#purge baby | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

slafkovskys · 4 months

Note

pls more nolan charlotte homecoming i could acc cry over this fictional family

warnings: language, some angst

the detroit metropolitan airport was somewhere she had become all too familiar with over the last couple of months. charlotte bounces beside her, the pom on top of her beanie going wild as she did so, “where’s daddy?”

she hadn’t even told her that that was what they were here for, the little girl had put the pieces of that puzzle together all on her own. she led her daughter over to the board that displayed the flights and looked for nolan’s connection, on time. she grins down at charlotte, “he should be here soon, baby. why don’t we go wait for him?”

“okay, gotta hurry!” she tugged on her mom’s hand and the woman easily led them to where all of the international arrivals came through.

she bends down and points to the doors that nolan should be walking out of any second, “daddy’s going to be there, okay char? so you gotta help me watch for him.”

“gonna find daddy,” charlotte says determinedly, gripping the bars of the gate as she tries to shove her face through. mom pulls her back gently and the little girl giggles, “sorry.”

time seems to tick by slowly and even charlotte starts to become weary. mom goes to check her phone, maybe there was a delay at baggage claim that was holding him up? then she swears that she spots him. she doesn’t let charlotte catch on just in case she was wrong, but as she raises herself on her tiptoes, she realizes that she would know that stupid hat anywhere.

she bends down to swiftly pick up charlotte, pointing towards nolan, “there he is!”

she watches as a look of relief washes over nolan’s face as he comes around the corner and spots them. charlotte lets out a shout of, “daddy, we’re here!”

as soon as he’s through the doors, nolan breaks into a sprint to get to them. charlotte tries everything to break free of her mother’s grasp if that would get her to him faster just before he could wrap his arms around them both, the metal gate separating regular airport traffic from international arrivals still acting as a divider. she hears him take a deep inhale, “oh my god.”

“i missed you so fucking much,” mom breathes out and nolan chuckles, pulling away to press a kiss to her lips. “did you get taller?”

“i don’t think,” he grins, “c’mere, baby.”

he takes charlotte from her arms and she clings to him instantly. she raises an eyebrow, running her hand along his jaw, “where did it go?”

“i shaved it. did you like it?” tears threaten to spill from his eyes. she nods, a little pouty, and he presses a kiss to her cheek, “i’ll grow it out for you again.”

“you missed us, right?” the little girl questions just when they're out of earshot of her mother. she holds onto nolan’s arms as he balances her, a carry-on, and another suitcase during their quick trip around the barrier.

“baby, every day. every hour. you know your little bear that you got for me?” before he departed, mom got him a build-a-bear with charlotte’s voice in it. every time he would squeeze it, her little giggles preempt an ‘i love you daddy.’ she nods, kicking her little legs, “it goes on every road trip with me. i sleep with it every night. my teammates get tired of hearing it, but i don’t care.”

mom raises an eyebrow when they finally make it to her, “telling her about the bear,” nolan mumbles and she nods, rubbing her daughter’s back.

“why don’t we take daddy home, charlotte, and show him his surprise?” she offers and charlotte nods enthusiastically, placing her tiny hands on her father’s cheeks,

“you gotta see it, daddy!”

“well, what are we waiting for?” he questions as he sets her down to grab his luggage. charlotte refuses to hold mom’s hand, instead holding onto the leg of nolan’s sweatpants as they make their way out of the airport and to the car.

the entire drive home, charlotte is telling him stories about her friends at school, things she has coming up that week that she’s so excited he gets to be at too, and even how she felt her baby brother kick earlier in the morning. nolan hangs onto every word.

he grins when they pull into the driveway and sees a banner on the front porch that was obviously drawn and colored in by charlotte, reading ‘welcome home, daddy!’ he sees blue sitting on the stairs and when the cat sees him, he has the audacity to hiss before darting away. nolan rolls his eyes, the feeling was more than mutual.

charlotte drags nolan inside where balloons are scattered on the floor and there was even a cake on the kitchen counter. the little girl giggles as she sticks her finger in the frosting for a taste, “i helped.”

