#this inspired me & ruined my life

[xxsweetoothxx]

Workin on Redesigning Jackies Colorful version and Im stuck as hell on clorors to pic for their Hair. Tried a billion different ones but These 5 seemed to work best I think

Also also Redesigning Isaac as well as his Sister. The old story I had for them was okay but then I got a better idea that makes Isaac the irredeemable shit I wanted him to be originally!

Also this idea allows me to tie in the whole thing from the cannon creeps comic of everyone seeming to hate LJ. Only in PM I plan on it to be a bit different with Ragz. Mainly that they didn't really do anything but SOMEONE did.

A Hint on why Ragz may be heavily disliked.

#im very unsure on a hair color so by all means give opinions! #either way its gonna be black in the version of them with less color #on another note #if it wasnt obvious Isaac is just being straight up malicious by dressing like that in the underworld #mf is intentionally pretending to be this clown to cause problems because hes pissedbabout being very justifiably killed #I'll get into that backstory one day #i gotta admit tho. Clown Isaac is very fun to draw #i got the idea because when reading the original LJ origin story #the thought of 'hey what if LJ is actually just Isaac?' #like yeah LJ killed him blah blah #bit what if LJ really was just an imaginary friend and the death was more a metaphorical one #im sure someoen else has had the idea before #but it came to mind a long time ago and it inspired me to be like #“what if after getting killed by this clown Isaac said he ruined my life so ima ruin his now” #and just dressed up to cause problems on purpose for them #anyway actual tags now #creepypasta #proxymorons #crp #creepy pasta #creepypasta art #doodleteeth #creepypasta redesign #laughing jack #isaac grossman #Izzy Lockwood #Isaac Lockwood #Ragz #Jackie Ragzdale

[winterrens]

been reading a stupid amount of (modern) elucien fanfic which made me think about Lucien in a button up and Elain in a sundress which has led to this. Modern elucien ice cream date ? 🤔

#my art #elucien #drawing this for self indulgent bisexual purposes #also love the idea that elain is the biggest life ruining archeron #life ruining (affectionate) #pro elucien #acotar #pro lucien vanserra #pro elain archeron #this is specifically inspired by seperatist-apologist thank you for making me insane #elain x lucien #did i get all the tags

[maybeinanotherworld]

the other day, i said i was tired of seeing legendre polynomials everywhere and a friend of mine said, with no explanation whatsoever, "le gender polynomials" and i just think that's the funniest thing i have ever heard

#physics #math #physblr #mathblr #legendre has been ruining my life I'm tired of this man #adrien marie legendre meet me in the dennys parking lot right now #'oh the legendre polynomials are the generating function for the coulomb potential' #why don't you generate yourself some bitches legendre #anyway this has been a finals season inspired rant on legendre polynomials that no one asked for #thank you for coming to my ted talk #university #college

[yourtipsygrandma]

I saw the Northern Lights and I’m having an extreme emotional reaction excuse me

#I always planned on going somewhere else to see them #never in a million years thought I’d see them at home #it was like when I went to the Grand Canyon #I went because everyone hyped it up and it was on my way home #then I got to the grandview point #I climbed out to a pillar I really shouldn’t have #one lady was yelling about it the entire time #but then other people joined me #it was probably one of the most peaceful moments in my life #that’s what tonight was #profound peace #pure awe and wonder #a desperate wish that I also am part of those colors and swirls that inspire so much #I might not be much #but maybe the collection tells these stories #please don’t ruin them. #northern lights #aurora borealis #EDIT: I live in the east coast of the USA & I was roadtripping back from the west coast #which is why I mention stopping at the Grand Canyon #my sister and I roadtripped to get me there but we got snowed in at flagstaff and couldn’t go to the canyon #so I went on my way back #I had a whole national park tour planned #and I arrived 3 days later than intended specifically because of the Grand Canyon and Grabd Teton

[caruliaa]

just bc im a lesbian doesnt mean tht i wont at times become deeply entranced with the beauty of male actor or character. it just means i wld rather be locked in a room with a man with a knife than do anything romantic or sexual with one

