#thats my rant for today

[spidey-bie]

Me: Welp. Nobody's gonna read this since it's so specific to a certain type of person but oh well. Imma still post it 🤷🏾‍♀️

Y'all: I can't believe I've been represented in a fanfic. 🥹

Me: Well look at that

Write that fic you want y'all. There's more people out there who wanna read it than you think.

#my followers and mutuals keep talking about not posting because what if uts cringe or bad or too specific #BUT WHAT IF IT'S GOOD #what if your story is something somebody's been looking for and can't find since nobody writes it #WHAT THEN #what if your stopping someone from coming to know one of their greatest comfort fics #you ever think about that? #your fic being someone's source of comfort #YOU JUST GOTTA TYPE IT #anyways #thats my rant for today #jay and the spiders

[makuyi13]

Yeah so today I had yet another very long rehearsal which lasted the whole afternoon, and at the very end I was playing through the violin solos I wanted to try out for one more time, get it into my fingers... and two people came up to me and told me I sounded really good. One of them was a girl who had beat me to getting a solo earlier this year.

I hope they both know how much that meant to me. I've been feeling really self-conscious about my violin playing lately, and having them say that to me was more precious than anything. It motivated me. Know that I've been rehearsing all afternoon and was exhausted. I just said "thank you" but really I couldn't thank them enough. The girl who beat me to getting a solo, she's such a shy person and she never talks to me, although I know she's really nice and I've tried to become friends with her, but she's so shy. It really moved me when she complimented my playing. I felt bad, though, I was so into the solo that I was trapped in my own world, so she had to say my name multiple times before I could hear. But still, she touched me. Somehow, it felt like everything would be alright.

Guys, know that sometimes it doesn't take much to put someone on the top of the world. All of you who take some time every day to put yourself out there and say a little something nice to someone, thank you, because your words mean so much more than you think.

#thank you for coming to my ted talk #thats my rant for today #nice #compliments #kind #kindness #happiness #happy #love #violin #violinist #music #solo #violin solo #scheherazade #scheherezade #i dont know how to spell it haha #its the piece that has the solo #hope #motivation #relatable #thank you

[gameofthronedd]

not to be controversial or anything... but it's not very feminist girlboss of the fandom to stan one woman so intensely and then viciously tear into another.

pls be better feminist girlbosses, we can't let the patriarchy divide us yall (and these are fictional characters, it's not that deep istg)

#who is the better feminist girlboss #hotd #house of the dragon #team black vs team green discourse #I'm joking but also not #like why say screw patriarchy and then engage in woman vs woman discourse #not saying women can't be bad but there's a difference between analysis of a character/analysing a character's actions and #insulting and degrading another female character & losing ur shit over her mere existence #u can dislike a female character obvs but turning one woman/a group of women into saints & propping them up etc. #and engaging in representation of a woman as a total feminist badass and screw the patriarchy and all that #but being unable to offer another woman even the slightest bit of sympathy is just bizarre to me #also pitting women & their trauma & against each other is just gross ngl #thats my rant for today #im a girlboss what can i say 💅😎😇🤪

[friendofgum]

I live in California

I've been smoking cannabis for ~10yrs, and I had a medical card before it became recreationally legalized

Lots of problems came along with recreational legalization, and while of course I still support it because this plant shouldn't be illegal in the first place, I do have a bone to pick with California and the ridiculous taxes and regulations they've put in place. It's a long list and I don't want to get into the politics of it all right now, I just want to talk about ONE THING today:

THE FUCKING CHILDPROOF PACKAGING ON *LITERALLY* EVERYTHING

One of the reasons I consume cannabis is for pain. Including joint pain. Which is everywhere but especially in my hands. Which makes it extraordinarily difficult to open the absolutely ridiculously overkill childproof packaging on cannabis products. There has to be a better way, come on guys. It's so fucking ironic when I can't open a container of medicine for the very pain that makes it difficult to open.

