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ni-kol-koru · 1 month
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Opposite Personalities + Opposite Aesthetics = Siblings
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This is how I see the Miyaji brothers 🧡🍍
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donatellawritings · 2 months
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I have a sick need to know if our boy Rafe has a kink for being slapped haha I just know there has to be a little somethingg that clicks since he loves fighting
uh DUH he’s literally insane lol
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rafe would be pathetically inconspicuous about how he’d ease you into his sick little fantasy. he is a man of eclectic tastes and interests, you knew that much when you met him, but it was arousing for you to always have that element of shock factor that came with being rafe cameron’s girl. sure, for others, rafe’s impulsive ways and intense mood swings could be viewed as toxic, maybe even harmful - but you welcomed it, you even craved it at times. i mean, you were his good girl, after all.
so, rafe decided that he would play with you. he knew just how kind you were, getting you to crack your pretty little exterior wouldn’t be easy, so pissing you off wouldn’t cut it. you were so sweet that it made his sharp teeth ache, so toying with you would be his in.
you sat prettily perched on the lounger beside the pool, the haze of the sun kissing your skin just right. small beads of sweat rolled down your chest and stomach as you breathed in, your supple breasts expanding against the flimsy and thin material of your sized down baby blue bikini top. te mata by kali uchis softly played through your speaker as you lowly hummed along, completely oblivious to your boyfriend who quietly approached you, stopping silent as he reached where you laid.
the sudden darkness that came with rafe’s shadow caused you to crane your neck back as you stared up at your smirking boyfriend through your curled lashes, “hi, papi,” your swollen and glossy lips stretched into a smile, your arms reaching up to rafe’s face, in an effort to bring his lips to yours.
“hi, baby - y’having fun out here?” rafe questioned, leaning down to press a quick smack of a kiss to your awaiting lips, before making his way to where you laid, your bright eyes following his as he kicked a leg over the lounger, lowering himself down to straddle you.
the weight of rafe’s body caused you to answer him with a silly laugh as you nodded, “you’re heavy,” you huffed with a feigned pout of sadness.
“yeah?” rafe teased with a shrug of his shoulders, forcing out a huffed laugh as he softly grabbed each of your dainty wrists in each of his large hands, leaning his forehead to rest against yours, “y’gonna have to get me off then, i don’t want my pretty girl hurting,” he cooed menacingly, licking his lips as you sighed dreamily, your lips slightly parted.
“how?” you whined, shifting your hips.
rafe shrugs, bringing one the hands that he’d maintained his tight hold on, your head, lightly tapping the side of your head with your own knuckles, “you’re smart, baby, y’gotta get the bad guy off of you,” he coos, his condescending tone causing your sensitive nipples to harden against your bikini top as he brings your hands to rub lightly against the pebble skin.
you let out a soft moan, watching selfishly as rafe rubs your nipples, using your withheld hands, your mouth opened in shock, “papi, please,” you whisper, your lips pushed into a pout as rafe lets go of your hands.
race shifts his hips, before pushing more of his weight onto you, his heavy bulge resting flush against your lower tummy.
“c’mon mama, fight me,” he rasps, bringing his hand to grip your throat. he knew how much you could take, despite portraying yourself to be an innocent damsel, you loved being treated like a worthless slut - it got the both of you off.
your eyes widened with a slight edge of panic as rafe’s weight became increasingly overwhelming as his grip on your throat tightened. your legs began to kick out as you slapped at his unwavering wrist, a strained cry leaving your lips as rafe suddenly stood over you, pressing you flat against the lounger as you kicked your feet at him, your now spotty vision and manipulated airways causing you to gasp for air.
“c’mon princess, give it to me,” rafe smiled, watching your chest rise and fall at a quick rate as tears streamed down you flushed cheeks.
and with that, the sudden loud clap of your acrylic-nailed hand slapping across the skin of rafe’s structured cheekbone rang through the backyard of tannyhill. rafe was quick to release your throat from his intense grasp, leaving you a gasping mess as you struggled to find and steady your breathing. rafe brought his fingertips to his throbbing cheekbone, a proud smile pulling at his lips at the sight of a tinge of blood painting his fingertip.
with a sob, you reached out for rafe, “rafey, i’m sorry, i-” you began.
letting out a short chuckle, rafe approached you, “fuck, y’got me good, baby,” he leaned down, silencing your cries with a wet kiss, moaning directly into your mouth as you brought one of your legs to wrap around his waist, your fingers tugging at rafe’s buzzed hair.
the messy kiss brought an ache to your clit as you and rafe’s faces being slick from your slobbery kiss, “do it to me,” you moaned, your tone needy and desperate as rafe pulled away, his handsome face painted with confusion.
“what?”
“hit me,” you clarified, biting down into your bottom lip as rafe grips your cheeks, smushing your face as he licked your mouth.
“y’want me to hit you, baby?” he mocked, a troublesome pout on his lips as you nodded feverishly, earning a satisfied hum from rafe as he mushed your cheeks once more, before releasing your face from his grip, sending a harsh slap across your face.
a pained gasp left your lips as your head whipped to the side, your hair falling over your face as you soaked in the sting of rafe’s strong slap. your boyfriend swallowed thickly, his cock twitching with need as your heavy breathing turned into a small laugh as your supple lips expanded into a dopey smile.
before you could turn to face rafe, he pulled you in for another slobbery and slippery kiss, “fuck, you took that shit so fuckin’ well, mama,” he moaned, leaning further into you as his hand fumbled with the button of his shorts.
there was nothing more that rafe wanted in that moment, than to fuck a baby into you. his sweet girl.
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beomboomboom · 3 months
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Drunk with love
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genre: fluff, established relationship
pairing: Seungcheol x reader
summary: Seungcheol has experienced your drunk self more than once before. He's seen everything. He's seen you dramatically confess your love to him years ago, he's seen you yell love song lyrics for him at the top of your lungs. But this was the first time you forgot that you and Seungcheol were dating altogether.
warnings: alcohol/drinking, a little bit of swearing (like very little)
note: based on the results of this poll. I hope you enjoy the fic <33
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"Cheolliee~ can you pick me up?"
Seungcheol lets out a sigh at the sound of your tipsy voice. He knew it was a bad idea to let you go out drinking with your friends.
Not that your friends were bad influences or anything, but when you got drunk, you got drunk.
Meaning, you couldn't even walk three steps without either throwing up or passing out.
"Okay baby, I'm going to come get you. Just wait outside the bar okay?"
"Okiee~ the world is spinningg...," he hears your intoxicated voice say. Taking that as a sign, he grabs a few plastic bags and stuffs them in his pocket on the way out of the house, already preparing for what he knows is to come.
As Seungcheol gets into his car and sets off towards the direction of the bar where you're at, he hears your drunk self let out a whine, "Where aree you Cheolliee, I need to tell you somethingg."
Phone still pressed against his ear, Seungcheol lets out a little laugh, amused at the way you're acting.
Deciding to humor your drunk self, he replies softly, "hmm, okay. How about you tell me when I come get you, does that sound alright?"
He can already picture what you're looking like at this point. Your cheeks are probably littered in a pink hue, evidence of your drinking activities, your hair a pretty mess, and your lips in a pout. You're also probably going cling onto Seungcheol the moment he finally arrives to pick you up.
Seungcheol smiles softly at the thought.
Even though dealing with your drunk self is a pain in the ass, he still loves it nonetheless. The way you show your unfiltered love to him is something that always makes him laugh and his heart swoon.
"but cheol...what I'm going to tell you...I might regret..."
Seungcheol's heart stops at your words.
No longer humoring your intoxicated words, Seungcheol worriedly ponders what in the world you could possibly mean. Seungcheol knows that when you're drunk, your filter completely disappears, which makes him worried. What kind of secret were you keeping from him that would make you say "I might regret this"?
"What do you mean by that baby?"
"well....I'll tell you in person. It's better that way. OH! I see your car, I'm coming in."
Seungcheol watches your figure, holding your phone to your ear, as you shakily stand from the bench outside the bar and stumble closer and closer to his car.
Before crumpling to the ground unexpectedly.
"Oh shoot," Seungcheol mutters under his breath as he quickly jumps out of the car and helps you stand up.
"You okay baby? Let's get in the car hm?"
But rather than replying and letting Seungcheol lead you into the car, you simply lean against Seungcheol and begin to cry. Eyes widening, Seungcheol quickly takes your face in his hands and wipes your tears away with the pads of his fingers.
"Awww baby, do you want to tell me what's wrong?"
"I-I-I" you start to say, and let out a small hiccup before shouting," I LOVE YOU!"
"Well, I lov-" Seungcheol starts to reply, but is quickly interrupted by your drunken rambling.
"I know this might ruin our friendship or whatever, but I can't stop my feelings for you. I just love you too much. I love you so much that i'll break the promise we made in second grade to never have a crush on one another. I love you so much that i'll risk our friendship to tell you that I love you. And I love you so much that if you don't love me back, I'll accept it."
With each word being let out of your mouth Seungcheol can feel his endearing smile grow by the second.
"Baby, I think you don't understand. We're dating right now. We were best friends before, but then you confessed to me just like how you're doing now. "
"What no way. You're lying to me. Stop joking around with me Cheollie," you say, a furrow in your brow as you try to decipher the new information.
"I'm not," Seungcheol replies, with a little laugh under his breath at the situation. The way you can't believe you're dating him makes him want to giggle and kiss you senseless at the same time.
"Then show me," you challenge, deadly serious.
Wasting no time, Seungcheol gently grabs your face with his hands and places a chaste peck on your lips. "Let's go home now hm?"
Smiling contently, you let Seungcheol take hold of your hand, and lead you towards the car.
