Let me Hear your Voice
A/N: I had thoughts about Sanji and well…. Here it is (//ω//)
Content Warning: Light Smut, Not-Proofread, Fem!Reader, Established relationships, Reader is insecure about her voice, Fingering, Hurt/Comfort, Sanji being needy.
Word Count: 1k
It happened earlier in the day. You were shopping out with Nami and Chopper, laughing at something Chopper was doing. When you hear; “Stop yer’ fukin laughing already! Yer’ ‘urtin my ears over here!” A drunkard yelled from across the street, it made you instantly deflate, shoulders coming up to your ears as they reddened in embarrassment. Nami was quick to curse that guy out and when Chopper transformed into his Arm Point model, he was quick to run too. But the damage was already done, you always hated the sound of your own voice, from all the teasing and bullying you went thru as a kid. The memories of those day dredging up as Nami and Chopper tried to console you.
You faked a smile and told them it was nothing to worry about, just the rambling of some drunk asshole is all. You excused yourself, saying that you were sort of tired now and made your way back to The Sunny. Chopper wanted to follow you back, but you stopped him, walking quicker than before to make your point. You barely mutter a quick “Hello.” To the rest of your crewmates when heading to your room. You threw your shopping bags on the ground somewhere and crawled into bed, roughly kicking off your shoes in the process. Hiding your head under the pillow, you hoped no one could hear your hiccupping cries.
You don’t know how long it has been since you passed out, shifting in bed as you hear the creaking sound of your door opening and soft footsteps approaching. You groaned a bit when the lights flickered on, burrowing yourself deeper under the covers. “Hey darling, you weren’t at dinner today, I made your favorite too.” A smooth voice whispered out, softly pulling away the pillow that hid your face. It was Sanji, your lovely boyfriend, whose face falls a bit when he saw the dried tear stains on them. He faintly caresses his thumb on your cheek, wiping away your oncoming tears.
You didn’t even know that you were crying again. You turn your head away from his touch, no matter how warm it was, you hated how he had to see you this way. Sanji’s hand doesn’t falter though, going back to cup your face as he leans into give you a peck on the forehead. “I heard what happened today, Nami and Chopper were really worried about you.” He murmured, still holding you in his hand. You whined a bit at the constant touch and how gentle he sounded right now.
He tenderly pulls you up, letting you collapse against his chest, his arms around your waist and back. You start to hiccup again, your own arms shakily grabbing on to your boyfriend’s shirt as more tears continue to pour. “Oh darling, it’s alright, you can let it all out for me.” Sanji’s voices echoed thru your mind, soothing you, as you inhale his scent and snuggle closer to his warmth. When your cries lowered to small whimpers, Sanji arms tighten around you, leaning his head down to kiss your face, kissing away any stray tears and trailing down to your cheek, to your lips, and then back up to your ear.
It made you shiver a bit in his hold. “You know how much I love hearing your voice, right dear?” Sanji mouthed against your ear. “My darling, has the prettiest voice in all the seas.” His hands starts to travel on your skin. “So fuckin’ beautiful, like a angel descended down to greet me.”
You bite your lip as his hands went under your shirt, fondling your chest, long fingers going to knead the soft flesh, occasionally brushing against your nipples. He moves his kisses back down to your lips, licking at the entrance; “Let me in baby, yeah?” You part your lips just a bit at his request. He angles your head with his free hand, making sure his tongue covers every inch of your mouth, desperately moaning out your name. “Y/N…sweetheart.” He moaned in between the hot and heavy kissing.
You tried not to let out any noise as best you could, only letting out needy little cries as Sanji resumed his assault. He pulls back a bit, a trail of salvia parting away with him. He wriggles you around in his hold until your thighs were parted and his own was rubbing in between. You choke out a whine when he starts to move you on his thigh, grinding against your slick core. You mentally curse and praise yourself for wearing a dress today. His hand wanders downward to sneak under your panties. The pad of his thumb fondling your clit pleasurably. You had to lean your head down to bite on Sanji’s shoulder. Muffling all the moans your body was giving.
