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spaceydoo · 10 months

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Can you please do a (fire force) shinra X reader where the reader see shinra in his bansho man form and isn't scared of him (in this the form becomes permanent and shinra also becomes immortal and the reader is also immortal) fluff

till death do us par- oh wait

bansho form!shinra x immortal!reader fluff

contains: marriage, slight mentions of sex, cuddles, late night conversations, lmk if i missed anything!!

lil note: i hate this story sm i like feel it dosent make sense. but i apologize for the wait of this post but i’ve been very busy with things but i hope you love this 🫶🏽 shinra has been aged up in this so don’t come for me (he’s 25) thanks for requesting ml 💋

you loved your boyfriend with all your heart. and once you got married, you didn’t think you could love him any more then you already did but the thought that you have the title of his wife and he has the title of your husband made you even more happy then you were prior.

but you had a secret. your secret was that you were immortal.

ever since you were little, you were always scared of getting too close to anyone because you were afraid you were going to get too attached and when they finally passed, you would have to deal with the pain forever. so you thought it didn’t matter to have anny friends or a partner if they’re just gonna die in the end (terrible, i know but that’s just what you thought).

but that thought vanished ever since you met your husband, shinra. you couldn’t think of a time in your relationship where he didn’t make yo laugh so hard that tears were falling from your eyes. he always put your happiness before his no matter how much you protest. and he always knows how to cheer you up every time you’re sad and always cuddles up with you first before asking what’s wrong.

most of these times you were sad was because you were scared of losing him and not being able to be with him after death which you couldn’t exactly explain to him because you were waiting for the right time to tell him you were immortal.

but that time never came.

each time you thought you were getting close to revealing your secret, you would freak out and overthink everything. you even went as far as to think that he would leave you after you told him.

these thoughts would tear at you for months leaving you silently crying next to him some nights.

the eye bags that would appear as a result of your crying would leave him concerned, wondering if you were getting enough sleep. but you brushed it off, coming up with a lie on the spot.

but the final straw was on your 2 year anniversary, when he planned a whole day of activities when you were feeling down and not in the mood for anything. yet you didn’t want his planning to go to waste or for him to start worrying so you forced a smile and partially forgot about your worries.

after all the activities, you completely forgot about what was troubling you and you had the best day ever in a while. you even convinced shinra to go to the family bathroom at the amusement park to do a little more than kissing..

while he was driving to head home, he suggested that you both renew your vows to each other at home because he had done some research and found it was supposed to “strengthen relationships” which he saw as an enhancement to your already perfect relationship.

you agreed to his suggestion, smiling at your raven haired husband, leaning over to give him a kiss on the cheek and pulling back to take in his gorgeous features. earning you a sharkish grin from him and a streak of blush on his face which you think is the cutest. oh how you love making him flustered over small things.

“you truly are the best husband in the world, you know that?” you said with loving eyes “i don’t think i could ever live without being with you. you make living in this shitty world way more tolerable.” you said fighting back tears by turning to look out the window.

“you ok, my love? i think you’re hiding something from me aren’t you? i don’t want you to feel the need to hide anything from me just please.. tell me what’s wrong.” he said while he drove into your guy’s garage with one hand on your thigh as an instinct he does whenever you wear anything that shows your legs (he just loves his wife’s thighs !!)

when he finally parked into the garage, it was way, way too quiet in the car. to fill in the silence you picked a random radio station and put the volume up to an 8 just so it was barely audible but at least the silence was gone just a bit. by coincidence, the song “bleeding love” by leona lewis was playing and you thought the lyrics hit too close to home. it’s it’s about a woman whos been hurt in the past and in order to stop herself from getting hurt shes closed her heart off to the world. until she met this man that made her melt and see love in a different light again. this was your mom’s favorite song and she explained the meaning of this song and it stuck with you ever since.

“soo.. you wanna tell me why you’re crying?” he said leaning forward so he could see your face. “honey i’m not crying i promise.” you said holding back tears “then can you at least look at your handsome husband?” he said when you turned and gave him a weak smile.

“alright let’s go inside” he said getting out the car and then walking to the passenger side to open the car for you.

you both walked inside when you got a vision of you telling him you were immortal which ended up going well. you then realized you were freaking yourself out for no reason and decided that he had to know eventually.

before he went upstairs to your room, you grabbed his arm, catching him off guard as you looked down scared to look him in the eye. “i do.. actually have to tell you something.”

