#yeah im ok im really fine

[baura-bear]

If you can’t reach me it’s because I’m still thinking about Jack’s Santa Fe painting and the color of Katherine’s costume

#it’s the exact color match for me #*through tears* it’s because shes his Santa Fe and he’s finally begining yo realize that😪🥹🥹🥲🥲🥲🥹🥹🥹 #yeah im ok im really fine #newsies #uksies #newsies uk #jack kelly #katherine plumber #bronte barbe #michael ahomka lindsay #Wh when your friends are more like family and they s beggin you to stay

[dustykneed]

i saw a post that was like "the reason bones is always frowning is bc whenever he smiles, everyone in a 3 mile radius falls madly in love w him" and i think that is so true tbh

(anyways bonus spones scribble. ur welcome:

#star trek #star trek tos #tos #leonard mccoy #bones mccoy #spones #spock #spock/mccoy #deforest kelley #by god i have like 3 reasons left to live and de's smile is a good 2.5 of em #ok like all jokes aside im fine?? generally lmao #but i have a KILLER headache #and i spectacularly screwed up a midterm but im avoiding prepping for my next one tmr out of pure spite #jfc #ive been on an art and writing kick for the last few days it is absolutely DIRE #hell of a first post really #but yeah deforest kelley is so so pretty #ow my head #im being puppeteered via my hair by the muses and i have no control over my creations but damn wish me luck tmr im well n truly screwed #but hey DEFOREST KELLEY<3333 so worth it

[ribbittrobbit]

hey mutuals hmu if i can complain with you about the phenomenon of t*ylor sw*ft bec its that time of year again

#usual disclaimer that its fine to like her music #its not bad music #i just dont understand why im being forced to know so much about it #like i get being obsessed with things ok ppl are allowed to be obsessed with things #but you gotta go looking for obsession spaces for most of the things i like #and her music invades any and all available spaces #literally no corner of the internet or the actual human world is safe #whoops i ranted out in the open #but yeah happy for you if ur a fan be jolly and merry im just perplexed and want the ability to filter out things more efficiently really

[clumsycapitolunicorn]

The absolute loyalty Gabriel has to Beelzebub to ditch heaven after spending his entire existence so far there, ready to fall to hell if it meant he could be with them.

#good omens #good omens spoilers #ineffable bureaucracy #he basically chose beelzebub over god #like he loves them that much #im fine im fine #he really saw the lord of hell and went I WANT THEM. I CHOSE THEM. #i mean ok yeah i get it

[kohakhearts]

theres a really. special kind of despair in the uncertainty brought about by moments of success and achievement. the inevitable “what now” of reaching your goals. and i kind of wish someone had warned me how hollow graduating university would feel, tbh

#taylor.txt #im miserable primarily for other reasons right now but i dont think i appreciated how much this just…wouldnt feel like anything #i think especially in my case as someone who so desperately needed ‘going away to college’ to get out of my childhood situation #and now for the past 5 years everything ive done has been for the purpose of getting my degree and finishing school #like im fine i guess i just kind of wish i could feel proud of myself or happy its over instead of like dreading the ceremony and feeling #like everything i have to do for grad is just one more thing i have to check off a list. getting my grad photos done felt nice but idk #it kind of feels like no one really cares which. idk why i would expect it to NOT feel that way. but yeah #tl;dr im around Kinda…need to finish stuff up but im over the really busy part of this all. kinda just coasting to the end here tbh #when this is over i’m gonna get to my request fics. prommy. wanted to do them over the long weekend but i was sick :( #anyway like to be clear im fine. people have been pointing out today i seem down and i think embarrassingly a collection of my students #noticed me crying on the bus today but thats life i guess you make do. im sad and thats ok. tbh

[snailfen]

logically i know hacking a 3DS won't be hard and it shouldn't require much but unfortunately ever since my battery bloated i am. Paranoid

#my first 3DS (the one who had a bloated battery) is REALLY old and every time it has a problem i loose 10 years off of my life #its got a bump on the back from the bloated battery. ive opened it back up like 2 times to make sure its ok. UGHHH #the second one is fine but its my only 3DS that can properly play DS games with the bottom touchscreen #my first one registers all touchscreen inputs to the top right corner with DS games #and ive heard that hacking it can cause that problem #so im not sure i wanna hack the second one #AND TO TOP IT ALL OFF i have TERRIBLE luck with electronics!!!! #so like yeah id probably be able to know what im doing but FUCK man im not sure if i wanna risk it #at this point I'm better off asking my mom to help me do this. she's fixed my 3DS before maybe she can help with this #mossball.txt #nintendo 3ds #3ds hacking #3ds homebrew

