#I AM HAVING A BREAKDOWN OVER IT

[kookjinnies]

gonna connect the freckles like constellations 🥹

#I AM HAVING A BREAKDOWN OVER IT #SG22 FRECKLES WALKED SO THE ASTRONAUT FRECKLES COULD RUN #his stare too like im on the floor o-(-( #seokjin #the astronaut

[cloud-hymn]

“Who said please that made you hate the word so much?”

“I did.”

Nora please what if that was my final straw

#rereading the kings men today #I am having a mental breakdown over andrew #what else is new #all for the game #aftg #nora sakavic #andrew minyard #neil josten #andreil #briar.txt

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

I'm a doctor, not a miracle worker.

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#poorly drawn mdzs #mdzs #wen ning #wei wuxian #wen qing #jiang cheng #Truly Massive disclaimer here: I am a Jiang Cheng enjoyer. I like his character. I enjoy that he is very flawed and volatile. #This episode of the audio drama has a lot of great breakdown scenes featuring JC - and they all deserve a feature. #But underlying this comic is a small meta comment of 'ah man I have too many comics of JC just wailing sadly' #My goal is to draw 6-8 comics per episode - I sometimes have to truncate and cut good scenes out. #Especially when a large majority is just different flavours of trauma and toxic relationships to your self-worth. #I would also like to make a note here that just because you lose the ability to do something that is very tied to your core identity- #-does not mean your life is over. It will feel like the end of the world. It will send you into a spiral of grief. It will hurt so badly. #Sometimes we do not realize how tied up our identities can be in certain things until we are cut loose. #You don't lose yourself. I promise the pain will fade in time. I promise you will find other things to tether you. I promise you will be ok #Life moves forwards. Time moves forwards. You move forwards. #Ego death just means an opportunity for ego rebirth. You are never committed to being the same person forever. #To wrap this around to JC: Yeah I love the twist with the core transfer but man I would have loved to see JC accept the loss. #Obviously it happens for a reason (story) but I can have my AUs. I can have these 'what-ifs'. #described in alt text #I'm trying it out! *please* give me feedback - I want to eventually Add image ID to all of these comics one day

[cubedmango]

toyota-sensei's halloween 2022 AUs (case1, case2, case3) — english translation

#cherry magic #my translation #i am So normal about these :) especially the third one :)) #ough i didnt reread it until recently and good lord (pun unintended) it hit me like such a train all over again #THE FORBIDDEN DOOMED LOVE....... WHAR THE FUCK #what happened to ''they will find each other in every universe'' . sensei please im gonna have a breakdown #anyways uhhhh enjoy im gonna . go look for other comics she posted i could maybe tl

[myneighbortmnt]

I made this for the 2021 style on the rise zine and then forgot to post it!!!! For two years!!! But we are here now! and I have a friend (shoutout to @minnow-doodle-doo ) encouraging me to post it (so thank her if you like the pic because I was ready to just let it sit in the computer file forever) 

I spent forever making this thing (I deleted the lineart for the background on accident and had to redo all of it) SO ENJOY!!!

Live laugh love --ya girl

#If it sounds like im having a mental breakdown its because yeah i am #i am very nervous #OKAY!!! tags over #rottmnt

[fisheito]

collab #2 with @xenole i was given a chibi yakumo and i.. i...... turned it into thiS

#I AM SO SORRY I DREW YAKUMO AGAIN ADFSJEIADKS LOOK OK so xenole gives me the tiny crying yakumo. #says DO WHATEVER YOU WANT and THUS i get to thinking #my immediate thought was #i'm going to make oli breast boobily while comforting him #bc i was determined to draw xenole's fave this time. i swore it to myself. i WILL stop being so self indulgent #but the chibi on chibi comforting scene didn't sit right with me. it was too straightforward. not something i would draw normally #it was hhhh as u say.... not on brand.? it did not inspire me. idea benched.... #so days pass and i'm still pondering ideas on what to do to the sad spaghetti. #configurations of clan members danced in my head. some defending yaku. some comforting. some bullying #the ideas usually involved at least oli or kuya bc once again. xenole bias #then while i'm in the shower i got frustrated with my lack of ideas and thought #i'll jujst eat.him. just. chew on him. i'm tired of him #AND THE IMAGE OF KUYA EATING YAKUMO FOR BREAKFAST POPPED INTO MY MIND #originally it was going to be kuya eating yakuflakes and oli giving him serious side eye but then the brain went #WHAT IF IT'S YAKUMO WATCHING KUYA EAT YAKUMO. THAT IS FUNNY. IT MUMST HAPPEEN #BUT I REFUSED at first. i was angry at myself. this is not a competition to see how you can STILL sHOVE YAKUMO into a drawing. #plus the composition would shrink xenole's chibi down! i would take over so much space by comparison! THE DISRESPECT! TO THE COLLAB PROCESS #but once i get fixated on smth...well. i ended up doing the idea and just praying xenole wouldnt eviscerate me for it #i'm sorry my liege. my grip on the reins was weak. the goofy clown horses went stampeding #so idk now it's the two of em having a peaceful breakfast in kuya's cabin but only kuya is at peace and yakumo's this close to a breakdown #i feel like there should be something in the space between them. a speech bubble or something . something mean is being said #kuya #yakumo #yakuya

