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pup-pee · 5 months
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I FINALLY DID IT
i figured out the problem(thnx etsy,,,) & finally opened my silly store!!!!
PREORDERING ENDS IN 1 WEEK (might extend 2 2 weeks depending on life things but 4 now its 1 week)
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i also took some higher quality pictures of my keychains so u can see the colors better!!
PLS KEEP IN NOTE THE KEYCHAINS R PREORDERS (they r cheaper than what the regular pricing of my keychains would b, i swear this makes sense) theyre 3 inches(3.5 4 the timber 1) & double sided epoxy :3
IF U BUY ANY TYSM!!!!!! & IF UR JUST LOOKING @ THEM TYSM!!!!!!
im not in a great situation & planning 2 move out soon so any sort of like interaction would mean everything :'3 there would b more buttons but i dont have nearly enough ink 2 print out the shipping buttons so some of the money will also go towards that lol
ANWYAYS TY 4 READING LOL KAHSFK IDK COMPLETLY WHAT IM DOING IVE SOLD MERCH B4 BUT IVE NEVER RLLY PROMOTED MY STUFF/ADVERTISED IT SO SRRY IF I COME OFF AS AWKWARD
<3 im like semi scared 2 post this so excuse me while i run around in circles
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buttons :>
im aware i drew my hcs pls dont yell @ me lol
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theoccultz · 1 year
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🎸What is your power ? & how can you channel it for your own good.
A reading to shed light on your brightside so it helps you further with your sense of self .
General reading can resonate can not
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The decision is always yours i'm never responsible for it
Pics not mine credits to their rightful owners
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Pile g. Pile f. Pile c.
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Pile G-
Angel number:5922
Key words-hope & establishment
This pile never stop believing in themselves they fight through their fears and still stand strong i have a feeling theres this fear of never standing again which weighs down sometimes ,you feel scared to believe in yourself cause you might make it even if the circumstances doesn't allow so
*i'm very surprised to find such a good self esteem tbh its raree*
I catch overthinkers here as well oh wait dont you find depth in situations by overthinking now i'm really against the idea forgive mefor it " that overthinking helps amd doesn't exalerate the problem" but here i do find a sense of peace in overanalysing situations now this might be your power or downfall in certain things which i do feel you acknowledge but its all safe from what i can see so don't worry by thinking about it (;
I feel like you guys like quality over quantity and people around you notice that you guys provide quality stuff the type to excel stuff for instance in 2 days which others was wondering about for 2 years maybe you are a phillosopher a good team member a nice co-worker who take care of their responsibilities or a good student who values their modesty
Your strength is your honesty pile 1 when nobody is standing firm against a power figure ...you have no problem shifting matters in your own hands and presenting your truth even when its not worth it or things might be on you for a while .
Idk why was i getting this msg so i gotta put it 1*1week before something happened that situation will heal a conflict arised within yourself or somebody's else- you got this and it will be over soon dont control it let yourself feel and be it.
I feel like this pile is high on control you might want it yourself to find balance or to sort of to put things off for wahile and thats your power ? Do u have by any chance pluto in 3rd house , Neptune in 1st or venus in 12th i feel like your visualisation sometimes helps and take a turn for the best ,you do understand ......is this for me ? What will i get if i react to it? Even if its a good opportunity you re-evaluate the process of that idea will i be able to balance this with my other work? and thats a good sense of quality in you and that way you come back 10x stronger with your stable ground which you have built.
I feel like this pile belongs to lightworkers there was this sense of manifestation,dedication , empathy towards yourself which is rare nowadays and realistic goals ofcourse.
Song i channelled which may contain messages:
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Pile f.
Angel number:69
Key words: lie detector, opportunist
I feel like this pile move on fast they do not dwelll on that lover who never gave them back or that job that never serves their highest good for 5 years or so , you show middle finger and move on with yourself this idea that it happened for a reason and now i'll make the best of it to never happen again is high and its very soothing to hear
Creativeness and decisiveness might be a theme for your life you wish to live your own way with your own set of wishes you dont settle for less and that might a problem for others oh how they dont want what made me "feel" accepted in this society? You might find the idea to toy around absurb you go for your goals at your own pace i feel like this pile do a lot for thselves and do not wish to jump into competitions they have a thing going on for themselves lol and thats amazing i'd say cause whos doing it like you these days ?! Yeah exactly very less than we can find .
I feel like you dress as you own the hell and thats intimidating but it helps cause others do not want to overstep your boundaries.you dont do things " just to do " you give your all and its astonishing because not everyone do it others leave it on x and they leave it " just do it to do" but its never the case for you .
I feel like you vanish from time to time lol that was random .
people feel like you wanna achieve something so you can show to them who never believed you thats nice pile 2 although they are not worth it.
You know who is fake and thats your power, people who scam others with the idea of love and fake positivity you dont let them find any opportunity to step on you ,you may have a platform or you need to honestly.
Lmao i felt like a hypeman this pile was so smooth to channel like you it had a clear vision.
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Pile C.
Angel number :725
Key words: crazy ,dream-person.
You face reality even when its hard sometimes u dont want to identify your emotions with just a phase of i love myself you truly want to love yourself even if its meant to go through tough struggles of finding parts of your shadow self and taking your time to acknowledge it you hold yourself accountable and work towards it and thats powerful
We have some real people here who are inspirational and do not back down when faced with harsh crisis of life you guys might be a risk taker from what i can see you have hobbies that are very different from others hobbies- its like you into dark shit ? I'm more advanced in it wamna know lol
I'm getting a cool vibe ngl like you are peoples favourite they find you weird unusual different from the rest not not pick me 😭i'm having a hard time but still a mystery to solve yet they find themselves detangling a part of themselves through you ? hmm people are either nosy or curious like people might dislike seeing cartoons childerens because " its not their age " and still you find it interesting & dumb and others are like okay we might not agree but we respect your choice lmao are you a boss or a professor ?
If judgement were a person it would be you pile c 😆people gravitate towards your decision making skills and your complex energy ,seems like you have great ideas you might have a way to present things which is funny and entertaining as well haha.
Yeah you might have a dry sense of humour and not so right timing of saying things & it comes of as entertaining rather than insensitive becyz it changes the environment to light-hearted.
Your power is how you see things from a positive perspective and head towards the right direction even when others do not agree or see the purpose in it or it seems impossible to do so its like a inner self motivation here even when the timing is far ahead of your vision you still do not give up halfway .others may only see what you achieved but i can see how you achieve it and i wanna praise you for it you are not alone pile c you share a commmon ground with many keep being positive thank you for being here.
Ah i hope it made sense cause i feel like i get it but it was really confusing channeling the energy my goodness 🫴
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weird-bookworm · 2 months
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LET'S SPREAD SOME LOVE!!!!!
talk about your favourite mutuals and why you like them
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oh god this is gonna be one hell of an answer
@fairyhaos because shes the sweetest comfiest most adorably chaotic lil ball of energy + she gives the best advice like hello??? what are you??? oh god my heart goes a little off track everytime we talk i just love you so much
@wheeboo okay shes part 2 of the they-make-me-feel-the-safest trio along w yena and axe like please i stumbled across the sweetest sassiest boo stan ever ALSO UR GORGEOUS???
@blue-jisungs axeaxeaxeaxeaxe so chaotically lovely and so boomer and so fun and yoid think shes savage but no shes just soft and as harmful as a pinecone (why do u remind me of tht one joon meme of him just. sitting there. peeling potatoes. in tiny.)
@slytherinshua we kinda talked less for a while bc life happened and then caught up (kinda lol) and im so glad to see shes still as crazy and lovable as ever (im waiting for tht ppt) like talk abt impressive. impressive is her whole personality. sometimes in, uh, less than conventional ways...hehe
@eternalgyu HANNIE WHERE TF R U I MISS UUUUUUUU 😭😭😭😭🫶🏻 like yk what i imagine when i think of hannie? causing mischief. LIKE IDEK WHY OKAY i just feel like we'd be running around giggling like idiots js pulling random pranks on people and js the thought makes me smile
@yllouhannie ylli is like love. ylli is gentle and kind and sweet. shes understanding and passionate and really quite cute. oh my love you make me wanna jump off a cliff because how can someone like you exist 😭 (no srsly what is this witchcraft ilysm mwah)
@woozvc nora is like home. which is saying a lot lmao i sound dramatic but like yk when u just talk to someone and it feels just right even tho ur not rly doing much? shes older but she lets go and i can just feel how absolutely beautiful this person is *melts off a cliff*
@welcometomyoasis shu oh shu i have no words so pardon if this is a little small but. ik i say this a lot but i rly do mean it. i love you. so much. yr msgs and reblogs and asks always make a smile and they make me giddy and suddenly nothing is wrong with the world 🥺
@haecien bro is my ultimate gay bestie like what else do you need in life other than cien. what. nothing is the answer. life is complete when u hv cien and his shenanigans lolol like i dare you try to Not like him. i m p o s s i b l e.