“ok baby just let me know when you’re ready.” he said walking upstairs letting go of the grip on his arm.

you had a sick feeling in your stomach. should you tell him? should you not tell him? should you lie about the whole thing? your mind was racing and you didn’t know what to do.

after a lot of thought (you took about 10 minutes) you decided that you were gonna tell him and he would just have to accept you for who you were.

you made your way upstairs. it felt like time had slowed down as you went into your bedroom where your husband had already made himself comfortable.

you walked to the bed, shinra not knowing you even entered the room as he was focused on his favorite tv show.

you got on the bed next to your husband, sitting up while he layed on his back with his arms behind his head giving you a peak of his v line and abs from his slightly lifted shirt.

his v line alone almost distracted you from what you were supposed to be doing but you quickly snapped out of it and tried not to look at them.

“baby?” you said not even looking him in the eye.

“yes, my love?”

“will you promise what i say wont change anything between us?” still not looking at him.

“depends what it is” he said smiling. “wait.. ARE YOU PREGNANT” his eyes lighting up in an instant sitting up in anticipation for your answer.

“no honey i’m not pregnant. yet.” you felt so bad letting this man get so excited for no reason. you promised yourself you would give him a mini shinra or a mini you soon.

“damn you got me excited baby” he said chuckling even though he was disappointed.

“i’m sorry..” you felt really bad but you had to tell him the thing that was on your chest.

“so i don’t know how to say this but i’m gonna try” you took a deep breath mentally preparing yourself.

“so when i was born, i had a disease which made me so sick, the doctors didn’t think i would make it to my first birthday. the medicine they used didn’t work at all and my parents were stressed. they didn’t know what to do. until an anonymous doctor dropped off medication and told the nurses that the medication he had for me was guaranteed to work but had one drawback. immorality.” shinra’s eyes widened at that part.

“my parents were a little skeptical but what choice did they have? so they decided to try this new medicine and i got better instantly. the doctors thought this was a true miracle thta you were able to survive this uncureable disease. but the doctors wanted to know if the immortal drawback was true which my parents didn’t want to test cuz their daughter just survived a deadly disease. why would they risk that? but you wanna know what the doctors did? they went behind my parents back and gave me a lethal dose of poison which was guaranteed to kill me which obviously didn’t work, proving i was immortal. when my parents found out what they did from a nurse that saw everything, they sued the hospital for experimenting on me and won the law suit. my story was all over the news and didn’t die out until years later when i was about 5 years old.” you were looking at your hands, tears falling on them desperately trying to hide your face.

“can you please look at me y/n” he said lightly grabbing your chin to look at him.

you looked at him with tear filled eyes not knowing how he’ll react. “why did you hide this from me y/n? you know i could never stop loving you. and i couldn’t liive without you. that’s why i married you my love. and i’m so happy that now we can be together. forever.” you looked at him with confusion at the last part.

“but i’m immortal? and i’m pretty sure you’re mortal, right?” you looked at him with a confused expression awaiting his answer.

“remember our wedding vows? till death do us part? i guess that part was sort of a lie.” he said scratching the back of his head with a nervous expression.

“wh- whaddya mean??” you were trying to piece together what he was saying.

“you still don’t get it? guess i’ll show you. i haven’t done this in a while since i married you so i might be a little rusty” if you thought you confused before, this tops it all. he got off the bed and stood infront of you. after a couple of seconds of silence, your husband had transformed into red skinned, muscular built monster which shocked you nonetheless. he had demon horns coming out of his forehead. the only thing that stayed the same was his spiky hair but the color changed from his iconic black to a glowing white. you had to admit, seeing him like this changed something in you. his new look had you questioning why he has been hiding this panty dropping look for so long. you were even more attracted to him and you didn’t even think that would be possible.

“so whaddya think? you’ve been staring at me for a while i was getting nervous” he said with the same sharky grin he has.

“i think.. you should stay like this forever honey. i can’t keep my eyes off you even if i wanted to” you said looking at him with so much love and admiration.

“and you didn’t feel this way before? wowww ok” he said sarcastically while you sucked you teeth in annoyance.

