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guxciestone · 7 months

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🦷 ❛ SR SATURN THROUGH THE HOUSES ༉‧₊˚ ˚୨୧

(solar return chart)

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❝ where is the structure within your year? ❞ ✧ ೃ༄

hii !! i hope life is treating you amazing. if you have astrology or tarot blog suggestions, i’m free to considering them in my asks or notes. thank you for the love and support <3

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saturn in the 1st house

This is an indication that you will find structure, discipline, and restrictions in your outlook, appearance, personality, or how others treat/view you this year. You will notice that you are much more mature, logical, and serious this time around. Perhaps you are more focused on your aspirations or building towards certain goals. You are more than likely going to approach this year with rigidness and firm intentions of better yourself in any area of your life. Find the area you are most focused on improving and building by finding which house your capricorn and aquarius is in. Others might view you as more disciplined, mature, and focused this year; however, others might think you are too serious or a bit of a debbie downer this time around as you are more prone to negative or restrictive thinking this year. This placement is notable for indicating weight loss and isolating yourself from others. This is the perfect time to reevaluate about your life since Saturn is known for coming back around to make you think about the structures you have created so far.

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saturn in the 2nd house

This shows that you’ll find structure, discipline, and restrictions in your finances, material possessions, skills, and values this time around. It is possible that your money might run a bit shorter than usual this year, perhaps you lost a job or income isn’t coming the fastest. On the other hand, you probably secured a great job and now your finances are more stable than ever. However, it is important to manage your money skills well or this structure can easily break apart within the 12-month mark. This also indicates a singular source of income as well. Hence, if you have one source of income that seems to be handling you well, stay with that; if not, then try to break out into new different sources. It is possible that this year you’ll try to learn or discover a new technical skill that can land you really good financial or career opportunities in the future. If not, try it now. This is also a significant time to think about your priorities and values. Are these values going to be good for you in the long run, and are they going to serve you well if you abide by it?

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saturn in the 3rd house

This year is the year in which you’ll find structure, discipline, and restrictions in your mind, learning processes, communications, and peers. You are taking on your mental projects and activities more seriously this time around. Perhaps you are more focused on your studies or goals than usual. This placement is perfect for when you want to take on complex and longer plans within the year because you have excess energy to pertain to. However, it is important to take a closer look at what you are spending your time on as well as how you are viewing the particular situations as you are more prone to negative thinking and extreme realism. It may be harder for you around this time to dream and visualize your desires the way you want. You are taking on more responsibilities as well, so make sure you are properly dealing with your mental stress too.

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saturn in the 4th house

This is an indication that you will find structure, discipline, and restrictions in your sense of security, home, family, and personal life. During this time, you are more committed and responsible to your home environment. Perhaps the home is old and needs to be tended to and renovated, or you are striving to financially secure yourself to take care of your home or family. In other cases, there could be an emotional responsibility for loved ones or family members. It is possible that you have to take care of an elderly member like a grandparent and they may need physical or emotional assistance. On the other hand, you may be a new parent and could be dedicating your time to handling your newborn. The entire notion is that you are savoring your time tending to your family and home environment.

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saturn in the 5th house

This shows that you’ll find structure, discipline, and restrictions in your self-expression and creative aspirations. This time around you are uncomfortable and wary in how you present and express yourself around others. You feel like a fish out of water and you do not feel natural in your individuality. You may find that your social environment or skills have changed in some way. You’re more worried about whether you should relax and have fun. This is also the opportunity to take your hobbies and creative expressions much more seriously this year as this calls for you to possibly reap success from your passions. This indicates you should be more organized and structural with your craft. In other cases, you could feel you have a certain responsibility with your child if you are a parent.

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saturn in the 6th house

This year is the year in which you’ll find structure, discipline, and restrictions in your health, routine, pets, and daily habits. It is possible that you are taking your day-to-life schedules and habits more seriously. Perhaps you start a strict diet, start a serious morning routine, or dedicate a significant amount of time within your day to work. This easily grounds you and gives you some type of form in your life. However, it is important to be careful that you do not get caught in a loop of autopilot because it can easily lead you to depression, feelings of hopelessness, and negative thinking. This placement also could show ultimate perfectionism so it is vital to make sure that not everything has to go as planned as you want it to be. You are probably more mature about your health as well, perhaps better eating habits. This can also point to a responsibility to a pet, perhaps a pet that is usually hard to take care of, like a big or exotic animal.

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saturn in the 7th house

This is an indication that you will find structure, discipline, and restrictions in your interpersonal relationships, others, and outer environment. This is the time when you are more serious and observative about your relationships and what importance they take in your life. You are probably more picky about who you let close to you, and keep the people who you do not feel secure with distant. If you are engaged, this is a perfect placement for commitment, loyalty, and security within the marriage. If you are not or single, you might lack commitment and could feel far from your relationships with others in a way. You may notice that some of your relationships are distant due to some outer or emotional circumstance–for example: long-distance, financial problems, work, parents, etc. This placement calls for you to pay close attention to your interpersonal relationships and realize the extra commitment and care you’ll have to put into them this year.

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saturn in the 8th house

This shows that you’ll find structure, discipline, and restrictions in your finances, shared resources, and intimacy. You may find that your financial situation could be limiting and scarce at some point. Perhaps you have debt that needs to be paid off (mortgages, bills, car loans, etc) and you need to decrease how much money you spend within the year. IYou might find that you will not receive that much money from others this time around. If you are married or share finances with someone, there could be restrictions getting in the way of receiving from the other person. Perhaps they’ve lost a job or aren’t receiving much income as they used to, or maybe they aren’t willing to share with you. Additionally, intimacy may not be as fulfilling this time around due to outer or emotional circumstances.

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saturn in the 9th house

This year is the year in which you’ll find structure, discipline, and restrictions in your beliefs, the way you take and see the adversities of life. This placement shows that one might enroll in an established learning environment such as college, a course, etc. There is an innate need to learn this time around. You might feel as though you need to wait until the perfect time to start learning what you want because you want your undivided attention and dedication for the subject; hence, there could be a delay in enrolling into college, school, or any classes. This also shows that you are more serious about your personal philosophy and beliefs around the time; therefore, you are probably more willing to learn more about views on life to establish a rigid mindset on what you have faith in.

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saturn in the 10th house

This is an indication that you will find structure, discipline, and restriction in your career, professional skills, image, and legacy. This placement points to a delay, or starting over in your professional life. Perhaps you quit a job, starting a new job you have no experience in, juggling two different responsibilities or jobs at once, or starting a business from scratch. In other cases, you may be putting a delay to your career life due to other obligations or rethinking your entire professional path. This also shows retirement or moving on from your working portfolio altogether if you are older. This time around you are seen as more serious, responsible, or hard working to the public. More than likely if one of the things are happening to you above, you have tons of work to do. However, if you are sure of your goals and aspirations, this placement can be rather beneficial and cause no problems.

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saturn in the 11th house

This shows that you’ll find structure, discipline, and restrictions in your aspirations, friendships, and community. This is the time where you are reassessing your personal hopes, dreams, and goals. You have to decide whether or not these aspirations are serving you and your future. This placement also points to the realizations that one does not have any hopes or goals. It calls for them to figure it out, so this is more than likely not the time for you to go on vacation or spend lots of time loitering. It is the perfect era for you to reconsider your values as well as who you feel deserve to be apart of your community–develop serious friendships and communal connections.

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saturn in the 12th house

This year is the year in which you’ll find structure, discipline, and restrictions in your unconscious, private side, and unknown parts of yourself. This is the time to face your fears and weaker parts of yourself. You are more likely going to feel shame, insecurity, fear, guilt, and anxiety during this year. It is usual for one to feel responsible for all of the things that could possibly go wrong around the time, but in reality, it is due to them not coming into contact with and accepting the parts of themselves they avoid. Perhaps they feel guilty about feeling a certain way about a responsibility they have, their personality, their self-expression, and much more. The universe will bringing you personal blockages until you realize what it is you are avoiding and try to actively fix it.

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theladybrownstarot · 13 days

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MONTHLY-READING

2024 MAY 2024

Pick a card reading ~

❀ Here's my masterlist for more !

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Pile 1. Pile 2. Pile 3.

𐙚 Pile 1 .

Namaste pile 1 ! Let's get with your reading :-

☪︎ The first half of your pile no.1 is all about connecting with your intuition or the very deeper side yourself . Now , from what I sense , a secret is being revealed which could be of any kind also this month your intuition will be the protector and solution to all your queries and problems so stop taking tension and control your emotions because most of you will have mood swings .

☪︎ The second phase of your will be about collaboration , adjustments and being introduced to things or people in general , You are making better decisions and choices for yourself which will make your work easy . If you had financial trouble or issues/any important talk with second or third party can be seen here taking a good turn .

☪︎ The last phase of your month is about releasing of any strong patterns in your life or anything in general which is getting released slowly slowly , you are seem to be patient this month regrading things as it feels like you are shifting your energies or anything in general with patience for long term . Its more like preparing yourself for something . Be cautious of your money usage and job.

𐙚❀˖° Monthly Advice : 333/444 can be a number you may see quite often and date 18th is quite important for you .

A wish you made is coming true but work hard to keep events cool as things may unfold more .

Take some break or take action for same and adjust .

Connect with your emotions more otherwise emotional explosion may happen .

Surrender your things to divine whole heartedly .

❀ Prominent zodicas and houses : Pisces, Capricorn , taurus , Virgo , 4th house , 1st house, 6th house , 5th house , Jupiter and Neptune .

𐙚 Pile 2 .

Namaste pile 2 ! Let's get with your reading :-

☪︎ The first half of the month will be about completion of a cycle happily at last , good moments with family and people . You may get some sort of achievements that you always wanted . It will be calm ,joyful and happy. Some sort pregnancy possible.

☪︎ The second phase about your month is all about taking charge and going ahead with the things fastly but in an aggressive manner which is not good because it is possible that a conflict may emerge out of this or in general so calm your horses .

☪︎ The third phase of the month is all about disbalancing the balanced and then balancing the disbalanced . A lot of fastness in nature will lead to disbalance and instability of things you created all again so be cautious. You need to prioritise things because handing a lot or more than your plate could result in failure .

☪︎ There could be a feminine figure you may be dealing with who has a negative influence on you . You need to focus on your things not people whom you have conflicts with otherwise you will end up regretting .

𐙚❀˖° Monthly Advice : You need to make adjustments and compromises with the things .

please be patient and do not hurry for more till your sown seeds grow.

A balanced communication is required for something important or balance your self talk .

win is coming .

release any negativity if you are holding onto no grudges please .

❀ Prominent zodiacs and houses: libra , aquarius , gemini , cancer , scorpio , pisces , libra , taurus , capricorn , eight house , 7th house , mercury and moon .

𐙚 Pile 3.

Namaste pile 3 ! Let's get with your reading :-

☪︎ Okay , In the first phase of may i see you people chasing after something or running for something that you want more than anything else , you are constant and high with speed for anything you are working for also this may lead you behind some things which may needs your focus . Be focused but be alert too .

☪︎ In the second phase of your month you are letting the guard down , moving in a flow like a river calm and giving attention to all that requires but there's warning do not use any unethical way to get things done , also be cautious as someone may deceive you ; the person appears to be sweet but isn't. Don't self sabotage your feelings too .

☪︎ The last phase will be quite tough as struggles will be their in any form you can expect accordingly to your context . You need to put this thing in your head that don't give up.

𐙚❀˖° Monthly Advice : success is close , just try as you are being tested.

deal with your emotions now and take actions.

make sure you don't blow events out of proportion.

Shift your perception .

shed your old skin

❀ Prominent zodiacs and houses : gemini , libra , aquarius , capricorn , taurus , virgo, scorpio , cancer , leo and aries , 10th house , 11th house , 2nd house and 3rd house .

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icyg4l · 1 month

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PAC: What Do You Need to Know About Your Love Life Right Now?

Hello beautiful people. The topic of today's reading will be about love! This is my first PAC love reading that is features photos of the Queen of Love Songs herself, cause why not? I try to vary in topics so that I can deliver diversity amongst my reading topics. I do offer personal love readings as well as financial, career, education, general and readings about the other relationships in your life. Without further ado, please choose the image of Beyoncé that resonates with you that resonates with you.

Top Left-to-Bottom Right (1-4):

Pile 1: Pile One, you’re down bad, girl! I feel like this pile is in a monogamous relationship right now and you may be scared of what is to come. I feel like this relationship is new. This could be your first serious relationship that you’ve been in. And because of this, you feel afraid to mess anything up. Basically, you have high standards for this and don’t want it to end. There is nothing wrong with feeling this way. It’s common. But you need to be exerting this passionate energy into other things as well. Your relationship will only fail if you stop putting effort into it. So please… relax. Also, please stop letting any other failed attempts of relationships that you’ve had in the past affect your future. I don’t know why you let this happen but you are not the same person you were then. You have different boundaries and a different sense of self so please go easy on yourself, my love! You are not going to fail, boo. Just keep on moving with your boo! And lastly, ease into this whole exclusivity thing. Don’t rush it. You don’t have to expose your relationship to the public just yet. Do everything when your body feels it is right.

Cards Used: Temperance, Ace of Cups, Ace of Discs, 2 of Swords, Princess of Wands, 6 of Discs, 5 of Cups.

extras: dramatic. singer-songwriter. poet. dimples. big curly hair. big heart.