@glosskirt AYYYYY MY ARMY SOULMATE we connected over min yoongi. we still rant over min yoongi. we shall die talking about min yoongi. like there is nothing better than having someone to fangirl with over my favs gloss you filled a hole in my life <3
@mesanthropi weiwei!!!! my little bundle of sugar spice and everything nice!! (+ chaos and a passion about the randomest shit ever how do u live why am i not this exciting) how is it always fun to talk to you and why do ur msgs excite me so much
@aaniag chaos. thats it. chaos. this woman brought with her about half a dozen more desi moots for me like how do i hug you how do i appreciate you enough i ugghhhh 😩
@thepoopdokyeomtouched im still waiting for my flirting yk? lol on a serious note, u and ur crazy streak r probably the most entertaining thing on here, and i fucking love it. i love ur chaos and the fact tht u choose to share it w me, thank you 🫶🏻
@arafilez bro rly dropped outta thin air like a fucking ghost and made my life abt a 100x more exciting where were you my entire life ara. where. why didnt the atz rants and the writing and the random asks show up sooner. why.
@nonononranghaee HAFS MY LIL CUTIE PATOOTIE WHY DO I ALWAYS WANNA SQUISH U NOMNOM U CRUSH U KSKSJEHEH u give me so much cuteness aggression oh my god...
@kkooongie sarah sarah sarah sarah sarah i live for ur writing and im always looking forward to our little chats abt books and random stuff (...when r u updating btw 😅)
@maeleelee @mxnsxngie @imagine-a-life-like-this i don't tell you guys enough how much i love and appreciate each one of you. i dont tell u enough how grateful i am whenever i think abt u bc god ik how hard it is to take in a random person in ur circle, to adjust w a kid, to make said kid feel safe and included and loved. so thank you. for all that you do for me and for loving lil ol' me <3
@cadenonlinelive where u at damn i hvnt seen u in ages
@rubywonu @idubiluv GUYS STOP HIBERNATING ITS NOT WINTER ANYMORE I MISS U
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niobe-loreley · 1 year
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Heaven Is In A Shortcake {xiii}
FINALLLY AN UPDATE HAHAHAHUHUHUHU I'M SO SORRY IT TOOK SO LONG CUZ OF THAT THERE WILL BE 2 CHAPTERS TODAY!
disclaimer: The Gray Man and the characters are NOT mine, even the reader. I only own the plot and the reader's character lol. Pictures used in the fic are NOT MINE, but only the edited version (u can msg me if u ze owner); credits to the rightful owners and canva + weheartit. Additionally, I am not a Subic/Zambales native, so my apologies for any wrong locations, descriptions, or languages.
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Six x F!Reader / Courtland Gentry x Female Reader
warning: moderate amount of swear words. some filipino dialogues. slow burn. fluff. trust issues. dramaramramamama. comedy if you use a magnifying glass. culture shock. word count check. slightly proofread/revised.
CHAPTER SELECTION IS IN THE ✨Masterlist✨ Chapter 12 is already a full-blown deer Chapter 13 is a newborn fawn
word count: 3.9k (N/N) = nickname *Kiara = Clare *Kurt = Court *cover names = reader doesn't know (except you DO know #wreckthe4thwall)
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♪Sino ang mag-aakalang mahal kita Sino ang maglalahad ng nadarama♪
♪Bakit hindi alam kung bakit Laging sa akin lumalapit Kahit minsan ako'y nagkulang♪
He doesn’t understand the song, yet for some reason he can relate to it as much as the next foreigner.
Court finds interest in the memphis-patterned wall when you turn away from the counter and stroll to the booth he’s taken. The two of you are in a coffee shop less than a 3-minute drive from the subdivision, you lead them here after you asked if you and Court can talk. The coffee shop is inside a residential area, which Court actually has a room rented as one of their nearby hideouts. Claire is still asleep in the backseat of the car, which is parked right outside of the cafe; he left it locked and running since he has a spare key.
While you ordered warm drinks for the two of you, Court assesses the vicinity. It’s small, up to 20 customers will fit, with 3 tables for two, 2 booths for four, and a counter-table good for four by the window. Two ways in and out. When he has concocted enough shootout scenarios and possible escape plans, his eyes land on you like a rocket to the moon.
You’re still in your thigh-high white socks and black jeans-shorts, except you unfolded the hem to dangle the methodical loose threads. You have switched your white shoes for pink high Chucks and the brown collared-shirt for a peach sweatshirt.
How you look two times younger than your age isn’t what astounds Court. It’s your sprightly hair free from the usual ponytail or braids you always tie it into. He hasn’t seen your untied hair in a while, making him recall that you haven’t been to their house since you began dating Erick. For the reason being Court’s douchey decisions in putting a raincheck on the Friday movie nights.
A forest fire is starting in his chest at the thought of Erick having the privilege to see you out of your cafe uniform every time he wants.
Erick gets to contact you and hang out with you without resistance.
Erick gets to run his hands through your hair while Court sits back and watches like the fool he is.
He gets to take you home or to his place and—
“Hey? Kurt!”
Court blinks, reeling out of his dangerous spiraling stupor, he looks at you and takes the gander. “What is it?”
“You’ve been staring at me for almost two minutes,” you say, stifling a grin.
The wildfire in his chest springs up to his cheeks, he stammers an apology and looks at anywhere but you. A waiter approaches the booth, serving a yellow mug to you and a red mug to Court. “We’ll be behind the counter if you two need anything,” he says and takes his bouncy leave.
“I ordered chai tea latte for both of us,” you lift the mug up, “This is one of the drinks I know you like.”
“Well, I like your blend.” he blurts out, bringing the mug up to his lips, he imagines smacking the mug against the top of his head.
You smile. “Let’s have a taste of their blend, shall we?”
The two of you sip simultaneously, extracting the mug from your lips, you and Court exchange looks. Taking another sip at the same time for confirmation, you lower the mug to the table and sigh.
“Too much milk,” you and Court quietly comment.
Astonishment shortly blooms across your faces before amusement cracks it and the two of you share a laugh. For the next few minutes, the two of you decide to sit in silence and enjoy what you can from the drink.
Court can’t help but think how nice this is. It’s blissful (euphoric, even) to be with you like this.
And it scares him.
No matter how much he wants these moments with you, his inner demons stab his heart relentlessly as punishment and reminder that he doesn’t deserve it—
He doesn’t deserve you.
“Where were you two going?” your sweet-voiced inquiry swats the demons away, and when he makes eye contact with you, his stab wounds have healed.
There’s no point in lying and dragging this infighting out too much.
“To the cafe,” Court pauses, “Because I wanted to see you.”
 You’re stunned.
Court sighs. “I wanted to talk to you, too.”
You’re— whatever is the next adjective to stunned. But simultaneously, you’re relieved.
“That’s.. good.” you breathe out, chuckling.
“Let me apologize first for my attitude these past weeks.” he looks you in the eye, “I’m sorry, (Y/N).”
Your heart flutters, not in a way that should be when someone is asking for your forgiveness . “Apology half-accepted,” you grin, “I’ll accept it wholeheartedly if you increase your tips in the cafe.”
His jaw drops, and if you two were a cartoon, it would’ve dropped on the table and knocked his drink off.
“I’m kidding,” you announce, somehow not reassuringly. “And I’m sorry, too, for being snobbish recently.”
“It’s okay,” says Court, sipping on his drink. “Anyway.. you should talk first.”
You nod, gathering your courage with a collective breath in and out. “Alright… Why have you been avoiding me?” you inquire, brows knotted solemnly.
