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#this is an old kinktober fic from like 2018
monstersinthecosmos · 8 months
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But something Daniel has learned over the years is that Marius isn’t the prude he pretends to be. It’s an act the way his patience is an act.
Daniel knows this intrinsically somehow. He isn’t sure when all the pieces came together, but it’s because of all the years drinking from Marius. He was somewhere else for so much of it, hiding somewhere small and deep, but as he slowly unfolded it seemed like all this knowledge was stored away in him. He doesn’t remember visions in the Blood, doesn’t remember even drinking from him, really. Not in any specific way. He knows it happened and that’s about it. But he knows things now, about Marius.
So it’s a joke, but he thinks maybe he struck a nerve.
It’s a test, he guesses. He tries it again a few weeks later. This time it’s in public, on their way into a gallery. Marius holds the door and Daniel winks, and his hand lingers as he traces the underside of Marius’s jaw with his knuckles. “Thanks, Daddy,” he says, and it’s loud enough that anyone can hear. Marius’s face goes a little bit red.
It’s hazy, buried somewhere, but something tells him that Marius likes this. Like, he knows it on the surface, for sure. He can see it in the way Marius pretends he’s ashamed. But there’s something else, maybe something he saw in the Blood once. He can’t be sure.
The third time it’s in a restaurant. Daniel doesn’t understand Marius’s need to blow as much money as he possibly can on things they can’t even enjoy, but he goes along with it. Marius buys him a nice suit that costs more than anything Daniel ever owned as a human, and he’s wearing subtle cologne that make Daniel’s knees feel rubbery. If Marius likes to play human around town and pretend to eat food and sit there inhaling the scent of wine in a nice restaurant, Daniel will play along. To be honest, he sort of misses being doted on like this.
So he says it again as they’re being seated. He’s grinning and it comes out of the corner of his mouth. “You’re such a gentleman, Daddy,” he says as Marius pulls out his chair. But there’s a cold hand on his shoulder as he sits, and as Marius pushes the chair in he leans in close to Daniel’s ear.
“Don’t provoke me.”
Fuck.
[read on AO3]
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feverinfeveroutfic · 6 months
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why it seems like i've been going slower lately
been meaning to elaborate on this but... eh, what're you going to do. i've been writing since i was a kid: literally, i wrote my first short story when i was six years old (so i am as old as time itself in comparison to this site). there are troughs and peaks with anything and everything that comes out of me, and writing is no exception. 2023 has been exhibit a of a trough for me (which was kind of my worry as 2022 was ending, like i’m going to have to hit the brakes at some point) and there’s a few reasons.
i'm not an alcoholic, but i come from a family that's been stricken by alcoholism and addiction. my dad's been in recovery nearly 10 years as of writing, and my mom hasn't used anything in about 7 years. though i don't have "the disease" (and the taste of alcohol makes me urp as well), i do have some inflictions of it: i get obsessed with things easily and i tend to put a lot of energy into something that i'm really obsessed with it, be it a book or a crush. writing has allow me to explore myself and what i love, as well as be an escape from the skeletons in my closet. at this point, it's sort of lost its luster. if i walk away from my laptop for a day or two, i come back refreshed, like i’m not dreading it or hating it.
with testament, anything alex touches, and the less-popular corners of the bay area, i'm always excited, which has never happened to me before in all my fannish ways, not even when i was hanging out with soundgarden and the grunge scene as they kind of me hanging in 2016. metallica wore me out after a while (though i'm still very much a fan and lars is still my dark knight) and anthrax gave me that totally lovely drama from the back half of 2020, even though i'm still more than happy to write about them and about joey in particular. however this comes with a price: i'm getting pulled in different directions. i've got my wips and tbh, i'm in no hurry to finish them, especially now that we have an income now after going most of the year without one and nearly losing our house as a result. it's for this reason i've often wondered if i have a.d.h.d. or if i'm neurodivergent. i like novelty. i like surprises. i like to be kept on my toes.
i have a long history with mental illness, financial trouble, and weight problems, as well as often extreme discomfort with my sexuality. at 18 years old, i was almost homeless. at 19 years old, i was suicidal and my eating disorder was at its worst. at 20 years old, i was suffering from extreme anxiety to the point it would keep me awake at night. this past summer, i was so worried about our losing the house, that i thought i was going to have a mental breakdown. also this past summer, at my heaviest weight ever of 268 pounds, i was starting to have problems with my circulation and my blood pressure. though i'm steadily getting healthier, and as of writing (11/21/23), i've lost nearly 50 pounds since july, i won't fully parse into it, but the one bugaboo that keeps haranguing me (and often to the point of wanting to rip myself apart) is my sexuality. look no further than this year's kinktober: i had to end it a little after halfway because i was getting humiliated. i would post for the day and no one on ao3 would read it... but oh, they would flock in droves to other writers who either can’t write worth shit (sorry, but someone needs to say it) or the kink involved either doesn't feel like kink because it's so commonplace or it just doesn't hit right, like it's not hot at all. it's like it's hot for the sake of being hot. plus, i literally hate the second person perspective now, the ____ x reader trope; speaking of commonplace. i remember doing a couple of those when i returned to fic, but it was back when it was fresh and unusual back in 2018 and 2019: now it seems like it's every other fic in existence. it's lonely as hell on my end, especially when you get a wide array of kinks involved. and it's unoriginal, too, like there's no creativity to be found whatsoever.
so, it's not the popularity of the trope that gets me: it's the fact that it's never written correctly and it's so one-note now, and more often than not, i just think, "god, why not just invent an original character?" i can literally put up with kinks i don't like unless it's written well, and this is never the case now. and it's so weird because ao3 has no algorithm and yet people treat it as such. when you share a kink with the world, the expectation is to have others step out of the shadows and relate to it and that's how you normalize it and get comfortable with it... at least that's how it works for me. so, that wasn't happening with kinktober this year and as a result, i took it out on myself (i got some serious beef with the metallica fandom again, too: "just when i thought i was out, they pull me right back in"). i started to question my future in any kind of writing now, because it seems like in 2023, original fiction is just fanfiction with the serial numbers filed off: yeah, so much for sharing originals anymore. is it even worth it in fic when i feel like such an island? *i mention mental health and weight because the three—should, anyways—go in sync with each other. in general, as i'm losing weight, my anxiety is disappearing, but mention anything sexual and it comes roaring right back again. i'm trying to make peace with the three. when you lose a ton of weight like i have—and i think i’m gonna keep going with it, too, my waist-to-hip and waist-to-height ratios are still high, plus i feel better after a good workout—it not only changes you physically but emotionally and mentally. there’s a lot of adjustment that goes into all of this.
i have other things i like to do. i'm an artist (say no to ai, please, i beg you: you're killing me here). with my weight loss, i have rediscovered my athletic ways. recently, i got into baking and cooking: don't know if i want to bother with pastry school or any kind of school in the future, especially with how much i really dislike our education system here in the states, but i'm into making bread and sweet stuff among other things, though.
baking is, i wouldn't say it's time consuming but it definitely takes time, especially if you're making bread: you have to make the dough, and you have to knead it enough to where it's smooth and elastic, and then you have to let it rest or "prove" for a couple of hours depending on the flour you use (4 hours, if it’s rye flour or oats or barley; overnight with spelt), and then you have to knock the air out of it and shape it and let it prove a second time for an hour or 90 minutes, and you really only bake it for a short time, like 25 minutes. i like to set aside a whole afternoon to make a loaf of bread or a cake or something. plus, the internet as a whole has gotten increasingly anti-art and treats everything as “content” rather than human expression and as just another trend (i give “free palestine” another couple of months maybe before the uneducated masses move onto the next trendy thing and the conflict over there persists because none of you “activists” are truly activists). corollary of this: no more quarantine. all the time in the world, yeah, i got quick and i was updating all the time. quarantine ended with the irreversible damage done to the world, i had to adapt.
i also just tend to write more when i go slower? i wrote that one shot from back in may, "porcelain" over the course of a few days and it clocked in at more than 8k. i wrote that merman!alex story last year over a few days and that came out at over 9k. i'm speaking as someone who participated in nanowrimo from 2018-2021 and then again this year (i sat out last year because i didn't feel like it): i write more, and i feel like i write better when i don't write every day now.
i’ve always been miss independent, anyway. it’s my strongpoint and my curse. writing, along with art, is a very lonely craft. even i, someone who enjoys her alone time, still get lonely at times.
i live in a cultural desert here in the california mountains. a piss poor art scene, there’s no music here (at least not anymore), the theater scene here comes and goes, and the one bakery we have here sucks. “don’t let them take you down, leave a better world than you found”, as chris once said. if that means i have to take my time, i’ll take it.
and finally, it’s not that these stories make me cringe (quite the contrary! on my days off, i think about them all the time) but… it’s going to take very specific circumstances for me to write something on the level of fever again, like i’m going to need the world to shut down again (and knowing how cowardly everyone is, i don’t see it happening unless it’s really bad like a war breaks out). and i’m literally doing what i can to improve things on a sexual level.
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First Lines Game
Rules: Share the first lines of ten of your most recent fanfics and tag ten people. If you've written less than ten, just share what you've got
I was tagged by @subatoism thank yooou!! I have written/started over 10 fics in my life but tbh lately most don't make it past the planning stage and a looot of my old ones were written by hand and I've lost those notebooks;;; I only have one fanfic actually posted rn and its from 2018 oh no. Maybe I'll fill it out with some of my ideas even though I haven't actually written any prose... Anyways here we go.
1) Chief Medical Officers Personal Log, Stardate 51306.65
Lieutenant Naxeha Maten has arrived on the station, after nearly a year of being promised that a crisis counselor was to be provided to the station to help those who went through the events of the Dominion War. (What We Bring Back, WIP. Basically my continuation after the finale of DS9)
2) "I can't believe you would set them up like that!" Julian was stomping around the room, hands plowing through his hair. (Unnamed WIP where instead of Miles, it was Garak who discovered Julians secret in Dr. Bashir I Presume)
3) The bright lights of the city flashed by the taxi window. Multiple skyscrapers, advertisements, and billboards sported their on unique set of colors. (Mein Herr, SHINee fanfic)
4) Persona 5 fanfic inspired by the story of the Three Cheers for Sweet Revenge album by My Chemical Romance. Ship is Akeshu (Akira x Akechi)
5) Pre- Danger Days (by MCR again...) fanfic following the lives of the Fab Four while they still lived in Battery City and how they became Killjoys
6) A Mirror!Garak x Julian idea where Julian was forced to stay after the first trip into the mirror dimension and M!Garak takes a liking to him and tries to use him to overthrow Indendant Kira.
7) I uh... do have a list of Kinktober stuff to try, mostly as practice for writing smut because I'm really bad at it...
I can't think of any more;; I do have a couple of original stories to turn into novels but this is fanfic specific so I won't add that here...
