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epepepepepepe · 23 days
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me want dune part two seared into eyeball
also why was feyd-rautha constantly erect in every scene
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league-of-sam · 5 months
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Just like the Rain | Ghost x Reader
Ghost x AFAB!Reader
Based on the song Rain by Sleep Token
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Summary: Simon Riley is a shell of the man he once was. He is bruised, broken, misused, cast aside. The only release into peace he ever felt was the thrashing of rain, it's why he loved the violence of thunderstorms. Until he met you. t.w // angst, fluff, trauma, sexual themes, bad language, military content, death, violence, military inaccuracies 18+ MINORS DNI
Just another day, the same routine.
Over and over.
It's why Ghost loved his team so much. Being in Task Force 141 gave him then sense of control and routine that he had so desperately craved in life. He knew who was coming, who was going; he knew the faces, the people.
But despite his love for them, despite the looming feel of a family here, he didn't quite feel like he fit in. He was never sure if they needed him like he needed them, not that he'd ever admit it.
He never felt like he was needed, he had never once felt the perfect fit for someone.
All that changed the second you had walked through the door.
Ghost was never the type to buy into romance, he didn't believe in that 'love at first sight' bollocks, but you...the way you walked in, head held high and confident alongside Price, changed everything.
You became that something he'd been waiting for.
For so long I have waited...so long that I almost became just a stoic statue fit for nobody
He stood still and silent as you were introduced, his heart fighting with his mind.
Anger ran through his veins, why had Price brought someone new? Why wasn't what they had already enough?
But the heat rising in his cheeks every time you so much as glanced in his direction fought with that emotion.
Little did he know, that forced under his intense stare, butterflies ran wild in the pit of your stomach, surpised at having captured the attention of the infamous Lieutenant Riley.
Over the coming weeks, you had settled into the team nicely, almost all of them making you feel welcome. But not Ghost, he kept well and truly distant, only speaking to you when necessary.
Days turned to weeks, weeks turned to months, and you'd come to accept the fact that your lieutenant just simply wouldn't bond with you.
I don't wanna get in your way, but I finally think I can say that the vicious cycle was over the moment you smiled at me
On the other side of it all, he was acting that way in order to save you from himself. He knew what he was, he knew how he could be. And even if you did want him the way he wanted you, he knew that he couldn't let it happen.
You deserved better than the broken man he was.
You deserved someone like Soap, or Gaz, or even Price. Someone who wasn't so fucking scared to lose people that it had been years since he'd even shown any ounce of real affection to anyone.
He was short with you, strict. He pushed you to limits in training, anything to punish the way he was feeling, and to make you realise that he'd never be worth the trouble.
He'd only get in your way, and a flourishing soldier like you didn't need those distractions.
His mind turned in vicious cycles, over and over. It never stopped, nothing he ever did helped. But the second a smile spread onto your face, everthing was silent for that moment.
Every time you smiled at him, you clawed your way further into his heart.
And like clockwork, the second he lost sight of that, the noise returned.
With a damp cigarette between his lips, he fought with those demons. You were safely tucked up inside, no doubt lulled to sleep by the hammering of the rain on the roof of that tiny safehouse.
In the woods, in the middle of nowehere, mid-mission.
He was alone.
These were his favourite nights. The thunder roaring so loud that it almost drowned out the noise of his tired thoughts. The rain pelting so hard, the sting it left on his skin made him feel something.
Like it was the water itself, washing away his pain.
Washing away his suffering.
The rain brought him peace.
And just like the rain, you cast the dust into nothing, and wash out the salt from my hands
You thought he hadn't noticed you sneak out from the safe house and join him in the rain. His lack of reaction to your sitting next to him would have confirmed that.
But the goofy smirk he had playing on his lips under the mask would have proven you wrong.
"You're not as quiet as you think, sergeant." He mumbled.
"Wasn't trying to be, sir."
You giggled, and the melodic sound caused him to whip his head to face you, desperate to see your face light up in that smile.
And there it was, clear as day.
"Touche." He grunted, "Somethin' bothering ya?"
"Could ask you the same thing."
You went back and forth like that for a while, and it finally felt like you were bonding.
The longer you spent sitting together in the rain, the less he could stop himself from talking.
He told you things he'd never told anyone, he talked about things he'd never even touched on with the hundreds of therapists Price had made him see over the years. Your presence calmed him, made him feel like his problems were nothing but dust collecting.
It brought him peace, and it was far too late when he'd realised just how much of himself he'd shared with you.
Yet when he glanced at you, eyes wide in horror, fear swallowing him whole, you looked back with that same smile and reached out, wrapping your fingers around his own and squeezed.
"It's okay, Ghost. Your secrets are safe with me." You tried to reassure him.
But he couldn't say a thing.
No word would come out - he'd made himself far too vulnerable, and now you knew things.
You sighed, frowning at his lack of response, but turned to him, "I can be a really good friend, if you'd just let me." You whispered.
Your hand squeezed his once more, bearing that oh-so-soft smile of yours, and you stood, turning and returning to the safehouse silently.
The second you left, his body felt cold. A shiver ran the length of his spine.
Yet he didn't much care.
All he could do was stare at his hand, marvelling at the empty space where yours was.
And all he could think about was how much he wanted to feel your touch again.
Even through the rest of the mission, he paired the two of you together, he stayed close, claiming he was just watching your back. It got to the point where there were few times you were able to turn and not be faced with his skull mask staring back at you.
Of course, you took it as his way of showing that he thought you weren't good enough to be there, you weren't capable of being a good soldier.
Ghost thought the complete opposite.
You were incredible, and he just wanted to feel your touch again, he wanted to feel your skin on his again.
He needed it.
He craved it.
Because when you touched him last, it felt like all his problems just faded away; nothing but peace, just like the rain.
So touch me again, I feel my shadow dissolving, will you cleanse me with pleasure?
It did not take long for him to get to the point where he couldn't take it anymore.
He just had to have you.
The furious knocking on your door at three o'clock in the morning startled you, but the last person you'd expected to see was Ghost.
"Ghost?" You mumbled, confused as you rubbed your eyes and looked up at him.
His shoulders were rising and falling rapidly, his balaclava had been turned up to his nose, and you could see the slight part in his lips as he tried to slow his breathing.
"Ghost, are you-"
He cut you off, placing his lips to yours so forcefully that a small yelp escaped and you stumbled backwards.
His hand rose to steady you, pulling your body against his as he pushed you into the room, his heavy booted foot kicking the door closed.
It was a shock, but who were you to deny him? Not when you'd spent months dreaming of this exact moment.
You melted into the kiss, hands smoothing over his arms as they made their away around his neck, pulling him closer.
Ghost let out a whimper, the feeling of you accepting him like this almost too overwhelming for his emotions.
Stooping down, he plucked you off the ground, hands firmly on your ass as your legs wrapped around his waist.
He dropped onto the bed, making you sit in his lap, his tongue dipping in and out of your mouth, drawing a soft moan from you, one that turned his brain to mush.
He pulled away, hooded eyes looking into yours.
"Y/N..." He whispered.
"Hmm?" You answered, leaning into him as his hands ran along your thighs.
"Take it off."
You knew what he meant, so with shaking hands, you pulled the mask off, tossing it across the room.
Ghost's eyes stayed on you, watching your every move, glistening as that smile he loved so much spread across your cheeks. It made his own lopsided one grow, and the look he gave you was one of a man drunk in love.
Your hands moved over him, cupping his face as you pressed your forehead to his.
"Hi, baby..." He whispered, pushing his nose against yours.
"Hi, Ghost-"
"Simon." He growled, pulling you closer, "My name's Simon."
You smiled again, and he swore he could feel his heart leap from his chest as you spoke, "Hi Simon."
I'm coiled up like the venemous serpent, tangled in your trance and I'm certain you have got your hooks in me
You'd skipped to training the following morning, a spring in your step like no other as you made a beeline for Ghost.
But the second he saw you coming, he walked away, disappearing for the rest of the day.
That cycle continued for almost two weeks, the only time he addressed you, his words were laced with venom. And every sting you felt made your heart break a little more.
You'd resigned yourself to the fact it had meant nothing to him, so the hurt turned to anger. And when you'd left training that night, you made sure he was on the receiving end of a scowl as you barged past him to leave.
Ghost scoffed at your actions in an effort to hide the hurt he felt, "Bloody hell, what's up with her?"
"Ye know damned well what's up with 'er, Lt." Soap had grumbled, pushing past him after watching you scurry from the room.
You'd told Soap everything one night, when he'd been sneaking his way to the kitchen for a late night snack and found you crying in the break room.
It felt like you'd been used, cast aside, and despite Soap doing everything he could to explain to you that wasn't the case and it was just Ghost trying to handle his emotions, you were having none of it.
"Do I?" Ghost replied, following him into the changing rooms.
"Yeah, y'do. Never known anyone self-sabotage the way you do, Simon. It's about time you pack it in and accept the fact that the poor lass likes ye. God knows why..."
Ghost had been stunned to silence.
Self sabotage?
"Johnny, I don't-"
"Oh don't bullshit me, Ghost." Soap interrupted him, "You slept with her, she told me. And then you've ignored her existence since, despite the fact it's made your life and ours fuckin' miserable."
That was true.
