
Hi! First off, Jesus said: "These things I have spoken to you, so that in Me you may have peace. In the world you have tribulation, but take courage; I have overcome the world." When you're wrestling with scrupulousity, sometimes it helps to see or hear out loud the reminder that life in Christ is one that's supposed to give you peace, not constant worry about doing everything right--even if you've heard that before and you already know it, sometimes it can help to hear it over again from outside your own head. So there it is! 🤝
Next: thank you for asking me! I'm no professional. But someone did ask me this question once before. I am having a hard time finding it on my blog right now, otherwise I'd link to it, but I'll try to summarize at the end of this post!
EDIT: You asked me to talk about the merits and limits of fantasy and I got carried away explaining why fantasy fiction is not outright evil according to the Bible. I moved that to the end of the post 😅 here's what I think the merits are:
All of Reality, our world, our timeline, was invented by God. That makes Him the storyteller, us His characters, and reality His narrative. Just like any storyteller, He made up a system of rules for His world: rules like, "humans sink in water," and "humans can't be cured of sickness by touching other humans," and "the weather doesn't change just because humans tell it to." Then God, the storyteller, broke His own world-building rules. On purpose. He wrote Himself (Jesus) into the story as a human who COULD walk on water and COULD heal other humans with a touch and COULD tell the weather what to do, and it obeyed.
In fantasy stories, when a character can break the established rules of the created world, we call that "magic." We call it "magic" when the storyteller brings in a supernatural element to show that this character is special, powerful, capable, set apart from all the others.
So that's what I think the merits are. Fantasy stories have a special kind of closeness to The Storyteller Who Invented Stories, because of that very element of "make the rules then bring in rule-breaking specialness" that He uses.
That's where you get Gandalf, or even the Fairy Godmother, or of course Aslan and the Deep Magic.
The limitations to the genre, I would say, is that fantasy stories are very tempting for storytellers' egos. Because of Tolkien, there's this generation of storytellers who think that inventing a fantasy world with rules and races and magical systems and cultures and, to sum it all up, a whole universe of their own design, is the POINT.
They think the themes and the message of their story comes second to how thorough and clever they can be with their made-up magical systems, or fantasy-race-relations, or made-up languages.
Basically, in no other genre have I observed storytellers getting so excited to play god-of-their-own-clever-world than in fantasy. Then they forget that the important part of a story is the message, not the brain that's capable of inventing worlds and languages and cool-sounding names and ancestries. What they have to say basically gets lost in how flashy and cool they can be while saying it.
But that's another soap box for another time. Those are basically the merits and limitations, I think, broad-strokes.
On to the Biblical worldview for magic in stories below!
"Magic" is mentioned in the Bible. It's sorcery. Specifically, the Bible is telling Christians to stay away from "real" magic...which is basically just "trying to connect with spiritual forces to accomplish anything supernatural." We were created to have relationship with one Spirit: God. Anything outside of that is like a fish trying to breathe oxygen: it hurts us. So the Bible says, "no real magic."
But.
"Fantasy fiction magic" is not "a real live human trying to connect with real demonic forces and accomplish something supernatural." Instead, "fantasy fiction magic" is just "a real live human making up a story. Playing pretend."
The Bible has no commands, no rules, against that. Jesus told stories. His servants tell stories. We're made to tell stories.
And the Bible has no commands against telling a story that includes magic in it.
Think of it this way: God said "do not murder" right? But then in Matthew 18 Jesus tells a parable where one man tries to choke another man. There's attempted murder in the story Jesus is telling: but just because God disapproves of the act of murder, does not mean He disapproves of telling a story that features murder.
Sin being in a story isn't a bad thing. It's realistic, because sin exists. What really matters is whether or not the story treats the sin like sin, and not like an admirable thing. Because the point of all stories is to tell the truth in a compelling way. If the story treats something sinful like it's not sinful, that wouldn't be truthful. But if the story treats sin like it's definitely bad, then it's doing what God invented stories to do: tell the truth.
Now here's where you might say, "yeah, but most fantasy stories treat magic like it's a good thing."
Right. But remember: most fantasy stories don't have what the Bible calls "magic" in them at all.
When the Fairy Godmother in Cinderella says "bibbidi bobbidi boo," she's not calling upon demons to give her supernatural power (which is what the Bible is talking about when it condemns magic.) She's using a pretend superpower that the storyteller made up, on the spot, for the story. Her "magic" is not what the Bible calls "magic," so it doesn't even matter if it's portrayed as "good" or "bad" morally.
Fantasy fiction is fine. There is no reason, Biblically, for Christians not to read fantasy fiction if their only reason for it is "well there's magic in it."
There's nothing wrong with telling a story that has a supernatural element in it. It's only a story. As long as it's not real humans doing creation-worshipping or demon-contacting practices, in real life it's okay to write and it's okay to read.
Let me know if that makes sense!
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xiudaddyhadmelike · 9 months
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Sehun as your boyfriend
- i’m back (i’m posting this and disappearing again for a year)
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The Beginnings:
He’d be so awkward in the most endearing way, running his hands through his hair and fumbling around you.
I think he’d ask you out in the first week of knowing you, he’s a busy man has no time for waiting around.
Plus he’d be worried that someone else would catch your attention if he waited too long so...
Would probably ask one of the boys to talk to you first, have them hype him up and see whether you might be interested.
He thinks this is very clever and discreet but funnily enough you know what’s up when Chanyeol starts talking about Sehun’s shiny hair and his family’s long history of genetic health.
He strikes me as a bowling man. First date would definitely be bowling and then maybe heading to a latenight diner splitting a milkshake omg
After dating a while:
Orange cat dad, definitely. I will not explain.
He’s very patient, always willing to listen to anything on your mind - even if it’s about him.
His relationship with you would help him to mature.
I hope you’re patient too though cos this is still Sehun, man is goofy.
A lot of childish teasing, stuff like turning the lights off when he leaves the room or leaving the door open forget what I said about maturity actually
Not the jealous type. He thinks you’re the most gorgeous person in the world but you also know how to handle yourself if anyone tries to rizz you up.
Most he’ll do is throw an aggressive side-eye their way.
Loooves to treat you. That necklace you admired? Here you go. The restauarant you want to try out? Already booked a table. The vacation spot you’re desperate to visit? Get ready the plane leaves tonight.
On that note, he is the opposite of an airport dad, pack his passport for him and get him one of those toddler leashes head empty no thoughts
For your anniversary he’d do something lowkey and romantic, driving you both out to the countryside with a big blanket and spending the night stargazing together.
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Habits and other shit:
Always goofin, would consider back and forth banter as flirting, you’ll have to be able to keep up with the sass.
This might lead to little spats here and there but since they’re not serious you can make up quickly.
If it ever came to real arguments he’d need to leave for a while to clear his head, take a walk with the dogs before coming home to stutter an apology.
He struggles to communicate seriously sometimes but he always wants you to know he adores you.
You’d both get into hiking, especially with having the dogs. They’re a great way to spend time together, productively but still somewhat intimately in remote hiking spots.
Speaking of intimacy, he loves to cup your chin and pull you away from whatever your task is for a soft kiss, and then he goes back to his day afterwards. Does this multiple times a day, it still melts your heart.
He might be a little messy to live with but he makes up for it by doing things like grocery shopping, cleaning the cars, and other out-of-the-house chores.
He’s not clingy in the traditional sense, but he wants to be around you all the time. You both often end up sitting together silently doing your own thing, like together-alone-time.
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Dates:
This man loves any kind of beverage, so be ready for coffee dates, bubble tea dates, bar dates. Give him a yummy drink and you his yummy s/o and he’s happy.
Maybe more active dates, like skateboarding or paddle boarding in the summer.
Gym dates.
As previously mentioned, bowling. Idk he strikes me shoot me as a very competitive person and so it’s the perfect activity for him.
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*NSFW warning minors go away with peace and love*
Sex:
He’s usually a pretty collected person, very in control of his actions and words.
Not when it comes to you though >:)
When it comes to sex, he gets desperate and messy, leaving clothes all over the apartment and kissing you like he craves you mm cos he does
Loooves to use his fingers on you, he gets a little cocky being able to get you off with just one hand.
Favourite position is definitely doggy so he can really grip your hips. He can also smack your ass, pull your hair, pin you down, just a great many positives in this position.
This man can move those hips so best believe he’s got the stamina to keep going for a looong time.
Equally, sometimes he gets overly excited and desperate for you and he cums early lol i stand by that this is a compliment
Dw though, he’s got long fingers and an eager tongue.
A lot of groans, light moans, dirty talk is a must telling you how good you take him omfgfg
Loves to shower together afterwards
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All in all, a relationship with Sehun would be the definition of young, dumb and in love. He values you more than anything else in his life and will always go out of his way to spoil you where he can, knowing that you do the same for him. It’s truly like dating your best friend, and you cherish every moment.
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thedrarrylibrarian · 1 year
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Do you have any recs for Drarry struggling with trauma or ptsd during 8th year? Please and thank you!
Hello! Your holds have arrived!
I took the liberty of giving you MORE RECS and splitting this rec list into two parts! Be sure to check out last week's list for the first part of these recs!
Eighth Year + Trauma 2
A Sliver of Hope by @goldentruth813 (539 words, rated G)
Draco doesn't have much to offer, but he'll gladly share what he does have.
say something by @gallifrey1sburning (1,190 words, rated M)
“The world I was raised for is dead,” he stated, his voice flat. “And good riddance, I suppose, but there’s no place for me here. I was molded to ascend in a society that burned. It might have been better if I had burned with it.”
Destination: Healing by @stargazing-enby (2,027 words, rated T)
As much as he refused to think about it, the truth was something in Harry’s chest unravelled in those dawn-hued moments of quiet when his body was heavy against the bathroom door frame, the Cloak heavy on his shoulders, and his gaze heavier than any of the two on the rise and fall of Malfoy’s breathing.
The Swallows Will Return by @thisbloodycat (4,621 words, rated E)
Harry wasn’t sure what he’d expected from life after the war—peace, obviously, maybe a sense of accomplishment—but it certainly hadn’t been this.
to be a bit of warmth (for you) by @softlystarstruck (9,304 words, rated M)
As some of the only eighth years to return to Hogwarts, Harry doesn't know how he and Draco will manage to be roommates for a whole year without resorting to violence. But Draco is too quiet, and too thin, and wears layers of sweaters that he tucks over his fingers. So they fall into an unspoken routine, one that soothes Harry as much as it helps Draco, one that's so much easier than Harry thought it would be.
Until it all falls apart, and Harry realizes he holds the world in his hands.
Dragons Don’t Talk by @rama-thorn (15,805 words, rated T)
In which Harry can't talk, Hermione soon will have a nervous breakdown, Ron's just confused and Draco has some illwishers (and talks a lot).
Cascade by @avonneslovelies (18,738 words, rated M)
Harry wants to touch, and Draco wants to be touched. If only they could figure it out.
Heartache by @bixgirl1 (25,577 words, rated E)
What if the one person you least expect is the only one who really understands what you've gone through?
Inside Your Mind by lazywonderland (36,376 words, rated E)
Goyle's taken it upon himself to act as Malfoy's personal, one-man guard and Harry can't help but feel like it's only making the bullying worse.
The July Tree by @oknowkiss (51,637 words, rated E)
Neither rain, nor snow, nor sleet, nor hail… nor well-meaning friends, nor questionable communication skills, nor seven years of hating each other’s guts can keep Harry Potter and Draco Malfoy from falling in love.
Diffraction Patterns (I Don't Know How to Forget You) by @yourdifferentoctober (93,636 words, rated E)
When Harry Potter, of all people, offers to help Draco erase his Dark Mark, he has no choice but to accept. He wants it gone. He wants to forget. He wants to reconstitute the past. Never mind that erasures leave real marks on bodies, real traces on the world in its becoming. This is not how he expected his eighth year to go.
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tuesday again 1/2/2024
it’s quite satisfying how the year started on a monday
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first song of the year: how could it be anything other than Sabata. this is the theme from the titular Sabata, i meant to pick the theme from Return of Sabata but im not mad about it.
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reading
i read Tim Marchman’s Popping Tins newsletter (a newsletter about fish and seafood) less bc i enjoy locking Mack in the bathroom every time i want a tuna melt and more for the droll authorial voice. i have bought a tin of mackerel after reading some entries, and it was very good but much much richer than tuna.
What should I do with this can of krill meat?
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after consulting the importer’s website:
This is accompanied by a photograph of the can featuring easily-discerned black eyes, which are nothing to be concerned about, according to the company that produces this can. The first question on its FAQ page is “What are the little black speckles in my can?” “No need to be concerned here!” the answer reads. “Your meat is not dirty, and you did not get a defected can. Our Antarctic Krill meat contains the most nutritious parts of the krill, which happen to include their eyes.
The risks here are clear: I could vomit when I open the can and see the nutritious black eyes staring at me; I could destroy the peace in my home by making it smell like sautéed and simmered krill; and/or I could ruin a perfectly delicious lunch by introducing nutritious eyes and hard bits of chitin.
i have no memory of how i found this newsletter.
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i keep forgetting i have ten hoopla credits a month through my old library and i want to read more comics this year bc reading comics is fun. in the past in practice this means ive binged all ten credits over a weekend. this weekend i had time for exactly one.
The Riddler: Year One is an extremely direct tie-in to the movie and i think it’s neat they let the riddler’s actor paul dano go wild with his backstory and then turn it into a comic. it’s fun when actors get to do weird tie-in shit.
(non-sequential pages)
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watching this forensic accountant’s brain crack and scramble like an egg as he struggles to really grasp the enormity of gotham corruption and why the city is such a dogshit miserable place to live in made me go “oh huh that was a pretty good writing decision in the movie”. not that the riddler was terribly stable to begin with but the despair and the unraveling were very effectively conveyed. this comic has a lot of fun with funky layouts (left) and an entire issue (right) is conspiracy board shit on top of accounting forms which is a neat artistic choice.
deeply depressing but an interesting new little window into the rpatz batman (god i hope we get more rpatz batman films) and fun to look at.
how i found this: trawling the popular comics page on hoopla
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this is the seventh year of starting a new-to-me classic black and white movie around 1030/11 PM New Year’s Eve and i am annoyed i didn’t like the movie that started this year but, according to the data, it’s been fifty-fifty so far.
previous years have featured: sunset boulevard, yojimbo, the thin man, it happened one night, bringing up baby, the big sleep, and now roman holiday (1953, dir. Wyler).
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this is the platonic ideal of a classic movie. it’s not sterile but it’s so… unobjectionable. wholesome (derogatory) even. not particularly what i was looking for in a movie but, much like the gelato and champagne that pop up, it was kind of a sweet nothing. i don’t think anyone eats any real food this whole movie?
this is never a movie that feels rushed. it is two hours of watching beautiful people traipse around a beautiful city in beautiful edith head costumes. i would not say there is a lot of tension for the first hour and a half. however, imo, it does land its ending and for that i can forgive it a great deal. this is another beautiful movie that is simply not for me.
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have you ever wanted an open world rpg where you play as a shark? congrats, this was apparently free on epic a while back
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Maneater has a tremendously fun prologue where you play as the soon-to-be-dead mother shark who is absolutely going to town on a crowded beach and destroying multiple spear-gun-wielding divers and multiple boats full of citizens exercising their second amendment rights. this prologue is an excellent choice by the game bc it locks the fun part (eating people) behind several hours of really grindy shit. i am not entertained by the grind of eating progressively larger muskellunge, avoiding alligators, and collecting license plates. the grind is EXCEPTIONALLY grindy, i put about three hours into it and have only gotten to level 5 (teen) and have only two mutations i can sink loot into (four types of loot gained from eating other fish. this is too many types imo). i am not anywhere near a recommended level to start fucking humans up. im also not super impressed with the open world aspects of it— there are not a lot of things to do, discover, or interact with in the first two areas.
this seems like a really fun game that clotheslined itself with a cripplingly slow upgrade cycle. im sure the mid and late game are hysterically fun, especially on stream. however i am not willing to put in the hours to get to the fun part when i could immediately be having fun in some other game.
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a lot of profoundly uninteresting cleaning. after not being able to figure out why my office (where Phil [no longer in heat. for now] lives) still reeks of piss even after stealing a blacklight from a friend and cleaning with a blacklight, it is of course bc she has been pissing in secret places i didn’t think she could get to. upside down smile emoji. both the girls got their monthly flea goop yesterday and were deeply unhappy about it.