Now it’s Court’s turn to gather his courage. Inhaling and exhaling through his nose, Court musters an abundance of bravery to hold your gaze.
“You have a boyfriend.”
Huh?
You blink at him, dumbfounded. "What does that have to do with anything?" you ask amusedly.
"Everything." Court heavily emphasizes and sighs, "Look, (Y/N), Claire doesn't have a lot of friends and she considers you to be one. But hanging out with her means you'll hang out with me. And I'm pretty sure your boyfriend won't approve."
You frown. "One, he's not my boyfriend, we're just dating. Two, he doesn't give a flying shit about it after a talk we had."
Court huffs. "Well, if you were dating me, I'd give a flying shit about you hanging out with some guy."
For a second, the whole world is quiet. Until the next song gently oozes out of the speakers.
♪Dami pang gustong sabihin Ngunit 'wag na lang muna Hintayin na lang ang hanging Tangayin ang salita♪
You look at Court, who’s looking back just as shocked as you. If not, even more shocked and positively horrified at his subconscious.
“I-I me-mean if I,” he clears his throat, “If I was dating someone, and they were friends with a person they appear very close to, I’d give a shit in a cautious way. I don’t mean to sound possessive or anything, but like, I’d care about who they’re friends with.. okay?”
You’re quiet for several seconds, sipping on your drink before you reply. “Erick cares.. he confessed about being skeptical towards our friendship. But after our talk, he’s okay with you and I—”
His self-control is slipping.
“—and Claire.”
Slipping very fast now.
“... That way, it’s the three of us against the world.”
“Glad to know that,” Court nods and swigs on his drink.
“So,” you trail off, smiling sheepishly. “Are we okay?”
We will be if we just be together.
Court finally imprisons his talkative subconscious. “Yeah, we’re okay.” he answers with a crooked smile.
You narrow your eyes at him, and without warning, you slide out of the booth, stand at his side, and collar him. “Don’t lie to me,” you coldly say, leaning down to threateningly place your face half a ruler away.
The look of terror on his face isn’t from the abrupt invasion of privacy or your cute attempt to be hostile; instead, Court is terrified you’ll read his mind being this up close to him.
Six inches.. your face, your nose, your lips— they’re just six inches away. And six inches is awfully close proximity.
Just as his body begins to move without permission, thankfully you stand upright with a wolfish grin. “Was I menacing enough?”
Court breathes out a laugh, but it’s actually a puff of relief. “Would you like me to be brutally honest?”
“As long as it’s constructive,” you quip, sitting back down across him.
A light bulb pops in his mind and breaks, the light flickering challengingly as he considers the idea. “Okay, well, point to you for the demeanor. It’s very icy. And the way you hold the gaze unblinking, plus the way you take up the space are double points.” says Court, “But of course, being in close quarters with the enemy could leave you vulnerable. So.. best be careful with face-to-face threatening tactics.”
You’re open-mouthed, yet simultaneously amused as a grin tweaks up the corners of your lips. “Were you, like, a secret agent before your graphic designing era?”
His rigid shoulders loosen when he shrugs. “I just like secret agent movies.” he declares nonchalantly.
Part lie, part truth…
“Oh, yeah? What’s your favorite?”
“Woah, that’s tough, but..” Court scratches his head, “I’ll go with Spy.”
“Spy, 2015? The one with Melissa McCarthy?” you question with eyes about to burst with glitter.
Court grins. “And with Miranda Hart, Rose Byrne, Jason Statham, and—”
“Jude Law!” you finish his sentence with him, though you’re more enthusiastic than he is. “If there’s an action/comedy film that I would sleep with, Spy would be that movie. I am crazy in love with it!”
“Better not let your boyfriend know that,” he snickers.
You scoff. “Like he’ll complain when he’s getting some.”
The universe may as well be positively against Courtland Gentry. Because he’s in the middle of drinking from his chai tea latte when you explicitly hinted that you’re having sex with the guy you’re dating.
Court feels as though the warm drink has become sentient and decides not to meet its maker, slapping his throat with the force of 500 pounds in the attempts to escape the esophagus. He coughs horribly, facing away from you, he covers his mouth with his arm.
“Are you okay?” you worriedly ask, jumping out of the booth, you stand beside him. “Kurt, are you okay? You sound asphyxiated.”
“I’m—” Court is cut off by another fit of cough.
You’re careful when you reach to soothe and pat his back, while your other hand gently grips on his shoulder. Court can’t focus on your hands on him at first, that’s why he’s slightly thankful that he’s still recovering from choking. But as his bodily reflex begins calming down, Court wonders if you’ll stay this close to him if he pretends.
However, self-control gets the best of him.
Breathing out a sigh, he composes himself and looks up at you. “Thanks, (Y/N).. I’m fine now.” he says and absentmindedly pats your hand on his shoulder. He is quick to realize it, freezing up in the process, leaving his hand atop yours.
“You sure? Can I get you anything?” you question, scrutinizing him from crown to toe.
Court snaps out of his daze, pats your hand again, and reluctantly puts his hand down. “Yeah, I’m sure I’m fine.” he replies with a smile, “And you’ve done enough.”
“Okay.. well,” you slowly pull away from him, “what happened?”
“I think my drink has a grudge on me.”
“What, for consuming it?”
“Something like that.”
“I should be careful with mine, then.”
You return to your seat, glancing out of the cafe, you trace swirling patterns on your plain yellow mug. “You two can go home, you know.. I’ll stay for a bit.”
Court furrows his brows. “Why?— Oh, okay..”
“No, I’m not meeting Erick if that’s what you’re thinking.” you lightly kick his leg.
“Oh…” he tries not to look too happy, “Well, then, I’ll just go check up on Cl— Kiara.”
“Okay! See if she’s awake and hungry.”
Court exits the coffee shop, taking a furtive gander of the block, he unlocks the SUV and hops in. “Claire, wanna go home?” he looks over to the backseat, locking the doors.
She groans. “What’re you talking about? I am home.” and rolls over, smushing her face into the seat.
Court reaches over to see if her seatbelt is secured, and even pokes her shoulder for good measure that she’s deeply in slumber.
“She thinks she’s sleeping at home, so..” he announces when he enters back in the cafe, sidling across from you.
You chuckle. “Really, Kurt, you don’t have to accompany me.”
“Yeah, but I’d love to be with you,” Court internally punches himself across the face. He proceeds to clarify himself, “To accompany you. I mean, we are friends, right? Friends.. do that, accompany each other and shit.”
You smile, the kind that you’re trying to suppress as you’re simultaneously amused yet elated. “Yeah.. and shit,” you say, blissfully looking at him as though you’re about to ask him to marry you.
Court vanquishes the ludicrous thoughts away, slowly finishing his chai tea latte, which now appears menacing for a warm drink. He feels the sweat oozing out the top of his head when you stay silent while you drink, eyeing the coffee shop’s ornaments. You’re beginning to keep your thoughts to yourself. He sees them dancing around your eyes, but he’s not a mindreader; just a guy who would love for you to share your thoughts.
 It then hits him like a ten-wheeler truck— horn blaring, bones rupturing, realizing death is happening in just a snap— you’re always the one leading the conversation. During your first moments together, even during the walkie-talkie nights; he’s always waiting for you to say something. Granted, it’s due to his inept social skills, plus he doesn’t want to say anything wrong to you. That’s why he keeps quiet.
But not tonight.
He concludes it’s high time he acts like a man and takes the lead.
“So, what’s your favorite moment in Spy?” Court asks.
The thoughts in your eyes become lively, like celestial bodies showing off in a cloudless starry night. “Is answering.. every moment in Spy is my favorite moment too superfluous?” you ask back with a grin.
“If you put it like that, yeah.”
You laugh— the good kind of laugh.
The laugh that says ‘I’m comfortable with you, and I hope you’re comfortable with me too’.
The laugh that would’ve shot chai tea out of your nose if you had been drinking when he responded.
The laugh that Court wishes he can hear every day.
It’s the most genuine laugh he has heard from you yet. Court wonders if you laugh with Erick like this as well.
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This is bad.
Even though it feels right and gives you ecstasy, this is bad.
By this, you mean you and Court— hanging out. It's the first time in a while that you two get to talk, but this is the first time you two talked like this in person. Typically, your conversations with Court occur through radio waves. 