“did you?” nolan teases like he doesn’t see her messy initials scrawled at the bottom like a signature. his eyes follow mom as she makes her way into the kitchen, blue scrambling in behind, “so, what’s the plan?”

“you probably want to rest and then dinner?” she offers, leaning into his side.

“a nap with my girls sounds perfect.”

“i can’t believe that she’s let you out of her sight,” mom mumbles as nolan steps out onto the porch. he’s got two mugs in his hands, both steaming and she grins as he hands one to her, “or that you let her out of yours.”

“i’ve got a week with her. still won’t be enough time, but,” he takes a deep breath as he sits down beside her on the porch swing. that swing was what had made her fall in love with the house. as soon as they had toured the place just after their daughter was born, she couldn’t stop raving about how she could imagine them on that swing, drinking their coffee and watching charlotte in the front yard or running up the sidewalk from school. her dreams had nolan signing a lease the next day. “we need to talk.”

“yeah, we do,” she sighs. she allows him to grab her legs and situate them across his lap and she reclines slightly into the decorative pillow behind her.

“i had some time to kill on the plane,” he uses the hand not holding his mug to trace invisible shapes on her knee, a tell-tale sign that he was nervous, “it’s easier to have you, both of- all of you, with me if we’re married.”

she blinks slowly, trying to process everything that he just said, “married?”

“i looked into it, talked it over with some team personnel while i was waiting for my bags, they can help with your stuff. i work over there, they can get you and lotts over in a few months-”

“in theory, yes it’s a good idea, but i’m pregnant, nolan,” she stares at him, “you know how it was with charlotte and you didn’t even want me coming over there in case something happened on the plane. now you want me to move and then come back, what? three months later? i’ll be, like, seven months by then and i don’t think any doctor would have me stepping foot on a plane given my history-”

he interrupts, “so we stay until you have this baby, wait until you’re both okay to fly, and come back home.”

“honey,” she sighs, adjusting her body so you can be fully facing him. she reaches a hand out and grabs onto his hand, “that’s not how it works. we, this is too much right now.”

“what do you mean?”

“she couldn’t go to school the next day, nolan, because as soon as she woke up she started crying again, asking me if i was sure that you still loved her. i know that you being there is for your career and for us, but i can’t keep seeing her be hurt like this. she’s my daughter-”

“she’s my daughter too! how do you think that i feel watching her grow up through a phone and asking how many more sleeps she has until i can tuck her in again?” he tilts his head back, “what are you trying to say?”

“that i can’t keep doing this anymore, nolan.”

the words are like a knife through his chest. like everything he had done, everything he had worked for over the last five years was slowly starting to crumble around him and, no.

“i didn’t want kids,” he swallows, staring out over the porch railing to the neighbor's house, “especially not at twenty, but then there you were outside of my lecture hall that november with an attitude and a fire behind your eyes and it switched. i failed a big exam the day we heard her heartbeat for the first time because i couldn’t stop thinking about it, the little thumps, how that day marked me officially doing at least one good thing in my life.

“and then she was born and i was so fucking scared of this tiny human being with this big ass bow-hat-thing on her head-” mom can’t help but laugh through her tears, “but then she looked at me with your eyes. your eyes and my face and then you’re holding her and it hits me that we have a baby. i’m a dad, you’re a mom and we’ve got shit to do.

“and we’ve done that shit spectacularly. we’ve got a cool ass kid and we’re going to have another one soon, so if you think that i’m walking away from everything we’ve built, everything we’ve fought for over the last five years because of- what? an ocean between us now? fuck that,” he shakes his head, “when i got down on my knees in the laundry room that day and told you that i would never do anything to mess up what we had again, i meant that. we’re not going down like this. i’m not letting it happen.”

“i’m scared,” she whispers, “i need you, nolan. i’m trying to be strong for charlotte, for you, but i can’t keep doing it.”

“i know that,” he takes her into his arms and she holds onto his hoodie tightly, “we- i don’t know what to say. we’ve got a week to figure this out. please don’t give up on us, honey.”

“does your offer still stand?” she questions, head on his chest listening to the quiet thump of his heartbeat. he doesn’t answer immediately and she taps at his ring finger, “what does this little marriage scheme of yours involve?”

