#their pains are separate

[rhaenyradelights]

i’ve said this before but like. rhaenyra can feel abandoned because she knows what it’s like to Have Others. she once had a mother. she once had a doting father. she once had a beloved companion. she once had a doting uncle and a queen-who-never-was to look up to. as a princess she was loved and coddled and rewarded for her impetuousness. but as a woman (not a girl). as Heir. she has none of that. so she can feel it’s loss keenly. she can feel all the things that are taken from her because she was never meant to be heir, because she is not a son.

#alicent doesn’t feel abandonment in the same way bc she never had that sort of life #her love and hatred is honed on rhaneyra as the betrayer as the narcissus as the hand that refuses to reach out #but alicent is not starving in that way bc she was never fed #their pains are separate #alicent feels emptiness and absence and quiet and solitude #but she doesn’t feel Loss in the same way #alicent uses her personhood and her womanhood as her first defense and offense #rhaenyra feels her womanhood as the thing she cannot cast off and the source of her own issues #alicent as the tower. what is a tower beyond its own walls sturdy and true #rhaenyra is a dragon trapped inside a body she didn’t ask for #alicent’s form is used against her and it’s the site of so many battles and so much violence #but rhaenyra’s body… is it’s own crime #rhaenyra #meta #text

[qiinamii]

we'll do fine.

#fionna and cake spoilers #what hits me a little is how similar fionna and simon's stories are in the case of finding nuance in their lives #when both have gone through their separate but still valid pain no matter the extent it had been #and its that they met each other they get to see how it compares and they're no less worth of the peace and fun they dreamed of #even in the form of simplicity and just being normal #“i wouldn't have met THE fionna and cake” “we wouldn't have met THE simon petrikov” #it hits me harder that after the dandelion scene would've been their last time seeing each other physically #and how assuring simon sounded when fionna didn't know what to do with the literal world in her hands #tho im sure prismo isnt that much of a rule jerk lol i still drew out the revelation anyway with this tiniest addition #also the fact fionna's world is influenced by simon's thought processes and conditions so now things are a little better for both of them #fionna the human #fionna campbell #simon petrikov #qiiarts #the lil flashback of #betty grof #fionna and cake #adventure time

[tangledinink]

it's the gemaversary so leo gets to go off, as a special treat.

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#sure fuck it ill post an update #why not itll be fun hahahahaha #you know when like you wanna draw so bad but drawing is so hard and painful? gosh and golly #i am very busy and eepy but ; w ; we will still make things #rottmnt #gemini au #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #rise of the tmnt #tmnt #tmnt 2k18 #tmnt 2018 #rottmnt donnie #rottmnt donatello #rottmnt disaster twins #rottmnt leo #rottmnt au #rottmnt separated au #rottmnt comic #rottmnt fandom #rise donnie #rise donatello #rise disaster twins #fidgetwing

[violet-witch-6]

Gonna be real, my first time watching THAT scene I honestly wasn’t sure how they were ever gonna patch things up because I can’t even imagine the pain of standing in Crowley’s place after 6,000 years of loving someone in silence, trying to show them who you are at every opportunity, painstakingly chipping away at the delusion they’ve bought into since the beginning (more than you ever did) in order to show them the truth—to show them who you are (who the two of you could be together) —and then just as you’ve finally worked up the courage to lay it all out there and toss the dice hoping (with what, for the first time, you’re starting to believe are less than doomed odds) that they’ll love you back and that it will be enough—only for all of it to be dragged out from under you because they look you in the eye and all but tell you that they never understood you at all. They weren’t listening. And, sure they want what you want (to be together), they love you back (still unspoken but legible in the way they glow at the thought that they might still save you) (as if you need saving) (as if you’d want it)—but not as you are. They think the change they ask of you would be received as a grace and the betrayal of that is gut wrenching in a way that no flat out rejection could be, I think. If I were Crowley, I can’t imagine how I’d come back from that.

But then I watched the scene again. The moments after that betrayal. Once Crowley’s put his glasses back on, raised his defenses and sounded the retreat. I wondered, watching the scene again, how it could ever reach the point where the kiss made sense when they were already so torn apart. But the thing is that no matter how wrong Aziraphale was to want things to go back to the “way they were”, everything that led him to that conclusion comes from the thing Crowley loves most about him: his goodness. Aziraphale is good in a way that heaven is not, and Crowley knows that, but Aziraphale still hasn’t learned that lesson. He wants so desperately still to believe in god and heaven and the ineffable plan and even though it’s that desire that’s led him to hurt Crowley, I don’t think Crowley can completely begrudge him. By the time Crowley’s walking out of the book shop, the betrayal has already faded—not gone, but less than when compared to his sadness for Aziraphale and what his angel is going to go through when heaven lets him down (again)—assuming that it doesn’t just break him.