“Come on baby, let me hear your pretty voice.” He nipped at your neck and sucked harshly at the marks. “Please? For me, darling?” Sanji begged, finger slipping in your core and he knew just the right way to curl it to reach your spot. You cried out from all the pleasure; “San-sanji.. Nngh.. Hahhh.. pl-please.”
“There’s my girl, fu-fuck, you’re so fucking pretty, you know that, right?”
“Pretty little thing, that bastard had no idea what he was talkin’ about, not like he would ever know anyway, this side of you is only for me, right darling?” Sanji’s husky voice rang next to your ear this time. “Come on pretty baby, answer me, use that sweet voice of yours.”
“Hahh, Ye-yes, I’m yours, Sanji! All yours!” Your cries got more high pitched and louder. You were nearing climax and Sanji could tell. “Good girl, so good for me, you deserve so much my love.” He pumps in another finger to help you edge closer. “Now cum for me darling, and I wanna hear your scream when you do alright?”
You respond with a shaky nod as your thighs try to clench together when you reach climax. “O-oh god, Sanji!” You let out a sharp scream, body twitching and mouth agape. Sanji made sure to suck off all the slickness you left on his fingers and hands when you were done. He strokes your face lovingly as you calm down, giving small pecks here and there.
“Better now? Come on, you need to eat, I can heat up the soup for you in the kitchen.” He moves to get up but you tug on his sleeve. “W-wait! I haven’t taken care of you yet.” You whispered, fingers on top of his bulge. Sanji sucks on his teeth, giving out a shaky; “And as much as I would love that, you haven’t eaten anything since this morning.” He gets up full this time; “Eat first and then we can talk about my needs.”, your stomach rumble before you could say anything. Looking away as a blush creeps up to your ears, you nod.
But just as Sanji was opening the door, you blurt out a small; “I love you.” He turned back to look at you with fondness in his eyes, “And I you, my sweet.”
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tomorrow you can fly
A/N; thanks to @poraphia 's post earlier tonight w photos of will in eyeshadow- we now have this fic I wrote in an hour- soooo- go check out their blog and maybe like take a read here- FYI this is so incredibly self indulgent, reader is just me. this is what its like with my dr s/o. he calls me bunny, I love it. let me be happy.
summary; reader does wil's makeup and helps him get ready for a show!! a bit of anxiety ensues but nothing a bit of soft wilbur can't help!!
tw// anxiety, seperation anxiety, wil is shirtless briefly, barely suggestive but slightly, will gets his makeup done?? very autistic coded reader and kinda will too!! reader is called bunny and bug, very cutesty petnames, fukin sue me
words; 3k
pairings; cc!wilbur x gn!reader
pronouns; none!
masterlist
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"wilbee?" you call softly for your boyfriend, humming and swaying around the flat as you try to find where he's getting ready for his gig-- or rather where he's hiding.
"mm, yes baby?" he calls after you, and you peak into your bedroom, hurrying to stand behind him and wrap yourself around his body as he looks through his side of the closet. you place a kiss on his back, your fingers running over his stomach.
"whatcha doin, lovey?" you hum, resting your cheek against his back as he stops, looks down and chuckles. he turns in your grasp, smiling down at you and holding your face in his hands. you note how small your face feels compared to his grasp, it's nice.
"im trying to get ready, bunny."
a soft smile on his lips as he leans down, practically bent over to place a kiss on your lips before another lingering kiss is placed on your forehead. you grasp at his sides, hands grabbing hold of the fabric of his shirt as you stand tall on your toes to reach him better.
"can I help?" you tilt your head to the side, knowing the answer is yes.
"of course, lovebug," he smiles and turns back to pick out a few tops, you grab onto his free hand, wrapping yours around his finger as he walks over to the bed and places the shirts down, "which one, hun?" he looks over at you as you inspect each one, thinking deeply and searching your brain for each memory of him wearing the choices laid in front of you.
the one on the left is his favorite doomed sweater, everyone knows it. but it's August, and much too hot for a sweater, let alone when he'll be all sweaty. you hand it to him and shake your head.