I also uh... don't know 10 people who write fanfic, or have openly shared they write it (even if they haven't posted) so I guess uh... @a-star-that-fell and @wanderingwriter87 if you haven't been tagged already. (You also don't have to do it if you don't want to;;;)
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🔪Billy Lenz (First Black Christmas movie)
🔪 The Sinclair  brothers (House of Wax; Bo, Lester and Vincent)
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fffinnagain · 3 years
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10 Years of Sherlock (TV)  AO3 stats!
Sherlock fans, new and old, click below to read a long list of graphs and comments about our communities fanworks over the last 10 years. I scraped AO3 again and demonstrate that:
More creators are writing longer works in 2020
Readers engaged more as the fandom changed after S4
Top ten new tags per year for the last 10 years
And a lot more. 
PS the code to gather this data and analyse it can be found way over here. 
Activity over 10 years
The last 10 years in the BBC Sherlock fandom have been tumultuous, but this community persists, with engagement from new fans and continued creative output. To commemorate over a decade of squee, I’ve done another scrape of the fandom’s imprint on the Archive of Our Own and will share some insights from the numbers in these plots. A very late update on my post S4 snapshot from 2018.
Note: This analysis is of completed public fanworks only, about 101000 of the 122000 Sherlock (TV) works available at present. This is to remove the late WIP effect, which adds a bulge to the last few months, and out of respect to creators who wish to have their material reserved for other registered AO3 users.
The works are still coming
Counting the number of works posted per day, we can see the peaks associated with each series airing (in UK and US). After that, the number of works continues fairly evenly, 20-30 per day, plus seasonal peaks. This rate is continuing on without a hint of new canon in sight. So who is posting all this work?
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Creator-waves, monthly output
Years ago I started plotting creator waves, basically I group fanwork producers by the year they first posted to the fandom and then count how many of this group are active in later time intervals. This lets us get a sense of how long people are contributing and whether new fans are getting the urge to create. 
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This plot of the Sherlock (TV) fanworks on AO3 shows the standard shape of plump participation in the first year of any given set of creators, followed by a slowly thinning tail as they because less active over time. Turnover is natural in fandoms, with most only posting a work or two within a fairly limited amount of time, while a precious few persist for years.  The surprise for me here is that the ratio of new creators is higher in 2020 than it was in 2019. Maybe the excuse of lockdown encouraged more folks to take a turn at creating content. 
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Another way to look at the output of fan creators on AO3 is to see the total amount of words being shared across all fanworks. The total has been pretty close to 300-400k words per month since 2018! To get a sense of what that means per work, I also plotted the median number of words per fanwork in these monthly sets. The median in higher in the last year than it had been staying for a while. 
Reader behaviour: Hits & Kudos & Comments
Fan creators are only part of the story. Stats on engagement are a bit trick to interpret, I’ve got some plots here that tell us something about how works have been engaged with over time. 
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The obvious first to consider is Hits. Above is the total number of Hits given to works published each month. This is the current totals, not a historical snapshot, so we have a very strong bias  towards early works, what we might call the Classics Effect. Works that have been around longer have had the chance to be seen by more people, and in particular those works that become must-read classics in a fandom, extending their exposure through prominence in top ranked works and recommendations. 
To cut down on the advantage of the classics, we can also consider median hits per work for each month. As most works get a lot attention when they are first posted and then fade out of sight, the median number of hits reflects instead the ratio of readers to creators, basically how many eyeballs are around to look at the latest work, regardless of status. The median plot shows how the hyper-visibility of the few work available before 2012, and then a more steady curve once the fandom had gotten established on the platform after Series 2. Amazingly, the hit rate for the median work was steady through the big bumps in activity with later series, a 1000 hits for median works between 2013 and 2018, followed by a slow decline. I’d expect the 2020 works to continue gaining for a few months yet, but the median is probably 50-60% of what is was when the show was in production.
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Kudos counts and medians show a similar story to hits, but there is a dip down around 2013 for kudos reflects the frenzy of productivity that saw the fandom grow during the Series 2 hiatus. Readers were getting spoiled! From the airing of Series 3 (2014) until a year following Series 4 (2018), the median work received an even 60ish kudos and 1000 hits, a niche audience that decreased to 50/750 through 2018-2019. The numbers of 2020 suggest a smaller community of readers again, though these numbers may still rise a bit in the next few months before the median works are forgotten. 
The statistic that tells a different story is Comments. Looking at the total comments counts, there isn’t a drop after Series 3 (2014). Instead, the fandom compensated for changing numbers with more feedback and discussion attached to works. This is reflected in the median comment rate as well, which shows seasonal variation but doesn’t really drop off until 2020.
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It’s remarkable that without fresh canon we continue to have new creators contributing to the fandom, and while that may be outpacing the readership somewhat, the standard of engagement has been very high. One could say the fandom is chugging along quite nicely!
What about Tags
So, with all that turnover and shifting population, is there a change in the kinds of works being posted? We can look at tags, all tags and freeform tags, to see if there were any meaningful trends. 
First up, I did a creator-wave like analysis of works just for tags, to see how tags continue to be used after being introduced. Unlike the creators, tags clearly persist for years. After 2015, it looks like the core tag set has been established, with very few tags persisting in usage per  subsequent year.
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This graph reports numbers over time that are not proportional to the number of works or creators active. Instead, works on AO3 have been getting more and more tags over the years, with the average steadily growing from 5 in 2011 to 15 in 2020, with freeform tags (not characters or ships) from 2 to 8.
To get a sense of fic and tagging culture changes over time, I counted the most popular NEW tags of each year (wave). Note: this analysis is using exact matches, not the networked associations of tag meanings wrangled into AO3 today, so some things that pop up aren’t new concepts but instead newly popular TAGs for whatever they represent. 
2011: 2752 (First year, so all solid stuff, tags that continue to be popular forever)
Angst                 323
Fluff                 232
Humor                 216
Hurt/Comfort          188
Romance               168
Friendship            168
Crossover             138
Crack                 121
Alternate Universe    119
First Time            106
2012: 11637 (still early, first references to Series 2)
Fluff and Angst                           145
Episode: s02e03 The Reichenbach Fall       97
Kid Sherlock                               54
Puppies                                    50
Sad                                        48
Episode: s02e01 A Scandal in Belgravia     47
Mathematics                                42
Season 2 spoilers                          38
Omega Verse                                38
Feels                                      38
2013: 16176 (Omegaverse nomenclature is growing, Top/Bottom terminology, new challenges)
Alpha Sherlock                               65
Omega John                                   61
30 Day OTP Challenge                         59
Tumblr: letswritesherlock                    56
Top John                                     49
Sherlock Holmes Returns after Reichenbach    44
Bottom Sherlock                              40
Reichenbach Angst                            30
Don't copy work to another site              29
Age Regression/De-Aging                      27
2014: 19256 (Mostly Series 3 related
Episode: s03e03 His Last Vow         249
Episode: s03e02 The Sign of Three    167
Post-His Last Vow                    149
His Last Vow Spoilers                142
Sherlock Series 3 Spoilers           128
2000 AU                              100
The Sign of Three Spoilers            74
Fatlock                               72
Post-The Sign of Three                66
Post-Season/Series 03                 57
2015: 14272 (New challenges, new prominent Sherlolly tags)
Chats                                      47
International Fanworks Day 2015            34
Watson's Woes July Writing Prompts 2015    27
S3 referenced                              25
Sherlock Holmes/Molly Hooper Kissing       22
English Accent                             22
Sound cloud                                19
Eventual Sherlock Holmes/Molly Hooper      19
Protective John Watson                     18
but not that kind of graphic               17
2016: 13517 (New stylistic tagging, TAB references, a lot of epilepsy?)
Slowwww burn                         92
John Watson Loves Sherlock Holmes    37
Sherlock Holmes Loves John Watson    33
post-tab                             30
JME                                  27
Post TAB                             25
Juvenile Myoclonic Epilepsy          23
Sherlolly Appreciation Week 2016     19
epileptic                            19
fraternal love                       17
2017: 15067 (Series 4 tags and challenges)
Episode: s04e02 The Lying Detective         133
Episode: s04e01 The Six Thatchers            93
Post TFP                                     73
Sherlock Series 4 Spoilers                   69
Episode: s04e03 The Final Problem            60
Post-Episode: s04e02 The Lying Detective     55
Sherlolly Appreciation Week 2017             50
Post S4                                      48
Sherstrade Month 2017                        44
31 Days of Porn Challenge 2017               41
2018: 10733 (Lost of new challenges, seasonal and weekly)
Towel Day 2018                       64
Mystrade Valentines Calendar 2018    25
Kinktober 2018                       23
Pregnant Molly Hooper                23
Soft Smut Sunday                     23
Tom Robbins                          23
Sherlolly Appreciation Week 2018     21
Inktober 2018                        20
established universe                 16
Always1895                           16
2019: 7785 (More prompts, and character attitudes)
Sherlolly Appreciation Week 2019    25
221B Autumn Challenge               21
A-Z Christmas Prompt                19
KatsJohnlockXmas2019                16
Whumptober                          11
Poor Greg Lestrade                  11
Kinktober 2019                      10
Dissonance                          10
John Watson is a Good Friend         9
Sleepy Sherlock Holmes               8
2020: 8074 (Not all COVID related, thank heavens)
Mystrade Monday                           59
COVID-19                                  48
Coronavirus                               46
Mystrade Monday Prompts                   40
Whumptober 2020                           36
warning for a covid-19 setting            33
Flufftober prompts 2020                   24
Do Not Translate                          24
they're all right they're just at home    23
Granada Sherlolly                         21
A little note from looking across all freeform tags, not just the new ones, we see a curious pattern with regards to two actions: First Kiss and Anal Sex. They appear amongst the most common tags as of 2014, neck in neck for two years, than Anal Sex drops off the top ten in 2016. From there out, First Kiss stays in the top 5 from that point on, while anal sex appears at rank 9 from 2017-2019 and is gone again in 2020. This probably says something about the fandom, somehow. 
Bravo for making it to the end and thank you for reading! 
Questions/comments welcome.
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Fic asks: 16 and 18!
16. Do you re-read old fics? Is there a time in your writing you won’t go back to?
I reread old fics all the time, but I'm honestly more intrigued by the second part of this question so I'll focus on that. (:
A couple of my much older Venom fics, like honestly anything written before I dove into Kinktober 2018, feel a little rough to me. I was still working out even through October of that year what I wanted to see from my own works, as far as dialogue, pronouns, the way the symbiote is referred to, so on and so forth. Like I really enjoyed writing Cross-Cultural Purposes (it was my first VenomFlash fic, after all!) but there's a lot I'm really eehhh feeling about it. I don't revisit it nearly as often as some of the other ones I'm more pleased with (like "It's a Pretty Wonderful Life"... ah holiday fics my beloveds).
The only things I really won't reread like at all are some of my reeeeeeally old fics, like the ones on my fanfic net account. At least one of them, "cringe-worthy" doesn't even cut it, but I refuse to take it down because I'm still proud of all the work and hours I put into it.