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most of my plants died in the move and i am finally tackling the survivors. fan favorite giant snake plant (not pictured, tidied up and inside) did make it and pull through but is not happy about it. now that i have baby basil and baby dill sprouting in the kitchen i do need to do something with the balcony so they have somewhere to grow up study and strong.
also slammed that silly little blondeyes NFT thing up on the archive
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wisteriasymphony · 2 months
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Back To The Old House
Something about the fall always gave Claudia a sense of peace, though it wasn’t always for the same reasons. As a kid, it was because she liked being able to stand sleeping with blankets again and because Dad would start making pot-au-feu for dinner again. When she got a little older, there was a comfort in being surrounded by death; The world didn’t seem to like admitting it, but it was easing back into its six months of mourning the summer, and, well— Lydia was born in June. But now…
I would rather not go Back to the old house There's too many bad memories Too many memories there
“Why do you put on all these sad songs when we’re dancing together?” She asked her husband. He brought her in closer as they danced in the kitchen, planting a kiss on the top of her head like he’d started doing once he was too tall to easily kiss her on the lips. “This is probably one of the worst songs we could be dancing to.”
“I don’t mind the lyrics,” Adrien smiled, holding onto her waist tightly. “Besides, we listened to these a lot when we were younger, right? Doesn’t it bring back memories? ..The night we met?”
“…It does.” 
Specifically, Claudia couldn’t help but remember just how lanky and awkward her husband was back then. Adorable, yes, but definitely not anything romantic. It didn’t help that she also associated meeting him with the shame of acting so stupidly—Sure, she was a bit crossfaded and was more focused those nights with coming off as sober than caring about boundaries, but she’d had no real reason to just pet his head out of nowhere. …And yet, they wouldn’t be here without it, right? It was worth not being sober that one night.
And you never knew How much I really liked you Because I never even told you Oh, and I meant to Are you still there or have you moved away? Or have you moved away?
“Do you ever regret it?” 
Adrien was caught off guard by the question, nearly forgetting his steps. He had thought once or twice before about what was waiting for him back home—Not struggling with bills, not worrying about groceries, so on and so forth. But etched in Claudia’s face were these gorgeous smile lines, wrinkles that held in them such a perfection that even by themselves they were worth Adrien throwing his previous life away.
“Not for a moment,” he sighed. “And even if I did, I don’t think it was my fault for leaving.” His thumb traced Claudia’s hand, a warm and freckled hand, a truly beautiful hand forged in life and in hardship and in soft moments like these, too. “If anyone should regret anything, it should be Ladybug.”
Claudia nodded, glancing off for a moment. The name carried the weight of a curse, but not the vulgar kind. Claudia was sure that girl—whoever or wherever she was and had been for the past few years—didn’t know who she was, but there’s always this sort of guilt that carries you when something not meant to be yours chooses to be. Over scrubbing dishes or during long breaks at the Café, Claudia would worry from time to time about how she’d never know what she’d taken from that girl she’d never get to meet. It was like Sylvia Plath and the fig tree: Just, in Claudia’s own story, she’d taken a ripe purple fig out of another girl’s hand, leaving the poor thing with only the rotten fruit on the ground to pick and choose from. As much of a calloused bitch as that girl probably was, Claudia would often think to herself about just how awful it must have been to take a bite of a disgusting, rotten fig that you didn’t even want. 
I would love to go Back to the old house But I never will I never will I never will
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lasi-nariyoyoreads · 5 months
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Suho's personality according to tarots
Disclaimer:
My readings are made for fun and you should read them for fun too. So don't take them seriously. 
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The star
The star is such a pretty card, I can see why it appeared for him.
He's at peace with the universe, someone who has a positive look on life.
He's a spiritual person and a source of inspiration for the people in his life.
But this doesn't mean he's a hermit, there's a balance between his inner and outer world, he cares equally about both aspects.
Often, someone who cares about looks and popularity can be a bit vain and someone who is introspective might forget about the social aspect, I feel Suho manages to balance his need for self-reflection and his need to be in the spotlight. I think it's such a rare and amazing quality.
He seems like a man who has reached a nice position from a spiritual point of view. He might've struggled in the past, he still struggles probably, but he's mature and he knows how to face properly the challenges that come to him.
How does he see himself?
Rev ace of cups, 9 of cups, rev 4 of wands
He feels that he's holding back his emotions, or he feels blocked by certain things, as if he can't truly break through to get what he wants.
There might be a feeling of "they don't love me enough".
At the same time, he can't really complain.
He knows he's a successful person, he's doing a job he likes, he's able to try new things, he meets many people etc.
He wants to be a positive energy for others and he thinks he manages to do.
Maybe that's why he feels "blocked" sometimes, he doesn't like to open up on his negative feelings, he tends to bury them deep down in his heart, while he only shows his good and happy side to others.
It's possible he feels that he shouldn't complain, that he's lucky etc. so he's ashamed to harbor feelings of unsatisfaction.
As much as he enjoys hic current life, he probably wonders many times if he isn't missing out on anything. A normal childhood, just going to school and hanging out, without having to go to train, a normal young adult life, going to university, finding a job, falling in love etc.
He probably wonders "what if I wasn't who I am today? Would I be happier?"
How do others see him?
8 of pentacles, 3 of cups, rev 9 of pentacles
The general impression is that Suho works a lot, he takes care of a lot of aspects, he's diligent and dedicated to his job and to his group.
But he isn't only linked to his job, people think he's a very sociable person, who likes to party, have fun with others, hang out with friends.
It seems like he does have a great work/life balance 
It's also possible he's the type of person who likes to invite his juniors to eat and pay for them.
They feel that he might lack indipendence, a real self-identity.
He might tend to show off his money/status or to show that he's more than what he truly is.
Positive traits:
Rev 2 of cups, king of pentacles, the hermit
He's extremely faithful to the people close to him
He can have very respectful relationships, with a lot of harmony and balance.
And yes, he's the embodiment of the king of pentacles.
He's a mature man, successful and wealthy, he doesn't try anything risky, he never does anything controversial, he's dependable, he's hard worker, he's solid, generous, almost an old-fashioned man, in the most positive sense.
Despite all this openness, like I mentioned before, Suho is an introspective person. He knows his inner world very well, he probably enjoys to analyse his own feelings and try to not let them become harmful.
As much as he likes gatherings and friends, he also enjoys some alone time where he can take care of his inner world and mental health, allowing him to be all the positive things that people around him think he is.
It's possible he might take actual periods where he enjoys being completely alone and out of touch with other people, like traveling alone.
It might also point to him taking seriously his mental health and attending professional like psychologists etc.
He's not afraid to seek help and take time off if he needs.
Negative traits:
Rev 4 of pentacles, 6 of swords, rev 10 of swords
He might be too generous with his money. Like he might spend too much on himself or the people around him.
His faithfulness might be a weakness if he's dealing with bad people.
He might be too trusting in general and they might take advantage of him.
If he realizes he's being taken advantage of, he might have a hard time to push that person away. I feel he might be prone to end up in unhealthy dynamics.
He might in general have a hard time to let go of the past and move on.
He's faithful but to the point it gets problematic and gets in the way of his growth as a person.
He might suffer in silence and be ok with all sorts of hardships, he has a tendency to self-sacrifice that might be excessive and unnecessary at times.
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chidoroki · 7 months
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182 Days of TPN - Day 176
Chapter 176: "We're Home!"
The long awaited hug! It's so heartwarming it almost makes you forget about Emma tossing her weapon aside, which later becomes an unfortunate consequence, but we'll worry about that later and do our best to focus on these precious kid's happy faces.
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I'm pretty glad their reunion is one of the only things to get animated from this chapter.
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Of course one of the downsides to the anime not including everything is us missing out on Phil's reaction to seeing everyone else. The rest of the kids just sorta show up all in one place in the second season but the manga makes the many reunions feel more personal, especially with him learning that Norman was never killed.
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Phil reflects on how hard the past couple years have been for him while keeping the farm's secret and feeling isolated from the other children due to knowing it and if there's anyone who can understand his pain, it's Ray, as he suffered the same cruel experience so the fact the two of them can share this hug (and head pat) is so sweet, it can bring me to tears. These boys deserved so much better! No more sadness allowed for either of them til the end of time!
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I'm very happy Sherry get her own moment with Norman too. Their friendship is so adorable. She's undoubtedly his biggest fan.
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Look how relieved and happy Isabella is to finally be done with all the lying and fighting. That smile of hers is so pretty, she wants nothing more than to care for her children like a real mother should and damn it y'all, I wish she could've got that chance alongside all the other moms and sisters!
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This quote (that continues into the panels after this page) is probably my favorite from Emma. I know I've said it a lot, about how amazing Emma is to be so optimistic while being surrounded by this world's many various threats that constantly want her dead, but finally being able to see her achieve all her goals while staying true to herself is something I'll always be proud of her for. No matter all the difficulties she faced, whether it was losing someone dear to her, sustaining serious injuries or making life changing decisions, she kept on fighting to secure a better future for her family. Of course she had some moments of weakness to process everything going on around her and to keep her emotions in check, but not once did she ever quit pursuing that bright dream of hers.
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The children have all fought through so much together and had their own personal struggles, so seeing them all smile and break out into tears is definitely one of the best moments of the series. They all deserve this victory and a moment to be excited about their freedom.
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Sigh, rest in peace to all those we lost along the way! I may not remember all their names aside from Yuugo, Lucas, Conny, Olivia & Michelle, but having Emma think of everyone again proves just how important they all were to to, even if we, as readers, didn't get to see them often enough throughout the story.
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Yeah, that brief moment the kiddos had to relax? All gone, thanks to this bastard! If anyone desired to know which character I hate most, it's this damn demon. I don't wanna talk about it but the reason is literally unavoidable in this chapter and to this day I'm still crushed that it happens.
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Glad you finally realized your own mistake, honey, but ya gotta be quicker than that! These poor children though, living just a normal life at the orphanage one moment and then running scared for their lives because of this demon the next.
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I'm so damn proud that Ray managed to stay alert despite all the reunions and how his protective nature gets kicked into high gear to try and stop that bastard from harming Emma and the girl she's rushing to save.
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The look on Ray's face (& everyone else's) makes me wanna scream. I don't wanna imagine this scene getting animated (& I'm so incredibly thankful it wasn't) but I can just hear the couple of shots Ray fired off, the complete silence that follows as the kids stand by completely speechless due to the sight in front of them as an occasional drop of blood drips off the demon's claw as Emma slowly looks up and... aahhh fuck.
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The way I fell in love with this woman just a handful of chapters ago to now be on the verge of losing her, just.. FUCK! I hate it. I hate it. I hate it. I hate it. I hate it. I will always hate it. I will always hate this demon. I will always hate how this chapter was released on Mother's Day. The timing could not have been any worse and I'll never not be completely devastated by this moment!
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Favorite panel/moment:
I desperately need some happiness right now and this panel is the perfect way to achieve it. Writing out the next chapter is absolutely gonna put me through emotional hell. again.
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we need a reading astrology of Travis too plsssssss
Please take this with a grain of salt, its just for fun!
I'm only sharing information on his Sun and Moon signs because I don't know his real time of birth and don't want to give any false info on his Rising sign
Sun in Libra:
Where your sun is located is central to who you are, where you derive your energy from. Travis' Sun is in Libra, and Libra signs are known to be very social and peace loving people.
They try to seek the middle ground because they like their peace, and at times may try to be everything to everyone, known to be liars 🤣
Sometimes they struggle to take a stand on something in the name of remaining neutral
They are always comparing things in their life, this was better than that, or this time I did better than the last time
Love to be part of a group, thrive off of a mix of people/ tend to be very popular and social
They have very high expectations for themselves and others
They make good leaders because people tend to like them/listen to what they have to say
Libras in Relationships:
Libras are very social people, they tend to be very classy and know how to work a room
They are naturally understanding and collaborative so they make for great long term partners
They don't enjoy arguments are fights, they would rather just let it go
They are givers, and they will give, give, give to keep you happy, which can be annoying depending on what you ask for
They tend to be very indecisive in life and in relationships, again they want to keep the peace, so they would rather not make a decisions than upset you
Overall they are most compatible with Leo, Gemini, and Aquarius signs
Moon in Sagittarius:
Another very social sign, Sags love to have their freedom and space and venture out (this is why people say Travis is for the streets, he has a hard time staying in one place for long)
They are very helpful people, but tend to be a bit irresponsible and easily forget commitments and veer from their schedules if they don't feel like doing something
They love friendly competition and being outdoorsy
They tend to have a very optimistic outlook on life
They are risk takers, and that comes with a lot of opportunity for things to go wrong. Very rebellious people as well (checkers game, anyone?)
Venus in Scorpio:
They are very attractive for their intensity and how they easily commit to people and relationships.
Intensely loyal to the people that the love. They will give you their full attention in a relationship, like you are their whole world
They can be very controlling as well, which a lot of people can find stifling. Loving them can be a very intense experience because they are very all or nothing
They can easily be jealous, especially of other relationships you have in your life, and you may find them to be hot or cold depending on their mood
Overall they are most compatible with Pisces, Capricorn, and Cancer signs.
If you are interested in learning about your own birth chart, I love this site: https://astro.cafeastrology.com/natal.php
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forgetmenots0250 · 2 years
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Platonic Vance Hopper x Steve Harrington HCs
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Vance didn’t want to go to that goddamn house so he decided he will wait till midnight to go home
He decided to wait on the curb of some dumb street light
He just got away from getting arrested for beating a guy for messing with his game
He didn’t want to hear that man that is in the law his “father” right now. Not his nagging, not his glaring eyes of hate for something he didn’t do.
He couldn’t help but be away from that man.
If he could he would strangle him till his life ended in his hands but he would much rather not be in cuffs 
They hurt his wrists and would rather not experience them again
Vance sat on the curb with bloody knuckles, from his the guy’s teeth he punched out and the knife that he tried to stab Vance with
He still had the knife in his pocket 
As he sat down on the curb a man walked up to him, he looked young maybe in his early 20s or so
“Hey, you okay kid?”
“It’s none of your goddamn business.”
“You’re bleeding, come on let me help you with that at least”
Vance struggled before he inevitably let the dude wrap his knuckles in bandages and then help with the slight scarring on his wrists from the cuffs
The man eventually introduced himself as Steve Harrington and Vance after a “little” bit of convincing introduced himself as Vance Hopper
Steve helped Vance up and took him to some grocery store to get this kid a chocolate bar
After a lot of run-ins with each other Vance finally softened a bit
Steve bought Vance food most of the time and they would eat together 
Steve and Vance found a spot in the woods that was a no man’s land and was perfect
It was an unused railroad that ran above a river that wasn’t too far from the river but a perfect place to jump off from and not feel like you got hit in the stomach when jumping in face first 
The bridge wasn’t connected to any railroads so it was safe to just hang out on it
Steve and Vance would hang out with some candles to warm up and blankets and just listen to music and tell stories 
Vance told Steve about how he was kidnapped and stored in some basement with other kids but in the end, there were only 6 victims 
Steve was horrified to see how calm Vance was about the situation and tried to comfort or at least help him realize it was not just some inconvenience 
“Well I wouldn’t say being kidnapped was the best thing in the world but it was just better than life kinda, it’s hard to explain but it was like life had stopped and kinda peaceful. When I say this I mean like when I wasn’t beaten or… other times.”
