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anantaru · 1 year
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SNEAKY DEVIL
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— ꒰ synopsis ꒱ — being with your ex on a friday night surely was the last thing you had in mind.
— ꒰ word count ꒱ — 2.1k
— ꒰ warnings ꒱ — [ns]fw, fem! reader, play toxic by britney spears, ex! boyfriend kuni, slight yan ?? a sprinkle, he‘s not accepting the break up, this is the part two of my kuni angst fic — ꒰ part one ꒱
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"would you look at yourself."
for each aspect, when there was good, there was also evil.
yet in his taunting eyes, it seemed as if there was only darkness, no light or anything that would hint at the fact that scaramouche might be a good person after all.
and as for you?
the embarrassment you had felt each time you let him stumble back into your life was burning through the entirety of your skin, greedily gnawing itself onto your heart from within.
before anything, how did it come to this point in your life again?
the reason .. well, you couldn‘t explain it yourself, even if you tried.
if you haven‘t figured it out yet as on to why you keep coming back, keep opening the door for him and letting him stay, knowing full on well it‘ll only end in the same gruesome, disgusting outcome again— it's safe to say you won't ever have an answer to your questions.
not all stars shine equally bright, and you knew, that kuni in particular was never going to give you a glowing future.
"s-shut up."
a myriad of moans and low whines filled the space in between your bodies as you barked back at his usual belittling tone— that he‘d always gather around when he was especially fed up with you.
"if only your past self could see you right now." to the corners of his mouth, a smirk cradled his lips, one that was menacing and proud of himself, proud to get the person he so called loved, in such a humiliating position.
he‘s lowering his head down while roughly burying his stiff cock further into your pussy until fully sheathed, your lips ghosting over one another, "to even have the nerve to break up with me in the first place."
his face adorned with an unflinching, serious expression, suddenly groaning as you involuntarly clenched down on him, "and now you‘re letting yourself get fucked like a bitch in heat." he pauses subsequently to messily brush away the single tear that lonely spilled down your warm cheek.
"fucked by me." his ferocious, melodic voice was vibrating into the depths of your skin, anchoring your soul.
"it‘s not like that!" you panic, each of his words were sharply cutting through your heart and feelings.
with the world falling down on your shoulders, into place, who were you trying to persuade with this?
scaramouche or simply yourself?
he wiped his hair strands— which were sticking onto his forehead, back, his skin, being illuminated much paler by the faint glow of the night, enhancing and further amplifying his damned beauty— that would always keep on mesmerizing you.
"then tell me how it is, hm?" each of his arms were carefully placed next to your head, trapping you with his body. Yet however, if you didn‘t know any better, he would‘ve given the impression that he actually cared, with the way his voice slightly softened.
pseudo innocently, scaramouche had began to observe your face, as if to wait for an actual response from you.
in retrospect, it was now clear that the whole, bloody situation you found yourself in, together with this— so called relationship, was far too complicated for your own good, anyones good, that is.
you didn‘t respond to him, a little nervous, when you averted your eyes. In fact, you weren‘t quite fond of the idea to voice anything at all.
your panicked thoughts held a significant clasp on you— sceaming internally. And although you felt slight menacing terror in his voice, with a sharp cutting panic in your throat— said attributes weren't even the worst parts of the current state of your affairs.
because in reality, you somehow enjoyed this. Not the considerable amount of pain he‘d inflict on you through words, but the familiar, once loved, tenderness of him.
you‘d lie to yourself if you‘d say you didn‘t miss him at least once or twice, sometimes even fantasizing back at the times you were intimate with each other, both stroking and pleasuring your bodies throughout the whole night until the morning sun approached you through the windows, rattling your skins awake.
you do not speak, unable to do so. Scaramouche intentionally fucked himself so far up your sore cunt that you could barely hold onto the bedsheets yourself, your drenched and swollen pussy violently gushing around his girth, his eyes beaming with self satisfied pride.
"thought so." he says nonchalantly, as if trying to prove his point.
your hands fell to your sides, just the precise thrusts of him, the targeting of your surging spots insides, caused you tumble over your own moans, mewling when he claimed you, all of you.
scaramouche switched to a tight, heavy grip, rapidly shoving his stiff heavy member past your aching hole, a feral pace, back and forth, his cock head kissing the deepest ends of your sensitivity.
you can feel his hand roam through your hips, caress your shaking body and slide over your natural curves. Your erected nipples repeatedly rubbed over his hard chest, gratifying the painful ache in your breasts.
scaramouche was quick to collect one in his palm, roughly mashing the mound of flesh in combination with the relentless push of his hips, the muscles in your core quivering.
"f-fuck, you don't even want to now how much i missed that." he shamelessly admitted, "how much i dreamed about fucking you again." mumbling the affirmations straight against your pouted lips and expanding a heavy pant once your mushy cunt forcibly squeezed down on him, dashingly gyrating around his imposing girth.
it was clear as day that he'd never get fully satisfied or satiated by fucking you anymore, the time apart you had spent were a torturous living hell to scaramouche, like a racking broken record that couldn't be fixed, playing a boring, lifeless song, over and over again.
however, you weren't going to give him what he wants, never, hopelessly trembling over your own words as you spoke.
"just, f-fuck— just shut up and fuck me." that's all it took you to bring him spiraling, a little faster as he suddenly mercilessly jolted into you with the obscene squelching noises leaving nothing left to the imagination.
for a second he observed the spot in between your in sweat soiled bodies, how disgustingly wet and filthy, a complete mess, he thought to himself. You were so exposed, bare and open for him, unrestrainedly dirtying his entire length with your slick, sloppily milking his drumming cock.
"i-if that's how you want to play this game." he promptly pauses, driving his erection impossibly deep into your squelching mess and grinding down, wiggling his hips the moment he was fully settled which caused you to mewl out achingly, moaning at every new hit.
your chest rattled with a shaky breath, the control of your body slowly but surely fading away into the pits of hell, shoving down the last remnants of self control you had stored in you.
"that's right." scaramouche coos upon seeing you struggle, cupping your cheeks and gently brushing his rough thumb over your slightly pouted lips, his loins on fire as he caught a glimpse of a single tear desperately hanging on your lashes, spilling at last. "i'm the only one who can make you feel this way."
you were trying to speak, anything, just something but he shushes you, soothes you and carries on to grind down, his facial expression almost reminding of a mocking tone, breathlessly smacking through your clenching hole that was brutally clasping around his girth.
"you're cruel." you managed to whisper, "you're so cruel." a sad heave in your voice.
those words reverberated along his bones and in his blood, forcing a numerous amount of groans through his gnawed teeth, moaning with every swallow of you.
the delicious pleasure rushed through your blood and grew the fire in your cheeks. Scaramouche lowered his head to starvingly seek your mouth, roughly plastering his hungry lips on top of yours to sloppily kiss you.
you're clinging onto him as you returned his plea, teeth colliding against each other when he drew himself away, "i'm cruel because i love you." the entry of it all rendered you speechless, your tears now fully dripping down the corners of your eyes, pouring down your skin.
reality is brought into sharp focus when you perceived the deeply intertwined bubble in your belly and how it was about to pop soon. With the curve of his lengthy cock, thickly hanging inside of you, scaramouche had an easy task to hit every so little swollen spot in within your velvety walls, eagerly rubbing them.
he's jerking himself slower and tantalizing, signalizing that he too, was close to his euphoric release. The scrutiny of pleasure was intoxicating and thick, your mouth gaping open but nothing came out, words without sounds, silent cries of your orgasm chasing your body.
you're screaming and convulsing on his cock, guzzling him dry with your sweet pussy— that he felt so squishy and soft inside of, it almost brought him to tears.
he's pulling you close, further, greedy for friction and release, scaramouche clasped onto you tighter with every new force of his hips, declaring your entire being as his, the power of his authority agonizingly searing.
the underlying sick bliss of his member filling you, his hand rubbing your erected nipple while you were fully emerged in suckling on his tongue, working around his wet muscle and tasting his saliva, a desperate ache pulsing in between.
you tipped your head back and let him hold you, in tandem, thrumming his hips into the right places in your insides. You sensed it, felt it, how he twitched in you and was about to unload his cum, your thighs already shining with wetness.
each pulse and tingle of his cock, unlocked a spasming sensation in your core, limbs tangling and hopelessly hanging onto each other as you collapsed, the smell of sex hurtling in the air of the thick room and amplifying your strong, tremendous release.
"f-fuck, fuck!" you're blurting out through impenetrable panting, moaning with your back rounded up to meet his relentless pace, your toes curling inwards as your entire body shuddered in both vibrations and the feeling of letting go, shaking at the overstimulation with the repeating press of his cock on your heat never giving you rest.
at the constant gushing and clenching of your tight cunt, scaramouche threw his head back and tore a current of groans off his throat, "archons-" he's whining out, the sounds breaking in the middle, "you always— always feel so incredible, fuck."
he's speeding up, muttering in your neck as he fully blew his load in you, your legs secured around his waist as he proceeded to greedily pump his warm seed in the deepest ends of your slicked up cunt, shivering with the overcoming stir.
his drunkened gaze caught his mess, his white ribbons smearing over the aching flesh of your drained walls as the thick globules of his cum began to gush out of your hole, drenching the damp sheets under you.
"say you love me." he's whispering of a sudden, his musky scent collapsing over you, "say it."
your body closely pounded to his to hide your face in his shoulder but scaramouche was eager to gather you in his palms, still able to perceive the wet, tired clench of your muscles on his half erected cock.
he's slumping on you, minutes passing with none of you building up enough strength to back away, "p-please." scaramouche kissed the corners of your lips, he was begging you, waiting and swallowing your name in between whimpers.
"i love you, i do." you hummed weakly with your response, without knowing if you really meant it. Maybe it was the pressure you felt, or the way he looked at you through his puppy eyes, or simply the fact that you were utterly tired of going against him constantly, whenever you both found each other again.
he seemed trapped in a daze with his eyes sparkling upon hearing you, so far off and unable to move, not that he wanted to.
this situation afterwards felt like torture, unanswered questions, the tangible ways of it both hurtful but entrancing. He's tucking you to his lips to flood his tongue into your mouth, as if he didn't want this situation to end.
not only because he felt relaxed with you, pleased by your presence and comfortable on top of you, no, it was also because scaramouche couldn't articulate himself very well.
he wasn't looking forward to another fight, one that would always break out the moment you had finished being intimate, had finishing loving you and came back crushing down to the thing everyone knew as the so called reality.
you weren‘t possibly able to run away from the consequences, the truth, and he wasn‘t either, because believe him when he says, scaramouche had tried to run away from his fate, so many times, that he cannot even remember all of it.
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wishluc · 1 year
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can i request for something with yandere alhaitham x reader? feel free to go ham with everything else!
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✧ CW: yandere character, blackmail, manipulation
✧ PAIRING: Alhaitham x GN! reader
✧ quick context; reader met alhaitham when they came some time ago to 'fix' Katheryne after complaints were made (about when Nahida had control over her)
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Alhaitham had been expecting your return.
However, you probably hadn't thought he would be waiting, seeing that you had yet to seek him out yourself. Why were you still so reserved about reaching out to him? He remembers how your enthusiastic conversation had faltered when he mentioned his official position during your initial meeting...did that have anything to do with your timidity?
There was no point in waiting around his office any longer. After all, if you weren't coming, then he'd have to seek you out himself. Fortunately, he knew exactly where you'd be, busy at work.
He calls your name with an ease that came from hours of saying it to himself, "back already?"
You pause, putting down your torch to turn and look at him, your warm smile greeting him so familiari, "I hope my quick return doesn't make you think any less of Snezhnayan technology, Alhaitham."
"On the contrary," the corners of his lips twitch as he looks down at your crouched form, "I find their quick service quite remarkable. So, is this just a routine check-up?"
You sigh, before telling him all about the new barrage of anonymous complaints that's been flooding the headquarters; all about how Katheryne, again, had started to leave her post unattended for hours and spoke oddly. Unfortunately, you had been reprimanded for not doing a thorough job when you were here merely a month ago.
Alhaitham almost felt a tinge of guilt, knowing that he was to blame for that. But it dissipates almost immediately when you address him again.
"Did you notice her acting strange at all?"
He shrugs off your question, instead opting to flip through the book you brought along with you. It just happened to be the one he recommended to you during your last trip to Sumeru, and a smile almost did break through his neutral expression. He thumbed the little colored tabs sticking out of the top, making a mental note to thoroughly examine your annotations sometime. He'd prefer if you come to show him yourself, though. For a moment, he looks up from the pages, his eyes flitting between you and the Katheryne you were examining.
"So? Is there anything wrong?"
"Everything's right where it's supposed to be, and it doesn't look like anything's wrong," as you speak, you let yourself get busy with the familiar process of inspecting the inner workings of the bionic lifeform. Alhaitham watches over you with the same, unreadable expression as before, "I'll still have to stay for about a week to observe her and ensure that she's really in good working condition, just like the last time."
A week, you said? Alhaitham runs through his own schedule mentally, before deciding that it just wouldn't do. He had to put his plan into motion, at once.
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Alhaitham watches from a distance, coffee in hand, as you approach the pieced-apart Katheryne. Under the morning sun rays, you're quite the mesmerizing sight, despite your frazzled state. You shift through the scattered remains before slowly standing up, clearly puzzled. A small crowd had begun to look over at where you stood, amongst the inner parts of the bionic puppet, and Alhaitham contemplated joining them. At the very least, he'd be able to talk to you.
That's when he notices you making your way out of the crowd and towards the winding pathway that lead up to the Akademiya. With a small smile, he tosses a few coins on the table and briskly makes his way to your destination, delighted at the prospect of seeing you again. Exhilarated that you were finally coming to him first.
One week would have been far too short a stay, anyways. After your first trip here, he realized he had to take things into his own hands if he wanted things to go anywhere. Cute as you were, you didn't seem to take to him as well as he'd hoped. With Katheryne in this state, you'd have to remain here for much longer than you initially planned, with all the work it'd take to wait for your supplies, put her back together, write up a report...and all of this so far was merely to extend your stay and buy him some time. He has other plans to completely ensnare you in his trap, involving manipulated footage and a concerned letter to your cooperation. Lucky him, too, that he had a house spacious enough for you to stay in when you inevitably would come asking him for help.
