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ineffable-doll · 5 months
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"It’s Not Too Bad When You Get Used to It" by IneffableDoll
T, 8 chapters
CHAPTER 1: 3.3k
Following Armageddon’s failure, Aziraphale and Crowley perform the bodyswap, prepared to be captured by Heaven and Hell. But after both factions fail to show up the next day, the angel and demon must pretend to be the other for much longer than anticipated… Hilarity ensues, feelings are felt, and no one anticipated so much breakfast being involved. But that’s ineffability for you. * Prewritten; will update every three days until completion. Come back on December 29th to binge!
A silly romp of Aziraphale and Crowley poorly playacting as each other, with fluff and feels because I can't help myself. Queerplatonic, aroace, lots of banter and humor! Book vibes and characterization with season one canon.
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sicklyseraphnsuch · 7 months
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Simon really doesn't question Betty, and you know, that's not a bad thing. Betty is a woman who knows her own mind. Simon's not about to mansplain Betty's desires to Betty.
And it really is quite clear that he follows her lead throughout their whole relationship.
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(Note: I wrote this at 3am so unsure how much sense this makes)
In this scene, when he compliments Betty for figuring out the petroglyphs (petrigrofs lol) on the vase, he laughs and makes a throwaway comment about Betty coming with him on the next trip. I do believe it's a throwaway because he just throws it out there.
But Betty snaps onto that opportunity like a fish catching bait. Or maybe a cat pouncing on a mouse. She didn't have to say that she's missing a whole other trip for his, but she does and also follows up with the conclusion that yes. She will go with him.
There's an awkward, "Oookay..." from Simon that belies a hesitancy. But Betty seems intent on taking the inch she was given and making it a mile. Who is Simon to question this grown woman's decisions?
This follows through with Betty making the move to take their relationship to the next level.
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Simon was complacent. That's the story of Simon's life. He was complacent and content to keep their relationship professional. Betty makes the leap. That's the story of their romance. Betty makes the leap and confesses to Simon.
And in his confession to her, Simon simply echoes her words right back.
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And why not? Why not say the thing that she explicitly wants from him? Why not follow the instructions? Why take a risk and say things differently than what has explicitly been laid out for him?
But that's also Simon's flaw in a nutshell. For a smart guy, he's absolute Shit at picking up what Betty puts down. Even when it's staring him straight in the face.
And Betty herself is terrified of being frank about her feelings for him. Look at the way she confesses to him. She leaves a letter in a book that he might check out soon (maybe in a week, maybe in a month, maybe in a year, who knows?). It was rather roundabout, wasn't it? "I drop my love letter in a book so maybe you will find it"?
To be fair, she is afraid of coming off as too strong. Her rambling about her trip before accepting Simon's offer lends to the idea of someone thinking through her thoughts out loud, but also emphasizing in a roundabout way how much she really Really likes him. Simon does not pick up her attraction to him.
He calls her "library girl" because she is a veritable stranger, why would he reciprocate her attraction right off the bat? Cautious, careful Simon yielding to love at first sight? It's not his style. But Betty does half the work of falling in love with him prior to meeting him. All Simon needs to do is notice.
Simon disappoints her on two occassions. He calls her "indispensable", despite the now clear chemistry between them. He didn't ask her out in the following two weeks, and in his words kept things "professional" despite her Very obvious infatuation with him and what she dearly wants from him. ("And I love you love you love you love you, is it obvious to everyone else?")
And then that SCENE.
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He's done it! He used her words! (Because clearly his first approach to lecture her didn't communicate his feelings - Simon, you donk)
And look at her face, she is so ready to be kissed! But Simon tucks her hair behind her ear and lets go. Betty leans in but... again, she stops herself from coming on too strong.
Because she takes the lead. She always takes the lead, and Simon is happy to follow her! But Betty is not a bastion of confidence. Again, we go back to my earlier point: Betty did half the hard work of falling in love with Simon before she met him.
This leads to two things - she can't be secure in the knowledge that Simon loves her as equally because she already loved him before they met and what if she's just imagining things because she's biased and wants her to love him? Likewise, she is intent on proving to Simon that she is lovable to him and he just follows along, without ever getting the chance to show how much he loves her.
He is complacent to be loved and to follow her lead on how to love. He doesn't act without her letter. He uses her words to confess.
Because Betty did half the work of falling for Simon when Simon wasn't around, how could he know the depth of her feelings? How can he be confident that she wouldn't leave the moment he mucks it up when he doesn't really know why she sticks around in the first place? Why wouldn't he beg for her to love him when he went crown crazy?
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Why wouldn't he spend the last few seconds of a precious spell to forgive her for leaving him because why wouldn't she leave?
Here's my theory, what Simon sees is not Betty's conviction in her love for him - Simon sees a woman who knows her mind and changes priorities with alacrity. She had a research trip that she's willing to dump in a second? Well, research trips are important but hey, maybe that means her priorities are not cemented. She could love this now and choose to love another thing later.
It's like two ships passing each other through the night. Betty and Simon are terrible at being confident and secure in their love for one another to the point that they drive themselves crazy over it. Betty has something to prove. Simon is waiting for her to leave.
Why wouldn't he question her lack of pursuits? Betty knows herself. She'll go when she pleases, wouldn't she? Why wouldn't she?
The end result: Betty keeps taking the lead and Simon keeps following her, but a partnership is supposed to be on equal footing. They're supposed to travel together. And because Simon lacks the initiative or the assertiveness to balance out the relarionship, Betty is left to run wild with her insecurities, which in turn prevents her from pursuing her passions as all her drive fixates on securing Simon.
"Where will I go without you?"
"I'll never know."
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petrichoraline · 5 months
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they should have left august have genuine feelings for day imo like we already saw him kinda disappointed it was not a date with mork... the whole kiss thing felt so wrong they did day (and august too tbh) dirty
to start off, thank you for indulging me with a ltts message 🥰 also I hope this isn't too long, i havent had the time to seriously think about this episode so this is my chance 💓
throughout the episode I began wondering if august was a legitimate contender and the thought bothered me for a few reasons: i had been under the impression the plot isn't really about that; that there would be no space to fit in a love triangle of this size if other conflicts were to be explored and resolved. basically that mork and day would have enough on their plate without august in the picture and focusing on those two would only slow down the development of the main couple. I did find the thought of august's intentions being serious intriguing though, a bit frustrating, yes, but also interesting.
now, I had a bit of trouble understanding your point but im guessing you mean we already saw that day was disappointed the party wasn't a date so we're aware of his feelings and they are not aimed at august anymore? so it wouldn't have been an issue if august just continued liking day because day doesn't like him that way anymore, right? because I get that, it wouldn't have been the first time that's happened on screen haha but also that's exactly why I'm not that fond of the idea. day and august having a mutual crush and that going for a few episodes? THAT I find intriguing, an actual relationship trying to figure itself out while it's doomed by the narrative because it isn't the main romance.
but august having actual romantic feelings for day and stepping aside (because the show wants this couple dealt with by the end of the first half, apparently, and it would have cut him off somehow) would be something both sad and also, in my humble opinion, redundant. I've seen it before, it's just a bummer for everyone involved and I don't need it here.
what the plot actually did was very nice, as weird as it sounds. it gave us a character who loves his mate a lot. I do not doubt that august has strong feelings for day. everyone is pissed at him at the moment, day is hurt because there was pity, mork is angry because there was lack of consideration but that boy cares for day, a lot. i suppose there are feelings of guilt, they were on the court together when day lost his vision and then he didn't contact august for over a year. august probably felt some sort if personal responsibility for day's condition or for his behaviour towards him while they were partners, for the fact day felt he couldn't tell him the truth. so there is guilt and there is pity but also there is affection for a friend, for a partner, for the person alongside which you aimed for your dreams. they have a bond (and im sure people have expressed a lot about their sync and dynamic that I haven't picked up on but a bond is undeniable).
august tried to be a better person, a warm one, someone day doesn't recognise. he tried to be everything he wasn't before because thats what he decided day wants and needs. the night at the bar he was already feeling bad about leaving day to hang. on a side note, while the episode was airing i ran to check whether the cast was there that night and if it was on the same arm. it was. august didnt lie and im paranoid lmao anyways
the scene was crushing for mork and us, sure, but it was also very hard for august. he had had an accident, he couldn't contact day and still went as soon as he could after midnight. when he heard the confession he ran which honestly felt like an appropriate reaction - indicating he was there would make day embarrassed and pretending to come in later also wouldn't work because his partner who recently came back into his life with shocking news after ghosting him for a year suddenly confessed he's in love with him. while he's exhausted and hurt. of course the kid needed time to process what the fuck is going on! and he came back the very next morning, ready to make things right.
the issue stems from the fact he had no clue what right is, his underdeveloped brain told him to be a better friend than before but it went too far off in the direction of that thought and landed at "be what he wants you to be to a T" which includes, well, a romantic interest. and that's just not something you can force but alas, earnest, stupid august tried to check off everything on the "make day happy" list.
that boy ran off crying (I would too if mork glared at me like a maddog but still) because he kissed and got kissed by someone he didn't want such contact with ( the reciprocated kiss was A Lot for him) and then realised he'd hurt the person he wanted to satisfy in every way. his words indicate he didn't intend the kiss to be just one, that he wanted to actively change the way he feels about day, that he considered being his boyfriend. I figure he truly realised that was not an option while the kiss was happening hence why the second one had him running away again.
we know august is impulsive and earnest, his intentions were coming from a good place but he couldn't plan to save his life. he acts with his heart and so he was relying on falling for day till the end with no backup plan. it's either that or he knew before the kiss and intended it to be a single gift and I can't tell which is worse. in any case he was aware of the big possibility him and days weren't going to work out so his actions were majorly irresponsible.
the kiss had me screaming NOO literally and then the second one nearly had me gripping my hair, idek what sounds I made from the beginning till the end of that scene but "felt wrong" is something I can understand though it didd feel wrong but maybe not in the way you mean?
i didn't know nor suspect august's intentions and thought process so the kiss felt real to me and though I was against it as an avid morkday shipper, I didn't think that narratively it was bad. day was done dirty a 100% (though he gets mork acting on his feelings finally so..glass half full..?). let's not forget that mork actively supported day's perception of the situation as flirting - not his fault, that's what august was doing after all - but it's something that made the fall that much worse. day was getting hyped up by mork the way he was by gee ABOUT mork before that. he gets affected by his friends' opinions because he relies on them to read the other's body language and intentions. so there is this feeling of helplessness not only because of the pity that guided august's actions but the fact he couldn't assess the situation himself. so yes, for this and many other reasons, day was done dirty by every definition of the phrase.
but as for august and the plot I'm not so sure. august as a character is, to me, much more interesting as this confused and, frankly, unintelligent young man whose heart seems to be in the right place..? but whose actions are totally misguided than if he were, let's say, a good guy finally acting on his crush after years. I suppose he could've stopped before the kiss and told day the truth and maybe day would be a bit disappointed but definitely more forgiving and less heartbroken..
but then how would we see that day can help mork tame his anger with just a touch of the hand? and we needed an act so grotesque that would lead them to have a conversation that makes mork want to scream "I do not pity you, I haven't pitied you for a second, you are so strong and smart and loveable, i love you, how could you ever focus on a nobody like him when you are everything, you deserve so much more, how could you not know that, why did i ever let him near you, i should have never allowed for this to happen, i love you so much god I LOVE EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU" (yes thats what those eyes at the rooftop said, idk what yall heard.)
i believe the charm of this scene and this whole conflict is that no one there is acting out of malice. it's just people doing what they think is right. mork stepping aside was not the right move technically but it fits his character and the plot as well. imo august wasn't done dirty, he was made interesting and also he isn't a bad guy. he did some really harmful shit but by the end of the scene i didn't feel an ounce of malice from him. there could still be love between the two but one that's not based around day walking on eggshells and one that doesn't rely on august to be something he is not. when they arent forced by the outside to be in close proximity and make things work, when they can just tease each other comfortably without taking all of the other's happiness and well-being as their own responsibility, thats when they could have a nice casual friendship with a lot of appreciation for the other. i believe him and day would reconcile at some point in the future when day is ready to forgive and august is ready to stop running.
