#I guess this is a

[bigdumbbambieyes]

Billy’s sitting half asleep in the kitchen in front of Steve’s fancy little sunlight lamp at 7am because the seasonal depression is hitting too hard already.

like, how is it pitch black outside until 8:30am? it’s hell. it’s hell frozen over, actually.

but, the warmth of the lamp is nice and his frozen feet are in wool socks and he does feel a little better when Steve sets a cup of coffee down in front of him while pressing a kiss to his temple.

“Morning, bubs,” Steve murmurs into his messy curls.

Billy hates the nickname because it’s cute and affectionate and makes him feel all sorts of warm inside, makes him melt when Steve says it in that sleepy little voice.

“Morning, stink,” he mumbles back, turning his head to press a kiss to Steve’s mouth, feeling a tired smile against his lips.

“M’not stinky,” Steve grumbles as he presses his nose to Billy’s unshaven cheek, pausing as Billy takes a careful sip of the coffee before asking, “Am I?”

and because he’s gross, Billy turns his head and gives his boyfriend’s underarm a little sniff through his shirt, and shakes his head ‘no’. “Not yet, anyway,” he smirks.

“You’re gross,” Steve chuckles, wrapping his arms around Billy’s shoulders and savouring the warmth and light of the lamp with his boyfriend in the quiet kitchen.

the timer goes off then, signalling that it’s Steve’s turn now in front of the artificial sun, but Billy doesn’t give up the lamp easily, not until he has Steve in his lap and is smothered in pretty boy kisses.

#harringrove #billy hargrove #steve harrington #idk spring is almost here but the sunlight lamp will be on for the rest of the month #i guess this is a #modern au #bambiwrites

[hey-august]

I don't normally start fics with dialogue, but...

“I can fuck you harder if you uncuff me,” he said through gritted teeth. “C’mon, tell me you don’t want that.”

#self-indulgent sharing #this march madness fic is gonna do me in 🥴🥴🥴🥴 #i guess this is a #wip update #i really really want to post this by the end of my day #🤞🤞🤞🤞

[teddybasmanov]

I hate the 'you work so hard' type of comfort audios. I don't work 'so hard', I definitely don't work hard - I barely work at all.

#asmr roleplay #this is about the new #zsakuva #audio obviously #not his fault #it's just such a popular thing - so many comfort videos are Like That and it's frankly not comforting at all #I get it not all comfort is for everyone - you cannot make it generic enough to fit anyone while keeping it compelling #and I presume a lot of people are working hard so this type of comfort is popular and logical to make #honestly I don't even know what kind of comfort would feel authentic to me #probably none of it because if we do try to project it on reality I just cannot imagine what can I be actually Comforted about #like not Helped - logical productive solutions to actual issues (most of which I already know myself - just don't want to apply those to #life) #but comforted emotionally #I guess this is a #vent post #now #so #tw vent

[coffeestripes]

So, about Yautja gods and deities...

My motivation for drawing passed away but i want to keep posting stuff

Okay everybody hear me out, no idea where this info came from BUT the Yautja spanish wiki has some curious stuff about their deities and gods (Yep, of course Cetanu and Paya are here) and i just wanted to share this. Is weird because far as i've seen no other wiki has this information besides the Catalan one. Neither of those two has citations so is a pure mystery the sources, enjoy~

The thing i wanted to do is just try to translate the descriptions. If someone wants to do fixes then dm me the clean text and the credits would be under the title!

Cetanu: The supreme deity of their pantheon, described as the black warrior who wins all battles, Death. The ambition of every honorable yautja is to have a life that imitates the nature of this deity and brings them closer to him. It does not have a defined form and for a yautja in combat it can present itself as a brother, a prey, a human or an accident to reach its side. He has a dual nature: “The benevolent”, dressed in black armor with ornaments and golden eyes, rewards the fallen with honor by taking them to the other world; the other is “The Destroyer”, a deformed yautja with four arms and six fangs who takes the souls of the fallen in disgrace to devour and torture them for eternity. The use of camouflage, visors and long-distance weapons has a religious meaning for the yautjas since it is a way of getting closer to Cetanu, who sees everything, kills without being seen and without touching. Every yautja upon reaching adulthood swears to overcome the first murderer despite the fact that they are all aware that they are destined to fail. He is represented with a six-pointed star and is the protector of the enforcers (I think, the wiki said “árbitros”, meaning referees)

Lil-ka: Goddess of life, motherhood and revenge. She is also called Paa-ya (Well, Paya), and is the ruler of the gods and with a dual nature just like Cetanu her partner. As Mother Lil-ka, the benevolent aspect of her, she possesses a motherly and beautiful appearance, dressed in heavy and graceful robes; As Lil-ka the Avenger, she wears armor and pursues those who break the laws, dragging them down for punishment. Her symbol is a circle.