“oh- i, uh, well, you don’t even really have to go to the courthouse. you have to get a license, but you don’t have to wait for anything there. you could go down to the post office and have a notary sign it and boom, done deal,” he lets his feet steady the swing, “do you want to get married? it really was just an idea-”

“it would be nice to have the same last name as my kids,” she says thoughtfully, tilting her head up to look at the man, “besides, does five years and two kids mean nothing to you?”

“it means everything to me and i hope you would know that. besides, can i tell you a secret?” she hums and he grins, “there’s a ring in the top drawer of the dresser at my mom’s house. i’m sure i could get her to overnight it, if you’re serious.”

she nods, looking back out into the street, “make the call, moyle.”

#nolan moyle #baby moyle series #the inbox purge

61 notes · View notes

thinkin-bout-milgram · 8 months

Text

Purge March: Initial Thoughts

Hello everybody! Sorry this took so long to get out, I got more distracted by real-life stuff than I expected since the drop. I made the decision back on the night of the Amane drop to wait for the audio drama and give myself time to think, and I'm glad I did, because in my opinion, Amane's case is really complicated.

I used the audio drama translation done by @/muu_kusunoki on twitter, which I'll link here, I'll also be doing a lot of referencing both the Purge March (PM) MV and the Magic MV. This is still going in as my Initial Thoughts rather than a synthesis theory, but it'll definitely be closer to synthesis than normal.

As usual, I'll be making bolded claims and then discussing them. Let's get started!

TW: Many kinds of abuse, indoctrination, murder, animal death suicide

The person Amane healed WAS actually a cat.

Truly insane. I'd assumed the whole time that the orange cat was symbolic for a human, but it's actually genuinely just a cat. That sort of throws out the whole theory from Magic that Riyone didn't have a role listed because their role related to the falling stage light, meaning that the injury on the cat was staged.

...Wait.

I think it still makes sense that the cat's injury was staged. Rather than being staged because the cat did something inherently wrong, though, I think it's more likely that the cat was staged to test Amane's belief of cult doctrine. She knows she's not supposed to heal using medicine, but here's an injured cat, just waiting for you. Amane takes the bait and heals the cat (the good thing to do), and as a result, she gets punished. Tased, it seems.

Riyone is the one responsible for electric torture. Because of that, I'm going to make the claim that Riyone was the one with the taser in the MV.

I've seen a couple different posts floating around say that they believe this is Amane's mother. The most convincing piece of evidence I've seen is from this alleged picture of the storyboards, but I have no idea how this was procured or if it's legit.

I think Riyone being Amane's mother makes a lot of sense, though. I mentioned earlier how Riyone doesn't have a listed role at intro like everyone else; that's probably because, to Amane, the role is just "mom." We know Amane's dad is frequently gone, so this probably isn't him. Additionally, it seems like Amane may live in this house we see in the MV, and as soon as she gets home, this other person is there. It would make the most sense if this person was her mother.

So, based on that, Amane's mother (Riyone) would have placed an injured cat right outside of their house to see what Amane would do. Amane heals the cat, and that results in Amane being punished for it. Punished, in this case, for interfering with divine will by using medicine to counteract fate.

Being the flag associated with destiny, it makes sense if Riyone is the one upholding the torture related to the cat. The cat seems to be dead and gone later, too, so it's likely that Riyone "fixed" destiny by killing it. But, in that case, who's that other guy?

Gozake is responsible for the water torture.

Safe enough claim. It's right there.

Anyways, the important thing is that means the hand you can see here is Gozake's.

This seems like it's in the same house as before, which I've theorized as Amane's house. If I'm right, that means that either Gozake is her dad, Gozake has access to her house despite not living there (the most plausible imo), or that all the cult leaders actually live here and it's more of a shared housing situation. In any case, what's important is that Gozake was in Amane's living space and tortured her there.

For what, though?

If I'm right that Riyone was the one handling torture related to the cat, that means Gozake was focused on something else. Let's check out those flags.

"Discard vulgarity" just kinda sounds like not swearing at first glance. However, vulgarity is defined as a more general lack of sophistication. I take this one to mean something like, "Behave in a way that is befitting of the cult."

