#probably nonsense

[crownedrottenthorns]

system rant/rambles

General tw for distressing topics, or allusions to them anyway, very vague basically

Starting it beneath the break.

I don't like how much host is digging into things. We have discovered a section of the inner world we did not even know about. A new section of alters we simply know as the "controllers" which act as guards/enforcers have appeared as well. Us that cannot know that much about the more intense parts such as us fictives cannot even know those alters' names/faces.

I also do not like how much host is trying to solve this puzzle due to how it affects them and us as a whole. They're digging into trauma that Unknown specifically stated was something they may never know. Yet they're so desperate for control and understanding that they want to force themselves to remember things they do not have memories of, ones removed and locked away FOR A REASON.

I understand their urge to learn such things especially with how some alters that are quite dismissive have appeared as well. They want to understand every minute quirk about them, every sign that all adds up to something ugly, and the pieces of the puzzle that begin to pain an uglier picture than previously thought. I do not know much myself. Us fictives are common fronters and a lot of us common fronters do not get to/need to know as much. It's why it's often easier for host to speak to us fictives than it is for a lot of the more personal alters that don't often leave the main headspace.

It's not overt triggering that's happening either. It's subtle things. Weird flashbacks, strange "trances" they seem to enter, the thorny vines trailing up and encasing unknown memories, intense feelings, strange alters with strange purposes appearing, and so much more. Host is letting off it these past few days after having dug up enough to paint a horrific picture they want to forget. Still. I know this will not be the last time that something like this happens. They want all of the answers to everything.

The one plus side is we are in a mostly safe environment and have decent coping mechanism especially with the alters prepared to step in due to how easy it is for host to breakdown and put us in danger. So no matter what, we will be safe. I just worry for the mental anguish host is putting themselves through. They know their limits, yes, but I worry about how much they're learning in such a short time.

They're desperate for answers yet cannot receive them easily. They must dig for answers themselves and yet much of it will be forgotten to keep us all safe. I am especially close to host with us often being together with very little time apart. Of all the common fronters, I am the one most active of them all alongside our front stuck darling host. They are precious to me and I care deeply for them so I naturally worry for them greatly. The one good thing is...they've been so happy recently. After months of depression and stress for our system back in November and December, I am now seeing them take things easy and be happy. It means everything to me to see that beautiful smile, that charming confidence, and to hear that lovely laugh. I worry about host, but I trust them too. No one in the system will allow anything to happen to us. It's why we are so ready to take over when needed. And Unknown is always watching. We will be safe and they shall be too. They've been so good lately. I'm quite proud of them.

-Ally-

#system #-ally- posting #did osdd #system rambles #did system #osdd did #osddid #osdd system #rambles #fictive alter #hazbin hotel fictive #system stuff #system thoughts #personal rant #personal ramble #probably nonsense

[ms-06-borjarnon]

Wild speculation WRT the deeper connections between entries in the Gundam franchise

Spoilers for Turn A, WfM, CCA

This is probably nonsense, but if I don’t get it out somewhere, I’ll forget it.  So, given that the Moonlight Butterfly is described as follows by Lalah - “ That's the same light that you and Char called upon. The light of life that you called in hope of living. ”  And what did the Moonlight Butterfly’s nanomachines do after erasing most of civilization across the Solar System? Buried themselves.  If something is buried, it can be dug up again, like in a mine.  Like in the Permet mines.  So, what if the reason the Axis Shock, the Moonlight Butterfly, and the Witch’s Circle (from the end of WfM) all look so similar is because it’s all connected. What if what the Ad Stella-era folks call “Permet” IS the buried Moonlight Butterfly nanomachines?  

Probably nonsense, lol.