That's what made you overlook the situation. The familiarity and comfort. Conversations with Court have always made you feel at ease.
If you're honest, the situation is innocent.
But if you're being more honest, the situation is wrongful.
Because you're starting to realize something you shouldn't. Feeling something you don't know is possible.
And it scares you.
You can't think of any reasons why— why and how it's possible. And that wreaks havoc in your brain as you try to ponder thoroughly about it.
You swirl the drink in your mug by lightly shaking it around. You watch the remaining liquid dance as an excuse to take your eyes off Court. He just asked you when was the last time you went to an amusement park (context: you two were fangirling about the Final Destination franchise).
"I guess.. 7 years?" you chuckle, "My parents surprisingly know I love amusement parks and decide we go to Universal Studios Japan after my graduation."
“I’ve been there once,” he pauses, averting his gaze just as a vivid memory flickers in it. “Ten years ago.”
You open your mouth to probe, but he beats you to it. “I thought you hadn't traveled to another country before?” he inquires puzzledly.
“Well, that was more like visiting Japan, not really my definition of traveling.” you shrug.
“And how was the USJ for you and your family?”
You try to search his eyes, finding no evidence of the memory he just recalled, you yield and recall your own memory of the popular theme park. “Shockingly, we had fun together. It was a rare blue moon event.” you snicker, “We even rode The Flying Dinosaur, which just opened that year, ten times in 1 day.”
Court stays silent, waiting for you to add on either the theme park or your family, but you’re not ready. And you’re certain he’s not ready to hear your family drama yet.
“Sorry,” he says suddenly.
You furrow your brows. “Why are you apologizing?”
“I didn’t intend for this conversation to involve your family. You told me once that you didn’t want me to feel bad about telling you anything about me.. and I’d like to say the same to you right now.” Court scratches the back of his head, “I mean.. am I right to think that your family is a sensitive topic?”
“Yeah, they are.. and you’re right. But don’t worry, you didn’t make me feel bad or anything.” you reply with a smile.
“Really?”
“Really.. I’m okay.”
“But your eyes say you’re not.”
You’re astonished. True, any memory or mentions of your family showers you with melancholy; but you did not think you’re showing it explicitly. Because you know you aren’t, yet Court manages to see through your defenses.
“What are you, a psychiatrist?” you nervously laugh, “Okay, okay, here’s a more honest answer.. I’m partly okay and you’re not the reason why I’m not fully okay.”
“But I’m the reason why you’re only partly okay in the first place. I triggered that.” Court frowns.
“Susmaryosep—” you reach over and flick him on the forehead, “Now you’re being more of a drama queen than my inner self. I’m partly okay, Kurt, and I’ll be fully okay once I’ve stabilized my emotions. Stop blaming yourself when I’m already assuring you that you did not hurt me.”
He gawks at you, shocked at your formidability, and you flick him on the forehead again before sitting back down. “Sheesh, is extreme affirmation and a forehead flick your love language?” you grumble, taking a swig of your chai tea latte.
If your exasperation has a form, it would be pops of firecrackers effusing out the top of your head.
Before Court can apologize again, the waiter approaches your booth and informs the two of you that the coffee shop will close in 20 minutes. “Ay sige, ubusin lang namin ito tapos labas na kami. Pasensya na, napatagal kami,” you reply to the waiter with a sheepish smile.
Oh okay, we’ll just finish this and then we’ll go out. Pardon us for taking too long,
“Okay lang po! Sana nag-enjoy naman po kayo sa stay niyo rito!” he beams and whisks back to the counter.
It’s alright! I hope you two enjoyed your stay here!
You whisper to Court to quickly finish your drinks, which is done in less than thirty-seconds, and wait for a minute before skedaddling out of the cafe.
The late-September air attempts to overwhelm you with its chilly embrace, but you’re protected by the remaining warmth of your deceased chai tea latte. You check your things and head to your motorcycle, Court trails after you silently. And when you halt, he halts.
“You know.. if you waited three more years, we might’ve run into each other at USJ.” you quip with a toothy grin, “Who were you with, if I may ask?”
He has trouble looking straight at you as he answers. “Uh.. just some old friends.”
“No lovers?” you tease.
“None,” he shortly laughs, looking straight at you, and now you’re the one having trouble looking at him.
“Well, thank you for accepting my offer and talking it out with me tonight.” you unlatch your helmet from the luggage rack, turning to Court, you smile brightly at him. “Have a good night, Kurt.”
“Don’t you,” he pauses when he sounds too hasty, “Don’t you want to stay the night at our place? It’s almost midnight.”
You hold the ‘yes’ captive in your throat. “No, it’s fine.. the drive home for me will be fast at this time.” you reply with a reassuring smile.
“Are you sure I can’t tempt you with a game of DOS before bed?” Court quips awkwardly.
You laugh. “I’m sure you’ll regret that offer if I beat your ass in DOS.”
The two of you share a laugh, lively sounds mingling and ringing together into one, floating up to the twinkling stars behind the dark clouds. Once the cosmos has been fed by your and Court’s laughter, the two of you stare at each other— you instantly lose track of time at that moment.
You don’t know how, you don’t know why. But those findings somewhat don’t matter because right now, it’s just you and Court.
Except it shouldn’t be.
Because there’s no you and him.
In that sudden realization, you’re the first to snap back to reality. “Say good night to Kiara for me!” you say in a mixture of exclamation and yelping. You put on your helmet, straddle the motorcycle, and boots the stand-up.
“Y-Yeah, I will.” says Court.
You give him a thumbs up. “Alright, good night to you as well, Kurt!” and twist the keys in the ignition.
You’re the first to drive out of the small residential village, halting a few feet away from the highway, and Court rests to your right, lowering the driver window. “Are you sure I can’t at least drive you home?” he inquires with a worried frown.
“Yes, I’m sure.” you chuckle, “Good night, Kurt!”
Looking from left to right, you urge your ride into the highway. You forcefully focus your mind on the drive, because it keeps flashing memories of tonight like a broken record.
Just as you assured Court, you arrive at your apartment in no time. You fish out your phone, call the latest contact on the call list, and grab a pitcher of water from the fridge. The recipient doesn’t answer. After drinking a glass of water, you call again.
[“Hello?”] he groggily answers, probably with both eyes closed.
“Erick, hi, sorry.” you pause, “It’s me, (Y/N).”
[“(N/N)? Babe, why are you calling at midnight? Did your pumpkin explode?”]
“It’s more of the mice literally speaking,” you jokingly say and sit down, lowering your forehead to the edge of the table.
[“Are you okay? Did something crazy abnormal happen to you?”] Erick questions worriedly.
“No, but… Yes, I guess?— I just.. I need to talk to you.”
[“You sound serious. Wanna meet up now?”]
“No, I… I need some time to think.”
He deeply breathes in and out. [“Whatever that is.. it sounds like you made your mind about it already.”]
You stammer. “What do you mean?”
[“C’mon, (N/N).. I’ve known you, what, three years? Albeit, intermittently and through Muro,”] Erick snickers, [“So if you say you’ll be thinking about it, you probably thought about it for a while and finalizing it right now. Plus, we’ve been dating for a month.. that’s enough to know someone.”]
Sitting upright,  you breathe out a laugh. “Why do you sound so wise?”
[“Because I’ve always been, doy!”]
“Erick.. can we meet up tomorrow for lunch?”
[“Sure! At the cafe?”]
“I’ll text you the details in the morning. Sorry for calling you abruptly at this hour.”
You can imagine the boyish smile on his smile as he replies. [“It’s alright, babe. See you tomorrow?”]
“See you tomorrow..”
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A/N: got nothing except HOPE YOU ENJOY AND CONTINUE STAYING TUNE &lt;;<<333 i am so so very very sorry for not updating in a very long while INTERNSHIP IS A HELLISH YET FUN JOURNEY
The key to Chapter 14 is itself
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transfemlogan · 6 months
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Texting Headcanons
Patton: using emojis 24/7. Literally every text will have some sort of emoji, even if it doesn't fit the original message. Texts like a dad & a mom combined. Uses grammar occassionally. Usually types in all caps, because he doesn't know how to turn them off. Sends the laughing emoji when he laughs at something. Prefers talking in person if he can.
