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yume-chin · 9 months

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Why me (Leo)

This work was initially supposed to be a small collection of one-shorts / scenarios for all four turtles but when I finished writing for Leonardo I realized that I had written a lot and for this reason I finally published only him.

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Request: No

Warning: Just a little angst and bad English

Genre: She/her

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Pov: Leo still can't explain how a beautiful girl like you ended up with him and therefore begins to get caught up in the doubts and anxiety of you that sooner or later you could leave him for someone better.

Version: Bayverse / 2014/2016

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Text words: 1296

Total words: 1452

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It all started on a cool evening. All was calm in the streets of New York and the young ninja was enjoying the fresh air on top of a rooftop. All was quiet but Leo's attention was caught by giggles under the street.

Intrigued, he looked out slightly to notice a happy and carefree couple walking and giggling hand in hand. On any other occasion everything would have been normal, but not this time.

The young man was overwhelmed by a series of thoughts that stopped him instantly. "Why would a girl like Y/n be with a guy like him? She's literally a mutant turtle who fights evil but at the same time terrorizes the people she saves. She can't offer him anything, not even a normal date, because we're honestly, there's nothing normal about him."

The ninja's thoughts disappeared when the three brothers called him worried.

"Dude, are you okay?" Mikey asked concerned. "You seem distracted, that's not like you," Donnie added.

"It's ok" the leader tried to reassure "I just… I think it's time to go back to the den, we finished today's patrol" he said heading towards the manhole without leaving any way for the brothers to argue back.

Once they all returned to the den, Leo quickly went to his room, leaving the three brothers displaced for the second time.

"But what's wrong with him?" complained Raph "first he's mesmerized like a fool staring and thinking about who knows what and then he doesn't even give us explanations of his behavior." he added.

"At first I thought he'd gotten sick on patrol but on our way back to the den I did a quick scan and everything seems normal…" Donnie added.

"he was quiet until there was a couple laughing, he looked out to check and then he stopped there… dude… who knows what makes it so strange…" Mikey concluded not realizing to have given important information.

Donnie and Raph looked at each other for a few seconds until the redhead spoke "do you think that's why…"

The purple turned to the door closed by their leader and then answered "probably… otherwise there would be no other explanation for the sudden change in his attitude"

Mikey looked at them questioning "What are you talking about?"

"I understand what Leo has but for now the best thing is to wait for tomorrow morning, so now let's think about going to bed" Donnie concluded and then headed towards his room.

The orange stood there confused and then turned to Raph in the hope that at least he would explain what had happened.

The redhead, however, nodded to him and then also went to his room.

Mikey stood there even more confused but finally went to sleep too, too tired to try to harass the brothers for answers.

The night passed peacefully for everyone, for everyone except Leo, who spent the night thinking about Y/n and their relationship.

The morning arrived and with it Y/n also arrived, equipped with steaming croissants for the boys' breakfast.

By now it was a habit for her to bring the boys hot croissants on Sunday morning and obviously this Sunday was no different from all the others.

The young woman was welcomed with open arms by a happy and hungry Mikey, in fact she didn't understand if the young man's happiness was due to her presence or to the arrival of the croissants.

The fact is that after giving each of the boys present their croissants she was surprised not to see her boyfriend in his usual place.

"Guys, did something happen to Leo? Why isn't he here too?" she asked worried looking at the three brothers.

"It's been weird since yesterday," Mikey began, "weirder than usual," Raph added, "and we thought you might do something to help him," Donnie concluded, pointing to his brother's door.

The young woman nodded "I'll take care of it" she said and then headed towards the boy's room.

She knocked softly but received no answer. Then she knocked again, but still nothing. She knock a third time but still not receiving an answer, she decides to open the door and enter-

The room was dark, but from the glimmer of light she could see the figure of her boyfriend still lying and covered on the bed.

"Love…" she tried to softly call her boyfriend without however receiving an answer.

She stood there for a moment and then approached the bed. "honey… is everything alright…?" she asked now arrived in bed and gently stroking the boy's head.

She didn't receive a real verbal response, instead she felt the boy tremble slightly.

"Leo, please, what's going on? I'm worried… I would like to know what's happening to you and I would like to help you in any way…" the h/c said continuing to stroke the young man's head.

Suddenly the boy sat up and turned his gaze towards the girl.

"Everything ok love…?" she asked extending his hand towards the leader's cheek and starting to caress it with his thumb.

Initially she received no response but shortly after the blue took her hand and pulled it away from his face. "You don't have to stay with me, you know that…?" the boy said.

The young woman frowned "What are you talking about Leo?"

"I'm talking about the fact that you don't have to stay with me, if you've changed your mind now you can tell me calmly. I don't want to force you to stay with someone like me, on the contrary… I'd probably understand you…"

"Did you hit your head last night?"

"I'm not kidding Y/n, why me? Why not another guy? Better looking and more normal than me. A guy who can take you on a normal date in normal places. I can't do all of this. I can't give you a normal life."

"And who ever said that I want a normal life?"

Leo stood silently watching her.

The young woman grabbed his face with both hands and looked him straight in the eyes "I love you for who you are, I don't care about having a normal life and having normal appointments, the only thing I want is to be with you Leo You're just amazing, you're a wonderful brother, a wonderful leader but most of all, a wonderful boyfriend" she smiled kindly "besides who would give me a fun family like yours and amazing dates like yours?" she chuckles making Leo chuckle too.

"What I'm trying to tell you is that I love you with all my being and I would have loved you regardless of what you are, what you were, and what you will become" she remains silent for a moment "maybe if you were a spider I could have have a few issues but no matter what you are all i want and need are you i love you leo and i will always love you"

The only answer she received was Leo who grabbed her and brought she close to him for a long and sweet kiss, a kiss that contained all the love that one had towards the other.

She move away from the kiss Y/n smiled and moved away to take the young man's band. She approached the boy again and tied the blue band around his face and then grabbed his hand.

"I love you so much baby, I'm really lucky to have you in my life" said the young man smiling at his beloved.

"The same goes for me, but maybe now it's time to go to the kitchen if you don't want Mikey to eat your croissant" the girl chuckled still holding his hand and guiding him towards the exit of her room.

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I was literally about to cry while writing this one-short

I didn't think it would hurt so much (╥﹏╥)

I hope you enjoyed it anyway

A big hug ♡

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stormblessed95 · 2 years

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Why do you think we don't ever hear of sightings of Jikook out together "ALONE" anymore? Like lately when JK goes out, he is alone or with friends, but never JM & same with JM. There use to be sightings of them all the time. Ice Skating, Movies, Shopping, just standing randomly at a busstop. The last time we know of was White Day, but they still were not alone. I'm not trying to debunk Jikook & I'm not insecure. I guess puzzled is a better word, considering how inseparable they seem in Memories.

And Anon 2 from the opposite side of the spectrum here:

Thinking Jikook are going to be spotted out together publicly sope, Namjoon & Hobi, Hobi & Jimin + how they are with their other friends at other concerts is incredibly unrealistic. They’ve got a image to portray for one, that they aren’t THAT close and two they’re together all the time at “home” why would they go out to a concert together or football game or a museum date. They’re gonna choose less public occasions like the white day dinner with their shared friends that people only knew about because someone took a picture. They didn’t sign anything to make people aware. We wouldn’t of known that hopeminkook went out together with HER until Hobi shared it with us. We don’t KNOW.

I had like 8 anons over this topic asking or throwing fits over the same thing anon 1 is asking about. And I've seen this Same ask being tossed around to other jikook blogs as well. So I deleted most of them, blocked the gross ones and decided I would actually answer this question. And bare with me anon if you actually care to know what I think and aren't just here sowing discourse. Because it'll be a longer post. And some of it aligns with anon number 2. And almost all of it comes back to my favorite phrase to throw at my insecure/other shipper anons. Object permanence.