#gundam #mobilesuitgundam #Gundam: The Witch From Mercury #witch from Mercury #moonlight butterfly #fan theory #probably nonsense

[scorchedcandy]

Unrelated: I have also been injected with praying mantis DNA

#this has probably been done #but now it has been done by me also #yeah the portal brainrot is creeping back in #portal #portal 2 #nonsense

[literallyaflame]

okay. listen. if you ever find yourself falling into a new ideological circle, pay attention. if you notice that you’re among people who define themselves as part of an “in-group” with a pre-prepared human “enemy” to constantly rail against—if everyone fantasizes about the mental state of these loathsome monsters, if they participate in witch hunts or (perhaps worse) poke bears and court harassment on purpose to comfort each other over—get the fuck out. you haven’t been enlightened to some grand conspiracy, there are no evil “enemies” or “degenerates” trying to rip apart the fabric of society, and you do not have the moral duty to “enlighten” anyone to whatever you think the “truth” is. it’s neither safe nor normal to spend hours of your day fighting with strangers on the internet

a lot of people wear this shit like a badge of honor, but it’s also not normal to hide your “in-group” status as a form of martyrdom, relishing when the “enemy” slips up around you. it’s comforting in the moment, but in the long run, you’re alienating yourself from the world outside of your bubble. the more you alienate yourself, the more vulnerable and lonely you become, and the harder it is to reject the comfort of belonging to the “in-group”

i’m writing this from the perspective of someone who grew up in a cesspool of awful, cult-like rural churches—which is its own situation—but i see similar shit happening in online communities all the time, both within and 800 miles outside of my own ideological principles. yes, every toxicass radfem i block seems to be trapped in a version of this vicious cycle, but i also see it happening in random queer circles and niche fandom communities. no one is immune, not even me. i’ve watched people fall into this shit and never make it out. be careful

#some ideologies come pre-baked with this nonsense #because they naturally revolve around an in-group and an out-group #but i swear to god people will start acting like this over fucking #anime shipping wars #which probably seems harmless to most people #but those communities skew very young #and i have no doubt that it can be psychologically damaging #no matter how inconsequential it seems to my jaded 26 year old brain #me when i make a post

[daonepiece]

((lots of thanks to @banjlong baby for helping me with the dialogue!!))

#one piece nonsense #this whole scene is just nonsense but #i should probably tag this #op spoilers #one piece spoilers #egghead spoilers #kshsksksks #my brain made some weird connections #dracule mihawk #shanks #trafalgar law #bepo

[captainvulcant]

Everyone's always going on about Crowley/David Tennant being the slutty one with his slutty little walk and his slutty and unusual little relationship with furniture but no one talks about slutty Aziraphale/Michael Sheen and his slutty little expressions every time he looks at Crowley, the harlot

Michael Sheen is a master of micro-expressions and knew what he was doing.

#good omens #ineffable husbands #good omens season 2 #good omens s2 #aziraphale #listen the lust and longing oozes from aziraphale more than crowley imo who is more understated #how this idiot angel has managed to refuse to go away with crowley not once but TWICE when he looks at him like this i will never know #someone get this man a mirror #he's embarassing himself #anyway thoughts and prayers for crowley who probably thought all this nonsense was overcome in season 1 like the rest of us

[heartorbit]

i'm sending this endless melody to a nameless you

#SKELETON ORCHESTRA AND LILIA I NEED YOU #project sekai #emunene #emu otori #nene kusanagi #pjsk #prsk #proseka #wxs cover wishlist copium.. 2!! #i have lots more of them i wanna draw but ill do st least one duet for each pair i think. maybe nnks next ive had one for them forever #Gyaaaa #Crying i have szks lunar new years art that idk how to render im missing the holiday. lord in heaven #Ik every leaker or whatever says this is going to mmj snd it probably will and i'll love the cover but still. emunene save me #wxs gets songs with nonsense lyrics its possible right Right right #i also wanted setsuna trip to go to emu in any duet but i looove the mnai cover so i won anways #Kind of too sleepy to do my usual. Sorry viewers who like reading theough my insane tags. Dont get covid it makes you sleep 13 hours a day #For the next month. #my friends saw me going nuts over this drawing actually and i gave up hard on nenes dress i just wanted to be done.. love how emus looks.. #wait i actually can be insane in the tags THE WXS WORLDLINK SONG SJHDDYDJKYMY TGYAYDHUA!!! HAGSGYAAH!!!!! GY6;$;$;$;$;$ WHEHEHEHEHEH #WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAUGH. Its so good please help. Wxs tetrad that illuminates the world save me. #why does the 2dmv have all of them under a WEDDING AROOOR WHY IS THERE A WEDDING BELL. CONGRATS ON POLYSHO MARRIAGE. HWATEVVRR!!!!! #wonderlands x showtime killing me taking damage augh Auughg akk akcghj

[ghost-proofbaby]

the tik tok trend of flashing your boyfriend unexpectedly would have both eddie and steve like 😵‍💫🤤😵‍💫

oh my god.

but hear me out. yes, both boys would absolutely drool, but they’d also react just a little bit differently.