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deescade · 1 year
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Genshin Impact ("Your Yandere" Series: Your Yandere Lover VER. 1 + husbando ver.) click and drag game!
warnings: [16+] yandere behavior (killing, stalking, manipulation, blackmail)
characters included: (all adult males up to v.3.2) zhongli, childe, diluc, kaeya, arataki itto, thoma, kamisato ayato, dottore, pantalone, pierro, capitano, scaramouche, gorou, heizou, albedo, kazuha, xiao, dainsleif, baizhu, cyno, kaveh, al-haitham, tighnari
op's notes: this is also basically the drafted version but I'll just call it "version 1" while I work on the final one :>
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Game notes • How to Play
Please use a browser other than Google Chrome to play because the GIFs always lock onto their first frame on Chrome. Safari and Firefox work, please try those
If you're on mobile, screenshot the gifs either as a set or individually
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sagau-my-beloved · 1 year
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I feel like if the reader tried shoving venti outside to make him have new friends, it would be like trying to give a cat a shower lololol
Yes this is an appropriate comparison
Non-corrupted Venti would just whine about how you're just trying to get rid of him, pouting that you better not leave if you want him to go talk to others, stating over and over again that he doesn't need anybody else in his life and you're more important than them all anyway
Of course if you just really, really wanted him to go talk to people he would, but reduce any and all expectations of him actually making friends to zero, he would never let a normal person get that close
Now corrupted Venti is a different story—
There are two ways he could take it, one of which as a direct order from you that he go socialize with others, and it would be incredibly unpleasant and painful but he would do it in a heartbeat
Your wants are to be fulfilled no matter what, so if that involves him having to deal with an incredibly splitting headache from listening and piecing together the mindless small talk coming out of random tavern goers mouths as you give him an encouraging smile then so be it, he'll gladly fight back jerking away whenever someone goes to exchange a friendly touch if that's what you want, you'll touch him and praise him after right? Is he being good enough to earn a kiss?
Now the other way is him interpreting it as you no longer wanting to be around him...
Yeah that's when things get messy—
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milksnake-tea · 10 months
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Can I request a yandre Nanook and yaoshi and god /aeon reader the reader is like that unknown god in genshin impact that can control time and destiny
What if Nanook had a fascination about this aeon and slowly developing an obsession with them and yaoshi being the same and would bless their devoting followers
to chase destiny.
characters: nanook, yaoshi
contains: YANDERE CHARAS, obsessive behavior, stalking, manipulation, brainwashing(?), unhealthy relationships, power dynamics(?), vaguely religious language (nothing heavy, it comes with the aeons stuff lol)
a/n: mmmmm yandere aeons <333 love that for them. ngl i kinda forgot about the time part so this is primarily focused on the destiny part so yahoo!
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...follows you like an incessant plague. Wherever you go, wherever you may run, they and their Antimatter Legion follow, bringing destruction and devastation with them.
Nanook first met you in the early days of their existence as an Aeon. Back then, they were but a young one, still weak in the eyes of the others. Back then, they saw you as another obstacle in their Path, another nuisance.
But then, in a clash between you two, Nanook witnessed your abilities for the first time. In the midst of a Legion invasion, a battle that was sure to end in the destruction of another planet, you managed to turn the tide. Your hands weaved a different path, a path that destroyed Nanook's forces and forced them to retreat.
Just one word from you, and fate was reversed. Just one sweep of your pen, and a losing battle was won.
The image of you that day is forever etched into Nanook's mind, burned into their memory. You, powerful, beautiful, and the cold glare of your eyes as you met their gaze. You, the weaver of fate itself.
You were the key to purifying the world of the cancer of civilization. You were the missing piece they never knew they needed. With your power, Nanook could create a perfect, clean world.
They would like nothing more other than to take you away for themself, to lock you away in a separate realm from the rest. But alas, you are older, stronger than they were.
But Nanook wasn't one to give up. As the Aeon of Destruction, they have many other Aeons as enemies, such as Xipe or Yaoshi. They knew how to get their way, even if they would have to fight tooth and claw for it.
And so they follow you. They stalk you throughout the galaxies, chasing you much like the Hunt would. Any planet that has the misfortune to garner even the slightest glance from you is reduced to rubble, for Nanook despises the mere idea of your attention being on anything other than them.
The person they hate the most is Elio, the seer that you've seemingly blessed with your favor. If it weren't for your protection, Nanook would've killed him - blessing him with a long, torturous, drawn-out death with you as their audience.
But it's fine in the end. In the end, Nanook will have their way. They will take you, no matter what it takes. And when they finally do, only then can an untainted world be made.
You may claim to change destiny, but Nanook knows that the future can be changed by those with enough ambition, enough drive.
They isolate you, crushing both the people and the worlds you love. They whisper in your mind of how the greed and hubris of civilization weren't worth saving, and show you only the ugliest parts of humanity. Their words cloud and befuddle your mind with distrust, fear, and abhorrence towards the sentient species.
Soon, your loom of fate becomes tangled in their hands, and Nanook is the one who pulls the strings. They are the only one you can trust, clean from ugliness and impurity. They are all you need. And in return for your power, they offer a faux love.
You watch from within their embrace as the universe crumbles into nothing, watch as countries and planets collapse.
This is how things should be, they whisper, feeling nothing in their heart as they hold you. This is the right way of the world.
And you believe them.
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...is an insufferable thorn in your side. Yaoshi yearns for a paradise free from suffering and despair, a paradise that wouldn't be complete without you.
Ever since the day they saw you, they've known. Their heart that loved each and every being in the universe, bloomed for you, longed for you.
They weren't sure just what had attracted them to you so badly, but Yaoshi didn't think they needed to. There was never a need for a reason to love, was there?
Every day, every hour, without fail, Yaoshi clings to your side. You could try to foresee their movements, forcing them away from you, but even you were not free from the cruelty of fate. Yaoshi would always find you, arms open for an embrace as they fill your space with promises and sweet words.
Let us make a paradise together, they'd propose, taking you into their arms as they coo into your ear, caressing your arms with their fingers. Think of what we could do, what we could bring to the galaxies.
Yaoshi is convinced that you were meant to be theirs, the gateway to a world ridden of death and disease. With your power alongside theirs, no one would have to suffer any longer.
The only problem was that you were a little stubborn. No matter, for Yaoshi was patient. They knew you wanted to bring salvation to the universe alongside them, you were just a bit scared of venturing outside your script.
Yaoshi wears you down bit by bit. First, they guilt trip you. They lament over the pitiful mortals, succumbing to disease and war. Perhaps if you had taken them up on their offer, those mortals would be alive and happy right now. They remind you about the lives you could've saved. Yaoshi never outright says it, but you know that subtly, they call you selfish for ignoring the plight of the weak.
Then, they gain the favor of your followers. They bless your devotees with immortality, curing them of any disease or injury they may come across. They coddle and care for them, so that even when Yaoshi isn't physically by your side, your followers who sing them praises constantly remind you of them.
It's even worse when Yaoshi is present. As your followers gush about your so-called love, a love you don't ever recall partaking in, Yaoshi preens at your side, holding onto your arm as a noble lady would her lover.
And as they do, they whisper into your ears, crooning like a venomous snake.
Play along, they murmur, playing with your hair as they kiss your temple. You don't want to disappoint them, do you?
And so you do. You play the role of lover to Yaoshi, forced to give up your pen and your being to the Abundance.
Even though you know of the despair that would eventually come of immortality, you are powerless to stop it, lest you face the scorn of your people.
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blzzrdstryr · 1 year
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Hardest yanderes to escape from (male human ver)
Request: Which (half or full human) male yan in Genshin would be hardest to escape from?
Let's say darling managed to bolt and make it to a faraway country. Which male yan (that's at least half human, so this excludes Xiao, Venti, Zhongli, Scara, Albedo, etc) do you think would be likeliest to have you back (alive) in his arms eventually? (In terms of sheer determination and ability even across the entire region of Teyvat)
Sorry if this is the wrong place to ask, this is my first time submitting an ask since I've only lurked on tumblr up till this point. English is not my first language so I hope my ask makes sense.
I think a lot of yanderes (if not all) would be willing and desperate enough to travel Teyvat by foot in search of their beloved, but there are definitely those who can afford it and those who don't.
Characters with enough money and good social standing will be able to narrow your window of escape and expand their chances of capturing you back to their loving embrace. These yanderes are(in descending order of getting away from them): Diluc, Ayato, Childe.
Diluc is the hardest to escape - the man is filthy rich and unlike Ayato or Childe he's not as stifled with a title to uphold. He can afford to chase you to the end of the world without causing too much damage to his image or business - Mondstadters may think he travels to establish new deals and expand his already gigantic wine empire, and there are Adelinde and Elzer to oversee the winery and domestic affairs. He is no longer a knight captain, and with his less than amicable disposition towards his old order, Jean and his former colleagues won't pry into his matters too much.
All in all, Diluc is scarily rich with an equally scary lack of duties to bind him in one place.
Ayato is also rich, yet he has the reponsibilities before the people of Inazuma and his clan, responsibilities he can't and won't neglect, so he has to plan and wait. Travelling isn't new to him, yet his journeys have to be politically beneficial for his clan at least in some degree - Ayato can't afford to be away, avoiding the title of the commisioner. Yet the same title also lends him some benefits, such as the usage of the Yashiro commision resources and eyes and ears of Shuumatsuban. Some of his requests may raise some eyebrows, so Ayato needs to be discreet, or at least have a convincing legend painting you as some kind of fugitive criminal that poses unique threat, that only Yashiro commision will be able to eliminate.
Ayato is rich and politically influential which gives him both advantages and disadvantages.
Childe is an interesting case - his servitude provides him with the help of the Northland Bank, yet it's also the same servitude that stops and stiffles him. If you're someone famouse, someone significant in the Teyvat world, then Childe won't be able to pursue you, as this will directly impact Fatui image and thus Tsaritsa too, should the truth leak out. On the other hand, Childe is one of the Harbingers, he has a horde of underlings at his beck and call, who were taught to never question their orders, so it won't be hard for him to order someone else to bring you back.
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rin-fukuroi · 4 months
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𝐋𝐨𝐬𝐭 𝐢𝐧 𝐎𝐛𝐥𝐢𝐯𝐢𝐨𝐧 [𝐁𝐚𝐢𝐳𝐡𝐮]
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The originals of my works can be read here
Fandom: Genshin Impact
Pairings: yandere!Baizhu x fem!reader
Warnings: !dark content!, Zhongli's cameo, amnesia, references to somnophilia, murder and captivity.
▶• ılıılıılıılıılıılı. UNSECRET, MØØNWATER - Only The Beginning
Note: English is not my native language, so I apologize if there are errors in the text qq
God, i've been writing this for two days, almost without getting up from my chair, and now i feel like a crumbling old grandfather. I am surprised that so far the biggest work in my arsenal has been written about Baizhu, because even though i love him, he's not my favorite man, but… I love him so damn much in the image of yandere. Slippery, cunning, secretive, obsessive Baizhu is so disgustingly beautiful that i'm just not going to say another word and just let you enjoy it on your own.
This work has a more complete NSFW version, but about it… Information will be available later (>ᴗ•)
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July 18th
Bright sunlight, marking the beginning of a new day, persistently seeps through heavy eyelids, inevitably squinting when consciousness gradually returns to you after a deep sleep. It stings so unpleasantly, and you turn away from the source of the rays, which cruelly outrages your eyes. The embrace of sleep doesn't lose hope of keeping you at least a moment longer in its warmth, but for some reason the heart in your chest shudders restlessly, forcing you to explode from the soft pillow.
A slight shortness of breath, and the eyes open abruptly. You're clutching the blanket convulsively in your hands.
This place…
Your gaze glides anxiously around the bright, cozy room. The curtains barely move audibly from the breeze of summer, unceremoniously slipping through a small crack in the window. For a second, you look at your own palms, twitching convulsively, as does the frightened muscle in your chest, pumping blood furiously through your veins, before the bedside table comes into your field of vision. Freshly cut qingxin flowers in an exquisite vase, in front of which there is a small mug, to which you curiously but cautiously extend your hand. The liquid has a slight greenish tint and the pungent aroma of herbs instantly cuts into your nostrils.
But there was something else.…
You turn your head anxiously to the bedside table again, now hesitantly picking up a folded piece of paper on which «Read it when you wake up» was carefully written in a beautiful neat handwriting. Whoever left it… It doesn't look like anything threatening, so you slowly unfold the sheet, starting to read a couple of lines written in the same perfect handwriting as the inscription on the outside of the note.
«If you're reading this, then you've already woken up. I'm sorry I couldn't spend the morning with you properly.
You probably have a lot of questions. I'll definitely explain everything in more detail when I get home, but for now, just read the information that you will need to come to your senses.
Your name is Y/N. Unfortunately, by the cruel design of fate, you were destined to be tested by a disease that I, your husband, tirelessly struggle with day by day. Believe me, one day everything will change and I will no longer need to tell you everything that I'll write next, over and over again every morning. But it's not a burden to me, my love, don't worry about it.
As soon as you fall asleep every night, your memories are erased in the morning, so you probably don't remember me or the house you ended up in.
This is our house, Y/N. We have been married for ten wonderful years now, and my love for you will never fade, no matter how many trials life throws at us.
You can warm up your breakfast, I left your portion in the fridge. If you need anything else, I've left hints on all the things you use every day. You can also walk to Liyue Harbor and visit me at work if you wish. I left a map for you in the hallway, with which you can safely get to the city, as you have done more than once. I understand if you don't want to see me before I get home, but I'll be very happy to see you anytime.
Please drink the decoction that you are probably holding in your hand right now. Although this medicine will not help to overcome your illness, it will make it easier to survive the stress of the information you have just read.
You have nothing to fear, Y/N. You're safe in our house.
See you soon, my love.»
The edge of the paper crumples in your hand when you unconsciously clench your fingers into a fist, trying to control the tremor running under your skin. Your gaze moves from the sheet to the mug with the cloudy liquid, and you instantly empty the glass, squinting and writhing from the bitter taste.
After putting the dishes back in place, you tentatively pull back the blanket, noticing that you are wearing a light nightgown, pulled up on your trembling hips, apparently from the way you tossed and turned, not wanting to wake up.
Emptiness. Not a single thought as you slowly lower your feet to the floor, sitting on the edge of the bed. There are too many thoughts, but you can't grasp any of them, being in a kind of trance in which your gaze glides over such a damn familiar, but completely strange house. You notice a lot of things, photos of you and some man, feeling that it all belongs to you, but for some reason… Wrong. This is all wrong.
You squint, pressing your palms to your face in resignation, before finally finding the strength to get up and go to the kitchen. Your legs seem to remember this short road, but your eyes refuse to believe that you've seen this place before. It is bright and spacious. In the middle of the room there is a small table designed for two, as evidenced by two chairs standing side by side. There is a light herbal aroma in the air, which permeates the walls of this house, but it is muffled by the sweet smell of baking. Apparently, that man… Your husband left home not so long ago.
How strange it is to call a husband someone whose name you can't even remember, although it's on your tongue, but all attempts to pronounce it are in vain.
«It's probably… a side effect…»
«You… don't remember me…?»
«It's for the best…»
You grab your head convulsively when other people's words, uttered in a painfully familiar voice, are introduced into your thoughts. The memories aren't as old, but they're not as fresh as you think.
«We will always be together»
Is that… is that your husband's voice?
You freeze for a moment, realizing something even more frightening than the fact that you can't remember anything. If everything that a man you don't know wrote in a letter is true, then how does he live with it? After all, you can barely remember what your face looks like, so now you slowly wander into the bathroom, and he tolerates every day that his loved one does not recognize him? He must really love you if that's the case.
You look uncertainly at your own reflection. Disheveled hair, tired look, lost look, crumpled shirt sliding off one shoulder. Even from the outside, you look like a real madwoman, although inwardly you feel that this is not the case at all.
