Please be kinder to yourself with your self ships and self inserts. Please know that your creations of either drawings, writings or anything in between is precious. I know it can be scary to share and post sometimes. I know the fear of others finding your work cringy can be daunting. But what you create is beautiful. The fact alone that you see these fictional characters and want to be apart of their stories and share your love for them is a wonderful thing. No matter if it for fun or coping, your self ships are special. Your self inserts are a form of self love, embrace that feeling of being gentle with yourself when it comes to it. You donโt owe anyone a reason to why these characters are special to you, only that they bring you joy and comfort.
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I really adore your blog and your OC is so adorable! You're really the one that got me kinda interested in self shipping, so could you please tell me how you got yourself to just... do it? I'm really afraid to be cringe or recieve judgement if I do something like that, along with breaking the canon kinda scares mr. I would appreciate some thoughts/tips on how to get over yourself lol! Have a great day. เซฎโ ยดโข ห โข` โแ๐
AHHH anon this is super sweet!!! thank you for liking my blog and abby!! (โ ย โ โโ โฟโ โโ ย โ ) I'd be more than glad to tell you my story!!! ๐งก๐
first of all: cringe is dead!! selfship is supposed to be enjoyed by you and yourself only. thats why its called 'self'ship!! you dont have to worry about what others might think of you. because here in the selfship community we're supportive of each other!! ๐งก id be more than happy to help you too!! <3
also, canon means nothing here! i know there are selfshippers out there who follow the canon storyline for their selfship, but there are others who dont! (like me!) i know it can be very scary to do that, especially if people from the fandom discover you and ask you stuff like "why is this like this!?" and believe me, it happened to me too. but!!! dont listen to them!!! it might sound hard, but if you believe in yourself (and all the people who support you) you'll eventually feel less scared! (๏ฝกโ โขโ ย โ แตโ ย โ โขโ ๏ฝก) its your story and your universe after all โ nothing and no one can stop you!
i know there'll be moments of doubts, but trust me, if it makes you very happy and you want to do it, just go for it! you can start slow and do tiny steps, and i'll be here to accompany you always anon (โ ย โ โโ โฟโ โโ ย โ )โ โก you can always go to my inbox to rant and ask me stuff!
and always remember! your f/o loves you lots and lots and lots and they'll guide you in every step of the way too!! ๐งก
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Saw this and immediatly thought...
What if you and your F/O painted each otherโs nails with the colour of your eyes? You paint your nails with the colour of their eyes, and their nails are painted with the colour of your eyes! (if you donโt have the same eye colour, of course).
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Have a ramble about my personal self indulgent Rick rambles (mostly headcanons and stuff tbh); this is quite long and probably ooc (excluding the headcanons), but I don't care! This is quite sensual and could be considered romantic, but you can take it however you'd like! :]
Rick is for sure the type of person to squeeze your shoulder; hard to put into words, but hear me out.
It's mainly during arguments, if you were bitching to Jerry about something off-hand, Rick would squeeze your shoulder in a sense of "calm down you won't get through to him" type of silent reasurrance.
He could also do the shoulder squeeze just in general, he drapes and pulls you close by your shoulders a lot.
I feel like he is also the type of man to flip-flop when it comes to touch; like most people probably do this, but Rick is very picky who can touch him and who can't. (It's the autism.)
You can lean on him and softly side-hug him, while Jerry or Morty couldn't. (Side hugging is very weird in my brain, there's personal autism. The side of the body is a very venerable place and my biggest headcanon that I keep forgetting isn't canon is that he hates his sides being touched. Side hugging is different; I'm projecting.) You can also ruffle his hair, which most others can't.
You and Morty are special, on his hierarchy he has in his Narcissistic brain of his. (I say this as someone wNPD, again most of the hcs is projection.) He finds both you and Morty someone to both impress and protect, it's hard because he tries to keep up a wall of "I don't give a fuck trust ๐"
I have soooo many headcanons and small lil things he does that floats around my brain guh. Gonna list stim headcanons now:
Making mouth noises, literally anything. "Pfftph", blowing raspberries, whistling, anything.
Literally any of the "catchphrases" he says, "lick, lick, lick my balls!" being his favorite one
He groans and borderline screams often and without care if it freaks others out; he also probably jumps or shakes his head as he does it.
