#--but it still answers her call

[beeapocalypse]

getting actual scene ideas for the whole 'the girl still exists in termina as an expulsion of the god of fear + hungers hope+contentment ragnvaldr+friends had instilled in her and is now augusts weird kind of kid who snuck onto the train w him bc she wanted to see le'garde' idea. head in my hands

#yes yes the power of love schtick it is built upon is entirely antithetical to the entire vibe of termina but also. august running around-- #--w a strange kid and being forced to be a more active participant in the other contestants' activities bc they keep spotting her and-- #--getting concerned over her well being following around a guy who eats corpses is fun 2 me #this is even more out there but her having some weird enduring connection to the god of fear and hunger is also fun. like her-- #--incredibly freaky guardian which will extent a mercy Beyond death bc it cannot entirely shake her off. she draws shitty ritual circles-- #--but it still answers her call #think august would have Some idea of her past even if ragnvaldr had kept it quiet among his descendants (maybe just that she is from the-- #--dungeons of fear+hunger and Something has kept her a child throughout generations without change) so hes got an understanding-- #--and respect for her capabilities. still makes him feel like shit to look at this kid and trust in her ability to fend for herself against #--the horrors bc she shouldnt HAVE to. u know #edit didnt misspell enough terms+now ppl i do not recognize are presumably finding this thru the search. sorry im just talking on my blog .

[becca-e-barnes]

Hi Becca! I would literally die for you blog. It’s my go to any time I need some good self care😉. You’re incredibly talented!

But I’ve had this idea bouncing around in my head. It boils down to just Bucky and cock warming. Like the reader is on him begging for more but he is just having way to much fun playing with their clit to start moving. Making them cum on him with out thrusting once.

Just an idea I thought you might like. I love you work, have a great day!!

I'm really glad you've been enjoying my stuff so much!! That's so sweet!💗 and I keep getting told I can get ✨filthier✨ so I'd love to mess with this is little bit

Because I love the thought of Bucky making you start off with a dildo that's just a little bit smaller in size than he is. Maybe one of those dildos with a suction cup on the bottom so it's stuck on a wooden chair.

"Good girl, take it all." He encourages, kneeling between your legs, watching your cunt greedily swallow the toy. It's a sight he doesn't often get to see and he's really not sure why he doesn't make a point of watching it more often.

You whine quietly, feeling the toy bottom out. Your ass makes contact with the cool, varnished wood beneath you and you can't help but roll your hips a little, enjoying the feeling of the tip rubbing against your velvety walls.

"If I wanted you to fuck yourself on that, I'd tell you to. Did I tell you to?" Bucky's voice has a sharp edge that almost knocks you out of your daze.

"N-no... But-" You begin, trying to justify your movement but he cuts you off.

"No. So don't. I want you to keep your cunt stuffed and take what I give you." He watches up at you as he presses your knees apart, keeping his eyes on your face until he can't bare it anymore.

You gasp quietly at the feeling of his hot breath on your exposed, slick sex and there's nothing you can do but whimper at the feeling of his tongue gently grazing your clit.

Fuck, it's good. It's not long before he's licking you like he's starving, lapping and sucking gently on your clit before forcing your legs wider apart to lick your arousal from the base of the toy.

"Bucky, please. Please let me move." You didn't mean to sound so pathetic but with each lick, you get closer and closer to an orgasm you won't be able to stop. An orgasm you've been warned you're not allowed to have.

You're almost surprised he takes pity on you, giving you permission to get off the toy. He removes it from the chair and sits down in it's place, offering his cock as a replacement.

You sit back down as you had earlier with your back to his chest but you can't help but feel amazed at how much better his dick feels. He's slightly bigger and while that's nice, nothing beats the way he throbs inside you and the hot, breathy groans against your ear at the feeling of your body taking all of him.

"Such a good girl." He smirks against your neck, littering your skin with kisses between his soft praises. You feel one of his hands on your chin, gently directing you to look to your right, over in the direction of the full length mirror.

The reflection you're looking at makes your walls flutter involuntarily because fuck, you really are stuffed full of his cock and he's making sure you're not able to fully enjoy it yet.

With one hand still holding your head in place, making sure you keep watching, Bucky's free hand trails down between your legs, flicking and rubbing your clit again.