Again, bare with me. If I forget a "date" I'm working off memory here. So ya know, keep in mind that I, too, am only human.

I think a lot of people struggling with lack of content must mean lack of contact (for jikook). And that's simply not true. But people fall into the pitfalls, especially when they haven't been here since 2013, of seeing content all at once and then being greeted with no content. Or slowed down content, and then they panic. They used to be SPOTTED OUT ALL THE TIME they must just never see each other anymore. Well, let's ACTUALLY look at all those times, and all those dates, shall we?

2014, Jimin and Jungkook go out on a chicken dinner "date." They were never spotted by fans. The only reason we know they spent this time off work, off camera, hanging out, is because Jimin posted about it in his blog. Photo captioned: “for dinner, we ate some delicious chicken~~~ jungkookah, hyung likes chickennnn ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ give me one don’t shove it in my mouth you punk!!!!”

May 2016, again Jikook had a spicy chicken dinner "date" alone, and weren't spotted. The only reason we know about it is because Jimin again, shared it with us. If he didn't share, we would never know. The "before" video too. JK decided to stay up late and hang out/eat with Jimin even though he originally planned to sleep instead. Also in August 2016, fans spotted Jikook out walking in the streets together, JK walking with a bike. When they noticed they got spotted by fans the fan said Jimin "hailed a taxi and they ran away together"

In 2017, when they were given free time by the company, everyone went off to do their own thing and jikook went bowling together. Not spotted by fans, but it was shared in Burn the Stage Ep 5.

In October 2017, they were spotted in Toyko together several times. Which they then also posted about and then never shut up about lol

January 2018, jikook watching the first snow together. Alone. Again, we only know about it because they shared it with us. Not that they were spotted.

February 2018, Jikook went out to dinner and an escape room with Sungwoon, the day after valentines day. Jimin came home early from a Japan schedule right before this too. Left their autograph and was spotted by fans

Summer of 2018, Jikook were spotted seperated from the rest of the members and camera crews before they left Malta hitting up a few stores and going shopping together. They also took the boat back out to watch the red moon together after dropping all the rest of the members back off.

Also summer of 2018, Jungkook told us about how he hung out with Jimin over the break and did bowling and went out for Karaoke. They weren't spotted. We wouldn't otherwise know. And they've mentioned going to do Karaoke together multiple times as well as bowling together many times. And again, summer of 2018, they were spotted by a non army (other kpop stan) standing outside together hanging out at around 1 am.

October 2018, Jikook were spotted by an ARMY riding the bus and they were out alone shopping together.

November 2018, Jikook flew in with the rest of BTS from Japan and then immediately took off on their own and went to dinner as well as then went ice skating and were spotted out together as well as the restaurant sharing an autograph.

In 2019, while in Paris they went shopping together and were spotted by fans. While in London they went out to eat, to see the London Eye and London Bridge with Jimins friends. And in LA they were spotted seeing Avengers End Game together and afterwards went out to dinner together. JK later talked about it at a fansign and they posted a video in the car together coming home. They also stayed late at a concert for a bit when the members had all already left the staging area to watch the fireworks together. Not spotted by ARMY but shared by themselves. In 2019 as well. Jk confirmed that over the break the only members he saw at all were Jimin and Hobi. Not spotted once by fans, but they still spent time together even during all of Jimins traveling around the world.

In 2020, they were rumored to have been spotted at a convenience store together. As well as in September, Jimin confirming they spent the night together.

In 2021, they shared a vminkook trip to the beach, where the Above photo was shared. No one spotted them, but it still happened. As well as in 2021 they shared about how they were practically stuck like glue through the entire time they were in LA (Nov - Dec 2021). Including how they walked together everyday and worked out together everyday. JK Visited Jimins rooms and hung out there all day. And months later, a fan (who happened to be a tkkr since 2014) shared a video of jikook walking into her gym in LA at 3 am to workout alone together. Basically confirming a fan sighting and confirming everything they shared in that vlive as well too. As well as in 2021 (September) they were spotted getting pre travel covid tests done at the same clinic together.

In March 2022, they were spotted by fans out to eat during White Day with a friend, maybe more at a lowkey restaurant. JK also that year shared how when he got out of covid quarantine that he went to Jimins room and got a hug. As well as yoonminkook and staff all went out to eat after the concert in Vegas in 2022, where the waiter who served jikook kept talking about how excited he was to have served jikook, where they sat together at their own table during their closed down restaurant party with drinking and everyone singing lol

So. Out of 10 years of being together as a band. Jikook have been spotted out together by fans approximately 14 times. If we add a few of the others that I included here (which doesn't even scratch the surface of all the times they've shown us how they are always together) that brings us to 25 times they were together that we know of off camera. And again, there is TONS more as well as staff commenting about how jikook are inseparable and literally always together and comments from the two of them about how much time they spend together, etc. You had 3 of those times (2 being a spotted by fans and 1 being told by JK) happen in 2022. And it's technically not even September yet. When in other years, the most frequent year of fan sightings was 2018, in which there were 7 times. And 4 of those times were shared with us by jikook themselves not random spotting. And 4 sightings spread across an entire 12 months, is not THAT much if you actually think about it for the other years to be a drastic decrease like people are saying.

It seems like so much because it is. There is no other BTS duo that has been caught hanging out by fans nearly as much or as often. Nor have any duo told us about hanging out off work/off camera nearly as much or as often. They do, it happens, but not as frequently as our stuck like glue duo. So from 2013 to 2022, there were at least 14 fan sightings of jikook. BUT You recongize that spread over the years, that's a lot of fucking time in between sightings, yes? Good. Glad we are on the same page. I also hope you recongize that during all these years where we got anywhere from zero to 7 jikook sightings of "dates" out and about, they were also being spotted doing things individually as well. Like getting food, going shopping, going on bike rides, seeing concerts. As well as doing those things together with other friends/members and individually with other friends/members. None of that detracts from how often and how close they are. And how they are constantly together. Choosing to spend so much of their free time together. And everytime people lose their minds about it, they make a comment about being "stuck like glue" over that time period.

It's a pattern, and the Rollercoaster of Insecurity has to be as exhausting for everyone else as it is for me. Why be puzzled when it's clear how much time they spend together. Especially when you saw people claiming they grew distant in 2021 (just like they are doing now) and memories proved how they literally were always together and they didn't even know the meaning of the word distance. People need to relax and I'm tired of repeating myself. 😭😅

Anyway. I hope this helped at least a few people recognize that this is just a pattern repeating itself again. And that you get bogged down by content and then confused when content slows down. But Jimin and JK have lives outside of content, which includes their relationship together. And lack of content, does not mean lack of contact between them.

#jikook #kookmin #jikook off camera #jikook dates #jikook over the years #jikook off camera dates #jikook stuck like glue #lack of content does not mean lack of contact #insecure jikook shippers

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pupphe-additions · 3 months

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✬Evie’s Ships/Dating History✬

Unknown Male Trainee (2016-2018)

Evie had a secret relationship with another trainee. The public does not know about this relationship. Not much is known by the boys.

Only Stray Kids knows that this relationship even happened as she told them.

The only thing SKZ knows is that Evie said the relationship was extremely toxic after a while. She didn't know how to get out of the relationship until one day she caught him cheating and that's what made her break up with him.

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Unknown Female (2020-2021)

Nothing is really known about this relationship, Evie was in an 8 month relationship with a female as she’s outwardly talked about it one time.

Evie mentioned to SKZ that they only broke up because the other person was scared of getting caught as they weren’t ready to come out at the time and Stray Kids was growing in popularity so she was scared that they’d be found out.

