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hiccstrxd · 3 years

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Heaven is you

This was an idea i had for Rayla's birthday and the outline seemed too wholesome to not do it lol. It has family feels and rayllum being soft as always. Read it on ao3.

Summary: Rayla always remembers her past birthdays with fondness. But this one in particular has brought her an abundant amount of joy, filling her heart with the purest of loves.

Or a recollection of Rayla’s birthdays through the years.

Rayla always remembers her past birthdays with fondness.

She recalls being four and waking up to her mum’s soft voice in her ear, a happy birthday, my love being lovingly murmured in the air. She would pretend that she was asleep, cracking one eye open from time to time and doing her best to contain in her laughter as her mother would start to rub her hair soothingly to wake her up. But she would burst into a fit of giggles before her mum could say anything else — even though Rayla is pretty sure she saw past her flimsy excuse of a stoic facade — and her mother would start to laugh alongside her, tickling her belly and asking her when has her little moonbeam gotten this sneaky.

She hadn’t, obviously.

She’d scoop her in her arms and they would go downstairs where her dad would be cooking her favorite breakfast — he’d always go all out when it was her birthday. And he’d see them still laughing as they approached, he’d see them — his two favorite people ever — and he’d come up to them, lifting her in his arms and making her laugh, telling her that today she chose what they would do because today was all hers. Because he’d move earth and sky for his tiny warrior.

And she remembers the glimmer in her mum’s eyes, her father’s beaming smile, her own expression mirroring theirs; she remembers feeling loved, safe, and content.

ii.

Rayla recalls being eleven and coming back after nearly an entire day of training to a cake on the dining table, a sole candle lit on its center, and a neatly folded paper resting beside it. It was rather late, her whole body ached as the practice had been a vigorous one, but upon seeing the homemade gateau she no longer felt the ever consuming exhaustion. No, she felt lighter, more at ease.

Ethari had been sporting the warmest of smiles, his eyes showing every bit of love towards his foster daughter who they had come to care for as their own. Runaan had walked over to where his husband was and stood right next to him, somehow matching his emotion almost instantly — he had been sort of tense before leaving the meadow — and they had wished her the happiest of birthdays, holding her tightly in their embrace, muttering words of comfort and pride and love.

She remembers thinking that there was still a void in her heart as the aftermath of her parents’ absence, but being there surrounded by her two guardians that loved her an abundant amount and whom she loved as much in return, that showed her day after day their support and their care was enough to bring her solace.

She had felt love all the same.

And she always looked forward to reading her parents’ letter at the end of the end. The words were like a warm hug from afar. She became misty-eyed and held the letter close to her heart for hours as if she was keeping her parents in a safe place near her heart.

iii.

She recalls being sixteen and sitting alone in the Xadian forest. She had been wounded and restless, tired and alone. Everywhere and everything hurt, but ironically she had felt numb from head to toe. Somewhere in the back of her mind she vaguely remembered what that day was supposed to be.

And the bittersweet afterthought made matters worse because then the pang in her chest was just a little too hard to ignore.

Rayla had felt cold and empty, being alone with her thoughts was as harmful as it sounded and the unbecoming urge to cry was getting hard to suppress. But she ended up shedding tears, letting them fall freely as they have been welling up and contained in since much too long ago.

It was her birthday, and she had tried to forget it, making herself not feel, perhaps then the pain would subdue.

It hadn’t.

iv.

It was her birthday and she couldn’t get the royal physician’s words out of her head. They were spinning, echoing, repeating themselves. And she felt equal amounts of excitement and trepidation all at once.

Congratulations Your Highness, you’re with child.

They have been trying, of course, they have, so the news shouldn’t be such a surprise to hear that their efforts had actually turned out fructiferous. But they have, and she didn’t know how to assimilate them without cutting the appointment short and leaving a very confused physician behind, one who was patiently waiting for a reaction out of her.

Because she was excited and elated and so beyond happy that it was taking a lot of willpower to remain seated and not run off to find Callum.

“Your Highness? Is everything all right?”

She blinked, “Of course.” Rayla offered them a smile. How could it not be, honestly?

And after a couple of recommendations and how they’d like to see her in the span of a few weeks — after all, the babe was still a halfling and the pregnancy was to be monitored constantly for that matter — they bid her goodbye with another well-meaning congratulation on the way.

Rayla couldn’t help the fast pace in which she was walking nor the beaming smile from breaking out.

“Oh, there you are! I’ve been looking nonstop for you. What did the physician say?” She heard Callum’s voice round the corner; the worried tone of her husband of three years was enough to make her smile deepened because he was just the sweetest person ever and she just knows that he’s going to be the best father out there.

And the mere thought was enough to make her heart burst with adoration.

He took a couple of steps forward and placed one hand on her cheek, gently rubbing his thumb back and forth, “Are you all right?”

“I’m pregnant.”

The words left her mouth before she had time to catch herself, before she had any time to dwell on how to tell him, but after they were out, she knows that there was no better way, no better time. Because seeing those expressive, loving eyes widen in realization, going through every emotion in the span of a second, how his hand stilled its movement on her cheek and how she heard his breath catch in his throat was as heartwarming as if she’d had outlined a grander plan in advance to break the big news to him.

“Really?” He whispered, barely audible.

She hummed.

“You are pregnant?”

She hummed again.

“There’ll be a tiny, perfect mix of the both of us in a couple of months?”

Rayla nodded unable to keep the grin off her face, her arms coming upwards to lace them loosely around his neck and raising herself on her tiptoes to breath small kisses across his cheek — damn those two inches he had gained on her. Their chests were pressed together, and she felt the deep rumble in his chest that soon turned into a peal of boisterous laughter that surely could be heard through the entire hallway. The sound was too contagious to not let out one of her own.

His arms came to encircle her waist, engulfing her in a tight hug, both of them shaking with laughter and happiness and pure delight.

“We’re having a baby.”

“We are.”

They pulled back slightly, faces inches away from each other’s, noses brushing against one another, breaths mingling in their shared space. She wanted to capture this blissful moment in a picture.

And then his lips slowly curved into a smug grin.

“Don’t.” Rayla raised a single brow, looking pointedly at him because she knew where his mind had headed in a matter of seconds. And because she also remembers rather vividly exactly what he had thought about — it had been a very nice anniversary gift, after all. It had carried the promise of fervent love, a burning passion, and a couple’s desire of at last starting a family.

He let out an amused laugh, “I didn’t even say anything!”

“You didn’t have to, I practically saw you thinking about it!” She rolled her eyes playfully and crossed her arms over her chest, letting out a huff in faux disbelief at her husband’s antics. They locked gazes, grass green meeting amethyst violet, a glimmer in both of them. They couldn’t help the small laugh thereafter.

His eyes softened as the laughter ceased, pulling her closer by the waist and planting one tender kiss on the lips, feeling all the love conveyed in such a small action and trying to reciprocate as much as she was receiving.

“I love you.” She said lovingly when they parted, her hands coming up to cup his jaw in a light grasp.

He brought one hand to his lips, kissing the underside softly, “I adore you.”

Rayla knows that it wouldn’t be easy, parenting — motherhood— never was as the rising self-doubts, the exhaustion of both mind and body, the anxiety of diving into the unknown, and all the possible mistakes that were bound to be made. But, she thinks, as long as they have each other — and everyone else who has been there for that matter — this baby would be raised with abundant love and affection. She'd make sure of it.

It was superfluous to say that this birthday by far had brought her one of her greatest joys. A surprise that couldn’t be topped by any other.

#rayllum #rayllum fic #rayllummonth2021 #my writing #rayla #callum #the dragon prince #rayllum fanfic #it's fluff #because i can't write anything else #and they are married #because i say so #there’s also lots of family feels

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btshogwartsfics · 4 years

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‘till death do us part | iii

synopsis: you should’ve known that stealing your father’s company out from under him would cost you. turns out, if he can’t kick you out of the office, he’s determined to make sure it isn’t entirely yours. business tycoon kim namjoon seems to agree.

pairing: kim namjoon x reader

genre: e2l, marriage of convience, fluff, maybe slight angst

words: 806

a/n: been a minute but i have been extremely busy with school and it has definitely been stressful for me lately. but i got to thinking about the next update, so here we are. still rather short but i reiterate, they will likely get longer the further into the story we progress. hope you enjoy!

also: part two of a drabble series for @namjoonxorg‘s birthday, the concept of which was inspired by the netflix remake of the show “Dynasty”. hope you enjoy!

i | ii | iii | iv

“You know,” Namjoon sighs from his place to your right, sounding as though he were pulling out his own hair. “The whole ‘you-can’t-see-me-if-I-can’t-see-you’ thing isn’t going to work in here. Just because you refuse to look away from the window, doesn’t mean I’m not here.”

With your arms already folded across your chest, you huff indignantly instead. “Well, a girl can dream can’t she?”

Your fiancé aims to reach out to you but is stopped short upon receiving your wicked glare. He stops mid-motion and pulls back with his lips forming a straight line. For a moment, the two of you simply sit there glaring as though it will solve all of your problems.

It doesn’t.

“Look, I know I’m not your favorite person—” You snort ironically but he doesn’t take the bait. “But marrying me isn’t the worst thing that could happen, is it?”