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tenabrye · 1 year
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Hi! I’m so glad that I’ve stumbled upon your blog! I’ve read everything and I loved it soooooo much 💖💖 can I please ask for headcanons on Wolfwood and Vash (reboot versions) noticing that the reader has crush on them (can be if they afterwards reciprocate reader’s crush or decline or ignore or whatever you feel like writing)
Thank you so much! 🥰
I'm so glad you've enjoyed everything so far. This is a very niche fandom, so there's not a whole lot, yet, but hopefully my contributions help. ☺️
Vash
It's not that he's dumb, but he's just the type to accidentally think that their extra niceness to him is just them being extremely friendly, to which he is happy about. But when he actually learns that it's all because of their little crush on him? The man is ecstatic. Immediately accepts their feelings with open arms that are quick to envelope them, picking them up and gently swaying them around with a smile on his face.
He'd be curious as to when it all started. Very curious. What made them fall for him? It's the most common question on his mind, to which he immediately grins at the answer they give him. Oh, so it wasn't just his good looks? He kids, he kids. He actually likes the fact that they love his personality before his appearance. It shows what kind of person they are. He'd be lying if he said he didn't feel the same, but the man is the definition of CONSENT. He's not doing anything until, I do mean until, he knows they feel the same AND they're okay with it. That being said, they better prepare for what comes next.
Cue the hand holding, lots of it, the onslaught of hugs, face peppered with soft kisses, etc. Oh man, and don't get me started on the loving glances he sends their way. If people thought he was soft before, oh boy, just wait until they catch him looking at his crush turned significant other. If they ever catch him looking at him with such softness in his eyes, he just casually smiles at them before letting a little "I love you" slip out.
To be fair, he most likely would have had a crush on them first, but due to not knowing if they felt the same, or having already decided early on that they didn't feel the same, he would have tried to push his feelings down. At least as best as he could. Except they just come out after the little realization of his crush's feelings. They really don't know how happy they've made him with their confession.
Wolfwood
Luckily for him, he can tell when someone likes him, and I mean really likes him. He's quiet about it, though, observing them, making sure his eyes aren't deceiving him. He doesn't trust himself at times and often second guesses things, hence his actual look of surprise when he realizes that everything he's been noticing about them and their own feelings towards him are real.
He's very different when it comes to someone liking him and vice versa. See, when someone likes him, he wonders about the reason. Why do they like him? What about him draws them to him? Considering who he really is and what he really does as opposed to his side gig, yeah, it's only right he'd think such things. BUT, it's a relief when they confess to him, because he now knows that he was right. His eyes didn't deceive him this time. He doesn't grin, but boy does he have such a cute smirk on his face, the cigarette in his mouth having been moved to one corner of his mouth.
He has DEFINITELY thought about doing stuff, but it's not like he would without consent. The only thing he has ever done without his little admirer's knowledge was steal glances at them. But when they confessed their feelings to him, it was as if that was really all the consent he needed. Of course, he'll have them pulled close to him, eyes half lidded and staring intently into their own as he asks, "Can I kiss you?"
In all honesty, the man probably felt something for them after some short time travelling together with them. Hence the extra niceties and protectiveness, but y'know, that's about all it was from him. And stolen glances. It's a big relief when they confess to him, it really is. He doesn't have to hold himself back anymore, and he hopes they won't tell him to.
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bsgpiece · 5 months
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I love your artwork and ideas of Sanami! That evening date one feels like inspiration for a good fanfic. 😄
If there was a love confession between the two of them how do you think it will go? I love to hear your thoughts!
First of all, sorry for taking so long for answering! I really wanted to make an art for this, but I didn't like any of my attempts, so I guess I still have to get better for this!
Well, second... THANK YOUUUU 😭😭💕 That makes so happy, being able to share my art and thoughts and knowing there are people who appreciates them is so heartwarming.
Feel free to write a fanfic about it if you want! Hahaha I'd love to read any SaNami fics 🫶🏻
About love confessions.. Oh, that really gets me. I have this HUGE headcanon (almost an hyperfixation lol) they confessed their love to each other after Whole Cake Island. Yes, I know it's almost a cliché for them, but I still have some details in mind I haven't found in any fanfictions I read until now.
I love the idea of Nami feeling really guilty about not realizing Sanji's true intentions, but still feeling angry for all that happened. Sanji even though was really happy to be back, didn't know how to act around Nami.
They would be weird around each other for a day or two, until one night Nami decides to go after him to talk. Well, there is when my imagination goes wild lol
I wish I have the skill to write a fanfiction about this, but to summarize.. Nami would find Sanji looking like he just cried recently, or maybe still crying. She would feel even more guilty and angrier when he denies it, which will lead to a huge discussion. And I mean huge.
Nami would say everything in her mind. All the good and bad things she thinks about him, about herself (she'll just avoid the use of the "love" word, of course. She's not really ready for admitting such feelings). Things could get physical, breaking stuff, Nami really getting over Sanji, pulling and pushing him over, not knowing whether to get away or closer to him.
We know Sanji, right? He'd be very confused. But he is no fool. A small flame of hope would grow inside his heart. Could Nami actually have romantic feelings for him?
He is more honest to his feelings when it comes to love, specially to Nami. He wasn't sure how she would react, but he tought she already was so mad at him, what did he have to loose? So yes, I believe he would be the first to actually say it. But say it without heart eyes or nosebleeds. Holding her firmly, yet gently, so she wouldn't run from him. Say the "I love you, Nami-san" that really send shivers down her spine, made her legs feel weak and her heart racing.
Nami wouldn't react at first. She would just look at him for a few seconds, not realizing she actually start crying even more than she already was during their fight. When Sanji was starting to think he might shouldn't have done it, she grabs him by his collar and BAM, HOLLYWOOD KISS! 🤣 Really really intense kiss, yes.
Why? Because they would lose theirselves in each other's touch, not really having to think all those feelings through. Just feel them!
After several minutes, they'll have to stop at some point and face each other again. This time feeling a lot lighter than before, she'll finally say "I love you too, Sanji-kun".
Well, you can imagine it however you'd like from now on. I still have more headcanons over this, a few really NSFW 🫣 however, it already became such a long post, I'm sorry.. I get so excited about those two! Hope it made any sense for you guys 🤣🤣
Thank you so much if you read until here! Love to answer your questions 💖
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yuikomorii · 1 year
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// Either my internet or this app failed me because I saved a draft from an Anon but it disappeared so I'm going to respond it in this manner. The Anon was basically saying that Yui in Ayato's MB route had no development because "she lost all self-respect”, and while I have nothing against people expressing their opinions, having the right to an opinion does not make it correct. Yes, she became desperate for his love, but she realized something crucial in the last chapter that completely changed everything.
Ayato's MB route was surely not the best in the whole franchise, but it showed Yui learning from her mistakes, which made me very proud of her. Normally, heroines are portrayed as too good for anyone, always righteous and admirable, but Yui felt really realistic here because of her imperfections.
When I first went through the route, I couldn't help but feel bad for Yui, however that was because I put myself in her shoes, yet in Ecstasy 10, I realized that it wasn't Ayato who made the biggest mistakes, but Yui.
Let's start with the Dark chapters: in Dark 2, Yui confesses her love to Ayato after drinking a truth serum, implying that she fell for him a long time ago. She says things like, "You're so cute! I want to give you headpats! Your kisses and bites feel amazing... I want more!", which sounds kinda superficial, so it's no surprise Ayato concluded she only used him for looks and pleasure. To summarize, Yui had this idealized image of Ayato in her head, and when you idealize someone, you create a pretend fantasy about who they are, and then you value the fantasy more than the reality, which Yui did. She placed the "perfect" Ayato on a pedestal and completely overlooked his flaws, so when he revealed his flaws, she became depressed and was like:”No, this can’t be… this isn���t the usual Ayato-kun!”.
Now, Ayato was also in the wrong and his extreme trust issues bothered me more than the fact that he kept calling her "prey." That was quite sad at first, but after learning the true motives behind it, it became somewhat reasonable? Humans, after all, are mere prey in the eyes of vampires, as they require their blood to survive, but it's not just that. Ayato has a very low self-esteem, and it is confirmed in MB that he believes no one will ever love him back, which is why he doesn't want to make anyone special. He had to obey Cordelia's orders his entire life in order to make her proud, and he was never allowed to be his true self and do what makes him happy. The fact that Yui only loved his ideal image but screamed/cried when he was struggling with the awakening as Adam process only reinforced his belief that Yui was... nothing special, just like any other girl: someone who only wants pleasure and likes him as long as he doesn't show his bad sides. Of course, Yui isn't that type of girl, but he couldn't have known that at the time.
Returning to Ecstasy 10, it's one of my favorite DL chapters in general because Yui's growth is *chef's kiss*. She realizes Ayato's flaws after being caught by him and having him open up to her; he can be mean, dishonest, and very bad at conveying feelings, but these are the aspects of him that make Ayato... Ayato.
Yui: I was too focused on myself that I failed to realize. All I wanted was to be loved as myself, but… I guess I didn't look at Ayato-kun properly either.
This was the only route where Yui was truly selfish, because she was mostly concerned with her own feelings rather than attempting to understand Ayato's, but to be honest, this makes her even more relatable and human-like. Let's face it: everyone sometimes cares more about their own well-being than others, even if we have good intentions and do it without noticing. The fact that Yui realized her mistake and began paying attention to the real Ayato screams development to me. She even fell more in love with him after he revealed his vulnerable side. This was one of the most genuine moments in DL history because they both had the same goal: to be loved as themselves, and they both achieved it. Yes, their actions were bad, but at least they learned something important.
People seem to forget that Yui is only 17 years old with no previous dating experience. They expect Yui to be the one who teaches the Diaboys about love, despite the fact that she has no idea what love is either. Ayato's MB route actually made her go through this as a teenager, because it taught her how to love and what loving someone means.
In addition, Ayato doesn’t only care about her blood, as the Anon said; even in the official book, after talking about the appearance of the Mukami brothers, it is mentioned this: 「ただのエサとしてではなく、彼女の心を欲するアヤト」 which means “Ayato desires her heart, not just as prey”, and later on it is written how he is unable to speak frankly and tries to hide his sad feelings behind his rough words. He had been crushing on her for almost the entire route, and it wasn't the blood that mattered to him, but Yui as a person.
