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haven't got over all the new content that marvel provided us with and by that I mean three trailers and a bit,,,,

but man do I miss them

and the amount of comic references I immediately got was surprising for mE

#marvel #loki series #marvel mcu

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I like Simon Laurent. I've made an Infinity Train article about him, in fact. How would you like to discuss him?

Um excuse me yes???? I’m relatively new to the fandom so I would like you beautiful to teach me everything you know 🥰

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Unpopular opinion:

Simon Laurent wasn't irredeemable.

Simon Laurent was misguided and made bad decisions.

Simon Laurent was jealous and misinformed.

Simon Laurent had been taught from age ten a different way to see the world.

Simon Laurent wasn't irredeemable.

(gif and images not mine :))

#infinity train #simon laurent #sorry lol #ok But I will fight you #please talk to me about Simon laurent #I really would like to converse about Simon Laurent please

[jademage13]

Uh so I made this

It's a quiz to determine what range your infinity train number would be in!!!

#infinity train #personality quiz #uquiz #infinity #train #simon laurent #Tulip #one one #attic

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I'm tired

That's all. I'm just so tired of dealing with everyone's crap, of not living in a fantasy worl, of being stuck on planet earth dredging through another day of school.

I hate feeling unloved and ignored, I hate being this wreck of a person who can't get their life together >:(

but on a positive note, the person on the other end reason this?

theyre so beautiful for listening

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Hello yes I'd like to make a propsition

Watch infinity train

why? Three reasons.

1: season one

2: Season 2

And 3: Season 3

Also I just really want someone to nerd out about it with,,,, it can be found on hbo Max but also gowatchseries which is online and free so I'm begging you

also it just gets better from season one

#infinity train #grace infinity train #simon infinity train #tulip infinity train #one one #atticus #atticus infinity train #jesse infinity train #lake infinity train #simon laurent #alan dracula

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here's a list

Why I dislike being a woman:

- what are these funny sacks on my chest

- why can't they decide whether or not to actually make me look female

- why do I bleed every month

-with pain

- can i wear shoulderless shirts yet

- I'm pretty sure I can think,,, Im pretty sure I have emotions and am not an object

why I like being a woman:

- ✨pretty clothes✨

- lesbians

- fun shoes

- men

- it's socially acceptable to wear makeup at school

why I want to be all genders:

- why not, actually

- they're all pretty

- I don't feel like being one gender every day

- I want to experience being man

- loki

#>:DDD #Idk have some random brain soup I guess #anyway #been nice to talk ig #reblog if u feel any of this #genderfluid I think #idk #ilyasm

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I can’t not reblog this Lady Loki is the best thing in existence and I wish I could draw her more but my parents don’t like the idea of lady Loki and always wanna know what I’m drawing

you know what I like? how original flavor female Loki was often drawn as kind of a typical Sexy Comics Lady with a lot of cleavage but when modern Loki takes on a female form in Agent of Asgard she still looks like a skinny somewhat androgynous goth mess, which is honestly as it should be

reblog if you think the norse god on the right is just as beautiful as the one on the left, et cetera

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Some days you think: the only thing keeping me alive is the sheer amount of Sebastian Stan pictures appearing in my feed

and other days you sit there in tears and hysterical laughter mumbling: "why oh why,,, do I have,,, so many pictures of,, sebastian Stan,,," as you gasp for breath while sitting in your room at three on the morning

#Sebastian Stan #just a thought #relatable #is this relatable? #it is to me #i wouldn’t know

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abndnfjskskfndns aoa Loki is a blessed and cursed Loki

never forget loki wears eyeliner

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Not to make you sad but,,, frostiron au:

