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gostudyorillcomeforyou · 6 months

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OKAY

NO

THE ED TUMBLR GIRLIES (or boys whatever)

UNFOLLOW ME OR FOLLOW ME FROM A DIFFERENT ACCOUNT

I’M NOSY

I CHECK OUT EVERYONE WHO FOLLOWS ME OR LIKES MY POSTS

AND THE FUCKING ED HAS PUT ME THROUGH HELL

I LOST MOST OF MY FRIENDS

MY RELATIONSHIP WITH MY FAMILY GOT SUPER MESSY (I WAS SO HUNGRY THAT I WAS BEING EVEN A WORSE BITCH THAN USUALLY)

I LOST CONTROL OVER FOOD COMPLETELY

EVEN THOUGH I AM NO LONGER STARVING MYSELF I CANNOT GET THROUGH DAY WITHOUT THINKING ABOUT FOOD AND MY BODY

I COMPARED MYSLEF TO EVERYONE AND I WAS JEALOUS SO ONCE AGAIN I WAS A BITCH

I STUNNED MY GROWTH (I AM A LITERAL DWARF RN, 5’2 IS NOT FUN)

UNFOLLOW ME RN

I’M TELLING YOU

IT IS ALL FUN AND GAMES UNTIL IT CHANGES YOUR LIFE FROM HELL TO EVEN BIGGER HELL

I HATE MYSLEF FOR THE ED I HAD AND THAT’S PROBABLY MY BIGGEST REGRET, BUT WHEN I SEE ALL OF THOSE FUCKING BUTTERFLIES, MY FINGER IS IN MY THROAT

DO NOT TRIGGER ME

AND IF YOU’RE A FUCKING BUTTERFLY THEN JUST SO YOU KNOW - YOU CAN LEAVE ANA BUT ANA NEVER LEAVES YOU

LEAVE HER WHILE YOU CAN

IT GETS WORSE AND WORSE AND WORSE

IF YOU’RE NOT LEAVING ANA THEN LEAVE ME I AM NOT STRONG ENOUGH TO SEE YOUR BONES ON YOUR PFP

I AM NOT FAT POSITIVITY BUT I AM AN ED HATER

Your hair will fallout, your face will be full of acne, your friends will dump you, your periods will once disappear, once be so painful you’ll nearly faint, you’ll have ulcers, you’ll be miserable for no reason… I mean good luck on this su1 c1 d4l journey

And don’t argue with me, you know or will soon find out that I am right

I just got so fucking mad

I just said I’m leaving not to get triggered and then I see so many ed accounts

I had to write this

#studying #whisper girl #blair waldorf #studybuddies #study aesthetic #studyspo #study blog #studying motivation #this is a girlblog #studybrl #tw edtwt #ed not ed sheeran #butterfly #tw ed rant #ed disorder

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gostudyorillcomeforyou · 6 months

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Guys, sorry for being inactive, BUT

I was lazy

I was lazy for a month

Mentally I just was I don’t know where

Maybe in the wonderland of overthinking 🥲

And now I am about 20% of school year behind (I’m homeschooled)

So I have to do twice as much as I would normally do

So I’m just working a lot a lot

And I must admit that I won’t be really active unless I finish all that

Then I’ll comeback

I’m just deleting all the socials from my phone to not get triggered or distracted

SO,

SEE YOU IN FEW WEEKS, HOPEFULLY

I know you love me

x0x0

Gossip Girl (Lila) (I’m addicted to the show, I always wanted to write I know you love me xoxo)

#studying #whisper girl #blair waldorf #studybuddies #study aesthetic #studyspo #study blog #studying motivation #this is a girlblog #studybrl #wonderland of overthinking

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gostudyorillcomeforyou · 6 months

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JUST GET IT DONE

ALL THE WORK THAT YOU HAVE TO DO WON’T JUST SIMPLY DISAPPEAR IF YOU PUT IT OFF

(speaking from experience)

#studying #whisper girl #blair waldorf #studybuddies #study aesthetic #studyspo #study blog #studying motivation #this is a girlblog #studybrl

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gostudyorillcomeforyou · 6 months

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I almost put my house on fire 😭

#whisper girl #study aesthetic #studybuddies #this is a girlblog #girl blogger #smart girl #gaslight gatekeep girlblog

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gostudyorillcomeforyou · 6 months

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Sorry for not posting

I’m just focusing on school so much recently

I want to have 90% of semester 1 done by Christmas

And I want to be social at the same time

And I want to get my 250 hours of volunteer work done

And I want to excel in my extracurriculars

And I want to keep studying Italian (btw I am consistent, I’m just not updating my progress)

And I want to have time for sleep

And yes that’s a lot

So that’s where I am where I’m not here

(And I’m manifesting a girlfriend like Corky and Shane lol)

#studying #whisper girl #blair waldorf #studybuddies #study aesthetic #studyspo #study blog #studying motivation #studybrl #this is a girlblog

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gostudyorillcomeforyou · 6 months

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I think I will go to see the eras tour movie alone

Because why not

I don’t know any other person who likes Taylor

And I don’t know any person who would pretend for me that they like Taylor

And I want to see the movie

I think I should just go by myself

I’m not gonna waste my teenage years just because I’m alone

What do you think

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gostudyorillcomeforyou · 6 months