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fierymiasma · 1 year
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୨☆ Upcoming Works ☆୧
Wow, can't believe I broke through 100+ followers already! Thank you to everyone who has read any of my work. Here are the next series of fics that are on the docket. 💜
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🐍And You Look Fetching in Yellow | Part Two of "You Look Better In Green" | Sebastian x f!MC
Summary: It's been a few weeks since Sebastian had gifted her his scarf. And yet, to her frustration, nothing even remotely romantic has happened between the two of them.
How was she supposed to know that she was supposed to give him something in return?
Headcanon: In which Hogwarts couples exchange scarves to signify their intention with each other. Unfortunately for Sebastian, MC is new to the whole magic thing.
♪ Tags: Fluff, Misunderstanding, Happy Ending, Love Confessions, Teen Rom-Com, Flirting, Making Out
In Sebastian's hands was a warm, yellow and black striped Hufflepuff scarf.  The one that she had worn throughout the fall.  The one that always managed to hide her teasing smiles and blushes.  It smelled of their shared apple tarts and a bit singed at the edges as if one of her Confringo spells was a bit too close for comfort.
It smelled like her. 
He looked up to catch her gaze.  She was leaning with all her weight on one foot with her arms crossed, slightly annoyed at the silly affair.
Sebastian recovered quickly.  He couldn't stop the grin from his face.  He felt like he was back to his old self, just like how he was when the two of them first met.  "Well, well, I was waiting for you to pay me back eventually.  Nice to know that Hufflepuffs have some manners."
She huffed, tired of these games and double-speak.  "You know, if you don't want it, you can always give it back."
"Now hold on,"  Sebastian cut her off, already wrapping it possessively around his neck in intricate woven pattern so tight so she couldn't even separate it from him if he tried.  "I never said I didn't appreciate the gift."
🐍Slight Variation of "Between" | Ominis x f!MC x Sebastian
Summary: Ominis tries to be happy for Sebastian and their new friend. Really he's happy that his two favorite people have starting seeing each other.
...It's too bad that he wasn't included.
In which Sebastian and f!MC try repeatedly to ask Ominis out, too bad he's too stubborn to see it.
The three of them tumbled over each other into the broom closet.  Legs tripped on buckets as arms caught themselves on flimsy mops.  Ominis could feel someone's body pressed hard against his.  He flushed, entirely embarrassed to be caught in this situation.
Someone groaned in his ear.  He was glad for the darkness of the broom closet, so that no one could see the hair on his neck raise in attention.
"Well, that's one way of getting his attention."  Sebastian mused.
"Oh, stop it." she huffed, squirming on top of Ominis.  "You thought making out in front of him was a good plan.  Look where that landed us."  Her right sleeve was wet, dripping with…something mysterious.
Someone 's knee pressed against Ominis's ribs.  "Hmm, I don’t know."  There was mischief in Sebastian's tone.  "This would be the perfect time to play Seven Minutes in Bliss.  Who knows what a trio of teenagers could get themselves into."
Ominis had enough.  He was not going to be anywhere close to them when the other two inevitably starting to claw at each other's clothes, leaving him as the awkward bystander.
🐍Something's Gotta Give | Sebastian x f!MC
Request: Are you still taking request? If you do, can i request angsty to fluff sebastian and f reader (optional) being off from each other after solomon died. He was rumored to be dating other students and both mc and seb try to make each other jealous.
♪ Tags: Jealousy, Dark!Sebastian, Possessiveness, Obsession, Angry kissing, Rough and dom!Sebastian
🐍Sleepless in Hogwarts | Sebastian x f!MC
Summary: The Hero of Hogwarts gets way more drunk than usual at the Slytherin House. Like a decent, loving, chilavious man, Sebastian tries to get her needy, difficult ass back to her dorm.
She's lucky she's too sweet for him to be grumpy about it.
"Sebastian, are you able to escort her back home?"  Natty asked.  "I would do it myself but the Gryffindor tower is the complete opposite end of the castle and-"
"And no one can sneak around at night like Sebastian Sallow."  Sebastian finished for her.  "Of course, I'll make sure she gets tucked into bed."
Natty hovered, a bit nervous.  "She's ah, how you say, not very sober right now."  She hiccuped a bit before giggling madly. "Well, all I can say is, good luck!  She is quite the handful."
Before Sebastian could ask Natty what exactly she meant by that, a very loud presence announced herself. 
"Sebastian!"  The Hufflepuff in question shouted, throwing her hands in the air.  She pushed quite roughly through the crowd, heading straight for the Slytherin in question.  "Sebastian!  Good evening!"
"It is a good evening."  Sebastian agreed, wondering exactly how drunk she was.  "Now, I believe it is my duty to escort a certain someone to their bed."
She deflated like a Shrivelfig. "Oh…okay, see you later then."
It turns out she was very inebriated.  "It's you.  You're the someone I'm escorting to your bed."
"Oh!"  She smiled using all her teeth, then quickly hide them behind her hands giggling madly.  "Why didn't you just say so, silly?  This will be great!"  She shouted over the music.  "It'll just be like our very first night together!"
Several heads turned to look at the pair of them.  Sebastian could hear voices whispering behind them.  The back of his neck turned red.
🐍NSFW Jealous!Ominis | Sebastian x f!MC
Request: Hiii would you be interested in a jealous nsfw ominis reader fic
♪ Tags: Jealousy, Rough, Dom!Ominis, PiV sex, Sub!MC, NSFW, oral sex, Fingering, sexual tension
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charliedawn · 2 years
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Any fandom/slashers would date ftm asexual
I just feel sad and lonely right now
P.S love your work
(Thank you. And I hope you'll like this work.)
Pennywise :
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"That makes us both, doll."
Pennywise has an aversion for touching and being asexual kinda goes with it. Well, he is asexual in the sense that he would understand your situation and respect it.
He was actually surprised when you confessed to him and felt confused, as he never doubted you were too.
He could feel it, but didn't think it was his business, until you asked if he was bothered by it.
"Bothered ? No offense. But, I chose you because of it. You are nice, and what we got going is good. I don't need s*x for us to work."
To sum it up, Pennywise is fine just living in peace with you and wouldn't mind at all that you are asexual.
Don't worry. If you hadn't said anything ? He would have still figured it out.
Perks of being a mind reader.
Patricia (The Horde) :
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"Oh, honey..Don't worry. It's normal. I don't care about that. You're perfect."
Patricia wouldn't mind.
She's the kind of person that wants to leave her chastity intact forever, so it would work for her.
She likes you because you always were and are kind to her, even when she explained her situation to you.
However, the whole going from a woman to a man might be confusing to her at first.
But, she's working on her acceptance and would understand in the end.
"I'm sorry I didn't get it right away, but we love you either way, sweetie. You'll always be the best thing that happened to us and nothing will change that." *kisses your forehead lovingly*
Jason :
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Asexual ? What's that ?
You would have to explain to him what it means and Jason would listen attentively.
He would think about it and finally shrug.
"Jason..Doesn't care..Likes Y/N, because nice to Jason."
He wouldn't mind.
He's been taught all his life that s*x is bad and was only allowed very few distractions in his life.
He wouldn't know how to "do s*x" even if he wanted to.
Innocent and clueless in this area. Virgin to the bone.
I would be surprised if he even had a boner in his life.
"Jason..Happy with Y/N. Doesn't..want them to leave." *hugs you*
He would accept it and be happy either way.
Shigaraki :
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Shigaraki.
😂
Considering he could actually kill you on accident by not focusing for one minute.
S*x might not be his priority in life.
He would be happy to find someone willing to love him and understand his struggles when it comes to his powers.
He was actually the one who told you he couldn't actually commit to the deed from the beginning.
He was afraid of accidentally hurting you.
"I can't..lose focus. I can't hurt you. You're..okay with that, right ?"
He was so nervous at first, but relief washed over him when you confessed you were asexual.
"That's..good. Thank you."
Vanya/Viktor :
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Viktor would understand your struggles and sympathize, as he had to go through the same transition.
He would date you and help you.
He would support you and make sure you feel as comfortable as possible in the relationship.
Viktor *takes your hand and smiles* : "There's nothing wrong with being different. You are amazing, and I can't wait for you to meet my family. They'll love you, because I sure do."
Viktor who is usually so unsure about everything in his life, was so sure about you.
He knew dating you would be the best decision of his life.
And, he turned out to be right.
You would also protect each other from other rude narrow-minded people and understand each other in a way that no one else can.
Armitage Hux :
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General Hux had been asked multiple times to marry and fond a family, so he may produce more children for the First Order.
He couldn't exactly disobey and say that he had no intention of having an heir.
It would be considered treason and Hux liked his head attached to his neck.
He then found you and realized you were an asexual as you were talking to a stormtrooper trying to flirt with you.
He quickly lost interest, while Hux's only grew and he decided he would take you as his partner and hence, he would have an excuse to not produce any child for the First Order.
You would be a valuable asset to his plans...And slowly turn into something more.
"I was lost before you and I..I thought I would never find someone so similar to me..someone that would understand me. But, you became someone I can't find myself without.."
J :
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"Ace..*smiles* Did you know that the ace is the highest playing card in the deck ? It means excellence and whoever gets an ace is one lucky fellow." (I know. I already used that in another post, but I just thought it was too good to waste.)
He would support and kiss the back of your hand like a true gentleman.
Once J likes you ? It's forever.
He wouldn't care about having s*x. The guy is the mastermind of crime and would be happy if you just stayed with him.
He is not judgemental.
No. Sorry. That's not what I meant.
He IS judgemental. But, not when it comes to sexuality.
He just judges society in general. But, he wouldn't judge you for being different.
He likes different.
J *smiles widely* : "There's nothing I love more than a man who knows what he wants ! And you ? You look like you found it ! I respect you even more for that !"
Stephen Strange :
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"Really ? Oh..Well, I didn't know that."
Liar. He knew. There are no secrets you can hide from Stephen Strange.
He can see the multiple outcomes of a lifetime.
Once you're in his life ? You can be sure he knows you better than yourself.
He could pinpoint the exact time and place you would meet to its very second and since he allowed it, you can be sure he would have no trouble with you as a person.
He will accept you.
There is nothing Stephen hates more than fake people. And, when he saw you in his future ?
He fell for your honesty and knew there would be nothing you could say or do that would break that.
As long as you have a bright mind, Stephen will love you either way.
Stephen *smiles fondly at you* : "You glow, and if I had to choose between you and anyone else in this world who I could have s*x with ? Guess what ? I would choose you. Every time."
Hannibal Jr. :
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"Interesting."
Now, Hannibal Jr. has had s*x before, but let's say, it wouldn't be a problem for him.
He tested his preferences, and turns out ?
He grew bored of it.
Hannibal Jr. doesn't care about s*x or that you're a man. He is open-minded, but he would also be cautious.
Hannibal Jr. is not one to give his trust easily. His love even less.
He would first learn as much as he can and see if you are worth it ? (Very complicated man)
But, once you've gained his interest ? He would be one of the best partners you can have and bring you everywhere, make you see the world.