Pile 2: Pile Two, you’re quite the cocky one, aren’t you? I feel like this pile is someone that’s really guarded with their heart. You don’t seem to be easily trusting of others in general. I think you’re really focused on making stuff happen in terms of climbing the social ladder and congratulations to you! I feel like you have been tending to yourself, which is great. I’m sensing the energy of an ex. You let go of this crappy ex and everything has gotten significantly better. I’m getting big air sign energy from this pile, some real brainiacs are here lol. I feel like you should continue to focus on pursuing your personal goals and someone needs to here this: Go get your toes done! You’ve been doing an excellent job of calling the shots and exercising your throat chakra. You are not obligated to stay in anyone’s life in order to help them get their shit together so if someone makes you feel guilty for doing so, then fuck them! Pile Two, you owe yourself loyalty for sure. Please give it to yourself. Be generous towards yourself.

Cards Used: 6 of Wands, The Magician, 5 of Wands, 8 of Cups, 9 of Wands, Ace of Swords, Justice.

extras: megan thee stallion. rapper. un poco loco. ashley tisdale. donuts.

Pile 3: Pile Three, are you ready? I feel like you’ve been holding onto this very specific arrangement of love. You want to experience the magic of it all. However, it’s been a minute since you’ve been on the scene. I am getting some inexperience here. Maybe you’ve never really dated like that to begin with or it’s been a minute since you’ve gotten out there. I feel like there is actually someone on the horizon that you will come across. This could be someone that you work with or someone that you are already acquainted with. I think that this person would want to take you out on dates and do things the old fashioned way. They would be willing to do whatever you’d like but at the same time, they will take the lead. But in order for this, you have to be comfortable with the uncomfortable. It’s possible that you could also be divorced/widowed/distrusting of the dating scene (that’s completely understandable). But you need to listen to your gut, Pile Three. You will attract your person by keeping that vision pinned in the back of your mind, and I mean it.

Cards Used: 4 of Discs, The Lovers, The Chariot, 3 of Discs, The Hermit, 9 of DIscs.

extras: fresh prince of bel air. melanie barnett/”med school.” peaches. lint. seamstress.

Pile Four, someone’s getting some good good, but at what cost? Being in a sexual relationship with someone who does not share the same end goal as you is not as fun as you’ve been describing it. It was fun at first, but you know you want something more. So, why deny yourself the love that you want? I feel like you are putting in more energy than this person because you want something serious with them but you are not getting anything in return. Now you just feel drained and that sucks. You need to gather the strength to move past this person and put your sacral energy into something that matters. You will only continue to be disappointed because it is a one-sided connection. That person is stealing your energy whether you want to hear it or not. If you want better/more, then act like it. Know your worth, babe! There’s plenty of fish in the sea and there is plenty of fish that would want to wife you up.

Cards Used: The Devil, 9 of Cups, Princess of Cups, 8 of Wands, King of Wands, 4 of Cups, Strength, 5 of Discs, Prince of Discs.

extras: doormat. bald head. venus in the 12th house. argentina. frankenstein. black and white. southern belle. drones. washington d.c.

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viburnt · 4 months

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Divorcing Izuku Midoriya Headcanons

I'm on a creative rush, and this may make zero sense because I'm tired lmao. Anyways, have some angst <3

Tagging the babes: @doumadono @shonen-brainrot @trickster-kat @angelshimaa (babe, you've missed some very angsty posts) @xhieru @mimisxs @dabislittlemouse

Content Warning: Divorce, emotional abuse and manipulation, mention of baby-trapping, alcohol.

• As I said in my last post, divorcing Izuku is a nightmare. Think about the most energy-draining and mental health deteriorating process, and multiply it for a minimum of 6 months. Izuku won't make things easy for you at all, trying to drag and prolong the whole ordeal just to keep you close. I've divided this set of headcanons by key moments/topics to keep some order. I hope you enjoy them, I'm pouring my heart on these (also pay attention to detail because I'm working on something hehe).

Denial and confusion: the first days after you serve him papers

• Izuku genuinely doesn't understand why you want to leave, refusing to accept the fact that you're not happy being by his side. He's given you all there is to give: a comfortable house, nice clothes, expensive cars, etc. So when you serve him papers, Izuku's first reaction is confusion followed by fear. In that head of his, he's made everything a good husband has to do! So why? Why would you not be happy?

• If you were smart enough and planned your movements with care, you should be able to go through your divorce without depending financially on Izuku or having to live in the same place. You'd have to deal with his incessant calls and texts, often having to block unknown numbers to avoid hearing his whines, but it'd be less difficult. If you weren't thoughtful about the situation and proceeded without the right steps, oh, you're in for a treat: there's nowhere you can go besides the house you shared with him, no place where you can be at peace. You're at Izuku's mercy, like it or not, but that's another story.

• In addition to his denial, Izuku starts to (unconsciously) guilt trip you. Phrases like "Sorry for not being enough," and "I know I'm very pathetic" become frequent. It pains your heart to hear those things because you know Izuku loves you, you are just not compatible at all. You try to let him see it's not about being enough, it's more about effort; with much patience, you set things clear to avoid any misunderstandings, but Izuku just doesn't get it.

• "Haven't I done this or that for you? Didn't I buy you all these things? Am I not enough?" "Izuku, I didn't ask you for any of this, all I wanted was my husband..." Conversations like this occur during this phase, and they can only be held through the phone (when he is sober and not yelling/hollering how much of a mistake a divorce would be). He tries to gauge sympathy from you, telling you that his job is important but that he loves you so much!

• He becomes an empty shell of the bright ray of sunshine the public knew. It goes unnoticed by many, but the people who work around him can tell. It is then when he starts telling others about his marital situation, and you end up seeing faces you've met once or twice during galas or hero events. You "accidentally" stumble across your husband's colleagues, like Ochako, who try to convince you to give him a second chance. "I- I know we don't know each other a lot but please, consider it. Izuku is a great guy a-and I'm sure you guys could fix any problem!" It is embarrassing for you because no one wants people to know their issues.

• What's so ironic about the moment when you serve him papers is that he receives them at his office, the very root of all the problems in your marriage. It was the place where he had spent anniversaries, birthdays, Valentine's... those four walls witnessed the beginning and the end of your relationship. Izuku has a mental breakdown when he finally reads the documents but, hey, he was still pro-hero Deku, right?

Negotiations and lawyers: The first weeks and months

• If having to deal with Izuku's colleagues trying to change your mind wasn't enough, be ready for your soon-to-be ex trying to negotiate. Midoriya suggests couple's therapy to talk this through, and for a split of second, it almost sounds like a good idea! But then you remember all those times when Izuku had promised you he'd be there for you and failed. It didn't seem plausible after that... Besides, all things considered, it'd be hard to find a therapist who could see your side of the story. Who would dare to tell someone as charming and popular as Izuku that he failed as a husband?

• Once therapy is off the table, Izuku brings up children. It may be considered a low blow, especially if one of your dreams was to form a family with him, so his offer felt cruel. "W-we can have kids! Wouldn't you want that? We can be a big family, with one- No, two babies!" "Ouch, it takes a divorce for you to even think about it, huh? That's uh, slightly concerning. Besides, a kid needs a father too... I'm not planning on being a single mom in this marriage" Now, Izuku strikes me as the kind that would try to . to stay. I'm sorry if it sounds terrible, but considering how sometimes he acts on impulse, he really could try it.

• Izuku also tries to be at home more often; he "cooks" (it's takeout disguised as home meals), brings you coffee to the bed, and calls you all kinds of sappy nicknames... It saddens you, why couldn't he care like that before? Of course, this point only applies if you still live with him during this whole process. If you don't, he starts frequenting the places where he guessed could find you: cafeterias, plazas, shops...

• Finding a lawyer for you was a hard task, especially because everyone sees you as a "dumb" woman who is trying to divorce Japan's number one hero. Not to mention they were very expensive, and Izuku was certainly not giving you money for that. You tell Izuku that mediations need to happen to progress with the divorce, but he never shows up to the meetings. There's always an excuse for that man! No matter how much you plea, he refuses to sign the paper. Izuku also becomes very mean towards you, outright berating you for not understanding him. It's gruesome to see him turn into such a monster during these months.

• As an additional point for this part, Izuku hires a private investigator to follow you around. He feels bad for thinking of it, but the idea that you could be seeing someone else while you're trying to divorce him eats him alive.

Last resort: Mediatic battle

• The media is very quick to pick up your marriage's fall down. Time after time you visited your lawyer's office for them to put two and two together, and Izuku takes that to his advantage. Sensationalist articles had already been happening, a lot of them being cruel and demeaning towards you. Titles like "Is she a cheater?" "No amount of success gives you the girl!" And "Pro-hero Deku will be looking for a new wife soon" started popping up. You have to take down any social platform to avoid being targeted.

• It is when Izuku gives a public declaration that things get worse. "I'm sorry, my wife is just not happy with me anymore. Please respect her wish! Don't harass her, I failed as a husband." It may seem like a hearty and sorrowful declaration from the outside, but Izuku picked word by word to gain sympathy and pressure you into changing your mind. People in the street call you "heartless", and the stress simply keeps growing for you.

• To put it in simple words, you were David against Goliath, except Goliath was a glorified person who had all the resources and support of the people. You were nothing but a tiny mouse squeaking to be set free of a relationship that was suffocating you.

The aftermath: Supposing you haven't given up and he signed the divorce papers

• If you somehow manage to divorce him after all these problems, congratulations. You survived 5% of the drama that awaits you! Now you won't be able to date someone without people snapping photos for entertainment news or judging you for leaving "such a great man". Izuku will still try to convince you to go back to him, playing his "sad lover" role in front of the cameras so well! He'll try to send expensive gifts and tell you to keep the house, he'll call you drunk in the middle of the night, and if you're not careful enough, he may try to gaslight you into thinking nothing wrong was happening in your marriage.

• One particular thing I must mention is that Izuku only signed the papers after you yelled at him at one of the legal mediations, hot embarrassment tears falling from your tired eyes as you begged him to let you go.

• Anyways, the list could go on, but those are the main points of divorcing Izuku :')

"Please, just sign the papers..." You said through the phone, your voice tired of pleading to someone who simply refused to hear you. "I will, I will! I'm just a little under the snow with work. Can you reschedule?" Izuku said, apologizing for not being there for you. Excusing himself for failing you, but refusing to let go. "You know how many articles I've seen with my face saying how much of bitch I am for visiting my lawyer's office?"

Izuku's silence was deafening, you could only hear him sigh slightly, perhaps feeling bad for putting you in such a position. "I don't want this divorce."

"But I do, so don't make things more difficult for me, please." He heard you say, biting his lip to hold back the tears. Izuku was glad you couldn't see him, sitting alone in his office with a half-empty bottle of wine you'd gifted him for his birthday. "Do you remember what day is today?" He asked.

"I don't know, Monday? I haven't slept lately." You answered unamused. "It's our anniversary... we married 5 years ago, on this very day." His words came out as a slow slur, his breath hitching as he crumbled through the phone. "I miss you a lot, please-"

"I'll see you on Wednesday, if you're not there I swear to God..."

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"Mr. Midoriya?" Your lawyer called, her voice bringing your anxious husband back to reality. "Ah, sorry, it's me. Is... is she in there?" He asked, pointing at her office. She just looked at him with little sympathy and nodded. "On time, as always. Maybe you should avoid keeping her waiting, that's the least you could considering how many times we've had these conversations."

"There's no way I can fix this, is there?" Izuku asked as if the lawyer cared. "Wanna do something nice for her? Divorce her."

#my hero academia #izuku midoriya x reader #deku x reader #deku angst #izuku midoriya angst #divorced Au! Yeah I think Im gonna make a whole Au #I need a nap #Feedback is appreciated

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athena-swords · 4 months

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🎊 Gifts for our NEW YEAR 🎊

PAC

Disclaimer: people I am doing this in all seriousness and all and no it's not for entertainment purposes but ya collective readings so take what resonates

Pile 1. Pile2.

Pile 3. Pile4.

Pile 1❄️❄️🤍

We keep this love in photographs, so if you wanna buy cameras or just capture moments please go ahead and buy it it will give you lots of joy pile 1 new year could be looking as just any new year coming but you know that things are gonna change and maybe the people you are close with now will have to move and you too to other places so cherish this moments.Are you all joining colleges??or like your graduation is being done anyway congrats wishing you absolutely the best .

Maybe you will take the road less taken which will have its own uncertainty but for sure it's gonna be so worth it ,okay first of all whatever type of exams or test you are planning for they gonna give you your desired or expected results and you could be seeing true faces of your close mates and if you feel that you get easily evil eye or affected by others energies don't worry your guides are there to protect you ,this year you could have on issue in financial matter you are being in open to receive energy I see a energetic shit around you and you actually coming into limelight (attention song being played)you definitely should check your solar return chart could bein fire asc sign ok

And I am seeing or more of sensing lot's of puppy love energy so ya talking stages could happen and you ending up liking someone all over just enjoy your "up in the poppy hills" movie vibe so here comes the end of a eventful year wishing you all the best guys take care 💓

Oracle cards: Give it sometime approx 3 to 4 months,the more you live the less you worry,luck is in your favour,My gurl is the prettiest,Be careful with the people you choose

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Some of you could be getting married or just getting your"THE ONE" for you if you wanted to meet your soul tribe and have been manifesting some wholesome human bond well I am pleased to tell you , you're making some lifetime connections this year , lots of self care products buying specifically perfumes and scented products if 2023 has been the pain the upcoming one will heal all those wounds and the word hork you thought no one saw wanna check some parts of pile 1?? I would recommend there could be a message for you there

Look you need to stop procrastinating!!!like if we wand our desires to turn into reality we need to put some action okkk and studyyyyy like when you study just put your focus on it if need then gurl you have to read it again n ugh that's more tiring.being more organised and balance is always a gift for you this year and a quote for you is "sometimes rejection is protection in disguise"so just jio lol even if it's your lala world I just said a paradox bit don't come to me fantasy and reality just need a little balance and we are good with it.

