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rainofthetwilight · 5 months
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what people dont understand is that the way arin is special is bc he's. just a guy. just a kid who's a ninja fan, that somehow managed to learn spinjitzu entirely by himself. no official training, no nothing bro, just watching his idols do their things and he just. copies them. and he somehow succeeded. he doesn't need any powers, he doesn't need to be a reincarnation of the fsm, he's special just like that
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literallyalbertcamus · 2 months
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okay literally god bless you for writing about angus tully 🧎‍♀️
angus and reader have a “study date” but its just an excuse for mr tully to admire and try and make out with reader :3
(if you’re comfortable writing ofc 🫶)
Can’t Take My Eyes off You – Angus Tully.
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(This is the first request for a headcanon i writte since i was twelve, a little short but i did my best. There where 910 words in spanish)
Going to the library that day had been his idea, you were stressed about a chemistry exam, twenty-five percent of your semester grade, which wouldn't have been much if it weren't for your normally deplorable grades in the subject. That's why Angus, being the attentive boyfriend that he is, proposed to help you study. So now there you were, probably the only two people besides the librarian in the building, at one of the back tables hidden behind shelves full of books, side by side with your books and notebooks open on the table.
You two had been in that situation for at least an hour, when you had finally begun to understand the subject matter so he leaned back in the seat with his arms crossed behind his head watching you write flash cards so as not to forget what you had struggled so hard to understand and what Angus had so patiently explained to you. Your hair was tied back but a lock of it fell over your forehead, you were wearing Angus' favorite mini skirt, a burgundy color that contrasted beautifully with your legs in his opinion, you were also wearing a new perfume your mother had given you that smelled exquisite, the last two buttons of your black blouse were undone and a third was threatening to come undone as you bent over to write on the flash cards. Practically a pleasure to look at in your opinion.
Sometimes it was hard for him to believe that you had agreed to be his girlfriend, and watching the sunlight fall on your face softly there in the library was one of those times.
“Do you have much left to write?” He asked you leaning over your shoulder.
“No, just three more cards” you muttered.
He stood in that position watching you write, your handwriting was curved and hurried, not very neat compared to his but he liked that, how authentic you were compared to his world and everything around him.
“Stop looking at me, i need to finish this”
At that he just smiled and moved closer to you, resting his chin on your shoulder.
“I like your perfume” he murmured into your neck and wrapped his arms around your torso, sometimes he liked to do that when you were together, just hug you and hide his face in your neck “ ‘s really nice... smells like candy”
Your fruity perfume represented exactly your scent in his personal opinion, completely sweet. The truth is that Angus absolutely adored everything about you, from your perfume to the way your hands fit his, or how good your lips felt against his, you were basically God in his eyes and could do no wrong.
“Enough! I need to finish this” you let out a giggle trying to get a little away from him to continue writing “come on, Angus I'm serious!”
“Nop, you’re just so sweet i want to eat you”
He began to spread little pecks down your neck, at first soft and not so close together, at first they caused you nothing but tickles and a slight blush because it was harmless, just his arms around you and his slender long fingers firm on your waist, so you managed to finish one of the cards, then when you leaned over to take another of the pink sheets of paper, Angus took the opportunity to move a little closer, and when you sat down the side of your back was on his chest now leaning towards your body.
“You're such a tease” you mumbled looking sideways at him, his smile bigger after your comment.
“Not my fault i have a total babe in my arms”
That made you stop writing and slowly turn around, his cheeks red as he tried not to start laughing.
“Oh my god! Stop it!”
“Only if you kiss me, doll”
Now the one who was red was you, trying to refocus on the sheet in front of you. Calling you nicknames like "doll" or "baby" had started after one afternoon at the pub where you two overheard a group of Barton boys talking about what girls liked, or at least what girls liked according to them, a group of teenage boys who had never interacted with a girl their age and who's only knowledge of the female body came from the hands of playboy.
You thought it was over when you were halfway through the important information, when you felt Angus' lips on your neck again, this time leaving wet kisses for every corner he had access to, you still weren't going to let him get away with it because that test was really important and you needed to learn that information at least until you finished it. That worked for a while until you were done with that card.
“Oh!”
That vicious bastard bitted you.
“Come on, you've learned all that already! Let me take care of you” he whimpered against your neck, his hands roaming your waist and what he could reach of your legs “You're so smart, there's no way you're going to fail that stupid test!”
“Well... maybe, maybe i can have a little break” you bargained, letting yourself be tempted by the kisses that trailed up from your collarbone to your cheek and down again “But! If you leave a hickey its over” you threatened him seriously as you turned around to drape your leg over his and sit nicely in his lap.
“Yes ma’am”
“Now stop teasing and kiss me right, pretty boy”
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ipanemagirlsworld · 4 months
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My Theo Head-canons
please keep in mind that these are MY head-canons and you do not have to agree with any of these but please also do not send hate!
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I think Theo is an absolute touching FEEN! i am 110% sure his love language is physical touch, in any moment he has to be touching you- whether that is holding hands, putting your leg over his, putting his arm around you while your sitting or walking. he definitely will kiss you constantly in any place and just observes you
Based on my opinion i think he definitely has abandonment issues and would always try to make sure you wouldn’t leave him too
A lot of people think he gives “no bitches vibes” but i think the opposite- i think this man is DROWNING in bitches but doesn’t care because he needs to find the right girl
he’s 100% such a flirt and makes everyone blush
i know it’s a little weird but i think he’s such a pretty crier (based on my hushand Lorenzo ofc)
he would definitely protect you anywhere you went because this man knows how to fight.
he definitely hates his dad but whenever people would talk bad about him they are literally dead and bloody by the end of the sentence
he would act like it wasn’t that big of a deal that you baked/ did something for him but he would definitely be crimson red and so happy
he would defend your name NO MATTER who is around
he is definitely jealous but not in a insecure way but more of like a “stay away from my wife” way
he would carve y’all’s initials on his lighter
he would 100% write letters to you telling you how proud he is of you
he would spoil the living shit out of you (after all the man is absolutely loaded)
this man knows how to sway any woman off their feet.
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thanks sm for reading all of this guys! pls lmk if yall want more because i got a lot more.
I also am thinking of writing a wattpad book about him! or maybe like small stories! lmk if yall would be interested
song i was listening to while writing
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i-cant-sing · 7 months
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hi! clarification- this isn't a request to write or anything, i just had an idea and wanted to hear your opinion on it
i know you haven't touched the demon slayer scene in a while, but considering uzui's whole nightmare house thing and tanjiro's act of I Do Not See It, do you think that y/n would actually run to another hashira as a last resort?
honestly if yes, i'm betting its giyuu. man is a platonic yandere but would not stand for shit and is probably one of the least insane (although that means. very little in the grand scheme of things). idk i just have the idea in my head of giyuu smuggling y/n into his estate when she needs a break, and going papa wolf whenever uzui fucking breathes in her vicinity, deep-seated insecurities or not. he may not win, necessarily, but dammit will he try.
(can you tell i have a bias-)
No cause I 10000% agree with you. With Tanjirou constantly ignoring your story about being fucking abused physically and psychologically by Uzui+wives, and not paying attention to Nezuko being distressed over your ptsd state, and EVEN looking away when Uzui and the wives are constantly trying to create opportunities to corner you and being a little to touchy with you (and you're flinching away), someone else has to step up and help. And I have 2 people in mind for that.
First, is ofc Giyuu, cause why wouldn't he??? His moral compass is clear as day and he doesn't even need to be a yandere for him to absolutely shred everyone to pieces just to protect you. He can see the fear in your eyes, he can practically feel the hopelessness and anxiety you're suffering through. I think he may even try to convince Tanjiro to see that you're actually telling the truth, but he's not going to break his back to make him believe it. No, he doesn't exactly need him to protect you. Again, I see Giyuu becoming a platonic yandere, maybe more of a brother than as a father figure, and while he's... emotionally stunted, he's going wayyyy out of his comfort zone to console you. Expect a lot of head pats and deep words to assure you. He's a great listener, if it helps. ALSO, I can also see that if Uzui+wives come with other Hashiras to fight Giyuu for you, then Giyuu doesn't exactly have any qualms about joining forces with demons to protect you. Like I just know that if reader vouches for him to papa Muzan and the 12 moons, they would (hesitantly) accept Giyuu and you. After all, he has been the only human so far who's been kind to you.
Another option that I think would step tf up for reader is Sanemi, as a romantic yandere. Because this man, he's got love on the brain and he's fucking KILLING ANYONE WHO TRIES TAKINGBL YOU AWAY FROM HIM. Fr fr, he will actually fight all the hashiras and 12 moons for you. Will he win? No one knows for sure because like I said, he's absolutely batshit crazy when he's in love. Like one peck on the cheek from you is enough fuel for him to obliterate everyone with in 12 miles. Imagine what he's willing to do if he sees you waking up screaming and crying from the nightmares you have of Uzui.
