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dipplinduo · 3 months
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I got an idea on how Kieran would confess his love for Juliana:
So I got relic song stuck in my head and my brain rot immediately thought “what if Kieran were to hear of the rumor of encountering Meloetta and tried to confess there”
Kieran ask Julianna to meet him at the spot and would play relic song on guitar after practicing for weeks. After that Meloetta would appear and start singing with Julianna being in awe. Then Kieran starts to join in the singing shortly followed by Julianna and they start to slow dance to the melody.
After the song stops Kieran says “your scent reminds me of a long ago memory from the fringes of my sepia toned memories” (paraphrasing what the musician from b&w that played relic song said)
“Julianna, I love you”
(God this is so cheesy but so worth it I love writing :P)
I am literally dairy queen of cheesy shit. Y'all just see my writing mixed in with angst if you read it, but FLUFF IS MY SHIT TOOOOOO
and this is so beautiful!?! I imagine Kieran has a very soft and gentle singing voice that's really good, but he's shy about performing to others. GOD, IMAGINE HOW NERVOUS HE WAS TO CONFESS LIKE THIS.
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auseyre · 2 months
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Twelve Thoughts About Laws of Attraction
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These people brutally and bloodily killed a kid and a dog in the first 3 episodes...damn! And look, I love a hot, service top bodyguard and his bratty misunderstood charge story as much as the next person but Tan? Had a dog killed so, he’s not getting that much sympathy from me here. 
Maya and Rose are so hot I want to cry. The very specific vibes they are giving, Maya -Pink and Rose -Gemma Atherton in St Trinians, push all my buttons. Sorry Charn and Tinn but every time they are on the screen my brain melts and I don’t know what else is happening. 
Charn needs to be on Game of Thrones, House of Cards, or Succession(I have watched none of these shows but I assume he would fit right in)something fitting his wicked grin and scheming soul. Like the show tells me he was a sweet and naïve do-gooder until the big bad thing happened, but that was clearly his good twin who died in the woods. His mother might be ashamed but Jimmy Ford would buy him an ice cream. (Found out his nickname is Chaos Gremlin and I can’t think of anything more suitable than that.)
The shirt game in this series is fire.
Also fire? The chemistry. 4A fire. Like I get now why people are obsessed with acting pairs(I hate the toxicity involved but I get the love). It’s like fanfic. I would watch these two as a couple in a 100 different a/u stories as long as Rose and Maya (and Nawin) were along for the ride.  
Between this and The Sign, I realized that every story needs a grandmother(or more than one) to tell these characters to get their ish together. KP desperately needed a grandmother. 
Pretty predictable plot (elevated way, way up by the performances) and toooooo many flashbacks. Seriously, please stop with the flashbacks, especially since they are mostly Charn’s dead mother or Tinn’s dead niece. Be more depressing, I dare you.  (I would pay good money to see Nawin meeting completely feral Charn for the first time and falling head over heels though --that’s  the flashback we need folks)
Rich kids with crappy parents need to learn how to hustle and embezzle money from them so they can get gone. Seriously, just buy a ton of jewelry and designer clothes and resell it all. Will they even notice? I’m guessing not. 
Look, I know the Senator is evil like the fru -ets of the devil but he reminds me of a young Temuera Morrison, so he’s also kind of hot? 
 I just really want a KP/LOA crossover where Charn and Vegas have a wardrobe and smirk off competition and Nawin brings all the violent himbo energy to visit the Threepanyakuls -- especially Tankhun. 
The goons did not sign up for all this relationship drama.
Okay, but I need a new Leverage international team with Charn, Rose, Maya, Tin, Thee, and Nawin. 
Bonus -genuine kudos to them for not going the “Charn is a completely redeemed angel now ” route and for not making that something that was required for Charn and Tin to work as a couple. Tin fell in love with chaos gremlin Charn, not the one he was before. 
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Emma! Happy Saturday, my love! A few things:
1. How was your day cleaning? Do you like music on so you can perform your own concert or tv to help pass the time?
2. Do you like traditional pajama sets or are you more of a lounge clothes/t-shirt to bed kind of gal?
3. Potato chips or popcorn?
Also I love youuuuuu 🖤🖤🖤
Cat my love!! Coincidentally, Tan France is on my screen right NOW and as you know, those are the vibes when I call you that 💕
It was really good actually! I feel more comfortable in my own space. And I sometimes do music, but I'm a podcast girlie so I was absolutely cleaning and organizing while listening to grisly true crime 😅
I'm very much a lounge clothes/t-shirt around the house gal. RIght now I'm wearing a thin, fitted but flowy yoga pant and my fav crop top. It's black and says "Feral Babe Society" on the back and honestly? I am feeling myself right now. For sleep though, I usually skip the clothes altogether lol.
Chips! But I do love me some movie theater popcorn.
How about you?
Also, I love you toooooo 😘
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bastardbvby · 5 months
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omg rpdr s12 is one of my faves from the more recent seasons. gigi was also my fave through the show but i really genuinely loved that top 3 and was happy if any of them won like seriously.
aldo can I just say, those first 2 episodes where no one goes home worked so well for that season but I feel like it didn't work as well for the next ones... idk maybe because it felt more real and genuine that no one did so bad that is called for an elimination? idk but yes I agree s12 is sooo good
the top 3 for this season was so well deserved like they were the three i was consistently rooting for throughout the show !! gigi just has this star quality !!! like i really really loved seeing a fashion queen that was genuinely hilarious and her part in the madonna musical is gensrs one of my favorite things ever like ive rewatched her performance so many times omg
also you are so right. like s13 went on FOREVER !!!!!!!! the fact that someone didn't go home til ep4 is absolutely insane because there really were people that couldve been eliminated by ep2 toooooo be honest
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livinglifeonpause · 1 month
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Build Up - 2vs2
omggggg, Seunghun and his braces. I live. He's the cutest. Why tho? Weren't his teeth fine??
dang, that vanner kid is cute! (V13: Taehwan (30) (Vanner)) ohhhh, i was wondering if they'd disqualify goshhhhh Jeup and his cheek bones are pretty V14: Lim Sanghyun (26) (solo?) gets a point from me for just barging on down there
ohhhhh, Seunghun went up to Neon! okay there baby!!
okay, Hyukjin was ADORABLE when the other kid came down to the bottom
who's that talking to Jeup?? V17: Choi Suhwan (22) (X101) no pass. Jeup do ballad and rock ballad. DONGHAN STEALING HIS MAN!! Jeup really is adorable. so flattered he got 2 2VS2 look at Baekho looking at Seungkwan. Proud Dad 100% OMG WAIT. BOO GETS TO JUDGE JEUP AND SEUNGHAN????? dead. dying. gone.
WTF spoiler. showing all the pairs sitting together. idiot Mnet. V34: Park Jeup (30) (Imfact) 8 > 10 > 8 V17: Choi Suhwan (22) (X101) 3 > 4 > 7 vs V20: Lee Donghun (30) (A.C.E.) 6 > 10 > 8 V4: Sunyoul (27) (UPT10TION) 2 > 2 > 6 - oh shiz! this is gonna be interesting! - Jeup's face when Donghun called him out is EVERYTHINGGGGG and when Jeup gives him knuckles... okay, gotta stop fangirling. - Seunghun bobbing his head along. <3 - I've never seen Jeup do anything remotely rock like this! - okay, SHERLOCK TEAM gets a 9.5 from me. That was really good. - JONGHYUN TEAM - it was boring for me. 6.5 - what is Donghun's outfit?? - ahhhhhh, Boo is a biased judge. I see how it is. - Donghun DO know how to deliver a feeling though. I guess it's cause he CRY SO DAMN MUCH! - Sunyoul is quite a pretty kid though. Like he does have a pretty look.
