#Dream of an love that's like mine I guess...

[reidfucker]

mitski songs that make me think of reid + a specific lyric

spencer reid is very mitski. but these were the first to come to mind. i do not take criticism.

- working for the knife

honestly, the entire song reminds me of reid, but this in particular:

I always thought the choice was mine

And I was right, but I just chose wrong

I start the day lying and end with the truth

That I'm dying for the knife

- liquid smooth

I'm liquid smooth, come touch me, too

I'm at my highest peak, I'm ripe

About to fall

How I feel this river rushing through my veins

With nowhere else to go, it circles 'round

- class of 2013

Mom, would you wash my back?

This once, and then we can forget

And I'll leave what I'm chasing

For the other girls to pursue

Mom, am I still young?

Can I dream for a few months more?

- i don't smoke

Just don't leave me alone

Wondering where you are

I am stronger than you give me

Credit for

If your hands need to break

More than trinkets in your room

You can lean on my arm

As you break my heart

- abbey

again, the entire song is very reid, but:

I am something

I have been something

I was born something

What could I be?

There is a light that I can see

But only, it seems, when there's darkness in me

There is a dream that I sometimes see

That only appears in the dark of sleep

- i bet on losing dogs

Will you let me, baby, lose

On losing dogs

I know they're losing and I'll pay for my place

By the ring

Where I'll be looking in their eyes when they're down

I wanna feel it

I bet on losing dogs

I always want you when I'm finally fine

- the deal

Then of course, nothing replied, nothing speaks to you in the night

And I walked my way home, there was no one in sight

Save a bird perched upon a streetlight, watchin' me

So, I stopped and let it watch 'til I found that it said

"Now I'm taken, the night has me

You won't hear me singin'

You're a cage without me

Your pain is eased, but you'll never be free for

Now I'm taken, the night has me"

- fireworks

this is perhaps one of the reid-est. here's the particular lyric:

One morning this sadness will fossilize

And I will forget how to cry

I'll keep going to work and you won't see a change

Save perhaps a slight gray in my eye

I will go jogging routinely

Calmly and rhythmically run

And when I find that a knife's sticking out of my side

I'll pull it out without questioning why

- i don't like my mind

again, the entire song is reid, but this is my pick:

I don't like my mind, I don't like being left alone in a room

With all its opinions about the things that I've done

So, yeah, I blast music loud, and I work myself to the bone

And on an inconvenient Christmas, I eat a cake

- first love / late spring

very cliché, but i HAD to include it! here:

And I was so young when I behaved 25

Yet now, I find I've grown into a tall child

And I don't wanna go home

Let me walk to the top of the big night sky

- there's nothing left for you

You could touch fire

You could fly

It was your right

It was your life

And then it passed

To someone new

It'll keep passin' on

Long after you

- nobody

And I don't want your pity

I just want somebody near me

Guess I'm a coward

I just want to feel alright

- because dreaming costs money, my dear

I once lived in the sea

Bring me to your ear, you can hear

The tide where I used to be

Though now I'm but a shell

- a pearl

Sorry, I don't want your touch

It's not that I don't want you

Sorry, I can't take your touch

It's just that I fell in love with a war

Nobody told me it ended

And it left a pearl in my head

And I roll it around every night

Just to watch it glow

Every night, baby, that's where I go

- real men

Real men keep cool in the face of a fire

Go down with the ship

And real men don't eat

'Cause they're above that, damn it

Oh, I'm gonna be a real man

- crack baby

It's been a long, hard 20 year summer vacation

Both these 20 years tryna fill the void

Crack baby, you don't know what you want

But you know that you had it once

And you know that you want it back

Crack baby, you don't know what you want

But you know that you're needing it

And you know that you need it bad

#spencer reid #criminal minds #spencer reid x reader #mitski #mitski lyrics #reidfucker

[mrfoox]

I want to be special man

#miranda talking shit #I know I won't ever be in the same way everyone is to me but I dream #Dream of an love that's like mine I guess... #I'm just too much. Too intense. Too emotional. Too caring #Living alone was fine the first year but it's been 3 now and I'm.... So lonely man #I hate it. I hate just.. Yeah. I want to be cherished and adored