Evie has stated she’d take her back if she ever wanted to try again in the future to the other members.

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The Boyz's New (February 2023-August 2023)

Evie's first public relationship got outted through a dating scandal.

After it was outted though she did post cute photos with him.

Evie is extremely thankful for her relationship with New as it showed her that love could be gentle and free and that it didn't have to be scary or hidden.

After about 6 months of dating Evie and New broke up mutually after they both felt they couldn't give each other what they needed due to being busy.

Evie and New are still friends.

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Ship: NCT’s Johnny

Ship Name: JohnLyn/NaHo When/What Started the Ship?: It started in 2019 after Evie admitted to being close friends with Johnny. It skyrocketed in popularity after Evie posted on her then private Instagram story a video of the two goofing off and flirting in 2021 and someone screen recorded it and it went viral. This sparked a dating rumor between the two idols as well. Popularity: 85%

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Ship: Stray Kids’ Lee Know

Ship Name: MinRi When/What Started the Ship?: It started in 2017/2018 during the Stray Kids show. Lee Know and Evie has openly been flirty and so it’s always been a rather popular ship. Popularity: 95%

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Ship: Stray Kids’ Hyunjin

Ship Name: HyunRi When/What Started the Ship?: Started in 2019. After Stay saw how lovey these two were together the ship skyrocketed. The compilations that have been made of the two have gotten millions of views and it’s gotten to a point where even non-stays ship them. After Evie posted a photo of her laying on his chest on Instagram it caused a major influx of HyunRi stans and it also sparked another dating rumor between the two. Popularity: 100%

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Ship: Ateez’s Wooyoung

Ship Name: WooRi When/What Started the Ship?: Started in 2021 after Wooyoung called Evie during a vLive. Evie was in a bad mood and was about to end the live stream after some rude comments she read. Wooyoung called and her mood instantly brightened and they talked for like thirty minutes and they ended with saying “I love you.” as always and it let to the ship going viral on different social medias. Popularity: 100%

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Ship: TWICE’s Momo

Ship Name: MoNa When/What Started the Ship?: Started in 2020 after Momo and Evie did a dance together. After the dance they hugged each other and kissed each other on the cheeks happily proud of each other after the performance. Because of that it skyrocketed in popularity. Also due to the two idols constantly flirting outwardly and posting photos of them holding hands and stuff it made the ship become popular even outside of the KPop community. Popularity: 96%

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hotforharrison · 2 months

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I've been exclusively posting new Harrison content and nothing about me personally for quite some time now, but I just kind of wanted to... talk to the void, I guess. It's been rough lately.

The end of December leading up to the shit show that was my birthday on New Year's Eve, and now into 2024, has not shown me any kindness.

Seeing my husband happily in love with his girlfriend while our marriage spirals around the drain into divorce has been really difficult, one of the hardest things I've gone through in my life.

He says that he wants to work things out and have both of us, which is what I want as well, but his actions speak differently most of the time.

She lives nearby and gets surprise cookies and hugs when she's feeling sad. On multiple occasions, I've gotten left alone in my room in tears.

They talk on the phone more in a single day than he and I did in the entire two weeks I was visiting my family out of state for my high school reunion.

I want so much to be in love and happy again, which I haven't been in quite some time. I'm not sure that it's going to happen with him as much as I want it to. I usually feel like we're on a sinking boat, and I'm trying to use a cup to throw out water to try desperately to keep it afloat, even though it's ultimately futile.

As per the marriage counselor's suggestion, we're being more intentional about our time together, like we're dating again.

Although I'm unable to leave the house right now for anything that isn't absolutely essential (I'll get to that in a minute), we've been having movie nights every Wednesday with phones put away and paying attention to the movie and each other.

We haven't done anything "special" together as a couple in what's honestly been years, and we're going to go to either Kemah Boardwalk or Galveston hopefully the week of April 15, depending on whether it's safe for me to walk that much at that point.

I'm not holding my breath that it's going to ultimately help us reconnect enough to improve things, but I'm hoping it's a step in the right direction of getting there.

We've been polyamorous since 2015, but I haven't dated or been looking for someone to date since 2016, or even just hook up with for that matter. My husband has had a number of girlfriends and partners over the years, which I'm completely fine with.

It's been a sort of mono-poly relationship for the past almost 8 years, but entirely by my own choosing. He didn't influence that at all and actually encouraged me to date again if it's what I wanted to do.

And I am going to go down that rabbit hole hopefully later this year, which is very nerve-wracking.

I know it's absolutely not a requirement for dating, and shallow people who would only date someone who is under a certain weight aren't great partners, but I want to lose a lot of weight before I start looking again. It will help me feel better about myself, and self-confidence is an attractive quality.

Right now, I honestly don't even want to be undressed in front of my husband who I started dating in 2007, so him seeing me undressed is nothing new. I view myself as "fat and disgusting," even though I've known women who weigh as much or more than I do right now who were very attractive and had no trouble dating.

My husband said I carry the weight very well and don't need to be down to some arbitrary number that I come up with to date again, which I wanted to be under 200. He asked how much I weighed when we started dating. I weighed around 260 then, and I understood his point.

I started actively trying to lose weight on September 22 of last year, because there's no reason to wait until some specific date like a New Year's resolution. September 22 was as good a day as any.

I was about 12 lbs shy of my highest weight ever, which was 352.8 lbs, at 340.6. As of January 16, I'd lost over 30 lbs since the end of September and weighed in at 307.1. I'm 5'9, so a tall girly, and my tentative goal is 175. It's subject to change based on my desired goal clothing size, which is a 10. (I don't want to stop shopping at Torrid, and they go down to a 10 at the lowest.)

Anyway, I broke my right leg and severely sprained my left ankle when I fell in a parking lot the day before Thanksgiving in 2022, which halted my weight loss efforts in 2022 and led to me regaining most of the weight I'd lost then.

The amount of damage I did to myself from just falling in a parking lot was pretty impressive. Ironically, I did not break the glass bottles of hard cider I was carrying, only myself.

The broken leg healed perfectly over the course of a few months or so, but because I still had to use the other leg as my main weight bearing side, it didn't get to properly heal like it should have. My sprained ankle's ligaments were very loose. The ankle kept collapsing over the course of 2023, through a round of physical therapy, and I just kept spraining my ankle over and over again whenever I tried to do more demanding things like working out. Being more active is very important to weight loss and health, so it was really frustrating.

Eventually, after trying to work out one too many times and foolishly not allowing the injury enough time to "heal," (and I use the term "heal" loosely because it never actually did and just became increasingly damaged) I ended up in putting myself into an immobilizing boot full time because of the collapsing extending itself into normal walking.

The first round of physical therapy made no difference, and I did a consultation with a different physical therapy place to see what they said. After going over my situation and having an assessment of my ankle with the physical therapist, I asked if he were in my shoes what he would choose to do. He said that if it were him, he'd do the surgery and follow it up with physical therapy to regain strength and balance.

So I had the surgery to fix it once and for all on January 19. (I was hoping to have the surgery ASAP, but couldn't do it in December like I originally hoped. My insurance was changing in January.)

The injury was apparently worse than the doctor initially thought it was, and I haven't been able to put any weight at all on it since then. I had been very much hoping to be able to put some weight on it again at my 3 week follow up, but no dice. I've been stuck exclusively on a knee scooter cart and crutches for over 5 weeks now. It's been such a struggle, in so many ways.

I've left the house literally 3 times since I got home after the surgery. Two follow up appointments with the foot and ankle doctor, and an interesting session of marriage counseling while I was drugged out of my mind on prescription painkillers. I honestly don't remember much of it, or that week in general. I was very happy to transition to ibuprofen and acetaminophen after the first week post-op.

I haven't been able to weigh myself since my last weigh in before the surgery on January 16, which is taking a very, very heavy toll on me and my mental health.