Steve teared up and hugged Vance who didn’t really get it and didn’t hug back but definitely didn’t push him off
Steve will admit he had been spending a bit more time with Vance than the other and he will admit that it’s unfair 
But he was so traumatized about this kid's life story, it’s not with the upside down where it sort of only happens in Hawkins but this wasn’t some demo bullshit it was real life where anybody could be kidnapped and it’s a regular occurrence that it’s scary. To know he’s gone through that so he sort of implanted himself as mother hen in Vance’s life
He had no one but himself to blame
Vance discovered that without his pinball machine that he fidgets a lot and even fidget with Steve’s hand before Steve gave him some gadgets to distract himself 
Vance lets Steve braid his hair and it’s a really cute moment where Vance is sipping tea that Steve made and Steve trying to get the angle right so the Bobby pins and such stay and look good
Once the others noticed how Steve seemed to be a bit more busy than usual they follow him a bit and discover Vance
“Hey hippety Hopper! I got you some snacks” Steve had a pep in his step as he almost skipped over the bridge 
“Call me that again and I will stab you Steve, don’t forget about my sociopathic tendencies.” Vance glared at Steve with a playful yet serious statement like he could do that but not to Steve 
“Right right now tell me you wanted to talk about your friends? Or the kids with you in the basement” Steve sat down next to Vance opening the bag in his hands 
“Yeah… well, we sort of had a click since we were all kidnapped and stuff so we sort of just stayed together. I think I remember you saying that it’s a trauma response can’t remember, anyway. There’s this boy whose name is Griffin, he’s a few years younger than me and he was one of the ones with me… he’s a small kid and he doesn’t have any friends and I feel bad. I don’t know why but it’s irritating not knowing and it’s got me angry why I feel bad even though I’m sure he doesn’t have a bad home life or anything so it just makes me angry that I feel this way.” Vance talked with pauses as if thinking about how to talk he spoke about his feelings and also fidgeted with Steve’s hand a lot more 
“It’s okay to feel that way so what do you do in this group? Hang out or something?” Steve leaned back to lay on the wooden bridge and Vance soon accompanied him 
“I guess we sort of just hang out in the abandoned house down the road. It used to be the high schoolers hang out before we showed up, I’m pretty sure it's because of me” Vance didn’t seem upset actually kinda proud of himself which reminded Steve of a certain someone he once knew
Vance continued to talk about the others and how they were called the Casper crew for looking like ghosts but it stuck and they take pride in it
Vance talked about being injured and helping the kid who killed their kidnapper and how he had to be carried by another injured guy (Robin) 
Steve when he heard the name Robin immediately went to his coworker robin and told stories about her
Vance listened attentively as Steve ranted 
Max was surprised at how fucking identical Vance was to billy and how his style resembled Eddie, it made some cry while others were completely shocked. 
Vance decided to go a bit early to go to his friend's house so they had their goodbyes early 
Once Steve noticed the party he yelled at them for being so late in the night
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I came to your account to look ,i'm fan of Princess Iman and Salma. I don't have anything against Rajwa but for the moment i have "bad vibes" coming from her. I wanted just to give you my opinion( nothing bad just an opinion I respect everyone's one). I kept reading everywhere Prince Hussein's future marriage is arranged and after all the things I saw, including his behavior( not shy at all we saw privates pics of him with girls he isn't shy when he chooses who to hang out with) this give me 100% of arranged or forced marriage on his side. A man's love is in the present, it happens quicker than for a girl, a girl's love can grow with time not men's one. So yes ,he pretty much confirmed he didn't like her but something reminded him of her(the coup?).
Now maybe they agreed on a deal but there will never be love between them we're in 2023 People want real and true love. I read people compare them to Charles and Diana, well yes Charles and Diana did lots of PR looking "in love" pictures ,events, their wedding everybody thought it was a fairytale love story when it wasn't.you can fake easily especially in their fake world,even if Prince Hussein struggles in showing any affection to Rajwa. Can't blame him you can't force someone to have feelings for someone else. Queen Rania is a specialist in faking and pretending, all the so called love to Rajwa is way too much it's weird. Anyway I hope God is with Prince Hussein,after he lost so much weight i hope somehow he will find peace but when you're forced.you'll explode one day for sure...Be aware that it's an opinion among others, in no way i am being mean, if you accept my confession or not it's up to you. I respect. Princess Iman's coldness to Rajwa was odd to me so i decided to read things who to me now make senses.
Hello, you're welcome and ofc you are free to express your opinions the way you want . This is not the kind of messages am telling it's rude or repetitive. So feel free to say what you want.
As for Rajwa and Hussein: Well, for sure we can't know for 100% what's happening behind closed doors. To say they are deeply in love ? Am not sure ! There's no evidence. I can't really tell. But I truly think at least Rajwa likes Hussein. Don't you agree ? I mean after all there are so many reasons for her to fall in love with him.
2/ I like Hussein I find him warm-hearted and all but I always think he's inauthentic in public. Way before Rajwa joined the family, whenever he gives speeches for example he has the same facial expressions and body language and those look exactly like his father's as well. And even when he's just interacting with people.
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I'll try to find further pics to prove my point of view regarding his body language ,same goes for Rania. I am 10000% sure they have monitor/ coach who guide them how to behave in public. Nothing is natural for them It's all about how they try to portray themselves and how they want the others to perceive them... Anyway, I think same applies to his relationship with rajwa, we don't know for sure if HE ACTUALLY LIKES HER OR NOT, but he's not behaving naturally in public. Means every move is calculated and every word said is well thought of.
Maybe that's why people see he's faking the story - and that's true- but what I meant is that even if he's in love with her he will behave in the same calculated way...he will say the same words and so on.... as you said behind closed doors he behaves differently with his friends and girls BUT not in public!
3/ About something reminded him of her : Haha I thought taht was meant to be a romantic thing to say but it actually backfired on him. I think he meant we spoke to each other for a while then each of us went his way than "BOOM" something happened so he remembered her . Something here as he wanted us to believe "never forget that his words are calculated " is the destiny who reunited them or the fact that she's unforgettable and she popped in his mind again. Ofc am trying to interpret his words in a positive light because that's what he wants us to believe no ? I Don't believe those words but I mean if he's lying anyway why would he say a bad narrative if he wants to promote his fake love story?
4/ Rania is trying to promote Rajwa and Hussein's love story : that's 100% true yet even if he truly loved Rajwa, Rania will do the same thing and she will promote it anyway... But I guess their PR is reading people's comments everywhere and they are trying to further convince us that they love each other.
5/ I ve never said they are in love or not because they will always be inauthentic in public.
6/ If Hussein married her for money or royal links , why to blame her ? He's the one who's taking advantage of her . Furthermore, why to blame him if he sacrificed himself for a greater cause , to bring prosperity to his country for example?
7/ It's really obvious that Iman is in love with Jameel but look at her in the wedding she looked unhappy and as if she was forced into this marriage. We have to understand that their life is really hard while everyone in public is watching even their little moves.
8/ There's absolutely no problem if Hussein and Rajwa marry and then divorce if they can't get along with each other. Look at king Hussein or at P Hamza .. Well you can still go on with your life if you are divorced haha as you said it's 2023 , I think divorce is not the end of the world.
9/ Trust me about Iman : I think she just gave a short answer to Rajwa about something than she was surprised and stressed because the camera caught her .
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arisugamez · 5 months
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✨Small starter for Season 3✨
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A lot could happen in eight years..
For Arisu, a lot was an understatement. With Borderland a distant memory — a part of his past he wished to forget and discount as some sort of terrible fever dream as a result of the meteor incident — he chose to move on not only to find happiness and peace within himself, but to honour those who couldn’t make it back home due to those terrible games. To honour Karube and Chota who would have even so proud of all he’d achieved since the last time they’d saw him — back when he still struggled to take real direction in life and video games were the only things that made sense to him. How times had changed since then. Would they even recognise him now?
With his psychology degree sealed and a job he loved, Arisu would say his life had turned around massively. Being a school counsellor, it didn’t even feel like work. It was nice to help kids work through problems of their own and to be there for them when they felt like they had nobody else to express their issues to. Some of them he could relate to; loneliness being one of the biggest problems they were facing. Arisu knew what it was like to feel irrelevant to the world. To feel like a waste of space. It was why he’d taken the job in the first place; because nobody deserved to feel like that. An optimist at heart, it was his goal to give these kids hope for the future.
However, his job wasn’t his only achievement. Recently he’d managed to gather up the courage to finally ask Usagi for her hand in marriage after years of dating his soulmate. Possibly the only good thing to come out of Borderland as much as he loathed to give any praise to that hellish place. Now with a date set for their wedding, Arisu could feel the butterflies swarm in his stomach every time he thought about announcing his vows to her. The start of forever. Life was.. perfect. Well— as perfect as someone still recovering from PTSD could be. What more could a man ask for?
With his work day finished and his paperwork filed nearly into a metal cabinet, locked away for confidentiality, Arisu was ready to head home for the day.. that was until he felt his phone vibrate in his pocket, signalling that he had a call. Usagi asking if he could pick up some groceries on the way home, perhaps? Only one way to find out. Fishing into his picket, Arisu grabbed his phone and brought it to his ear to accept the call, not bothering to glance at the name on the screen. It had been a long day and his mind had well and truly switched off enough to check little details such as those.
“Hello?”
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innocencelives · 7 months
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was watching a kurtis conner video where he was trying out this ridiculous spiritual healing course that claims to cure blindness, but he mentioned affirmations which reminded me of this list of affirmations i found way back in high school. just as i was realizing what happened to me i found this list and it stuck with me for years and years afterwards. havent seen it in so long but im really happy to rediscover it. even in my cunty slay healed era of maybe the last, 2 years? 3 years? i think 3 years. still coming back to this meant a lot to me and made me a bit emotional. 7/8/9 always meant the world to me. 9 is striking me real hard right now, that word believed. beyond my entire family there were so many therapists and doctors over the years who couldnt comprehend and refused to acknowledge what happened to me. people dont want to believe something like this even happens in the first place. and the context to which my abuse was experienced-in the fog of early memories, aftershocks that emphasized the things i cant connect to, and my struggle to come to terms with something that contradicted every facet of my life up until that point. its been 4 years since i talked to my mom, 2 years since i talked to my sister, about 8 years since i graduated highschool and never talked to my dad again. i dont know if my grandparents are alive or dead. i know they all still think of me, i know i left my family torn and broken as i pushed forward into a future beyond my childhood. they chose to brand me a heretic and so i did the only thing i could-turn my back on the first 18 years of my life and find a future in which i wanted to live. i still think about them often. all of them, my whole extended family that disappeared one day, the abusers i found in my years of self harm, the pictures on my iphone of the gore and viscera i made of my arms and legs, the therapists who conspired with my parents to deny my past, the kind souls like my sister and my grandparents who i lost to the sands of denial, the homeless shelter after homeless shelter and sidewalks i cried on. all i can do is look forward and continue to build a life of my own. i will never forget any of my past, it will haunt me from beyond the crevices of healed cptsd. but im happy where i am. and i have to hold onto that. i have to find peace with the lives i lived before. i have to find peace with the ghosts i carry with me.
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"I'm no leader, and i don't want to force my sister to stay yi dans leader when someone better could take over."
He knew his limits, knew them better then anyone else. He was raised to be a fighter. His hands were ment to hold a sword not a pen. Zhao yi dan was born a fighter and was raised with one foot in the grave , his older siblings and sue's presence were the only people that prevented him from being nothing more then a beast. He remembered how he had to purposely talk softer or lower to not startle her. Her shyness was a product of a verity of things but he refused to be the one to snuff her fire out. So he worked at her pace, did things slow.
" If, no- You said you wanted to make things better then i'll give you my word in making sure you can do that....and right know that means you have support and don't over work yourself "
Zhao remembered how he had refused to share his wish, his dream with his sister but with sue-
' I want to be a leader that leads yi dan to peace ! I want no more war , no more kids fighting.....no more starving people. I want to be a good man, a better man then the king......then my father '
It felt so far away know, he was nothing more then a dragon that had killed million's to end a war that should have never been fought. Yet the slow and calm days with sue made him see life differently. The only time he was angry, truly angry was when he had to defend sue. He shouldn't have to, she was a sweet girl, his best friend that was always open to talk about the scary things. Her smiles made him feel safe, like he did not need to fight a war.
" If you wish for grander things and yi dan is your starting point then i'll be honored to help you "
He wondered if she wanted to do away with leaders like that man. If she wanted to change the very foundations of many and build something better. He wanted to watch her as she took the world by storm as she did what she said was her big thing.
Zhao yi dan wanted to watch and be by Suzannes side as she made changes. He wanted to be by her side like he promised her
Zhao was already better then him. She remembered. And maybe he didn't think it, but a real leader knows his limits, knows his strengths from his weaknesses, & will gain allies to help them where they're weak. Zhao was already better then his father, he proved that in a matter of moments in being in her presence.
"Don't worry about me too much, I can handle a lot now." This wasn't dismissing Zhao's support, simply assuring him, it takes a lot of overwork her & she knew her limits better. As delicate as she may still appear, she was one of the hardest workers in Camellia. "Really, I appreciate it."
"Yi Dan... is my start, but even if it is but a stepping stone, every step on my path has meaning. My wish, to help you & your people is no less real then my grand goal, no less true, of that you can be sure."
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"I'll make it very difficult for the world to forget me when I'm done." Whether they think her a hero or a villain didn't matter to her, as long as she is remembered. With every word that left her, she was sure. Her desires to help are honest & true, & the world will remember her name, one way or another.
Sue balled her hand into a fist, reaching & pressing her knuckles against the other's chest, above his heart. Not like a punch, not even slightly, though there was some pressure behind it.
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"And I promise, it will be worth it."
A promise from the heart. All struggle will be worth it. Her goal will be worth everything he wants to give it.
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inkofbakugou · 2 years
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Under the blue sky | Prelude
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🏵️ Wordcount: 17k whoops! 🏵️ Genre: Fluff/angst | Enemies to lovers!AU • Fantasy!AU • Non-canon!AU 🏵️ Characters: Bakugou x OC (+ the majority of MHA characters + some OCs) 🏵️ Description: Just when Bakugou thought his childhood dreams were too broken to be put back together, he finds himself embarking in a journey to save the world, stuck with too many "extras", struggling to understand which is the real meaning behind the word "hero". Aka: this is the story of Katsuki Bakugou and how he passed from being a promising Pro Hero with a bright future ahead of him, to a bounty hunter, to an alleged villain with a bounty on his head… before finally realizing the biggest dream of his life: to become one of the greatest Heroes of all time. 🏵️Warnings: mention of blood; mention of drug use; mention of child abuse; minor character death; 🏵️ A/N: I drafted this story a long time ago before putting aside MHA due to lack of time. But the recent chapters made me want to go back to this fanfiction because I was having so much fun writing about Bakugou being absolutely awkward with his feelings and people! It's a Fantasy!AU (FF VII and One Piece inspired me to the core), so the setting is completely altered, and doesn't follow the canon -mainly 'cause when I first started it many things were still unrevealed in the manga (Dabi, I'm looking at you). I don’t know if someone will ever give it a chance (due to the thematics and the length) but if you do, thank you from the bottom of my heart! I'm aware it's quite slow but I promise it gets better, so if you decide to delve into it, I hope to repay you with something nice that could brighten up your day a lil bit! P.S. English isn't my first languange, so feel free to point out if anything sounds off!
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Aeri once told him that all of them are just shells.
He doesn't know why her words run through his head all of a sudden, at this very moment, but Katsuki can't stop thinking about it. 
He shifts on his spot, sitting more comfortably on the bench facing the town square, gazing at the people walking back and forth on the street. Quietly. Without a care in the world. Enjoying the once-long-gone peace that finally is seeping through their reality, day by day, little by little. 
Laughters and chatters plague the atmosphere in every corner of the visible portion of the area he can catch from his position -but his utmost attention gets drawn by a small group of children standing close to the fountain, almost making him forget the real reason why he decided to drop all his almost-Pro-Hero plans to reach this faraway place: they're splitting into two groups, arguing on who's going to play the role of the bad or good guys. When they seem to have made the final decision, one of them jumps on the edge of the fountain and raises his right fist up in the air while declaring that he’ll save the world from the villains that still wander freely and undisturbed, because he is the great… Deku.
Deku… him. 
A vein pops on Bakugou's left temple, while a small pout tugs at his lips now hidden behind the scarf. Incredible! Absurd! Among all the myryad of amazing Heroes who appear in every news, newspaper or magazine, that little brat picked Midoriya! 
(The same Midoriya who, as soon as he found out why Katsuki suddenly couldn’t make it to their meeting, probably because of Kaminari's largemouth, sent him a text full of horrendous emoji that still sits unanswered into his phone -something so atrocious that made him want to run back to NeoTokyo only to punch him (“Take all the time you need and don’t worry! Good luck, Kacchan :) Oh! And tell Aeri we miss her a lot, too! ^^”)). 
Letting out a sigh, Katsuki observes the kids now busy mapping out a plan to capture the little villains, who are now running in various halleys to find a refuge and prepare themselves for their fight. 