The one exception is probably Emotion Detector, a Pokémon one-shot roughly 3k in length that I wrote in my later high school years. The fic is, funnily enough, in part about Mewtwo and Blaine's simultaneous cellular degeneration (I say "funny" because I'm in the middle of a massive read on Kaine who is... a clone... and suffered from cellular degeneration for years.... I never change). The Pocket Monsters Special manga had a huge impact on me and, as I'm sure it's clear by my love of all the Spider-Man and Venom adjacent clones, it continues to influence me to this day.
(EDIT: I just remembered that a friend did this beautiful art piece for me based on "Emotion", link is to her DeviantART work.)
18. "Do you only write when you’re inspired, or do you try and sit down at specific times and write no matter what?"
Sometimes I can only write when I'm inspired, but I do try to crank out at least a few words every night to the very best of my ability. Sometimes I'll even just pull up the word document on my phone and tap a few words in, in-between calls for my job. If I start getting frustrated or upset with myself though, honestly, I'll just stop. I'll close my laptop for the night because there's no sense getting frustrated over something that is supposed to be fun for me.
I do try to poke at one WIP a day. Even if it's just rereading it. Even if it's adding just one line, at least it's something!
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I think I shall now promote my ironstrange fics.
Let It Be - While dealing with his son's car accident and a rapidly-dissolving marriage, Tony is drawn to Peter's surgeon, Dr. Stephen Strange. 15877 words. Teen and up.
Bonded - As a result of a spell gone wrong, Tony and Stephen form a mental link. 8552 words. Explicit.
Alone and Together - There's something weird going on with Tony and Stephen. Steve just can't figure out what. (short follow up to "Bonded") 1541 words. Teen and up.
Gold Roses - Royalty AU. Prince Stephen Strange, on the run after his home and kingdom is taken over, seeks shelter with the king Tony Stark. 15894 words. Explicit.
Kinktober 2018: Ironstrange Fics - 31 Days of slutty ironstrange for Kinktober. 32165 words. Explicit.
Thanksgiving in Hell, Nebraska - Tony and Stephen join the Strange family for Thanksgiving. It . . . doesn't go well. 3808 words. Teen and up.
From The Top - “Stephen, if you’re . . . there somewhere . . . when I drift off, I’ll be with you again. I can’t wait.” || Personally, I think the MCU would be much better as a love story between Stephen Strange and Tony Stark. Don't you?Starting from Iron Man, and going all the way to Endgame, with all the appropriate stops in between. Let's take it from the top. 154561 words. Mature.
Celebration - Tony and Stephen celebrate their engagement. Privately. In bed. 1086 words. Explicit.
How Can I Repay You? - Stephen has a fantasy. Tony wants to fulfill it. 1335 words. Explicit.
So What If We Grow Old Together? - Tony is insecure about his age after Stephen returns from the Snap and no longer seems attracted to him. Stephen sets it right. 1239 words. Mature.
From the Top: Spider-Man: Far From Home - Eight months ago, Tony Stark brought half the universe back from the Snap. Now, while he's taking a much-needed vacation with his husband, Peter has a whole new set of problems to deal with. Namely, going on vacation, recovering from his death, elemental monsters, betrayal, and telling MJ he likes her. It's looking to be a long summer. 11348 words. Teen and up.
Don’t Lift The Veil - A thousand years in the future, Stephen is Sorcerer Supreme, but his husband Tony Stark is dead. One of the sorcerers gets the idea to summon his spirit, but it doesn't quite work out. 1689 words. Teen and up.
. . . To The Very End - Tony dies of old age, and Stephen must go on. 1514 words. Teen and up.
“We Adopt Six Cats” - Tony and Stephen have a Youtube channel, so obviously when they adopt a cat(s) they’re gonna vlog about it. 472 words. Gen.
Dreamt by the Stars - Tony didn't dare look at it. He still didn't know what the thing wanted from him. His father, Howard, had traded him to the monster in exchange for peace, to stop the raids on their mines and towns and castles. It was a smart choice, Tony knew. The only way to ensure the safety of their people. Knowing that did not stop his resentment, or his fear. He told himself the beast wouldn't kill him. If it wanted blood and death, it did not need to make deals. But if you listened to stories, there were worse things than death that a dragon could do. 5783 words. Mature.
Who Would Ever Dare To Love A Dragon? - He had gone to sleep and dreamed of the Omega all night, a young man with brown eyes as deep as the sky and more beautiful than the stars themselves. When he woke, the images stuck in his head, and he knew where Anthony was. It had taken far longer than he wanted to bring Tony home. There were times when he was tempted to burn the castle down and steal him away, but that wouldn’t make a good first impression. Instead, the loss of his raiding rights to Stark’s kingdom in exchange for the prince was more than a fair trade, and one he was happy to make. Because now, Anthony was finally home. || (Stephen's POV for "Dreamt by the Stars") 6466 words. Mature.
Paint It Black - In one universe, peace and stability were brought through war, bloodshed, and dark magic. Ruled by the Sorcerer Supreme and Iron Man as they raise their son, Earth-1250 has never been happier. But that's not the universe they find themselves in. 32884 words. Mature.
Begin Again - Tony suddenly finds himself thrown into the future, and struggles to adjust to the future - and a fiancé he never met. 4507 words. Teen and up.
A Strange Wedding - Sherlock's been invited to his uncle's wedding. His uncle just so happens to be Stephen Strange . . . and the man he's marrying is Tony Stark. 13442 words. Mature.
Happy Birthday Mr. Stark - Tony comes home on his birthday and finds a lovely gift . . . 2073 words. Explicit.
Synergy - Stephen Strange is obsessed with Tony Stark, who's mostly just irritated that he hasn't found a way to defeat the sorcerer . . . at first. 6684 words (in progress). Mature.
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gavinisqueer · 3 years
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1, 2, 11, 13, 14, 15, 22, 30, and 37!
1. What’s your favorite character(s) to write for?
Probably Nines, as it's easier for me to get into his head.
2. What character(s) do you find the most difficult to write for? Why?
Connor and Hank, which is why I don't write them much. Pretty much for the opposite reason of why I like Nines lol.
11. How would you describe your style? (Character/emotion/action-driven, etc)
Mm, I think this is kinda hard for me to answer bc the ways I'd like to write and the ways I actually write are very different. Ideally it would be more action-driven, but I think my strengths actually lie in dialogue.
13. When did you start writing fanfic? 
2018, according to my AO3. I don't have any fics from before then because that's the first time I was able to break through a years-long writer's block
14. How do you feel about your older work?
Some of them are... Not great lol. I have a policy of never deleting old fics because of how much I hate when other authors do that even when their fics are actually my favourite, so I just have to live with the cringe. Some of them I'm still quite proud of, however. 
15. What is the fanfic you’ve written that you’re most proud of? 
It's hard to pick one. My currently-releasing fic, Feral, took me all year to complete, so obviously I'm proud of that. I also really like Twist, Crook, Bend because it was part of a Kinktober challenge and, while I didn't complete it, it was the most I wrote in a month ever.
22. Do you enjoy making OCs for your fanfics, or prefer sticking to canon characters? 
I'm not great at making OCs, and I find I don't like reading about them in most fics. Very rarely there's one that I actually love, and I don't think I would be able to write at that level myself, so I usually only make one-off OCs if I need a random character for something.
30. Do you write down all your ideas? What makes you decide to write one versus the other?
I try to keep track of any prompts I come up with so I can work on them in the future. Mostly what gets me to work in something is just how excited I am for it in the moment; there are many fics that I haven't finished yet because my attention was grabbed by something else.
37. Would you ever collaborate with another writer for a story? 
Absolutely! I've actually mentioned it to a few, and once I have more time I'd be totally down for a collab.
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So Kinktober is fast approaching and I've realized that I never really compiled all the fics and kinks I've already written for Kinktober into a list. So here it is, my Kinktober 2018 masterpost (two years late but what can you do). The 2019 one will follow in a few days, the 2020 one at the end of Kinktober this year. Have fun reading!
Against a Wall: on AO3 Summary: The serum allows for some pretty creative sex and Tony gets to reap all the benefits.
Angry Sex/Hate-Fucking: Don't You Dare Assume on AO3 Summary: In the end he couldn't even remember what he said, just that it ended in Rogers slamming him up against the wall, crushing their mouths together in a painful kiss.
Aphrodisiac: on AO3 Summary: Steve gets hit with some sort of sex pollen. It must be the universe's idea of a joke to let Captain America die from horniness and make Tony his only chance at survival.
Asphyxiation: on AO3 Summary: Tony just wants to know how long he can hold his breath. That's all. Really.
Bath: on AO3 Summary: Tony was reckless enough to get seriously hurt and now he has to pay the price. Bath time with Steve. Oh joy. (It really is, though.)
Begging: One Little Word on AO3 Summary: Stark men don't beg. Too bad Steve didn't get the memo.
Bonds (Empathic): on AO3 Summary: Tony could feel Steve in his head and it wasn't even half as fun as he would've expected.
Cock-Warming: on AO3 Summary: Steve wakes up warm and he wakes up hard. Tony knows an opportunity when he sees one.
Cock Worship: on AO3 Summary: The serum had more than one unforeseen side effect. Tony really should have expected it.
Costume: Costume Party on AO3 Summary: Steve should have known nothing good would come out of Tony playing dress up. Especially if Nat and Clint got their hand in it.
Cuckolding: on AO3 Summary: Steve is used to sharing everything with Bucky. It's a good thing Tony is totally on board with that.
Dirty Talk: on AO3 Summary: Steve's away on a mission and Tony misses him. He finds a solution to the problem.
Distant/Distracted Sex: on AO3 Summary: When Tony answers the phone Steve already has his cock down his throat. And once he's there Tony has no intentions of stopping him, not even for pretentious business partners.
Feet: Foot For Thought on AO3 Summary: The sex they're having is already awesome, but there's something Tony has always wanted to try with Steve.
Food Play: Dessert Art on AO3 Summary: Steve's mom always used to say 'Don't play with your food'. She might've had a point.
Frottage: on AO3 Summary: They never made it to the bedroom.
Fucking Machine: That Fucking Machine on AO3 Summary: Steve shouldn't be so surprised that he'd come up with this. Seriously, he was Tony fucking Stark and it'd be a cold day in hell when he'd let someone best him at building a machine. ANY type of machine.
Humiliation: on AO3 Summary: Steve is shaking with anger after a failed mission. Luckily he knows exactly where to find the right person to calm him down.
Masks: on AO3 Summary: Tony knows the suit is sexy. He just didn't think Steve would agree so enthusiastically.
Mirror Sex: on AO3 Summary: Tony has watched his own sex tapes, he knows what he looks like when he comes. Steve seems adamant about making him repeat the experience though.
Orgasm Denial: Carrot and Stick on AO3 Summary: Tony has never done well with being denied anything. So Steve takes it upon himself to teach him some restraint.
Overstimulation: Keep Going on AO3 Summary: Steve doesn't really see the appeal, but if Tony wants this... who is he to deny him?