[hershelwidget]

wait hang on

HANG ON

DO YOU SEE MY VISION

#professor inkling #count bleck #TELL ME YOU SEE IT. IM NOT CRAZY #*writes yet another octonauts crossover au-* #OK BUT LISTEN HEAR ME OUT HEAR ME OUT #H E A R ME O U T #in case you're wondering if it's just the monocles NO IT RUNS DEEPER THAN THAT I PROMISE #1. both have been around a long time and founded some sort of group to further their goals (octonauts & team bleck) #2. fancy clothes (yeah inkling's in just a bowtie but remember he's straight up an octopus) that stand out among their peers #3. speaking of that last point: unusual anatomy (one does NOT look a fish and the other is a head torso and floating hands. nothin else) #4. i kinda don't wanna have to pull the mafia au card on this one but if I WAS then: tragic backstories and tragic motives #though then again do we REALLY know anything about inkling- like do we R E A L L Y?? his backstory could be tragic they just aint tellin.. #5. avid book readers (bleck let a book tell him how his life was supposed to go this man is clinically into books) #6. defense mechanism that involves darkness (octopus ink & a bLaCk HOLE-) #7. if you see either of them walking it Don't Look Right #8. this is more of an implied thing for them but: knows a LOT about the people they gathered for their causes #9. both from children's media that gets DARK sometimes without warning #10. sometimes they say things and the people around them are just ''what'' #11. love interests (ones outright saying it and the other is again just implied but STILL ITS ANOTHER POINT SOOO) #12. ok fine. yes it was the monocles at first but then i thought about it MORE so HA #feel free to add on if i missed something

[uselessnbee]

ok but like the fall from the quarry before El saved Mike was so high like he didn't barely jump and then was immediately saved he fell a long way

just watching it is terrifying imagine how terrified Mike must have felt imagine him regretting jumping but knowing there's no way back and he could only watch as the ground neared as he neared his death like yes he was saved but that moment could have lasted a second and still be traumatising holy shit he was 12 im gonna throw up

#ok i'll be honest idk if the first part makes sense and is correct cause my brain is not englishing right now #but i'm having quarry thoughts again and needed to make it everyone else's problem #so hopefully yall get what i'm trying to say! #give mike wheeler a hug please he needs it #i'll be thinking im too overprotective of him but then i remember shit like this and suddenly i think i could be even worse tbh #mike wheeler #byler #no really byler related i guess? #mike wheeler protection squad #i would kill for this child fr i'm not even ashamed of it #that's my son that's my baby he's been through so much please give him a break #i don't care anymore what mistakes he did he never did anything wrong he can literally kill a dog and i'll be like it's ok #we all make mistakes it's fine come here do you want hot chocolate? yes? i'll wrap you in a blanket and we can watch a movie! yay! #yeah i'm in my feels about him again what about it

[robobee]

I can sit and critique forever as I am the world's proudest hater but I do feel that a lot of the snark around Vengeful is just people crucially misunderstanding the point of the villains universe. it's fucking camp! everything is self aware and overdramatic and reads like a published (albeit very good) fanfiction. if you're in specific circles you absolutely recognise the tropes schwab is pulling from and the tongue in cheek references she makes and all of them are on some base level FUNNY. I don't think it can be read with 100% gravitas because as much as it is brutal and visceral and about extremely traumatized people desperately clutching onto each other because carrying on feels easier than trying something new, it is also a book in which the girlboss mafia leader queen gets taken out by a naked college quarterback . schwab likes nice and wrapped up endings and after dealing with stief and Muir it is a BREATH OF FRESH FUCKING AIRRRR

#vengeful ve schwab #in terms of crit her overexpansive casts mean that ppl like mitch who SHOULD be central get shoved into lampshadeland #but i did find the new characters entertaining if not endearing #mostly bc i did not expect them to be pleasant and they were not. june is ALSO a manipulative selfish evil shithead #the marcella thing... yeah ok she was erm. very 2016. but her dying immediately during her final hoedown was the funniest thing ever #i think despite the intent vengeful reads like a middle book in a trilogy Nd doesnt hold up on its own . but EYE would be fine with it #i do enjoy how victor never loses. im so sick of my protagonists dying in poignant ways give me my marvel movie dennis reynolds #vicious ve schwab #also the june/sydney 3 year thing was extremely weak and 1) how fucking old is june maam that is a MINOR 2)i thought the same abt eli #in book1 and he really pulled thru so well in this one i genuinely kind of forgot about the murders. fascinating dude. unfixable #like was the ending of vengeful terribly rushed and lackluster. sure but im genuinely not mad at all about it #its a very fun sandbox

[i-may-be-an-emu]

dysphoira sucks.

it feels like someone is holding you under the surface of water and you can't breathe but you can see the air just so out of reach and sometimes you catch a breath or two but you are always going to be trying to gasp for air, trying to stay afloat. Trying so desperately to survive that you don't think about anything else.