"HEY, KIDDOS 👋 YOUR HAPPY-PAPPY PATTON LOVES YA ALL! 🥰💙😻"
Roman: uses emojis occassionally. Types in caps when he's excited. Uses capital letters when necessary and never any time else. Shorten words and uses popular acronyms. Says "ROLF" and "LMAO" when he laughs at texts. Uses the sparkle emoji constantly. Loves to facetime. Double texts like CRAZY
"Helloooo~ ✨️✨️ romans here!! A REMINDER for all of u 2 tell me what u thought of the script ASAP bcus thomas NEEEDDS it by tmrw!!!!"
Virgil: shorten every word ever even if its not readable. Types in all lower case with 0 grammar. Sends 💀 or "lol" when he inhales through his nose at something. Keysmashes when he finds something really funny. Prefers to text above all else & will cry if you try to call him. Spelling mistakes all over the place. Hard 2 tell if something is supoosed to be an acronym or if its a mistake?
"im not rding ur stpjd script roman also twll thomas not 2g2 that dumb party on sat or i swear 2 god ill bloqk all of u ok bye also hi pat"
Logan: proper grammar all of the time. Probably ends his messages with "sincerely, logan" (he knows theyre not letters or emails, but he can't help himself.) Says "that was funny" when he finds something funny (very rare). Prefers in person communication or calling, as he is usually busy working and can't text if he's using his hands. Doesn't use emojis ever & finds them so so stupid but will SOMETIMES use the heart emoji if he's comforting virgil or trying to be nice. Learns about tone indicators after virgil tells him & now he uses them all the time. Will start to let loose if he's comfortable around you. Looking at his msgs with virgil is almost like an entirely different person.
"Hello, all. I have read your script, Roman, and will be sending you my edits soon. I find it to be very long and wordy and full of mistakes. /neg You are lucky you have me to help you. Also, Virge, I'll try to get Thomas to not go to that party /srs, as he has many responsibilities that day, such as: cleaning his room, recording, and doing his laundry. Here is a link to my plan for next week. Please let me know if there's any complaints. Sincerely, Logan."
(Virgil: thnk u L . m not reading ur plsn ethr
Logan: Hi Virgil. That is alright. I'll just let you know next time we "hang out". Sincerely Logan.)
Janus: also texts all lower case & never uses commas but does use periods. Loves to use ":)" and "<3" (<- in a mean sarcastic way most of the time). Doesn't express laughter anytime anywhere. Prefers facetime or in person communication. Doesn't text often. Also doesn't respond often. Will leave you on read, he has other things to do. Uses tone indicators only if he is personally texting logan and no one else. Will sometimes not even respond to what you said in the first place.
"oh of course logan let's have thomas work all the time and never ever get any rest. sounds very healthy :). roman i read your script. hi patton".
(Roman: aand jan? What did u think??
Janus: Read 2:43 pm)
Remus: sends nudes in chat. And the most random gore vids he can find. Types in all caps willingly. Sends very strange emojis that dont match up with anything. Responds lightning quick but also ignores everything you say in order 2 send what he wants 2 talk abt so it doesnt even matter. Homestuck speak. Has never read homestuck.
"H3Y0 🦿🍒🛝😝 CHECK OUT TH12 PHOTO I JUST T00K RN. (Sends a dick pic)"
(Patton: 😨 REMUS, PLEASE DELETE. ❌️
Roman: THIS IS WHY WE NVR LET U IN GROUP CHATS !!!! I WISH I COULD WASH MY EYES OUT. 🤮
- Virgil has left the group chat -
Logan: Hello, Remus. That does not look very healthy. We should send you to a physician to get that checked out. Sincerely, Logan.
Janus: read 2:48 pm)
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dojae-huh · 9 days
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hloii..... Huh nim.... This is bunny again!!! So busy these days.... Can't keep up with anything.... Still this moment got me....
https://youtu.be/thPCqeN2CF8?si=qN5EDDPQ1gyVLmz0
23:43 jae came
24:23 jaehyun getting his hyungs attention by teasing him
🍑: I liked your episode of i live alone... 🐰: It's not air yet JohnnY on the rescue - I watched your mv Yuta - that was great (Jaedo moment turned into doyoung teasing club)
Jae making sure again, 🍑: That vedeo abt how you take care of your vocal chord is aired tho! 🐰: The teaser!? ? ?
Doyoung realizing jae talking abt the 2 min teaser vedeo of the actual content..
mission change the subject Then mark nd hc cant get to see you with this short hair!!!!
Perfect jaedo coded moment....😅😅😅
Huh nim, I needed to search for the that small cut vedeos from yt, coz it wasn't coming to my timeline eventhoug my yt keypad is full of only doyoung in diff language 😅😅😅.... What I wants to say it, jae made an effort to watch that teaser vedeo, when they are the official strangers in nct127..... Like ofcrs jae can tease his members nd doyoung Is the teasing target of everyone.... Am not fighting that... But jae is busy as his own... Nd they can't watch TV that much as he is shooting his movie nd drama etc.... So it's the phone u use to watch .... ND U GO TO YT GET THIS 2 MIN VEDEO ND WATCHING IS SOMETHING I THINK NORMAL AS A JAEDO BELIEVER BUT ABNORMAL AS FOR ALL THOSE WHO JUST SEEN THEM AS A MEMBERS OF THE SAME GRP.....
Ok even if he watched it.....u don't have to remember u knw....he is in the middle of his lot personal things....but he have to say it the next momnt when they saw each other....to tease his hyung, gets his attention, see his reaction, makes him fluster nd to see that live....thats jaehyun..... No one can denies that....nd it's totally normal for a believer ....haha
Huhnim....i have missed it....that soft nd low voice jaehyun makes when talks to his hyung, nd the gentle tease, nerdy look nd the behavior of cute little younger brother!!!!! Omg......my bias dy nd I didnt knw I have missed jae this much.....seems like u really need to stop seeing someone to knw how you actually misses them is really true.....nd I guess am gonna start crying for taeyong sooner.....like this episode, was like....i could really felt the last moment,when he did the secret msg to everyone.....aaaah....huh nim......saying goodbye even for a short period of time is reay hard.... For the one who is saying and also to the one who is receiving.... Both have to go through the longings nd yearning until they come back...... Huh nim....... I guess, I will come here alot more!!!! Thnku...
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Eh, Jaehyun, Jaehyun, didn't even tap Taeyong on the shoulder in greeting, went right away to sit by the owner (happy he made it, and his spot was saved for him).
Jaehyun is awkward socially and a classic introvert. He showed Tae attention later with a warm verbal remark.
Jaehyun had been anticipating telling Doyoung he watched the teaser during his whole trip to the restaurant, lol. That smile.
Notice how Jungwoo is consumed with food. He doesn't really care for either Jae or Do.
I suppose Yuta came to the resque because Jaehyun does get to watch/hear things in advance.
24:34 - Watch Jae's left hand, there was intent to touch Do's leg (he didn't).
There was a cut between Johnny's words and Doyoung asking Tae about MarkHyuk (choprticks in Do's hand became a spoon). So it's unclear how much time passed. Probably a few minutes. Even so, yes, Do let the topic die, didn't respond to Jae's teasing.
24:48 - It's telling how Jae asked Do to clarify, not Tae (who made the comment) or others present.
24:54 - Do's hand, his habit of touching while talking.
OK, I will finish watching in June, need to save traffic.
I'll just comment that despite Jaehyun filming, JaeDo saw each other often in that period (middle of April). Do shown no signs of missing Jae, and Jae's need to tease came from a discussion in the recent past (of the programme, what Do will do there).
And yes, you are right, Bunny. Usually members are so busy themselves, they do not watch content with others. Let alone teasers, let alone on the day of release. This moment is a good telltale of JaeDo, how close they are, how Jaehyun needs to know everything, how there is ongoing joke about Do acting for the camera.
Nice to see Jaehyun was so content. He was pleases he made it in time, but is seems he enjoyed the work as well, he was shining.