Sensory Deprivation: No Sight Nor Sound on AO3 Summary: Ever since the serum Steve has relied on his heightened senses. Having them taken away doesn't seem all that enjoyable. Tony shows him that it can be.
Size Difference: on AO3 Summary: Tony wouldn't have thought that he'd ever enjoy feeling smaller than somebody else, but here we are.
Sleepy Sex: on AO3 Summary: Tony gets the best kind of wake-up call.
Smiles/Laughter: Laughter and Smiles on AO3 Summary: Tony never thought he'd hear Steve's laughter again. The reality of it is much more painful than he imagined.
Sounding: on AO3 Summary: Steve wants to try something new and Tony is always happy to provide.
Sthenolagnia: on AO3 Summary: It's fucking ridiculous. Tony is almost fifty, he's way too old to still discover new kinks.
Swallowing: Swallow on AO3 Summary: Tony was going to have words with whoever thought it would be a good idea to introduce Steve to turtlenecks.
Tickling: Tickle Me This... on AO3 Summary: Tony has known about his weird kink for years, but he never counted on Steve finding out about it.
And the bonus fic where I chose the kinks myself: Final Round on AO3 Summary: When Steve gets hit with alien slime and goes on a rampage Tony learns some things about the lengths he's willing to go to keep Steve safe.
I'm gonna challenge myself again this year to only write kinks I haven't already tried my hand at in previous Kinktober fics. If you're interested in that, you can find me on AO3. I'd love to see you there!
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2018 Fic List
Since I did this for 2019, I wanted to do one for 2018 because I guess I just love mucking around with lists XD
2018 was also the year harassment on my main account drove me to create 2 more separate AO3 accounts so I could continue to post non-drarry fics in peace until the drarry fandom found some chill, so around August/September is when links will start going to other accounts and I was super active there rather than my main. 
(2019 List)
Note: All explicit rated fics on my main AO3 account are behind an account lock, that means only logged in AO3 users can read them. This is for a couple of reasons, but a big one is because those fics are the ones that I find reposted the most frequently. Don’t repost my fics.
Most popular fics of 2018:
(because I’m doing this now, I can’t get completely accurate for most popular within 2018, so it’s more like, which are my most popular fics of 2018 now)
Most Kudosed: ‘In the Ways That Matter’ (HP, Drarry, 1,260 Kudos, posted April) Most Hits: ‘Kinktober 2018′ (VLD, Multiship, 21,764 hits, posted October) Most Commented: ‘In the Ways That Matter’ (HP, Drarry, 83 comments, posted April) 
This is an even longer list than 2019 (182 works linked), milestones, stats, fandom, ship, and fic lists under the cut:
Milestones:
Hit 100k+ words on VLD AO3 account Participated in Shatt Week 2018 (6/7 days done) Submitted a fic for H/D Consent Fest 2018 Submitted a fic for Chubby Neville Fest 2018 Completed Sheith Angst Week 2018  Completed Sapphic September for both HP and VLD on time (totaling 60 works) Completed James and Keith Week 2018 (in Sept, wow I was on fire that month)  Completed Kinktober 2018 for VLD on time (and mostly writing things I’d never written before XD)
Stats:
Total number of fics posted: 182 Total word count posted: 210,601 Total number of fandoms: 4 Total number of ships: 52
Month with the most fics: September (70) Month with the least fics: July, November, December (all 0)
Most written fandom: Voltron (116) Least written fandom: Yuri On Ice (1)
Most written ship: VLD: Matt/Shiro (31)
Longest fic: In Pursuit of Red Wine (HP, Draco/Neville, 28,732 words) Shortest fic: Knowing When to Shut Up (VLD, Matt/Shiro, 88 words)
Fandoms herein: Voltron (116), Harry Potter (62), Star Wars (3), YOI (1)
Ships herein:
VLD: Adashi, Allura/Veronica, Alluracxa, Hance, Heith, Hunk/Keith/Lance, James/Keith/Shiro, James/Lotor, James/Shiro, Jeith, Katt, Keith/Anon, Keith/BOM, Keith/Tentacles, Klance, Kolivan/Shiro, Lancelot, Matt/Hunk, Matt/Keith/Shiro, Matt/Lance/Shiro, Romelle/Veronica, Romellura, Shance, Shatt, Shetih, Shunk, Uliro, Veracxa HP: Blaise/Pansy, Bleville, Dean/Draco, Delachang, Draco/Fred/George, Drarry, Drarryville, Dreville, Flonks, Ginny/Tonks, Ginsy, Hermione/Pansy/Tracey, Linny, Lunsy, Nottbottom, Padma/Pansy, Pansmione, Parvansy, Parvender, Pottbottom, Rarry, Star Wars: Skysolo YOI: Otayuri
And with all that out of the way, the fics:
January (2 fics, 1,993 words):
Made Real by the Speaking of It (HP, Hermione/Pansy, Teen, 1,147 words)
Untitled Prompted Work (HP, Neville/Theodore, Teen, 846 words, Ch 22 in ‘Neville/Theo Prompted Drabbles and Ficlets’)
February (10 fics, 34,721 words):
Broken Heating (Close Quarters #1) (Star Wars, Han/Luke, Teen, 435 words)
Decisions (HP, Blaise/Pansy, G rated, 604 words)
Untitled Prompted Work (HP, Blaise/Neville, G rated, 364 words, Ch 4 in ‘Blaise/Neville Prompted Ficlets and Drabbles’)
Banished but Not Alone (HP, Neville/Theodore, Teen, 965 words)
In Pursuit of Red Wine (HP, Draco/Neville, Teen, 28,732 words, for Chubby Neville Fest)
Scars (HP, Draco/Neville, Teen, 366 words)
Stargazing (HP, Neville/Theodore, Teen, 328 words)
Should Have Brought a Bag (Bookmarks and Chocolates and Dates #2) (HP, Hermione/Pansy, G rated, 1,032 words)
One Way or the Other (HP, Draco/Harry/Neville, Teen, 1,194 words)
Caught Singing (HP, Neville/Theodore, Teen, 701 words)
March (6 fics, 8,824 words):
Close Quarters (Close Quarters #2) (Star Wars, Han/Luke, Teen, 2,840 words)
The Perfect Morning (With a Rough Start) (HP, Harry/Neville, Teen, 968 words)
Getting in Late (HP, Neville/Theodore, G rated, 566 words)
Little Surprises (HP, Neville/Theodore, G rated, 555 words)
What Luck! (HP, Draco/Harry/Neville, Teen, 2,466 words)
Cloud Watching (HP, Draco/Neville, Teen, 1,429 words)
April (9 fics, 25,088 words):
Being Brave (HP, Draco/Neville, Teen, 4,053 words)
Just to Watch It Wriggle (HP, Dean/Draco, Teen, 609 words)
In the Ways That Matter (HP, Draco/Harry, Teen, 9,024 words, for H/D Consent Fest 2018)
Always with You, Even When the Dam Breaks (HP, Draco/Neville, Teen, 2,445 words)
To Catch a Ferret (HP, Draco/Fred/George, Teen, 1,271 words)
Dragons and Weasels (HP, Draco/Fred/George, Teen, 2,282 words)
Close Calls and Future Decisions (Otayuri Assassin’s Creed AU #3) (YOI, Otabek/Yuri P, Teen, 3,368 words)
A Delightful Turn of Events (HP, Cho/Fleur, Teen, 777 words)
Until It’s Old and Comfortable (HP, Harry/Ron, Teen, 1,259 words)
May (1 fic, 1,819 words):
A Familiar Ruse (HP, Ginny/Tonks, Teen, 1,819 words)
June (1 fic, 1,328 words):
A Snowy Getaway (Close Quarters #3) (Star Wars, Han/Luke, Teen, 1,328 words)
July: 0
August (48 fics, 54,308 words):
(Note: cross posting spree to a new account after deleting many voltron fics off main due to harassment from drarry readers salty I wasn’t posting their ship that year, all fics were still posted originally within 2018, after the Shatt spam everything else was posted originally in August on the new account)
After Training (VLD, Hunk/Lance, Teen, 1,068 words)
Good Enough (VLD, Keith/Shiro, Teen, 2,524 words)
Again (We’ll Figure It out as We Go #1) (VLD, Matt/Shiro, Teen, 1,350 words)
Signal (We’ll Figure It out as We Go #2) (VLD, Matt/Shiro, Teen, 1,021 words)
Problem Solving (We’ll Figure It out as We Go #3) (VLD, Matt/Shiro, Teen, 1,397 words)
Slacking off Work (We’ll Figure It out as We Go #4) (VLD, Matt/Shiro, Explicit, 4,022 words)
Not a Genius About Everything (VLD, Matt/Shiro, G rated, 274 words)
Snooping (VLD, Matt/Shiro, G rated, 539 words)
Not Very Leader-Like (VLD, Matt/Shiro, G rated, 174 words)
That Kind of Picnic (VLD, Matt/Shiro, Teen, 206 words)
Knowing When to Shut Up (VLD, Matt/Shiro, Teen, 88 words)
Poolside (VLD, Matt/Shiro, Teen, 260 words)
Accidentally out Loud (VLD, Matt/Shiro, Teen, 135 words)
Staying After (VLD, Matt/Shiro, Teen, 195 words)
Breaking the News (VLD, Matt/Shiro, Teen, 311 words)
Backseat Driving (VLD, Matt/Shiro, G rated, 203 words)
A Quick Dip (VLD, Matt/Shiro, G rated, 183 words)
Unauthorised Merchandise (VLD, Matt/Shiro, Teen, 112 words)
Finding the Words (VLD, Matt/Shiro, Teen, 2,415 words, for Shatt Week 2018)
Different Perspectives (VLD, Matt/Shiro, G rated, 960 words, for Shatt Week 2018)
Share the Load (VLD, Matt/Shiro, Teen, 1,800 words, for Shatt Week 2018)
Wakey Wakey (VLD, Matt/Shiro, G rated, 699 words, for Shatt Week 2018)
Going Back (VLD, Matt/Shiro, Teen, 876 words, for Shatt Week 2018)
Lost in Dreams (VLD, Matt/Shiro, Teen, 835 words, for Shatt Week 2018)
Staying Ahead (VLD, Matt/Shiro, G rated, 196 words)
Boop the Snoot (Matt/Shiro Crochet Verse #1) (VLD, Matt/Shiro, Teen, 555 words)
Passing the Time (Matt/Shiro Crochet Verse #2) (VLD, Matt/Shiro, Teen, 1,063 words)
Unlikely to Learn but Happy to Try (Matt/Shiro Crochet Verse #3) (VLD, Matt/Shiro, G rated, 239 words)
Like a Damn Cat (Matt/Shiro Crochet Verse #4) (VLD, Matt/Shiro, G rated, 255 words)
A Teeny Tiny Lie (VLD, Matt/Shiro, G rated, 213 words)
Telling Tall Tales (VLD, Matt/Shiro, Teen, 274 words)
Fine Art (VLD, Matt/Shiro, Teen, 98 words)
