#my week is ruined

[snarkylinda]

Hahaha really funny guys, really funny (I had lost all will to live)

#criminal minds #spencer reid #my week is ruined #btw I just noticed that the clear fear on his face when he sees the note is because that is his father did-

[fanficsforheartandsoul]

SPOILERS IN THIS POST FOR THE GAME CYBERPUNK 2077 AND IT'S ANIMATED SERIES EDGERUNNERS

Ok so I heard I Really Want to Stay at Your House from Cyberpunk Edgerunners on Tiktok before I even watched the series. I liked it so much that I downloaded it to my Spotify favorites.

This weekend I watched Edgerunners. When that song played in the last episode I was DEVASTATED. LITERALLY. I cried so hard the last 10 minutes like just full on sobbing.

Since then I have listened to this song nonstop and I kid you not today when I took the bus home I ALMOST TEARED UP BECAUSE FUCK MY LIFE, THIS SERIES MESSED ME UP BAD.

"You're not special."

This message rings in my head when I think of Edgerunners and it's fucking with me. Because I know this feeling. This sentiment of "oh no, I'm different, I'm not gonna do x or get addicted to y." And then BAM.

Turns out you are doing x already and got addicted to y.

Just like David Legend Martinez. My man didn't get the happy ending he deserved. Neither did any of the characters.

This whole show punched me in the gut and left me in the gutter (haha wordplay) and I dunno if I ever recover.

I'm probably over emotional because of other real life stuff but when I tell you I stayed up all Sunday night to read fanfiction to find some comfort, I'm not lying.

It's funny because I'm writing and reading x reader stories to portray myself as special. Whether that be for someone specific or the whole world. I need that feeling of "oh, I'm important to someone, I'm special and not completely worthless."

That's why I like most stories with an overpowered reader (as long as Y/N suffers a helluva lot as well but what that actually means for my psyche should be left in pandora's box) because I need to be special at least in my imagination. Edgerunners really opened my eyes in that regard. I knew immediately from the moment when Maine went down the cyberpsycho route that David would end up dead like him and yet I still hoped he would overcome it. He's the main character, he can't die like that. He won't, he's special!

Haha yeah nope.

The show really made me realize why I always want my y/ns to be jedi shadows, witchers, dragons, zombies, siths etc. and why I prefer these types of fantasy related backgrounds over coffee shop AUs and other real life stories and I dunno what to do with this information.

Doubled with me accidentally spoiling some of the endings of Cyberpunk 2077, I'm emotionally at my end.

I watched a youtube video about the ending where V decides to unalive himself/herself instead of dealing with whatever shitshow is going on (I have yet to play the game, I'm literally still at the beginning because I couldn't recover from Jackie's death haha🥲) and I didn't need that in my life. I'm too busy to cry about fictional characters but I guess this is my punishment for being emotionally attached to FICTIONAL CHARACTERS GOD FUCKING DAMMIT-

#rant #my week is ruined #SPOILERS #cyberpunk 2077 #edgerunners #david martinez #cd projekt red #i'm sorry for the rant and all that emotional bullshit but I really needed to vent #my life feels like it's going down the drains #the soundtrack of the show is so good #somebody comfort me #lucy and david should have gone to the moon together #i support rebecca x david shippers #i can't anymore #uni fucks me daily and i can't even cry about it because i got no time #x reader #reader #Y/n

[coffe-with-milk]

WHY? WHY ARE URAKUBO AND NIWAZUMA INJURED?!?!?

WHY DID THEY DELETE THE BRIDGE SCENE?!

I am crying and screaming internally. I have never been so disappointed in an anime company.

#I'M ANGRY #SO ANGRY #HELP ME #i hate the yowapedal anime #give us Urakubo #😡😡😡😡😡😡 #my week is ruined

[confused-alot]

THEY FUCKING SILENCED HIM

TIMMY IM SO SORRY YOU JUST WANTED TO TALK ABOUT YOUR FAVORITE GUYYYY

#FUCKING ABRIDGED #MY WEEK IS RUINED #what if you wrote a book in 2007 and then they cut out half of it

[leaky-heart]

RUIN IS OUT RUIN IT OUT !!!