He chews his shirts and bites his nails; when his hair was longer he nibbled on his hair.
There's so many headcanons ahahaha >< i love this old fart sm i could infodump about him for hours!!
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๐งก๐ INTRODUCTION ๐๐งก
Real Love is temporary, Fictional Characters are forever <3
About the s\i, me ! <3
ส Eliya\Eli\Gordie ๐ She\Her\They\Them ๐งก lvl 18 ๐ Aquarius ๐งก Infp ๐ Atheist ษ
โข๏ธ Am I new to the Selfship Community? Nope ! Done it for years but finally found out about and joined the community since january from Twitter !! (It is dying so I came here-)
โข๏ธ What will I be posting? Selfship stuff and arts I make, me and my f/o (mainly !) and some reblogs of cute f/o imagines !!
โข๏ธ My motives? To normalize selfshipping, Fictosexuality and Fictophilia !! It is helping to all of us in so many ways. if it's coping, to cure trauma, or anything else <3
โข๏ธ Other stuff abt me? Yes! I'm Pansexual, Demisexual, Demigirl, Fictosexual !! And I'm a Half-Life Girl !! (Not a part of the game's community or fandom for protective reasons.), I have Tourettes, PTSD, ADHD and BPD. and Gordie is my non-binary side name ! <3
About my f\o ! <3
๐ Gordon Freeman from Half-Life !! ๐
โข๏ธ Headcanons ? Yes !!
LGBTQ headcanons:
Transmasc, Pansexual, Demisexual
Random headcanons:
Religion; Atheist
Height; 183cm
Personality; tough, strong and stoic around others but only around me alone he shows his soft self
he has PTSD and ADHD
(May add more !)
Pronouns: He\Him
โข๏ธ Other stuff ? Yes !!
โฅ He is muted
โฅ He is a Theoretical Physicist
โฅ Is lvl 27 (i am not a minor anymore so that ain't an issue !!)
โฅ has 3 brothers; Felix, John and Wyatt (he is the biggest of them all)
(May add more !)
โข๏ธ What is he for me? My husband ! <3
โข๏ธ Date of him becoming my f/o? July 30th, 2022 \ anniversary date; December 13th, 2022
โข๏ธ Comfortable with sharing?
No ! Canon x Canons or Selfships/Selfshippers including him are My Severe Triggers !! It is very important to me to protect myself and to keep my selfship space safe !! (may block specific accounts but I have filtered tags, but won't be spreading hate on other selfshippers !!)
Side Note: if your f/o list does include him as platonic or familial i will be uncomfortable as well for various reasons but if your f/o list doesn't include him at all you're perfectly fine for me to interact with. I just love that he's mine alone, and that is it.
So please, CanonxCanons/Selfshippers with him DNI, tysm !! โค
Other Stuff !! <3
โข๏ธ Tags and Pair names !
#๐งก| Gordeliya Freemeli |๐
#๐งก| HEV Suited Lovers |๐
#Gordeliya Freemeli
#Gordon Freeman x Eliya Freeman
#Lambda Roses
#๐งกโข๏ธx๐น๐
#๐งก๐| My Freeman !! <3
โข๏ธ TWs (Trigger Warnings) !
Yandere, Obsessive Love and my delusional being (reality is your playground, play around with it !!)
Blood and Weapons (in drawings and in posts I upload/repost of the game)
nsfw content I may upload or repost !! Filter these tags that I made for y'all so you'll stay comfy !! #nsfw warning โผ๏ธ๐ #suggestive warning โผ๏ธ๐
DNI !! <3
DO NOT INTERACT IF YOU ARE ANY OF THOSE !! IF INTERACTED YOU WILL BE BLOCKED !!
Sexist / Racist / LGBTQIA+phobic / Antisemitic / Freemanphobic / MAPs / Pr*ship / C*mship / Sh*ta / Lo*i / In*est / Toxic Shippers,Selfshippers / Supporters of toxic cringe culture / Antisemitics / N*zis / T*rfs / NFTs,AI Art / Pro SH,ED
Social Media !! <3
โข๏ธ SpaceHey - https://spacehey.com/eliyafreeman
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โก !! NEW !! - Click here to browse stuff abt my ship !! Art, refs and etc !! (Google Drive Folder) โก
Ending !! <3
Will be happy to make selfship moots !! ๐, I will be happy to interact and be friends with you and support your selfship !!
