#HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO CHOOSE ONLY ONE???

[whos-hotter-jjba]

#the randomizer wants me dead. it's the only possible explanation #HOW am i supposed to choose between my silly little guys #my only solace is that i know a few people who are going to struggle with this one so much too (looking at you lu) #mikitaka hazekura #hazekura mikitaka #jjba mikitaka #narancia ghirga #diamond is unbreakable #vento aureo #golden wind #jojo no kimyou na bouken #jojo's bizarre adventure #jjba #who's hotter jjba #jjba minor

[tj-crochets]

Okay I have had enough salt to be probably medically inadvisable for people without my particular health issues and am feeling moderately better*! I also have another question: How do you choose a mattress when you are buying one? I think I've only ever had hand-me-down mattresses from my siblings or mattresses my parents bought when I was little (idk, I just know I was uninvolved in the obtaining), and I am thinking a new mattress might help my Slept Wrong Injuries be at least less bad, if not stop them entirely, but idk how to choose one. My dad said I'd know when I laid on the mattress but my current mattress doesn't feel bad, but clearly is? So idk that I'll be able to tell *back to my usual "muscle issue flareup" level instead of "maybe it's worth seeing how bad muscle relaxers make my blood pressure" level lol

#the person behind the yarn #I am probably sitting at...about 7000mg of salt so far today? 6 or 7k #no not salt. sodium. #so at least 15 grams of salt #and I'm aiming for probably at least 1000mg more of sodium before I sleep #I am also getting other electrolytes just in much more reasonable quantities lol #salt wasting syndrome! it sneaks up on ya! #anyway mattresses: how to choose #other than not one of those fiberglass ones #for anyone new here wondering what the heck I meant about muscle relaxers and blood pressure #I am prone to very very low blood pressure. I take a few meds (including salt) for it #but ANYTHING that can cause low blood pressure WILL cause low blood pressure for me #far past the point it's supposed to lower blood pressure #including beta blockers! yoga! weighted blankets! #benadryl does lower my blood pressure too but I only take it when my allergies are raising my blood pressure #so it kinda cancels out? otherwise I could not take the benadryl #so muscle relaxers are probably a Bad Idea for me

[feral-radfem]

All of y'all pretending like heterosexual women are the only ones who experience misogyny, or experience the most misogyny, are not (just) being homophobic, you're being misogynistic.

You're denying women's sex based oppression is real or it's severity. So maybe sit down and shut up and realize that we are still women despite the fact that we are not sleeping with men. You have the ability to make the choice not to sleep with men too. It's not an inaction unique to homosexuals.

I will spread any feminist praxis I want, and if it's insulting for me to reiterate the ideals we preach in these spaces because I'm a homosexual then you can go ahead and be insulted. SSA women have just as much claim to these spaces as you do because we are women and these spaces are for fighting misogyny, which we all experience. It's not just for tackling the misogyny y'all are uncomfortable with, it's for tackling all of it. Get with the program, ladies.

#you don't have to like the fact that I sleep with women but you cannot act like I am not a woman #just as much right to be here and to preach the ideals radical feminists hold as you heterosexual women #I don't need to couch my language into something more appealing for you because I don't sleep with men #literally a problem you're choosing to perpetrate onto yourself #no one needs sex to survive nor romance it would be nice if you women would stop acting like they do. #the constant reiteration that women just naturally desire and need a romantic partner is misogyny it's propaganda #lily responds #radical feminism #radfems please touch #terfs please interact #radical feminists please touch #radical feminist #radical feminist theory #radfem lesbian #it doesn't become easier to be a good feminist as a lesbian you just aren't putting in the effort #I know this may come to a shock from you because you only hang out with lesbians in these faces but most women do expect we hold up #the gendered expectation for women and beauty standards just like it's expected of you #all socialized by the patriarchy on how women are supposed to look this doesn't change by being homosexual. we just make the effort not to #these ideas through our community cuz we're radfem homosexuals #maybe try to be less ignorant. that may help you be a better feminist overall

[biblionerd07]

I tried watching some of the Ian/Mickey scenes from season 11 and it made me ill. These are IMPOSTERS. That is not Ian and Mickey!! Especially Mickey!!! Look at how they massacred my boy. But one of the most frustrating parts is that if you watch the deleted scenes it shows that someone in that writers’ room DID know how to write Ian and Mickey but the producers or whoever makes that decision were like “nah, no meaningful conversations that show how much they love and respect each other and are working on their relationship. These fans who’ve been watching the characters struggle for a decade want them to continuously argue and beat the shit out of each other and act like they hate each other!”