Gozake seems to be in control of the cult's image and what they say to the public or something like that. So, to me, I think this means that Gozake punished Amane for outwardly doing something that the cult didn't approve of. Could also be the cat, could be something else. From Gachata flicking Amane at the beginning, it seems like the torture wasn't limited to "big mistakes" in the cult's eyes. Anything she did wrong could result in intense punishment.

Gozake is the one she killed.

If it's one, anyways. I'm still not fully convinced that she only killed one cult leader, but that's doesn't matter at the moment. Right now, my job is to convince you that Gozake is extremely dead.

The biggest point against him is the fact that Amane's prisoner card in UNDERCOVER shows that her murder took place in the shower.

It's kind of hard to see, but that's a bathroom. Based on the other prisoners' cards, it seems like the location on the cards is the location that their murder/related death incident occurred. Because Gozake was the one who tortured Amane in the shower specifically, that's a pretty bad look for him.

There's also plenty of reason to believe that at least one of the cult leaders is the one who died. All of Amane's lyrics about how she was sorry, but now the roles are reversed, makes total sense if a previous abuser of hers was begging for her mercy against being killed. Plus, there's the scene towards the end of Purge March where she's twirling her baton. It goes from clean to bloody at around 2:17.

Notably, this shot is taken from between times it shows the four cult leaders up on the cloud. We never see them again after this. (That's part of why I believe all four could possibly be dead, but I honestly don't consider it very relevant.)

We already know that Amane's murder weapon is a pole of some kind based on her kill shot of Es in UNDERCOVER.

She also uses her magic wand in Magic similarly. The point is, we know that Amane killed someone via whacking them with a pole. That's what we see in the end shot of Purge March.

That person? That's Amane's victim. Or, one of them, anyways.

Amane may have had multiple victims.

Again, I don't know how much it really matters, but it's definitely possible. That person looks like they're killed in the bedroom or something, right? And there's the light on in the bathroom.

I've seen some people say that they just think the person (Gozake) crawled from the bathroom to the bedroom before Amane finished them off. However... why?

What situation would that help in? I'm under the impression that the door out of the house is the other way, so if the victim crawled to escape, they'd likely head the other way. Additionally, Amane is still a twelve year old girl. If there were a prolonged fight, it seems like it would favor the grown ass man. So, this would have to mean that Amane would partially damage him before he crawled, out of the bathroom but AWAY from the front door. That doesn't make sense to me.

There's also the question of what Amane's murder weapon is. Let's look at that shower scene again.

A clothes washer (I think), a sink, some sort of pole thing (is that part of the clothes washer? Or is it more of a vacuum or something?), and some conspicuous bleach.

A big question for me is what that pole thing is. Could that be Amane's murder weapon? Is it detachable enough to bring to the bedroom? That's really relevant.

Basically, I think there's two options based on this.

The pole is detachable. Amane hits the guy's face with bleach and he tries to crawl away, but can't see where he's going. She then carries the pole over to the bedroom and finishes him off there.

Amane uses the bleach to kill him in the bathroom, leaving him there with the light on. Then, Amane uses either that pole or a different one and heads to the bedroom, killing whoever else is there (probably Riyone, if I had to guess).

I'm honestly kind of partial to 1 now that I've written it out. However, there is also this:

This is Amane's associated image from UNDERCOVER. We don't know what it relates to, exactly; we just know that it's something to do with her.

I would... assume that this is someone in the shower, based on the water torture. However, when I first saw it (and I know this is true for others, too), I thought it was rain. The way the water drops fall looks more like rain to me. And, based on what we saw, Amane was kneeling on the shower floor. That means that it should be Gozake in the shower, thus invalidating the theory that Gozake crawled out of the shower before getting finished off in the bedroom.

Except, what if it is rain?

If it is rain, that makes this matter a hell of a lot more. Because, if that isn't in the shower, that means that someone ended up on the ground like that outside of that house. Possibly someone who never entered the house, possibly someone who never entered the cult. Who knows!

...Possibly the little girl with the balloon?