I've been having recurring nightmares about getting back on the scale and weighing more than I ever have in my life -- like 70+ lbs more than I did when I last weighed myself in January. I know rationally that I've actually lost weight and am very likely under 300 lbs now, but there's still this deep, nauseating fear that I'm wrong and weigh more than I ever did.

My husband assures me that he can tell that I've lost weight, but it doesn't feel real to me with my skewed perception -- like my brain tells me that the clothes that fit differently were obviously messed up while they were being washed and just ended up stretched out somehow.

I took measurements of my body when I started losing weight in September, and as of a week or so ago, I've lost 7" in my bust and hips and 5" in my waist. My brain tries to convince me that I just measured myself wrong in September, like I could somehow measure myself wrong with over 7" of difference with the exact same tape measure.

It makes no logical sense.

I have another follow up appointment with the foot and ankle doctor on Monday morning and get to find out if I can put weight on my left leg again after some x-rays to check my healing progress. (That makes me nervous because I still have some prominent bruises on one of my thighs that I had on January 20. They've gone from purple to brown, but they're still very obvious. It's supposed to take 2 weeks for bruises to go away. Not 5+.)

I really don't know that I can handle having to wait even longer to weigh myself again and start the process of getting back to walking and eventually working out.

I want so desperately to be able to make progress toward my goals instead of just miserably stagnating here.

I want to lose the weight. I want to be healthier. I want to feel better about myself. I want to have the chance to finally figure out things with my husband, even if the conclusion we ultimately come to isn't what I'm hoping for. I want to find a nice guy to date. I just want to move forward, actually live my life.

Thank you for coming to my TED talk, I guess?

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youwerenevermiine · 1 year

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matty on taylor in the past few years

“She came to a show and we hung out. We fancied each other, but then we couldn’t have it go any further, because it would be like going out with Barack Obama.” He says there was nothing misogynistic about his comments, he was simply being honest: he didn’t like the prospect of two giant egos clashing and him coming off second best."

The Guardian, Nov 2016

"Now I may admit to being an idiot on occasion, but I am not a misogynist. This suggestion makes me really sad.

I was for a very short time immersed in a celebrity world that I found confusing and scary. At that time, I had fears of being 'somebody's boyfriend' (remember this is all speculation as we never dated!) before even being recognized for my music or presence as a person in my own right.

Now I don't pride myself on being more intelligent, or worldly, or wise, or progressive, or even regressive than the next man but I DO pride self on being honest. I was being HONEST about all the thoughts, feelings, and situations that come along when people ASSUME you are dating the most famous woman on the planet. I am telling you from experience it's an all-consuming whirlwind and something that for me elicited a lot of self-exploration.

Now if you want to talk about Taylor Swift, that is easy…. Since she came to my show in December of 2014, I would say that 90 perfect of journalists that have interviewed me have asked about either her as a person or what our 'interaction' was like. I have said on countless occasions that I found her to be one of the most gracious, hard working, creatively gifted, and beautiful women that I have had the pleasure to meet. I personally have a lot of respect and admiration for her. Why would I not?

Now imagine what it's like for her, bless her. I didn't even date Taylor, but the media's incessant and brutal obsession with her has meant that even a guy who DIDN'T DATE HER has been so battered by their never-ending questions that he's inevitably said something that can be lifted and molded into something that resembles 'shade'. It's really sad."

Twitter, March 2016

"I went over to her. I was like, ‘Taylor, we need to make the record.’ No, I didn’t. She said hello to every single person. Obviously it’s Taylor Swift so everyone was saying hello. She was just stood behind me. She was talking to people. I mean, I haven’t seen Taylor in years so it was actually a really nice room. But it, unfortunately, wasn’t the time for me to pitch my post-rock Joni Mitchell project to [her].

She’ll do it. She’ll do it. She’s smarter than both of us, mate. She knows what she’s up to. I mean, I mean she’s got stuff like Lover knocking around as well, which she was already making. We think that she’s going back there. That song’s good.”

New Music Daily on Apple Music with Zane Lowe, 2019

"You know what? I'll talk quickly about Taylor Swift, just about music because it's quite interesting and Zane Lowe is such a good friend of mine now. I thought that I'd nailed it with an idea because I was talking to him about records. I was like, 'Dude. I'm a genius. You know what I'm gonna try and do? I want Taylor Swift...she needs to do like...' and then before I said it, he was like, 'Nebraska by Bruce Springsteen?' I was like, 'No, but I was gonna say Blue by Joni Mitchell. Why did you say Nebraska? That's the exactly the same kind of thing.' And he was like, 'Of course man.'

Like, Taylor Swift doing a "It's me on an acoustic guitar" record? I can't think of a record that would sell more than that. Like, "Taylor Swift's intimate return to country". Of course you'd wanna produce that! Of course you do. But she wouldn't do that because it would age her. She's incredibly ageless and incredibly beautiful physically and she's got this thing of being very young. But as soon as you do that as an artist like that, it means you're like a woman. You know what I mean? So she's gonna sit on that idea. But Taylor, if you ever want someone to help you set up the mics for your little acoustic record, I'm there."

The Green Room with Neil Griffiths (32:09), Oct 2019

#matty healy #mine

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golbrocklovely · 4 months

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i think its hilarious people are calling m cb’s girlfriend when that horny mfer is still liking half naked insta models pics as of a day or two ago. if he had a gf he wouldn’t (i hope) disrespected her like that. whereas i think sg and k are probably together or at least in the early stages bc they definitely seem cutesy together whereas all pics of cb and m (including nye) have ‘we’re just having fun’ vibes. also the way m is dressing and still posting on insta, she’s definitely not giving off ‘i have a bf’ vibes.

people just stiring drama (not u, ofc. ur the only snc blog i keep up with bc you have reasonable answers to this stuff) in the tag calling both girls the ‘girlfriends’ lol

plus as a personal observation as someone who’s only known who snc are since october, cb doesnt strike me as someone who will settle down before 30 (if he ever wants to). hes 27 now right? maybe in the coming years he might start wanting something solid but he strikes me as someone who isnt looking for that rn. idk im 29 this year and im sort of in the same boat. like only the last 6 months have i been thinking ok its probably time to find someone…

i mean, i would assume he'd not do that either, but i think it also depends on what m feels like. she might not care. also there are a lot of girls colby is just friends with, and he'll like their scantily clad pics so idk about it being an issue.

and as for what she wears, again, i don't think that matters. colby doesn't seem like the type to want his girl to fully cover up or whatever. and also, just bc you're in a relationship doesn't mean you have to dress conservatively. you still have the same body underneath, whether or not you show it off. and if she feels confident, who gives a fuck what colby thinks lol

but as i've stated before, idk how serious m and colby could be. they've only known each other since sam's bday. so they've only been together for a month and some change so… eh. if they want to be together forever, so be it. that's awesome. if not, it is what it is.

as for sam and k/la girl, yeah idk about them either. they've seemingly been together since septemberish. so, it could be serious and lead to something more committed. or it could just be a silly fling that lasts for a bit of time and then ends. but i hope they enjoy whatever time they do spend together.

colby has had almost exclusively flings since 2016 after he broke up with his only girlfriend (or he claims to be his only girlfriend). he has a lot that he needs to work on internally before he starts committing to anyone. he himself has said that basically. so i don't see him settling down anytime soon, but who knows. and same thing with sam. he just got out of a long relationship, so my first thought would not be to jump into another one. but he also has said he's a monogamous person and likes being in relationships. so… it's a bit up in the air for both of them. but i don't see them settling down any time soon.

and as for me, there's always been just a lot going on in my life so i've never really taken time to focus on my love life. or the couple times i have, it's been unrequited and heartache. however, i'm very happy i didn't date when i was younger bc i genuinely hated myself for a long time. and i just know i would have tolerated a lot more bc i didn't care about me and just didn't want to be alone. like i was borderline abused by dudes i wasn't even seeing back then. now, i love myself (for the most part lol) and have no issues being alone. and i also know what i want. and if a man, or woman, ever tried anything with me, i'll just leave lmao

i would like to get married in the future, but it definitely isn't gonna be this year or most likely the next sksk

#ask #personal #sg ll #cb ll

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roipecheur · 1 year

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So what do you like about MattElektra?