It's after you and Seungcheol take around three steps when your eyes widen and you mutter a quiet "uh oh" and shake Seungcheol's shoulder vigorously.
Already knowing what's about to happen, Seungcheol swiftly takes out a plastic bag from his pocket and hands it to you. As you get all of the alcohol out of your system and into the plastic bag, Seungcheol holds your hair away from your face and rubs comforting circles on your back. "How about we go home and get cleaned up. Does that sound okay with you?
You manage a small nod in response and lean on Seungcheol as he helps you get into the car and buckle your seatbelt. In only a few seconds Seungcheol buckles his own seatbelt too and you and Seungcheol make the short journey home.
As Seungcheol is driving home, he gazes at your passed out figure in the passenger seat. Shaking his head, he simply smilies and lets out an endearing laugh,"you better repay me with lots of kisses and cuddles tomorrow."
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evieskiesss · 30 days
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NOBODY WILL SEE US- TOM KAULITZ
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WARNINGS: AGE GAP (30 & 20) ,smut, , dom!tom, sub!reader, public sex, squirting, overstimulation, degradation, name calling (daddy USED TWICE, slut, baby, etc), getting caught, reader says to stop but rlly just wants more
a/n: HEEYYYY. i hope yall haven’t forgotten abt me but yasss im back & im finna get back on my grind fr 😫🔥🔥🔥. HERES A LITTLE SOMETHINGG. IM A LITTLE RUSTY SO BEAR WITH ME BUT IMA TRY TO WRITE MORE. LIKE FRFR. ANYWAYS LOVE YALLLL.
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The bright sun shone down on you, kissing your skin as you walked down the sandy beach, your hair flowing as the warm wind blew against you. Your eyes darted around the empty beach, awfully impressed with how much more beautiful it seemed in person compared to the photos you’d seen online.
LA VITA APERTA, was the name of the beach. It wasn’t just any beach, but the most popular nude beach in Italy. You’d been whining for weeks on end to Tom, wishing just how much you’d love to go, at least once. With the way your soft lips pouted, and the mere tone of your sad voice, it was enough to make Tom rent the beach for you two, alone.
You squealed, giggling excitedly as you ran toward the single luxurious villa in the complete center. Your feet softly padded against the hot sand, your legs moving quickly as you grew closer to it. Inside sat two reclinable beach chairs, made out of a polished bamboo. A large glass table sat in the center with platters of all sorts of cheeses, meats, crackers & fruits. A small rack of expensive wines cooled in the mini fridge in the corner, it was perfect.
A pair of strong arms wrapped themselves around your waist, “do you like it?” the voice spoke softly into your ear, you could practically hear the smile in his voice. You turned around, a large grin plastered on your face. Hopping up, your legs wrapped themselves around his waist, “iloveit,iloveit,iloveit,iloveit!” you shouted. Tom smiled, his arms hoisting you up, “anything for my girl.”
You both settled your things down, quickly taking advantage of the cold wine bottles, pouring them into glasses. Your lips wrapped around the rim, letting the dark liquid leap into your mouth. The smile wouldn’t leave your face as you sat on the sand, directly facing the ocean. The sound of the cold waves smoothly clashing against each other filled your ears, the salty smell mixing with that of the chemical-ly sunblock that Tom squirted into his hands.
He rubbed his hands together before moving your hand to the side, the cold cream coming in contact with your back. You pouted softly, looking over your shoulder to him, “i don’t like sunscreen..” you complained softly, the smell being too strong for your liking, & the sensation of oily cream making you feel uncomfortable as it would inevitably mix with your sweat. Tom ignored your protest, “you need it, baby,” he replied calmly, massaging it into your skin, being sure that your skin fully absorbs it.
“you’re too young to have wrinkly skin,” he kissed the back of your neck softly. You huffed, “fine..”. His hands ran down your back, his rings tickling you lightly as he ran them over. Slowly, his finger tips toyed with the strings of your bikini top, “we’re at a nude beach, remember?” his voice low, his breath hitting your ear. Your head slowly turned toward him, only being able to see him through peripheral vision. You were silent for a moment, your timidness suddenly taking over, you had never really.. gone nude in public before. “it’s just us, baby..” he reassured softly.
Taking your lip between your teeth, you nodded. As he pressed a gentle kiss to your shoulder, he pulled the strings fully. The bikini top became loose, his hands dragging them down your shoulders, then setting them to the side. Your nipples hardened, the cool wind mixing with his warm breath on your neck sent small shivers down your spine. Arms creeped around, his larger hands cupping your breasts, squeezing them softly. You smiled, giggling softly at the action.
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Your breathing had slowed down, sunglasses providing extra protection to your closed eyes, your lips still curled up happily as you relaxed your body against the hot sand. You felt shuffling beside you, a soft content sigh leaving Tom’s lips as he leaned against his elbow, head propped up on his hand as his gaze laid on you. You looked beautiful, just absolutely perfect.
Your skin was now a shade or two darker, the bronze covering your entire body. Your small bikini top hugged your hips, undeniably leaving a tan line around it. You looked glowy, the sun rays blessing you with an extra kiss of beauty. His eyes ran lower, your breasts perky & attentive to the winds that blew by. Impulsively, his hands reached forward, tenderly kneading the flesh. His fingers closed around your buds, delicately pinching your nipples. He caught a groan in his throat, the feel of your skin only driving him crazy.
His lips came to your neck, planting weak kisses along the line. “tom..” you whined softly, hand coming to his chest. “mm?” he hummed, pinching your nipples again. You gasped gently at the sensation, feeling his lips curl into a smirk against your neck, his tongue licking and nipping on your skin. The hand that groped your breast snuck down agonizingly slow, simply teasing you as his fingers cupped over your sex. Two fingers pressed against your clit, a broken moan leaving your lips.
He hummed against the dark hickey that formed, “so wet f’me already?”. A shaky breath came from you as he departed from your neck, his gaze now looking down at your skimpy bikini bottom, your legs unconsciously opening for him as his fingers teased the wet spot on the cotton. Your lip came between your teeth, tugging on it gently as you looked around, “b-baby.. not here..”, you mumbled. “nobody will see us, baby,” he whispered.
Your silence was loud, causing him to smirk further, leading him to slide down what was left of the bikini down your tan legs. Tossing them to the side, you were left bare. “now this, is a nude beach,” he joked, parting your legs even further. An expression of amusement came over his face, your wet cunt glistened in the sun as he parted your folds with his finger. His middle finger gently dipped down, collecting your wetness, smearing it up to your sensitive clit, biting his tongue as you jolted at the sensation. “t-tom..” you whined, “shut up,” tom replied, his tone stern.
He looked back at you again, your eyes full of neediness, masked by hesitance. Without warning, his finger prodded at your entrance, slipping into you. Groaning softly, your hand searched for stability, gripping onto the hot sand. He cooed softly, watching his finger slowly pump in & out of you. The sound of your wet cunt mixed with those of the waves, your tiny moans seeping in here & there. “look at how slutty you look,” he tsk’ed, shaking his head menacingly. You whined again, biting your lip as his finger curled up, “just begging to be fucked..” he continued.
His cock began to ache, your whimpers & sight of you now riling him up. He bit his own lip looking down at his erection, begging to be freed from its restraints. A certain whimper of yours was enough. He pulled his finger out, your eyes snapping open in confusion before he manhandled you. You yelped lightly as he pulled you up, mumbling a small “c’mon,” moving you to the side as he laid where just were. His hands pulled at your hips, making you straddle him. He reached down, pulling his cock out of his trunks, red & leaking from the tip.
His hand wrapped around his shaft, pumping himself a couple of times, mouth parting open in pleasure, “you’re gonna ride me, ‘kay, princess?” his voice hoarse. You nodded, complying with his orders as you lifted yourself just enough. He gripped your hip with one hand, the other now holding his cock, rubbing the tip between your folds, aiming for your clit. “f-fuck,” you whimpered, your hand leaning on his chest for support. Once aligned, he began pulling you down on him, your cunt stretching out as he entered. You gasped softly, him letting out a moan at the same time. You sunk down further, feeling the burn of his cock penetrating you deeper until you were completely sat on his cock.
The fear flashed back into your mind, snapping you out of your dazed state for a moment. You turned your head, frantically searching for anyone who might be near, afraid of catching you two in the act. His fingers grabbed your chin, forcefully making you look back at him, “forget about that. just ride my cock,” he gruffed, squeezing your hips in a demanding manner. You lifted your hips as much as you could before slamming back down. Immediately, his hands gripped your ass, helping you with the rhythm.
You cried out in pleasure as you bounced on his cock, his tip kissing your cervix as you rode him faster. “fuck, baby. just like that,” he gasped, throwing his head back. You whined in response, slamming your hips harder. The way his cock deliciously stretched you out, being able to feel every vein drove you mad. Within the first few minutes, your legs began to burn, the muscles not needing much before giving out. A small whimper emitted from you as you tried to continue, your bounces faltering. His hand collided with your ass, “c’mon, princess. don’t stop,” he encouraged.
Your nails dug into his chest, your head lolling down as you mustered up the little bit of strength remaining in you to continue bouncing. God, it hurt like hell, yet it felt so fucking good. Small tears pricked your eyes as your legs gave out, no longer being able to do it on your own any further. Your front nearly collapsed on him, your hands preventing you from doing so as your lower half could no longer hold you up, “help me, i-i can’t..”. Without saying anything, Tom took it upon himself. His fingers dug themselves deep into your hips before thrusting up into you wildly.