If you love gloomy weather then congrats you could experience it alot this year.I think you tend to underestimate your intuition and when it turns out right you regret so this year all about working on this and believing ourselves more then others 💗💗

Oracle cards: make a priority list,oh lala it's a love story, it's a yes, please zindagi jiyo baba...,study remember it's "you reap what you sow".

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My Roman Empire is..... Idk lol.So travels travels and lots of travels in the list 😸 are you planning to fulfill your bucket list or something kya pile 3 anyway you could start talking again with a dear one with whom you could have stopped interacting or cut ties.Having a reunion of some kind being on backpack this could be the highlight of your year sudden plans being made you shifting family dynamics being changed

You again starting to learn alottt like an instrument, occult knowledge,your ancestors, about the world human body and many moreee.Having watermelon with closed ones on a beach or family farm haa such a vibe and keeping your room clean so it does not look like a messy place

Honestly I don't want to touch this past but somewhere along the line if you started feeling that it's hard uk to be happy like genuinely feel so content of life and kinda just at the starting stage of depression well this year is gonna prove your fact so wrong love muah muah have my love ok💓💓

On a side note your Cooking is good please try more

Oracle cards: Are you pretending love,the fingers create magic , living life king size , friends are the bigger enemy.

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Headache ahh you could be having them a bit this year ya but but it's because of all the packed schedule you need to get done with which you will be doing for not overthinking about "this" situation of yours someone from past could come back now it's upto you what you will do with them (it seems romantic connection btw).

Do you put this "I don't care" attitude I see you gotta change this one as there will be things you have to be responsible for alot this year.Emotionally you could be working on yourself listening to podcasts and actually making opinions of yours not just blindly following whatever is being said .you confused about something?? honestly sameee sorry for this just that your biggest gift could be knowing yourself more and handling just how you show yourself to the world

Oracle cards: posh lifestyle,lose yourself a little bit, it's not worth it,it worth trying,you know the answer

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Wishing you all a very happy New year 🧿🧿🤍

Pls message me my ishman fam i need someone to talk about them 🤌🤌

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Daddy Issues (Part Six)

Pairing: Dominant!Cillian Murphy & Shy!Reader (& Jamie Dornan)

Warning: Smut, BDSM, Daddy Kink, 4-Somes, 3-Somes, Sugar Baby Arrangements

Summary: Through your best friend, you meet actor Cillian Murphy and come to some kind of arrangement involving intimacy in exchange for being spoiled financially.

Written with: my beautiful wife @darkshelbyfiction

"That's a very nice hotel room," you said appreciatively as you entered through the door and surveyed the plush interior. Luxuriously appointed and tastefully furnished, it seemed tailored specifically for moments such as these – when intimate encounters would take place beneath the canopy of velvety darkness created by the heavy drapes. You couldn't help but feel excited about what lay ahead between yourself and your companion tonight.

"It's not too bad," Cillian observed before pulling you towards him and pressing his lips gently against yours.

Moaning against his lips, you returned the kiss and felt an undeniable rush of desire surge through your body at the thought of spending time alone together in this lavish haven. His touch was firm yet gentle - conveying a sense of authority mixed with tenderness as he groped your ass while, at the same time, circling his tongue over yours. It gave you confidence knowing that no matter how wild things got between the two of you during your time here, Cillian would be there guiding you every step of the way.

"I need a shower first. I have been working all day," you eventually declared however as you stepped away from his embrace momentarily.

Cillian nodded understandingly, his gaze lingering over your curvaceous form for just a brief second. "Make yourself comfortable. The bathroom is just over there," he said softly, his deep voice echoing throughout the room and, with those words, you disappeared into the shower quickly.

The hot water cascading down upon your naked body washed away any remnants of stress and fatigue, leaving only sensual warmth behind.

Feeling more refreshed than ever, you slipped out of the steamy confines of the shower. As you reached for one of the plush towels lying nearby, you could hear the faint rustling sound coming from within the main area of the suite.

Padding back toward the bedroom, with just a towel wrapped around your body, curiosity piqued as you were met with the sight of Cillian standing beside the large bed, wearing nothing but his usual black briefs.

He turned to face you once you entered the room, allowing his piercing gaze to travel up and down your still wet body. Your skin felt alive where his eyes touched, electrifying sparks dancing across your flesh like fireflies in a night sky. His presence filled the space with a palpable energy, making the air seem charged with anticipation for what was to come.

Slowly, he approached you, his eyes never straying far from yours, sending shivers down your spine. Without warning, he grabbed your wrist tightly, bringing it close enough so that his mouth almost brushed against your fingertips. The heat radiating off his chest was a tangible force, drawing you closer, urging you onward despite the uncertainty lurking beneath the surface.

"Are you sure that you want a taste of what it is that I am after? Because, we could just fuck, and then leave it at that," Cillian asked you and, nervously, you affirmed with a nod.

"Yes Cillian. I want you to show me the kind of the sex you really like and, at least this way, I can decide whether or not we can come to some sort of arrangement," you told him with blushing cheek, ultimately causing Cillian to laugh.

"Alright then. I will give you a taste of what it would be like," Cillian smirked before he removed the towel from your otherwise naked body and produced a length of fine silk fabric from nowhere.

"Hold out your hands," he ordered before entangling the silk around your delicate wrists. The cool material slid smoothly over your sensitive skin, caressing the vulnerability exposed to him without hesitation. This action further heightened the excitement coursing through your veins, causing an achingly sharp arousal.

"Now kneel down for me," Cillian instructed calmly, his tone laced with dominance that made it impossible for you to disobey. With trembling knees, you lowered yourself onto the floor and looked up at him.

"I need you to do exactly as I say," Cillian ordered authoritatively, his commanding presence causing your heart rate to quicken even more. "Don't speak unless spoken to," he then demanded and, those last few words held immense power, binding you to his will instantly.

With your wrists tied together in front of you, you replied with a simple "yes, uhm...daddy?" and your voice cracked, just as you uttered the words, feeling a thrilling mixture of fear and submission course through your veins.

Cillian smiled approvingly, pleased with your compliance. Gathering another piece of silk, he swiftly moved towards your head, whispering into your ear, "open wide".

Obeying instinctively, you parted your lips, exposing your tongue for him.

At that moment, you felt vulnerable yet intensely alive as you allowed Cillian full access to your mouth. His fingers trailed along your jawbone lightly, the friction igniting newfound sparks of desire within you. He continued teasing your lips with the tip of the silk fabric until they were moist with saliva, then pressed the end of the tie above your teeth. "Close your mouth around this," he directed firmly, his deep baritone cutting straight through your core.

"Now, you should still be able to speak, at least somewhat, and I want you to say 'red' if you can," Cillian told you and, obediently, you repeated, "Red..."

A small smile played on his lips at your response, satisfied with your acquiescence.

"Good. This will be your safe word if you reach a point where you can't handle any more," Cillian stated, giving weight to the gravity of the situation. Your brow furrowed, trying to understand why this particular choice had been made. But instead of asking questions, you swallowed hard and promised, "yes, daddy!"

"You calling me daddy is somewhat strange but also incredibly exhilarating," Cillian chuckled and, as you knelt there bound, struggling against the conflicting feelings of vulnerability and exhilaration, the sheer intensity of the situation threatened to consume you whole.

You found solace in Cillian's reassuring presence, which anchored you to reality, helping ground you amidst the growing chaos. However, his mere proximity also incited unbridled desires within you, making the temptation to succumb irresistibly appealing.

The scent of musky cologne clung to his body, adding a hint of mystery to his persona, enhancing the fantasy you shared with him.

"Do you trust me?" Cillian then asked softly, ensuring you understood the seriousness of this undertaking. You closed your eyes briefly, savoring the weightiness of his question before finally replying, "yes, daddy" again.

Your affirmative answer served as confirmation of your willingness to submit completely to his authority, granting him permission to guide you through the exploration of boundaries beyond your comfort zone.

"Good girl," Cillian acknowledged your response with a nod, a mix of satisfaction and anticipation etched on his features. Stepping forward, he grasped your bound hands before leading you gently toward the bed, the silken restraints holding your wrists securely.

"I will tie you to the bed now so that you cannot squirm away from me during our playtime," Cillian explained calmly, his voice retaining its authoritative edge.

As his expert fingers worked efficiently to bind your wrists to the metal frame, you began to experience an odd blend of anxiety and exhalation due to the vulnerability imposed upon you. Sensing your apprehension, he offered a kiss on the forehead before proceeding with care.

"Just remember, if you feel uncomfortable at any point, simply use your safe word. If you call out 'red', I'll stop right away," Cillian reiterated, maintaining eye contact to ensure comprehension.

Though the idea was both tantalizing and terrifying, your trust in him remained steadfast, buoyed by the promise of security he provided and, once you were properly restrained, you couldn't help but notice your own reflection sprawled across the mirrored wall opposite the bed.

Despite the initial shock, you soon realized that witnessing your own submissiveness added fuel to the fire raging within you. Seeing yourself like this elicited a wave of shameful pride combined with a deep yearning for punishment. It was odd and not something you ever imagined yourself being involved in while, yet, you had secretly fantasized about scenarios like this. You always wanted to be bound but your ex, James, was way too vanilla for anything like this.

It dawned on you that submitting yourself entirely into Cillian's capable hands meant relinquishing complete control, placing your destiny squarely in his domain and this turned you on incredibly.

"Now, spread your legs for me baby," came his demanding directive, his tone brooking no refusal. Nervously, you obeyed, stretching your thighs farther apart, exposing yourself fully to his scrutiny. There was an undeniably erotic charge filling the air, amplified by the silence, accentuating every gesture between you.

Seeing you in such a position must have stirred something profound within him too, as the intensity in his gaze grew stronger, his hand tracing light patterns over your bare skin, sending shivers down your spine.

Feeling his touch, you arched your back involuntarily, seeking more sensual stimulation as the anticipation built up between you. Cillian smirked knowingly, understanding how well he had captured your attention, knowing precisely when to push your limits while simultaneously reinforcing your trust in him.

Suddenly, he bent down to kiss your neck tenderly, slowly tracing the line where your shoulder meets your torso with his warm lips.

"One more thing, which I almost forgot to tell you..." he murmured into your ear, evoking goosebumps all over your body.

"You are not permitted to cum until I allow it, is that clear?" Cillian declared confidently, conveying total control over your most intimate experiences.

Staring into his piercing eyes, unable to look away, you replied with a solemn "Yes, daddy", your voice quivering slightly. His stern demeanor only served to enhance the sense of dominance encircling you, casting a spellbinding influence that rendered you powerless against his sway.

"Good girl,” he praised affectionately after imposing his rule. It was apparent that he took great joy in exercising his authority over you, evident in the way he effortlessly manipulated your desires, controlling your very essence with a single sentence.

"Now, let me show you what it means to submit, because this is what I am after in the bedroom. I want submission," Cillian commanded in a low, gravelly voice, causing chills to run down your spine.

He moved closer, his strong fingers brushing your cheek, sending a ripple of heat throughout your body.

"Relax," he whispered soothingly, instilling a sense of peace despite the heavy atmosphere surrounding you. Your breath caught in your throat as he leaned in to kiss your forehead, leaving a gentle caress behind. The subtle gesture spoke volumes about his intentions, further solidifying your role as his subject – one ready to submit wholly to his demands. His slow movements served to highlight his mastery over time, allowing him to dictate the pace without losing control.

His hand glided downwards, stopping just short of your breast as he paused to trace the outline of your ribcage with his finger.

"Look just how fucking beautiful you are," he marveled aloud, his voice thick with admiration. You followed his stare, glancing downward at your exposed form beneath his attentive touch.

"Lets see how wet you get when I'm in charge," he taunted cockily, arousing both curiosity and eagerness within you.

You didn't respond verbally, choosing instead to convey your agreement through a silent nod, signaling your readiness to accept whatever he decided to do next. This act alone seemed to empower him even further, feeding off your submission as he proceeded to explore your body with calculated precision.

Reaching between your breasts, Cillian delved deeper, trailing his index finger along the valley connecting them, creating a trail of goosebumps in its wake.

He watched closely as you squirmed underneath his touch, observing your reaction keenly. Pausing momentarily, he circled your nipples teasingly with his thumb and forefinger, making your heart race faster. Grasping them gently yet firmly, he pulled them gently outward, increasing their size visually.

Unable to resist the growing tension in your body, you let out a small cry

as his fingers pinched your sensitive buds rhythmically, causing you to wriggle helplessly beneath him. With his free hand, he reached around to cup your other breast, massaging it tenderly while continuing to manipulate your nipples.

"Please," you pleaded, wanting his hand in between your legs, craving relief from the burning desire building inside you.