Dto-hult'ah (Forest/jungle/woodland + spotter/lookout): The god of agriculture, earth, and quieter emotions such as patience, devotion, and contentment, is also the patron of the visual arts, such as carving and painting. Dto-hult'ah appears as a Yautja dressed in a kind of kilt, carrying a backpack and with his arms wrapped in climbing plants. He is Kayana's mate and father of the Horde. His symbol is the leaf of a vine.

Kayana: The goddess of war, fire, passionate emotions such as anger, love and obsession and also the patroness of dance and music. She only wears a loincloth and a small breastplate, but many times she appears naked, always wrapped in fire. She’s the mother of the Horde and the daughter of Cetanu and Lil-ka. Her symbol is a flame.

Mara'khen: God of storms and artisans. The first son of Kayana and Dto-hult'ah and who has the least demonic nature. He has four arms with a different weapon or tool on each. His symbol is a sword.

Guan Nrak'ytara (Night / Guardian): Goddess of dreams, air, change and sudden inspiration. She was a yautja who learned the secrets of fire, medicine, and weapons and taught them to his comrades in primitive times after overcoming three tasks given by the gods, thus achieving godhood as well. She appears as a winged Yautja dressed in a loose-fitting robe and attached to a demon. Her symbol is the breeze.

Ju'dha-sain'ja (Water / warrior): God of water, deluge and weather. He appears as a Yautja dressed in a robe of shining scales. He has long, flowing fins growing from his back and webbed fingers. The appendages on his head are always dripping and his symbol is a wave.

Mab'ii'tang: Hero punished by the gods with immortality for demanding what was not his, since the greatest honor and glory of the yautjas is to die fighting to impress Cetanu and gain a place of honor in the afterlife, being immortal is condemned to never receive his prize nor will his soul rest.

The Horde: Kayana's thousands of demon children. The nigthmares. They are often at the service of Cetanu and Lil-ka to bring justice to those who have broken the laws. They occasionally break free to cause trouble. They often spy for Kayana. Many wander the physical world telling stories and interfering mortals affairs

#yautja #predator #i guess this is a #headcanon #but who knows #kofi.text

[cuppajj]

Why is transformers earthspark's IMDB user review section so freaking brutal... it's tanking the show rating to a 6/10 :/ I know it's different, and that it's got a different story and a good megatron this time but jesus, wanna wait til the show is over before you call it the worst of all time? Are you sure you'd watch Energon or BM over this? ES would have to be legitimately egregious to deserve a 1/10 but apparently that's what I've been seeing... and there are very few 5 or 6 out of 10s either. You either love ES or you think it's the most awful schlop Hasbro has made and it's killed your hope for a good tf cartoon. Give earthspark a break people, it's not even on season 2 💀 and didn't we do this song and dance with Cyberverse when it only had 1 season?

#cjj sayeth #i guess this is a #vent #tfe #transformers earthspark #i know the show isnt perfect - id rate it a 6 or 7/10 rn but really guys?? a 1/10? #oh well

[smallvolcanos]

black friday

you got what you wanted out of all this. i realize again and again: it's always you. do i even enter your equation? or is it just yourself mirrored back, a fragment you cling onto because it shows a part of yourself you'd thought you lost forever? i don't know the answer to that and i'm tired of asking. i'm tired of 5am nights and screaming at the steering wheel. i've written more than a hundred poems about you by now and i'm adding another one to the list. i wish i was free from you. i was, for a moment, and then you pulled me back down into the blackness. don't you get it? every night for the last three years has been haunted. i gave everything and got nothing back. i escaped for a few seconds and in that empty freedom, i found peace. it was lonely but it was mine. now i'm all yours again and it makes me sick. right back at it. the mirror in the bathroom and my face flushed furious and red. tripping over my words and my feet. sleepless and sordid, one moment sugary sweet and the next desperate and destructive. why couldn't you let me go? didn't i give you enough? didn't i try my best for more than three years? i have loved you for a lifetime. don't i deserve to rest now, to tend my heart's garden? maybe it won't grow anything as colorful and bright as you were, but sometimes it's not about the glitter. sometimes it's about the quiet hours when my house grows dark and my lover cooks me dinner in the kitchen. you never did that for me. you never wrote me a poem. eventually i stopped wishing for it and that was the beginning of the end. what i wanted more than anything in the world was for you to love me. truly and irrevocably. i think you did but you never told me. i was forced to search for it in your flickering glances and the way your hands brushed my body. i got tired. i'm sorry. our game couldn't last forever and i was the first one to fold. it took a long time but i stopped measuring myself against your invisible presence. i stopped measuring myself at all. my days became amber and sunlit. laughter came easily. i want to return to that place but you won't let me.