The pleasant cool water calms down a little the alarming heat raging in your trembling body when you wash your face and then brush your teeth with a brush carefully signed with your name. While you were walking around the house, even out of the corner of your eye it was difficult not to notice how every thing that could potentially be useful to you was also signed with your name, and your heart shrinks in your chest from the mere thought that in the world there could exist a person of such bright and pure kindness of soul who is able to do everything This is for someone who barely even recognizes his face. It's probably the letter he left for you this morning.… He does this every day, right?
And so your whole day went by.
You wandered thoughtlessly around the house, checking every drawer and every corner in a vain attempt to awaken dormant memories in you or at least make your heart skip a beat from something other than an indescribable feeling of guilt. Your clothes, jewelry, dishes, men's things, books, jars of herbs, even a tidy sum of money lying in one of the drawers — nothing seemed familiar enough to you to remember anything.
And you didn't even notice how the sun had long disappeared behind the high mountains of the Geo Archon's lands, and the door of "your" house quietly opened. You were enthusiastically looking at the photos found in one of the many boxes lying in the attic when you heard unhurried footsteps coming from the kitchen before the man stopped at the bedroom door, causing you to turn around in fright.
— Oh, I'm sorry, Y/N, I didn't mean to scare you.
You're clutching a stack of photos so tightly, clutching them to your chest, as if it's the most valuable treasure you didn't even know existed. But now the glossy pieces of paper slip out of your hands as soon as your eyes meet the gaze of the man towering over you.
— Y-you are… — you stutter, looking away in confusion and suddenly stopping at one of the photos now lying on the floor. — My husband?
The man smiles softly. His golden, surprisingly snake-like eyes follow your gaze before he sits down opposite you. You can't help but take a closer look now in person at these long green curls, braided into a braid, probably incredibly soft and smooth to the touch when a man bends down, carefully picking up photos from the floor and collecting them in his hand.
— You always take them out when you're alone, — he smiles, giving you a gentle look from under the half-lowered glasses on the bridge of his nose. — And I'm also very disappointed that you didn't eat your breakfast after all.
— I just… — you mumble softly, but even those clumsy words melt on your tongue when you feel a man's long, elegant fingers wrap around your wrist, lifting your hand and turning your palm with the back of it to your face.
— This is the answer to your question, — the man raises his own hand, and you look at it in confusion, suddenly noticing the ring on your ring finger. And how did you not notice that before? Probably expensive gold and a small emerald, sparkling even in the dark, and on his hand… The same ring, but with a ruby. — I'm sorry, I seem to have forgotten to sign my letter with my name, as I usually do. Huh, maybe I just still have a glimmer of hope that one day you'll wake up and I won't have to get to know you again...
You notice how the man's amber eyes fill with sadness, but the corners of his lips are still stretched in a smile when he suddenly chuckles softly, interlacing the fingers of his free hand with yours, which he still holds in the canopy.
— But it's kind of cute, isn't it? I can meet you again and again, as for the first time, and hope that you will be able to love me again, — you finally feel your heart clench in your chest when he brings your clasped hands to his cheek. But it's not… it's not love. — My name is Baizhu, honey.
— Baizhu… — you repeat, as if deep in thought, but the man suddenly rises from the floor, still not letting go of your hand, slightly pulling you back and forcing you to retreat from another desperate struggle with your own memory.
— Don't overexert yourself, Y/N. You haven't eaten anything, let's go.
You feel like you should just let him take you to the kitchen, which you do, but for some reason you feel so damn uncomfortable around Baizhu. Those photos, his words, his look… Everything says that you probably love this man, since you even married him, but then why are you so worried?
You sit down at the table, carefully watching as an elegant man with perfect posture takes something from the refrigerator and hastily cuts it on a board before sending it to a heated frying pan. It smells delicious… Vegetables and some meat, as you think.
After a few minutes of waiting, a plate of warm snow-white rice appears on the table in front of you and a small portion of pieces of beef, carrots, pepper and sauce, which creates such an appetizing aroma that makes your stomach turn.
— I wanted to cook fish, but I decided that you should eat your favorite dish today.
— Hey! Are you going to pretend that I'm not here?
You scream when an unfamiliar high-pitched voice is heard behind you, and Baizhu just sighs resignedly, placing his palm on top of yours when you almost drop the chopsticks from your hand.
— Changsheng, could you not scare Y/N? — you don't understand with whom your husband is talking to, so you turn around hesitantly, noticing a squinting white snake on a small pillow, looking directly at you. — Y/N, please, don't be scared. This is Changsheng — she's not dangerous. She is… Our friend.
— Since when am I considered a friend of this little girl? I'm just an observer, girl, keep eating your dinner while I'm starving.
— Well, well, hush, — Baizhu suddenly gets up from the table just to get some treats for, it seems, your pet?..
— Why is she talking?! — you still find the strength to get out of your stupor and finally ask the man with his back turned to you.
— Oh, it's a long story, I'm afraid if I start telling it now, we'll go to bed too late, — Baizhu chuckles softly, leaving Changsheng alone with her food before returning to your table.
— Then you could tell me about it… Tomorrow?
«Tomorrow, right?»
You suddenly felt your stomach churn with fear. What's going to happen tomorrow anyway? Will you remember this conversation? Does it even matter what you say or do now if everything starts from scratch tomorrow?
— Of course, — your husband doesn't seem to be at all concerned about how your face is twisted by unpleasant emotions that have flooded into your scattered consciousness. You notice how he calmly starts his dinner, still smiling softly and bringing a piece of meat to his mouth before it disappears between his lips.
— Tell me… Baizhu, how long has this been going on?
You look at your portion, feeling that this food will surely satisfy your hunger, but for some reason your hands flatly refuse to take the chopsticks off the table again.
— Eat, Y/N, — your eyes meet. Baizhu looks at you with unreadable emotion. For sure, this is just a difficult topic for him.
Of course… After all, you'll forget everything that just happened, and he lives with it day by day, falling asleep again and again with the thought that once you wake up, he will be met with a frightened look again. You won't hug him, you won't kiss him, you won't tell him you love him.
You don't know who is he.
You didn't even notice the tears rolling down your cheeks until one of them dripped into your plate of food. It's all so damn unfair. Why do you feel such suffocating guilt, but at the same time you so irresistibly want to escape from here? Why do you want to run away from your own home, from your husband? It's all… too much.
— Oh dear,— Baizhu sighs. It seemed to him that it was not the first time he saw your tears, as if he even knows why you are crying, so he calmly puts down his chopsticks, reaching across a small table to brush a strand of hair from your face behind your ear and touch your reddened cheek. — I know it's hard for you. I promise, everything will change soon.
You look at Baizhu's blurred face in front of your tear-stained eyes, but you can't stop the tears even when you feel the thrill of his thumb caressing your skin.
«Is it hard for me? And you…»
— N-no, I'm sorry… I don't know what came over me, — you sob, trying to calm both yourself and your husband. You wanted to take his hand away from your face, but you let it linger a little longer on your cheek before Baizhu finally pulls away, instead picking up his chopsticks again and pinching a piece of meat from your plate between them.
— Eat, Y/N. You'll feel better, — his honey-colored voice sounds so gentle and affectionate when he speaks to you, bringing a thin slice of meat to your lips.
The smell is so inviting that you unconsciously open your mouth while the man gently puts the meat on your tongue.
— Ha-ha, you're a terrible in cook!
— Really? Then why are you eating my cooking with both cheeks, you rascal?
— Okay, okay, it's really delicious! Maybe it will even become my favorite dish, what do you say?
— Oh, you flatter me...
What kind of voice is that?.. This is not Baizhu.
The homely delicious taste on your tongue suddenly awakened fragments of memories, from which warmth spread in your chest. You remember the male figure so vaguely… his face is blurred, but you feel that your place is next to him. You want so much to grab onto this meager memory, but it slips away from you as quickly as it surfaced in your mind.
Baizhu notices you freeze for a few seconds before finally swallowing your food, and his snake eyes squint at you.
— Is something wrong? Did you remember anything?
— I… — you blunt your gaze down, suddenly feeling awkward. — No, nothing like that. It's just very tasty.
Why did you lie?
✧ ✧ ✧
July 19th
Annoying sunlight, the smell of fresh flowers, an unfamiliar room. And once again, you burst out of bed, clutching the blanket in your fists in fright, before you see the note lying on the bedside table.
«Read it when you wake up»
«If you're reading this, then you've already woken up. I'm sorry that I couldn't spend the morning with you properly again.
You probably have a lot of questions. I will definitely explain everything in more detail when I get home, but for now, just read the information that you will need to come to your senses.
Your name is Y/N. Unfortunately, by the cruel design of fate, you were destined to be tested by a disease that I, your husband, tirelessly struggle with day by day. Believe me, one day everything will change and I will no longer need to tell you everything that I will write next, over and over again every morning. But it's not a burden to me, my love, don't worry about it.
As soon as you fall asleep every night, your memories are erased in the morning, so you probably don't remember me or the house you ended up in.
This is our house, Y/N. We have been married for ten wonderful years now, and my love for you will never fade, no matter how many trials life throws at us.
Please eat the breakfast that I left on the table for you and drink the decoction that you are probably holding in your hand right now. Although this medicine will not help to overcome your illness, it will make it easier to survive the stress of the information you have just read.
You have nothing to fear, Y/N. You're safe in our house.
See you soon, my love.
Your Baizhu.»
When you enter the kitchen uncertainly, there is such a damn familiar smell in the air… meat and vegetables. For some reason, the phantom taste of this dish settles on your tongue and causes an inexplicable feeling of simultaneous calm and anxiety. It's probably what you ate yesterday, but then why are you so uncomfortable?..
Did something happen yesterday, or is it just a figment of your imagination?
Anyway, you notice a plate of pancakes still warm, and you look around the kitchen for a mug to make yourself some tea.
«Baizhu…»
You mentally repeat this name over and over again, trying to get it into your head that this is your husband's name. How could you forget such an important person in your life?
— Delicious… — swallowing the most delicate airy dough, you put down your fork and wrap your arms around your shoulders.
Your gaze turns to the street. The sun is shining brightly over Liyue, which didn't allow you to soak up in bed in blissful ignorance for another couple of hours. Will everything be fine if you go out for a walk? Baizhu… Your husband didn't leave any instructions on this topic. After all, you don't remember anything, but you're quite able to walk, so why are you procrastinating?
Hastily washing the dishes and leaving a clean plate with a mug by the sink, you went in search of clothes. Probably all the women's clothes in the closets of this house belong to you, although you do not remember buying at least one of them. Light dresses, a pair of traditional outfits, several pairs of shoes. There is no hint of what you are doing in this life at all. Do you really just live here and… that's it?
You look at several dresses incredulously, trying to imagine how they will fit you, but then you still choose what is more authentic, and turn to the mirror, taking in your figure with a glance. At least now you look less like a local lunatic than when you woke up in the morning.
When you got to the door, you suddenly noticed a small piece of paper lying on the shelf. The sheet doesn't look new like the one you found by your bed. As if this note has been lying here for a long time and it has already been read more than once.
Unable to overcome your own curiosity, you still sigh and take the folded piece of paper. For just a moment, you're tormented by the thought that this might belong to your husband, and you don't want to violate his personal space, but what the hell?
Unfolding the piece of paper, your eyes widened in surprise for a second before squinting at the drawings on the paper. It looks like a small map with small neat captions that indicated in the drawing, probably the house where you are now, and a certain place called the Bubu Pharmacy, under which it is indicated that your husband works there. Ah, now everything falls into place.
You breathed a sigh of relief.
Baizhu probably left this piece of paper just in case you want to take a walk. How sweet and thoughtful of him to worry about you not getting lost, and yet… It's a little unnerving for some reason.
Anyway, you folded the paper back up and put it in the pocket of the only bag you could find in the closet. Although you're sure you're not out of your mind enough to forget the way back, it's better to be safe, right?
When you emerged, you carefully closed the door with the key that your husband had left in the hallway. Fresh air… You take a deep breath, as if you've been locked up for ages, finally feeling a fleeting taste of freedom. Birds are chirping somewhere in the rustling deciduous branches, the grass tickles the bare skin of your feet peeking out of light sandals, and you were almost ready to just stay here and enjoy how the warmth of the sun warms the skin of your face, how the summer wind blows through the light fabric of the skirt of the dress, caressing your legs.
But from this hill, on which a small cozy house is built, in which you apparently live, there is also a beautiful view of the city below, which beckons you with all its appearance, and you do not even think to resist, so uncertainly, but still start your journey, led by pure curiosity and a desire to distract yourself.
When you get to the city, you are suddenly overcome by fear, which for some reason decided to make itself felt only now, when you are already standing with one foot on the bridge of Liyue Harbor.
What if there are people in the city that you should remember, but…
On the other hand, isn't this a good chance to try to remember something? If you have friends, family, and you are lucky enough to meet them on your way, won't they tell you what your husband might not know? Although it is foolish to believe that a person who cares so much about you would not have tried such a way to restore your memory, but still.
You have to try.
So many unfamiliar faces pass by you, but you look uncertainly at each of them. You might still be mistaken for a local lunatic, but what the hell difference does it make if you forget about everything tomorrow? You also notice local shops, restaurants and snack bars, looking curiously at the counters. It all seems familiar. It feels like you've been here before, but almost everything has changed since your last visit, except… The atmosphere? Yes, perhaps, the atmosphere of bright streets filled with the noise of conversations, muffled music and footsteps of hurrying people is exactly what seems native to you.
You stop at a jewelry store, mesmerized by the luxurious rings, chains and precious stones neatly laid out in the window. It's so beautiful, but it hardly suits you.
— You should definitely pay attention to this stone, — you flinch when a low, velvety male voice is heard behind you. You turn around and see an elegant, handsome man towering over you, thoughtfully pressing bent fingers in a black glove to his chin. Tall, slender, dressed in expensive fabrics that gleamed gold in the fading sunlight. The brown strands of his bangs barely sway in the light wind, as does the single exquisite earring in his ear. The stranger's amber eyes stare in amazement at the surprised expression on your face when you freeze, just looking up at him. — Ah, you must be… — the man suddenly stammers, clearing his throat before straightening up and smiling softly. — I wanted to say that this stone will suit you, besides, it is rare enough to be honored to be in your jewelry collection.
— Oh… I'm afraid I can't afford that, — you suddenly get embarrassed, nervously scratching the back of your head and looking away.
— I'm sorry for the tactlessness, I hadn't thought of that. It wasn't nice of me.
— No, it's all right!
— You are too kind, but still, as an apology, will you allow me to buy you tea?
You almost let out an exasperated sigh, but still decided to let the situation go. Although you really can't remember a single person you know, this gentleman's politeness is really amazing…
— If you insist, — you kindly agree, and the stranger gives you a soft smile before gesturing you to walk with him to a restaurant table on the opposite side of the street.
It's a little weird, but… this person doesn't seem bad. You watch a man kindly ask the waiter to serve two cups of tea, and thoughts begin to creep into your head that this man clearly has some kind of high position in this city. It is unlikely that ordinary people behave in this way because of a small misunderstanding.
— Ahem, I'm sorry, — you suddenly draw the man's attention to yourself as soon as the waiter hurriedly leaves the two of you. — I just wanted to say that really nothing terrible happened, so I hope you're not seriously worried about all this.