[rapidhighway]

trying to show you the absolute cinema i had the pleasure of watching in tonights dream. We could’ve had it all

#scenes with sonic tails and the girl were like older animation and knuckles reminded me more of princess and the frog kinda? #it was much cleaner #im going to try to replicate some of the frames i remember #because im insane #this girl is my oc now i think shes mine i love her #but there were so many cool little characters there just you wait ill draw them #no idea what the actual plot was about except that the master emerald shattered lmao #ok byeee #sonic au #i guess #it was just a dream xd #art #sonic fanart #digital art #sonic the hedgehog

[star-shaped-thoughts]

What’s your 7th song on Spotify wrapped and what does it say about your future??

#i’m so curious #mine is I saw you in a dream by the Japanese house #so like love I guess?? but sad love #Spotify #spotify wrapped #spotify wrapped 2023

[leverage-ot3]

so I’m about to start work but I have to get this god tier concept out. may post more about it later

derry girls leverage international crew

#that’s it. that’s the post #guess who watched the entirety of derry girls two weeks ago and is already rewatching it again #and I’ve made it my entire personality #not really but they are on my mind 24/7 #someone PLEASE message me about derry girls no one in my immediate circle has seen it #I got my coworker to start watching it but she’s only like on ep 3 😭😭😭 #she loves it though #leverage teams #leverage international #derry girls #leverage x derry girls #leverage #leverage redemption #mine #crossovers #if I keep this up dreams will be in my top 10 on spotify istg

[sysig]

Hello! I feel like rereading Vargas these days so, I'd like to request some Edgar, Scriabin interaction (maybe one of them being vulnerable), if that's okay?

Day 14 - Stop making your lack of imagination my problem ò///q

#My art #Requestober #Vargas #Edgar #Scriabin #I gotta be honest - I was initially stumped by this prompt lol #Me! The one who pines constantly! Nuts about these two specifically! Lol #(It's because my brain was all in on Adventure Time when it came in lol) #But that actually turned out to my advantage ♪ #If you've seen Fionna and Cake Episode 8 - you know #It's been enough of a bit since I gave the current song to them - I'll still occasionally stumble across a song to add to my Vargas playlis #But just the current earworm being gifted to them? It's been a bit! So I decided to give it a go for inspiration #Well if that scene already made me cry guess what giving the song to them did lol #Specifically ''I've seen worlds in you I didn't know how to dream'' like ugh kill me ♥ #Everyone go listen to Everything In You and yearn! Yearn with me!! Haha #Drawing them vulnerable is still a favourite of mine ♪ I love when they're sweet to each other #Edgar being affectionate! Love when that happens <3 #And a flustered Scriabin ♫ And yet they're not pushing each other they're just gently accepting each other <3 <3 #Plus drawing Edgar's hand like that was fun haha ♪♫ Gently hold ♥ #Fingers spread like that with his thumb on his cheek hhhhhh I can't not sweetness #Anyhow - enjoy your reread :D I'm still holding off so enjoy it for everyone if you would! Haha

[personinthepalace]

I saw Peter Pan Goes Wrong in LA today!!!

#someone did not bring a sharpie with them and borrowed mine #guess who LOL #I GOT THE WHOLE OG CAST + bradley whitford #and okay I’ll admit he was good haha #I can’t believe these guys came to socal #like I never even DREAMED of it 😭😭😭 #and it happened 😭😭😭 #these guys have my whole heart #I love these guys and this show so much 🥺 #ppgw in la #peter pan goes wrong #mischief theatre #mischief comedy #personal #about me #ppgw program #ppgw playbill #rambles in the palace

[in-tua-deep]

had some very plot-y dreams last night!

I was an alien who was disguised as a human. I think I had come to earth as some kind of invading force years and years ago - my lifespan was pretty long actually, so I was only about the equivalent of my early 20s still but I'd been on earth long enough that I looked more middle-aged.