“Are you kidding me?” You reply, utter disbelief evident in your tone, your perfectly manicured brow arched in exasperation. “This is the sole second worst thing to ever happen to me.”

He pauses. “Second?”

You shift in your seat a little, the memory like a burden on your conscience. “My stylist gave me bangs one time… I think it’s pretty self-explanatory.”

Suddenly, the corners of his lips twitch, aching to arch upward and failing to hide it. You glare even harder at him, newly overwhelmed with the desire to wipe the grin off of his stupidly attractive face.

Attractive? No, no definitely not attractive.

Turning away from him again, you go back to staring out the tinted windows. “I don’t even know why I’m talking to you.”

This seems to bring him back to the task at hand and he huffs, having never had such a hard time simply conversing with someone before.

“Alright, so maybe I’m the worst,” he says, to which you give a confident nod, earning you a frustrated pout. “but at least it’s not forever. We only need to put up with each other a short while.”

Your nostrils flare and you can practically feel your blood beginning to boil. “Oh, because I’m sure you think it’s only a matter of time until I sink my own family’s company, hm? Until I make a mess so big, I have to come running back to daddy dearest to fix my mistakes, is that it?”

You expect him to fight with you, argue until both your throats are raw from exertion, but he doesn’t. Even worse, he remains stoically silent, examining you as a scientist would a lab rat. You’re about to yell at him again instead, say anything to fill the silence, but finally he speaks.

“They really didn’t tell you, did they?”

Somehow, this only makes you angrier. You hate not being the smartest person in the room and you loathe not knowing something Kim Namjoon has tucked away. It makes you feel inferior, a feeling you thought you’d gotten rid of years ago. You hate it.

Through gritted teeth you ask, “Tell me what?”

He takes a breath, goes to speak, but—

“—We have arrived back at the manor, Miss—”

“Tell me.” You ignore the chauffeur in favor of glaring daggers at your fiancé. “They didn’t tell me what?”

Namjoon seems to hesitate, sparing a glance at your driver but you don’t allow it. Your jaw sets into place and you gift him a withering look, one you know works because you inherited it from your father. “Nobody is going anywhere or leaving this car until you tell me what you meant.”

Appearing to finally take pity on you, Namjoon clicks his tongue and turns to face you completely, no longer restricted by the strap of his seatbelt. “The marriage contract.”

“What about it?”

“Assuming either they hid it from you or you simply didn’t look well enough and skipped it,” You bite your tongue, willing your anger to remain under the surface. “It doesn’t say that we will remain married so long as you are acting CEO of your family’s company.”

Glued to your spot, you don’t allow yourself to linger. Even so, you sound a little breathless when you respond, “It doesn’t?”

He shakes his head and you hate the way his big brown eyes grow softer as he looks down at you. “No, it doesn’t.”

“Then what does it say?”

As if warming up for the dramatic reveal the both of you know this is, he takes a deep breath, and you cling onto his every word. “The contract states that the company will be yours if you can successfully act as my wife for one year.”

Without any more ceremony, Namjoon opens his door and exits the car, skipping up the marble steps to your front door.

And you’re left in the back seat with no idea how you ended up here.

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titsthedamnseason · 5 years

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If you haven't done it already can you do headcanons about Julian's birthday?

bitch you know it asdfghj and by some miracle ive actually gotten these done before the two weeks that could potentially be his birthday are over so happy birthday julian!!

julian has never really had a big birthday celebration before

of course emma and the kids and diana always got him gifts and spoiled him

you know, doing chores for him, letting him relax for a day, stuff like that

but poor julian is a worrier so he’d always end up insisting to help anyway, saying that he wanted to

he even would always make the cake since no one else could

it wasnt until later that everyone realized that every time they had tried to spoil julian on his birthday, he turned it around on them, and he wound up doing most of the work

they are determined to make his 18th birthday different

helen and aline are more than capable of holding down the fort now

plus julian and emma take a break from their travel year for the holidays and are in the institute for julian’s birthday

which could be anytime from jan 1-15 but my personal hc is that it’s on new years day (wink wink)

so anyway julian and emma will be in la for his bday and julian is a lot more carefree this year so everyone is highkey determined to give him the best birthday this year

nobody wakes him up early, and after staying up so late the night before his normal internal clock doesnt wake him up as usual

at 12am everyone else shouted “happy new year!” and emma shouted “happy birthday julian!”

anyway when julian does wake up, later than usual, his first instinct is to shoot out of bed and get the kids breakfast but he takes a moment to himself to revel in the fact that this is his first birthday spent waking up next to emma as her boyfriend

emma seizes her moment and convinces him to stay for just a while longer, im sure the kids are fine, helen and aline have been taking care of them for months

julian gives her like five minutes of kisses and cuddles before beelining for the kitchen

he finds that everyone else has already been up for an hour or so and has already eaten breakfast

the second he enters the kitchen everyone yells “HAPPY BIRTHDAY” and he is bombarded with hugs and drawings and cards and stupid gag gifts from the kids that he accepts with a smile cristina and mark both hug him as well and he’s pleasantly surprised to see them

(if you read my tda holiday hcs i made them leave before this point but awsxdcfvgyh they come back to surprise him)

he grabs a plate for himself reluctantly, wont stop apologizing to helen and aline that he overslept

they keep telling him they dont care but, surprise surprise, he’s not listening

when julian goes back to his room to get dressed he finds emma already ready with his favorite blue dress of her’s on and holding a present for him

his reaction is “oh that reminds me” and he pulls out another gift from under the dresser

emma is like ????? and julian is like “…for you” and emma is still like ????? so then julian explains “i got you a new year’s gift too”

emma is like fuck that shit this is a birthday gift asdfgyhu “who the fuck buys new year’s presents” “i dont know i love you” “i love you too but what the fuck julian now i look bad” “you couldnt look bad if you were trying”

anyway after emma gets it through julian’s head that he does deserve a birthday gift and no, she refuses to open up his gift to her on his birthday, nice try, julian, he opens it up

it’s a new blue shirt that almost exactly matches emma’s dress which is “an unfortunate coincidence”

he cant stop telling her it’s too much, you shouldnt have, and emma is like hoe you think im done??? think again

but actually she doesnt say that, she just says youre welcome asdfghyuj

anyway

they go meet everyone in their matching outfits and they all just hang around a bit, there isnt much else julian could ask for than to be with his family

but at lunch emma surprises julian with a picnic for the two of them at the beach

she promises that she didnt touch the food, she had aline make it all asdfrghy

once they finish emma gives julian more presents(“this is a prank right?” “am i laughing? actually i am but not because this is a prank, please just open the presents” )

the first is a whole set of paints and brushes and other art supplies i know nothing about, all custom made, the brushes with inscriptions on the handles( “jb” “as long as you exist and i exist i will love you” “i love you more than starlight”)

julian: where did you get that last quote from?

emma: i thought of it

julian: *melts*

he asks how she knew what supplies to get him and she told him how she saw him looking at all this stuff back in that shop in london and went back to get it for him

he’s so touched

he is already certifiably not okay™️ because the whole day has been against everything he’s ever known and he feels weird, he just wants to give something to someone, literally anyone

julian is so happy and when emma pulls out an envelope he has to bite his tongue to keep from saying “oh no not again”

emma just gives him a look when she sees him holding back asdfgbhgt

he’s preparing himself for some sort of long sentimental card from her that will probably make him cry but what he gets is worse

it’s just a piece of paper that says “im having so much fun on our date right now, but id love it even more if you came with me to the louvre to our next one”

julian is shooketh to a level beyond all levels

he cant imagine why emma looks so worried he wont like it

they laugh and hug and then proceed to kiss a lot before going back to the institute

julian is ready to just chill now

he comes in and there are decorations filling the entryway

a million balloons, streamers, banners

he looks at emma who just shrugs but she’s smiling so big and has a knowing look on her face

there’s a beautifully decorated poster next to the staircase that says “TAKE ONE” and there’s a party hat for emma and a ridiculous crown for julian that says “it’s my birthday!” under it

they follow a trail of posters with arrows on them to the living room(im pretty sure they dont call it that but the room with the computer in it is where they always hang out so that’s what i mean awsedfvgbh)

everyone yells “SURPRISE” when they walk in and julian is sure he’s in a permanent state of shock

like yes he just followed an entire trail of arrows to get here but it’s still so much more than he expected

they eat pizza and play music and all just hang out and it’s a fun time

at one point julian goes to adjust his crown but everyone thought he was taking it off and yelled at him aesdxcfvgbh

they play stupid party games like pin the tail on the donkey(which theyre all good at since theyre shadowhunters asdfghjui) and charades and stuff like that

everyone gives julian more presents and he thinks he might combust

they sing to him and have cake

they give him one more gift after they sing and it’s a photo album of julian and his siblings and emma through the years

there are ones of baby emma and jules playing to 12 year old julian intently speaking to ty and livvy to 14 year old julian reading with tavvy to 17 year old julian laughing with dru to ones with helen, mark, aline, and cristina in them and ones from the travel year and julian is amazed

he’s so touched and he’s proud that he only cries a little

a little after that everyone starts getting tired since they stayed up until midnight the night before

diana goes home, tavvy goes to bed, followed by dru and ty shortly after

when julian hugs ty on his way out he almost feels like livvy is there too, and he doesnt understand why ty goes pale when julian tells him, julian worries he shouldnt have said anything before ty just smiles and says “good” before walking out

everyone else goes to bed shortly after

julian and emma are laying in julian’s bed when she pulls out a card for him, but tells him it’s nothing special

he opens it and begs to differ

the front of the card says “so many ways to say i love you” and she has filled the inside with ways she said it over the years

