#the disappearance of the girl

[lasirenedesiree]

There are mysterious and secret zones in each individual. And if a woman wants to vanish, she can..

#the disappearance of the girl #i want to disappear #vanishment made easy #mysterious woman #disappear #vanish #mystery #enigma

[ourstaturestouchtheskies]

Judith with the Head of Holofernes - Simon Vouet // The Wolf - Phildel

#judith and holofernes #judith #the wolf #the disappearance of the girl #phildel #art #art history #lyrics #lyric art #tw death #tw beheading #charlotte survives february

[lewismathesonart]

And I'll be at the back of your mind I'll be at the front of the line And I'll be at the back of your mind I'll be at the front of the line Waiting for you . . .

A Cruel Dream

Digital

2023

#art #illustration #phildel #the disappearance of the girl #la lune #the moon #2023

[lesbianjudasiscariot]

#storm song #phildel #the disappearance of the girl #audio #♡ #Spotify

[secretceremonials]

- the disappearance of the girl x some women from Greek myth I think it suits

#yes I’m just taking songs of my myths playlist and pairing it with art I like #but it’s fun #phildel #the disappearance of the girl #Penelope #ariadne #polyxena #Cassandra #art

[intherecentfuture]

any albums with blue album covers you really like?

I thought long and hard about this....

And went with my first instinct:

Wave Your Flags by Phildel! I love this album all around. Phildel knows how to make beautiful and ominous music. And this album features one of my all-time favorite songs, "Glorious"!

Album Nominees

Ominousness: Glide Dog

Beauty: Floods (tight competition in this category, truly the entire album could be nominated)

Lyrics: Glorious

Lyric Selection:

There's a place I go A place I always stand alone And need no witness to my throne Here, I say my piece And have no need to be believed The bridge I build will carry me Beyond the creatures of your sea

Glorious, pure insular The very first to draw the earth And touch the air I built it there Oh, glorious Glorious, ooh

Here, I win my day I make my kill upon the grave And need no hero to be saved Here, the light still shines Despite the odds and all the time Despite the gods and their design

#phildel #glorious' here the light still shines part is particularly one of my all time favorite lyric excerpts #thanks for the ask! #the disappearance of the girl #her other full length non-instrumental album #is also incredible #described in her bio as including 'gothic fantasies that sustained her during' an abusive childhood #I just love phildel tbh

[haunted-xander]

Well, I guess you didn't have much of a choice either

#sooooo fucked up being a teenage boy just messing around with friends one day #and the next weird monsters are after you #and suspicious guys youve never met before start telling you you shouldnt even exist #and even the gentle girl who seems to know SO much that you met #says you have to disappear #all for the sake of this one boy youve never heard of #who apparently everyone loves and wants back #even if it means essentially killing someone else(you) #and youre expected to just. follow along and sacrifice yourself for him #even though you are also a real perosn with real friends (or so you believe) #and at the end you do it #because youre tired and confused #and part of you feels like it should do it #that its the right thing to do #even though you still dont know anything bc no one will tell you #except for the girl but everyone always goes out of their way to stop her #anyway im rambling the kh2 prolouge is so fucked up when u think about it #roxas #sora #kingdom hearts #kingdom hearts 2 #kh #kh2 #art #my art #xanders art #digital art #fan art

[koobiie]

hello fear and hunger fandom

#fear and hunger #funger #moonless #d'arce cataliss #cahara #ragnvaldr #enki ankarian #the girl fear and hunger #posting this and disappearing into the night never to post funger ever again lol #1k

[transyashiro]

#clown girls got one here's one for the dolls #and now i disappear again to try and get my work and life together after the depressive episode 👍 #art tag #nsft #suggestive #artistic nudity #ocs

[lasirenedesiree]

I think about this all the time. Currently planning my escape..

#i want to disappear #the disappearance of the girl #enigma #only forwards never back

[hellspawnmotel]

even after settling down, theyre pretty cautious.....

.......it doesnt last long

#princess tutu #princess tutu spoilers #ahiru #fakir #fakiru #art tag #my anime straight couple ever. nobody is doing it like them #anyway i know theres not a lot of reasons to think the 'confessing love = disappearing' rule still applies post-canon #but ahiru being human again necessitates that there are still reality-warping powers at work #and it's because of drosselmeyer that she was ever human in the first place so i can see them being nervous about it #also this is an aside but i picture after fakir writes ahiru back into a girl they kinda have to flee gold crown town #to avoid fakir getting his hands chopped up by cultists and everything yknow #they settle down somewhere else in the german countryside with a little village nearby and have a simple life #ahiru keeps practicing ballet and fakir keeps writing and theyre happy :)