#NO OFFENCE TO MEN AS PEOPLE THAT EXIST. but also i shldnt have to say tht after saying this yk #also b4 u say ooh ur aro tho why do u need to specifcy u wldnt do anything romantic w a man when i wldnt with a woman either #i am actually pretty romance favorable. like i would be in a romantic relationship with a woman if it wldnt ruin my life #with how it is rn . i think i like and want all the parts tht make up a romantic relationship i just dont experince romantic attraction #but anyway i was here to talk abt my sexuality not my romantic orientation #this post was originally like 'im remembering why there was such a huge overlap with my og major starkid hyperfixation #and me identifing as bisexual' but the thing is is the main main guy from starkid i remember being attracted too #was infact . rob. and thats aged badly bc of it being revealed that hes a fucking creep since then #but also just now not that we should ignore tht but regardless of that i just. dont see it at all #maybe it is that news subconsiously turning me off him but i really dont see that much what i liked abt his appearance #but who rly inspired this post to me is infact . jeff blim ? which is suprising just from the fact tht i dont ever remember #having tht big of a crush on him with that og starkid hyperfixation. but well he is a very beautiful man . giggling a little bit. sorry . #also becoming a bit obsessed with joey richter but thts just standard lesbian obssesion with a weird little man #not attractive to me im just obssesed with him. hi #also posting this now so when i finally watch the fnaf movie i can rb it abt josh hutcherson #anyway. does anyone read these tags do these long rants i go on like. turn ppl off of my posts. sometimes i wonder #flappy rambles

[breakingb4tz]

moon , tell me if i could

send out my heart to you ?

#ଽ.🦇 artzz #this sing has ruined me for life #art #artists on tumblr #digital art #illustration #oc #drawing #mitski #song inspired #song inspired art #song art #my love mine all mine #Spotify

[nullapophenia]

untitled work (Protoflicker, chapter 2)

271 words, rated T : Warnings - Self Harm/Suicide

You're getting impatient. Surely there's a faster way to restart, right? (When you don't have any weapon but your fists, how do you go about dying?)

{You're incredibly conscious of your own body.}

{Every single piece of it, every muscle fiber, every layer of skin, every vein that runs through your flesh, powering you like a machine.}

{You're intimately familiar with all the gears that work together to form you.}

{You hand-crafted them yourself, after all.}

{But.}

{That means you're intimately familiar with the exact gears that, when taken out, will cause the whole machine to fall apart.}

{You've gotten impatient these last few loops. You're starting to hate the trip to find a Tear, even if it's not really that far from your designated Safe Rooms.}

{You have an urge in your bones to go faster. Make up the time. Pick up the pace to spend as little time as possible in this Change-forsaken prison of a House so you can finally leave.}

{ . . . }

{The neck.}

{The neck contains the most vital connection to the rest of your body.}

{Sever that connection, and it'll be over, right?}

{You've established to yourself that dying makes you loop. Anything that means you can't continue on. So...}

{You wait until no one's looking.}

{You take a deep breath, steeling yourself.}

{You bring your hands up to your face and press in.}

{Swift motions, Isabeau.}

{Minimize pain.}

{Maximize damage.}

{Cut off access in one}

{swift}

{motion}

{ You twist your own neck.}

{ And then}

"-- ISA???"

{Oh no}

{You fall to the ground, still conscious.}

{You can't breathe.}

{This was not swift or painless.}

{Your party swarms your sides.}

{You can't hear them.}

{You feel healing craft but it's too late, now.}

{ . . . }

{You'll do better next time.}

{You

feel

a tug

and then

#dear lisa; #isat #in stars and time #isat isabeau #hiiii shadow its meeeee the deviiiil :) #id like to thank basilpaste stitchseq for inspiring me to actually think out what in the world lisa would do for a dagger equivalency #i have so much random knowledge in my brain of little spots that would ruin the human body for life if broken #and so! :) #i dont have a writing tag! hm. #i guess this goes in my art tag then #ns.tiff #torn fabric / OTiF #MY FORMATTING #TUMBLR YOU PIECE OF SHIT

[fearandhatred]

reading through my very old unpublished stony wips for the first time in years and oh my god. WHY WOULD I WRITE THIS

#fearandhatred #fearandfics #i was so obsessed with stony which is funny because i hate steve #but it makes sense. it makes so much sense #hi 18 year old me.... were u okay <3 #can you tell civil war put me THROUGH it #the sheer number of life ruining fics that were written as a result of that godforsaken movie cannot be beat #also the premise of the last two snippets was insane. if i had actually pulled off that fic i don't think i would ever shut up #can you tell it's about colour lol #alas i had no motivation to write back then so nothing i ever came up with was finished #but these are making me wish i had #sorry for saying so much shit i know i have like close to no marvel/stony mutuals here #then again i only opened these documents because i was trying to find inspiration for my good omens wip lmaoo #marvel #mcu #stony #writing

[infinitefinalsweek]