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gavisuntiedboot · 7 months
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Familiarity
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A/N: guys sometimes I just have ideas that MUST be shared with the class
Okay guys I'm going to paint a picture for you all and I need you to stay with me
It's summer break in those two weeks where the boys actually have free time right
And it's after a really spectacular 23-24 season (please Lord my knees are bruised from begging)
Because of how close everyone has gotten, the pretty boys (aka Gavi, Pedri, Ferran, Fermin, Joao, etc) all are vacationing together for a couple of days
Because ya know
Hot single champions league winners (Lord I'm looking at you again)
They're just ready to have a good time being hot and young
As Ariana said, it feels so good to be so young and have this fun and be successful
So they go to Ibiza (ofc)
And they're just out just making the lives of the PR team hell
Shirtless pics on the Insta story every day
Yacht, club, another club, another club, pass out in a luxury hotel
Wake up and repeat
And one night they go to ushuaia
That club that everyone and their mothers went to this year
Gavi, Ferran, George Russel, Daniel Ricciardo
Just really expensive and hip and fun place to listen to music and get turnt
But ofc they're not like paying entry to get in
Oh no, they've been invited as part of an event with, as Pedri so eloquently put, some magazine
Did they care who was paying for their liquor? Absolutely not
So they're all there in pressed shirts with the top two buttons undone (whores)
And having a great time watching girls fall over themselves to come talk to them or get a spot at their table
And then Gavi, trying to remedy the onset of his social anxiety, looks over to the next table and sees you sitting there looking like a slice of heaven
Short black Mugler dress (you know the one with all the see-through paneling? Yeah.)
Heels giving your legs a sculpt and your ass a lift that was borderline illegal in his opinion
And you were just leaned over the table sipping on your drink and swaying by yourself to the music
So Pablito decides that, since you're already in the VIP section, he really can only fall upwards by flirting with you a bit
At least it would be better than whatever Tiktoker Pedri pulled
So he walks over and introduces himself, pushing his glasses further back on his head so you could get a proper look at his face
And our boy is charming and cute and you're ready to have a good time in Ibiza, so you reciprocate
And y'all are just talking and laughing it up and he already has your number to "see you again"
But you're starting to think the "again" is going to be 60 minutes from now in his hotel suite
So now you're both on the same side of the table, his arm is around your waist, fingers dangerously close to your ass
And every time you want to say something, you're getting closer than necessary to his neck and ear and just letting your lips "accidentally" brush across.
And then the rest of F.C. Pretty Boy walks over to interrupt the moment because of course they had to
Professor Pedri had reminded the gang "hot girls have hot friends"
And now Gavi, who was playing with the exposed skin of your thigh, was introducing you to the other wildly famous teammates.
And that's when it happened
It was surprisingly Fermin who finally said "you look really familiar"
And that's when 5 pairs of eyes started to examine you more intensely
Pedri agreed, unable to place you
Gavi knew he had seen you on Instagram before, but didn't want to come across as weird
Ferran was the bravest, asking the question that the others were thinking
"Are you a model?"
"Um, yeah, I guess I'm a model."
The redness in your cheeks and the giggle at the end of the statement had all their eyebrows raised.
"So you're an Instagram model then?" Gavi followed up
"Careful, that's Pedri's type"
The resounding laughter almost drowned out the speakers
"No, I do print as well. I work with brands and stuff but I'm mainly a shoot model. You know, magazines and stuff."
They boys all sent praises your way, exclaiming how they knew you were too hot for just Instagram.
"Pedri here is also a model. His friends over at Men's Health got us in." Gavi smiled widely with his attempt to embarrass his older friend
"Oh, I saw that cover! All of my friends sent it in the groupchat."
Wolf whistles for Pedri and palpable jealously across the group. The other four made mental notes to get a camera and some baby oil asap.
"And what about you, Gavi? When are we going to see you on the cover?"
"Ah, maybe if they get us into another event with you, I'll consider it."
You laughed louder than the generic line deserved, but you were ready to fall to the floor chuckling and snorting to go home with this boy.
"Ah, that might be possible actually. Men's Health is owned by Hearst, and they just bought our magazine. They actually invited me and the girls out tonight."
"Wait, which magazine?" You had been staring at Gavi and didn't place who asked the question
"Um, a men's magazine, you might have heard of it. Do you guys know Playboy?"
Everyone went silent all at once at the realization
So that's why you looked so familiar
"I'd offer you all free subscriptions but it looks like you guys are already avid readers." Your teasing made all of them go red in the ears.
"Is Gavi even old enough to buy a Playboy?"
Despite being a valid question from Fermin, he received a smack on the arm as a response.
"Wait, you also did a campaign for that lingerie brand right? The Rihanna one?" Gavi asked, face brighter than the red lights at the club
"Yeah, back in December! I wore their 'Naughty' line."
Gavi then went off in a tangent, explaining that's where he knew you from (and that maybe he followed the Playboy instagram on his private account)
As the two of you walked off, there was still a tension between the other four
"So..." It was Joao that started
"You guys are jerking off with magazines like we're in the 80s?"
"Hey! Playboy also have a porn channel!" Pedri responded angrily before taking in what he had said.
"So you've been watching her in action and didn't recognize..."
"Okay listen I'm not usually looking at her face!"
Ferran slumped against the table
"All of us out and Gavi picks up a fucking pornstar. He lost his virginity last week and now he's going to fuck a Playboy bunny."
"Guys, did you not hear the part where she said she was here with other girls?" Fermin reminded the group
In conclusion, I would give anything to lock these five in the Playboy mansion for a day. The end.
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sarcastictissy · 22 days
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Hola :D I just wanted to thank you for being so positive lately and looking at things regarding the qstudio situation with nuance. It feels like people have been so stressed and angry after all of the admin stuff came that they began to take every bit of news we hear as some sign that bad things are to come . I think a lot of people underestimated just how long this process can take, there a lot of factors to be considered here, including: q's lack of experience, the union, the laws, the admins. And unfortunately there is no way to satisfy everyone when it comes to stuff like this. This was never going to take a week or two, I feel like people didn't fully understand that.
Some admins are going to be pushed out of the project due to the lack of funds and the fact that this is a legal issue first and for most. It's unfair but it's the law. Not everyone understands that and because of that people are going to say things without understanding the situation. Not every thing is black and white and sometimes things aren't going to work out the way we want them to. Nobody is perfect and we shouldn't expect people involved in this situation to act like that. Which is why you should always look at the situation from multiple perspectives before forming an opinion.
It makes me feel tired to see the same takes over and over agian with no nuance. So your post have really helped me feel better :) I've seen people from both qsmpblr and qsmptwt act like every ccs involved in this is a war criminal or like this is a admins vs quackity or french/brazil vs quackity. It's kinda drove me off most social sites and forced me to only watch YouTube and stuff (on the good side of things, I've been watching quackity's discord videos and some dsmp vods :D it's been fun)
What I am trying to say is that, scrolling through your blog feels like a breath of fresh air and has made me feel 8× more calm about this situation. I don't think doomposting is necessarily bad but after seeing so much of it, sometimes you just need to distance yourself and look at the good parts of life. No matter how much I complain, I am never changing the course that qstudio is headed and neither can any one else, The only one who can do that is quackity. I hope that he does the right thing and the studio gets better. I love the characters that qsmp has brought us and the community it has formed, qsmp is a beautiful project that I want to see thrive. For now the only thing I can do as a viewer is hope for the best <3
I'm sorry if this came off as a trauma dump, I just really wanted to thank you.
So, this has been in my askbox for a while because I was so grateful and happy to hear I've helped someone!! Thank you sm anon that means a lot to me and knowing I'm keeping others optimistic, helps me feel optimistic too! :D
This is a very complex situation with so many moral grey areas mixed with black and white. It's not simple, it's not easy. These things cannot be fixed in a matter of weeks, you're absolutely right about that.