“protecting you in fights”

“i’ll put the kids to bed tonight”

“i would do anything for you, jules”

“we’re parabatai, we can do this”(julian doesnt like this one)

“take a break”

“please stay”

“i need you”

“your hair is a mess”(“really emma? “shut up”)

the list goes on until it ends with “i love you. love, emma”

they are both crying at the end

“i love you so much, emma”

“i love you, t––”

she doesnt get to finish

they have more important things to get to and, needless to say, they dont get much sleep that night either

#anonymous #asks #i wrote this a while ago and i dont feel like rereading so i hope it isnt horrible aswedfgh #julian blackthorn #blackstairs #tda #tda hc #tda birthdays escapade #my writing #mine #posting this on the 13 bc td is a good day #13 13 13 #a blessed number

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dont-speak-just-read · 7 years

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No Freaking Way

Bucky x reader Dad!Tony x Daughter!reader Summary: You're a high school grad who lost your mother and doesn't know their father. You are hoping to get an internship at Stark Tower. You were fascinated with Tony Stark and his technology. Little did you know he was your father. You first met Bucky and you instantly feel something. Warnings: death, funeral, cursing, guilt, lust ( think that is it)

You never met your father. Your mum always told you that he left her before he even knew about you. You always wondered would he have stayed if he had known about you? Why didn't she ever reach out to him? Did she keep it a secret because she didn't know who he was? You hardly ever asked about him because you felt that if you asked too much your mum would feel as though she wasn't enough. But the definitely was not the case.

You just wanted to know more about yourself. Were you more like your father or mum? What was he like. Was he tall? What color are his eyes? What did he do for a living? What was his favorite thing to do? Would he have been a good father? You would make up different scenarios in your head. You just wanted to know if your life would have been different if you would've had him in your life or at least met him. You hoped that on your 18th birthday your mom would finally tell you. You thought you were finally old enough to understand.

Your birthday was coming up and you were excited. You were excited because you were going to start a new chapter in your life. You just graduated high school as Valedictorian. You can still remember the day like it was yesterday. It was a wonderful May night. You gave a speech on never forgetting who you are and always striving to be better. To continue to prove that we as the next generation are going to change America by not taking crap from anyone. You ending it with we are no longer the kids of the future but the adults of the future. You went to grad night and had the time of your life. The last night of everyone being together before you all headed out for college. You were accepted to all the colleges you applied for but decided NYU was the way to go because it was close to the new home you purchased for your mum. And also close to the Stark tower where you hoped to intern this summer.

It was about a month before your birthday and your mum got very ill. She was all you had. You never met any other relative so she was your everything. She was sick for about two years but this past year was harsh. She hoped you wouldn't find out that she was this sick until you were in college. She didn't know that you had bought a house for her in New York. You wanted to be close to her. You thought that her being in California and you in New York was too far away.

She hadn't planned on you buying a house. She hoped that when she passed you wouldn't have to see her as sick as she was. She was going to call you up and tell you to go see her in Cali. She had stage IV breast cancer. She didn't want you to worry about her. She was a fighter and if you knew the severity you would have treated her differently and she wouldn't have made it this far.

One night when you came home from work you saw your mum laying on the couch. You walked into the living room and went to sit by her, that is when you realized that she wasn’t breathing too well. You helped her up and you both walked to the car. As you drove her to the hospital all you could think of was, that these were your last moments with her. You couldn’t believe that you hadn’t realized she was this sick. You were too worried about school, work, and getting all of the money for the new house. As you reached the hospital you wheeled her in and just like that, they took her from you.

When she was finally situated in a room, the doctors told you that she didn't have much time. She had been battling it for awhile and you never noticed how severe it was. You wish you could back and change everything. You would get up early every day and go to school, stay late for school activities then part-time work and repeat Monday-Friday. You would take longer shifts on Saturday's and Sunday’s to save for the new house. You were hardly ever home. You thought if you would have been more attentive at home she wouldn't have had to battle this alone.

You felt guilty because she was always working so you had everything you ever needed for school. She saved up money for you to go to college because she wasn't sure if you were going to get a scholarship or not. She didn't ask much from you but to work hard and get good grades. She wanted the best for you. She never wanted to see you struggle and she never wanted to see you hurt. She figured it would be easier on you too not have to constantly worry about her. "Mum why didn't you tell me? Why didn't you get help? We have my college tuition money!" You yelled. "Y/N please I don't want to argue. I didn't want to tell you because it was your senior year and I wanted you to enjoy it." Your mum whispered. "You should have told me. I could have helped. I would have gotten a second job. I could have helped you." Tears streaming down your face. "You're all I have and I don't know what I am going to do if I lose you, Mum. You are the most important person to me and you didn't tell me. You should have gotten help." "I didn't want to burden you. I knew you were busy with school. I didn't tell you because you have so-much potential-that I knew that if you- knew you would give it up. And I didn't want you too. I love you and all I've ever wanted was for you to succeed." coughing in between because it was hard for her to breathe."You can do anything y/n. You will succeed and even if I am not here to see it physically I will always be here in your heart." Tears streaming down both of your faces.

It's been a week since you found out about your mum. You felt like shit. The only thing that kept you going was that she was still fighting. She was getting a little better so you told her you were going to go home and get clothes for the both of them. Before leaving you told her " I love you mum. You are my hero and you always will be no matter what happens to us. I want you to know that I appreciate everything you've done for me. I love you so much, mum." Kissing the top of her head.

You were glad that the hospital was only a few blocks from the apartment. You ran home and got your stuff and ran back as quickly as possible. When you got there, you saw multiple nurses in the room with your mum. You dropped everything and ran to her. "I'm right here mom you don't have to worry I'm not going leave your side." Tears a steaming. They finally got her to where she needs to be for her to be stable. Before falling asleep one last time your mother told you " I want you to know something. I want you to know that you are inspirational. You are talented, gifted, beautiful and kind. Even if the world wrongs you promise me you'll never do anything I wouldn't approve of. I love you (Y/N) more than you'll ever know. When you have children of your own you will understand why I kept this a secret. You are my beautiful girl. Don't ever forget how proud I am of you. I love you always." "I love you too mom now get some sleep so you can get better." You both fell fast asleep only to be woken up by the sound of a flat line. You didn't want to believe it. You just hoped it was a nightmare. You turned until you realized it wasn't. You were sobbing and screaming "HELP PLEASE SOMEONE HELP.”

But you already knew it was too late there was nothing they could do. You felt helpless and alone. You couldn't believe it your mum was actually gone. The next morning you woke up in bed. You didn't know how you got there or what happened after you left the hospital but all you remembered was losing your mUm was not a dream. The next week was one of the worst days of your life. You planned the funeral and it was a small service. During the week leading up to the funeral, a lot of your friends visited and family you never met even came by. You were furious when they showed up. All you could think of was how they want to be a part of your life after your mum had passed. During the funeral, you said your word and final goodbyes. Your friends offer to take you home but you wanted to be alone. You stayed about an hour-longer to talk to your mum. Apologizing for not realizing sooner and promising her that you will continue your hard work and her legacy.

You noticed someone staring at you. That is when you realized who it was. It was Pepper Potts Tony freaking Starks girlfriend. You wondered why she was there. Most likely to tell you about the internship. She walked up and said, "Hello I'm Pepper and I assume you are (Y/n)." You nodded unable to say anything due to the fact you just buried your Mum. "Well, I wanted to congratulate you in person. I tried calling but I got no answer so I hoped I could find you somewhere to tell you about your internship." You scoffed "Listen, Pepper is it." But you knew exactly who she was, she was dating one of your idols. " I don't want your pity so, if you are only offering me this because I just laid my mum to rest you and Mr. Stark can go fuck yourselves." You both just stared at each other for about a min before she spoke up "Look, kid, he wanted to give you this internship before you even graduated high school. He had seen you at the national science fair and he saw how interested you were in engineering and he said you reminded him of a younger him. He also saw you at the decathlon. You won for your team isn't that right." You looked up confused as to why he wanted you. "You were the top of your class, right? Miss valedictorian." She sat you down on the bench and explained more. He said you were fascinating and looked you up. He found out who you were and what your grades were like and he said he had to have the best. "So here we are. We understand if you need a couple of weeks even months the internship is yours whenever you want it." She said. You asked, " When can I start." You need a distraction from everything that has been going on you need a break. "Whenever you want. How about tomorrow come to the tower around noon if that's good with you." She replied. ----------------- It was 11:15 when you were finally ready. You put on a pair of blue jeans with a black shirt and Maroon docs. You remember Pepper telling you to dress comfortably. So you wore what you would wear anywhere. You were going to drive but it said it would have taken an hour because of traffic. The bus route was faster. You ran to the bus but just missed it. You knew the next bus wouldn't arrive for about 20 mins about a ten-minute difference if you just walked/jogged there. So you were walking and at a pretty quick pace so you could get to the tower. Or so you thought. When you finally reached the tower it was 11:56. You didn't know exactly how to get to where you needed to be. When you were searching for someone to help you, you bumped into a beautiful tall man with brown hair and blue eyes. "Oh my god, I am so sorry. I'm in a rush. Sorry." You apologize not looking at him yet. When you do you see his beautiful blue eyes shine off the sun.

