It might sound weird but I wanna experience a heartbreak atleast once. I want to fall in love with a person deeply. I want to hold hands with somebody and feel their warmth. I want to go on dates and be all chit chatty. I want to take cute pictures that I could post somewhere. I want to experience the butterflies in my stomach when he hugs me after a long tiring day. I want to kiss my lover softly on his lips as I leave his house after spending all day together talking, cooking and laughing. I want him to grab me by my waist and kiss me passionately and tell me how much he loves me. I want to buy him flowers and make him feel loved. I want to be in love for once truly,madly, deeply.
As a person who's been shoved aside and ignored most of his life, I realise it is not important to dwell on the negative. If I let stuff get me down, like having only one friend or everybody missing on all my birthdays, or everybody rolling eyes on me. I don't take it personally. The truth is if you go through life expecting other people to make good things for you, you are going to be disappointed. And the only person you can depend on is yourself. And I guess I am lucky cause I like myself. So whenever I am with myself, I am happy. I never once let myself down.
One thing that I learned in life is that we can't use the word "forever" for something that is still happening. Loving someone forever is nearly impossible but loosing someone forever is possible. But we always live for things that don't last forever.
Presentiments are strange things! and so are sympathies and so are the signs; and the three combined make one mystery to which humanity has not yet found the key.
I've always been drawn to gothic people and baddies, despite the fact that I'm the polar opposite. So one day, I casually befriended a leo sun and a scorpio rising.