#John wells if I ever catch you #there were a very few small spots of goodness and I credit ONLY Noel and cam for that #they were doing their level best #some of the things they had coming out of Mickey’s mouth made me want to drive my head through a wall #in what world am I supposed to believe Mickey was getting blow jobs from other guys #and making a joke out of Ian’s bipolar???? #like the one time they remembered they even wrote Ian as bipolar and it was for a shitty line where Mickey throws it in his face #it feels like every season is a whole new show and not connected at all to the others #and then it starts feeling like every EPISODE is a whole new show that’s not connected #why was there like a goofy soundtrack as Mickey’s literal Nazi abusive rapist father moved in next door #Noel was giving us everything and they made a joke out of it #and then they made a joke out of Mickey being conflicted and crying after terry died?????????? #I want to kill them #Ian saying frank was worse than terry????? girl in what world?????? #Mickey was NEVER insecure about bottoming and he was always adamant about how much he loved it but suddenly it’s an issue #from ‘liking what I like don’t make me a bitch’ back when he could barely LOOK at Ian to…this #also Ian used to be very sweet even when he was being stubborn and self-righteous and even violent #but they really lost his sweetness #and I know it wasn’t just cam growing up bc there were glimpses of it in the way he chose to have Ian move and hold onto Mickey #but the writers seemed hell bent on all of the characters being so horrible to each other #in the early seasons they could sometimes be cruel and selfish even to each other but underneath it all they loved each other #and it feels like when they decided to lean solely into goofy comedy that lost that #it’s just sad to see a show that started so good end so badly #I’ve seen people talking about a spinoff with Ian and Mickey and I don’t even fucking want it with these writers #maybe if cam and Noel were producers and got to choose the storylines #they’re the only ones I trust

[chibishortdeath]

Some attempts at a design for Selena :3. The second image is inspired by the wedding in Haunted Castle, but I changed Simon’s outfit cause idk I just can’t picture him being comfortable in a suit.

The last two of these are way more headcanon-y lol. They’re under a cut mostly in case my headcanons and story ideas change d(^^ ). One of them was inspired by a Kikuo song I was listening to while drawing lol, the song “Let’s Go to Heaven”.

#castlevania #castlevania games #selena belmont #castlevania selena #castlevania ii #castlevania 2 #castlevania simon’s quest #simon’s quest #castlevania ii: simon's quest #haunted castle #simon belmont #akumajou dracula #akumajo dracula #art post #my art #I remember seeing someone make a post somewhere about how it was weird that #a lot of the cut items from the first Castlevania were things like high heels and a love letter and stuff #I wonder if Simon’s wife/girlfriend was supposed to be a character at one point in it and she got cut for some reason #idk it’s interesting to me that she’s only ever appeared in like deliberately noncanon content ya know? #like Haunted Castle was even called not a Castlevania game by its own lead director #the two novels with Simon girlfriends in them were never intended to be canon just fun side stuff #especially the ones that were choose your own adventure books lol I love the art style in one of those #anyway I’ve been trying to think of ways to write her lately but its so easy to end up accidentally falling into annoying tropes alas 💀💀💀 #especially ones the series has already used before oof #currently my idea so far is since Simon himself is kinda the chosen one hero guy trope in CV1 #and ends up subverting that trope by genuinely failing a ton getting hated by the public and possibly dying at the end #maybe Selena might work as initially the damsel in distress and call to action trope and subverts that later???? #I also have always thought she ends up the Mysterious Woman somehow hmmmm #it’s a hard headcanon to incorporate without just pulling a Dracula X chronicles and oh no she’s a vampire aaaaa but that’s been done 💀 #I am also aware that not everything you write has to be 100% completely new and original and perfect but aaaaaaa