#This is just my own experience but yeah #It really does feel like this #And sometimes I can not think about it #But I'm still *thinking* about it #in the back of my mind #always wondering what people perceive me as #always wondering if I look and sound and act masculine enough #Idk #It's just exhausting #vent i guess #vent? ish? #trans #dysphoria tw #tw dysphoria #I wish I could just look in the mirror and see a man #like fully a man #I will one day #Im fine but this is just me expressing how sucky gender dysphoria is #I am ok #But it just sucks

[tomatoluvr69]

Sitting down to floss and brush my teeth has been lifechanging. On a completely unrelated note how the fuck am I supposed to have this skeleton for several more decades. It’s all over for me lads 😔

#knees hurt. hips hurt. back hurts. wrists hurt. swag #it’s not this bad most of the time but by the end of the day it’s like auuuugh #it really is too bad that I’ve got extreme doctor fears because of the IssuesTM! #and oh yeah I don’t have health insurance LOL… #which I am using as a convenient excuse to avoid going to the doctors LOL #i have some doctor ~traumas~ I think LOL! #im working up to it. it’s glacial. sometime this year maybe? #I went twice as an adult and both times were for health forms for college enrollment #I’ve been to the ER and an urgent care once or twice though so clearly I’m FINE… #this is BAD do not be like me #but it’s only become clear to me in the past year or two that the incidents in my childhood reeeeally affected me #and to have US healthcare be such a profoundly difficult and punitive process basically means I am just never going to like jump through #those hoops only to be confronted with a severe phobia lol #im not saying that’s a reasonable train of thought but it’s more that that’s my subconscious reasoning #but it is a 2024 goal to get seen by a doctor #but the other thing is that it’s so fucking clear to me that they will do NOTHING for either PMDD or my joint pain which are my chief #complaints at the moment #but like i should probably be like getting routine panels and Pap smears :-( #everything’s SO EXPENSIVE… #They’ll be like give me your blood. ok all normal everything is healthy. ok that’ll be literally $200 #:-( #ugh I’m upsetting myself just thinking about doctors. ok Goodnight #(with full intention to keep scrolling)

[puppyeared]

lemme just, *tweaks it like i would with a picture frame*

#listen idk if this is a delinquents design or a redesign in general. i just think adrien deserves better fashion taste than his dad lol #my art #miraculous ladybug #ml #ml fanart #delinquent!ladybug #delinquent!chat noir #FUCK YEAH IM GIVING HIM CARGO PANTS. its so he can hold cool rocks and cheese and pictures of his lady lmaoo #also mari if youre gonna keep the flats fine but at least wear running shoes. girl your feet are crying listen to them #i was thinking of giving adrien a studded belt like a scene kid but its hard to draw and i think it deviates from the design. sigh #I JUST. REALLY REALLY HATE THE SKINTIGHT SUITS OK. I KNOW THEYRE GOOD FOR ANIMATION #BUT I HATE THEM WITH A PASSION. idc what you say 14 year olds should dress like 14 year olds #ladynoir #fuck yes im tagging this ladynoir. cry about it #marinette dupain cheng #adrien agreste #ml ladybug #cat noir #chat noir #ml redesign #character design #mlb #miraculous fanart #miraculous #doodles #fanart #miraculous ladybug fanart #mlb fanart

[soldier-poet-king]

I'm finally back into the way of kings and like.kaladin. Kaladin. Babe. My poor little meow meow. Sad boy times only. Prime Blorbo material. I would die for him.

What a shame bsanderson is such A Worldbuilding Guy and I'm very much more a character driven person where the world mostly exists to serve the narrative & themes bc like. Ho boy is this one dragging. The dalinar chapters SHOULD be smthn I enjoy! Sad old men! Guilt! Honour! Chivalric codes! The ever encroaching fear that you're losing your sanity! And yet. Mcdying.