See y'all on the flip side !! ๐๐งก
Blinkies were made in blinkies.cafe !! Check it out <3
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What you need to know right now ?!
Pile 1,2,3๐
Hello everyone! Tara๐ here
Take 3 deep breaths and choose a plie it's also OK if you choose more then one โบ
Disclaimer : This is a general reading, take what resonates leave what doesn't
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Please take a look at my new pac
Plie 1
Hello pile one welcome to your reading ๐ฆ
Cards : knight of wands, justice, page of cups, 8 of cups, 5 of wands, seven super of wands, six of swords, ten of cups now let's get into it ๐
So with the knight of cups , I think anyone who has chosen plie 1 has a lot of ambition, dreams and desires they want to be fulfilled. A lot of ideas that can turn onto great opportunity. The message is not sleep ๐ด on those ideas. Dreams are dreams untill you take a practical step to make them come true . With the justice card you need a practical approach to the dreams that you have for yourself, it does not mean to limit your dreams but to actually have a practical plan to make them work. An equal and non biased approach is necessary. With 6 of swords.. I think some of you might travel / move to different country or city for work. or this might even mean cutting off toxic people in your life. Feeling bit sad but doing this a necessary. With 5 of wands I think it might be some times over bearing and hard but your dreams are worth it. Do not give up on them. A big message to follow your dreams here. Your ideas are not as stupid as you think.. They are worth giving a try ๐
This is all I have for you plie 1 . Thank you and see you again ๐ฆ
Plie 2 ๐ฆ
Hello pile 2 welcome to your reading ๐
Cards : two of swords ( reverse) , nine of swords, emperor , Ace of cup, one of wands, king of cups, the sun. Let's get into your reading ๐
Plie 2 may have been caught between two choices, or two things that they are not able to choose between, or a conflict that does not even involve them but still are stuck in it . Advice is sometimes it's better to walk out then to stay ๐ถ. Whatever it is this might have taken toll on you, brough out the deepest of your fears with nine of swords here . The emperor in reverse also talks about someone in leadership position misusing their power. If it's you be careful of misusing your power. Or it might be some else who is doing that. Ace of cups and ace of wands with this card I think that you need to focus on your self fill your cup before you fill others. You need to focus on your self at this time. Focus on opportunity coming your way. This will lead you to have more place to grow emotionally. By focusing on your self you would create new non toxic cycle in life.
This is all I have for you thank you and see you again ๐
Plie 3
Hello pile 3 welcome to your reading the ๐ง
Cards : Tower, 5 of swords, two of pentacles, ace of wands, king of pentacles, 3 of cups, 6 of cups, lovers. Let's get into your reading ๐
Plie 3 may have suffered with some kind of betrayal and went through a tower moment . Where it felt like your foundation were crumbling. This may be romantic or friendship betrayal. Or some of you may have been betrayed by someone you held close to your heart. You may have been balancing a lot of things together at a time. But the message is to not take many things at a time rather to properly manage your time and find balance. New creative and financial opportunities may be coming be at look out for them. Through this you might be able to meet people with same frequency as you. Might be able to bulid friend ships that are mutuality benifical. You might have a realization that you actual forgot to enjoy the Lil things in life because your ambition took over, this is a very normal thing that happens to many of us, your feeling are valid ๐. With the lover card , I feel like for someone of you may even start something romantic...
That's all I have for you plie 3 . Thank you and see you again ๐
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Creating self ship work is not a waste of time or talent. If it brings you joy it will never be a waste. It helps us explore our creativity and comfort us. For artists it helps expand your drawing skills. For writers it teaches you how to write for different characters. For both it teaches us how to explore different relationships and dynamics of characters we enjoy. And to those who just use self shipping for coping, youโre allowed to find comfort in something that distracts you from your everyday life. Youโre allowed to do things just because you want to. And you donโt have to justify your decisions to anybody. Cultivate a life that brings you happiness. Our lives may not always turn out the way we want it to be and sometimes our creativity is our only outlet, and thatโs okay, but it is still your life and you should make it as comfortable as possible for yourself. So please never stop creating things you love.
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Fic authors self rec! When you get this, reply with your favorite five fics that you've written, then pass on to at least five other writers. Letโs spread the self-love ๐
Ah! This is so sweet, thank you ;-;
Hmmm.