However, he paid no heed to your request, instead focusing solely on your aching nipples. With each flick of his thumb and forefinger, you could hear faint sounds escaping your mouth, betraying your mounting excitement. His steady pressure intensified the throbbing sensation pulsing through your entire being, leaving you aching for more.

Desperate for his touch lower down, you cried out once again, unable to bear the agonizing wait much longer.

As if reading your mind, Cillian complied, pulling his hand away from your breasts and moving it lower, past your belly button, dipping into the dark treasure trove hidden below. Briefly running his fingers along your smooth mound, he made you moan louder, hungry for more. Then, unexpectedly, he shifted focus once again, cupping your bottom before giving it a light swat.

Immediately, you jolted upright from the sudden impact, catching your breath in surprise. Your eyes met his, filled with confusion mixed with a hint of amusement at your reaction.

"So responsive." Cillian commented approvingly, appreciating your swift physical reaction to his command. His words caused another wave of embarrassment to wash over you, heightening your awareness of your vulnerability.

Driven by an insatiable hunger for knowledge, you peered deeply into his eyes, trying to discern his intention.

"You want me to touch your pussy, don't you?" Cillian asked teasingly, a smile playing at the corners of his mouth. His question left you feeling incredibly conflicted - equal parts excitement and nervousness vied for control within you. Unable to answer immediately, you hesitated, unsure whether to confirm or deny his statement. Finally, finding courage within you, you acquiesced with a quiet affirmation.

"Like this?" Cillian asked, demonstrating his intentions, parting your folds with his fingers, gently circling your clitoris with featherlight strokes. You bit your lip, struggling to contain your response as waves of delight coursed through your body. His touch sent shivers down your spine, and your head began to spin, your brain becoming hazy with arousal.

"Or more like this?" he queried, inserting his middle finger gently into your entrance, testing your preparedness. At first, there was resistance, but upon applying slight pressure, you felt your muscles gradually relaxing, opening up to accommodate his intrusion.

"Oh god..." you exhaled softly, closing your eyes briefly, savoring the foreign sensation penetrating you.

Your body trembled ever so slightly, reflecting the tumultuous mixture of fear and excitement coursing through you as, eventually, Cillian added a second finger.

"You have had a long-term boyfriend before, haven't you?" Cillian then suddenly probed, analyzing your reactions carefully. His inquiry surprised you, but did not bother you really.

"Yes, I did," you admitted, the confession easing some weight off your shoulders. Shifting positions, you allowed him greater access at the same time, wanting his fingers deeper inside you now.

"Has he ever found your g-spot?" Cillian queried, pushing forward.

"No," you moaned in response.

Emboldened by your enthusiastic response, Cillian continued exploring you thoroughly, learning your body better than anyone else ever had. He used one hand to stroke your labia, while his other finger maintained thrusting rhythms deep inside you, eliciting gasps and moans from your mouth.

"No?" he grinned before, suddenly, he curled his fingers up inside you and you screamed out loud. Your hips bucked instinctively as you felt electric currents surge through every fiber of your being.

"No, oh god, no!" you gasped, shockwaves shooting across your nerve endings. Intrigued by your vocal reactions, Cillian increased the intensity, pressing harder against your sweet spot with his expert fingers.

"Well, there it is," he confirmed triumphantly, knowing he'd hit the jackpot. His tone held pride in having discovered such a profound pleasure point within you, a testament to his skillfulness.

The sight of him masterfully navigating these new territories ignited something wild and primal within you, stirring buried desires that came alive in an instant.

"I can't. Please. No more!" you groaned, arching your back slightly, seeking release from the relentless assault on your most intimate spot. The sheer force of the powerful waves rocking through your body grew stronger still, threatening to consume you entirely.

"Are you going to squirt for me? " Cillian asked seductively, drawing your attention back to him. His piercing gaze bore into yours, challenging you not to surrender completely to your climax. Desperately attempting to maintain composure, you fought to find the strength needed to deflect his provocative question.

"I never have. I can't. Oh my god, stop!" you begged, pleading with him not to push any further. But Cillian refused to relent, instead continuing his ministrations.

"If you think this feels good, imagine what else I will be doing to you," Cillian said cockily. Ignoring your protests, he pushed two fingers inside you simultaneously, reaching deeper than ever before. Growling with satisfaction, he moved his fingers rhythmically, brushing tantalizingly close to your G-spot until finally striking gold. "Isn't this what you wanted?" he smirked, his voice laced with amusement.

Sweat trickled down your forehead, leaving trails behind. It wasn't just the heat of his hands or the stimulation of his fingers that drove you mad, but also the way they combined to send your body spiraling into unknown depths of ecstasy.

"Oh, my fucking god...oh yes...fuck..." you gasped involuntarily, overcome by a tidal wave of erotic bliss as, eventually, you could not hold back anymore, and a torrent of liquid cascaded onto Cillian's waiting palm.

He smiled victoriously, pleased with himself, proud of his ability to bring forth such a strong reaction from you. His victory was evident in his expression, which only served to increase your own feelings of submissiveness towards him.

"I told you not to cum without permission, didn't I?" Cillian reprimanded playfully, removing his fingers from your dripping wet entrance. He then stood up, grabbing a clean cloth nearby to wipe off his hand.

Having regained his composure somewhat, you attempted to speak through the soaking wet silk scarf which had still been lodged in between your teeth.

"I am sorry," you gasped and, without missing a beat, Cillian chided you further.

"Next time I will spank you if you if you cum again without permission," Cillian said with a stern demeaner and, despite the harsh tone, your heart leapt in your chest, excited by the prospect of experiencing punishment at his hands.

A flush crept up your cheeks as you nodded solemnly, committing yourself to abide by his rules. His power over you seemed irresistible, enticing you to submit fully to his desires.

"I will untie you now as I think that this was enough until you get used to it," Cillian spoke matter-of-factly, bringing you crashing back to reality. With slow movements, he unbound your wrists and removed the silk scarf from around your face. You took a moment to stretch your limbs, marveling at how sensitive everything felt after the ordeal.

"Are you still going to, uhm, you know..." you stammered, causing Cillian to chuckle.

"Use your words baby girl," he instructed, encouraging you to express your desire openly.

Blushing furiously, you managed to say, "I, uhm...will you still fuck me? With your cock, I mean?" you told him while looking at his raging erection which was still covered by the fabric of his briefs.

"Of course. I have planned on fucking you all night actually," Cillian replied before removing his briefs and letting his massive erection spring free.

"Oh god, you are so hard," you blushed, staring at his engorged member, unable to look away.

"This is what you do to me Y/N," Cillian told you, then standing up and running his index finger lightly along your jawbone, before guiding your face toward his rigid phallus. As your lips closed around the tip, sucking softly, he let out a low sigh, clearly enjoying the act.

"That's a good girl," he whispered huskily, pulling you nearer to his manhood, urging you to take him even deeper.

Your throat worked diligently to envelop his thick length, bobbing your head up and down to match his rapid breathing. As he looked down at you devouring him, he couldn't help but notice your breasts moving rhythmically with your movements. It was an invitation too tempting to resist. Grabbing them firmly yet tenderly while you pleasured him with your mouth.

"Look at me," Cillian commanded authoritatively, capturing your eye contact. The demanding gaze set a thrilling challenge in motion. You obeyed him instantly, locking eyes with him, intensifying the mutual connection shared between you both. It was an almost supernatural feeling - as though something powerful were linking your souls together in that very moment.

"Now, swallow my cock. Take it all the way into the back of your throat," he demanded sharply, breaking the spell. This directive awakened you back to reality – you quickly complied, drawing his full length back into your mouth.

The warmth of his flesh filled your entire mouth, sending delicious vibrations throughout your body. Each movement of your tongue sent ripples of arousal throughout your core, creating a harmonious balance between giving and receiving pleasure. Your newly acquired skills made you yearn for more, leading you to become increasingly confident with each passing minute. This self-assurance brought immense satisfaction to Cillian, who watched approvingly from above.

"Take me deeper," he ordered authoritatively, commanding your movements.

Slowly but surely, you pulled him further into your mouth, allowing him to reach the back of your throat as requested. The sensation sent shockwaves through your system once more, heightening the excitement that coursed through your veins. Pausing briefly to admire his appreciation, you noticed a small drop of precum forming on the tip of his manhood. Unbidden, your tongue reached out tentatively to taste it, savoring its unique flavor mixed with the essence of your saliva.

It gave you a sense of accomplishment – that somehow, you had truly owned this dominant part of him, even temporarily. That notion alone left you trembling with excitement.

"Fuck that's it. Now let me fuck your mouth properly," Cillian growled, his hips bucking with each thrust. His rough hand grasped your shoulder tightly, holding you steady as he plunged deep inside you repeatedly. The friction caused by his vigorous movements amplified the sensations tenfold, triggering sparks of ecstatic pleasure throughout your body.

"God you are good at this,” Cillian admitted hoarsely, impressed by your agility and technique despite being novice. “Do you feel me filling your throat?” he teased and you simply moaned, struggling to catch your breath amidst the intensity of his thrusts.

"I never met a woman who could deep throat like this. Fucking hell, Y/N! Keep it up," Cillian praised, losing himself in the haze of lustful fervor. His hands explored every curve of your naked form, reveling in the suppleness of your skin beneath his touch.

As his pace increased, you struggled to keep up with the demands placed upon your esophagus. Yet the pressure built within your belly, intensifying the sweet torture that resonated through your entire body. Your thighs clenched in sync with his thrusts, providing additional stimulus for both parties involved until, eventually, he pulled out of your mouth.

"How on earth do you not gag? Most women would choke at this point," Cillian asked incredulously, marveling at your prowess.

"I would say that practice makes perfect but, in my case, that's a lie. I have no experience in this whatsoever," you blushed sheepishly, breaking eye contact for a fleeting moment. But instead of scolding you, Cillian merely laughed at your response.

"Well, it seems like your throat was made for this," Cillian grinned devilishly and your face flushed crimson, feeling both embarrassed and elated at his compliment. It appeared that Cillian understood exactly how to make you weak in the knees with his words.

"Then why didn't you cum in my mouth?" you asked curiously, causing Cillian to chuckle again.

"Because I want to cum in your pussy," he explained calmly, his voice laced with anticipation.

"Well, come and fuck my pussy then, daddy!" you begged excitedly, already knowing that you wanted nothing more than to be taken by him right there.

"Get on your hands and knees." Cillian commanded, directing you to position yourself accordingly. You did as instructed immediately, feeling the familiar surge of submission as you knelt obediently, awaiting his next instruction.

Cillian stepped closer, towering over you, his presence dominating yours. You trembled slightly with nervousness and anticipation as he began to prepare you, His strong, gentle hands caressed your shoulders and arms, tracing patterns that sent waves of pleasure through your nervous system.

With his other hand, he cupped your breast gently, rolling the nipple between his thumb and forefinger. You arched your back instinctively, seeking more contact from him. Sensing your eagerness, he allowed his thumb to brush across your sensitive bud, sending electrifying currents racing through your body.

You bit your lip, trying to suppress the groans escaping involuntarily from your lips. The sensation ignited an inferno within your loins, leaving you panting heavily. Unable to contain your anticipation any longer, you whimpered out a request for more intimate attention.

Grasping hold of your waist, Cillian drew you closer towards him. With practiced ease, he positioned himself behind you, aligning his rod against your wet entrance. The simple action sent waves of heat cascading through your core, heightening your need for him.

Desperate now, you pressed back onto his rock-hard penis, impaling yourself slowly as they aligned perfectly. Gasping in delight, you welcomed the initial press of his thick shaft, pressing ever so deeply inside you. Every inch that entered seemed to send fireworks shooting off within your loins, making you tremble with sheer arousal.

"Just like that…" Cillian murmured approvingly, grazing his fingers along your spine in a tender gesture that showered you with affection.

"Move with me, baby." His soft voice commanded your hips, encouraging you to ride him in tandem. Grateful for his support, you followed suit, gradually finding your own rhythm. The dual motions meshed beautifully, creating a synchronized dance where you moved together seamlessly. Each thrust of his hips pushed you farther against and onto him, sending unbelievable sensations radiating through your pelvis.

"Oh god yes... oh fuck, please don't stop!" You cried out, unable to comprehend the level of pleasure you felt. His powerful grip on your hips kept you locked to him, ensuring complete penetration and maximizing your climax potential.

Feeling empowered by your newfound skills, you rode him harder, matching his tempo. Together, you formed a rhythmic pattern, creating an erotic symphony echoing throughout the suite. Their bodies dancing to the beat of desire.

"You are so much more confident than before, aren't you?" Cillian noted proudly, watching as you matched his strokes without faltering. "This power exchange, it excites you, doesn't it?" You nodded enthusiastically, your eyes meeting his boldly. "Yes, daddy! It does!"

Cillian smiled at your submission, leaning forward to kiss your neck softly. "That's my girl," he whispered against your skin, eliciting another wave of goosebumps along your arm.

"I knew you were hiding some wild side beneath those innocent looks," he mused with a hint of amusement, running his fingers lightly down your spine.

"And now I plan to bring this wild side out of you fully..." Cillian smirked, captivating you entirely.

Emboldened by his compliments and promises, you continued to ride yourself against him fiercely, lost in the hypnotic dance of love and pleasure. The rapid thrusts coupled with the building pleasure in your core took your breath away, yet only served to fuel your drive for greater heights. In this primal union, there was no limit to how far you were willing to push one another.