He hadn't just been biting at you, he'd been bearing his venom-filled fangs to the entire task force, the guilt from what he'd been doing to you completely eating him from the inside.
"It's about time you realised that you like her too."
As much as he hated to admit it, Soap was right. No matter how much Ghost coiled himself up, trying to protect his heart the way a snake in the wild protects it's nest, you called to him.
You had hooked yourself deep within.
I know, I know I am what I am the mouth of the wolf, the eyes of a lamb, so darling will you saturate?
You almost slammed the door in his face when he'd once again turned up outside of your bedroom, begging for forgiveness, yet he'd managed to worm his way in, closing it softly behind him.
"I have nothing to say to you, Ghost...I mean, who even does that? What the fuck is wrong with you?"
The lump in his throat made it hard to answer.
And the fury burning in your eyes made him hot under your gaze.
"You used me." You continued, pacing the room as he stood there, "Fucked me and fucked me off like I mean nothing to you-"
He cut you off, his voice raising, "You mean everything to me!"
"Everything?" You laughed cynically, "If I meant everything to you, you wouldn't have pushed me away."
You spat your words with venom, each of them poisoning his blood with self-hatred.
"I pushed you away because I'm no good for you!" He yelled. "I know what I am, I'm a monster, I'm cruel and heartless and mean. You don't deserve that. You deserve better than someone like me."
You faltered, your eyes becoming wide and doe-like, "What?"
Ghost pulled off his mask, running a tired hand over his face.
You'd seen all there was to see, no use in hiding.
"You deserve better than me."
After a moment's silence, you broke it with a whisper, "That's not true."
Wasn't it?
All his life, he'd been told he was a monster.
He knew what he was. He knew he had the kind of eyes that sucked you in, made you feel safe enough to spill all of your deepest and darkest secrets. And then he'd reveal his mouth, teeth nashing and biting at you, using your words against you.
But he didn't want to be, and only you made him feel like he wasn't.
"It is. But you make me feel like it isn't, and that scares me."
Your shoulders relaxed, a lone tear sliding down your cheek, but you made no effort to wipe it away as you approached him and took his face in your hands.
"You are so much more than that, Simon Riley. You deserve to feel that peace."
He could barely look at you, his own tears starting to fall, but withe feather-light kisses, you wiped them away, until your lips found his.
Arms swooped around you, scooping you up and pulling you in, deepening the kiss.
With you, his heart felt full, saturated.
You were all he needed, and he understood that now.
Nobody can say for certain, if maybe it's all just a game, when I open my eyes to the future, I can hear you say my name
As he lay next to you, sheets covering your naked frame so elegantly, the light of the moon illuminating you, Ghost saw his future.
He could hear your laugh, your cries, the way you said his name when you greeted as he returned from missions - he could hear it all.
And the lieutenant smiled, because with you, his future seemed bright.
He shuffled closer, marvelling as goosebumps followed the trail his fingertips made on your skin.
You were his future, his light in the darkness, his rain to calm the storm of his mind.
"So rain down on me." He whispered, before pressing his lips to your forehead and pulling you close.
Rain down on me.
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haikyuuwaifu · 4 years
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Dynamite
Genre: Angst, Drama, Fluff, Crack, NSFW
Warnings: Swearing, Sexual Content, Daddy Kink, Sexy times, Butt Stuff
*A/N* This can be skipped; it is not needed to follow the storyline*
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THE COMEBACK| THE STUDIO| AFTER HOURS *NSFW| RE-BRAND?
AFTER HOURS
In the dimly lit office the only sounds that could be heard was lewd slurping and soft moaning as Y/N gripped Shinsou’s hair tightly in her hold. He was sat on the couch, back legs spread feet flat on the floor in front of him. Y/N was perched above him, one hand using the wall to balance herself as the other held onto him. He had his hands wrapped around her thighs keeping her balance as his face was buried deep between her legs, tongue licking every last drop of the sweet juices flowing from her center.
“God Toshi, that feels so good” she sighed out, as he continued to probe deeper inside her; he groaned at the feel of her velvety walls squeezing against his tongue. Y/N rocked her hips against him, feeling her climax building. Gripping her thighs tighter he pulled her down onto his tongue and fucked her with everthing he could. She moaned deeply and loudly as she felt the pleausre build. Kissing her pussy lips he pulled his tongue out of her only to wrap it around her swollen clit biting harshly growling at the feeling of her juices covering his chin and his neck as she squirted all over him. “You’re so fucking sexy kitten, squirting all over daddy’s face like that...fuck this is the best way to end my day I swear.” he mumbled face still buried in her thighs. “What do you need kitten?” he whispered nipping at her soft skin. “I need you to stuff me full toshi please” she mewled cutely breaths heavy.
She found herself, bent over the desk, skirt hiked up and Shinsou behind her, fingers slick with pussy juice as he teased her other tight hole. She moaned loudly as she heard the sound of a zipper and felt the heavy weight of his dick against her ass. “You want me to fuck you huh babygirl? Want me to fill you up and fill you full of cream kitten?” he murmured mesmerized by the sight of her completely undone in front of him. Her legs were quaking, her hair undone and messy, her make up runny...she had never looked more beautiful to him, than when he was fucking her like this. Slipping a single digit into her tight puckered hole, she keened softly as her back arched at the intrusion. “Please Toshi...please fuck me...I need it baby, I need you in me now, fuck I’ need you!” she begged hands gripping the desk underneath her. Without hesitation he pushed his fat tip between her lips and groaned as her pussy tried to push him out. One hand wrapped around her hair as the other continued playing with her ass, when he pushed forward sighing at the feel of her clamping down on him. 
Y/N in turned moaned lewdly as the grip around her hair tightened and Shinsou fucked her at a punishing pace. God did she love fucking this man. He made her feel so full and so sexy; and fuck if she were going to die, this is how she wanted to go.
As the two friends fucked, neither noticed that the door to the office had never been fully closed. They hadn’t noticed a certain Ash Blonde idol, as he watched his closest friend in the group; someone he found incredibly attractive, roughly fuck the most beautiful woman he had ever seen. He should be ashamed of himself, but he couldn’t find it in him to care as he listend to the lewd sounds coming out of the office; hand wrapped around his cock he beat his meat to the pace Shinsou was setting and came with a silent cry at the same time as Hitsohi emptying his load deeply into Y/N.
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zuffer-weird-girl · 4 years
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Yes but guys, Chisaki and SO's first kiss ;D Like, since it's Christmas under the mistletoe If not a scenario [even if it's like really short], maybe some headcanons? Thanks a lot gurl :D
*hits both of my hands on the table making it crack* YES.
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It's been over three months already that you were on a relationship with Over-. Kai. Chisaki Kai as he said.
You will never forget the day he told you his once given name, the way his eyes shined with wonder yet adoration when you said that you preferred his original name and asked for his permition for you to start calling him like that...
But even if he was just perfect, there was this one thing about him that always made you slightly anxious and kinda upset about it... his despise for touch.
It nearly took you even a month to even hold hands with him, not even commenting about hugging... You knew he wasn't the type of a affectionate man, after all he let that clear for everyone who met him (*cough* Mr. Compress knows that very well *cough*)
But the only thing that really bothered you was that damn mask. You. On a relationship for three months already. Haven't seen the full face of your boyfriend... pathetic.
Well, what you could do about it right? This is Overhaul who we are speaking about...
~
"-backround music... guess this is it." Mumbled Chisaki to himself as he analyzed even the small details about the night he was planning.
He never once was the man of giving everthing of himself to impress others; except Pops; but you were really that special exception for him.
With you he felt things he never once experienced before... Love in general was a new territory for him and at the first he despised the way you unconsciously made his heart to do flips, to make his heart stop at seconds, gave him anxiety... but yet, he felt empty when you weren't around, felt extremely guilt if somehow he upseted you with something, when you weren't near him he just craved for your presence and to hear the sound of your voice, then it had clicked to him, if it wasn't for Pops he would never know actually.
He was in love....
As everthing in his life after the moment he was welcomed by the yakusa, he got what he wanted... but in a way that gave him work, and when he did got you he never regret it or just got tired... in fact he wanted more.
He, the man who claimed to despise touch and call almost everyone around him 'sick', wanted to feel that comforting warm of your skin on his.
"Overhaul? Everthing seems in place by now." Chrono's voice interrupted his train of thoughts.
He merely looked at Chrono and nodded before returning his gaze at the paper. Chrono notice a difference on his friend's eyes and how his gloved fingers traced the paper countless times.
"Something is wrong." He said approaching cautiously "Want to spill it out?"
"...I never did this." Chisaki said, surprising Chrono of actually accepting his offer without any smart coments or even a glare.
"Well. Never did what?"
"Don't be sn imbecile Chrono." There it is his boss "You know what I'm talking about."
"Miss (Y/N) you mean? Well, we did have guests sometimes for the holidays but you just never talked to them so-" he closed his mouth as soon as he saw the glare Overhaul sended him, threating to take his glove off.
"I'm talking about being on being on a relationship you freaking idiot." He sighed in annoyance "Heavens know how I am with interacting with others excluding for bussines."
"Honestly? (Y/N) adores you. Have you noticed how dumb they look when she looks at you? Dumb as hell." Chisaki actually took his gloves off this time "In love Chisaki. Dumb in love."
Kurono took his plague mask off to seriously look at Chisaki.