I'm not vaguing anyone with this post it's not about a specific person

Being an ace attorney fan is so crazy because like. Ok so listen. Firstly. This game has been out for 22 years. A lot of people have talked about it but i think theres still stuff that could be said but like. Visualize canon as a circle. Now picture a ring around it like it's outer and separate and that's fanon. And I feel like the viewpoint of the average ace attorney fan at least currently is just that those two circles are the same circle and like. Idk it's really frustrating because within the context of fanon a lot of the characters become so flat and one dimensional. It's like. Ok I'm sorry I'm going to talk about trucy for a second. Like trucy in her fanon characterization is nothing except a magician. She is never a liar and never a teenager and never a performer except in the sense that she is literally performing card tricks and it just becomes so stale when you know there are other things that trucy is!!!it's like everyone is so scared of any depth at all and I just wish I could see 1 original take because the characters and world of ace attorney are so interesting and I wish people would. Explore them

#IM SORRY WOMEN #specifically the women of the aa universe. what have they done to you #genuinely i love ace attorney so much but like. sometimes two things can be true about a character. you guys know that right #nothing even set this off i just felt like biting #i love ace attorney so much but like 80% of what inspires me to make actual fan content is. other fans and i havent seen anything in a while #this is also where my love of krisnix comes in. krisnix is so interesting. what do you do when the guy with the savior complex attaches #himself to the man trying to ruin his life. anyway #ramblinged

[sofarsogoodsowhat]

tagged by @jeffament thank u >:)

top 10 soundgarden songs (not necessarily in order except the first two)

1. room a thousand years wide

2. get on the snake

3. face pollution

4. loud love

5. hands all over

6. slaves & bulldozers

7. jesus christ pose

8. ty cobb

9. big dumb sex

10. tie btwn spoonman, mailman, and fell on black days

not tagging anyone steal this from me and say i tagged u if u want :)

#black days is more of an honorable mention its a really important song to me #not one of my favs anymore but it was my first sg song and it ruined my life. VERY influential in my own music #like that song is what inspired no return so like. shes everything to me #also other honorable mention black hole sun ofc i cant forget her #THIS IS A BIT OF A BULLSHIT LIST I HAVENT LISTENED TO SOUNDGARDEN KN SO LONG CUZ ID JUST GET EMOTIONAL #like the last time i listened to em was a few months ago when i was REALLY going thru it and all i could listen to was my badmotorfinger cd

[forcebookish]

at a point in my fandom life where if someone says "it's not perfect but--" my instant response is yes it is

#same goes for characters #nothing and no one is perfect but you can love wholly because or despite flaws #you don't have to preface what/who you like saying it's/they're not perfect #we know lol #it's better if you just say specifically what you don't like about it/them and then how the good points outweigh those #otherwise it just sounds like you're trying to appeal to a demographic that hates/doesn't like it/them #rum.txt #(ie. bleach has terrible pacing and way too many characters. the page layouts are lazy for ''dramatic effect'' too often) #(the ending is one of the worst endings ever written lol. it has a suspicious amount of nazi imagery and allusions...?) #(it's also beautifully drawn and thrilling and the poetry is fantastic and it has some of my favorite characters of all time) #(i fucking hate it AND it's my favorite manga because of what it has meant to me for almost twenty years.) #(it's gotten me through some of the lowest lows of my life. it has ruined so many of my days. it has inspired me. i own So much merch.) #(see?)

[arolesbianism]

Wendy 💥

#rat rambles #starve posting #thinking oh so hard abt my terrible son #god dont starve is so messed up for giving every character heaps of examination quotes to sift through I love it sm #its such an agonizing but delightful experience to scroll through heaps of dialogue thats just a character going yep thats a rock #only to get absolutely sucker punched by the random like super impactful piece of dialogue that ruins your life #or just the event sections where we get to see them be silly billies for a bit and it just makes me so happy #like wendy's cawnaval and hallowed nights candy dialogue make me so happy and sad at the same time #along with winters feast but mostly just because of the holiday cheer dialogue #the hallowed nights candy dialogue is my personal favorite tho simply because wendy is so silly #I love watching this kid get more and more excited abt the events throughout each ones dialogue its absolutely delightful #I also like wendy's general soft spot for food and its funny to me that this sad wet british boy actually likes spicy food #abby doesnt tho another tick to add to the shes just like me fr list #I sometimes wonder what abby's favorite food would be in a world where she was playable #realistically probably also banana pop but I think it'd be fun if it was smth different #in particular my personal hc is that her favorite food is jerky partially cause she just likes jerky and partially because her dad would #sometimes buy jerky for the twins and abby would always try to get wendy to give her half once she was done eating hers #I also wonder the same abt charlie and the og ds exclusive characters but thats less important to me #Ill have to go read through wheeler and walani's food dialogue for inspiration at some point tho I think thatd be fun #I know wheeler like scrambled eggs but thats not an option so rip to her #not a clue abt walani tho Ive only read like half of her dialogue #I should read all of it tho I like her a lot I just forgot where I left off #and the rest of the gang can explode ig idk #idk I might read through wilba dialogue at some point and I might reread wagstaff dialogue too but theyre not top priority #I think the next character I wanna do a proper sit down and read for is wickerbottom #Ive read decent chunks of her dialogue already but pretty scattered chunks #but yeah Ill probably not get to that for a lil bit since Im in too much of a wendy mood rh #Ive also been thinking abt roleswap wendy a Lot lately I need to design him soon #mostly because I need to one up that w3n-d concept design because I am. not a fan lol. #I will be taking inspiration from the almost bug like eyes tho its kinda ugly but I also kind of like it at the same time