#personal #thats my rant for today #brought to you by once again struggling to open jar of hash with the most absurd childproof lid #cannabis #medical #pain #chronic pain

[yeet-the-dead-gay-corpse]

Not gonna lie I hate how it's so normalised to not have a high self esteem. It's like you're stuck in a death loop of low self esteem and how you think you're unlikeable but then you end up projecting parts of yourself that you supposedly hate other people because "how dare they think they're better than everyone" even though they most likely don't think they're better than everyone but just feel good about themselves.

Feeling good about yourself is such an anomaly to yourself that it becomes an anomaly to see in people other than yourself and it makes you uncomfortable.

And staying in a loop of low self esteem feels like a safe space because that's all you've ever known and possibly been allowed to be, whether by others or yourself out of fear.

It doesn't take much to hate yourself for whatever reason, but it takes a lot of effort to consciously break out of the loop and keep trying to feel alright about yourself. Especially if your brain is so intent on holding a bucket of ice over your head every time you seem to make a mistake. After a while you're gonna get bored of being tired and miserable.

#so yeah i think a rule of thumb is to compare yourself to some guy who has copious amounts of self confidence that he most likely stole #doesnt know shit about any topic he talks about and most likely brings down other people #and think #you should have that amount of confidence and just use it for better things #if that makes sense #basically its possible to be a good person and still have high amounts of confidence #i think thats another issue too #where media thinks high confidence = bad person like a form of purity culture which is toxic and encourages unhealthy mindsets because #god forbid you have any self esteem you should whip yourself like theres some god thats going to punish you for liking yourself #thats my rant for today #my posts #vent

[purplegori]

malevolent is wild because the two main characters are literally Everything all at once. they're a queerplatonic relationship. they're romantically married. they've been thrice divorced. they're constantly learning about each other. they barely know each other at all. they argue every fucking minute. they have an undying loyalty to each other. like i'm SAYING man it just never ends

#malevolent podcast #malevolent #arthur lester #john malevolent #gave up trying to retype my tag rant here's the short version (you got lucky today) #me when being human sometimes means being so many things all at once youd think you contradict yourself but no actually #thats a human thing. a person thing #the privilege and the curse of not knowing what you are now because there's still more that you can be #but maybe that's part of it! maybe you're SUPPOSED to be like that? because sometimes progress isn't knowing what you are #it's knowinf what you want to be #and that's a whole thing itself; it's a wholeass thing to figure out but in the meantime maybe. #maybe you ARE something. and that is: you are doing your best. and you are being better #and maybe that's what john and arthur are yknow maybe that's their thing too

[phatkochi]

I love Steven and Mclooy and I'm glad that they're getting popular but it's so sad that they frequently get whitewashed 🥲

#like their asses ARE NOT WHITE #I get it if the artist is young and probably colour picked straight from the reference like that's understandable but still #don't get me started on the erasure of their big noses bro 😭😭😭 #all of this is coming from a POC myself #no art for today #tnmn #that's not my neighbor #thats not my neighbor #steven rudboys #mclooy rudboys #rant #sorry for the rant y'all lol

[foxxology]

If I had a nickle for every time I was in a fandom, known for making a fancomic and as soon as its finished, stopped making art for that fandom because the fans were so chronically online - I'd have two nickels. Which isn't a lot, but it's weird it WILL happen twice at this rate =_=

I've been wanting to switch to original art more, I think it's time to focus on my own stuff as well.

#foxx rant #i was just enjoying rosh hashanah with the family today #and made the mistake of opening twitter #mcyt fandom is become less and less appealing to make art for #istg im about to become a bg3 art next when i get the game next week #yall will get it spreads and if you havent sorted your shit by then IM OUT #........ okay maybe a bit but only my own au but thats cuz im basically commiting id fraud with the characters lol

[variksel]

at what point am i to blame for what adhd does to me. at what point is it "adhd made it fucking physically impossible for me to focus today so i didnt do much work and hate it" versus just "i didnt do much work." am i allowed to feel shitty about it or is that just wallowing