- Imagine Loki and Tony -- married, having adopted Peter. Loki is pregnant. - For nine thrilling months Tony freaks out, thinking that he’s going to kill the child if Loki ever has to leave, and Loki takes every day to soothe Tony and teach him something new about being a father. - A dark night, Loki wakes up in pain. She wakes Tony up and Tony gets Natasha, who kicks Tony out so she can deliver the baby. - After hours and hours, Natasha comes out, looking exhausted and red-eyed, holding a bundle of blankets. Tony stands frantically, asking over and over what’s wrong, is the baby okay, is Loki okay. - Natasha hands him the baby, who is blissfully asleep and a shade of pale-blue with faint Jotun marks. “The baby’s healthy.” - And Tony sees it in her eyes, knows before she says it. “Loki… didn't make it.” Tony whirls into the room, his hands shaking and eyes blurring with tears. - His husband (for Loki is male now) is lying on the bed. Dead. Behind him, softly, Natasha asks, “What are you going to name her?” - “Amelia Loki,” Tony says immediately, still in shock. Loki had liked the name Amelia. - Peter takes it hard, but he takes to Amelia just like a big brother. Tony starts sleeping less and earing less, missing Loki and worried about how he’s going to be a single parent. Until one night, when he actually sleeps, and he has a dream with Loki in it, who hugs him and murmurs, “Don’t forget to take care of yourself for me, okay?” It’s less of a problem after that. - Tony fills every hall of Stark tower with pictures of Loki so that Amelia grows up knowing her mother’s face. Peter goes to college a few years later but he’s nearby in case Tony needs help taking care of Amelia. - When she’s five or six, Amelia asks, “Who is she?” and points to a picture of Tony and Loki kissing. Tony smiles sadly and puts Amelia on his lap and tells her, “That’s your mother. She died when you were born, but she loved you more than anything.” Amelia didn’t understand yet but she grew to know that face almost as well as her father’s or her brother’s. - Amelia shows an immediate affinity for sorcery so Thor takes her on weekends for classes in Asgard. She learns how to make an illusion for herself and it doesn't take long for her to take on the dark hair and pale complexion of her mother. - Every year on his and Loki’s anniversary, Tony has Thor take Amelia for an evening and he walks the city, attending shops and seeing sights. He speaks as if Loki is standing right next to him, the one night when he lets himself imagine Loki is still with him. “You’ll like this -- the view from the bridge is absolutely breathtaking. They’re not stars but the city lights sure sparkle like ‘em.” - When Amelia is sixteen, she starts making bad decisions and Tony gets worried. They have an argument and Tony goes to his workshop, frustrated and concerned. Until he hears a voice in his ear, just a whisper saying “go and check on Amelia” but it sounds so much like Loki-- - So Tony goes to check on her and she’s lying on her bed crying, so Tony just goes and rubs her back until she calms down a little and mumbles through tears, “I wish I had known mom…” and Tony has FRIDAY pull up everything he has on Loki, and they spend a night and a day looking through old pictures and videos from FRIDAY’s security cameras. - Amelia learns that Loki was a Jotun and an amazing sorcerer and could even change gender. Amelia learns that she is going to live much longer than a normal human. Tony gives her something, a little orb containing access to the pocket dimension Loki used to use. She inherits Loki’s things. - Peter and her, despite being more than ten years apart, stay close as their lives wind on. Years later, Tony lying in a hospital bed with his children sitting beside him with tears in their eyes. It’s almost time. - He murmurs, “Did I do well, love? Did they turn out okay?” as he exhales for the last time. Peter and Amelia cry for hours together. - And Tony hears a melodic voice reply, "You did wonderful, love. You did wonderful."

#Loki #tony #marvel #mcu #frostiron #peter parker #tony stark #sad #im not sorry

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Not to be annoying or anything but,,,

it's my,,, birthday,, and ilysm :,)

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I read planet hulk

bad news: what

mediocre news: I have no clue what's going on

good news: Steve Rogers on a dinosaur

better news: Steve and Bucky's relationship is perfect down to a T

#Planet hulk #steve rogers #bucky barnes #captain america #marvel #comics #please read this though #so good #or dont #its fine if you dont

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Anyway, spoiler alert

I feel like the entirety of Thor volume one, Odin's constant mood was "well frick."

Thor gets banished? He is a disaster for literal decades.

Loki gets the birthright? Also promptly betrays everyone for a bit of fun

Remember Thor, who is still banished? Yeah well now he doesn't want to come home and Asgard has lost one of it's best defenders

I mean he comes home for a little bit

but only to make sure Odin won't die

#Loki #thor #odin #marvel #mcu #thor volume one

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Just rewatched AoU :,)

I can’t get that little boy from AoU out of my head. The one Pietro saved? They gave him a moment where he just stared at Pietro’s open eyes, still gazing towards him. The little boy would always see Pietro as his hero.

Perhaps years later, that little boy would bleach his hair. Perhaps that boy’s favorite color became silver, or blue, after he got older and he realized what exactly that silver-haired, blue-eyed superhero had done for him.

Because to that boy, Pietro is a superhero. Not just an enhanced. Not one of Strucker’s kids. Not ‘the fast one.’

A hero.

What’s sad is that he’s not a hero to more.

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gif not mine

#Pietro maximoff #quicksilver #sad #soft #maximoff #Age of Ultron #AoU #mcu #marvel

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Winter Soldier Idea :,)

RUMLOW POV

We are sitting in a small shed with a tin roof, to wait out the night before finishing our mission. The shed is cramped, with six agents and the Winter Soldier, all crammed in between old tools.

That’s when the rain starts. It’s loud on the tin roof, but we just hunch down a little further in our seats and hope the roof doesn’t start leaking — except the Winter Soldier. Winter glances about, seeming frightened. His expression quickly shifts to the one I’ve learned to recognize as his ‘threat-assessment’ face. Of course, all of his expressions are more like micro-expressions, very slight variations on a dull scowl and completely unnoticeable to the untrained eye.

That’s when I realize: he probably doesn’t know this is rain. After years of being in cryofreeze and being wiped over and over again, not to mention the lack of rain at our Siberian facility, this is completely foreign to him.