He's very cultured and as such, has been to many different places.
One thing is for sure, you would never get bored with him.
Besides, he is an individual who eats people, let's say nothing can faze him.
Luna Lovegood :
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Luna. Luna is peculiar and she knows it, is proud of it even.
She would never judge anyone.
She would be happy to date you, if you wouldn't mind her constant "loony" behavior and her regular "nargle" hunts in return.
Luna *giggles and shows you her new finding excitedly* : "Look ! I found one ! A purple nargle ! They were supposed to be extinct !"
She was the first to discover a new race of nargles and bring it to the minister of magical creatures.
She wouldn't make an issue out of your sexuality. She would be just as happy to make you tag along on her many adventures.
Luna *tilts her head to the side when you tell her* : "And ? That's great. Is it supposed to be a problem ?"
Bless her soul. The girl is too good for this world.
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theflyingfeeling · 6 months
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hiiiii, here's a special olli/allu fwb headcanon delivery for you because I too am making poor time management decisions ✨💖
I've been playing with an idea where they become fwb early in 2022 and this situationship lasts for pretty much the whole year, until they confess that they caught feelings around the LA songwriting tour 😌💖
2022 US tour: it starts one night while they're the only ones awake in the tour bus, drinking mountain dew and chatting about life and music and pretty much anything that crosses their mind. One of them (maybe Aleksi) says that it's been a while since he last got laid but that his hand doesn't feel as good as the real deal, so the other (maybe Olli in one of those brain-to-mouth-not-connected moments) says that he could give a... helping hand. It's awkward at first, with both of them trying not to make so much noise as to avoid waking up their bandmates, but they get each other off and it feels better than anything they had since the tour started. They come to a sort of agreement and once in a while, when they're bored late at night or when the adrenaline from the show hasn't worn out yet, their hands would find their way around each other's cock. Not a single kiss is shared because that would be weird, right??? They're friends and they only "kiss" (as in a little peck, nothing more) when they're drunk or wasted.
2022 first EU tour: since the bus they used for this tour had a private area, their bandmates asked them to move their late night talks there, unaware of their other activities. Encouraged by the privacy, someone (most likely Aleksi) proposes the idea of exchanging blowjobs as well, to which the other agrees in a heartbeat. They swap places quite often, until Aleksi cuts his hair shorter and Olli feels betrayed (he just liked pulling on Allu's hair, can you blame him?). They experiment with other things during this time, like frotting and they only talk about the idea of fingering, but it's there to try some other time. The next night after that talk the tour is over and they have to go back home. Oh and still no kisses because its just sex, there's no need to complicate things, right?
I have an "idea" for what comes after that (finnish tour and the EU headline tour) and in the song camps 💕 jsyk they catch feelings so fucking fast but are in sweet denial about it, because they cannot accept that the other could love them back when it seems all they want is sex 😔 (even if pretty much everyone else in the band is like 'dude....... have you seen the way he looks at you?')
okay bye, gonna go back to work 😭
Noooooo come baaaaaaack I wanna hear more about them catching feelings!! 😭😭😭😭😭
Oh my god?? I mean oh my god????? I love this so much my heart is about to burst?!? 😭💞 First of all, they do seem close and comfortable enough to casually talk about sex among other topics, so it would be an easy arrangement for them to make without it feeling too weird or "wrong" but ohhhnnnoooooo maybe they didn't expect it to feel so much better than their own hand? 😌 And secondly waaaaaaaahhhhhh I can imagine them both looking forward to the "benefits" part of their nightly talks more and more every passing day, so obviously the other would be absolutely down (pun intented) for blowjobs as well 🥵 Now tell me, for I need to know because of reasons: since they're not sharing any kisses during the handjobs (or the other activities whatsoever), where are their eyes directed? 👀 Are they looking at each other's cocks (hot), admiring the other's hand stroking their own cock (also hot), or perhaps just staring into each other's eyes in a strangely intimate way with the occasional glance at their mouth maybe (devastating)?
The thought of them blowing each other and frotting in the tourbus with the added thrill of both "doing more than just handjobs" and being walked in is so hot I'm gonna pass out if I think about it too much 😳 And since they didn't get the chance to try out fingering before the tour ended, please tell me they did some experiments... solo? You know, when they were home and apart? And perhaps reported back to each other about how they liked it? 👀🥴 (leaving out the part what they were thinking about when they did that, of course, because denialllllll 😩)
I will continue headcanoning this until you spill the deets about the 'catching feelings' part, because that's very important to me personally, totally cool if you're too busy tonight though no worries at all I love you btw 🥺👉👈💗
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180 Degree Longitude Passes Through Us Ep 6 Stray Thoughts
I'm still not over Wang's coming out scene to In last week, so I'm in my feelings just heading into the episode.
Haven't mentioned it, but I really love the intro for this series. It sets the thoughtful tone from the beginning, and reminds you that this is going to be DRAMATIC.
Of course In fell asleep reading a book on the philosophical benefits of baring one's self.
Loving a simple meal of instant noodles turning into a conversation on the nature of politics and current affairs.
Wang is so unsubtle with these chopsticks and I love it.
I'm not sure how I feel about Sasiwimol's acceptance speech. I'll have to think about it more later. Feels like she felt the need to shade people, and it felt unnecessary.
Ah, there are my beloved architectural bars. Of course In moves to be framed by them as he tells Wang more about Siam.
The cinematography is so intentional in this show. In carefully talks around the interior details of his relationship with Siam and Sasiwimol as he details the history of the graduation and Wang's birth. Then, as he talks about Siam's admission about his life, the frame tilts uneasily, accentuating that this may be the first time In has ever revealed this to anyone, and that Wang is hanging in to this moment as well.
Pond and Nike do such a great job together. You can feel Wang's need to know it all, and how he keeps catching himself from interrupting. He knows that if he stops In he may never hear the whole story.
It's absolutely incredible how In talks around Siam's confession to him. How even now he cannot say the exact words because he's bottled them up so tightly.
It's interesting how Wang is level again after In's admission that he ran, but In ks still tilted.
It really cannot be overstated how powerful these performances are. No one has revealed anything we didn't basically suspect already, but the admissions hit so hard because you can see how the reality impacted the characters so deeply. Most of this show is just people sitting on a couch revealing things, and yet it is consistently the most affecting experience of the week for me. This is a truly phenomenal piece of art.
Love how they were about to kiss, and then the phone rings, which then tosses us back the shot of In framed in his cage with Wang about to kiss him. I'm going to lose it.
It's interesting how Sasiwimol berates Wang for not coming with her to celebrate her win, but she doesn't acknowledge him as someone who matters in her speech. Now she sits alone in her apartment with her awards.
And the moment is gone. In stops Wang from kissing him. Probably the right call, but damn was I invested.
The phone as a source of torment for In is palpable.
Suddenly everyone's having a bad night.
In's silent struggle before pulling Wang back might be the first open admission of his desire for anything other than isolation in the entire show.
Sasiwimol returns next week. I'm actually curious to see how she reacts to the shift in Wang and In's dynamic.
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THE TIME HAS COME TO TALK ABOUT JACQUES SNICKET AND OLIVIA CALIBAN, MY FRIENDS!
(Spoilers for ASOUE Netflix ahead and some book spoilers as well)
So I am absolutely loving these asks about [Netflix] Jacques and Olivia (Thank you so much, friends! 💖), but I feel bad for my anon-friends because I am sensing a sort of hesitant, nervous, making-sure-we-all-know-this-is-for-NETFLIX-Jacques x Olivia-so-this-ask-is-justified kind of energy which I can completely understand given the circumstances, however, I am the absolute last person who would ever, ever, a whole page of 'ever's judge anybody about this ship in particular. 😅 (Or maybe I'm off base here, and my anon-friends just really, really don't like the idea of Book Jacques x Book Olivia and want to be sure to differentiate? Which is a fair point too!)
Regardless, I feel it is time to come to come clean with you all about me, Jacques Snicket, and Olivia Caliban...
Jacques x Olivia was my ASOUE crackship before the Netflix series was released!
Maybe it was the drama™️ of it all? (A/N: Gotta love that sweet, sweet angst) Or this feeling I got while reading The Carnivorous Carnival that they had history maybe as good friends, maybe as something more, who knows? (A/N: It's the vibes) Maybe I took one (1) specific line from Olivia's whole 'confession' sequence in TCC, ran with it to the hinterlands of my mind and created an angsty betrayal subplot that had no business existing in the first place? (A/N: I did. I did do this. Pretty sure it was L.S.'s intention, right? Just kidding…) Whatever the reason (A/N: those are all the reasons, literally in the preceding sentences), I crack-shipped this for years prior to Netflix, and I will present the following texts from an exchange with my sister "Jackalope" (A/N: her nickname is a meme-y reference to ASOUE actually) as evidence that I was on board for this ship all the way back in the dark ages of February of 2018 when the trailer for Season 2 dropped...
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(A/N: My sisters and I took these screenshots at the time & saved them as proof of this phenomenon so I was able to find them more easily that you might think 😅)
And well, my friends, (as I'm sure we all know), I am happy to say he did so much more than just sit in that car with her...
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(Image from Shipping Wiki which I didn't know was a thing until just now! Glad that Jacques x Olivia is included there 💕 Image brightened up/edited by me)
After both of my sisters teased me mercilessly about even entertaining the possibility of Jacques and Olivia as a crackship, I cannot express to you my utter joy and delight in watching their Netflix counterparts fall deeply in love and be given this incredible romance storyline! I was so blessed and so vindicated, and I literally screamed when the kiss happened. Meanwhile, my sisters were watching in total shock like "I can't believe you actually predicted this!" 😂 We literally had to pause the episode after the kiss because everyone in the room just needed a moment to collect themselves (myself included).
All of this said, I promise I really do see Netflix Jacques x Netflix Olivia as a completely separate relationship (which I do actually ship to the highest, OTP levels). I am happy to report, however, that though Book Jacques and Book Olivia will always be a total crackship, my sisters did eventually concede it to me and never teased me about it again. And that is just how the story goes, folks. 😁
[A/N: Other fun facts about me, my ASOUE Book Series OTP is Dewey/Kit so as you can imagine, the Netflix series was a very, very good time for me overall, but that is, perhaps, a story for another time...]
TL;DR: I am the real Madame Lulu, and my inbox is always open to discuss any and all iterations of the Jacques Snicket x Olivia Caliban ship no explanation or specifications needed. (A/N: Of course, if you'd like to specify, that is welcomed and up to you. Just letting you all know this ship will never need to be defended or justified to me. We're all friends here 💖). Cheers, associates! 😁
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I'm playing the Sims 3 on my new laptop and trying out the Future expansion pack where you can have robots that are basically Sims. Your sim that learns how to build robots can build chips to equip them with that are made of various collectibles and parts you can get from building nanites, and you can make better nanites and better chips the higher your Bot Building skill is. Hold on, this is relevant, don't worry.