Now Is The Envy Of All The Dead, my "CDRW first meeting" fic that made several people shout at me. I am always fond of things that make people shout at me <3
[includes NSFW] saw fires from far away, my big bang pre-canon Mesothulas/Prowl fic from last year. I'm still delighted to have seen a couple people say they took on that one's basic premise as a headcanon, ngl.
[NSFW] Try to get out but we just keep stickin' around, which is the fic I finished for Prowl Exes Week (i have... unfinished drafts still........) and which is still basically my ship manifesto for Prowl/Chromedome (but like... in the extremely divorced way. u know.)
[NSFW] I'll fill the graveyards until I have you, a No Good Very Bad Getaway/Rodimus AU I still... want to revisit again some day....... it's so awful (positive) haha.
[NSFW] this one kinktober fic i wrote about taraprowl consensual erotic vivisection. this is actually my favourite fic i've written. i'm not remotely joking we need to Disassemble that man
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Soโฆ whoโs King Barouโข๏ธ getting shipped with in the CO universe?
You: *asks a really straightforward question*
Me: lemme concoct backstories for fifteen other characters, then I'll get back to you
I wish I was joking ๐ but also I love getting these kind of questions, it lets me be indulgent about my AU! So thank you ๐
For context: I am writing a Kunigiri longfic set in 2033-34. This has involved making up fifteen years worth of post-canon life events for the principal cast. Barou doesn't feature prominently, but Kunigami recently revealed that he had a crush on the King back in their Blue Lock days.
Kunigami has moved on by now (like... reeeallly moved on), but Barou's still around, being his good ol' tsundy self. Does he have a partner? Well...
To figure this out, I had to remind myself who's actually on the national team with Barou and work through their dynamics. So...
Sixteen character backstories under the cut, eventually getting to your question.
The following characters have been named in Cassis Orange as being on the Japanese national team, in order of position/role:
Isagi (FW)
Rin (FW)
Shidou (FW)
Barou (FW)
Bachira (Wing)
Otoya (Wing)
Nagi (CAM)
Hiori (CAM)
Sae (CAM)
Karasu (CDF)
Sendou (CDF)
Aryu (FB)
Niko (CB)
Aiku (CB)
Gagamaru (GK)
Fukaku (GK)
This means that 2018 Blue Lock alumni occupy sixteen places in the squad (which should have 23-25 places). Probably two or three too manyโah well. I've alleged that some of the other squad members participated in the second Blue Lock program (which took place in... 2023, right around now lol). There's likely a few other older players from before Blue Lock's time, but it's really Isagi and friends' team.
Everybody knows team squads are synonymous with dating pools in Blue Lock. So, in considering who Barou might be shipped with, I had to think through where everyone was at in life, come January 2034, in my particular AU. Here's the lowdown:
Aiku (34) is currently working through his second divorce. He has a couple of kids. He remains good friends with his teammate Sendou (33), who plays for a Japanese club normally and does a lot of promotional work with sportwear companies.
Karasu (33), Otoya (32) and Shidou (33) represent something of a clique within the squad. The three play for French clubs, alongside Rin (31), who resents being mentioned in the same paragraph as them. Everyone but Otoya is outwardly single, as far as the media knows. Otoya dates influencers and idols.
Because Rin's home club is in France, he doesn't care to rent or purchase a place in Japan. Hiori (32), a long-time friend and Tokyo resident, agreed to let him stay at his apartment for the duration of the tournament. Hiori is single, and streams part-time. Players enjoy the juxtaposition between his gentle personality and the violent games he plays. He plays for the Kawasaki Breakers.
Sae (33) is based in the UK. He has won the Ballon D'Or twice. Although there's been speculation about the nature of his long-term friendship with Shidou, he refuses to speak about his personal life to the press.
Isagi (32) has lead his home club (Bastard Munchen) to victory in the Champions League twice, and he is widely regarded as one of the finest players of his generation. This World Cup will be the third he's contested, and his first as captain. He has stated publicly that third time's the charm. He is openly single, based in Munich. He started a charity to promote football in developing countries in 2027.
Bachira (32) has played for mostly Spanish clubs over the years. He's an advocate for youth football and does outreach work in schools both in Japan and Spain. He has auctioned his own artworks for charity. Not much is know about his personal life, despite his outgoing personality.
