#/jk but also kinda not really

[konakoro]

I was having a decent day, until I remembered a brief, easily-missable side story in one of the first levels of Bioshock 2, where a school teacher and a group of children on a field trip end up trapped in the amusement park level you’re in when the civil war started, and how you hear from her audio logs how she willingly gave up her own food to make sure all the children were well-fed, eventually finding a final audio log on how she realizes she’s dying from starvation but still worries about the kids she’s watching, and you find this audio log by a corpse positioned in a resting pose surrounded by candles and drawings and stuffed animals and I’m sobbing oh god -

#Bioshock #Bioshock 2 #video games #dumb stuff #when i first played through this level and found the audio log next to her corpse it destroyed me #just like in the first game where you find an audio log of distraught parents realizing their daughter is a little sister #and you find that log next to two corpses embracing each other and you realize they took their lives in grief #and then i got to the conclusion of the mark meltzer story in Bioshock 2 and was destroyed once again #the first two bioshock’s excelled at environmental stories using the audio logs and all of them are so good and make me super upset #but yeah the teacher one in 2 is especially devastating to me. what happened to the kids #did they all die? did they somehow make it out with jack? probably not! :) #Bioshock 2 is fantastic and anyone who says otherwise is dumb and has bad opinions #/jk but also kinda not really

[junebugdunes]

it's a beautiful medium, and you are a horrible painter.

#jk im actually pretty proud of this #hey sorry for disappearing for a little bit #ive been kinda burnt out and also really busy with work #hopefully I'll get back into art n stuff #for now here's my first watercolor piece! #it was really fun #I was listening to the ost too so it was a vibe #untitled goose game #traditional art #watercolor #my art

[dangerous-advantage]

(Image description below 'read more' line.)

[Image ID: A four-by-four alignment chart on a white background with text descriptions to the left and to the top of the squares.

The top left description reads, "seems like they'd be good at parenting." The top right description reads, "seems like they'd be bad at parenting."

Then, from the top down, to the left of the squares, the other set of descriptions reads: "excellent child rearing instincts," and "never trust them with a child in your life."

Each of the four squares contains an image of a different character. At the top left is an image of Lan Wangji of the Mo Dao Zu Shi donghua. He sits between the descriptors "seems like they'd be good at parenting," and "excellent child rearing instincts."

In the top right square sits an image of Wei Wuxian, also of the Mo Dao Zu Shi donghua. He sits between the junction of "seems like they'd be bad at parenting" and "excellent child rearing instincts."

In the bottom left square is an image of Xie Lian from the Tian Guan Ci Fu manhua. He occupies the square with the captions, "seems like they'd be good at parenting" and "never trust them with a child in your life."

Finally, in the bottom left square, sits an image of Hua Cheng from the Tian Guan Ci Fu manhua. He occupies the junction between "seems like they'd be bad at parenting" and "never trust them with a child in your life". /End ID]

#look ok #i see all the cute little fics with xl and hc talking about becoming parents and etc etc #and that's cute! that's adorable!! let them be happy!!! #but. you have to admit ok. hualian need to work through their own problems #like c'mon. xl picks up like AT LEAST three kids in the book and then proceeds to forget about one on his shelf for a while #just kinda. stands judgmentally with his hands on his hips about guzi and qi rong (it's really funny though don't get me wrong) #and after finally re-capturing lang ying he's like 'i'm gonna guardian you!' and then a whole bunch of shit happens and uh well #ly turns out to be the ghost of some kid xl traumatized 800 years ago come back for vengeance (L) #which means xl traumatized him multiple times lmao #we aren't even touching qi rong and lang qianqiu which YES i know the latter wasn't xl's fault and i am fully aware that the situation with #qi rong is and was complicated. BUT. come ON man can these poor kids never catch a break? the one kid he DIDN'T accidentally traumatize #turned out to be obsessively in love with him so like maybe this is for the best? #anyway i also just don't think they'd be... genuinely interested in a commitment like that? like hc would go along with anything xl wants #but he doesn't seem the type to be interested in kids (he's mostly just interested in xl) #xl isn't off the hook either ok #people bring up hc's treatment of e'ming but xl isn't exactly a saint to ruoye. i dont blame the guy he's got a lot on his mind #but he's also very.... absent #plus with the responsibilities of their respective positions all their extra time is like. spent on eachother jk? #this isn't to say xl doesn't *like* kids or anything i just don't think he would want to be a full-time parent lmao #also they DEFINITELY have their own issues with themselves as kids and i'm afraid that might translate into like. parenting #meme #tgcf #mxtx meme #tgcf meme #xie lian #hua cheng #lan wangji #wei wuxian #wei ying #lan zhan