V1: Seunghun (24) (CIX) 4 > X > 7.5 V33: Neon (23) (nothing) 1 > 10 > 9 vs V23: Yun Inhwan (32) (solo - ENAN) 4 > 2 > 6 (pink sweater) V25: Ma Jaekyung (27) (Romeo) 3 > 4 > 4 (white shirt) - Wendy straight looked at Seunghun and said woooooowwww. 100% do not blame her. man is fine. How tall is he again?? - Seunghun's "let's go!" & nod <3<3 - Seunghun got his tounge out. 10's 10's 10's across the board! - not my favorite song, but I like Seunghun back in R&Bish style. I'd say CRUSH SONG = 7 - seeeeee MC nim loooooves Seunghun too! - honestly, I liked Neon's performance better though - OMG Eungkwang right though! "Did we have him before??" - ROY KIM SONG = 6.5 - okay but, I bet Jaehwan is rough in bed. _ mehhhh, I would choose the other team to win, but what can ya do. V12: Wumuti (24) (Solo?) 8 > 6 > 7 V7: Kang Hayoon (20) (Loud) 7 > 5 > 5 vs V2: Jay Chang (22) (ONEPACT) - 8.5 > 8 > 10 V36: Bitsaeon (28) (M.O.N.T) 5.5 > 3 > 10 - Like, I want Jay Chang to be cute so badly, but I just can't get there! He does have a really pretty side profile though. and he's getting there honest as I get into his personality. - ew. Kang Hayoon, stop with that baby voice in your intro - Wumuti just does toooooo much. - fuck, that 1st note. WHY IS Jay Chang not solo already? Thats so dumb. - and when Bitsaeon hit that falsetto! damn! - when Jay Chang hit that growl voice and Seungkwan made that face? I FELT THAT! - hahahahah Jaehwan - OMG, when Bitsaeon hit that high note! I threw my hands up and my mouth dropped. CHARLIE PUTH SONG gets a 10 from me dawg. - goddamn, I still wish it was Bumzu there instead of Baekho. Like that doesn't even make sense. - HARRY STYLES SONG WS LIKE 6.5 for me - I wanna see Wumuti w/o the contacts and sparkles and pink hair and whiiiiiite ass face - It WASN'T perfect. homie's voice Kang Hayoon was too jarring. I didn't like that - Wumuti talks such a big game then *shocked pikachu face* when he gets good scores. so they still have individual rankings??? confusing. and dumb cause all the kids with a group get the top spots.
V37: Kang Seokhwa (23) (Wei) 7 > 4> 3 (whiteish hair, flat face) V11: Jeon Woong (26) (AB6IX) 3 > 4 >4 (black hair, jacket studs) vs V24: Ji Yeonwoo (??) (nothing) 7.5 > 4> 3 (blue w/ hat) V32: Jeong Yunseo (??) (nothing) 2 > 3> 4 ( i really dont care about any of these kids, but lets go! - goddamn, Jeups pretty, huh? - Ji Yeonwoo is real nasally. and Jeong Yunseo is just boring to me. - bugs me how female idols clap softly with completely straight hands - Kick it. What a dumb song choice. it's boing and does nothing for their voices. - DONT RAPPPPP. this is stupid. - I loooooove how Jaehwan is being a cunty judge though. No fucks. - I'd say BLACKPINK song = 3 and the other also SUJU GUY ONE = 3 - get rid of em all. filler. move on.
- V39: Kim Minseo (21) (nothing) 4 > 4 > 5 (black hair) V3: Bain (22) (JUST B) 9 > 6 > 6 (orange hair) vs V19: Lee Gwangseok (25) (solo) 1 > 4 > 4 ( V16: Kim Seong jeong (24) (nothing) 1 > 3 > 5 ( - first team dressed slick and i like that - Kim Seong jeong was right though! His hair looks dumb that color, but Bain gets a point "for "first of all, it's orange." - Kim Seong jeong is endearing. I just like him - SEUNGKWANS confused face. sooooo cute! - why does Eunkwang wear super pointed collars. they look awful. - that was a pretty song, but i was still bored. Like a 5. - RIVER - i dont really like this song. or how their voices sound in it. It's too big for their voices. but i'll give it like a 6 - omfggggggggggg, they made Jeups frown bigger V10: Lee Geonwoo (22) (JustB) - 2 >2 > 3 (pinky hair) V30: Jung Soomin (19) (Solo) 4 > 7 > 4 (english sleepy one) vs V27: Hong Seongjun (24) (BDC) > 5 ( V18: Kim Seohyung (22) (musicals) 2 > 3 > 5 ( hmm, i messed up somewhere cause who is Hong Seongjun? But if I go back and try to figure it out proper I'll get spoilers!!! - UGHHHHHHHHH ballads omg so borrrrring. URBAN gets like a 4 - cuteeeee bros 4 life. ugh, this isn't my Crush song. bored. 4 -0mg wait, we're still on 2vs2? *SIGH* V21: Hong Sungwon (25) (solo?) 7 >5.5 > 5 ( V13: Taehwan (30) (Vanner) 9 > 7 > 6 (handsome boy) vs V5: Lim Junhyeok (30) (Ex-Day6) 1 > 2 > 3 (Day 6 kid) V40: Yeo One (27) (Pentagon) 2 > 2 > 3 (pentagon kid) - general tip. blue contacts look gross - the gays are gaying and fellow gay Boo loves it. - wtf is this song though? it's awful. - and why are these other 2 doing a musical??? omgggggggggggggggggggggggggggg, these are so boring. i dont care about any of these kids. V8: Choi Haram (22) (Musicals) 2 > 6 > 5 (suit, tie) V29: Hwang Inhyeock (25) (Nada) 3 > 6 > 4 (sweater vest) vs V15: Park Juhee (17) (trainee) 1 > 6 > 6 (jeans jacket) V35: Kwon Euibin (24) (Idol Band) 4 > 5 > 4 (purple cardigan) why is the baby cryinggggg? - YASSSSS cunty Jaehwan. I wish he was harsher oh they're clip showing the rest? fuck that. If i'm watching 1, i'm watching them all. you skipped 2? oh bullshit. V22: Hyukjin (30) (100%) 7 > 9 < 6 ( V6: Jeong Inseong (29) (KNK) 5 > 6 > 8 ( vs V31: Jang Intae (26) (nothing) 1 > 5 > 3 ( V9: Lee Minwook (23) (NewKidd) 4 > 5 > 6 X (ricky looking one) - Jeong Inseong has a really pretty tone to his voice. - omfg when Hyukjin said that highest note like "waaaah" i died - ppl really be bold when they try to cover exo V38: Lee Hwanhee (25) (UP10TION) 3 > 5 > 7 (red jacket) V26: Jo Hwanji (28) (Musicals) 3 > 5 > 5 (black jacket) vs V14: Lim Sanghyun (26) (solo?) 5 > 6 > 6 ( V28: Taewoo (26) (solo) 5 > 1 > 1 (smooshed face) I fuck with this kid Lim Sanghyun
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todayisafridaynight · 10 months
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FIRST EP OF TSUMA CLEARED... GODDDDDDDDDDDDD WHY IS KEISUKE SO CUTE HE'S GOT ME SQUEALING THROWING A FIT KICKING MY FEET CLAWING AT MY FACE TEARING MY HAIR OUT RIPPING MY SHIRT OFF [<- CUTENESS AGGRESSION] [NOT EVEN EXAGGERATING I DID ALL THAT] [ALSO REGULAR AGGRESSION. CAN YOU STOP SAYING INSANE SHIT IN PUBLIC]
The music is so lovely too... and the direction and set dressing and Overall Production... chef's kiss... ALSO THE LITTLE GIRL WHO PLAYS SHIRAISHI IS SO TALENTED WHAT THE HELL WAS ANY OF THAT... Tsutsumi is amazing though for real, he makes Keisuke seem so much older post-timeskip and it's wonderful to see his old self starting to show again EVEN IF HE IS. BEING A DUMBASS. Huge fan of Tsutsumi playing depressed motherfuckers... I LOVE Takae though... I understand why he was so obsessed with her I get it...
See this is why I can't be too hard on Akira I'm a grown man acting the same way about Tsutsumi😭😭😭I'M GLAD YOU LIKED FIRST EP... THIS IS A RELIEF... Yoshizawa is a nice young man don't worry about him <3
ALSO THRILLED TO HEAR YOU SEEMED TO ENJOY THE MOVIES TOOOOOO ACAB except the team and Ogata nobody does terror|sm like you king... I wish more Tsutsumis could escape prison and/or death But Fair Enough... Oh and this is what Ogata's letter says if you were curious, it's manga only:
Inoue, You weren't crazy at all, in my eyes. You'll make a fine SP. An SP is a police officer in the Metropolitan Police Department Public Security Bureau assigned as a full-time bodyguard to people who don't deserve protection. That job description assumes they are, without exception, willing to throw their life away in a crisis if it means acting as a shield for those people. That's what it means to guard another's life.