But, if the old Bakugo would’ve exploded like a stick for Izuku to be once again in the spotlight -to be considered once again the best who consequently shoved him on the sidelines, now, there’s only a piping hot warmth that spreads through his chest and washes away the resentment and rage and whatever was holding him back from accepting all his own weaknesses. Because one of them wears an Ingenium mask made of cardboard; because a little girl is sitting on the edge of the fountain in a weird-froggy-style just like Asui would do; because another one wears a t-shirt with Shoto’s face printed on it; because the boss of the little villains just declared war throwing a hand grenade made of paper on top of little-Deku’s head while tightening a Dynamight doll (it serves you right, Izuku! And, for the record, that’s the coolest villain amidst the group, ah!), and the scene now unfolding before his eyes is… sheer perfection.
Because this is a type of peacefulness he's always fought for, and he doesn't give a damn about who's the best anymore. 
This is a gush of the world Bakugou's always wanted to create since he started understanding what’s the real meaning behind the word “Hero”. It makes him look back at the past with nothing but pride: all the months spent on the brink of death -all the blood, sweat and tears they all shed throughout their long and weird journey, all the scars scattered through their bodies, all the pain they’ve endured, all the people they've left behind and met, and all the important things they’ve lost only to reach something bigger and better… it was all worth it.
And now that he’s gone back training to get his hero-license and he’s got much more time to dedicate to himself, Katsuki realizes that something is missing in his own brand-new world. Someone, precisely. Someone who sat sail with him and accompanied him even though he was scraping the bottom of the barrel, always accepting him for the scared and proud and arrogant and curt and stubborn human-mess he was. 
Someone he misses dearly…
Feeling his heart doing an annoying fluttering thing in his ribcage, Katsuki trails his stare to his right, laying it on the figure wrapped in a coat busy talking to a couple -some friends, probably, judging from the casual posture of her body and the playfulness in her voice.
Aeri is standing there, in flesh and bones, and his body reacts just like it used to do when they were stuck in a mission to save the world. As if every fiber of his being was made to quieten down in her presence -as if the affection that bloomed for her never withered, despite all that happened. It's still there, burning, scorching, impatiently waiting to grow. The fact is... no matter how much distance he put between them, no matter how thick is the plain rage that desperately tried to peel off the underripe emotions he was nourishing deep inside of him: Aeri's memory always came back to knock at the doors of his conscience, feebly, but persistent. 
To remind him that, at a certain point of their pretty odd lives, they were--no, he believed they could be… something more than just friends.
Aeri rests her gloved hand on her mouth to squelch a chuckle and his stomach twirls in a painful knot. Ten months might have passed, but she is as pretty as the last day he saw her -maybe even more than the memories he used to replay in his head when he couldn’t stop wondering if life was treating her well and kindly. Her bright red hair cascades in gentle waves along her shoulders, the fringe pulled back to reveal the series of scars that cut through the left side of her face (one of those views she’d have let admire only to him, once, too embarrassed to accept it). Breath sticking in his lungs, he lets his stare meander on her body, suddenly feeling the ghost of her embrace cocooning him in a tight hug, softening the tension in his muscles. 
Aeri is still the same; and yet, she isn't. The surface casts his mind back to all the things they've been through before the last battle -the way she and all the others slowly became an indispensable part of a deep-rooted plan he was mapping out since he decided to quit U.A.; however, the type of carefreeness she’s exuding right now has him realizing that she grew into a woman he little knows about and… shit, maybe there's no place for him in her new life. 
What. A. Fucking. Giant. Idiot.  
Katsuki inhales sharply through his nose, turning his head so fast that a muscle twitches in his clenched jaw. What was he expecting? That she would throw her new life and dreams away for him? After all the shit he did and said? That she would’ve thrown her arms around his neck just because they shared a (pretty fair good) dose of kisses and important words?
He opens his palm, lets a couple of fingertips crawl on the wool-like fabric of his glove -picturing her fingers holding his hand tight while racking her brains to design a good tool that could accentuate his power. 
What if she doesn't care about him anymore? 
No, because he wants her to care. He really wants it. Because Bakugou is… free. He let go (almost) all of his ghosts and now there's plenty of room for her and-and, actually, there's always been; but he had other priorities and he sucked at expressing his feelings and he was so fucking terrorized of everything he preferred pushing her away and all that unsolved between them -all the ocean of things they didn't say, of gestures they didn't do out of fear, of mistakes they made due to their inexperience… maybe they can cross it. He knows they can, together. And this time, he won't drown in it, he fucking won't. 
This time, Katsuki won't push her aside, nor will he let her run away again—!
"Sorry for taking so long," Aeri's voice, buttered with an apologetic wobble, scatters his thoughts and doubts away. She nears him, but makes sure to keep a few steps of distance. "I don't have much time. The place is packed with people on the weekends, and my colleagues need a hand. You know, I'm trying to be useful." A grin etches itself on her face -the same curve of good-tempered provocation she used to deliver him during their journey. Sinking in his silence, though, her confidence crumbles in a worried expression, cobalt blue eyes now fixed on the tip of her shoes. "So, ahm… why did you come here, Kac--Bakugou?"
A spark of rage crackles in his head. What's with this bullshit, now?! She should call him by his name, for fuck's sake! Why is she treating him like a fucking stranger?!
He pokes the tip of his tongue on his cheek, shrugging. "I had to see you, what else?"
Aeri arches her brow and gives him a hint of a smile, folding her own arms around her waist. "You're here to arrest me, aren't you?" She stiffens when his somber eyes meet her own. "Oh, so you really--" she swallows, letting out a stuttered breath, arms falling limply along her sides. "Listen… it's ok. I mean, I knew it was just a matter of time before one of you would find me someday, I was prepared. But… Can you at least let me bid farewell to my colleagues? They've been all so kind to me, I can't disappear like this. You can come with me if you don't trust me! I won't oppose, I--"
"I'm not here to arrest you," his statement escapes a bit annoyed -mostly because, apparently, Aeri thinks he'd only paid her a visit to fulfill his duties (this fool). He goes back to staring at the children, now throwing snowballs at each other while exclaiming the names of their moves. "I had--needed to see you…" he repeats, trying to better express the words whirling in his head, hoping she'll understand him. And when he turns to her again, sinking in her wide, liquid eyes, it's crystal clear that Aeri grasped what he was trying to say. "Ten months is a lot of time."
Aeri hides her mouth behind the scarf, jamming her hands inside her coat pockets. "It really is…" She moves up and down on her toes, nervously. "Well… you saw me. We can call it a night, then--"
"Don't play dumb! You know what I mean!" He turns in a rush, grinding his teeth, a vein pulsing on his temple. Bakugou is now in full shark-mode -it wasn't happening in a while, actually. "Fuck off! I didn't come all this way for you to take the piss out of me you little--the fuck are you laughing for?!" Breath escapes in little clouds from his mouth as he inhales and exhales air quickly, darting her a caustic glance. 
"Nothing, nothing… but now I recognize you!" She taps her pointer on the little frown between his knitted brows, giggling. "That serious expression doesn't suit you." She drags her finger away before he could bite it, and gently taps the tip of her shoe on his calf, silently asking him to give her some space. 
Letting out a grunt, he moves aside. The right portion of his body blazes up when she plops down beside him, her arm gently brushing against his own. He rests his elbows on his spread legs and hunches over, observing the town center packed with people. They stay like this for a few minutes, enjoying the coziness of their own silence -which has never been embarrassing or thick or smothering, no; it’s always been… tranquil. It’s that type of silence that doesn’t need to be filled with words, it doesn’t make you uncomfortable, it doesn’t push you to run away (Bakugou has always cherished their silence).
Aeri shifts on her spot. "Why did you need to see me?" Her quietness is betrayed by her fingers curling tight around the scarf. "Hey, Pretty-Eyes… whatever it is, just spit it out." She leans forward, so now her eyes can engulf into his own the moment he turns to her. "You know, you still look like the emotionally-constipated kid who didn't want to talk. I mean, it's a trait of yours that accentuates your sexy aura… but we're a little too grown up for that." Her comment is amused, but notched with a shred of fear that has him straightening. 
Katsuki swallows thickly, a vibrant flush now spreading along his cheeks as Aeri stares at him with expectation. 
C'mon, it's easy: "Drop everything and come with me", nothing to be embarrassed of. Just like the good, halcyon days. Drop everything… and come back with him, so the pair of them can see how far they can go, being heroes together, cutting some time for themselves where they can be two normal people. 
He should be cautious, though. He should think about it another million times and say it with every ounce of love pouring from his heart…
“Leave this fucking place and come back with me.”
… and words don’t come out as sweet as they should, but his affection is there. It’s akin to love, if you take a closer look. Between the silences and the pauses and the imperceptible crack in his voice.
Carefreeness slowly glides down her face. She looks at him with her pretty wide eyes, with her pretty lips parted. Genuine astonishment dawns on her, the same that was sprinkled on every inch of her face when she saw the blue sky for the first time, or when he first kissed her (when he was a guy with broken dreams who wanted to seek revenge and save the world in his own, coarse way; and she was a girl who followed him because she wanted to see the world and had to find a boy she once used to love).
"I--" her voice trembles and fades into a whisper. She averts his stare, cheeks now tinged with a ruby shade that triggers a million alarm bells in his head. 
And in the smothering silence settled upon them, Katsuki Bakugou doesn't know what to expect.
Many months ago, Aeri would have said yes without thinking about the consequences. 
Many months ago, Aeri would have flashed him her bright smile and would have told him that she'd follow him all around the world, playfully calling him: "Pretty-Eyes".  
Many, many, many months ago… 
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  When the first sparks started crackling from the palms of his hands, before the looks of disbelief of his little classmates, it was crystal clear that Bakugou was born to be a Hero.
Well, in his still-green mind of a four-year-old, it wasn't really his plan to undertake this career, of course. It was his mother who planted the first seed of curiosity between the folds of his brain, with her proud: "You know? If you work hard, you can become a wonderful hero, Katsuki!" (with her hand ruffling his spiky sandy hair; with her grin so similar to his own blessing her face). And then his teachers, and his friends, and whoever had the opportunity to admire him using his Quirk -everyone instilled in him the awareness that a majestic power was running through his veins. 
It was meant to be that Katsuki Bakugou would become a legend, adored and admired and feared by everyone. 
His dream was simple and clean: he’d attend U.A., he’d graduate with flying colors and the most prestigious agencies would sell their mothers to have him; he’d climb the hero-charts at the speed of light, reaching the top at a very young age, leaving the other extras eating the dust he'd left behind. His name would have echoed amidst common people like a scream of hope, and would have spread amidst his enemies like a cold chill. He'd be the number one -more powerful than All Might; more powerful than Endeavor; more powerful than that bastard of Half-’n-half; damn, even more powerful than that good for nothing of Deku!
He'd be the magnificent, envied, dreaded: "Great Explosion Murder God Dynamight"!
This, when he was four, ten, fifteen years old. 
Then, "The 2nd Tokyo War" happened, the symbol of peace became a mere statue standing tall in Ground Zero, Earth turned upside-down… and now that Katsuki is nineteen years old, well, all the perspectives and dreams that accompanied him throughout his whole life have swerved…
"Look, the key is to not hurry." Kirishima's voice is a faint hiss that echoes in the elevator shaft, as he slowly climbs down the stairs along the wall, paying attention to not miss a rung. The piece of red rag hanging around his waist gently falls along his trousers and swings at every step he takes. “You must catch the enemy off guard. Facing them head-on might be self-defeating. You risk, how can I say… getting your ass stomped!" One hand loses the grip around the rod and he pulls himself away to fluctuate mid-air, flashing a sharp-toothy smile down below to Kaminari, who's just landed on the elevator rooftop. 
Denki gives him back a grin, shifting his attention to the trapdoor that leads inside. "So, we stay here… and we get in on the sly?" He crouches down and stares at the panel control, fixing the black jacket. 
Kirishima nods vigorously, nearing him. "In this way, you can take them by surprise--"
"What a load of bullshit!" Bakugou says, fuming. His groan rebounds in the air, followed by a loud thud as he lands down on the rooftop after taking a high jump. "We should've entered their hideout and beat the shit out of them, instead of traversing the air ducts! Who do you think I am, a fucking mouse?!" 
"No way!" Eijirou turns to him, wide-eyed, stamping his boot on the ground. "We've to capture the Kusuri Brothers alive if we want to get the reward!"
"The bounty reads: dead or alive."
"It's not a bounty hunters' job to kill! We just have to capture them and take them to the police! They'll think about the rest!" Eijirou goes back to watching Kaminari, who's opening the cover of the control panel. "Don't listen to him. Bakugou thinks that the only good plan is made of rash actions that will end with our death."
"You'll be the only dead one when we finish here." Katsuki curses under his breath and darts a flaring gaze to Denki, who's busy clamping two threads between his teeth. "And you, Dunce-Face. You've been teaming up with us for two months now, why do we always have to explain things like you were a damn noob?!"
"But… you never explain anything to me…" Denki grimaces for the nickname just stumbled off his mate’s mouth, laying a hand on the panel to emit a weak electric discharge through his palm. 
Kirishima observes the elevator's cables rolling up, before the cabin starts moving down with a jerk. "Don't mind him, you know how he is…” a small sigh flies out his mouth arched down in a resigned crescent, before the usual polite smile sits on his lips. “So, any question?"
Kaminari rubs a hand on his short gold hair, twiddling with the black lightning-shaped streak on the left side of his fringe. "Actually… there's a thing I wanted to ask you for a while." His stare dances from a smiley Kirishima to a menacing Bakugou. "Aizawa-san told me that you attended U.A. together, in the same class… you must be friends--"
"Friends?! Get yourself a pair of good glasses, Dunce-Face--"
"So, yeah… how could you bear him for all this time without trying to get rid of him at least once? He's intolerable." Denki pins his stare on Eijirou, finger pointing in Katsuki's direction. Shamelessly. Without fearing the catastrophic consequences of his dumb question.
(From the point of view of a genius like Katsuki, it’s crystal clear that his electrification Quirk has fucked up his tiny brain. It’s the only plausible and acceptable explanation!)
A vein pulses on Bakugo's neck, now turned into full shark-mode (pointed teeth exposed, bloodshot sharp white eyes, deep frown cutting through his knitted brows). "The fuck you babbling?! I'm the one who's bearing him! I'm the one who should get rid of him!"
Kirishima lowers his head, hiding his trembling lips behind the red bandana hanging around his neck, before letting out a sonorous chuckle that, inevitably, casts his mind back to his school days. 
Bakugou grunts, contemplating his ex-classmate with the same annoyed expression that dawned on his face when he realized that, despite his many attempts to put a solid shield around himself and keep as much distance as possible from his classmates, Kirishima was one of the very few who could always read between his silences and glances and rude gestures, accepting him.
It’s no stretch to believe that their paths could only intertwine again, as if it was already traced into the weird (and pretty fucked up) destiny's game.
(When Katsuki decided to drop U.A. almost half a year ago, leaving behind the old life he meticulously crafted since he was a child, he didn't give a damn about the gloom looming over his future, or the people he'd inevitably leave behind: throwing away his dreams and plans was a favor toward that part of himself devoured by the sense of guilt for being the main cause of All Might's end; the only way to disentangle himself from all those ties that were impending him to learn how to make the best of his Quirk -and seek revenge, and change for the better a world that was (and still is) falling in ruin at the speed of light. 
It wasn't a painful decision -especially when he understood that no one was willing to extirpate the evil and corruption that was spreading like a cancer, contaminating that little bit of good that was left.
It was just a matter of time before he'd reach his limit, and when he finally made up his mind, abandoning his studies and all the people he knew without explanations or goodbyes or tears, Katsuki realized that he had to do everything by himself.
Alone, because he is the only one who can bring some light back… alone, because no one else seemed affected by all these changes that were painfully eating him alive. 
The only surprise element in all of this was Kirishima, who probably grasped his intentions way before Katsuki could dig in the depth of his own heart and understand what to do with his own life: Eijirou was standing in his way, unexpectedly, with a bag full of belongings collected during their school days and the tired expression of someone who couldn't take it anymore. 
"You know?" He suddenly said, scraping the silence settled upon them. "I get what you're feeling. Staying here won't make any difference." There was a small smile hanging on his trembling lips, it clanched with the tears floating in his eyes. "Guess I need to do things my way, too. So, yeah… count me in." 
The building of their Hero Academia was standing tall and gray and disappointing in the distance -a mere ghost of the enchanting place they all used to consider a second home; and, painfully (a bit frustratingly, also), Bakugou was obliged to accept that his solitary plan to restore the peace had to include an extra he didn't foresee. 
So, all things considered, Bakugou is the true martyr of the situation, not damn Shittyhair!)