"aww, but it's my favorite?" he whines playfully, a gentle smirk on his lips as he tosses it aside in the reading nook you both put together. he'll deal with it later.
"I'd rather you not get heatstroke," you hum as you glance between the two other options. one is a white button up, the other being a tighter fitting white tshirt. you point to the Tshirt and nod up at him, "that one, can I get you a jacket, baby?"
he nods, smiling as he takes the options you dismissed and puts them away. you follow him to the closet, almost like a lost puppy, which isn't uncommon for either of you. you're attached at the hip, even at home.
you look through his jackets for a moment or two, while he's deciding on jeans and shoes. he'll get you to pick socks out for him, you like to mismatch them and make sure they're nice and colorful for him. you glance between a green jacket and a black one, both of which are decently light and shouldn't make him sweat much more than he would on his own. you him as you try to grab the green one, pulling it off the hanger and bringing it to him, where he stands in front of the dresser.
"this one," you hum and put it on top of the dresser, the shirt and jeans picked out.
"socks, darling?"
you nod and quickly pick a pair of Minecraft socks.
"love--"
"stick to your roots, wilb."
you smile and look up at him as he shakes his head and kisses your cheek, holding you against him for a few moments before he breathes in and sighs.
"can I do your makeup?" you look up at him, chin rested on his chest as his hands find your hips and rub the bone with his thumbs.
"how do you plan on doing it?" he leans down, a few soft kisses being placed and drug along your neck. gentle, loving motions not meant for anything but to say 'i love you, I'll miss you'.
"eyeshadow, your waterline eyeliner aaaaannd maybe some highlight?" the list is light and would look decently natural, besides the eye makeup, but getting to make him all pretty before a show sounds beautiful. getting to sit on his lap and practically draw on his face with powders and eye pencils, his hands on your hips--it sounds like heaven to you.
"I think we can agree on that," a kiss to your cheek and a quick little peck to the lips and he's across the room and in the bathroom. the water starts and you take that as a cue to move, going over to your vanity and setting out what you'll need.
you decide to take out some of your lipstick too, just a small idea you feel like springing on him. you sit there for a few moments before you quickly jump into bed and look out the window for a bit. just watching the tide go in and out, he's a quick shower guy so doing anything that could take more than five minutes, wasn't the best deal. so looking out the window, from a distance might I add, was a good deal. you don't like being too close to the large windows by yourself, you prefer when wil is there behind you. then, if you fall through the big glass windows, he'll fall with you. morbid, but sweet in a way. or that's what your sister Grace, says. either way, you don't mind.
it isn't long until Wil is out of the shower and bathroom, a towel wrapped around his torso and another towel drying his hair.
you look at him for a moment, trying not to gawk as you notice his stomach, the small bit of fat he has there. soft and squeezable and wonderful for laying on, the v-line just below that makes you blush. then your eyes dance to his waist, where it comes in a curve, a small dip that drives you crazy. you glance away when you see him smirking and he shakes his head at your silence and rosy cheeks.
you look back at him a moment later after a loving little scoff leaves his lips and your eyes widen when you see him about to shake his hair out.
"wil! no! you're not a dog, babe!" you squeal out as he shakes his hair out, right in front of you as water droplets shake off everywhere. you're squealing and giggling until he stops and he laughs, lunging over you and attacking your face in sweet kisses, his damp curls tickling your face.
"how's that, hm? better now? you've forgiven me?" he smirks as he pulls back, finger running down your jaw and resting under your chin. he pulls you in for a quick kiss and you pout up at him.