ALSO at one point Tsutsumi was at a panel for something else and a couple members of the audience were being unruly and trying to get on-stage to get to his female co-star, but he and another co-star held them off... I think he actually fell off the stage in doing so but he was fine and he joked that SP would start filming that day... I love himmmmmmm
NO THAT'S WHAT I MEAAAAAN HE'S SOOOOOO CUTE IT DROVE ME INSANE I LOVE HIM SO MUCH (;´༎ຶД༎ຶ`)(;´༎ຶД༎ຶ`)(;´༎ຶД༎ຶ`)(;´༎ຶД༎ຶ`) 'tsuma' was the first tsutsumi show i watched and the impact it left on my brain was monumental... i loooove keisuke so much i cant stress that... SO IM GLAD YOU WATCHED THE FIRST EP IM GLAD YOU GET TO SEE WHAT I MEAN !!!!!!!! CUTEST OLD MAN EVER I PROMISE !!!!!!!
nono maida is SO good considering her age, i was so impressed with her performance throughout the show... AND YEAH TAKAE IS AMAZING she really is an epic woman, no wonder keisuke and mai cant let her go (´▽`ʃ♡ƪ) unfortunately 👁️👁️;;
OH BUT YEAH THE SHOW'S SO CUTE SO FAR I JUST FINISHED THE SECOND EPISODE !!!! tachibana looking right RIDICULOUS but its cute (❁´◡`❁)
AND THANK YOU FOR SHARING THE LETTER MAN so real.... i love that..... chaotic good kind of behavior i fucks with him.... he's valid in my opinion for his methods.... nishijima was lame anyway...
poor tsutsumi at that panel tho im glad he protected his co-star and im glad he was able to make light of the situation- im mortified for him but id also be totally mortified if i was one of those rowdy people like please be civil hes a guy just like any other guy (;´༎ຶД༎ຶ`)
#long post#snap chats#i could go on a mile-long ramble about tsuma its so cute......#its so funny tho ep 2 onward because its like. its SO awkward because he's the definition of Wife Guy but he CANT be a wife guy cause...#yk..... FUCKED UP but hilarious too#fr tho i was so happy at the end of the first ep when mai and keisuke realized she was telling the truth... oh my god... that was precious.#AND THEN ALL THE KIDS PULLED THEIR EMERGENCY STRINGSLGJRAJLVKAJ STOP THAT WAS FUNNY#LIKE VALID BUT ALSO LMAOOO#if you continue watching i hope you enjoy the rest of the series as much as i did !! it gets REAL good#its already good ep 1 but it gets even BETTER and UGH. i should rewatch it...#OH BUT AtR !!!!!!!! ITS SO SWEEETTT ive never had the experience of having a crush let alone on someone older#but the trope seems cute from a distance-so long as the older party is. Not A Freak obviously#theres a certain innocence in it yk what i mean.. i cant explain it but when It Isnt Freak Shit its cute#so im glad this anime's being cute with the trope instead of weird and gross#KONDO IS A VERY CUTE OLD MAN I UNDERSTAND HER BUTTERFLIES hes so silly..#AND IM GLAS YOSHIZAWA ISNT A JACKASS HE'S FUNNY AND A DORK#he needs to chill but he's just enthusiastic so i cant be mad... Give Her Space but also He's So Ernest#ah but yeah with SP..... ogata's morals are based- when he couldnt protect ohashi anymore i felt so bad...#i also like characters like that- characters that want to do whats right so bad but cant for one reason or another#even MORE based when they start to do Cracked Shit to do good.... amazing.... 11/10....#IN ANY CASE.... EP 3 OF AtR TIME !!!!!!!!!
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danhea · 2 years
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haseul prettiest girl on the world? more likely than u think.
if u wanna see the stage it's right here ;) -d.
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anothertimdrakestan · 4 years
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Dancer Dating The Batboys HC
“Batboys ( you can more characters if you wanna) with a music fan and/or dancer s/o? 👀“
Toooooo cute dude I’m so music obsessed I wish I could dance omg - you should send me some of ur music recs! Thank you for the wonderful request!
Please ignore any typos and stuff this is part of my morning of shorts and headcanons!
Damian Wayne
- this boy is infatuated with you, in love with everything you do so obviously he’s loves watching you dance
- he has sketch books filled with beautiful drawings of you dancing, he’s constantly trying to find a way to show the way you almost float through each move, watching you dance is one of his favorite things in the world he could do if for hours
- you’ve gotten him addicted to your music and you’ll find him listening to it without you there
- he’ll send you song recommendations and songs that make him think of you 24/7
- on occasion you’ll convince him to slow dance with you, waltzing around draped in Damian’s embrace is your personal heaven
- he’s actually a pretty good dancer, very quick on his feet and can feel the rhythm naturally so it’s never uncomfortable dancing with Dami
- if his brothers ever catch him he’ll try to feign confidence but be really embarrassed and probably won’t dance with you for a month after 
- the boys know you’ll kill them yourself if they ever embarrass Dami for dancing with you
Tim Drake
- Tim’s music taste was *bad* before meeting you, he really would listen to like whatever is on the radio or Dick’s weird music so you took it on yourself to fix it
- going on long drives on his days off listening to music and talking about everything 
- once he learned what really good music is he’s obsessed
- he’d use his influence to get your favorite musicians to tour to Gotham and he’d always reserve the two best seats in the house for the world's most epic dates
- screaming lyrics at the top of your lungs and noticing that Tim isn’t looking at the musician the real show for him is the pure joy the music brings you
- Tim will work on cases while you practice, he likes being in the same room and each working on your own passion, taking short breaks together, it’s the best of both of his lives for him
- if you ever have a concert or performance Tim is there with the biggest bouquet of roses for his favorite dancer, showering you with compliments after each dance
- for your one year anniversary he took ballroom classes and surprised you with a dance under the stars, even though he sometimes got his left and right foot mixed up, it made the moment all the more memorable and perfect
Jason Todd
- unpopular opinoin but Jason has dope music taste and he has built in speakers in the Red Hood mask and he vibes to Juice while fighting crime
- he’s not allowed to come to your dance practice anymore because of all the inappropriate comments made about the curvature of your ass that knocks you out of your focused mode
- sometimes you’ll be practicing and you’ll see a familiar vigilante waving at you from atop a random building
- “Can I just say how fucking sexy it is when you do the turn thing, I mean hot damn I’ve gotta watch practices more often who needs patrol!”
- you both trade music all the time, a mutual appreciation for the other’s music taste
- he once got caught listening to your favorite soft indie music during patrol by Tim and he still hasn’t heard the end of it
- Jason has a secret passion for musical theatre and you’re the only person that knows
- Sundays are musical day, you and Jason get wrapped up under blankets with snacks and binge your favorites, it’s very therapeutic and Jason now gets grumpy if he ever misses a Sunday
Dick Grayson
- this boi can dance like nobody’s business
- he really thinks he can sing but he’s lowkey tone deaf
- it just makes him more adorable as he belts out your favorite songs significantly off key
- his music taste was questionable when you met him so you reformed him and now he loves all the same artists as you and will scream the lyrics to your favorite songs with you while you both dance around your apartment
- Dick will straight up sign up for couple’s dance sessions with you
- dancing with Richard Grayson is so fucking hot it’s like a sensory overload letting him twirl and dip you across the dance floor
- you like to rent out a room in your studio and just dance together to the music, one time your friend filmed it and it went viral and now you’re known as billionaire Bruce Wayne’s son’s dancing girlfriend!
- you can’t wait for how epic your wedding dance with Dick will be, pure perfection- you’re already looking forward to it!
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ALSO hey Cherry!! If they’re still open, could I get a single matchup thingy? Please take your tiiiime, and delete this if they’re closed! /gen
I am pansexual and demiromantic! 5’2.5, but I usually just round it up to 5’3, cos it’s like,,, basically 5’3. I’m a Libra and infp as well! As for my personality, I talk to you a lot so you probably have a good guess, but I’ll still say! I try my best to be a positive person, tho honestly I’m very sensitive, so I can get sad rather easily- thats probably why I’m a tad clingy, since my friends make me feel happy! I also enjoy going places (literally anywhere,, I just cannot stay home, cos it makes me feel kinda trapped), cats, and hanging out with my friends! Car rides as well- car rides are very nice.