Thankfully, Kirishima is smart enough to not reply to Kiminari's question, nipping in the bud a useless discussion that would lead the noob to certain death (reminder: mutilate Dunce-Face when they'll be back to the headquarters and sell all his organs to the black market). 
He changes topic, instead, flashing a curious glance to their new partner. "About U.A… you attended it too, didn't you? Prof--ahm, Aizawa-san didn't say much…" he giggles (probably remembering the fuming, endless complaints Bakugou made when their ex-teacher introduced Kaminari with a somber: "He's Kaminari and he'll work with you from now on. It's not negotiable. Now, get along." before disappearing into his sleeping bag). 
Denki's eyes grow bigger and almost get teary, a vibrant flush spreading from the collar of his white shirt to the tip of his ears. "Well, ahm… no. I didn't pass the entrance exam, unfortunately."
Bakugou grins. "Loser."
Denki crumples on the rooftop, dejected. "I know it myself, there's no need to remind me!"
"Ah, don't say so! Don't tell him so!" Kirishima's stare flickers from him to Dunce-Face, encouraging. "The entrance exam is hella hard, it wasn't easy for me either! Tell him, Bakugou."
"The fuck are you babbling? It was a piece of cake for me. I arrived first." Bakugou observes Eijirou trying to reassure the other boy, patting his back. He grunts, fixing the jagged black mask running around his eyes before trailing his stare away from that absurdity. 
Pathetic! Outrageous! Being stuck in a mission with two too-grown-up-adolescents exchanging confidences is just another reason that makes him want to set the entire world on fire! 
Annoyed by their useless chattering (honestly, who gives a fuck about Dunce-Face being rejected at the selections and the promise he made to his pretty best friend he left in his hometown and whatever the fuck he did before joining their group), Bakugou goes back to focusing on the trapdoor that leads inside the elevator, counting the very few seconds that separate them to their destination. Taking advantage of their distraction, he silently opens the door and gets into the elevator, ready to get in action. He wants to put an end to this damn mission in a heartbeat and let the curtains fall on another tedious day since he started his bounty hunter career. He just has to break through one of the many Kusuri Brother’s hideouts, capture their gang of good-for-nothing, and cash in his well deserved money.
A smooth and clean job (obviously, in Katsuki Bakugou style, which includes: a few injured people, a dead or two, and lots of explosions).
Kirishima takes a look around, excited. "It's starting!" He pulls up his bandana and wraps it around his mouth, hiding a smirk. "As soon as the elevator stops, we're sneaking inside, silently. According to the evidence we collected, their warehouse should be situated down here and it's probably packed. We can't attract attention." He stares at Denki, busy fixing his black jacket and trousers, before turning to Katsuki. "Bakugou, are you--Bakugou!" His voice escapes in a strangled scream, stare flickering from the spot once occupied by his friend and the open door. In a panic, he stretches himself and peers inside the elevator. "What the hell are you doing?! You're going to ruin everything!"
Bakugou grins, bright red eyes fixed in front of him. "This isn't a fucking trip, Shittyhair. Let's get this done quickly." His smirk stretches even wider when the elevator finally stops, the sliding doors now opening with a screeching noise to reveal two men standing behind it, holding a box each in their arms. His mind immediately fishes out the list of Wanted signs he learned by memory, recognising their worthless faces. He stretches his hand right in front of them, amused by their sudden stillness as they process what's actually happening. 
(God, how much he loves the very moment before an explosion! It's amazing, witnessing his enemies' expression swinging between astonishment, fear, and rage!)
One of them backs off, trembling. "Who the fuck are you--"
"Bye." Sparks crackles on his palm before erupting in a thunderous blast that hits the men without giving them any time to cry for help. His smile grows wider as he observes their bodies falling down with a thud, emitting smoke.
It's a matter of seconds before shouts and yells start rising from the warehouse on the other side, signaling the beginning of their mission. 
"What's all the racket?!"
"Something exploded up there!"
"Intruders!"
Eijirou peers inside the trapdoor, hanging upside-down. "You see?! Now they're going to run away!" A cold shiver travels down his spine when he notices the two corpses lying on the ground, hit by the sliding door that rhythmically opens and closes against them. "You're scuppering our plan!" 
"Oh God, it's going to be all doom and gloom from here…" Denki sighs, jumping in the elevator. A grimace crosses his features as the turmoil coming from the other room gets louder. He swallows thickly, pointing his finger to the men. "Are they, ahm… are they--"
"No…" Katsuki grinds his teeth, kicking the man’s leg, who exhales a feeble whining sound -the same just escaped from Dunce-Face's mouth, ugh. "Stop whining, you wussy! With these two, we're already at 50.000 Yen!" Without waiting for his two partners (or better: “thorns in his side”), Bakugou surpasses the obstacles in flesh and bones and aims to his left, attention caught by the loud footsteps coming from a group of enemies dashing up the stairs that lead to the lower part of the room. Grinning, he condensates the power on both hands before activating his gloves-gadgets, hitting a single blow toward them. "You take care of these extras! I'm going to get the big fishes." He snaps, jumping down the railing.
In the very few milliseconds that separate him from the ground, Bakugou quickly analyses the situation, grasping as many details as possible: one of the Kusuri Brothers' hideout is situated in one of the many forsaken basements scattered throughout the lower sectors of NeoTokyo, and it's not so different from the thousands they've combed through to dismantle the crime organizations -fishes so small that the police or heroes don't waste their time over, leaving all the dirty job to whoever is crazy enough to stick their oar in. At a closer glance, even the enemies he's about to face are identical to the myriads he caught in the past year: they live their existences hurting others, they run in a circle with fear streaming in their eyes, using their weak Quirks only to survive in a fierce environment or to harm others. 
They're just scum that must be extirpated from the Earth, he doesn’t give a damn why they’ve reached this point…
"You’ll pay for intruding--" the words of a skinny man fade in a rasping breath as Katsuki hits him in the face with a kick, before landing on the ground, taking care of the enemies already surrounding him to attack him. 
"Ah! Akio!" One of them screams, turning to the men who are now loading a van in a rush. "C'mon, go get them!" He yells, staring at Kaminari, who's just electrified a dude who tried to smash a punch into his stomach. "Damn! Finish loading the cargo and get your ass out of here while we take care of these brats!" He blows, fishing out a gun from his coat. 
Eijirou hardens his hands, using his jagged fists to take down the members of the gang attacking him in a close quarters fight. "Sorry, but we don't have much time!" His whole body sharpens, the bullets just shot in his direction rebound against his rock-like skin and fall on the ground like dead flies. Smirking, he grabs the wrist of the Skinny-Dude and elbows him on the face, before smashing him on the ground. "We're at 125.000 Yen now!" He exclaims, flashing a bright smile to Bakugou. 
"145.000, actually!" Denki shouts, electrifying a couple of enemies who tried to strike him from behind. A gulp scratches his throat when he notices Bakugou jumping close to him to avoid a kick, just when he was on the cusp of emitting some bolts to toss away the villains surrounding him. "Ah! Bakugou! G-go away! I was about to hit you!"
"Out of my way, Dunce-Face!" He groans, grabbing at a guy's face before releasing a blast. "And control your damn Quirk! You wanna kill us all?!"
"I'm w-working on it!" He yells, in a panic, desperately trying to put as much distance as possible between him and his friends. "B-but it'd be useful if you could stay away from me!"
The Kusuri Brothers' accomplices keep falling down one by one like dominos, hit by their continual bumps. Damn, they're so weak it isn't even funny to fight them. 
"Let's put an end to this." Bakugou's attention gets caught by the few dudes who are finishing loading the van -it's covered with a sandy plain tarp, ideal to get unnoticed as they pass through the various sectors up to the uptowns; which makes it even harder to monitor their whereabouts. His stare trails on the leader of the group (Sankyo, the youngest of the Kusuri Brothers, judging from the scar that runs on the right portion of his shaved head. Only him is worth 1.358.925 Yen), who spent the whole time inside the vehicle, leaving the dirty job to his subordinates. "Don't think you're getting out of here!" He dodges the punch of a burly dude, placing a blow on his side.
Katsuki retracts his hand in a rush as he hardly squelches a whine. He briefly studies the damaged gloves stained with blood, before going back to paying his utmost attention to his target. 
"Looks like my favorite bounty hunters are here! It's always a pleasure to meet you!" Sankyo delivers them a teasing grin, sharp eyes now fixed into Bakugou's. "Didn’t you learn anything from your last fiasco?” he says, waving a hook serving as a hand toward them.
“Oh, you won’t escape this time!” Eijirou blocks a punch, hitting the criminal’s stomach with his jagged knee.
“I don’t really like to be the one who’ll crush your dreams, you little brats, but duty calls!" Sankyo waits for the last man to jump on the back of the van, tapping his hand on the metallic wall to announce that they're ready to leave. "Don't worry, though! I'm going to leave you a nice present to entertain you!" He fishes out of the pocket a remote control, pushing a button. "See you soon! If you get out in one piece…"
"Not so fast, you fucking bastard!" Katsuki stretches his hands to aim at the vehicle, now dashing away like a flash of lightning. Sparks start crackling on his palm… and soon die out. He tries to focus on the burning sensation spreading to his fingertips, on the sweat that glides along the skin, but not a single explosion comes out. "Damn!" He shouts, watching the van disappear from his sight. 
"And there goes our 1.358.925 Yen. Again…" Kaminari sighs, losing the grip around the collar of a man he just electrified. Fists now resting on his sides, he carefully studies the mess they’ve made before starting to move the corpses of the unconscious criminals and rest them along the walls.
Eijirou hums under his breath, eyes darting to each criminal laying on the ground. "Well, here we have… 203-no! 2.048.387,50 Yen! I'd say it isn't that bad!" A bright smile etches itself on his face, eyes now trailing to Katsuki’s back, curved as if he was sustaining an oppressive weight. 
Bakugou is staring at his own palms, scanning the seriousness of the damage. The fabric of the gloves is burned in the center, revealing the abrasions cutting through the skin grooved with scars and spilling blood. "Damn…" he repeats, feeling the tension coiling all his muscles. There's this sensation inside of him, as if every inch of him was ready to blast in a thunderous explosion; and yet, no matter how sweat he sheds, he can only emit a few sparks that fade in the space of  seconds. He brushes his thumb on the sweaty palm, his nose twitches in the slightest for the burning sensation.
For reasons he can’t explain,it feels like his Quirk regressed to its early stages -and, despite the years of training and experience, Bakugou doesn’t know how to properly activate it again, like his whole body was rejecting it.
"Hey, we'll catch him the next time…" Kirishima nears him cautiously, his voice buttered with a note of encouragement. He lifts his hand to pat his back but holds it mid-air, aware that his friend would only feel pitied -violently lashing out in the process. A shadow of worry cast onto his eyes, noticing the light trembling in his shoulders. "It still doesn’t work, mh?” he says in a feeble voice, being the only (unwilled) keeper of this secret. “Bakugou, you should talk with Prof--with Aizawa-san about this. Maybe he can do something about it, or you’ll risk--" words roll back down his throat in a gulp -and judging by the glint of confusion streaming in his eyes, it isn't for the murderous glance Katsuki just darted him. 
Kaminari gazes around, studying the walls quivering like an earthquake was about to start. Suddenly, gunshots coming from the distance anticipate a loud blast, and the wall across from him crumbles down, obliging him to back off. He crosses his arms across his face to protect himself from the smoke wafting over them, eyes sharpening in the attempt to visualize the blurry figure behind the haze. 
"It’s… a robot--ah!" A piercing yell flies out his mouth, noticing too late a sharp mechanic arm scratching through the smoke and pouncing on in his direction. In a burst of panic, he crumples on himself, using his own arms like a shield. 
"Kaminari-kun, watch out!" Kirishima screams, situating himself between Denki and the robot now approaching, body fully turned into his jagged rock-like form to block the machine. 
"What’s that thing?!” Denki moves away in a safer spot, studying the enemy: it's a three-meters tall robot shaped like a spider, with eight mechanical arms that simultaneously sustain its weight and attack with their pointy terminal parts. "It looks like one of those whoppers they use at U.A. entrance exam! O-one of them almost slashed me! It was awful!"
"And it'll happen again if you don't stop babbling!" Bakugou groans, pushing the bottom of his wrist to emit a blast -the threads that activate the device sting against his wrist, making goosebumps rise along his quivering arm. 
The robot lifts up one of the arms, ready to attack them again. Kirishima takes a jump and punches it, tearing it off. Another arm is already mid-air, though, the pointed extremity now opened like the corolla of a flower to reveal the muzzle of a gun. Bullets suddenly dash in his direction, feebly notching the stone cover of his body. The collision is so powerful to hurl him against the floor. 
"Ah! Kirishima-kun--!" Kaminari backs off to dodge a claw that jabs into the ground -the sight has him gulping in fear. The arm repeatedly attacks him, obliging him to jump in the opposite direction to not get cut to death; when it gets stuck into floor, unable to pull out, he latches onto it and releases a powerful electric charge that propagates up to the mechanical body, short-circuiting it.
"Aaaah, too strong!" Eijirou whines, backing off. 
"Sorry, I still can't control it well…" Denki's voice is a slurry, incomprehensible muttering thing  (and Bakugou isn't even sure that the noob said this. He's only sure that the nickname Dunce-Face suits him, considering the expression of sheer idiocy he's delivering them right now, aided by his thumbs lifted up in a silent way to reassure them that he’s doing fine). 
The robot plummets on the ground with a thud that makes the wall tremble, the buzzing sound coming from the armless hole echoes in the room. 
Eijirou dashes toward Denki to help him stand up. Bakugou heavily pants, swiping away a rivulet of blood running down his cheek -one of those fucking bullets grazed him when he was distracted, ugh. 
"Who knows where they've taken this nice toy…" Kirishima comments, studying the robotic arm he detached earlier. 
Bakugou takes a look at the fuming metallic body, attention caught by a familiar brand printed on the inner wing: it's abraded, a bad attempt to camouflage it or erase it, but he can pinpoint two cherry branches curved to enclose a "P".
"It must be a police’s present," he analyzes, giving a kick to the robot, jamming his hands inside the pockets of his indigo pants. 
"But, why?!" Denki gives him a confused look.
"The fuck I know! They're probably indebted to them!" He places a hand on the opposite bicep, rotating the aching shoulder. "Well, let's consign those extras and get our money. I've already spent too much time with you, I wanna go back home." 
Eijirou giggles, looking at his retracting figure. "We had fun too!"
Bakugou feels a vein popping out on his temple. He didn't have fun! His patience already evaporated when Dunce-Face greeted him this morning, there's no way he had fun being stuck in a mission with these two good-for-nothing--!
"Bakugou!" Kirishima's yell has him gazing over his shoulder in a rush, eyes growing larger as he takes notice of the robot now standing up again, stumbling a little due to the missing arms. One of them dashes toward him but before he could open his palm and let out a blast, Kaminari jumps against him to pull him away from its trajectory, before the claw could slash through his chest. 
"Fuck! How do you turn this thing off?" Eijirou crouches down, the metallic arm passes above his head. He grabs it with both hands and applies a tight pressure to smash it, a grin of victory etching itself on his face. 
"You ok?" Denki asks Katsuki, still with his arms curled on his head like a shield. 
It takes him a few seconds to register what has just happened -the way Dunce-Face just threw him on the ground to save him; the way he's still covering him to protect him; and when the first sparks of realization start crackling in his brain, annoyance fogs his mind.
Brusquely, he shoves him away, grinding his teeth. "Get lost! There was no need to!"
"Good way to thank me! Ungrateful--ah!" Denki angles his body to dodge an arm, cold sweat dripping from his temples. "We'll continue this at home!"
"Not if you get killed!" Katsuki grins, avoiding a laser beam that cuts the wall behind him. His eyes trail on every visible inch of the robot, searching for a weak spot -something that could permit them to shut it off once for all; it's not an easy task, though, when that piece of trash keeps moving randomly. But then, he notices it, that span of three seconds it takes it to release the beam after the claw opens. If he could use this at his own advantage…
In a rush, he situates himself between Eijirou and the arm now pointed toward him. "Look how the number 1 saves the day." Smirking, he grabs one of the grenades secured along his belt. When the claw opens, he removes the safety pin with his teeth and plants the bomb in it, before jumping away to avoid the explosion. "Move away!" He shouts to Kirishima, still standing on his spot. 