I also agree doomposting isn't necessarily bad! It's a good way to get off some steam and vent/ rant for a bit. There's nothing wrong with that. We all need it at times. For me, personally, it becomes toxic when that's ALL I'm seeing in social media. When I go on my phone and all I see is negativity, that's when I need to call it quits and start blocking people or start taking time away (which is why I deleted twt off my phone) everyone's tolerance levels are different ofc, so, not everyone is affected by that negativity, but I certainly was. This is why I want my blog to be positive and uplifting and you know what? Each and every time I get a ask or a message thanking me for that, I gain faith in humanity and it just encourages me to keep being positive! I'm so thankful for your ask and dw it wasn't trauma dumping at all!! :D I hope you're doing well anon! Take care of yourself. You matter
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hypnoneghoul · 14 days
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im always so nervous and paranoid everytime you vent about people using tumblr wrong lol!
im new here and im trying to learn and doing everything well but im still so afraid that im doing it wrong
do you have maybe some tips what to do and what not to do (like reblogs, comments etc), please? i don’t want to make anyone mad or something:(
tysm!🖤
first of all I'm very sorry I make people worried that's absolutely not my intention. unless I'm rambling about a very serious issue I'm just throwing it out and also this particular thing is not something I'd, I dunno, block someone over
I went through my notifications and got some examples, so I hope it's understandable. censored ofc, I wouldn't put someone on blast for this
also please don't make it a drama, it's just my opinion and if yours is different we can agree to disagree. I know a lot of people will agree with me, tho, because it's not something I just came up with and decided is right but it's the tumblr culture and it's just what is considered polite and what is considered rude at this point
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the point is that when you're reblogging something just to share it and express your opinion on it, and not adding any real content to the post, it should be in the tags
when you add something meritorical to the post that's supposed to stay with it through further reblogs by people (but make sure the op is okay with that, don't just go out there hijacking a post because you need attention), you use the comment reblog
and you do not reblog personal posts. not only personal, some posts just don't need reblogging. if you read someones vent and you want to op you're there for them use messages or replies. don't share their personal rambles
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puertoark · 21 days
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My experience with each Amnesia game which I need to share with the world
SO UM. Hi. I fell in love with this game series its been a while and I needed somewhere to talk abt it so here I am !
I'll be depcting my unasked opinion briefly for each game bc god I have sm to talk abt every single one of them
Amnesia: The Dark Descent
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Everyone loves this game right right I do too BUT I must say it was personally my least favorite of the series which doesn't mean I didnt fucking loved it. Almost everything abt it is nearly perfect - the ambience and sound design specially is something so so special and dear to my heart from this game oh my
I really enjoyed the narrative too its just that.. it didnt impact me like the others did and I think most of the complaints ppl have about Rebirth are applicable here aswell
I personally felt like the pacing was kinda odd too but thats probably just me anyway I rank TDD with 6 Alexanders and 2 Servant Brutes
Amnesia: A Machine for Pigs
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Idk how safe it is to say that on the internet after 10 years but I enjoyed this game sm more than I did with TDD
I know why everyone dislikes this one (no inventory + no sanity + no mechanics + L + ratio) but I gotta say I enjoyed the safer walking simulator with occasional danger like gameplay
And I like how they did it too - This was the game to introduce the flickering light mechanic to when you're in danger and I absolutely love it?? Its more subtle and haunting than the roar + music start playing when you're in danger thing. its elegant and superb MY OPINION
Talking about haunting the HORROR aspect of this HORROR game is nailed aswell in more subtle things too! The atmosphere is so fucking bizarre and oppressive sometimes when youre just reading a fucking note and digging lore like christ. how. I really do enjoy Mandus's character as a creppy factor aswell as the manpigs designs too
Not talking abt Jessica Curry's score for this game bc everyone agrees its a masterpiece
I rank this one with both Edwin and Enoch
Amnesia: Rebirth
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hey guys pls stop hating on games that are actual masterpieces plss
Ok now. I too have my negatives with this game. The jumpscares in the fear mechanics. And some scripted ones too but thats it.
Tasi as a character is amazing, I love her saur much I loved the mechaninc of dont "die" or else you'll be a ghoul in ten minutes and I love how talkative she is…. ik a lot of people don't like it but I think it works just perfectly with her character - esp since shes not "alone" like the other 3 and I LOVE her relationship with her pregnancy and Amari. By the end, her story had me in pieces like no ending was satisfactory enough and…. and…..
I LOVED the scenarios and atmosphere too Frictional nailed it with art direction and sound design as ALWAYS
Amnesia: The Bunker
My second fave of the series I rank with 9 Makkas and 1 lovely Amari
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I am shaking, in tears, in pieces, trembling, floored, literally on your walls
God.
This game had no right in being this haunting and sad, literally… For me this game is the one that stands out the most in the franchise. I loved how most of the storytelling was on the scenarios and events of the bunker. A quiet, superb story. I loved every single detail abt it like I literally cant even describe it
The historical context, setting, ost, gameplay, CHARACTERS LIKE… HENRI AND AUGUSTIN I AM SO SORRY SOSOSO SORRY OMFG I could spend DAYS talking about them, talking about all the nuances of this game
Ofc they nailed the atmosphere and sound design but this time its better than its ever been. Feels so lonely and isolated being Henri on the bunker then you peek outside and theres a fucking WAR ready to take his life. The war that made his bff (prob his only family) a monster and took everything of them both. How scary it is to even use a gun sometimes… absolute masterpiece. Frictional peaked hard
I rank this one with one Henri one Augustin and one rabbit toy
thank you frictional games for ruining my life with horror games that for some reason had some of the best human and existential narratives ive ever experienced
Still have to play Justine tho.
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piraticusdorm · 21 days
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hi! apologies for suddenly barging in but could i ask for bobee’s opinions on bonnie and kath if that’s ok? 👉👈
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"Kitty's just adorable! You just wanna pet and pamper him when you see him, right?" "With everyone's energy running high it's nice to have someone calm to relax next to, and thanks to them I don't have to break fights by myself when Lottie's not around~ Our role's often work together. I'm sure the next ad-lib will be fun too, I'm looking forward to work with them."
I think they'd along tbh! Similar in that they're peaceful types but while Kath prioritizes others, Bobee looks out more for himself. Smth smth "setting my feelings aside for the sake of peace" vs. "helping keep peace for the sake of my feelings". Smth there with Kath being hard to detect when moving around and Bobee disappearing suddenly for funner pastures. + Bo probs pets his sheep in a row and then Kath bc tehee fluffy hat. Only if they're ok with that tho! Oh also ofc the "damsel in distress" and "innocent child" roles just. hand in hand.
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"Bonbon... why, she's a delight! I love playing dress up together. I used to be dressed like a doll myself, and still do for the stage, so I've been giving her aaaall kind of pointers~ We'll overload her cuteness by the end of the year!" "Now that my singing is better we've been swapping the names of our plushies. I've still got a long way to go, hehe~"
plsplsplspls doll friends. it would be so cute. fr the first time Bo saw Bonnie he got a full body shiver he tried to hide with a strained smile. Bo probs still jumps a little if Bonnie makes some mechanical whirr he doesnt expect, but overall, he's like a little boy with a new doll. Oh the styles he loves but can't pull off are absolutely getting put on Bonnie, at least for an afternoon. and vice versa! Mmh I mentioned before abt Bo taking a villainess role during some angst conflict (he doesn't wanna work with the hero for a bit fufufu) but he'd def also use that chance to push Bonnie to try being the damsel, or heroine even! It's fun to try new things, and it'd be a hit to switch roles and give smth fresh to the audience. Smth smth also Bo loves his sheep plushies DEARLY and totes gets Bonnie. Sometimes you need something not-living to pour your overflowing love into without the risk of it getting bored of you or abandoning you that people have and that's normal and usual and he isn't coping ok he's sure Bonnie would agree if asked not that he would open up that deeply but surely sUREL-
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lyramundana · 9 months
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LOVEEE hi!! I hope you're doing good!! I'm currently obsess with this video of Jisung as he was rapping/recording (THING THAT I'M MY OPINION IS TOO ATTRACTIVE) and I thought..... why don't ask at my favourite blog about it......
the video: https://www.tiktok.com/@leeknowscutie/video/7261487507651513605?is_from_webapp=1&sender_device=pc&web_id=7235493142752839195
so my mind thought of f!reader as a friend with minsung, a stay that just became friend with the couple and she usually make company to them when they record, and jisung - he's a brat ofc - need to tease them both and he do that gesture to provoke them. I thought of f!reader as a fan of chase Atlantic and in that moment her mind need to go CRAZY with fantasies and Minho need to enjoy Jisung's tease.
THAT'S IT LOVE let me know <333333
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asdfhfh your favourite blog?? you're too sweet, i swear🥺🥰 (but pls keep going i get off praise) Also how the fuck did you read up my mind? Chase Atlantic is one of my obsessions, so much I made my oc a big fan of them too because I couldn't help it. Literally half of my playlist is filled with them. They're so😳😳
Well, back after watching that sexy tiktok..
As a Stay, Reader lives for these moments. To her, there's no greater honour than getting to see the song recordings and dance practices in person. Of course she doesn't have absolute freedom there and there's a number of things she can't do while she visits (you know, privacy and all), but at least she can keep these memories for herself and treasure them. Obviously, she's always with Han and Minho since they're the whole reason she's allowed there, and most times they bring her in when the members aren't around, so they have some company and hear second opinions from a fan perspective.
It's only an excuse for them to have her close because they're pining heavily and don't know how to handle it
Reader is happily attending the recording with Minho by her side, both watching Jisung do his part with the rest of 3Racha supervising it. Before that, she had been with Minho in the practice room admiring his dancing while the rest of members were out for a break (they all know what's going on and they secretly agreed to give Minho some privacy with her), and when he deemed it enough work for the day, he got a message from Han asking them to come because he feels more confident when they're there, and of course Reader couldn't refuse seeing 3Racha in action.