My talents areeee,,,??? Drawing, maybe? Artsy things in general, since writing, reading, and theater are things I like to think I’m alright at. As for dislikes, honestly, it’s mainly just mean people. If someone’s nice to me, I’m going to love them forever and think of them a precious little babey-
I don’t think I have a particular type of person! The only thing I absolutely would need is someone nice, or else I doubt I’d fall for them in the first place. An understanding person as well, who would be interested in my interests, or would at least respect them would be nice. Maybe someone who would be okay with rambles? I dunno qlsnskdndj-
Thank you so much!!! I loooooooooove you!!!
Of course!!! sorry this came out so late i still feel really bad ;-;
Also the fact you want a nice person in your life is just- like when I choose my type I literally would write down every toxic trait there is like “they abused their last wife- I w a n t t h e m” don’t worry, I’m fine-
I love you toooooo!!!!<3
But I pair you up with...
Kou Minamoto!
Damn you two are just the cutest couple-
Kou fell in love with you right away but if it takes you more time to develop feelings for him thats totally understandable!
He finds your positivity adorable and admirable! The way you are positive during the worst situations just help him stay positive as well! 
Kou would notice you get sad and clingy and would be happy with your clinginess! If you ever randomly hugged him his face would turn completely red!
If you ever want to leave your house just call Kou and he will be at your house to walk with you! He would take you anywhere you are interested in or want to go but if you don’t want to go anywhere, he will simply walk and talk with you! He will also invite you to his house if you ever wanted to come over!
He finds it so cool you like to draw; he could watch you draw for hours!! If him staring makes you uncomfortable then he will only take peaks every couple second- 
You do theater arts? He is at every performance! 
You wrote something? He would love to read it!
Read a new book? Please do tell him about it!
He loves everything you do; you are just so perfect to him! Your kindness towards others and him is just something he always loved! 
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foxymoxynoona · 2 years
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Foxy, I went concert streaming and it was amazing!!!!! I can’t believe that I did it and I even met two people there that I know 😄
The last couple of weeks were so stressful for me and the concert today was exactly what I needed 💜
I really hope that they’ll announce a some European tour dates soon, I want to see them perform live soo bad 😭
I hope you’re also having a great time at the concert streaming and enjoy your time surrounded by army 💜
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I'm so glad it was good! I'm excited to go toooooo. I haven't been out for something like this since pre-Covid. This will be the first BTS thing I've ever gone to!
I would love for them to come close to me 😭 I'd definitely go see them if I'm lucky enough to get tickets!
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billiejs · 3 years
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ranking HSMTMTS s2 songs
saw this from @random-nerd-3 and thought WHY NOT
EDITED AFTER THE FINALE AND FOUR DAYS OF NON STOP LISTENING TO THE SOUNDTRACK IN MY CAR
1. If I can't love her Give Roman all the solos please. Been screaming this at all hours in my car. 1000/10
2. Home (Ashlyn's version) After many a listen, this song has jumped up like eight positions. MUSICALS SONGS ARE THE BEST SONGS!!!!!!!!!!
3. 1-2-3 the ENERGY
4. Belle Still one of my favorite songs in the entire hsmtmts soundtrack so far
5. The mob song Honestly I didn't expect it but it's a real bop?
6. Gaston I knew they would kill it. More Matt Cornett singing in his key please???
7. You ain't seen nothing Listen I don't know how it made it up so far. I didn't like the song in the episode. I still think it suffers from the same problem as most of the songs in this soundtrack - the base is toooooo much. And yet?? I keep looking for it when I'm in shuffle mode?? Ultimately a bop. I'd love to see them perform a REAL number on this.
8. The Rose Song This song makes me ANGRY. Because it's a GREAT song when I think of it as an Olivia Rodrigo song, but within the context of the show? MEH. It was jammed into a narrative that didn't really make sense. But I definitely turn up the volume for this one.
9. In a Heartbeat I LOVE THIS SONG. IT MAKES ME SO HAPPY. The melody isn't really my style but what a cute song this one is.
10. The climb It doesn't really fit the show like the episode it's sung in but Joe is just too good and I love it?
11. Second Chance Very very nice song. Might climb the ranks in time, we'll see.
12. A Dancer's Heart I love returning to this one
13. Something in the Air I just love big splashy numbers
14. Red Means Love Nothing to say on this one except that it aged better than I expected.
15. Beauty and the Beast It would have been higher up in the tier had it not been such a low-key moment for a song that should have been the NUMBER ONE
16. Let You Go A good song - it makes me very sad. Therefore I tend to skip it.
17. HSM 2 Medley I think this version of You Are The Music In Me might be better than the original
18. Be our Guest This one felt like well done homework. Cute, but not exactly special. Not a skip, but also not my first, or second, or third choice. The definition of DESERVED BETTER
19. Something there I can't believe they didn't use it better within the show. Same as Be Our Guest for me
20. Granted A tune that didn't make the final cut for Sour
21. Home (Lily's version) Nothing wrong with this one tbh. It's just that... after Julia Lester's.... was it really necessary?
22. Even When/The Best Part | Even When | The Best Part Guitar/ukulele Ricky and Nini songs are a bit of a been-there-done-that for me
23. The Perfect Gift ... a little boring don't hate me
24. Around you It would have been a lot higher up if the base hadn't been so terrible.
25. YAC Alma Mater Does it even count as a song?
43. Bet On It just erase it from my memory
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flamediel · 3 years
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Hi so im kinda new to the fandom and i see all this drama on your blog, which is lovely and great you seem so nice, can you help me with like getting a lil up to date with all cuz i love drama and it seems messy
Ahhh welcome to the fandom! I'm glad you like my blog. This is gonna be a quick summary bc I need to sleep and if you have any specific questions lmk and ill get to those in the morning. putting these in categories by who its about
Chris/joel drama:
Ok, so around two years ago, joel started dating this girl emilia. They broke up about six months ago and joel posted online saying it was really toxic and hurt him a lot. At the time he was hanging around chris a lot and we kind of got the vibe chris helped him through the breakup. Chris was also one of the people who unfollowed emilia at the time, not all the boys did that. Everything was chill for a while, then the day the hero music video was supposed to come out, someone (samantha camara) posted a video from Joel's close friends story where he was hanging out with this girl sam sanchez and they looked all couply. Thing is.. sam s is Chris's ex, so people were mad. Personally I think its pr bc hero was coming out that night and sam s was releasing music, so the timing was toooooo good. Also sam s and c are still really good friends (they were hanging out today) which wouldn't be the case if she had exposed a relationship that was supposed to be private. This all is lowkey for a while, the guys seem to be close in the vlogs and content we get, then last night Chris flowed emilia again. Right after that, joel posted sam s on his story. One theory is this is them being petty and fighting, but sam s is releasing music the same day deja vu comes out so I just think (or hope) its more pr. Thats the gist of this
Erick: ok so erick was seeing this girl nadia mualem for a while. She was in the de cero music video (his girl) and a few others i think (pretend for example). We didn't see them together a lot but we knew they were hanging out bc she was always posting hinting about it. He took her to cancun this summer for example, and when she's in miami she'll post stories that are obviously from his house and stuff. Recently they unfollowed each other.on insta and people thought they might have broken up. Then she posted in miami but she was staying in a hotel which confused people bc she never did that before. Someone asked her if they broke up on tiktok and she answered like this:
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This was super out of character bc she's always shoving the relationship in people's faces, so suddenly acting like its private is sus. Imo this and the hotel is definite proof they broke up or at least are fighting/on bad terms. Erick is a huge fuckboy anyway so I doubt he committed.