You Never Beg, Huh? (VLD, Keith/Lance, Explicit, 1,743 words)
Something Else Entirely (VLD, Acxa/Allura, Teen, 1,113 words)
Reaching Out, Not Letting Go (VLD, Keith/Shiro, Teen, 8,635 words)
Finding Time for Rest (Finding Time for Rest #1) (VLD, Keith/Shiro, Teen, 3,146 words)
Chasing Distraction (VLD, James/Keith, Keith/Shiro (one-sided), Mature, 2,864 words)
Making Time (Finding Time for Rest #2) (VLD, Keith/Shiro, Mature, 4,215 words)
A Tear in the Night Sky (VLD, James/Lotor, Teen, 531 words)
Pulled in by the Bond in Our Hearts (VLD, Keith/Shiro, Mature, 842 words, for Sheith Angst Week 2018)
To See Your Face Again (VLD, Keith/Shiro, Teen, 420 words, for Sheith Angst Week 2018)
Better Next Time (VLD, Keith/Shiro, Mature, 483 words, for Sheith Angst Week 2018)
The Soul Knows Before the Mind Does (VLD, Keith/Shiro, Teen, 536 words, for Sheith Angst Week 2018)
When Hard Choices Become Easy Choices (VLD, Keith/Shiro, Mature, 930 words, for Sheith Angst Week 2018)
Focus on the Fire (VLD, one-sided Keith/Shiro, Past Adam/Shiro, Teen, 719 words, for Sheith Angst Week 2018)
Can’t Wait to See Their Faces (HP, Draco/Harry, G rated, 298 words)
Nice Shower? (HP, Draco/Harry, Explicit, 1,871 words)
Is That How You Want It Then? (HP, Neville/Theodore, Explicit, 1,422 words)
September (70 fics, 49,790 words):
(Sapphic September for HP series with prompt list, Sapphic September for VLD series with prompt list)
Just Like Every Other Night (VLD, Keith/Shiro, Teen, 712 words, for Sheith Angst Week 2018)
Breakfast Smoothies (HP, Hermione/Pansy, Teen, 301 words)
Worth a Shot (VLD, Acxa/Veronica, Teen, 628 words)
Waiting for so Long (HP, Ginny/Luna, Teen, 1,210 words)
Alone for Long Enough (VLD, Acxa/Allura, Mature, 254 words)
Nothing More Beautiful (HP, Cho/Fleur, Teen, 1,097 words)
Don’t Mention the Robots (VLD, Allura/Romelle, Mature, 525 words)
Standards (HP, Hermione/Pansy, Teen, 701 words)
Wondering (VLD, Acxa/Allura, Teen, 456 words)
Childhood Games (HP, Luna/Pansy, G rated, 805 words)
Yours, Always (VLD, Acxa/Veronica, Teen, 720 words)
Night Flight (HP, Hermione/Pansy, Teen, 389 words)
The Bad Guy (VLD, Acxa/Veronica, Teen, 406 words)
Latest Acquisition (HP, Pansy/Parvati, G rated, 348 words)
Misplaced Focus (VLD, Acxa/Veronica, Teen, 435 words)
Pancakes (HP, Cho/Fleur, Teen, 298 words)
Purple Flush (VLD, Acxa/Veronica, Explicit, 3,621 words)
Bringing Work Home (HP, Hermione/Pansy, Teen, 1,056 words)
A Sign of Affection (VLD, Acxa/Veronica, G rated, 251 words)
A Tough Day (HP, Hermione/Pansy/Tracey, Teen, 817 words)
Lines, and Crossing Them (VLD, James/Keith, Teen, 2,808 words, for James and Keith Week 2018)
Sharing Customs (VLD, Allura/Romelle, G rated, 296 words)
Be Careful What You Wish For (HP, Ginny/Pansy, Teen, 770 words, for hpcupminifest September)
Wanting Out (HP, Hermione/Pansy, Teen, 1,220 words)
Missing Her (VLD, Acxa/Veronica, G rated, 322 words)
What a Night (VLD, James/Keith, Teen, 2,378 words, for James and Keith Week 2018)
Cutting In (HP, Cho/Fleur, G rated, 385 words)
Call It Pilot Solidarity (VLD, James/Keith, Teen, 2,525 words, for James and Keith Week 2018)
Teach Me Everything (VLD, Allura/Romelle, Mature, 268 words)
Need More Tea (HP, Hermione/Pansy, G rated, 916 words)
Familiar Souls, Familiar Faces (VLD, Allura/Romelle, G rated, 308 words)
Checking In (VLD, James/Keith, Teen, 2,583 words, for James and Keith Week 2018)
Hot Chocolate (HP, Hermione/Pansy, G rated, 792 words)
Trying Chocolate (VLD, Acxa/Veronica, G rated, 410 words)
Late (VLD, James/Keith, Teen, 492 words, for James and Keith Week 2018)
It’s Only Goodbye for Now (HP, Hermione/Pansy, Teen, 1,241 words)
Agree to Disagree (VLD, Acxa,/Veronica, Teen, 249 words)
If Only Wishing Made It So (VLD, James/Keith, Keith/Shiro (one-sided), Mature, 394 words, for James and Keith Week 2018)
Another Kind of Magic (HP, Hermione/Pansy, G rated, 357 words)
Battery Acid (VLD, Acxa/Veronica, Teen, 315 words)
Setting Out to Win (VLD, James/Keith, Teen, 644 words, for James and Keith Week 2018)
Nothing Is Certain (HP, Padma/Pansy, Teen, 715 words)
Remaining Calm (VLD, Allura/Romelle, Acxa/Veronica, Teen, 655 words)
Persuasion (HP, Cho/Fleur, Mature, 259 words)
Fascination (VLD, Allura/Veronica, Teen, 813 words)
Ready? (HP, Ginny/Pansy, Teen, 1,037 words)
Stolen Thunder (VLD, Acxa/Veronica, Teen, 735 words)
More Than Just Maintaining Cover (HP, Ginny/Tonks, Mature, 1,440 words)
Beginning with Marriage (VLD, Allura/Veronica, Teen, 843 words)
How Convenient (HP, Ginny/Luna, Teen, 548 words)
For as Long as You Need (VLD, Allura/Romelle, G rated, 338 words)
Settling In (HP, Fleur/Tonks, G rated, 532 words)
Home Is with the One You Love (VLD, Acxa/Allura, G rated, 304 words)
Traps and Revelations (HP, Hermione/Pansy, Teen, 594 words)
More Than Mercy (VLD, Acxa/Allura, Teen, 1,112 words)
Mistakes Made In Anger (HP, Draco/Harry, Teen, 191 words)
A Rock Big Enough for Two (HP, Hermione/Pansy, Teen, 621 words)
Unlike the Bananas? (VLD, Acxa/Veronica, G rated, 232 words)
No Monsters Here (HP, Lavender/Parvati, Teen, 262 words)
Diplomacy (VLD, Allura/Romelle, G rated, 210 words)
Don’t Ever Forget (HP, Ginny/Luna, Teen, 357 words)
Worship (VLD, Acxa/Allura, Teen, 427 words)
If They Only Knew (HP, Hermione/Pansy, Teen, 660 words)
Not So Blind (VLD, Romelle/Veronica, Teen, 556 words)
Don’t Lose the Dream (HP, Ginny/Luna, G rated, 449 words)
A Wrinkle in Her Plans (VLD, Acxa/Veronica, G rated, 418 words)
Loving the Clumsy (HP, Fleur/Tonks, Teen, 276 words)
Should Have Used Blue (VLD, Allura/Veronica, G rated, 272 words)
A Race Just to Ask (HP, Ginny/Pansy, G rated, 277 words)
Veronica and the Beast (HP, Acxa/Veronica, Teen, 254 words)
October (35 fics, 32,730 words):
Kiss Cam (VLD, Allura/Veronica, Teen, 391 words)
Green Means Go (VLD, Acxa/Veronica, Explicit, 1,824 words)
Start the Chase (HP, Draco/Harry, Explicit, 4,015 words)
A Visitor With a Key (HP, Draco/Harry, Teen, 303 words)
+ 31 more works in ‘Kinktober 2018′ (VLD, Keith/Blade of Marmora, Keith/Shiro, James/Keith, Hunk/Keith/Lance, Hunk/Lance, Lance/Lotor, Mat/Shiro, Hunk/Keith, Matt/Keith, James/Shiro, James/Keith/Shiro, Matt/Hunk, Matt/Keith/Shiro, Adam/Shiro, Shiro/Ulaz, Hunk/Shiro, Kolivan/Shiro, Lance/Shiro, Matt/Lance/Shiro, Keith/Lance, Keith/Anonymous Stranger, Keith/Kolivan, Keith/Tentacles, All Explicit, total word count 26,197)
November: 0
December: 0
Notes:
-What the hell was I on in September and how do I get my hands on it again XD I went fucking insane that month doing Sapphic September twice over + a ship week. YIKES. But also like, NEVER AGAIN, I remember I was so burned out halfway through Kinktober after that and struggled to finish kinktober’s list, then I went offline for a few months and didn’t write for just as long, but also some real life shit was going down so it’s all blurred together XD
-Aaaah, look at all them rarepairs, I do so love my rares!
-Still kinda bummed that S8 killed my VLD buzz cos writing for that fandom was so much fun and I miss it, I was gonna try get back into it this year, but then found out that even previously non-toxic corners of the fandom are toxic now and nope, killed my buzz all over again.
-STILL NO BBC MERLIN?!?!?! omg was 2017 really the last time I wrote for that fandom??????? Also no Star Trek, I really thought 2018 was the year I wrote that but I guess my memory is still shit XD must have been 2017 wow, but at least there’s still new fandoms for when I get around to making a 2017/2016 list XD which will luckily be smaller cos I wrote fewer but longer fics in 2016/2017
-Overall, like 2019, 2018 was a bad year for me in terms of word count. I guess it was the beginning of my health really affecting my ability to write and my shift to accommodate for that by writing shorter things instead of trying and failing to write long fics like I used to (altho actually I think that started in 2017 really, guess I need to make the list to see XD). I’m still pretty proud though, cos I always wanted to write more sapphic content and doing sapphic september was something I didn’t think I’d manage but I did it 2x over =) and then off the heels of that success, I did Femslash Feb for HP in 2019 and some of Sapphic Sept 2019 too
-Kinktober was also super fun, even though I was a big ball of anxiety the whole time and burning out pretty badly after September. But I really got outside of my comfort zone to write several things I not only hadn’t written before, but also don’t even personally like XD I wrote a couple of my squicks and that was an interesting experience. I also gained a few new kinks, also an interesting experience XD
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BakuDeku: Praise Kink
3 Series. 53 Works.
Izuku's Home for Wayward Pets by glamour_weeb  ( E | 44,400+ | 10/? )
Izuku works at the Bureau of Companion Protection as a rehabilitator for abused and abandoned Companions, animal-human hybrids. He’s seen his fair share of cruelty cases and even fostered a few Companions, but he’s never had a Companion of his own, until now. After rescuing Katsuki from a life in an illegal, underground Companion fighting ring, Izuku must take in the wolfdog that no one else can handle.