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i have a question 🤔 what are your personal favorites fics you've written, like out of all the fics you've written, what is your absolute favorite? in terms of the story, or process, anything! i'm curious to know 🥹🫶🏻
also this is my formal application to be one of ur anons LOL idrk what it entails but i like the thought of having an emoji for when i send u asks and such
i wish to be 🌙 anon if that is okay 🥹💛
i answered this before here but now i'll explain with the reasons why, thank you for asking! and it's so tough to choose a personal fav out of all of them 😭 i'll go with these 2:
Take Me Home: i guess this might be my 1st bc it was my first fic, first series, first attempt at worldbuilding and i really think i can't write sth like that again. i went crazy with the plot twists and planning, i wrote 150k words in like 3 months (it was covid and uni break) but it was an interesting headspace to be in lmao. i could still write a fic for the rest of the members in that lore One Day At A Time: idk what took over me when i wrote that, but i really wanted to talk about grief and moving on, accepting love when you've just lost it, and the whole process of it. tho i haven't experienced this myself, a lot of ppl do, and their strength is always so admirable. really wanted to write sth like that and this one came so naturally!
these two are the ones really close to my heart 🥹 with take me home i'm attached bc it's the beginning of my career here lmao but with odaat, it's more sentimental. i often reread it when i'm stuck 🥹
and yes, you can be 🌙 anon! there's no process and you don't have to have an emoji/name if you don't want to, it's just that if you come here often and want me to remember you, there's no way for me to know who you are unless you sign your anon msgs. thank you for being so sweet about it 🫶
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sttoru · 7 months
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so i like i a girl (i think)
well i used to have a big crush on her about a year ago but i think my fear of rejection and commitment is the only thing that’s stopping me from asking her out.
okay so about a year or two ago, i had a big crush on this girl in my college. we have so much in common and we talked all the time. and then during the end of my first year, i asked her out (not like a romantic/date kinda of thing, just as friends going out ykiwm?). so we went to the cinema and then we walked about until we both went our separate ways to go home and then i immediately lost feelings for her. not as in i hated her or anything, i could never she’s always been so sweet to me but i just didn’t feel that romantic interest in her anymore. that’s until i spoke to her recently.
time skip to the present (so two years later from the event above) she’s working full time and i’ve moved to a different college to prep for uni next year. for some reason i had missed her so much and i have no idea why. these feelings came back outta nowhere and then i ended up inviting her to see the fnaf movie with me and omg it was so good to see her again it’s literally been MONTHS since we’ve talked or seen each other face to face. um anyways, i like her again.
btw (if it wasn’t obvious) i haven’t confessed to her at all (bc i’m a coward). i was so close to saying something at the cinema but i didn’t (again, bc i’m a coward). but i feel bad. i feel like i’m leading her on or toying with her feelings. i don’t want to see mom like i’m wasting her time, i just wasn’t ready at first. dgmw i could wait and see what the future holds but i doubt i’m gonna find another person like her. (i’m so sorry this got so long 💀)
tl;dr
i got a big fat crush on this girl and i am fighting back demons to not confess my feelings to her because i lost interest in her a few years ago but those feelings came back recently when i met up with her after so long and i don’t want to seem like a piece of shit
OKKAAAAY THERES A LOT TO UNPACK HERE !!.!:!:8 😦😦
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UHM okay first of all EEEEK ik . . . love is hard & (romantic) feelings are hard to fully understand too. it’s much more complicated / complex than ppl think — like it’s described in ur msg to a certain degree. but tbh.,,,
theres this saying that goes ‘absence makes the heart grow fonder’ which is actually perfect for your situation LOL i think the fact that you have realised your feelings for that girl after you spent a long time apart & met up again, says a lot. u speak very highly about her so there definitely must be some kind of feelings involved too
i would say: take time and figure it out before anything else. keep contact with her if yu can, don’t hint or do anything that you’re unsure of or could possibly lead her on when you aren’t sure about your own feelings abt her yet. bcs what if your feelings go from romantic to platonic again? yk it happens LOL figuring out what you precisely see someone as is stressful but yea it has to be done to prevent unnecessary painful consequences
thoooo if you ARE 100% sureeee of your big crush for her, then i will also advice you to take your time & dont rush into anything. i dont think you’ll lose contact any time soon (since you had a 2 year break before) so dont worry abt that. confess if you feel like the time is right / whenever you feel comfortable doing it — no forcing urself to!!!!!!!
u wont seem like a piece of shit if you figure your own feelings out first . keep it at friends until you do! then its all goooood . GL BBY U CAN DO THIS >_< tis nerve wracking but if u take enough time to reflect, im sure everything will work out smoooothly
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findrps-minor · 9 months
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hey! i'm 15, turning 16 january next year. i'd prefer a 15-16 partner but some young 17 year olds are okay!
i am generally new to the rp scene, doing about 2 and a half literate, really long non-starred roleplays with speaking but also 3rd person thought and movement/description elements. just be patient if i don't understand something you mean or i don't get writing 100% right!
but! i am fine with most people. i'd really prefer a girl but any non cishet male (I am sorry I just do not think we'd be very similar if you're a cishet guy usually) i am fine with! i am willing to experiment with roleplays, different subsets and genres, 1st person stuff and some half literate stuff if you'd prefer!
I also love OOC stuff! I love getting to know anyone anyway, so discussing with me what you love to roleplay and what you can really enjoy makes me happy
i usually prefer oc roleplays, but if you give me a basic description of a femme character and some context that you'd like me to include i will :-) i'm fine with any girl babe
oh and by the way i am transgender female and am not okay with playing a male or anything other then someone who presents as a female! sorry lol
my favorite tropes are enemies to lovers, just straight up lovers, fluffy comfy stuff, and also just any queer romantic roleplay like ever
(and in terms of anything with romance or a thing i talk about later, i also Love any RP where you or I can play any mythical creature, that be monsters or aliens or demons or whatever, as long as they look kind of humanoid and aren't like an actual animal or whatever u weirdo)
for triggers, i don't have many aside from things that aren't allowed here in the first place
and this is kinda something i see a lot of rp'ers my age looking for, which i understand. so in short, i am FIne with doing NSFW RP as long as I can get to know you a bit beforehand and maybe do one normal RP beforehand too. in fact, i'm fine participating in any preferences or interests you have in NSFW roleplay as i would prefer anyone i do that with to be comfortable. I believe that as long as 2 people, both minors around the same age, do this in a safe environment with consent and permission that it is okay. but due to some personal issues, i do have boundaries regarding this. i have a slight preference for non-straight stuff with this, i would not like to roleplay a situation which is non consensual or forced, and i would not like to roleplay any situation with any type of violent or intense dominating, at least from any man lol. i think this can be a safe learning experience for people to find comfortability and fun in sexual expression but only if done safely, so please do not ignore what i said here and come to me with any of your own boundaries!
that's it!! i wrote a lot about the nsfw because it's a tough subject but by all means i'm fine with any rp! sorry for the essay, i type a lot haha
like and i'll msg u <33
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naturepointstheway · 2 years
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Flufftober22: Day 8: Shooting Star
Cats the Musical - Tuggoffelees - University AU - Mute autistic Mistoffelees (based on Zurich production) - Rating: G. @flufftober
Ordinarily, being awoken at one in the morning by a text would annoy Tugger (who would still check anyway lest it was an emergency), but when a cursory glance at the screen told him it was from Mistoffelees, he immediately grabbed his phone to read it. 
Misto:
Hey.
You’re watching the meteor shower too, right?
Meteor shower? That was the first time Tugger had ever heard anyone talk about it--he’d heard about them before but had never paid much attention. To be honest, it wasn’t as though he hung around people interested in them--he wasn’t much of a space fan like Misto clearly was.
Tugger:
There’s a meteor shower? 2nite?
Misto:
Yes - are you going to see it?
Tugger:
Not every1 is interested in watching meteor showers.
One second after he sent that, he immediately wanted to take it back, realising too late how it sounded over text.
Shit I meant I didn’t know any1 interested in meteor showers.
Until now.
He waited about half a minute to check if Misto was going to respond. A minute passed before he grew worried.
Misto?
Hey, Misto. It’s ur giant bore here.
Misto:
Sorry.
I’m always bothering people.
And it’s 1 am.
Tugger:
No ur not. I luv wen u get excited about things you love.
So, meteor shower outside now?
Also 1 am?
You KNOW I’ve pulled all nighters. 1 am is nothing.
Misto:
It’s happening right now if you go outside.
Of course you would be a chronic all-nighter ;)
Tugger:
Lol, thx. I think.
Awsum! Gonna grab a jacket first. I’ll txt u wen I’m outside.
