#really fucking disturbing

[nimas-li-kvar]

He... literally self-immolated. He set himself on fire. This is a tragedy of untreated mental illness, not an act of martyrdom.

#done more than him? what has he actually done? #what if our activism should look like the world we wish to create #what if we didn't celebrate and romanticize self-immolation #really fucking disturbing #I've personally had people in my life engage in copycat suicide attempts/suicide contagion #if you think this won't encourage other mentally unwell people... you are wrong

[justaregularken]

Your werewolf boyfriend spooning you while his knot is still inside, tail lazily wagging as he murmurs about how you’re his

#wholesome werewolf #kinda but not really #Werewolf boyfriend #werewolf nsft #listen man just listen we can appreciate soft werewolf boyfriends they’re like dogs #monster fucker #ken things #bottomposting #lmao I need help #Bro I’ve been watching this fairly disturbing show and it’s fucked with my head #If you need a reason as to why I haven’t posted lately #Anyways #bi guy that likes werewolves #That should have a million posts in that tag #But it doesn’t #ok i’m normal again #Gentle mdom

[thecommunityoftrustworthysinks]

dukat is such a fucking insane character. like SUCH a well written villain. the way he so so deeply hates the bajoran people and also ends up fetishizing them EVERY single time he turns around, his nearly psychosexual obsession with sisko because he's in the position with bajor that dukat really wanted. his insistence that he was good for bajor and so desperately wanting their love, but never once respecting them. it grows and grows throughout the seasons, culminating in the pah-wraith cult and the surgical changes to make him appear bajoran, like the way he has himself SO convinced that he believes what he is doing is right, and yet never is able to stop being nefarious at his core

#deep space 9 #dukat #star trek #star trak ds9 #x #there's something there that could be elaborated on much more fully but i can't quite grasp it #something something oppressors obsession with their victims #i mean it's fucking disturbing really like #sickening

[lesmissocials-fuckedup]

Babe wake up they are at it again

#I am sorry but this tweet is so disturbing. for so many reasons. #they really like doing fantine dirty #les mis #les miserables #les mis twitter fucked up #les mis socials fucked up #les mis socials fucked up 2024

[friendball-irl]

OOC: okie dokie i'm tired as fuck but before I go to bed i had a fun idea

Villain AU Picrew chain thingy. Reblog with your character as a villain if they aren't already, but feel free to just make your guy too! bonus points if you give a description of what they'd be like in the tags or in the main post idc lol

I used this picrew and I think it works really well! Here's mine

#ooc: i had to rewrite a feew typos im eepy llol #ooc #picrew #ooc: gray would probably have to become so so apathetic for him to be a bad guy and even then i dont think he would do anything really awfu #ooc: he'd probably just fuck with things that are disturbing ecosystems and stuff in order to stop people from destroying the environment #ooc: but he'd probaby use excessive force lol

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

What are you excited for when the new Welcome Home update drops?

oh. literally Everything and Anything. to see how the site changes, to see all the neighbors again, for all the new things whatever they may be! Story Progression! Images! Words!

#new insights into characterization!!! #agh! EVERYTHING! #literally the entire update could just be 'oh this is the new version of the site' and id be whooping and cheering and hollering #i dont really carry expectation #other than 'im gonna fuckin love this :]c' #actually no. i hope to feel Deep Dread as well! #i hope at least one thing genuinely scares or disturbs me. im ready to get fucked up with a capital F #HURT ME. IM READY TO FEEL EMOTIONAL AGONY. #< said while hiding behind the couch and wearing a colander on my head. im wielding... a worm on a string #none of this will protect me <3 yippee! #rambles from the bog #but also mainly FOR THE SITE TO BE BACK. #well. 'back.' back in the sense of resurrection. technically the same but altered forever <3 #i miss her... #its been like. a day and im already in mourning. i look at the spot where it was once pinned to my shortcuts #i need a black lace veil for these trying times #jesting i hope she's having a fun time in maintenance!

[theroundbartable]

Things my father keeps saying:

he'd rather have a gay kid than a loveless one.

Me, aro/ace, in a QPR with a girl. : uhuh

We need to "remigrate immigrants' like other european countries do

Me: studied transculturalism for 1 1/2 years: ...

None of my children are doing anything with their life! Where are you (me) even going with your life? Look at my siblings and how well their children are doing!!!! (He means the teacher brother specifically)

*about to change major to become a teacher*

My dad: only people who never learned anything become teachers

You're going to live half a year at home and do nothing?????

I'm still registered at the uni so I get financial support from the state. I'm planning to move in with my gf soon, close to the other university where I want to go next semester. Planning to improve physically and work more on art and finally get around to write a book because that's always been my dream. "Apparently"

At my brother, who is struggling to get his foot in society: look at your sister!!! What positive example

Me: ... *Who feels inadequate and loves their brother very much, thank you* I'm starting to think my dad just hates us. And me, specifically.

(by the way, the morals I have today, he taught me. The work ethic I have, he taught me those.)