Cillian's rough hands held you firmly, guiding your hips with precision as you braced yourself on all fours. His eyes bore into yours, burning with a mix of pride and desire, reminding you that this journey was as much yours as it was his. The undeniable chemistry between you two fueled the fire of your desires, pushing boundaries you hadn't known existed.

Your heart raced faster, drumming loudly in your ears while your skin prickled with anticipation.

"Oh god," you breathed, letting out a soft sigh as Cillian continued to thrust deeper into you.

The forceful movement drove your desire higher, propelling you toward a peak unlike anything you had experienced before. The connection between you was palpable, electric energy zipping around the room, weaving an invisible web of lust and devotion between you both.

His expert handling of your body brought forth a deluge of sensations - warmth spreading from your center outward, a gentle trickling urgency pulling you toward release until, eventually, you begged.

"Please. Please may I cum?" you pleaded with desperation, almost on the verge of tears. Your walls quivered and contracted tightly around him, signaling your impending orgasm.

Cillian obliged swiftly, picking up the pace even further, reaching deeper into your depths with every stroke. His relentless thrusts coaxed gasps and moans from your parted lips, drawing him nearer to his own edge.

"Good girl. You may," Cillian responded, giving a final sharp jerk of his hips, driving home his point.

"Fuccckkkk!!!" you cried out as the world around you dissolved into a burst of colors and sounds, releasing everything pent up within you. Your walls convulsed hard around him, milking his member.

"Fuck you are so tight!" Cillian growled hoarsely, losing his grip on his self-control.

He quickened his pace once more, moving in time with your writhing body. Your head fell back as you threw your legs wide open to accommodate his powerful thrusts as he filled you with his seed.

You could feel every spurt of hot liquid deep within you, marking the territory he claimed, which only served to intensify your feelings of possession. This physical and emotional surrender gave way to a euphoric state where you lost yourself completely in the ecstasy.

As the last echoes of your shared climax reverberated through the air, you collapsed onto the floor, contentedly panting.

Cillian stroked your sweaty brow lovingly, still embedded deep within you. His touch was tender, yet commanding, solidifying your role as his submissive partner.

Looking up into his intense gaze, you couldn't help but notice the look of satisfaction on his face, mirroring the triumph you felt in completing such a challenging task.

"Now that we got that out of our systems..." Cillian remarked huskily, withdrawing carefully and pulling you close into his embrace. "Do you think that this is for you?" Cillian asked gently, breaking the silence after your incredible experience. "Is this what you really crave? To submit yourself totally to someone else?" he asked and you turned her face upwards to meet his piercing gaze, contemplating his question seriously.

"Yes," you finally replied earnestly, a sense of confidence blooming within you. "It feels amazing submitting myself to you. Knowing that I can trust you enough to let you take full control fills me with a strange sense of security."

Cillian smiled warmly, appreciating your response before standing up and reaching for his phone which had been going off nonstop for the past hour.

"Good girl," he praised as he walked away from the bed briefly for some privacy while you sat there feeling a surge of excitement swell within you.

You marveled at the change that had occurred since meeting Cillian. Not too long ago, these types of encounters would have left you blushing and confused. Now, however, you found solace in submitting yourself completely to Cillian, knowing that he understood exactly what you needed and desired.

Unbeknownst to you, however, you were not the only one who felt that way. There was another woman too, back in Dublin, where Cillian resided most of the time.

Her name was Kindra, a 40 year old well-respected lawyer, independent and strong-willed in nature, never having allowed herself to be vulnerable when it came to men. But then, she met Cillian a few weeks ago, who made her feel things she'd thought impossible – a thrilling combination of fear and desire.

They maintained a discreet relationship, often meeting in hotel rooms as well or occasionally her house. Her body succumbed willingly to his domination, discovering new aspects of herself along the way.

The taste of pain melted into pleasure, turning her on immeasurably and, just as you were laying there, spent and splayed out across the bed, she was texting Cillian.

"When are you back in Dublin, Sexy?" Kindra texted Cillian just as he stood there, completely naked, near the bed you were laying on.

"Tomorrow Night" came his response which was short and sharp.

"Keen to catch up? I have been thinking about you all week," she continued, eagerly awaiting a reply.

"Sure. I will come to your place. 8 o'clock. Sounds good?" Cillian responded.

"I will be waiting for you, naked and ready," Kindra hinted, suggesting a steamy encounter.

"Good girl. Make sure that ass of yours is ready for me because I will be fucking it all night long," Cillian warned, texting swiftly.

"I am looking forward to it," was Kindra's final reply before, finally, Cillian turned towards you again and asked "ready for round two?"

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Career/money Pick a Picture Tarot Reading

1. 2. 3.

Group 1

I feel that for you guys there's some connection to your heart here, some of you need to look in your heart. If you are not fully sure what you want to do exactly, this is definitely what you can do to help find the answers to that. Healing something within your heart may be needed if you do not know right now by looking within. So once your heart is healed you will feel there what you desire most. I'm picking up on the feeling of freedom. For some of you this has to do with travel. Maybe you want to read the second pile as well. I'm getting something about your families, and for someone something about a dog (s). Maybe for some of you, you have worries but you need to be honest with yourself and find that your priorities in your heart may be towards what you truly want to go do, and that it will be ok if you go forward with that. You guys will be happy. I want to tell you for those that may be worried about leaving anyone behind or being homesick, you will enjoy your present moment wherever you may find yourself, and that distance can grow fondness. I understand though, feeling you only have so much time on the topic of mortality. I have faith you all will figure it out, cause all I get now is the greatest feeling once your heart shows you clearly and you feel what it is you should go for, and it is so much love and freedom in it. Beautiful. Take your time though, this seems like a vague prediction in a sense, as destiny will be what it will be. Peace

Group 2.

You as a group seem that you really want advice and are really just wanting to take in anything I can give you all right now...you guys may be kind of guarded right now , mainly getting energetically. You guys have a big purpose, each one of you. Yes an airplane may *actually be significant. Some of you know then of course, one of you, it's an actually. And you don't even know it yet. I saw a little clock. So , with that I'm getting time of course. And right now it may be a matter of relying on that. I'm getting a lot about a spiritual like journey, but we don't have to put it that way, a journey of self discovery , self transformation. It's heavy, but I don't mean that in a negative sense. I mean, it's a deep thing you all are experiencing in what this is that we call life, your lives. A concept that seems to come into play with you guys and your journeys in life and what you will end up doing or for a few already doing, maybe just starting. If so you're young in this. The concept is about duality;within yourselves. Balancing your yin and yangs. You seem naturally very balanced people, in your spirits. I feel this is a reminder for some of you, to make sure you're not giving too much to the "good", "light" side, it's perfect when there is complete balance of the two opposites and embracing the dark side is not negative, it's necessary for both to prosper, and it is a positive thing. Both dark and light are naturally positive , like, good , but both can have bad qualities. When good is too much that is bad, kind of plain, can be too bright if you understand what I'm saying, hopefully. I'm getting something like spirit animals are significant, and wisdom. For a majority of you when it comes to career things, your soulmate or forever person is somehow involved/ going to be involved. I would just stay open to that so that things may go smoother if so. I'm not supposed to specify any further on that for whatever reason.

For right now, you're being guided, and do what you can and accept what you cannot do and know for now. It will come to you. You're on a specific path, trust that. And trust yourself. Every move you decide to make is for a reason, and I see that you will not fall. For any possible financial struggle , it's all for a reason, but maybe so to sympathize with other people in the world, for one. It may be so for a few of you to learn to ask for help and or to think further outside the box, the box being your mind and as far as it is expanded thus far. But you'll be okay. Peace and love.

Group 3.

You all may work with other people. I'm really picking up on desert vibes somehow for some reason,... Initially I picked up on a camel, actually. Maybe some of you have something to do with Egypt specifically too... Maybe you'll travel one day, maybe some of you live there, Im not sure but you'll know cause that's kinda specific... I'm also getting an oven , some of you have considered baking? Someone's family is involved already in some culinary business..

*side note, some of you aren't even meant to work. If you feel that, boom. There's your message. Go backpacking or just trust the universe on a level to work it out. Hell you can get an RV or something and go to a national forest and they'll let you stay there free if you help out working there. Nature rules! You'll figure it out.

You guys have some dope ancestry, just saying, I guess.. maybe you don't know and would be surprised about far back who was what from where I don't know. Anyway, If you have family who would hire you or help you get hired, that's nice and I'm supposed to tell you all that you should take any offer for that and basically give whatever it may be a try, but mainly you should be honest with yourself, it's OK if it isn't for you, it's OK if you love it or it just works and you stick to that. You know, I would say for instance some famous people have kids and they may want to hand down a legacy or business to their children, but what a shame if the child doesn't want that and yet some young person unrelated would love that to happen to them, if that makes sense. We're all children and family on this earth and there's no need for strict boundaries when it comes to bloodlines like that . Be true to yourself. Well if it's just you getting help to be hired, it's alright if you end up quitting or whatever even if for some of you feel like you'll be resented ,screw it don't live your life for anyone but yourself. Unless you have kids I guess... But still!.

Overall message for this group, if nothing else, let yourself be free.

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sunflower-ozzy-online · 3 days

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Depths of the Heart

This was supposed to be your last excursion with the party and now you're trapped with Laios. What will be revealed while Chilchuck takes his sweet time helping you out?

Miscommunication? sorta both Laios and the reader are oblivious to their feelings. I did give the reader some anxiety so there's that <3

ダンジョン飯 | Dungeon Meshi | Delicious in Dungeon

Relationship: Laios Touden/Reader

Characters: Namari, Chilchuck Tims, Falin Touden, Marcille Donato, Shuro | Nakamoto Toshiro, Laios Touden

Additional Tags: Fluff and Angst, Angst with a Happy Ending, Anxiety

As you walk on the stone floors your footsteps echo alongside your parties. The third floor was known for having hidden doorways and traps from floor to ceiling so Chilchuck was leading the group. His senses worked on overdrive making sure the path was safe.

You had already been in the dungeon for two days so the conversation was light. Marcille and Falin were chatting quietly, probably about spells or their years in the academy. Laios was sticking by Shuros side, like a puppy following a stray cat, asking questions about monsters in the east. Namari and you brought up the rear, protecting the rest of the party from possible attacks. Namari wasn't much of a conversationalist, other than when it came to weapons, so you two walked in a fairly comfortable silence.

Your mind drifted to your conversation with her before you entered the dungeon a few weeks ago. The party was out to dinner while going over the last excursion. You had wanted to get her input about your thoughts on possibly leaving the party.

“Why!? I mean, not that there aren’t any valid reasons to leave and find a different party, or employer but I thought you and Laios… Got along well. And you like the rest of the party too. You seem happy enough with the progress and payment?” her eyes looking over to where the rest of the party ate in the meal hall.

“I did, I do. It’s just lately I find myself making mistakes and not feeling like I fit in. The vibes have changed you know? Plus I got an offer for room and board and a paying position in another party on the island. And I know you were thinking about leaving for a little while so I thought I’d get your thoughts.”

She took in your words for a beat and then responded, “I have been getting offers from other parties as well, and they are pretty enticing. Especially when Laios can be a less-than-great leader in the social aspects of leading. Though it would take something pretty impactful to make me just get up and leave.”

You nod along as she talks.

“But that’s me. What's important is that if you feel like staying in the party is not for you then that's what you feel. Before you leave you should talk to Laios, see if maybe this is something you could ya know, work out together.”

Your face grows hot at her suggestion, that was the opposite of what you wanted to do. Recently just being around Laios made you self-conscious and kinda clumsy, which is not what you wanted when in a life or death situation “Maybe. I’ll give it some thought. Thanks, Namari.”

When you had gone to Namari you had expected her to agree with you and support your decision to leave. It would make sense given that she was always voicing her displeasure with the financial situation. It seemed strange that she would encourage you to try and talk through your issues. Walking on the third floor you think about the resignation letter you had in your pack for after the end of this crawl. You hadn't told anyone yet, not wanting to ruin your last adventure together. Though most of the party members had noticed your emotional distance, besides Laios. He would still tell you monster facts about the monsters you had just taken down, even repeating ones he had told you before. Earlier on you would grin and comment on them, or even offer some of your own. Now however it makes you feel uneasy when his smiling face and positive energy are directed towards you. You simply acknowledged his words and continued.

You can't blame him for not noticing. You were trying to not let him know how strange you felt, and you were not about to tell him and make him concerned. And what if he got mad at you when you told him, you couldn't handle that? It would be easier to just take it on yourself and remove yourself from the equation. You had been in your mind so much you hadn't noticed that there was an odd stone in your path. Though Laios had.

“(Y/N!)” he shouted while rushing back towards you. You looked at him right as your foot stepped down. His body collided with you as the section of floor you were standing on gave out beneath you.

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“Damn it!” you exclaimed after you had landed properly on your bottom with Laios’ body over top of yours. “I can’t believe I was dumb enough to step on that pressure plate! I should have been paying attention.”

“We all make mistakes,” Laios said while standing up and dusting himself off. “Plus Chilchuck should be able to find the release mechanism up above. Then Marcille or Falin can help us out.” He starts looking around, the temporary holding place having a few torches for light. “At least it wasn’t a spike pit.”