I'm love them. First off:

Battle couple

Power couple

Fight their way to fucking (hot)

They work really well together and play to each other's strengths. In Netflix DD, Elektra had been gone for ten years, yet they fell back into step immediately.

She just rolls up like "hey threaten this guy and infiltrate this gala with me" and then they pull it off like clockwork

Comparing this to the last and current run:

Threatening some dude

Eheheheheh

Matt telling Elektra he doesn't trust her -- she just bought Hell's Kitchen to keep it safe, so I honestly don't think he's being fair towards her, but Matt's being kind of a dick to everyone at this point. In Netflix DD, she'd just shown up again after 10 years and the last thing she'd done was kill a guy in front of Matt and then dip, so not trusting her was kinda fair in that universe. This seemed like it was going for a similar beat but without the same history to make it make sense.

And Elektra proving he can trust her by becoming Daredevil and taking care of Hell's Kitchen while Matt is self-flagellating in prison (not to mention buying the whole neighborhood to keep it safe)

Eheheheheh part 2

And of course in the current run, they're leading the Fist together, which means they have to get ✨married✨

They're obviously drawn to and still have feelings for each other, even when Matt wants to pretend otherwise

I also like Elektra for Matt because out of his (many) canon love interests because when Matt gets back on his "I should live in a cave and have no friends" bullshit, she's one of the few motherfuckers in this city who can handle him. Matt's track record with love interests is pretty bad--if they don't storm out telling him to fuck himself, they tend to die, go insane, or in the case of Kirsten, get unceremoniously dumped after she unwillingly had the knowledge that Matt = Daredevil wiped from her mind. (And Matt could have just told her, but . . . decided not to. Yikes.) Elektra did get murdered by Bullseye (or by the Hand in Netflix DD), but she came back, and she was also subject to the psychic prism that made everyone forget that Matt = Daredevil, but dying made her remember. So, in a way, she's already made it past two big curses of dating Matt Murdock.

Imo, Matt needs someone who can fight and keep up with him as Daredevil. His only other love interests who can do that are (unless I'm missing something in his 60 years of comics, which is possible) Maya (Echo) and Natasha (Black Widow). But--I don't think either one of them could keep up with his emotional baggage like Elektra. In the 1998 run, Natasha knows that she can't talk sense into Matt and make him be Daredevil again, so she calls Elektra to do it . . . and it works.

This whole exchange is just incredible. Pretty much all Elektra does is stand there and Matt can't shut up lmao

She gets him on a level that I don't think anyone else does. Some of it's because they knew each other when they were so young, and Matt showed her parts of himself without reservation that he later learned to hide. Elektra was also the first person besides Stick that he told about his abilities--she might have known that going in (the case in Netflix DD, kinda retconned in 616 to match now), but she was still the first person Matt chose to reveal that to. Their college days in Elektra's initial introduction back in the '80s happened in a flashback, so they didn't get back together in present canon until the 2019 run, but Matt has gone to Elektra when he needed someone to ground him.

This is from the 2011 run when Matt's secret identity has basically been outed to the public and he's skating on a thin veneer of plausible deniability that's now cracking beneath him. He calls Elektra to help him figure it out, and what she said there gives him the idea for what he does next.

I also like this part at the end of the 2016 run. This is all in Matt's head because he's in a coma after getting hit by a truck, so while it's not actually happening, it does show how he feels about his relationship with Elektra. On his deathbed, he's lamenting her decision to be an assassin and kill people and imagining both being with her again and saying goodbye to her before he dies.

And then, at the very end of the 2016 run, when Matt realizes none of this is happening and that's he's dying, we get this:

At this point, Karen's been dead for awhile in 616, and I think Matt romanticized and idealized her to an extent after her death. Here, she's a perfect representation of grace and forgiveness. Elektra, meanwhile, even as a dream in Matt's head, makes him confront the messy realities of both her and himself. Karen might often be what Matt wants, but he knows he can depend on Elektra for what he needs.

(This is not to discount the important of Matt and Karen's romantic relationship in 616, which I admittedly have not read much of but I know is a much bigger deal than it was in the Netflix DD show. These are just the two of Matt's many, many past girlfriends that he thinks about / hallucinates while he's dying, so the difference between them is interesting.)

As for Elektra, Matt's the first person in her life that sees her as something other than a weapon. She was supposed to recruit him for the Chaste in Netflix DD or the Hand in 616 (going off the Woman Without Fear) series, but she fell in love with him instead. After she finds out she's the Black Sky in Netflix DD, Matt tells her that she's the only one who gets to decide who and what she is.

In the Defenders series, she seeks Matt (or in this case Matt's bed) out for comfort when she doesn't even remember who she is.

And of course they 'die' together at the end of that show (except Matt survives and I think Elektra must survive too, but we never see her again and I hope D+ fixes that :__;)

In 616, she works for the Kingpin as an assassin and is supposed to kill Foggy, but she spares him, likely because she knows he's Matt's friend.

#asks #mattelektra #if you're seeing this version I had to reblog it to add the rest of the images #that's why it looks like it's cut off in the middle so go to the reblogged version for the rest

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taralen · 7 months

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Love...

911 What's your emergency?

I want to know what it's like to feel loved romantically.

I have had at least one person, a girl I used to be friends with, confess she loved me, but I could not reciprocate.

I only like men, so I dated a man.

I thought I would spend a long time with him since we chatted for months before meeting in person. I felt his strong back and stomach and called him my dark angel. (Yeah, I know it's cheesy.) I loved the smell of his [[100% tobacco]] cigarettes, his cool smile, his long black hair, and how he played his guitar to serenade me. I slept in his arms, and it was chaste. We never went further.

I headed back home after two days of long dates and fun. I asked him over the phone: "So, are we official now? Are we dating?" 8^D He paused, then said, "Yes." I nearly screamed. I said "I'm so happy!" before getting off the phone and feeling Bliss (lol ironically his nickname. Hurr.)

I changed my Facebook status to "In a relationship." The girl who later confessed she loved me had an emotional meltdown even though I told her I don't like girls. Made me feel bad, but I don't know what she expected me to do.

However, just a week later, my boyfriend called me back and said he was breaking up with me. I didn't know how to react. We were bonding so well! I asked, "W-Why? What changed? I don't understand!"

He said, "It's me, not you. I'm just some loser working at a corner store here, never going anywhere, but you're in university and well-educated. You'll go places, I won't. I know you're concerned about my health, but I think I'm just naturally underweight. I don't know how to live without soda. I'm sorry."

I sat on my bed, floored. Who breaks up after a week? I told him I didn't care that he wasn't a college student and that he worked at a corner store! I apologized if I didn't meet his expectations, but I really wanted it to work. I asked if I was not attractive.

"Oh, no. You're hot as hell! But that's the problem: you're too good for me! You deserve someone better!"

Someone better? I told him that he was the only one I wanted, but he wouldn't believe me. TOO GOOD for him? Excuse me?

??????????

I cried when the call ended. For the first time ever, I was able to reciprocate feelings back, only to be dumped after a week. My friends and roommates told me he wasn't worth it and that there were better guys out there. They were probably right, but man did that sting.