So there they stood, Reader sitting on the couch with Minho right beside her, her legs over his lap as he traced lines from her ankles to her calves. Haven't she been so focused on the other boys working, she wouldn't have been able to hide her nervousnes. Just his posture alone made her squeal internally, with one strong arm casually thrown around the couch head and his legs spread, and those smooth patterns he draw on her with this delicate fingers were going to kill her. His outfit wasn't exactly helping either; the infamous black t-shirt with a par of damned shorts. Luckily, his gaze was focused somewhere else too, because if their eyes locked she would've crumbled right there and then.
Thank god Jisung's voice brings her back to reality, smiling when the boy makes a goofy sign to them as he enters the recording booth. Minho shakes his head, but he still chuckles fondly at the display. As soon as Jisung got into action, all attention was on him. Reader was in awe when he started rapping and fixed her posture to watch him closely, missing Minho's pout when her legs fell off his lap. However, when Jisung threw a mischevious look at them while doing that gesture with his hands, both of their minds freezed.
It was only when he repeated it that Reader knew it was real and not an hallucination from her delulu brain. She felt Minho tense beside her, and her skin felt like it was burning. She could have let is slide, convince herself it was a random motion the boy did with his fingers and with no subtle meaning, but his small smirk and his gaze pierced on them told a different story. It wasn't really the first time. You see, there has been this...tension between these two and her for the past months, and so it became somehow usual for Jisung or Minho to pull stunts like this that made her melt inside. But they never did it in front of others, in a public space, while working no less. God, Chan and Changbin were right there too for fuck's sake! She felt embarrassed, but looking at the men, they didn't seem shocked or disgusted. "He probably does this often when Minho is around" her mind supplied.
Minho wasn't doing it much better, although he wasn't as surprised as Reader. Of course he was used to his boyfriend's antics already, and he knew the boy didn't care about having public. He felt glad the weak lighting and the pillows hide his arousal, his mind running wild at the memories that gesture illicited. However, there was an added allicient this time: Her. His head drifted to her squirming form, her cute eyes wide open and her legs kicking subtily. He notices her reddened cheeks and has to repress the urge to touch her face, to see how warm she got. Knowing Jisung caused this, that they both can cause it, only fuels his desire more. If the other two weren't present, he would've succumb to his instincts.
Meanwhile, the rapper was watching everything unfold from the booth and he couldn't hide his satisfied grin. He barely listened to Chan and Changbin's instructions when he ended, his attention mostly on his handsome, aroused partner, and their lovely friend whom they fantasized of turning into something more. They knew the effect they had on her, they just wanted her to break first. She was still a Stay, after all, and they used that fan-like adoration for them to their advantage.
Reader tried desesperatly to be unbothered, but her brain betrayed her. She pictured hundreds of hot, spicy scenarios after what Jisung did and she had to turn her head sideways to hide her blush from them because holy shit, she thanked god humans weren't telepaths. She imagined what it would feel like having those fingers repeat that same motion inside her, feeling them curls withing her walls until they found her g-spot. Imagined how it could be to have Minho's muscular legs caging her on the sofa, preventing her movement, while his hands travelled her sides and Jisung had his way with her. Maybe he could use that quick tongue of his for something else, maybe...
An exagerated couch disrupted her increasingly horny imagination, and she turned to see Minho's amused eyes watching her, his mouth cocked into that half-grin that drove Stays mad. His hand slowly moved towards the back of her knee, tracing circles there, as she felt her breath suddenly stop. He pull himself forwards until he got her trapped in the couch, pulling her knee to close the distance.
She was so busy trying to breath again that she didn't notice Jisung out of the recording booth and standing at her side, watching her from above with a dark smirk.
She felt dizzy, and the pool of warmness on her face went straight to between her legs.
Fuck..
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andydrysdalerogers · 4 months
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The Type You Save~ T W E L V E
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James "Bucky" Barnes and OFC Alexandra "Alex" Richards
Detective James Barnes hasn't seen the love of his life in three years. Since the night she was almost caught stealing a painting. He knows it was her and she disappeared leaving him confused and heart broken.
Alexandra Richards never expected to be pulled back into her old life two years after she left it. She had found love and a home and was happy. Until a note blackmailed her to take one last job. Three years later she walked into the last person she expected to see in San Francisco. Because he lived in New York right?
They always put family before everything. And he would do anything to get his family back. Because she's the type you save.
TW: mob, death, smut, rape intentions, angst, guns, family abandonment, dub-con, manipulation
A/N: The Tag list is open! Only five more chapters after this!
I do NOT give permission for my work to be translated or reposted on here or any other site, even if you give me credit. DO NOT REPOST MY FICS. Reblogs, comments, likes, and feedback ALWAYS appreciated
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Previous: E L E V E N
Series Masterlist ~ Main Masterlist
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“Stark, thanks for coming,” Steve said, shaking the man’s hand.  
“Heard my favorite Barnes needed my assistance.”  He smiles at Alex until he hears the telltale sounds of little feet hitting the floor. “Strike that, 2nd favorite” as he opens his arms.  
“Uncle Tony!” Drew launched himself into Tony’s arms. “Are we playing policeman again?” 
“Not right now buddy. I need to talk to your parents.  But I promise, later.”  
“Okies.” Drew went back to his room.  
“So, what’s up buttercup?” Tony chuckled at his own joke. “Why did Rogers say it was urgent?” 
Alex looked at Sam and James. They both nodded and she took a deep breath.  “My past has decided to come back and haunt me.” She proceeded to take the next half hour, explaining her history with Grey. “One of his lieutenants, the one I was closest to, Nate Archibald, approached me and said that Grey will come to me and make an offer: leave with him or he will take my son. She grabbed James’s hand, trying to control her tremble.  
Tony took off his glasses and rubbed the bridged of his nose. “Shit Alex.  This is a lot.  Wilson, what is your suggestion?” 
“My first opinion would be to put them into WitSec.”  
“What is that?” 
“Witness Protection.” Sam looked at her.  “Put you, James, Drew and Steve under.  Give you new identities.”  
“No, absolutely not,” Alex says,  
“Then I recommend that some sort of sting happens.  Collect information on Grey to get him arrested.”  
Tony studies Sam.  “You want to send her in as a mole.”  
“What?!” James jumps up roaring. “You can’t be serious!” 
“It makes the most sense.  She has to meet with him to get the official deal. We can wire her and assign her a CO inspector.”  
“The hell you will!” James began to pace. “You are not putting my wife in that position.”  
“Jamie…” 
“No Allie, NO! There is not a chance in hell I would fucking allow you to put yourself in danger.”  
“Daddy?” James turned around to see his son holding his bear with big round eyes, “Why are you yelling?” 
“Oh chief, its ok.”  He scooped him up. “We’re just discussing something.”  
“Are you mad at Uncle Tony?” 
“No Chief. Not mad at Uncle Tony. C’mon. Let’s go read.”  
“Okies.”  
James turned back to his wife and friends.  “This discussion is not over.”  
Alex turned back to the table and buried her head into her hands, crying softly.  “Steve, I don’t know what to do.”  
Steve pulled her into his arms, letting her cry.  “Alex, I agree with Bucky that its extremely dangerous to  go in and meet with Grey.  We wouldn’t be able to back you up to protect you.  But” he sighed, “I don’t see another way.  We’ll keep thinking. I won’t let you lose your family again. I promise.”  
Sam went to his hotel and Tony went home.  But the tension didn’t drop.  Steve took care of Drew as Alex and James were locked in their bedroom.  
“Alexandra there is no way in hell I’m leaving you alone to be taken away by the psychopath.”  
“Jamie, I won’t let him take our son.”  
“And he won’t. We’ll take off.  Go somewhere remote.”  
“We can’t keep running Jamie.  If we’re running, we can’t make our dreams come true.  We can’t do all the things we talked about.”  
“Yes, we can, love.” James clutched her face. “We can if we are together.  I won’t let you or Drew go.”  
Alex could see the tears in his eyes.  “You’re not letting me go.  But I can’t keep running.  He took everything else from me. I won’t let him have thing.  I think Sam and Tony’s idea is good. It may need some finesse, but I wouldn’t just jump into it.”  
James pressed his forehead to Alex’s. “If something happens, I’ll never forgive myself.”  
“Sweetie, I would never let that happen. I love you so much.”  She kissed him gently. She looked at him through her lashes.  
“God, you’re so beautiful. I just,” he kissed her cheek, “can’t imagine,” kiss, “my life,” kiss, “without you.” He kissed her on her lips so softly, she thought it was a dream until he ran his tongue over the seam of her lips. She hummed at the sensation, letting him in.  He pushed her toward their bed, dropping her on the edge.  