Love shallan and jasnah. Absolutely fascianted by scholarly, philosophical and religious infighting and implications there. But Kaladin is THEE cosmere guy of all time. He's uprooted even my mistborn era 1 faves. Guilt complex chronically depressed sometimes suicidal enslaved soldier is actually meant to be a healer and a surgeon and he is kind. And good. He doesn't want to be a miracle but for his men he will be. But he also said fuck the lighteyes class oppression all my homies hate this shit. I stood ZERO chance of him not being my fave immediately

#fran reads #fran reads cosmere #not tagging bc i like to be alive and not yelled at for not loving it as much as everyone else #im having fun! but also the PACING OH MY GOD #and bsanderson worldbuilds for its own sake. and THEN populates it w characters #or it feels like that. which is fine. #but im such an emotive character and theme driven hoe its like. om. #ok. but i need to be compelled #ur little racial group cultures and religions that worship rocks and long eyebrowed traders #all fine. #but WHY do they exist like this. HOW does it affect our characters and why they behave certain ways #if youre gonna go ham on the worldbuilding i need historical anthropological explanations in world #else I just get. bored? #which is v much a ME problem its not really a criticism just a preference #i find i don't have the same issues w tolkien either bc nostalgia blinders or bc tolkien was a historian and linguist and that comes out #*out in his work #and most the rest of my fantasy novels are character driven. loke even tge which has an expansice socially stratified political world #it facilitates character arcs and interactions. it doesnt just exist for its own sake #REAL LIFE CULTURES. VERY RARELY. JUST DO SHIT JUST BC #yeah yeah archaeology for ritual purposes joke. but THATS SLOPPY ANTHRO WORK. WE HATE IT #unhinged insane of me ik. i am going back to being sad abt prime blorbo material kaladin #bc he truly is SO good. THE bsanderson character For Me Definitely

[caffeinatedopossum]

That sad realization that not only did the undiagnosed autism lead to me not realizing my "friends" were actually bullying me the whole time I knew them but I was also unintentionally doing something similar to neurotypical friends because I didn't understand how we thought differently

#i just want yall to know that when i first wrote undiagnosed my phone autocortected that to undigested so. yeah #you heard it hear folks. autism is undigestable. thats why we all got tummy problems #anyway this is why is struggling with communication and maintaining relationships is a symptom #although my relationships always seem fine to *me* because im oblivious as fuck #and this is why autism questionnaires need to be phrased differently #alsp yeah. thinking about that one time i went to a summer camp and i joked about a girl in mine and my friends dorm #who was sleep talking that night. and one of the counselors immediately shamed me for bullying #like we were all there and awake. everyone already knew and laughed so i assumrd it was funny #but then suddenly *I* was being mean...? i understand more now but i wish someone explained it to me more gently #why did everyone laugh it was mean? i thought they laughed because it was funny #still dont understand why people laugh if something is hurtful. i didnt want to insult the girl either #i considered us friends and i was just trying to include her in the conversation #it was still not ok though... #theres another time that comes to mind when i said matter of factly that my sister was a liar #in front of her boyfriend who then very aggressively silenced me #i didnt understand why you would lie if you cant accept being a liar #it wasnt meant as an insult it was meant as the truth #but maybe if it was insulting she should stop lying #idk it was really weird #maybe this is why i didnt realize people where insulting me #because to them they were picking on me #but to me they were either stating a fact or falsely accusing me #i get embarrassed too of course but only because its whats expected of me #that makes me feel scared and inferior and alone. and thats what embarrassment feels like for me #it feels like everyone is unforgivingly looking at me with a magnifying glass

[sunnibits]

top ten scenes that contributed to my dilf awakening

#I just. im posting this for the small middle gang ok. I cant explain it but it is IMPERATIVE to me that the small middle gang sees this pls #listen ok I know it’s a really small moment but listen. LISTEN. I just. Listen. #for those who do not know him Kane does NOT lose his temper often #he’s very calm and controlled usually #so like SOMETHINN ABOUT THIS SCENEEE #WOOF. and the way she just obeys SO quickly even tho she’s such an independent stubborn character who listens to nobody. #when you get KANE to snap you are gonna LISTEN because he does not get pissed easily #it’s just. yeah. dilfs. #and I was into this man BEFORE I had accepted that I was a dilf lover so I was repressing my attraction to him HARD #but this scene had me like Oh????? #anyways #he’s so fuckin fine #marcus kane #the 100

[baura-bear]

thinking about ryan saying that the newsies were his first group of friends

#yeah im fine #dont worry guys im ok #uksies #ryan kopel #no really im all good #david jacobs #YOUR HONOR. HES AUTISTIC