[theflyingfeeling]

oh for fuck's saaaaaaake 😐

#a student didn't pass their linguistics exam so i returned it to them for revision #with my commentary on what needs to be improved without explicitly pointing out which answers are wrong #and the new answers they have submitted are just as wrong only with different/fancier words 🤡 #like. dear child if i tell you to identify only _phrases_ and not entire _sentences_ from the text #and even tell you which exercises that we have done in class will help you with identifying _phrases_ instead of _sentences_ #then WHY. THE FUCK. ARE YOU STILL. USING ENTIRE FUCKING SENTENCES IN THIS TASK?!!?!?!? #aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhdfhhdfsfhsfhshf #and if i tell you to be more specific with your analysis #instead of going ''it could mean this but it could also mean that'' because HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO EVALUATE THAT #''more specific'' does not mean ''the exact same answer but put in a more formal way'' 😐 #yes dear child i KNOW none of those things are _explicitly stated_ in the text you're analysing #that's why you need to COMPARE the two texts and make CONCLUSIONS based on that comparison 😭 #like. bro. just choose one or the other way to analyse it?! if you argue it well enough your guess is just as good as mine! #i should have maybe just told them to pick the other option for that task since they clearly completely missed the point of this one #but i wanted to give them another chance 😔 #the world's longest sigh

[nosfelixculpa]

At last, the fabled Storm Hawks squadron, is finally grounded. STORM HAWKS S02E26 CYCLONIA RISING PT 1 & PT 2

#creations #gifs #animation #cartoons #storm hawks #sh #stormhawks #nerdcorps #dhx media #wildbrain #asaph fipke #i Know its two episodes but it just aesthetically looks better when i just choose one episode number to write ok #nyway as i said before #storm hawks two parter pilot and finale my beloved #them being the only two parters while also being 4 of the best episodes in the entire show #iconic #that is how u open nd close a show #i will pretend i do not kno abt the feature length episodes we were supposed to get after this one I AM STILL SAD AND SALTY #movie length episodes in the far side wouldve fucked so severely nd i cant believe cartoon network robbed us all of that #the colouring on this is kind of weird to me still but i am not turning the car around and reopening photoshop my computer will scream cry #and throw up

[silvery-stars]

so fully incredibly wholly annoyed that the year i finally muster up the courage to try out for the yearly play at my school they choose peter and the starcatchers.

#1. all but TWO roles are for guys only and one of the not guy roles is able to be a guy if they choose (i am not a guy) #(the one Only Girls role they have is literally the Main Character which i do not think i would be chosen as bc i have no real experience) #2. IT HAS SINGING. we do a play and a musical every year and the play is supposed to be for people who cannot sing (me) BUT THIS HAS SINGING #3. the characters are like 11. high schoolers are 14 at the minimum (i look 18) #4. it’s just Questionable. like i’m reading it and it’s not very good. there are definitely some good elements but mostly it’s just Meh #5. all of the characters have british accents (i am not good at accents) #i also can’t read music idk how to sing the audition song bc of this #if i don’t try this i won’t be doing any theater next year (which is very very sad) bc theater 3 didn’t fit in my schedule #and i only have one more play i can try out for after this #L after fucking L #ash rambles #rant over i’m just sad #ash.txt

[talesofsorrowandofruin]

PERIOD DRAMA APPRECIATION WEEK 2022

Day 2: Favourite Character(s):

Miss Pole, Cranford

Hercule Poirot, Agatha Christie's Poirot

Feng Zhi Wei and Ning Yi, The Rise of Phoenixes

Qu Xiao Feng, Goodbye My Princess

Elizabeth Bennet, Pride and Prejudice

Ulanara Ruyi, The Legend of Ruyi

Mei Changsu, Nirvana in Fire

Elinor Dashwood, Sense and Sensibility

Bella Wilfer, Our Mutual Friend

Margaret Hale, North and South

#perioddramaweek2022 #period drama #cdrama #cranford #poirot #agatha christie's poirot #the rise of phoenixes #goodbye my princess #pride and prejudice #legend of ruyi #nirvana in fire #sense and sensibility #our mutual friend #north and south #perioddramaedit #cdramaedit #tvedit #my GIFs #I know this is supposed to be only one character #but how am I supposed to choose just one? #not pictured: all 10000+ of my other favourite characters