(i got carried away beneath the cut my fucking bad minors dni)

with steve, i can see you doing it during a fight. he’s saying something like “it was your turn to do the dishes, baby-“ and then you’re suddenly yanking up your t-shirt that had once been his and he’s just blanking. rapidly blinking, mouth agape and brows slack before furrowing them up. “what’s the matter?” you’d tease him.

and he just starts huffing in frustration because “no. no way. nope. not fair. you still have to do the dishes.”

and so you’d jump a little, smirking at the way his eyes are widening before he just starts pacing and you’re being even more of a fucking tease.

“are we sure about that? can’t we renegotiate terms, baby?”

“renegotiate? reneg- fuck off. fuck right off. i-“ and he’s tugging at his hair, torn between continuing the small argument that he can hardly recall the premise for now as you continue to grip on the hem of your shirt and smirk so proudly at him. “fine. you wanna renegotiate, honey? let’s renegotiate.”

you think you’ve won until he’s suddenly grabbing you up and taking you to the bedroom, treating you like the brat that you are. and by the end of the night, he’s just smirking at you and your chest littered in flowering bruises as he says, “guess you’ll have to clean the sheets instead now, baby.”

but then…. but then with eddie. oh dear god.

it’s not over a fight. no. it’s not a distraction — it’s your attempt to gain his attention. he’s been paying attention to planning a campaign or his guitar or just anything but you the entire day. and by the end of it you’re just so damn needy. it was either this or full on climbing into his lap, and flashing him was just the easier of the two options.

“hey, eds?” would be your innocent start to it, but honestly? he’s not even listening. he doesn’t even hear you as he’s focusing on his damn notebook.

he doesn’t even notice when you raise your shirt, or when you huff with annoyance as he continues to be so fucking oblivious.

“eddie.”

no response.

“edward.”

still no response.

“edward munson-“

when he finally hears his full government name you have half his attention, but not enough of it. he wouldn’t even glance up from his notebook as he says, “just a minute, sweetheart. i just figured out this new NPC and really need to-“

“how the hell do i have my tits out and you’re still talking about that fucking game?”

that would get his attention for a few reasons — the promise of tits and your tone of voice for starters — but even more so, the fact that you rarely lose patience or understanding when it comes to his hobbies. he’d be looking up in an instant, you could probably have heard a crack from across the room at how intensely he’s suddenly snapping that damn head up just to catch you dropping the shirt back down.

“wait, no, wait- what? where’d the boobs go?”

“sorry, only boyfriends who pay attention to their lovers get boobs.”

he’s never tossed that fucking notebook to the side so quickly as he spins around his chair, full focus on you entirely now, “who said i wasn’t paying attention? i’m paying attention, sweetheart. i’m paying so much attention.”

he’d prove just how much attention he’s paying to you when his head is buried between your thighs, only pausing on rare occasions to breathe and sometimes spout out new ideas for that stupid campaign, which only makes you tug harder on his damn curls and cut him off with his own moans before he returns to giving you his full attention.

#thank u ily #eddie munson #eddie munson x reader #eddie munson smut #steve harrington #steve harrington x reader #steve harrington smut #ghost is drunk and on some nonsense #none of this will probably be coherent when i wake up tomorrow oh well

[grzybjek]

No human should ever have this much power in their hands

Im not any different

Let me go

#this is probably still not the finished piece as i cant decide how to color the background for an hour now #if ill change it ill just post it again smh #digital art #procreate #oc art #original character #digital artist #doodle #grzybjek when they write nonsense and draw oc lore that is only important and makes sense to them

[mugentakeda]

a real general would stay and burn ba sing se to the ground, not come home crying

#this probably makes no sense if you havent been following my nonsensical lu ten posts but whatever #baby azula and lu ten have been rotting my mind nonstop. its terminal #azula #lu ten #atla #avatar the last airbender #alicias art

[chaotic-neutral-knitter]

so anyways I wanted to attach this to a reblog of this post but I couldn't and I just feel like the people need to know exactly how he said this sentence because it's so so so funny.