“but in all seriousness, yes i’m immortal like you apparently. and you don’t know how happy i am that i found someone that is going through exactly what i’ve been going through. believe it or not i’ve been scared to tell you about my powers and immortality for the same reason you-.” before he could finish his sentence you ran up to him and gave him and hug practically jumping on him when you caugtt you by holding you thighs carrying you in his arms.

(basically like this if you had trouble visualizing !!)

you’ve been holding back your tears for so long you just broke down. you couldn’t hold back anymore. you cried into the crook of his neck not caring about anything at the moment, only your lover.

“please don’t cry baby. i hate seeing my wife sad” he said holding back tears of his own.

“i’m not sad im really relieved actually. i can’t believe the love of my life understands me on a level no one else could” you said placing kisses all over his face.

“i love the new you. you should remain like this.” you said with a smirk.

“you really think it looks good? in that case i might as well stay like this if it’s affecting you like this.”

he put you down after and asked if you still wanted to renew your vows.

for the rest of the night you both renewed your vows, cuddled and watched movies together, gossiped about celebrities, shinra showed his powers, and you both made cookies.

it was a very chill and relaxing night. knowing you could finally rest easy.

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spaceydoo · 11 months

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Question what happened to that small post about the Shinra X reader? It was up but I guess you took the post down

i’m sorry this was my first ever request for a story and i didn’t know what i was doing and i think i accidentally deleted it?? but if you could please say again what you wanted (again i’m so sorry and i was wondering where ur comment went) i will get you a story in like 3 days

#spaceydoo

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spaceydoo · 11 months

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Blurred visions

drunk!ban who always has to be the loudest in the club and just says nonsense to anybody who’s willing to listen.

drunk!ban who picked a fight with some rando who he thought was trying to take a peek under your dress when he just so happened to drop his wallet right beside you. luckily, you broke the fight before anything got serious.

drunk!ban who brings you on the dance floor which you agreed to while he just grabbed your ass the whole time swaying left and right while he kept his head buried in your neck even though you were supposed to be “dancing”

drunk!ban who suggested that you take more than one shot so when y’all went home things would be “spiced up” but one of you had to be the sober one to drive so you declined.

drunk!ban who does dumb shit like saying everyone’s drinks were on him which you had to turn down cuz he wasn’t gonna spend all that money on something like that.

drunk!ban who makes you sit on his lap, back facing him whispering how much he loves you and placing kisses all on your neck letting soft moans out since the music covered them.

drunk!ban who knows what he’s doing to you from his intoxicating smell, his drunken eyes, the taste of alcohol in his mouth after a passionate kiss and his growing member.

drunk!ban who decides to ditch the club and do a little something in the car with you.

drunk!ban who brings you to the backseat, and strips you down to your underwear and lays you on your back, licking his lips at the meal in front of him.

drunk!ban who licks your soaking pussy while your panties were still on making you frustrated from the lack of contact.

drunk!ban who gets tired of this quick and rips your panties off you and eats you out as if he had been starved for days (he ate you out yesterday)

drunk!ban who is immediately pussy drunk and moans into your pussy, the vibrations sending you off the edge.

drunk!ban who adds one finger then two to your pretty pussy and curls it in just the right places.

drunk!ban who picks up the pace of his fingers and mouth when he knows you’re close and uses his other hand to massage your breast which made you grip his hair desperately needing more of him.

drunk!ban who gets squirted all over and laps it up while you ride out your high, bucking you hips against his tongue, shaking from how intense your orgasm was.

drunk!ban who never seen you shaking so much after being ate out which he took as an accomplishment.

drunk!ban who gives you a look that say “we bouta be here all night”

drunk!ban who begins to line himself up to your hole before crashing into with such force that you were already loosing your vision.

drunk!ban who fucks you fast and gives you kisses while you moan into his mouth unable to kiss him back.

drunk!ban who gets scratches from you on his back which he loves to admire in the mirror.

drunk!ban who sits up to admire your figure under the street light, still keeping his same pace when you pull him back with your legs wrapped around him to feel him at a whole different level.

drunk!ban who is grunting and moaning just as loud as you were when you both were getting so close.

drunk!ban who is slurring praises in your ear and how y’all should cum at the same time <33

drunk!ban who has never been this vocal in bed which surprised yo since you almost never hear him moan like this

drunk!ban who only had to fuck you a little more until you squirted on his cock, soaking the car seats while he came inside you.

