#my body did not appreciate that

[spacejammie-eimmajecaps]

Immovable object (my chronic fatigue) vs unstoppable force (my desire to do literally anything other than lie in bed)

#was cooking nonstop for an hour yesterday #then did a bunch of dishes and some cleaning #my body did not appreciate that #i could tell when i was going to bed last night that i overdid it #but today was worse than i thought it would be #btw ive been trying to process my grief or whatever over losing so much of my ability to function over the past year #its not going well #thought a therapist might help but the ones i found and liked dont take my insurance #my last therapist specialized in trauma (was good at helping me process that) but isnt a good listener lol so i need someone else #im not thay motivated to find a new one though tbh #its a hassle and im too exhausted to deal with it #maybe ill save up all these feelings and put it into a fic someday #i talked to a fandom friend once about writing a story about a disabled character so maybe ill actually do that #someday #after i finish sgb #which will be a long time from now #a long long long time #at this rate #its so frustrating to be incapable of doing the things i want to do #especially when those things were within my capabilities not that long ago #i have to chill out about it though because emotions use energy and i have so very little of that to spare #ha ha #ha ha ha ha ha #its all good #we press on

[hauntedandmurdered]

The sexiest touch in movie history and no, nothing's ever gonna change my mind.

#clannibal #clarice starling #hannibal lecter #silence of the lambs #anthony hopkins #hannibal x clarice #dr hannibal lecter #gifs #movie gifs #did you get that 'no' reference lol #Sir Anthony going 'nO' lives in my head rent free all day long #but back to them can we just appreciate anything about this scene please and thanks #I just know it's not solely me having shivers all over my body when watching/reading that scene right #Clannibal supremacy #Him breathing out “Goodbye Clarice” is not a final passage but a promise for what might follow soon enough #I'm again being so normal about them #If there were no bars between them Asfkkhxdr

[densitywell]

sketched out the size difference between ashton and orym when ash is in demititan form bc i was curious. and also am always thinking abt how the fuck a halfling would actually be proportioned

#cr spoilers #critical role #ashrym #yeah i'll go ahead and tag that i'm sure some of y'all would appreciate the reference for. reasons #mainly what i've concluded re: halflings is that i find 'human but shrunk' boring and tend to make them a little stouter #and their extremities a little bigger if not necessarily as big as they would be on a human body. #which is not necessarily conveyed in this image bc i also did those things to ashton for their demititan form. so! #my art #crposting #it's good pain

[seawherethesunsets]

HWANG MINHYUN as KIM DO HA (alleged agent at NIS)

MY LOVELY LIAR (2023)

#my lovely liar #kdramaedit #kdramadaily #userdramas #asiandramanet #dailyasiandramas #asiancentral #hwang minhyun #bysya #ep 1 #this set to appreciate that he did this w/o body double #you've worked hard bb #so farfetched lmao #im still not entirely feeling the show yet #but i guess i need more eps #or maybe i was distracted lol #mylovelyliaredit

[sundaytragedy]

I could totally do surgery on myself and even give myself anesthesia and then stitch myself up i could totally do that. I think I can figure out how to put it back

#is this just poetic or srs.....we'll never know #just know that i am high af rn #i dont have steady enough hands or good enough vision to ever be a surgeon i dont think. not in that sterile room. lol #sigh guess i'll pursue psychiatry #gonna fuck myself up irreversibly someday wdyt #trust meee #essentially surgeons ask that we trust them like thanks for not leaving any tools behind in my body i appreciate it man #that one nurse who did my 55+ stitches we had a moment #i was like no lidocaine pls i don't want my arms to be numb for the next day and a half i will kms more #so he didnt #that was so respectful of him

[harbingersecho]

PALLA GRANDE - charred saints

Saint Deja takes the stage

skeletal sculpting done by nikifor aka zdisław inspired by the catacomb saints

#vtm #vampire the masquerade #charred saints #clan hecata #deja #*23 #mine #outfit design #art #palla grande #im kicking my feet giggling i voted for this and i was sooo excited. dejas a hecata w/ decay bane btw so she's not actually that skeletal #nikifor did some fleshcrafting for her 'on the house' bc they're long time friends. they both appreciate... fashion. the arts. bodies. #inspiration for this also kinda came from st lucia!! she's like the only saint thats even remotely celebrated here bc she's a lightbringer #GODDD i havent done proper outfit designing in ages i missed youuuuu... u cant see all the details in these tho like the shoes but. eh #maybe i'll do like a proper ref sheet type of thing but its like. what would i even use it for. #tho idk what i was smoking when i decided to make this outfit 90% sheer. as if that isn't one of the most difficult things to paint. #i have a few other designs for other sabbat/sabbat adjacent ocs too so... we'll see how many i end up making lol