Obviously if that's the case, it's someone related to the cult. Still, the sky is clearly the same sky, at least. There's the same rainbow despite the same clouds. Plus, we see the little girl's balloon wander off later in the MV. Maybe something happened to her?

I don't know what her involvement is otherwise. I don't know why she's important enough to be depicted. Interestingly, I believe Amane is the only one who hasn't gotten the reveal of someone important's actual face in the second round. We've seen a LOT of people with impact on her life, but none of them have been singled out with actual facial detail. Unless you count the swarm of Amanes, I guess.

Amane has or expects to take over a cult leader role.

She sees herself leading the Purge March. She seems to place herself in a position of authority. This, I'm sure, also relates to a very complex self image she likely possesses, but the fact of the matter is, she's the one leading it.

If she killed at least one cult leader (likely, Gozake is so dead), she might believe that she'd be the one to replace them. We don't know if this is true or not; Mu doesn't know what happened to her surrounding any legal punishments or authorities or anything, so it's possible that Amane doesn't actually know what the aftermath of her murder would end up being.

Still, it's something to consider. If Amane, unchanged, returned to the world, she could very believably recruit others into the cult and continue the cycle.

Amane wants to be innocent, but she has changed the meaning of what an innocent verdict is.

Amane is pulling a Trial 1 Kotoko. She's offered Es a deal surrounding verdicts. That makes it much harder for us to communicate with Amane, because she changed what the verdict means.

Much like Kotoko in Trial 1, Amane's Trial 2 audio drama is her guiding Es through the discussion she wants to happen. She tells Es that she wants Milgram's forgiveness so she can turn it into the ideal world for her cult.

That means that, if we vote Amane innocent, she likely will take it as Es approving Milgram for her cult. That's obviously bad, but the other prisoners (other than maybe like Haruka) are hopefully not impressionable enough for it to be a problem?

However, I still do believe Amane wants to be innocent. She asks Es to remember her pleas for forgiveness at the end of the Purge March MV. We all forgive Amane; the question is how to tell Amane that we forgive her disobedience and we're sorry for the situation she grew up in without approving the cult's beliefs.

It's wrong to torture a child in order to get them to conform to your beliefs.

This is what Amane's story is about. The cult leaders tortured Amane until she was brainwashed into their beliefs. Amane insists that, just because her beliefs aren't the norm, that doesn't make them wrong.

Arguably, a guilty verdict could be seen as doing the exact same thing. We'd be subjecting Amane to audio torture, at least, given that we know guilty prisoners are bombarded nonstop with the reasons why people voted them guilty. She would also be restrained, and due to Kotoko's attacks, we know it's at least hypothetically possible she could get physically injured from it to.

That's obviously not cool. Don't like that part.

Amane wants to kill Shidou.

Amane warned us that Shidou's actions (saving Mahiru's life and healing up Futa) disobey with her beliefs, and if we don't do something about it, she'll have to take action. It's not entirely clear whether that means she'll punish Shidou as she was punished, or if she'll attack Mahiru to kill her as God intended.

Either way, it's bad news for Mahiru if that happens. It's been directly stated that Mahiru is in a critical condition, and it's possible that the removal of Shidou as her doctor could kill her even if she doesn't get hurt again. If Amane killed Shidou, it could mean both of them could die.

However, Kazui has also promised that, if he gets an innocent verdict, he'll protect anyone he can from harm. Kazui could take Amane in a fight (I forget where but somewhere it's established that Kazui is the strongest in a fight, plus he beat Kotoko who I assume could easily beat Amane), so hopefully Kazui will be able to protect Shidou.

That also opens up the door for a weird possibility, though, which is the case of Haruka. Given that, in this case, Kazui would be focused on protecting Shidou and/or Mahiru from Amane, that means that Kazui would likely not have time to look after other prisoners, such as Haruka, who's threatened suicide if we voted Mu guilty. Which we did.

So, basically, the whole thing's a mess and voting Amane innocent makes it much more likely that someone dies, whether that someone is Shidou, Mahiru, Haruka or some combination.

VERDICT: ???