"Oh f-fuck." You whine, watching Bucky's smirk widen. You can't sit still. You just can't. You want to grind your hips and take what you need and in that moment, his pleasure and all the instructions he's given you come second. You need to get off, consequences be damned.

"Don't even fucking think about it." He warns, delivering one harsh slap to your clit. It's not overly hard but it's enough to shock you. "You know you're not allowed to cum. I want to feel this pretty pussy dripping first. Don't worry though. Once you're wet and messy enough, I'll fuck you stupid on the carpet, right in front of the mirror. Want you to watch yourself cum so hard you forget your own name."

#asks answered <3 #anon #becca writes spice #Bucky Barnes x reader smut #Bucky Barnes smut #I was so close to writing this with Steve instead of a toy #I had the first class of the year for my LLM last thursday besties #and my lecturer called me 'Rachel' at one point #I couldn't help but laugh #I was DREADING that class #who schedules a class from 10am to 4pm?? #that's hideous #But I went early and I got chatting to my lecturer #I'd never met her before and we were the only two in the room #so I was honest when she asked how I was feeling about the semester #cause I was ANXIOUS but she was lovely about it #and by the end of the class I'd made a few friends 🥺 #so my big panic on Wednesday night was all for nothing #will I learn anything from that?? Probably not. #I'll still be terrified the night before my next class for no reason

[miss-ute]

#I miss them #“Sister Bernadette?” #HE WROTE TO HER!!!! #still waiting for those letters HEIDI! #his soft “When?” #dead #I love him #he looks like a baby here! #“You are not travelling 30 miles by public transport!” #bless him #“Forgive me. But I don't answer to that name any more.” well the idiot does not know your real name so... #Chummy I love you but get the fuck out of there! #duty calls? he says

[tswwwit]

i’m sooo curious on bill meeting dipper’s parents. i think i remember you mentioning at one point they kinda sucked and treated dip especially bad. i’m sure that’s caused a lot of his long term mental health/self esteem issues and i can’t help but think his husband wouldn’t be too thrilled about that. also they don’t even know he’s married so that’s a whole other thing lol

In the Familiar AU, Dipper's parents shipped him and Mabel off to Grunkle Stan back when they were twelve, actually!

This was initially excused as the twins 'needing to get used to having magic'. Which makes sense! Magical puberty is a heck of a thing, and getting some training's useful to cut down on random magic surges.

But by the end of the summer, they hadn't made any plans for picking the kids up. This when Stan twigged to the real situation.

And by the end of that year, Dipper knew his 'paranoid' assumption was absolutely correct.

So the twins grew up in Gravity Falls, with only very occasional visits back 'home'. Contact's been sporadic, and Mabel's been the one who's clung more to their parent's attention. Dipper hasn't spoken to them unless forced to in years.

So yeah! Bill's not exactly thrilled with the parents - but lucky for them, they haven't met him yet! And they definitely don't know about the marriage. Much less anything else.

#answers #In summary: The twins' parents found out their kids were magical and decided they Just Couldn't Deal with that #They're not magical themselves and giving your kids some Magic Training is a good idea #But at some point you need to actually *take them back* #Which they just. Didn't #Dipper abso-friggin-lutely has a whole mess of issues from that #Abandonment's a big one. Being worth something and good at something? Yep that's an issue right there #Not the least of which is that Mabel as a more Talented and Powerful magic user got more attention when they were still there #Then continued to get more attention via phone call when they weren't #Mabel's got some REALLY rose-colored glasses on about the situation #Dipper sees it for the 'well my kids are freaks but at least one of them is a Cool Freak' it is #That's a fact he's been stewing on for *ages*. A fact bomb that he could theoretically drop on his sister but never did #Needless to say he got the brunt of the Issues™ but Mabel's got her own in turn #I'm also betting there's more than a dash of homophobia in their parents considering their reaction just to Magic #So the parents aren't going to be very thrilled about either of their partners #In my head I picture the parents wanting a Totally Picturesque Family #And creating the visual of one is easier if you only have Pictures of the kids instead of them being there and being themselves #In summary: Yeah The Parents Suck #I started a fic for this once and I still intend to write one but that's a later type of project #I gotta have the right start for it to flow well

[marblerose-rue]

it is my birthday today!!!