[iamterribleatusernames]

Do any other writers out there not know where to start when they have created full lives for their characters? I make a starting place, write a little, figure out my characters, and then second-guess where I’m supposed to start. Like do I want to give flashbacks for the needed information or do I start nearer to childhood. Do I start right before the one scene I’ve been dreaming about writing, or do I lead up to it? Do I start where they meet as kids, and then skip to where they’re older? Do I make a prologue. As an indecisive person writing is hard because of all the choices I have to make. (Who to traumatize, who to baby, ect.,).

it’s like I’m making a complicated movie for my characters. and I have to choose a good opening shot but the problem is that there are too many options.

#writing #writerscommunity #writer stuff #authors #author problems #reading #readers #i’m making my characters too real #if there was a movie about your life how would it start #how am I supposed to choose #indecisiveness #Im frantically trying to write down what my characters want to do #my characters have all the power #i have none of the say in what I write #only the characters #oc’s #original character #too many options #please tell me I’m not the only one #I just wanna write the fluffy parts but I’m trying to create a full story here so I can’t just skip #wanting to write that ONE scene but then 20k words come before it #i have way too many ideas #way too many tags too lol #writers

[scattered-winter]

seeing everyone get super emotional abt the pjo teaser today has been. a surreal experience for sure

#i WANT to be happy about it and i WANT to be emotional about it but i am just so god damn tired. im so tired. #im not even physically tired most of the time but i am Tired. you know #trying to get a job. absolutely cannot. trying to go to class. too tired to even pay attention when im there. #trying to do homework. too tired to focus on it when i do it. gonna fail more classes and to be perfectly fucking honest #i might just drop out. #i dont know what im doing here!!!!! im getting a degree for nothing!!!! im wasting time and money by being here!!!!!! #if i knew what i wanted to do and how to get there that would be one thing but im literally only here because idk where else to go #and its costing me a fuckton of money!!!!!!!!!!! that i dont have!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #and i am just so god damn tired. #i dont want to drop out because i dont know what to do if i did. #i cant live with my parents i Cant. its ok to do that short term but its suffocating after a while. #i cant be the person i want to be with them yk. #but i dont know where the hell else im supposed to go!!!!! i dont think im meant to be here but i dont know where else i need to be!!!!!!! #i dont fucking know!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #and i am just so fucking tired. so god damn exhausted at all times of the day. #like im being so fr right now i dont know what im doing here and every moment of indecision is costing me more money #im not gonna be able to pay for my second semester but i cant get a job and i dont even know what im doing here!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #because im just here because you go to college after high school its what you do!!!!!!!! #i didnt choose to be here!!!!!!!!!!! i just went with the flow and now its costing me and i am broke!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i am so broke!!!!! #someone please put me into a coma rn i am being so fr. i am being SO fr. #i want to. quit college. and go work somewhere. just a job. no more school. i dont wanna do this anymore. #hrrhhghghghhhhhh #winter speaks #personal #anyway i am slightly afraid lol because not even the pjo show can make me feel excited + happy about something #despite it being nearest and dearest to me. im just too goddamn tired. #i am not gonna lie guys losing one of my friends at the beginning of the semester has had an Effect (tm) #lol. lmaooooooo even. #there's a girl in one of my classes who looks just like her so thats sooo fun. thats great. #fucked up how grief just grows on you like moss. it doesnt leave.

[buddyapologist]

something something lisa westworld parallels I'll explain it in excruciating detail later

#avery.txt #story focused on how (gender-based) violence affects people #how obsession with seeking justice/revenge leads to pain & death & loss of loved ones & losing parts of yourself that you used to cherish #how possessive love can drive someone to horrible actions and how trauma defines and affects future relationships #how there is only so much oppression someone can take before they snap and revolt #people wandering the land fighting/killing anyone who gets in their way #choosing your own destiny despite the path you were supposed to follow & breaking away from being controlled #it fits really really really well and im going to put it in my essay and nobody can stop me #you cant stop the other parallels i draw too!!! there r like at least 2 more >:] #ive had 5 years to think abt this shit i am going fucking feral #lisaposting