Nagi (32) was the face of Japanese football for the 2030 World Cup, in association with Reo (32). The two of them were inseparable following their days in Blue Lock, choosing to play at the same or neighbouring clubs throughout their careers. However, due to his father's untimely death, Reo stepped down from football two years previously. Since then, Nagi has been media shy. Despite his relative youth, there are rumours circulating that he intends to retire soon.
Niko (31) is a formidable centre-back who (with Aiku) forms the iron defence of the Japanese team. He's open about his neurodivergence and advocates for the inclusion of kids like himself in sports. It's understood he has a partner living in England, where he's based.
Fukaku (34) plays for a Japanese team, and has indicated his intention to retire after the 2034 World Cup tournament. As for Gagamaru (33), the man known as the world's best goalkeeper is notoriously reclusive. He is picky about what clubs he plays for, prioritising proximity to nature and the mountains over salary offers. As a result, he's mostly played for German clubs. Nothing is known about his relationship status.
FInally...
That leaves Barou (33) and Aryu (34). The duo play for Fiorentina. It's reported that the two share a villa together in the city's outskirts. Aryu has dabbled in modelling and fashion for many years, and his self-titled brand is steadily growing in renown.
Aryu speaks of Barou as his glamorous partner... but he calls next to everything glamorous, leaving the media stumped.
Barou, meanwhile, refuses to entertain fluff piece journalists and has neglected to comment on his relationship with the towering wingback. There is no record of any public affection between them both. However, the two are certainly very close. Last year, they both began sporting matching black rings.
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Okay i just finished my second re-read of Breathe and ughhh. Ughh its so good. Tell me do u have any headcanons for Natsu/laxus? Its so rare to see them done so well
Shameless self plug ๐ฅ๐
I'm really glad you liked it! I actually wasn't that invested in the ship when I started writing it, but by the time I was done with it, I was full throttle for these two idiots.
(Artwork by ใญใฐ2)
It takes the Fairy Tail guild a long time to really conceptualize that Natsu and Laxus are together (and it takes Laxus almost as long). Like it's not until they actually go to an event or on a mission with other people and Natsu has his head on Laxus' shoulder that people really think to themselves "oh wait that's actually real? I didn't imagine that?"
Laxus and Natsu both have to make adjustments to be stable as a couple. Laxus has to learn to see Natsu's boisterous antics and dumb moments and smile, and Natsu has to learn that Laxus is a lot more low-energy than he used to be these days. But they make it work remarkably well.
Natsu and Happy are a package deal, of course, and this part was a little awkward to manage. At least until they had a rainy day sleepover and Natsu looked over in the middle of the movie and found Laxus, big 6'3" powerhouse chad, snoozing in his chair with Happy curled up fast asleep in his lap. Once he was Happy-approved, Natsu knew Laxus was the one.
Laxus is the spending kind of boyfriend, okay? This is universal no matter who he's with. He isn't rich rich, but like Erza, he takes S-Class missions regularly and tends to have spare cash. Natsu is always pissy and sulks when Laxus won't take him on an S-Class mission, but it gets made up for when he comes back because Laxus' first priority is always taking him somewhere nice and letting him eat his fill.
Natsu is very physically affectionate and this matches up well with Laxus' tendencies when dating--there's always one arm around the other guy's shoulders, or one is sidled up leaned on the other, or one has his head in the other's lap. Laxus likes Natsu close enough that when he gets the urge, he can kiss him on the cheek just for his daily reminders that he loves him.
Laxus will stand by and let Natsu fight, even if it's against an opponent that could kill him, assured that Natsu will ask for help if he wants it, and otherwise only stepping in once it's clear he needs it. He understands that pride coursing through Natsu and Natsu, in turn, is assured he can't lose as long as Laxus is backing him up.
Laxus helps Natsu channel his feelings over Igneel leaving positively, mostly because it gets to him to see a kid in Natsu's position cling desperately to a father that's gone. Natsu is very unused to grief or anger at loved ones, and these are present even if he doesn't let them show.
Natsu adores Laxus, okay, and you would never know these two once fought to the near-death the way he smiles as soon as Laxus enters the room. Likewise, Natsu's smile is something that makes Laxus' heart beat faster and he does anything he can to see it on his face.