#my art #not gonna tag this for much bc i am gonna use the tags to ramble ^_^ #it is currently 12:30 am and i turn 20 today and it is so weird #this is also a special fall for me because not only do i turn 20. my fursona turns 10 #like ive had her for ten years. for half of my life ive drawn and loved her and i got to watch not only her grow but myself grow through he #granted she wasnt made until nov 25 but still. she is very important to me. she will be as old as i was when i first drew her #SENTIMENTS ASIDE i am very happy and lucky and fortunate to be where i am now and to have such wonderful people in my life #BUT YEAH TO ANSWER THE HYPOTHETICAL QUESTION where would i be in ten years. i think id still be drawing #i cant see myself doing anything else and i mean that in the most comfortable and confident way possible #i am gonna call it a night though bc i am tired BAHAHA but who would i be if i didnt post at midnight on my birthday

[dailykugisaki]

Day 157 | id in alt

Mai told Miwa that Kugisaki was a creature with no morals and because Mai is the one that directly protects Miwa's back most of the time? Miwa believed her.

Also Kugisaki is a creature. I rematched her death painting fights.

#dailykugisaki #jjk #kugisaki nobara #Kasumi Miwa #i like you miwa stay silly #yes i am still violently pissed that gege literally crashed her straight back into the mindset she was in when we met her but yknow #gege you will answer for your damn crimes #She deserved better than just becoming a borderline maid for the rest of her years after loosing two loved ones CMON #op almost snapped their leg in half today we in this shit for life #Kugisaki would absolutely bully miwa but i feel like Miwa leans too far into fumi territory for her to do it #miwa called herself useless and got the MEANEST side eye from Kugisaki and that was that and i find that funny

[g3othermal3scapism]

FUCK yall the 2016 Ghostbusters was GOOD it was just weird as a sequel

#banger movie #god forbid women have any fucking fun #u saw kate mckinnon (american national treasure) lick her ghostfighting pistols. #and hated the movie. #ur lying!!!! #it was fucking fun and it was good #it was just weird they told the exact same story as the original? #and tried to make it in a completely different universe? #and tried to just call it ghostbusters… #yikes #BUT IT WAS STILL GOOD #ghostbusters #ghosbusters 3 #ghostbusters answer the call #ghostbusters 2016

[darth-sonny]

The ideas I came up with:

Little (mad) dogz - don't think they would like it

Non-dogz

O-crew

I-hope-they-don't-end-up-traumatized-like-their-predecesors band

Red hedgehogs - I think they all have a little red in them...? Because of the bracelets and markings

Drama kidz

Blue squad - I know it doesn't fit, but I had to add it

Artemisia and gang / company(I feel like she would name them this way, but I need more data of her personality xd)

Awesome army

- Why awesome?

- because the A in Artemisia is the A in Awesome

*a conversation between them

Armageddon army - I swear I don't know where it came this one, I am kinda just trying to think that Artemisa would name them just like Raph, I know Doro would represent Raph but Artemisa feels like the one with that iniciative

The dynamic team - wait... this one was form Batman, isn't it?

If I can, I will try to come up with more haha

But for now this was my best shot. I hope at least helps a little.

Good bye~

Ps. I like them, I usually don't like next gen, but I cannot not like them hahaha Wendy is my favorite

love the idea of them being in front of a whiteboard bouncing off ideas towards each other

and no. they would not like Little (Mad) Dogz

#i'm think of calling them the Mad Pupz #since they're still babies #but i love all these names too #artie would for sure try to name them all after herself just for shits and giggles #it's her ''donnie and his backup turtles'' moment #rottmnt #tmnt #sonny answers #my art #sonny draws #prime leo au #kirby tag #rise oc

[thedeadthree]

-`. OCS AS TYPES OF SUFFERING.

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-`. DESPAIR.

The tunnel never had a light. You wish for nothing because you know you'll receive nothing, and your hopes died out long ago. The only thing that keeps you going is the thrill of emptiness you feel when things don't turn out your way. It's bitter. It's proof. Proof that you don't feel this way for nothing.

-`. THE BLACKHOLE.

There's a hole where your heart used to be and nothing is filling that hollow void. You could drown in a world curated for you, and still nothing seems to fit. It eats you alive knowing you're unsure how to satiate the hunger of your soul. It's barely hunger, it's more like a blackhole.