‘It's okay, doll. It was my fault I wasn't watching where I was going." He spoke sweetly You couldn't help but just stare at how beautiful he was. "You said you were in a rush. I think I can help who are you looking for?" He asked "I'm looking for Tony Stark." "You can find him on the six floor just head in the elevator and say FRIDAY take me to Tony. And she will get you there." He stood smiling at you. "Thanks so much." You stared before realizing you were going to be late. "Okay well, it was nice meeting you." As you walk away you turn "Oh I didn't catch your name what was it?" You asked "It's bu- it's James my name is James." "Well thank you, James, it was a pleasure." "Oh Doll, before I forget what is your name?" "It's (Y/N)!" You yelled just a little because of distance. He whispered, " I figured it was something beautiful." He spoke louder " It was nice to meet you. Hope to see you around." On the elevator ride where you were in awe. You hoped that you would see him around more often. You smiled at the ground, you hadn't thought about your mum at all until you saw your reflection in the elevators "mirrors". At that moment you thought that you thinking about a guy was the wrong decision. You just needed to focus on this internship. As you walked down the hallway you got to the door. As you stood in front of his door you knocked softly twice and then the third with force. You thought this is it. First impressions are everything. As you stand there ready the door opens and there he is your father a.k.a Tony Stark.

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chibipu · 6 years

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Tagged by @aphnorsea !! Thank you so much for tagging me! It's been awhile since I've done one of these

Rules: Answer these 92 statements and tag people

THE LAST:

1. Drink: Coca-Cola 2. Phone call: my mama <3 3. Text message: one of my best friends 4. Song you listened to: Mr. Clean by Young Gravy 5. Time you cried: unfortunately yesterday during lunch

HAVE YOU:

6. Dated someone twice: lmao yea, I kind of don't regret it 😂 7. Kissed someone and regretted it: I have kissed someone but I didn't regret it 8. Been cheated on: nope! 9. Lost someone special: I think that's about to happen soon. I can feel it coming but I'm working hard to keep it strong! Gotta have some faith! 10. Been depressed: this week I have been, some issues have been coming up lately 11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: nope. I don't plan to either!

LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS:

12-14. I like all shades of blue, yellow, and red

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU:

15. Made new friends: I've made a ton of new friends and gosh!! They're all sweethearts ;w; 16. Fallen out of love: yes 17. Laughed until you cried: Yes, I have! The joke was funny but I was also pretty sad so I started crying heheh 18. Found out someone was talking about you: I mean we all have, right? Usually they just say I'm quiet and don't talk much 19. Met someone who changed you: yes, and they are the person that's drifting away from me ;w; 20. Found out who your friends are: yep! They're the people who make me happy and look forward to a new day! 21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: lmao wtf no

GENERAL:

22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: I don't have Facebook lol 23. Do you have any pets: i have two smol chihuahuas, a smol yorkie, and a tol bulldog. I also have 3 goats, a pig, and a cat!! 24. Do you want to change your name: absolutely not! my name has meaning to my family and I wouldn't change it for the world! 25. What did you do for your last Birthday: I think I just hung out with the fam... I don't exactly remember 26. What time did you wake up: I woke up at 5:54am but then I fell back asleep for 5 minutes

27. What were you doing at midnight last night: i was watching anything related to marvel or captain america... also procrastinating

28. Name something you can’t wait for: getting the fuck out of high school. I don't want to deal with any of these teachers anymore

29. When was the last time you saw your mom: i’m sitting in the living room with her 😂 30. What is one thing you wish you could change in your life: my awkwardness

31. What are you listening to right now: Glorious (ft. Skylar Grey) by Macklemore

32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: nope! 33. Something that is getting on your nerves: my best friend has been avoiding me for a week. almost going onto 2 weeks. 34. Most visited website: Tumblr. 35. Mole/s: EVERYWHERE 36. Mark/s: Mostly on my arms and legs. Those are scars from being too rough in activities. I have one scar on the start of my eyebrow that goes to my forehead (there's also a little indent on my forehead from that scar). 37. Childhood dream: i have always wanted to be a superhero. The heroes that I aspired to be would be The Flash or Captain America. I thought they were awesome!! I started playing sports and running a lot so I could be as strong and fast as them. When I was a kid, I wanted to be a superhero to save people, to keep my family safe and “everyone in the entire universe” lol 38. Hair color: blackish/brownish 39. Long or short hair: long hair 40. Do you have a crush on someone: Yes... my best friend who is the one avoiding me.... who is the “"issue” of the week. He likes me or one of my best friends and I'm torn because she also likes him and I don't know what to do... 41. What do you like about yourself?: My fighting spirit and stubbornness? Like I get determined when I think of saving people and actually doing something for the world. If i get hurt, i tend to shake it off and get back into the fight and help my team out. My stubbornness could be a gift or a curse depending on the situation lol 42. Piercings: just ear piercings but i never wear earrings 43. Blood type: O- or O+. I'm not sure which one though 44. Nickname: My-My, MJ, Mya-Papaya, or Papaya 45. Relationship status: im experienced but I'm single rn 46. Zodiac: i’m a taurus 47. Pronouns: she/her 48. Favorite TV Show(s): Supernatural, Sherlock, The Walking Dead, South Park, Riverdale, Stranger Things, and pretty much all the basics i guess 50. Right or left hand: im right handed!! 51. Surgery: never had surgery 52. Hair dyed in different color: i wish i could! My hair is super dark so I don't want to risk ruining my hair by bleaching it ;w; ive always wanted pastel pink 53. Sport: LETS GO FÚTBOL 55. Vacation: i’ve always wanted to go to europe. Anywhere! It doesn't matter just take me there and I'd be happy! I'd also like to go to Japan! 56. Pair of trainers: my adidas are my life

MORE GENERAL:

57. Eating: Canes 58. Drinking: Still coke 59. I’m about to: go do some homework 61. Waiting for: the journey of a lifetime 62. Want: someone to love! someone to care for and look out for! a shoulder to cry on! 63. Get married: aaa... I'm waiting for that day to come. I just want a happy marriage 64. Career: i want to be either and artist for disney (?), engineer, architect, or a songwriter if I can! I REALLY want to be a firefighter so I could help people but I don't think I'm physically ready for that ;w;

WHICH IS BETTER

65. Hugs or kisses: WHY NOT BOTH 66. Lips or eyes: eyes 67. Shorter or taller: lol I'm 5′1 everyone is going to be taller than me 68. Older or younger: older 70. Nice arms or nice stomach: AGAIN WHY NOT BOTH 71. Sensitive or loud: It'd be nice if they were a mix of the two but I'd prefer loud 72. Hook up or relationship: relationship! hook ups are a little sketchy 73. Troublemaker or hesitant: hesitant? troublemaker? which should I choose~?

HAVE YOU EVER:

74. Kissed a Stranger: nope! 75. Drank hard liquor: nope! 76. Lost glasses/contact lenses: many, many times... 77. Turned someone down: yes.... I regret it 78. Sex on the first date: NO 79. Broken someone’s heart: i think i did.... if I did recently then i’m truly sorry 80. Had your heart broken: going through that right now..... 81. Been arrested: I’VE GOT A PROBLEM WITH AUTHORITY (lmao no I've never been arrested) 82. Cried when someone died: who the hell doesn't? 83. Fallen for a friend: like the person who tagged me... #ATTACKED IM FEELING PERSONALLY ATTACKED

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

84. Yourself: i try! 85. Miracles: 100% 86. Love at first sight: I'm not sure..... 87. Santa Claus: SANTA IS REAL 88. Kiss on the first date: lmao I actually had my first kiss on my first date so I guess it's fine if you want to do it

OTHER:

90. Current best friend name: Nic, Vannah, and Ellie!! ;3 91. Eye colour: DARK AS HELL BROWN THAT ALMOST LOOKS BLACK 92. Favourite movie: ANY MARVEL MOVIE (they always make me feel badass when i walk out the theatre lol)

Don't know that many people to tag but to my two smol beans @moody-gay and @anemischan

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HI!!! i like to request ALL of the flowery asks! btw i LOVE ur blog and maybe u????? idk 🌸🌸 (jk i love u alot)

who is this????????/ under cut bc i get rambly

azalea: what’s one word that describes you?

lame lmao

baby’s breath: what did you want to be when you were a kid?

honestly? my answer’s like yours jen because i wanted to be an astronaut but also a vet and then a few years later i wanted to be something else of a whole different profession but now i know what reality is like and i have no clue what i wanna be whoops

begonia: are you a messy or clean person?

i hate seeing my desk/workspace be messy but i cant bring myself to clean it up either???? bc im lazy

bleeding heart: has your heart ever been broken?

hMMMMm mmm idk i dont think so

bluebell: do you drink tea or coffee?

i drink tea more than i drink coffee but i drink water more than i drink tea i drink water like. everyday lmao obviously but i drink a lot of water its my brand now

buttercup: what are five things that make you apologetically happy?