"I've told you no dog shakes. it's mean."
he simply chuckles and shakes his head, letting the towel drop and quickly changing into his clothes. his hair dries quickly, so he doesn't bother with the hair drier. plus, he knows you hate the noise, and with how quiet you've been today, he doesn't want to agitate your nerves any further.
after he's dressed, he sits down in the chair at the vanity before patting his leg, "c'mere, baby," he smiles and you oblige quickly, easily slipping into his lap facing him.
you hold his face in your hands for a few moments before a kiss to his forehead, and then you twist back to grab the concealer you keep for him, he's much too pale for anyone else's.
this isn't your first time either.
you smile as you scoot forwards, his hands landing onto your hips, holding tightly and covering more space on you than you thought was possible. you dab a few dots of concealer in a few places where he gets more blemishes, and then a couple quick swipes under his eyes. you recap the concealer and put it back on the vanity, grabbing the sponge and dabbing it around. he shuts his eyes and sighs softly, fully content in the domesticity of the moment. you've both been awfully quiet today, he's been so pent up and stressed about the night's gig that he hasn't had much to say, and you on the other hand, aren't always the most talkative. at least on your bad or mediocre days. on good days you'd be smiling and talking wil's ear off, which he loved. it reminded him you trusted him, and felt safe to freely speak your mind.
today was a more anxious day for you, so silence was resorted to most often. nothing happened in particular, you just sort of woke up uneasy, sick to your stomach and messages you had gotten from some of wil's acquaintances didn't make you feel better. as always, he'd hum and kiss your nose, rubbing your cheeks with his thumbs and muttering 'youre worthy, you're smart, you're beautiful. no one else's words dictate your self worth, mkay?' it's sweet, how much he loves you. how desperately he loves you and how far he is willing to go for that to be known. you've never felt so loved and appreciated as you have when you're in his lap, or his arms or simply in the same room as him.
when wilbur is there you are safe, loved and appreciated and those are things you haven't always felt, and for that, you're thankful to him.
after the concealer is blended, you move onto the eyeshadow, tapping the brush out after you dipped it in one of the green tones. you apply it to his eyelids as he tries not to giggle at the way it tickles, his lip being between his teeth to help keep it contained. his fingers tighten on your hip bones for a few minutes as you finish up with the other eyelid. then you add a bit of shimmer shadow to it, for some sparkle. you're quick with the eyeliner, dragging the pencil gently on his waterline, knowing it's his least favorite part.
as you add the highlight to his inner corners, nose and various other spots on his face, you hum with a smile, "I have an idea, could I tell you about it?"
he hums as a yes, smiling as he looks down at you, just slightly.
"what if I put some red lipstick on me and then kissed all over your face and neck and a bit on this white tshirt here?" your words are spoken slower than most times, partly because of the exhaustion of being anxious for a whole day and partly because it insinuates a bit of mischief to your words.
"yes, please, my love," he smirks, loving the idea of going on stage with kiss marks all over his face and neck. what a way to show who's he is, hm?
"wonderful," you're quick with finishing up the base, before you apply the lipstick marks. his cheeks and jaw are heavier in the kisses, and then some more are placed on his neck. you have to reapply the lipstick a few times and after youre done you pull back to look at your work, smiling in satisfaction at your job. Wil looks in the mirror, smirking before kissing your chin.
"it looks beautiful, baby. you did such a good job," he coos softly, a kiss to your cheek as you step off his lap and he stands. you press your hand to his chest as you shake your head.
"almost forgot, lip balm."
he nods and quickly dabs some on his lips, shaking his head and chuckling at how thorough you are.
you help pack his bags and carry them down to the van, and after his guitars and other things are up, he steps aside with you, holding your face and leaning down to meet your eyes.
"promise me you'll be okay? you won't be bored at all?" his eyebrows are all knitted together and you giggle at how worried he seems. you'll be fine after all.