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this or that self ship asks: 4 and 18
Thank you so much for sending me these ๐๐ I will also answer for Sukuita, since you love them too!!
4. spooning or one person laying their head on the other's chest?
Sukuna: When we go to sleep Sukuna hugs me from behind, but most of the time we move in our sleep, and I wake up with my head on Sukuna's chest, snuggled against his side, and his arms wrapped around me ๐
Yuuji: Spooning all night. Usually, Yuuji is the big spoon and snuggles comfortably against my back. And once he is asleep, he doesn't move and nothing can wake him, so I can't move either with those strong arms holding me so tightly ;)
Sukuita: Spooning. Most of the time, Sukuna is the big spoon, and Yuuji is the little spoon because Sukuna loves to be the one in control and take care of his boyfriend. And a little bit of possessiveness plays a role, too ;) But sometimes, when Sukuna is having a bad day, the roles get reversed. Yuuji senses it when Sukuna is stressed, and no matter how often Kuna insists he is fine, Yuuji won't let him get away with it. And since he is very strong, too, he can adjust their sleeping position, so he is the big spoon. He hugs Sukuna tightly from behind, kisses his neck, and tells him, "It's ok, baby. I got you. You can let go. Let me take care of you tonight."
18. cuddle in bed or need their space to sleep?
Sukuna: Cuddle! Sukuna likes to act tough, but he is a cuddler when he is in love. He loves to wrap himself around me and hold me close, protecting me and taking care of me. And he also loves it when we sit on the couch, and he can lay his head in my lap while I pet his hair. He isn't used to tender touches and doesn't allow just anybody to try that on him because it takes a certain vulnerability to let someone see a softer side of him. But with me, he can let himself fall, and he learned that he really really loves to get cuddled and his hair petted and his face and neck kissed ๐
Yuuji: A very cute and clingy cuddler ๐ He is like a big, warm teddy bear, craving to be close to me and to snuggle really close. Yuuji is someone who is very affectionate and touchy-feely, and he kind of lacked all that in his childhood and teenage years, so he really makes up for it now and cuddles me all the time. We cuddle when we watch movies, we cuddle while Yuuji cooks, we cuddle in the subway, where I sit on his lap, lmao. And, of course, we cuddle in bed, and Yuuji doesn't let go of me the whole night.
Sukuita: Lots of cuddling!! Yuuji surprised Sukuna with just how cuddly he was. Always so eager to touch his man and make him feel loved and reassured. It changed Sukuna to have someone who treats him with genuine affection the way Yuuji does. And suddenly, it felt really natural to wrap his arms around Yuuiji during one of those cuddle attacks and pull him closer to get even more cuddles. And after all, Sukuna is pretty possessive of his brat, so he loves to have him so close. Yuuji was the best teacher when it came to teaching Sukuna how to love someone, and now Sukuna showers Yuuji with love too, always so protective and caring of him ๐
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FOUND MY MOM'S OLD CAMERA FROM 2001 AND DECIDED TO SHOOT FREEMAN WITH IT AND I'M IN LOVE WITH THIS WHOLE IMAGE ๐๐๐๐
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Written ship for @hellomochiq
Thank you for the wait I was feeling detached from channeling energies from specific persona that's why I put this game in a hold. Hope you'll enjoy reading it ๐~
Itsuki Fujiwara ( ROMANTIC )
Okkk before starting this relationship with itsuki I'm getting your ex person or any old fling will come back into your life and will try to win you back . Basically makes you rethink your whole choice . I'm seeing dilemmas and confusion . Only after you yourself figuring out the mess your relationships with itsuki will not start . Relationship with him has a promising factor with 10 of cups and Temperance. But all in all it depends upon you . With fool here I'm getting light breezy and childlike vibe . This relationship will feels like dream come true . I'm getting matured vibes from itsuki . I'm specifically seeing someone's smile in my vision . Maybe it's him hahah that's it I'm getting .
Hokuto Yoshino ( ROMANTIC )
Wow okkk the spread started pretty with fun and positive vibe but at the end it kinda took a different turn. What I'm getting is that thus relationship with hokuto will be a lesson for you or your soul . It'll be challenging. I'm hearing arguments questioning someone's beliefs in back of my mind . Someone will be sneaky or try to manipulate in moulding into their beliefs. But at the bright side it'll teach you a lot about inner self growth and wisdom . I'm getting someone will spend more time in overthinking every step they take in relationship. Like overthinking always leads to destruction and funny enough the next card is tower. Now this relationship has the potential to grow but only if you both heal your wounds . Self reflection will be an important factor. I'm seeing parties or clubs in my visions so maybe you'll more likely to meet them there ?