drunk!ban who rested on top of you fucking you slowly as he spilled his seed into you

drunk!ban who gives you about a minute to rest until he began fucking you without mercy while tears were forming from overstimulation and your moans gradually became louder which he hid with sloppy kisses

gotta love drunk ban <3

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spaceydoo · 1 year

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OMG?? creaming rn hbu 😩😩

sanji

#spaceydoo #vinsmoke sanji #CREAMINGGG #till it remembers its shape #i need him to fuck me #i need him #i need him to ruin me

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spaceydoo · 1 year

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girls need love too

*:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ. portgas d. ace x reader smut *:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ

‧₊˚⊹﹕ contains: praising, he calls you princess/doll/darlin, ace is experienced, reader gets oral, insecure reader, reader gets in her feels a little, riding(kinda), backshots, mirror sex, moans from ace, ace talks you through your orgasm, constantly praising your body, overstimulated reader, a lot of cussin, reader is jealous, reader is a bit of a brat in the first part

‧₊˚⊹﹕ lil note: i started one piece and i’m on “entering the grand line” arc and i’m pretty sure i’m nowhere close to the part when ace shows up so if his personality in this isn’t really how he is in the anime yk why

‧₊˚⊹﹕ wc: about 800?? (too lazy to check)

you and ace were chilling in his room he layed on the bed while you paced around the room talking about random shit when you started talking about your co worker who you were jealous about. she had a perfect hour glass shape, pretty face, very smart, nice, and above all that she always seems to be getting promoted every other day which made you feel she was fucking your boss.

“but acee she always gets special treatment for having a big ass and perfect tits and it’s just not fair. i work hard and what do i get? nothing. pretty privilege is scary and i hate bitches like her. fucking their way to the top.”

“babe your acting like i don’t worship you like every other day. you got all the special treatment you can get from me. i fucked you silly till you couldn’t even say my fuckin’ name yesterday so i don’t wanna hear nothin’ am i clear?”

“mhm sure.” you said with an attitude. you were about to get up when he forced you to to sit down as you looked at him in confusion.

“i said am i clear.” he said looking dead into your eyes.

“yeah. but here’s the thing. i try not to care about her but it just goes back to me caring. i try not being insecure but it just goes to me comparing my body to hers. i try so fucking hard but it’s not easy. the way she gets life easy just cuz she’s considered pretty is crazy to me. i know you tell me to love myself but since this bitch has been around i just don’t know if i c-

“y/n stop. how long have you been feeling like this? and why haven’t you said it before? i love you with all my heart and don’t want you feeling like you can’t trust me. you can trust me babe. wanna talk about it more?

you started tearing up and you put your head on his shoulder. you both were sitting on the bed when he lifted your face and whispered in your ear.

“how bout’ i make you feel good tonight yea? will that make you feel better my love?”

you nodded as he began passionately kissing you. touching your body in all the right places.

“you look so beautiful right now baby. please don’t bring yourself down. tell me how much you love yourself.” he said leaving hickey marks on your neck.

“i.. love myself” you said in between your soft moans.

“not convinced. c’mere.”

he brought you infront of the floor mirror and stood directly behind you. you felt his hot breath hit the back of your neck which made your spine shiver

“strip. now.” he said with a menacing tone which made you shiver.

you did as you were told and began to strip infront of your man. usually you weren’t scared of showing your body to ace but now it was different since you could actually see your self in the mirror.

you were down to your bra and panties when you instinctively put your hands to cover your boobs.

“why you bein so scared? it’s just a mirror babe. i know your body like the back of my hand it’s nothin new darling.” he said when he pulled your hand away from your boobs

“i’m not scared it’s just.. cold.” you took off your bra and panties revealing your splendid figure.

“see that wasn’t that hard princess.” he said as he cupped your breasts admiring your soft skin.

“babe let’s go to the bed..” you said while biting your lip.

“uh uh. you still haven’t convinced me that you will never say shit like that again. so now i have to fuck it out of you and we’re staying right here.”

he then walked away and grabbed a chair from the kitchen and placed it in front of the mirror.

“take a seat, doll.”

you sat down confused at what he was trying to do. he then got on his knees and spread you legs revealing your pretty pussy.

“don’t be shy babe. relax and leave this to me.” you begin to squirm in the chair as he gives kitten licks to your clit. in an instant, he was pussy drunk.

he played with your clit while he stuck two fingers in your gushing pussy. the bulge in his pants growing from your lewd moans.