With that, Tugger went to grab his jacket tossed over the back of his chair and pocketed the phone. As he quietly shut the bedroom door and made his way down the hall, excitement sparked inside him, surprising him. He never got this excited about space things--or perhaps he was excited by Misto’s excitement about this spectacle--his love for everything he was passionate about always remained nothing short of infectious and heartwarming.
Finally reaching the front door, he pulled it open, making sure it wouldn’t lock him out (he half hoped it would--just so he could have an excuse to ask Misto if his flat had a spare sofa for him to sleep on), and sat down on the steps, craning his head back to stare at the stars sparkling above him. He knew it would take time for his eyes to adjust enough to see more stars--and hopefully shooting stars too.
Tugger:
Hey Misto. I’m outside now. It’s actually nice out here.
Misto:
I hope you don’t have too much light pollution where you are.
Tugger:
Not 2 bad I think. Can see the Milky Way pretty well.
Misto:
Oh good. You will be able to see them.
Tugger suddenly had an idea.
Tugger:
I have the app that turns txt msgs to voice.
If u tell me all about shooting stars, I can have txt to voice read it aloud.
Misto:
You’re interested?
Tugger:
Sure! I LUV wen u tell me everything u know about ur passions! LUV. Heart Eyes.
Misto:
Ok. I will try.
Tugger:
First off: are they actually stars?
Tugger quickly turned on text to voice so he could pay more attention to the stars, looking for the elusive meteor shower Misto was talking about. Not a minute later, text to voice reported a new text from “My stow”:
“No,” the voice read aloud, “They are actually very tiny pieces of space rocks, usually asteroid fragments, or even dust that burns up in the atmosphere.”
A pause passed before it read aloud new texts.
“They can burn really hot, over 3000 degrees Fahrenheit. That’s why they’re so bright they can leave an afterimage on your eyes.”
Tugger:
Isn’t that the same temperature as the sun?
“Not quite,” the app read aloud the response, “The sun’s surface is at least 9000 degrees Fahrenheit. It’s 27 million degrees at its core.”
Damn. And we can feel it from--
“Amazing that we can still feel the power of the sun’s heat even from 93 million miles away, isn’t it?”
It sure the hell is.
Tugger:
I was *just* thinking about that!
So, seen any meteors? Shooting stars?
Uh what would you prefer me to call them?
Again, he waited for the read aloud of the response.
“Technically you should call them meteors. But shooting stars is fine. Incorrect but everyone calls them that so asterisk shrugs asterisk. I have seen a couple so far.”
Tugger:
Haha I’m lving that the app just read aloud your asterisks too.
A couple? Damn I best keep my eyes to the stars, huh?
Wen did u first see a meteor?
And hey, feel free to give me all the fun facts on meteors!
I’ll tell u if I c 1!
With that, Tugger put his phone back down and leaned back, stretching out his long legs as he locked his eyes onto the stars. This was honestly quite relaxing, being out here with nothing but the stars above him and a stillness to the world as everyone slumbered or did whatever they did at this time of night.
He rested his arms behind him as the text to voice app continued to read aloud Misto’s messages, filled with excitement at telling him when he had seen his first shooting star--he had been looking through a telescope at the Belt of Orion at the time when a meteor streaked straight through the field of vision, leaving an afterimage on his eyes for a few minutes afterward.
And then!
Even though no one was around, Tugger still gasped and pointed up at the sky when a shooting star streaked for half a second across a tiny star, burning brilliant and glorious before fading out forever.
Oh...OH. I get it! I get why Misto loves this so much! Space is still horrifying though.
Tugger swiftly grabbed his phone and began typing at breakneck speed.
Tugger:
Misto! I saw one! I SAW one!
I get y u love this so much!
Space is still horror but it’s sexy when it wants to be.
He quickly turned off the text to audio app, his curiosity now satisfied. Still, he wanted to stay out here, texting with Misto.
Misto:
:) :) :)
Space is sexy? Oh Tugger, never change ;)
Tugger:
Now I really wish I was there with you.
That would have been perfect.
Sharing this moment together.
Misto:
But we did. Just in different flats.
Texting still counts.
I don’t feel as lonely even when texting you.
Tugger:
<3 <3
I’m always here for you, Misto.
Misto:
Thanks, Tugger, for sharing this moment with me. I appreciate it. :) <3
Tugger:
U gng to bed soon? Or?
Misto:
I think I might watch a little longer. Then maybe I’ll sleep.
Tugger:
Me too.
Misto:
Goodnight, Tugger. Thank you, again, for sharing this with me.
Tugger:
Night, Misto :) Don’t let the shooting stars fall on you ;)
Misto:
<3
Tugger vowed never to forget this magical night, ever.
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drawlfoy · 2 years
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omg hi again i sent you a msg a few days ago thanking you for writing undertones/fixed/detention, retention, and draco being a lying shit and here i am again because i binge read pink in the night a few nights ago…i’ll probably be back again so i will now be 🐢 anon i hope it isn’t taken 🥲
i love pink in the night so much…i’m literally listening to the song right now and ahhhhhh i had so much fun reading it SO MUCH FUN!!! i love how vulnerable/passionate/strong/badass y/n is…the way you express your characters’ feelings speaks so well to me and this is so random but i keep thinking about how y/n unknowingly, single-handedly defeated bellatrix in bulgaria and i laugh everytime i love it i love it
and i also noticed some parallels in this w your other works!! like when y/n wakes up (waking up in the dream? lol) in draco’s dormfor the first time and she comments on him not being able to open his window since it’s under the great lake and he goes “you get used to it” or something like that…IM 99% SURE THAT PIECE OF DIALOGUE WAS IN DETENTION, RETENTION, ETC. TOO!!! and also when draco talks about hufflepuffs and he’s like “they probably dance along a campfire singing kumbaya” i recognized that from your fic w another hufflepuff y/n where she overhears him and uses her chronic nosebleeds to intimidate him LOL anyways, i absolutely love when authors do this it’s like i’m stumbling across the DLU…drawlfoy literary universe lmfaooo
thank you for reading my rambling (again) and of course, thank you for sharing these works with everyone. since uni started again last month this has been keeping me thoroughly entertained before i sleep in the midst of attending classes and doing hw 😌
HI AGAIN!! and again apologies for taking 2 business years to respond 🤒 ALSO YOU FULLY CAUGHT ME IN 4K i do be using those lines a lot…mostly bc i feel like that’s something one would say 😭 like having a window that just opens to water is so fucking stupid what’s the point you can’t ever air it out and i’m sure it smells literally rank down there
also i didn’t even realize that about the hufflepuff thing 😭 i wrote the nosebleed fic over 3 years ago and wiped it clean from my memory so i’m so impressed u noticed oml. and the drawlfoy literary universe?? i’m SOBBING thank you so much 😭😭
anyway thank you again so so much for reading detention retention and pink in the night!! i actually have another long fic idea that i kind of want to start writing again (against my will, bc i need to actually start writing original work but what can i say i have an idea 🫠) so hopefully i can have another piece out for you soon that’s more aligned with the pink in the night/detention retention vibe!!
and ofccyou can be turtle anon i actually have no active emoji anons rn apart from you (and maybe another but i haven’t heard from them for a hot min 😭)
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astranva · 2 years
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hi nova,, im feeling good. my school ends late on thursdays just because but it was such a chill day. about what happened with ur friends and seeing harry,, i totally understand exactly how ur feeling ! like the not gatekeeping part and just wanting to see ur number one idol up close. im from singapore so we dont usually have very famous people from the US have concerts here (BUT MAROON 5 & GUNS N ROSES ARE GONNA PERFORM HERE NEAR THE END OF THE YEAR OMGG CANT WAITT) . anygayss, i wanted to share more about who i listen to and what is currently going on with ppl my age and them using tiktok. nothing against ppl who use tiktok bc i do use the app myself !