The shock wave generated by the bang is so intense to push them backward. The explosion spreads to the central part of the robot that underpins the arms, heavily cascading on the floor. 
The euphoria that crawls into Bakugou's veins (after all, it's all thanks to his brilliant mind if they've been able to win in one piece!) fades away in a heartbeat as his glance lands upon the cracks on the floor, collapsing due to the blast and the heaviness of the robot… just where Kirishima is standing. The boy is too busy brushing his hands on his face, getting rid of the smoke that’s blocking his view.
Now, Bakugou could just shout to his mate to move aside or he’ll risk plummeting six feet under and reducing all his useless bones into pieces, but words don’t come out. His voice escapes in a breathy gulp that chokes between his grinded teeth, his stare fully focused on the ground crumbling beneath his ex-classmate’s body. 
And his brain instantly shuts off. 
His body moves toward Kirishima on its own, driven by a force that’s gushing out from his gut. He shoves him away with a kick, ignoring the light whining now flying out Eijirou’s mouth. “Move, idiot!” 
It all happens a so fast, he doesn't have the right time to study the situation and react.
"Bakugou!" Kirishima's voice echoes back to him buttered with worry, making him turn to him. His stare lays upon his hand stretched out over him, but his brain can't clearly assimilate the view before him, as if he was completely paralyzed. He seems to regain consciousness only when his stomach snaps, his body now crushing down in the void beneath him. 
Instinctively, he tries to generate some explosions to give himself enough boost to fly up  -I mean, shit, it has always been a piece of cake, one of the easiest tasks he’s always been able to accomplish since he’s started training his Quirk. But the gloves don't work, and his power doesn't seem intent to activate on its own. 
"Fuck--"
The last thing he hears before plummeting into oblivion is Kirishima's yell -that cracked: "Kacchan!" that echoes in the air and pierces through his ribcage, cocooning his heart, feverishly thumping. 
It feels a bit weird, hearing it before turning into a messy pulp against the ground. The last time they called him so he was… bah, fifteen years old (when he was still a student, and Deku was still sitting behind his desk before becoming an empty seat and a name spreading amidst people like an old ghost who traveled through those corridors). It brings back so many painful memories. He'd like to tear his chest apart and toss away all those annoying emotions that are scampering around, piling up, screaming. 
Going away like this, hearing that silly nickname as the last thing… It sucks. 
This is not a heroic way to die.
 ● 
When he was seven, maybe eight years old, Katsuki fell into the river. 
Nothing serious, pff, a trifle. Just him, stumbling on his own feet and ridiculously dropping into the water underneath like a sack of potatoes. He wasn't hurt -he was just a little embarrassed for acting like a total klutz before his friends, staring at him above the long trunk they used as a bridge. All in all, though, he was doing perfectly fine, he could’ve pulled himself out of this trouble alone. 
And yet, no matter the triviality of the danger, there was always someone who thought he was in need of help…
"Hey, you ok?"
"Hey, you ok?"
Of course, he is doing ok. Imagine if a prodigy like him could suffer any damage from such a silly fall… so, why is that quirkless little fool of Deku talking to him with so much… worry? 
Because he knows it's him. 
This isn't the first time that Bakugou lives this moment in his head, like a perpetual infernal circle that will probably haunt him till his last breath. It's so annoying. It feels like a part of himself stopped there, in that river, waiting for the seven, maybe eight-year-old Katsuki to make a different gesture, to say a different word that will change his life drastically…
"Hello? Are you ok? I hope you didn't hurt your head…"
"Kacchan, are you ok? I hope you didn't hurt your head."
Bakugou cracks his eyes open, air escapes from his parted lips in heavy pants, pumped up by the frantic beating of his heart. He puts himself into a stretched position in a rush, feeling the ghost of his little self eclipsing behind the toned body of a nineteen-year-old with too many scars and wounds grooving over his skin (and heart). He takes quick glances around, but of the water that usually fills the abyss of his dreams there's no trace. Beneath his legs there's… nothing. It's all black. He’s caged in a dark room with no cracks for a thread of light to filter in -that same obscurity that devours him while he's asleep, swallowing him in a spiral of nightmares and memories he isn't able to bury. An unusual, fruity scent cocoons him -it reminds him of the laundry day at home (his father passing by his bedroom holding a washing basket, delivering him a soft smile that used to get on his nerves).
The only unchanged detail is Deku. He is there, stuck in his seven, maybe eight-years, at a few steps from him. With his big round eyes exuding concern and fear. With his little hand stretching out over him, waiting for him to hold it tight and accept his help…
"Hello? Can you hear me?"
"Kacchan, can you hear me?
He can hear him… stop calling him. Bakugou shuts his eyes, rests his hands on his ears, hoping that Deku's voice could turn into a muffled, incomprehensible buzz before fading into nothingness. Stop calling him, please. He just wants to plummet into a long sleep and never wake up again. Or, actually… he wants to wake up. He wants to wake up in a world in which All Might is still alive, and Deku is a quirkless boy who can't keep up with his strength, and he’s just a fifteen-years-old boy full of dreams who's about to walk into the most prestigious academy, ready to become the greatest hero of all time… 
"Hey? Hello?"
"It's not your fault, you know, Kacchan?"
But, it is… everyone knows that it's all his fault if evil is now rooted in every corner of this fucking planet. It's all his fault if the symbol of peace it's now a ravaged statue with a sign reading: "All Might is dead". He can see it in their stares, in their smiles full of pity. 
He was weak… and everything fucked up. 
Bakugou grinds his teeth, shuts his eyes even harder. He'd like to ask him to close his fucking mouth, but words stick in his throat. It hurts. The trachea is painfully contracting, the area around his eyes is swelling up for the tears now pushing to roll down his cheeks. 
Something delicately grazes his shoulder (there's a deep cut that spills blood. This is new. This hurts so much it feels… real) and the rage exploding in his brain has him opening his eyes in a rush, jaw clenching the moment his stare shifts to the figure still too close to him. 
Deku is still there, in his fifteen-years, wearing their U.A. uniform. With his hand still stretched toward him. 
Why is he using so much kindness? With him? He doesn't deserve it… not after all the shit he said and did to him -to anyone. This type of unconditional gentleness pisses him off… 
"Can you hear me--ah, it's moving!" 
"Kacchan, I know how you feel. But you should stop… it's not your fault." Deku smiles. That stupid little smile full of admiration and affection and kindness -he wants to punch it away from his face so badly. "Did you hear me? It's not your fault…"
"Are you hurt?”
A gentle voice seeps through the darkness surrounding him. It's muffled, distant. It's as delicate as Deku's, but it doesn't belong to him. It makes him want to close his bleary eyelids and fall asleep, while his muscles relax and his chaotic nightmares beat a retreat. It’s a nice type of voice, a sound he’d listen to over and over…
He takes a look around to pinpoint the source of the unfamiliar echo, but there's no one. Only Deku is still there, a bit older, with his Hero costume on, giving his back to him. Standing tall. A million steps ahead of him, just like at school. He resembles one of those heroes he used to look up to when he was a child, watching the television with glistening eyes and sparks crackling on his palms -while a quirkless boy with weird broccoli hair could only dream of being like him. 
Deku turns his head in the slightest, but from that position he can't fully see his face…
“Can you stand up?"
"C'mon, stand up… You can't stay here. It's not the time, yet."
What…?
Bakugou's eyes grow bigger, his arms frozen along his sides. A viscous substance is engulfing him from head to toe, impeding him to move the tiniest muscle. "Hey, wait! Where the fuck you think you’re going?! You can't leave again!"
… Or his little, odious, gentle smile. "You should wake up now, Kacchan." 
"Hello?"
Katsuki cracks his eyes open, and the flash of pictures in his head crush. A thin veil of tears is condensed at the corners, the breath punched out of his own body as if he hardly remembered how to do such a simple action. Cold sweat drips from his temples as he stares, wide-eyed, to the ceiling. Or, well, what's left of it: there's a hole on the roof, probably caused by the collision of his body during the fall.
Still caught up in the shreds of that nauseating memory, his brain can’t fully assimilate the reality that’s slowly unfolding before him -but, apparently, he’s still alive. The liquid sparks floating into his ruby eyes dangerously tremble, he rubs a hand on them before they could morph into tears. He shifts his stare to his left, trying to understand where the hell he is, but he can't pinpoint any detail that could help him to locate this place. Judging from the various sacks of cements, scaffoldings, and construction tools scattered all over the room, this must be an abandoned building -one of the many that infest the lower sectors of Neo Tokyo, all exactly the same.
Katsuki patiently waits for his heart to quieten down, but that damn muscle keeps tossing and turning in his chest. Short of breath, he rubs his hands on his face -there's a squared patch on his right cheek, and a plaster on his left eyebrow (he didn't have them before the fall. Who took care of him?) 
Slowly, he goes back to scrutinize the hole on the ceiling. Did he really fall from there? How many meters are there? All he can see is a pond of pitch-black that stretches up to infinite… 
“You're awake, finally!”
… and a pair of cobalt eyes, now obstructing his visual field. They're long, brimmed with relief. That shade of bright blue reminds him of the sky that used to cover the old city of Tokyo while he was standing on the roof of his house to play “Heroes vs Villains”, using their Quirks -a beautiful view that he cherishes in his childhood memories, for it’s impossible to admire it now that the slums have become his home (Deku was there, too, watching them with admiration and a sad smile, aware that he couldn't participate in their game. In all honesty, Katsuki didn't want him there. What was the point of his presence? But his mother used to invite him against his will and he wasn't so suicidal to argue against her, considering that her slaps were so powerful to make him reach the stars and galaxies). 
"How are you? Can you move?" 
The delicate voice that seeped through his dream earlier is now clearer, closer. It takes him quite a few seconds to process that the shadow now leaning over him is… a girl. Curiosity is crossing her face, as she patiently waits for him to do or say something. 
But Bakugou is paralyzed, in every possible sense. Physically, his whole body is laying on the ground; but his mind is still locked into that fucking room in his head, waiting for someone to open the door and drag him out into the light. 
"Can you hear me?" Her fingertips suddenly graze his cheek, the thumb gently brushing on the area beneath his eye. 
It's just at that gentle touch that he snaps back down to reality. Liquid stare growing wider, Bakugou shoos away her hand, jaw clenching and red eyes darting at her with annoyance. He puts himself into a stretched position in a rush, which isn’t exactly a brilliant move, because a stabbing pain on his back obliges him to lay down again. 
He grinds his teeth, his hand running to tighten the opposite shoulder. "What the fuck--"
"Hey, not so fast… you just woke up from a huge fall." The girl doesn't seem bothered by his curt gesture. Her mouth is shaped in a soft crescent, it matches the delicacy of her stare pinned to his face. "You fell from up there." She points her finger up, gazing at the ceiling. "You crashed down out of the blue, you almost made me piss in my pants." A little giggle seeps through her lips as she spares him one last glance, before putting back in the bag on her lap some bandages. "I thought you were one of those scary monsters, but you're way cuter."
Katsuki arches his brow but doesn't tackle her comment, too focused to scrutinize the black glove she's wearing: it's similar to those gadgets you can find at the black market -mostly visited by villains with a weak Quirk who want to survive in the slums, or vigilantes who are tired to use the usual patented tools fabricated to not hurt people or enemies. Some protuberances cross the palm beneath a thin layer of fabric tulle that connects to the wristband. He wonders what kind of power it provides -fire? Electricity? Venom? 
He raises his hands to stare at his own gloves, some gauzes are wrapped around his fingers. One of his tools is missing, while the other is practically worn out… he doesn't understand much about gadgets and their functioning, but the ones she's wearing gives the impression of good workmanship -like those devices put on the market by the Support Agencies.
"So? How are you feeling?" She fishes out a white tissue from her bag. 
"Ngh, all good, stop asking." He grunts, slowly sitting down. He trails his stare to his aching shoulder, blood spills from a deep cut but before he could lay his hand on it, the girl places the tissue to tampon the wound. He shoos her away again, darting her a caustic glance with the hope that his anger will make her back off. "I'd be doing much better if you'd move away. Never heard of: personal space?"
She doesn't move, though. The expression of patience dancing across her features starts crumbling, but her small smile is still hanging. 
It annoys him, that curve of familiar, useless gentleness upon her lips…
With a little frown between his brows, he stares at her -because he is a bounty hunter, and a bounty hunter's professional bias is to imprint faces in his head (you never know if the cute lady on the other side of the counter who's passing you her number on a napkin is actually a serial killer threaving for your blood): at a quick look, she must be around his age. Her bright red hair is tied in a messy bun that swings on the side, the bits that don't fit cascade along her features in soft waves that gently rest down her cleavage. The locks on the left are angled so that they partially obscure a series of scars cutting deep through the area -they must be pretty old, considering the condition of the scarring. 
Except for the wounds and some stains of dust or oil, it's... A very plain face, nothing he’s already seen on the Wanted posters.  
Cautiously, as if she was dealing with a stray animal, she leans forward again to tampon the wound with the garment but before she could touch him, he steals it from her hand, grunting. 
"It was easier to take care of you when you were asleep…" she mumbles, scrutinizing the various patches and bandages she must have put on him when he was unconscious. 
"I can take care of myself," he mutters, using his teeth to tighten the improvised bandaging around the shoulder. Feeling her stare boring through his skin, he turns to her. "What?" He snaps, without ripping his eyes off her own. 
For a very brief moment, she tilts her head to the side, the hair softly following her movement and uncovering her left eye in the slightest -and he now notices that the blue shade of the iris isn't as bright as the opposite one. It's a bit… paler, cloudy. It reminds him of the eyes of the old blind dude who sits every single day at the entrance of sector 6, going bagging (he doesn't even remember his name. But he knows the exact tonality of his voice brimmed with gratefulness whenever he thanks Shittyhair for giving him some money). 
It's just when the sparks in her eyes quiver that Katsuki realizes he's staring a little too long at her -although she doesn't seem bothered by it. 
She lets out a nervous giggle, grabbing a lock of hair with boths hands, curling it. 
"The fuck are you laughing for?" 
"Nothing... I'm surprised, that's all. Strangers usually don't look at my face for more than three seconds." A little wobble of uneasiness in her voice scrapes her quietness. She spares him one last glance before standing up, brushing her hands on the khaki shorts track that reveal the long stretch of her legs covered with little scars and plasters. A pair of metallic coverages run around her calves and connect to her boots -really, she seems just popped out from one of those fucking nerd-magazines that Four-Eyes used to read during lunch break, at school. "Do you need a hand?" She asks, stretching her hand over him. 
Bagukou frowns, lips twitching in a grimace. "I don't." He ignores her, slowly standing up. His jaw clenches for the stabbing pain that from his back spreads to his stomach, making him crumple on himself for a few seconds, feeling weak into his knees. Once the ache soothes, he straightens himself, giving a quick glance to his outfit to spot any other visible wound: his sleeveless turtleneck top and indigo pants are covered in dirt and cuts, but he's overall doing fine. His belt is still there and undamaged (thank God the grenades didn't explode during the impact, or he'd turn into a Bakumlette, like Dunce-Face would say). He takes a look around, spotting his mask laying at his feet, completely worn-out. "Where the fuck am I?" He kicks it away, irritated. 
"Sector Seven." The girl clasps her hands behind her back, sizing him up from head to toe. "What were you doing on the roof, by the way? This place is falling down, not even kids play up there anymore."
His muscles tense all at once. "How old do you think I am?! I'm not a fucking brat!" A vein starts pulsing on his crimson neck. "I was in sector Five!" 
More precisely, he was in sector Five to accomplish a very dangerous mission that only a great genius like him could face, but it's not the case to waste breath or time with a weirdo he'll never see again. 
She lets out a whistle, gazing at the ceiling. "It's been a long way down, then. You know? You should get your head checked to avoid some brain damage." She scrutinizes the ruby shade tinging his face, and his exposed sharp teeth. "I think the area that controls the mood is gone--"
"I'm doing fine!" He flips her off, receiving back an eye-roll. "Brain damage my ass…" he mumbles under his breath, moving toward the entrance.
Before he could take a step, though, her voice wafts over him, again. So annoying! Ugh, he knows her for barely five minutes and he already hopes for the ceiling to fall on top of her head…
"Hey, you forgot this!" She approaches him with a little (ridiculous) run, handing out the glove he couldn't find -a cloud of fruity scent cocoons him. "You lost it during the fall. Well, actually, I borrowed it from you while you were unconscious," she confesses, shamelessly, ignoring the furrow between his brows. 