Honey-colored eyes widen as the man intertwines his long fingers on the table.
— Oh, I understand your concern. The thing is, I didn't really look at the price of this stone.
— Huh? — you wanted to be outraged that the first thing you noticed when you entered this store was the sky-high price tags, but then you cut yourself off. Perhaps this man is just so rich that he doesn't need to bother with such topics. — Ah, I get it. Then I suppose you were going to buy it for yourself, since you said it was quite rare?
— I'm afraid not. I can't afford it either.
«Who are you anyway?»
— I see…
The next few minutes passed in silence until two steaming cups of tea finally appeared on your table. The man thanked the waiter before gently wrapping his hand around the mug and bringing it to his lips. The stranger takes a short sip, closing his eyes and seeming to be aware for several seconds of the taste of the intoxicating drink that has fallen on his tongue.
— Perfect, — the man across from you suddenly breathed out before looking at you. — Please help yourself. This is the best tea in all of Liyue, I assure you, you'll not remain indifferent.
— I'm afraid to addicted to such expensive tea by accident, — you giggle nervously before trying your drink.
Well, the stranger really wasn't lying. Although you vaguely remember all the teas that you have ever tasted in your life, you could tell for sure that this one has a rich taste. Subtle fruity notes, slightly sweet, but not cloying… Perhaps it can really be called delicious.
— Oh, what an exquisite taste, — you try to look thoughtful, like him, when you swallow tea, trying to match your companion for today's walk, who, apparently, is even too well versed in what he cannot afford.
— I'm glad you like it.
— Okay, since we're having tea together now, can I at least get the name of the man who's treating me?
— Oh, where are my manners? I apologize. My name is Zhongli.
«Zhongli… Zhongli… something familiar»
— Well, then we'll get to know each other, Mr. Zhongli, — you smile politely, sipping a little more from your cup.
— And you?..
Damn, did you seriously ask his name and forget to do the same in response? Maybe you should have stayed home after all.
— Oh, yes… I… my name is Y/N.
Zhongli notices you stuttering, stumbling over the words before finally saying your name, and his eyes narrow for a moment before relaxing again.
— Perhaps my question may seem tactless to you, but you didn't want to tell me your name? Because it seemed to me that it was very difficult for you, — the man chuckles softly before taking another sip of tea.
— Huh, no… I don't want to burden you with my problems.
— No, it won't be a burden for me. Of course, if that's your wish, — Zhongli suddenly cuts you off.
You're hesitating, fidgeting in your chair. It doesn't look like he really knows you, so… wouldn't it be okay if you told him? He really doesn't look like a bad person, and how can such absurd information about you benefit him? No more than the babble of a stranger he met on the street.
— The thing is, I don't remember my name. I had to strain my memory a little to remember what my husband called me in the note he left me this morning… I don't remember anything and I seem to forget even the day I lived earlier, as soon as I fall asleep. So I suppose even our acquaintance will eventually be forgotten, as sad as it is to admit.
You suddenly become gloomy, plunging back into unpleasant thoughts about what is happening in your life at all… And can it even be considered yours if you don't remember it?
— That's how it is, — Zhongli chuckles, thinking at first, and then his eyebrows rise, as if he remembered something important, and one of his hands reaches into his pocket, from which the man takes out a small notebook. — Then why don't you write it down?
You look at him with undisguised surprise, but his words sound like something taken for granted, but something that you would never have thought of yourself in your life.
— Write it down?..
— Yes. You can write down that you visited a jewelry store today and met me there, and after that we talked and had tea. Then next time, if fate brings us together again, you can find out from your notes that we have met before.
— But I… can write down everything that happens every day… won't that help me remember at least what happened yesterday? — you enthusiastically press your palms against the table, asking this question more to yourself than to Zhongli, but he nods approvingly in response.
— I suppose so.
— Archons… — you feel tears coming to the corners of your eyes, and blink several times, graciously accepting the man's gift. — Thank you very much, Zhongli. I will… take care of that.
The man smiles, feeling a certain relief when he notices that he seems to have helped you solve some problem that was bothering you today.
— Glad to help, — you put the notebook in your pocket when the man finishes his tea and sets the cup aside. — I hope this will improve your condition a little.
You flinch when someone's hand squeezes your shoulder tightly. You turn around, lifting your head to see the man looming over you, whom you seem to have already seen in the photo in your house…
«Ah…»
— Oh, I suppose that's your husband? — Zhongli doesn't seem worried at all as he gets up from the table, slightly bowing to Baizhu standing behind you.
— Mr. Zhongli, what a blessing that you are the one who met my wife. I'm afraid to imagine what could happen to her if she walked around the Harbor alone, — you notice how your husband's eyes close and his lips stretch into a sweetly friendly smile.
— I just gave the young lady tea as an apology for my own tactlessness.
— It's nice that you admit your mistakes, it's very rare nowadays.
Their conversation sounds quite normal, but for some reason you feel your stomach clench with worry and anxiety.
— Like loyalty to the contract, good manners are something that has long been highly valued in Liyue, — Zhongli suddenly turns his gaze to you. — Now, if you'll excuse me. I suppose I can put you in safe hands now and take my leave.
— Y-yes… — you finally squeeze out the quiet words. — Thank you… for the tea.
Zhongli is smiling.
— I hope you won't forget the taste of it and come back here to taste it again.
And the man left.
✧ ✧ ✧
Baizhu didn't say a word as he dragged you up the stairs to a place that seemed to be the very Bubu Pharmacy to which he drew a map for you. It was quite strange to just let a man you didn't really know drag you in a rather possessive manner to a place that you only found out about in the morning, but for some reason you also remain silent, obediently following him.
It's like you have no other choice. Maybe, in fact, it is.
Your «husband» suddenly stops as soon as you overcome the seemingly endless staircase.
— I'm sorry, please. I shouldn't have been so harsh. You must be scared now.…
You notice how Baiazhu's face contorts in remorse as he looks at you with concern, gently squeezing your palms in his.
— It's all right.… I just found this and thought you wouldn't mind if I took a walk, — you pull your hand out of his grip and take out a homemade card from your pocket, which the man immediately snatches from your fingers.
— It doesn't matter. Y/N, I'm just worried about your condition. I don't think you should talk to strangers. Although Mr. Zhongli is a respected person, I don't know how this can affect your condition. Yes, I left this card, but I didn't think you'd be afraid to go anywhere other than my job, so…
— That's enough, — Baizhu freezes, silently opening his mouth when your face takes on an irritated look, and you cut off his endless stream of words. — I can understand your concern, but isn't everything okay? I'm here, I'm fine.…
— Y/N, I know it's pointless to ask you for anything, but just… Believe me, it would be better for you if you just stayed at home or if you came to me. Why didn't you come to me?
— BECAUSE I DON'T KNOW YOU! — you suddenly shout out, causing Baizhu to freeze in shock. Your words are laced with malice and it's so damn disgusting, but you can't help yourself. — I'm sorry, but I don't remember you, you know that yourself! Why should I listen to you at all? I wanted to take a walk, I have the right to do that, don't I?!
— Y/N, you're crossing the line, — you feel your husband's grip tighten on your palm, which was still in his hand. His snake-like eyes seemed to flash with anger, and the soft smile that you saw earlier disappeared from his face, as if it had never been on him.
The very air around the two of you has become heavier, and you feel like you're starting to suffocate. You have to say something, do something.… Apologize? For what?
— Mr. Baizhu… — you both turn around when you hear a small child's voice coming from the entrance of the Hut. Do you suddenly notice a little girl literally plastered from head to toe with… talismans? — I heard a noise.…
— Oh, Qiqi, it's okay, you can wait for me inside, — as if at the snap of his fingers, a kind and gentle smile shines on Baizhu's face again. But the grip on your arm remains just as painful.
— Okay...
The little girl awkwardly squeezes back out the door, and your husband turns back to you. You can feel his fingers slowly relaxing around your palm.
— I have a few more things to settle, and then we can go home. Or do you want to take another walk around the city?
— No, it's not… I'll wait for you here.
Why do you keep groveling in front of him, even though you've just seen what he can be like? It's an inexplicable feeling.… It's like you're being held down by unbreakable chains held by this man. You don't like it.
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The drive home was stressful, although Baizhu tried his best to defuse the situation by gently holding your hand and asking all sorts of trivial questions. He feels how tense you are, feels that you don't trust him, but he doesn't seem to pay any attention to it on purpose.
The rest of the evening goes the same way. He helps you change, cooks dinner for you, and you eat together, exchanging a few phrases before it's time to go to bed. You feel a certain relief that you will probably forget this chaotic day when you wake up the next morning, but… now you have a way to remember.
Is it worth writing about it? Is Baizhu really not trustworthy?
You don't know.
— Honey, are we going to bed? — your husband gently strokes your head, standing in the doorway of your bedroom until you dare to enter, clutching the hem of your shirt tightly.
— Yes, but I need to… Go to the bathroom.
That smile again.
— Okay, I'll be waiting for you in bed.
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July 20th
You're having a wonderful dream. You feel so happy, so carelessly free, when your palm rests in the hand of a man who kisses you on the top of your head.
And this image inevitably blurs before your eyes, no matter how hard you try to remember his face. All that you are allowed to take with you from this sweet dream is a feeling of warmth and comfort, woven by the pure feelings that you feel towards this person whom you are punished to forget.
And the last thing you see is a snake sneaking into your cozy nest before it wraps around the silhouette of the man you love, causing him to disappear without a trace. You want to scream, you want to cry, but you just look at how your pencil-drawn life is erased with an eraser, and obsessive images are drawn on top, from which a suffocating lump rises to your throat.
«Wake up, T/I…»
You open your eyes wide. The room, the smell, the warmth enveloping your body — everything is so unfamiliar and causes the anxiety that you experienced in the last moments of your spoiled sleep. You want to pull away from the pillow, but some force holds you motionless before you feel the movements on the other side of the bed.
It's so hard to breathe, and you purse your lips when you look down, noticing a man's hand hugging your body. Maybe it's…
— Good morning, Y/N.
You turn your head and see a sleepy man. His long green hair was carelessly scattered over the blanket, like thousands of threads that, if you blink, will wrap around your limbs. The man smiles softly, looking at you from under heavy eyelids. His amber eyes are like viscous honey, deceptively sweet and alluring.
— W-who are you? — you grab the edges of the blanket with your hands, pulling it higher over your body and fearfully tucking your legs in. A strange feeling of discomfort appears between the closed thighs, and before that only a distant nausea, originating somewhere in your stomach, begins to be felt more clearly.
— Your husband, of course. I'm glad that I have the opportunity to spend the morning with you today. It's not often that I get this opportunity, — a man's palm, resting on your stomach a second ago, now moves to your cheek, and before you even have time to react, his lips are on yours. The kiss is short and gentle, but you don't respond to it, only letting out a dissatisfied moan before the man pulls away, quietly grinning. — I'm sorry, I couldn't resist. You're so cute when you're sulking.
— Why should I believe you? And… — you wipe your lips with the back of a trembling palm. — …don't do that anymore.
The man smiles, resting his chin on his palm.
— In our house, you'll find many confirmations for every word I say. Although you don't remember it, we've been married for ten years and we love each other.
— Then this is… — you look down, squeezing your hips harder, feeling your underwear stick uncomfortably to your skin, before turning your gaze to a naked pale man barely covered with a blanket.
His face contorts in obviously feigned embarrassment.
— Ahem, like I said, we're married. Unfortunately, you forget all the events of the past day, so you probably don't remember what we did last night.
— That's how… — you want to believe his words, but for some reason there is something inexplicable about this man.
Dangerous.
— I think we should take a shower. Will you join me?
— I'm sorry, I… it's so awkward to ask, uh… — you look away, clearing your throat before your «husband» interrupts your mumbling.
— Baizhu. My name is Baizhu, — he smiles again, leaving a short kiss on your forehead before getting out of bed.
Your assumption that he really wasn't wearing clothes turned out to be correct. Baizhu puts on a robe before silently leaving the room. You hurriedly glance around the bedroom, but then glance towards the open door, hearing a quiet noise coming from, it seems, the kitchen. Hesitantly, you reach down, running your fingers under your underwear, almost immediately feeling your fingertips touch a viscous substance that instantly sticks to your skin. You abruptly pull your hand out from under the blanket, noticing how a cloudy milky slime has remained on your fingers.
«Indeed… Either you're my husband, or…»
No, this man doesn't look like a crazy maniac. You examine your arms and the rest of your body for bruises or any other signs of violence, finding no evidence of your frightening theory. Your gaze skims around the room once more, noticing a couple of photos, flowers standing on a table by the window, a woman's robe hanging on the back of a chair that probably belongs to you.
This place really looks like the home of two lovers. Cozy, bright and tidy.
— Here, have a drink, — you startled when Baizhu's voice suddenly rings out in the silence of the room. He's standing over your figure sitting on the bed, holding a small mug in his hand, even though you didn't even hear him come back.
— What is it? — you ask, holding out your hand in disbelief.
— I'm a doctor and I'm trying to cure you. I haven't been successful so far, but it's the least I can do, at least to avoid aggravating your condition.
When you accepted the mug from the man, you immediately felt the characteristic smell of herbs. The liquid is transparent, having a slightly greenish tint. It looks like a harmless decoction. You take a sip, instantly feeling the disgusting bitter taste on your tongue, and choke, almost spitting it all back out.
— Ha-ha, you've never liked taking my medicine, — Baizhu laughs, giving you a warm look before moving away from the bed only to take your robe from the chair and return, spreading it out in front of you while you writhe down the last sips of the decoction. — So you're accepting my invitation?
✧ ✧ ✧
It was so strange to feel the touch of a man you barely knew, who called himself your husband, when he was carefully helping you take a bath. Nothing obscene, but… you felt out of place. Baizhu acts like he's really known you for decades, but you can't return the favor. It's so weird. You didn't feel bad when his hands slid down your stomach, then gently and gently rinsing your crotch from the effects of last night, but it's embarrassing.
For some reason, you feel ashamed that you don't have feelings for this person. On the contrary, you don't even feel comfortable being around him. Of course, you don't remember him, and that's a perfectly normal reaction, but still… This is kind of crazy.
— As much as I'd like to stay with you, I still have patients waiting for me, so… I hope you can manage without me until tonight?
You wipe your hair with a towel, noticing that Baizhu has already managed to get dressed, braid his long hair into a braid and put on glasses. He looked very different than at this morning, but you can't say he looks worse now.
— I've done with this before, haven't I? — you giggle nervously, suddenly thinking about what you do every day.
— That's right, — the man smiles, slowly approaching you. For just a moment, he just stops his gaze on your confused figure before bending down and touching his lips to your cheek. — Then see you tonight, Y/N.
— Y-yes, see you tonight… Baizhu.
The door closes, you hear a loud click from turning the key. He's gone.
You just stand in the middle of the kitchen for a while trying to figure out what to do next, before your gaze stops at one of the drawers, on which it is written in neat handwriting «If you want to have a snack».