The sounds of skin slapping over boarded those of the seagulls & waves, your broken moans fueling him to go faster. “take my fuckin’ cock, baby. just like that,” he panted. His cock drove into you deeper, hitting that gummy spot inside of you that made your eyes roll back. “f-f-fuck..!” you groaned, thighs shaking as you felt your orgasm approaching. Tom whimpered deeply, his eyes barely being able to keep themselves open, yet the erotic sight of his cock disappearing into your cunt gave him strength. His gaze was nothing but lustful, dirty, & everything perverted. “beautiful fuckin’ girl. shit- you gonna cum on my cock, baby?” he teased through the grunts.
You nodded feverishly, his thick cock pounding into you at an inhuman pace, causing you to clench around him. “let go, baby. show daddy how messy you get,” tom mumbled, pushing the hair out of your face. With that, you cried out, legs shaking as your walls closed in on him, a stream of liquid quickly running down & onto his abdomen. His eyes widened, & his cock hardened. “f-fuck! that’s- that’s it!” you grunted, your orgasm washing over, hands now pushing at his chest as you felt you couldn’t take much more.
Tom grunted, slamming you all the way down on him, holding you in place as his hot cum spurted out into you, coating your walls. You whimpered quietly, the feeling triggering something inside of you. Tom remained still for a moment, eyes closed as he recollected himself. You looked down at him, breathless before he caught you by surprise. He lifted you up off of him before pushing you back down, pushing your thighs to your chest, exposing your cunt to him fully. “n-no, tom! i can’t anymore,” you mewled, pushing at his arms that now aligned himself to your entrance.
You could barely keep yourself conscious right now after that orgasm, yet he still had it in him for one more round. The sound of you squirting on him snapped something inside of him, leaving his cock rock hard for more. “just one more, baby. show daddy one more time how messy you get,” he groaned, pushing himself back into your pussy. He snapped his hips in, pulling out, just to ram back in. His pace was brutal, his tip ramming into a different spot of yours.
Your hands flew his biceps, “t-tom! fuck!”. His eyes were locked on your pussy, your hole sore & raw as he fucked you mercilessly, the sloppy sounds of his cock pounding into you becoming louder. “my pretty fuckin’ slut,” he murmured huskily, mouth leaving open mouthed kisses on your neck & teeth nipping. His dirty words went straight to your core, sending shocks down your spine. “this is what you wanted, huh? getting fucked on this beach like the slut you are?”.
“yesyesyes!” you sobbed, squeezing your eyes shut as the pleasure became unbearable. He angled his hips, thrusting into you with desire & passion. He groaned hoarsely, feeling a knot in his abdomen. You gasped loudly, walls clenching down on his cock, dead giveaway of your orgasm. Swiftly, he pulled out, only to rapidly abuse your clit with his tip. Your hands slammed into the sand, a deep scream escaping your lips as your body shook heavily, squirting hard all over his cock, coating his abdomen. Tom cried out, slamming his cock right back into your hole, his own eyes rolling back as his orgasm hit him like a truck, cum spewing into you.
He collapsed on top of you, both of you moaning simultaneously as you rode out your highs. Tom thrusted in weakly, your hips rolling up into him as you milked it out for as long as possible. Gently, he pulled out, making you wince lightly at the sensation. He looked down at your sex, his cum seeping out of your hole & onto the soaked towel beneath you. He looked back up at you, laughing lightly at your state. Your eyes were barely open, your body covered in sweat & sand, completely breathless. His hand came to soothe your abdomen, “i didn’t know you could do that,” he panted with a smile. Your eyes peeled open, “i didn’t either,” you laughed.
He smiled, kissing your knees before helping you up. “let’s freshen up in the water.”
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You yawned, rubbing your eyes as you left the bathroom. You smiled seeing Tom, sound asleep in bed. You turned the lights on into your kitchen, brewing yourself some coffee before opening up your laptop. “what the fuck?” you mumbled tiredly, at the thousands of emails in your inbox. You opened up at the most recent one by your manager.
subject: EXPLAIN. CALL ME NOW.
link: https.//www.tmz/tomandy/nonbeach/caught.com
Your eyes widened, clicking on the link.
TMZ: PAPARAZZI CATCHES TOM KAULITZ AND GIRLFRIEND, Y/N L/N HAVING FIERY SESSION ON BEACH DURING PRIVATE GETAWAY
Your heart dropped as you scrolled further. There you were. There the fuck you were, photographed as you laid on your back, a blurred circle covering Tom’s hand in between your spread legs, his face buried into your neck. The next was worse, it was you on top of Tom, your head thrown back as his mouth was parted open, your butt blurred as it caught you mid bounce.
The following images weren’t better, catching you completely off guard. Both of you photographed, covered in sweat as Tom spoke into your ear, your legs in the air as he was mid-stroke.
A blood curling scream left your lips, “TOM!”.
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lexygabe · 6 months
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tora aikawa / twisting tiger headcanons/rewriting/etc.
(march/11/1990)
pisces sun | virgo moon | aquarius rising
INFP - 9w8 - sx/so - 974 - ESI - RLUAI - EFVL - Melancholic-Phlegmatic
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general headcanons:
• trans masc, he/him, gayace,
• nobody cares but his sexuality headcanons were made by me when i was mad at wattpad bitches infantalizing him and making him their uwu japanese anime boyfriend,
• also he is little gremlin man before anybody start treating him as omg so cute trans boy hahaha gay baby. nah, he will kick you directly in the balls (even if you don't have them) and he will do this with pleasure,
• as a kid he was creepypasta enjoyer (he tortured miko with them when he was trying to sleep),
• philosophy nerd, not only into "asian philosophy", but philosophy in general. marxism, stoicism, nihilism, epicureanism, etc. everything,
• he reads this big fucking books weighing tons and they are always the craziest shit ever like "the idiot" by fyodor dostoevsky,
• i think he is russian literature fan in general,
• i think he had something that we could describe as depressive episodes, but he was never diagnosed with it til adulthood. and to be honesg tiger himself thought that everyone have felt something like that from time to time,
• probably has light ptsd,
• his friendships with nakama players (besides his and miko bond) aren't that strong like they used to. this is "when both of you start to distancing from each other and you become strangers to each other" situation, (he misses them)
• he self expressing himself very often in form of his new tricks, but also in his writing (he has a lot of notebooks with multiple essays),
• loves cartoons,
• <energy drinks3,
• he has keyhole top surgery type of scars,
• he become strika member after his whole transition journey,
• when doc got his medical results he was a little bit confused bcs birth certificate said that tiger is afab, so he informed coach about it,
• some day after training coach took tiger aside and told him that if anybody's gonna have problem with his identity, he will talk to them and he also asked tiger if he was capable of informing him or doc about his problems/health,
• rasta was first to know, bcs he and tiger went out for a beer together once and tiger started pointing out on his chest and telling a whole story totally drunk. the next day rasta walked up to him and asked in friendly-jokingly way is it safe for him to remove his muscle breasts, to which tiger replied with laugh,
• besides rasta, coach and doc. shakes, klaus and probably whole reserve players bench know about him,
• y'all will eat me (for speaking the truth) but matador, joe and north don't know about the fact that he is trans. bcs north definitely says f/aggot at least once a day, el is this cis lgb+ stereotype in tigers eyes (even tho matador doesn't care about gender identity, if you are hot, then you are hot and you will have to deal with his interest in you) and joe may perceive tiger differently when he would come out (again, this is how tiger feels about him),
• he is very critical of the sigma male trend and whole "sigma" idea in general, he even done a research and watched and read american psycho and fight club (yeah ik this is so random),
• idealist. he is close with his feelings and morality, so he assumes very often that everyone controls their own emotions like him,
• he is both idealist and skeptic,
• texts >>>>>>> voice messages/video calls,
• had religion crisis,
• he develops his trust to people very slowly,
• has mulitple accounts on twitter and makes the best trolling posts out there,
• he has decent knowledge about politics,
• watches kdramas when bored,
• he was wearing brackets in the past,
• has a lot of collections (like gadgets from chips' wrappers, TALISMANS, jewelry, figurines), but he is not obsessed about them,
• has tattoos like this:
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• DEFINITELY HAS SOMETHINGG FROM HYPERMOBILITY SPECTRUM. that's why he is so flexible.
throught the series (og tv show, rewriting):
• [—] is waiting to be completed.
relationship with:
• miko: ik a lot of you ships them, but they are platonic to me.
they are like brothers. sometimes they fight for dear life and the other time they send each other funny memes at 3 am. in my head, both of them didn't have a great family dynamic, so they stayed together late at night.
miko was more easy going, so he was always worried about tiger when something happened to him. they aren't ashamed to show their love to each other.
• inyo: when they were kiddos she truly loved him in the most sisterly way you can think of. both of them are very careful when it comes to developing relations so they become very important to each other. it hurt when they had no contact with each other for years and then they become super league enemies (they never even have a talk after this).
• rasta: tiger is welcomed in rasta's house and tiger is always open to do something for rasta in return. buddies.
• cool joe: its complicated. on the one hand they are good friends and joe considers tiger as one of the most normal mates in their team, but they still have that unresolved tension that prevents them from deepening their relationship further.
• others: ?
fashion headcanons:
• smokey eye makeup supremacy,
• TW SCARYASS PRINTED SHIRT. he wears t-shirts with the most obscure shit on them
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• his style is something between grunge, gothic and alt,
• he wears platform shoes to look taller than he actually is,
• some examples of his fits:
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music headcanons:
• soft rock!! (car seat headrest is his beloved), j-pop, mcr & bôa.
NSFW:
• had a tdick at the time when he was playing for nakama,
• is into t4t relationships, bcs every cis gay guy he had thing for were super weird about him and either have had internalized transphobia or specific fantasies that crossed his boundaries of comfort,
• tldr give this man a trans bf so he could have the most non sexual intercourse.
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cupoftaae · 1 year
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Could you do one where y/n is walking to home alone at night and is scared of someone and calls tae or somethingg ? :)) I love the Forever and a Day series!