Richard: speaking if fuckboys.. OK, so you know how I mentioned that erick took nadia to cancun? Richard went too, with a girl named Olivia wong. No one had seen olivia before so we thought she was just a one time hookup he met at the club, but then people did some digging and found that she was at their NYE performance in times square the year before. This was kind of big bc his mom also attended the performance, so if olivia was there w him she met his mom. It also implied they had been together for a while. We didn't see much of olivia after that, but bc we only saw her once it was implied they were still seeing each other. Then the beso video dropped, and Richard started reposting his beso model (doug, idr her last name rn) all over his instagram. Still, he and Olivia kept following each other so all seemed chill. Then in the middle of December olivia posted a tiktok at the airport saying she was gonna go surprise her bf and he dumped her right before. She later said the situation had been "updated" in a comment but all we saw was a text conversation w a contact named "king" where he sent her the tiktok and was like "ouch you were gonna surprise me 🤕🥴" or whatever emoji the fuckboys use these days idk. In the tiktok olivia just responded w "Ig we'll never know" and thats basically all we saw of her. BUT she never unfollowed him so idk. Then, days later, doug is EVERYWHERE. She's in the vid of Richards fam wishing him happy birthday, talking to aaliyah, and she seems really close w all of them. AFAIK she's the only hookup to meet his daughter (other than yocelyn ofc). This is kind of sus bc this was RIGHT after the thing w olivia, so why is he bringing another girl to meet his family? Idk man, in my opinion there was definitely some two timing going on, but this is all we have for now.
Ok, I think that's all of it. Im sorry if this is confusing, just send me more messages if you have other questions. For now tho, gn lovessss
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SYNOPSIS: You’re a member of the rising group FRNZEE. You’ve been dating Namjoon for years when Dispatch releases an article exposing your relationship. Your company confirms the relationship. Big Hit denies it.
PARTS: ONE | TWO | THREE | FOUR | FIVE
PAIRING: Namjoon x Reader
GENRE: Romance, Angst
WARNINGS: Strong language
WORD COUNT: 4819
AUTHORS NOTE: Finally - so sorry about the long wait! Fall was an extremely busy season for me both work and personal wise. There will only be one or two more parts left depending on how I choose to wrap the story up but there won’t be toooooo long of a wait for it this time. Please make sure to like/comment/reblog if you enjoy the story! Thank you! ❤️ (P.S.- this is totally unedited so any mistakes are my own)
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“Are you sure that this a good idea?” Ji-na asks from the doorway, arms crossed over her chest as she watches you pull a sweater over your head. “Things are still bad, Y/N. They're still pulling vandalized advertisements from-”
From everywhere.
Since you've become the laughing stock of the k-pop industry, fans (ARMY mostly, you'd wager to guess) have begun making you into the clown that they obviously believe you are. All around the city, advertisements featuring your group have been vandalized wherever they're posted – soju posters in restaurants, fashion billboards in the train stations, album promotions on the side of city buses. The damage can be as little as a small mustache scribbled above your upper-lip to something as extreme as animal feces being smeared across your face.
“I'm aware, Ji-na. The company makes it a point to send me every video and photograph of every reported incident,” you tell her, unable to restrain the edge in your voice. “I just want to support you. I want to be there … I can't hide in this building for another minute.”
Ji-na's face softens. “Won't it be difficult for you, though? To watch us perform? To watch us stand on that stage without you? We already know that you support us – you don't have to make yourself uncomfortable to show it.”
You pause, your fingers stilling on the laces of your shoes. She's absolutely right – it was going to be uncomfortable. More than that, it was going to hurt insanely bad. You were aware of this, you were prepared for this. But as masochistic as it was, you needed to be there. Just to be in the building, surrounded by the frantic bustling of groups and managers and stylists … if that would make you feel normal – even for a minute – you would take the tradeoff.
“I want to go, Ji-na,” you stress, rising upright and turning to face your concerned friend. “Please just let me be there. I need to be there. I'll be okay – I promise.”
Her eyes roam the expanse of your face for what feels like minutes, searching for any kind of twitch or frown or quiver that might expose a wariness on your face. But when she finds nothing, she slumps her shoulder with a sigh of finality, giving up and nodding with an accepting smile.
“We leave in ten minutes. You know the drill – hat and face mask on. Be ready or we go without you,” she warns, a finger pointing in your direction. You're not given a chance to respond before she's turning on her heel to exit the room.
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Pulling into the parking garage of the KBS building, you're overcome with an overwhelming sense of nervousness. Lifting your hand from your lap, you're startled to see your own fingers trembling.
“Ugh, I need soju right now. I'm so nervous,” one of your members cries from the backseat. There's a chorus of agreement among the residents of the van. You'd like to join them because you also feel like throwing up, but you know it's not for the same reason.
This parking garage … this cold, dimly lit, nothing-but-concrete parking garage … how does it immediately trigger so many memories? Like the time that BTS invited you to the taping of their debut Music Bank performance and told the crew that you were one of their makeup artists so you could hang out in their dressing room – you remember a game of hide and seek in this garage before their performance that ended with Taehyung falling directly onto his face and bruising his chin. The real makeup artist had to apply four layers of foundation to cover the red and darkening splotch of skin. Or there was the year that FRNZEE and BTS were promoting at the same time. After having an argument with Seokjin, Namjoon had convinced you to sneak away from your group and the two of you hid out in his company's car with the tinted windows for almost an hour.
Out of everything, you definitely did not expect a fucking parking garage to conjure up thoughts of Namjoon.
It's been nearly one month since he abruptly ended your relationship. You want to say that you've been a strong, independent woman – that you took the breakup in stride and were moving on with your life.
That'd be a very laughable lie, though. You were – and still are – the definition of a hot mess.
You've sent texts – oh, god, you sent so many texts. You've left voicemails, of both the drunk and sober variety. You've sent emails asking him to return your texts and voicemails. You've even written a few letters but you're positive that instead of the mailing the parcels as requested, your manager probably shredded them.
Namjoon was yours for almost ten years. Ten fucking years. How could he just be done with you so quickly? How could he just stop all form of contact? Did these past ten years not matter? Did he fall out of love with you?
Maybe since he's Grammy nominated now, he knows he's capable and deserving of being with someone more beautiful than you, more talented than you, more successful than you.
Someone else. Not you.
A sharp pain in the palm of your hand makes you wince. You look down to see that at some point during your self-deprivation, you've gripped hard onto the charm of the necklace that Namjoon had given you. Designed for you. You let it go and exhale a breath to expunge the gross thoughts from your head. There's a massive part of your heart and your brain that's telling you how much Namjoon loved you, how much he respected you, that he would never do that to you. But the small portion of your broken heart and your fizzled brain are louder, screaming and screeching that you aren't good enough to be the leader of BTS' girlfriend. In a dark, dusty corner of your self-esteem, he always seemed to be too good for you. And now your insecurities have been unleashed on the possibility that it was absolutely true.
He's embarrassed of you. The other boys are embarrassed of you. They literally don't want to be associated with you.
What else are you supposed to think?
“Alright, girls, it's time!” your manager yells from the driver seat, his loud claps startling you. “Remember that you need to pose for some photos outside before you can go in. If you want to fix your makeup, do it now and be quick, please. Y/N, you'll be standing off to the side with me. Make sure your mask is pulled up, okay?”
Your sigh is exaggerated as you watch your members pull their compacts from their clutches, reapplying lip tint, pressing eyeshadow pigment onto their lids, fixing flyaway hairs. They're dressed casual but they look beautiful. They look like idols.
It doesn't escape you that as you're pulling your hat down and your mask up – you don't feel anything of the sort.
You follow behind your manager as the girls trail ahead, strutting out of the parking garage and into the designated photograph spot. A large crowd of people behind barriers excitedly call out member names as they get into position, prompting rehearsed giggles from the girls. You don't realize you're whimpering as they perform the group greeting until your manager pats your shoulder.
“Try not to look upset, okay? I'm sure some of them have already recognized you and they'll be scrutinizing your every move,” he whispers in your ear. You nod once to affirm that you've heard him, keeping your eyes locked on the group.
They pose silly, they laugh among themselves, they look like a complete group. They look perfect. They … they don't look like they miss you at all.
“She's here! I knew it!” a voice screeches not far from where you stand. You lift your head, craning your neck to see what member the excited fan was yelling for. There's a group of girls in school uniforms loitering the side of the building but their attention isn't on the group, instead on a large trash can that sits against the wall. Everyone in the vicinity startles when one of the girls knocks it over, scattering bits of trash and discarded items across the entire lot.
You turn to face your manager. “Isn't there KBS security here? Are they going to allow them to garbage pick right in front of the talent?”
He shrugs. “I don't know. That's not my problem though. We're gonna wrap this up and go instead in just a few-”
“Stay away from Namjoon, you delusional whore!”