“Jamie,” she moaned as he dropped to his knees and pulled off her shoes and then her jeans.  
“Allie, I can’t lose you,” he said as he kissed in between her thighs. “I want to put a baby in there. So you can never leave me.”  
“I would never leave you,” she cried as he lips made it to her mound, sucking gently.  
“You are pretty when you moan, doll.  I want to see my favorite look.” He flattens his tongue and slowly ran it from her entrance to her clit.  She thrashed on the bed. “OH I’m getting close.”  
“Close? Face?” Alex could barely breathe. She had never seen this side of James before.  
He kept his motions going, kissing, nipping, sucking her pussy, listening to her moan and whine.  He could feel her building. “The look I love is when I make you cum,” he growled as he slipped two fingers into her.  
“Fuck, fuck!” Alex couldn’t keep still; the assault on her body over whelming. “Jamie,” she sobbed.  
“Oh doll, its ok.” He pushed in and out, making sure to hit that special spot inside. “Let go for me.  Let me feel you.”  He sped up and she screeched.  “James!” She detonated around his fingers.  He helped her ride through the high and slow.  He grinned and licked his fingers as Alex heaved her chest.  
He crawled on top of her, still fully clothed, and started to remove her shirt. The roughness of his shirt grazed of her heated skin. “Don’t leave me,” he whispered as he ghosted his lips over her skin.  
“James,” she whispered as she ran her fingers through his hair.  
“Stay here with me.  We can run doll.  I promise. Nothing will happen to you or Drew.”  
“Don’t do this now, please,” she cried. She pulled him toward her.  He hovered over her.  “Please, you’re breaking my heart.  I don’t…” she couldn’t finish as the tears ran down her face.  
“Allie, I’m sorry. Baby, don’t cry.” He kissed her tears  and lifted up to remove his shirt.  “I’m sorry ok?” 
“I don’t want to see him.  I’m sorry.”  She covered her eyes.  
“No, baby, I’m sorry.  Look at me doll.”  She moved her hands. “Look at my eyes Alexandra.” She looked at him.  “You are the love of my life. You are my soul mate.”  He got on his knees and opened his pants.  “Don’t cry my love.”  He took out his cock, already ready to go.  He got back on top of her.  “I love you.”  
“I love you,” she replied, and he pushed in.  He was slow, letting her feel every ridge, every vein.  She sighed; her mind consumed with the pleasure of James moving in her. James kissed her hard.   
“I want my whole life with you Alex. Just you and me. Alexandra and James, Alex and Bucky, Allie and Jamie.” He lifted her leg to his hip and moved faster.  “Family over everything,” he said, his hips punctuating every word.  She gripped his back with her nails, trying to remain on earth. “Cum, doll. I’ve got you.”  
Alex tightens and her core fluttered.  She wailed as she felt her release flow from her.  James thrusted twice and released into her. They were breathing heavy, staring into each other eyes.  
“You’re mine Allie. I’ll make Grey pay for doing this to us.”  He kissed her slow.  He gently pulled out and went to their bathroom.  He got a cloth and cleaned her up.  He held her as she fell asleep, stroking her hair, staring at the ceiling.  When she was fully asleep, James got up.  He could see that there was a light still in the kitchen.  
He found Steve sitting in the kitchen, nursing a beer.  “What are you still doing up punk?” 
“Couldn’t sleep, jerk. Kept thinking she would just sneak out.”  
“You know she wouldn’t do that.  Not now.”  
Steve nodded and took a swallow.  “Drew went down like a champ.  Told him that you guys were planning a surprise.  So, we should think of something.”  
“Thanks.”  James opened his own beer.  “I don’t know what to do.”  
“Neither do I.  Stark mentioned using her as a CI and I just saw red.  I know you did.”  
“It’s only been a year, Steve. I’ve only just gotten her back.” James leaned his head back.  
“Hey, we will figure it out.  But you gotta have a somewhat open mind. We’ll research and see who the best CI is we can use.”  
“I want to run, Steve.  I want all of us to run to anywhere else.  But I know she’s right.  He won’t stop looking.  So, I guess I just need to kill him.”  James’s eyes got hard as Steve’s widen in surprise.  
“You know just saying that is a felony.”  
“You gonna turn me in?” 
“Of course not. I want to kill him too.  I have your back to the end of the line.  You know that.”  
“Thanks punk.”  
“Welcome jerk.  Let’s get back to bed.  We should be up earlier tomorrow and get to the office.  Stark said he’s assigning extra patrol for now.”  
“I guess that’s what we can do for now.  I’m going back to my girl.”  
“It’ll be ok Bucky.  Our family will be ok.”
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A/N - sorry this one was so short. Filler for the rest of the story.
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myfandomrealitea · 5 months
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I think most people would, if they knew my stance on shipping, put me into the pro shipping category.
But I feel uncomfortable being labeled this way because I very much have limits.
I don't think people should write fanfiction or draw explicit fanart of characters being played (or voiced) by underage actors (and ofc the same applies to explicit rpf of said actors).
I just think the risk of these young, valuable people coming across these fanworks featuring either them or their likeness is too high (and one also has to remember the natural curiosity to check out stuff featuring them).
I don't think I'm being unreasonable here, but what do you think?
I think that that's a reasonable stance and perspective, to have.
The common assumption about proshipping is that you absolutely have to support and endorse absolutely everything and if you don't you're backsliding into being an anti, or you're not fully a proshipper.
But here's the thing; that's not actually the core meaning or value of proshipping. Proshipping does not inherently negate or demand that you have absolutely no limits or that you can't inherently disagree with or be uncomfortable with certain things.
Everyone has certain limits and certain things they simply cannot support or agree with. And that's perfectly fine. Where proshipping comes into it is recognising that everyone has that right, and also the right to still create and engage with things that you personally don't.
Its absolutely fine not to want to identify as a proshipper if you feel that your stance and your limits might be misperceived by using the label. Proshipping does have its inherent meaning and core values, but everyone also uses the label differently and assigns different, personal interpretations and values to it.
There's no obligation to use labels in fandom spaces at all, and there's also no obligation to have an 'all or nothing' stance. I know people who are, by definition, antis, but they're also heavily anti-harassment. They don't think that, morally, I should be writing incest porn, but they also recognise that even if I do, it doesn't necessarily mean I support it in real life either.
Being concerned about how fiction might impact real people is a very considerate, respectful concern to have. Its also why fandom spaces need to remain self-moderated in terms of properly using tags, filters, ect. Another common misconception people have about proshipping and anti-censorship is the assumption that we want to be able to just throw pornography and fiction around anywhere and everywhere, but actually, we still very much believe that everything has its place, and that there are proper, respectful ways and places to host content.
There's a lot of rambling I could do about the symbiosis of respect and moderation between a person/their guardians and fandom content creators, but that would be digressing slightly.
(And the point that a lot of fanfiction about teenagers and minors is written by teenagers and minors.)
The general gist is;
Your opinion is not unreasonable. Nor do I think any less of you for it. Nor would any proshipper, really. That's your concern, your limit, and that should be respected. In the same way that you would need to respect that that content does, and will always, exist, and the people who do write it with the proper measures taken are no less deserving of at the very minimum, your acceptance of the fact that they have a right to.
Proshipping is not:
Having no limits at all.
Thinking that you MUST create absolutely any and all content.
Thinking that you MUST support absolutely any and all content.
Thinking that nobody ever can be uncomfortable with or disinterested in what you create or what is being created.
Proshipping is:
Understanding fiction is not a 1:1 reflection of a person's real interests beliefs, values or their moral standings.
Understanding that fiction is not reality. It does not create victims.
That within the bounds of law, people have a right to create content, even if its content you personally do not support or agree with.
Understanding you do not have the right to dictate what someone can or cannot create, and that you do not have the right to be cruel or harmful to them because of what they create.
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Hi, how are you? Sorry, I'm popping in here to rant away a bit.
I just really don't get why people want to read a story about a rejected bond?? They find the mates trope boring - but the 3 sisters+3 brothers thing not? If the mates trope is not for you, maybe don't read SJM books? Because in her universe, mates are the ultimate HEA.
I certainly don't want to read about Lucien and Az going through the pain and suffering of their bond being rejected. It would be the most miserable book in existence.
But ofc, this is the only way that a certain ship would work, so they cling to that one scene where Feysand discussed the mating bond and call it foreshadowing. I personally don't think Sarah wrote that to foreshadow a bond rejection, certainly not for the main characters, but it was important to understand for the readers that even if there is a mating bond, there is still choice.
The mating bond did not force Feyre to give Rhys a chance and eventually fall for him, same with Nesta and Cassian. Even though the males were aware of the bond.
They-who-must-not-be-named are so loud advocating for Elain's choices, yet they still ship her with a male that wants to coddle her despite her wishes and speaks on her behalf. Oh and what about her choice of giving back the necklace? She never gave back Lucien's gifts or Graysen's ring. She basically rejected him and I really don't see Az seeking her out after this to f/ck secretly.