Hello angel! sorry for the delay in post, been busy offline but im gonna get through my requests now, thank you for reading and loving the series! <3
No warnings, enjoy!!
"why are we getting dessert at 1am?"....."why not?" KTH DRABBLE
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"Hi sweetheart, are you just getting out?" Taehyung sat up in bed, phone up to his ear as he picked up your call.
"Hi baby, yeah.." you exhale, walking out of your building and walking to go catch the train home to your apartment.
The past few weeks youve been working as an assistant dance instructor at a fine arts school. You loved teaching and dancing everyday, but some nights were long, and you couldnt let the students leave unless their choreography was perfect.
"How was work then?" he asked, feeling more awake
"well...we finished the main choreo which is actually really good considering we just started teaching it last saturday. I think they are catching onto it now....but we still had to stay late and do costumes and what not..."
"busy, busy girl" he chuckled softly, fidgeting with his shirt as he heard the tiredness in your voice.
"yeah you got that right" you sigh and walk over to cross the street, eyeing the boarding platform for the train. "I'll be home soon, okay?"
"ok my love..."
"do you want me to pick up anything? Im at the train but I can stop quickly at the 24 hour market and bu-"
"hello!"
You stopped talking to your boyfriend as you heard a voice appear behind you. You turned to meet eyes with a much taller man wearing a grey hoodie and baggy navy blue sweatpants. He could have been anywhere between 30-40 years old.
"Uhm-..hi?" you smiled quickly, confused. You hadnt seen anyone around when you first arrived.
"whos there with you?" taehyung listens in to the unfamiliar voice
"hang on, tae" you mumble, putting the phone down as the man steps a bit closer.
"you look very pretty!" the older man spoke calmly, making you cringe. He smelled of cigarettes and booze.
"oh...thanks, im not interested in anything...im sorry. Just waiting to catch the train" you nod and point at the empty tracks in front of you, putting the phone back up to your ear as you turn
"baby whos that?" taehyung frowned, turning down the tv so he could listen more closely.
"I dont know...im at the train and some guy is just trying to talk to me" you whisper through gritted teeth.
"what??" he panics
"how old are you?" the guy asks, now closer to you than before.
"sir...im a little uncomfy with you being so close, I am just trying to get home to my boyfriend, its very late." you try to speak without your voice shaking.
"ah come on...dont be like that, im sure he wont mind if your home a little later. why dont we go have a little fun?" he mumbled
you felt your heart sink to your stomach as you immediately backed up. you wish you hadn't left your stupid pepper spray at home.
"Y/N?" tae called out, but your phone was by your side as you looked back at him. "please.....just go away" you try again
He simply laughed and continued to step closer before a cop that mustve been nearby came up behind him, grabbing his attention.
"hello sir, mind if I ask why you are out here this late?"
He scoffed, shrugging dramatically.
The cop continued to press questions as you quickly made a gesture of appreciation and fled without him noticing you.
You ran off the platform and back into the parking lot of some random store, picking up the phone to see tae was still on the line.
"taehyung??"
"Y/N, what happened? whats going on??" his voice was fast, concerned.
"I- I dont know, i ran away but some guy was near me asking me questions and I just- the cop came by but im afraid to go to the train again...im just-"
"where are you right now?" he stopped you
you turn around to see the 7/11 type market before you, "Im by the convenient store on 11th street..."
"okay stay there, go inside if you can...im coming to get you okay?"
"okay..." you breathe out and sit on the curb right next to the front door, still shaking a bit as your eyes nervously peered around the street, cars passing every now and then.
Taehyung grabbed his keys and was gone within the next 5 minutes, his own nervousness getting to him. He drove to you, keeping you on the line to speak.
"what did he look like?"
"tae i dont know, he was just older...creepy. smelled awful."
"im so sorry that this happened, are you okay?"
"im fine...im just scared now" you laugh breathily.
"im almost there, ok?"
"mhm"
your feet swung against the concrete parking lot before you saw the familiar headlights of your boyfriend pulling in. you waved to grab his attention, him parking the car close to you.
He got out and hugged you, swaying lightly. "its okay"
you give him a squeeze, "im sorry you had to come all the way over here so late.."
"shh dont apologize, you should always keep this with you though" he grabbed the pepper spray you left at home, shoving it into your backpack as you laughed.
"but its pinkkkk" you whined
"so?"
"what guy is gonna be afraid of some pink pepper spray?"
"hey, pepper spray is pepper spray, you just have the bedazzled version. You spray and slay" he shrugged, making you cringe audibly.
"never fucking say that again" you laugh, pointing in his face as he holds your hand in his, beginning his walk to the markets front door.
"why are we going in here?" you ask
"mine as well" he smiled and opened the door, walking in and eyeing the people- free isles.
You followed him as he darted to the back of the building, lifting up the glass case and picking up 2 vanilla ice creams, then going to grab 2 iced coffees.
"whats all this?"
"dessert" he looked back and winked jokingly as he made his way to ring up the items.
You scoffed and stood behind him as he paid, "And why are we getting dessert at 1am?"
"why not" he chuckled and handed you the ice cream and coffee
"valid point" you giggle, "thank you"
He kissed your forehead and led you back out to the car, getting in and enjoying your late night snack.
"so you said the cop stopped him?"
you nodded, licking your cone and looking out the window. "He reeked of alcohol so I doubt it was because he was stalking some young girl....wonder if he was even arrested" you scoff
He hummed, pondering in thought.
The car went quiet for a moment
"do you think hes in the back seat?" tae suddenly spoke, side eyeing you.
"Tae!!!" you shout, playfully smacking his arm as he defensively raised his hands
"sorry, sorry!"
"one more word and im pepper spraying you"
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hanasnx · 7 days
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OMG HAK FOR SURE LOVES TO BE CALLED DAD!! I WROTE A LITTLE SOMETHINGG SORRY IF ITS LONG I GOT CARRIED AWAYY (excuse my bad writing skills, i’m new to this 😪)
hak was used to being called many things - commander, friend, protector. nothing out of the ordinary, till now. it started slow, just your wet heat wrapped around his fingers, sliding them in and out to watch that translucent cream slick his thick fingers up. but then came that voice, soft and breathless. "dad..." you whispered, your body arching up to his touch. he had never thought he would hear those words - "dad" - from your lips, but there it was. it hit him like a punch to the gut, an unexpected wave of emotion. he paused for a moment, staring down at your pussy clenching around nothing, his mind racing. then, without warning, he plunged three fingers deep inside you. he'd been a father figure to you for so long, but this new title felt...right. and god, did it turn him on. you screamed his name, arching your back. "say it again, baby," he demanded gruffly. "c’mon— ’thas it, who’s making you feel good? hm? dad, right?” he could feel your walls gripping his fingers, milking him dry. it was almost too much. “fuuuck.. yer’ dripping all over these fingers, that shit turn you on, huh? Know it does.” he coo’s, pressing kisses to your ear. his fingers dug into your folds, pushing them deeper to make sure you were extra stretched open. also making sure to rub at the little clit that peeked from the hood, ensuring a short relief and eliciting a soft whimper from your throat which made him hum. “yeah, dad makes it all better, right? alll better, princess.”
— source.
my vision went in and out. felt dizzy. looked at these words with utter disbelief. i gatekept this message anon. give yourself a fucking emoji rn you freak. i want you in my inbox all the time
usually i like to pick out my favorite lines but i would essentially be quoting the whole thing. like what do i even say that'll be worthy of this. im biting the fuck outta my finger because im so speechless trying to find the words. anon you've floored me. what can i even define it as this is so fucking good, this is fucking fantastic. im hard aching and leaking rn
everything about it is perfect. pick an emoji i expect to see you around. god im on the verge of whimpering n shit rn.
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whumpzone · 2 years
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firstly i love love L O V E Linden and Colton,
also, i couldn’t resist asking if you could make a part 2 to the vamp colton & human linden that @tidalwhump suggested. Vampire whump is so my weakness and i would die from happiness if you wrote a lil ~something somethingg~
tysm ilyyy
thanks for requesting another little instalment! i really enjoyed writing the first one so this was an easy request to fulfil :D
part one is here!
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Pet pressed a hand into the bed that his Master had provided. It was strange, so strange, that he had decided to give him one. What was the point?
It was wonderfully soft, but Pet couldn’t lose himself to any sense of enjoyment. Perhaps Master didn’t realise quite what a luxury it was- it wasn’t as if he had put the bed in here specifically for his new possession- but if he did, he would surely take it away.
No, Pet didn’t want to risk it, didn’t want to get attached either, and so he quickly completed the actual task he’d been assigned.
Task might have been too strong a word, frankly: all Pet had to do was change out of his filthy rags and into clean pyjamas. Another mysterious kindness.
He pulled open the door slowly and crawled through. All his movements were trained to be slow. Anything too fast might look like an attempted attack. Master was waiting outside, looking down on him with a definite… softness. Pet knelt before him, in the doorway of his room. He stupidly wished the door was closed, worrying that if Master saw the bed, or its duvet, or blanket, or pillows, he would realise how much his new vampiric plaything didn’t need it.
“They fit,” Master declared. “I’m pleased.”
Pet nodded, and slowly, so excruciatingly slowly, opened his mouth. This was perhaps the most terrifying part of his training. One wrong move and he would be punished for hours- flashing his teeth was not to be tolerated or forgiven- and yet there was no avoiding it. He needed the muzzle back on. When the muzzle was on, he was safe. Fully domesticated.
Master frowned, and Pet realised he wasn’t holding it. Fuck. Fuck. He had opened his mouth too early. He was baring his teeth at his new owner.
He almost fainted then and there. But something in him clearly saw that as an easy escape, so instead he stayed, frozen in fear, waiting to find out what his new Master would do to him.