So I make a sim (the game rewards me with a randomized twink with a beauty mark) that I create to build Plumbots, with the intention of crafting him a computer husband of his own. I start him out with a simple wide-shouldered fembot (sadly you're required to give your robots a binary gender despite all Sims being bisexual and the Plumbots are visually unisex) that's just there to test the capabilities of Plumbots. I name her Promethea, and she grows on me because of course she does. Sure, all Sims are bisexual, Edgar here could fall for Promethea like I have.
My sim, Edgar, likes the idea of being self-employed as a Bot Builder, and apparently being self-employed is a whole rigamarole in this game. You're supposed to register at the town hall or online, but the option doesn't appear to me, so I find out he's supposed to already be making money selling Plumbots from a specialized sales kiosk that has to be in his home. Which also just means I have to make more robots! That's fine. I can just make robots to bump up Edgar's skill while he works on making Promethea Sentience and Capacity to Love chips, which are a ways off yet.
I make a nice robot out of orbs and name him Deeter, fully intending him to sell him off later when I've given him some valuable chips to make him sell for a good price. Deeter and Promethea don't need to sleep and don't charge for that long before they're good to go, so they have a lot of time to themselves while Edgar sleeps, and they don't have advanced enough chips to spend that time learning independently, creating things, etc. But what they CAN do is socialize with each other between Promethea's Friendly behavior chip and Deeter's Sense of Humor chip.
Deeter and Promethea become best friends fast, and Edgar finally completes the Capacity to Love chip. I have him equip it to Promethea, thinking that he can take it slow with her and keep Deeter around as a pal (Deeter had recently gained the ability to Have a Job, so there was reason enough to keep him around while his science career pops off).
The first. The absolute first thing Promethea does after gaining the capacity to love from her creator, is walk right over to Deeter, who still only has a "funny guy" chip and "simulated feelings", and confesses her love for him. Damn, ok!
I love robots in love just as much as robots and humans in love so I can live with this, but there's trouble in paradise-- Deeter DOES NOT HAVE THE CAPACITY TO LOVE (yet) despite both of their relationship panels confirming them as romantic interests, so every time she tries to hold him or kiss him with her robot face, he shoves her away :( That's heartbreaking, so I make Deeter a Capacity to Love chip as well so that he can reciprocate.
Of course, I didn't manage to get all the supplies I needed together for his chip before Promethea made a pass at Edgar as well, upsetting Deeter despite literally not being equipped to feel jealousy. I demand Edgar ask Promethea to just be friends despite all my original plans, finish Deeter's chip, and equip him with it so that these two horny robots can clonk their faces together and moan while poor Edgar (who Deeter now despises for flirting with his girlfriend) makes ANOTHER Plumbot, Holly, to be his actual computer wife.
THIS HOWEVER, ALSO DOES NOT GO OFF WITHOUT A HITCH, because NOW DEETER IS MACKING ON HOLLY and now EVERYONE is upset (Edgar at this point brings up the wish to finally sell Deeter, but Lord if I can separate these two now that they're welded at the hip). At this point, since Deeter has a job and therefore an income, I have him move out with Promethea as soon as I finish giving them sentience so everyone can chill the fuck out!! I can only play one household at a time though so I hope those two loverbots are doing okay in whatever house that is that doesn't have any charging bays for them
TL;DR: I had a sim make a robot to love but the minute she could love anyone she fell for the other robot and they caused so much drama I had to kick them out of the house permanently
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Giiirl, Giiirl, I've been so busy that I hadn't the time to come here to say hello and match you with someone, ah. First things first:
Itto's dating app??? I don't even like Itto and here I'm BARKING, that was so good WTF? He's a morron yeah but a very cute and big one. Absolutely in love of your writing. If I can suggest... What about Mr. Cavalry captain who doesn't have any cavalry to command ajdjdja (I'm a hoe for him and Tartaglia, I can't help it)
Next your matchup! (This will be kinda long so, yeah 👀)
My options were Kazuha, Diluc, Zhongli and Tartaglia... However I ended up with only two candidates: Kazuha and Zhongli, in some things they're pretty similar but thanks to Zhongli's mature aura...he won this time. (who wouldn't want to be his baby girl/boy? Such a dream 🤤)
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You're an adventurer, you even have a vision and you earn good money from your commissions. One day you accepted a commission, it was "easy", to find a lost sword... But eh, after one week you were clueless and almost giving up, that until an old nice granny told you about Mr. Zhongli's infinite knowledge "It seems he knows everything about this land, sweet girl, invite him to a warm tea and I'm sure he'll help you. He's a good man, you won't regret it."
An old man, a grandpa, adorable and kind... Yeah, a man with such amount of knowledge should be old, then... Why the man in front of you didn't look like a grandpa at all?! Porcelain skin, long brown hair, eyes like the perfect sunset... Long legs, broad shoulders, oh, no, no, no, he was hot! And for your neglected heart and body it was dangerous. Between your nervousness and excitement you two shared a tea, he accepted to help you out of the kindness of his heart while you tried really hard to stop your thoughts, most of them with very compromising situations.
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Mr. Zhongli was the perfect combination of totally opposite things and that captivated your attention, delicate yet strong, wise but in appereance young, serious but with a fine sense of humor, always wearing his suit but ready to go through a puddle of mud while helping with your commissions, because yes, the lost sword was the first of many adventures together.
Your poor, poor heart, gosh. The torture of falling in love in the uncertain of his unknown feelings towards you and your own cowardice to confess.
For a moment you thought that traveling to Sumeru or even Fontaine would be good to prevent yourself from falling... Even more, but you knew you wouldn't do that. You needed him, even if you were destined to be only friends. You were ready to endure the pain, you didn't mind. The thing is that Zhongli was not an ordinary human being, he knew about your feelings since that time, months ago, when you two contemplated the fireworks, just the two of you, ah, the time stopped that night for him and for you, your eyes told him that.
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Zhongli didn't confess to you first because he needed to organize his thoughts, falling in love with you was like a contract in which his heart, time, mind and body were given to you as an offering to show his pure intentions, how strong his love was, so he needed time, enough time to do the things right...
"I think I love you. I can't deny my feelings any longer... I'm sorry, it just happened."
You said one day, when you couldn't contain yourself anymore. Silence was the only answer for some seconds that seemed like hours...plans? Time? Organize his thoughts and feelings? What where formalities when he had you in front of him with red cheeks and watery eyes?
"Then I suppose... You and I have a contract now, my sweet love."
And the contract of your life, of his life was finally sealed with a long awaited kiss.
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Ehehehe, I hope you liked it! I enjoyed writing yours a lot. You'd make such a cute couple 🥺
Sorry for any mistake! 💞
😭😭😭
I must say it caught me off guard. I read it right after waking up and for the whole day I was rereading it at work to make myself feel better. This is such a sweet story and the most perfect gift I could ever get from anyone. I was reluctant to answer because I wanted to have it forever saved in my ask box so I can reread it like I did the entire day today, hiding in the school's bathroom, away from prying eyes. I don't know why you decided to bless me with such a beautiful piece of writing but I'm grateful and I will keep coming back to it when I need a little pick me up 💞💞
Also, thank you so much for praising my Itto story 😭😭😭 I'm honestly so soft for you now, thank you 😖💋💛
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Day 3 "Dana's Confession" Part 13
(also continuation from part 12 of Finn being caught in a lie)
Finn looks over at you, uncomfortable and embarrassed...Kat remains stern, arms folded expectantly...
Kat: Are you going to tell her or do I have to?
Ariella: What is it, What's going on?
Finn: Ari, there is something I need to tell you...
Finn looks into your eyes....
Finn: Today on mine and Kat's date....We...Kissed!
Kat: More like snogged each other's faces off...
Finn: I'm sorry I lied to you earlier when you asked me...It wasn't planned, it just kinda happened in the moment....
Kat: And you were going keep on letting her think it was a lie! So you could be in her good graces and not even tell her?
Finn: I wanted to tell you, but it was kind of awks 'cos we both told each other we was going to take things slow...
Kat: Suresh gave you the perfect chance to reveal it during the game...
Finn: Whatever, Kat! The kiss didn't mean nothing to me anyways, Honestly...If it did don't you think you'd be the one I'd be coupled up with? And not Ariella!
Kat: That's wasn't what you said me on the date....
Finn Looks at you awkwardly....
Ariella: What did you say to her Finn?
Finn: It was just honestly a heat of the moment kind of thing...I guess I got carried away...I told I was most likely to pick her to couple up with tonight?
Ariella: Really? And you meant it? Then why choose me?
Finn: Honestly? In the moment I kinda did...I asked you if anything happened on the dates, and asked you where you head was at with the recoupling...Why couldn't you tell me? But you tell Kat it's most like going to be her!...
Finn: I'm sorry, I honestly regretted it after I said it, I wasn't thinking straight...Please? You have to believe me....
Kat: Whatever, keep telling yourself that, whatever helps you sleep at night...I honestly believe you want to pick me....But you choose Ariella out of guilt and sympathy, You just didn't want to hurt her feelings....
Finn: I didn't choose you out of guilt or sympathy Ariella...I choose you 'cos I really wanted to...I never thought I'd make into the villa, and more or less have two beautiful woman vibing for my attention...It all just got to me I was my head the whole day... trying to figure out which on of you I had the best connection with and who I felt more of a spark with...And at the end of the day...Ariella that is you...That's why I picked you...
Kat: So, your telling me you have a better spark and connection with Ariella, Finn?
Finn: Yes, I know it's early days Ari... but I think we could have a really good thing here, whatever it turns out to be...
Kat: So, all you did was feed me a line of bullshit, Huh?
Finn: I'm sorry if it seems like I lead you on Kat...That wasn't my intentions...And Ariella, So much has changed since the dates...I just hope this hasn't turned you off me?
Ariella: It hasn't turned me off you, Finn.…I know it's early day and we weren't properly together yet...But it still kinda hurts a little knowing you lied to me...I just don't know what to think or feel at the moment....This day has been long and stressful....I know we had that moment on the terrace on the first day...
Kat: What moment?
Ariella: It was after the couples quiz game...he pulled me for a chat...it was very flirty and sparks were flying and we had a couple passionate kisses...And Finn and I also kissed on our date and after date, when we came back we went to the terrace and talked some more and we shared another intimate and passionate kiss...
Kat: WOW, Finn...You are a player...
Finn: Ariella, I really am sorry, I promise this won't happen now that we are coupled up?
Ariella: You can't promise that Finn...This is Love Island after all...I think I need some space tonight...
Finn: That's understandable I'll give it to you...I'll crash on the daybeds...I am really sorry about all this and I genuinely want to see where this goes...We'll have a proper chat tomorrow, Right?
Ariella: Yeah, we'll talk tomorrow, I just need a good night's sleep...Get this day over with and start anew...
Finn nods at you and smiles as he makes his way out of the room... You slump back on your bed, Kat approaches to cautiously...
Kat: I'm sorry it had to come out that way...it just got to me when Finn said nothing happened earlier....especially knowing what happened on our date...I didn't want you to get involved with him without knowing all the facts, Especially after what'd just happened with Suresh...You know I had to speak up and say something, Right?
Ariella: I mean Yeah I get why you felt the need to say something...And I appreciate the heads up...I don't want to sound rude, But maybe next time mind ya business...Finn would of probably told me when he was ready...
Kat: Ok, I was just trying to look out for you that's all...