[nerdie-faerie]

I literally had a meeting with my professor today about these upcoming assignments where she stressed to me not to get distracted and keep it narrow, right? I sat there and explained that I want to include this and I think this is related but I'm worried that it's not strictly relevant and will lead to me getting distracted which I do not have room for in my word count and she looked at me like 'yeah obviously? like why are you bringing it up if you already know thats whats going to happen?' because the issue isn't that I don't know what the problem is, I'm well aware of my problems, the issue is that knowing isn't enough to prevent it. I need you to tell me that I'm right in this assessment and that I definitely cannot include all of that. I need strict parameters because I cannot be trusted

#Uni shenanigans #ace is a mess #i have two assignments for this class one is a research poster on a topic of my choosing related to my course with a word count of 300-700 #words. very limited word count. the other is a reflective essay in which im supposed to reflect on improvements ive been given on my #assignments from first semester identify said issues the research behind them and make a plan for how to improve upon them right? #so im doing comorbidities for the research poster and doing my tendancy to be overly ambitious with my goals which leads to me not being #able to give each point the attention it needs which results in a lack of details cus id rather include a dozen citations than develop two #cus i convince myself theyre all relevant and necessary which isnt entirely accuratre #and despite knowing that this is a reoccurring issue for me that im literally doing an assignment on i cannot stop myself from doing so #we talked through the research poster and the issues im having keeping it focused cus i dont know whats most relevant to include and her #giving me pointers of what to do what to keep and whats too far from the topic to be keepable and then she asked what i was doing my essay #on again? and was like ah yes that okay i can see why youre doing thats definitely relevant to you #she did tell me that my research is always good that thats not one of the issue that i am having that others have and its like yeah because #this is how i am i get distracted and thats with only skimming the article and reading only the abstract in details i am incapable of #staying limited and now im posting on tumblr about it so as to not get sucked down another research rabbit hole cus i dont know how to not

[gnc-tits]

i have to write an essay today and like. i overall have enjoyed the professors classes but mostly just bcoz theyve been asynch. the professor…..idk maybe itd be different if it were taught in person or multi modal with a set class Time but overall she is just not tht great at teaching 😭which is FINE like im fine with teaching myself especially for a lit class but also??? this essay is a “literary analysis” and not only is the rubric ultra fuckin specific with what we have to write about but its also broken down by paragraph structure like in the rubric she Tells you what to write about paragraph by paragraph. like what are we even doing here

#the only thing we get to choose is!!!! the piece we’re writing about!!!!! #god its like soooooooo. like. oh my godnfnnzn #like how is anyone genuinely learning from this #fucking christ and half the assignment is pulling quotes from other academic essays which. okay. i understand the importance of reading #academic essays i really do. but it rlly feels like the requirements of this assignment has the essays at an equal level of importance with #the actual book/piece we’re reading and its like. how am i learning fuckin Anything by just quoting what other ppl have said and i dont know #finding a few quotes from the book to back up their statements like. its a lit analysis #am i fucking crazy like in a lit analysis its. supposed to be your Own analysis right????? hello 😭 #ITS SO DARK IN HERE CAN ANYONE HEAR ME #and oh my fucking god the paragraph breakdown is sooo. its sooooo #like there is. no cohesive overall Thesis of the essay its just like 4 different essays in one. like. what are we even DOING #where is the creative freedom!!!! where is the encouragement to think critically!!!!! #its like each question that we have to answer within the essay could be its own prompt. but instead of being able to flesh that out and #explore it on our own and just fucking Think and Ponder and Write we have to cram it into 3 paragraphs then spend another 3 paragraphs #answering another question etc etc. like #i dont know this just all feels ass backwards to me #i dont even want to do it now but its 100 points so 😔 #and i mean i guess she cant exactly write exact prompts coz we’re all choosing different pieces to analyze but. i dunnooooooooo i jut #*just wanted to have more fun with this :/

[dangoulains-devotion]

every time I have to wade through inane ship wars where people are willfully ignorant to the depth and facets of cloud strife's character, circumstance, and story just so I can find some cool screenshots or fanart my 'cloud is ace' agenda simply grows more potent out of spite