The thing about Elucien is, short of declaring publicly 'I reject you now good sir', in my opinion they pretty much doing the bond rejection right now. It's been two years - they made zero progress in getting to know each other, they live far away from each other, trying to do their own thing. Yes we see the longing on Lucien, as it is harder on the males, but he still respects Elain and tries to give her space. The bond clearly does not force them to be together. So if Elain decides she gives Lucien a chance eventually, that will be because she chooses to do so. And this is where the choice thing comes in with mates.
I also feel like the Vassien ship is a byproduct of that ship, because they know if A+E were to become a thing, Lucien will basically go into the trash. So they try to justify it with 'but look he is sooo into Vassa he spoke this 3 sentences about her!!' which for me is absolutely ridiculous.
Another point conveniently forgotten, that not just Elucien needs to reject their bond if they want their ship to work, but also Azriel and Gwyn his future mate, and based on what we know about Azriel so far, I really don't see that happening. He wants the mating bond like his brothers.
I'm also fed up about the claims how this forbidden love would be such an epic love story. Firstly, this is not even forbidden love, because it would only take like 2 conversations to resolve the whole situation. If Rhys would feel they genuinely want to be together, he would do everything in his power to sort things out. And if you take into consideration Az's past and traumas, forbidden love would be the most harmful thing for him. It would take a huge toll on his mental health. He has so many issues and love alone will not able to heal them. I think his journey will be a dark one, much like Nesta's.
So if part of this fandom thinks Az's book will be him and Elain dodging the IC left and right and f/ck secretly, they will be in for a surprise...
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I have to agree. A bond rejection would be so pointless and uninspired.
"Lucien, I don't want to be with you and I'm freeing you of our bond".
"Alright, I will respect your wishes".
That would be it. Despite what E/riels try to force as the narrative, Lucien has never pushed Elain to make a decision about the bond. He respects that he believes she wants nothing to do with him and stays away as a result, only coming around on holidays or when Rhys and Feyre invite him (considering he does work for the NC).
A rejected Elucien bond would look a lot like it currently does so what was the point of making them mates in the first place? In a novel, there's no point in adding something to the story just to prove it's a possibility when it doesn't actually add to the plot. How does a rejected Elucien mating bond really add to the plot in a meaningful way especially when we've never seen them try to interact with one another to prove they are not well matched?
If Elain and Lucien were spending time together and we could see that he was mistreating her or that they were poorly matched then we could understand why their bond didn't work and that they at least gave it consideration. But you don't give two main characters a bond in book 2, set it up so Elain isn't over the fiancé that left her (so she's not ready to address the bond), set it up so her sisters prevented them from interacting (so she can't address the bond), set it up that Elain first decides to have a rebound (which is all it can be since Az confirms they don't talk or see one another and this creates yet another roadblock for her not to deal with the bond) only to never have her talk to Lucien about their bond and reject it outright. We know she still has trauma so that's just adding to why she's not ready to deal with her bond or have a real conversation with him or her to know him. Just because Rhys's parents weren't matched (which they only figured out after getting together and the reason for that was because he was a cold, vicious man while she was soft and fiery) doesn't mean Elucien won't be and they definitely won't know for sure unless they try. SJM set up a bond between two heterosexual (in this scenario) main characters which in the authors words is the pinnacle of romance (if it turns out to be a soul mated bond) and if she's not going to attempt to explore what exists between them, what was the point? There are so many emotions that anyone with a bond is going to be feeling and for it to fizzle out without having them interact seems like such a waste. There's no tension in that, no raw emotion. (I added the heterosexual aspect because if there is any chance that Mor, a main character, was given a bond with a male, there would be a valid reason for a bond rejection because it wouldn't matter how special of a connection it was, the male could never be her ideal of peak romance. Same sex mating bonds are a possibility but as it stands, we haven't gotten hints that Mor has a bond with a female).
The fact that she's kept them apart for so long should be a hint to readers that she's building up to something big for them and having Feyre suggest "why make them mates?" in ACOWAR seems like an obvious misdirection to keep us wondering if they will get together rather than having it be so obvious. SJM is creating tension and uncertainty and that all makes sense if you want to be a good storyteller.
SJM didn't have Rhys casually slip in that Mates will always feel drawn to one another even if they reject the bond for no reason and that fact trumps Feyre wondering how the mating system works (especially when we know she doesn't grasp who Elain is or what she wants. Her reasons in questioning E/riel is based on them sitting quietly together and "how handsome they'd be" which are extremely shallow reasons. Knowing that even if you end up with someone else but you'll always be thinking of "the other guy" isn't all that romantic in a romance series.
There is not 4 books of buildup for E/riel. There is 4 books of buildup for an Elucien "will they or won't they?" accept their bond which was one of the MAJOR reveals in book 2 (not Az smiling politely at Elain, talking about how he and Cassian can fly while he stared at Mor's back with hunger elsewhere in the series) that we have yet to address and we've never really seen Elucien interact on a consistent scale. SJM didn't drop that bomb on readers then create the tension between Elucien after multiple books just to have them shake hands and walk away and she definitely didn't continue drawing attention to their similarities, changing Lucien's father to the High Lord of Day when we know Elain needs "Sunshine" for them to continue ignoring one another and not eventually realize how well matched they are (and nothing like Rhys's parents).
And you remind us of a good point. If Elain and Az would get together, that means there's a chance he finds his own mate someday (possibly Gwyn) and that means two characters would be together while always feeling drawn to others. I'm fairly positive none of us would want to marry someone in real life knowing our spouse feels a stronger pull to another at times.
Like you said, Fated Mates is a trope and when an author writes that trope it shouldn't be that surprising when their main characters end up with what they have decreed as the greatest possible love someone can be given.
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official-zerg-fangirl · 9 months
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how do you feel about kerrigan going super Saiyan in Legacy of the Void? what about the Amon plot in general?
(idk if you get notifications when a question is answered publicly, so @fall-warning hi, also THANKS FOR SENDING THIS. I LOVE ATTENTION I LOVE TALKING ABOUT MY GIRL)
Oh, That Jean Grey ass Kerrigan transformation is half the reason my bio says "Starcraft 2 never happened, Metzen can suck my dick." *
*the other half is the Kerrinor Kiss, because on Official-zerg-fangirl, the running gag is I have an irrational hate for Raynor bcs I was one of Those middle school girls who would legit be jealous of a fictional character (I just didn't realize what i felt was jealousy bcs i didnt know i was gay)
I hate it! I HATE IT. IT SUCKS.
I am normally an extremely big fan of fire, and red, and phoenixes, and literal deities, and women being any or all of the above. But none of that should have been Kerrigan, and definitely not in the way it was handled. Fuck you, Blizzard. Fuck you for the insane bullshit happening behind the scenes, but also fuck you for what LotV did to my girl!
I refuse to play any part of LotV to this day! I don't fucking care! Sorry to the protoss stans, it's great that you got so much extra lore with Alarak or whatever, but absolutely FUCK what they did to my girl!
oh but I loved the amon plotline tho.
"m'am, why the fuck" it was validating it was powerful it is everything the character arc of the entire Zerg species was building up to and it turned Kerrigan into the antihero she was always meant to be, and LotV is probably great but that epilogue ruined it with a pointless second transformation.
[more deranged rambling below]
Look, Kerrigan's character arc in Brood War was top notch it was S tier it was great I wrote a literal essay about how I do sincerely believe Kerrigan in SC1 + Brood War had a heroic character arc, and I am of course correct, and the canon agrees, BUT WE WILL GET TO THAT,
now initially ofc i was like naw SC2 never happened. Obviously I've softened on that opinion (but saying it never happened is funny. so is acting like everyone is missing the point of Kerrigan except for me. this blog is the space where i get to play up an extremely cocky persona ok)
SC2's general insistence (at least that's my first impression) on treating her zergness like a boring corruption and "ooh Kerrigan was good before but she's evil now" bothers me. like they do this to her instead of, oh I don't know, she was abused and exploited as a child fucking soldier, she latched onto the guy who 'saved' her and was too wrapped up in the exhilaration of having someone who 'cared' about her that she couldn't recognize she was being used as literal fucking bait, and then he LEFT HER TO FUCKING GET EATEN BY ALIENS, and by the grace of fucking god, those aliens saw her value and potential in a way no one else ever could, they elevated her, made her stronger, gave her the means to break off the shackles implanted in her skull (remember the Amerigo mission???), and from that point on, all the anger she'd been harboring from all those years of abuse could run freely, so of fucking course she became impatient and vengeful!