. . .
Linden was drawing a blank. He wasn’t scared, not quite yet, but still, this new development was unexpected… and unsettling.
The vampire’s fangs had been filed right down, and whoever had done it hadn’t done a very good job. They didn’t have razor sharp ends anymore, but the filing had made them rough and jagged. Linden could see the way they’d scraped constantly against his bottom lip until the delicate skin was torn entirely.
He was still on his knees, unmoving and apparently waiting for something, but Linden was at a loss.
“Uh… h-hey, close your mouth, please.”
He really didn’t want to sound scared. Linden made himself breathe. The pet complied instantly.
“I don’t know what that was, uh, I don’t know what you’re asking for. Can you show me, maybe?”
It was a big ask, and Linden was prepared for the vampire to shake his head and leave Linden in the dark. But, to his surprise, the vampire did start to show him. Linden watched patiently as he moved his curled hands up to his mouth, then drew each one over his cheek and around his ears. Like he was hooking something over them, something that started at this mouth.
The muzzle. He was asking for the muzzle.
Linden had taken one look at the thing when the vampire was given to him and tucked it at the back of a cupboard, out of sight and mind. It was hideous. Clearly pure silver, and Linden had almost dropped it when he saw the pieces of ripped, burnt skin still attached to it. Christ.
“The muzzle?” he confirmed, getting his answer as the vampire curled in on itself even further. He wouldn’t move his eyes from the floor, leaving Linden to speak to his pale blond hair instead. “I don’t know if that’s necessary. Will you bite me?”
That made the vampire react.
His head bent upwards, still without eye contact, but begging Linden nonetheless. He clasped his hands together and whined, actually whined like a dog. Linden almost looked away in disgust.
He was holding his hands very deliberately in front of his mouth, and Linden could see he was trembling all the way through his body. He shook his head desperately, over and over, and when Linden tried to crouch down, to maybe give him a reassuring smile, or another shoulder pat, the vampire whimpered and backed away, screwing his eyes shut in terror. He finally folded completely, pressing his head to the floor and staying there, still as a corpse save for the shaking.
“Okay, okay. You won’t. Let’s just get you cleaned up a bit.”
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xxk3vonicaxx · 2 years
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Adding onto this post here about my plant redesignss
I remember when I came up with the names for these girlss, it was back in 2019, Mobox had allowed me to create their names as well as their backstories in the form of Team Scorpions comicss, since the comic of Plantae was tied to Team Scorpionss, aand I used to be apart of the small group (the small group being Mee, Mobb, and Sonicrashh) who made comics for it back in the dayy:
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I remember how I came up with a few of their names tooo
Roxanne I had named after a song by The Police, it was stuck in my head that dayy XDD
Viktoria I had named after an album by Maria Mena, which goes by the same namee (Viktoria)
For Sandraa, there's a restaurant in my area that was named something similar to thatt, soo I named her after thatt
Vixen and Maxinne though I can't rememberr, I probably just made them up on the spott, which is something I tend to do a lott X"D
As welll, for these guyss, I made short little Team Scorpions comics to go with their talents and their backstoriess, these are shown a lot more in my redesignss, especially with Vixen and Sandraa (this art is still oldd, I should redraw these girls in my current art stylee):
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In the comics I had made discussing their loree, Vixen was a mad scientist inventorr, Roxanne was a cult leaderr, Viktoria I believe was a housewifee, who killed her abusive husbandd, Maxinne was a perfume makerr (though that was also in Plantae loree, in my comic she was out to find an island of Hibiscuses)...I forgot what Sandra did I'm gonna have to find the original comic for itt
I do know that I have the comic for Vixenn, let me show you a little bit of itt. It was really old artt, back from 2019:
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(The characters I blurred out belong to Mob and Sonicrashh, aaa)
Basicallyy, Vixen used to be the assistant to another inventor named Convolv
(This drawing is also from 2019, he needs a redesignn):
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Convolv would take all the credit for Vixen's workk, and in the endd, she had had enough of him practically leeching off of her and her workk, that she killed himm, ayy
In shortt, this comic was about Vixen trying to get rid of the Team by making evil clones of them and getting them to fight each otherr, a simple plott, I knoww X"D
By the time I had finished with all of these comicss (keep in mind I made a comic for EVERY one of these 5 Nightshadess), Mobox had lost interest in Plantae and Cuphead and all thatt, whichh...
Ehhh, I mean half of me feels like all the work was for nothingg, buut the other half of me is likee: "You made so much to describe their loree, Kevv, surely that was somethingg!", though I'm leaning more towards the formerr
Keep in mind this stuff took a long time to makee, it was kinda draining for me to only focus on one big comic and then have to make another one some time laterr (You could blame these comics for causing me to lose interest in making comics entirelyy, I'd rather just make written storiess), these comics were really long tooo, aaa
This isn't even my best comic from that timee (that award goes to Blood Moon Saga part 1., aand I can tell you guys about that laterr) XD
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sevilemar · 3 years
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Your post about burned snake resonated with me so much in ways I never expected to. I just wanted to say your not alone, and I knkw it doesn't help, but you gave me somethingg to think about and try to understand and I really appreciate that. Your experience and you.
Thank you so much. It is incredibly kind of you, and I don't really know what to say. And if what I said made you think, and helped you out a little with understanding, I am glad I posted it.
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benjamingates · 3 years
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bonfire and pie for the november asks!
10. Bonfire - what is the name of the last playlist you made?
I’m pretty sure my most recent playlist is the Blaine one I made two weeks ago which is titled “loml BDA” lmaoo way to expose me Mary
13. Pie - if you could have any food right now what would you have?
Just answered this one so this time I’ll bend the rules a little lmao, I’m gonna say any drink I could have right now instead and the answer to that would be a Peppermint Mocha from starbucks those things are >>>
oops forgot to say thank you for sending somethingg :) <3
send me a November ask!!
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xserpentlife · 5 years
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Tension
Requested: Anon maybe one where they argue all the time and tease each other but they have always sexual energy between them and then they turn out liking each other. Maybe where they r playing truth or dare and they r told to do somethingg or maybe 7 minutes in heaven
A/N: This was so hard to write to be honest. I had such trouble with the little teasing aspects of it I hope that it’s good, I think it turned out well. Y/L/N means your last name by the way. And sorry this took so long to post I am going to be posting every other day or trying my hardest to anyway.
Warnings: small scene of male trying to force a girl but it is stopped, Cursing
Word Count: 2790
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Pea and I never really saw eye to eye. I mean I’ve been friends with Toni since I was little and I became a serpent about 2 years ago, so I was fairly new. When I first met him he was so stand-offish, eventually, it dissipated but recently he has been acting the same way as he did when we first met and I had no idea why. I was the type of person to relay the exact same way someone was acting towards me. I could care less why I wasn’t gonna be nice to him or ask him what was going on unless he had the balls to come up and say it to my face. I was starting to get annoyed though every time I saw him it was one thing after another. I was going to Wyrm and I knew it would be like all the other nights I went.
Flashback at the Wyrm
You stood at the bar with Toni as she handed you your beer. You started drinking it just having a casual conversation with her as Pea walked up next to you. Here it goes again you thought to yourself.
“What’s up princess” He just had to use the nickname that you absolutely despised
“Are you kidding me”
“What do you mean?”
“You know I hate that fucking name Sweets”
“Oh come on princess”
“Oh you wanna play that game, how bout I call you by the name you hate” you said with a smirk. He absolutely hated his real name. When he would hit the height of annoying you, you would use it. You knew he hated it because when his mom left he stopped letting people and you also knew it was an asshole move but he just frustrated you so much. He knows nothing about you and you wish for once he would just let it go and leave you alone.
“Don’t you fucking dare”
“What you can dish it out Sweet Pea but you can’t handle it”
“Whatever, Y/L/N”
“You know what fuck you” he walked away at that point. It was always like this, these stupid little fights for no reason and you were getting tired of it.
Flashback Over
I didn’t even want to go to the Wyrm tonight but I Promised Toni that I would. I walked in and saw Sweet Pea and Fangs playing pool. I decided you know what fuck it I’m gonna have fun tonight screw him always putting me down. I walked up.
“I’m playing winner”
“You sure about that”
“Damn right. I mean unless you're scared”
“Funny, I don’t get scared”
I sat there waiting till their game finished. I won’t lie Pea looked good; the jeans, the rolled up sleeves of his t-shirt. Sweet Pea always looked good but he was too much of an asshole for me to think of anything else. I watched the game to the end, Sweet Pea being the winner as usual.
“Ready to play Princess?”
“Born Ready”
“You break”
“Wait”
“What Y/N?”
“No funny business, we play fair”
“Always” Pea and I were the two people that could play an even game of pool against each other. We were both really good pool players. I broke landing two solids into the pockets. Pea began to take his turn as I walked past him slightly rubbing against him but, It wasn’t on purpose, I mean maybe a little. He looked up at me smirking as he took his next shot. He got 3 balls in. He backed away as he stood next to a table taking his next shot. We went back and forth a few times before it was time for the 8 ball, and it was my turn. I leaned over the table to take my next shot as Sweet Pea leaned next to me and whispered into my ear “better not miss princess” I took my shot as he was talking and missed, he took the next shot and won. That asshole cheated. He was about to put the pool stick up when I turned him around and tried to push him, but of course, him being a giant he didn’t budge.
“You motherfucker, you cheated”
“I didn’t cheat princess”
“Oh what whispering in someone's ear isn’t cheating”
“Well from what I remember I didn’t touch you, but I do recall you bumping into me a little before I took my shot in the beginning, so the question is really why did you cheat”
“Screw you Sweet Pea” Toni came over at that point dragging me away. “Girl I think you need a drink”
“Damn right” Toni walked me over to the bar as she walked behind it
“Wait your working? Why did you leave the bar and come over then?”