Which was appropriate, because the reason I had bailed/was in hiding is because I had fallen in love with my beautiful wife. She had died, so I was raising our half-alien son by myself and was probably the definition of Overprotective Parent

I never saw what I looked like, but there was a point in the dream where my son was in his alien form. It was actually very beautiful - he looked like he was made of colorful gemstones or glass rather than flesh and blood

But the whole dream's plot hinged on me finding what was apparently some kind of like, alien rehabilitation program where they took someone and made them human and made them experience life as a human as some kind of penance/rehab?

And there was a dude who I recognized as like. a Big Bad species, that I was CONVINCED had a) no ability to feel remorse, b) would indiscriminately kill everyone, and c) was very very dangerous and also in the same town as my son

so I started like, hanging around?? To try and catch this dude being Evil and also making sure everyone was staying The Fuck Away from my kid, right? except this dude just kind of. didn't do anything evil. stone cold poker face and no showing emotions, but no like, killing or anything

at some point into this dream, we find out about a bomb that is under the chair of one of the group, which consists of me, This Guy, and some squishy humans. My goal is to make sure that if the bomb goes off, it goes off with the other alien bc his species is very invulnerable to things like that

long story short, I ended up with the bomb and driving away and got. really really hurt. and the evil alien? he ran over, covered my wounded body with his own, and someone transferred half of my wounds to him and in doing so he saved my life

so... not as evil (or as emotionless) as I thought, clearly

The rest is fuzzy, but I know I let him see that I had a son at one point, though I didn't directly introduce them.

Honestly the whole dream kind of felt like it had a vague enemies to friends to lovers plot going on as we both explored more of his background and history and emotions, and as we revealed the fact that I had once been kind of a bad guy honestly before falling in love with my wife.

something something, second chances

then i had an entirely different dream where I was a princess who accidentally defeated a dragon and bound him to me in human form lol

#my dreams #dream journal #second chance dream #like honestly the peak of this dream was him throwing his body over mine as i lay dying #and then transferring half of the wounds #like i was still hurt and now he was too #and i don't think either of us had known his species could do that tbh #i was such an overprotective middle aged dad honestly #i don't think i let my son really leave the house #because of the whole half-alien thing i was so worried he would be like. experimented on or taken away #my dead wife haunted the narrative #she made me a better person but without her i think i was regressing to old (bad) coping skills #the only reason i know about my age is i complained about the body the evil alien got #sometimes a love story is a 26 year old in the body of a 40 yr old man and his enemy-to-love the 40 year old alien looking like a 26 yr old #and that's okay #shoutout to the dragon and princess story bc no one realized that 'twas I who was bound to the dragon for like. ages #bc nobody realized i was the one that killed him i guess?

[queerofthedagger]

i dreamt about mulder and scully last night, which would already be funny, but I. have never watched x-files. thank you fandom. thank you tumblr

#*mine #mona rambles #we had a really weird love triangle going on while something was trying to kill us #and mr bennet was smoking in a room next to us #at some point we were throwing fireworks at cops and then they abandoned me and i got taken in for questioning #so instead of answering anything i took out my phone and called mr bennet because apparently he was my lawyer??? yea #the cops were REALLY mad about that one but i do think it's funny that even asleep my brain's like. acab baby lmao #the love triangle got solved by alcohol and poly btw so i guess you could call this a win after all also #there's frankly a specific genre of dreams that comes from nightshifts where you can lightly nap in intervals #because your body Knows and you don't really drift into deep sleep anymore #but you dream THEE weirdest stuff bless

[jhope-brainrot]

ngl my favorite part of the suchwita trailers has always been the unnecessary censoring but this takes the cake for me

#ITS SO EXTRA OF THEM AND I LOVE IT AKSKKAKA #literally already saw those pics in the dance challenge but go off i guess lmao #the editors said: COMMIT TO THE BIT #sopewita #suchwita #yoongi #mine #still cant believe the sopewita episode is finally being released to us. feels like a fever dream lol

[sukugo]

Anaobiluke??!? You have to tell me more

YEAH anaobiluke!!!!!! i love them sooo much <33

lately i've been thinking a bit about force ghosts obikin + luke especially! i'd been thinking a lot about anakin and luke's relationship after the whole thing u know? i think it'd be a very interesting relationship, with neither knowing how to navigate it.