You don't have time to search for the source of the threat before something is hurled into the side of your head. You cry out, nursing the sensitive patch of scalp as you glance down at the offending object. A half-eaten, dirty apple?
“We won't let you get away with it!” another voice shrieks. The voice is followed by a flying cup – a large tumbler that you might get at a coffee shop – that smacks you right in the center of your face, the remaining contents of the cup soaking your gray sweater in dark brown splotches. Your manager shoves you behind him as he begins to scream.
“Don't any of you move a muscle! You will be sued for assault – I promise!” he warns. On the other side of the lot, the cameras that had been capturing your members are now turned on you. You watch as more girls surround the fallen trash can, filling their arms with garbage to use as weapons. Nobody stops them.
“We should sue her for slander! She tried to ruin Namjoon's reputation with her lies!”
There's a brief cheer of agreement before more garbage is being pelted in your direction; a broken hair brush, empty snack containers, more half-drunk coffee cups that have soaked not only you but your poor manager. He's lost his grip on you, stepping forward to push at any of the girls who dare to come too close. Unfortunately, this leaves you wide open.
Banana peels, cigarette buts, more fucking coffee cups – doesn't this country ever finish their damn beverages? – discarded makeup, used tissues … they hit you with precision. You curl your body into the wall, a feeble attempt to protect your face. You tilt your chin up to glance at your group; the spot where they stood is clear now and when you look farther down, you see their backs as they rush into the building.
They left without you. All of them. Even Ji-na.
They left you here. To be drenched in garbage.
Your manager is still fighting off a horde of the girls, screeching into his cell phone for help. When one of them gets a good grip on your hair and yanks you to the ground, the group of photographers finally realize the seriousness of the situation and begin to chase them off. Above you, though, is two of the meanest faces you have ever seen. One has your ponytail in a dangerous clutch and the other sneers at you from behind her phone, another cup in her hand. They glance at each other briefly before the cup tips, dousing you in more questionable liquid.
You're not a weakling – you could fight back. You could kick her right off of you. You could kick that phone right out of her hand. It would be so easy for you.
But this … this is it. This is where you break. There is where you realize that you don't have anymore fight left inside of you. You don't have the heart or the willpower or the mental resolve to get back up on your feet right now.
“That's enough!” a deep voice booms. “Get your hands off of her right now!”
Before the girls can even react, they're being pulled from you. Because your hair is still wrapped around her fist, you're yanked upwards with them. You holler in pain, smacking at her hands for release. It isn't until a large man wearing a KBS security shirt forcibly grabs her hand from your hair does she let it go.
With vision blurred by tears, you watch through watery eyes as the girls are shoved into police cars. When did those get here?
“Oh my god, Y/N. Are you okay? Where are you hurt?” your manager asks frantically, his eyes roving your form for any scratches or bruises or blood. “I'm so sorry – I didn't see them sneak behind me. I thought … I thought you left with the other girls. I motioned for them to bring you … I thought ...”
Oh. It makes sense.
Even your own group is embarrassed of you.
You open your mouth to speak but your chin trembles too violently to form any words.
“Come on, we have to meet the police at the hospital. I'll call another manager to watch the girls here on the way.”
His arm wraps around your side, noticing your wobbling legs. You take only one step forward before he notices something on the ground. “Oh! Isn't this your necklace? You were wearing it earlier.”
It's broken, the chain completely snapped in half. The moon gem is scratched and scuffed from where it was probably stepped on. You don't remember feeling it break loose in the scuffle but in all fairness to yourself, you stopped feeling anything after the fifth piece of garbage hit you in the face.
“No, that's not my necklace. It's just garbage. Leave it.”
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An hour and twenty-eight minutes is all it takes for news to spread that troublemaker FRNZEE member Y/N was assaulted by BTS fans at the taping of Music Bank. The incident even made the afternoon news. When your manager attempts to turn the hospital room's television off, you refuse, keeping your eyes locked onto the humiliating videos that are now being broadcast to the entire country.
“The doctors said to keep your stress levels down, Y/N. You've lost thirteen pounds in less than a month and you haven't even been dancing,” he pleas, sinking down onto the chair next to you. Stressed. Stressed, stressed, stressed. It's a word that's been thrown around multiple times since you've arrived but you know what it really means. You know what it's code for, what they don't want to outright tell you.
You're having a fucking breakdown.
“The company is releasing a statement today. Soon, probably within the hour,” he tells you hesitantly.
You roll your eyes. “Let me guess – I'm on an extended hiatus from all group activities to work on my mental health?”
“Pretty much word for word,” he confirms solemnly.
You scoff, feeling another rising pressure on your chest. You didn't do anything. You haven't been doing anything. You've been hiding out in your dorm like a hermit crab for over a month just as they wanted you to do and you're going to punished because a group of psychotic sasaengs attacked you?  
“They're going to kick me out of the group, aren't they?” you ask, your voice small. Your manager is silent and the sound of nothing only makes your chest throb even harder. “I … I don't- I don't understand … what did I do to deserve this? I worked just as hard as anyone else. I did what they told me and laid low. Those girls are going to get a slap on the wrist and I'm going to lose my group? Is this what's going to happen?”
Your manager sighs heavily before breaking his silence. “I'm sure everything will work out for you, Y/N. Please don't worry too much about it.”
Blinking back the pooling moisture behind your eyes, you divert your attention to your phone. Although your manager's phone has been ringing and buzzing non-stop since you arrived, yours has not. The media doesn't know your personal phone number so you didn't expect any messages from them but … what about the group?
“Were the members' phones taken away in their dressing room?” you ask hesitantly. Please say yes, please say yes.
Your manager shakes his head. “No, not that I know of.
“Oh,” you exhale. Sensing the dark shift in your breath, Manager glances at the screen of your phone on your lap. When he sees the text display “No new notifications,” he immediately realizes his error.
“Do you know what? My texts have been kind of delayed. Maybe we just don't get good service here. Let me take your phone downstairs and see if the messages come through, okay?” he talks so fast that you can barely make out the words that he's throwing at you. He doesn't offer you any chance to argue before he's quickly shuffling out of the room, your phone in hand.
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“That's a wrap for now, Namjoon. Great job! Take an hour to eat and rest and we'll have your new wardrobe ready when you're finished,” the director of photography suggests, lifting his camera from the tripod. It's been an extremely long morning of photo and video shoots for next few chapters of BTS World – the group's successful mobile game. Namjoon bows respectfully before turning to rush to the catering table. He has spent the last hour so hungry that he knows everybody in the room could probably hear his stomach grumbling. After fixing himself a plate of assorted foods – kebabs, kimchi, sliders and some french fries – he sighs in relief when he's able to drop himself onto the sofa.
“Namjoon,” his voice is called but not loudly. Mouth stuffed with fries, he glances up to where Yoongi stands in front of him, phone clutched tightly in both hands.
“What's up, hyung?” he garbles through his food. He fights to swallow it down when he notices Yoongi's furrowed brows, the corners of his lips tilted downward in a worried frown. Something has happened. “What's going on? Are the boys okay?”
“It's not the boys,” he mumbles and Namjoon swears he hears a crack in the elder's voice. Yoongi stares at the screen of his phone for a few hard seconds before hesitantly turning the screen, holding it at Namjoon's eye level. “You need to see this.”
Namjoon is confused at first – the video begins with FRNZEE – minus Y/N, of course – engaging in silly poses in the parking lot of the KBS building. Loud voices and cheers for specific members infiltrate the audio but that's normal – there are always fans present when idols arrive to music show recordings. He's one second away from questioning his hyung on why this particular video has him so upset when it happens. There's indecipherable screaming before the shaky camera pans away from FRNZEE to the side of the building where a group of people are whipping garbage at somebody. The person in question is huddled against the wall with her hands around her head, her howls and pleas for them to stop cutting through the shouting. When the cameraman gets closer and closer, Namjoon's stomach drops to his knees when he realizes who the cowering, defenseless victim being attacked with garbage is.
The plate of food falls to the carpet.
“Namjoon -” Yoongi begins but he snatches the phone of out his hands, holding it close to his face as if the nearness of the video will make the contents stop. The video just keeps going. Nobody stops the attackers, nobody pulls you away from the scene. He's so close to Yoongi's phone that his nose brushes against the screen, his eyes wide as he watches somebody yank you by the hair. The screech of pain that follows pierces Namjoon who emits a tearless sob of anguish.