“We shouldn't try to escape without Chilchuck. We may get ourselves into even more trouble if we press the wrong thing. Plus neither of us specialize in things like this.” you tell him, worried as he walks along the perimeter of the room.

He nods along, “You’re right, looks like we’ll just have to wait it out.”

Your heart beats loudly in your chest. Not only were you trapped due to your airheadedness you also had brought Laios down with you. Mistakes like this were exactly why you needed to leave. You were becoming a danger to yourself and others. Whenever Laios was around or on your mind you just could not focus. Why had you decided on one last trip? You had already agreed to the new job? You knew you couldn't be trusted but you just had to follow along. But when Laios told you about the plans for this trek you just agreed, without a second thought. And now, you could die in this stupid room and no corpse retriever would be able to find you. No, you try to tell yourself, you're only on the third floor and you trust your party. As long as you stayed where you were and did not move there would be no way you could mess it up anymore.

“Well while we're here we may as well make lunch.”

“Yeah I guess.” you're an idiot

~~~

Laios went through his rations finding some dried meat and barley rice. He didn’t have enough water to soak the barley rice in.

“I think I have some backup in my pack, you can check. Oh, also I brought some seasonings along if you would grab those too” You were busy using your limited magical knowledge to start a fire.

“Thanks.” No matter what was cooked he would always stomach it with enthusiasm if it came from you but you did pride yourself on being able to make the rations a bit better with seasonings and some oil. Some people, Chilchuck, thought it was an unnecessary weight but you liked it. Plus you could tell he liked it better when you were on cooking duty.

Rummaging sounds came from Laios as he looked through your pack for the ingredients. Your fire was done and you placed the pan over the fire to start heating up.

“Here.” he handed you the water and your spice pouch.

“Thank you Laios,” you added the water to the pan and let it come to heat as you prepared the barley rice.

After a while the food was ready. You and Laios ate together. It may have been your anxiety but he seemed suspiciously quiet. Laios was rarely this quiet for this long, always filling the air with his thoughts on monsters or the dungeon, freely asking questions about his party members' lives. To be fair you were quieter lately, though he had not seemed to notice, he would have brought it up. Or would he? He wasn't very keen on social cues so you hadn't seen him confront anyone about it before.

“When are you leaving?”

“Huh?”

“I saw your notice in your bag, signed and everything.”

“Oh,” You forgot you had it in your bag when you told him to look for the ingredients. “I was planning on leaving after this crawl.”

“I… I thought you liked it, you know, with us.”

“I do.”

“Then why are you leaving, is it finances? I know we're a little down right now but if there was a problem why didn’t you come to me?”

“It’s not the money, I mean it didn’t help but that’s not it.”

“Did someone say something? Did they make you feel unwelcome or uncomfortable?” he looked worried now “Is it me?”

You had paused long enough for Laios to pick up on it.

“It is, isn't it? What was it? I… thought we got along well. That we were friends!”

“We were, or are.” You shook your head “It’s not you, you haven’t changed or done anything wrong. I just, I’ve been off and I can’t figure it out.” your heart was beating even faster, you were shaking. This was exactly the conversation you wanted to avoid.

His head tilted “Off? Like sick?”

“No, more like clumsy. My thoughts keep wandering and I make silly mistakes like getting us trapped here or like during our last crawl. Do you remember when I got sucked into that living painting and Shuro had to jump in to get me? I had zoned out looking right at it and didn't notice it moving! I could have gotten Shuro hurt.”

Laios is looking at you like you're a hurt puppy

“I’ve become a burden on the rest of the party. It’s not fair to you guys for me to stay so I accepted an offer from another party. They're giving me room and board too, so that’s nice.”

Laios seems to be thinking over your words, looking down at his now-forgotten food.

“But if you are leaving cause you’re distracted how will that be fixed by leaving? Won’t you just be distracted in a new setting? That seems even more dangerous! You don’t know if you can trust your new party members. At least with us you know we will always have your back.”

“I didn't even want to have this conversation. It would have been so much easier if we had a successful crawl and then I would tell the party I was leaving and said our goodbyes. Simple and nice. People change parties all the time Laios!”

“That doesn't answer my question.”

You sigh and look away from him, looking towards the torch on the wall. They are always lit yet they never burn out. Must be tiring “I know.” He doesn't take his eyes off of you. “I guess it’s because it usually only happens when I'm with this party. Well mostly.” You can't bring yourself to fully look at him.

“Oh.”

You breathed in, hoping he would just drop it. Hoping he would come to some kind of understanding in his head.

“But why?”

Of course not.

You buried your face in your hands. “I don't know.”

“If we can work this out then I want to try. You shouldn’t leave.”

“It’s not like I want to leave! I just, I can’t justify putting you and the others at risk because I’m afraid to lose my friendships. I just know that when I’m around the party I get self-conscious or I keep thinking weird things and I make avoidable mistakes.”

“Self-Conscious?”

“Yeah … like if I look okay, or if I’m fighting well or not. If i'm being too loud or talking too much or not enough. As if I was an adolescent again trying to make the cool kids like me.”

He takes some time to weigh your words in his head.

“Well I don’t know much about romance but that kind of seems like maybe you have a crush? Maybe? Marcille has talked to me about some of the books she read, and one of the characters acts like that around the character they want to court.”

Your heart seems to stop.

“I think the next step is to figure out who it is and then tell them. You should ask Marcille though she really likes this kind of stuff. She's been talking about it to me more lately so she must really want someone to talk about it with.”

“Oh god.” of course it’s just a crush you feel so silly. “I guess that makes sense.” But who?

Oh. Oh no.

“Maybe it’s Shuro? He is pretty cool, and strong. Or Marcille, I know some people really find elves attractive, plus she's also good at magic.”

Of course it's Him. It could never have been anyone else.

“Or Namari, you two do seem pretty close.”

Before you started having trouble your thoughts were always filled with ‘What does Laios think about this’ and ‘I wonder if Laios would be interested in that’, you had just thought he was a good friend. It was right around the time he had carried you away from an attacking dryad after it had pierced your thigh that you became more distant. He was always so careful with you and attentive. But he had never shown you any interest, not romantically. You weren't sure if he was even interested in those kinds of things. If leaving the group was bad, being rejected by Laios would be even worse. There was no way you could tell him now.

“Never mind. It’s probably best for me to leave. I wonder when Chilchuck will figure this damned trap out huh?”

“Y/N?”

“It’s already been like 30 minutes at least right?” you got up abruptly.

“Y/N.”

“Maybe we should try and figure out a way to escape. They could have been ambushed.” you were now walking around the room looking for switches.

“I don’t think so, and even if they had been they would have taken care of any monsters we were only on the third floor. Why don’t you want to talk about this?” He was still sitting on the ground

“I’m feeling restless.” your hands ran against the wall, looking intently at the grooves.

“But if we work it out then you may not have to leave? You just have to tell them.” He sounds a little breathless.

“They don’t like me, Laios. Not like that.” Your fingers find a loose piece of stone

“You figured out who it was?” He’s almost hopeful

“Yes.” you pick at the small rock

“But you won't tell them?” confused

“No.” you let it fall from the wall

“So you're still going to leave?”

The rock sits still in the place it fell

“Yes.”

“Will you look at me?”

“No.”

A beat passes

“We don’t want you to leave.”

“You don’t know that. I’m sure you can find another decent party member to take my place.”

“I don’t want you to leave.”

“Maybe a Kobold, that would be cool.”

“I don't want a Kobold, I want you.”

“No you don’t.”

“Don’t tell me what I want. I don't want another party member, it’s not even about losing a party member. I just want you. Don’t leave.”

“You don’t want me Laios.”

“I do.”

“No, you don’t!” you whip around to look in his direction unable to fully look at him, tears have been collecting in your water line for a while now. “You don’t want me!” A tear finally spills, you take a deep breath in and look away “Not like I want you. So just… let me go. I will be fine, Laios.” you don't want to yell at him, you don’t want to be crying. “God what is taking them so long.” putting your focus on the ceiling where you fell from.

Calloused yet soft hands touch your face, you don't know how he got so close to you so fast. Or quietly for that matter with all that armor on.

“Look at me, please.”

You sniffled, letting your eyes turn down to meet his. He, noticeably, was not crying. He was smiling, softly, a blush adorned his cheeks. His eyes took in your face and a huff of breath escaped his lips.

“It’s not funny, Laios.” scolding him. You had just basically confessed and now he was what? Amused by the fact you were crying?

“It kind of is. You see I have just realized we are probably two of the stupidest people in our party.”

“You’re not stupid.”

“No, I am. Because I have had you in front of me for how long? And I am just now realizing how much I like you. Marcille didn’t want to talk about her books. She was trying to make me realize my feelings for you. Chilchuck has been complaining about in party romances more lately, And Namari told me you were thinking about leaving and yet I couldn’t even let myself fathom being without you that I let you pull away from us, from me.”

“What?”

“And you’re stupid if you think I wouldn't reciprocate your feelings. You are so stunning and clever, well usually. You let me ramble about monsters and you always light up when you talk about cooking or other interests. Anyone would be lucky to be on the receiving side of your affection.”

“But you've never even shown the slightest interest in anything romantic before.”

He nods while wiping at your tear stained cheeks with his thumb.

“It is rare, but it has happened before. Though it was never reciprocated, after that I kind of gave up. I focused on being a soldier, and being a good brother to Falin. It seemed like I would never have a chance to love, much less be loved like that.” he looked down and away but just for a second. “I’m sorry I made you feel unwanted.”

“I can’t believe I didn't realize what it was before we fell in this stupid hole.” you giggled slightly

“I’m glad you did, otherwise I wouldn't have gotten to do this.”

“Hmm?”

He softly placed his lips on yours. It was tentative, and unmoving. You pushed back lightly, letting your lips slot in with his.

Above you the ceiling opened up, grabbing both of your attentions.

“We should get our stuff.” you say. Slowly you pull away from each other and pick up your back packs. Hiding your flushed faces from view.

~~~

It took a little bit of time but with some rope and climbing you were both able to get out of the hole. It seemed that the rest of the party also had lunch while you were in the trap. A part of you wanted to cuss them out for leaving you down there so long. The other part was grateful because now you had Laios and you got yourself back. Shuro was avoiding looking at the both of you but Chilchuck and Marcille seemed pretty smug.

Smiling, Chilchuck finally spoke up “Sorry it took me so long, it was a very complicated mechanism.” Asshole. You glared at him as Laios spoke up.

“No it’s fine, but we did loose quite a bit of time we should probably move on if we want to make it to the fourth floor.”

Everyone agreed and started to pack up and head out. While everyone was busy Laios grabbed your hand and gave it a slight squeeze. You would have to talk later but for now you felt lighter than you had in a while. You reminded yourself that you needed to rip up that notice and send out a letter to the other party. This one suited you just fine.

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mentallyisekaid · 6 months

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「 ✦ Fatui Harbingers x Signora's Sister! Reader, PART 2 ✦ 」

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Part 1 [Part 2] Part 2.5 Part 3

It's highly recommended to read the parts in order, otherwise few things will make sense!

Author's note ~ From this chapter forward, Y/N will develop a strong, somewhat intimate bond with her fellow Harbingers, but it's still, essentially, platonic. After coming up with the full storyline for this series, I figured it'd best to keep romance to a minimum, so it won't distract me or the readers from what's happening plotwise. But make no mistake - all of them care quite fiercely about you... it's not labelled "Harbingers x Reader" for nothing :) And of course, you're free to interpret their relationship in any kind of way you prefer <3

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Featured in this chapter, we have (drum roll, if you please)... Scaramouche, Childe and Columbina!

Warnings: brief/indirect spoilers regarding Sumeru's Archon quest and Scaramouche's lore

Word count: 3k

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A month had passed since the funeral, and the day you'd become the 12th of the Fatui Harbingers at Pierro's request. Truth to be told, you hardly cared whether such a dubious position had been offered to you out of respect for Rosalyne's legacy, or merely because they'd wanted to keep an eye on the immortal girl who possessed two Visions.

For the past five centuries, your life had lacked any clear purpose - perhaps this new title could change things to something a bit more... colorful?

Perhaps they could be the change.

On that note, there was something quite peculiar you'd come to notice about the infamous Harbingers.

Despite joining their ranks, you had kept the reason behind your questionable situation as a secret, so on a very essential level they still knew next to nothing about you (except for the Director who definitely knew enough to make you very uncomfortable!) In this regard, shouldn't they have considered you a stranger, or at least a high security risk?

Yes, yes they should have.

Yet not only did they treat you as one of their own, but it appeared that for some reason, these people cared about you to an extent beyond just professional relationships, always looking out for you in weird ways, like making sure you didn't overwork yourself, stayed healthy and never lacked any weird luxuries like expensive bath salts - that, and the fact that they were almost constantly lingering around you...

As someone who'd grown used to getting by on their own, you didn't really know what to make of their behavior. Or how to return it.

But did you dislike it? Not really. Why? Well, you were still sort of figuring that out.

You were currently sitting in Pantalone's office, looking through some financial reports while the Regrator himself was away on a business trip. As things stood, this was pretty much all that your title as a Harbinger was good for - assisting your colleagues by handling the less direct approaches to their duties as diplomats of Snezhnaya. It was only natural that you weren't yet expected, or trusted, to do any actual fieldwork.

So, your days were mostly spent being surrounded by endless piles of documents...