And the kiss—that fucking kiss (be still my beating heart)—that was Crowley planting a seed. “I know better than you do” he says and he does because Crowley has always been more honest with himself than Mr. “Master class in self delusion” A. Z. Fell. Aziraphale is about to be more alone and more lost than he has been in 6,000 years, so Crowley needed to make 100% clear to him where solid ground was. Aziraphale won’t be able to rationalize this away or hide behind propriety because it can only mean one thing and that is that he is in love with a demon whose on his own side with no interest in ever rejoining the heavenly host because heaven is not the epitome of goodness or love that he so desperately wants to believe it is. It’s not even capable of being that—no matter how hard Aziraphale tries to bend it back into what he thinks is it’s natural shape (because isn’t that what he wants so desperately to do as chief archangel? To make heaven the place he’s always thought it was?). Crowley really said “whatever you do next, do it knowing I love you”. He said “I’m done letting you ignore this.” And I get it. Cards on the table means cards on the table. No more half measures no more dancing around it—any of it. If Aziraphale wants to walk into the belly of the beast, then the least Crowley can do is make sure he’s doing it with his eyes wide open.

#good omens #good omens 2 spoilers #good omens spoilers #good omens season 2 #crowly x aziraphale #it’s about the pain and the love mingling so closely together that you can’t separate them anymore #the one is the other #and you’d take them both if it only meant you could have him

[zu-is-here]

purposes

#zu art #comic #post dark cream #cross!sans #dream!sans #gaster blaster #undertale #undertale au #utmv #Cross loves: 1 boy and 1 girl. <3 #I planned to draw this scene waaaay later But God Said: why not now? ☆ #oh god do I love them. I love them so much it's almost painful. they're a set so don't separate them okay? ♡ #also why is undertale trending again xd

[grimfantas]

i'd love to dry my tears as pain disappears.

#silent hill 3 #heather mason #alessa gillespie #memory of alessa #silent hill #the ... (coughing up blood) the silent hill yuri guys... !SELF LOVE #i look back on a lot of my older silent hill art both posted and unposted #its not pretty. But at least i know there always been such an overwhelming love in me for silent hill's story for these two #both together as they were and separated. The pain in my heart is indescribable for these type of girls. Will always remember them xoxo #all i want in the end is for them is that if they cant find peace and kindness they can at least find some of it in eachother. #I want heather to have a good life for alessa. coughs up blood. Couguhs up blood

[ryllen]

Look what came through the mail today! The letters & ( •̀ω•́ )σ 3 little gremlins from letterstoear.

Just wanna say i adore the flower stickers on the letters too much, they are that much worth mentioning.

#letterstoear #nui #twst #twisted wonderland #sebek zigvolt #malleus draconia #twst grim #mod posting #okay but i love squishing the bears with my thumb; they just have the right thickness to be pressed on #i really like the flower stickers; they look like romantically artistic wax seal #the letters are pleasantly nice #i love the part where cheka personally request for an audience with yuu thru sebek 🥺🥺🥹🥹 too cute hnggh ....... #sebek becoming our little mailman for our little invitation aw 🥹 for those who wanna know the context of the letter; #i requested a letter from sebek that he sent home while he was away accompanying malleus on other country duty #my other favorite part is just him simply opening the letter with 'My love' #i'm sealed 🥹 the first paragraph is written so sweetly #i enjoy reading the letter slowly outside in peaceful afternoon today; i ran it through together with sebek nui #this will be my treasured keepsake from now on 🥹; it seriously made me miss letters and wish i have someone to send this kind of letter to #it was a bit funny how the envelope sebek's letter came from is sticked with the guys from free! sticker fhsdsh 🤣😂 #and me with the white haired guy like WHo are u?? fsjdsdjsd (´つヮ⊂); but it's a really nice service #the thank you letter came with such a cute and yummy folding paper; thank you for the stickers too #i feel like there's a bit whoopsie on grim's winky eye fshfh like i think the sharpie just blurs the separating space '<' supposed to have #and just combine it all together into one angry eye; and sebek bear's eyes are just a little bigger than i expected it to be #but the more i look at them i think they are just having a little individuality & still cute #i embraced it all together while knowing the fact none of handmade thing would always be the same one with the other; hehe sebek nui has fr #i kinda forget that there's this kind of clip earring fshd; because i always get the ones that work like screw from aliexpress #i know that the literal clip one would just be literal meaning of pain fsh; just like the magnet one my father once got me when i was a kid #it was painful but pretty; tho i lost it quickly bcs magnet easily get loosed once one part of it moves around when u touch ur hair or face #anyhow i had a pleasant day because of this; thank you very much ! sebek nui said 'thank you' too! ‧₊˚❀༉‧₊˚. ❀ ✿ 𖤣…