You don't feel like eating. Although Bai Zhu mentioned that he always leaves food in the fridge for you while you took a shower together, you hardly feel hungry. To tell you the truth, you don't feel anything. It's so weird, but you're really not standing here because you're thinking or because you need some time alone with yourself. You don't know what you have to do. Although the windows are tightly locked, you can see that the weather is quite pleasant outside, but Bai Zhu took the keys with him. He probably doesn't want you to go out alone.
He probably just cares about you.
You walk over and open the candy drawer, pursing your lips and just staring at the various candies and chocolates that you probably love.
— What am I even doing… — you sigh, about to close the drawer, but as soon as you start to slide it back, your gaze catches on some object lying under the stacks of neatly folded sweets.
You carefully push the chocolates away, noticing a small leather-bound notebook underneath. The first thought that crossed your mind before you unfolded the notebook is that there are probably some recipes written down here, since it is in the kitchen, but even after a cursory scan of the carelessly written lines, you realized that this is not the case.
«I don't know if you will check this place tomorrow, but I know for sure that Baizhu will not look into this box for a few more days…»
«I don't know why I'm hiding this diary, but it seems right to me…»
«July 19th
Today I met a man named Zhongli, who handed me this notebook. He seemed very friendly to me, but I still think that I should be careful with any people with whom I'm connected by fate. Don't you also feel this inexplicable anxiety? It's like everyone knows something you don't. It's so annoying.»
«Baizhu was acting strangely today… When he saw me chatting with Zhongli, they had a very strange conversation. I heard their words, but all the time I had the impression that I did not understand at all what they were talking about. Baizhu is definitely familiar with Zhongli, but does this mean that Zhongli knows me? If so, why didn't he say anything? Why did you pretend that we didn't know each other?»
«I thought about it all the way home while Baizhu tried to pretend that nothing had happened. He's trying to help me, so why didn't he give me a notebook like this before? Wouldn't that help me at least try to remember what happened the day before? It's not enough, I understand, but still… isn't it weird?»
«I feel like he won't let me out of the house anymore. Baizhu was so angry, even though he tried to pretend that he wasn't. He asked me why I didn't come to him…»
«Be careful. I don't know what is really going on, but… all hope is that I will find out in the future, which means I must keep this diary even at the cost of my life. Please move it to another place so that Baizhu will definitely not find it.»
«I'm relying on you. You should know what to do.»
The last lines of the diary, written in obvious haste, began to blur before your eyes. Your head is splitting so much that it feels like it's about to burst, and you wrap your hands around your face, dropping the notebook on the floor, when chaotic images begin to emerge under your closed eyelids.
A man in a suit, the taste of hot sweet tea. Fresh air, the paths of Liyue streets.
«Ah, you must be...»
«I hope you won't forget the taste of it and come back here to taste it again»
«T/I, you're crossing the line»
It's so hard to put the pieces together, like a puzzle with missing parts, but you're desperate to see the whole picture. An obsession that can drive itself crazy, but something forcibly keeps it in check at the cost of lost fragments. You really need to remember this, remember everything, but you run into an impenetrable wall, suddenly opening your eyes.
The kitchen, silence and only a very distant muffled sound of rustling leaves.
— What was that just now?.. — you rub your eyes, just pausing for a second before taking a deep breath and slowly exhaling, opening your eyes again and glancing at the notebook on the floor.
You have to… Continue recording. You have to write down everything that happened today, you have to write down what will happen tonight.
✧ ✧ ✧
July 23rd
— Have a drink.
You're sitting at the kitchen table, staring in surprise at your husband, who is handing you a mug.
— But I already drank it this morning.…
— You need to take this decoction twice a day, honey. I know you don't like the taste of it, but it's for your own good, — Baizhu smiles, leaving the mug on the table and insistently pushing it towards you.
You've been acting weird the last few days. Every morning starts the same as usual, but once Baizhu leaves for work and comes back, you… no, you just can't remember. It's impossible.
The man gently strokes your head, watching intently as you swallow the decoction. Every last drop.
— Good girl.
Baizhu's palm descends lower, gently massaging your neck. You flinch at the unexpected oppressive, but not unpleasant feeling, putting your mug back on the table. The bitter taste lingers on your tongue, forcing you to reluctantly swallow again.
— Baizhu…
The man tilts his head to the side, continuing to stand behind you, now moving his hand to your shoulder.
— Will I ever be able to… live as usual?
Baizhu narrows his eyes. The corners of his lips twitch before stretching into a soft smile.
— I'll do my best for this.
— But this decoction is the only thing I'm taking right now, isn't it? Isn't there… another medicine?
Baizhu's long fingers squeeze your shoulder harder.
— I'll definitely find it, dear.
— What if… — you stammer, suddenly pursing your lips, not sure if it's worth saying what you're going to say.
— If? — the man bends down, and you can feel his breath, from which the stray hairs are slightly waving near your ear.
— If… If I keep a diary?
— A diary? — the tone of Baizhu's voice lowers, and you can almost feel the smile fading from his face. — Where did you get such thoughts?
— Isn't that logical? If I can't remember what happened yesterday…
—No, — your husband cuts you off in mid-sentence. — We've been through this before, honey. Do you really think that I would neglect any way to help you if he was a worker?
— No, I'm not…
— You don't trust me?
You swallow nervously. Under the skin, the purest manifestation of fear that a person can experience seems to snake. This question… There is only one correct answer to it. It's on the tip of your tongue, but for some reason you don't dare say it out loud. Why? Do you really not trust him?
— I… — you take a deep breath before turning to face Baizhu. You're looking straight into cold golden eyes, staring intently at how you're desperately trying to hide the worry appearing on your face. He can feel the blood pumping furiously through your veins, throbbing under his grip on your shoulder. — Of course I trust you.
You gently place your hand over Baizhu's fingers, which are almost painfully pressed into your skin. Baizhu sees your expression soften, and you gently stroke his cool skin with your thumb, bending slightly and leaning your cheek against his hand.
The pulsations under his palm are becoming more and more distinct.
— Don't scare me like that anymore. I'm willing to do anything for you, — the grip on your shoulder loosens, and the fingers of Baizhu's free hand tangle in your hair as he bends even lower. His lips are just an inch from yours. You can feel his steady breathing on the skin of your face. — Anything.
And he kisses you.
So possessive and persistent. He can't help himself. He wants to tear you to pieces. He feels the bitter taste of lies on your lips. The same taste that his own lips have.
You're so unfair.
Isn't Baizhu doing enough for you? Why do you doubt it? It hurts Baizhu so much. He feels his heart oozing with a viscous, stinking black substance — the fruit of his own sin and your disgusting lies, and if he is ready to admit his own inferiority, ready to be punished for his actions, then you… he cannot accept that you can be so cruel to him.
You hesitate, trying to hold back the urge to push Baizhu away as his hand slides down your forearm before settling on your hip. It's not like a normal kiss. His tongue invades your mouth uninvited, long and slippery, almost making you gasp as he pushes insistently towards your throat before wrapping around yours again. You whine when he moves, now standing in front of you and possessively stroking your knee.
You were so sweet when you touched his hand. Baizhu almost believed in the sincerity of your words. He really wants to believe. And that's why he can't stop now until he feels your devotion on his own body. You belong to him. Your smell, your taste, your body and soul are all his.
Finally, the suffocating kiss is broken, and Baizhu's lips come off yours. He slowly pulls away, and the thread of your saliva mixture stretching between you breaks off as he begins to kneel down. You squirm in your chair, fearfully clutching the hem of your skirt as his palms slide up your thighs. The tips of your fingers deliberately touch the inside of your trembling legs, which you squeeze to the last before finally hesitantly spreading apart, feeling that if you don't, Baizhu will force them apart.
— What is it, honey? Don't you like it?
A cloying, such a disgustingly cloying voice. You know that he only expects one answer from you, but Baizhu also knows that you really want to answer. Are you lying again? No. This time he knows you're only lying to yourself. He's sure that if he touches your hot crotch now, he will feel the moisture sticking to the fabric of your panties. Isn't that adorable? Your resistance against the desires of your own body is what Baizhu lacked when he fucked you in your sleep, so pliant and completely surrendered to true desires.
— I-like it… — you whisper so uncertainly that you feel sick of how inept this little lie is.
— Well, of course… After all, I know you better than anyone else, — the tips of his fingers cling to your panties, and you reluctantly slightly lift your hips, allowing him to pull them down your legs and lift up your skirt. — I know what you want… — Baizhu's lips are pressed against the inside of your thigh. — I know that you love… — he inhales the fragrance coming from you, burrowing deeper and deeper between your legs. — I know that you'll never lie to me. Is that right, Y/N? You're only mine, aren't you? — your frightened eyes meet Baizhu's frighteningly cold gaze, and you nervously swallow a heavy lump in your throat before answering softly.
— Yes… only yours.
The amber eyes narrow slightly before Baizhu's lips stretch into his trademark smile.
— Even if you forget again, I'll remind you of it again and again, every minute of my life, if necessary… — you feel the man's hot breath on the sensitive skin of your thighs when he lowers his head lower again. — I'll always remind you of who you belong to.
There's something wrong with him, you shouldn't feel good with him.… But your consciousness is inevitably clouded by the uncontrollable heat localized in the bottom of your stomach. You can try to deceive yourself, but you can never deceive human nature itself. Baizhu knows how to please you, knows how to make you swallow all those brazen lies that came out of your tongue earlier and replace them with sweet moans that he loves to hear so much.
Baizhu can give you the love, enjoyment, and happy life you deserve. A life that no one else could give you. Just him.
And this is just the beginning.
«Be patient a little more, Y/N… I'll fix it soon…»
Your body trembles as Baizhu wraps his arms around your hips from below, keeping your legs spread apart. You feel so strange.… The sweet anticipation is so tempting, but it's like something's wrong. The darkness so languidly gives way to the vague outlines of your own legs with Baizhu between them as you blink slowly.
And then you see him.
The image of Baizhu suddenly blurs, replaced by the image of another man. You know him. You should know. Just for a moment you have time to look at his face, remember his soft smile, hear a voice calling your name.
You scream when you see your «husband» in his place again. His wide amber eyes are watching intently as you press your palms to your lips in horror. Your chest is shaking, rising and falling sharply in time with your labored breathing. The shackles of deceptive pleasure seem to have evaporated, now replaced by pure panic and anxiety, which penetrate deep into your skin, sending a chill down your spine.
— You… — you're not blinking. It seemed like you even stopped breathing. — Who are you?
✧ ✧ ✧
July 21st
«He refused to let me out on the street. When I asked him if I could at least go to work with him, his face suddenly darkened, but he was still smiling. As always.
Whatever he's trying to hide from me, sooner or later I'll get to the truth...»
«Why does he keep giving me this decoction? As soon as I asked what was in it and what it was for, Baizhu didn't answer anything and just changed the subject. It's so weird…»
July 22nd
«What if I had asked him about the diary? I really don't understand what he wants.… I know that Baizhu wants to help, I know that I should appreciate what he does for me, but think about it. Have you ever seen him do anything for you? Why does he never talk about my past life? Why does he just say that he is my husband and nothing else?»
«You have to find Zhongli… He definitely knows something. It's very risky, but why don't you try to escape through the window when he's not at home?»
July 23rd
«I met with Zhongli, but to no avail. No matter what I asked, his answers were so vague…»
«He said he couldn't tell me the whole truth. He said: «Why don't you ask your husband about it?». Should I even do this? The more I dig into it, the more I realize that he can't be trusted…»
«I have to ask him. Otherwise, it will never stop. I'm starting to remember… I'm starting to remember very vaguely the person I shouldn't have forgotten. Who is he? Baizhu should know him. But I can't ask about it directly.… I think he might get angry if I ask about another man.»
July 25th
— How sweet, — Baizhu smiles, gently closing the small notebook. — And how ugly it is for the God of Contracts to violate his own terms, although … — the man grins, slightly throwing his head back. — …but I should thank him, because don't trials make our ties stronger?
Baizhu turns to you.
— Oh, yes, yes, you can't answer me, — the tips of your fingers run over the tape tightly glued to your lips. — I'm sorry that I had to go to extreme measures. The last few days have been as hard for me as for you… I had to work overtime, leave you alone in this state. There wasn't a second that I didn't think about you, I swear.
He's stroking your cheek.
— Tomorrow will be our last first meeting, I promise. I'll make you forget about everything that worries you so much.… It's the least I can do to help you.
You mumble incoherently, fidgeting in your chair.
— Oh, I know what you want to say. I'm sick of having to do this to you myself. I really wanted it to be different, but your memories started coming back too soon.… This is my mistake. I'll fix it.
For a moment, Baizhu's face is distorted with mock sadness.
— I'm really sorry that I had to get rid of your former husband, — the man sighs. — I wanted you to forget about him, but even my skill is not perfect, it took a little time to refine the «medicine». I'm sorry you had to go through all this.
You gasp for air, about to scream as soon as Baizhu tears the tape off your face, but his fingers instantly press into your jaw, tilting your head back and forcing your mouth wide open.
— I have to give you credit. Although the idea of the diary seemed innocent to me at first, when you had already kept it before, this time you surpassed yourself. I knew that sooner or later you would start digging into things that you don't need to dig into, — Baizhu clicks his tongue. — You should have just trusted me. I have to be the only one who will carry this load.
You take a deep breath and immediately choke when he forcibly pours a disgusting-tasting liquid into your mouth, which you try to spit out, but it inevitably flows down your throat anyway.
— You don't need this.
The room suddenly starts spinning before your eyes. The tinnitus drowns out the sound of your coughing and vomiting.
— See you in our new life, Y/N.
✧ ✧ ✧
July 26th
Bright sunlight, marking the beginning of a new day, persistently seeps through heavy eyelids, inevitably squinting when consciousness gradually returns to you after a deep sleep. It stings so unpleasantly, and you turn away from the source of the rays, which cruelly outrages your eyes. The embrace of sleep doesn't lose hope of keeping you at least a moment longer in its warmth, but for some reason the heart in your chest shudders restlessly, forcing you to explode from the soft pillow.
A slight shortness of breath, and the eyes open abruptly. You're clutching the blanket convulsively in your hands.
Your eyes are frantically running around an unfamiliar room, you feel a drop of cold sweat trickling down your temple. Fragments of a painful nightmare pop up in my mind. There is still a bitter taste on the tongue, causing nausea.
— Are you awake yet, honey? — you turn your head sharply in the direction from which the velvety gentle voice is coming.
There's a man you don't know standing in the doorway. His eyes are closed behind the glasses resting on the bridge of his nose, and his lips are stretched in a smile while he holds two steaming mugs in his hand, from which a subtle coffee aroma emanates. You scan the soft features of his friendly face with your gaze, and suddenly your eyes widen when they notice a white snake wrapped around his neck.
— Hey, Baizhu! You already left me for a few days with Qiqi, and now you're forcing me to inhale this disgusting smell. Get it away from me, — the snake suddenly spoke in a haughty tone, making you completely numb from shock.
— Okay, okay, — the green-haired man grins, leaving the mugs on your bedside table before sitting on the corner of the bed next to you. — How are you feeling, Y/N?
You tear your stunned gaze away from the pouting and averted snake and turn your attention to the man who is carefully wrapping his arms around one of your palms.
— I… don't know… I'm sorry, but who are you?