*knock, knock!*

...and them, as you might have guessed.

You sighed, placing the papers down on the desk when another round of impatient knocks came in. Clearly, that someone was going to invite themselves in regardless of your answer, and it wasn't hard to narrow down the list of possible suspects since only the highest ranking members of the Fatui were allowed in this part of the headquarters - frankly, the doors here tended not to be Harbinger-proof?

But it's not as if you really minded, breaktime was due anyway. Also, their company was always vastly more entertaining than work!

"It's not locked, you know" you commented, leaning back on your chair.

A scoff was heard before the door was rudely pushed open, and an unfamiliar character marched with such arrogance you'd think they owned the place. This made you raise an eyebrow; what an admirable sense of superiority? It wasn't someone you'd met before, but judging from the way they carried themselves, you recognized them nonetheless.

The man with child-like features (and a rather beautiful face) stopped in the middle of the room, staring curiously, though somewhat condescendingly, at the girl behind the desk.

"Are you," he started, "perchance the Director's newest recruit?"

"It's already been a month, but I suppose... in any case, what can I do for you, mister?"

"Mister?" The Harbinger crossed his arms, both amused and irked by your way of addressing him. "Ha, do you not know who I am?"

"Oh, no, I'm fairly certain I do," you sighed. "A presumptuous attitude, and a strikingly non-traditional kasa hat... the Balladeer, I presume? I heard you were busy playing a god in Sumeru with one of Dottore's segments, so I thought it might be a while before I get to meet the last one of my colleagues. But here you are - Scaramouche, was it? To what do I owe the pleasure?"

He was being rude too, you were just returning the discourtesy.

Scaramouche held back a chuckle, the bells from his hat jingling.

"Ah, yes, that would be me. And as to why I bothered coming all the way from Sumeru just to meet you, miss Twelfth..."

"I have a name. It's Y/N."

He clicked his tongue, taking a step closer.

"Yes, yes, whatever. Now, sit there and listen. I was in the middle of my little experiment on blasphemy when I suddenly heard that the Jester had recruited a new Harbinger, who, incidentally, has two Visions and is supposedly immortal - but she blatantly refuses to reveal anything about herself. Surely, you can imagine my slight annoyance at this, seeing as you, on the other hand, seem to know an awful lot about us."

You smiled a bit, fiddling with the quill pen in your hand.

"Yes, I don't exactly go around advertising my past to others. But aren't you same in that regard, Scaramouche?"

"I won't amuse you by answering that." He smiled eerily. "The point is, I don't like being kept in the dark - it gives people the chance to stab me in the back, and that's not something I'm particularly fond of."

"Ask the Director, then. I can assure you he knows all kinds of scandalous things about me - about all of us, no doubt."

He shrugged. "That won't be necessary."

In the blink of an eye, Scaramouche was no longer where he'd been standing before. The Sixth Harbinger had suddenly jumped on top of your desk, scattering the paperwork you'd spent hours organizing. He leaned forward with a smug look on his face, grabbing your chin between his delicate fingers.

"So, our little miss Harbinger refuses to reveal her secrets? We'll get those out of you, don't you worry~"

"My goodness?" Your previously dull eyes sparkled a bit. "What a bold move - it's certainly... something. I must say, I find your character quite fascinating, Balladeer."

"Likewise."

Behind that ruthless, indigo gaze, was a forlorn soul that had faced so much injustice...

When travelling around Teyvat for the past centuries, you'd caught bits and pieces of hearsay about Scaramouche's tragic past - most of it probably accurate. But it wouldn't have been wise to bring up such matters when you'd only just met him, especially since the Balladeer was widely known for his foul temper.

Though, judging from the way was looking at you, he probably knew what you were thinking. Even so, there was no ill intent in his eyes.

A new voice suddenly interrupted your odd encounter.

"I hope you're not harrassing our princess, dearest Scara!"

Tartaglia waltzed in to the office with an ominous smile. Scaramouche jumped down from your desk, scoffing at the sight of his ginger colleague.

"Ha, barely! I just happen to find her very intriguing."

Childe laughed a bit, stepping forward to pat your head.

"Well, I did tell you she was special, comrade. And to think you didn't believe me? Yet, here I find you. It seems Y/N Lohefalter is capable of drawing the attention of even the Balladeer himself, ahahhah~"

You followed their interaction, thoroughly entertained - compared to your previous uneventful life, this was certainly refreshing.

"Foolish boys," yet another familiar voice was heard, and Columbina strode in gracefully. "Avoiding your work to disturb Y/N with these shameful antics? Pierro would be quite displeased. Now, perish."

Damselette then turned her attention on you, smiling sweetly.

"Would you like to have an afternoon snack with me? I hope you've been eating enough, my dove."

"Now, now, don't be greedy..." Scaramouche taunted. "It's rather obvious that she and I were having a conversation."

You smiled a bit, pointing at each one of them with your pen.

"Technically, you're all are here equally uninvited. And on that note - as much as I'd rather do anything else right now - I really should continue with these documents or they're going to pile up..."

"Hey now, you know Pantalone doesn't like it when you overwork yourself, Y/N," Childe pointed out, crossing his arms.

Columbina smiled gently. "Yes, how about we go and have some tea instead?~"

Scaramouche raised an eyebrow at this.

"You sure speak to this girl in an unprofessional manner, Tartaglia, Damselette - if I didn't know better, I'd say it sounds almost intimate. Trying to snatch her away from me, perhaps? But you've already known her for a month; it ought to be my turn to get acquainted with our new little Harbinger. Y/N and I have some things to discuss, after all..."

"Oh?" Childe raised an eyebrow. "Then what exactly were you and her chatting so intimately about before I came?"

"Enlighten us, Balladeer," Columbina chuckled.

You shook your head a bit.

"Let's not go down that rabbit hole-"

"No." Scaramouche cut you off with a smug expression. "These two, and the rest of them... would agree with the opinion I shared with you, don't you think? Surely it's something that we've all been wondering about."

Columbina and Childe shared a brief but knowing look - it wasn't hard to guess what the Balladeer had said to you, and though he should have gone about it a more discreet manner, they couldn't deny their curiosity either.

The angel-like Harbinger walked next to you, brushing back a loose strand of hair from your face.

"I'd rather hear this from you," she hummed.

Her touch was a little cold but gentle, not at all unpleasant. You just weren't used to this kind of physical intimacy, or rather, it had been so long since you'd experienced any kind of intimacy, that it caught you a bit off-guard whenever your co-workers offered these weird gestures. It's not like you... really minded this. But it did make it hard to refuse when they the asked you for something.

You sighed, leaning back on the chair.

"Of course, I... know you're all somewhat displeased that I'm keeping these secrets from you, about my past, that is - how I've lived for this long, and how it's possible that have two Visions. It might be difficult for you to trust me because of this, but even so, I am not obliged to reveal anything. And you know as well as I do that the Jester already knows what there is to be known; he wouldn't have let me join otherwise."

Scaramouche narrowed his eyes, not content with your answer.

"Yes, but I also know that the Director is a man of his principles - either those secrets are shared of your own accord, or not at all."

"Then maybe you don't need to know? Maybe you're better off not knowing?"

Tartaglia frowned, leaning against the wall next you.

"Being a part of the Fatui already means that we're in way over our heads when it comes to anything questionable that's going on in Teyvat. Your... situation, is included in that, even more so because you're one of us now. And in case it's not clear yet, we do care about our own, even if that often gets a bit lost behind our agendas and differences." He put a hand on your shoulder and offered a reassuring smile. "So, we'd like to know more about you, Y/N. I'm sure that's what Scaramouche has been trying to tell you too, albeit he has a weird way of choosing his words."

The Balladeer crossed his arms. "What a speech, Childe." It sounded like a snide remark, you somehow sensed that he didn't mean it as one.

"For once, I agree with these two," Columbina said. "Though both are going about this in a rather thoughtless manner. Regardless of her past and whether or not she chooses to disclose it, she is a Harbinger - and that does not necessarily mean we should know all these things about her. Her only responsibility is to serve the Tsaritsa, after all."

She smiled at you. "But it is a shame you don't seem to trust us very much, Y/N."

Reverse psychology? Smooth.

"I think you've misunderstood me, though. It's not about trust."

You stood up from Pantalone's fancy office chair, stretching a bit.

"At this point, revealing those things might or might not cost me, but I'm pretty sure I won't gain anything from it either. If that's the case - well, is survival not about keeping the trump cards you have, or at least not giving them away for free? And information is often more valuable than Mora."

"You sound like the Regrator, though I'm sure he would disagree about the Mora part." Tartaglia chuckled. "But I like the way you think! So, what is it that you'd like in return for those secrets?"

"I'd be happy to arrange whatever it is~" Columbina singsonged. "Within the bounds of good taste, of course."

Scaramouche clicked his tongue. "What an insufferable girl - what is it you want, then?"

You tilted your head, wondering why these people were so invested in you. One day, you'd surely understand... but in this moment, you could only think about their offer and how it was just slightly too tempting to refuse.

"Well, right now, I'm craving for some excitement. Something more thrilling than this paperwork I'm drowning in day after day. I don't suppose one of you has a solution for that?"

Columbina's soft laughter jingled in the air.

Scaramouche was glaring at you.

Childe's eyes were sparkling.

"Excitement, you say?!" the ginger exclaimed. "Oh, that won't be a problem. How about we make a little bet, Y/N?"

"I'm listening."

"Let's fight a bit~ I've been wanting to see what you're capable of, and a match against the Eleventh Harbinger is far from playing around, so I'm sure it would prove exciting enough for you." He nodded toward the two gemstones hanging from your belt. "Use those Visions, any weapons and all the shenanigans you can possibly come up with - if you think you can. I promise to make it worth your while. Naturally, you'd have to share some of your past in exchange..."

You raised an eyebrow at his suggestion. "...if you manage to win, that is?"

Columbina chuckled. "Careful, Y/N. You'll get Tartaglia too excited~"

Scaramouche rolled his eyes.

"I'm not sure you understand what you're agreeing to, miss Twelfth. But by all means, go play with this idiot - I'll gladly come and watch, it ought to be entertaining. The next phase of my mission in Sumeru is not due in a while anyway." (And if by some miracle you do manage to beat Childe, I'll come up with other ways of discovering those secrets.)

The Balladeer as well had grown quite captivated by you.

Childe smiled innocently. "How about it, Y/N? Are you in?"

"You bet."

---

...who in their right mind had recruited this maniac?

Sure, the Harbingers had inhuman abilities, but this was pure madness. Tartaglia had yet to even demonstrate his Hydro powers, much less a Delusion, but merely by using his agility and a pair of escrima sticks he had already brought you to your knees.

It's not as if you considered yourself to be a particularly skilled fighter, but you did have five centuries' worth more experience than him, and quite a few tricks up in your sleeve. But Childe only ever gave you the time to use your polearm - no Visions, no shenanigans - and even so, you didn't manage to land a single hit on him.

You lay on the floor of the training grounds, breathlessly gazing up at Tartaglia who was pinning you down with his knee.

"Ready to yield, girlie?"

"Ha... I'm not, *huff*, giving up that easily..."

He smiled, putting a bit more pressure on your chest - not in a painful way, but it was still enough to diminish your remaining fighting spirit rather quickly.

"Alright, alright, fine... please, *huff*... stop, Tartaglia... I, *huff*... give... up..."

"You can call me Ajax, by the way."

The ginger stood up, gazing down at you with a grin on his face. Well, at least now you knew that the rumors about his martial arts prowess weren't exaggerated? Neither was the fact that whenever he did fight, there was this euphoric (honestly a bit scary) aura around him. Reminder - think twice before you accept a challenge from this guy in the future!

That said, you had quite enjoyed yourself...

Ajax offered his hand to you, and you meekly took it, allowing him to pull you up from the ground.

Columbina and Scaramouche, who had been silently observing from the sidelines, appeared slightly amused and certainly pleased by the end of your struggle. This outcome had been more or less expected, but ever so welcome. A Harbinger never backed on their word, after all~

"Now then, my angel..."

"...you better keep that promise."

The three of them led you to a small lounge, dimly lit by a fireplace and deserted from any members of Fatui. Exhausted, you slouched down on a couch and closed your eyes.

Damselette came next to you wordlessly, laying down and letting her head rest on your lap. This was a habit of hers that you didn't mind; while admittedly rather intimate, it was something like this that you had long yearned for.

Childe leaned against a nearby wall, smiling at you encouragingly. For some reason, you always felt at ease around him. He was like an "older" sibling - more than she ever was, the one you'd already lost before her death.

The Balladeer was sitting on an armchair, observing you with an unreadable expression. The slight softness in those cold eyes was perhaps only noticed by you; an abandoned soul recognizes its own kind.

"Now then, Ajax, Scaramouche and Columbina. Allow me to tell you a story - one that discloses how my first Vision came to be. While I'm at it, I suppose I might as well reveal why Rosalyne and I shared such a difficult relationship..."

(to be continued)

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What is coming this month for you? PAC

Find out what is coming for you this month of May by choosing one or more picture from this PAC.