#fnaf #watching a playthrough rn and I’m not done so this didn’t based on the actual game #I finished this drawing a few weeks ago #my art #five nights at freddy's #fnaf fanart #five nights at freddy's security breach #five nights at freddy's fanart #fnaf sb #fnaf security breach #gregory fnaf #fnaf cassy #fnaf gregory #security breach ruin #fnaf ruin

[silkysong]

aym instinct but this time the whole story

#tumblr stop ruining my quality please #this is part 1 btw. part 2 comin sometime whenever im free cuz i have a wild week #cult of the lamb #gateway inc #narinder #baal #aym #my art

[vcrnons]

S.COUPS Marie Claire Shoot Sketch

BONUS : a realtime transformation from cheollie<3 -> general leader s.coups

#s.coups #seungcheol #choi seungcheol #seventeen #tw flashing #tw eyestrain #svt #svtgifs #*mine #my gif #heymax #maddieblr #userhev #usermery #jennalook #userbexrex #xanblr #1k. #2k. #3k. #coups stops ruining my life challenge: failed this week. we go again. #this fit changed me as a person #why is he so edible :| asking for a friend

[elliesgaymachete]

All the articles talking about how the marvels had the lowest box office opening of any marvel movie conveniently forget to mention that it’s the ONLY marvel movie to come out in the midst of an actors strike and didn’t get any of the press that all the other movies would have gotten 🙃

#before anyone yells at me i know the strike ended like the day it came out but press typically happens in the weeks BEFORE the release #anyway #sometimes i care about marvel when they make stuff that isn’t just about white dudes #kamala may honestly be my favorite mcu character #bc mcu ruined america chavez 😔 #the marvels

[hansoeii]

it’s okay, babygirl.

#who's gonna pay my therapy bills #this show ruins me over and over again every week why am i even doing this to myself #but ahhhh joel loves her so much!!!! #thats his kid!!!! #and he was so afraid of caring for her but he can't hide it any longer #UGH #the last of us #the last of us fanart #tlou hbo #tlou fanart #pedro pascal #bella ramsey #joel and ellie #my art

[t00thpasteface]

a buddy of mine proposed this club for some of our friend circle as a joke and i said i don't even care if it's real, i need to make a poster advertising it, because we're already living it every day

#insomnia ruined my week so this was a cooldown doodle so i don't explode and start biting my roommates #art #mash #m*a*s*h #hawkeye pierce #art study #<- it's a redraw of an episode screenshot #m1nty fresh hall of fame

[pirateknight]

Clerics of Spyre ✨️❄️☀️🌙

#fantasy high #dimension 20 #kristen applebees #buddy dawn #tracker o'shaughnessey #lucy frostblade #fantasy high junior year #obsessed with fhjy clerics so i had to do this #this is like my first ever big digital painting attempt so i hope people like it (also since it took me like nearly 3 weeks skdh) #tumblr kinda ruined the quality though #fhjy art #fantasy high fanart #d20 #fhjy #dimension 20 fanart #d20 fanart #my art #id in alt

[sol-thorne]

Since the hype has seemed to skyrocket again with RUIN coming out, I thought I'd share this little sculpture of Sundrop I made a couple of months ago! 🌻🌞

Completely handmade, the little dude roughly fits in my hand. Materials used: aluminium foil and metal wires for the armature, Sculpey polymer clay, paper for his lil' rays, acrylic paints, pastels and colouring pencils (plus some glossy varnish). And a lot of time and dedication.

The DCA is a huge comfort character for me, mainly thanks to the fandom because I don't care much about FNAF. Sun is my blorbo baby boy I love him so much I needed him on my shelf.