-`. THE TAKER.

Your expectations are ones you can barely meet. You compare yourself to others, but with a hypocritical light. You'll never find what you're looking for if you're laying down half of what you receive. It stings to be given less than expectations you've set, but if they were more reasonable, do you think even then you'd be happy?

-`. YEARNING.

The pain in your chest bubbles knowing that what you want may never be yours. You're lost in a fantasy world, or consumed by what you wish you were or had as opposed to what you do. It's hard to appreciate what's around you when you're appreciating the hope of what could be instead.

-`. THE GIVER.

Your energy depletes as you hand it out to anyone passing by your basket. People walk by and take, but no one ever leaves. You're constantly running on low when people keep asking you to give. You'd give your soul away for free, and then what left do you have of yourself if you can't say no?

-`. LONELINESS.

Your heart feels full of the connection you feel you lack. No matter how many people are around you, strangers or not….someone is missing. You don't know who, what, or if you'll ever find them. You're unsure if there's a person out there who'll really satisfy your life, so really what's the point of continuing to look?

#only if you want to of course !! <3 #oc: amavet aerasume #oc: yeva yakovleva #oc: vaermina vanthampur #oc: tissaia thorm #oc: chiara de laurentis #oc: cythia vassermiller #GEE WHIZ QUIZ WARN ME NEXT TIME BEFORE YOU GUT AMAVET LIKE THAT gvashgdv *SCREAMS* #DESPAIR. HE GOT DESPAIR IM - !!!!! are you KIDDING mee!! #they dont call him the mourning lord for giggles :') THE NERVEE #im fine with this im fine with this im fine :) #*screams* ok ok i was a bit ?? with yevas but I THOUGHT ABOUT IT AND RAHH ITS !! it gets her!!!!!!! #they were too on the nose sweet pea im SORRY vaer !! #TIISSAIAAAA FIRST OF ALL HOW YOU DARE QUIZ SECOND OF ALL DO YOU MIND IF I BEGAN CRYING BC!! #TISSAIA MY SWEET GIRL :') this is fine!!!! #CHIARAA i knew she would get this answer I KNEWW ITTTT #cythias *screams* THE WAY THERE WAS SOMETHING I HAVE HAD BRAINSTORMED FOR HER IN MIND THAT FITS THIS SO WELL?? #over the course of her arc in the novels (and show as well!!) loneliness is PREVALENT the part on how in spite of the people around #she can still feel loneliness is SO poignant to the isolation she feels at court this answer gets her to the letter AHH!! #TY TY SO MUCH FOR THE TAGS i missed doing uquizzes sm !!!!!! THIS WAS FUN <3 i may do more clowns with this it was lovely !! #cy ur so a*licent coded <3 'is there no one in the empire to take my side' 'i have no friends here all they see is the empress' SCREAMSS #something something 'id like to think im still the lady cythia' AAAAA BABY BABY MY POOR BABYY #i mean vaer was living in an estate alone with just her t*ressym trying not to be a sacrificed to summon the hells by her family so she #really just had her expectations of the life she manifested SO LIKE..... yk?? sweet pea'll marry the love of her life and #skxjjxjx

[meirimerens]

I've only now noticed Eva Yan's scars on your drawings of her, is there any story or headcanon behind them?

keeping it real babygirl [gender neutral] the story is that this woman canonically kills herself, canonically contemplates suicide, quite explicitly mentioning the method she intents on using to you (with implications that she has, at the very least, thought about it/thought it through before), and lives with broken mirrors so she cannot (/doesn't have to) see her face like i just think She Is Mentally Unwell. like as a long-term, enduring, persistent thing, She Is Mentally Unwell and the plague is just worsening her condition, while it didn't cause it. the storey/headcanon is that she is mentally ill, openly and canonically has self-destructive tendencies, so. the scars are here because she lives with a lil something something in her mind which drives her to plenty of destructive acts in ways big and small. ywkim