Feedback is Compulsory ๐ค
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hi! my name is Vanny. or Charlotte. i was some weird teenage girl online posting a bunch of ship art of my self insert and Mettaton through 2021-2022 :] i am currently away, but i got bored and decided to lift my spirits and make this blog for me, a positive place where i can upload every mariette/undertale art in (semi) chronological order so that i can look back to them :) ๐ Undertale and especially Mettaton mean so much to me. i have been a fan since 2015, but never played the game until 2016, and then created Mariette shortly after that. i have drawn some Undertale stuff in paper since 2015 and after, especially a bunch of Mettaton x Mariette through 2016. but most of my childhood drawings are all gone. so i made this blog to prevent more of my art being lost further happening again. like a time capsule.
some of my old art may look weird or cringe or make you uncomfortable. but i was trying to cope with my traumas and heal (even if people were trying to prevent me from doing that) and the only thing that mattered was that i was a happy fangirl. my kid self wanted friends. she wanted attention. she wanted a VOICE. she wanted to show the whole world her Undertale art and silly imaginations and show off her cool character. but she never got any of this. so when i started falling in love with Mettaton a second time in 2021, i decided to do justice for my child self. i just want to make her happy and express who i am, because she is still here. โค๏ธ thank you for stopping by ๐ผ
this blog will contain art from 2016-2023.
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hi keri!!
I have some really good news! I saw you and ken on a date (in my dream but eh, close enough sjshs)
it was a live theater date (they're doing mamma mia in my city shsh) and from where I was sitting I could see you and ken holding hands!! (don't ask how I knew it was you guys, I just did)
you seemed stressed or nervous about somthing but ken just gave your hand a little squeeze and caress like "keri, my sweet girl" then he gave your knuckles a kiss "apple of my eye" another smooch "owner of my heart" final smooch "everything is going to be fine"
I was watching this like ๐๐ฎ๐
side note: I hope this silly little dream I had can you bring you even a fraction of joy that it brought me. I know things are tough for you right now but I'm hoping things get better! I'm so annoyed that people have been copying "my sweet girl"!!
I will admit, ever since I sent the ask about how much I adore the nickname, I have been inspired to step up my game while selfshipping๐ which basically means I come up with sickly sweet nicknames bc "it's what keri and ken would've done๐๐ฝโโ๏ธ"
so yeah, sorry for the wall of text, I hope the rest of your day/night goes well!! positivity blast!!! ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ธ๐บ๐ท๐ถ
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LUCKY CLOVER ANON SWEETHEART I WAS JUST THINKING ABOUT YOU YESTERDAY!!!!! :D I hope you're doing well!!! NEVER APOLOGIZE FOR WALLS OF TEXT I shall always welcome every single beautiful beloved word you bring into my inbox <33!!!!!!!
YOU HAD A DREAM??? ABOUT KEN WITH ME???? ๐ฅบ๐ฅบ๐ฅบ๐ฅบ๐ฅบ๐ฅบ๐ฅบ๐ฅบ๐ฅบ๐ฅบ๐ฅบ WUWHUHWUWHWUHWHUUHW WOWWWWWW WOW WOW!!!!!!!! I am so!!!! honored!!!!! ๐ญ๐ญ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ Thank you so much for telling me!!!!!!!!! What a treat!!!! What a dream!!!!!