#this is a mess #poetry #prose #spilled ink #lit #writing #love #words about love #i guess this is a #break up poem #sad poem

[louisisalarrie]

The double standards in this fandom are sometimes crazy! People both here (especially one “Larrie” blog) and on Twitter going crazy about how embarrassing Louis is and how stupid he is because of ONE like, and at the same time the same people are praising Harry and go all #freeharry when he’s modelling with his newest fake girlfriend in NY.

Sorry, but why is it, that people feel sorry for Harry and his closet, but Louis gets called out every time he tries to keep up the straight image. We haven’t have a stunt gf/date since the Sofie disaster and if some likes and follows on IG can keep it at that, could we then just happy and not call him out every time

Sorry for the rant! And I know you are not “guilty” in this, I just needed to get it out. I seriously feel sorry for Louis and lot of the time because his fans sometimes is so quick to stab him in the back!

Holaaaaa anon. im pretty sure I know the exact account you’re talking about hahaha. There are a couple like that which are pretty popular, and it’s very frustrating. Craaazy double standards go on between louis and harry, and I think a lot of it is because Harry’s got a glass closet going on. His actions look like he’s bashing at the door, trying to get out, being himself as much as he can and being loud. He’s all but confirmed he’s not straight, and we see him actively jumping around with the pride flag and being flamboyant and very touchy with men.

The uhhhh not hate, but frustration, towards louis, mostly comes from it appearing that he doesn’t even wanna come out. That he’s just not even trying anymore. That he’s not being loud, or true to himself, and he’s just doing the bare minimum for us, and for himself. That he’s too focused on appearing straight for his career now and is compliant with his forced closeting.

However, the lack of louis’ overt pushing, means a lack of stunts. The Big Gay War in 2015 is a great example. He was pushing soooooo hard, and got stuck with the most godawful stunt ever. Mind you, louis took a lot on his shoulders when it came to closeting during the 1d years. I’m absolutely not saying that Harry didn’t, but louis did more and more to give Harry a little more freedom every time. Again, not comparing, but stating a fact that S*mon had louis with his hands tied and louis wanted to protect his baby. He was treated very differently by S*mon, given harsh reprimands and gaslit and was bullied into doing it.

I think he has a bit of a different perspective on it because of that. Harry and Louis are both very different people with very different ways of dealing with their closet, and it’s silly to compare them though. And I think louis is happy where he is at the moment, and I don’t think he’ll come out without Harry. I just don’t see him doing it alone.

It comes down to everything from their fashion choices, to stage presence, to fan interactions, to interviews, to stunts, and they’re just not going to be loud in the same way. Not to mention, their teams are extremely different too. The Az*ffs looooooooove love love Harry being a trendsetter, and actively encourage (most of) it. He does still do shit to fight back, 100%, but the Harry styles brand now relies essentially on his glass closet and the ambiguity of his sexuality, ya know?

I do hope we get very loud larry content soon though. It does get frustrating. We’ve not even gotten a single interaction between them for years.

Anyway, they shouldn’t be compared. Louis loves Harry, Harry loves Louis, they’re together, they deal with their closets differently, they have different levels of fame and fan demographics and brands, and they’ll come out when they can and are ready, and that’s the end of that.

#anon #answered #I guess this is a #louisisalarrie chats #sigh #it’s such a tricky thing #sorry for the probably nonsensical ramble #I am extremely hungover haha

[vixenvertigo]

#Shawn Kemp #Seattle #seattle supersonics #nba #me mine #girlgamecube #stickers #scan #IM MAKING MORE OF THESE SOOOO MANY MORE #I guess this is a #collage

[abracazabka]

hey it's guard dog anon from the other day!! ty for the response you are absolutely right. They're both kind of guard dogs and every time I write dog imagery for them I go a little feral. The quote "We could kiss so softly like wolves comparing jaws." from sleepy.corvid on Instagram haunts me every so often and it is just so them to me.

Heyyy, my fave anon! Hiya, hello, & howdy! Apologies for how long it took me to answer haha. Just as last time, I talk too much when it comes to these two, so be prepared LMFAO

You 🤝Me

Feral over Johnny + Daniel dog imagery

THAT QUOTE IS SO GOOD, I CAN SEE HOW IT HAUNTS YOU, BECAUSE I THINK IT'S JUST BEGUN TO HAUNT ME.