Yes, Kerrigan was extremely destructive, spiteful, cruel,even! But you think someone who's only ever known violence and death and cruelty could ever be anything else? are we so naiive as to imagine a perfectly human Sarah Kerrigan would not become the Queen of Blades Her fatal flaw is wrath, you see how quick she is to anger when she fights Tassadar. To quote the man himself,
"So long as you continue to be so predictable, O Queen, I need not face you at all. You are your own worst enemy."
she is predictable because of her wrath. In her beginning as the Queen of Blades, she's too consumed by all her fury, by her newfound power that she can and will use to demolish everyone who's wronged her, and she hasn't yet learned the wisdom required to use said power. this is a flaw she overcomes in Brood War, wherein she delays her fury and rage to arrange a temporary alliance, to wait for just the right moment to have her vengeance and crush her enemies.
aaaaaand here's the Wings of Liberty campaign going like "Zerg turned her evil. yeah she's killing and infecting terrans bcs that's what zerg do. we need to redeem her by removing her zergyness."
like - no acknowledgement to the fact that the terrans are currently being commanded by the dude who used her and then fucking left her to die???? bro like of all people you'd think Raynor would understand why she's waging war on the Dominion HE'S LITERALLY DOING THE SAME THING, but Blizzard gonna Blizzard and the final boss is Kerrigan bcs Raynor's gotta work with the Dominion to neutralize the greater threat - which is somehow Kerrigan. Okay.
It just really rubbed me the wrong way. Can you tell that it rubbed me the wrong way?
but then it redeemed itself. Bcs the Amon plotline.
NO I AM NOT JOKING. FUCK YOU THE AMON PLOTLINE WAS GOOD.
"oh but it derails everything and now my simple slapfight between humans and two aliens has transformed into some sort of cosmic battle between good and evil" fuck no it doesn't it was foreshadowed back in Brood War did you forget Duran? the fuck you think that man was doing if NOT foreshadowing that some fucking hidden power beyond every race's leaders was controlling the situation specifically through the Zerg? Even BEFORE Brood War, the lore that the Zerg and Protoss were both created by the xel'naga and that the Zerg were specifically created with a mandate to assimilate the Protoss was right the fuck there. you know who said that shit? THE OVERMIND. Pay attention bro, Amon was there all along!
Could he have maybe been introduced in a less jarring way okay sure but he didn't derail shit, this WAS the rails, you just got too caught up in the surface level fighting to recognize what was happening!
also, the Amon plotline was (before that FUCKING EPILOGUE) so extremely validating to me, let me tell you a story about when i was playing HotS - no, even before HotS, whcih did a lot of good stuff, in fucking Wings of Liberty, a campaign I just spent a few paragraphs shitting on, it did one super good thing. it did the Zeratul missions. It did this shit:
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oh I imagine a lot of Starcraft fans hated this cutscene bcs it was an out of nowhere messiah plotline delivered via literal exposition ghost, but, see, I'm smarter than your average Starcraft fan, I am a genius and I'm sexy, and I know my wife Kerrigan better than anyone, even the fucking Starcraft writers (suck my dick Metzen) and I see this cutscene at 7:33PM, April 29, 2021, and I ran into my friend's DMs and said "I FUCKING CALLED IT"
BECAUSE I WROTE A FANFIC (unfinished, novel-length, self-indulgent, OCxKerrigan, highly nsfw, no I haven't posted it anywhere I wanna finish it first I wanna perfect it).
AND IN THAT FANFIC I WROTE SOMETHING SO ABSOLUTELY DERANGED I FIGURED IT WAS JUST SELF INDULGENT ABSOLUTE SKEWERING OF THE CANON JUST TO RUN SHAMELESS ZERG APOLOGIA:
I wrote that the Overmind, before capturing Kerrigan at New Gettysburg, telepathically communicated with her, and very specifically said that her human psionic mind would resist control until the bitter end, that it would kill itself rather than accept forced subjugation into the zerg, and THUS he had to ask Kerrigan PERMISSION, that he couldn't and didn't want to strip her of her free will, and he specifically promised to her power, and purpose, and the potential to usurp his place as the leader of the Zerg, and he specifically welcomed that possibility-
and like that's stupid that's so fucking stupid, why would the zerg ever value free will why would the Overmind pursue to the ends of the earth a servant that he couldn't control, that he knew could and would one day usurp him? there's no way this is canon-compliant-
IT IS
AND NOT JUST CANON-COMPLIANT, IT'S FUCKING CANON. ACTUALLY LITERALLY CANON.
STRAIGHT FROM TASSADAR'S MOUTH, THE OVERMIND DID THAT SHIT. THE GODDAMN EYEMONSTER HAD PLANNED ALL ALONG FOR KERRIGAN TO HAVE FREE WILL AND THAT HE SPECIFICALLY VALUED HER FREEDOM.
The only reason I can't say I predicted the future is because I started writing this fic after WoL released, but I clearly had some sort of precognition I fucking knew I was on the wavelength my deranged apologia was canon I was right.
OH AND THIS AMON SHIT GIVES ME FULL JUSTIFICATION TO BE A GREATER APOLOGIST THAN I EVER COULD BEFORE. BEFORE IT WAS LIKE "c'mon the zerg aren't people, they're mindless demons of destruction" OHHH NO YOU DON'T MOTHERFUCKER! THEY ARE PEOPLE, THEY HAVE MINDS AND FEELINGS AND WILL AND THEY'RE BEING CONTROLLED BY THEIR CREATOR - NO, THEIR CORRUPTER, AGAINST THEIR BEST INTERESTS,
AND THE PRIMAL ZERG, THE PRIMAL ZERG! THEIR GLORIOUS PAST! ZERUS, THE GARDEN OF EDEN BEFORE AMON'S MEDDLING, WHERE THERE IS NO CONTROL AND NO DESOLATION, ONLY THE RULE OF THE HUNT! HERE, WE SHALL FORGE A VISION OF THE LIBERATED SWARM, REUNITE WITH OUR PAST TO FORGE A BETTER FUTURE, AND OH LET'S NOT EVEN TALK ABOUT THE PARALLELS BETWEEN WHAT AMON DID TO THE ZERG AND WHAT THE GHOST PROGRAM DID TO KERRIGAN,
BECAUSE THAT'S JUST IT, KERRIGAN IS THE SWARM, WHICH IS WHY SHE BELONGS IN THE SWARM.
SHE AND THE ZERG BOTH EXIST AS BEINGS OF INCREDIBLE POTENTIAL WHOSE FUTURES WERE STOLEN AND CORRUPTED FOR THE SAKE OF A HIGHER POWER'S TWISTED WAR GAME, TURNED INTO A LIVING WEAPON AND SET TOWARDS A CAUSE THEY DON'T BELIEVE IN, THEY ARE CHAINED AND THEY WILL ONLY ACHIEVE THEIR GREATEST SELVES ONCE THOSE CHAINS ARE BROKEN,
and this entire fucking theme of subjugation and of being transformed into a living weapon was in Brood War, too! That was what the UED did to the Zerg! This is why Kerrigan is the hero of Brood War, an entire species was enslaved and her, with her human mind, was the only hope anyone had of not submitting to Earth's slave army! Amon is simply the greater master who enslaves the zerg more subtly, with chains that are harder to break because they permeate across the hive mind link itself,
And by the fucking WAY, the revelations of that xel'naga relic, Zeratul's visions, the insight given by Zurvan of the primal Zerg, all bring such a delicious context to the entire wings of liberty campaign, and they make that campaign good and make everything I complained about earlier just an extra spicy flavoring and a dash of gray to our terran heroes, THEY MADE ME ACTUALLY LIKE RAYNOR???
bcs you know what, fine, perhaps Raynor does see the Queen of Blades as nothing but pure evil, perhaps he does choose to ally with the Dominion to destroy her, that is his human perspective, as someone who loved Kerrigan but knew her so briefly, all he can truly see is the Zerg as he understands them, the mindless living weapon, the infested terrans that beg for death as they seek to tear you limb from limb. We are imperfect, we aren't omniscient, perhaps I should forgive Raynor for his short-sightedness. He cannot concieve of harmony with the zerg because of what he has seen, so of course his dear friend is corrupted, infested, controlled, and he has to free her, and maybe he can make this deal with the devil. From his eyes, this is the best route he can take. He even knows he should not kill her, he knows what she's meant to be, and he has no idea how she'll go from the monster he sees now to the savior of Zeratul's prophecy, so he does what he thinks is best.
and as we see in HotS (and i think also LotV a bit?), Raynor's choice to use the relic was a mistake, it robs the zerg of their salvation and feeds so much energy into Amon's greedy maw... but also, it wasn't a mistake.