He studies the gadget. Thankfully, it doesn't seem damaged, but he highly doubts it'll fully function. "Great… I survive a mortal fall, and the first person I meet is a thief." 
A pout tugs at her lips. "Thief… I gave it back." There's a little twitch of disgust in her mouth when her eyes lay again on the tool. "And, anyway, I'd never take that thing. It's shoddy, and ugly."
"It's just a damn glove…"
"It's an abomination! I hope you killed the asshole who sold it." She fixes her satchel, for the slightest second the long strap sits between her breast, accentuating the soft curve pressing against the fabric of the shirt (Bakugou shifts his stare away before he could actually notice such useless detail). "If you look carefully at the black market, there are some cheaper and more equipped gadgets. Sure, you gotta know where to search. I mean, you see here?" She grabs his wrist, catching him off guard. Her pointer taps on the button that connects to the detonator, which should trigger the explosions. "The button is placed in the wrong position, you can press it how much you want but it won't do anything." She pushes it just to prove her theory, uncaring that a blast could've hit her face. "And the threads? God, such a mess. They're too thin, you risk losing a hand and--"
"Don't touch me!" He pulls his arm back with a jerk, groaning. "What are you? Are you one of those nutcases of the Support Class?" He puts on the glove, ignoring her moan of disappointment.
"Never been there. Do I look like someone who could ever afford a prestigious school?" She stares at his back, watching him proceeding toward the exit. "I just love fixing up and building things! It's cool, you know? Putting all the pieces together, seeing your ideas work." Her footsteps echo behind him, getting closer. "What about you? Are you a vigilante? A Hero? I've never seen you down here, I'd remember a cute face like yours." She tweets.
There's a note of amusement in her voice that sits uncomfortably in his ribcage, for reasons he can’t pinpoint nor he cares to analyze.
Bakugou curses under his breath. Why is she following him?! Actually, why is she pestering him with so many questions?! People in the slums tend to ignore strangers, aware that they could run up in criminals. Instead, this weirdo seems… interested in him. Holy shit, she reminds him of his old annoying classmates who tried at all costs to make him join boring group activities (definitely, he doesn't miss this part of U.A.)
"Do I look like one of them?" 
"Well, the scowl on your face is the same. The rudeness, too--"
"What?!"
"You remind me of Endeavor. You know? Once, he came here to take care of a villain who escaped from prison. Kids were so excited, it's a rarity to see Heros wandering here in the slums. He treated them so badly they cried for days, poor things--"
Bakugo stiffens. Is she insulting him?! He isn't like Endeavor! Hell no! There's no way he resembles the (at least for him) eternal number two Hero! Point 1), he is now the number one only because All Might isn't here anymore, which isn't exactly an honor; Point 2), he's IcyCold's father, it makes him want to throw up the idea of being mixed up with that fool! And point 3), Endeavor isn’t exactly a good man. I mean, Katsuki personally doesn’t give a fuck about Half-’n-half awful situation at home, but being perfectly aware of the main reason behind Shoto’s birth and the emotional luggage he is carrying on his shoulders, well, it isn’t a privileged to be compared to that crappy dude -no matter how strong he is.
"Or--ah! Maybe you're a villain!" She exclaims, not in the least terrorized by this chance. "You look like someone who'd like to slice me right now."
"Believe me, nobody needs to be a villain to desire this--"
"Here you are, you little rat!" 
Bakugo halts his own walk, attention instantly drawn to three men who block the only way out -the girl beside him gulps, hands clutching at the lace of the bag in a tight grip. “What’s now?” he mutters, words bubbling up with rage.
As usual, his mind starts leafing through the various Wanted posters he memorized during his sleepless nights, pinpointing them: they belong to Novo's gang, notorious for being one of the long-running organizations dedicated to drug dealings (their trades are so deep-rooted they practically receive the support from some Hero agencies, helping them to operate in the shadow in exchange for some drugs). That being said, the bounty of these three is so meager it isn't worth wasting energies over them: following Aizawa's research, they don't belong to the circle of privileged close to their boss; even if he'd like to use them as hostages to get the ball rolling, Novo would never come out in the light to dirt his hands for them. But even more important: they seem interested only in the weirdo next to him -and who is he to stop the elimination of another oxygen-waster on this planet?
All things considered, he should leave, go back to the base, get a refreshing shower and put the word end to this horrible day. 
But just when he's about to actually follow his plan, the girl backs off, accidentally bumping into his arm -and for a very brief moment, a weak voice he hasn't heard in such a long time inside of him cripples him up from head to toe, begging him to stay and do something nice, so he can start washing away all the dirty staining his consciousness.
"C'mon, you know my name. It's Aeri. It's short and cute, use it!" The girl's voice is playful (with the corner of his eye, Bakugou catches her thumb pressing on the bracelet connected to the gloves. A series of numbers twinkle in red on a small screen, but from that distance he can’t read them clearly). "What do I owe the displeasure?"
The man in the center, burly and shorter than his mates, takes a step forward. "Did you forget you still owe us 679.462,50 Yen?"
She rests a hand on her heart, sighing. "Aw, just that? And I thought you came here only to offer me dinner."
"I'd never ask you out! I don't have such a poor taste in women!" He yells, stamping a foot on the ground. "You're three days past the deadline, and Novo-sama isn't very happy." He smirks, eyes filled with a murderous glint of excitement. "And you know what happens when he isn't happy."
Bakugou's stare widens in the slightest, eyes now drifting to the girl. Now… if you live in the slums long enough to survive, it's the norm to get involved with the wrong companies; but, well… Scarface here doesn't look like the type of person who'd mix up with one of the most dangerous criminals out there -especially when they've tight bonds with law-enforcement. It's interesting, he has to admit to himself. He wonders what type of role she has (or had) in his organization, since that piece of shit is famous for using women only to satiate his sexual urges and then getting rid of them when he's bored (usually, abandoned in some halleys. Lifeless). His curiosity withers in a heartbeat, though -just the time to remind himself he doesn't give a damn about an annoying stranger (who compared him to Endeavor, moreover! He's pissed! He'll ever forgive her for this affront!)
The problem is that when you're an excellent bounty hunter, it gets hard to pass unnoticed. So, Bakugou isn't very much surprised when the three of them point their wide gazes at him -he is slightly frustrated, actually, because it means he's about to get involved into some shit he doesn't care about. 
"But, you are--" the tallest one on the right indicates him. "You are Bakugou the bounty hunter! The fuck are you doing here?!"
The girl turns to him, eyelids fluttering quickly. A victorious grin blooms on her lips, index finger immediately stretching in his direction. "Pretty-Eyes here is my bodyguard!"
Pretty-Eyes?!
"What the hell?!" The three criminals shout, after a second of astonishment. 
Bodyguard?! PRETTY-EYES?!
“Stop being surprised, I'm the only one who can be surprised!” Katsuki turns to her, shark-mode fully activated. "What the hell is this bull?! And don't call me Pretty-Eyes, it's disgusting!" He grunts, giving his back to them to search for another escape. Enough of all this joke. "She's all yours, guys. Play with her how much you want--"
With a rapid jerk, Aeri situates herself in front of him, close. Too close. Her fruity scent is even more intense at this distance -it's like a slap into his stomach for the memories it digs out from the tombs he crafted in the past year. He instinctively backs off, chin rising up in an intimidatory gesture that, alas, doesn't affect her in the slightest. 
"Wait, help me escape from them," she says above a whisper, throwing a quick-worried glance over his shoulder. "I'll pay you well!" 
A little frown appears between his knitted brows, his red eyes now sinking into the cobalt blue of her own. 
This… stinks. 
Katsuki knows that this won't lead to anything good. He should mind his own business and not get involved in other people's problems. I mean, fuck! He stopped a long time ago helping others -it's not his damn job! Protecting the weakest is a Hero task and he isn't one -he doesn't want to be one anymore! He goes after villains only for a reward, not for fame! 
But when she delivers him a small smile, and the only visible eye trembles with expectation, something inside of him shudders. Like a chord, vibrating in the abyss of his chest -the same vibration he could feel reverberating to every inch of him during a training, an exam, or the internship. 
The feeble voice inside of him tells him that this is his chance to shine -to prove that he is still the number one (furthermore, Scarface here wants to pay him to punch three extras, and money is always a good cause to fight for…)
So, he lets out a barely whispered curse under his breath, giving in. 
"What a bore…" he mumbles, scratching his nape. He shoves her aside brusquely, staring at the criminals. "Go hiding somewhere, don't stand in my way or I'll personally kill you." He hisses, without sparing her a glance. 
Bakugou clenches his left hand into a fist and presses it against the opposite palm, watching the enemies get ready to fight back. 
Ok, the situation is pretty messed up: he's at a disadvantage, he doesn't know the Quirk of his opponents -although the only threatening one among them is the dude to the left, tall and beefy (his bicep is as big as his head, just saying…), and he's equipped with gadgets that no longer work. To make matters worse, he's to keep a check on a dead weight with cobalt eyes who can't comprehend the meaning of: "Go hiding somewhere, don't stand in my way or I'll personally kill you" since she's still there beside him holy fucking shit what the hell is she doing there?!
Bakugou would like to yell at her to grab this chance and hightail it, but the abovementioned Muscles-Man suddenly moves, catching his utmost attention. Despite the ache that engraves down to his bones, his body instantly turns into fight-mode, fists lifted up to parry an eventual attack and legs angled to be quick in his movements. 
The adversary doesn't start a frontal attack, though. Under the satisfied grins of his mates, he proceeds to his left to approach the iron beams resting on the wall… and he lifts them up as if he was grabbing a feather -his muscles increase in volume in the process. 
Bakugou's eyes grow bigger. Great. Just great! An enemy whose Quirk is super-strength is really the cherry on top of this horrendous day! He slightly shakes his head, staying focused. He has to think of a good strategy, a direct attack is excluded -he isn't so suicidal to flying into his arms and ending up in pulverized bones. 
Think, Katsuki. Think, think, thinkthinkthink--!
"Move away!" He turns toward the girl the instant he notices Muscles-Man pulling back the improvised weapons, ready to toss them in their direction. He instinctively jerks to the side, just before one the iron beam could smash into his stomach -the air generated by the throw swipes away the dust and soil laying on the ground, cocooning him in a fog that makes it hard to distinguish the surroundings. 
When the cloud dissipates, he vaguely pinpoints Scarface sitting on the ground, observing the iron beams sticking into the wall with a feared look. Bakugou notices the extremity of the objects resting on the ground, secured enough to be climbed -the same thoughts must have crossed the girl's head, because she's now gazing up, contemplating the scaffolding running along the upper part of the room. 
If this was one of the many training lessons he attended during his years at school, the professors would have told him to focus on the victims -to rescue them taking into consideration the environment, their conditions, securing the perimeter first. But this is real life, not a game set up specifically to verify their improvements -and in real life, Bakugou can't waste time over her. He has to take care of the enemies. 
"Go hiding somewhere! You're in the way!" He yells, catching Tall-Dude dashing toward her with his hands now morphed into two hatchets. 
Bakugou takes his foot forward, ready to run toward her, but a sudden grip around his thigh impedes him to move, dragging him down to the ground. He squelches a moan into his mouth for the pain spreading down his leg, pulled tightly and bleeding: a barbed chord wraps him down to his knee, plunged deep into his flesh--and, actually, it isn't a chord; the fingers of Shorty have morphed into a barbed-wire-like limbs and are now tugging at him, plunging into the flesh. 
A jerk pulls his leg forward, his body is dragged now toward the villain, his side rubs against the ground. He sticks his fingers on the ground, applying pressure to stop his action, but the enemy is now using the fingers of his opposite hands, making it hard to stay still. 
Bakugou's stare shifts in all directions searching for a handhold, and finally lands on the suspension scaffolding just above their heads (he catches Aeri in the act of crouching down to dodge the atchet, before running away from the criminal exhaling a shout), An idea rushes through his mind. It's only a palliative, nothing that would really damage the criminals -but it'd give him enough time to run away. 
Grinding his teeth, he grabs one of his grenades and pulls out the trigger, tossing it to scaffolding. An explosion follows a few seconds after, distracting Muscles-Man and Shorty, busy avoiding the various things falling on top of their heads. 
Bakugou grabs the barbed-limbs into his fists and activates the gadgets, shearing them off with a blast that burns his palms, too. Shorty's cries of pain scratch the air, he uses their momentary distraction to disentangle himself from the chords (Shorty is holding his own hands, the fingers chopped off due to the explosion bleed copiously). 
He hardly stands up, ignoring the pain into his leg, searching for Scarface. 
Tall-Dude is now close to Aeri, ready to beat his hatchet-like-hand on her head. 
Why the fuck is she staying in the battlefield?! She's just an obstacle, she risks getting both of them killed, she--!
A piercing shout echoes in the room, right where Scarface is standing. Bakugou turns to her in a rush and with much of his surprise, she hasn't been the one to exhale this agonizing noise. Actually, she's been able to counterattack the criminal, hurting him: her hands, welded against his head, emits jolts of electricity, while her leg is bent mid-air as if she just gave a kick into his stomach. When she pulls away, applying a light pressure, he notices that the mechanism wrapped around her calf extracted some spikes from her boots. A trail of blood stains the floor when she pulls the leg back with a jerk, the man now falling on his knees, arms wrapped around his stomach. 
Bakugou's stare grows wider, his jaw almost drops on the ground.
What. The. Fuck!
Bodyguard my ass! This psychopath can take care of her own, she doesn't need a fucking bodyguard! These three useless pieces of shit need a bodyguard, at a closer look! 
Still puzzled over her move, he stands still on his spot. It's only when she approaches him in a rush, grabbing his hand, that he comes back to his senses.
"C'mon, Pretty-Eyes, it's our chance!" She exclaims, yanking him a little. 
Annoyance tinges the tip of his ears of a bright ruby shade (and yes, it's annoyance! It must be it! If Bakugou says that annoyance is making him blush, then it must be so!) shark-like teeth now exposed. 
"Don't touch me! And stop ordering me around, and stop calling me Pretty-Eyes!" 
"Anything else?" She teases him. 
He wiggles out of her grip, quickly limping toward the iron beams due to the fresh wound on his thigh. "Follow me and keep up with me!" Without exposing his plan, he starts climbing them up smoothly -Scarface is immediately behind him, climbing up difficulty, hands clutching to the sides of the improvised bridge to keep herself in balance. 
With a jump, Bakugou latches onto the edge of the scaffolding to his right, applying pressure into his arms to lift himself up. Once up, he starts running toward some broken windows, the only possible way out. He gazes over his shoulder to search for the criminals -they're still down below, too busy taking care of their own wounds to waste time over them. 
He presses the palm against the window and releases a blast, getting rid of the obstacle. He peers out, noticing a crossbeam running down below. He turns, throwing a glance toward the girl… who's still climbing. 
"You're still there?!"
"W-wait!" Aeri crouches down, studying the distance between her and the scaffolding -she resembles a cat wiggling on the spot before taking a jump (he wonders if she'll do it or if she'll miserably crush down). 
"Move your ass, Scarface, or I'm leaving you behind!" He shouts, watching her jump and almost slipping on the edge while trying to lift herself up. 
She rests a hand on the scaffolding, finally pulling herself up. "It's-it's not as easy as it seems!" She exclaims between pants, the face bright red for the effort. 
Ascertained that she's out of danger, Bakugou escapes from the window. He travels along the scaffolding running along the warehouse, which connects to the next building. Despite the pain, he starts running and climbing down, finally reaching the ground. Bakugou rubs his forearm on his forehead to swipe away the sweat mixed with dust. He casts a glance down to his leg, observing the blood staining the trousers. 
What a fucking, horrible day!
First, a Big Bounty dashes away for the umptenth time; then, he plummets in a damn hole, crossing two sectors at the speed of light, risking to smash into pieces; least but not last, he becomes the bodyguard (against his will) of a fucking weirdo that spreads electricity from her hands and pulls out spikes from her boots. 
"What a bore…" he straightens himself, giving a look around. "Ok… how the fuck do I go back up?" He scrutinizes the various pillars sustaining the upper sectors, noticing a step-ladder usually used by maintenance technicians. From up there, he should be able to reach the base and--!