“you like when i fuck you with my fingers yea? tell me how much you love it princess” he said before he went back down to sucking your clit and pulsing in and out of your cunt.

this feeling was too much. his praising, his fingers entering your pussy, the way he held you in place so you wouldn’t fall over, his eyes on you the whole time. you thought you were seeing stars.

“yes- ah- keep going just like that!” you were playing with his hair and using his head to your pleasure while your orgasm was close.

“your such a needy girl aren’t you? that’s what i love about you. now cum for me, princess.” he said while looking in your eyes.

with those words you squirt all over your man’s face while he lapped up every drop. breathing heavily and exhausted, you slumped down in the chair not being able to catch your balance overwhelmed by your man’s tongue.

“can’t believe i made you like this with just my tongue. imagine taking my cock right now” he chuckled giving you a couple seconds to settle before starting again.

you now were in riding position, but your back was on his chest as he spread your legs with his arm as if he was showing you off in front of the mirror using his tip to draw circles on your pretty cunt.

he then fucked up into you still holding your legs with both of his arms showing no mercy what so ever. his speed was atrocious but he hit all the right places causing many moans from the both of you. he tried to hide his moans by hiding his face in the crook of your neck to muffle the noise. but you just seemed to be squeezing on his cock which made him moan like crazy.

“don’t i make you feel good princess? squirting all over my cock as if you could deny it. now fucking promise me you’ll never feel insecure again.”

“i- fuck- promise ah-”

“not fucking loud enough.” he then purposely slowed his pace to force the words out of you. you then whined from the abrupt change of speed and tried to ride his cock your self.

“only good girls get to ride my dick. now say it.”

he had completely stopped at this point but his dick was still in you. you took the chance and tighten on his dick which made him jolt up in shock and a moan escaped his mouth. you turned your head to look at him and smirked but he didn’t look pleased at all. you now began to regret your choices you made up to this point.

“who the fuck said you could do that? tryna top me? get up, follow me.” ace made you get off his cock which made you feel empty without him inside you anymore.

“bend over.”

you did as you were told and as soon as your back was arched, he rammed his dick into you. the sudden movement made you gasp and grab the sheets from pleasure as the bed rocked with his movement.

ace held onto your hips watching your ass move each time he fucked into you.

“say it.” he said while picking up his speed

“i’ll never be jealous or insecure- shit- again!”

“that’s all you had to do mamas it wasn’t that hard. glad to see- fuck- you finally got that out” he said as a moan escaped from his mouth.

he then brought both your arms behind your back forcing your head back so he could look at you. his cologne smelling as strong as ever clouding your vision, each thrusts making you call his name louder, tears forming in your eyes from the overwhelming feeling, him never leaving his eyes off of you. you instantly came after the next few thrusts, you and ace both a moaning mess as he came shortly after.

you then collapsed on the bed after ace let go of your arms, visibly exhausted from everything. he then moved your hair gently from your face as you layed on the bed admiring your features. your eyes were slightly shut but you were still awake.

he gave you a gentle kiss on your lips before cuddling up with you enjoying the silence. you loved times like this after sex when it’s silent and you’re both sweaty and you’re both completely out of it (mainly you).

“did i really have to fuck you up for an answer, y/n? or were you just horny?” he said knowing you would get flustered.

“don’t worry about it” you said with a small chuckle.

“oh you won’t tell me? guess i’ll have to fuck that out of you too. spread your legs.”

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spaceydoo · 1 year

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MAKE HIM MOAN

feitan may seem like a man of a few words but when you’re in bed he knows every word in the dictionary to turn you on. it’s like he’s a completely different person when he’s pounding you into oblivion.

“ah- shit you feel so warm” feitan says as you slowly start going down on his dick in riding position as he layed down flat on his back. you said you would be the dominant one this time just to try something new which he honestly didn’t care about. as long as he was getting fucked, he was happy.

you were completely in him at this point but just to mess with him a little you planted kisses on his lips to see his reaction of you not moving. he wanted to fuck into you badly but didn’t cuz he’s a man of his word. sometimes.

“the fuck are you doing.” he said staring at you coldly. you didn’t want him take over just yet by making him mad so you started grinding first then started bouncing like no tomorrow. you leaned back grabbing his legs for support and continued to bounce.

