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lostinvasileios · 3 months
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I love loving my deities. I love that I stayed with them throughout my toughest times and that they stayed as well. I love that I get to experience them despite everything and everyone who said I couldn't. I love how loved they make me feel. I love feeling their energy. I love meditating with them. I love doing tarot readings with them &/or for them. I love helping people discover their deities and helping them out with struggles I faced alone so now I have the knowledge to help them. I love how I can grow as a person with my deities. I love how I know I'll be happy when I pass mortality. I love how I'm loved. I love how everyone has someone out there that loves them. I love how everyone has someone out there who wants to protect and communicate with them. I love how justice is served. I love how everyone's experience with a deity is different. I love finding out new things about my deities and getting my own personalized facts about them from them. I love being able to be myself with my deities. I love saying goodnight and goodmorning to them. I love how warm they make me feel when I blow them kisses at the end of my prayers. I love feeling them around me. I love getting to hear their jokes and know what they think of me. I love getting to know them. I love seeing other people be so happy with their deities after overcoming fears. I love seeing people overcome their past traumas and deciding to be in the presence of divinity despite it. I love how loving deities can be to their devotees and spouses. I love how everyone's beliefs are different. I love.
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cl0wnc0ll3ge · 24 days
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boybecoming · 3 months
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an ode to testosterone weight gain
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zabreus · 2 months
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my contribution to the masc hypno genre
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realkeylogger · 13 days
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wake up vro
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fourkicks · 27 days
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idc if warrens the vain one he WILL look in awe at his roommate/best friend/husband
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atanerrum · 13 days
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artworks i did back in 2021 as my contribution to a local hades zine!
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percydoodless · 2 months
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by god they invented gay people
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lostinvasileios · 13 days
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im very sorry for asking this and please ignore it if its too much but,
have you.... ever been... su1c1d4l during your journey? did it... i dont know, ever make your deities feel... disrespected? like, you cant stop feeling so depressed and hopless and it just sort of hurts them? something like that? im sorry i dont know how to phrase it
thank you for reading this im so sorry if it triggered you or anything
Greetings, sweetbee. I'm so sorry you're feeling this way, please, don't feel worried about reaching out to someone about this. I'm happy to help. 🩷🩷
Okay, so... Baby bee, it doesn't hurt deities when you feel depressed. When you battle suicidal thoughts. Or anything else that falls under those categories. Self harm, abusive environments, ect. They don't expect you to live for them, they don't expect you to suddenly become happy and for your mental illnesses &/or struggles to just pop out of existence because you're now worshiping or practicing.
Because they understand it.
I believe gods were once human a few times. I believe that gods understand the conditions, the harm, the - well - everything. They aren't going to approach your vulnerability with demands.
Now... I did struggle with it. I still do from time to time. I dealt with suicidal thoughts and depression since I was in the 2nd grade. And, in no way did it ever... Harmfully impact my relationship with my deities. My self harming never made them disgusted, they never judged me for the ways I'd cope, for the triggers I had, for the needs they met during my toughest times.
Yes, you can live for a deity or deities. I actually do it. It saved my life. But it's optional. And they won't feel - betrayed, or something like that because you cannot say with certainty you'll live for them. That you'll survive for them.
I didn't have a reason to keep living, I didn't see one. And that's why my deities became it. That's why we swore it to one another. Not out of obligation, not out of fear of them being hurt from otherwise.
In my experience, the only hurt I've seen from my deities regarding my mental issues and ect, was - well - the pain it caused me. It pained them to see me in pain. But it didn't make them want to leave me, it didn't make them irritated or feel disrespected because I cried in their presence. They didn't feel disrespected when I had so many fears and doubts that I for a long time couldn't even believe they were really... Real.
Deities know the difference from fear, from sorrow and pain speech, to disrespect and blatant hateful speech. They know your intentions, even if you yourself do not.
It can hurt your deities when they witness their beloved going through such a hard time. When they see them going through abuse, torment, and inflicting that pain on themselves, or seeing it as they deserved it/ect.
Deities want you to live a life that makes you happy, that's - healthy and loving for you. For your soul. They don't want to see their loved devotee/practitioner off themselves, to cut or starve themselves, to punish themselves for what other people did to them or what they feel is deserving of doing so. If that makes sense. They want to help. To be there. To try and let you see that you are lovable, that there is a life out there for you, that - you're worth it.
Apollon witnessed my depression firsthand when I started practicing. He didn't scowl at me when I was crying my heart out. Snotting and gasping, just - being a very big mess in front of him. He didn't see me as weak or as disrespectful. In fact, I've found out that deities - enjoy it. Well, not seeing you so upset, of course. But they enjoy that you trust them enough to do that with them.
To let yourself be so - raw. To feel these deep, stabbing emotions around them. From what I've experienced, they love being able to comfort their sweet ones. They love being able to tenderly hold them and shower them in kisses &/or kind words. To - reassure them.
Apollon listened to my vents night after night, he held my hands and let me know I was heard. I was - seen. I was loved.
Despite how much I feared love, despite how much I thought nobody would ever be able to understand, my deities showed me just that. Understanding, love, care, gentleness, and everything else I thought I never deserved. Especially not from beings so beautiful and perfect in my eyes.
You don't need to be scared to show your emotions around your deities. To show them your wounds. To - show them your pain. Just as, you don't need to be afraid to show them your happiness. Your interests. Your safe spaces.
Your deities want to be there for you, I promise. 🌼
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kitsunico · 25 days
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slutforwholesomeness · 5 months
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Reblog if you want to be hypnotized into a brainwashed bimbo, a horny pet, or just a needy, helpless mess. Or if you want a hug!
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locusfandomtime · 1 month
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you know shit is getting real when a hermit is trying to solve a problem and it cuts to them in a call with cubfan and etho
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balerathon · 6 months
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holdmelikearifle · 2 months
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just need a fag to hump my leg till he's drooling. and he's calling himself a good puppy over and over. because he is such a good puppy. my good puppy. and . I have to go jerk off about this goodbye.
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Are you really into hypno or do you just want to escape this dystopia for as much time as you can
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daisy5623 · 5 months
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