Ariella: Well, I need to be alone for a while, I'm going to bed...
Kat: I need some air anyway...
Kat gets up to leave...
Kat: For what it's worth...I can't say if Finn is the player type or not...I can see he is really looking into you....I wouldn't pie him off just yet...
Kat leaves the bedroom and you put on your sleepwear and nestle into bed - vowing to deal with the drama tomorrow...
It's the next morning and your waking up realizing you slept alone AGAIN....You think to yourself " how did it end up like this? I came to Love Island and connect with someone and it's literally day 3 and still waking up on my own"...You sit up in your bed look around the room Suresh is already left the room and Finn is sitting on the bed with Eddie...You hear hushed whispers....
Kat: I can't believe she didn't know already...Didn't they break up ages ago?
Eddie: He's a player! He probs just thought he could get away with it and never said anything...
Dana: No one deserves to be treated that way...
Kat: I wanna know who this girl is...Do they know each other?
Finn: Would pay to see those two in a room together...
Eddie: Ha! Who would win that fight?
Finn: Would have to see the other girl l, but I don't see Ariella as much of a fighter...
You launch your pillow at Finn, Eddie ducks and it hits him square in the face...
Finn: Where did that come from?!
Ariella: You were saying something, Finn?
Finn: I was saying I bet Ariella is a great fighter...
Ariella: I thought so...I know what you guys were talking about, you don't have to whisper...
Dana: Sorry Ariella, we just still can't believe he did that to you....
Eddie: Yeah, If I was him I'd be doing a lot of grovelling and apologizing...Would any of you girls really want him in your bed after he did that.
The room falls awkwardly silent...
Eddie: Exactly, He needs to learn how to treat a woman...
Finn replies looking you in the eyes...
Finn: True, but everyone needs a second chance sometimes, Right?
Eddie: Once a cheat, always a cheat if you ask me...
Kat: No on did, hun...Well he's already in my bed considering we're coupled up...
Dana: It only really matters what Ariella thinks, doesn't?
Ariella: Sometimes I don't what to think about him!...Has he gone to far? Yeah...But, Suresh isn't all that bad at times...We have a very complicated history...But he did have his moments...
Dana: Of course, I think it's best we just stay out of it...Guys?
Eddie: Just trying to have Ariella's back though...I like to treat girls right...
Finn: You've never cheated Eddie? Not even once?
Eddie: Never have, Never will...
You catch Kat looking affectionately at Eddie...
Alfie: Well, I want to hear the juicy deets...You couples started crackin' on with each other yet or what?
You start to laugh...
Ariella: Alfie you don't pay attention do you?
Alfie: What?
Ariella: Well, Finn crashed out on the daybeds last night...Long story please don't ask...
Kat: Nothing happened on my end...Suresh was fast asleep...
Finn looks over to you...
Finn: You weren't tempted to sneak out to the daybeds and join me for some midnight mischief?
Ariella: Oh, I could of done with your company and I was tempted to go out there with you...But, You and I have to have a serious chat today...
Finn: I know babe, and we will chat I promise...
Eddie: You guys think there's more girls coming our way soon?
Dana: Yass, Please...
Alfie: Dana?
Dana: Sorry I meant yes for Eddie...
Eddie: Wouldn't mind not being the only singleton to be fair...Since pirate boy left me on my larry lonesome...
Finn: Arrrgh, Sorry matey...
Dana: Well, if new girls might be coming in, I'm putting on something fresh...Come on huns...
Ariella: Maybe I'll take Dana's lead here then...
You and the girls make your way to the dressing room...You crowd around the make-up mirrors...Kat grins from ear to ear...
Dana: What happened with you last night, Ariella? I thought you and Finn might have been getting an early night?
Ariella: Well, Long story short I asked Finn about what happened on the dates with you girls...He told me nothing happened but found out him and Kat kissed and he told her she was most likely to couple up with her...So he lied to me...Told him I needed a little space, So he offered to sleep on the daybeds...And everything got a little complicated with Suresh and all...
Dana: Oh wow, must be hard having everyone begging for your attention...And yeah that's kinda messed up...But least you all are gonna talk about it today...
Kat: It really is hard having everyone begging for my attention...
Dana: I wasn't talking about you..
Kat: Yell you should, 'Cos all the boys want a piece of Kat...
You roll your eyes 🙄
Ariella: Are you always this coincided?
Kat: When you look this good, you can't help but not to be...
Dana: Anyway, Ariella...If I were you I'd forget about all the drama that has been going on...Pick out a sexy outfit you'll feel amazeballs in...Plus you want to look great for Finn...Make him regret lying to you...
Ariella: Very true, though I'm not the one who needs to impress...
Dana: Even better, show him what he needs to work for...
Ariella: Let me see what I got...
You put on a blue and light pink two piece bikini with some slightly matching stilettos...
Ariella: Whatcha think?
Dana: Well you've certainly caught my attention...Ladies hide your misters...😂😂...
Dana: Well I gotta go see Alfie about some pancakes he promised... He's been sweet this morning...What do guys think about Alfie?
Ariella: Well, he's not really my type...He seems like a sweet lad full of jokes....Which I know you like that...He seems like bf material from the how he's been so cute with you...But I really don't know him that well yet and that goes for the others...Except, Suresh I know him all to well...
Kat: Yeah, Alfie is a cutie, but he really isn't what I usually go for, I mean he's a laugh a minute but...I like mine men tall like over 6ft and I love tats too, They are just so damn sexy...There not necessary but it help...
Dana: Well, thanks for the input girls, I guess I still need to figure where my heads at with him, You right about him being sweet and funny...But I'm not feeling the flutters yet with him...I'm also into girls so maybe one will come in that's my type...It's only day 3 so we'll just have to see how things go...
Dana finished getting ready and headed out to meet Alfie for breakfast...You and Kat are the only ones left in the dressing room...there is silence for a few moments...Kat eventually breaks it...
Kat: Hey, After last night? Are we cool?
Before you can respond Suresh wonders in the dressing room...
Suresh: Hey, Ariella...
Ariella: What do you want? Suresh...
Suresh: Can I please steal you for a sec?
Kat: Someone got some grovelling to do after last night?
Suresh: Kat, can you just please not right now!?
You follow Suresh out the dressing room and outside over to the daybeds...You sit beside Suresh, you can see the cogs whirring as he thinks of what to say...
Suresh: You're looking gorgeous in that outfit...Your eyes always look amazing when you wear blue...
Ariella: Please, just say what you've got to say, Suresh!...I'm waiting?
Suresh: Right, I just thought we needed to chat...Things last night got... Out of hand...
Ariella: And whose fault is that?
Suresh: Look I thought we had already been over all this...I don't know what more you want from me...
Ariella: You didn't even apologize yesterday?
Suresh looks away moodily....
Suresh: You already knew all that stuff...
Ariella: Clearly not all of it!...I knew you cheated...I didn't know it was building for months!…And you lied about me!...You need to start being fully honest with me...
Suresh: I've been nothing but truthful here...I told you I'm not like that anymore...
Ariella: Then prove it...Apologize properly for all of it...
Suresh: AGAIN?!
Ariella: You want me to speak to again? Then yeah...
Suresh suppresses a pained look...
Suresh: Fine...I told you I'd changed and I meant it, so here it is...I'm sorry I flirted with the waitress...But I was telling the truth when I said it was all innocent fun...it was never real until... that night...it was harmless banter, you know...
Ariella: So, what changed then?
Suresh: What do you mean?
Ariella: Well, Suresh, how did it go from not meaning anything to sleeping together!
Suresh: Alright! It was after that huge fight, Everything felt like it was falling apart...Things hadn't been right for a bit and it seemed like we were heading in different directions...In the beginning it felt right, we were spontaneous and did whatever we wanted, whenever we wanted...Then all of a sudden it got so serious and we wanted different things...And it hurt...
Ariella: Why didn't you say any of this to me at the time?
Suresh: I tried, but we weren't communicating well...It felt messy and bitter and I needed to breathe so I went to the bar...I was drunk and confused and she just happened to be there...One thing led to another and the rest is history...I regretted it instantly and just wanted to go back in time and fix it...It was a one time mistake and nothing like that had happened before...You've gotta believe me?
Ariella: I don't understand why people feel the need to go and cheat...As soon as there is problems in the relationship...Why not be patient and try working them out!...Sometimes I don't know what to believe when it comes to you Suresh...You hurt me badly, broke my heart...But, let's say I believe you...it's still take time before I can forgive you...
Suresh: How much time do you think you need?
Ariella: Honestly, Suresh I don't know....
Suresh: I get that...But whatever you're thinking, you know we had something amazing together...Those weekends where we went out on Friday night and come home on Sunday morning!... Flying in helicopters around Dubai, swimming in the Med, fine dining in Venice...Or that time in Budapest, getting frisky in Roman Baths...You know what I'm talking about!
You look deep into Suresh's passionate eyes...
Suresh: I know I hurt you...But if you give me the chance, we could have that life again...Is it really worth throwing it all away over on little mistake? Or do you just want to play it safe like the rest of them?
Ariella: You know I've never played it safe Suresh...And what you did was not a little mistake...You don't cheat on someone you claim to love no matter what issues on going...And going back to the playing it safe bit...Maybe playing it safe is a good option right now, I don't know!...And all those trips and memories we have or did have, they are tainted now!...If you really want me to trust you again, your going to need to show me I can!...That means actions no more empty promises...
Suresh: Okay... I hear you...
Ariella: I get you've always got attention from girls...And you said you went to so much effort to be good when we were together...But I want someone who's so in love with me they don't care about flirting with others girls...I meant what I said , it shouldn't have to be an effort if your with the right person...
Suresh: I made mistakes, but it wasn't because I didn't love you... Maybe I didn't know fully what I had...But I do now...I can be the person you want me to be...I'll prove that...
Ariella: Okay, how do you plan on doing that?
Suresh: Well, if we are being honest, I should say.... Yesterday I was trying to give you some space...So I spoke to Dana even Kat to see where her heads at....To see if I could move on...
Ariella: Why are you telling me this?
Suresh: Because it didn't work...Sure, it was fun, Kat and Dana are stunners and we had some flirty banter...
Ariella: Your telling ME! Dana, Dana of all flirted with you?
Suresh: I picked up a vibe, put it that way...
Ariella: Was this more or less "harmless" than with that girl?
Suresh: It doesn't matter, because I couldn't stop thinking about you, Ariella...The one that got away....
Ariella: That's actually sweet, Suresh...Why can't you be like that all the time?
Suresh: If you give me the chance, I can and I will....
You start to hear the other Islanders piling out onto the lawn....
Suresh: Look, have a think about all this...There's more we still have to talk about...
You get up and make your way over to the kitchen...Suresh goes to join the others near the pool...You approach the kitchen, Finn pops out from behind looking sheepish...
Ariella: Argh! Finn! You sacred me... Were you hiding back there?
Finn: No...
You give him a stern look...
Finn: I came to get a drink and saw all the frowning and pointing and kinda got stuck here...Is everything alright between you two?
Ariella: Argh I'm sorry, it's Suresh, brings that out in me...
Finn: I can see that...Looked intense...It's not good for you, you know...All that stress will give you wrinkles...