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Fuck that A-

They just don’t understand my way of thinking

#studying #whisper girl #blair waldorf #studybuddies #study aesthetic #studyspo #study blog #studying motivation #studybrl #this is a girlblog #little miss sunshine

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gostudyorillcomeforyou · 6 months

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“You’re a woman with a brain and reasonable ability. Stop whining and find something to do”

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gostudyorillcomeforyou · 6 months

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I need help

I have a party on Saturday and as I can’t complain about the amount of friends that I have (1 to be clear lol), I thought that maybe it is a good place to meet new people

BUT

I’m kind of an awkward person overall

And social situations make me forget how to be a human (just homeschooled kid thingzz)

SO

to all the social butterflies out there

How do I not scare people away and befriend them

#studying #whisper girl #blair waldorf #studybuddies #study aesthetic #studyspo #study blog #studying motivation #studybrl #this is a girlblog #social butterfly #social anxiety #friendship #homeschool #high achiever #pls help #taylor swift

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gostudyorillcomeforyou · 6 months

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WHY CAN’T I FOCUSSSSS

SOMEONE CALL ME DUMB AND LAZY, PLEASEE

#studying #whisper girl #blair waldorf #studybuddies #study aesthetic #studyspo #study blog #studying motivation #studybrl #this is a girlblog

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gostudyorillcomeforyou · 6 months

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In my irregular posting era

I’m sorry guys

I’ll come back to posting daily soon, I hope

#studying #whisper girl #blair waldorf #studybuddies #study aesthetic #studyspo #study blog #studying motivation #studybrl #this is a girlblog

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gostudyorillcomeforyou · 6 months

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“Don't you love New York in the fall? It makes me want to buy school supplies. I would send you a bouquet of newly sharpened pencils if I knew your name and address.”

My favourite Autumn movies

Getting into that Autumn mood (1)

—>that’s a series of posts where I’ll share my Autumn favourites with you, that’s the first one - movies, but stay tuned, more is coming

💌 Here you have my favourite Autumn movies💌

The movies (in parentheses you’ll find keywords)

“You’ve Got Mail” (1998) (nyc, books, rom-com)

„Mona Lisa Smile” (2003) (dark academia, college for women, 50s, ambition, art, friendship)

„The Devil Wears Prada” (2006) (nyc, fashion, vogue)

„Notting Hill” (1999) idk if it’s an Autumn movie, but for some reason I associate it so much with autumn (rom-com, London)

“Bridget Jones’s Dairies” (2001) (funny, rom-com)

“Breakfast At Tiffany’s” (1961) (rom-com, nyc, fashion, I love love love this movie)

“Mean Girls” (2004) (high school, cliques, 00s)

“First Daughter” (2004) (college, rom-com, academia)

“The Craft” (1996) (witches, friendship, kind of horror, but like a soft one? Like a mix between comedy and horror for me. Overall, I feel like if you don’t like horrors, because you’re scared, you can watch this and you’ll be ok)

“Fear Street (1994, 1978, 1666)” (2021) (wlw, witches, high school, a soft horror for me)

“How To Lose a Guy In 10 Days” (2003) (nyc, fashion, rom-com)

“Jennifer’s Body” (2009) (friendship, witchcraft)

That’s all I can think of now, maybe I’ll edit that later?

But those are 10/10, so make your favourite tea, snuggle yourself in a warm blanket, light candles and put these approved by me movies on. You won’t regret it

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gostudyorillcomeforyou · 6 months

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"Destiny is for losers. It’s just a stupid excuse to wait for things to happen instead of making them happen." - Blair Waldorf

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gostudyorillcomeforyou · 6 months

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“She’s a Lily van der Woodsen girl”

She’s wise. She’s good looking. She’s expensive. She has standards.

She’s the woman that you hope to become when you’re older.

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gostudyorillcomeforyou · 6 months

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A little update, because I feel like I haven’t been posting much recently

1. I’m rewatching Gossip Girl for the third time. I literally love this show so much

2. This Autumn is giving me the same vibes as the Covid Lockdown October 2020 and I don’t know how to feel about that lol

3. Yesterday I finished reading “Goddess: the secret lives of Marilyn Monroe” by Anthony Summers. One of better biographies I’ve read. It’s very engaging and easy to read. Reading this book felt like reading a crime/mystery.

4. I have many, many, many ideas recently

5. MY ITALIAN LEARNING JOURNEY UPDATE: I did not skip a day, I swear. I feel like I’m better and better everyday.

6. I lost Serena to my Blair and I’ve just realised that and I’m dying on the inside

7. I’ve got really into my routine and that’s good for me

8. I’ve started reading “Virgin Suxcxdes” today. I watched the movie like trillion times and I heard that the book has more details, so I’m super excited.

And that’s it for now

Expect more content

#life update #studying #whisper girl #blair waldorf #studybuddies #study aesthetic #studyspo #study blog #studying motivation #studybrl #this is a girlblog #academia aesthetic #blair wardolf #serena van der woodsen #bookworm #book review

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gostudyorillcomeforyou · 7 months

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I have just spend the entire evening listening to jazz while reading and writing. It feels so good

#studying #whisper girl #blair waldorf #studybuddies #study aesthetic #studyspo #study blog #studying motivation #studybrl #this is a girlblog #jazz #writer things #writing #writeblr #booklr #bookworm

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