"And knowing you for all this time. It seems that you have a soft spot for them, since you holded hands with them like it was nothing and didn'tcommit a murder. So I don't see why you have to be nervous about."
"I'm not nervous." He lied.
"Yes sir." Chrono agreed while putting his mask back on and making his way out "By the way. (Y/N) is already waiting at the gate."
"I beg you pardon?" Asked almost showing his surprise to Hari.
"Im getting then." Said Kurono simply as he closed the door.
Shit.
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"Thank you for inviting me to pass Christmas in here Kai!" You said in happiness as you admired the japanese decoration of the yakuza's house.
He waved his gloved hand at you while leading you through the halls.
"It's not a problem. Your bags were already sended to my accomodation. Just to warn you."
You nodded blushing a little, the idea of sleeping for the first time along with your boyfriend gave you a good feeling of anxiety.
"Where's everybody? Already gone to celebrate the Christmas so early?"
"Some of then don't even have families to go celebrate neither a place. But they stay far away from us. Don't you worry." He leaded you to a balcony extending his palm towards it as a permission for you to pass before him.
You giggled at his actions and saw the dark sky filled with stars, the view was explendid even if you were located at the city.
Chisaki noticing that you were distracted gave his signal for Chrono and Mimic to prepared the show, sending death threats if they fucked this up.
He grabbed onto one firework he bought and went towards your form, which was still observing the constellations of the night.
You jumped at little when you felt his gloved hand on your shoulder, catching one hundred per cent your attention now.
"I heard there are going to be a show of fireworks today... Want to lighten this one with me?" He offered.
You slowly nodded, smilling up at him as you grabbed onto the firework as he messed around on his pocket to pull a lighter.
"On three? One." He started as he lighten up a little flame.
"Two." You said approaching the firework to him, feeling jolts of electricity circling your entire body when you felt his palm against your skin.
"Three." Both of you said simultaneously before lighten up and stepping back a little.
The fireworker went up and Chisaki covered your ears with his both palms as the explosions started along with the others, yoour firework standing out of everything else from the way his colors showed and how big it was.
You laughed as you smiled at seing the scene on the sky. Everyhing was beautiful and coincidentally starting to play a song out of no where (I imagine the soundtrack of I see the light from tangled but that is up to you) somehow catching your attention in the middle of the fireworks.
"Where is this song coming from?"
"Must be from the neighbors... those pests." He lied as he admired your amazement writen on your face as you still watching the mixture of fireworks and shining starts on the dark of the night.
In that moment he felt so warm even on such a cold night... you just looked so happy, so beautiful... so angelic at seing something just as simple as fireworks and stars... he felt that his love only increased for you even more.
With one hand hesitantly he reached for behind his head to slowly take off his black surgeon mask and put neatly on the nightstand of his room as he silently made his way back to your form.
He notice that you didn't even knew he was gone for a second, and breathing in slowly he reached for your hand and grabbed softly to catch your attention.
You went to send him smile, but instead you gasped and bringed your other hand to cover your mouth as you saw with wide eyes him, Chisaki Kai, with his face full in display in this cold December night...
He gave you a half smile when you started to giggle nervously and slowly hugged him as he bringed you close, moving both of you around in the rhythm of the music.
You let some tears escape as you buried your face in the crook of your neck, not wanting this night to ever end neither this sweet moment of both of you...
Before you knew, Chisaki brought you through this small slow dance to the entrance of the balcony; your foreheads touching before he separated and looked at you lovingly, with still eyes closed in bliss and head towards his chest.
He chuckled before with his gloved hand pushed your chin up to look up above you.
"Take a look." He said softly before you oppened your eyes and yelped.
A mistletoe...
"They say is a tradition..." he stated as he bringed your chin slightly down to at least look up at him. He carresed softly your bottom lip, feeling the anxiety and the fear consuming him.
Not now. Not now that he had gotten so far to even take off his mask.
"Would you... give me this honnor?... angel?" The last word escaped before he could even control it and he mentally cringed.
His internal panick were soon substituted when he looked at your soft eyes and ever so sweet smile and the cute blush that was spread into your cheeks. He even felt himself gets slightly pink at the sight, but still never losing his composure.
"Please allow me to have the honor lf kissing the most important man tbat ever appeared in my life... Chisaki Kai." You whispered for only him to hear...
He softened his gaze looking down at you before hesitantly bringed his head vloser to yours with his hand still on your chin.
Slowly ever so gentle he touched his lips with yours just as the song coincidentally ended.
The kiss despite being innocent it sended a strong joilt of energy through you both and it seemed to warn your cold bodies, despites your clothes, in this winter.
Chisaki was the first to break away, worrying you for a little at the start, but it soon vanished when you saw the genuine happy smile that he had on his face and the glint of excitement on his usual cold and serious eyes.
Mhnnn you did that.
"I'm not going to lie dearest. But... wow." He sounded surprised at his lack of words as you giggled.
"Yeah. Wow." You replied seing the glint of his eyes once again as he touched your forehead together again.
"Is the tradition allows more than one, maybe?" He said in seriousness but his face remained on that state of oure happiness.
"Tradition or not I want it more." You giggled at him, while he bringed both of your arms to his neck.
"A demanding angel we have then." Were his last words before he connected his lips against yours for a much more passionate kiss, savoring your sweet taste in his mouth.
Thank god you had brushed your teeth...
~
"He got it?" Mimic asked at Chrono who was with his back towards the balcony.
"Probably." Said Mimic, not even knowing what had happened for not looking at the scene, respecting his boss and friend privacy.
"... How long do you think he will take to lose his virgin-"
"Shut your damn mouth if you don't want to end up killed by him."
Silence was settled before Chrono let out a snicker.
"Probably one year and a half." Mimic had to bite the inside of his cheek to hold his laughter.
These two always ruin the mood...
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ee-laugh · 4 years
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𝐸𝐶𝐶𝐸𝑁𝑇𝑅𝐼𝐶 | 𝑃𝐽𝑀 (m)
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Cʜᴀᴘᴛᴇʀ ᴛᴇɴ : ᴏᴜʀ ʟɪᴛᴛʟᴇ sᴇᴄʀᴇᴛ
Cʜᴀᴘᴛᴇʀ ɴɪɴᴇ
Taehyung smirked.
"You look surprised, y/n."
You gulped; cheeks aflame at the sight of the man.
"Wha.. what are you doing here?"
Suddenly, you realised the bareness of your back and began zipping your dress; struggling. You almost flinched when you felt his long fingers thrum on the skin of your back, helping you pull the zipper up.
"I just came by to meet jimin."
His hot breath on your neck caused you to let out a shivering sigh. He backed away.
"Just ..uh.. checking up on him."
You couldn't hold eye contact with him; not after what had just taken place. You sucked in a sharp breath.
"What.. what the fuck was that about?"
He sighed, closing the small distance between you two; till he was towering over you. You were practically caged between his taut chest and the island. You let out a gasp.
"What do you think?"
His warm breath spread all over your face and ear, sprinkling a deep red colour on them. You looked up at him, and the proximity had your breath hitched in your throat.
"Please... tell me it was a mistake, taehyung. A stupid damn mistake."
Your eyes were gleaming with hope, as if expecting a valid justification from his side. Meanwhile, he sighed heavily; eyes shutting closed. He shook his head.
"I..i wish I could tell you that."
His deep voice would've calmed you down, had he not just said what he did.
"What do you mean? I... I don't understand."
Feigning obliviousness in situations like these sure helps, a lot actually. But only for a few seconds. Only till taehyung opened his mouth to utter his next words.
"I.. I think I..." He groaned, palming his forehead. "I think I like you, y/n."
Silence.
For a good whole minute.
Your mouth opened and then closed; longing to say something to break the suffocating silence, but not knowing what to. You rubbed your clammy hands against your thighs; wanting nothing more than for the floor to swallow you whole.
"Y/n, look at me, okay?"
Taehyung's hand shook your shoulders slightly, breaking your chain of thoughts.
You scoffed.
You tried pulling his hand away, but you felt weak, vulnerable even.
"Look, Taehyung. I....i don't give a fuck about what you feel, alright? I'm married for fuck's sakes."
Instead of backing away, taehyung practically pressed his body against yours, fingers climbing up your neck to settle on your nape. You looked up at him; eyes wide.
"I know.. but I can't help it. I just.. can't."
"And that's not my problem." You retorted.
He bit his lip hard.
"Don't act like you don't feel the same way."
You frowned; his face was centimetres away from yours.
"I... don't. I don't feel anything."
He leaned in even more, till you could smell the menthol in his breath.
"What about now?"
You shook your head, lips almost brushing against his in the process.
"Fuck.." Taehyung muttered, feeling his lips against his fingertips.
"You're a stubborn one, aren't you?"
You both just stood there, breathing the thick air with difficulty. The heel of his shoe was thumping on the tiled floor as he bounced his leg nervously. Only then did you have a good look at the man. He was clad in a long black blazer and dark pants, flipping his perms once in a while. You shuddered.
"Fine, I'll get going then." Taehyung announced, gaze shifting to look into your eyes.
You nodded awkwardly, fixing the hem of your dress.
"Don't tell jimin about today. It'll be our little secret, understood?"
You nodded again.
Jimin traced his fingers along your hair soothingly, causing a yawn to leave your mouth. You couldn't keep up with the movie being played as your mind kept drifting back to the interesting events of the day.