Ariella: Perfect, one more thing to worry about...🤣🤣🤣
Finn: Don't stress babe, I'm going to fix you a drink...
Ariella: Aw, Babe thanks...That is very sweet of you...
Finn opens the fridge and starts making a fruity concoction...You watch as the other Islanders mess around by the pool, care free...
Ariella: How do you do it?
Finn: How do I do what? Beour...
Ariella: Stay so chill? Nothing seems to bother you...You barely even broke a sweat when Suresh kicked of at the recoupling...
Finn: I'm just taking everything as it comes...And never overthinking things...Well except the last night's recoupling, I had to give that a hard think...But also staying away from the wrong people helps...A big personality can mean a big problem...I want chill people around me, ya know?
Ariella: Well, I guess you lucked out on not picking Kat then...Cause she's got a huge personality...
Finn laughs...
Finn: Good point...But I reckon she can be chill though, under the right circumstances....
Ariella: Uhuh, Sure she can...
Finn: I realize we haven't had a chance to chat yet...About everything that happened last night...Are you still annoyed with me about more or lying about not telling what happened one the date?
Ariella: I wouldn't say annoyed, I'd say a little disappointed...I'm sick of being lied to all the time...When it's simple to just tell the truth, no matter how much it might hurt to hear...I'd have more respect for you as a person...I'm not saying I don't respect you Finn...But I'm willing to hear you out...I mean I get why you did it, it's all part of being here on love Island, you have to find the right person for you...But I kinda felt blindsided, 'cos I asked if anything happened...And you told me no...
Finn: Again I'm sorry very sorry, I don't want us to start out on lies...Why don't we head over to the swing seat and chat some more...
You two make your way over to to the swing seat Finn carrying your drinks nearly spilling them as he falls back into the seat....
Ariella: Careful now!
Finn: Trust me, it takes a lot more than that for me to spill a drink...
Ariella: Well, you continue to impress me, Finn...
Finn: Just wait till you taste it...It's inspired by our first date...
He hands you your drink and you take a sip... it's a dream, bursting with flavor...
Ariella: Wow, this is really good...
Finn: Never made it before, that one's uniquely for you...Maybe I can make it for again though?
Ariella: I could drink that every morning...
As you sit down beside Finn the seat dips and you slip closer together...
Ariella: Sorry!
Finn: No problem, cozy on up...
Ariella: I will, but not until you explain yourself more....Especially after you told me what you did about her...
Finn: Remind me what I said again....
Ariella: You said she was to clingy, and you like your space from time to time...
Finn: Yeah, I guess I've given you both kinda mixed signals...and I'm sorry about that...My head was all of the ship...You and me have great chat, your a beauty and super smart and can talk the talk... You deserve a proper explanation, especially considering the chemistry me and you share...I just hope my explanation changes the way you think of me, 'cos I don't want you thinking ill of me and that I'm like you're ex...
Ariella: Ok, I'm all ears... explain?!
Finn: I and Kat's date was just flowing, she was laying it on super thick...She was also trying to tell me why it was better to pick her over you...She asked me do I really want to deal with the ex, drama...But you know I already to you him being here isn't going to stop me from pursuing you...But, things were getting super flirty she was giving me bedroom eyes and touching me...Next thing I know we are kissing...
Ariella: WOW, she was laying it on thick, huh!
Finn: Yeah, I suppose so...But when I had time to think about what I was going to do at the recoupling...I weighed out who I clicked with more and had a connection with more...With Kat I think it's more sexual attraction than anything...But with you, it's more...We have the beginnings of something special...When I came in on day 1 I took one look at you and, you just took my breath away...I looked into those beautiful blue eyes of yours... and thought to myself " this girl has something special about her, I have to find out what it is"...
Ariella: That's, really sweet Finn...
Finn: Do you think you can forgive me? And we start fresh, with no more lies only truth from now on...
Ariella: I appreciate you giving me a proper explanation...And yes I forgive you Finn...But if you hide something or lie to again...I'll just call it a day with us...So a fresh start from here on out no more lies...
Finn: Thank you, Beour...
You scoot closer to Finn you both sit your drink to the side and embrace you both pull back just a little your face to face .. he's study your face and your study his...You look into each others eyes... your lips moving closer and closer to each other... You share a passionate, intimate kiss... You've kissed Finn before...But this kiss felt different it made your body feel like it was on fire and you fe lol t tinglingly all over... There was no denying to 2 have that spark...
Finn: How do you seem to get better and better at that...I can kiss those soft lips of yours for hours...
Ariella: You really like my lips huh!
Finn: Mmmhmm, I can't wait to share a bed with you tonight...Hold you in my arms...And looking into those beautiful eyes...Stroke hair and kiss you...
Ariella: Mmm, that sounds lovely...what if I or you, get a little carried away...
Finn: We can go as fast or slow as you want...There is no rushing things between us...I'll be happy with whatever you want...
Ariella: It's been a long time since I've felt a comfort of a man, I don't mean just sexually...I mean laying next to them or being held...
Finn: Tonight that changes, Your ex my not be to happy to see it...But he needs to build a bridge and get over it...
Ariella: Are you sure you're ok with him being around? You know he's probably gonna be pulling me for more chat's...
Finn: As long as he doesn't cross any lines, it Cool...
Ariella: Ok, that's good, Well I'm going to go find Dana, I need to a little chitchat with her...
Finn: That doesn't sound good, is everything ok?
Ariella: Yeah, everything alright...I promise to explain it to later...
Finn: Okay, Well go have your chat...Come find me later, Yeah?
You too stand up, you hug and kiss...And head separate ways....You look around to spot Dana, You see here sitting on some bean bags.... You walk over to her and sit on a bean bag opposite Dana...Her initial smile drops as she senses your seriousness....
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A - Affection; how they like to show their love.
Regulus does a lot through touch and reassuring looks/smiles. He finds it hard sometimes to express just how he feels about you, especially considering expressions of love were severely lacking in his life. But when he holds your hand or caresses your face, he feels as if he's spilling all his secrets, and hopes that you understand them.
B - Beauty; what do they especially admire about you?
Your warmth. At first it was practically disarming, but overtime he learned to embrace it and miss it when it was absent, when you were absent. It would be so different to what he was used to, especially with the people closest to him. But he would adore the change that was you.
C - Cuddles; how they like to cuddle you.
Most of the time he likes to have his arms around you, sitting up slightly while you lay against his chest. There's a sense of safety he finds in knowing that you can hear his heartbeat and that it doesn't scare you off. But sometimes, he likes it when you take him in your arms and he can nuzzle in the crook of your neck.
D - Dancing; their favourite place to dance with you.
He is simply a hopeless romantic, and loves to dance with you when it's dark and raining outside, when the two of you are almost completely alone. He loves watching you smile as the rain seeps into your clothes and dampens your hair, and when you rest your head on his chest for some shelter.
E - Excitement; do they get excited with you about things?
Regulus likes to understand things before he gets excited about them with you. If you come running to him with an elated expression and start rambling about whatever brought you this pleasure, he'd want to know why. He'd want to understand you and relate to you. Almost always, he'd become just as excited as you.
F - First Date; your first date together.
The Astronomy Tower. Regulus would want to be alone with you, without prying or judging eyes. It wouldn't be much, maybe some snacks and a drink he brought for you, but he would want to hear you talk and laugh and to see you smile. He'd want to know your likes and dislikes, the memories you cherished, and things you looked back on and laughed at.
G - Goals; do they have things they want to achieve? Do they include you in these things?
For Regulus, his future goals remain largely unclear. Before you, he thought it was simple, but afterwards it would become far more complicated. With the weight of his family, and Sirius' abandonment making it heavier, he would often try to avoid the thought. But if you ever brought it up, he'd tell you that wherever you were, he would be.
H - Honesty; how open are they with you?
Very. Trust is something extremely important to him. While he may not tell you everything the second it happens, he does have every intention of letting you see every side of him, even the parts he wished would vanish from existence. Upon getting to know you, the trials of his family would be revealed slowly, rather than all at once, so he didn't overwhelm you. Of course, he'd be terrified, but he knew it was better that way, and he knew that you would love him all the same.
I - I Love You; do they say it a lot? did they say it first?
Regulus does not say it first, though he'd be sure he felt it first. He confesses straight after you, though, and gradually says it more and more over time. Expressing his feelings would not come easy, and sometimes, rather than tell you how much he appreciated you for listening or how beautiful he thought you were, he simply said 'I love you' in replacement, hoping that it would be enough.
J - Jealousy; do they get jealous?
Not necessarily jealous, but rather insecure. When he sees you laughing with someone else, he'd wonder whether they were better suited to you--they were warmer, more free, happier. Perhaps he brought you down, perhaps he weighed you down, and though he didn't express these insecurities out loud, he'd always seem to be easily read by you. And you'd always be there to reassure him when you needed to.
K - Kiss; their favourite place to kiss you.
Your hands. For Regulus, hands mean so much, represent so much, and yours are his to kiss and hold as much as he pleases. To him it would feel incredibly intimate, despite the fact that your hands can touch others, but that they're only his to kiss and hold. People can always get close, but never as close as he can.
L - Little Spoon; who’s the little spoon?
The majority of the time, you are the little spoon. He likes the idea that he is able to protect you, actually make you feel safe and wanted; it's one of the things he prides himself on. But, there woulds be times when he needed to feel that, and revelled in the warmth of your embrace tightening around him, holding him close.
M - Melody; what’s your song together?
I think your song together would be 'I Want to Hold Your Hand' by The Beatles.
N - Nicknames; do they use nicknames for you?
Yes a few. Some of them would include 'treasure' and/or 'my treasure' because he adores you and could not think of anything better than you. For him, you are what people search for their whole lives, sometimes without ever finding it. And, because he speaks French, ‘mon chéri /ma chérie' for definite.
O - Open Book; how hard was it to get to know them?
It wasn't necessarily hard, just gradual. However, you would have always suspected that Regulus did not have it easy and were content with him going at his own pace, and appreciating that he was brave enough to reveal it all to you. It never seemed too slow, rushed, or overwhelming--he picked his timings well and never let things become too heavy. He'd also be very conscious that everyone had their own burdens, and would make sure he always left time and room for you to air anything you wanted or needed.
P - PDA; how affectionate they are in public.
Not very much at all. He prefers to show you his love when it's just the two of you. But he isn't afraid to let other people know that you're in a relationship, and will often intertwine his fingers with yours, whisper things in your ear, and kiss your temple.
Q - Quirk: a weird but loveable trait of theirs.
He never signs his name, he always signs R.A.B. Even when it's small notes to you, little love letters, or ordinary letters, he will never sign it as Regulus, but with his full initials.
R - Romance; how romantic are they?
So much. He loves leaving you love notes, writing love letters to you, slow dancing with you, playing music for you, watching the stars with you, whispering sweet nothings in your ear, snuggling up in bed with you with a good book. He loves to do it all.
S - Secrets; do they keep secrets from you?
Not really. Perhaps only ones he thinks would unnecessarily hurt you, like what his family says about you. He doesn't tell you because he doesn't think it matters, they don't matter to him, only you do, and he wants their words to mean nothing.