what does this mean why is the word apologetically there i cancelled it lmao no negativity in this house

my favorite people (u know who + my friends)

when people answer my anon asks and . they respond with a long reply/seem really happy responding thats my fav fam

this is getting real anime but when i get an UR/4* from scouting

finding an anime/manga/book that perfectly suits my taste

im very tempted to just say water bc idk what else 2 say

calla: what’s your favorite book?

ive only read 3 whole books this year but i recommend all of them

challenger deep - neal shusterman (i could go on about this book for days honestly its so interesting and even though its told by the same person it has two kind of perspectives because there are two settings, that didnt make sense but this book is my new favorite)

see you in the cosmos - jack cheng (i love this one too because its just so warm? made me a little emo but its really good and i love how unique it is, text type wise)

a monster calls - patrick ness (this was something i heard from my school first so i didnt know if i really wanted to get it but its actually pretty good?)

carnation: what are your five most played songs?

i cant really check using the music app bc i added the songs at different timings so itll be inaccurate ill just do most played song from each band/group

again - astro (this is their best song dont @ me)

letting go - day6

all in/stuck - monsta x

death by a strawberry - dance gavin dance

check yes juliet - we the kings

chrysanthemum: what are you afraid of?

i may not b a child but im still afraid of the dark bc my imagination is wild im also afraid of bugs and disappointing others nice oh shit im also afraid of asking for things

daffodil: what’s your astrological sign?

capricorn

dahlia: what’s your favorite band?

this question was made for me its day6

daisy: which ‘friends’ character do you relate to the most?

ive never watched friends

dandelion: are you an extrovert or an introvert?

in between!!!!!

geranium: how has your day been?

its been good!!! i managed to ask my mum 2 take me to hair place so i can get it cut finally and im working on updating my tumblr pages and doing all my tags

hydrangea: what’s your dream job?

pass

iris: who’s your celebrity crush?

pass

lavender: what’s one of the best gifts you’ve ever received?

oH FUCK FAM my friends got me a kermit toy for my birthday i lvoe it 2 dEATH

lily: what’s something you’ve achieved that you’re really proud of?

i got first in my class once wow amazing that was 2 years ago i wish i was as good as the me from 2 years ago

marigold: what would you like to do more of, but don’t ?

well i want 2 b more hardworking but guess thats too late

morning glory: are you an early bird or a night owl?

now that school is over and i have no reason to wake up early ive become neither which is saddening because... i like waking up at 7am on weekends and doing things early but now i wake up at like 9-10am and i still sleep at 11pm

orchid: what’s the last movie you saw?

i really dont remember?? maybe uh guardians of the galaxy?? i dont remember who i watched it with and when but it was good actually i remember who i watched it with nvm

pansy: do you believe in love at first sight?

i dont really believe in romantic love anymore

peony: what does your url mean?

chicken fetus means an egg

periwinkle: what are you thankful for?

god get ready folks im gonna go on my biggest boxy rant ever...

so boxy is my friend who ive been mutuals for over a year and our first common interest is love live and haikyuu so we had that to talk about but im bad at keeping conversations with ppl on tumblr so that ended quickly but earlier this year or late last year i made a twitter and told people on here about it and she followed me and i didnt really mind/pay attention to the stuff she posted/rted uNTIL. until that fateful day... june 25th... at like 8pm? she rted a pic of mister brian kang with dumb minion glasses on and ok maybe i do believe in love at first sight? bc wow!!!!! whos this dumbass with minion glasses and the fluffiest hair ??? so i slide into boxy’s dm.. expecting an explanation and she gives me a good one saying how brians from a band (i would later find out), day6 and im not a fan of kpop, never have been.. ive only watched like some kpop mvs bc i love my friends so i expect myself to listen to them and get over them as soon as im done. boxy my friend, bless HER she sends me all of their mvs from congratulations to i smile and i watch the first one - i smile and me? i start smiling and i can feel myself getting excited because holy fuck theyre a band! they play fucking instruments??? and at this point im already whipped then i move onto how can i say and that shit blew my mind let me tell you.. so because of boxy... i get to where i am now, proudly stanning 3 groups and if it were not for her i wouldve never gotten into mx as well... boxy is just?? really important to me her impact is just that great?? so im super!! sUPER thankful for her and i dont think she’ll ever see this but boxy i love u thank u so much!! boxy gave me more than one reason to live, and not just exist?? without her i wouldve never been able to make so many (like 2 but hEY) new friends and this probably got so long idk im just really thankful for boxy thank u lord for blessing us with boxy (@/youngkwhom on twitter) (kittenma on tumblr) i hope shes happy forever and i also hope she has good days for the rest of her life?? boxy deserves it i lvoe u boxy

petunia: where were you ten years ago?

10 years ago i was like 6 probably watching pokemon or some shit and getting glasses

poinsettia: where would you like to be in ten years?

dead thanks

poppy: what’s your online persona?

i dont understad the meaning of persona but an egg??????

rose: who’s the last person you spent quality time with?

all my classmates in an exam hall for 2 hours, quality time indeed

snapdragon: what are your goals?

pass

sunflower: what’s your favorite quote?

i think i had one before but i forgot so maybe it wasnt my favourite lol idk i dont have one now

tulip: if you had three wishes, what would you wish for?

for all of my favourite people to be happy forever

a good future

i want astro, mx and day6 to get an award for all of their hardwork thanks

violet: what’s one thing most people don’t know about you?

i was gonna say smth negative but lets not hm m m i? ?? ill put smth irl ppl probably dont know either uh hhh i guess?? that i eat a lot?? but also get full really quickly but then really hungry right after that idk thanks digestion

zinnia: do you believe in magic?

no ????/ idk is there any evidence that magic exists

JEN !!! thank u so much for asking even tho u probably asked just to get back at me but this was still fun ask memes will never get boring bro,. i love u and i hope u have a good evening also i love ur blog too moon anon probably already told u

to anyone who actually bothered reading through this mess - thank you and i hope you have a good day/night too!!

#vampbin #asks

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izumiscurry · 7 years

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92 Things Tag

RULES: FINISH THESE 92 STATMENTS AND TAG 20 PEOPLE. Thanks @maxwellbaemont @pbophelia @lanapowellblog @mermaidwarriorqueen for tagging me. Sorry I couldn’t uplode this earlier I was at the beach all day and ive been getting cought up with stuff.

THE LAST:

1. Drink: Water 2. Phone call: My Mom 3. Text message: Talking to one of my friends about comics. 4. Song you listened to: “Still Livings You” By The Scorpions 5. Time you cried: 1 ½ months ago.

HAVE YOU:

6. Dated someone twice: No 7. Kissed someone and regretted it: No 8. Been cheated on: Never and I won’t let that happen. 9. Lost someone special: Definitely 10. Been depressed: Nope 11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: No

LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS:

12. Red 13. Aqua 14. Purple

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU:

15. Made new friends: Yes every year I make new freinds at school. And online I have to. 16. Fallen out of love: Yes every crush I have. 17. Laughed until you cried: Yes all the time I hang out with my relative’s. There really funny. 18. Found out someone was talking about you: No, I’m one of the nicest persons at school. 19. Met someone who changed you: Yes’ this year my new freinds made me get into manga and anime. Its good. 20. Found out who your friends are: Some of them but most of them have a great personally. 21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: No, I haven’t missed anyone yet.

GENERAL:

22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: All of them, I only add people who I know. 23. Do you have any pets: I have two Red Eared Slider Turtles there so cute. 24. Do you want to change your name: Never in my life. My dad gave me a really unique name and I will cherish it till I die. 25. What did you do for your last Birthday: Nothing just have cake. 26. What time did you wake up: 10:00 am in the morning. I slept at 1:00 am yesterday and that’s why I slept so late. But I usually wake up at 8 or 9 am. 27. What were you doing at midnight last night: Watching “Wreck It Ralph" 28. Name something you can’t wait for: Episode: 68 of Siren’s Lament. And season 3 of “Attack Of Titans” 29. When was the last time you saw your mom: 5 minute ago. 30. What is one thing you wish you could change in your life: Being really shy. when it comes to being in front of people. Also the pack of being adventurous. 31. What are you listening right now: “Adventure Time” 32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: No, I don’t know anyone with that name. 33. Something that is getting on your nerves: People who are in front of you and walk slowly. And also tumbler folowers who are NSFW and it’s gross. 34. Most visited Website: YouTube and Tumbler. 35. Mole/s: I don’t have any moles. 36. Mark/s: Many beauty marks on my face. A small birthmark on my left arm. A scratch that is healing on my right knee. And many scars from scrapes or cuts I had in the past. 37. Childhood dream: Becoming and Artist, Super Model, Photographer, and Baker I had many dreams as a child. 38. Hair color: Light-ish brown hair. 39. Long or short hair: Short right now but it us to be long. 40. Do you have a crush on someone: Not right now because I’m not in school. 41. What do you like about yourself: My creative mind and my great personality. 42. Piercings: Yes, one on each ear the average pressings. 43. Blood type: Idk I have to ask my doctor about that. 44. Nickname: Laly 45. Relationship status: Single and Happy. But sometimes I want someone to like me. 46. Zodiac: Aquarius. I’m a February baby. 47. Pronouns: She/Her 48. Favorite TV Show/s: Star Vs The Force Of Evil 49. Tattoos: No I’m pure but many in the future. 50. Right or left hand: I’m Right Handed 51. Surgery: No I will not get it unless it is for my health. 52. Hair dyed in different color: Never dues my hair. But if I was I would just lighten the tips or get red/orange tips. 53. Sport: I don’t play any sports but I like to play badminton and American football. 55. Vacation: I would ether go to Greece,Paris, or Hawaii. 56. Pair of trainers: Yes I have many trainers/sneakers I don’t wear them that much because I don’t go to school.