[beanghostprincess]

"Sanji is the first Strawhat to fight alongside Luffy Gear 5th" shutupshutupshutupakjwjwdkawb shutup pleasse I cant do this stopstop

#might have a whole breakdown over this #sanji having a win fucking finally #but also i am going to cry #one piece #black leg sanji #monkey d. luffy #gear 5th #op 1107 #lusan

[skitskatdacat63]

Beanie Nando for @sweatyflytrap <3

#cofi i am so glad these pics also made you have a mental breakdown #i just remember like 6 months absolutely dying over these #adn trying to find every single pic of him with this hat on #and ik i already said to you but aaahhh its so cute that he has a matchign version of this hat for 2008-2009 renault colors #HE IS SO BABYGIRL TO MEEEEE #THIS IS PEAK FERNANDO BABYGIRL #THE LITTLE HAIR TUFTS STICKING OUT!!!! SO KITTTYYYYY!!!!!!!!! #also these are just eternal ref pics to me #fernando alonso #f1 #formula 1 #formula one #2006 jerez testing #we do a little bit of f1

[shesmywiinona]

#24 more hours everyone…….. give it up for 24 more hours……. #as if i’ve ever been normal before this but i’m about to get even less normal #i’m legit going to have a breakdown with the amount of content that’s abt to happen #i feel it looming over me #an unavoidable destiny #i am jonah and mcr is the whale #my chemical romance #mcr #captain's log

[doctor-octiddius]

Rewatching "Our Man Bashir" and completely forgot about this. WHO DID THIS AND WHY.

#i don't think i've ever mentioned that i've been going insane over ds9 for the past month or so #and i'm still not finished with it. dodging spoilers for a show that ended decades ago is a skill #but #i need him in ways i cannot put into words #maurice's monthly gay breakdown #tw gun #maybe ? #i'm not sure. anyways. #i do NOT have a thing for guns but man. #i am going THROUGH IT tonight babes #deep space 9 #ds9 #star trek ds9 #our man bashir #julian bashir #my gifs yeehaw

[hedonists]

The Grey The Grey The Grey The Grey THE GREY

#nemesestext #don’t mind me #just having a casual mental breakdown over this #if you see me punching a wall and chewing on drywall look away #I can’t even make gifs of this because it’s too painful to look at him #LOOK AT HIM #I’m fine really I am #I’m not #sobbing whimpering screaming actually #but it’s fine #The Grey live version better be on that album you're making Davis or I'll come for you #bad omens

[captainofthetidesbreath]

not to be like this but all of the posts (and there are many across multiple platforms) right now going "I mean obviously I'm not mad or whining or anything but it sucks that there's all these three week breaks, how am I going to survive, this is awful, I cannot believe this is happening to me" like, it does in fact come off as entitled no matter how many qualifiers are put onto it

and the a smaller subset of THAT going "CLEARLY C3 isn't a priority for the studio" or "they're obviously trying to kill C3" or even posting stuff that comes off as "um, don't they know that if they keep doing this I won't shop here watch anymore", like, come on

as a tangent, genuinely, I feel like a lot of people have trouble admitting that they don't actually like C3 so they get existentially worried about them losing interest over a slightly longer break because it'll force them to acknowledge that they aren't actually interested, but it's fine not to be interested!