If you couldn't tell, the last four sections are me deliberating on which verdict to give her. In my opinion, there are a lot of arguments in both directions, which makes it difficult to decide. If I was ignoring meta voting, I'd obviously vote innocent, given that Amane is a highly traumatized child and she killed her abuser(s). That's forgivable. However, given other circumstances surrounding the dynamics of her vote, I have doubts on if it's really the "right" move.

I think that with Amane, there's no good option. To be clear, I don't regret the Trial 1 guilty verdict. I've seen a lot of people saying that this state of no good options is a result of stupid people thinking guilty was right last trial. I think that an innocent verdict would just mean that she'd be like Kotoko is right now, believing that she's right without a shadow of a doubt. Milgram is mean, intentionally. They weren't going to give us good options either way.

As a result, given that I can tell a lot of people have WAY stronger opinions on this one than I do, I'm currently not actually voting. If the margin gets close enough, I'll probably commit to a direction, but for now, I'm letting the rest of the fanbase steer the verdict. I was fully team guilty when I was worried about Kazui getting a guilty verdict. With Kazui innocent, I'm much more open to the possibility of forgiving Amane, because that verdict hopefully won't cost Shidou and/or Mahiru's lives.

If you have a convincing theory or argument in either the innocent or guilty direction, please let me know! If I'm ever convinced enough, I'll probably start voting, but for right now, I'm honestly neutral on the verdict.

NOTE: don't yell at anyone. Do not insult anyone else or get aggressive when pushing for a verdict. This is a fan blog for a fictional series that exists to have fun solving mysteries and calmly discussing ethics. Please, have fun and don't take this too seriously.

#milgram #ミルグラム #admin venus #amane momose #milgram theory #sorry this one is WAY late #i know i said that earlier #i'm glad i waited though i feel like i was able to get a lot better ideas in #i used to be a hardcore amane guilty truther #now i'm just kinda fine either way #it is what it is baby #anyways please enjoy #also they like SUPER changed the chorus lyric translation #if you go back to the song teasers the lyrics are very different #like “i will destroy you a distorted vision needs to be purged” instead of “i disavow you eyes corrupted must be crushed”#i guess it's largely the same thing but the intensity of the violence got lessened for the final version if anyone's curious

56 notes · View notes

wishiwasadruid · 1 year

Text

Arthur : *mindless baby babbles *

Uther : LOOK AT HIM! LOOK AT MY SON! THE MOST INTELLIGENT WARRIOR AND KING IN ALL THE 5 KINGDOMS! HE SHALL BE THE GREATEST YES HE-

Arthur : *confused baby noises*

@bluecrusadearcade thanks for this

Part 1

I want Arthur to be so fucking adorable he accidentally becomes the once and future king at like eight when he charms the entirety of albions royalty by running around being cute with his warlock bestie

#adorable Arthur #merlin #more on uther cancels the purge due to his adorable baby #merlin and arthur #good uther #merlin incorrect quotes #arthur pendragon #incorrect quotes #bbc merlin #bbc merthur #uther pendragon #merthur #merlin bbc #incorrect merlin quotes #merlin x arthur #incorrect quotes merlin #incorrect merthur quotes

237 notes · View notes

u3pxx · 11 months

Text

for the love of god please change your icon from the default one or change your blog title to anything other than untitled or else ill report and block your ass for thinking you're a bot

#ITS PURGE SEASON BABY #im gonna start killing #sunnysiderambles

78 notes · View notes

simulation-machine · 2 months

Text

˚‧º·(˃̣̣̥∩˂̣̣̥)‧º·˚ <- I was like, seconds from a tantrum about an hour ago.

Y'all. I did something so incredibly just, typical inattentive levels of ridiculous. I accidentally deleted my subfolder with all of my up-to-date mods. Since I wasn't really messing with those, I didn't think to back it up like I did with all my CC.

I really get into it re: mental health and while I'm really trying not to be so hard on myself, this set me back somewhat.

It was when I was doing the standard clear all the caches pre-loading-game fare. I must not have realized it was highlighted. I always empty my recycling bin after I do that, just a force of habit that I can trace back to the days I played Sims 3.