"I'm gonna be fine, I promise. you need to have fun at your show, wilb," your smile is sweet and genuine, and you giggle at every kiss his lips leave on your face. his thumbs rubbing at your cheeks when he pulls back makes you smile even wider.
you didn't want to go to the show, but you didn't tell him that. you simply said you were much too tired and thought staying back and resting was a better option. in reality, his fans scared you a bit. and sometimes you felt judged. it was best to stay at home with your current state of mind anyways.
a few goodbye kisses and a long hug where he picks you up and spins you and then he's off and you're going up the stairs back to your flat.
you're putting away the makeup from earlier, and then head out to the kitchen to put together some leftovers for yourself, bouncing and swaying on your feet, a stim you enjoy most when you're alone. or with wil, but sometimes being with him is like being alone, in an oddly cathartic way. he makes you feel safe, like you can truly be yourself, in the same way you can when there's not a single prying eye. because his brown ones never pry.
you spend your time busying yourself, crocheting different projects you've had going, playing stardew and putting some of wils vods on the TV to help with background noise, and your separation anxiety.
sometime between then and now, you fell asleep on the couch, curled up in pillows and blankets, all nestled in and comfy.
long hours are spent asleep, until the very late hours of night, 2 or 3am and the door is creaking open, shutting and locking. you smile to yourself in your half sleepy daze. you try to pretend to be asleep, knowing that wil would cuddle you if you were awake or asleep, but hoping he'd carry you to bed with him too, if it was the latter.
"love?" he calls softly, dropping his things by the door and shoving his shoes off before hurrying over to you, kneeling down by the side of the couch and pushing hair out of your face. you look up at him through your lashes and he smiles, you broke.
"hi, bee," you hum, reaching out to him and hugging him close, "how was the show?" you speak against his neck, breath fanning over the skin and lifting goosebumps across it.
"very good, the crowd was wonderful. really wish you were there, they would've loved you," he sighs, nestling his face into your neck as he slowly crawls onto the couch with you, laying half on you and half off.
"you have good fans, I don't doubt it," you avoid the other comments, and Wil notes this for later as he rubs your hair and hums to you. you lift your head to look at his face, noticing how his makeup is gone and you frown. he notices and speaks up;
"took it off at the venue, means I can cuddle you immediately," he smiles and you giggle, nodding happily as you stuff your face into his chest and let him embrace you, "ready for bed, bug?"
you nod and he holds you close, before sitting you up. he stands and picks you up by your waist, wrapping you around him and carrying you off to bed. he lays you down, tucking in beside you and kissing your temple.
"were you feeling okay while I was gone?" he asks with a quick chirp. he nibbles at your ear, before a kiss is placed under it.
"yeah, i just crafted and napped," you tuck your head under his chin, hands grasping at his shirt and his covering the top of yours, "you've got big hands," the words are blurted out immediately, without thought. it makes you reel into yourself, hiding your face as it burns red when you realize what you've spoken aloud.
"yeah? well, all the better to hold you with, mm?" he chuckles, shaking his head with a smile and looking out the window for a few seconds. he notices your stillness and reaches down to pull your chin up, forcing you to meet his gaze, "your comment didn't make me uncomfortable, I liked it. do you need to breathe with me?"
you shrug and he takes that as a yes.
he holds up his hand, outstretched, and takes a deep breath, putting a finger down for each second he breathes in. you follow his lead. he then does the same for holding, 4 in, 4 hold, 4 out. he does this with you a few more times before he notices your body more relaxed and less tense than before. he wraps his arms tighter around you, pulling you closer into his chest as he cradles the back of your head with his hand. his fingers scratch and massage at your scalp as you sigh in contentment.
"i didnt mean to say it," you shake your head, wrapping your arms around his waist.
"doesn't mean you didnt mean it,"
"i meant it," your response is quick and he smirks at how fast you respond, kissing the crown of your head before leaning back to look at your face.
he leans down, face in his hands as he kisses you ever so softly on the lips, love and care seeping into the touch and when you pull away, a slight tingle is left on the skin he touched. it's nice, like an echo of his love gets left behind with every graze of his fingers or lips or simply his touch. its addicting.
"sleep?" you whisper softly, a yawn seeping through your words.
he nods, and you curl up in his chest as you both shuffle and adjust in the bedsheets.
"goodnight, bunny," he smiles, eyes shut as he kisses your forehead.
"goodnight, bee," and with your words and his touch, slips away any worry that weighed on your chest, and now you feel light. maybe tomorrow you can fly, you hope its with him.
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