Eventually, Katsuki comes to love his new home, as well as his new Master.
[Graphic Depictions of Violence | PTSD | Past Abuse]
As Fate Would Have It by ScientificallySinful (VampireGaaraCheesepuffs)  ( E | 85,369 | 19/19 )
Katsuki Bakugo had plenty of reasons why he wasn't mated yet, not that he was going to explain why to just anyone. But now, Ground Zero was running out of time. If he didn't find someone soon, he'd lose his position as a Pro-Hero and he'd never get to be #1. So, when he finds out there's a male Omega recently arrested for prostitution that's headed to prison if he too doesn't get a mate…well it must be fate.
Izuku Midoriya doesn't know if he should laugh or cry when his childhood bully shows up in front of his jail cell asking him to be his mate. He also didn't know if it was good or bad that Kacchan didn't seem to recognize him, but fate hasn't been kind to him before so why should it start now? COMPLETE 
Series Part 1 of As Fate Would Have It World Part 1 of A/B/Ohhh ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)
[Implied/Referenced Suicide | Past Abuse | Past Rape/Non-Con | Past Bullying | Implied/Referenced Dubious Consent]
A Trip Up No-Memory Lane by acernor  ( E | 30,875 | 16/16 )
Midoriya loses his memory to a villain's quirk in senior year and re-meets his classmates for the first time. With 20x the confidence, he takes absolutely 0% of Bakugo's shit, and pushes back when Bakugo tries to push him around.
Bakugo likes it.
Uraraka/Asui is the side pairing.
Series Part 1 of MidoBaku
[Series] The 'BD' in 'BDSM' is for BakuDeku by Skaii ( E | 34,771 | 2 Works | Abandoned )
In the process of rescuing a girl from a villain, Katsuki becomes afflicted by an aphrodisiac quirk. His pride refuses to let him be a victim. But for once, maybe Deku helping him won't be so bad...
In the wake of 'The Incident,' as Deku has taken to calling it, he and Katsuki are left to chart the unfamiliar waters of what they both want: a relationship. (A relationship that happens to involve a lot of kinky shenanigans.)
[Underage | Dissociation | Attempted Rape/Non-Con]
{ Curator’s Note: The attempted rape tag is followed by the tag “(But it’s not the main pairing and nothing really happens)” meaning it does not happen to Bakugou Katsuki or Midoriya Izuku nor are they the ones to make that attempt. }
Grief Counseling by Merrywetherweather  ( E | 48,279 | 19/19 )
Katsuki remembered the first time he had failed to save someone, watched helplessly in horror as an elderly man had been crushed beneath the girth of a thrown car. He had already propelled himself forward to grab a small boy when he noticed, too late, the car fly by overhead. Two other heroes had been on the scene at the time and had assured him.
There was nothing that could have been done.
Most of class 1-A had already gone through a similar experience. The only one left with a clean track record in the rescue department had been Deku.
Well, except for today.
A slowburn fic where Kacchan tries to convince Deku to take advantage of the grief counseling provided for free to heroes experiencing their first failed rescues. Lots of flirting. Healing their relationship comes first. The romantic bit where they fall helplessly and stupidly in love comes after.
[PTSD | Panic Attacks]
bakugou katsuki becomes a power bottom by writedeku  ( E | 3,496 | 1/1 )
It is hard to describe what Izuku is doing to him, the extent of which he’s being — it suddenly occurs to Katsuki when he belatedly realises his nose is buried into his crotch — he’s being used. Him! Bakugou Katsuki, on the track to becoming the best hero in Japan, is being used. He pulls off to catch his breath, tears brimming in his eyes, his throat hoarse —
[Mildly Dubious Consent]
Just Look At Me by Colourcubify  ( E | 42,043 | 11/11 )
Midoriya is completely happy with his life. Nope, not one single regret in his twenty-seven years. He especially doesn't regret running into his old childhood friend/bully after almost ten years, nor does he regret spilling coffee all over his very expensive looking suit. How nice it will be to die with no regrets. ~~~~ AKA the sugar daddy AU I meant to be a one shot, that turned into a full fledged story.
Pure Morning by lalazee  ( E | 1,680 | 1/1 )
Dreamy, morning sex.
Prompt fill for: Bakugou bottoming for the first time, with praise kink.
Sour Silk by BrightEyesEren  ( E | 6,116 | 1/1 )
Midoriya Izuku starts to receive random gifts at his door. Chaos ensues when he realises he has a sugar daddy.
Unhealthy Fixations by Thesis  ( E | 12,522 | 1/1 )
Izuku is an adult who knows better than to crush on his childhood bully. AND YET.
Chapter 31 of Kiwi's bkdk Kinktober Collection 2018 by SecretKiwi  ( E | 2,711 | 1 out of 32 )
Warnings: Omorashi, wetting, dom/sub undertones, humiliation, praise kink
I honestly don't know a ton about this, so I guess I portrayed it in the way that makes the most sense to me! I hope I did it right!
Kind of a follow up to chapter 15 but not necessary to read (but why wouldn't you want to??)
cliff's edge by umbrage  ( E | 3,061 | 1/1 )
Bakugou is sure there's a perfectly alpha-centric explanation to his deviancy.
Or maybe, there isn't, and that's okay, too.
Sick Like Animals by osakakitty  ( E | 3,848 | 1/1 )
Whenever Katsuki Bakugo is struck by his seasonal heat, Izuku Midoriya agrees to help him until it ends. He takes Bakugo into his care, providing him with the stimulation he needs. One morning, after a night of light sex, Bakugo unfortunately finds his heat unquenched.
Fantasy AU in which Katsuki Bakugo is half-beast, and Izuku Midoriya is an alchemist in-training. They both have a mutual understanding and need and for each other. Sex ensues.
Devil in me by Acidiic  ( E | 5,912 | 1/1 )
Izuku just wanted to have a nice time with his close friends. Parties can get crazy, yeah, he knew that. That’s why he tried to stick close to comfort. Never would he imagined his night ending up sobbing and moaning his best friend's name.
[Underage]
Blinding Brilliance by SecretKiwi  ( E | 8,538 | 1/1 )
The fact that Katsuki could even think Izuku looked down on him was mind-blowing. Baffling. He’s only ever looked to Katsuki with stars in his eyes; with a wide-eyed fascination that could only be rivaled by All Might himself.
“Y-you thought of me that way…?” Izuku’s voice is soft, unsure, and honestly? Hurt. He couldn’t see how his constant commendation and devotion could ever be seen as something negative.
_
Deku and Kacchan work out their feelings towards each other, and Izuku proves to him that his admiration was always sincere.
My Canon compliant version of Kacchan v Deku 2 and the day after.
[Underage]
If you give me your hand, I'll surrender my heart by soulstring  ( E | 5,254 | 1/1 )
“We could be fucking. I could be having the greatest sex ever but no! My husband is an idiot and now my dick is about to fall off. Why the fuck did I marry you?”
It’s a rhetorical question but Izuku still answers naively with a, “Because you love me?”
“For tax benefits!” Katsuki wails, raising his hands to the ceiling.
In which Izuku and Katsuki are no longer teenagers but still horny, in love, and a mess.
Series Part 1 of weddings, receptions, and other plans gone awry
you're prettier with your mouth shut by capncapnk  ( E | 3,614 | 1/1 )
He hates how sensitive he is, how he arches up into the touch, how nice it is for Deku to keep running his mouth with whatever sappy, syrupy bullshit comes to his mind, even if he’d rather die than admit he likes this vanilla shit Deku has to offer.
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In which Deku has a thing for Bakugou's hands and Bakugou has a thing for nice words
crescent fever by umbrage  ( E | 4,116 | 1/1 )
The night before a full moon, a werewolf’s inhibitions are at an all-time low.
It's Gonna Take A Superman To Sweep Me Off My Feet by minzie  ( E | 6,608 | 1/1 )
Deku getting horny with his Ground Zero body pillow, but this time it's the real one - The Sequel
Series Part 2 of Holding A Hero
Unbidden Praise by GreyLiliy  ( T | 6,693 | 3/3 )
Izuku hadn’t been aware that unbidden praise from Kacchan would have such an effect on his composure, but after a compliment or two from Kacchan, he sure knows now! Izuku’s not sure his heart (or self control) can take it if Kacchan keeps being so nice.
Again? Again. by Unoutan  ( E | 3,939 | 1/1 )
Bakugou sleep too early, more early than usual, so he has woken up too early as well. However, that is not his current problem. He's been up for an hour now and he's still not...satisfied. His boyfriend is the only one that can help him...at 4-something in the morning.
Prompt: Vitality
[Series] Only Comes Once a Year by DMMegsie ( E | 17,761+ | 2 Works | On Hiatus )
During their first year, with all the hectic events, birthday celebrations fell to the wayside. However, now in their second year, the class is trying to celebrate everyone's special date.... except for a certain explosive temper student.
Katsuki Bakugou didn't really celebrate his birthday through middle school and never told anyone when the date was.
It was only when some of the class realizes that Izuku Midoriya knows, that trouble starts brewing. It also brings the question to mind of: Why does Katsuki hate his birthday in the first place?
It has been two months.
School and the end of a term has really kept both Izuku and Katsuki apart with the exception for brief moments here and there in private. With their budding relationship a secret, and Izuku's birthday on the horizon, it is only natural they'd want to take things further.
This is a sequel to the fic Birthday Secrets.
[Underage]
The Pocky Game by rekamohcs  ( M | 4,981 | 1/1 )
As if Izuku didn’t have enough trouble keeping his intruding feelings for his unfairly attractive best friend at bay, Ochako had to go and teach him about the Pocky Game. Now here he was, his lips wrapped around one end of a chocolate stick, while Katsuki’s wrapped around the other, faces mere inches apart.
And they were both too stubborn to back down.
Izuku had a feeling he knew where this was headed.
(He made a mental note to remember to thank Ochako later.)
Your Rabbit by KingHugin  ( E | 7,259 | 1/1 )
when Kacchan tells him to wear the costume, Izuku knows exactly whats going to happen.
I Got You, You Got Me by minzie  ( E | 10,533 | 1/1 )
Deku didn’t want anyone to know this Katsuki, didn’t want to share him with anyone else. He held all these things he knew about him very, very dear, wrote them down in his neatest handwriting with little hearts surrounding them, in case he should ever forget them. He knew he wouldn’t, but that didn’t stop him. It made him feel a little more reassured, and, frankly, sometimes also a bit superior.
In which Deku and Katsuki once again realize how important they are to each other.