[caterpillz]

Planning to make a cuff based around Cupcakes (both the Mister Davey video and the actual story kinda mixed together if that makes sense XP)

The pattern is mine, If anyone wants it, let me know ^_^

#also kinda related but kandi kid miles follows me #so if he sees this then i really like your stuff bro :D #thx for following me i really apperciate it #i'm also sorry in advance for the amount of posts about gay alcoholic lovers you're about to see (jk) #kandi ideas #kandi #kandicore #mlp fim #cupcakes #pinkie pie #mlp cupcakes #pinkamena #mlp

[lincolnlogsnfrogs]

roach bitch and his asshole ghost wingman

#jk i love them lmao #iz #invader zim #zib #roach boy #zim 0001 #tw blood #the zim from zib's universe coming back to haunt him through the stolen PAK is one of my favorite headcanons #it's just funny as hell lmao #still working on his design :33 #they kinda glossed over it in the comics but in my mind he got pretty fucked up during that last fight :')) #since we refer to 0002 as 2im i think ill start calling the zim from zib's reality z1m to avoid confusion #and since he's technically from universe 0001?? #za1f #anyway ye ive gotten really interested in the lore behind these two characters and have so many headcanons and comic ideas and concepts tha #i'll share at a later time :333 #also how those two would interact with 2im and how the split personality of zib affects the za2r dynamic #damn the hyperfixation is real isn't it :')) #the brainrot is terminal and im deep in it now lads

[atanxdoesstuff]

quick sketch i did of nishiki in jann's outfit because I was listening to shuffle play while drawing this and gladiator came on.

i forgot how to draw abs so i just didn't lol

#nishikiyama akira #yakuza #digital art #yakuza fanart #rgg #rgg fanart #sketch #im not that happy with this but im somewhat happy! baby steps :3 #will i ever draw anyone other than the nishikis? ... uhhhhhhhhhhh good question the answer is no #jk i might especially since im currently playing lost judgement and i might get more brainrot #im still kinda fascinated by kuroiwa like how can you be around 40 to 50 and still have such a baby face???? #honestly id have thought him to be in his 20s or 30s but i think he's bound to have been around for longer than that #fun fact: if my calculations are correct hamura is two years older than nishiki #also fun fact: at the time of Yakuza 0 sugiura hasn't even been born yet or conceived #now i feel really compelled to start a table detailing various people's ages at various times

[vhvrs]

only thing i got from that episode was rick lost diane at 27 and was ready to chase birdperson to the end of the universe by 35

#sorry to the ppl who got excited abt the diane stuff but it just felt like puppeting her corpse for str8 fanservice n nithing else #but i also already find every diane cameo is beating a dead horse for artificial rick heartwarming moments #n i kinda dont care #esp to pull it dyring yr morty focused episode #dont like how the show cant be subtle ever either but id rather that w morty who is a 14yo figuring himself out #vs rick who would rip his teeth out b4 say some shit abr himself #so ig i liked the wnd half n hated the first #writing felt REALLY awkward n off n the animation was. really not nice either #if anyone wanted my thoughts fbcbvb #jk ofc abt only thing i got i just cant be assed to not put this in the tags bc idc abt getting into things

[new-haven-psych-ward]

Some Advice (Episode 6)

Some Advice (Episode 30)

no thoughts, only brainrot and repetition and the role of (willful) (forceful) amnesia

#kamen rider geats #kamen rider geats ep 6 #kamen rider geats ep 30 #been thinking about this one for a while #freaking hacksawed my way into making gifs #they are not good #they are just made with brainrot and too much effort #is ace more annoyed about the erasing bit? yes definitely #was ace also trying to be helpful in the first set while michinaga was likely not? also yet #but I found it very interesting that these two scenes cast them in opposite roles okay??? #one comes off as callous and the other gets an angry refutation #really wish we'd touch on the cycle of forgetting but there are so many plates in the air now #id rather this one drop than something like character arcs #kinda wanna make a collar grab compilation for the show now #jk... unless? #god i miss my sanity #ace ukiyo #michinaga azuma

[girlwithfish]

also he asked a kinda personal question and i was talking abt it but felt very embarrassed and it also took me a long time to articulate when I cld have said it more succinctly w less pauses and such...felt kind of embarrassed after bc im like why am I not normal abt anything. but idk a little vulnerability is good I suppose. 😕