Taika Waititi: --and I like to go on, personally, because I'm ego-mad, I like to go on social media and see all of the fan art and see all of this incredible soft.. gay.. porn.. that's been created around our characters and stuff and I just really get off on it BUT it's really nice for, uh, to, to see people say, "Finally!" --

#taika waititi #you can see him regretting it as he says it #that's the thing that makes me laugh so much every time #like 'oh this is probably going to land weird. welp. anyways' #ALSO BY THE WAY HE SAID THIS ON A ZOOM CALL WITH OSCAR ISAAC AND ZENDAYA #ofmd cast #my nonsense

[onehandshort]

I should start writing again but I'm extremely bad at figuring out what I'm writing if that makes any sense. I have an urban fantasy wip that I adore the characters of and have a few details laid out about the story but like, I have no idea what goes into it. I think I'll start collecting short prompts and writing 1 page or so stories. Something nice and short to get my brain moving in the right direction. I hate writing but I love writing :/

#sam talks #probably nonsense

[ruuinxs]

i think saiki is so bad at making passwords. he’s probably sitting there at his computer like “123four56#” and the rest of his friend group watches him type it in and they’re shocked. jaw dropped. and he’s like. what’s the point of a password. if someone steals my laptop i will simply kill them.

#he probably has questionable search history as well #where to find geranium #what to do if lose geranium ring #how to turn hair another color #am i color blind #what does acoustic mean urban dictionary #saiki k #saiki no psi nan #the disastrous life of saiki k #saiki k nonsense #tdlosk #saiki kusou no psi nan #graph rambles

[lunchables--official]

thinkign about it and it's kinda funny to me that people are still talking about getting hl2vrai when we already have an unofficial sequel (ACAB streams) and an official spin-off (gnome run) and an independent spin-off (Holly's chronicles of benry) and a more serious reimagining of that spin-off (socpen's chronicles of benry) AND Cast Commentary WITH Special Blu-ray™ Disc Features--that also functions as an epilogue . if u want more hlvrai content then take my hand I can show you a beautiful world where benry gets stuck in VHS hell or Gordon tries to buy milk duds and receives a remote instead

#hlvrai #I wonder if someone has already made a post like this before . probably askjfdgh #I'm sure if the crew did an official direct sequel then it would fuck but like. r we gonna keep dragging this corpse forward orrrrrr #nonsense #🎆

[kitamars]

office au nonsense aka i can’t believe this was the first time i drew legato LMAO

#this au is perpetually in my brain #the gung ho guns are all employees under knives #where they work at a utensil company #i’ll probably make a more detailed intro post but for now enjoy the funnies #also of course there’s vashwood who do you think i am #its just mundane nonsense bc honestly the dynamic of the gung ho guns is so funny #like they really are the most random fuckers forced to work together #it’s amazing #legato #legato bluesummers #wolfwood #nicholas d. wolfwood #raidei the blade #gung ho guns #vashwood #vash x wolfwood #trigun #trigun maximum #ok bye

[pixlokita]

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#my art #fnaf #five nights at freddy's #security breach #fnaf 4 #michael afton #glamrock freddy #crying child #evan afton #gregory #fnaf au #fazbear frights #into the ballpit au #honestly guys -w- I’m gonna start skipping unnecessary scenes like drawing a comic like this is just not gonna get anywhere in the story #unless I really wanna draw the extra nonsense for fun #like these pancakes? I planned this for months bcmfjfjfjc #also this year will be busier ;w; hopefully so I probably won’t be able to draw as much but ay it’s not like it will be impossible #just gotta get used to a schedule #which honestly might even help me draw more actually pfffft #we’ll see #thanks for your patience 💕