#sol art #my art #sculpture #polymer clay #fnaf security breach #fnaf sb #fnaf #fnaf ruin #security breach #fnaf daycare attendant #daycare attendant #sundrop #fnaf sun #daycare attendant sun #the paintjob literally took me weeks guys #no he's not for sale #art

[officialspec]

have you read the dungeon meshi manga?

yeag 👍

#got impatient btwn anime eps and ruined my sleep schedule reading the whole thing in like a week #ask

[sourlemonadez]

pre-ruin eclipse wahoo

#this is like a week old i forgot to post oops #pre ruin eclipse?? fanon eclipse?? glitch?? i dunno #fnaf #dca #fnaf daycare attendant #daycare attendant #fnaf dca #fnaf eclipse #eclipse fnaf #fnaf fanart #dca fandom #my art #lems silly stuff

[stil-lindigo]

the sunset.

a comic about two outlaws who loved each other, despite everything.

creative notes:

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all my other comics

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#cw: gun violence + blood #par for the course for most homoerotic cowboy media #conway loved roy and roy loved him back but only figured that out when it was too late #god i love tragedy #this was indirectly inspired by the lifechanging heartache of a movie that is brokeback mountain #i watched that movie and was ruined emotionally for a calendar week #these poor self sabotaging cowboys #i havent been this proud of a comic as a finished product since RED btw #like if it was just the art or the poem on its own it wouldn't hit but i really do think i did my best for both components #really pulled out all the stops on this one so i hope you all like it as well #and as always #thank you for reading #cowboys #western #gay rights #and wrongs #original art #comic art #stillindigo art #stillindigo comics #hearteaters

[egophiliac]

happy new year Ego!!! Just wanted to let you know that I absolutely adore your twst fanart and the tags are just an absolute pleasure to read! You are my greatest inspiration for my personal twst art and I just wanted to thank you for your wonderful masterpieces <333 if possible, may I ask what are some of your headcanons for the diasomnia family? If not for diasomnia then any other characters are fine as well!

thank you, and happy new year! 💚💜💚 that is amazing to hear; it's always a little bewildering but super flattering that other people like my silly little doodles so much!

I don't think I really have any really solid headcanons and also canon keeps validating me left and right (FLUFFY DOMESTIC DIAFAM IS REAL). mostly just kind of...impressions and general thoughts, if that makes sense! lately though I've been kind of obsessed with thinking about Lilia's hair, and specifically when/why he ended up cutting it. (l-look, we're bouncing around the timeline and I gotta make decisions about these things when I draw, it's relevant) (I mean I would probably be weirdly fixated on this anyway, but.)

I think I've settled on the idea that he kept it long until he went to NRC, partly because 1) I like drawing The Ponytail, and 2) I think he thought of NRC as a chance to reinvent himself a bit! he gets to go and be a wacky carefree teenager for a few years and have fun! (officially he's there to keep an eye on Son #1, but how much trouble could he get into, really.) so he gave himself a Cool Teen Haircut to go with his fresh new Cool Teen Persona!

also maybe he had some reflection on his hair's troubled past with three kids...

...and had to weigh his vanity versus the fact that he was going off to be around hundreds of kids on a daily basis, and. the choice suddenly seemed obvious.

#art #twisted wonderland #twisted wonderland spoilers #twisted wonderland episode 7 spoilers #twisted wonderland episode 7 part 6 spoilers #twisted wonderland book 7 spoilers #twisted wonderland book 7 part 6 spoilers #this is my blog and i'm going to write a million words about lilia and you can't stop me #but anyway i do genuinely get the impression that he's using Pretending to Be a Teenager as a chance to be even sillier than usual #he's a very silly man he's just being EXTRA silly #supported by his recent birthday card where he says he was specifically trying to cast himself as an adorable little brother-type #because he wanted the other students to give him free shit and save him seats and things like that #it worked for about a week before he turned out to be way too good at stuff and everyone just kind of ended up in awe of him instead #and he was like DANGIT. I'VE RUINED IT FOR MYSELF. #(then he and epel went on to talk about their hypothetical vtubersonas because the birthday cards are INSANE but anyway) #i'm bad at headcanons :( sorry! #unless it's dumb things like...what pokemon they would have or whatever #(malleus would have some kind of special fancy-colored dragapult) (but i digress) #i have a hard time putting things into words. just know that i love the grampa bat and his weird kids very much. #my brain is also still kind of fried from the last couple of weeks #i am however starting 2024 off the way i intend to continue it: in deep contemplation of anime hair #(sorry if these look weirdly aliased) (i realized about 3/4 of the way through i was using the wrong brush and i didn't want to restart :U)