#he asked if i feel any connection to my chinese heritage #and then i gave some complicated nonsensical answer abt feeling disconnected and alienated etc #Which was weird to talk abt out loud bc i realize i never really have talked abt it out loud much to anyone #or maybe ever #so its weird to say out loud #like theres always gonna be some gap or emptiness etc #And i didnt rly articulate it that well but i was thinjing abt it now but i also dont like feeling #like a spectacle ? i guess #Even if ppl dont intend to make u feel that way but i really dislike ppl/strangers or ppl who i dont know well butting in to my personal #life #or like being asked why i dont look like my parents as a kid or ppl inquiring abt my adoption #even tho ik its 'innocent' curiosity it def makes me feel like a spectacle of some sort #and tied w feeling alienated and even mkre like a spectacle esp when i worked in retail and wld encounter a lot of ppl and would get #asked alll the time where am i from its very annoying and i #think i dont like the unwanted attention and also again ppl idk getting into my business LOL #And then theres also the shame that comes w being around or encountering other chinese ppl or older chinese ppl and #having ro explain i dont speak the language or i dont have chinese parents #its like i would rather not have to talk abt a personal aspect of my life to strangers at all tbh. idk if thats odd #and esp when my personal experiences as an adopter kinda get talked over by my parents or other ppl idk #idkkk #i dont think he rly knew what to say hah and he said it seemed like a sensitive subjwct bc i spent like ten minutes(jk) tryig to articulate #But like ofc i like being chinese but ik im not chinese in the same way as others may be #Even tho i am. but yk what i mean #but he was rubbing my leg affectionately while i talked and listened even tho i was taking like 8 minutes to answer a simple question #Idk

[sundial-bee-scribbles]

and still i wonder, why can’t i even...

HAPPY BDAY OLIVER here’s some art i made to go w/ this thing

#my art lol #vocaloid #oliver vocaloid #vocaloid oliver #vocaloid fanart #can't i even dream? #fumii #yumemite mo ijanai no #yellow roses #melting #i really dont know these tags guys i am speedrunning rn #i have a dentist appt later today AKJKJNKJSDNGK #there are so many reasons i dont draw chracters w/ noses. augh. i tried imitating the og art idk if i did it well #OLIVER VOCALOIDS BDAY INTERNATIONAL HOLIDAY DO NOT EVEN LOOK AT ME!!! IF ITS NOT OLIVER IDC FOR TODAY #jk jk jk i am JOKING. but its an international holiday. to me. #so happy i could finish this in time even if the cover itself is kinda bad but whatever SOMETHING an offering for Him. #ill see if i can get more oliver arts out today maybe but thats also asking a lot. but i love him and will do anything for him so #both the cover and art are a remake of an older attempt at covering this song. the old art is somewhere on here #old cover is privated tho lol

[penroseparticle]

PLAYLIST TIME BAYBEE

In case you've wondered what a deranged homosexual listens to these days, have a Playlist I threw together in 10 minutes on the bus just now

#fresh jamz #penrose song of the day #kinda #album drop!!!!! jk but also not really #didnt drake have that 3 hour album like 2 years ago #this is that but like. marginally better #Spotify

[fuckingwoodfuckingpaneling]

my first review for stalker should be the highest for that damn movie but it’s got two likes literally whatever…

#i INVENTED STALKER!!! #jk i didn’t really. but i also kinda did #people deserve to see barry being called slurs FIRST THING! just so they know what they’re getting into

[solarsteam]

◇@pacman-fever continued from 🟡◇

《⚙️》 Both of the sprites stared at Pacman for a few seconds, then cautiously walked towards him. They stared at him for a moment, before suddenly jumping and chriping! "I think they like you!" Hob giggled, still hugging the sprite.

"They’re very friendly, they even befriended a certain someone I know," they continued, "they'll try to play with almost everyone, they especially like to play tag, which is how I got stuck in the tree in the first place." She then laughed, since in hindsight, they should have know that they were probably going to get stuck somewhere high up... nevermind the train of thoughts.

"Anyways, I guess you might have some questions," she beamed, "feel free to ask about anything!" They weren't the best at making conversations, but she hoped that this works.