“Well... I thought you were going to kill him so I just grabbed you and came back”
“You know me too well Topaz” I was drinking a beer, and Toni decided to take a break to come and dance with her. So as I was holding my beer we started dancing on the floor to whatever random song was playing. I saw Brandon coming up to me, he was a fairly new Serpent who I didn’t exactly like. He just gave me a weird vibe that made me feel off.
“Hey Y/N wanna dance”
“Not really Brandon, not in the mood”
“Oh come on” I wanted him to leave me alone so I agreed. I figured I’d dance for a few minutes and he would leave me alone. “Fine”. I danced with him for a little bit and he grabbed my waist, I pushed his hands off of me, but he grabbed me again making his hips grind to mine. I tried to push him away but he shoved me into the wall that we were near I could smell the alcohol coming from his breath. Toni tried grabbing him off but it wasn’t working. He leaned forward trying to grind into me and I kept pushing but he had my hands pinned to the wall and my leg wrapped around his so I couldn’t kick. I just focused on trying to get away when I heard the sound of him grunting on the floor, and his hands removed from my wrists. I looked up to see Sweet Pea. I ran out the back door of the Wyrm. I took a few seconds to breathe as I heard the back door open.
“Why do you always look for trouble Y/L/N”
“I wasn’t he came up to me, I was dancing with Toni. He wouldn’t leave me alone, pushed me into a fucking wall and kept trying to grind on me, so don’t fucking say that” I was tired of him blaming me for shit that wasn’t my fault. I started to walk away but he grabbed my wrist keeping me from moving.
“Are you okay?”
“Oh look you actually care”
“I never said I didn’t care”
“Yeah you sure show it”
“What the fuck is that supposed to mean Y/N”
“Nothing” I started to walk away again
“Don’t fucking walk away” he grabbed me again. I stopped looking into his eyes. What was I doing? I pulled away harder. I couldn’t like him. I was just thankful yeah thankful he saved me from Brandon that was it. I had to get away from him though.
“I am leaving because I am tired of fighting with you. Don’t fucking touch me, Nathaniel”
I left the Wyrm that night on my walk home crying, he defended me he always did. Even when we would fight it didn’t matter he was always there. If I ever had a cut or got in a fight with a Ghoulie he would be the one to check on me but then we would fight and he would leave. I just didn’t understand why it was too much. Just why? Why did he hate me? I didn’t want to go to school but I knew I had to.
I walked into the student lounge seeing Toni with Cheryl.
“What’s up ladies”
“Hey Y/N Cheryl is having a party tonight and you are coming”
“I… I don’t know Toni after last night I don’t know if I want to”
“Oh come on, you probably won’t even see Sweet Pea”
“But…”
“No, but’s Y/N your coming”
“Fine” School was fine I saw Sweet Pea once, Fangs tried talking to me but I couldn't, not today and not now. There was something that kept crossing my mind something I kept trying to push away. Why was he always trying to defend me even when he acted like he hated me. I mean I hate him too but when he did things like that I just wanted to hug him to be his friend again and thank him, but it felt like that was long out the window. The school day went by quickly, I went with Toni to Cheryl’s directly after because they wanted to dress me. They put me in my black biker boots cause I wouldn’t wear any shoe other than them or converse. She put me in black ripped fishnet tights, black very ripped jeans, a bralette, and a flannel overtop.
“And why am I dressed like this Toni? I would be more than comfortable in jeans and a hoodie”
“No reason, just it’s a party figured you’d want to dress for the occasion”
“You're up to something, I know it”
“I am not up to anything I just wanted you to come to a party and have a good time”
“Fine, whatever” The party began shortly after and I got a beer. I was sitting by the pool table when Fangs came in asking if I wanted to play. I told him sure and we started playing. We were almost at the end of the game.
“Where is Sweet Pea?”
“Oh so now your the one who cares” The fuck did Sweet Pea say to him.
“What did he tell you”
“Doesn’t matter”
“As a matter of fact, it does what did he say”
“Nothing Y/N”
“Whatever Fogarty” I walked off and was about to leave when Cheryl and Toni grabbed me
“We are playing a game Y/N”
“No, I’m leaving”
“No, you aren't come on”
“Fine but after… I’m leaving” Toni led me up the stairs to where our group of friends was sitting to play whatever game they decided to play. Of course, there sat on the ground was Sweet Pea. Why? Why did he have to be here? I sat down taking my seat knowing that Toni and Cheryl would not let me leave.
“Y/N your first”
“Nah Toni I think you should”
“Funny girl, spin” I sat there turning the bottle. I watched it spin around, and around, and around, and almost as if in slow motion it started to stop, landing on the one person I wish it didn’t. Sweet Pea.
“Well uh… fun game but I have to go now”
“No Y/N you sat down you have to follow through” I got up walking to the closet at the end of the hallway as Sweet Pea followed behind me. There was barely any space between us. He leaned his head back against the door. And whispered “Of course I have to fucking be in here with you”
“You know what Nathaniel, screw you.”
“Don’t fucking use my name, you fucking know not to use my goddamn name Y/N”
“You have no right to fucking tell me what I can and can’t do Sweet Pea, we used to be friends we used to talk and then you just stopped. And then sometimes you act like you care when you clearly do not I don't fucking get it. So I'm tired, tired of fighting with you over stupid bullshit. I am tired of trying to be your friend, and I am tired of you acting like you care and then minutes later acting like you hated me your entire life. So yeah I am going to use your fucking name whenever I want because I don…” He stopped me, pushing me against the door.
“Stop Y/N. I, I don’t hate you. Please stop saying I hate you it kills me. I have never hated you well except when I barely knew you but that is beside the point. I do care and that is what scares the shit out of me. I like you, at first it wasn’t that I didn’t like you, but something changed. I don’t know what changed or when it did but I know that it did because now every time I see you all I want to do is be with you. But you hate me too. Every time I start something you continue it or every time you start something I continue it. I am sorry for walking out after I acted like I cared. I didn’t want you to get close to me. I just, I’m sorry. I am tired of trying to pretend like I hate you when I don’t”
I don’t know what came over me all I wanted in that moment, was all the hate just me liking him. I mean, yes I thought he was hot once in a while but it was never anything more than that. I had to admit though. Standing in this close with him, being this close the emotions were rising. The flannel tight around his arms, with the ripped jeans and the chain, the dog tags. It all melted together and I saw it in his eyes, how sorry he was. Something kicked inside of me, I grabbed his dog tags pulling him down to my lips. We kissed for a few seconds before I released him.
“Pea… I, I don’t know why we fought. I am done with the fighting. I am tired of always trying to one-up you, I am tired of always trying to make our fights better or trying to stop them. I thought I hated you but I think I was scared, scared that someone could care for me because I never had that before. I’m sorry. I want you” I kissed him again switching out positions and slamming him into the door. I felt his hands brush against my sides where my shirt rode up, I started to unbutton my flannel but he pulled away. He leaned his forehead against mine.
“Pea if you don’t want this I don’t care. We can go back to hating each other, I’ll leave” I tried pushing out the door but he stopped me “let me out of the door”
“I’m not letting you out because I want to be with you, but not here not now. I am not fucking you in this closet no matter how much I want to, and believe me, I’m sure you now know I really want to. I just… I can’t you deserve a lot better than this”
“I, okay? Does your trailer count as better because I am almost positive you most likely drove your bike here and I would be more than willing to get on the back”
“Alright princess my trailer could count as a castle for the night, and my bike can be your chariot”
“As long as we don’t end whatever this is as midnight”
““What not gonna kill me for calling you princess and also trust me, we’ll be going longer than midnight” I slapped him slightly. “Let’s go, Wait! Do you think Toni and Fangs set this up”
“Oh know for sure they did”
“Wait you knew!”
“No, no but when Fangs called me telling me that you were hurt and I walked in to see you playing pool with him, and he proceeded to drag me upstairs I figured it was all a setup. But, I didn’t expect to tell you how I felt.”
We walked out of the closet hand in hand trying to sneak past everyone down the stairs, but we heard Fangs, Toni and Cheryl cough from behind us. Fangs spoke up “Oh and where are you two going”
“Oh don’t act like you three didn’t plan this shit” Toni continued “Y/N how dare you think we would do something like that”
“Oh shut it Topaz, I’m not complaining” Sweet Pea began dragging me down the stairs, and spoke.
“We’ll see you guys tomorrow, well that’s if she can walk in the morning”
“Don’t make me use your real name” I whispered into his ear “Nathaniel” he pulled me down the steps as fast as possible onto his bike, I knew I was in for a treat tonight.
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sophies-surveys · 6 years
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1. Do you have to be in a certain mood or mindset for taking surveys? If you make them, what inspires you to do so. Yeah, I have to be in a certain mood.
2. Have you ever missed anything important or fun due to being sick? Yes.
3. Describe a time when you felt you really bonded or grew closer to someone? Umm, first national conference I went to in grad school was when Sarah, V and I got really close. 4. What was the subject of your last photo shoot? I don’t do photo shoots? 5. How important is it for you and your partner or friends to share a similar taste in music, movies, shows, etc? You don’t have to have the same taste in everything, but you should at least have somethingg in common.
6. When was the last time you went shopping for new clothes? Do you remember what you bought? It’s been a long time! I bought a new shirt like a month ago, but I can’t remember when I last went shopping for more than like one thing. 7. Do you still/have you ever made New Year’s resolutions? Are there any that you remember accomplishing? Haven’t made New Year’s resolutions since I was a kid. And even then they were always really general goals that I would forget a few months later. 8. Who is most likely to show up in your dreams? Has anyone ever mentioned that they had a dream about you? It’s always random people. Last night someone showed up in my dream that I went to school with and haven’t seen or even thought of in years. No idea where that came from. 9. If the thing you’re hoping for most right now worked out, what would you do? I’m expecting it to work out. 10. What sort of compliments make you feel the best? Really anything as long as it’s sincere.