#like when i jokingly and lovingly called her a ''mentally ill bisexuelle''. i wasn't joking. ykwim #man i've given eva those for a long ass while i can't even rember when i started. i give some to peter too for the same reasons #(except he doesn't succeed in killing himself. but he does try.) but like. he has long sleeves & pants when i post him on here so. elusive #suicide / #self-harm / #what's that diagram showing how the closest you are to dankovsky the more suicidal you are. as someone who's been there #i can reclaim chuckling about it #ring ring (answers) #anonymous #& even if she doesn't die in my mind [bc she doesn't in every route] well. she still has those. she lives through them; and then with them #and lives on. you know. real recovereds will get this etc you get the jist #this is equal part story and headcanon on that one but there's also this pattern that eva throws her whole body into destruction. ykwim. #the way she kills herself is fullbody; entire physical body out of a window; it's not like how she first mentions it to dankovsky #it's a complete and utter destruction [which is not destruction *to her*; because; well we see how it ends] #it's also easy to see how her constant seeking of companionship; her sudden infatuations for a stranger and her offerings of companionship #can also be read as her ''throwing her whole body'' into it [here; into something that; maybe; can ''fill a void'' left by her spiritual #emptiness. so in the spirit of ''putting her whole body'' into destruction/into trying to fill an intangible void left by emptiness and fel #well. scars and the act make sense to me at least. because there is that attempt to exteriorize an inner suffering with acts like those

[yenpondering]

Entitled customers are funny, imagine kicking up such a fuss with our managers that 2 mall security guards had to be called to come mediate all because you and your wife not only can't read but also can't see that our menu literally serves soft poached egg, not a boiled egg, in our Japanese rice bowls

Anyway read the menu properly y'all and ask questions if you're unsure, don't be a dick to hospitality workers especially over dumb shit

#this happened yesterday during boxing day #it was truly hilarious to me #this lady came to complain about our egg not being boiled fully #to which my managers were like 'yeah our menu only serves soft boiled it's shown and written very clearly on it' #but apparently this lady wasn't happy with that answer cause she left and then sent her husband back with the bowl to argue!!!! #and my managers were like nah we're gonna call security to mediate cause this guy legit just kept raising his voice #anyway in the time span of waiting for security to show up #this guy literally pulls his phone out to record a negative review of us which lmao alright #and then proceeds to tell customers looking at our menu to not order from us cause we've got bad food #they still ordered from us anyway with 1 customer saying to my coworker that they hoped he left soon cause he was making them uncomfortable #anyway security shows up and them + the guy + my managers talk for like 10+ minutes #with this guy apparently mentioning at one point that he wants us shut down #just to remind y'all if you're reading this that this is all over a soft boiled egg that is very clearly shown on the menu #and the whole thing ended with 1 of the security coming in to the shop to watch us remake the bowl without the egg #because apparently the guy was afraid we'd do something to his bowl #security looked done with this and apologised to us for this guy being so rude #also before anyone says anything both this guy and wife were fluent in English so it wasn't a matter of them not being able to read our men #and also again our bowls show a very obvious not hard boiled egg #anyway i hope they had an awful day afterwards for being such entitled dicks to us

[sadaveniren]

Hey, mole person again…Well the thing is I also had emergency c-section so was not bleeding as much afterwards. I also come from a country where going out of the hospital with baby is a mini celebration with fam being there taking pictures , bringing flowers etc. so lots of girls put effort into looking good for the “occasion”. So it’s possible if she knew she would be papped, she would try to look as good as possible (i mean i was always amazed at how put together princess kate was after her births, high heels and make up and all). So that’s why i thought “could be she just pushed herself to look good cause, famous now”. But the rest as i said still holds up. And you’re right she can’t always be the exception. Anyway thanks for indulging me and have great holidays!

I too had a c-section so there wasn't a lot of bleeding for me! I was only in the "diapers" for maybe 48 hours and even then the concern was my stitches more than anything. However I sure as hell had zero desire to wear anything skin tight, or jeans, etc. Hell I COULDN'T because even with breastfeeding your uterus doesn't contract THAT MUCH in such a short span of time. And breastfeeding sure does help a lot.

And I'm glad you mentioned Kate Middleton because this...

Is what she wore. Yes there's makeup. Yes there are high heels. But you notice the dresses? They are incredibly flattering to hide the post partum bump but you can still see there is in fact a bump! (And yes I know Kate Middleton's style isn't comparable to Briana's but again this is about the COMFORT that comes post partum)

Different angles! To show off the bump under the pretty dresses!