1 —> 2 —> 3

Decks used: Rider Waite Tarot, The Golden Future Orcale, Animal Spirit Orcale

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Pile 1 🌹🌸

Cards: 2 of Wands, 3 of Wands, & King of Wands

Intergalactic Travel, Planetary Cleansing Oracle

Brown Bear Sprit

Hello my pile ones! Here’s what I read, take what resonates and leave what don’t, if it don’t apply let it fly and let yourself be loved. 💛

So immediately what I saw for you was lots of wands energy coming from the deck! (I promised I shuffled and everything, lol!) this tells me that there will be lost of new energies coming in this month. I see lots of your creative energy bursting through and if you have been having any seasonal sadness or procrastination throughout these last few months you will soon be shedding that and a new burst of energy will be jolted into you.

With the conjunction of the 2,3 of wands as well as the intergalactic travel and planetary cleansing oracle I see that sprit wants a vacation/work trip to be underway for you. I sense this could be to a sunny place, maybe somewhere you have been saving up/think of for a while now while you were in the aforementioned winter sadness stage might be becoming further along in its process into the 3d babes! Maybe Hawaii/Singapore/Macau/Bali/Cancun?

If not that’s okay but I do see some networking opportunities opening up where you can share your passion with others who understand you.

With the brown bear and king of wands coming together in your reading, I see that you do need to take some action for this to happen, but sprit is going to make it easier for you! I’m hearing Miguel’s ‘Sure Thing’ here lol (great song! Listen to it if you haven’t!) but basically, spirit is saying “if you be the match imma be the lighter babe” Your guides want to match your energy!! Just make sure you are taking the time to show them what you want!

🌹🍀💚Extra Messages/Advice: Don’t overwork yourself, Mediate on what you want, 17 second visualization will help you, Goop, Brazilian Pride, Baa Baa Black Sheep, Chanel Capri, & Marley🌹💚 🍀

Pile 2 🌹🌸

Cards Pulled: 4 of Cups, The Lovers, The Hermit

Angels, Nature & Work Satisfaction Oracle

Canary Sprit

Hello my pile twos! Here’s what I read, take what resonates and leave what don’t, if it don’t apply let it fly and let yourself be loved. 💛

Ok so first things first, this is my work hard pile! This May you will definitely work harder towards your goals. I see you guys learning new money saving hacks an dI even feel compelled to say you might learn more about stocks/financial independence. Big money moves for the future happening!

I also can see some relationships, but not only romantic, more like friendships and new people you will vibe with! However with the Hermit in upright, you might not be a total buzzing bee and most of these relationships will occur online. Oh! Maybe you will meet some new people in like a online money making seminar or class where you will sign up for!

Future you will be thanking you for the slow but steady work you are putting in the May spirit says.

🌹🍀💚Extra Messages: Goat Shopping (?), Fragrance Signature, Cryptocurrency, TechNerd, Glasses, Neo, Big suit Energy 🌹🍀💚

Pile 3🌹🌸

Cards Pulled:

7 of Cups, Ace of Cups, Page of Pentacles

Travel and Spiritual Technology Oracle

Flamingo Spirit

Hello my pile threes! Here’s what I read, take what resonates and leave what don’t, if it don’t apply let it fly and let yourself be loved. 💛

So right away I see some of you could be quite shy or maybe not opening up your throat chakra these past days/weeks/months/even possible years for some you. Don’t worry, be happy, says spirit as you will entering a new phase that allows you to showcase that hidden social butterfly you have had within yourself awaiting to be bloomed.

Embarking on new Travel could definitely help you I’m hearing the song Living La Vida Loca and some of y’all could even be entering a lil’ ‘hoe phase’ LMAOO. Capri/Las Vegas could definitely help. And if any of you are at or above the legal drinking age, responsibly(!!) sipping on some pina coladas or margaritas never hurt anyone!

I also see that experimentation with new appearance changes (hair,clothing,makeup) could be on your mind and sprit says there is a reason for that. Your. Guides don’t want to change yourself, but rather unlock a new part of yourself that makes you feel free and comfortable. Some of y’all could suffer from social anxiety and aww babes I know how hard that can be! 🥹 You’re doing just fine but remember there is no benefit in holding yourself back. Your guides don’t want you to be afraid of anyone. Safely working with vibrant Goddesses who have found their power like Kali or Athena could be beneficial I’m hearing.

Annnddd if this resonates for any of you: the closet is where you pick your outfit of the day, not where we live in!

🌹💚🍀Extra Messages: Be Bright, RuPaul’s Drag Race, Vouging, Pedicure, First Class, Sex and the City, Hot Pink Liquid Lipstick, Suns out,Buns out! 💚🍀🌹

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astroyongie · 6 months

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⋆.ೃ࿔*: Messages From Dead Love Ones ⋆.ೃ࿔*:

NOTE: Hey guys ! I am finally weekend and have the time and the right energy to do this reading. However I need to make disclaimers so please read thoroughly before engaging with the reading

This is a reading for people who have lost loved ones. I have tried to channel with energies, so please keep in mind that maybe you might not feel attracted to any pile or if you do and the message doesn't make sense then it wasn't meant for you

The readings contain the appearance or who the person was and the message they have.

BE AWARE! some of the readings mention the way of death and thus there are TWs.

⋆˖⁺‧₊☽◯☾₊‧⁺˖⋆ Into the reading ⋆˖⁺‧₊☽◯☾₊‧⁺˖⋆

Close your eyes and breath. Let go of everything. once you feel ready look to the piles and chose the one that is calling you.

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⋆˖⁺‧₊☽◯☾₊‧⁺˖⋆ ⋆˖⁺‧₊☽◯☾₊‧⁺˖⋆ ⋆˖⁺‧₊☽◯☾₊‧⁺˖⋆ ⋆˖⁺‧₊☽◯☾₊‧⁺˖⋆

.𖥔 ݁ ˖🔮₊ ⊹๋࣭ ⭑ Pile 1: Amethyst .𖥔 ݁ ˖🔮₊ ⊹๋࣭ ⭑

Appearance/ Who they are:

I channeled 3 persons for this pile

The first one is someone who passed from disease. It happened fast, without notice (the disease) and the family had to prepare themselves for it. This person foresight their death, they knew the moment they were diagnosed that it would be their end and deep down they have accepted it. I feel like this person could be older, but honestly whatever resonates with you. I also have water sign energy either in sun or rising, but this could be trivial to only some of you.

The second person was someone very clever, someone who had high studies, that were well educated and from a good family. I can’t really know what they have passed from, as they only gave me their identity which was very important to them. There’s Aquarius energy, however again, this is trivial only to those who resonate.

The third person is someone who died unexpectedly. Probably an accident (could be a car, at work, suicide as well or any type of accident really that took their life. They haven’t given me much info about who they are since they were pretty much in bad shape when they died.

Message:

Your person wants you to move on, you to make peace with yourself about their death. They don’t want you to keep sorrowing for something that was inevitable and written in the stars. They feel very bad that you are putting so much energy into things that are no need for. Move on, that’s what they want.

They miss you so much but they are also already in light. They aren’t stuck between the veil and they have already moved on with their energy for the beyond so that’s one of the reasons they don’t want you to keep worrying about what they are, how they are. They are okay, they are with loved ones and in peace.

The little bird is significant because this person tries often to reach to you through a bird shape. Whenever they want you to feel reassured they appear next to you In such form, so be attentive to your surroundings.

.𖥔 ݁ ˖🔮₊ ⊹๋࣭ ⭑ Pile 2: Eye of Tiger .𖥔 ݁ ˖🔮₊ ⊹๋࣭ ⭑

Appearance/ Who they are:

I channeled 4 persons for this pile

This person is someone who died in a foreign country. This could be an immigrant person or perhaps someone who went on vacation and met their ending or even a soldier. I feel that for one person here this could be someone who died on an airplane. I got here fire energy as well.

This person here is somehow heartbroken, this could be someone who was an ex to you (either romantic or friend or even someone of the family that you didn’t speak to). But one thing is sure, they loved you much.

Interesting, this energy is filled with financial value but they are also someone close to family. For many this is someone from your family, perhaps a grandparent, uncle or even a parent (most were financially well). They were someone who taught you so much and they have died before they could give you everything they had

The last person I channeled was also someone from your family, but contrary to the other person, this was probably someone masculine, with a lot of authoritative energy. They had also a lot of money but they didn’t use it for the good. They were for you, someone egoistic that only cared for themselves.

Message:

The message is simple and even if you don’t want to hear it or believe it, they want you to know that they are proud of you, they are proud of what you have achieved and proud of everyone in your family (so if you have anyone in your family that is still mourning them, please tell them, that they are proud of everyone). They listen to your prayers, to your thoughts and they wish they would have had more time on earth by your side

.𖥔 ݁ ˖🔮₊ ⊹๋࣭ ⭑ Pile 3: Black Obsidian .𖥔 ݁ ˖🔮₊ ⊹๋࣭ ⭑

Appearance/ Who they are:

I channeled 3 persons for this pile

They were someone sick for quite a while and they had to go through so many transitions that they have left their identity behind (I sense cancer here for some). They have suffered a great deal, they had so many memories and emotional baggage with them and even at their end they weren’t able to fix everything before leaving.

Okay, this is interesting, here we are speaking of someone who died while having dementia (could be any type of dementia syndrome, to be honest, from Alzheimer's to Body of Lewis, to mix dementia). They were just there, roaming aimlessly in life while their mind was already disconnected and navigating into other worlds. They passed without pain, or at least they don’t remember having pain

The last person I channeled was someone who had eye problems, some could be blind or have big issues with their sight. They also suffered from dementia and mental confusion so it’s interesting that most of the people with this condition came to me through the Black Obsidian.

Message:

They want you to know that they are okay. They have suffered so much while on Earth and how they have found peace and they just want you to know that they are okay. They enjoy the fact that you guys still think of them every now and then, but they want to make sure that even if they will always be by your side that you know that they are okay!

.𖥔 ݁ ˖🔮₊ ⊹๋࣭ ⭑ Pile 4: Aventurine .𖥔 ݁ ˖🔮₊ ⊹๋࣭ ⭑

Appearance/ Who they are:

I channeled 4 persons for this pile

Here we have a woman, a strong one, someone with wit, independent and unbiased by everyone and everything. This was a very important figure in your life, maybe a mother, an auntie or your grandma. They are quite funny yet very stern in their energy

The second person is probably someone who has passed on a car accident or at least on anything that involves automobiles in general. They didn’t see it coming, it just happened and they died shortly after if not in the same moment.

A loved one here, for many, this could be a spouse, someone you have loved romantically or it could also be a sibling you were ever close with. In any case you love this person and this person loved you (and still does).

The last person I channeled for this pile was someone who suffered from terminal illness and death was just there awaiting for them in the corner. They didn’t fight much their illness, they knew they had to die and they wished to do it with dignity.

Message:

They want you to talk to them, to tell them about your day and your life. They have left the world too soon and are kinda of sad not to be able to live and experience things so they want you to sometimes talk to them about your days so they can cherish and feed on that energy

Most of these energies come to you in the form or course of warmness. They try to connect with you through warmth, so for example, if you suddenly feel a warmth touch or have burning ears, that might be them

These people have also tried to talk to you through dreams, and while some of you might dream of them others still haven’t found the right moment to do so. Invite them in and also tell yourself that they are there to protect you against the terrors of the night. They try to send signals to you through dreams

And finally, they want you to be positive about life. They know things aren’t easy and life sucks, but so does death. They haven’t been able to experience all the pain and all the love, and they wish you to live to the fullest and to be happy

.𖥔 ݁ ˖🔮₊ ⊹๋࣭ ⭑ Pile 5: Aquamarine .𖥔 ݁ ˖🔮₊ ⊹๋࣭ ⭑

Appearance/ Who they are:

I channeled 2 persons for this pile

We have here a woman who passed away, someone who lived with many issues inside the house. For someone, this could be a woman who died at their husband's hands or they would be someone who during their life had multiple issues with their husband. I don’t know how they have died, but their death feels heavy and sad

The other person channeled is probably a friend of yours, someone you have known in school, university and for someone even at work. But it was someone who liked you a lot and you both had an amazing connection before they died.

Message:

The message is pretty clear and many people around them are still mourning their passing. If you aren’t mourning them anymore, they are. And if you are still mourning them, well, they are mourning themselves as well, because they think their death wasn’t fair at all. But it was necessary for them to move on. They are with you through these periods and they want you to know that they listen and share your pain. This is an energy that still suffers and will need some time before traversing the veil

.𖥔 ݁ ˖🔮₊ ⊹๋࣭ ⭑ Pile 6: Carnalian .𖥔 ݁ ˖🔮₊ ⊹๋࣭ ⭑

Appearance/ Who they are:

I channeled 3 persons for this pile

The first one is a loved one, again this is a very close family so a parent or a sibling or anyone you consider family but it can also be a boyfriend/girlfriend, spouse or someone you loved very very much with such a strong and deep connection.

The second one is someone who has died from mental illness (so suicide or overdose is probably the main event of their death). They have suffered so much during their time on the earth and gosh the energy is just so heavy that it makes my head go fuzzy

The last person channeled was someone close to you, that had much success in their life but they never had the opportunity to actually live through their success because they have died way too young

Message:

They are scared that you will forget about them, that you hate them for the fact that they left you. They want you to know they are sorry but also that they are still here for you and that you can still talk and count on them. They are just so sad and so frightened that their memory will fade

Communciation is really the key, I feel like these energies really want to connumicate with the persons they left behind because of guilt they have in their heart. It’s so heavy that I cannot read it properly (it’s also many people). But basically, they want to reach out

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