MORE GENERAL:

57. Eating: Chips 58. Drinking: Water 59. I’m about to: watch YouTube. 61. Waiting for: New Chapter of Lookism. 62. Want: Everyone to accept everyone for who or what they are. What they believe in, what race they are, what gender they define as, and who they are attracted to. I’m Pretty much saying for people to not be homophobic or just respect everyone as a human being. 63. Get married: Yes it would be a dream. I don’t want to be lonely in life. 64. Career: Ether Criminal Justice, Modeling, Photography or be and Artist. 65. Hugs or kisses: Hugs are for anyone who deserves it and kisses are for someone special but hugs all the way. 66. Lips or eyes: Eyes one of the first thing you see when you walk to some one so eyes. 67. Shorter or taller: Taller I’m 5'3 ½ or 5'4 and i have a really tall family comepared to my other cousins or realitives. 68. Older or younger: Younger 70. Nice arms or nice stomach: My weakness is abs so I’d go for stomach. 71. Sensitive or loud: I’m sensitive in curtain subjest but loud in other’s. 72. Hook up or relationship: relationships are for the best for me. 73. Troublemaker or hesitant: I’m hesitant really hesitant. I never get in trouble at school.

HAVE YOU EVER:

74. Kissed a stranger: No and never will unless I know them. 75. Drank hard liquor: Nope an never will, till I’m older. 76. Lost glasses/contact lenses: I ALWAYS lose my glasses in my house then end up being in my bed in the corner so ya. 77. Turned someone down: Yes when I was smaller someone likes me and I didn’t like them. 78. Sex in the first date: No and never will happens make it being together for like 4 years or so. 79. Broken someone’s heart: Nope and never will. 80. Had your heart broken: Many times when I realize my crush will never like me. 81. Been arrested: No and I hope that will never happen. 82. Cried when someone died: I would but I haven’t anyone close to me parish but when it happens I would cry. 83. Fallen for a friend: No but in the future if I have a good looking guy freind maby……

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

84. Yourself: Once in a while. 85. Miracles: Yes 100% 86. Love at first sight: No I personally believe we can be attracted or have a crush on someone at first sight. But for me I’d have to get to know that person alot to be in “love” with them. 87. Santa Claus: No, never have. I didn’t have a chimney as a child in my old house and my parents would write there names on the gifts so yah. 88. Kiss on the first date: Maby if me and the date really connected. But if I want to be hard to get maby a kiss on the cheek would leave him wanting more. Omg what am I writing. 89. Angels: Yes 🙌

OTHER:

90. Current best friend’s name: Sonia, Karla, Adriana, Lily, and Joselyn. I have many best freinds but these are my main gurlz. 91. Eyecolor: Brown 92. Favorite movie: The Lorax and Pitch Perfect 2

I had fun writing the answers and I will pass on to the next 20 people to enjky and a few more people 😉. And also this took so loooong to write. @diamondsaregold @gayforgayle @elenasanchez @eleanorwiferley @jappyshappyplace @queen-kenna-rys @zigbadboy @choicestrash @endlessraj @jakemckenzie @xxchoicesxx @xo-endlessmayhem-xo @zahranamazis @zigisbisexual @jakemckenzieappreciationlife @andromeda117 @jakecollins @jakemckenziefanclub @alwaysanotheroc @justthatlass @kaitloyalist @mariathecoices

#choices freinds #choices family #choices fandom

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mypersonalrambling · 7 years

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Birthday Surprise

You woke up to the smell of pancakes. Mm you should really get up and go down to the kitchen, but the bed was just too comfortable. You didn't realize you had fallen back asleep until you felt someone kiss your forehead. “Babe, get up I made breakfast,” Harry looked down at you smiling.

“Five more minutes.”

“Nope, get up or I'll have to take extreme measures.” You could tell he was smirking by the way his voice sounded. You were awake now, but you really wanted to see what his “extreme measures” were. Plus you couldn't help tease him.

“Okay that's it, I warned you.” He sat on top of you with one leg on either side. You couldn't move this way and he knew it. He started tickling your sides.

“STOP!” You tried squirming away, but it was no use, he was too strong.

“This is what you get, if only you'd gotten up when I told you to,” he laughed. You couldn't take this much longer. Like most people you hated being tickled. “I can't believe you won't get up, it's your birthday.”

“So, it's just another day. It's nothing special.”

“Of course it's special,” he frowned. “It's the day that the person I love was born. So actually it's the most special day.” You knew he hated it when you said you or anything involving you weren't important. But you couldn't help feeling that way. You've felt that way for so long that it was hard for you to understand that someone could actually love you as much as he did. Harry always told you how amazing you were and never let you forget how important you were to him.

“Okay let's go eat breakfast.”

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You and Harry had been laying on the couch for two hours now. Both of you were still full from the breakfast that Harry had made. He actually made enough for about six people, but you didn't complain. “Y/N, we can only lay here for a couple more hours before we have to get ready for dinner.”

“Do we have to go? All I want to do is cuddle with you. I don't need anyone else on my birthday.” You really weren't a big fan of big gatherings especially when the attention was going to be on you. If you were allowed to plan your birthday it would just be you and Harry at home having a quiet dinner.

“Yes, we have to go. It'll be fun. Everyone is there for you.”

“But I didn't ask for them to be there, you did. I know my friends are coming, but the rest are your friends.” You shouldn't sound so ungrateful, but wasn't this supposed to be about you. It wasn't that you didn't like the people who were coming, you just knew there'd be way too many for your comfort and most of them would be talking to Harry all night.

“Look you don't have to talk to anyone you don't want to. Plus it's at your favorite restaurant,” Harry said wiggling his eyebrows.

“Fine, I'll go if you promise not to do that for the rest of the night,” you laughed.

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“Y/N, let's go! If we don't leave in five minutes we're gonna be late.”

“We aren't gonna be late, we just won't be half an hour early.” You knew he liked to be early and so did you, but you weren't showing up unless you felt halfway decent, which looking in the mirror now wasn't going to happen any time soon. None of these outfits looked good. They all made you look frumpy. Would it be that terrible of you didn't show up to your own dinner?

“What's taking so long? You've been in the closest for almost an hour,” Harry leaned against the door.

“Nothing looks right. They all make me look frumpy,” you pouted.

“Really, frumpy? You look good in anything, trust me,” Harry pulled a black dress off the hanger. “Wear this one. It's my favorite on you. And you definitely don't look frumpy in it,” he said while handing you the dress. “And if you aren't ready in five minutes, we're leaving whether you're dressed or not.”

You held it up and looked in the mirror. This was one of your favorite dresses, but it didn't feel right either. You decided to put it on hoping maybe you'd feel differently after it being on. And you actually did. You still didn't think you looked amazing, but you didn't feel terrible either.

You made your way downstairs, trying not fall since you decided that you should wear heels. “Wow, Y/N look amazing,” Harry's eyes looked you up and down before settling on your face. “Alright m’lady lets go.” You couldn't help but smile. It may have been cheesy, but when Harry said anything cheesy romantic, it made your day.

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Arriving at the restaurant you began to get nervous. Harry and you walked into the private back room which Harry had reserved. Only two people were in there when you walked in. “Why don't you go ahead and sit down Y/N? I'll make sure everything is almost ready,” Harry kissed your forehead and walked away to talk to the staff.

“Y/N! I haven't seen you in forever,” one of your friends screamed when she came in followed by your three other friends. You were surprised to see her here. You two haven't seen each other since she got a job across the country.

“Oh my god, I didn't know you were coming!” You exclaimed while all five of you hugged. Maybe this won't be as bad as you thought.

“Of course I came. Did you really think I was going to miss your twenty first birthday?” You started to answer, but before you could ten more people walked in wishing you happy birthday.

After everyone had settled in Harry stood up to give a toast. “I would like to thank everyone for being here. It means a lot to us. This is Y/N’s birthday and so I’ll make my toast short. I just want to say that I'm so grateful that Y/N came into my life several months and is able to put up with me with minimal complaining,” he smiled. “To finish, everyone please enjoy yourselves. I hope you all enjoy yourselves tonight.”

The night went by pretty quickly. You had to admit that you actually had a pretty good time. It helped that you had your four closest friends there and Harry of course. He made sure you were never alone and that too many people weren't trying to talk to you at once because he knows it frazzles you.

You couldn't believe the amount of gifts you'd received. Of course Harry gave you the most. You insisted that he didn't need to give so much, but you couldn't say you were surprised. He was always bringing home gifts. Anything he saw that made him think of you he bought. You always felt bad because you couldn't reciprocate. Even though you knew he didn't care one bit.

After carrying in all gifts, you were done for. All you wanted was to go to bed. You made your way upstairs undressing as you went. You'd clean it up tomorrow, you just couldn't do it tonight. By the time you got to the bedroom you were only in your underwear. You thought about putting pajamas on, but you were even too tired for that.