Meanwhile Briana is strutting in those ankle boot heels. Briana is in tight clothing. She's in a mini skirt! And this is again after a - confirmed by her! - vaginal birth.

IDK I just feel like there's a line between realistic post partum comfort and the performative "omg this is my shot at being famous!" pap shots that we got from her. Even if her culture - which as someone White AmericanTM I can say the looking amazing post partum really isn't our culture or tradition lol - wants her to look amazing this just... ain't it.

But again. Maybe she is the exception! In the long long lists of exceptions we continue to be fed about her.

#answered #I still can't buy it #also this is completely ignoring the fact that BRIANA ISN'T FAMOUS AND PAPS HAVE TO BE CALLED #PAPS AREN'T WAITING AROUND FOR HER #SHE COULD HAVE EASILY DUCKED ALL OF THIS #BUT SHE NEEDED TO BE PARADED AROUND TO PROVE THERE WAS A BIRTH #PAPS ARE CALLED WHEN YOU NEED TO SELL SOMETHING #AND IN THIS CASE WE WERE BEING SOLD THAT THIS WOMAN HAD JUST GIVEN BIRTH #(oh and the history MV which came out at the end of January)

[batfamhyperfixation]

Damian: I could never bare that horrible music, I have never listened to pop in my life, mother would only allow refined pieces of classical music be played for me

Jason: *flashback to the time when he accidentally walked in at Damian's bedtime, where Damian was in his crib excitedly toddler/baby dancing and making cooing noises as Talia and a whole group of assassin backup singers were preforming Rockabye by Clean Bandit (and Ra doing the Sean Paul rap part)*

Jason: *snorts* sure buddy

#jason has this secret knowledge that not even damian knows #but damian one time was panicking #like just freaking out #and jason started singing this under his breath and damian just calmed down #and damian is convinced jason is magic and so any time damian panicks #he is like i need a phone i need to call jason #and it kinda breaks the other batkid's and bruce's hearts when they are right there but damian still insists on calling jason instead #but jason just knows to answer the phone now so much so bruce asks to borrow damians phone when he needs to contact jason #but whenever jason picks up all damian says is 'sing to me todd' #jason even made all the outlaws learn it so they could do the parts #and jason is just like you could just call your mom and ask her to sing it to you #she has been doing it for years anyway so she is probably better at it #cause damian refuses to look up the song 'cause then it will be on his history that he was looking up pop songs plus he likes when it is #someone he knows singing' and when jason says just call talia then damian is just like that 'sir are you aware you are a cat' meme #and the other batkids learn it too just so they can all sing it to him but for some reason he still likes Jason's and Talia's versions best #batfam #batkids #bat family #jason todd #incorrect batfamily quotes #damian wayne #talia al ghul #ra al ghul #damian al ghul #the only reason he tolerates roy is cause he is good at the rap part #and the only reason roy agrees to do it is cause jason agrees to sing it with him for lian #and kori tried singing jasons part and the first time it happened damian is just like 'imposter put todd on the phone' so jason takes it #off speaker and hes like 'what buddy' cause every time he is trying to comfort damian he always calls him buddy #and damian just goes 'I like when you sing it to me' and jason is just so touched that he like makes sure to practice and everything

[wizardnuke]

i love dnd..i love playing heavy utility/support/backfield and i love having three to six attacks in a turn and an insane ac. at heart im a support player ill get my hands on whatever we're missing in a group