The finale of his heartbreak comes when one of the girls is violently pulled off of you by a security guard. In the scuffle, the necklace – his necklace, the one he spent months designing just for you – is ripped from your neck.
“Pick it up, pick it up,” he chants desperately, eyes trained on the small, neglected piece of jewelery on the ground by your feet. And then the video ends. The last frame it freezes on is you – hysterical, bruised, bloody and dirty – leaning against your manager for support.
When he lifts his head in shock, he's surprised to see the other five members next to Yoongi, eyes downcast and phones in their hands. They've seen it too.
“I did this,” he wheezes in disbelief. There's a painful swell in his chest and his heart is beating so hard that he can almost hear it. “I did this to her. This is all my fault.”
“Hyung, no,” Jimin admonishes, rushing to join Namjoon on the sofa. He wraps a comforting arm around his shoulder, squeezing. “You didn't do this. Those terrible girls did this.”
“They're ARMY though,” Jungkook's voice is almost a whisper. “Those are our fans that did this. To Y/N.
“No, I did this,” Namjoon snaps, shoving at Jimin's grasp and rising to his feet. “I denied our relationship to the public. I got her pulled from the comeback. I broke up with her. This is all on me.”
He's suddenly overcome with an overwhelming need to see you. To touch you. To know that you're okay with his own eyes. To get down on his hands and knees and beg for forgiveness. Maybe if he wouldn't have broken up with you, maybe if he would have just answered one of your many calls or texts, maybe … maybe this wouldn't have happened. Maybe.
Before he realizes what he's doing, his jacket is already on his shoulders.
“Namjoon, where are you going?” Jin sighs.
“Where do you think I'm going? That's my fucking girlfriend that they attacked. I need to see her.”
“She's not your girlfriend anymore,” Yoongi corrects softly. Namjoon feels a hand pull at the sleeve of his jacket, guiding him back toward the sofa. “And unless you're planning on getting back together with her, it's a very bad idea for you to visit her.”
Lowering himself back down onto the cushions, he drops his head into his hands. Does he want to get back together with you? Without a fucking doubt. You were his Sweets – the love of his life. But he didn't deserve you. No, you deserved someone who wasn't a coward, someone who would give you the world without any hesitation.
Namjoon was only somebody who broke your heart and your spirit. And now his fans – his fans, they supported him, they fought an unwanted fight for him – were breaking you in his name.
How could he ever expect you to want him back? How could he ever let you take him back?
“I heard that she's in the hospital, anyway. You know that place is swarming with cameras. You'll only make it worst,” Hoseok adds.
Namjoon's head pops up, his bottom lip quivering. “Hospital? Was she seriously injured?”
“I don't think so, hyung,” Taehyung murmurs, lowering himself to wrap his arms around his neck from behind. “I heard she's only getting a few bumps and bruises checked out. It's mainly to record evidence so they can sue the fans.”
“The fans ...” Namjoon trails off. He's suddenly assaulted with visions of cackling girls whipping things at you, menacing snarls on their faces as they yanked you by your hair. These fans … he doesn't know them but he hates them. He feels dirty, knowing that people like them are devoted to him, to the group. “Can somebody get me a pen and some paper? I need to put an end to this.”
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“Manager said the girls are getting sued to the fullest degree. They might end up in a juvenile detention center for a few months,” Ji-na prattles, watching you with nervous eyes as you purge the contents of your closet, holding garments to your chest to examine in the mirror before tossing into one of two piles – keep or donate.
“The international fans have been really, really supportive. Even the BTS fans overseas have been rallying for you,” she continues, her eyes firm on your back as you study a stain on the sleeve of a dress. When it's clear that you're not going to respond, she sighs, dropping her chin onto her hands. “Has management spoken to you about this? How long are they going to have you on hiatus?”
Ji-na gets an answer this time – not with words, but with an empty suitcase being dropped onto your bed.
She sits up immediately, alarmed at the sight of luggage. “Y/N? Why do you have that? Why are you packing? I thought you were just organizing your closet.”
You fold a blouse, laying it down neatly. And then another. And another.
“Y/N, will you just fucking talk to me?” Ji-na screeches from her side of the room, launching herself off of the bed. She reaches out to slam the suitcase shut just as you're about to stack more clothes inside. “Why are you packing? Where are you going?”
You sigh – the first sound that Ji-na has heard you make since you got back from the hospital.
“I'm going home,” you say matter-of-factly. Ignoring her hand on the suitcase, you pull a duffle bag out from underneath your bed and begin to pack it instead.
“What do you mean? You are home,” Ji-na says confusedly.
“No, I'm going home, Ji-na. I'm going back to Daejeon,”
“Like … for good? Were you kicked out of the group?” she asks, shifting her body closer to you in an effort to distract you from shoving more garments into your luggage. “Please tell me what's going on.”
“Not that you care but I'm on an extended hiatus for my mental health. The company doesn't think it's a good idea for me to stay here right now so I've been sent home until they can figure out what to do with me. I don't know how long I'll be gone. I don't even know if I'll be allowed to come back. The good news is that I'll be gone so nobody has to worry about delusional little Y/N to bring them down anymore – I'll be out of your hair by tonight.”
“Not that I care? I – I can't even … why are you acting as if I'm happy about this?” Ji-na snarls, her hand smacking down onto the suitcase in frustration. “One of our members is leaving. One of my best friends is leaving – how can you accuse me of being glad?”
“Aren't you?” you drawl, arms crossing over your chest. “I'm a disgrace, remember? A laughing stock to the k-pop industry? Aren't you happy that you I won't be sullying FRNZEE's reputation anymore?”
“That's your insecurities talking, Y/N. Do not put words in our mouths. We would never leave a member behind-”
“You already did!” your voice is loud and shrill and it startles Ji-na who stumbles a few steps backward. “Today … when I was being attacked, all I wanted was for somebody to whisk me away. All I wanted was somebody to take my hand and pull me inside that building. But you – all of you – you just left me there. Even after Manager told you to take me!”
Ji-na opens her mouth to defend herself but she can't find the right words.
“We … Y/N, we didn't purposely leave you there. It was … it was fucking chaos. There was screaming and there was a crowd and we weren't able to even see you properly over all of the people recording. We just – we, I mean, I don't think-”
“Can you just leave me to pack? I'll come say goodbye to everyone when I'm finished.”
“Y/N,” she murmurs through wet, blurry eyes.
“Please,” you squeak, your plea breaking as you try to hold on to your composure. You just want to wait until she's out of the room before you allow yourself to fall apart.
Eyes trained on nothing, you wait until Ji-na's sniffling and soft footsteps are completely out of earshot before you slump to the floor. Glancing around the room, you study everything – the color of the walls, the placement of the furniture, the softness of the carpet. You want to believe that you'll be back here again soon but in your heart, you know that this is the end.
It feels like just yesterday you were blowing out the candles on your birthday cake, wishing for an everlasting happiness that included your boyfriend, your group and your music. And now, just months later, you've lost all three.
Where do you go from here?
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saltylenpai · 4 years
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KLAUS: 9, 16, 25, 38, 48 / FLYNN & ROWAN: 12, 13, 22, 49 / FE: 6, 7, 18, 22
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KLAUS
9: Klaus get’s along with everybody and everything, He’s so chill and loving, I think its physically impossible for that dude to have enemies, Animals probably love him tbh.
16: Probably surfboards, He used to travel a lot but now that he’s settled, He probs stole Atlas’s spare to store lots of nice boards.
25: He’s kinda goofy by nature, I think he’s the type to just laugh bc other people are laughing because laughing is somehow contagious.
38: I think he admires people who overcome hardships and people who are entirely too straight forward, Part of the reason i think he’s so into Atlas. He’s pretty well rounded, i Think he’s ok at excelling at what he’s already good at.
48:He’s bit of a cryptid at the party scene, Folks are always praying to catch him there, He’s really popular and kinda casually shows up randomly at parties (especially beach ones) and its a endless game of catch up with mutual’s since he used to travel tons, Never knew when you were gonna see him again. So yea he loves parties and hanging with pals.
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FLYNN
12:hot dogs but for squids. 
13: I dunno i feel like they’re one of those fuckers that even when they hate something they’ll just eat it, They generally just dont like things outside the junk they usually intake.
