How are you investing 🍬 or extra money? I started trying to learn about stock investments during the panorama. I lost just under $5k playing around with crypto 😭 but I learned (and still learning) a lot about financial management. I recently moved $10k from my HY savings account to a CD. I was dating a finance guy and he told me to open up a CD because it’s a higher interest rate and he matched my initial deposit 🥰 There’s so much to learn but it’s much better than letting money sit & collect dust! I’ve been wanting to hop on live & share my experiences with sugar investments 🤔
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Date #2 with pot.. the generosity is insane 😌🧿✨
Blessed as fuck😌
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Every time a new SD messages me on Seeking:
Me seeing they have no pics or profile info:
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VENTINGGGGGG
Looking back at 20 year old me, so confident, so hot, unbothered, radiating goddess energy and loved by everyone.. now I am so impulsive, making terrible choices, begging a man (who I was with for 2 years but recently broke up & moved 200 miles away from) to love me and treat me right and sending him paragraphs everyday.. (he does the same) so toxic.
I had sugar daddies and wealthy men flocking to me, paying my bills and so generous while also extremely kind and caring to me!
Now fast forward a toxic relationship with a (now he’s 25) insecure anxiously attached boundary lacking manchild I lost sense of my goals, of my beauty, my worth, my confidence, my boundaries and what I want and deserve in life.
Seeing those photos & videos of me put a lot into perspective. I’m setting new goals for myself, manifesting, and trying my hardest to have self control, sobriety from alcohol, use logic rather than emotions to get me much further.
I have to also forgive myself for my past & current wrongs. Begging to be loved. Begging to be talked to sweetly and supported when there are so many men and even just my friends that will do so for me! Why do I care what this man child thinks of me? We are no longer dating but he tells me he’s committed and loves and wants me…? But can’t treat me well and is so reactive.
I need to let go. Focus on myself. My new career opportunities. New money. New energy. New experiences. New love. And not go back. It’s hard as hell to have lost my sense of willpower.
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