Oh, if only he could see me now. He thought I'd be some BIG SHOT somewhere; he said it, not me!

If only he knew that we're not so different, him and I. Maybe we could have pulled each other up together!

So many people assume success rather than think of the possibility that something can go wrong. He imagined me in a fancy suit, lounging in an expensive car, not knowing that years later, I don't have my fancy suit anymore and have a used 2016 Honda Accord.

Can I ever find love proper instead of some strange parasocial relationship I have with some guy I watch on the internet who has no idea I exist? In fact, that's sort of waned now, too. Sad, isn't it? This moronic ex was the only one who approached me that wasn't just in it for sex. There has to be a nice man out there, one who can stand beside me and give me a reason to don my finest dress shirts, slip on some fancy shoes, and take my silk clothes to the dry cleaners!

Yeah, I know I'm crazy, but I take a cocktail of medications these days, so sweetheart, don't worry, I am here to play!

By the way, if you're a salesman, you immediately earn 10pts to my love meter. Eheheheh....... [[Yes, I really put this bit on a dating profile.]] HAHA. Still haven't had any luck yet! OTL

I CAN'T SEE OR FEEL ANYTHING WAHHHHHHHHHH

[[4.99]]

#musings #semi vent #true story #free cookie to anyone who can guess what song a reference here #I swear it's not just a certain salesman reference #yes. That really WAS his nickname. And last name. Weird I know #I really want a tailored suit ugh #all my blazers are either too long or short #And don't even get me started on the pants. Can never find any that properly fit!

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bisluthq · 6 days

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I don’t think T/J could’ve worked without Kimye tho because if she didn’t want to run away, he couldn’t have done a “normal” celeb coupling with her at that stage in his career. He would’ve been another Dougie, maybe even less of one because they might not have ever been spotted together.

You think so? I think we would have to know how much Taylor liked Dougie, cause that didn't seem to last long right? And with Joe, she seemed to be quite obsessed with him in the beginning. Even with all the mess in her life then, they couldn't just stay casual. And Taylor seemed to hesitate a lot because of that. So if that wasn't a problem, would they have managed to just stay casual fuck buddies or it would still lead to a relationship anyway? Maybe it would just last less I suppose, cause she wouldn't have ran to London like you say. Maybe like she says on Glitch, they would see each other when both were in town and text in the meanwhile until both found someone else that is. Given the OG timeline though, I still wonder if she would have been ok with "sharing" him if that was that case.

Maybe with or without 2016 they would always end up in a relationship one way or another, but given core personality differences and values it would never be endgame anyway

Now, I know Taylor believes in all the destiny and soulmate thing but there's different types of soulmates. You can have more than one. Not all of them are love interests and not all of them are meant to stay in your life forever. I think that's the case here, they had to meet cause they had lessons to learn with each other and when those lessons were learned they couldn't work anymore

Dougie was around for a good few months. They got together(ish) in November 2013, his camp announced they weren’t together anymore in January 2014 (basically saying a PR friendly version of Matty’s unhinged emasculated by her thing like basically they said “our boy Dougie went on some dates but decided he just wants to be friends with her”) and then in March they were spotted on a date at a Fun. concert (sitting with just Lena who was at that point with Jack) and I think they were seen again in April but I can’t remember where and I’m lazy rn. Obviously not the grandest love story of our time but 6 months with half of it seemingly hidden on purpose is really not a total nothing either like Tom Odell.

Taylor was obviously smitten with Joe from when they met but she also didn’t do terribly much about it (unless they did hook up around April 29th which like idk I sorta feel like they might’ve based on the vibes I get from the song) until after Tom and Taylor gets smitten all the time (see: Enchanted). Joe was well on his way to being a Dougie but then imo he offered what she wanted post Kimye - so a normal life - and he hadn’t lived much of an abnormal life so that seemed cool to him because he liked her and then it worked for a while but they had their share of problems (because everyone does) and they didn’t work on theirs enough and then she blew up fame wise all over again but bigger than ever (or anyone ever tbh lol) and wanted the positive attention she was getting and he was like “this wasn’t the plan??” and it sucked a lot and she felt trapped and stuck and he was distant and she reconnected with Matty and eventually we got to Joever lol.

with different timing, I don’t think they’d have gotten to 6.5 years. And the only way imo they could’ve worked forever is if 1) they sorted at least some of their problems out 2) if Taylor had indeed started to fade post Lover like she’d expected and transitioned into indie but traditional indie not Swiftie Indie like now.

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maxverstepponme · 11 months

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tell me more, I wasn’t around the peaceful dilara days or the other girls so im invested? 👀 // Ok, here we go. Starting with Sabré, we will also have to talk about Mikaela. In 2016, while still dating Max, Mikaela gave an interview to a swedish newspaper and said that Max started sending her messages in November 2014 and they first met at a circuit in 2015. In November 2014 Max was already dating Sabré (I think Mikaela didn't know that). I must say that I always found the relationship with Sabré the most bizarre Max has ever had (and that includes this shitshow with K) because it always seemed to me that he had zero real interest in her. She lived in the USA and he was in Europe. They barely saw each other during the months they were together (I remember they being seen together only 4 times in 6 months), and in addition to already showing some interest in Mikaela, Max also followed several other girls while he dated Sabré. Sabré spent the New Year with him in Amsterdam and man was all night long on a liking spree on pics of models (poor Sabré, lol). Now let's go to Mikaela. Max cheated on her with Joyce Godefridi. The press in Belgium and in the Netherlands reported that he contacted Joyce through instagram when he got promoted to RBR, and even visited her in Belgium after winning in Barcelona in May. Max and Mikela broke up in June, and the day after Mikaela's management confirmed the breakup, Joyce finally posted Max on her snapchat. Mikaela spent months being shady towards Max, posting a bunch of pics with different men, and cryptic messages on snapchat like "know your worth", "better to be alone than with the wrong person", etc.. She even attended the race that took place right after Joyce posted Max on her snapchat (Joyce wasn't there, and Max and her didn't even make to the second week of July). Finally Dilara. Max and Dilara were seen together in public for the last time during the testing in Barcelona in February 2020, and something happened during those days because Max followed a dutch men's magazine that posted half-naked models and followed one of the models they had just posted. During March he followed a few women, and at the last week of that month fans noticed that the number of posts in Dilara's account had suddenly decreased, and there were no comments from her under Max's most recent posts. Two weeks later, Max was caught donating money to a titty streamer on twitch. By the way, in 2019 already there were moments when Max followed random women and these moments coincided with times when he was not seen with Dilara in a while. Then they'd be seen together again and he'd unfollow those women shortly after. Who knows if their relationship wasn't falling apart a year before it actually ended. See how always had a pattern of Max start following other women when he loses interest in the current girlfriend. He always let it slide when he falls out of love and wants something new. He just can't hide. The only thing that would make it different with K is if she suddenly dumps him and we know she won't do that. So don't waste your time with theories, insiders and speculations about their relationship until we wake up one day and see at least 5 thirst trap models among Max's recent follows. FYI: During the 7 months that Max was single in 2020, he followed over 100 different women (including K and Salome)

True, but I don’t think he can follow women now tho, Kelly literally has his log ins 💀 Remember the time around the block gate? “Max” was unfollowing women -he even unfollowed a friend or smth-, and the moment someone said it was Kelly behind it, the unfollowing stopped LMFAO.

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ggulmul · 11 months

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https://www.tumblr.com/ggulmul/718566366164238336/hello-can-i-ask-you-what-do-you-think-about-the?source=share

In addition to your perfect answer, I would like to add the information that an army sent a dm to one of Mijoo's close friends at the time, warning her that ppl were talking about Mijoo, and her friend said that no, Mijoo was not married (at the time, I don't know now), but she did have a boyfriend, and Jungkook was just a friend.