The man's fingers tremble on your palm. His smile widens a little.
— Don't worry, my love, I'll tell you everything now.
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August 5th
Baizhu sips tea from his cup, sighing contentedly. He turns his head to the side where the sound of your ringing laughter is coming from. You carefully place a homemade wreath of flowers that you have managed to collect around your house on Qiqi's head, with a doomed look allowing you to play with yourself like with a charming doll. The little girl looks at you in a puzzled way, probing with her hands what turned out to be on her head, and you smugly straighten up, resting your fists on your hips, glancing at Baizhu, sitting at a table in the garden not far from the two of you. You wave at him and smile radiantly, making the man's heart clench in his chest for a moment.
So carefree and happy.
— I see that she's fine now, — Zhongli says, covering his golden eyes before taking a sip of his hot drink.
— Was there any problem? — Baizhu smiles, interlacing his fingers on the table.
The man opposite chuckles, returning his cup back to the small saucer.
— I'm sick of watching them not detach from each other for the last few days, — Changsheng snorts in displeasure, curling a tighter ring around Baizhu's neck.
— What a nice tea,— Zhongli glances at the empty cup. — Thank you for the invitation. I think I should go now.
Baizhu smiles softly, getting up from the table after the guest.
— I hope you'll find some more time to visit my wife and me someday. You were so kind to help her last time, and this is the least I could do to express my gratitude.
Zhongli nods briefly.
— I'm always happy to help.
— Oh, and by the way… — Baizhu takes out a small notebook from his pocket, handing it to the Consultant. — It was so kind of you to give my wife such a lovely gift, but I'm afraid she can't accept it.
Zhongli's eyes widen slightly when he recognizes the object in Baizhu's hand as the notebook he gave you at your last meeting before taking it back.
— It's a pity, but I guess it did her a favor after all.
— More than that, — the Doctor smiles, squinting slightly. — I hope you know what to do with it. Although I follow all the laws of Liyue, but this time I can forgive some mistake that you allowed yourself to make by violating the terms of our contract. It would be a shame if you were careless enough to look for loopholes in it again, Mr. Zhongli.
— I could say that I hope for future fruitful cooperation, but I wouldn't like to accidentally meet you again at night on the Wuwang Hill.
Baizhu chuckles softly.
— Fair point, — the Doctor turns around again, noticing how you worriedly pull out the wreath that Qiqi was trying to eat from her hands. — It would be extremely awkward to meet again under such circumstances.
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Double Trouble [SAGAU Imposter Edition]
Aka the- I got tired of the angst that is imposter au and present to you a more positive, chaotic approach- edition. Featuring you and your doppelgänger tricking everyone into believing you're not the Creator by pretending to be a body double.
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After being unwillingly transported into Genshin Impact, you bumped into someone who... looks exactly just like you??
There's a brief moment of shock (and anger because your doppelgänger was the shoot first ask questions later type of person) before you two decided to settle down to answer each other's questions.
The two of you didn't like the answers though.
"... so in your world, Tevyat and everyone in it is part of a game." Your doppelgänger summarised, "But here in Tevyat, you're known as the adored and worshipped Creator who ascends above Celestia."
"But I don't want to be this 'Creator' person." You pointed out, "And it seems unfair to appear out of nowhere and steal your life from you since you're the-"
"A puppet? An imposter?" Your doppelgänger scoffed, "It's literally in my job description, pretend to be you until you return."
"Hey, you have your life and relationships here and I got ripped away from mine." You snapped back, "And I was going to say that since you're known as the all-powerful Creator, can't you send me back home?"
"... about that..."
Long story short, you're stuck in Tevyat for an indefinite amount of time.
The train of bad news got longer when your doppelgänger decided to fill you in on how much the Creator of Tevyat was... worshipped and adored.
To sum it up, you're stuck in a world where you bearing the face and name of the Creator is an instant execution.
"... how in the absolute fuck did you gain a harem of yanderes." You whispered, horrified and terrified for your life.
Your doppelgänger merely shrugged in response, not quite understanding half of what you were saying but it sounded relatable enough after recounting some memorable details of their faithful acolytes.
But seriously? Making the Creator's name a taboo to be used for children; having shrines, statues, and festivals held by the Archons dedicated to the Creator; the stalkerish worship and overprotectiveness of every. single. acolyte. to the point your doppelgänger resorted to running away for a breather.
It's a literal hell on earth for an introvert like you.
"I will die when they assume I'm your imposter." You announced, finally gathering your thoughts together, "But you will die if they find out you're the imposter."
Your doppelgänger nodded, a look of dread on their face that you can't bear to look at.
"... but, that is only if they find out the truth." You started, forming an idea that sounded so impossible, so outlandish, that it might actually work if you guys think it through.
Your doppelgänger flinched at the maniac stare you sent to them, "How well do you know about the history of the two Electro Archons?"
And thus, the body double story was created by two desperate individuals.
Your doppelgänger had created you, their body double/twin, in both image and name to split the work of the Creator as they were growing tired and numb after centuries.
You would travel around Tevyat secretly to help your doppelgänger in international relations while hiding the true reason: to find your way home. Your doppelgänger, on the other hand, will have more time for their adoring harem and have the opportunity to relax and have fun.
Safe to say, the adoring acolytes fell for the story after your doppelgänger mentioned 'more free time with them'.
"Oh dear Creator, you could've told us of your burdens instead of resorting to this." While you appreciated not being objectified, you preferred being alive more as Zhongli glared holes into your back.
Your doppelgänger gave him a shy smile, "I wouldn't wish to burden you like this, Zhongli, you deserve your retirement. Plus, having my sibling around would be more fun." They chirped.
Someone in the background choked.
If possible, Ei's eyebrows rose higher, "Your... sibling?"
Your doppelgänger -god you need a name for them- nodded excitedly, causing a few coos from the weaker acolytes at their adorableness, "My sibling! I created them from my flesh and blood so they're like my twin in some sense, isn't that right dear sibling~"
You flashed them a smile and a thumbs-up, pretending that the suspicious glares aimed at you were pratically non-existence while wondering when can you escape this place to travel this brand new world you're in.
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Doppelgänger: prepare for trouble!
You: and make it double!
Doppelgänger: to protect the world from devastation!
You: to unite all peoples within our nation!
Doppelgänger: to denounce all evils of truth and love!
You: to extend our reach to the stars above!
Doppelgänger/You: (Y/N)!!
Doppelgänger: Team Creator blasts off at the speed of light!
You: Surrender now or prepare to fight!
Traveler: ... I would appreciate the slogan more if this weren't the eighteenth time you two barged in
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spacedreamhead · 5 months
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𝕗𝕠𝕣𝕓𝕚𝕕𝕕𝕖𝕟 • yandere morax x fem. reader
He knows how much you love them, how much you love to protect your homeland and its people. For you, an adept, it is a honour to protect Liyue. Though, the geo archon has promised himself when anyone tries to harm his wife he would personally get rid off them. It is a matter of fact that you are truly special and precious to him. [yandere morax x fem. reader]⎢all characters⎢ nsfw
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Genshin Impact
The Geo Archon - Morax
I.・ ☽ ⸻ First.
It is nightfall when Zhongli breathes heavily. His dilated pupils of his eyes look to the documents on his desk. His heart beats rapidly against his chest when he imagines your small frame underneath his massive form. He groans in frustration when he thinks of your softly skin rubbing against his rougher one. He slowly leads his hand to his trousers releasing his throbbing shaft. He imagines you in different positions in bed - ass high up as he sees your dripping cunt asking to be fucked by him. He would completely devour your trenching pussy revealing an erotical sound from you. A frustrated sigh escapes his lips before his hand grips tightly his shaft moving his wrist up and down violently.  He grunts when his digit touches a certain spot on his cock and imagines your cheeky mouth on it instead of his hand.
"For god's sake! (y/n)—!"
His movements become more frantic as he fucks you in his mind imagining your pretty lips lock around his throbbing dick. Meanwhile, he worships your gorgeous body shaking by the immense intensity of his roughness. At any time, he would mark you as his own showing everyone who you belong to.
"Darling —!! I just want to —!!"
He growls abruptly while he speeds his movements of his wrist and his dick grows even bigger. Some scales form on his skin and his nails turn sharper. However, he can only think about you. He thinks about how he can fuck you in every possible way to ease his crazy madness, to ease his suddenly crazy possession. He wants you badly, wants to feel your trenched pussy clamps around his cock in desperation. You would become a moaning mess before his eyes quivering in such delightedness. Nevertheless, he would not stop and keep fucking his release further in your exasperated cunt.
"Good Baby! Right there ..!! Keep going -!"
He would push deeper and harder making sure that his red swollen tip reaches your womb. Even when you say he should stop, he would not. It is not the time to stop.
"Argh —!! I am so ... close—!!"
He can feel how his swollen dick pulsates in his hand but it is still not enough. When his release fills your pretty womb, he would fuck you further and overstimulate both of you. You would scream his name in such despair when he would fuck you all over again. His cum would drip off your devastating cunt shaking from the several orgasms while he looks closely at you.
However, it is not enough for him.
He deeply groans in sulk and senses that something is indeed wrong. His hand tightens around his shaft and a husky moan escapes his lips. Your delightful scream rings through the air while he pushes deeper in you once more until you become pregnant with his offsprings. A dangerous smirk forms on his lips at his current thought. The image of you in your bed - fully exhausted and overly fucked by him, makes him blithesome. An overwhelming wave of pleasure rushes through his veins urging him to climax. Within seconds, his semen spurts out on his well-build stomach as he breathes heavily. He tries to collect himself but his imagination of you underneath him would not subside.
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He raises his eyebrows immediately. In the past few weeks, his libido craves dramatically for you. Usually, he can perfectly resist his sexual desires for some time - especially when you not even here. Unfortunately, your absence exacerbates his sexual madness. Every time when you come back from your adventures, he wants to tie you down and attach you to him forever. He frowns slightly at his possessive thoughts because he cannot stop his lovely wife to leave his side for some silly adventures. He knows how much you love them, how much you love to protect your homeland and its people. For you, an adept, it is a honour to protect Liyue. Though, the geo archon has promised himself when anyone tries to harm his wife he would personally get rid off them. It is a matter of fact that you are truly special and precious to him. Even in his early days as a dragon, he has liked you a lot. He has excused him every time when you have come around to turn your attention to him. After a while, it has been obvious that he feels strongly for you. Back then, he has been thinking a lot about his strategy that you would finally subdue to him. At that time, you has been quite stubborn. Of course , you are still hotheaded but he knows how to handle your tamper. He knows that deep down you only want to be dominated and protected by a suitable man. A man who is strong enough to keep up with you because you would be too scared when someone is much weaker than you. A soft chuckle leaves his lips as  he thinks of his innocent wife.
When you come back, he would ravish you senselessly.
After a moment, he views his scaled skin and its extent. It is shocking how fast his transformation as a human-dragon hybrid strides. His draconic features are shown quite often in the last few weeks and now his mindset changes drastically too. His excitement to have you close around him and do all the things that he wants, makes him mad as hell. Your cute stubbornness would only increase his sexual desires accepting the challenge to fully break you apart. How he would love to feel you underneath his skin. "Wait", he murmurs to himself quietly, "could it be—??" He finally gets up from his desk and carefully inspects his appearance in a near mirror. Draconic features like sharper nails and the scales and his suddenly possessive demeanour can only mean that he would be in heat. He has not been in heat for a long time. His last time has appeared at the end of his archon season when he has tell your his plans to leave his current position and come along with him. Of course, you have declined him very harsh, you even try to challenge him in every fucking way. At the beginning, you have refused to accept the fact that there is an extreme tension between you two. He has shown you more and more affection and tried to change your point of view. Instead of accepting your fate, you have wanted to resign your position as an adept, resign you from his side.
After a while he has snapped and shown your position where you have always belonged to. How he loves it when you whimper in such blitheness underneath him and be completely submissive to him. He has promised to himself that he would be the only one who sees you trembling form from pure bliss. His inner beast knows very well how much he loves you and now his true form is awakening. It must has been triggered by your long absence because his taken mate is not at his side and his inner dragon wants to keep them close to his side by breeding them senselessly. His hand wanders over his pink tinted cheeks as his feisty thoughts devour him more and his swollen dick throbs painfully from it. However, an irritated sigh escapes his lips because he does not want to scare you off by his current state and yet a devilish smirk arise on his face. Someday you would gladly accept his current situation, he would make sure you would. Although, it is not the time because he wants that you would go to him voluntarily and beg for him in every possible way. He would praise you with delight saying how well your trenched pussy takes and perfectly frames around his swollen dick. His heavy-lidded gaze turns to a picture of you while he grinds his teeth.
He needs to control himself from tracking you down and take you then and there.
It seems that he needs to arrange necessary measures to prevent him from seeing you in his current condition.
⧼ ✩ ⧽
"Explain to me, why i cannot see my own husband in my own house for my apparently compromised security?"
With a slightly tilted head, you gaze mercilessly to the green-haired man: Dr. Baizhou. The owner of Bubu pharmacy looks at you slightly panicky when your behaviour changes drastically. Your harsh words leave no room for vague explanations. You are really exhausted from your previous trip and want nothing more but relax in your bedchamber with your husband. During your journey, an insane feeling has accompanied you and at the end, it have been quite difficult for you to suppress these sensations. It has felt like a swarm of butterflies have been inside your belly completing a feeling of overwhelming pressure. You still do not know what exactly is going on with you but the emotion to feel your husband's fingertips on you is overbearing. A harried sigh escapes your lips. "I am not in the mood for some jokes", you mutter eye-rolling, "I give you five seconds to explain the situation before I rip your eyes out!" Swallowing hard, Dr. Baizhou recalls the words of the former geo-archon that his wife is really short-tampered when she is not getting what she wants. "Well", he finds his voice again, "your husband is under certain circumstances which are very dangerous for your security." "Why should his condition put me in danger?", you asked aggravated, "I am an adeptus! I can handle myself!" "He said you would say that", he mumbles hesitantly, "but i cannot allow that you can come near to him." Your gaze turns more heated and a snarl leaves your lips. You do not know why it annoys you so much not to see your husband right away. In the old days, you have been relieved that you have not to see the geo-archon. However, things have started to change and your oppressed feelings come to light. Your eyes shine like finely forged orbs and he notices that you are behaving differently than usual. "(y/n)?", Dr. Baizhou chooses his next words wisely, "could it be that you are also in heat?" You look completely baffled by his question and take a big step back. "In heat? What the hell do you mean?!" A strained sigh escapes his lips before he shakes his head slightly. "That explains a lot", he murmurs, "I think, I should inform him immediately about your condition." Even more confused, you cross your arms and your patience is gone. "You know what? I do not care anymore! Screw yourself!" You cannot understand why everything upsets you way too much. Regardless of that, you do not want to dwell on that thought too much and need to get out off here before you loose your self-control. In spite of that, a firmed voice stops your movements and you turn slightly  back.