luke's all holy shit, that's my dad. that he's finally getting to know outside of the whole vader thing. meanwhile anakin is 45 and never fucking learned how to properly form relationships.

and like, anakin loves luke!!! he loves him so much!! but i think he'd have a very hard time actually expressing that and dealing with the whole thing

so i feel like obi-wan would def act as some kind of glue between them, a way for them to connect through him.

and well, in the midst of all that, i feel like luke, getting to spend time with force ghosts obikin, would start noticing the ways obi-wan and anakin interact, and how there is something definitely going on between them. the heated loving looks, the lingering touches, the casual intimacy. ben had never mentioned anything about it. but the affection in his words and the longing when he'd talk to him about anakin. it all kinda seems to click.

luke....doesn't know how to feel about it. he feels? weird?

and it's not even jealousy? or is it jealousy? bc he had been a bit interested in obi-wan. so was learning that obi-wan was taken by someone (his dad) making him feel jealous?

but. it isn't that.

sure, everytime obi-wan holds anakin's face, and grips his skin a bit too hard, and stares at him like that. and anakin gasps against his touches, his skin flushes, arousal running through his veins (luke can feel it through the force) (a bit too much) he sometimes wishes to have some of that warmth, too. maybe he was just lonely and wanted someone, too (han and leia had been especially annoying about that lately)

but, there's something else.

bc luke's slowly realizing that his eyes are lingering on anakin, his father, for moments that stretch out a bit too long (anakin was beautiful. it was hard for anyone to not be entranced by his effortless beauty). still, there is smth about his father that pulls at every fiber of his being. he wouldn't be able to take off his eyes even if he wanted to. he wouldn't be able to stop the desire from spreading through him even if he wanted to.

and fuck, luke wants him.

and then we have anakin, who is an incredibly possessive lover. and that goes for all types of love. luke is his son, he is anakin's (like obi-wan is as well). and anakin wants luke. wants ALL of luke. it's what's rightfully his, his creation (his son, not anybody else's)

and when anakin wants something, the Force will give it to him

#i guess this does tie to that hc of mine of anakin linking ALL types of love to sex #so the same goes with his kids #i may have talked more about analuke here #but well that's actually what i had been mostly thinking about that and how their relationship must've become after ep 6 #bc like!!! ofc they must have interacted!! and i'm sure it must've been a mess!!!! #like!!! imagine disaster man anakn with fucking kids i still cant believe this man was allowed to have children #i mean he wasn't #that's quite a huge thing that happened but u know what i mean #as for obi-wan well he's just there lmao (living my dreams 🙄) #bc well obi-wan is anakin's. given to anakin's desires. and if anakin wants this #if the Force is giving it to him who is he to come in between that. #i think we can't have anything between anakin/luke or obi-wan/luke without involving all 3 of them tbh #obi-wan is a very important figure for skywalkers haha they dont exist without him #anaobiluke #f.ask #bruh now im consumed by thoughts of obiluke double dicking anakin #why must we live only to be plagued by h orny visions that we cannot bring out to the world #analuke

[emometalhead]

Just had a very career path reassuring moment. Having a moment of ease and excitement about the future. 🥰🖤

#I was given the opportunity to edit for one of my very lovely friends #after getting my bachelor's degree my dream job is to become a novel editor #beyond my own pieces of writing and the fact that I seem to find errors in most the novels I read I don't get many opportunities to edit #like everything is mine or just something no one actually asked for my input on #so to be able to look at a real piece of writing today and get to be nitpicky about it felt so good #it also helps that the writing was of great quality #back in high school I was constantly offering to edit people's essays and damn did that writing suck lol #it was so fun for me to fix though #today I really didn't fix anything. it was already great! I just had a couple little notes. #but guess what!? it was still such a fulfilling experience #I am feeling so excited about the future right now #editing is exhilarating!! #ahh I can't wait to make a career out of it one day #btw Kelsey whenever you see this ILY!! #ashley rambles

[orcelito]

New way to kill someone in a dream. Literally ripping their soul out of their body and crushing it in my fingers??? Like ok