#genuine question honestly #like. it feels like fucking shit to not have anything to show for sitting at a computer for 8+ hrs #but like thats My Fucking Fault for not doing the work #like god i tried but it just wasnt good enough #and like. what am i allowed to say about it? oh my adhd meds ran out (5 months ago) thats why it didnt work out? #but the reason i havent gotten new ones and let these ones run out is bcs of the same exact reason #i just couldnt bring myself to refill them just like i couldnt work today #so thats again my fault and it Sucks SoBad #i base a lot of my self worth on being productive and adhd makes mr feel like im not worth much when i cant do anything #UGH ANYWAY thats dramatic but. idk. bums me out i really was looking forward to working a long time today #adhd #neurodivergent #neurodiversity #actually adhd #adhd problems #adhd brain #vent #rant #adhd rant #neurodiverse stuff

[cryptidfuckery]

ripping apart EA games with my fucking teeth

#innocuous rant im just fucking annoyed #logged in to my old account to play sims 3 yesterday just fine #go to log in today need to do two factor authentication #annoying because i have to log into my OLD email but whatever #fine. i can do that #i do that #no email #me: ???? #try again #continue to refresh #nothing #huh thats weird this shouldnt be taking this long #go to a live cha #t #person keeps calling me friend. makes me want to rip at wood #me: hey yeah so im not getting Any emails from you guys #them: just wait for the email my friend #me: okay. how long should it take #them: wait a half hour my friend #im. maybe im just spoiled in this day and age but like guys!!! a HALF HOUR to send out an authentication email????? #its not like its a bank its games but guys. seirously #they just asked if im still there. yeah im just waiting a half hour for the email to not arrive :)

[anonymouslyanidiot]

i ended up playing mincraft (im proud of the skin but i gotta remake it.. i tried to earlier 2day but the site i use waznt workinfgg.. hhh at least m on a posting spree!!!!! yippie!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

dont ask what i wax doing i joined an old sever that me and my frind used 2 play on.. hehe

#dsaf #dayshift at freddy's #minecraft #minecraft skin #davesport #Dave dsaf #i guess it counts righ???? #who cares #im probably gonna be rlly active 2day im soz if u see this on your fyp #i also have a pic of the *VERY* old jack skin i have bc i though itd be funni #it wasnt #but lemme be silly #anyways #Dave Miller #dsaf dave miller #Dave Miller minecraft #not clickbait #its not a tag but imagine if it wasss... #mmmm nah id do it with jack #hes my bbg anyways /j #that was cringy #anyways i gotta stop narrating myself #i gotta larn so my ao3 acc doesnt look lik a mess lmfaooo #anyways :) #im probs gonna go do more stuff w the accb c im addcited to posting atm.. #sorry for spamming tags again and ranting #maybe ill post on ao3 instead 2day tho!! i gotta link my tumblr bac 2 it since i got a acc :( #i gotta lot of motivation today sooo!!!! #thats good!! #bye guyssss

[winterrose42]

"I can fix him" "i can make him worse"

I can put him in therapy and make him learn communication skills

#winter speaks #for legal.purposes this is just a silly rant #the i and him are boyh me #character growth ia all well and good h til.youre tge one doin it and then its like oh. oh ouch. oh big ouch wtf o want off the ride #bjt the ridw is necessary and its akin to draggimg a toddler to.the dentisg #i only vaguely understand wjats happening and what to do and im trying myndamndesy to git the square throuhh the cir le #and iyll work but no kne will be happy abouy it for at least a few weeks #and i have to do.little letters of today inlearned bc my brains so fucked right now i cannit remmeber the lessons unless #i write them fifty fuck times #i am so tired and brumpy about existance today and i am working a twelve hour shift #but tofay i learned my nose was in fact most likely broken when i was like sevem ir eigjt #and kts not a normal thing to brush your teeth til the gums bleed thats nit how they get clean #so this weekend i get to research dental heigiene bc i just never did iy bc it fuckin hurt and i finallu know #where the bump on my nose came from. my head wishes to be lut through comcrete

[blazevillains]

sooo crazy that your parents are allowed to sabotage your life in so many different ways and you just have to accept it. They can block you from seeking diagnosis, or meds that you need, or mobility devices, or whatever else and its just fine cause youre not 18 yet and well what if the kids are fakers or weak or just want attention? The parents always know best. and we gotta uphold "parents rights" or whatever.