The picture of them drinking was purposefully cropped to fuel the rumors, too!

The whole thing was debunked in the link below, you can see the screenshot of the conversation with Mijoo's friend and the full picture of the restaurant, showing that there were other people with them.

https://www.koreaboo.com/news/bts-jungkook-tied-dating-rumors-cctv-picture-gets-leaked/

And, like both you and anon said, there's another picture of her being backhugged by another guy, but since it's not that common in Korea, people tend to overreact. There's also the issue of matching tattoos? I don't know what matching tattoos they have except for the plus sign on their knuckles and I think the snake? But Jungkook got the snake to cover the Korean flag and he did it with Polyc, so I don't think it was anything to do with hers.

Also, tattoos aren't always that deep. I'm gonna get matching tattoos with my best friend, and I already have one with my other friend. Doesn't really mean anything we just think it's cool and cute and we share the same style, so I don't exclude the possibility of them being besties and into the same things, so they got like, one or two.

I, frankly, find the possibility of Jungkook and Jimin just being friends very, very low. I don't think they got together in 2016, like most people think. I think they started to slowly become something at the end of 2017, start of 2018. But even before that, their behavior with each other had and has always been very different from how they behave with the other members, and I'm not even talking about the loud moments, because those moments they don't really mind us seeing. I'm talking about the little ones. Like when Jungkook got hurt/had to get stitches and Jimin was the only one allowed to stay with him.

Like all the times they unconsciously reached out for each other and then abruptly moved away because they forgot they were on camera. Like the fond looks that they sometimes just can't control, and so much more.

I think they're in a really good, mature phase of their relationship now, the kind of where they're both certain of each other and trust each other a lot. Jungkook's live about Jimin was so, so cute, and he seemed really happy in his last live.

A lot of taekookers are very upset and desperate for Jungkook to also be straight, just so they can get their revenge on Jikookers. They don't really see Jungkook as a human being, but just a puppet to fit whatever narrative they want: taehyung's hidden, forbidden love, but since that one didn't work out, now he's a very hetero fuckboy. What's next?

Anyway. I think Mijoo and Jungkook were really cool friends and things got blown out of proportion. Someone in the reply said she's married now? And I saw something about her getting matching tattoos with her actual boyfriend, too.

Hi, anon! Thank you for your helpful addition to my post about Mijoo. And I very much agree with everything, maybe aside from the timeline of when Jikook got together.

#jikook

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elonmuskfansgossipblog · 1 year

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Let's back this shit up for minute

"Elon Musk had his sights on Amber Heard since 2012, but they didn't officially start dating until April 2017"

It's giving creep vibes honestly he did the same thing with his ex-wife she said he kept calling her in college and he has this thing where if he wants something he will get it eventually

2012: Elon Musk requests via email to meet Amber Heard

He had eye on her after her break up he just waits for the right time to strike for his goal

"If there is a party or event with Amber, I'd be interested in meeting her just out of curiosity,"

Daddy E with the rizz

a dinner was set up but Heard, who was dating Depp at the time, did not show up. Musk was reportedly not looking for a date, as he often likes to meet "interesting people from all different industries,"

Little amber played hard to get lmao

"I didn't recognize [Elon] until we started talking and he reminded me we had met once before," she said, adding that the Tesla and SpaceX CEO "was with his mother,"

Not her acting like she didn't know him oh my fucking lord

She was manipulative and played games since day one

And here she's stroking his ego and playing innocent

"He seemed like a real gentleman," Heard continued of Musk. "He was really nice. He sat at a nearby table and we got to speaking that night and eventually became friends.

Our boy was down bad lol

Shortly after going Instagram official, a source told PEOPLE that Musk was drawn to Heard because she was unique. "Elon loves a pretty face, but he needs more to be intrigued, Amber has lots more to offer," the insider said at the time.

"Elon is attracted to her edginess. She isn't frightened about being different," the source added. "She doesn't get easily intimidated. She is very focused and loves to learn."

Absolutely she's edgy with Dookie her ex husband bed

Anyway as I said

April 25, 2017: A source tells PEOPLE that Elon Musk thinks Amber Heard 'played hard to get'

A source close to Musk told PEOPLE that the couple has "known each other for a while," but were "friends first" before pursuing a romantic relationship. "Elon was always very fascinated by Amber," the insider added

It wasn't until the "time was right" — when they were both single in 2016 — that Musk started looking for a relationship with Heard. "She was playing hard to get for a while, which made him even more interested," the insider added.

The mind games worked on him for a while

After spending a lot of time together, a source told PEOPLE that "Elon and Amber are already very serious about each other." The insider added, "She spends a lot of time at his house and is very comfortable there. Amber's also gotten to know his kids and spends time with them as well."

Glad the kids didn't saw her real face tbh

For fun, the source said Musk "takes her on romantic dinner dates and they also love hanging out in Malibu." Overall, the SpaceX founder seemed "noticeably happier since he started dating Amber,

Of course of course she will make him happy because that was her job as manipulative person

And she had high standards on top of that

They had fun for a few months, but are both very busy with work now. It was getting hard to find time to see each other," the source said, adding that Musk initiated the split. "Elon is working day and night. This is his life and he loves it. He is in no position to be in a relationship right now and ended it."

So daddy Elon woke up eventually and as previously said he will not pick you over his job even if you are Amber Heard back in the day

Well, she broke up with me more than I broke up with her, I think," Musk admitted. "I was really in love and it hurt bad." The tech mogul said that he "cannot be happy" without a girlfriend

Well she broke his heart little whore but anyway it was for better reasons

"I will never be happy without having someone. Going to sleep alone kills me," he added. "It's not like I don't know what that feels like: Being in a big empty house, and the footsteps echoing through the hallway, no one there — and no one on the pillow next to you. F—. How do you make yourself happy in a situation like that

He just broke my heart he deserves better i feel him fr

After briefly reuniting, Musk and Heard called it quits for a second time. "Elon decided it was time to end it and Amber agreed," a source close to the couple told PEOPLE in February 2018. "They both still care deeply for each other but the timing wasn't right

Yess daddy musk ended it this time ouff

April 28, 2022: Amber Heard's former agent says the actress claimed she was 'just filling space' by dating Elon Musk

I don't like that bitch now

Girl wtf is you talking about by filling space by dating and wasting somebody time and emotions fuckkkkk

why she was "sad" if she wasn't "in love with him to begin with

Okay she got on my nerves

That last that happened is that account was vanished after Elon bought Twitter

Oh my fucking gosh she was playing him since day one

Thanks for reading

I just to share my opinions on the pooping queen

This is a really long ask. 🤣🤣

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stuckinapatriarchalbullshitland · 2 years

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About Lauren's Last Podcast

This is a post I really wanted to write because I've been asked a lot about it because of everything Lauren said on that podcast.

And I wanted to start by saying that Moonchild's words cleared up a couple of doubts about his family. She said that her father was born in the United States and that her mother was born in Cuba, when I thought they were both born in the United States.

I'm not going to elaborate on what she said about her mental health because most of us already know a little about what that trip has been like, but I'm going to get some details from there.

One of the things that stood out to me about that topic is that Lauren talks about mental health, not only because she had to learn to deal with her own mental health issues, but she also talks about it in a way that you feel that she has had to learn it, not only to know herself, but also to know and understand a person who apart from dealing with anxiety, also has to deal with an OCD that was diagnosed late in her life. And yes, I'm talking about Camila.

And with that, I'll answer the anons who asked me what Lauren said about being in an emotionally abusive relationship with someone.

She mentioned that she had that relationship between the ages of nineteen and twenty. If we do the math, those dates were between 2015 and 2016. And yes, when the Laucy PR was developed.