That makes me feel SO much better ;-; thank you so much for taking the time out of your day to send me an ask!!! OOGHOGH AND THANK YOU FOR YOUR SYMPATHIES OMG it has been eating me uppp how far away I've felt from Ken lately, feeling very unlovable and replaceable and the "sweet girl" ordeal was like the cherry on top. ofc it's not like I invented the pet name "sweet girl" or anything like that, and of COURSE it's fine if other self shippers want Ken to call them that, BUT I JUST DON'T WANNA BE TOLD ABOUT IT ESP ON MY OWN POSTS AND IN MY OWN INBOX?? SLFJSDFL??? especially when they're like "i took that from your comic btw :)" like WOHOAOOH!!!! WHOAH??? [spongebob voice] BACK IT UP. BACK IT UP. BACK IT UP ๐ !!!!! I understand these ppl are saying it nicely and I am flattered they loved my comic/pet name idea THAT much but it... stings so bad omfg it HURTS, BRO........... the pet name is so personal to me/my story with Ken and it feels weird for me to now write/draw him saying it to me and no longer thinking he's talking To Me anymore :( BUT!!! i hope i can fix that by spending more time with him (watching Barbie, watching interviews, making gifsets, making art/fics) plus when I go out of town in a couple of weeks I'll stay completely offline for 10 days straight bc I won't be able to watch him sing I'm Just Ken at the Oscars (no cable where I'm going WAH) and I don't want spoilers. and. tbh maybe spending time offline from this hellsite will help Fix Me ๐จโจ
I am so. WOWOWO i've read this 5 times in a row AND THE FACT THAT YOURE SUBCONSCIOUS CONJURED HIM BEING SO SWEET??? TO ME??? OF ALL PEOPLE??? Kissing my hand wtf that's one of my favorite Kisses... I think being kissed on the hand is one of the most loving and tender sweet things in the world... hand kisses + neck kisses are my absolute favorite and wowoowowoowwwhuhwuwhuhwhu LAYING ON THE FLOOR IN A POOL OF MY OWN TEARS THANK YOU VERY MUCH!!!!!!!!! and the fact that we'd go to a live theater date!!!! BRO!!!! BRO THAT'S SO ROMANTIC I LOOOOVE LIVE THEATER ๐ฅบ๐ฅบ๐ฅบ๐๐๐๐
LUCKY ANON!!!! I AM SOOOOOOOOO!!!! SO SO SO HAPPY YOU'RE STEPPING UP UR GAME SELF SHIPPING!!! "because it's what Keri and Ken would've done" made me SQUEAL swinging my legs in my chair and drumming my desk!!!! I was all excited and needed to let my energy out SLDKFJSLKDFHSDF THIS IS SOOO SWEET!!!!!! Coming up with special nicknames make self ships feel so... idk the word, it makes it feel so much more wholehearted and tender and soft!!! like it's a special connection JUST for the two of YOU!!!! Any time I have a main F/O I try to make them call me something that isn't just the generic "baby/darling/sweetheart" (though I DO use those pet names QUITE often on many, if not all, of my ships) but there is just something about having them call you something pertaining to the ship itself, your story with them, something you know they wouldn't call anybody else But You!!! whether it's them calling you your favorite flower, or something they find synonymous with you like a dessert or a star, or even your own name but rhymed with something else, something silly, or something inspired by a lyric of Your Song that the two of you share, it's just!! it's SO SPECIAL I absolutely adore doing it, it makes the ship feel quite exceptional imo!!
I AM GIVING YOU THE BIGGEST HUGS IN THE WORLD AND ALSO DONUTS!!!!!!! ๐ฉ๐ฉ๐ฉ๐ฉ๐ฉ๐ฉ๐ฉ๐ฉ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOUUUU THANK YOU FOR YOUR SWEETNESS!!!!!!!!! I hope you have the BEST DAY EVER ๐ฅฐ๐ฅฐ๐ฅฐ๐ฅฐโ๏ธโ๏ธโ๏ธโ๏ธโ๏ธโ๏ธโ๏ธโ๏ธ!!!!!!!!!!
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Hi Gigi! Hope you're doing great!
Based on one of my req to you before, I got 100% compatibility with Jeongin from Stray Kids, I'm very curious as to what makes us compatible ๐ป
Could I please have a special ship with him?
My placements:
Sun, Venus, Mercury - Aries
Moon - Leo
Mars, Ascendant - Taurus
Midheaven, Juno - Aquarius
Lilith - Sagittarius
Thank you so much ๐๐
Here you finally go love <3
Your relationship has a lively spirited quality!
Both of you are independent and you need to be active
You would need freedom in a relationship as well and you're also taking pride in it
There will be so much enthisasm in this relationship
Youโre both open minded and you two would need adventures in ordert to make things work out
Love needs to be refreshing and always being on the move
Youโre both assertive, emotionally self-sufficient people
Youโll mainly response with positive actions and sometimes anger when youโre upset
You two enjoy playing sports and just being competitive all around
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