[imjust-toosoft-forall-ofit]

PDA is hilarious cause I’ll get up and start a pot of coffee, even refill the coffee jar rather than scoop right from the tub. And then I lay back down for “just 10 minutes” and end up locked in bed because the smell makes me actually Want it and now I’m having a minor panic spell and am desperately trying to tell my nervous system that making a cup of coffee won’t kill me.

#as a beginners course on PDA #demands trigger out fight/flight/freeze response #demands can be internal and external #so when i woke up and made code it was just habitual #but then i smelled it and my mind said I Want That #but i made a mistake in laying down #cause now i have to transition to meeting the demand the smell inspired in me #so the fight/flight/freeze is locked in freeze and instead of getting up an hour ago to just make the fucking coffee i made a journal blog #to document how having a physical fear response to something i WANT is ruining my life #pda autism #audhd

[discoidal]

whats @/icemaiden's new url does anyone know

#i forgor 💀 and i wanna look at her hotd reblogs bc she actually inspired me into reading asoiaf<33 #she could never have known it would ruin my life

[kitkatnerds3]

I think she should be more insane, actually.

#genshin impact #genshin faruzan #Inspiration struck me like an unexpected boxing match and I finished this in like an hour #The heavy stylization and lack of shading probably helped contribute to that. But I'm still proud of myself! #Faruzan has honestly one of my favorite backstories ever #It's so simple yet awful #It was a normal day. She was exploring some ruins in the desert like she had done many times before because she's a professional. #And she just made one simple small basic mistake and it ruined her life #Do you think she was calm at first? Do you think she thought it would just take a couple hours. Maybe a day? #Or that someone outside would come to help her out? #When do you think she realized it would take so much more then just a day for her to get out? #When do you think she excepted that she would die before getting out? #And how do you think she felt when she found out she wouldn't? #Was she hopeful? And how long did it take for that hope to turn to dread as she realized she couldn't even escape through death? #Do you think she ever gave up on trying to solve her way out? #Do you think the walls have marks on them from when she tried to claw her way out with desperate bloody fingers? #Do you think that empty old domain still echos with the sound of her screams? #I have so many thoughts about faruzan and her time alone in that domain #I really need to play her hangout quest

[myname-isnia]

I had a moment of weakness and now regret it terribly because it has turned into just A Moment which means if I don’t get out of my head right now I will be miserable for the rest of the evening

#I was overcome with the sudden urge to paint #mind you I have not picked up a paintbrush since June #and before that since November #and so. of course. was very quickly and very rudely reminded that I am Not A Painter #the thing is… it was going fine until the paint became involved #I just… no matter how many classes I’ve taken in my life I never know how to handle paints #or colouring pencils. or markers. or anything #it’s like the second colour comes into the picture #it gets ruined #.. I don’t know. maybe I’m just shoving square pegs into round holes #I get insanely inspired when looking at paintings and I want to be able to do that too #but time and time again it has been proven that I’m not meant to be a painter #I don’t even know why I’m still clinging to drawing in general. considering I’ve hit a plateau and haven’t taken any steps towards improving #but maybe it is best to continue to stick to my mediocre digital art. traditional is clearly not for me #can you believe I once genuinely thought I was gonna go to art school? #i don’t know how I ever managed to convince myself of that. I’m useless at art #my area of expertise is pretty girls from the waist up facing a little to the side #I can do that. I’m good at that #anything else? out of luck #and yet I don’t work on branching out or trying to improve at all. I just sit here and whine #over and over again. day in and day out. I come on here and complain #and do nothing to fix what I’m complaining about. I’m doing it right now #how does anyone put up with me? I’m insufferable #I make myself sick