A/N: Hey guys, this is the new fanfic I started writing recently. I'm trying my best and I really hope you'll like it!! Feel free to reach out with anything - questions, recommendations... You can also find it on ao3!
Yesterday, Ben got me this diary as a Christmas present. He said that he's been writing in one for a year now. He also said, and I quote, "I think you need something to filter your emotions in." I don't know how to feel about that. Others often tease me about being too angry all of the time but are you surprised? How could someone keep their cool in a place like this? They're also being hypocrites. After all, it's not me, who's screaming at the whole house because of some silly little inconvenience. It's not me, who could destroy all the windows with their voice. I can speak quietly enough, so no one gets deaf. On the contrary, Luther and Diego, for example, keep arguing so loudly, that I can still hear them on the other side of the house. And they argue often.
This is stupid. I don't need some piece of paper to write on to feel better, I really don't know what was Ben thinking when he gave me this. This is quite surprising, I always thought that Ben was smarter than that. He and Vanya are the only ones you can be in the library with and not go insane. They at least can keep it down, so I can read or do homework in peace. The rest are often so loud, it hurts.
Why am I still writing? Alright, I have to admit that this isn't as bad as I thought. You don't have much time to talk here. It's just studying, training, studying, training, sleeping, eating, and then just a little bit of time for yourself. It's actually nice to finally have some place to share my thoughts and the best thing is that no one can know about it. Okay, fine, I'll give this a go.
Rebloging this so even you know about it - I'm leaving this blog too. As I said, you can follow me on the new blog. Thanks for your support too, even when I've done some bad things before. So... goodbye <3
Hello guys, I haven't been active for a while and I probably won't be active anymore. I had two blogs - one for the marauders and one for tua. I've decided to move. I created another account, there I will be posting about anything, everything I like. I don't want to have it separated like this, so that's that. If you want to follow me there, here's the link:
Just a disclaimer though - most of the content will be about The Umbrella Academy anyway. But yeah, thanks for all fo your support and that <3
Hey guys, I don't want to like... make an add, but I'm going to. I made a YouTube video! It's tua as vines (as you can see). So if you're interested, you can watch it if you want *shy fingers*
I will be really thankfull, but you don't have to :]
Shoutout to Raymond Chestnut for being an amazing husband.
Really, the man is holding it together surprisingly well considering he just found out his wife has super powers, he has an insane number of brother-in-laws who just keep coming out of the woodwork in increasingly worrying ways, and there is a dead Swede wrapped up in his best rug.
Does anyone else get hit really hard by the “You were never just kids; you were meant to save the world,” line in Season One of the Umbrella Academy?
Like, I post a lot on my main blog about Gen Z things and I’m not saying there’s anything special about Gen Z kids or that we were meant to save the world, but I feel like that lack of childhood is there, and we’re stuck trying to fix the world.
Which is also why I think Five is one of my favorite characters. For a bit of a parallel reason. He’s got the maturity level of an adult and he really never got a shot at childhood, but he’s treated like a kid.
I guess there’s that with us, too. A lot of us have backgrounds that have made us have to grow up quickly, but then when we try to do something and want our voices to be heard, people are just like, “You’re a kid. Shut up. You don’t know anything.”
I’m probably reading too much into it, it’s just a passing thought I had.