it’s just that i listen to underground artists and mainstream artists that dont get enough hype and attention nowadays . artists like bring me the horizon, royal blood, declan mckenna etc. yes theyre british 😭😭. so last year bmth trended on tiktok with their song ‘can you feel my heart’, and my schoolmates know i listen to bands like them and that i was the only one in the batch that listens to rock music. i would get comments like “not to be offensive but ur music taste is really overrated, like nobody else likes rock music, u dont have to get excited over them”, and it crushed my heart. so for me to get really pissed that the ppl who judged me for my music taste, only for them to suddenly like the same music BC TIKTOK TRENDED THEM MANY MANY YEARS AFTER, was very reasonable, at least in my opinion . and they had the audacity to ask me “u know this song thats been trending on tiktok? omg its so nice like wow” and LIKE STFU I KNEW THEM FIRST 😭😭
thank u for taking the time to read this lmaoooo im very sorry
and i hope ur day will get better and u SHALL meet harry styles soon 😌😌
– sister 💫
you’re so cute, i’m currently squeezing you in a hug!
i get what you’re saying about the tiktok bit so much! i’ve always been looked down upon for listening to 1d then harry, and then watermelon sugar and suddenly everyone was using it and i was like ???? but now with harry’s house it’s much much worse because almost the entire album is viral, which is great for harry but it sucks because the same people who literally bully you for your choice in musicians, are also the ones using his music and in my case, actually getting to see him lol (2 of my friends excluded because at least they were nice about it).
it sucks, but oh well. that’s life lol. i just hope that the numbers translate to harry expanding with his shows more and calming down with the 15 show in msg 😀
thank you, bub xxx
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bisluthq · 3 months
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Q when someone is interested in u how much do they txt you? I had thing this thing w someone for few months.. We talked everyday. Then got dropped after they ran after someone else… yet they came back to me. Big important notice here we didn’t meet in person yet but will be. They have said many times they want to meet me/see where things go w me, constant watch my snap stories… if I snap msg them they do always respond … they just don’t txt me anymore and rarely initiate… do I just…. Ghost? Or wait till November to meet them? Which they said that’s fine and will wait to meet me then? I always have anxiety thinking they don’t actually like me even tho they reassured me few times to the point of them getting sick of it or annoyed …
I think it’s super dependent on the person and your dynamic. My bf and I don’t text much. We were friends for a while before dating and never really texted much beyond like sending each other memes or B2B/trade film articles and when we started dating sometimes we’d go a few days not talking. It bothered me at first because it was the first time I was dating someone I didn’t speak to every day like I was legit bothered by it and thought he didn’t want to take it seriously lol because we could go multiple days not talking or like one meme each kinda thing and I was like clearly he doesn’t really give a shit which is fine like we’ve all had situationships and whatnot like that’s ok idc but then he’d phone me and ask to meet up and we’d spend like a week together and I’d be like “I need to go home” and he’d be like “seriously????” or like we’d spend an hour on the phone if one of us was traveling for work and I was like “what the fuck does this all even mean???”
Anyway I wound up talking to my bestie about it (actually the friend he’s now a bit weird about because her and I did fuck and I didn’t disclose) and she was saying like her and I can go a couple months not speaking to one another but if we ever need each other we pick up the phone and we’ll do holidays and stuff together and if our families come to town we do stuff all together like we’re VERY close but yup she’s right we do go 2 months at a time with no communication beyond insta story likes. So she said that and I was like “that’s actually true and you’re like the love of my life and this is some random dude so why am I even stressing” and idk I’ve just accepted he’s not big into texting. We live together so I see him every day lol but when we travel we’ll talk probably every second day and send like a meme a day to make sure we’re both still alive. (Pertinent because I’ve traveled into a war zone while we’ve been together fucking Slava Ukrayine but yeah I went lol as I should and he stayed like as he should and I did send memes to make sure he knew I have not been drafted or killed like once a day maybe and we spoke every couple of days and he kept being like “what’re the sirens?” and I was like “‘nah it’s the Russians but don’t stress if i go down it’s in my flat not in the weird basement situation no one is in” - idk if it’s all Ukrainians btw but Odessa people are weird as shit lol? What’s wrong with us?? Anyway.
I think given you’ve not met in person though there’s a different dynamic there. My only long distance experience was ummm how do I say this ummm not good lol so I think if the vibe is fading just via text/talking like let the person go. But like maybe when you’re in the same place and you do get to meet up that might be cool idk your life.
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webslingingslasher · 8 months
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hiii it's sleepover anon again :’) another long update ahahah. i was able to talk to them the day after my bday thru vid call!
they basically said that they were talking abt me bc it was just randomly brought up when they were tgt waiting for me to arrive to bff1's house on the day of the sleepover/dinner party, and they thought that me being delusional over the guy was funny.. i mean, sure yeah it is pretty funny but 1) someone *must* have brought it up bc how else would that convo even happen while they were waiting for me 😭 i don't believe it was "random".. 2) they were still laughing abt me behind my back ? i mean, yk we could've done that together lol bc i rly was silly ngl. but i said that i'm not ashamed about it even if they think i was being too much bc first of all that guy actually showed interest and he implied lots of times that he did like me sooooo it's only natural to feel that way ? 🙁 i wasn't going to not let myself not feel anything abt it bc i just wanted to have fun 😭 and even if he was sus, which we all thought at first b4 i got close to him, i stuck around w him bc he was the only person i knew in one of my classes cuz we were also classmates in the previous term.. then we got close bc we helped each other n yk stuff happened but it was also for the sake of common decency. and i rly was just fucking around to find out bc i wanted to know even tho he was sus.. and now i know and there's actual proof that he's just not it. i wasn't going to cut him off or smth without reason or proof lol i'd end up being the bad guy despite what we all thought ab him at first :// but now i do have a good enough reason that i can back up n thats why i stopped talking to him. simple as that
also bff2 alr felt bad enough bc she realized that drunk her isn't a good person so i didn't feel the need to crush her abt the stuff she said abt our other friend lmaooo.. i could've but nah she was alr depressed enough i'm just glad she's aware now. i did mention it tho and i said it was just plain mean..
but it's also quite funny to think they were making fun of me for being so head over heels when they don't even have experience 😭 they don't even know what it's like to have someone interested in them at least.. like one time when i was talking to him for like 2 whole days, bff2 once told me she was jelly of me and him bc she's never gotten to talking stage w anyone.. n then after all that they were laughing abt me like lol ok :\\
anw i just told them that i don't appreciate how they talked abt me without my presence bc whatever they said to each other was smth they could actually say to my face.. it's smth i'd laugh abt too yknow.. but they apologized tho which is good but honestly i don't rly trust them now after all that.. their insecurities spilled onto their perception of me + our other friend like yikes i don't rly want insecure friends who laugh abt me behind my back i want supportive and non-judgmental ones!! it's not even hard to be kind 😭 glad i went to that sleepover n that i went thru him tho even tho it was just bs bc i found out the truth abt my friends.. bottom line is i don't have trustworthy friends so i'm just going to keep my distance.. we r still 'friends' i don't want to cut them off but i'm just not telling them anything anymore and i'm not talking to them unless they msg to talk to me first or if i need them for smth lol
anw thats it for this whole drama thank you sm for listening omg HAHAH 😭😭💗💗 also jsyk i am one of the emoji anons haha i just didn't rly want to associate the drama w it but yes. tysm for the safe space u created on here<33 and thank you for taking ur time to always talk to us even if it's a lot to go thru one by one🥹🫶🫂❤️‍🩹
WAIT UR AN EMPJI ANON?????? NAH CAUSE NOW IM TRYA FIGURE IT OUT
also!!! let’s go boundary queen!!! nice to know it was all bc they’re jealous.
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problematickincalls1 · 10 months
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PROBABLY A LONG SHOT BUT!!! HELLO!!!
im juice or sunspot or even icarus!! imma introject of jyushimatsu from osomatsu-san!!!! im looking for my brothers!!! i have a few different memories due to being a amalgamation of different fragments of jyushi that formed me!!!!! idm talking to other jyushis or anyone rlly, tho i cant promise i will remember u if ure not one of the matsus bc of memories issues, so go wild!!!! i was in a romantic-ish relationship w/ all of my brothers :D
u can contact me @jyshmts on here (its a sideblog so i cannot msg u first, srry!!) or on twitter if u like!!!! (same @ tho my twt is private & ik its kinda dead 2 some ppl at this point lol) im 20+, so!!! do not contact me if ure a minor!! i will block u!! :D
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graneymar · 1 year
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I broke up with my boyfriend today lol, he cheated on me after 2 years together
whatttt
you just found out today? i'm so sorry bb pls know I’m always here if u need to vent, u can also msg me even off anon if u need to talk !!
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