Drew one of the Pixielocks System's Alters Sunny ! ☀️ Was a little spur of the moment thing but the first time I've used lines in so long :) hope u guys like it
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HELLO TUMBLR USERS
weeeoooooo I deleted my old Tumblr forever ago but let's give er another go :)
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Watched some Pixielocks. I resonated with a lot of the stuff they said in this video and when they said "I kinda feel like things are gonna be okay" made me start crying. She's right, you know!! Its all gonna be okay
This video also makes me know that strawberries are a happy thing to me. So is Pixielocks.
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Some of the things on the bingo card are BEYOND ridiculous! I know ableists are morons, but this shit is next level! Then, of course, they scream about The Cake Incident. Because God forbid someone try to bring light into their own heavy situation, and God forbid anyone is happy to finally have an answer to what they've been struggling with for years. 🙄
I am sorry to D.I.D systems that you have to deal with bullshit like this.
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Rewatching Pixie’s birthday blog because I’m sick and need some Pixie cheer
Edit: holy heck SO MANY PEEPS AAAA
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Gift Wrapping 2023! 💝 & Christmas Shopping Haul 🥰
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TW: ED AND SH MENTION
I’m glad that I’ve changed
Last year around this time i ran a completely different blog. i was just dumped by the person who i thought i would marry and was taking it really badly. i also lost my job around this time and since i still lived at home i felt like a child.
i haven’t age regressed before this in years. back when i first got into age regressing i was taking advantage of by fetishist. because of this i thought age regressing was sexual so i would force myself out of headspace. this lead to me developing unhealthy coping mechanisms.
to cope i would control what i ate to a degree of only 300 calories a day,, as well as self harming for punishment when i broke that guideline.
i don’t remember exactly how i broke out of that loop,, but i’m glad i did. i always thought that this was my life,, i was meant to be sad forever.
i started watching pixielocks again,, a youtuber that i haven’t really watched since i was 14. she reminded me that it’s okay to like childish things,, it’s okay to still play with toys,, it’s okay to like bright and pastel colors,, it’s okay to watch shows made for kids,, it’s okay to be unapologeticly me.
now i have a boyfriend of 6 months on the 11th of this month,, i have a good paying job,, i buy toys and things from my childhood to make me happy,, i dress the way that makes me happy (outside of work since i wear uniforms at work),, i’m okay with my body but i’m working healthily to get it to a healthy spot that i want.
i’ve fallen in love with my new self. a self that knows that it’s okay to cry,, it’s okay to be sad but not okay to wallow in it. a self that isn’t scared of what people will say when they see me enjoying childish things,, and a self that is healthy.
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a digitally painted portrait of pixielocks! this won first place in the digiart category of digifest south 2019, though I’d like to redo this someday because I know I can go even better 💖💕
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"pixielocks”, screenshot, ??
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