I tried to use Windows Recovery, and my last saved PC backup was right when I got sick, in early January. So I know which mods I have to download, but they all need to be updated.

Not all hope is lost. It would have been slightly worse if it were my CC or a saves folder or something. But this has already taken me like 4 entire days of hyperfocus and I just added like 2 hours of busy work because WHY NOT.

I really don't mind being ADHD most of the time. The diagnosis really helped me figure out a lot of important stuff about myself and gave me tools to be more successful with things I previously struggled with a lot. Unfortunately, I've been without my ADHD meds siiiince late January because of the stimulant/ADHD meds shortage that is somehow still a thing.

And when I do finally get them, I'm probably going to need to wait another month and a half for them to kick in. Apparently, a pharmacy a couple of miles from me is getting some in tomorrow so I can go and get it then so this added to it. Plus since I'm in a stage where I'm sort of just doing the same thing over and over again, it's easy to be in autopilot.

Anyways, I'm totally fine now. Got more of an all-business-no-goofin'-back-to-work vibe going on.

#the great cc purge of 2024 #crystal solves problems that were caused by crystal in the first place #this right here is the reason why I will occasionally smoke the devil's weed #it really helps with stress and anxiety #i unfortunately have a brain that likes downers and hypnotics waaay too much so i can't use those #i only cried a little bit and it wasn't a sad-cry it was an ANGERY-cry #now it's just back to business #okay that's all #i promise i'm okay now #now i'm just rolling my eyes at myself #this is why baby jesus invented marijuana

11 notes · View notes

saytrrose · 4 months

Text

Sharing my OC list as per a few requests

feat. Nicknames as well if they have them fr fr

———————

- Roseanne Baelodette // Rose

- Kenji Mae // Ji-Ji

- Xagnorok // Toby

- North Starrange

- Doop N’Losh

- Teagan Jay // TJ

- Matteo Wingrove

- Henry Osbourne

- Rein Alvarez // Reindrop

- Chloe Gibson

- Silvia Alvarez

- Nyx Alarie

- Abraham Hutton

- Kasino Krown

- Aku Krown

- Aeryz Damzbiath

- Xagos Pago

- Perkeo Krown // Perky

- Abaddon Alarie

- Spark Alarie

- Marx Krown

- Delphyne Krown // Delphie

- Desponia Krown

- Aurin Devlin

- Azazel Krown // Azzy

- Diego Casales // Dee-Dee

- Klaus Irvine

- Cherī

- January

- Bayu Kogoya // Wolf

- Barrett Hicks // Hickey

- Jezabel Jubilee // Binky // JJ

#lots of sillies!!#my ocs #yippee #I have purged A LOT recently #these few are my babies

14 notes · View notes

aces-to-apples · 4 months

Text

"i can't believe i have to SAY that this isn't clonecest, i don't DO that kind of perversion" damn i can't believe you're being such a whiny little bitch about it

#by apples #fandom nonsense #doing my regular purge of Le Problematique ship tags to get rid of the baby fash puritan children

7 notes · View notes

tracfone · 2 years

Text

glados: one time chell grabbed one of my appendages and went, “ooh baby your hands are so cold”, and i said, “that’s because they’re made of pure military-grade titanium”

#chelldos #15.ai purge #i don't really know what they're made of but they're not made of the same stuff as her chassis casing #i spent a good deal of time looking up that material but i forgot it....it's the stuff old crt monitor casing is made of though #i think of the first pc tower i ever owned as a baby and i'm like yeah that's glabos #portal

120 notes · View notes

solacedeer · 16 days

Text

i hate being reminded that my family doesn’t like me as a person and thinks im weird 🥲

#can’t wait until my baby sistwer is 14 and the evil is finally purged from her soul and she’s not as critical of me

4 notes · View notes

theextratreefairy · 1 year

Text

To drink to survive

Warnings: yandere-verse themes, reader is unwilling but is too tired to fight, Dabi is a bitch, purge au, spoilers to Dabi's character, drunk reader, cursing. Reader is AFAB but non-binary, some suggestive comments, don't use Alcohol as a coping mechanisme kids.

they/them pronouns

Reader hated the purge even more since the league of villains are getting stronger. And the fact that villains don't follow the rules of the purge, they don't send a letter with the government's approval, they send letters to scare their darlings and when you show it to the government. They will tell you to suck it.