The way taehyung touched you in places only jimin does...
A cold shiver ran down your spine at the thought of him groping your breast. The way that little action had turned you on so much made you feel shameful; and shameless.
"Y/n.. what happened?" Jimin's voice pulled you out of reverie.
"Huh?" You looked up at his face.
He gently wiped your cheeks with his palms.
"Why are you crying?"
Fuck. You didn't realise you had tears running down your cheeks.
"Uh.. nothing. It's the movie."
He let out a chuckle.
"It's literally a romance movie, babe."
"Exactly."
You bit down on your lip, tears welling up in your eyes.
You suddenly palmed him over his shorts, causing him to gasp out loud. You moved your palm along his length, making him grow under your fingers.
"I-i've missed you, jimin."
He groaned.
"Is that why you were crying, huh? 'Cause you missed my cock so much?"
You nodded, leaning in to kiss him over his shorts.
"I missed all of you."
He was a sweaty, whimpering mess above; gripping your hair in a tight fist. You looked up at him.
"Jimin.. please fuck me. Fuck me till I forget everthing. Till I lose my mind."
He groaned, squeezing your breast in his palm; the same one that taehyung had groped that very morning.
"Fuck.. How can I ever say no to that?"
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𝚌𝚛𝚒𝚗𝚐𝚒𝚎𝚜𝚝 𝚌𝚑𝚊𝚙𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝚝𝚒𝚕 𝚍𝚊𝚝𝚎..
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nanyoky · 4 years
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Macbeth but with the cast of Critical Role. Do it. I dare you.
What shall I do to avoid writing the fic I promised????? Answer this ask game thing I forgot about for months, that's what! I gotta stop putting meme/prompt stuff in my queue its just a recipe for completely ignoring responses...
Lady M: I'm doing her first cuz I feel like the knee jerk answer is Laura???? Her vex voice???? Murder babe. But honestly any and all would be so good but I'm giving it to Ashley for this one. I'm a sucker for a lady m who leans into some soft femininity. Just the sweet little hostess/housewife who thinks of everyone's needs before herself until she's alone with her husband and she's fully willing to kick him in the back of the knee to get him on her level (with love of course)
Mackers is ALSO very tough, but I think Matt? He's a plotter. He plays gregarious and affable just as well as building rage and bile. Could def see him as a military man with a slighter build who laughs along with his fellows as they tease him about only surviving this long by being wily, but dropping it and rolling his eyes the second their backs are turned.
Banquo is Liam cuz big dad energy. But also how much would he and Matt enjoy the haunting at the dinner party???? So much. Those two feed off each other's dramatic bitch energy like no others and I die every time.
Lady Macduff... I kinda want Marisha. Just because she can play sunshine and sweetness and setting that in the context of "everthing is gunna be fine, kids! Don't worry, it's just silly adult stuff..." would be so heartbreaking. Also tiny-but-a-lil-saucy-wit is amazing. Which means Travis is the porter- physically imposing and making aggressively crude jokes with this very small, scared mom about two seconds from throwing the fuck down with him for talking like that in front of her kids.
I'm with Tolkien, completely thirsty for female Macduff. Laura would absolutely KILL IT with the break of finding out about her wife and kids. And she absolutely deserves an eowyn helmet remove and "I am no man mother fucker" moment. Then immediately softening on finding Banquo's kid and adopting on sight? She'd slay.
Talesin is the doctor watching Ashley loose her mind. Sam, Felicia Daye and Mary Elizabeth McGlynn are the witches.
... now I really want this production.
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I made a very scientific survey for science asking if the players on the Washington Capitals are hot, hockey hot, or not hot. I also left room for lengthier opinions. Here’s what you had to say about numbers 77, Tj Oshie, 25, Devante Smith-Pelly, and 18, Chandler Stephenson
Is TJ Oshie hot? 52.8% said yes 19.4% said he’s hockey hot 27.8% said no
When has he been hottest?
I love this boy with everything I have
When he chugged a beer through his shirt/jersey
Around his bbs & when he's laughing
big frat bro vibes and i love him
Drinking beer through his jersey all summer, especially on the golf course where he threw his hat off and just went for it. ORRR WHEN he scored the shootout goal in the olympics. Or at any time honestly
whenever he breathes
he looks like a thirteen-year-old boy who got turned into an adult overnight. frankly are we sure he's not living out the plot of Big?
any time he has a dog
When isn't this man hot? He's hot when he smiles. He's hot when he chugs beer through his jersey. He's hot in wet jeans in a fountain? He's hot with a beard? HIM HOLDING HIS DAUGHTERS IS THE REASON I WENT FROM WANTING To DIE ALONE TO WANTING A MARRIAGE AND KIDS!! TJ Oshie could literally murder my family and it would be hot. 100/10 he's too hot I literally can't hang
when he cellies
He looks like he'd let me peg him, which is hot. Also very nice flow, very nice smile, and the thirsty expression he makes when Ovi looms over him is good too.
2014 Olympic era
not only a furry but a wanton exhibitionist furry
Idk man. I would say he’s attractive? I don’t know how ‘hot’ he may be but I’m not offended by the sight of him. In a suit he looks like someone my mother would approve of, other than that he’s Fratboi 2.0 and I’m not about that life
get down with your furry self osh. also lauren ups his hotness by like. at least fifty points by association.
Every damn day
when he went to und. i love the frat look
No because he’s a fucking furry and I will kink shame him for life
Is Devante Smith-Pelly hot? 30.6% said yes 47.2% said he’s hockey hot 22.2% said no
When has he been hottest?
he's hottest when he smiles and its adorable
Bio steel camp/whenever he smiles, both for obvious reasons
His personality is where he truly shines
when he smiles. also: when shoulders are. shoulders
has such a nice smile seems so sweet
have you seen his beautiful smile
when he's smiling..... it's what he deserves.....
He's hot when he's kinda shy/uncomfortable in front of the media
when he’s producing points!!!
He's DSP.
Looks too much like a guy who cheated on my best friend in high school and it skeeves me out too much for me to be into him.
impeccably maintained beard, built like a beautiful refrigerator. At his hottest when giving hugs.
Okay so like. Some people did not like his playoff beard. I liked the playoff beard. Hottest when smiling joyfully or when in proximity of a child.
his smile is!! the most!! endearing!!!
the current season. he has such a great smile and personality and everthing i love him so much
He's always hot, but I like when he gets all soft during goalie-pats.
Lovely name. Lovely man. Looks trust worthy. Also an awesome name. I think I find this man hot but I’m not sure.
Is Chandler Stephenson hot? 28.6% said yes 31.4% said he’s hockey hot 40% said no
When has he been hottest?
Third hottest man on the team in my opinion
All the time??
he's just pretty all the time
i just like hockey men when he smile
every time i look at his face he reminds me of a literal catfish
Are you blind!??, the past two years he's been as hot as the sun
He has the smile of an angel!
only hot when literally holding the stanley cup, otherwise too bland to be of note
I had to google a picture of him because I can never remember what he looks like but sure I guess
he'd be hotter if he didn't have a goldfish cracker in a tank named buddy
Yes but only current chandler. Also his teeth are very big
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lazycock · 2 years
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Log 16
It's February 2022, almost 3 years since my last log. I seem so content then. Now I'm 2 years into this pandemic with no real end in sight and I'm back to being depressed. Great. My mother's apartment building isn't hers anymore and I'd like to get out instead of paying this expensive rent. I'm driving a 2020 black civic. I like it. No girlfriend and still don't care. Still enjoy being solo. Although, I wish I wasn't completely solo. I wish I had someone to help me help my parents. I wish I had siblings. I wish not everything would fall on me. I wish my parents weren't so needy. I wish my mother would stop buying property or whatever and drag my name in so that I can do all the work and I'm sick of it. I changed job and now work at a video game company with a little better pay. Not sure if I'll stay long, because my probation got extended and I don't know how much in trouble I am for little inconsequential mistakes, but whatever. If they decide to let me go, then I'll figure something else. If I do stay then fine. The job is fine, can't complain too much, but it does lack any sort of excitement. Maybe because we're in the middle of a pandemic so working in a ghost office might give that feeling. But man is it tiring to do go through this endless routine of work, eat, sleep. Life is so monotonous and I'm seeing grey now. I recently spent some time with friends, family, and extended family for Chinese New Year. And as much as I enjoyed their company, I can't say it did much for my depression. It's still there looming in my mind like a dark cloud. Work is just so boring and my coworkers all combined, no disrespect, aren't even as fun as Stephane was. Kinda miss the old guy. Would I go back to my previous job? If I had to, but I kinda don't want to. I'd rather not bathe in the same river twice. The job market seems kinda bleak and terrible with all shit happening to our economy because of the pandemic. I get the feeling there is no such thing as a fun work environment right now. Best to wait it out I guess. I told my mother on the phone that I don't want to help her with her shit anymore. I'm tired of it, sick of it, I want to take a break from her and dad, and I feel guilty. Filial piety is a pain in the ass, especially when you're an only child, even more so when your parents just don't stop piling on responbilities on you. Responsibilities that I reject. Everthing falls on me and there's no one to help. I hate it. I feel trapped at work and trapped with my family. I want to get out, but where? The situation isn't better elsewhere with the pandemic. Do I realistically want to move country? That would mean abandoning my parents. And what about the dogs. I need to spend time with them, especially since Cooky and Moon are getting old. I miss you Suki. I think I need to take my own advice from my last log and meditate. If I can't escape physically and outwardly, then maybe I could mentally and inwardly. All in all, I'm depressed. I'm tired of this loop. I'm tired of this pandemic fucking everything up. I'm tired of living. I just want to stop existing. Things cannot continue like this. I need to meditate and save myself.