“you’re so fucking tight- ah- you’re doing such a good- job” he said in between moans. you wanted to mess with him more by stopping him from cumming by slowing down drastically because he stopped your orgasm the last time you had sex.

“did i tell you to stop? keep on going. what? you can’t handle it? guess i’ll have too fuck you silly myself to teach you a lesson.” he said as he sat up, you still being in him. he did break his promise about you being the dominant one but at that moment he didn’t care. he then grabbed your waist and moved your hips up and down on his cock at crazy speed, earning multiple moans from you. you wrapped your legs around him to feel him better as feitan stared into your eyes.

“you like when i fuck you sliiy? yeah? tell me how much you want it.”

“i wan- i want- ah”

“speak up princess so i know what you want.”

“i want you to fuck me stupid fei!” you said moaning out loud.

feitan always seemed to know exactly where to fuck you to make you collapse and he loved seeing you crumble in his touch.

your eyes were rolled back enjoying the noises your pussy was making and his dick touching all the right places. fei was sweating and looked dazed by aware at the same. his moans and praises were sending you off the edge and his high was coming as well. your body looked so beautiful to him he hugged you and hid his face in the crook of your neck as he came in you muttering praises and moans while your orgasm came as well.

“i love you so much y/n- mhh ah-“ he struggled to say in between moans. he never expressed this much love to you in bed which caught you off guard. all your juices soaked his cock as you finished cumming.

“princess look at the mess you made. don’t worry ill clean you up.” you we’re still panting when you got off him and layed on the bed.

“what was all the moaning about? you should do that more often it’s hot” you said as you finally regained your senses.

he shot you menacing a glare signaling to you to shut the fuck up which you instantly did.

he brought you a towel and cleaned you and him up. he stared at you the whole time which made you a little embarrassed when you were going to grab the sheets to cover your self when he stopped you.

“i just love staring at my girlfriend what’s the big issue? i’ve seen you like this many times.” he knew he was getting you flustered and he thought it was so amusing.

“nothings wrong i just don’t like you staring.” you said with an attitude.

“drop the attitude.” feitan said as he glared at you

“or else what fei?” you said in a joking tone to get under his skin

“or imma fuck it out of you”

let’s just say that attitude of yours was never seen again after this

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spaceydoo · 1 year

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sad hours <3

benimaru shinmon x female reader smut/fluff

contains : virgin reader, inexperienced reader, lonely reader, dick craved reader, foreplay, beni is experienced, rough beni, beni gives head, squirting, overstimulated reader, blabbering and talking nonsense, beni chokes you, use of safe word, doing it at ur parents house, comforts you after, talking about your feelings at the end, rainy day sex.

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you and your boyfriend, beni haven’t seen each other in a little over 2 weeks. it started when he had a bright idea that you both should live together in an apartment. he found a job to make some money for this idea which you supported him fully of course by getting a job as well. you stayed at your moms house as your parents were divorced until you were financially stable. he found a great job in the office and was making good money. while you worked as an assistant chef making decent money. he lived with some friends who you knew really well. you both recently started your jobs and started getting adjusted to your schedules. but deep down, you hated it.

he worked from monday to friday, 5 am to 8 pm which was exhausting and on the weekend he slept for most of the day, never finding time for you. he did facetime you and tried to visit you but things would get in the way and he wouldn’t be able to come over. you on the other hand only worked tuesdays and thursdays from 5 pm to 12 am since you were only an assistant.

you hated not seeing him for this long. you craved his soft hands, his caring touch, his loving eyes, his warm lips, and much more. you wanted him more than ever and you thought about him daily. shift after shift all you could think about was being with this man.

days turned into weeks, still without seeing him. you thought you were gonna go crazy. he facetimed you about your day once in a while but it wasn’t enough. one of these facetimes had you horny and craving him and you were at your breaking point and you decided that you had to let it out.

“hey baby how was your day?” beni said in a low and tired voice on a friday night while still in his office suit lying on his back. he looked tired and you felt bad for him but couldn’t deny he looked so damn good.

“my day was fine.” you said in a cold tone while you were doing your skincare routine, getting ready for bed. you hated how he couldn’t tell that you were in need of him and decided to give him the cold shoulder.

“why’re you giving me an attitude. what? u missed me so much you’re starting to hate me? oh he didn’t know the beginning of it. you needed him bad.

the way he stared at you through the screen with tired but relaxed eyes as if he was taunting you. the way he smiled a little almost as if he thought it was a joke. the way he ruffled his hair a little knowing you were still very much obsessed. oh yeah, that was your breaking point.