#⚙️《 ic 》⚙️ #⚙️《 inbox 》⚙️ #Hob #Hob runic games #Hob game #Hob protagonist #roleplay blog #Pacman #◇AKA local Masked One tries to start a conversation‚ more at eleven /jk◇ #◇Yes‚ Lorelei is still alive◇ #◇They're just somewhere else◇ #◇Yes the sprites really like her◇ #◇Lorelei uses she/they/it pronouns btw◇ #◇Also I should I mentioned that I use Tumblr Web on Mobile‚ so I can't really trim post◇ #◇So I'll use this method instead◇ #◇Kinda clunky but it'll work◇

[astrxealis]

good eve, sending u all hugs ^_^

#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚ #hi. haven't been here for a while. LOL #sorry real life has just been really fun slayy school <3 finished w the college exams i care abt tho !! since the other two of the big 4 in #my country are uh. just backups. LMFAIHEI I HAVE MY REASONS THOUGH <//3 slay i have Big ambitions #anyway i'm kinda less busy but also even more busy and equally busy (???) that doesn't make sense but #hopefully by next month i can finally post on my writing sb (new) >:)) and also errr be more active here. bcs i miss it here. <3 #miss u all frfr i love all my friends irl and online so much. hugs and kisses to you all <3 !! #didya miss me btw ... haha ..... jk WHEEZE it's okay i always miss myself anyway even if no one else does hashtag Joke or uh idk . yay!

[xcziel]

i am not kidding BLESS those jeans

if someone is somehow reading my blog and sharing last night's critique of the baggy pants vs choreo precision issue i would just like to say you are doing the work of the gods thank you SO much

#jeon jungkook #there is nothing i embrace more than an all-black wardrobe and the lines on this times square look are just *chef's kiss* #bless the piercings bless the tattoos bless the black palette is all i can say #i know it's too cold on an outdoor stage rn to do the bare arms but fck if that didn't make the choreo pop even harder #i wanna get a still from that one instant with his right arm gesturing right before The Shoulder Move #bc it's insanely hot - just the line of his extended tattoed arm and his shoulder like #it CANNOT be overstated how expressive his gestures are and how the sleeveless look really highlighted that #have i watched the mv a disgusting amount of times? i have indeed #i'm sorry it's just EVERYTHING i have been asking for from a pop song for so long #the BASS the live instruments THE BRASS SECTION .... the *BASS* #if you have followed me for more than two seconds you've probably run into me expounding on my 'horn theory' of good pop music lol #i.e. if you want a really good power hit pop song you need a goddamn brass section #evidence: the 70s and 80s. ... even beyonce knows this #but also funk/disco bass trumps everything else and i would kill to have an extended remix done by AN ACTUAL BAND #the current remixes don't add anything for me - i want an actual bass player going to town a la the disco extended plays of yore #maybe in the concert version ... kinda hoping jk takes inspo from yoongi's concert setup #i feel like that might have been part of the impetus behind recording with actual musicians #i can't believe that's so unusual these days - it's sad that i watched a reaction clip and the person was like #what sample is that?? what is that from?? #and i'm like yelling at the screen it's an actual band that's how it's *supposed* to be #also can i say i love how he (and all the maknae line now that i think of it) makes it so clear when he's singing and when it's #the backing track - like no lip syncing/pretending just sticking to the bts standards for live performance vs like music show #thinking on it part of it may be that like the rap line *can't* really coast over a backing track so then vocal line doesn't either #(i say maknae line only in reference to this last year's recent live performances bc there've been multiple from each of them) #and he's outside and it's cold - that is HARD on the vocal chords #most of your diva singers - not that jk is a diva but he does have the range of one - like mariah or ariana would never #do that to their voices - i think he's just used to being the indestructable bunny #he better have people babying him tonight and giving him hot soup and tea with honey and vitamin c and idk ginseng #having the humidifier going and getting as much rest as possible to keep healthy

[krisget-thebanana]

us, having never finished Death Note and also having forgotten everything ever about it: hmm yes I want to make Light and L but if the Book Thingy never existed. They're autistic together actually...

you're the only death note mutual we have I think so. felt compelled to share

— muse 🖌

So real honestly. Like don’t get me wrong I love their canon dynamic but tbh I also enjoy aus where Light isn’t kira and works with L

#ooo you want to reread/rewatch and finish dn so badd ooooo #jk do whatever you want i’m just so deranged about dn that i’m trying to get everyone in my life to read/watch the entire thing #i managed to get my MUM to watch it. this is probably the only time i’ve ever tried to get my mum to get into something i’m into #while she’s watching it i’m watching with her to explain the confusing parts and tbh it’s awkward as hell #i mean partly because of the fan service-y parts #but also because i kinda think soichiro is hot and it’s really difficult to pretend to be normal about him in front of her 😭😭 #ask #death note