#speculation nation #dream shit #it was actually a really cool like. story kind of thing #idk they admitted to spying on my grandma to perfectly reconstruct her house (as a thinly veiled threat) #and i was just like. 'hm. okay.' and then just reached in front of this woman's face and Grasped #and there was a moment where i could hear her soul talking to me. begging for her life #but i decided she was a lying fucking snake and crushed her soul into nothing #her husband's soul was harder to pull out. Spiritually Stronger i guess. & i had to ask for help from my friends #and we pulled it out together. then made our escapes. #then there was a narration shot of maniacal laughter as this dude watched us go (we were the tokyo mew mew girls for some reason) #and was narrating to himself how regeneration is annoying. but not impossible. and he Would Have His Revenge.. #love the implication here of the mew mews being soul snatching/crushing vigilante killers tho. lmfao #but yea ive killed in dreams before and i Will Again #usually it's just snapping someone's neck tho lol. very hands-on. this was definitely new. #LISTEN the dream killings r typically all justified. generally in self defense. #but yes i do have a real trend of killing in my dreams. and very very few times i die in my dreams. #miss me with that death shit. IM the killer. #it's a piece of psychological Something of mine that i find fascinating. dreams are so entertaining to analyse.

[jerrythebug]

This week is going to be a Week of Drawings because I've made some and I'd love to share with other insane individuals like myself!!!

#jerry bugging on #I haven't posted any drawing to tumblr this year. at least on my art blog #and most of the jli doodles i make i probably wont post there either. it's all gonna be categorized right here babey! #i might self reblog a post or two via my art blog tho. but other than that I'm into categorizing. if i could I'd split my dash by interests #I'd have like 10 different ones. that would make me so happy! all interests in their neat little boxes! a girl can dream huh? #either way. this post. is a personal jerry update i guess. ignore jerry tag #i really like jerry name can't stop writing or saying it. it's fun to have an internet name that isn't the og bulion of mine #im getting sidetracked again #also i got a few likes on my first doodle posted here! and some reblogs! and a new follower! yippie! I'm so happy! #i saw Guy on my first reblog and was so happy i drew him too! I'm gonna post him too to counterbalance all the beetle boosters #as i said before i love Guy he grew on me like mold. might read some of his stories after im done with JLI stuff too

[skyburger]

i wish i had op of this post's username or like a link to the tweet or ANYTHING because i cant find this tweet anymore and it makes me sooooo sad </3 this screenshot is from like june of last year. twitter user "i hate chris redfield" what did he do to you... what happened

#<- pretending he didnt have a huge grudge against chris redfield for no reason when he was into RE #IDK hes sooo fun to make fun of. i hate him like in the way i hate my asshole dad you know. does that make sense #anyway sorry i found this while i was looking for screenshots for my finfinversarry(?) (i always spell it wrong) post #and i stumbled across this again it was an old favorite of mine... #i love looking up random shit on twitter and finding bizarre tweets with zero interactions like idk what it is about it but its SO fun #and these tweets are anywhere from like minutes old to like. a decade old. thats what makes it fun #cause i like guessing when posts are from based on like. i cant put it into words but im just like... this feels like its from 2013. #and im usually right but only about 2010s dates. thats one of my many useless talents #OK IM SHUTTING UP NOW I JSUT REALIZED IM RAMBLING AGAIN. MY BAD GUYS #goodnight everybody... peace and love on planet teo. SWEET DREAMS #muffin mumbles

[yuukiiqwq]

Satoru was confident that you liked him back. He was positive. He had no doubt in his mind that you were going to be his pretty little wife. Is he getting ahead of himself? Sure, he is, but he's that confident. That's until he noticed how he hadn't received any chocolate from you.

It was Valentine's Day, and he still hasn't received any chocolate from you. Yeah, he had a mountain worth of chocolate from all those people who gave him it, but where was yours? He couldn't find it anywhere. He was sure that would have placed your chocolate on his desk since you hadn't given him his. He double no triple checked all the chocolates, yet he could not find the one that has your pretty little name written on it. He continued to search through the chocolate pile for the fourth time today.

He must have missed it, right? Or did someone steal it? He swear he's going to hunt that person to the end of the Earth. Who dared to steal something that was rightfully his?

"Satoru, calm down."