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shawnmend-yes · 7 years
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What team? Arrival
Okay well… I tried. I’m making a formal petition for @kidinluvwithakid To write this idea for me, please and thanks in advance.
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It had been a big decision for you to move abroad for university, but thankfully you weren’t going alone. Best friends don’t let each other make bad decisions alone, right? At least that’s the argument you had used to persuade Lex to come with you, and now here you were.
Sprinting along the hallways of your terminal as you rushed to check in before they closed the gates. Lex was cautious, carefully trying to avoid bumping into unsuspecting strangers but you took a more ruthless approach, casually yelling sorry over your shoulder every few seconds as you tried to balance your hand luggage that was bigger than you on your back. You arrived just as the gate was about to close, plopping into seats with the grace of a startled elephant.
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“Ladies and gentlemen we have arrived in Toronto, Canada. The local time is 10:14am, enjoy your time here and thank you for flying British Airways.”
You started clapping loudly causing everyone near you to either laugh or grimace in distaste. In your books, landing an aircraft of around 100 people was an achievement to be celebrated, even if grumpy guts two seats over was throwing you death stares. That only made you and lex cheer louder.
You stared out the window intently, taking everything in. This was actually happening, you were finally in Canada, for university. Lex flicked the window blind closed stating that “They’re only planes.”
“Yes, but they’re foreign planes.” You replied, earning an eye roll as you stood to grab the bags out of the overhead locker
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“Im just saying, grumpy must be part of the job description.” You whinged to lex in the taxi as she tried her best to take photos out the window.
“Yeah, because you jumping around while she tries to check our passports is really helpful” she muttered back, but to be fair, you had complimented the ladies nails and so what was the big deal if you were abit excited. Your were in Canada.
“Well im not the one who picked up the wrong suitcase like 4 times.” You poked back, giggling. A look of protest crossed her feature as she opened her mouth to explain herself, but she was interrupted. “Is that…. Is that the university?”
“Sure is girls” your driver called over to you, “Want help getting the bags out?”
“Thanks joe.” you chorused back to him in unison.
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You had decided to drop your bags and quickly freshen up before heading straight back out again. While you loved the idea of having a proper nap you also wanted to go and explore after being cooped up for hours on end. It was a short walk from your apartment to the grounds of the university, extremely short, because it was just across the street.
By the time you had reached the food hall you were completely in love with the place. The buildings towering over you provided an air of concealment, as though there was a barrier between this place and the rest of the world. It wouldn’t have surprised you if there was, it was almost as if someone had flipped a light switch on, going from apartment blocks and restaurants to a sudden boom of trees and grass, everywhere you looked there was another shade of green to be seen, through a window or just from walking from building to building.
The food hall was a large open space, tables spread throughout with chairs clustered around them casually. You had obviously come at a peak time because many of these chairs were covered by a sloughing student. Gangly kids tucking into various things while chatting to those surrounding them, it seemed like everyone new each other already.
“How are we going to make friends?” you murmured under your breath. You stole a few more glances round the room, this time paying more attention to the actual food being served. Not too shabby.
“Don’t you mean, how we gonna decide whose worthy?” Lex replied nudging you out of your trance. The two of you eyed the room quietly as you wandered into the centre.
“That cookie looks so good.” You dragged your gaze to the cookie that had snagged lex’s attention, chocolate chip and it looked like the gooey sort. Your favourite.
“Maybe we should go and-“ You grabbed your friends sleeve, bunching it in your fist.
“I have an idea” you squealed, catching a few curious looks.
“to make friends, its perfect”
“no, I don’t know what it is but you have that look.” She peels your hand off her and shakes her head. “No way in hell.”
“what look?” you ask momentarily distracted, because since when did you have a look.
She raises an eyebrow at you, “you know the look. Everyone knows the look.”
You roll your eyes at her before crossing your arms. “Whoever has the correct answer is worthy.”
“what? You cant just interrogate everyone on the first day.”
“Watch me” you sass firmly. You watch lex’s eyes widen in fear as you take a deep breath before screaming at the top of your lungs “WHAT TEAM?”
There’s a beat of silence that seems to last a lifetime, you can see the blush creeping across lex’s cheeks and imagine yours are doing the same. Your shoulders slump slightly as you realise you have just made a complete fool out of yourself in front of a bunch of potential classmates. Brilliant. So much for that fresh start. You link onto lex’s arm and try to avoid the stares you’re receiving, tugging lightly you try to break her out of the death stare she is giving you, because not only have you humiliated yourself, but her as well. She pulls on your arm, dragging you toward the exit.
Your disappointed, you really thought at least one person would know the film, or at least say something, instead of staring at you like the last fish in the fish tank. Your awkwardness gives way to anger, even if it is misplaced and you open your mouth to call out once again, when you hear him.
“WILDCATS”
You twist in lex’s grip to locate the guy behind the voice, meeting his copper eyes. Scanning him over you take in the fluffy hair and the casual confidence he oozes. The people he was sat with are laughing and joking about, as if they didn’t even notice him stand and shout across the hall. You match his lopsided grin and its as if everything slides into focus. These are the people you want to be friends with, the ones that genuinely don’t care, its all about having a good time.
You pinch lex’s arm lightly. “Them.”
The two of you laugh, doubling up because holy hell it actually worked. More students turn to stare at you, but this time its with curiosity. The feeling of peoples eyes on you becomes overwhelming and lex tugs your arm, weaving you faster between table after table to the exit, you check over your shoulder and sure enough, he’s still stood there, smiling away goofily.
You unlink your arm from lex’s as she pushes through the double doors, just to look for a couple seconds longer, because damn is he attractive.
“We will meet again wildcat, love you!” you call over your shoulder as you push through the swinging doors after lex.
You meet each others eyes and immediately burst into first of laughter again, because everthing is funnier together. “Who was that guy?” she gasps out between chuckles.
“I don’t know”
“But you want to” she teases, poking your side and waggling her eyebrows at you.
Peeking back through the window you try to locate him, but his fluffy crown is out of sight.“Fuck yeah.”
You catch sight of a greying man in the corner of your eye and you can only assume he must be a lecturer here. He throws a look of disgust as you, as if you were a piece of gum stuck to the bottom of his shoe.
“Soooooorry.” You mutter rolling your eyes as he walks past.
“So. Lunch?” Lex asks linking once again.
“Lunch.”
You head off site towards an adorable little café to order two of the largest hot chocolates you have seen in your life. Flakes melting down the side of the mug, cream swirling over the top with grated chocolate and cookie crumbs scattered over the top. Happiness in a cup.
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isthisabattleship · 7 years
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I was tagged by @surnumanaja for yet another tag thing. They all seem to come up at once!
a - age: 24
b - birthplace: Yeovil, Somerset, UK
c - current time: 12:57
d - drink you last had: Tea
e - easiest person to talk to: oh man I am so bad at talking to people I’m always afraid I am bothering them. but @foreverravenclaw is always so kind and funny and answers my questions about the german language.
f - favourite song: Right now my favourite song is As You Are by Rag ‘n Bone man because the piano is so nice and his voice is so soothing even though its quite deep.
g - grossest memory: oh man. I did some work experience in the laboratory of a hospital in Bristol. And I they make a point to show people the room full of amputated tissue. And there was like the fatty tissue from breasts and also a pair of childrens hands and I was so light headed but somehow did not pass out.
h - horror yes or horror no: no leave me alone pls.
j - jealous of people?: sometimes yes.
k - killed someone?: I feel like there are very few people who would say yes to this.
l - love at first sight or should I walk by again: I feel like I have fallen in love with every pretty girl I have ever seen.
m - middle name: - I don’t have one so I am not protected from witches. Pls don’t put a spell on me.
n - number of siblings: 3. 1 brother 1 sister and 1 step sister.
o - one wish: to like rewind like ten years and have some motivation and some idea of what I am supposed to be doing.
p - person you called last: my friend Dan. He was asleep though.
q - question you’re always asked:  why don’t you cut your hair?
r - reason to smile: I don’t have to work today!
s - song you sang: I have been trying to sing along to songs by Wir Sind Helden because I’m trying to learn German but its really hard to follow lyrics in other languages.
u - underwear color: Orange
v - vacation: Oh man I want to go all over the place! First I want to go to more European countries before brexit inevitably fucks everthing up. Then maybe Canada and some where in Asia.
x - x-rays: my face at the dentist, both arms from breaking the right arm and left wrist (although thankfully at different times)
y - your favorite food: I really like chilli!
z- zodiac sign: Virgo
I tag @skeletontwlns @foreverravenclaw @thisisallthaticanbe @hipssway-lipslie @gingerinasplit @fifty-shades-of-garbage @girl3wonder @melmonium and @sophierosiecheeks
You don’t have to do this if you dont want to ofc. Especially if I have spam tagged you in this wall of tag things.