[lesbianjudasiscariot]

#the wolf #phildel #the disappearance of the girl #audio #♡ #Spotify

[noecoded]

hey asmo fans

#do people even still enjoy him... #i pickup my dusty discarded blogand blow it off. im so sorry i abandoned youu #ive been thinkingabt him again lately and the pm controversies gave me an excuse to drawhim somuch for a couple days... #i keep thinkingabt how cute hed be if hisstyle was likee a little more 2000s party girl that shows up to everythign even if u didnt invite #her at all...ok . im going to disappear again maybee ive been having somany thoughts abt asmo but i think none of them would be #original or well received by normal people who arent ill about asmo because lately ive been like sillymaxing so everything i thinkabout him #is unfit for general human consumption. #asmodeus obey me #asmo #mine #oc #a&t

[seedhe-pahad-se]

Hope yall find someone who feels like Sardiyon vali dhoop<3

#ik i disappeared hehe i m back (iguess not really tho) #tumblr daily #desi tag #tumblrpost #daily post #desiblr #desi tumblr #desi memes #being desi #desi girl #desi shit posting #desi blr #desi hip hop #desi side of tumblr #desi culture #desi academia #desi aesthetic #desi songs #desi teen #desi couple #desi stuff #desi blog #dhoop #sardiya #winters #winter #winter sun

[genderqueerpond]

We don't talk enough about the fact that Amelia Pond, s5 Amelia Pond, before the timeline is reset, isn't just a normal orphan. Her parents didn't die, didn't abandon her, and didn't send her away. They never existed in the first place.

And if her parents never existed, then Amelia cannot exist. She is a causal impossibility.

"People fall out of the world sometimes, but they always leave traces." A photograph. A face carved into an apple. Yes. Sure.

A child.

Now that's too big, surely.

But that's what she is. She is exactly the same as these things. A trace. An echo of something that could never be, never was, never could have been.

And the universe should never allow it. A whole person, that's just too much. She could not have continued to exist indefinitely, in normal circumstances, after her parents never existed.

In normal circumstances.

Because the Doctor didn't just save her from things coming out of the crack in her wall. He saved her from going into it. And he didn't just save her from the threat of going into it simply because of its vicinity.

No, by arriving when he did, he interrupted a process that was probably already in motion. And then by arriving again only moments later on a cosmic relative timestream (too quickly for the process to complete) and yet in the local relative timestream, years later --- years of a potential future caught midway through the process of rewriting -- he solidified that existence. Amy is a creature from another timeline, caught in amber. The Doctor prevented her from never existing, but only after she could already never exist.

And so, no one around Amelia thinks about it. Neither does she. There's some kind of consciousness block, because if you thought about it, really thought about it, for two seconds you'd realize she cannot exist. And the human mind can't deal with that. So, to protect itself, everyone's brain simply slides off it before ever noticing. They just assume that her existence makes sense, and don't question it, and don't notice what they don't question, that is staring them in the face.

But of course, to some extent they do notice. They can't think it, but they notice subconsciously that there's something they can't think. They notice there's something wrong with her, something uncanny. And they don't like it, and they alienate her even more because of it.

"Does it ever bother you Pond that your life existence doesn't make any sense?"

#like!!!!!! why arent we talking about this!!!!!!! #amelia pond #amy pond #the ultimate autism metaphor on top of being autistic anyway #doctor who #dw #ndw #dw theory #lavender thoughts #SHE CAN'T EXIST SHE IS LITERALLY IMPOSSIBLE #you called clara the impossible girl but that's amy #and THEN the fact that even after it's all set right #she remains shaped by -- remains deeply traumatized by -- a timeline that never happened; a reality that never was #AUGH !!!!! #some wounds just can't heal even if the thing that caused them never existed in the first place #some wounds remain as a TRACE of the other time just as you yourself were once #THE mental illness rep of all time #and in the big bang of course the doctor had to take the shortcut because if they'd all gone the long way round #she'd have been gone before he got there #as starless universe's little amelia disappeared.... it could be millienia but from another perspective it HAD to be moments #they made it only in the nick of time #and the doctor knew that #pond #the life and times of amy pond

[beauty1sempty]

the feminine urge to disappear

#pearl movie #feminine urge #i want to disappear #runaway #lana del rey #fiona apple #gloomy coquette #coqeutte #nympette #pinterest #moodboard #etheral #black swan #manic pixie dream girl #hell is a teenage girl #i’m just a girl #girlblogging #girlblogger #girlhood #female hysteria #female rage #femcel #misandry #this is what makes us girls #twee #nymph3t #blog #blogging