22:Flynn dabbles in all forms of mockery and profanity, They’ll talk shit to ur face and behind your back. They have no chill and they’re super cheeky.
49: Golden toothpick, A gift from Rowan after Flynn nursed them back to health, Rowan will tell you they just didn’t wanna look at it anymore and that bastard might as well have it.
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ROWAN
12: instant ramen baaaaby
13: Rowan actually refuses to eat anything outside their small culinary palate, Flynn and Rowan live together so it makes sense that they both just eat nothing but junk.
22: Rowan will call you a ugly piece of shit to your face and literally not care.
49 : Their knife, They carry that thing around everywhere, They’ve had it essentially their entire life and it’s really the physical embodiment of their bond with Flynn & Jo.
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FELIX
6:She doesn’t really get along with others, she comes off really strong and i think that made things like school inherently difficult. I think she just feels like someone has to work hard to be around her and then she never has to worry about them leaving or weighing her down?
7: nope & nope bitch aint got no friends.
18: Probably romance? i think she’s a bit of a sap once you get to know her but she’s got a ego waaaaaaay toooooo biggggggggg
22: considering all of her relationships in life are usually professional and she works SR shifts, probably peoples performances.
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jimimn · 3 years
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1) HELLO HELLO! MERRY BELATED CHRISTMAS!! IM SORRY I COULDN'T CHECK IN YESTERDAY I WAS TOO BUSY RECOVERING FROM WHATEVER BANGTAN DID AT SBS BECAUSE OHH MY GOD DKSKKAJFKSNSNAKDHSLKAJAJ my noisy joints kicked in again when I watched the entire thing with a huge bowl of rice (that's the most asian thing ever lmao) MY WINTER IS AMAZING I ATE A WHOLE HOT BROWNIE BY MYSELF YESTERDAY SO IM EXTRA CONTENT and aaah IM GOING TO SPEAK THE FACT THAT YOU SEE STARS INTO EXISTENCE!!! 💫
HELLLLLOOOOOOO your second ask and my reply are under the cut because haha whats new i rambled a lot again 💀😂
2) AHAHAH LITERALLY AND THE MUSIC SWITCH WAS REALLY NOT HELPING + THEIR STARES LIKE WHAT THE HELL 😭 AND JOON IN LEATHER? EXCUSE ME I NEED TO FLING MYSELF TO SATURN ghskakdkjd YES JIMIN WRITES THE SWEETEST LETTERS EVER AND IVE HAD IT ON REPEAT TOO MY MOM THOUGHT IT WAS A LEGITIMATE CAROL VMIN SAVED 2020 WITH THEIR SONGS AND SNOW FLOWERS LYRICS!!! THE SWEETEST IM SO SOFT 🥺🥺🥺🥺 +++ yoongi snowman has me ROLLING IT WAS SO CUTE hOW DID THEY DO ALL THAT IN THE SPAN OF 24 HRS AAAAAHHDNLFKFKDKFK-💫
HIIIIIIII! Merry belated Christmasssss!! And PLEAAASEEEE omg don’t be sorry everytime when you’re late in replying!! I totally understand!! AND SBS HOLY SHIT 😭 the black swan set was SO BEAUTIFUL 😭 might be my fave after mma black swan!! and life goes on was so cozy and comfy and YOONGI SNOWMAN GOD MY HEART JUST TURNED INTO MUSH WHEN THEY DID THAT LITTLE STEP LOOKING AT SNOWMAN YOONGI!! AND THEN YOONGI ON WEVERSE 😭😭😭 AND DYNAMITE ASDFGHJKL i loved it so much 😭😭😭
and JOINTS I KNOW RIGHT ASDFGHJKL i didn’t have my laptop that day so I watched the whole thing on my phone and then later when bts was about to perform i suddenly had the brilliant idea of casting it on my tv screen lmao. AND OMG SDFGHJ i had a huge bowl of rice just before the show started and I WAS TRYING SO HARD not to sleep through it. Rice makes me so sleepy asdfghjlk PLUS the added “cozy inside my blanket” wasn’t helping with the sleep either 😂😂 HEY NOW I WANT A BROWNIE TOOOOOOO 😔😔😔😔 AND THANK YOU I HOPE I SEE THEM TOOOOOO <3
EXACTLY ASDFGHJK the music and EVEN THE BLACK FADE OUTS AND BLACK & WHITE PARTS like the editing itself was so frikkin intimidating too. Jimin’s half lidded eyes PLS I HAVEN’T RECOVERED YET GODDDDD. JOON IN LEATHER XCHVJBHKNKL,MNB i swear i lose my mind everytime they put them in leather ooooooffff. AND YES OMG SNOW FLOWER!!!!! THE LYRICS???? HELLO???? TAEHYUNG??? 😭😭😭 “YOU MAKE ME WANNA BE A BETTER MAN” brb crying AND HIS VOICE ASDFDGHFJGKLKJFD yep vmin really saved 2020 and said we’re gonna end it on a high happy note 😔✊ i love them so much 😔 ANYWAY I hope you had a good time with your fam and had lots of cake!!! <3 <3
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toomuchchelsea · 5 years
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Mason finding out you’re an amazing singer and all the Chelsea dudes find out toooooo
hope ya like it, bubs xx
You had never been a singer in public; you considered yourself a shower singer, like 99% of people. You would belt out the lyrics to your favorite songs at the moment as you shampooed your hair, loving the acoustics in your bathroom.
But, when you and Mason moved in together, you got a bit nervous and embarrassed and didn’t often sing in the shower. One day, when you thought Mason had left for practice in the morning, you hopped in the shower, turning the water on before hopping under it and washing yourself. For some reason, an overwhelming urge to sing came over you and, thinking yourself to be alone in your flat, you started to sing.
You hummed first, as it always started. And then, your lyrics would start off slow before you were softly singing the lyrics, loofa scrubbing you clean as you did so.
Mason was half-way out the door before he realized he had forgotten his keys and entered your home once more, trying to find out where his bloody car keys had gone. He figured he must have left them in the pants he wore last night and made his way into your room, picking them up off the floor before he froze, hearing your gentle and melodic voice echoing through the bathroom. 
Your voice drew him near until he was stumbling into the bathroom itself, whistling at your performance as you ended the song.
“Babes, you’ve got some pipes on you!” he complimented, clapping lightly as he made eye-contact with you past the glass shower door.
You froze at his words, turning back to look at him. “Mase,” you breathed out, unaware he was still in the house. “I thought you’d already left for practice.”
“Fuck, practice. I might just hop in there with you after hearing your voice. You’re so good!” he excitedly commented, leaning against the bathroom doorway as you washed the shampoo out of your hair and exited the shower with a towel wrapped around your body.
“Stop,” you mumbled, blushing lightly as he came over and lightly hugged your damp body. “Go to practice!”
“Yes, ma’am,” he jokingly saluted you, pressing a kiss to your lips before asking you to pick him up later and running out the door.
Hours later, you found yourself in the parking lot at Cobham, waiting for Mason to finish practice. Your fingers drummed on the steering wheel as you listened to the radio, car windows rolled down during this beautiful and breezy summer day.
When you heard Lewis Capaldi’s Someone You Loved come on the radio, and you began to softly hum it before your singing voice came out. You softly sang along to the song, getting slightly louder as you browsed through your phone, waiting for Mason to come over.
“Told you guys!” came his sudden voice from next to the driver’s door, making you jump in your seat. Your eyes met his before quickly glancing over Callum, Ruben and Christian, who all stood behind him. “She can sing!”
“Oh, my God,” you groaned, hiding your face in your hands for a moment before waving to your friends.
“This is what the surprise was?” Rubes asked. “Mate, I know she can sing; we used to be next door neighbors! We didn’t have to hide to hear that!”
Your head instantly turned to Ruben. “You guys hid to hear me sing... for how long?”
“Too long,” Cal mumbled, rubbing at his aching thighs.
“Okay, show’s over, let’s go home, Mase,” you laughed before he entered the car, putting on his seatbelt. You two waved goodbye to your friends before you'd rove off, giggling, “You and the lads hid just to hear me sing?”
“It’s a beautiful singing voice,” he excused.
And from then on, you didn’t mind singing in the shower whilst Mason was at home. Heck, you even started singing in the kitchen, and the living room, any time you were bored. 
And Mason loved every second of it.
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