Be Good by Whinyskeleton  ( E | 2,563 | 1/1 )
Katsuki was naked except for the leather collar on his neck and the ropes on his arms, binding them behind his back. He was sitting on the edge of the bed, Izuku between his legs, rubbing his hands up and down Katsuki's thighs reassuringly. His hands were warm, strong, confident. He slowly grabbed a bottle of oil off the bed and began rubbing it over Katsuki's chest while whispering into his ear.
"Are you going to be good for me today?"
Orange Lace by Devasta  ( E | 1,205 | 1/1 )
He'd pressed it in with wet noises and his lips brushing Izuku's ear, promising a good, hard fuck if his kitten kept it in the entire time.
Katsuki definitely isn't a liar.
these things you tell me by kagome_angel  ( E | 3,981 | 1/1 )
“You look really good like this,” Izuku murmurs, and the compliment makes him feel hot all over. “I should have convinced you to let me do this sooner, Kacchan.”
Izuku knows how to get what he wants, and he knows how to give Katsuki what he needs.
Class A Approves BakuDeku by AshidoMyBurritos  ( E | 8,006 | 1/1 )
Thanks to Jirou, the BakuSquad and Class A realize just how perfect Midoriya is for Bakugou.
Heat Check by SecretKiwi  ( E | 979 | 1/1 )
Deku thinks Bakugou's winter suit is a great modification!
[Underage]
Impatience by mynyaas  ( E |  1,274 | 1/1 )
Deku needs to go to the bathroom when Bakugou decides to get in the way and things get kinky
[Underage]
Penché by QueerPinoy  ( E | 1,133 | 1/1 )
Midoriya is supposed to look delicate. The long arch of his back leading into slim legs and pointed toes is supposed to be elegant.
To Bakugou, it’s sexy.
From the darkness of the audience seats, he feels no shame staring blatantly as his ass, the bulge of his dick in his leotard, watches how high his leg can go and oh god, he wants him. He wants to devour the unblemished curve of his neck, break down everything that is graceful about him. He wants to fuck the angel right out of him.
Series Part 7 of bakubowl
[Series] Praise Me by DanaEliza  ( E | 12,873 | 3 Works | WIP )
“Do you think I’m good, Deku?” “Good at what?” Izuku replied confused, but Katsuki just stared at him, waiting on an answer. “Yeah, I think you’re good."
Aka Bakugo liked to be praised, and Midoriya likes to please...
“Can’t get enough of me, can you?”
“I can’t help it,” Izuku whispered. “I think you got me addicted.” ... Aka Midoriya is really craving Bakugo, and knows just what to say to get what he wants. Continuation on "You Are The Best"
“What the hell was your idea with the mirror anyway?” “I just thought you would love to see how strong you look when you bend me over and take me from behind.”
Aka Izuku thinks he has found the perfect thing to add to their sex life, but it doesn't work out the way he had expected it would.
[Underage]
Day of the Dead by JunNoAce  ( E | 10,676 | 1/1 )
There was no worse feeling than believing that you were to weak to protect the person you held most precious to you and living out your life without them. Imagine Bakugou Katsuki's shock when he finds his Deku again half a century after his murder jumping into his arms. .... It's a romantic tragedy with porn. Lol!
[Graphic Depictions of Violence | Major Character Death]
you have nothing to hide from me by QueerPinoy  ( E | 2,582 | 1/1 )
Midoriya Izuku is ashamed of who he is. Who… they are? Who she is? He’s still not sure but he sure as hell doesn’t want to think about it right now. He pushes his femininity away like it’s a shameful thing, something to stay hidden, keep to himself. Sometimes he slips, lets a gesture through. Once he even painted his nails and kept them on for a whole day -- black, an acceptable nail color for a boy going through his teenage angst. But this, the Izuku, he saw looking at himself in the dress he had mail-ordered, is his secret. The dress doesn’t quit him quite right -- it drapes where it should be tight, falls too low on his torso, but it’s still precious and he still grins a stilted smile when he looks at himself in the mirror. No one would ever know about this dress. No one would ever know how he felt.
Bakugou Katsuki is the opposite. He could probably be stealth if he wasn��t so bombastic about who he is. He doesn’t even whisper it, doesn’t just tell his friends -- he yells it out. “How the fuck am I more of a fuckin’ man than you?” “I’ve got more balls than you without even fucking having any!” He never bothers hiding. He has no shame. Izuku yearns to know what that’s like.
Series Part 3 of bakubowl
the tides by LordExplodo-Angst (QueerPinoy)  ( E | 13,052 | 7/7 )
It would probably take Midoriya days to list the things he admired about Bakugou. His definition of victory, one of the greatest hero proteges he’d ever heard of, a glorious talent on the battlefield, of course. Beyond the public reasons, which everyone at Yuuei acknowledged, however reluctantly, Midoriya also loved the smaller things about Bakugou -- the tender way he smoothed his hands over his bed after it was made, the internal pep-talk he gave himself every morning in the mirror as he checked himself from all angles, the quiet, strained look he made when he actually managed to stop himself from speaking out of turn. Midoriya loved Bakugou’s diligence, his confidence, his self-assuredness.
He yearned the latter.
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Midoriya yearns for the self-confidence Bakugou has with his body, his gender, and Bakugou is trying, trying to help him.
[Transphobic Language | Homophobic Language | Panic Attacks | Mentions of Past Suicide Attempt]
Demanded Praise by GreyLiliy  ( E | 5,793 | 1/1 )
Since his debut as a Pro Hero, Izuku receives praise from almost everyone he meets. His mentor, his mother, his friends, and his fans all hold nothing back when they tell Izuku how far he’s come and how much he’s done for the world as a Hero.
But there’s only one person Izuku wants to hear praise from at night and dragging it out of that man’s lips takes some work (but it’s always worth it).
[Mildly Dubious Consent]
[On Hiatus] Gifted with a Curse by JunNoAce  ( E | 29,731+ | 5/? )
Updated to Explicit for future chapters. There will be sex and some possible deaths and possible trolling to readers. Main ship is KatsuDeku, some others may be present.
~~~~~~~~ 19 year old Izuku and his mother moves in a new village in the country side. Izuku has the strange hobby of studying and learning about the mysteries behind magic, curses, and so on. He meets Shoto a traveler who seems to have been on many adventures. Izuku is very curious about what stories the boy may have to tell but feels embarrassed by how nice the other treats him. One day his mother leaves to visit a shop in their old town and doesn't make it back home on time. Izuku worried goes to search for her and comes across an old castle. Here is where he meets him, a cursed Lord Katsuki filled with rage and with the appearance of a beast.
Equals by shotodoki  ( E | 3,878 | 1/1 )
While on house arrest for fighting after the provisional hero license exam, Bakugo gives a strange request to Midoriya.
[Underage]
Give Me Strength by CounterKnight291543  ( E | 2,230 | 1/1 )
Seeing how much Midoriya has grown is making Bakugo feel weak. Thankfully, his childhood friend is on hand to change that.
Inspired by the amazing work of @reallycorking, god bless you and your art :3
A BakuDeku smut one-shot. Enjoy!
A Hero Awakens by Love_Ignition  ( E | 34,022+ | 6/? )
Katsuki's entire life up until this point had basically been a lie. He'd learned to be a master of deception, never letting anyone get too close, never letting anyone know his true self. Everything had been focused on one goal, graduating from high school and finally becoming the number one hero he knew he was destined to be. But his future was balanced on a knife's edge, thanks to the one person who always managed to find a way to get under his skin. He was the itch Katsuki just couldn't scratch, and no matter how hard he tried to deny it, Deku was always on his mind.
Don't want the world to see me by undertake_r  ( M | 4,167+ | 2/? )
Katsuki doesn’t really think of himself as a good person. He never has, he knows he isn’t.
He supposes this was just karma coming back to bite him in the ass.
His dull red eyes stare up at the grey sky, blurry with the rain falling from the clouds above as it mingles with the blood from his weeping shoulder and probably broken nose. The dull throb from the slice in his arm felt warm as his natural healing closed the wound slower than normal.
He’s going to have to use his last packet of blood on this bullshit. Fuck.
[Graphic Depictions of Violence]
At Midnight by Emikumaa  ( E | 4,281 | 1/1 )
Bakugou's finally come to terms with what he wants in life, after two years of running from his problems he's going to face them tonight. As the clock counts down to midnight, he seizes his chance and confesses to Midoriya.
Dear Santa, I Can Explain... by greatcloudninja  ( E | 2,070 | 1/1 )
Izuku agrees to cover for a co-worker for the agency's annual Christmas tradition of visiting the children's hospital, but things don't go as expected when the costume isn't exactly what Izuku had in mind...
Vietnamese translation available! https://bakudekuvn.home.blog/2018/12/25/fanfic-dich-ma-gui-ong-gia-noel-tui-co-the-giai-thich-greatcloudninja/
oh, kuso! by dolldeku  ( E | 619 | 1/1 )
never give your mother a key to your apartment.
Dinner is Served by GreyDayMoon  ( E | 2,173 | 1/1 )
Izuku comes home late from a day of hero work to find Katsuki already making dinner. He's tired, but seeing Katsuki there makes him renewed with energy and boldness. ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) lol
Series Part 2 of Married Pros: Broccoli and Dandelion
With Passion by TheQueen  ( E | 3,142 | 1/1 )
Both as kids and as teens mending a broken friendship, Katsuki had a hard time accepting Deku's sincerity. It was hard to accept the fact that every compliment and awe-inspired rant that fell so easily from Deku's lips was entirely genuine. It isn’t until they start dating and, even later, when they started experimenting in the bedroom that Katsuki begins to believe that Deku does not say things lightly. Only then does Katsuki start to believe in Deku's love.
Two Guys and Lots of Fries by hottamale  ( E | 3,101 | 1/1 )
“Ten Guys! I wanna go to Ten Guys; they have the best french fries,” he smiled while looking at Katsuki expectantly.
Katsuki frowned. “We just passed it though.”
“So turn around.”
“And waste my gas? Shits expensive Deku.”
Izuku breathed in, held his breath for a moment, and let it back out. He put a hand on Katsuki’s bicep and blinked up at him, bottom lip jutting out into a pout. “Please? I’ll make it up to you.”
Series Part 24 of It's a Concept
Look at me, I'm begging for more by Yunael  ( E | 2,081 | 1/1 )
INKTOBER 2018 JOUR 2 - SUPPLICATIONS
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Series Part 2 of Inktober 2018
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Fanfic Author Meme
Tagged by @diligent-thunder and @rockmarina​ =)
Okay, so I’m me, and I talked way too much, so I’m putting this under a cut to save your dashes. You’re welcome 😘
Please do not reblog this post.
Author Name: 
Fleetofshippyships + Knowyourincantations + Legendaryroar
Fandoms You Write For: 
(in order of decreasing # of fics) Harry Potter, Voltron, Merlin, Yuri on Ice, Star Trek, Star Wars and then a few one-offs that aren’t really worth mentioning.
Where You Post: 
AO3 primarily, Tumblr, trying to post more on Pillowfort, I also post on a couple of sites for knowyourincantations
Most Popular One-Shot: 
Fleetofshippyships: Potter’s Insatiable Cock (Drarry, Explicit (duh XD), 20k (viewable only for logged-in AO3 users)).