T - Thrill; do they like to keep the relationship new and exciting?
He likes to, and he tries. He certainly likes surprising you, even if only to see that smile. He likes taking you places, learning your favourite songs on the piano simply because you like hearing them, taking you on spontaneous trips or dates. He's not on for grand, public gestures, but he still keeps excitement in the relationship his own way. But he also knows when things need to be slow and calm, and doesn't mind it either way.
U - Understanding; how they comfort/support when you’re upset or anxious.
He knows that most things said would be wrong, even if they were intended to be reassuring and understanding. Even when you talk about what's bothering you or don't, it can be hard to say the right thing. So instead, he takes you in his arms, rubs your back, kisses your cheek and gets you any comfort foods that you wish for. Sometimes, words speak far less than actions.
V - Vexed; how easily they lose their temper.
With his family, and even with Sirius, Regulus can lose his temper very quickly, but you understand that their relationship has not been easy, nor do you care for his family. With you, it's rare that he loses his temper or raises his voice at you. When he does, there are usually other factors that have contributed to his mood, and he is quick to apologise afterwards.
W - Weakness; what’s their weakness what it comes to you?
Your smile. So easily it can make him feel like he's falling from the stars, watching the constellations become smaller and smaller as he slips into the earth's atmosphere, burning and smiling and falling completely in love with you every time he sees it.
X - Xtra; random hc about them.
Regulus likes to speak in French to you when there are things he is too afraid to say or things he thinks sound more romantic when said in another language. Even if you can understand him, there's something less nerve-racking about saying it in French, it's almost like he's playing himself in another world, but still hopelessly in love with you.
Y - Years to Come; how they imagine your future together.
He doesn't like to think about the future often because he knows how easily it can change and fail to meet your expectations. He only hopes that he is with you, facing whatever is to come. He prefers to focus on the present, where he already is with you.
Z - Zzz; how they are when they sleep.
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white wolf: “the show must go on”
first part — second part
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bucky barnes x reader. ⎢ masterlist.
Sam helps Bucky to ask you out for a date and it’s a disaster, but he gets it.
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warnings/tags: none. bucky being so innocent gives me life. + he being so damn cute as always.
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“Have plans with your girl tonight?”
Bucky clicked his tongue, putting down the weight to the holder, not turning to Sam still doing squats and an awkward noise out of breath. His partner couldn't help but raise an eyebrow and giggle while shaking his head, fast enough to steal the soldier's clean towel before he reached it.
“She's not my girl”.
“Not yet, you mean, uh?” He joked then, using the clothing like a whip to hit the metal arm. “But, you have plans or not?”
“Yeah, we have plans”. Bucky admitted eventually, glancing at Sam also stealing his bottle of water. “She invited me to watch a movie”.
It was the innocent and unworried tone of voice from him that made Sam choke, cough, and laugh at once.
“What?”
“Oh, man… Can't believe you're sinful enough to do what we do but too innocent to not see what that means”.
“It means we're gonna watch a movie”.
Bucky was confused at the laughter, trying to understand what he was referring to as he rested his back against the wall and crossed both arms over his chest. Expecting anything else from his wise friend.
“This is the twenty-first century, you ancient. We don't watch movies”.
“What d— What do you mean? You have Netflix, HBO, Prime Video… What's the point?”
Sam was deadpanned, staring in silence at the soldier, not believing what his ears were hearing. “We, guys, don't watch movies with girls, even less when they are the ones inviting us”.
Bucky squinted at him, tilting his head like a lost poppy would do, not being able to read between lines. His partner gasped exasperated, running a hand up and down his face.
“You know, man? Sometimes I feel alone, not having anyone to laugh with about that forties' manners of yours. Should I call Sarah, maybe?”
“Cut the show”. He hissed standing up and passing him away.
“Oh, no, no, no… the show has just started, man, and I have my popcorn ready”.
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Bucky had been beating around the bush the whole day, trying to let it out of his mind. Of course, it was something that would happen sooner or later, and —more than of course— he wanted it to happen. The mere fact of thinking about you and him, flesh against flesh, hearing you moaning his name and making you feel good caused him goosebumps and an awkward sensation beneath his black jeans. Suddenly, swallowing saliva turned impossible, biting his lower lip while ringing the intercom of your apartment. Your response didn't last more than a couple of seconds, opening the door downstairs and waiting for him at the entrance of your apartment.
The butterflies fluttered within your bellies when Bucky stepped out of the lift, showing you that charming smile that could make you kill anyone who dared to erase it from his face.
“Trying to get me drunk?” You joked as he raised the bottle of red wine in his left hand.
“Maybe?”
“Missed you today”. You whispered at the soft kiss on your lips and his arm getting wrapped around your lower waist.
“So did I”. He sighed, sounding a little tired, caressing your nose with his.
Yesterday he talked to you about a routine medical check-up the government used to do every six months until he earned his pardon. Four hours of intense exercise to make sure the supersoldier serum was still doing its effect, as he started to feel somewhat tired since he stayed in Wakanda. For Bucky, it was really easy to open up himself with you and talk about his past and some of the things he did. And he didn't complain when you helped him to take off his leather jacket, watching him rubbing his left shoulder.
“I, uh… also was this morning with Sam. Training”. He told you, following you to your kitchen to find a couple of glasses. Turning at him, you couldn't help but raise an incredulous eyebrow. “Don't look at me like that… I know to perfection what you're thinking”.
“You're a telepath now?”
“God, no. I have enough with the voices inside my head, to hear someone's else”. He chuckled resting against the fridge. “But you're very expressive and I was trained to read body language”.
“So, what am' thinking?” You asked driven by curiosity, entertained on opening the bottle of wine.
“Look at this guy… He looks hotter than a barbecue”.
You broke into a loud laugh, shaking your head as you grabbed the drink and the glasses. “Not even close, Sergeant”.
“Liar”. He blurted into your face, passing him away to the living room where the Thai takeaway was waiting for the two of you.
“I'm not lying! You're a lousy body reader”.
“So… you can do it better, uh?”
“Didn't say so, but… yeah”. You replied, placing the wine and the glasses on the coffee table next to the big green sofa.
“Okay, go ahead. What am 'thinking, genius?”
Standing in front of him, some inches away, you squinted at his eyes in advance of touring his posture from top to bottom with your orbs.
“Look at that girl… she's hotter than a volcano”.
“Not even closer, soldier”. Bucky repeated your words, kissing his teeth and causing you to laugh again.
“Liar”.
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The night went on, enjoying your dinner and watching the first part of Scary Movie. Since Bucky told you that he loved the horror genre, you thought that it'd be a good start. As you finished the Thai dishes, you two cuddled on your sofa, and it felt nice to be embraced by his muscly arms and had your head rested on his shoulder. He had never been that happier before, imagining for a moment —staring at you by the corner of his eyes— that he wasn't a retired lethal assassin controlled by a bunch of psychos, just a guy watching a movie with his girl.
For some reason that increased his pulse, having to clear his throat as the thought dried it. You couldn't let it go, wrinkling your nose with curiosity, raising your face slightly at Bucky trying to focus on the movie, and pretending everything was going okay.
“What?” He murmured about to laugh nervously, putting his head back a couple of inches to look better at you.
“Seems like you're gonna have a heart attack, what's the matter?”
The soldier breathed heavily through his nostril, expelling all the air in a sight through his parted lips. A lower giggle escaped them as your eyes widened a little more interested in his response to your question.
“Sam… Sam said something this morning”.
There it was. Your grimace turned skeptical, sitting up to borrow the control remote and pause the movie. Turning to face him and placing an arm on the headrest, you puckered your lips in a funny gesture watching him click his tongue.
“Things are different nowadays and… y'know, we used to watch movies”.
“And that's what we're doing”.
“Yeah, but… it's like… now there are some kinds of non-speak social rules”.
You knew exactly what he was referring to and seeing him somewhat troubled and tense just made your heart melt. It wasn't that he was scared, but it almost felt like.
“Is it your first time since the forties?” You dared to ask, clearly with no intentions of making fun of him.
“I've never really… y'know, I was in my twenties when I left Brooklyn. I me— mean, 'm not stupid, okay? I've done things but not… sex like… to the whole point”. Bucky didn't have his eyes on you when he made that confession, rubbing the bridge of his nose by inertia as his nervousness increased. “And now everything… is pretty different”.
“It doesn't have to”. You just replied, stretching a hand to his right one to intertwine your fingers. “Listen, Buck… We don't have to, okay? We don't have to do anything if you're not ready. We can watch the movie and then… you can go, or you can stay to sleep with me”.
“I'd like that”.
“Leave?”
“Yeah, totally, if you excuse me, ma'am… I gotta leave” He clearly joked, about to stand up until you pushed him down to the sofa bursting in laughter. “Nah, I, uh… I mean, I'd like to sleep with you tonight”.
“I'd like too, and to wake up tomorrow morning with you”.
“Yeah, would be very awkward if you go to sleep with me and wake up with another guy in your bed”.
Bucky smirked at you, biting his upper lip before leaning to press both on yours. He couldn't believe you were being so comprehensive with him, not making any other uncomfortable questions, nor kicking his ass out of your house. At that moment, he realized he was madly in love with you, bringing you closer to himself so he could embrace you tenderly between his arms. And you let him, not wanting anything else than to be with him.
At the moment the movie finished, you both stretched your hands to the ceiling with a yawn opening your mouths. You palmed his thigh to beckoning at him, urging the soldier to follow you as you rubbed your eyes using your knuckles, a little sleepy. Turning off the lights on your way to your room, you changed your clothes for a baggy Iron Maiden's t-shirt, as he stripped himself leaving his clothes on the chair in front of your bed, only wearing a pair of black boxers at the end.
You were about to ask him which side he preferred when the words died on your tongue, glancing at him with his flesh hand over his dark grey shoulder. It was the first time you saw the vibranium arm in all its glory and Bucky gave you the impression of being embarrassed. He'd never stop surprising you with plenty of emotions for things that for you didn't have any importance actually —like the fact of not having two real arms.
“Come here”. You murmured, kneeling on the mattress and palming the other lateral, observing every one of his actions till lying next to him, in the middle of the gloom of your room.
Covering both of you with the sheets and turning on your sides to face each other, Bucky took the initiative of wrapping you close to his chest, as he placed his head on your pillow. He couldn't help but take a soft breath from your heavenly smell impregnated in, provoking a smile to grow on your lips. Surrounding his neck with your arms, you sunk your fingers in his short hair, gently caressing his scalp while you started to spread tender short kisses all around his face.
“This feels good”. He purred with such a pleased tone of voice, closing his eyes as he adventured his warm hand under your shirt to draw invisible patterns on your back.
“So good”. You affirmed, peppering his cheek with a bunch of noisy smooches.
Bucky squeezed you between his grip, hiding his face into the gap of your shoulder and neck, causing you goosebumps because of his exhalation against your skin. He was comfortable being that close, with no distance separating your chests and your legs intertwined in a bundle. You saw how relaxed he was when he pulled his head back to the pillow, noses touching and his eyelids closed.
“Good night, Buck”. You whispered, still feeling his caresses on your back, leaning to kiss him one last time.
“Good night, doll”.
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