You had just flopped down on the bed when you heard Harry come into the room. “You do know the stairs aren't a laundry basket right?” He smirked.

“Mm, well they are tonight. I'm too tired to even move. I just want to go to sleep.”

“Well you're gonna have to move. I need to give you one last gift.”

“I don't need another gift, you've given me too much already.” What else could he have gotten you? You felt like he'd already given you anything you could ever want. For Christ sake, he just gave you two YSL jackets.

“Too bad. Now sit up,” Harry said helping you sit up against the headboard. “Ive been wanting to give you this for a while now, but didn't have the courage to do so. I want you to have this before I go to film Dunkirk,” he handed you a very small box. You just sat there staring at it for a while. “Well open it.”

You opened it very slowly unsure of what's gonna be inside. You couldn't speak when you finally looked inside. All you could do was take it out of the box. “Harry, what is this?”

“’S one of m’rings, you know that.”

“I meant why are you giving it to me?”

“Well I wanted to give you a promise ring. But when I was looking for one they just felt so impersonal. So I thought I would give you one of mine…well actually m’favorite. And I put it on a chain because I know it wouldn't fit and this way it'll be closer to your heart. I just wanted to make you a promise that even though I'm only going to film a war movie and not actually going to war. That I'll come back to you,” he started to tear up and eventually tears started to run down his face.

“Oh Harry this is so sweet. I honestly don't even know what to say besides thank you and that I love you. Words can't describe how I'm feeling right now,” now you were also crying. Suddenly you were awake. You had so many feelings running through you that you weren't sure what to focus on. You went to bed cuddled up together. Falling asleep all you could think about was Harry and how you two may not be perfect, but you're perfect for each other.

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silkyandsurveys · 4 years

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survey #4

What grocery store do you shop at the most?

we usually go to giant hehe

Which stovetop burner do you use the most?

the bottom left is usually what i use especially to boil things i won’t use any other

Do you use a dishwasher or wash dishes by hand?

my mom is the type to lie wash by hand and THEN put in the dish washer which like lowkey pisses me off cause it wastes so much water

What color is your favorite laundry basket?

this is the weirdest question ever but we only have like tan ones and one blue and they’re all the same exact thing

What color was your first car?

my black nissan mwah

What was your first job?

i used to answer the phone for my grandfather when i was super young and get paid like 20 bucks lolll but my first actual job was a dishwasher 😍

What is the best job you’ve had?

uhm i actually liked when i was a food server

What is the best pharmacy near you?

we use cvs and it’s actually really poppin

Do you use public transportation?

no never i live in a small town so there is no public transport

Which bank do you use?

i have some savings in one and then my actual bank is a pennsylvania ran bank

Do you have a credit card?

no not 18 bleh

What is your favorite fast food restaurant?

probs chick fil a mcdonald’s or taco bell they all be yummy

What do you want to name your kids?

i have some ideas i love finn/flynn weston for boys i really struggle for girl names though

How many tattoos do you have?

none but on my 18th birthday i plan to get one

What year did you graduate high school?

i graduate next year !

What chore do you hate the most?

i hate putting away laundry SO much

What is your favorite shampoo to use?

i use shes moisture and i quite like it it’s the first one that really allows me to not shampoo every day cause it really cleans my scalp

How do you remove stains from clothes?

stain remover always

Do you carry pepper spray?

no i lowkey want to but i’m scared of spraying it wrong ig

What highway do you drive on the most?

i literally never use the interstate and even if i did i honestly wouldn’t know the name of it

Do you like driving?

yes i love to drive. going on drives during quarantine has been actually my favorite thing to do. i love being the one driving cause i just like having the control of the car cause i’m a big scaredy-cat

What is your favorite radio station?

hits 1? i don’t ever listen to radio but if i do that’s what i’ll listen to

What do you use for an alarm clock (phone, stereo, actual clock, etc.)?

i use my phone or my alexa

Which department store do you shop at the most?

i no joke had to look up department stores but honestly i don’t shop there? if i had to pick one it would be macy’s but even then

Which dollar store is your favorite?

i don’t ever go to a dollar store i can’t remember the last time i did

Do you shop at the dollar store often?

not really. i only go there for party supplies or like school projects but like ? i never go

What is your favorite gas station?

i use sunoco but i like sheetz the best

Do you burn candles often?

yes i love burning candles i’m so sensitive to smells so i like to burn candles so my room can be a cohesive smell. i also leave the windows open whenever i can for that reason too

How do you relax?

go on tumblr or embroider. i also love watching youtube videos i have like specific categories of videos that will make me relax and not worry

What’s your favorite app on your phone?

twitter for sure

What do you cook the most?

if i’m cooking i’m either boiling pasta or baking i don’t do anything else

When was the last time you relaxed in a hot bath?

i had a bath a month ago? i don’t like baths though unless i’m in a HUGE bath tub and a bubble bath

Do you take showers or baths normally?

showers like 100% of the time

What is your favorite candle scent?

i love vanilla candles but man smell candles are so nice. something fresh and springy is nice but the absolute best candles are fall and christmas

How much does it cost for you to laundry (if you use a slot machine)

0 i have a washer

Do you make your bed every day?

uhm i fake make my bed normally? i sleep pretty still so i only mess up my side but then i’ll like adjust my blankets to make it look made but it’s not really

Do you have any pets?

yes two dogs

Do you have kids?

no this girlies 17

Are you married?

Do you save receipts?

no i don’t i used to and it probably would be good too but i find it really hoarder esc and gets so messy.

Do you use re-usable bags at the grocery store?

yes i try to but i don’t always succeed . i try to not use bags if i don’t need to

What color is your carpet?

my rug is like medium grey

Have you ever burnt yourself with the glue gun?

yes that shit is so painful

Do you write checks?

no i don’t think i ever have from my own bank account. i’ve only written one check and it was for SATs this year

Ever had a garage sale?

yes my area has a big yard sale every year and we used to do it

What have been some of your best garage sale finds?

i’ve never gotten anything special

What time do you wake up in the morning?

lately around 9

Are you a morning person?

i wish so much it was easier for me to wake up because my favorite time of the entire day is early morning and i love waking up early and being productive but it’s so hard for me to get up. i’d still say yes cause i’m always in a good mood in the morning and i love it

Are you more of a morning person now than you used to be?

yes for sure

Do you like to read?

i don’t like reading real books but i’m ngl my guilty pleasure is fan fiction still to this day

What was the first election you voted in?

never voted i’m not legal

Who is on speed dial in your phone?

i don’t have speed dial

Do you play games on your phone?

yeah but very rarely

What phone do you have?

iphone 8 + but i’m gonna get a new phone next month hehe

What was your first phone?

it was called a cosmo i don’t remember the real brand though

What kind of computer do you have?

i have a hp

Wall calendar or desk calendar?

i don’t have either but i like planners the best

If you read a daily devotional, which one are you using currently?

i have costar if that is the same?

What is your favorite book?

hunger games they’re my fav books and movies

What is the strangest food you’ve had?

i really don’t know i’m not an adventurous eater at all

What do you do when the power goes out?

my heart actually snaps

Does your home have a basement?

yes

How often do you clean?

i try to clean my room every couple of days to keep it tidy

How often do you go grocery shopping?

every two weeks about

Ever bought a lottery ticket?

i’ve never bought one but i’ve been gifted them

Do you gamble?

nope

What does your purse look like?

i don’t have an every day purse. i need to get one really bad though

Do you ever sleep on the floor?

uhm no the last time i slept on the floor was after i got cross faded at my sisters apartment lol

Which room do you stay in the most?

my room always

What is your bedtime?

i try to like “get ready” around 9-11 but then lately i’ll go to bed around 1-3 at most

Ever worked two jobs or more at once?

i don’t think i have ive worked at a fair while having my normal job if that counts?

Do you live in an apartment, condo, house, or dorm?

my moms house

What does your dream house look like?

very open and bright but filled with decor

Describe your dream wedding.

something very bright and light and pretty. idk i have a small distaste to marriage

How often do you go on vacation?

it used to be never when i was a kid but the past couple years it’s about twice a year?

What is your favorite type of weather?

i love snow, rainy and cold, or cool and sunny

What do you do when you have a sore throat?

complain i can’t lie

How often do you go see a doctor?

it depends i have some years where i go all the time and others where i rarely go at all

Do you have acid reflux?

i don’t think so no

Do you snore?

no thank god

Are you on birth control?

no i can’t go on birth control hehe love it

What kind of toothpaste do you use?

i think colgate?