Knowyourincantations: A Decent Start to Things (Pansmione, Teen, 7k)
Legendaryroar: Finding Time for Rest (Sheith (Voltron), Teen, 3k)
Most Popular Multi-Chapter Story: 
RestraintNone of my old multi-chapter fics are available to read at this time and I don’t really write multi-chapter fics anymore.
If oneshot/drabble collections or two-shots count, then:
Fleetofshippyships: Vanilla and Sweet Spices (Drarry, Explicit, 2 chapters, 20k)
and this really doesn’t count, but technically it has multiple ‘chapters’ soooooooooo
Legendaryroar: Kinktober 2018 (Multiple ships (Voltron), Explicit (duh), 31 ‘chapters’, 26k)
Favourite Story You Wrote: 
I don’t think I ever have a static favourite, I’ve just written too many things, I too quickly move on to the next (and frequently forget some of my own fics exist XD), but recently I re-read In Pursuit of Red Wine (Dreville, Teen, 29k) and really enjoyed that again, and I am really attached to it cos it was my first longish rarepair fic, kind of proving to myself that I can write longer rarepair stuff. 
I also recently re-read Unburdened (Merthur (BBC Merlin), Explicit, 2k) and really enjoyed that too, had a total disconnect from having written it since it’s been so long, so I was able to read it without self-judging, and oh boy that was nice. 
I’m also quite proud of Healing What’s Left (Parkgrass, Teen, 2k) for some reason, I dunno, maybe the dark political backdrop of the fic, or maybe just cos it’s the first time I’ve written Daphne as the main character and I’m happy with the result and now have some headcanons about her rather than her being an unknown blank character to me. 
I also binge read a lot of my Voltron stuff recently and had big feels over that so....I also specifically enjoyed re-reading The Perks of Skincare (Klance (Voltron), Explicit, 3k) again cos I dunno, I like how I wrote Lance XD and also the Sheith fic I linked earlier is a fav for sure. Shiro/Rest is the ultimate OTP.
It really depends how soon after I write something or when I go back to re-read it as to what my fav is at any given time (or people commenting on it and hyping me up for it again).
Story You Were Nervous to Post: 
Everything. But most recently I was terrified out of my mind before posting: 
Friday Night by the Fire (Harry/Neville, Teen, 583 words) because I have a lot of fears about screwing up trying to write ace characters and somehow not even making that a focal point of the drabble made it even more terrifying,  No More Waiting (TianShan (19 Days), Teen, 2k) because it was a new fandom to write in, Harry Potter and the Maudlin Merman series (Drarry, Teen+ Mature, 3k +6k) due to my feelings of inadequacy because it would be better as long fic but I struggle too much with writing these days to write long fics and can only manage short things. I’d rather write this as a long fic, but then I’d never finish it so connected oneshots are the best I can do right now, but I still feel it’s not good enough and have a meltdown whenever I post one. And speaking of which, I’ve been sitting on the next one for months and should probably just fucking post it already.
Actually, most recently: Minding One’s Limits (Cho/Ginny, G rated, 1.5k), because I gave Cho a disability modeled off my fibromyalgia and wrote a scenario similar to something I’d dealt with myself, it was incredibly uncomfortable to write in the first place, and then terrifying to post, even though it’s so short. But in the end I’m proud I finally wrote about it a bit? I dunno, might take me a while to work up the nerve again though XD (also was my first time writing that ship, so there was a lot of nervousness over that too)
Oh, and I was a super ball of anxiety posting  Kinktober 2018 (Multiple ships, Explicit, 31 ‘chapters’, 26k) because for almost all of those it was the first time I was writing those kinks (and some were kind of squicks for me but I wanted to see if I could write them anyway cos I’m dumb like that) and in a lot of cases those ships were completely new for me to write too, in addition to trying to write and post 1 a day, so...yeah. Also that was my first time writing tentacle and human/werewolf smut so...yeah. I was an absolute mess that month and not in a fun way. But I’m still really glad I did it, it was fun =D
In summary, I’m always an anxious mess posting anything, but most especially if it’s something I’ve not written before or is personal to me XD
How Do You Choose Your Titles: 
Most of the time I’m staring down the empty title field in AO3 cursing like a fucking sailor when I choose titles XD Sometimes it’s a line/theme/feeling from the fic. Sometimes it’s totally random and just comes to me. Sometimes I just grasp the first thing that I can no matter how stupid it sounds cos it’s been three days and I still don’t have a title and I’m over it and ready to post before I lose my nerve.
And tbh, it’s only getting harder to think of titles as my number of fics increases, and I’ve now started thinking of the perfect titles only to realise I already have a published fic by that title so....TITLES CAN DIE A FIERY DEATH
Sometimes, not so much anymore, it would turn out that I would give a wip doc a name just so I’d know what it was, sometimes as a joke with whoever was reading it and cheerleading while I wrote it, and then I would refer to it by that and think of it as that so much that when it came time to actually give the fic a title, it was too late and I could not think past that stupid file name, and that’s how Potter’s Insatiable Cock happened, and how I very nearly called a Merthur fic Arthur’s Wanking Tower (saved that one at the last moment thank god cos the tone of that fic is actually really serious and emotional and wtf was I even thinking with that file name and actually I linked to that fic above XD it ended up being called Unburdened). 
Potter’s Insatiable Cock slipped through cos it’s actually relevant to the fic content and I could live with it.
But needless to say, I don’t give my wip docs joke names anymore XD
Do You Outline: 
Only if I never want to actually write the idea...once I outline, it’s over. I can’t write to a detailed plan. It stifles me. I’ll always get stuck having to try and think ahead to the plan, and then I lose the flow and nothing works because I’m a pantser/intuitive/instinctive writer not a planner. Sometimes I jot down ideas but in like, the vaguest of ways, usually more focused on emotional development than actual scenes or events or anything because then I won’t be able to write it (and I rarely stick to those vague ideas anyway). 
I can really only write when I’m staring down a blank doc with no idea where it’s going and discover it as I go (which is why writing is so fun for me). I can only finish a fic if I don’t think too hard about what’s going to happen next and just let it happen as I write. 
This of course means that editing is a fucking bitch when I finish anything, beginnings often get totally re-written, but if I plan, it just doesn't happen at all, so I’ll take the extra editing if it means I manage to write something.
I do have a lot of detailed plotty fic idea outlines...and I mourn them cos I’m never going to write them now, but they’re so goooooooooood XD
Complete: 
Online (across all 3 accounts): 381 (incl. my hidden drarry fics as they are technically online just hidden, not incl. individual oneshots/drabbles in collection ‘fics’, of which there are ridiculously many). Offline: 20 (I have the worst habit of just sitting on completed fics and I really need to stop)
In-Progress: 
Too many to name, last time I counted it was ~60 but that wasn’t even including my vld wips so...I don’t actually know. I hoard wips and just switch up what I work on all the time depending on mood/interest levels/effort required. 
Current main focuses are a 50k+ plotty Drarry (*fingerscrossed* cos this is my first time seriously attempting something long (will probably reach 80k at least) in a very long time and I put it down for a few months and thought that was it but then I picked it up again recently, yay!), and re-writing some hidden fics I can’t put them back up in the quality they’re in, I just can’t guys, they’re awful.
I’ve been thinking a lot about working on the longish 8th year Pansmione fic I started for the wlw big bang before I had to pull out of cos stupid life stuff. I might pick that up again for a bit too, couldn’t be more different from the Drarry one so it’d make a nice focus break =)
Coming Soon/Not Yet Started: 
I don’t even plan fics I’m writing, I sure don’t plan ahead to stuff I haven’t even started XD The only think I can think of for this category would be me re-writing my hidden long Drarry fics.
Oh, and there will be a Merthur oneshot coming (hopefully) soon, because @april-thelightfury115​ won my custom fic giveaway with a merthur idea. Just waiting for my brain to cooperate so I can start that and not suck XD but I’m so fucking excited to write some Merthur again, you have no idea.
Oh, and lots more Sapphic September drabbles coming too, I’m way behind and only just posted day 11 cos this month is literal hell for me, but I am still planning on finishing the prompt list, no matter how long it takes, but no plan for those, not even which ships, I just sit down with the next prompt and a blank doc and see what happens.
Do You Accept Prompts: 
Yes, I love writing to prompts, I’m take them via google form here, but I’m in such a bad space with my health I’ve been really struggling with writing lately, managed to do a bit of editing (fuck knows how), but writing new stuff is so hard, so there’s a long wait while I wait for my fibro fog to ease off to the point I can write new stuff with more regularity (and less stupid errors I have to edit out later).
Upcoming Story You Are Most Excited to Write: 
Again, I so don’t plan. But I really want to be making more progress on the long plotty drarry wip I’m trying to write. I’m still not sure I’ll have the guts to post it even if I do finish it, given its subject matter (it would make a great careers or consent fest fic tbh), but damn I’m really excited by it. Not sure I can maintain it being plotty and not revert to focusing on the relationship (which is easier for me), but I can only try and see what happens. (trying to write a non-relationship plot without planning is a nightmare but I don’t have a choice if I want to write it at all XD)
I’m also now excited for my longish pansmione wip too actually, just because it’s already longer than my Dreville long-ish fic and it’s exciting and scary to do longer rarepair stuff. I’m way out of my comfort zone with the fic itself, but I dunno, I re-read some recently and fell in love with it all over again, like, flustered lesbian-awakening, disaster for Pansy (but sure she still hates her) Hermione? YES PLEASE! and also, I am guilty of not writing female characters as much as I should because, well, canonically, they don’t have much depth and I’m very meh about them, but in this there’s a huge focus on them because they’re all determined to band together for 8th year and Hermione is making friends with them (Parvati is like, dragging her along all the time XD) where she once dismissed them so it’s scary but exciting =D I’m getting more practice with all the sapphic I do over on knowyourincantations, so I feel more confident working on this wip now =D
I’m also kind of excited about re-writing my old long fics, because they’re all 3 years old now, and my writing tastes (and skill, yikes) have totally changed, so it’s like I’m writing the story again but how I would write it now while maintaining the overall same plot, so it’s really interesting, like discovering the story all over again. Like in one (Making Malfoy Blush) I’ve gone as far as introducing a new side character to replace another’s parts because I no longer feel those parts are in character for them. It’s super terrifying, but it’s fun at the same time =) it’ll take me forever to do these though, so I dunno about ‘upcoming’ really, I only chip away every now and then when I’m unable to write new stuff but am still coherent enough to do something.
Eh, it is what it is, I can’t write like I used to, hence me being inactive more than active these days, but I’m trying to work within my new limitations instead of getting frustrated with them and just giving up entirely =)
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Now, who to tag....I think anyone I would tag has already done it, and if not..I blame the fog if I’m forgetting someone obvious, if you wanna do it just say I tagged you so I can be nosy and take a look =)
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