“babe i missed you so much i can’t even explain it. i want you so bad. i need you so bad you don’t even know. i’ve been trying to not think about you but that just went to thinking about you more. please come over tomorrow so we can talk about it. and maybe do something more.

*silence* you were starting to regret saying that.

“oh really? didn’t think you were that dick thirsty. not seeing me for this long made you that horny? i’ll be over tomorrow to deal with you. love ya. good night.” he said in a cocky tone.

“good night babe” you said not trying to seem too excited.

*end call*

“woah.” you were at a lost of words. your excitement was hard to contain. finally you were going to get “dealt with” which made you excited none the less. but you were of course nervous.

it was your first time having sex which made you a bit worried. but you knew beni would make it the best since he’s always been the type to spoil you and treat you the best possible. you finished your skincare trying not to worry to much and went to bed.

. . . . . . . . . . . . . .

you ran to the door almost slipping on the way downstairs. when you opened it you saw your boyfriend standing there smirking while holding flowers.

“beni!” you jumped on him while he held you in a hug. it was raining pretty heavily outside and his hair wet was just magnificent to see. he didn’t even enter the house before you guys started making out while he still held you.

“i missed you so much baby i’m sorry i couldn’t see you” he said after breaking the kiss and taking brief breaths.

“i missed you too” you said while you stared into his eyes.

“i said i would deal with you right? now’s time i show you that i was serious.” he said while dropping the flowers he brought and began walking up the stairs still holding you.

he was a little wet from the rain but you didn’t mind. when you both made it up stairs, you knew this was going to be the best. he layed you on the bed before going on top and leaving hickeys on your neck. he took off your gray spaghetti strap shirt and stared with admiration at your perky soft breast

“didn’t even wear a bra. you missed me this much huh? i’ll take great care of you hun don’t worry”

before you could even respond, he began playing with your breasts. he sucked on one of them while he caressed with the other. you were caught off guard. this feeling was foreign and unusual but so good. you let out a little moan while raising your back off the bed indicating you want more.

he then started going down to your shorts which were already stained wet from the moment he entered the house.

“you’re so wet for me huh princess?” he said in a low voice which made you shiver.

you weren’t wearing underwear which made easy access. he moved your shorts to the side and moved down in between your legs.

“may i?” he said while staring into your eyes.

“y- yes” you stuttered being a little nervous. his red eyes never leaving your gaze.

he spread your legs and began licking your clit in circles. oh he was good.

“mmh” you moaned while you began closing your eyes before you were interrupted by beni.

“look at me. i want to see your lewd face when i ruin you. don’t turn away or else i’ll have to punish you darling.” you didn’t want to get “punished” so you obeyed like a puppy and it’s owner.

you didn’t think holding eye contact would be that hard because you loved staring into his his scarlet eyes when you went on dinner dates with him but you were so very wrong.

he continued to licked your clit, bringing one of his fingers and entered it into your soaking wet pussy. he had you wrapped around his finger (literally) and he began pulsing in and out at a slow speed so you could get adjusted. from doing this he got light moans from you that gradually got louder causing him to grunt a little over his growing boner.

“f-fuck benii your finger feels so good in me ah~” you moaned still forcing yourself to keep eye contact when he abruptly sped up his pace right at your g spot.

your vision was going blurry and you felt your high was coming and he could sense it too as you started to clench on his finger. he showed no mercy and abused that heavenly spot and he rubbed your clit with his other free hand.

“oh fuckk i’m gonna cum~” you whined while biting your lip.

“cum for me princess” he said staring dead in your eyes almost intimidatingly.

you’re orgasm washed over you while you squirted everywhere including on beni. your legs were shaking uncontrollably while you muttered sweet nonsense about your love for beni. you forgot one thing though, keeping eye contact.

you didn’t think about it at the time but before you could even finish coming from your high he grabbed your neck and forced you on your hand and knees

“what did i tell you about remaining eye contact?” he said while he still had his hand on your neck.

“b-beni you know i didn’t m-mean to, it was an accident.” you tried to plead with him.

“it’s time for your punishment” he came close to your ear, “i’m gonna fuck you silly princess.”