#rant #delete later #sorry #i just had a disturbing conversation with him #and i am so.... #i mean #i know he loves us and everything #and he's trying to connect with us #and improve as a person #but his morals are just fucked up #we have a good relationship apart from that #but sometimes he just really jumps over the line

[some-pers0n]

Queen Magnificent: Oh talons and tails! My guards brought me mangos instead of coconuts. I wanted to eat coconuts today...

The RainWings who've been kidnapped and tortured by the NightWings for possibly years, knowing that their existence has been forgotten by their tribe and nobody is coming to help:

#Apolgizes for the rather disturbing meme video but I just really want to get my point across #Nobody seems to really understand or acknowledge the truly fucked up nature of the experiments and it's quite disheartening #This is both in canon and with the fandom mind you #The only time I ever see it shown is with the extremely rare Orchidgrove angst art #Imagine starving yourself to death because that was the only means of escape from this hell #wof #wings of fire #wof meme #horror #loud noises #loud noise tw #cw horror #rainwings wof #sp-rambles

[vitamin-zeeth]

Currently watching Hey Melissa from the nerdy Prudes must Livestream and I'm ngl. What the fuck. Like I tend to come away from darker media wishing they'd made it just a little more fucked up cause I really enjoy super weird out there horror stuff and yeah fucking hell this goes there. I love it don't get me wrong but holy fucking shit its so fucked who came up with this. Anyway haha they made jon meow

#I LOVE FINDING SHIT THAT IS ACTUALLY AS WEIRD AND FUCKED UP AS I ALWAYS WANT IT TOBE #CRUEL AND UNUSUAL PUNISHMENT>>>>>>> #the ideal reaction to a bit of media is 'what the actual fuck did i just watch' #it only works if its weird disturbing tho like just upsetting disturbing i dont like much it just makes me sad yk #but i loveit when its just the weirdest shit youve ever hesrd of like who came up with this strange nightmare fever dream #i wanna feel like ive just watched a scary movie while severely ill with the flu :) #anyway thats my rant over i really fucking like nightmare time thank youuu #wet floor sign #nightmare time #hatchetverse #tgwdlm #hatchetfield #paul matthews #hey melissa

[darlin-djarin]

filoni's shows frequently have antisemitism and it can't be unintentional. that's disturbing.

no seriously. the clone wars with dooku and palpatine and some other characters, the bad batch with cid, that guy whose “only loyalty is to investors” in ahsoka, etc etc. you can literally find it everywhere and it’s so upsetting. like does filoni not notice? does he literally not realize how much he does this? you’d think someone would’ve pointed it out and told him by now, but he just keeps doing it. and you have to ask, does he realize it’s even antisemitism at all? does he think that these characters need to look or act this way to “move along the plot” ?? is it necessary for these characters to be this way? or is it just automatic stereotypes he’s putting on them because he has nothing else to give to their characters.

at this point can someone just please tell this guy to stop. just stop fuckin doing that. stop doing things in general. we’re all kinda tired of it.

#it’s so gross #i’m semite but not jewish and i’ll admit i sometimes don’t even notice these things but after taking a closer look #you can REALLY fucking spot some shit. it’s disturbing #can i tag the shows.. someone tell me if i should remove the tags or not jic #star wars #the clone wars #the bad batch #ahsoka #oil.

[thecorruptus]

Taking a break from drawing to draw

#idk how the fuck to tag this #fnf mod #vs happy mouse #mickey mouse #tw disturbing #really happy mouse

[sunnydayaoe]

Me when . object characters but fleshy.

#ahh I don't think I should tag ii here. it's test tube and fan. btw. but like. it doesn't really look like it? so . sorry hehe #first page are all. I gues you could call them ocs #they're guys ittys babys. mine #oc art #I don't think I should tag this osc either PFF- #what do I even tag this as wahhhh #monster art #monster #disturbing. fucked up even. a look into my dark and twisted mind. #jbird's art

[herbert-best]

…a labyrinthine series of lines, criss-crossing each other in all sort of ways. These covered the paper so thickly that only with difficulty could one make out the white spaces in between. "Read it," said the Officer. [...] Then the Officer began to spell out the inscription and then read out once again the joined up letters. "Be just!' it states," he said. "Now you can read it." […] "'Be just!' it says," the Officer remarked once again.

In The Penal Colony, Franz Kafka; transl. Ian Johnston [x]

pawn / tool /puppet / cog BE JUST another gear / in the / Harrowing machine

This was originally intended to be (bc I am very normal about all the very normal things I like) a piece of Kafka-referential fanart of Amanda Young, from Saw, with my rendition of the Officer’s design from the execution machine carved into her corpse… didn’t go that far with it, obviously, because I can’t draw for shit. If you’ve never gotten a chance to read it or not read it in a long time, this is your call to arms to read In The Penal Colony. It’s VERY short, albeit somewhat disturbing— the pdf I linked to with the quote is the whole thing, which is 19 pages long as formatted there— but it’s one of those things that lives in your brain afterwards.