To stand between a yandere and their darling is suicide.

"Fucking hell." Reader cursed as they saw a burnt rose. The stem was burned yet with an intact little card attached to it. 'Please be on the wrong doormat.' They thought, begging silently to any deity they could think off. Reader picked up the rose and rushed in their apartment. As soon as Reader had locked the door, the windows already barricaded. Reader read the card with shaky hands.

'Can't wait to see you, doll. Better pack a bag, babe.'

"Oh, for fucks sake." Reader mumbled throwing the rose in the tin. "A villain for a yandere, oh how wonderful." Reader didn't have a quirk, so they knew that they had to pack a fucking bag and listen.

Dabi couldn't help but feel so giddy! Soon his little darling would be his legal darling! Unable to leave him. He was following them all day, texting Toga about a few things he needed for them.

❀BLOODSUCKER❀ - I will be getting her pads and tampons so that she can chose, I stole one of those big ass teddy bears.

NASTYBITCH - Thanks bloodsucker, you can get some of my blood later.

❀BLOODSUCKER❀ - I don't want your nasty shit, I want my future darling to be friends with your darling after they both settle down. OHHH perhaps they could have those sibling relathionships :D

NASTYBITCH - Sure, bloodsucker

'Luckily Toga is a yandere.' Dabi thought chuckling. He was going to live with the darling in one of the LOV bases, so it was important that the league liked them, plus they won't be lonely with all the other darlings.

Reader had packed a bag, but they sure as hell aren't going to cry about it. So, they decided to make a large bowl of noodles with spicy chicken and with a bottle of whiskey. Reader had just turned 20 and this was their first ever bottle they got. "If I need to deal with the purge, Imma deal with it drunk!" Reader shouted as they downed the bottle and ate their misery away. Not knowing that their yandere was already watching them, smirking in a sadistic matter.

Oh, how Dabi couldn't wait to brand Reader with his name! To make sure his darling dearest could never leave him again!

It was midnight when the purge was announced, Reader was absolutely shit faced and woke up from their drunken nap due to the sirens.

'This is your Emergency Broadcast System announcing the commencement of the annual purge. For 24 hours every yandere action will be legal except Murder and causing any permantely bodily harm to your darling, 'marking' however is allowed. The police cannot be called, the parmadics can only be called in deathly situations'

"Well, yandere dearest, I hope you can deal with a drunk me!" Reader shouted to no one in particular. "Oh, of course I can, but can you keep your hands off me?" Dabi said as he engulfed Reader in a back hug as he dropped to his knees, his body heath dangerously warm. This caused a yelp to escape their mouth. "Did you get a bag, doll?" Dabi questioned in threatening tone. "Or will you need a little help?" His hands were burning up.

Reader whined at the sensation in a drunk tone. "I got my bagg thereee." They slurred, pointing the bag next to her kitchen counter. "Oohh, you're pretty." Reader mumbled, clasping their hands together as they looked at Dabi. "Okay, you're very drunk." Dabi muttered amused. 'Oh how, easy it will be.' He thought as his grip got a bit loser.

"Doll, I am going to carry you to the couch and you will stay on there until Im back with your bag. Understood?"

Reader whined again, they were hearing loud screams outside of their apartment. Reader would rather be taken kindly then roughly, hence why their drunk. Dabi did just as he would say he would, looking as his little doll his being so complaint. Oh how giddy it made him feel. Reader was trying to reach for the bottle from the couch, trying their best to stay on the couch. A whine leaving their mouth as they failed, Dabi had walked back to the couch, a smirk visible on his face.

"I can't get the bottle~!" Reader whined outloud, tears wobling in their eyes. "Can you give me the bottle~?" Their voice had a begging under tone.

"Awhh, but your already drunk~! Shouldn't you share some with me?"

"no<3"

"Awe, i thought we could have some fun, get you nice and soft, perhaps even whinier then that you are now.."

@maggiecc

58 notes · View notes