#I will not be engaging with any asks or replies about this #yes I AM cranky in general in life today so that cranky tone is not imagined #like frankly I'm not *as* invested in C3 as I am C2 but like I AM interested in it so the break isn't killing me or my interest so it's ? #like come on I've waited longer for cable television shows. Candela fans wait this long. Don't get me started on British TV. #I'm a D.Gray-man fan and that releases QUARTERLY. Monthly comics. Novels. #Why are we all having hyperbolic breakdown posts over three weeks. Truly I do not understand this culture that's developed around C3. #every time there isn't an ep this week (incl for the regular week off) there's an outpouring of hyperbolic “i'm DYING” posts and I'm like ? #also the break between episodes 40 and 41 was a whole month (November into December 2022) #the break between 8 and 9 was three weeks (December 2021 into January 2022) #Like were you people not here for that? #Critical Role things

[ramiliadoesstuff]

Me, after DGM251:

#D.Gray-Man #I am sorry for the person I’ll be for the next three days #you don’t understand #I GET PAST ALLENS BACKSTORY AND LAVI CRUMBS???!! #I FUCKING LOVE YOU HOSHINO KATSURA!! #I apologise for my mutuals who’ll have to witness my breakdown over dgm #dgm

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

Peeped the horrors

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#poorly drawn mdzs #mdzs #a-qing #xue yang #A-qing went 'there are horrors he is committing and I am going to peep them' and then faced horrors that she could not fathom #The fact she sees the evidence first hand but it genuinely is too much to handle is a lovely tragedy that betrays her youth #It is interesting that she clearly does have more knowledge than the lay person about cultivators and night hunts (possibly from xxc?) #she does mentally call out xue yang for using the right terminology (betraying his 'no one important' façade) #but corpse poisoning is...well....probably not something she could have known about #so instead she has to encounter this horrible and suspicious event and justify it to keep herself sane #Ah....that's not going into the really interesting ambiguity of xue yangs targets #the people he kills specifically slandered *all three of them* #Was it just for himself? Was there a sense of protectiveness over his two blind companions? #I don't want an answer. I love that it is ambiguous #And oh man. having the noble XXC do the killing is so deviously evil. What a loaded chekov's gun. #you know xxc is gonna have a breakdown over it *when* he finds out. Its all a matter of timing #ok ok funny tag time #I think little apple and xy should meet up so they can swap arson tips. Truly the power team nobody wants. Not even them. #they would fight to the death and little apple would *win* #EDIT: HAPPY BIRTHDAY XUE YANG

[total-drama-brainrot]

Alenoah, where Noah cares about Alejandro, more than Alejandro's family did:

Noah: I will now torture you.

Alejandro: Kinky!~

Noah: I think you are brilliant and beautiful.

Alejandro: Wait!

Noah: You deserve to be cared for and loved, despite your mistakes.

Alejandro: No!

Noah: Your feelings and needs are valid, and deserve to be heard.

Alejandro: I need a safeword! 😳

Real.

#almost went on a whole rant here about how alejandro wouldn't know how to process unconditional care and support-- #for himself as a person instead of the praise he receives for his persona/mask/“charming” act #and also how this ties in to him being starved for genuine affection/love which is why it's so ironic shipping him with noah of all people #since noah is not the type to show a lot of affection. at least not publicly- and even when he does it's usually veiled behind a layer of-- #sarcasm and/or prickliness. he's like a hedgehog. #but noah WOULD absolutely break out the big guns once he's realised just how fucked up alejandro's home life and subsequent psyche is #“i am going to hurt you emotionally” #“do your best” #“i love and cherish you as a person and expect nothing in return. i care about you and your feelings. you're my top priority.” #cue alejandro ugly crying into a tub of ice cream #noah's trying to comfort him (awkwardly) but it's making it worse because noah caring about him even at his worst is The Issue #alejandro gets to have a breakdown over finally having a healthy relationship. as a treat. #total drama #td alejandro #td noah #alenoah #others' ideas #ophe's ranting in the tags again #replies

[bisexuallsokka]

Sokka spots a weakness and lunges. He throws himself against Zuko, his hands on Zuko’s wrists, one of his knees moving up to help push him down. Zuko lands on his back with a surprised oof, and Sokka beams in victory from above, one knee bracketing each side of Zuko, pinning Zuko’s wrists to the ground above his head.

“Aha!” Sokka says, but the sound dies in his throat almost immediately as he looks down at Zuko, his eyes wide, his pupils blown wide, his chest heaving.

His stomach plummets somewhere fifty feet below them, and Sokka feels a little lightheaded.

“Uh,” he says intelligently.

(or, a Choose Your Own Adventure fic. featuring...love confessions? sparring? angst? choose your paths wisely and find out…)

#thats right folks we got choose your own adventure zukka!!! #because i have had parts of this as a wip for literally ages but i couldnt decide where to go w it so i am making you all decide for me! #anyway i am two hours late to valentines but uhhh heres my valentines fic #is it my best writing? no. absolutely not. in fact i will probably go back and change a lot at some point #but did i have fun writing it? also no. i had like two breakdowns and lost like six hours of sleep over two days #but also yes i had fun <3 and i hope you guys do too <3 i hope that makes up for it lmao #anyway. #zukka #zuko #sokka #atla fanfiction #my writing