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bones-of-a-rabbit · 2 years
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pov ur nervous abt ur new job but feel a little better when u think ur coworkers will be nice and friendly but then they aren’t and it sends u on a downward spiral bc ur just quirky like that
A retelling of ‘oh my god. You hated me. You’ve hated me this whole time.’, taken in a DIFFERENT mental-illnesses-go-brrr direction! Continued below the cut,
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Haha yikessss! That’s cringy! I’m surprised you’ve scrolled down this far! Mostly I’ve been hoping people would see the first bit of this post and go ‘oh hell nah’ and pretend like it didn’t just plague their innocent mind with the knowledge that self insert cringe of this level still exists! So congrats! I’ve committed many crimes and you’re here to witness them
To answer some question you might have:
Who is that???: SURPRISE IT’S NOT VANNY!!! that is Babbit! Or Rabbit, or Bones, whichever you prefer. It’s a self insert of me!
Why are they a rabbit one second then a person the next?? Are those even supposed to be the same character??: Yes, they are the same person, just drawn in different ways! Why they change is a little more difficult to explain bc it,, depends, honestly sjdhdjd. A lot of the time, the rabbit is like,, an inner version, the more honest and vulnerable version of Rabbit, the ‘you’ that YOU see in your own mind. The regular human version is, normally, what the world sees, the actual, physical person that is Rabbit.
But why tho: Idk I just like weird stupid metaphors and weird wonky character designs!
What’s happening??: Rabbit has a job at the daycare! Rabbit is an anxious, stressed out and socially inept person who worries a lot about what other people think! Sun and Moon dislike them, bc this was inspired by some of those AUs where Sun and Moon are just mean for no good reason LMAO. Rabbit is crushed by this bc they thought Sun and Moon, who are PROGRAMMED and DESIGNED to be likeable and friendly and caring, would HAVE to like them!! It’s their job! It’s what they’re supposed to do! It’s what they’re built for: to like people and to be liked by people! To be disliked by them means there is something so fundamentally and ineffably wrong with them that it breaks the laws of physics- at least in Rabbit’s mind. Before they could disregard everyone who disliked them as people being people and them just having a disliked personality! But to be disliked by something designed to like people? Holy mothballs, bat man, you must be REAL KINDS of fucked up!
They think there is something so wrong with them that even the ones who like everyone do not like them, and it is THEIR FAULT that they are disliked, not anyone else’s- not even Sun and Moon’s. But that doesn’t mean it doesn’t hurt. And it hurts more when Sun and Moon fake being kind and friendly under a heavy layer of passive aggression. So, at the end of their rope and believing there is nothing that can be done to help them or fix their situation, they start to loathe Sun and Moon and start to lash out at them whenever feeling especially slighted. Is this reasonable? No! Does it make them feel better? Absolutely not!!! Do Sun and Moon deserve it??? No not really!!! And the farther it goes the more Rabbit let’s themselves sink into being as bitter and hurtful as they always tried so hard not to be. And it’s not anyone’s job to fix them but theirselves. But right now, for the first time in a long time, they really don’t want to.
Does Rabbit actually just need a hug and a warm blanket???? Idk probably!!!!
This is a self insert????: Yup!
So this is based off you??: Unfortunately!
Does that mean-: haha!!!!!!!!! Don’t worry about it!!!!!! :) Next question!
Most people’s fantasies are about their faves liking them, yknow: Haha yeah!
Why did you even make this: I’m going to pretend like I’m not just completely nuts and say, it helps me process my feelings and also ✨catharsis✨
Do you want to talk: HAHA no definitely not this is embarrassing enough as is!!!!!!
U good?: Yes actually! Just weird! Sorry sjdgdjshdnvdndbdhd
Why are you sharing this: idk tbh maybe validation on some weird fucked up level lmao
Anyway thank u for ur time and I apologize for the death of so many of ur brain cells. Idk why ur still here but holy shit man idk if I should be proud of u or scared of u. I’m mentally giving u a gold ribbon tho congrats on,, reading this abomination of a post ig
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syko-raccoon · 4 months
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VENT / RANT, CUSS, AND OVERALL UNPLEASANT TW UNDER CUT
I fucking hate when people don’t listen to me when I’m overstimulated/ stressed. I’m asking them to stop and they make up excuses like “well they do it” I DONT FUCKING CARE. WE ALL DO THAT. JUST BECAUSE I RARELY DO IT DOESNT MEAN THAT ITS SUDDENLY NOT A THING THAT DOESNT MAKE ME STRESSED. YOU KNOW BETTER. YOU KNOW IM OVERWHELMED. YET YOU DONT LISTEN
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cheezyratz · 11 months
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I wish
💫 Sam was my caregiver (Sam from Sam and max)
🌟 I wish I could regress with Van Gogh (clone high)
💫 I didn’t have to worry that my friends would stop liking me because of agere
🌟 I had the max plushie (max from Sam and max)
💫 I could do Duolingo daily
🌟 school was t so stressful
💫 I had a therapist
🌟 i didn’t think life would be better for everyone if I wasn’t here
💫 I had more stuffies
🌟 I found more time to write
💫 I had more time to crochet
🌟 I could think less about my regrets
💫 I could cuddle Barnaby (B. Beagle)
🌟 I had an amigurumi Sam and max
💫 I had an amigurumi barnaby
🌟 i wasn’t on my period right now
💫 I’ll love myself more in the future
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butchdykenormallen · 1 year
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okay! im gonna ask my crush something. i have confidence it'll all be okay.
update: this is a draft. i was heavy rejected without having to even ask. yikes.
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thdramas2 · 7 months
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/730455538279890944/what-are-profile-warnings-even-for-ive-seen thats cuz a lot of toyhouse users misuse them. youre good lmao. wonder if admin will ever introduce a method to report it
who knows
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g1rlunb0thered · 17 days
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ur getting thinner , while she’s getting fatter & doesn’t even realize it.. keep going it’ll be worth it i swear.
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st4rv3m3 · 25 days
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I feel like people should understand that not every person with an ed is always underweight or even at a normal weight. People with ed's are all shapes and sizes and still suffering
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notsohoneymoon · 3 months
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I'm too jealous of those who "forget" to eat. My days are built around food........ fck you brain, think about something else
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f4iryc4y · 14 days
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The cookie you’ve wanted for an hour or the body you’ve wanted for a lifetime?
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bones-of-a-rabbit · 2 years
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“Oh my god. You hated me. You’ve hated me this whole time.”
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(no that’s not Vanny that’s a sort of self-insert character that changes based on the Vibe)
y’all mind if I just *injects shitty art with shitty self pity bullshit bc I’m way too sensitive and stupid to properly enjoy like 95% of content if the characters are mean even once*
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fuckdinthehead · 5 days
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I feel so clean when I haven't eaten
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butchdykenormallen · 8 months
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feeling like ass. proceeding t curl up nd wither away like wet sand.
(vent in tags)
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r1cecakelov3r · 7 days
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I need my clothes to hang off of me and make me look like I’m nothing
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I want to look so thin that even the camera can't make me look fatter
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