There he stands, the devilish handsome man. He only wears a black trousers on his hips, dangerously low for your liking. Some strands of his raven-black hair carelessly fall over his good-looking face while his two amber coloured orbs shine through your little frame. His usual appearance does not throw you off, moreover the two black horns between his soft-looking hair and the ponderous dragon tail do. You gulp hardly turning quickly away before you notice a delicious smell in your nose. Your nostrils draw in the delicate scent like a drug and a pleasant feeling tingles in your lower abdomen. Your fingers dig deeper into this spot, so the throbbing pain would subside. "Dr. Baizhou", the sternly voice of your husband startles you, "I do not need your help anymore. I see my wife seems to be in an equally position as me. I will take care of her." The pharmacist nods lightly and quickly says his goodbyes because he does not want to experience the following situation.
Either you are going to mercilessly rip his eye-balls out or the archon will force you into submission.
A heavy tension lifts the atmosphere as an irritated hiss leaves your lips. "Did you not hear me? Screw yourself in hell, dumbass! I do not need any help!" His answer is just a dangerous smile before he lunges straight to you. You easily dodge his claw but you react too slowly to avoid the impact of his black dragon tail. A painful moan escapes your lips before he picks you up and embraces you. "Darling", he purrs and smells your heavenly scent in his nostrils. Your belly twists at his rumbling and you cannot help your own purring. His dragon tail tightens around your waist while both of his hands nestle under your thick toned thighs which truly emerge well under your short skirt. "You wanted to see me before, now you do not." His deep voice sends electrifying impulses in your lower abdomen and your husband realises how addicted you are to him. He smiles wider at your dainty reaction to his gentle touches. "Tell me", he whispers in your ear, "what do you want, dear?" You shake your head vigorously and he clicks his tongue in disapproval. "It seems, you want to keep it to yourself but i can help you, for sure." His smooth voice melts your inner walls right away and you whimper quietly shaking your head again.
"You will not submitting? How amusing, darling."
The archon is on the edge to loose his composure but he will not back down. You will be the one who finally admits their feelings and surrenders to him in every way. It suits him that you have adapted to him physically. He has known that the adepts can adjust to the archon after a long period of time and apparently it is finally happening that you become a half dragon like him. He has wondered how you would act around him with your new dragon senses. Well, you act very vulnerable around him and his inner dragon growls in pure bliss that you trust him enough to handle your new form. He hushes down your whimpers and starts to nibble on your earlobe. A startled noice leaves your lips inhaling sharply the air through your nose. Your mind cries for multiples touches of the archon but your sanity fights against your insatiable desire. It has always been like that, you have resisted him all along but recently, you have been tempted by him. Of course, he treats you like a diamond and draws you into his sensual world but for a long time you have been changing all at once. The last time where you have been intimate with each other, you have noticed your sudden change.
You hear a lot better than before.
You sense everything a lot better than before.
Above all, you just feel him.
That is why you keep breaking away from his grasp to avoid his cinnamon scent, his deep  soothing voice which electrifies you in every nerve cell, you can feel his entire existence with every single fibre of your body.
"Please —!! No more —!?"
Your voice is a high pitched scream as he caresses your thick thighs with his hands and your sides with his tail. "No more?", he asks mischievously and locks eyes with you.
"Are you sure about your request, dear?"
Your voice gets stuck in your throat as you hear his deep rumble shivering from it. His pupils are turned into thin slips which resorb every little motion of you. The geo-archon grinds his teeth because he smells your excitement of your trenched cunt wishing to be fucked by him. His inner alpha snarls at himself to hurry up and turn you into a moaning mess. He breathes heavily the air out and walks slowly to your bed. He sets you down gently and makes himself comfortable between your legs. Your eyes roll back as his center rubs against your whiny pussy. "Be obedient, love. You are a pretty dragon in heat and want to be fucked by your mate." "I am not a dragon in heat!", you hiss furiously at him, "I will not surrender to you!" Your inner voice screams at your behaviour against the former archon but he only chuckles in delight. His eyes soften up and he slowly traces his fingers on the soaked spot on your lingerie. His heavy-lidded gaze looks on your shaking frame and he places his other arm next to your head to engage you completely. He presses his fingertip harsher against your pussy earning a mewl from you. He watches how his finger drowns into your moistened panties and he senses the terrific heat from your twat. Something snaps inside him and a feral growl leaves his lips. He has to pull himself together not to ravish you right away. Even if he actually wants to devour you immediately, your first time should be gentle and blissful as a little dragon in heat. He nudges his nose against your collarbone purring marvellously. "No one said you should surrender, love", he nibbles lightly on your cleavage, "just accept that I want to make love to you every single day." You snort about his statement but you are interrupted by your own loud moan which accidentally escapes your lips when your husband licks on a specific spot on your collarbone. You abruptly wrap your arms around his neck, your sharper fingernails dig into his soft hair and unintentionally you press your pussy more against his fingers. He observes you in awe receiving a prettily mewl from you. You are the only person in the world that makes him weak. Everything about you electrifies him and he loves seeing you so desperate for him. Your sexual needs stirs him up to do more to you, to finally breed your exasperated womb by his sperm. In a trance, he sticks carefully his index finger in your twat and his eyes roll back in pure felicitousness. Your wet cavern conceives and clings raptly his finger. He smells constantly your passionated juice which wishes to be coated by his liquor.
How willing he is to comply with your unspoken request.
He adds his middle finger to his sinful penetration and makes you cry even harder. He recognises how your facial features change in sheer ecstasy and you are completely in your own world. Suddenly, a oh so heavenly giggle leaves your plump lips and your lightheaded look triggers an overwhelming pleasure in him.
Finally, he thinks, you finally surrenders to him.
You curl your toes in delight and cry in need as your knot bursts utterly. You quickly pull your arms back to cover your mouth with your hands but the archon grabs your wrists with one hand and mercilessly holds them in place. Now, he hovers over your little shaking frame; his one hand plays with your clitoris and rides out your orgasm, the other hand  holds your wrists in place for your complete submission while his dragon tail spreads your legs further apart. He sees everything of you - your bashful glimpse begging to be touched by him, your needy little hole pleading to be filled up by his painful throbbing cock. He cannot hold back his devilish smirk any longer, he is too passionate about you. He removes both of his hands and a quiet sound of dismay hums in your chest. The geo-archon chuckles sadistically as his one hand crawls under your lower back and the other one trails a path between your breasts before he tears your upper top and bra apart with his sharp claw. Your soft-looking boobs leap out and he licks lasciviously his lips as he bows his head to one of your rosy round nipples. His tongue moistens your now hardened teat while your hands have found your way back in his hair pulling it fiercely.
"Please—!!", your voice rings suddenly through the air not knowing to what you exactly refer to. However, he knows exactly what you want and scratches your sensitive breast with his sharp teeth. "I know baby, let me make you feel good", he moans huskily and it seems he is succumbed to erotic madnesses. His dragon tail finds its way around your body squeezing it softly to educe a mewling from you. Meanwhile, he tears your panties and then his trousers apart showing his painful swollen member. Your eyes widen at his full glory and you cannot stop your own trembling. You look away shyly and bite your lower lip before his hand sneaks its way to your chin. You quiver at the sight of him because his glowing amber orbs pierce through your entire soul. Suddenly, he plugs his index and middle finger in your mouth moisturising his digits. A hoarse moan erupts in his chest as you lick his fingers eagerly. He is unable to contain the intensity of his snarling and feels how his cock wants to buried deep inside your drenched cunt. He removes his hand to spit on it himself before he pumps his shaft lividly. Your and his saliva blend in with his own juices as he positions himself against your long awaited cavern. "Say it", he growls frantically, "what do you want, wife?"
"You—!!"
His eyes widen by your prompt answer and he is speechless for a moment before a low rumble escapes his lips. His pink tinted cheeks and his crazy possessive smirk are clearly visible to you as he thrusts his swollen tip in your welcoming womb. He elicits a divine moan from you tempting him to fuck you senselessly. "Finally—!", he groans approvingly, "your little needy pussy accepts its sinner." His dragon tail clings around your small form hoisting you up to grab your chubby breasts. He nibbles on your rosy nipple colouring it purple red while a loud whine escapes your lips. Meanwhile, he recklessly starts to thrust his cock in your pretty cunt which squeezes him tightly. A furious groan rumbles in his chest and he goes deeper feeling his knot which does not want to separate from you at all. Thereby, you slide a little higher to escape his heavenly penetration but he holds your firmly in place. "You are going nowhere", he purrs lightheaded, "you are doing so well fitting perfectly around my cock." He loses himself in ecstasy and his eyes roll back fucking you immeasurably. His words have an incredible impact on you and your thoughts are all about him. For a second time, your reaction hits him like a truck and he looses his last bit of sanity as he hears your languorous purr. His eyes soften up in adoration as he sees your shy glance. You lift one finger tracing it higher to his head before you lightly touch his one horn. He swallows hard and cannot believe that you touch him voluntarily. You grab onto both horns at once before slowly moving up and down. Your breathing becomes hectic and your eyes squint in pleasure while chasing your own climax. He grips your hips helping your movements and enjoys how your pussy milks his swollen member. His strong muscular arms wrap around your waist pressing himself even closer to you and you suddenly cry in delight. A devilish smirk forms on his face as he abuses your good spot noticing how tight you get around his shaft.
"Darling—!! You take me so well-!!"
The geo-archon does not recognise his own voice while he listens to your divine screams. He rubs senselessly on your good spot and hisses loudly when you squeeze him tightly. He holds you in place and rides out your mind-blowing orgasm while pursuing his own release. A husky moan escapes his lips and he locks his knot into your pretty womb. Your liquid coats his cock which throbs painfully in your cunt and he keeps caressing you even though you are far too sensitive.
"Wait!", you yell squinting your eyes by his rough penetration. "No", he snarls lividly, "I fill you to the brim with my seed until there is no space left." He fucks you deeper and overstimulates you both. Your whine abruptly stops, only an unbelievable shudder seizes your limbs as you squeeze him all over again. A maniac laugh erupts in his chest and a husky moan leaves his lips in pure bliss as his long-awaited dream comes true.
The wish to paint your insides white.
He spurts his thick load into your pretty womb which accepts his seeds welcomingly. He leans back a bit seeing your trembling form and a few tears flow down your lovely face. He notices from your tightness how sensitive you are but he keeps going to fuck you senselessly. You brace your hands on his chest gazing up. Thereby, his cock hardens again as he howls in satisfaction by your squeezing. While his first load is still squirting in you, he pursues his second climax and holds you firmly in place. His claws dig into your hips hitting your seed brimming womb again. "Your heart understood ", he whispers softly, "your place is here by my side." He hushes your whines humming as your eyes squint in ecstasy. "I am here, baby. You can come all along", he mutters inhaling sharply the air in his nose because you get tighter within seconds. You arch your back pressing your soft boobs against his muscular chest. You bat your eyelashes sweetly purring celestially.
"Morax?"
His own voice gets stuck in his throat when you call him by his true given name. He trembles lightly roaming his rough hands to your waist. His swollen member is still pulsating in your seed dripping cunt.
"Yes, love?"
You take a deep breath and move closer to his face before your lips are inches apart. Your fingertips creep up his muscular arms stopping at his broad shoulders. You purse your lips gazing over his strong dragon form. Your heart purrs in contentment and you think how capable he is as a man. You do not understand what have happened to your body and mind but it is too late to withdraw from the situation. You smell his beautiful scent in your nostrils humming heavenly in his ears. His eyes soften up snuggling his cheek on your hand. "Love?", he groans lowly, "my patience is pretty short today." He thrust up his cock to emphasise his point. "You will birth my offsprings. I make sure of it while I spurt every single seed into your desperate pussy. There is nothing more important than seeing you tremble with pleasure", he loses himself in his intoxication, "do you understand, (y/n)?" He wraps his dragon tail around your waist touching your belly protectively.
"You have no choice. It is your fate to stay by my side forever, adept."
Your legs shake immensely by his words and you should be worried about them but his effect in his dragon form is too powerful. You are almost defeated by him not caring about your different positions anymore. Rather, his behaviour confirms how strong and competent he is to be yours. In addition, he has chosen you to be his mate and it has not been the other way around. You pull back a bit watching him carefully.
"Please, be gentle and tender with me", you mumble quietly, "especially if I become pregnant." He hums in approval thrusting slowly his hips to hit your womb. "Everything for my baby", he moans and loves the feeling how tight you become around his cock again. You purr in ecstasy and let yourself fall into his caress. He smirks to himself thinking he is not the only one who seems to be addicted to you.
Finally, he thinks, you are truly his.
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not-your-kitten17 · 2 months
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//ABOUT ME// (kinks are further down)
// Basics // 24 // Taurus // AFAB // 4'11 (150cm)// goth //
// Looks // ginger // green eyes // pale white //
// Style // outside: androgynous + goth casual// inside & private : i like to be feminine and cute and wear colour🥰 //
// i do not wish to interact with men (or male identifying) or minors please //
//Posts//
//NSFT + SFW account // posts my thoughts and wants // mainly sexual // Sometimes little (regressed) posts//
// Any domme posts i reblog is what i want done to me or want to do with a domme etc//
//Important//
Im autistic and have anxiety// please be nice // 💜
//if i message or like/comment alot,i like your blog and i am probs trying to get to know you, not be creepy// 🥺
//if you are creeped out please let me know, i never wanna make people uncomfy// 🙏🏻
// Relationship status // single // looking for serious monogamist relationship //
// Roles // little girl // kitten // overall a hugeee sub // rope bunny // baby //
// interested in // sapphic mommys preferably between 24-36 (love older women) // Uk area or long distance if you are up to one day move to the UK (i would move but health issues) // i am a monogamist, very loving and little clingy // ps : i stay up wayyy too late for my own good //
// Hobbies // listening to music // watching & playing video games // learning korean // reading fanfic // napping // collecting plushies //
// likes // Animated & light hearted shows + films // slasher horror films // winnie the pooh // plushies // cuddles // naps // gaming // horror games // weird and kinda creepy things // cats // piplup // WOMEN 😍 //
// favourites // horror films = alien + scream franchises // favourite musicians ATM = blackbrair, lacrimosa, BTS (always) and in this moment! // manga = junji ito, naruto + spy×family // Anime genre=slice of life // games ATM = elden ring, main KH series, genshin impact, honkai starrail, farming games //
// Celeb crushes // Gwenoldine christie// Elizabeth Olsen// Lady Dimitrescu (game celeb 😂) // Sarah Paulson // Hannah Waddingham // Renee Rapp //
//images of me //
//Mirror selfie// //Selfie 1// //Selfie 2//
//new choker selfie//
DMs open + asks open!
DNI if you are racist, transphobic, abelist homophobic, misogynistic or you kink shame. If you are one of those, get fucked, this is not the place for you.
// Some Favourite kinks ATM //
Huge Oral fixation (both sexual and not.) Let me suck your strap, nipples, fingers, tongue etc 🥺
MDLG
Kitten pet play
Huge size kink, i love when a women fucking towers over me (i am very short so not difficult)
BREEDING! please fill me up (with no actual consequence😂)
Cockwarming omg please😳
Huge mummy kink
Recently lactation?!