[kimdokjas]

How precious it is to be with trustworthy partners in our life.

happy birthday, sin! ♡ @mx-sinisters

#link click #linkclickedit #shiguang dailiren #shiguang daili ren #anime gif #animangahive #fyanimegifs #animangaboys #*gifs #userhanyi #userinahochi #userjenny #usergojoana #user.roy #usersenka #usericybtch #userartless #tusermalina #userkarura #usersophies #tuserelena #flashing cw #HAPPY BDAY SIN SORRY FOR THE PAIN ASDLKAKJA #sorry for taking a fluffy quote and turning it into angst. it will happen again. #they are soooo doomed by the narrative #and so those few moments in life where they're not separated by death are all the more precious #u could say they are.......life and death companions............ #iykyk <3

[north-winds1]

#rain world #rainworld art #slugcat #digital art #rainworld #slugcats #rw artificer #Artificer au #artificer's pups #I'm not really sure what to say #But this was a bit of a pain to make #I think if I make more of these it's probably going to be flat colours and not as detailed backgrounds #Because I wanted to quit several times while drawing this #It still turned out nice though! #I like to think that arti's pups care for eachother a lot very much disliking being separated #Because of the whole separated from artificer thing #But in general wherever one is going the other will be there #One of the pups tries to act much older to try to protect their sibling but they're still a young slugcat #Who hasn't really gotten to explore the outside world #The next arti's pups AU things will be much happier and I'll probably do some doodles somewhat soon! #Wind art

[vvormsuture]

what's his character ending portrait so cunt for

#got my first proper ending with him today #it pained me to see girl separated from him down in the gauntlet. he was her UNCLE FUNGER!!! #fear and hunger #enki ankarian

[ferociouslycreativemystery]

A man with so much potential, tragically born in the wrong era

#guys my best whiteboard pen for drawing has run out of ink 😭 #it was the one that came with the board as well so idk if it's even available to get separately #life is pain #been doing a christmas rewatch and realised I'd forgotten this line #so of course I had to draw it :P #bbc ghosts #the captain #bbc ghosts fanart #the captain fanart #maddie's art tag #maddie's ghosts tag

[sexyleon]

Luis Sera who offered to help and protect complete strangers despite the potential of losing his only means of escape. Luis Sera who risked his life to make medicine for people who inherently distrust him, all in the hopes that it would be just enough for them to survive. Luis who spent the last day of his life trying to make amends for the suffering he brought into the world through his research. Luis whose last act was to save someone else, even as he lay dying. Luis whose body lies under millions of tons of rubble, never to be recovered.

#luis sera navarro #luis serra #luis serra navarro #luis sera #re4r #resident evil #plz no sexyleon #i am in pain #separate ways #separate ways spoilers #re separate ways

[danwhobrowses]

For anyone else who is gonna struggle surviving the next 3 weeks with the angsty and tense situation of Callowmoore here's a few things from the last 2 episodes that I feel were underrated and will assist in trying to keep me sane/emotionally stable: - Matching messed up hands built for holding - Fearne nervously playing with her hair as she approaches Ashton - Ashton wanted Fearne to be either the last thing they saw if they died or the first thing they saw when they succeeded - Fearne's admittance corroborates Ashley's 4SD revelation that Fearne is in love with someone in the party but doesn't know how to process the emotions - Fearne wanted Ashton to be happy, while Ashton wanted to feel whole so they would be worthy of the Hells - Ashton twice tried to lead a search for Fearne, and instantly clocking onto Chetney saying he followed Fearne - Fearne making herself look as radiant as possible before giving Ashton the cold shoulder - Ashton only rose to Chetney's provocations until he said 'You hurt Fearne' Use how you will