[whimsicalwavess]

I be needing some horse girl Felix in my life it’s not leaving my brain it must exist in reality

#felix catton #saltburn #cattonquick #hc #lets be honest Felix was a total horse girl #He played polo #maybe did a bit of show jumping but quit cause he’s laaazy af #Or dressage haha maybe he did dressage #Boy would need a big horse as well right with that long body #I know nothing about horses but I appreciate the vibe they do not appreciate my vibe as I be nervous #Fucker would be into fox hunting but I’ve got animal lover Felix in my brain but he does it to fit in with the other toffs #I’m imagining Oliver watching Felix ride a horse with his jaw on the floor and a stiffy #Little creep would wank off into Felix’s riding boots #And when he sees that riding crop it would all be over #Sighs guess this is going on the fic list

[melittosphex]

He literally had no right to serve as much cunt as he did

#scarab #fionna and cake #prismo #fanart #art #adventure time #monster fucker #body horror #insects #monster #monster fuckers rise. male bubblegum said what we were all thinking #Also thank ya'll for the love on the last one :'^) been a while since a post did well & i really appreciate the feedback #these r my gifts to you. mwuah

[roboticutie]

It's a side-mission that I don't think many end up doing, at least from the lack of talking about it I see, but still. The figurines. If you succeed a check in the pawn shop, you can take a figurine of a headless soldier on a horse. If you've done that, when you inspect the stained glass Dolores Dei you can get the task to give her any and all figurines you can find. Perhaps you can one day. Even when you get this task, though, it feels odd- it confuses your Logic because Dei has long since passed, but... Maybe you can give her these gifts somehow? You can find another figurine in the unplayable Wirral expansion pack (I only found it bc I didn't know you couldn't play Wirral w Kim). There are only these 2, according to the wiki, and I have not found more.

This task is another moment where the writers really manage to emulate that feeling of not only loss, but lost-ness that you get a few times in the game. When I did this task I thought it would be something extraordinary, maybe vaguely supernatural as there are a few things confirmed to be unexplainable happening with and around Harry, y'know? I had hope and intrigue and didn't even realize how strange and rare it must be to get this task on accident bc after typing it out I realized the starting parameters were VERY specific and easy to miss, actually. And I was so excited to find who to give it to, maybe a lost shrine, or someone reaching through a spot of pale and time, maybe when I found 3 or 5 I could lay them at her shattered feet and look behind the glass, something odd and unexplainable.

Then I met her in the dream. And just before it ended I was reminded that I'm supposed to give Dei the figurines. And that's when it dawned on me what Harry had forgotten, and I knew what he'd done to his memory of Dora by combining the two, and... It was so sobering and desolate. It felt the same way the end of a party feels, when you're the last to leave. The balloons are still up, but there's streamers on the floor, crumbs on the plates, bowls of snacks emptied, walls that held and echoed laughter are silent. The after image of something amazing, left only with the memory and the knowledge that that moment will never, ever happen the same way again.

You fulfill this task by giving all found figurines to Dora in the final dream.

And it does nothing. It doesn't work. Nothing will work. She would have liked them once, but like Dei, that Dora is dead. She died years ago and the Dora that remains is far, far away now.

Just like when I had no idea the carriage was Harry's until Kim spelled it out for us 2 hours later after chatting and whistling and relaxing; the figurines made what Harry was feeling and going through dawn on me so personally. I can't explain it in words well enough. I was so disappointed the figurines weren't some greater purpose, I was sad this was all we were holding onto them for, I was disappointed in Harry for trying to use trinkets to win her back, I was upset that they didn't do anything good, she didn't even want them; and I knew that's what Harry felt in that moment, too.

It's a level of "Show, don't tell," that not many writers set themselves up to be able to achieve. Even in this game there are only a handful of moments that are able to put you into Harry's headspace so precisely, and all of them are very specific and rely heavily on context given or lost on the player. It's impressive. I think about those figurines a lot.