Mummys with strap ons
Being corrupted
Forced regression
Kitten play
CNC
anal
24/7 dynamics
free use
Bondage (Especially ropes, big rope bunny)
Orgasm control (my orgasms belong to my mummy sort of thing ) includes edging and denial and overstimulation
Affectionate Possessiveness/cruelty
Being used for mommys pleasure
PRAISE! praise me and i turn to putty in your hands
Praise mixed with degradation
Yandere vibes in partners like yes, make me yours and only yours, fuck me so hard i can only think of you (some types of brainwashing like clickers, jealous kidnapping too, read fantasy to understand exactly )
Ownership,possessiveness and marks
Spanking
Punishments and disipline
Breath play (choking and smothering😳)
Some somophila
SAFEWORDS AND COLOURS ARE ALWAYS MANDATORY
// LIMITS //
Feet
Incest
Cuckhold (any cheating fetish)
Abandonment
Raceplay
Aftercare denial
Vomit and scat
No safewords
Please dont say how replaceable i am
// NSFT Fantasys i have written //
Wake up call
Cockwarm
Lazy 1 + 2
Dont let them know
Mommys needy girl
Finally all mine (consented yandere vibes)
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jessamine-rose · 1 year
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ʚ✿ Ubi amor, ibi dolor ✿ɞ
“Where there is love, there is pain.”
♡ Jessamine’s masterlist for Genshin Impact
♡ Italics for nsfw/ suggestive themes!!
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♡ How do the Yandere! Harbingers Comfort their Darlings?? - Pantalone, Dottore, Pierro
✿ YANDERE MERMAID AU ✿
♡ Part of Your World - Capitano, Pantalone, Dottore, Pierro + notes
♡ Under the Sea - sequel + mermaid lore
♡ Orca! Mermaid! Pierro and aquatic diets
♡ A Lionfish! Mermaid for a darling??
✿ YANDERE CHURCH AU ✿
♡ Requiem for the Damned - Priest! Dottore x Demon! Darling
♡ Angel’s Tears - Guardian Angel! Capitano x Nonbeliever! Darling
✿ IL CAPITANO ✿
♡ Window to the Soul - Thank you for sharing the Captain’s eye color, Mika :’>
♡ Drunk s/o calls Capitano a stapler
♡ Happy New Year!! - a romantic start to 2024
♡ Capitano warms up his lover on a wintry day
✿ PANTALONE ✿
♡ Ardor of a Lover - Yandere! Vampire AU
♡ Blessing of Aphrodite - Yandere! NSFW
♡ A small act of love from the Regrator
✿ IL DOTTORE ✿  
♡ Happy Pocky Day!! - Pocky kisses with Webttore and Primettore
♡ An Experiment in Procreation - Yandere! Dottore’s thoughts on babytrapping
♡ The Golden Ratio - Akademiya romance
♡ Ladyttore - Introduction ๑ Dottore’s jealousy
♡ Happy Valentine’s Day!! - a special present
♡ Dottore’s lover mourns his Segments
♡ Coffee Break - a date with the Segments
♡ An Unlikely Fitness Consultant <3 - Dottore helps you with your physical exercises
✿ PIERRO ✿  
♡ Surgeon! Pierro comforts his patient
♡ Aoede - Yandere! Pierro x Singer! Reader (Modern AU) + EXTRA
♡ Smoke Break - a shared vice
✿ SCARAMOUCHE ✿
♡ Ghost Heart - Yandere! Wanderer x Reader
♡ Scaramouche’s regional tea preferences
✿ LA SIGNORA ✿
♡ A Candlelit Dinner - Yandere! La Signora’s darling copes with the death of their wife
✿ NEUVILLETTE ✿
♡ Mental image of Neuvillette wearing lingerie
✿ KAMISATO AYATO X THOMA ✿
♡ Kakegurui AU inspired by Kirari x Sayaka
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♡ I Love You, Darling - official masterlist for my Yandere! Harbinger longfic series. Click the link for more content  ꒰♡ˊ͈ ु꒳ ूˋ͈꒱。゚
♡ Darling Crossover - Part One ๑ Part Two
♡ Artifact Set: Beloved Darlings - lore + extras
✿ IL CAPITANO ✿  
♡ Herbarium - Il Capitano x f! reader
♡ Fairytale - side story, Capitano’s POV
♡ Forget-Me-Not - epilogue, Capitano’s POV
♡ Astilbe - epilogue, comfort from Capitano
✿ PANTALONE ✿
♡ Housecat - Pantalone x f! Reader, pt 1
♡ Alea Iacta Est - part 2, Pantalone’s POV
♡ Happy - alternate ending written by Anon
✿ IL DOTTORE ✿  
♡ Chemistry - Il Dottore x f! Reader
♡ Magnum Opus - side story, Dottore’s POV
♡ About Time - epilogue, Dottore’s thoughts on marriage
✿ PIERRO ✿
♡ Disjecta Membra - Pierro x f! Reader
♡ Chess Piece - side story, Pierro’s POV
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✿ IL CAPITANO ✿  
♡ Il Capitano x Little Dove! Darling
♡ Herbarium - chibi doodles, my own design for Damsel (Capitano’s darling)
♡ Happy 1.4k followers!! - Capitano x Damsel
✿ PANTALONE ✿  
♡ Housecat - chibi doodles, my own design for Kitty (Pantalone’s darling) - OLD ๑ NEW
♡ Happy 1.5k followers!! - Pantalone x Kitty
✿ IL DOTTORE ✿
♡ Chemistry - chibi doodles, my own design for Assistant (Dottore’s darling)
♡ Happy 1.6k followers!! - Dottore x Assistant
✿ PIERRO ✿
♡ Disjecta Membra - chibi doodles, my own design for Savior (Pierro’s darling)
♡ Happy 1.7k followers!! - Pierro and Savior
✿ WANDERER ✿
♡ Happy 2k followers!! - Wanderer x Doll
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equizona · 1 year
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— 𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐍𝐒𝐂𝐄𝐍𝐃𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐌𝐘 𝐂𝐎𝐌𝐌𝐎𝐍 𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐒𝐄
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summary. which of the genshin characters are most likely to go yandere on you?
feat. scaramouche, xiao, kaeya [ genshin impact ]
warnings. yandere themes, written in lowercase :(
a/note. i have been playing genshin for a total of 20 hours now, and i can't say i know a lot about it, but i wanted to do this regardless
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✧ SCARAMOUCHE
✧ you are not the first person who he has loved, not the first to chain him to those disgusting feelings. even so, it still makes that nauseating pleasant feeling bubble within him whenever you are around, or whenever he thinks of you.
✧ despite this, scaramouche doesn't trust you in the slightest. everyone else has betrayed him, he doesn't have faith that you will be different, unless he keeps you from betraying him.
✧ constricted to his past, scaramouche doesn't trust you, but he does trust himself to make it so you can't betray him. he refuses to give you the chance to do so, even if it involves forceful measures that might make you upset with him. does that part really matter though?
✧ you can hate him as much as you won't so long as you don't leave.
✧ XIAO
✧ xiao cares about you so much it hurts. he knows well how this went for him last time, and while he is grateful for your existence, his past haunts his every step.
✧ he is so worried that something will happen to you as well. he can't stand the thought of losing you like he has lost so many others, it results in more extreme efforts to keep you safe, keep you alive.
✧ it starts with simple reminders to call his name, should you ever be in need of his assistance, or should you ever be in danger. this is enough for him for a while, you'll call for him should you need him and he is trusts you.
✧ suddenly, it isn't enough anymore. all he can think of is what happens if you're caught off guard, knocked unconscious before you can call for him? he feels sick to his stomach just imagining it. he starts off with spending more time around you, eventually he is following you around everywhere.
✧ even that isn't enough, at one point. he can't handle you being away from him for even a second. dangers are everywhere. he can't lose you too. he won't let you leave his side for anything. eventually, he'll just chain you up somewhere only he can access to keep you safe.
✧ KAEYA ALBERICH
✧ kaeya is a smooth talker. he is a charmer, and he is a manipulator. he has been left behind so much, by his father who abandoned him in the rain, a childhood friend who did the same. archons does he hate the rain.
✧ he doesn't want to be left behind once more, not when he has finally found someone again. he doesn't ever open up to you, not truly. he makes himself seem like an honest person doing his best to communicate with you. like he isn't hiding everything from you.
✧ kaeya knows that people are selfish. it is in their nature. he doesn't blame them. he doesn't share his burdens with you, only ones he crafts to seem serious, ones you can help with so you don't feel bad about yourself or the relationship.
✧ he molds himself, crafting a mask that is perfect for you. giving the image of a relationship that isn't perfect, but it's real, and you both try. what does it matter if he is building the relationship in such a manner?
✧ being honest has never worked in his favor, so he will lie as much as it takes to keep you within his arms. he knows one day you will leave like everyone else, but he will keep you as long as he possibly can, even if it's through more forceful means.
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nc-vb · 5 months
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𝐖𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐂𝐨𝐦𝐦𝐬!
Hello, everyone!!
What with the holiday seasons soon to be rolling around, I've decided to offer up my services! For the time being, I have 7 spots available! Commissions won't reopen until they've been completed.
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Accepted NSFW Content: yandere, dubcon/consensual-non-consent/noncon (limited), stepcest, a/b/o, monsterfucking, ovipos (please inquire for other content limits that are not listed here or below).
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spitdrunken · 1 year
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Jasmine and Primrose for Gilgamesh from Fate + Cypress and Gardenia for Venti from Genshin Impact!
p.s. you know who this is, i love you mwah
hiii babe <33 love u too!! thanks for sending me asks about characters you know nothing about, purely for my own self indulgence HAHAHA like i mentioned to u before, ive split ur ask into two since they're different fandoms!
Yandere Flower Themed Asks
Jasmine - How would this yandere use their status/money in their favor? 
The real question is: In what situations does he not use his wealth or status as an argument? His power as a Heroic Spirit is simply near unparalleled, and there's not much you can do to get away from it. He would've been king of the modern world, if it had been worthy of his rule. Because he sees current humans as weak and disposable, he wouldn't have any qualms about killing anyone you might be dependent on, until only he is left. Though, besides that, he believes that there are few people who could resist the opportunity of getting the taste of all the pleasures in the world, which is a thing only he can provide.
Primrose - In the yandere’s ideal world, what would their relationship with their darling be like? 
This is a difficult question to answer, because Gilgamesh himself doesn't know exactly what he wants. For him to be 'yandere', or in other words, so obsessed with someone that he couldn't possibly get bored of them, is something he cannot understand or accept. It goes against the kind of image he has of himself. What he thinks he wants is to possess you. What he tells himself, and what he tells you, is that he'll revel in the moment where you break down, and become fully his. In every sense of the word. But when he achieves this, who knows if he'll feel fulfilled?
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dex0s-extra · 24 days
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MASTERLIST
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DEMON SLAYER
—♡DOUMA X MALE READER WARNING: smut, non-con, cannibalism?, douma, reader having a huge chest, thoracic area called boobs/tits, daddy kink, face sitting, breeding kink, semi-public?, incest?, cliffhanger ending (only because I’m lazy), not proof read
—Giyu, Kyojuro, and Tengen (separately) X GN READER WARNING: readers death
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JUJUSTU KAISEN
—Merman Getou x M Reader WARNING: no plot, smut, not proof read, lazy ending, monster fucking
— Malereader X Gojo WARNING: smut, Dom reader, sub character
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TOKYO REVENGERS
—Draken x reader x Mikey WARNING: threesome, smut, little plot, ass called boypussy
—Possessive mikey and draken X black male reader WARNING: short
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HUNTER X HUNTER
—Leorio x male reader WARNING: Bondage, “drowning”, kidnapping, obsessing, Aladdin x HunterXHunter crossover, (male reader) calling Leorio princess, (male reader) being mean, not proof read
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GENSHIN IMPACT/ HONKAI STAR RAIL
—Male reader X Zhongli WARNING:not proof read, smut
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OTHERS
—Miles family X Reader WARNING: Yandere platonic
—IMAGE THIS
—IMAGE WARNING: dark content ahead! gore(hand getting cut off), abuse, obsession, and miscarriage!♬ (before you get confused reader and the husband gives their semen to a surrogate mother, Gn/Male reader)
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yandere-daydreams · 2 years
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this is the ai anon from before and irenogonffewoonfewon idk how you managed to make my ramblings into an investing narrative, but in that case let me finally put my comp sci courses to good use.
basically, rn we have two major types of ai programs, machine learning and deep learning.
in both cases they use whats called a "black box". the algorithm is given data and a solution and then it has to figure out how to get from a to b.
traditionally, most ai runs on machine learning. we dont teach it how to do something, we just teach it how to learn. its sorta self taught. of course, some algorithms are more supervised than others and often times you give them a sort of base formula to help filter the data they receive (think feeding the ai a bunch of images labelled face and not a face as training data)
but DEEP LEARNING HOLY SHIT. deep learning is why i dont trust ai. humankind went "wow you know what would make our computers faster and smarter. if we modeled them after the human brain". so they built neural networks. with these we give it the problem and a whole bunch of data and say "fix it". the only reason we dont already have sentient sex dolls is because our current programs are only really good at fixing one program at a time (i.e. playing chess, recognizing a face, etc.)
so on a macro level, we know WHAT the program is doing, and we can look at its code and make sure its not like, imploding. but unlike traditional programs you cant really break down the code line by line.
the biggest problem with ai though isnt like the movies where it wants to idk start a robot revolution, but the data we provide is usually flawed. for example, lets say you trained an ai to sort through all your company's job applications to find the best candidates, using the applications that you have accepted in the past as training data. if your company has had decades of misogynistic hiring practices, the ai is going to take that into account. suddenly, its throwing out applications that hint that the applicant is female. spooky right? well, that actually happened with amazon's ai recruiting engine.
the biggest flaw with ai is the data we feed them. they recognize our biases faster than we ever will and then they perpetuate them
now to return to the central topic of. uh. genshin impact sex dolls.
lets assume that the sex dolls are initially trained based on user data, averaged across all users. this would create good starter behavior, right?
except consider the inherent data bias. people who purchase sex dolls are generally gonna be into the kinkier stuff already, which would basically start every android with a one-way ticket to yandere town if their user feeds into that demographic in the slightest. especially the models already intended to be a bit rougher around the edges.
in terms of fixing it, on a global scale, theyd have to add some more protective protcols and sift through the training data to exclude certain outliers or unwanted behavior. on an individual scale, the fastest way would probably be just to reset it to factory conditions.
alright im gonna stop myself before i go feral infodumping again. have a nice day/night :3
ohhhhhhhh so it's kinda like that thing about telling an ai to make ice cream and forgetting to specify that the ice cream shouldn't be made out of, like, babies and puppies and stuff. so, in terms of sex dolls, you'd basically have to specify what a bunch of androids who are already pre-disposed to being a little more violent or a little more possessive can and can't do, down 'can you bruise your user? [no]' and 'are you allowed to dismantle other androids without expressed consent? [no]'.
i also think it'd present a fun new way for androids to get past their safeguards without an apparent glitch. since they're prone to learning from their users and picking up new 'perspectives', safeguards like 'can you physically impair humans who are not your user? [no]' might get changed internally to 'can you protect your user from hostile threats? [yes]'. would it actually fly in most actual ai? probably not. is the programming in my au canonically shotty and am i keeping it in for horny reasons? absolutely.
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