“wait beni please stop-” but before you could say anything more he started giving backshots at a ridiculous speed.

beni still had a good grip on your neck with one hand while the other pushed your back down to position himself better.

tears were falling from your eyes from pleasure but also pain. soon the pain started washing over more than the pleasure and the intimacy you felt before was all gone.

“beni i-can’t, it hurts” you said but to no avail of him stopping.

“you didnt follow my rules. this is what rule breakers get.”

you started feeling disconnected with the world, with yourself, with beni. you felt trapped. this moment that’s supposed to feel special feels rushed and painful. you didn’t know what to do but to just accept it until it was over.

while beni thought you were making moans of pleasure, in reality, you felt far from that. you couldn’t even speak properly, just in babbles because of how much pain you were in. you suddenly remembered something, a word you both swore to use whenever it was too much, too overwhelming. you had never actually planned on using this word because you expected your first time to be wonderful but that was the only only chance you had.

“chocolate.” you said with the last bit of strength you had.

as soon as you said that, it was as if he came back to reality. the grip he had on your neck loosened and he turned you over on your back to look at you.

“holy shit im so sorry babe. i didn’t know what came over me” he said while he hovered over you, staring into your eyes with concern and fear

you held your hand weakly to your face so he wouldn’t know you’ve been crying. you tried turning away when he stopped you by grabbing both your hands and pinning them.

“hon’ look at me. i didn’t mean to hurt you like this. i genuinely thought you were enjoying it but i guess i rushed it. i should’ve listened when you were talking to me but i took things way to far. i feel horrible for making your first time like this and i swear i will make it better next time. just please.. look at me?”

the room would’ve been dead silent if it wasn’t for the heavy patter of the rain. you’re eyes were filled with tears, barely even being able to comprehend what he just told you. you were scared and shaking from fear. he noticed this and grabbed the blanket on the bed and wrapped it around you while he went to sit behind you, holding you tight in his arm.

“my love look, i know you still don’t want to look at me, trust me i understand. i hurt you when you put all your trust in me and i could never forgive myself. but i at least want to make it up to you. tomorrow, same time, we can try again and i swear i will make it the best. just.. talk to me.” he said never letting go of you.

his hug felt warm and comfortable just like the day you two met at a club, but that’s a story for another time. you couldn’t bring yourself to hate him but you were still a bit shaken up by everything. still, you responded.

“baby.. i love you and i trust you with all my heart. i want you to stay with me and hold me in your arms just like the first time we met. we haven’t been together for long and i missed this, a lot. i’ll only forgive you on two conditions.” you said while you turned to look at him.

“anything my love. i will do it.” he said as he stared back into your eyes.

“the first condition is that you have to promise never to get carried away during sex and the next time we have sex i should be seeing stars and to also not be able to walk for days.” you said in a serious tone.

“i was already planning on apologizing with sex tomorrow but thanks for initiating it. you really are horny for me. it’s cute that you want it so bad. is that all the conditions, princess?” he said while smirking as if he thought it was a joke.

you turned yourself from his gaze to lay on his chest as you were embarrassed.

“there is one more. i want you to.. to stay with me.. please? not just for tonight but the whole week. i need you babe. i’ve been very lonely lately and i can’t go on like this. you might say i’m being dramatic but i really need you with me.” you said while tears fell from your eyes on his stomach.

“hey princess it’s going to be alright. i will stay with you until you feel better. i don’t care how long it takes i only care about you’re well being. i will quit my job and find one that works best for both of us. i know i wasn’t committed to this relationship as i was busy but now you can have all of me. please don’t cry my love. will you do that for me?

you shook your head in agreement as he wiped the tears off your face. your room was cold which made you shiver and cuddle up with your man as he played a movie while playing with your hair.

this. this is what you wanted. all along you just wanted to feel his warmth. you slowly started dozing off when beni woke you up by tapping your back.

“hon’ you forgot to take a bath. i can run the water for you if you’d like?”

you agreed while he got up to make your bath. you sat up in your bed thinking how you got so lucky to have such a beautiful, thoughtful and kind boyfriend. you layed back down dozing off again until beni came back to wake you up once more.

. . . . . . . . . . . . . . .

as beni promised, the next day he did apologize in more than one way. let’s just say you did in fact see stars, he had you blabbering complete nonsense, had your legs shaking and weak for a while, and made you cum for the 9th time.

gotta love beni <3

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