#disco elysium #long post #de spoilers #i didn't get the hints that my husband did irt Harry's MC bc my perception wasn't high enough to check the fence at first #so when it did light up i forgot i never checked it and just ignored it #and that's a pretty huge clue #i can't remember if i found the tyre tracks either. i think i did but i assumed they were Kim's bc he is a Speedfreak and #i believe i saw them after he took the body away #so it didn't even occur to me to ask how the hell Harry got to martinaise in the first place #i assumed he'd been dropped off or it was one of those things writers frequently don't explain bc it often is not explained! #it's just bam youre here! y'know? #so i was totally blindsided by the fact that that was MY mc and I/Harry had forgotten so completely what had happen to Tequila Sunset #and the dora figurines task was a more complex and saddening realization akin to experiencing that complete amnesia Harry is going thru #it is Really well done even if it is a hollow and sad feeling it creates. that's its intention and i appreciate and respect that a lot

[juicedbeetle]

beejbaby and his polite hands pass it on

#beetlejuice #beetlejuice musical #he is saaaooowww cuuuuteeee #beej nervously fiddles with his hands pass it ON‼️‼️‼️‼️ #he is anything but polite. but his body language is always so closed except for when hes making a scene #and hes making a scene for most of it but sometimes the lil shy hands reappear and we need to appreciate #woobification tag #yeah what did u expect 🤭 #this really juices my beetles

[featheredadora]

i love your pride birds, but i will say that it does make me feel a little sad to see the exclusion of the lesbian flag. :(((

Hi! I'm sorry to make you feel excluded! As I mentioned in the post, the plan was to do more (in fact, the original plan was to post two designs a week during pride month) but I am disabled and have been really struggling to make art (or do much of anything tbh!) for several weeks now.

Unfortunately that meant that the lesbian flag, nonbinary flag, pan flag, and aro flag, all didn't manage to get done. In fact, this ask makes me a little sad because the lesbian flag one was actually next on my list, to the point where I had finished the lineart but not the colouring (for what it's worth, it's a tiel with carnations)

I hope this clears things up a bit - I wasn't actively excluding a flag, it's just been a rough few weeks disability-wise. I hope you had a good pride month, and I hope you feel seen by other lesbian representation! (I also have some other lesbian pride art from previous years!)

#asks #anon #lgbtq #pride month #I know anon didn't mean this in an unkind way at all #but this ask did make me a bit sad #Last night I was looking at the lesbian pride bird lineart which at this point was already weeks late #And I really did want to colour it but my body just isn't coping very well at the moment and yesterday was a very tough day #Pride month is always my favourite time to make art and it has been really hard this year to not be able to do that in the way I wanted to #But anyway I am rambling! #Thank you all for the support and kindness! Being disabled can suck sometimes but I appreciate everyone's patience so much!

[ihavea-natural-curiosity]

i am working on a thing, and this is the first installment

yep i’m drawing the whole gang fighting :) (not eachother just in general)

i’m drawing sokka next, and i’ve got basics for everyone else

do not repost

reblogs are appreciated

#i imagine he’s about 19 ish here? #atla zuko #firelord zuko #notice the slutty waist #my art #zuko fanart #zukos slutty waist appreciation #i hate that thw creators completely changed his body type when he took his shirt off #like his arms did not look like that with the shirt on #they took away his grabbability #suing for emotional damages #i’m very tired

[babykittenteach]

2023 in review! I made an effort to try more things and it worked mostly (at least for TV and movies). New things, new-to-me things, and new installments of old things all had characters to love even if I didn't necessarily feel fannish about them, and I'm hoping 2024 does, too.

#but yeah no I had a lot of fun with some of these #mp100 is now fully going down as one of my favorite works of art ever. i mean it. i'd stick it on a shelf with discworld. #trying Nida Manzoor's work was SO GOOD like if edgar wright knew how to make girls lovable I meant to only try one episode of WALP #and then I marathonned it all in one night right into the sunrise and I do not regret it #(look I love edgar wright but) #i had my issues with GO2 and Fionna & Cake and HxH (which I finally tried yes I am late) but still they had babies in them #one piece and the last of us did like major progress for proving those mediums *could* be adapted and not suck so seriously kudos #I didn't go into Barbie expecting it to Solve Capitalism and The Patriarchy so I appreciate what it did do #Nimona was just gorgeous #Across the spider-verse is so good it's hard to say anything about it #Peacemaker is obnoxiously good and Chris's breakdown near the end really got me #Bottoms & Marry My Dead Body & Ying-Yang Master: Dream of Eternity are just fun okay don't think about it #the strange planet show was sweet and peaceful to watch #and even with a 40% budget cut OFMD has my heart and ed is The babygirl of all time for me #thanks for reading these tags if you did and I hope you have a good new year #art i'm proud of