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victorian-cocaine · 7 years
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A sad man's reflections about the love of his life
Love Sounds weird. L-O-V-E Four letters. Just four. Why is it that that word, just that simple four letters, are so fearable? Why is it that I have feared them the most of my life? Why does it hurts so much? Is this what I am supposed to feel? Is it normal to feel this empty? Fuck's sake, why? Is it love what's crashing me now? Or is it the knowledge that I have lost it? She doesn't look at me anymore, there's no more warmth for me in her eyes, not one single corner of brightness there. Her eyes weren't like that before, I'm sure. Have I done that to her? She doesn't want to work with me, she always sends some other pathologist who will end up storming out because I'm such a git. I'm a git. I remember, at the beginning I didn't care about her. I deduced her like I would deduce anyone else, I used her every time I decided it was fit to do it. I didn't even care how much I was hurting mousy little Molly. She was nothing to me. Once I saw the trail of tears there. That's when the guilt started. I would imagine the quiet echo of her sobs in my head. One time after the other, it would always get louder and louder every time I used her, every time I got her hopes up just to crush them the next second. I could see it in her eyes, I was hurting her. But, back then, it was just that moment, it would never bother me the second I got myself out of Barts. But life is cruel, isn't she? Molly was always so kind to me. And she, damn her, slowly but surely started making me care about her. Using her feelings to get what I wanted started paining me as well. It hurted to know I was the one who was breaking her. One night, I hadn't a case to distract my mind, I was lying awake in my bed and I started thinking about her. She always smiled, but it always was a sad smile. Her hurted eyes haunted me, replaying scene after scene, again and again. For some reason her feelings for me never died, it didn't matter how much of a git I was to her, she still felt the same for me. And I relised I liked it. It felt good. It felt solid. It warmed me. That's when I noticed that sentiment had found it's way into my mind. I was scared, I was so very scared. I had worked all my life evade sentiment, but there it was. And I was such a coward that I decided not act upon it. I tried to scare her off, I didn't want to get attached to her anymore than I already had. It didn't worked. And some part of me (the one I tried to shun, the one its voice was getting louder with every beat of my heart) was so unbelievably happy about it. It felt so good. I wasn't the only one trying to make it work, she was trying to forget me and it felt so good that she couldn't. She tried to date someone else, and then it started to hurt. A burning sensation in my chest, I could see every detail, every success, everthing that went wrong, every boyfriend who was not the right for her. Nothing was right about it, I didn't want to admit it, but I was scared that someday she would make it. I couldn't stand it. I just couldn't. It felt wrong, so wrong, I couldn't stand that she was kissing another lips and being touched by other hands. I knew it wasn't fair, I was never going to act upon my feelings, she deserved to forget me and move on with her life. I knew it, but I couldn't accept it, because deep inside me I felt that she was mine. She was mine. One time after the other, everytime she tried to date I deduced her boyfriend and ruined it for her. I was so jealous. I still am. I shall never forget that night, that damned Christmas night. She had dated someone at that time and I was so jealous when I saw that damned red present. I remember the twitch of desire that shaked me then, I remember the rage, she was succeding, she was forgetting me. I remember the coldness that enveloped me when I deduced her. She was going to see someone else that very night and she looked so beautiful. But she wasn't dressed up for me, she had put that much effort on emphasisimg her prettyness for someone else. She wasn't mine anymore. I was blind with jelousness, I felt betrayed, I didn't have the right to, but I still felt it. I felt hurted, and it was the hurt that talked when in turn I hurted her. But in the end I hummillated her for nothing. It was me all along and I was too stupid to notice, my judgment was clouded by jelousness and all I got in turn was the clear sight of her watering eyes fighting the urge to cry. I couldn't stand it. I never apologize, never since I'm a child have I apologized for anything, but that time I did it. Then I ran away, I was so ashamed. But it wasn't enough, after The Woman's 'death' she was forced to do the autopsy, and then she just had to misunderstood the nature of my relation with Adler. Because that's just my luck. And then it came. Moriarty owed me a fall, didn't he? I fell. Hard. And still she was there for me, she helped me fake my own death and I went to chase down the rest of Moriarty's web. It's funny how he never saw her. He put a gun for everyone of my loved ones but her. How could he not see? I haven't yet understood, if he was my equal in intelligence, how could he miss my feelings for her? A bullet for everyone that mattered, but none for the one who mattered the most. Some nights, when I was certain I needn't sleep with an open eye but would still have to sleep outside, in the cold; I would lock myself up in my mind palace and convince myself that John was there to endure this with me, to share that burden, that Molly's warm eyes were there for me, like a hot welcoming tea cup, that Mrs Hudson would be there, offering her motherly and calming presence to me. I would open my eyes expecting to see them. And I would immediately close them again bitterly disappointed to understand that they were never really there. How I missed them! There was some point there in which I just had had too much. Molly was there, everywhere, I could not get her out of my head and I realised that if I ever came back I would act. Because I needed her in my life again. John was there too, I missed thinking out loud with him by my side and I missed his acid sense of humour. I missed my life. Sometimes I would look at the sky and just let myself imagine that she was still there, waiting for me, with her big brown warm eyes and a trembling smile just for me. I daydreamed that if and when I came back she would throw her arms around my neck and everything would be alright again. I kept going, I kept trying and every criminal I took down from Moriarty's web was a step closer to that fantasy. Sometimes I just rushed my mind in order to be done for the day faster so that I could go to my temporary accommodation and daydream in peace. Life must have so much fun with me, doesn't she? Because I came back, I recovered John, but when I came to Molly I had already lost her. She hadn't waited for me, why would she? A kiss on the cheek was my only farewell to my childish illusions. It hurted so much. It was almost comical, her fiancée was physically identical to me, I remember concluding that she hadn't moved on that much. The worst part? He was am idiot, and I didn't have the right to ruin it for her, I wanted to find something, whatever, just to stop it, but he was a good man, he loved her, he didn't have anything for me to use it against him. Why would she choose an idiot? She had a genius at her bloody feet but she chose the idiot. Then it hit me that she hadn't realised that I loved her, and that she hadn't realised yet that he was an idiot. I'm ashamed to say but I was so relieved that it didn't last once she understood his lack of brains. But then again, when I more or less had a chance again, I couldn't take it, because I had a case and it would be too dangerous for her to be involved with me romantically. Moriarty had missed her importance, but Magnussen shan't commit the same mistake if it became that obvious. I remember very well the contact of her hand against my cheek. She was furious when at the beggining of that case I came in contact with drugs. When that case was over I truly believed that I was never going to see her again. I had misused the time, hadn't I? I could have had her, but I chose not to and I was going to die without knowing the taste of her lips because I had been an idiot and banned myself from enjoy at least a bit of time with her. I knew something was off when Moriarty "came back to life". I knew it was a fake, but I was so utterly relieved, I still had a chance. I could still win her. Turns out that chance never came. When Mary died to save me I almost lost John. He was angry and grieving his wife and couldn't manage a rational thought. I couldn't even see my goddaughter. Molly was so distant too. I surrendered, I needed the drugs, I couldn't cope with everything because my world was falling appart and nothing seemed to work to put it back on trails. I almost died while pulling John out of his depression. Molly was too angry at me, I couldn't even think of getting near to her without getting slapped to death. If I hadn't been such a coward then, maybe, just maybe, I wouldn't have lost her. Euros and the bloody I Love You coffin. That's when I lost her. I told her that I loved her in tge worst of situations, of course she didn't believe one word. But I did, I knew then that I loved her, I didn't just felt strongly towards her, I didn't fancy her. I loved her. And I heard her heart tearing apart while telling me that she loved me too. I couldn't take it, I broke her heart, I broke mine and I broke that bloody coffin because I had to take that rage on something. And here I am. Lost but found, hurted and trying to heal, mad but sane. What can I do? Is there a way? Something? Whatever, I need her. Love. Four letters. Two syllabus. My salvation or my damnation? Hell or heaven? I don't know. Love. ,Molly. Love, I miss you. I miss her so much. I want her eyes to look at me with that fondness she always showed me. I want her to be dreamy around me. I want her back. Please, please, please. I don't know who I am pleading to, but still... Don't I deserve a chance? No, I know I don't. But I still want it. I still love her, I know (I want to believe) she must still feel something. Please, please, please.
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gulescamisade · 7 years
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Mega Texas:  Day 3, Ghostly Reunion
[ As evening gathers, all is quiet under the open Texan skies. This time of year was probably the most perferable for being outdoors as there were no swarms of mosquitos. Thank god. And as the breeze changes direction, there is the faintest scent of salt in the air. How far from the coastline WERE they? It's a good time as any for the group to ask themselves. ]
DIRK: -since the car broke down, he's been trying to "upgrade" it with all the tech he has in his sylladex. luckily a bunch of the engineers are also here, so eventually they might make this work, right?-
DIRK: -he feels the breeze on his face... feels good man, but something about it has him lifting his head curiously.-
ARADIA: -sitting outside, BREATHING IN the salty air-
NEPETA: =She hunted other meat for them to eat, if there's any place for her to steal from she's stolen from them=
NEPETA: =They've been thoroughly looted and she's left here gnawing on a bone=
EQUIUS: -It's him. He's the source of the salt. He's currently working on the other car-
DISCIPLE: -She has a little bit of a fire going... and scorpions cooking over the pit. Just in case anyone wants other, less conventional meats with a BIT of a tingle to them.-
NEPETA: =Can Equius salt her meat?=
NEPETA: =Wait a minute...... 👀scorpions=
DISCIPLE: -:33-
DISCIPLE: -ROASTED TO PERFECTION-
NEPETA: :33 < =nuzzles on Disci= do mew want the rest of this bone?