See, Kerrigan's temporary severance from the swarm frees her of the influence of Amon on her mind (though I am adamant that her actions have been PRIMARILY motivated by rage and vengeance and spite!), and when she sheds her humanity once more and properly returns to the Swarm, it is in the sacred birthplace of all Zerg, on the planet that obeys the law of nature, where hardship and violence are tools to produce an ever-greater self, and all that she has suffered will become her strength,
AND KERRIGAN ASCENDS - NO, EVOLVES - INTO HER PRIMAL SELF IN ORDER TO FULLY REALIZE THE OVERMIND'S PLOT OF LIBERATION. I WAS RIGHT ALL ALONG AND SHE WAS A HERO, THANK YOU HEART OF THE FUCKING SWARM YOU REDEEMED SC2.
which just makes the fucking fire lady 'oh shes not zerg anymore she's xel'naga heehee' feel all the more bullshit???? Like, i thought it was bullshit before I knew anything abt HotS but now its SUPER bullshit, bcs primal kerrigan WAS her perfected self. She didn't NEED to become xel'naga. SHE IS ZERG! SHE IS THE QUEEN OF BLADES!
It's just so pointless. Nothing you could do to Kerrigan in this literal final hour of the entire Starcraft franchise could possibly be as thematically powerful as the Zerus arc, and you should've just continued those themes. leave Kerrigan's character arc concluded. Stop fucking with it. You had something amazing and you fumbled the bag at the literal last second. seriously, what the fuck? THAT'S how you end the series? What happened in the writers' room- other than the creepy misogynist bullshit we already know was happening, of course?
anyways yeah I hope that satisfied your curiosity. :D i don't wanna know how many words this was, I just know it took me like 2h to write. maybe more. I don't have a good sense of time. it's the autism.
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What are your thought about modern art? I know a lot of artists on the Internet absolutely hate modern art, and talk about it like it was the thing that was killing art in general.
Personally I don’t agree at all, I think contemporain art can bring very interesting concepts and experiments.
And usually the people I’ve seen criticizing contemporain art were the one who make an obsession about realism. Tbh I think realism is kinda overrated…
But I’m curious to hear about your opinion :D
Well, I don't think contemporary art equals a certain style anyway as it is made by people today. You see realism and abstract now as well as in our history (not photo-realism ofc.). The father of my mother (so my grandfather, but it feels weird to call him that as I never knew him) was a well-known painter here in the Netherlands and his art was very abstract with lots of colors and shapes. So what some refer to when they say 'modern' often in such discussions is mostly the more 'simple' styles where they criticize it and say "a child can make this" where the comeback is "but you didn't".. At times they refuse to call it art as it requires little to no skill. Where the actual skill doesn't really get the recognition anymore. That's when these concepts becomes experimental and it makes people talk. I guess AI in a way is part of that as well though still in a much lesser form, but a bigger issue.
If I put up a simple photo of a child depicted in a wooden box and said: "Look, isn't that great?!" You'd probably think I was out of my mind but if I told you that it was Chris Hadfield as a 9 y/o pretending the box was a space rocket because he had an ambition to become an astronaut and actually realized his dreams later- only then it becomes interesting. A picture itself doesn't always tell a story (it can) and in 'modern' art a lot of the time the same thing applies. Yes, like the taped up banana which earned the title; a piece of art.
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Authenticity (as vague as that is) as told by Pine & Gilmore can actually be measured by something (a story or art etc-) being faithful to itself and/or whether it says what it is. (At least that's what we in general do when it comes to communication in business.) The banana obviously is just a banana and the creator of this absurdity said they were making fun of the person (multiple) spending 120k on a rotting banana and said they deserved to be scammed. Which fair, I don't necessarily agree with it, but in that sense, they're being true to the message. This is how you can measure most media and businesses because it almost always works. (It is a bit more complicated than this, but you get the idea.)
But here's the kicker, people, in this case 'artists' or people who call themselves one, idk, can give their creation whatever message they want despite the visuals. Though spending 120k on a rotting banana is most likely money laundering and the artist must know that as well.. so, to then say it's just 'funny critique' regarding art and capitalism and "believing" the buyer got scammed, changes the message a bit. Yes? How valuable is it then really?
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Not all art has to have some deep value-driven meaning at all, but most 'modern' "art" pieces that require no skill need other ways to gain attention and do so by provoking the audience. Marcel Duchamp was called an artistic genius because he turned a urinal upside down.. a damn toilet.
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How does that compare to an actual drawing where someone put their heart and soul into the making of it through perhaps even years of experience, where you can see the person has skill? Or the making of a sculpture? Even things like graphic/interior design? Have we realized what happened to photographers? If you want to talk about the toilet as 'a piece of art' or even a simplistic circle because to you ~somehow~ the meaning behind it changes the world, then bring it along to your TED-talk and actually talk about it. Become that storyteller. It is proven that through the PSE (picture superiority effect) visual elements leave a lot more impact on your audience compared to just text or speech and that you remember it better by 65%. But to replace masterpieces in art galleries and auction them off for thousands/millions worth that we know goes also into money laundering regardless and call it art? And there must be some sort of meaning.... I guess? Nah. I have no clue what 'killed art' specifically because I'm not too knowledgable on that topic, but if this is art, then why aren't we calling your average Tiktokker professional movie directors/actors etc? Why isn't your YT-short or Tiktok clip an actual short film instead? How about calling this "thought-provoking art" just a concept as you say? Or the jpg that I forgot to include in my powerpoint? Comedic relief? An idea? And yes ideas can be art, but not every idea is art. AI images are generated prompts, but certainly not art and their makers are prompters and definitely not artists. So I agree with you that it can be experimental or perhaps provoke interesting concepts, but depending on the... 'art' and its intention... we should call it as it is. That's what I think. Perhaps 'modern art' in that sense as a term is too broad to judge.
So when you say realism, do you mean hyper/photo-realism specifically? Or just realism in general? Because as an artist my own opinion is that I wouldn't want to draw photorealistically as it takes too much time and if people can't tell whether I actually used up all my time to draw it or took the photo, even used photo-bash.. then for me, I don't really see the point in putting in all the effort. But, it is an amazing way to learn how to draw though, that's how I started. Looking at photo's and replicating it. In my earlier art I tried to render it to the best of my abilities as I had no idea how to draw so I had to look at pictures and see how light falls, how colors blend, what skin does and how it reflects.. On Instagram I often got comments that it looked so real, like a photo. I didn't know what to think of that, because even though it is a compliment, it wasn't a photo, I actually drew it and so it almost feels like an insult somehow. Does that make sense? I now want to almost erase parts of what I've learned when it comes to things feeling 'real' and stylize my art better. That's not something you learn in photo's but by finding out a tiny thing you like and then doing that over and over again until the next tiny thing. And lemme tell you... that is hard. So, I don't think realism is overrated, I think stylized art, often recognizable from an artist is severely underrated.
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Sorry if this is more of a redundant question or related to one that you already did, but what is your opinion on people claiming that ships with little evidence or up to interpretation are "canon"?
I believe you mentioned this somewhat with FranFlam, but what about with other ships that you like where this seems to be common with like Metadede? Or is it the case of "it's fine as long as they aren't attacking people who think otherwise"?
under the cut! nah totally valid q anon i love talking about stuff like this:
tbh i think kirby is just a series that should not have romance in it at all. innocent things like ribbon and kirby in 64 is like fine because i personally dont take kid relationships too seriously but like anything else i just dont think its the place for it. for metadede in particular, ofc i love shipping and i like to scream with other shippers and pick out things and see it in a shippy context but i absolutely dont think metadede is canon, will ever be canon, or even particularly Should be canon actually. im just gonna stick to metadede and franflam like your examples for this because you dont really see people trying to claim any particular (fanon) m/f ship as canon in this fandom but hey even tho i think a lot of us can agree nintendo makes some great games, nintendo is also a big soulless corporation that does not care about us. if youre someone desperate to find a cake in the crumbs on the floor in terms of canon main/major character queer rep, anything nintendo is absolutely not the place for that
to answer your question, that sums up how i feel about other people who try to make canon ship claims too. i try to think the best of people because the lines get really blurred when a lot of people just like making jokes about ships being canon vs Actually genuinely thinking that, but for anyone who legitimately does try to push their ship as canon its just kinda like Mmmm. that gets a thumbs down from me... its not like problematic in of itself (unless you try to claim that people who dont like the ship are homophobic by default or something. youre getting thrown in the grain silo and you probably need to go outside) so like technically i guess i dont care, but i sure do think its obnoxious as hell and also absolutely REEKS of "FRIENDS dont DO that!! people who arent dating dont DO that!!!!! so they must be dating!!!!" and then the thing in question is the two characters like holding hands sometimes. of course theres something to be said about Writer intent but cmon this is a series where people kiss each other on the lips platonically all the time i cannot take canon ship claims seriously. why is so much of peoples worth in a ship staked in whether its "canon" anyways? it just comes off as wanting a reason to lord over others why a certain ship is better than everyone elses. unless two characters make out in a cutscene complete with blushing afterwards prefaced by a lot of romantic tension through the entire game previously its not canon. thats my hot take lol. we have a rare series where canon romance isnt in your face and shoved down your throat every moment and yet some bad folks in the fandom will try to do that for you still. unbelievable
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