#godspeed my poor damaged psyche #critical role #bells hells #callowmoore #ashton greymoore #fearne calloway #fearne x ashton #ashton x fearne #strangely enough I don't enjoy having a dark and sad pit sitting in my chest day to day #3 weeks and we don't even get a cute M9 reunion in between to distract us? this was worse than Callowmoore's sistergate 3 week wait #also 'a little'? Sweetie people don't jump into lava for a little you got the big L and it's not Lesbian(s) #Feel like Laudna was a bit cruel this ep (Ash has been there for her a ton and she kinda villainized him) but we'll put it down to Delilah #much of Ashton's trauma has been overlooked or left to them to internalize but still nobody has told them that they are loved #and Ashton Greymoore needs to be told they're loved! (by Fearne) #but yeah time for more positive mental scenarios that 99% won't happen (but when that 1% does ho boy) #couldn't have just had Fearne go 'no talking' and sleep on Ash's chest to hear their heartbeat as her touch soothes Ash's pain could we? #or final fight scenarios where Ludinus is a walking harness and Ashton tricks them into absorbing their titan powers so he'd explode #they could've even had a talk in the woods because they wanted to find her so bad but was not gonna test Imogen's patience #I for one though will have at least one where Ashton seeks out Mori for advice (Fearne too but separately) #Tal I need you to use all your romantic arsenal in the feywild (Percy's worst travel experience) to win back Ashley's beautiful faun girl #bonus prompts for 'You will always be perfect to me' and 'Promise you'll come back to me' they pop up often in my scenarios #taliesin jaffe #ashley johnson

[tangledinink]

if I have to deal with it!!!! THEY have to deal with it!!!!

[ the gemini ]

#typically they both have very impressive pain tolerances but not even they are immune to the almighty power of Cramps #it doesnt help that it is always a BATTLE to convince either of them to take any painkillers #whichever one is suffering (tm) the other always gets super protective over. rest of the family typically steers clear. for everyones safet #gemini au #tw menstruation #cw menstruation #menstruation #kinda #close enough anyway #rottmnt #rottmnt au #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #rise of the tmnt #tmnt #tmnt 2k18 #tmnt 2018 #rottmnt separated au #rottmnt disaster twins #rise disaster twins #fidgetwing #usually they camp out in their bedroom but donnie wanted to play video games ; _ ; #so couch den #leo hisses at anyone who dares come too close #LIKE UHM EXCUSE YOU??? DONNIE IS CLEARLY TRYING TO SLEEP. FUCK OFF. ; _ ;

[beannary]

spider themed clothing spidER THEMED CLOTHING SPIDER THEMED CLOTHING

(psst this Donnie is from my tlp au which you can check out overe here!!)

#my art #tmnt #tmnt 2018 #2018 tmnt #tmnt 2k18 #2k18 tmnt #rottmnt #rottmnt donnie #rottmnt donatello #tmnt donnie #tmnt donatello #tlp au #the little prince separated au #i would put him in spider web patterned outfits all the time if they werent a pain to draw

[sergle]

i had someone tell me chiro wasnt real and wasn't doing anything for me in the same breath they told me to try cbd oil 🫢

SCREAAMMMMM I wouldn't be surprised if someone told me to just go align my chakras instead. also god I love being told by other people that it isn't Doing Anything to me. like DAMN THAT'S CRAZY... Ig when I've fucked my neck so badly that I can't turn my head to the right, and I'm able to finally get range of motion back again only after getting a chiro adjustment, that must be like a sugar pill thing or something. Or when I have a tension migraine that won't go away for days and days but dissipates after an adjustment. Or when being bedridden with back pain was a common occurrence before I started going to a chiro regularly and now I can go on walks and hikes without my lower back seizing up. Or how my carpal tunnel improved when she started loosening up my wrists. But I guess it doesn't "do anything". I must be fully imagining it. It must just be some woo-woo mind shit. I should probably just smoke some weed and that will physically heal my entire body. I should probably just drive to oklahoma city and pay some extra for a PT to tell me to do some of the exact same stretches my chiro advises me to do, and advise some of the exact same habit changes my chiro has mentioned, and to perform some of the exact same adjustments, but call them "manual therapy" instead. Oh, PTs don't do "adjustments", they simply put their hands on you and manipulate your muscles/joints to alleviate pain, loosen you up, and feel for small misalignments. Which is fucking exactly what a chiropractor does.

#able bodied people love to say that chiropractors aren't Real as if it isn't the most physically straightforward thing in the world #and is sometimes the only thing separating someone (ME) from whether or not they can even walk. #sergle.txt #''go to the Actual Doctor instead'' thanks I love muscle relaxers. that'll fix me. I'll go get addicted to pills instead #except I won't because the last doctor I went to told me I should try Praying. #I wanna wait for someone who's been sitting for awhile to stand up and stretch out their arms/neck and go AH AH!!! don't do that! #that's not real! get a prescription for pain meds instead. 'but stretching my back and cracking my neck removes the stiffness' well. #it's Not Real. sorry #sergle answers