He looked up at his best friend, who was trying to hold down a laugh at his panic.

"She'll probably give it to you later. The day just begun."

Right. Suguru is right. You'll give him his chocolate later. He's a good boy. He can wait.

That's what he told himself, but Suguru and Shoko have already received theirs this morning, and his is still nowhere to be found. Where is his chocolate? You're just sitting there in your seat, looking all pretty as if Satoru is not going through a huge dilemma because of you.

He couldn't help his hands that kept inching itself closer to the chocolate you gave Suguru. He wouldn't know if he snatched it, right? Suguru had received a lot of chocolate! He wouldn't know if he took it... was what he convinced himself before Suguru slapped his hand away.

"Satoru," he sighs.

"But Suguru!!!" Satoru whined as he sunk down into his seat.

"Be patient. You'll get yours soon."

But how soon is soon? Satoru isn't exactly known for his patient.

It was the end of the day, and still no chocolate from you. He asked Suguru and Shoko to leave first because he thought you would finally give it to him when both of you were alone. But you haven't. Where was his chocolate?

The two of you were approaching the exit of school, so Satoru made a quick decision, grabbing your wrist and pulling you into an empty classroom. He quickly shut the door and locked it.

"Satoru?" You asked in confusion. "What's wrong?"

"My chocolate."

"Your chocolate?"

"My chocolate from you! The symbol of your love towards me!"

"I didn't make you any," you replied smoothly. "Forgot to make them yesterday, so I woke up early today to make them, but I guess not early enough. I only had time to finish Shoko's and Suguru's. I didn't have time to make yours. Otherwise, I would have been late."

Satoru swear the world just ended. He looked down at his chest because he swears his heart ripped out of his chest at your words. Nope. Still alive. Why is he still alive in this cruel world? You had no chocolate for him? None? Not even a crumb?

"That's fine with you, right? I mean, you got a bunch of chocolate from other girls! You don't need mine."

He swear he is about to burst into tears. He didn't care about other girls. He didn't care about their chocolate. He wanted yours. How could you be so cruel and deny him of your chocolate? To reject him like this? He was devastated. No. Beyond devastated. Where is the closest cliff so he can jump off?

Pure silence radiated the room as Satoru tried to comprehend this horrible situation. Then he heard a small giggle slip pass your lips. That small giggle soon turns into a full-out laugh.

"You should have seen the look on your face, Satoru," you say as you try to stop laughing.

Was this funny to you? Why were you laughing at his suffering? Do you know how much he looked forward to today? To receive the cute little wrapped up chocolate you made for him? He dreamed of today, and you didn't have chocolate for him?

He then sees you reach into your bag and pull out exactly what he had imagined. A cute little chocolate box wrapped up in a baby blue color with a touch of white ribbon to finish it off. Fuck. He thinks he just got a heart attack seeing your chocolate. His chocolate.

"Princess, please don't joke like that to me ever again. You scared me half to death. I was going to jump off a cliff," he whined as he took the chocolate from your hand.

You couldn't help but roll your eyes at his dramatic behavior. "Stop being dramatic, Satoru. It's just chocolate."

A look of offense dawned his face as you utter those horrendous words to him.

"Chocolate? Just chocolate?" He huffed at you. He can't believe you as you treat this amazing god send gift as just chocolate. "Don't you dare call this just chocolate! This! This right here is proof of your undying love towards me!"

You laughed at his antics– "You're getting ahead of yourself, Satoru."

He delicately placed the chocolate safety away in his bag, treating it as a prized possession. He's looking forward towards white day. He already knows what he wants to get for you. He pulled you into a hug, nuzzling his face against your neck as he mutters– "You won't be saying that after I wife you up."

#gojo satoru x reader #gojo satoru #jjk x reader #jujutsu kaisen #jujutsu kaisen x you #jujutsu kaisen x y/n #jujutsu kaisen x reader #gojo satoru drabble #satoru gojo drabble #satoru gojo imagine #jjk imagines #gojo satoru imagine #gojo satoru headcanons #jjk drabbles #jjk headcanons #satoru gojo x reader #jjk x you #jjk fluff #jjk #gojo x reader