[sysig]

You’ve caught my Wandering Eye ♥ (Patreon)

#My art #Wander Over Yonder #Wander #Commander Peepers #Wandering Eye #I love them... #Two little guys in love #As is clearly evident from Peepers body language lol #Kinda deeply thinking about a series of Peepers ship/dynamics as maybe an excuse to draw him a lot lol #You'll recognise this one as the completed vector from a previous doodle set! :D Look what not-editing can accomplish! Lol #Honestly it was mostly running out of room for Wander's left shoe that even made me want to start this project in the first place #Who'd have thought something that small would make me want to completely redo it lol - but it did! I want a complete Wander hug! #Peepers is less convinced lol #I think their dynamic can be very sweet <3 Peepers is underappreciated! Wander is very appreciative of everyone haha #And he clearly cares about Peepers enough to know what would make him happy - again same as everyone lol #I mean I don't think Wander would be monogamous in the first place but I think he'd bluster in and make C. Peeps happy for a while #Who would of course be resistant lol - but just like Hater how much can you actually hold against honest affection #Wander is also a good choice to ship with everyone and I already do with Peepers - they fit together that way hehe #Plus they're adorable so there's that lol - I love that Peepers is shorter than than basically everyone including Wander #Wander is very tiny! But C. Peeps is tinier! Short King <3 #Wander was incredibly correct when he called C. Peeps too cute to stand - same with Awesome even if he was doing it derogatorily #Peepers is cute! He's very cute! #His silhouette is also still the funnest <3 He's so easy to express with I love his proportions <3 <3 #Cutest lads

[dootznbootz]

As someone with ADHD, you know you're fucking exhausted when you're not even fidgeting. :'D

#I'm literally just sitting here. listening to shit. I usually need to fidget or do something while doing that but no. I'm just staring off #into space. At the creature that I'm dogsitting. #he's exhausting too but it's mostly from the fact that I did a lot of physical labor in horrible boots and now my lower body is dead #I mean this creature eats anything and everything off the ground. One walk and I had to pull 4 acorns. 7 leaves. 5 rocks from this #idiot's mouth. he's not allowed off leash because he just bolts as well. He's sweet but I'm pretty sure there's just a walnut rattling #around in his head lol. I genuinely worry about this dog because...He genuinely has a deathwish #speaking of which. if anyone knows how to teach your own dog how to stand up for herself I would appreciate it :'D #I give my own dog. my sweet girl Mocha. a treat and this little guy starts hopping up and biting at her mouth until she drops HER treat #and then he runs away with it! And I'm like “sweetie. why are you letting him treat you like that?!?!” #yes I separate them when I give treats but still :'( My girl is too sweet for this cruel world. #She's so sweet and brings her OWN toys up to him so they can play together and he just runs away with them and growls at her. #They're HER doggy toys!!! #I know I'm complaining a lot. He's not that bad but also... My Mocha. (also he chases the cats. we have shit blocked so they can #have their own space and be safe and a space for him but oof) #Mad rambles #Mad vents #I'm mostly still recovering from those horrid boots as we realized once I took them off that they basically were at a weird slope.

[the-masked-artist05]

Late night doodle wip of Spatium

I got inspired by some body horror content and I wanted to try a slightly different spin on their alt design. I'll be doing the same with Materia and Tempus. I also want to do horror designs for the yeehaw trio based on these designs correlating to their respective delegators as well!

#art #my art #digital art #mask chats #oc #my oc #[spatium] #im gonna go for a centaur/centipede mix for the lower body bc why not and also I think it would look cool as well #im doing some character writing for Spatium along with looking up stuff about using canes and trying out different character ideas for them #im thinking of writing them with did [which I'm currently researching and would love any advice people would like to give me] #also im in the beginning stages of writing for them so im primarirly looking up information and other bits as well #im trying my best to not misrepresent/stereotype anything about them [and other characters in general] #so hopefully i get it as right as i can and if anyone wishes to say anything to me #feel free to do so! it'll be greatly appreciated #i can elaborate more on this and my ideas for Tempus and Materia as well is you are interested