That really does align with the dog/canine imagery applying to both Johnny & Daniel, not just the immediate application to Johnny! Oughhh, the push & pull between binaries within their relationship: of gentleness & violence, of care & tear.

Passion versus pain versus partnership versus pleasure versus purpose except it all blends within & without them, it's all the same. It is the same, but different.

Different but same! They both have this pain, this capacity for violence & anger, & they see it in one another - they are wolves comparing jaws, tentative & affectionate in their understanding, but only one wrong move from drawing blood.

& it is delicate, since they have such different takes on aggression & fighting, such different philosophies, that it is not the same. There is great nuance in the dual sameness & opposition, which increases when they realize it is not so difficult to bridge the gaps between them after all; they are both kicked dogs, wolves separated from their respective, metaphorical packs.

& what comes out of that is unavoidable, consuming attraction, be it platonic or not (I lean toward not 😏)!!!

ANYWAYYYY - OBSESSED WITH THIS QUOTE, & OBSESSED WITH DOG/CANINE IMAGERY FOR THESE TWO!! THANK YOU AGAIN ANON HEHE

#lawrusso #cobra kai #karate kid #johnny lawrence #daniel larusso #asks #i guess this is a #long post #? lol

[toiletpotato]

there's some magic in the Gully Boy soundtrack because I was listening to it for the first time and oh my shining stars I was able to crank out the latter half of an 1800 word essay due tonight

#I am typically a fast typer to begin with but it was bananas it was like everything clicked into place and I was able to just zoom #like Mario music but calm #maybe I need to listen to more rap and less lo-fi jazz and k-pop when writing essays 😆 #but it has to be rhythmic music in other languages #if it's English then Listening Mode engages #certain musical theatre albums I can just tune out because I have heard them zillions of times #I was listening to Gully Boy through one of those YouTube videos where it's the whole soundtrack in one video #many thanks to my friend who was discussing it on here the other day as they were lamenting that it was removed from Spotify #I need it on Spotify and SOON #the friend in question is #@theinfinitedivides #also known as #heyhalla #I guess this is a #study tip #because it worked for me!

[cigarettesandcoffee]

If we have a ship together, I want you to know that my muses are feeling spicy tonight. So if you want smut, come at me 😂

#i guess this is a #starter call

[scarlett-vixen]

Aw yes, the crippling loneliness and anxiety that comes with being single…welcome back old friend

#guess this is the mood for the week #thanks I hate it #I guess this is a #vent #idk man #I miss having someone to call mine

[neosatsuma]

@nijinskys thank u for the tag!! Autumn-themed tag games my beloved 🥰

tea or hot chocolate | cosy books or halloween movies | plaid or courdroy | foggy mornings or twinkly nights | orange or black | pumpkin or apple pie | wool or velvet | picking fruit or carving pumpkins | libraries or coffee shops | cinnamon or peanut butter | spooky or cosy halloween | candles or fairy lights

Tagging @septemberskye, @mothmansbutt, @genderfluid-druid, @sharkneto, @aevallare if y'all feel like it!! ❤

#ask games #thanks minnie!!! fall is my FAVORIIIITE #i guess this is a #tag games #idk it's whatever dgvhwexhdj

[charliesinfern0]

you know what actually i ahte having ideas ahgdhahdahgvshagv

#i wanna work on like 3 different things at once uuughghggg #i guess this is a #vent #but man i am just very melancholy right now #i have been for almost the whole week #and i guess im excited about the con on sunday #but ive just been feeling kind of lonely #i wanna get to know my mutuals you guys seem super cool :) #but als im nervous abt talking to people i think are cool lol #its whatever ive just been feelin sad :/ #but yea gampage comic and dirk lyricstuck coming whenever i guess

[butchdykekondraki]

post this (not)deer when they least expect it

#cyrus.png #<- i guess lol

[lizardsfromspace]

"Look at this video of a child disappointed at their expensive gift! Children are so spoiled these days!"

That's cool. So, why did their parents upload their small child being upset online? In a public video, shared to the entire video? Why did they even save the recording?

Like. The kid in that scenario could be saying the most entitled nonsense in the world, and if their parents post it online to be publicly shamed, I'd still support the kid 100%. Thinking your child's life is a toy to exploit freely for #content is "spoiled"; when faced with mommy vlogers, kids should be demanding three PS5s and a new Bugatti, and we should be applauding them for it

#politics #i guess?