DISCIPLE: Is fine. Is good. There will be many more bones.
DISCIPLE: Rrrr. Show her, yes?
NEPETA: :33 < so meowny more bones! =leans to her= (i got a diffurent weird horse anyway h33h33h33)
DISCIPLE: Yes. This is good.
DISCIPLE: But she is thinking of gathering these, for purpose. Perhaps to whittle something, something like sharp teeth. Something to sink into the things that chase us.
NEPETA: =Hands her a thigh bone=
NEPETA: :33 < we could pawlways use more of those oh!
NEPETA: :33 < we can also eat what's chasing us!
DISCIPLE: Yes.
DISCIPLE: Both of these things.
DISCIPLE: -she produces a lil whittling knife and begins to WHITTLE-
[ As Disciple whittles, the smell of the ocean brought in by the breeze is then accompanied with the sound of it. A distant hush that blurrs the horizon to make it seem heavier than it actually is, the sound of waves coming and going. Can the group be sure that was there before? ]
DIRK: ... -he's PRETTY sure he can be, but... on the other hand... he looks around some more for the source until he's inevitably drawn to search for it.-
[ It has to be a mile out, coming from the east by the smell of it. The wind carries on as normal. ]
DIRK: -squints out at the horizon.- Alright so... I'm not the only one who hears that, right?
ARADIA: nope
TYRENA: SMELLS T00 NATURAL F0R TH1S PLACE
TYRENA: 1T D0ESN'T F1T W1TH THE SM0K3 AND A1R MUCH
[ Smoke? What smoke? There is only mile-out ocean. ]
NEPETA: =She smells the sea... she thinks about fish... she can eat fish=
TYRENA: -the smoke of TEXAS SMOKEHOUSES, DUH-
TYRENA: -the whole state smells like them-
TYRENA: -anyways, oceans don't make sense for texas. SHE DOESN'T TRUST THIS-
DIRK: -the whole atmosphere feels different to him, honestly. and strangely familiar? sleepy, hazy... he looks up at the sky, then starts making his way closer to the waves again.-
TYRENA: -following with her arms behind her back-
[ The sky is comfortingly devoid of anything resembling a satillite or drone. It's a normal starry night... At least until people begin to move towards the beach. Colors are beginning to shift, gradually lighting up until It looks like dawn is coming. Keeping track of time or even remembering that it was night for that long is now becoming difficult. ]
ARADIA: -follows after dirk-
DIRK: -this is nice... the loss of time should be stressful, but instead he's just admiring the sights as he wanders along.-
[ There's a whole lot of dry shrubbery underfoot and soft soft sand instead of hard earth. Seagulls call overhead, the sky is waking up to a deep blue that shrouds everything. With the beach so close to open water at this time of morning, it may even feel a little bit chillier. ](edited)
ARADIA: -startles suddenly before continuing-
DIRK: -ye. he's gonna sit down on the sand and embrace the chill.-
ARADIA: -this is the right one, she tells herself as she keeps a smile on and allows the tension she feels dissipate. she sits down next to dirk-
TYRENA: >:o
TYRENA: HOW
TYRENA: -wiglges her toes in the sand-
[ From the peripherals of their eyes, a figure is suddenly visible. Standing at such a distance with her hand on her hip, she might have only just approached them. ]
FEFERI: Because STUPID.
FEFERI: You're dreaming. -grins at them with blank white eyes. She is here.-
DIRK: -tilts head in her direction. that's normal...... oh wait, no it's not.-
ARADIA: -no wonder she couldn't remember everything happening here. she immediately stands to her feet- feferi?
FEFERI: -purses her lips in a fish face. The same face as always before she snorts a laugh. Throws her hand out like you guys.- GLUB.
FEFERI: Y-EA)(! IT'S M---E! 38D
????: -there's someone behind her, a little farther down the beach, but approaching the group. another blank eyed troll. she's a little hard to recognize out of uniform and with her hair down, like she's dressed for a vacation.-
FEFERI: -They're both dressed like they're on vacation. Every day is a vacation when you're dead.-
????: -most definitely-
ARADIA: -she steps toward feferi in a kind of earnest and curious fashion. can she touch her? Can she hug her? and in the distance...who is that?-
FEFERI: -Of course she can. Feferi is as solid as it gets. Do you REMEMBER how stacked she was before? 💪-
FEFERI: -beams the whole time, glancing between the group of assembled friends.-
TYRENA: -She sniffs the air, and falls back a little bit.-
ARADIA: -in that case she runs up and holds her as tightly as she can. there's an ache in her throat-
DIRK: -he's rising to his feet slowly too, recognizing the person wandering over to feferi's side.-
CIDNEY: -yes, you all guessed it. she looks peaceful, smiling and waving in dirk's direction, but then peeps at the women beside her.-
FEFERI: OOF. -holds still as Aradia rushes her... before gently settling arms around her fairy troll best friend. Hand coming to her hair as it always had done.- )(e)(e.
ARADIA: -she doesn't want to let go. this took her so off guard that she's definitely crying a little- i couldnt find you i kept looking but i couldnt find you
TYRENA: -She's probably unfamiliar to her. She's heard of Cidney, of course, she knows pretty well, everthing that happened. Something about being this close to the afterlife seems to be... throwing her off.-
CIDNEY: -looks at tyrena with... a strange amount of recognition. she offers her a smile as well, but she's going to approach dirk, knowing he likely won't be able to come to her first. that's fine.-
DIRK: -but even once she's there, he doesn't know how to react. it's strange... bittersweet to see her so relaxed. seems like the afterlife could offer her a peace of mind that her time in their world couldn't offer her. after standing there awkwardly for a moment, he carefully... pulls her into a hug too.-
FEFERI: -Tears are okay, she finds. Feferi keeps her stance steady, holding Aradia all the same.-
FEFERI: O)(...
FEFERI: Yea)(. T)(at must )(ave totally sucked. -chirrs, returning her hug with a snuggle into her hair. The favorite thing before EXCLAIMING dramatically, peeking back at Aradia's face.- T)(at's pretty muc)( t)(is w)(ole t)(ing!
FEFERI: SUCKING.
TAVROS: =He'd seen her, as the rest had, but he couldn't face her. He couldn't do this all over again. First Aradia and now Feferi. The first time had been needles and haunting memories of better times, and this was no different. If anything it was simply twofold, as the old feelings mingeled with the new. His face ran hot with tears and his veins felt cold. It's too much. It's all been too much, and he can't go on like this. Maybe he should try and face it all-- face her. But he's weak, he's realized, and that weakness had no place here right now. If he were to ever face her again he couldn't bear for it to be like this. Another ghost to hold onto with a feeble hope that was as fake as all the stories he believed in. He rushes from the beach as discreetly as possible, if it was possible, and he won't stop running.=
FEFERI: -All things in due time. Feferi isn't in any hurry.-
ARADIA: -she's actually here... and aradia isn't going to her normal place of slumber tonight--and she couldn't be more graceful. She smiles at feferi's comment and laughs through her tears, nodding- yeah!
NEPETA: =bruh u fuckin wish discreet but ok, he aint goin alone=
EQUIUS: -Notices the bull scampering and he feels like he should say something, anything. But he's quiet, standing in the background. He'd has his time. He's just going to...busy himself. Yes back to work on the human automobile-
FEFERI: -Empty eyes meet Aradia's, smiling without any kind of real warmth behind it. Like the tickle of strings in her bloodpusher that had long since been cut away.-
FEFERI: It's weird.
FEFERI: I feel like I've missed you. But I can't reely remember w)(y.
FEFERI: You were important t)(oug)(! So it all works out. 38)
ARADIA: -if anyone understands being dead, it's aradia. granted, they had different experiences that really fucked up their emotions, it seems. she smiles still, nodding again- you were always important too
ARADIA: no one can forget you
ARADIA: especially me
FEFERI: T)(AT'S GOOD.
FEFERI: One less t)(ing sucking. -boops her on the nose and grins.- Not reelated but you've met Cidney, rig)(t?
DIRK: -there's so much he wants to talk to cidney about, but he can't seem to find any words... when feferi mentions her, he draws away from the embrace. great, now everyone is gonna see him crying. as if they all haven't already at this point.-
CIDNEY: -looks towards feferi and aradia- I don't think we have formally.
ARADIA: -looks over at cidney and smiles- not formally no but
ARADIA: oh my god i know who you are too
ARADIA: im aradia
ARADIA: wow this is crazy
FEFERI: -Totally sees Dirk crying.- )(e)(e.
FEFERI: Aradia )(as been a LOT of t)(ings. First, s)(e was an arc)(eologist, t)(en s)(e was D-----EAD, t)(en a robot, t)(en ALIV-E again, and now s)(e's back to being an arc)(eologist. -ticks all these things off her finger claws.- O)(!
FEFERI: And somew)(ere in t)(e middle of all t)(at, s)(e was and t)(en wasn't my gillfrond.