11. If a friend watches or recommends something, how likely are you to check it out? Depends on the friend and how similar our taste is or how good their recommendations have been in the past.  12. What would you say to a twenty year old version of yourself? Just some general encouragement I guess- that I’m doing okay and to keep working hard because it’s going to pay off. 13. How do you approach life? What’s your perspective/purpose/that sort of thing? A lot of times I have to just take it one day at a time, do what I need to do and try to enjoy it as much as possible along the way. I really feel like being kind and helping others and making small positive impacts on other people is what gives life meaning, so I guess I just try to keep that in mind as I go too. 14. If a friendship seems to be drifting away, do you try to hold on or let it go? Depends on the circumstances and the person. Of course, if they mean a lot to me I’m going to try. But in this day and age, it is SO easy to stay in contact with your friends, no matter how busy you are or how far apart you live. So if a friendship continues to drift apart when one person is trying and the other claims they are too busy or too whatever to respond or reach out, that person just doesn’t care that much. Sending a text message takes about 5 seconds, it’s not that hard.  15. Name a few things that make you happy? A good radio station, hiking, running, visiting with close family/friends, cooking, going out to eat 16. If you were going camping for a few days (or to a fancy hotel for those that dislike camping), who would you want to bring with you? My boyfriend. 17. How long have you been living where you are now? Is this somewhere you intend to stay for a while, or is a move in your future? A little over a year. I’m not sure how long we plan to stay. It’s a decent place that works for us for now, and is relatively cheap for what we’re getting. But someday in the near future we will probably move out for a nicer, better place. 18. How are you planning to spend the rest of the day? Relaxing. 19. When or in what situations are you most likely to listen to music? In general, do you tend to like more soothing or energetic types of music? When I’m in the car. Whether it’s more soothing or energetic depends on my mood. 20. Are there any wildflowers or any other wild plants you’re able to identify? The common stuff, yeah. 21. What was the last memorable or especially delicious meal you had? Who cooked it and who shared it with you? It was when we went out to eat Saturday. We had filet mignon and baked potatoes. It was with my parents and Dom. 22. What was the last thing you put away? My clothes that I washed and folded. 23. If you have a pet, do they sleep with you at night? No pets/ 24. What are some of your favorite sounds? The ocean. Hearing trains going past from our house. Dom’s laugh. 25. What is something that brings up a lot of feelings of nostalgia for you? Would you say you are a nostalgic person in general? All the usual things- like songs from that particular time period, smells, etc. I would say I’m a nostalgic person in general. 26. When was the last time you were near a large body of water? Couple weeks ago. 27. If you could go out on a date/outing with anyone right now, who would you take, and what would you do? Dom. I’d like to go up to the mountains and go on a hike and go to our favorite restaurants. 28. How much time do you spend in your bedroom? On lazy days when I don’t have anything I have to go do I might spend a couple hours there. Otherwise, not much time other than when I’m sleeping. 29. What is the climate and geography like where you live? We’re considered “humid subtropical.” We have really hot, humid summers. Winters are more mild but sometimes cold. 
30. What personality types do you tend to relate to best? I don’t know. More introverted, reserved people I guess.
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useraew · 6 years
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A whole  lot of love. 
Archie,Reggie,Jughead,Fangs,Sweet Pea,Moose x Female reader 
Summary: Archie,Reggie,Jughead,Fangs, Sweet pea, and Moose all had a crush on you and they wanted ask you out so badly. Of course you had known about it through your special source who made sure you knew a lot of secrets. You did have your eye on one of the boys, Sweet pea, you had never ask someone out before so you had to woman up.  
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I put away my chemistry book in my locker and locked my locker and started to walk to the lounge for a snack in the vending machine. Before i could get to the lounge my phone buzzed telling me my special source who spills all the tea with me had a new update. I moved out of the way and up to the wall and opened the text message. My eye glancing at the screen showed something i couldn’t believe, i took a double take at the message and read it to myself again. 
Secret source ;) : Reggie,Archie,Jughead,Moose?,Fangs,and Sweet Pea are in the lounge arguing and they all want to date you Y/n. 
I gave myself a second to understand what was going on. Moving my feet again i finally made it to the lounge and saw Archie in my near view. I stopped again to listen to the boys conversation. It started with Archie, “So she’s single right?” Archie asks. Sweet pea gave him a look before speaking.  “Why do you care?” Sweet pea asks. “She’s clearly got eyes for me.” You didn’t have to look at him to know he was smirking.  Of course Reggie opened his mouth, “Or rather me.” Reggie adds. “I bet she’d love to go out sometime.” You laughed Reggie's words. Once Fangs told him to shut up i giggled once again.  
I stood their realizing i only really was into Sweet pea. I easily was making a plan as Moose spoke up.  “She’d never go for you anyways.” Moose interrupts. My eyes grew big then Jughead interrupted him.  “What about me?” Jughead wonders. “Moose, you have midge. Y/n is way to cute for you anyways.” Aww i thought juggie thinks i’m cute.  As the fighting continued i finally walked in to the lounge. 
“Hey boys!” I smiled at them. “I heard from someone that you guys have a crush on me” All the boys stared at me  as i rubbed my eye. Jughead looked at me with confusion. “Who told you y/n?” “I have a special source” giving the boys a wink. My idea i thought of for asking sweets out was to ask him out on Friday, surprise him at his trailer and walk in to school holding hands. “To make things easier Reggie it’s never gonna happen, and Moose you have midge be happy.” Giggles being released from other boys as i smiled. “Now i do have my eyes on someone as well and the plan is i’m gonna ask my crush out on Friday.” I smiled at the boys and left for class. 
For the next 2 days i grew nerves, i’ve always had feelings for Sweet pea. He really is my type hands down. He makes me feel so warm and he always is there to make me feel safe when i was around him. He drives me crazy thinking about him all the damn time. I just want to be able to wrap my arms around him. 
Friday came and i got ready earlier than usual to go to Sweets trailer. I grabbed breakfast and wrote a note to my mom saying i was leaving early. As i got in my car i put some music on to calm me down. The drive to Sweets made me feel tiresome and a little worried. As i finally got to Sweets i took a breathe in and out. 
I walked up the steps of this trailer and sighed. “here we go” i mumbled to myself. I knocked on his door loud enough so he could hear the door. As i heard movement coming from the inside i started leaning against the wooded handle so i wouldn’t fall. As the door opened i saw sweet pea. Clearly from his appearance read i just woke him up. His bedhead showing and his boxers and a tee shirt gave him away. “Y/n, what are you doing here?” I took in a breath and replied “i wanted to talk to you about somethingg” i barely stuttered at the end. “Something wrong princess?” “No actually, it’s nothing bad” I gulped in and breathed out to release anxiety that was filling up in me. 
“I’ve never done something like this before because i’ve never thought i’d develop these type of feelings for someone, i like you so bad it’s making me so numb, i guess it’s because I've always been rejected or my heart just wasn’t ready for anything i’d end the relationship. I want to go on a date with you” As i looked at the ground and back at Sweets silence grew a bit before he took a hold of my waist moved me closer to him. His hands grabbed my face, as are lips met for the first time i could feel his smile in the kiss. 
“I’ve been wanting to do that for so long princess” sweet pea smirked at me and kissed my forehead. “I’d love to go on a date with you” I smiled at sweet pea and he let me in his trailer. I let him finish getting ready for class as i observed his living room. I heard Sweet pea reenter the room and go to kitchen for him to grab a apple. “y/n, do you need a ride to school” i stood up before finally answering him. “no, i brought my car” he shook his head and we both exited his trailer. 
As we both pulled up to school, i walked back over to him and smiled. I took a hold of his hand and put mine in his. “you win” i mumbled to sweets as we walked into school. Walking by Jughead,Archie,Moose,Fangs, and Kevin leaving them with their mouths opened wide. Sweets smirked at the guys before saying “i win” . I laughed walking away with my new guy.  
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music-lovers-things · 4 years
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Anyway, let’s not forget my first love wich is and always will be rock/metal. Today I choose this song cause I love its message very much.
I don’t have to say anything about this one, the lyrics said it all...