Do you wear glasses or contacts?

i have glasses but i actually never wear them

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jamathon · 6 years

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Ask me! I'll answer honestly

1: How tall or short do you wish you were? lit 7′0″ 2: What’s your dream pet? (Real or not) cat 3: Do you have a favorite clothing style? met gala type fancy for sure. 4: What was your favorite video game growing up? Just dance 5: What three things/people do you think of most each day? My gf, boulder, art,

6: If you had a warning label, what would yours say? "pwease no steppy” 7: What is your opinion on life? V weird. v cool 8: What is your Greek personality type? [Sanguine, Phlegmatic, Choleric, or Melancholic] I tihnkkkk it was melancholic but i shud take it again bc it’s def changed 9: Are you ticklish? very 10: Are you allergic to anything? not that i know yet 11: What’s your sexuality? gay bi gay bi gay bi. 12: Do you prefer tea, coffee, or cocoa? Tea 13: Are you a cat or dog person? cat 14: Would you rather be a vampire, elf, or merperson? whichever one is least lonely. probably merperson. 15: Do you have a favorite Youtuber? Alex bertie!! 16: How tall are you? 5′4 17: If you had to change your name, what would you change it to? Kiwi 18: How much do you weigh? [Only ask this if you know the user doesn’t mind!] likeee 125 19: Do you believe in ghosts/spirits? pass. 20: Do you like space or the ocean more? Ocean. 21: Are you religious? No 22: Pet peeves? A . Lot. im so impatient. 23: Would you rather be nocturnal or diurnal [opposite of nocturnal]? Diurnal! 24: Favorite constellation? uhhhh *panics and looks around kitchen* the big spoon 25: Favorite star? North bc i used to see it every night after work and i didn’t know it alr had a name so i named it after my gf as a romantic gesture hahhahaha 26: Do you like ball-jointed dolls? Yuh 27: Any phobias or fears? Afraid of loneliness 28: Do you think global warming is real? shut up. 29: Do you believe in reincarnation? Havent thought about it 30: Favorite movie? Scott pilgrim 31: Do you get scared easily? Yes 32: How many pets have you own in your lifetime? 1 33: Blog rate? [You’ll rate the blog of the one who’s asking.] my blogs a 10 even tho i still have the OG tumblr theme 34: What is a color that calms you? blue 35: Where would you like to travel and/or live? Iceland 36: Where were you born? baltimore 37: What is your eye color? hazel 38: Introvert or extrovert? both 39: Do you believe in horoscopes and zodiacs? hahahhaha yesss 40: Hugs or kisses? bofa 41: Who is someone you would like to see/visit right now? Would love to visit boulder i miss the mountains & weather a lot 42: Who is someone you love deeply? Rayven 43: Any piercings you want? septum tbh 44: Do you like tattoos and piercings? yes. v hot 45: Do you smoke or have you eiver done so? not anymore 46: Talk about your crush, if you have one! Rayven is my crush and also my gf she’s about to turn 21 which is exciting!! this feels like show n tell haha 47: What is a sound you really hate? fingernail scratching jeans 48: A sound you really love? keys jingling 49: Can you do a backflip? no 50: Can you do the splits? no 51: Favorite actor and/or actress? emma stone 52: Favorite movie?alr asked. scotty P. 53: How are you feeling right now? fine but restless bc of a tummy ache 54: What color would you like your hair to be right now? back to black acctuallly im tired of dying it 55: When did you feel happiest? idk 56: Something that calms you down? tumblr 57: Have any mental disorders? [Only ask this if you know the user doesn’t mind!] havent had an evaluation in years so idk! 58: What does your URL mean? that’s my JAMATHON!!! To describe a good song. A word i tried to make happen. like fetch. except not original, just “jam” with “athon” added. 59: What three words describe you the most? Understanding. Funny. Intense. 60: Do you believe in evolution? Yes 61: What makes you unfollow a blog? If they dont post enuf memes 62: What makes you follow a blog? Memes 63: Favorite kind of person: Funny, outgoing, spontaneous 64: Favorite animal(s): Whales 65: Name three of your favorite blogs. eh idk 66: Favorite emoticon: the drooling one 67: Favorite meme: too many 68: What is your MBTI personality type? intp idk if that’s right 69: What is your star sign? capricorn 70: Can your dog roll over on command, if you have a dog? no 71: What outfit out of all your clothes do you like to wear the most? i like layers. probably my leather jacket w black pants and a my yellow shirt. it makes me feel cute 72: Post a selfie or two? too hard 73: Do you have platform shoes? yes 74: What is one random but interesting fact about yourself? I used to be double jointed and could bend my finger back to touch my hand, unsure what happened but now i have 0 party tricks 75: Can you do a front flip? yeah probably 76: Do you like birds? So much!!!!!! 77: Do you like to swim? no!!!!!! 78: Is swimming or ice skating more fun to you? swimming... 79: Something you wish didn’t exist: pollution 80: Some thing you wish did exist: cures 81: Piercings you have? ears 82: Something you really enjoy doing: playing music/drawing/taking pictures 83: Favorite person to talk to: rayven 84: What was your first impression of Tumblr? cupcakes 85: How many followers do you have? like 100 on this blog now hahaha 86: Can you run a mile within ten minutes? yes but will I? No. 87: Do your socks always match? No 88: Can you touch your toes and keep your legs straight completely? No 89: What are your birthstones? Turquoise 90: If you were an animal, which one would you be? Fox 91: If a flower could aesthetically represent you, what kind would it be? I want to be creative but when i think about it...a red rose. 92: A store you hate? The grocery store bc im there all the time 93: How many cups of coffee can you drink in one day? zero now but at the beginning of the year i was drinking around 4-5 a day. 94: Would you rather be able to fly or read minds? fly 95: Do you like to wear camo? nah 96: Winter or summer? Used to be winter but nothing is good in the south. 97: How long can you hold your breath for? not long at all it gives me anxiety 98: Least favorite person? some of the people ive met in the past year have been atrocious. 99: Someone you look up to: My roommate Chris. 100: A store you love? I could spend all day in H&M 101: Favorite type of shoes? vans 102: Where do you live? ....atlanta 103: Are you a vegetarian or vegan? If so, why? Yes bc my girlfriend is and we always share food so like... i guess i eat meat on my own but that’s liike once a month haha 104: What is your favorite mineral or gem? hmmm...bismuth. 105: Do you drink milk? No 106: Do you like bugs? Not in the south. 107: Do you like spiders? NO. 108: Something you get paranoid about? Bugs. 109: Can you draw: NO. 110: Nosiest question you have ever been asked? people love prying idk at this point 111: A question you hate being asked? are u a boy or a girl has definitely gotten old 112: Ever been bitten by a spider? yes 113: Do you like the sound of waves at the beach? yesssssss 114: Do you prefer cloudy or sunny days? depends 115: Someone you’d like to kiss or cuddle right now: my gf 116: Favorite cloud type: rain cloud 117: What color do you wish the sky was? orange. 118: Do you have freckles? yes 119: Favorite thing about a person: humor 120: Fruits or vegetables? veggies 121: Something you want to do right now: sleep but im restless :( 122: Is the ocean or sky prettier? hmmmm depends 123: Sweet or sour foods? sweet for sure. 124: Bright or dim lights? bright bc i need new glasses and cant see in dim light 125: Do you believe in a certain magical creature? dragons 126: Something you hate about Tumblr: nothing really 127: Something you love about Tumblr: takes my mind off everything 128: What do you think about the least? everything i shud be thinking about 129: What would you want written on your tombstone? something super funny that i cant think of rn 130: Who would you like to punch in the face right now? John cena bc i think he’d find it funny 131: What is something you love but also hate about yourself? Inability to fake happiness 132: Do you smile with your teeth showing for pictures? sometimes! 133: Computer or TV? computer bc its both 134: Do you like roller coasters? no 135: Do you get motion sickness or seasickness? yes 136: Are your ears lobed or attached? lobed bruh 137: Do you believe in karma? idk 138: On a scale of 1-10, how attractive would you say you are? strong 8.5! I don’t think im too shabby most of the time actually 139: What nicknames do you have/have had? kiwi 140: Did you have any pretend or imaginary friends? yes named Kiki 141: Have you ever seen a therapist/shrink? plenty 142: Would you say you are a good or bad influence to others? Depends 143: Do you prefer giving or receiving gifts/help? Receiving 144: What makes you angry? people not being nice really irks me 145: How many languages do you speak fluently? 1 146: Do you prefer boys, girls, and/or non-binaries? tag yourself im nonbinaries 147: Are you androgynous? i’d say 148: Favorite physical thing about yourself: lately it’s been my chest. it’s p hot 149: Favorite thing about your personality: I’m funny. 150: Name three people you would like to talk to right now in person. uhh idk 151: If you could go back into time and live in one era, which would you choose? the uhhh one w swords 152: Do you like BuzzFeed? ya 153: How did you meet your spouse/girlfriend/boyfriend/partner? [If you have one.] Tindeerrrrr hah 154: Do you like to kiss others’ foreheads or hands for platonic reasons? uh idk 155: Do you like to play with others’ hair? ya 156: What embarrasses you? a lot 157: Something that makes you nervous/anxious: when other people are noticably anxious 158: Biggest lie you have ever told: idk 159: How many people are you following? lots 160: How many posts do you have on your blog(s)? lots 161: How many drafts do you have on your blog(s)? like 50 162: How many likes do you have on your blog(s)? like 3,000 ishhhh 163: Last time you cried and why: My birthday bc one of rayvens gifts was ....so ....fuckin..sweet 164: Do you have long or short hair? short 165: Longest your hair has ever been: long 166: Why do you like, dislike, or have neutral feelings about religon? It’s annoying lmfao 167: Do you really care how the universe and world was created? Only bc im nosy 168: Do you like to wear makeup? no 169: Can you stand on your hands or head for more than thirty seconds? no 170: Did you answer the questions you were asked truthfully? yup

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