"Hey! You're too fast!" Scarface's voice seeps through his thoughts, tensing up all his muscles. The girl is slowly descending the scaffolding, jumping down only when a few steps separate her from the ground. She exhales a long sigh. "Pretty-Eyes, let me tell you: you suck as a bodyguard," she says between pants. "Leaving a gentle, fragile flower like me behind all alone--"
"You're nothing like a gentle, fragile flower, Scarface!"
"How rude… The name's Aeri, anyway. Scarface isn't nice." A small pout tugs at her lips, hands running to grab at the locks of hair escaping from the bun (well, what's left of it). 
"It suits you." He grins, jamming his hands into his pockets. "Also, from when gentle flowers have spikes coming out their boots?"
At those words, she delivers him a beaming smile, forgetful of his rude manners. "Did you like it?! I built it myself! And these gloves, too!" She joins her fingertips, jolts of electricity run over her covered fingers. "You can set the electrical power you prefer!" Her smile doesn't flip off her face despite the bored expression that's morphing his face in a grimace. "It was so fun! We should do it again, we've been pretty cool down there. A great duo!" 
Bakugou's eyes grow wider, a stabbing pain clutches around his frantic heart…
"You two are a great duo, young Bakugou…"
Her cheer words sit between the folds of his brain, make their way in the cracks and dig up things he thought dead and gone.  
Bakugou rests a hand on his head, shaking it. "This is the first and last time I'll have to put up with you! Instead… where is my money?" A vein pops out on his neck before her confused look. "You said you'd pay me well."
"Oh, that…" she ruffles her hair, swiping away some cement dust. "I don't have money right now, but--"
"Are you fucking kidding me?!" He opens his palm, a few sparks start crackling. 
"No, I wasn't--and I've never talked about money! I can offer you something better! Ahm, what about… a date?" Aeri flashes him a smile. She's serious. Too damn serious. 
His ruby eyes widen once again, his jaw almost drops on the ground.
This… must be a fucking nightmare! Aside from the fact that he doesn't have any time for such a crappy bull -but even if he had, he'd never go out with a psychopath like her! He… Bakugou isn't cut for such shit! He's doing perfectly fine all alone! In his situation, love and affection and all that shit is just a waste of time, an obstacle! He's never cared about them and he highly doubts he'll ever want to deal with his crap till he’ll exhale his last breath! 
Bakugou grinds his teeth. "... Are you fucking kidding me?" He repeats, hissing. He studies her peaceful expression, refraining himself from punching her. "And, even if I'd accept this horrendous invitation… how would you have paid?"
She shrugs. "My plan was to grab a bite and run away before getting the check."
"Fuck off…" he curses under his breath, jamming his hands inside the pockets of his trousers. "Don't you dare to follow me!"
How could he fall in such a stupid trap?! He's usually smarter than this! Ugh, he must have hit his head pretty badly…
"Aw, you don't even walk a damsel in distress home?" She claps her hands behind her back, watching his retracting figure. "See you soon, Pretty-Eyes!" 
"Forget it! I hope we won't meet again, Scarface!" Bakugou flips her off, her airy chuckle wafts over him, all his muscles tensing up for the annoyance and the carefreeness of that sound. 
Ugh, like hell their path will cross again! He doesn't want to see her face anymore--well, actually, he'd like to see it again. 
Preferably on the news. On the obituary section. 
● 
When Bakugou finally reaches their hideout, the neon lights of the district's nightclubs situated into Sector Four already twinkle intermittently, emitting buzzing sounds. 
Hands jammed inside his pockets, he kicks the door that leads to their common room. The television is on, jerky news passes on the screen.
"The discovery of another body with odd mutations causes alarm into Sector Three. Police are investigating, but discontent sets in amidst the slums population, who start wondering where the Heroes are."
"Heroes only care about the Capital! They don't have time to take care of the slums issues--"
"This is the sixth case in a month. And it was closer to the uptowns, this time…" Kaminari comments, changing channel. 
Kirishima nods, slowly munching his rice. His attention shifts from the screen to Katsuki, standing still on the doorframe. "Bakugou!" He exclaims, slamming his hands on the table. Drops of water fall from the tips of his pitch-dark hair cascading straight along his features, the towel around his shoulders almost falls on his lap. "Welcome back!" He flashes him a bright smile, uncaring of the grains of rice sticking to the corner of his mouth. "Ah, your leg--" concern dances across his face as soon as he notices the blood staining his thigh. 
"I'm fine…" he mumbles, heading toward the counter running behind the kitchen stoves, trying to hide the pain behind a deep frown. "Did you consign those extras?"
Denki takes a sip of beer, nodding. "Aha, we’ll survive for this week, too." He rests his hands on the ground, crossing his legs. "We arrived up to the sixth sector to find you, but the place was full of vigilantes. I think that the mess we made drew their attention." 
"Or the Kusuri Brothers alerted them." Kirishima barges in, pouty. "Didn't you notice? Their warehouse was full of smuggled weapons and still they didn't bat an eye." His mouth opens in a sharp-toothy smile. "We're glad you're all in one piece, though! And thanks for saving me, back then. If it wasn't for you, I--"
"I had to, I was the only one who could survive from such a fall!" Bakugou interrupts, resting his chin upon his palm. "Otherwise, we'd be here preparing your funeral! I could never stand Dunce-Face crying, he'd made me want to kill him too!" Following his rude statement, Kirishima giggles -ignoring Kaminari's complaints.
"By the way, who treated you?" Denki asks, scrutinizing the bendages and patches soaked with clotted blood. 
Bakugou gives him back a loud grunt, silently telling him that this is a no-topic. His question triggers his mind into wandering through those infernal moments in the company of Scarface (ugh, he wonders how long will it take to his mind to erase that pain in the ass with red hair). 
Dunce-Face waits for a follow-up that doesn't come, sighing. "First aid kit coming… you look like shit." 
Bakugou's nerves tense up. "What did you say? Repeat it, if you dare!" He turns to him, watching his figure disappear behind a door. "Hey, Dunce-Face--"
"Bakugou, you almost ruined everything, as usual," Aizawa announces himself with a bored tone, darting him a somber stare that has him muttering under his breath. "Am I wrong or did I tell you to fly under the radar?" He ruffles his hair tied up in a tail, heading toward the kitchen. He grabs a mug from the cupboard. 
Eijirou eats the last shreds of rice. "Bakugou doesn't like following plans."
"And he isn't cut out for teamwork," Kaminari says, reappearing with the first aid kit under his arm. 
"Not when the team is made of losers and when the plans are boring." Bakugou grins, drumming his fingers on the counter. 
"Who's the loser who fell into a hole?"
"You piece of--"
Aizawa's surly stare flickers from him to Denki, quashing their quarrel. "Talking about more serious things… Kirishima told me about your Quirk. The problem is getting worse…" he starts, pouring some coffee into the mug. "Don't you think we should talk about it?"
"There's nothing to talk about, it's all good!" Bakugou replies, aggressively -mostly because Shittyhair revealed a personal issue that he's able to handle all by himself. "You're worrying over nothing."
Aizawa scans the white tissue around his shoulder, the expression on his face darkens. "If your Quirk doesn't work soon and properly, you'll risk getting yourself killed." He ignores his barely mumbled curses, adding, "That's why you're out until we'll solve this issue."
Bakugou's eyes grow wider, an uncomfortable weight sits into his lungs, making it hard to breathe. Is he… shoving him on the sidelines?! Him?
Aizawa seems to read past the rage now filling his eyes and stiffening his features. "Don't stress yourself, I've already found a solution. But until it'll be done, consider yourself on holiday."
Kirishima pats his shoulder, delivering him an encouraging smile. "Professor Aizawa thought you could use some gadgets--ahm, sorry," he bows a little, feeling Aizawa's somber stare boring holes through his skin. 
"I'm already using them. And guess what? They don't work!"
"That's because you keep stealing them from petty thieves, or from scraps of the black market," Dunce-Face comments, handing him the first aid kit. "It's a miracle you haven't lost a hand yet."
"About that, I already asked for help from a person who could momentarily help you." 
"A brainiac! Ganzo Kogu!" Silence lingers in the air, following Eijirou’s announcement -like this name should trigger some kind of anxiety or astonishment amidst them. 
Kaminari leans forward, resting his chin upon his crossed arms. “Ganzo Kogu... oh, I know who he is! He invented the first prototypes of robots used for military drills! The same that Academies use for training Heroes!” He gives Aizawa a surprised look. “How did you convince such a bigwig to help this one?”
“What’s with that condescending tone?!”
“He stopped working for the government a long time ago. Now, he takes care of the maintenance of the lower sectors, or helps whoever is in need,” their chief explains, “Anyway, he couldn’t make it. His daughter will come, instead. She’s good. You know the water pump in Sector Six? She fixed it.”
At that piece of news, Eijirou’s eyes shimmer. “Wah! It was a disaster, she must be good then! Bakugou, you’re going to get a wonderful gadget!”
Even Denki’s eyes shimmer -but, well, for different reasons. “Wah! A girl is coming here! I hope she’s cute. Is she cute, Aizawa-san?"
Kirishima chuckles. "Since Ganzo-san is very old, she’s probably around your mother’s age. Unless she's into toyboys, don't think you'll have any chance…"
"She’s around your age…” 
"Perfect!" Kaminari lifts his thumbs up, smirking. 
Kirishima scratches his hair, thoughtful. "But, didn't you say that you've a girlfriend waiting for you, back at home?"
Denki sinks his head into his arms crossed on the table, exhaling a whining sound. "She isn't my girlfriend. And if I'd come back now, she'd use her Quirk to smash my brain." He sighs, resting his hands on his cheeks. "She's so beautiful, and strong. She already forgot about me, for sure."
"Disgusting…" Bakugou comments above a whisper, without even trying to hide the grimace now grooving over his lips. He ignores the two mates busy talking about this "cool girl" he doesn't give a damn about, meeting Aizawa's eyes. "Do we really have to do this?"
"It's not negotiable. And it's for your good…" he averts his stare, hiding a glint of worry he rarely saw on his face, trailing it to the red light twinkling above the door. "She must be here… listen, treat her well. Her father is a good friend."
He grunts, displaying his scarce enthusiasm. Who knows who's this brainiac's daughter. He hopes she isn't one of those crazy belonging to the Support Group -he already had to deal with a crazy lover of constructions today, he'd never stand another one!
"Aaah, I hope she's cute!" Kaminari repeats, excited, shoving his hair back, fixing the pins that pull his fringe back. "It's been a lot since I've seen a cute girl here. And when you do, they just want to cut off your balls and steal your wallet."
"Maybe you're just annoying."
"I don't accept criticism from someone who never gave his first kiss."
Katsuki stiffens. "How do you know--" he turns toward Kirishima, throwing him a murderous glance. "Shittyhair!"
"I-it slipped by mistake! We were a bit drunk and-and there's nothing wrong with being a virgin at nineteen years old!"
"You. Are. Dead!" Bakugou stands up in a jolt, ready to pounce on Eijirou (and then, he'll punch Dunce-Face too because he's having too much fun, considering he's now cackling in the background)...
"Did it take you much to find the place?"
"No, Oldie gave me good instructions. Ah, he apologizes for not being able to come here, but constructions in Sector Eight are taking longer than expected."
 Bakugou tightens the grip around Eijirou's shirt, his muscles tensing up all at once. Oh, shit, this voice…
"Don't worry. How are the works going?"
"Good! He's making a system to sustain the weight of the upper levels. The pillars are made of shoddy material, he asked for support from the Capital but they haven't replied yet… oh well, don't think they'll ever do."
No. No. NoNoNoNoNo it can't be! This is a nightmare! This--!
A cold chill travels down his spine as soon as the squeak of the door wafts over him, followed by that familiar (and, oh, so annoying) airy chuckle. Turning to the door goggle-eyed, a muscle twitches in his jaw, spotting the figure of the girl standing beside Aizawa, glancing back at him with the same astonishment. 
"Aeri-kun, that's Bakugou, the boy I told you about." His chief introduces him, scraping the silence now settled upon them. 
The surprise dancing across her features eclipses behind a bright smile. "Pretty-Eyes, hi!" That silly nickname tumbles off her tongue with amusement. "It's destiny that we meet again!" 
Bakugou stays still, crippled up for all that teasing brilliance that's squashing him. It's just when his mates squelch a chuckle, hissing a feeble: "Pretty-Eyes" that the rage finally melts away the tension settled in his body.
"Scarface?!" Katsuki points his fingers at her, his face now turned into shark-mode. "What the hell are you doing here?!" Still with his pointer pinned at her figure, he turns toward Aizawa. "What the hell is she doing here?! I don't want to deal with her anymore!"
"Oh, so you already know each other?" Kirishima's stare flickers from him to her. "Ahm, I'm Kirishima Eijirou, by the way! Thanks for helping Bakugou out!" He politely greets her, averting her stare and trailing it on a spot on the wall (less than two seconds, Bakugou notices).
Dunce-Face seems to have lost his excitement, probably because Aeri isn't as pretty as the girl he was expecting. But it doesn't take him much to pull himself out of his own disappointment, flashing her a small smile.
“And I’m Kaminari Denki!" He indicates the chair situated against the counter. "Please have a seat, and don't mind the mess. We usually don't have many cute visitors--”
"She isn't cute, put some fucking glasses on Dunce-Face!" Katsuki darts a caustic glance to his ex-teacher, who's shuffling behind the counter, ignoring their show. "And she isn’t going to help me! I refuse! Use your damn force and send her on the Moon, Shittyhair!"
She stands on the doorframe, unbothered by his behavior or his vitriolic comments. "I'm Aeri, nice to meet you all. Ah, Aizawa-san, I think you should keep an eye on him. He hit his head pretty badly and his mood--"
"My mood is fine!"
"Don't worry, he's done like this..."
"Bakugo is explosive!" Kirishima giggles, sharp-teeth exposed. "So? How do you know each other?" 
"Fate is a piece of shit."
"He fell from the sky like an angel."
Bakugou darts her a caustic glance, hands curling into fists as if he had to hit her with his explosions. "You little--" his words fade into a squelched moan when Aizawa immobilizes him with his binding cloth, dragging him toward the counter. 
"Forgive him. I'd love to say he's usually polite and it's a bad day…" 
Scarface giggles. "Don't worry, it's ok. He isn't the worst person I have met." She sits on a chair, resting her bag on her lap. "So… you lost your Quirk. I should've known it, going around with that disgusting stuff so shamelessly…"
"I didn't lose it!" Now free from his chief weapon, Bakugo sits down across from her. "And I don't need your help!"
"Ok, give me your hand," she says, ignoring his comment. "Let me check what I can do for you…"
"Forget it--hey, stop, don't touch me!" A loud curse flies out his mouth for Aeri's fingers now gently wrapping around his wrist, dragging it now toward her. He tries to set himself free from her grip, but Aizawa uses once again his binding cloth, impeding him to move a single muscle. 
The silence that now falls upon them is thick. It's crystal clear that his ex-teacher, Kirishima and Dunce-Face are waiting with bated breath for her verdict; while Bakugou… ugh, he's so fucking annoyed that his life is now entertwined once again with Scarface's. Like, he doesn't need anyone's help! The matter with his Quirk is just a momentary issue, why is everyone treating him like this?! Moreover, why is she now sniffing his palm?! Oh God, she's creepy as fuck! She--!
Kirishima leans forward, expectation streams in his wide eyes. "So, Aeri-san… can you help him?"
Scarface studies the drop of his sweat now staining her fingers, head tilted to the side. Then, she inches away from him, her stare now engulfing into his own, ruby and filled with rage. There’s a weird glint streaming in her cobalt blue eyes, a spark he can’t label but that sets a thousand shivers free to run down his spine.
Then, she grins.  "Yeah… but it'll cost you a lot, Pretty-Eyes." 
Katsuki clenches his fists so hard that his knuckles turn white. He'd like to stand up and slap her and make her pay for using that fucking nickname before his "friends", but Aizawa's binding cloth are still secured all over him, covering his mouth too. 
"He accepts and thanks you for your help," Aizawa answers for him, ignoring his muffled grunts. 
Kaminari is choking on his laughter, resting his hand on Eijirou’s shoulder -who’s badly trying to squelch a chuckle. "Pretty-Eyes… I’m so glad I’m alive to witness this memorable moment."
And… Well, this is how it all begins.
This is the story of Katsuki Bakugou and how he passed from being a promising Pro Hero with a bright future ahead of him, to a bounty hunter, to an alleged villain with a bounty on his head… before finally realizing the biggest dream of his life: becoming one of the greatest Heroes of all time.
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