#i have a friend that desperately wants a cane but his mom doesnt think he's ''disabled enough'' for it. #my parents wont let me seek out an adhd diagnosis because they dont believe in it and because they dont want me on meds no matter how much #they may help. like is that not fucked up. thats fucked up. #my life and the lives of my friends are actively a lot worse because of this. ABLEISM! #sorry for ranting so much today im going through it #negativity

[mugzymiik]

"going against canon is so cri--" FUCK you and FUCK your fandom expectations I WILL GIVE SO MANY OF MY FAVORITE CHARACTERS NEOPRONOUNS AND SO MUCH MORE THAN THAT you will LOATHE the day you crossed me by limiting the sheer POWER of my headcanons my dear friend

#this post is brought to you by any pronouns Tsavorite gang #/j #yeah nothing really sparked this i just wanted to say “fuck you in particular” to the ppl who decide to be assholes and go “☝️🤓well thats #not canon so you cant headcanon that—“ LIKE STFU!!!!! i dont CARE its called a HEADcanon for a reason JOHNSON!!!!!! its canon in my HEAD so #FUCK you and that friend of yours i know youll rant to in dms afterwards like “person on the internet hurt my feelies☹️” I KNOW YOURE GONNA #i feel particularly evil today sorry boys/gn/j

[universalkuzey]

İ want to messily rant about something which is the way this fandom treats canon ships.

Ships like aoikane are so very obviously canon from both sides (Aoi is so obviously inlove with Akane if you don't see that you have zero media literacy im sorry) yet they keep getting hate left and right, in some platforms (cough cough, twitter, cough) you will get jumped if you say you enjoy it.

Meanwhile a ship like mitsukou gets a completely different light and is just, you are auto expected to like it just because its canon? Just that, whenever someone brings up not liking mitsukou its just "BUT İTS CANON!!!!" who genuienely cares? İ straight up just don't like their dynamic im not too big on right person wrong time unless specific settings/an au

And it irritates me how those same people will deny aoikane or teruaoi or even Sakura's obvious pan/bi coding despite them being so obviously canon

And that behavior just pisses me off so much because in everyother fandom of ever, not enjoying a canon ship is completely normal and not a big offense but in tbhk fandom its a whole another story. And that makes me even more judgemental towards mitsukou because its fans are so annoying about it being canon.

İ am not fucking getting up everyday praying for mitsukou to not be canon because lets be honest it pretty much is. And i hate how these people are just so sticky to it thinking a ship can be liked just because its canon.

#especially considering how they treat certain rarepairs. #very suspicious ngl. #like if you will only ship canon ships im expecting you to ship aoikane and sumi6 too #its just so hypocritical #tbhk fandom in general sucks tbh #shout out to my 4 friends who never even heard of tbhk but still feed my terukane delusions you're the kind of people tbhk fandom needs #this is just a messy rant bcs im so angry about this recently i hope i got my point across #and god forbid they are also terukane shippers my god they give me so much second hand embarrassment #sometimes you gotta just learn that your ship won't be canon bro #ok thats all #ill post a coloringater today i promise

[phatkochi]

That is not Steven Rudboys/neg

#yes I'm talking about that art #THAT'S NOT STEVEN RUDBOYS THAT'S STEPHEN NICEGIRLS 😭😭😭 #even if they fix his skin colour he just doesn't look... yk???? #where are his ethnic features??? #the fact his mohawk is long and covers his big nose is 💀💀💀 #they drew such awesome TNMN fanart too this sucks 😭😭😭 #pissed off fr LMAO #so upset that it got me out of my hiatus just to rant IFJSJDXJSND #anyways sorry that y'all have to see me so pissed off like this hahaha #how do people see the rudboys being white I just don't understand #not my art #no art for today #rant #that's not my neighbor #thats not my neighbor #tnmn #steven rudboys