It centers around a large, incredibly elaborate and complex machine used for tortuous executions, and the legacy of the now-dead man who designed, built, and used it. I’ve sort of always been fascinated by the idea of trying to create the illegibly elaborate designs it’s described as using— this one contains more than the central, aforementioned words, of course— highlighted under the cut.

#weird tangential items being made out here #fucked up sentence of the day I’ve always sort of wanted to make a design for the sentences bc it uhhhhh reminds me of uh my dad #hadn’t really thought about how disturbing that sounds until now but it’s fine #kafka #I’d love to be able to tag this so as to find it later bc I have another concept for this design I’d also like to try to make but #PLEASE talk to me about Kafka and also Saw. I have messaging back finally and I’m screaming into the void #also I have not said this but I adore adam obvs I’m just. velvetgoldminecristianbalepointingdotgif mandy……. #I put this in my drafts two weeks ago and now I’m posting it at 1am. I have to be up for work in THREE AND A HALF HOURS. hell world. #BUT the group PTSD therapist they comped at the office told me to AVOID AVOIDANCE and I consider this therapeutic 😌

[tenmillionpoundsofsludge]

I spent all of my productive movie autism years watching like "top 50 most disturbing movies ever made o_O" instead of like critically aclaimed good movies. Like I haven't seen a single Hitchcock movie but I was literally obsessed with Gummo when I was nine years old

#trying to explain to people that when i was a child my special interests were watching fucked up disturbing media whatever i could get my ha #nds on it was a really wild time

[itcamefrombeneaththeblog]

Bad Dream House

Warning: This poem is fucked up. SA TRIGGER WARNINGS. Proceed at your own risk.

Every time it's the same.

A long flowing staircase,

Impossibly curved,

Leading nowhere. Screaming mother,

See your child taken.

See me ripped from your arms

Forever.

Feral panic.

A foyer of dark antique wood and purple

Velvet like adorments,

Where lies ruin and anxiety,

That will never leave me.

And they dress so well,

To hide the viscious, cruel beasts within,

Their smiles are like screams.

They smile like death.

I am with the dead things now.

Suckling at the breast of a long dead corpse

I venture forth into the tomb,

A verbose and elequent stream of

Conscious want and desire.

Sweet smells,

Like rot.

They kill me there, by the fireplace,

Over and over again,

Laughing as they stomp, kick, beat, rip, tear, rend with teeth and filling me with themselves.

They fuck my soul.

Black bile injected into my veins,

Make the suffering worse. I beg them to make it worse so I'll die.

Expert hands know exactly how far to take the meat so it doesn't turn.

There is a need

To be alone, forever. To die.

Because I'm fucking tired. I wear death's visage, and yet no souls can I reap,

For I only wish to be in void. Purposeless, not a doll to be fucked by greedy, uncaring hands.

Downstairs is true horror.

Pitch black presence, threadbare furniture.

This is a room for disgusting, vile acts of wanton misery and the ruining of innocence for dark gods.

Smashing into running shins and knees,

Falling, tripped in that slow dreamlike

State of being.

It's coming, in the dark, and its laughing.

The face is always the same, somehow to big and to small,

Fleshy like a ball of unformed clay,

Pink and yellow,

Rotting formless meat.

It rips me asunder, spreading my soul out for all the other creatures to take and rape,

As it consumes me.

And in the brief moments of agony I find a moments piece, as I no longer exist,

Until I wake up, on the doorstep

Of the bad dream house.

#dark poetry #fucked up #sa trigger warning #abuse #disturbing #messed up #dark academia #dark dreams #nightmares #extreme dessication #my bad dreams are worse than yours #poem #poem of the week #original poem #poems on tumblr #my real dreams #this really happened #blog #writing #writers #poetry #authors #dead poets society #art #dark art #fucked up art

[unrulylarry]

.

#i don't want it to become a thing #but i'm genuinely worried that her boyfriend doesn't seem happy #i know in her head she has a great relationship #and that's just the next step #because she thinks she's such an adult #(she's not she's a child wether people like it or not) #but i can't help thinking with his reaction he didn't want that #and i'd hate for to be in a situation where the father of the child feels trapped #also very concerned about their dad and stepmother's reactions? #i really don't like how everybody's reaction is to be happy when teenage pregnancies are the hardest? #i saw someone say that because jay had louis young it's only natural for her to be a young mother #how fucked up is that? #did no one register that louis' bio dad fucked off and she was left alone to raise him? #that it must have been really difficult even if she had her parents help? #they ideolise lottie and that in itself is disturbing #and the fact that so many young girls follow them and are gonna think this is okay is just baffling #just have a look at the comments in her video #anyone saying she might be young only angry comments #like it's her life her body whatever #and yeah #i personnaly don't care what she does with her life #it doesn't impact mine #but it's the message that she's sending that's troubling #and it's exactly what's happening #anyway #i'm feeling unneasy about the whole thing #i'm glad they're not my sisters #i'd have fucking lost it