#looks at a druid a fighter and a bard fighter. okay cleric time. #i LOVE playing cleric turns out. #though abjuration wizard is still super super fun its a different flavor of support #it's not buffs it's 'i am going to transfer literally all that damage to myself and war caster style succeed my witchbolt concentration' #doing insane amounts of damage while taking damage (+ with temp hp and then just a lot of hp. im taking the tough feat as soon as possible) #aabria iyengar was right these abjuration wizards are craaaazy. but war domain clerics also fuck hard #my abj wiz is very much an experiment in 'what if someone who is not at all suited to this life tries to adapt as well as she can' #the point is that she isn't a cleric. do u understand. she's not a cleric and that's the point it's the. hbbbgbfhb. she's out here #functioning as a combat medic on some aasimar features + healing kits/potions + arcane ward. Look At Me #i also really enjoy playing nonreligious characters in these worlds where deities 100% exist not in a 'fuck the gods' way but in #a way somewhere between 'i'm all i need' and 'i called and no one answered' and 'may or may not go on an insane power hungry spiral and #try to get a touch of godhood' which is in part very due to my own agnostic and people-loving heart and 'haha what if i icarused this girl' #a resentful caution towards gods an immense respect towards religious companions and 'when your god isn't here to help. i will be' #anyway REACTION arcane ward you don't take damage im fine. next turn reaction shield ward's back up. the thing is. #she will drive her hp down. the ward isn't much like it goes past that temp hp. it's 14hp that shit goes down and carries to her hp #but it never drops. any leveled spell puts hp back into the ward. a 1st lvl shield puts it at 2hp and she can use it again #she is not suited for these conditions but my god it is fun to watch. i care her. #i explained that subclass feature to a player that's not in that campaign and said. like. yeah she can take damage. when her ward drops to #0 it carries to her. any leveled abj spell puts it back up. and she can use it and drive her hp down again. #do u understand what i am explaining to u! do you get it! she is and has always been a punching bag! #she was a very valuable asset to the army and the group she was drafted! into. because when she's there. people just don't fucking go down #aside from her. aside from her. AAAAH. she's so cool. she is very smart i am still riding the high of critting every turn w witchbolt and #reacting to ward a party member against a crit that would have dropped him by taking the hit herself. and she didn't break concentration #badass

[skateisawesome]

at what point is an intro post necessary?

OH WELL HERE IT IS!

my name on here is skate, im a minor, im a girl, i use she/her pronouns and i have no idea what im doing!!

im in highschool so im a busy girl and i will complain about school

some fun facts about me are: i play 6 instruments and sing, i like reading, my favourite season is winter, i speak a fair amount of french and italian and i can crochet.

im also mentally funky so just prepare yourself for that!

most of my posts are about osemanverse but i love taylor swift and will not shut up about her. i am in a pitch perfect phase at the moment so expect some of that too and mostly i post whatever else pops into my head at the time.

my asks are open and i love answering literally anything and if you ask a question ill probably fall in love with you or smth

my tags are 'skate has words' for my writing 'skate answers' for answering asks and 'skate rants!' for rants obviouslyyyy

also my messages are open and, yes, i am extremely awkward, i would LOVE to be friends !!

im very infrequent on here and will sometimes forget tumblr exists for weeks so im never ignoring you im just stupid and i have memory issues

if youre gonna be mean to pretty much anyone i dont really want you here.

especially if youre gonna be racist, homophobic, transphobic, an ableist or just generally an asshole.

anyway have a good day !! :)

#please never read this #this is embarassing #if you even think for a millisecond that you might know me in person i am politely asking you to leave immediately #intro post #i dont know what to put in here #ps i only did this bc i saw pickledsad do one so shoutout to her! #i dont know how to tag this #i also dk how to use tumblr #how does this work #theres like 120 of you so i figured at least one person would care at least a little bit and if you dont then still be nice i have feelings #( whispers ) #if you wanna call me december im okay with that #it was nearly my name #anyway #nobodys gonna see this #but #if you do see this #feel free to call me december i guess #it would make me happy #but no pressure #also like #should i put my tags in this #i will #skate has words #skate answers #skate rants! #i love referring to myself in the third person #i do it ALL THE TIME #its kinda bad #but like

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woah truly nothing fucks you up like family

#so it's sunday and i have been calling and inviting people to my wedding...... and hooo boy did i get some answers #my grandmother told me she doesn't know who i am and hung up on me :) #(we haven't been in touch a lot due to some family conflict that i had no part of because i was a child when something happened - i still #dont know what but something clearly did - so i was expecting maybe a cold No Thank You or whatever but jesus fucking christ.... #and it affected me more than i expected.... just wow.) also my godmother was very polite but cold i don't even expect her to come and #it was a truly awkward conversation but i survived..... #also my mom is having some kind of depressive episode or something so there is that #and i have pms and want to cry and sleep and throw up all the time actually now double because additional stress #uhhhhhhhh. FAMILY. anyway - this is and has been my diary since 2011 so where else am i to vent about stuff like this #personal