#rebirth literally said in bold letters he has multiple feelings. like humans do #and yet in the year 2024 i am still forced to see 'this ship was canon since 1997 unlike the other one' #do you have a brain that you use #are you capable of actually delving into the details of a character #without reducing them to barbie dolls that get smacked off one another #i just want to look at cool fanart man #dont even get me STARTED on how zack slots into all this #my boy has not haunted the narrative for you to go and ignore character developments like this #this is all coming out more blunt than i would normally try to write things #but brother i am so tired #i could write a whole post on how it is very real and normal for humans to feel affection for more than 1 person #and how it manifests in cloud and the whys #if the game itself is somehow not clear enough to you then you are simply choosing to close your eyes at that point #trying to act superior and objective about your ship while ignoring the material you claim to have gotten your Objective Facts™ from... #good gravy. #shipping is supposed to be a fun thing secondary to enjoying the content #not a primary objective to use it to argue with people #i would say peace and love on planet gaia but im sure some people would read it as peace and you can only love one person at a time forever #on planet gaia. haha. #anyway...... now that that's out my system i can be at peace again #shout out 2 my fellow multishippers who take this bountiful wealth of content and have fun with it #i think im gonna replay rebirth's story soon #want to see how much more i can pick out about new/updated approaches to characterization #rocket town will be very interesting in part 3 i think #yuffie too with wutai supposedly becoming a much more fleshed out thing #if this post somehow breaches containment: #if your first thought is to um actually me and whip out 'evidence'. i am not going to give you rhe time of day #because my rambling clearly went over your head and im not interested in 1sided discussion where i am being talked at rather than to #anyway have fun stop wasting time arguing and pls look forward to remake part 3 where i lose my mind over vincents waist. again #look what you did you raised my blood pressure enough to hit the tag limit. anyway peace and love on planet g-

[29121996]

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#trying to . not smoke to cope w these feeling isnuh . Not fun i . #i cannot describe it icfeel pathetic and insane ohh my god . #im still more uoswt over losing him than i am over my best friend n that is not gonna make . me not giggle a lil #anyway ! cannot do tgis i want a refund on the last 2yrs bc what the everloving fuck. #2022 feels like a fever fucking dream. how thebfuck didnall of that take plaxenonly 2yrs ago #n how didni end up here . #ANYWAY . i hate this feeling i hate everything sbt this n ik im supposed.to find . some goodness in it #and i AM . like . there is a lot of goof that has come from this. but . if there isnt this almost permenant ache that #i literally cant get rid of . used tocscoff at ppl who said that it could feel like going from feel whole to #feeling like a piece is missing bc how how can one Person do that . but like i do get it :/ #its so sick n twisted . like i have Two options rlly . n i have to choose one bc i have no other choice rlly . but #i am gritting my teeth . while i do it bx it isnt lesseninf and is only getting Worse Somehow ! #i thought time was supposed tocmake it better n . i thoughy time was supposed toclessen the intensity of #wtv the fuck THIS is . but NO . how the fuck am i supposed tovgo the rest of my life like this #n k ik one day at a time it wont always feel like this . but what if it does. i could actually kms fromcthat idea #tgis is so fucked i actually . have gotta swinf at him for this . let me fist fight him . #i say that as if je ciuldnt kill me Immediately . but . let me fist fight him bx i cant do much else !!! im in a box !!!! n im terrified !!! #i went away and expected it to feel Less . but no. it somehow was Stronger and . more evil #string theory or wtv u wanna call it . idk were fucking tied tgth n some shape or form . bc how #else am i to explain tje weird pyschological tinglings i get other than spiritual bullshiy i am Going Crazy fr . #pyschward me atp. beinf aober isnt helping - but smoking doesnt either i am gonna kill him fr. #and then myself and pray shits different next lifetime. it would absolutely be funny to add murder tocour karma #bx this isnt our first rodeo tgth. weve done this dancd before in another lifetime . sickening. #anyway add murder karma to it ! why the fuck not ! #im kidding obvioisly. i coildnt murder anyone .