waterlilly476

[waterlilly476]

thoughts

maybe im broken

maybe im bent

maybe i want to be broken so that someone will want to fix me

my thoughts run wild as i look down at my once normal wrists

maybe they would be normal again someday when the scars heal

but how can they heal when i make no efforts to help myself

i cant do this alone

i need help and time

but i cant find anyone willing to give it to me

why would they want to save me

what do they owe me

i am nothing

no one

just damaged goods

no one pays attention to

or maybe they do

and i just dont notice

my thoughts run wild as i sit here in the middle of the night

hoping for a reason

a place

a friend

someone to count on

till the world comes to an end

these are questions to which i may already know the answers to

—Water

#random #late #latenightthoughts #writing #poetry #semicolon #writer #amature #babywriter #sad #emotional #feelings #hurt #pain #new #newwriter #newwriting #talk #therapy #down #wordporn #wordvomit #cant help feeling like this #this is not normal #but it is #relateable

[waterlilly476]

all i want in life is for someone to propose to (or even just buy) me a dangerous weapon i may use to fend off the predators

[waterlilly476]

my biggest fear right now is if when quarantine is over, i say "lmaoo" in an actual real life irl conversation and then loose all sense of identity

#istg this is a real fear #i cannot become someone who SAYS lmao #please help

[waterlilly476]

friends, today i feel like peggy schuyler

eliza had two kids named philip and a kid named angelica and a kid named eliza

but not one named after peggy

aint that a mood

#mood #relateable #someone hug me please #brb crying #hamilton #schuyler #peggy #jasmine cephas jones #lin manuel miranda

[waterlilly476]

ok but why are women with weapons (especially swords) SO FUCKING HOT!!!

I LOOSE MY MIND

#women #hot #lesbian #bisexual #wlw #lgbt #weapons #swords #drama #unbelieveable #someone gift me a sword #people should just propose with swords instead of rings

[waterlilly476]

what if we were in a library and we reached for the same book and then laughed about it and read the book together and exchanged numbers and held hands under the table....and we were both girls

#lesbian #wlw #lgbt #love is love #someone please do this with me #i would die if this happened to me #bi #library

[waterlilly476]

hamilton in act 1: eliza my love for you is never in doubt

hamilton in act 2:

#hamilton #alexander hamilton #lin-manuel miranda #pippa #eliza #elizabeth schuyler #hamilton the musical #musicals

[waterlilly476]

i lowkey miss joe and walter

#greys #greysanatomy #joe #walter #greys anatomy #meredith #derek #cristina #miss #bar

[waterlilly476]

i once had a dream where some supernatural entity told me they could give me a superpower so i could tell the difference between a house and a grain of rice by just touching it

and i said "jokes on you i already know the difference between a house and a grain of sand"

#dream #one time i dreamt #i dunno either man #weird #house #rice #one-time-i-dreamt

[waterlilly476]

nico is about to become a tiny gay italian prince and i am HERE FOR IT

#pjo #nico #camphalfblood #disney #prince #gay #lgbt

[waterlilly476]

what i really want is for uncle rick to pull a stan lee on us for the tv series...appear in every episode as a random character

#pjo #percyjackson #rickriordan #unclerick #stanlee