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Give me the right to be heard, To be seen, to be loved, to be me, To be everything I need to be me, To be safe To believe In somethingI have a right to be heard To be seen, to be loved, to be free To be everything I need to be me, To be safe To believe In somethingFather, there’s a little flower Beautiful and different All alone all aloneIt it so, Dad? I’m not supposed to Make the world anew, and be like you? Am I you?Give me the gift to be heard To be seen, to be loved, to be free To be everything I need to be me To be safe, to believe In something I have a right to be heard To be seen, to be loved, to be free To be everything I need to be me, To be safe To believe In somethingRight to be heard To be seen, to be loved, to be meYou made it clear right From the start I am to take your sour Heart within, one sad dayBut I will never teach my son Embittered history, tried And true, cause I’m not youI have a right to be heard To be seen, to be loved, to be free To be everything… I need to be me, To be safe To believe In somethingI have a right to be heard To be seen, to be loved, to be free To be everything I need to be me, To be safe To believe In somethingGive me eyes so I see, Give me ears so I hear, Give me love so I know what love is, Give me the freedom to think To believe in somethingI have a right to be heard To be seen, to be loved, to be free To be everything I need to be me, To be safe To believe In somethingI have a special right to grow up, And to develop physically and spiritually in a healthy and normal wayFree, and with dignity I have the right to love, and understanding My parents have special responsibilities for my education and guidance I should be taught peace Understanding, tolerance, and friendship among all people.So give me the gift to hear, to see, The love, the freedom to choose the things I feel, To be right to the world you’ll leaveGive something!Give me the gift to be heard To be seen, to be loved, to be free To be everything I need to be me To be safe, to believe In something I have a right to be heard To be seen, to be loved, to be free To be everything I need to be me, To be safe To believe In somethingEeeeeee oooohhhhh Give me the gift to be heard To be seen, to be loved, to be free To be everything I need to be me To be safe, to believe In something I have a right to be heard To be seen, to be loved, to be free To be everything I need to be me, To be safe To believe In something
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stainedglassmaiden · 4 years
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spoilers ahead - okay - so i just watched the siren on xfinitystream.
im so disappointed - or maybe ive just gotta think harder about it/watch the ending again - because it wasnt a common kind of style of a movie, and during most of it, i felt like it was going somewhere interesting . but thenn, at the end like in the last 5-10 minutes, idk, there were flashbacks or fantasies or something, i wasnt suree what was real or not, and it made the end confusing, and there be wayy less closure than i feel like there could have been!!! cause i feelll like maybee if they picked maybe onee of the confusing scenes/fantasies or something at the end, it could’ve made the closure and whole movie seem like 40% better and have more of a clear message. ughhh! they were soo close to having something interesting [and good+clear]!
some ppl had very negative reviews of it, because they didnt understand how the details related, but i think those were some of the most significant parts, and found how i thought they related, to explain and explore some themes in the story.
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so the movies about a young man, whod never been in love and is mute and v christian, who is taking a break from his life in the church, to stay at a cabin on a lake. [although he had lost his voice in the first place when he was drowned type thing when he was young]. and his neighbor is a man whos lookin kinda rough, cause he lost his husband to what he thinks is a folklore of a monster in this lake, who drowned the husband. so now, this widower wants to find the monster and get revenge and kill the monster. and the background is, that the monster is supposed to be a woman based on like a siren [bc of the title] orr? -a slavic myth of a woman whos undead and haunts a body of water where she had drowned herself when she was unhappy with her husband/was heartbroken.
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so! i thought it was unique bc it was a very simple set, and not much dialogue probs cause the man was mute, but that was alright with me! it wasnt uncomfortablyy quiet. it was fun for a rainy day, like a little melancholy and a little spooky and a little lovesick . idkk, it was a moodd, if youre in that mood lols, and want solidarity with a movie.
fun how they had diversity, with an asian woman playing the siren - you dont see much asian representation in western movies. and a gay man just casually thrown in there, not a big deal, which is also cool uncommon diversity representation a little bit . andd likee, ability-diversity with a mute character, and its not like a big deal, but maybe people like that would like to see people like their own selves reflected/represented in movies tooo, so they dont feel on the outsidee of the realm of “kinds of people who can be starred as kinds of movie characters” usually, you know? :).
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some details that other people thought werent relevant and annoyingly random, were things that i thought weree very interesting and related to a message of the movie!
-like i thought the music was significant. it was this very like, etherial possibly what would you call it - like monk like, cathedral echo-y singing. you  know how theres that kind of music like in cathedrals? etherial? -andd its like the kind of music that sirens are traditionally thought to sing. like echo-y and kinda haunting. so i thought that tied the siren and the religious mute characters together. andd they were falling in love anyway. andd it sounds haunting-y and theyre both kindaa haunted by stuff in the back of their minds, like she, by her curse and her lost love in the past or whatever, and she wishes she could come back to land and be normal, but this curse is keeping her in the water - and him, by whether he should return to his church or not - since he had gotten a phone message from them saying like, dont strayyy from the churchh and dont sinnn come back to us!
thenn, i dont think his mute-ness is random either. i think it signifies the theme of like, misunderstanding and miscommunication [and how that can be frustrating]. like how she is frustrated bc shes seen as a monster [and is one] but shes also, sometimes just a normal girl, when the curse isn’t taking a hold of her. and the widower thoughtt he misunderstood her, when he wasnt sure if she wass actually the monster, because sometimes, she just acts like a lady, and he felt sorry that he was blaming her, since he was like, “theres probs no such thing as monsters, shes probs justt a normal lady”.
thenn, i dont think him being gay was random either i guess . people were annoyed about all these random choices about the characters’ characteristics, because they seemed random and distractingly irrelevant. but i think its relevant because idk i thought maybe because sirens were originally supposed to lure menn to their graves. so it makes it easier for him maybe, and more believeable that he wouldnt be able to be more focused, to try to kill her, and not be lured. even if it wouldnt literallyy work, maybe its just supposed to be symbolicc for their repellant -rather than luring - relationship.
something lacking in love - is another theme i think it was cool how they explored it in different ways. like how the mute man had never been in love, and when talking about that, the neighbor was like, “i dont know if i should feel sorry about that or not. can you imagine that?!”. and even when he did nearly get love with the siren, they could never really comfortablyy be alll the way in each others’ worlds, either on land or in the water. -not on land, because she has to always have atleast part of her body in the water, so shes always just kinda soggily, uncomfortably, sitting on the edge of the dock. they cant comfortably be in the water either, because firstly, he doesn’t know how to swim/is afraid of getting in the water, since thats how hed lost his voice as a child - and, because i guess the curse starts to take control of her when shes near other people when theyre in the water, and she needs to drown them. and, how both the other couples had had love, but then i guess they either lost their partner, or it ended in heartbreak.
it made me sad but was moving in a good way, how when she wasnt feeling the siren curse, they did try their best to change to be able to hang out. like she triedd to resist the curse and climbb out of the water to join him on land (although it didnt work). and how since she couldnt come out, hed lie on the dock withh her so she could stilll put her foot in the water. that was cute and thoughtful.
v low lighting though. like, i know we’re trying to make it spooky and a bummer, but also, i can barely see what youre doing. ever heard of likee, idk, a gray or dark blue filter for the camera, so its like the illusionn of night time, but doesnt actuallyy make things too obscure to see things?!
the choices of casting were nice though. i feel like the mute man and siren had chemistry you can feel, evenn if they couldn’t even talk much!.
the ending couldvee been clever. i just didnt really understand. but there wass a flashback or fantasy where idk, i think it was the mute man ended up becoming a siren tooo! (you could tell because his eyes became as big and dark as herss when she was under the curse being a siren), and then that was cooll cause thenn they were shown just bothh being sirenss in her little cove in the waterr, so they couldd be happy and togetherr all the time actuallyy, in the water! thatd’ve been a nice ending. although they would have to explain why hes a siren now, cause they hadn’t. i guess hed have to drown himself or get drowned, with/from a broken heart, just like she did, to become one. but why would his heart be broken, cause theyre ablee to hang out pretty much, when shes nott a siren, and shes not dead ..
butt, they did just end the movie (spoiler!) with him deciding to leave the lake (i didnt understand why?), and when he leaves, she seen kinda swimming up in the distance, to/towards his empty cabin. maybe thats just saying, “and thenn, they were never ablee to be together anywayy, and itd alwayss be like this imagee for them - how it was in the first place, with him on just on land, and herr, only and forever just kinda stuck lurkingg in the distancee, in the waterr - tooo far away from him/remote/[misunderstood! -and cant fix that [monster part] about herself] - to ever really be with him for real. :(.
hm. so i think idk, either make it clearerr, which of these endings are just fantasies,/why, or just choose onee of them, and committ to thatt message. for the movie. lols. orr if you choose the ending where he becomes a siren too, you gotta explain why that happened better.
plus, (spoiler) when the widower got killed and joined his husband at the bottom of the lake, i feel like that couldve been used to say something significant or to bring something full circle or make a point of some kind. but it didnt, so.. i kind of dont understand why that was done. although i cant think of a better ending for that character, and cant think of how else his story could’ve played out - because either he has to get killed by the siren, he has to kill the siren, or he has to never be able to catch and kill the siren - but either way, idk howw youd make eitherr of these possible endings come to an interesting and satisfying solution, for the scheme of the rest of the movie’s story. i guessss its kindaa cool that atleastt he ended up with his husband againn.. [at the bottom of the lake..] which is kinda dark - but its like , ..so ? that wasnt even his/the goal..!
so yea. i like this movie. its quiet and oddly sweet and kinda moody, which sometimes youre actually in the mood to watch. just kinda chilly. and spooky and nostolgic. im just frustrating cause i felt like it was onto something brilliant, then the ending was kinda noncommital and a flop.
but it seemed kinda thoughtful and cool how it was somethingg about like - the themes of frustration, misunderstanding, things not quitee fitting together in life, longing. which are things that arent usuallyy the point of most movies, so it was cool to get to reflect on those things [in media], uncommonly/for once, through watching this one.
[maybe the point/message of this movie was: Sometimes, you just try your best to make things work out (from the various examples of this being tried throughout the movie), but its okay to be sad and bummed when it doesn’t work out how you wanted it too, because that is how it has to end up sometimes (likethe husbands wanted to be together - and they didnt quite get what they wanted cause they didd end up together - but it was when theyre Dead at the bottom of the lake, -or how the siren wantss to overcome her curse, by healing and moving on from her previously broken heart, by trying to overcome riskss to fall in love againn with a neww man, and defying the curse trying to climb out of the water - but (for some reason?) sometimes, i guess thats just a fantasy, like all their flashbacks. so now shes just gonna be soggy and dripping and uncomfortable (physically and emotionally) in her humans clothes (not like, traditionally fun and comfortable and alluring like how mermaids who weree made to originallyy belong in the water, look.), just watching her potential [future] lovers and things she thoughtt were opportunitiess to heal from the curse, pass her by on land - while she watches them from very far away in the water. [im not suree how the mute one fits in to this message perfectly - but i guess maybe hes just the accessory to the siren’s part of the message].
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