FEFERI: ... FEFERI: Matesprit. 38)
CIDNEY: ... You've had a very... eventful life and afterlife. And... life again? -half smile, kind of awkward...-
DIRK: -wipes his eyes on his sleeve. hhhh.-
FEFERI: -pokes Dirk right in the squishy cheek.- (Someone's being tideally not cool rig)(t now.)
ARADIA: -she nods- yeah i have
ARADIA: theres a lot to it
ARADIA: -there's a tiny pang of something in her pusher when she refers to their past relationship-
FEFERI: -too busy ruffling Dirk to notice.-
DIRK: -shut up. he's going to hug her too now.-
CIDNEY: -looks between everyone, smiling still.- There's much more ahead of you, as well.
CIDNEY: You were all an excellent crew, when we worked together. You did things your own way... But with compassion. -looks down at her feet- It always inspired me.
CIDNEY: You need that same compassion now, more then ever. Even if the past comes to haunt you... Remember what it is that brought you to this moment. And fight to protect that.
DIRK: -she's always had a tendency to speak in riddles... being dead probably made her all the more cryptic, but he can't bring himself to question what she's referring to. it's just nice to hear her voice again.-
TYRENA: Y0U S0UND PLEASED
TYRENA: T0 BE HERE
TYRENA: 1 WAS N0T EXPECT1NG 1T
FEFERI: -Eug)(. You're so sweaty. 3XP -pushes at Dirk, straining like a cat that doesn't want to be hugged.-
ARADIA: -cidney's words speak to her, and she doesn't take them lightly- we will
DIRK: -one more squeeze and then he'll release you feferz-
CIDNEY: I am pleased to be here... Feferi helped give me that opportunity. To guide you again, as best I can. -she reaches out to dirk again, holding his hand.-
CIDNEY: You have someplace you need to be. It might be best to wake up now.
FEFERI: -Okay, fine... she sweetly wrassles him in a hug. Grinning from fin to fin.- I )(ope you're R---------------EADY. 38D
FEFERI: WAK-E UP.
[ And an instant later, the group is jolting awake. Right back in smokey smelly Texas where they were before. The beach, the ladies are gone.]
EQUIUS: -NOT THE BITCHES!!!!!-
CALIBORN: -WHERE ARE THE BITCHES, DIRK?-
TYRENA: -she wakes with a STARTand sits up, suddenly.-
DISCIPLE: -the fire is OUT now. No more scorpions.-
TYRENA: -stands slowly and walks away from the group. IS QUIET TIME-
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taeskookies97 · 7 years
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H I M (smut)
WARNING: This is a smut and it took some courge and I needed to read some other smuts and just had to do since it was a promise to readers so yeah I warned you so read at your own risk.
There he was my sexy princapal and I can't belive how young he is I'm 17 and Mr. Taehyung is 20, I'm turning 18 soon so me liking him really isn't a problem. But it is a problem he is the principal and I can't but he is so attractive. Want to know why I was with him in his office alone after school, well I can't help I gotten myself in trouble just so I can be with him I know your probably like are you stupid that goes on your record. Yes I know but if you just look at Kim Taehyung you would do the same measures. I was sitting in his chair and it was so comfortable I coughed to catch his attention. Yes he looked up and oh lord I melt everytime I see his face. "Mr.Taehyung how long and what am I going to do for punishment?" I asked with a smirk and I loved his reaction
"Well first you can call me Taehyung or you can call me daddy" I looked up and shocked at what he just said I mean I don't mind but he said that I felt the heat. "W-what did you just say" " You heard me I'm not stupid Jungkook your actions says it all." He then stood up from his chair and walked over and I was frozen. He walked over behind me and whispered in my ear that sent chills.
"You want this don't you, I will gladly give it to you, your a very good looking young man and you caught my eye for a long time."
He then walked over to the door and locked it I've been wanting this forever my sexual thought of him is coming true.
"I will make you feel amazing and you will love every second but you must promised me you call me daddy during this okay baby".
I let a groan when he said that his deep voice filling my ears and and loved every second he was so unbelievable I can't believe.
"First let's loose this" as he took of my uniform tie "and then we loose this" as he slowly took off my blazer. He then was sliding his hands down my back and do his touch made me tighter.
He lifted my chin and slowly put his lips on mine and the softness and passion was unbearable. It was so comfortable and full of love and then he bite my lip a little but not too much and I couldn't help but moan and he took his chance to slip is wonderful tounge.
We went from passionate to hungry to rough and before I knew it I was facing his naked chest and I couldn't help but run my fingers down and I heard his beautiful deep chuckle.
He then ran his fingers through his hair and he was truly a goddess and it was an amazing sight. He then spoke up " Have you ever gotten pleasure from someone else" he said with a smirk.
"Y-yes once but it was from a girl but it still felt good" "Oh well I'm pretty sure I can do better then her". Was he going to give me some fun time I knew I was going to enjoy anything he does to me.
He started kissing me again and this time he was rubbing my area and I moaned through the kiss and I felt his smile grow bigger.
"Mm someone wants this am I right?" I nodded my head he then started rub it more and I felt my pants get extremely tight it hurt so bad.
"Let's take these off shall we" he took of my sneakers then slide down my pants my bulge was big and ready. "Wow I knew you were big but not this big let's explore it"
He slide down my underwear and I had shivers at his touch again. He then looked at it and then licked the tip and kissed it. I moaned and he chuckled he kept teasing me. "D-don't teas" as I caught off when I realized he had wrapped his pink lips around my shaft he was halfway. I intertwined my fingers in his his soft hair and tug but not to hard. I heard him moan and it made me more hard then I took one hand and took his hand and made him go up and down.
He moaned even more with a few gags and I screamed "DADDY" and he looked up with saliva and mixed pre cum all over his mouth and strings dropping. "Now that's what I like to hear baby I want more of you."
He kept sucking and I kept moaning it was a room filled of moans and I loved it. I couldn't keep it in any more and I cummed in his beautiful mouth he was moving his hand up and down and I twitched. He looked so fucking hot licking every bit of my seeds "You taste so fucking good baby but I'm not done"
"I want you inside me I want to hop on you and every inch of you" He then took 1 finger of mine and licked it and I couldn't help moan at his action then he told me to take of his pants and boxers and suck.
I did what I was told and then I saw his hard rock and it was thick and huge I dived right in and I licked sucked and kissed every inch and it tasted wonderful. "This shirt off now" he said in a deep sexy tone and I rushed taking my white collared shirt off. "My oh my" he said with amazement in his eyes. " You like, it's all yours" I said with a deep tone " I don't like I love it and of course it's all mine". He then told me sit back down in the chair he ran his fingers over my abs and I let a growl. "Give me your fingers" I gave him my finger and he sucked on my index and middle finger. He then faced his desk and bend down I knew exactly what to do. I shoved my finger in his hole and he screamed with pain and pleasure and I pumped faster and took it out and licked it. He then turned around and went to his drawer and pulled lube and a condom. "Why do you have that laying around" I said with confusion. "I have waited every day for you that's why." I blushed as I thought he waited for me. Then he prepared everthing and he came over to me and I was siting in the chair and he sat on my shaft and we both grunted in pain. He then waited till we were ready and moved . He was rubbing against me and jumped on me and it was the best feeling I ever had. "YES YES DADDY FUCK RIGHT THERE" I moaned and screamed "DOES BABY WANT MORE HUH YOU WANT DADDY TO GIVE IT ALL" "YES DADDY TAE FUCK IT". I then took my hand and put it on his shaft and jerked up and down and he put his head back in pleasure while he was still riding me. He cummed in my hand I licked.
He put his forehead on my mine and our sweat mixed his lips then went on mine and we ate each other while he was grinding on me and it was the best mixture.
"I'm gonna cum daddy" he looked up and me and nodded he went faster and I cummed and we both moaned in all the pleasure we have just gotten from each other. I don't belive it my sex dreams came to reality with my crush I can't believe it.
"Thank you daddy I loved that very much you did way better than the girl". " I told you baby I could get used this maybe even go on a date". "Really you want to do that, you like me?" "Of course I do not because I just gave you this but because you are everything I could every have". "So then yes I would like that but what about your job." "Aish fuck this job my dad is very rich and he is giving me his company he is getting old anyways". "Then yes I would love to go on the date with you." "Really yes I have succeed now get dressed I will take you home and by the way give me your number." He winked and I felt my legs go weak he was so sexy. I gave him my number and got dressed and we head to his car. He was teasing me he was touching my thigh and looking at me occasionally with a smirk. "D-daddy" I moaned then he demand me that I pull it out, I had no choice but to do so my pants were tight and I couldn't hold it anymore. He did his thing for 30 min and my body gave in he was so good at it and licked everthing up. We soon arrived at my house and then I went inside and my phone buzzed and I got a unknown text and I knew exactly who it was and changed the name. I kept blushing as we texted Daddy Tae😏💞: Your ass is so nice😄 Me: omgg stop looking Daddy Tae😏💞: I can't help my self Me: well you get to stare later 😋 Daddy Tae😏💞: Oh really well do your homework you don't want to get punishment again do you Me: oh no I guess I won't do it then I then ate and took a shower and we talked all night, but not flirting but getting to know each other better and we have so much in dragon I even told him how I love G-Dragon and he quite got jealous it was too cute. I wonder what will ALEX💙💙
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