But... I do believe that that had nothing to do with Laucy. Lauren had problems with Lucy? That is not a lie and we all know it, but no. That PR had nothing to do with all of this.

I do think that that emotionally abusive relationship that Lauren had was with Camila because at that time Camila had to deal not only with her anxiety, but also with her OCD that developed around that time (If it wasn't for that time, I hope someone clarifies that detail for me so I don't screw up) and was never treated. That combined with Lauren's own traumas, well I imagine it must not have been easy at all and less so in an environment as toxic as the industry where they didn't even take care of the girls.

That, added to the fact that at that time they also had to get Camila out of the band and create the fucking feud and everything we already know. And if they had to take that step and separate to heal, well they did excellent folks. I support them in that.

Lauren has come a long way from healing and it is very important that she is well and stays well. Because you know that if they had to separate at that time, it was not for lack of love, but rather the opposite. Our girls loved each other enough to know that they couldn't go on in a circle and someone had to cut it to heal and come back when they were well.

Always Love, remember?

And so that's what I have to say about that. I will not answer any more questions related to that topic

Another thing that she said on the subject of mental health is that someone helped her. Lauren mentioned a her but no names and I feel like it could have been Dina Lapolt but I can't say for sure.

Another detail she mentioned about her TXF audition was that it all happened before her birthday and she got the call to bootcamp in June, so most likely the girls had met before when Lauren was fifteen and Camila was fourteen. This part just confirms the post that @fa-by made about The light in the end of the tunnel.

One thing that Lauren said and also caught my attention because I fully share it with her. Lauren said that she hated feeling weak. Me too. My life since I was born was surrounded by physical weakness, so I had to learn the hard way to be strong, emotionally and mentally and I have achieved it but only halfway. After everything I've heard Lauren say about mental health, I know I have to go back to therapy and I will, eventually.

A funny part of what Lauren said about her TXF audition was that her dad brought her in for the experience and it wasn't going to be easy and she was like, oh ok, I'm going to be one in a million. Or million to one and I remembered

🤭🤭🤭

Because that was true in the end 🤷🏾‍♀️

The other thing she said and I'm done with this is that Lauren wants to be a mom. I think at this point we all know how motherly she is and how beautiful she would be as a mom and carrying her little chicken everywhere. ❤

It was a beautiful podcast. I still have to listen her podcast on Patreon but I will do it tomorrow.

#lauren jauregui #podcast #camila cabello #mental health #5H #personal thoughts #Spotify

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I saw that request about a love triangle & my mind immediately thought of something. So Mark & Renjun have been friends for years . Mark knows that Renjun can be a bit prickly to people, so he values their friendship even more. Like Renjun is so open with Mark. Renjun will even call Mark to vent about things. Renjun shows a side to Mark that others can’t even imagine. Mark in turn appreciates how transparent Renjun always is with him. It makes navigating their friendship easier. Though, there is this underlying “will they won’t they” feeling that the two sides ignore because they are so comfortable in their current relationship & scared to ruin it. Then enters Na Jaemin. From the first meeting that Renjun has with Jaemin there is frustration. Jaemin is too unpredictable for Renjun’s liking. Renjun voices this to Mark who advises he give the newcomer to their friend group a second chance. Renjun relents & soon learns that Jaemin has multiple sides to him. Sure there’s the crazy chaotic side , but there’s also the warm caring side . There’s also the silent unrelenting side. Renjun expresses his new opinions on Jaemin to Mark & confesses that he has a bit of a crush on him. Mark’s hackles immediately raise at the thought of Renjun actually dating someone, especially given their unaddressed feeling for each other.

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YOOOOO THIS IS NOT THE CONFIGURATION OF THE TRIANGLE I WAS EXPECTING AND I AM HERE FOR IT

omg I was imagining Renjun and Jaemin being the ones crushing on MARK. You flipped my concept on its head and I actually really like it. I didn't expect or imagine Mark to be the one left pining but this is so clever.

Coral Anon, I've said it before and I'll say it again: YOU NEED AN AO3. I used to read so much Super High Quality fan fic back in the golden age (2015-2016 ish) and I need that high back. YOU COULD BE ONE OF THE ONES TO USHER IN A NEW ERA.

#you are the hero we need #thank you!!!!#coral anon #markren

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Guns Don't Kill People, Stupid Politicians Kill People

With more than 20 People Shot last night at an Alabama birthday party, with only four deaths, and Two Deaths, with four injured in Louisville, I thought this Post from February 26th, 2016 would help explain on how I feel about Gun Control. And don't tell me about the bullshit lies where "Guns don't kill people, people kill people."

This is playing right into the Republican's hand where they get richer and they have the poor killing each other over scraps so they can claim during election time that "We need more white supremacy type of cops to protect our streets so we can let them run wild and kill innocent civilians too! For a safer America!" Yes, it's my opinion. Yet here are some facts.

Anonymously Anonymous

Take A Test To Own A Gun

White supremacists and militias have infiltrated police ...

******* And when you thought people couldn't get any more ignorant, here comes the "Iowa Lawmakers, (Who) Approve Bill That Would Let Kids Have Handguns." By Kim Bellware for The Huffington Post.

I thought Texas had a bunch of Jackasses for Lawmakers, "Texas 'open carry' law passes, allowing guns in holsters on the street." The Guardian.

"Texas lawmakers approved carrying handguns openly on the streets of the nation’s second most populous state on Friday, sending the bill to the Republican governor, Greg Abbott, who is expected to sign it and reverse a ban dating to the post-civil war era."

I'm sure all the republican people living in Iowa were so upset by Texas beating them out on the "Open Carry Law," that the only thing they could think of to do, to be ahead of them in ignorance was to, "Give Guns To Children."

"Children of all ages in Iowa would be able to lay down their toy guns and pick up the real thing under a bill that passed the state House of Representatives. Statehouse Republicans, including the bill's sponsor, Rep. Jake Highfill, said the the legislation was an issue of parents' rights designed to correct "an injustice in Iowa code” that now forbids children 14 and younger from handling pistols. Allowing people to learn at a young age the respect that a gun commands is one of the most important things you can do,” Highfill told The Washington Post on Wednesday. The alternative, he said, is “turning 18 with no experience.”

If we only had a system in place that could teach someone how to handle a gun? I know that setting up Classes at a Firing Range with specially Professionally Trained Marksman to teach people, Under Age, how to handle a firearms would start a whole new industry. And who would train the Professionals Trainers? But we already have these moronic Laws in place with kids killing kids.

Couldn't the Law have specified, before a youth was allowed to have a pistol, even under parental supervision, they would have to have these Classes With A Professional and then be Certified before they got a gun?

If you ask me, most parents don't even know how to handle a gun. I knew a few grownups who carried guns and they didn't have a clue on the safety issues.

Some of them are in jail now and the other is dead from a self inflicted wound.

Stupid people think you can carry a gun in their belt instead of a holster.

I wouldn't want their children carrying guns around if they were taught by their parents who thought it was cool just to carry one!

If you are thinking of getting a gun, check these websites out and maybe we will have one less accidental shootings.

National Handgun Safety Course

Education & Training

This is,

Raised In A Family That Respected Guns - And If Anyone - In Our Family - Older Than I - Saw That I Was Playing With Or Disrespecting A Gun - They Had The Right To Whip My Ass - Then Tell My Dad So He Could Whip My Ass Too

Jim Hauenstein

And

“The fascination of shooting as a sport depends almost wholly on whether you are at the right or wrong end of the gun.” - P.G -

That is my story and I am sticking to it!

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I would love to hear from you

Thanks for reading

Be kind to everyone

I'll be seeing you

#gun #guns #gun safety #gun control #violence #corrupt politicians #corrupt police #blogging #writing #blog #two buck howie #crime #crimminal #corruption

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