Winter really is childlike sometimes. After a few wary seconds, he walks softly to the door of the shed and cracks the door open. I can tell from the way his body stiffens slightly that he is surprised by the water falling from the sky.

Hesitantly, carefully, he extends a gloved hand outside the shed, and stands there for a good five minutes, allowing fat drops of water to drench the glove wrapping his flesh hand. After a few more minutes, I decide he’s had enough — we don’t want our cover blown. I make a sharp hissing noise and his muscles tighten under his leather clothing.

Reluctantly, Winter withdraws his hand and closes the shed door, resuming his seat on the floor. His expression is strange and haunted, one that I’ve never seen before. His eyes, boring holes into the floor, scream of untold worlds of pain, but that he knows there is something familiar about the pitter-patter of rain on the roof. His posture, taut and closed off, tells me that he is having a debate within himself. He knows he has heard this sound, seen this phenomenon before, but where? And why can he not remember it?

Then the thunder starts. With each crash of thunder, Winter’s eyes widen a bit and his breathing quickens for a few moments, his body tensing, before he settles back and pretends not to be bothered. Slowly though, he starts curling up, putting a knee up and then the other, resting his arms on his knees. His hands keep jerking in a motion that makes it look like he’s trying to run his cold fingers through an invisible person’s hair. When he notices that he is doing it, he stares at his hands for a long minute.

He looks shaken. He knows something is gone from his memory, but he has no idea what, and it scares him. But he can’t let anyone know that. Because he is the Winter Soldier.

He is soulless, a ghost story.

Even as I watch, he seems to have the same train of thought as me and he reaches behind him with his metal arm and withdraws his mask and goggles. He looks at me silently, and I nod. Being his handler, I had permitted him to take the mask off, but I wasn’t going to refuse him if he wanted it on. Quickly, I grab the straps and lock the mask on. He flips his hair down onto it, covering the black straps, and fixes his goggles on, staring from behind the dark lenses at the darker shed. He must be completely blind right now. Another clap of thunder echoes above us and his shoulders jerk a little, almost imperceptibly.

Because he is the Winter Soldier.

He does not fear. He does not remember.

He does not exist.

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anyway gif not mine but the idea is,,,

I just couldn't stop thinking about how bucky would have forgotten how rain sounds bc it would mostly snow in Siberia not to mention that's only when he is awake and outs

also I didn't know who to use so Rumlow is his handler here

#Bucky #bucky barnes #james Buchanan barnes #Winter soldier #rumlow #marvel #mcu

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Okay really wacky theory but: What if,,, mcu Loki is so ‘weak’ bc Frigga and Odin drained him as a child and connected him to the tesseract so that no one would know. Which is why he’s always going after it,,, because it’s basically a part of him but he doesn’t know it

I don’t know whether I’m sorry or not ;)

NO POV

“Do you remember who you are? Before they broke you? Between breaths and beneath galaxies? Who are you, really? Before they manipulated you, crushed your heart, made you hate yourself, tore you apart? Without the stones, the magic, the lies, the tricks, the facades… who are you? Really, and truly?”

“I—“ Loki stalls, his tear-filled eyes sparkling like broken glass. “What do you mean?”

The spirit with no identity smiled sadly. Loki and it both knew that it was all he had. And soon, he may not even have that. It took a breath that filled Loki’s ears with the rushing sound of silence — a strange paradox. “You are someone beneath all that pain, Loki. Who?”

This time, it is the black-haired boy who takes a shuddering breath, breaking the eerie quiet of the void of space, mumbling, “How am I supposed to know?”

“You tell me,” the silvery astral spirit replied, blue gaze fixed on Loki.

After a long moment, the young god looked at the blue-silver spirit with the shimmer of realization in his eyes.

“I…am Loki,” he started slowly. “Loki, God of Mischief. And Lies. And… even Evil sometimes.”

“What else?” the spirit pressed, expression intense and strangely intimate.

“I am Loki the Sorcerer, Loki the Sorceress, Loki the Trickster,” Loki exhaled, his body straightening a little. “I am a magic-wielder and a good person on occasion. I am a criminal and destined to rule. I am a hero. I am a Jotun. An Asgardian. A prince and a king.” Loki’s ice-blue eyes harden with resolve and an emotion he can’t quite place.

“I am Loki. Loki, God of Stories.”

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Visions of the future dance before Loki’s eyes and he tears his eyes away from the tesseract, his demeanor suddenly shifting. The spirit, the being in the tesseract, had calmed and reassured him, bolstered him and gave him a realization. His story, no matter in what timeline or life, would always be a notable one.

Someone would always tell it, because he was the God of Stories.

And that?

That would never change.

With tears and determination burning in his eyes, Loki offers the Tesseract to the looming purple alien before him. He ignores his half-brother spitting, “You really are the worst, brother.” He ignores the pounding in his chest and in his heart, he knows.

Everything will be alright.