#I just wanto say something

[hoodie-prince-kid]

i need a laugh sound clip for how i am curentyl feeling

#ishall og and search for one. AS.LO #today is a good day to ammmmm avoid me. cuz be oFF THA FUCKNI WALLKSGS... #i am gonona be on laptoop but unless tou wanto here something eniterely unhingedd and possibyl a little scary #then it would be best to loke. not talk t me lol #not saying i dont love talkin to yall just saying that. now not good day for it HAHG #ok peas

[ssunspotted]

ah gods im so in love I am so in love. you can smell every thing from  here. You can feel it. The  moisture iin the air and the petrichor warming and so many of us  we make it through SO much! And still theres always something new. ALWAYS some thing new to take on. to learn.. and d who can say they havent learned so much. Through even the scarring I just  wanto lie in the sorrel  and sing. Even the sounds catch in such a  beautiful way here I. Think I have to Why why does it ever feel like you need an excuse for wanting to sing

#((Very Normal And Very Regulated Moods))

[ywpd-translations]

Ride 693: Looking for “god”

Pag 1

1: Three days after the entrance ceremony

2: Fufufu

Senpai!!

I look forward to today's field trip!

Let's go together!

3: I'll call him the “Back-gate-slope senpai”!!

4: The senpai who saved me on the backgate slope

With the pretty smile and soft and kind attitude!!

5: I don't know what club he's in, but I'll join his same club for the next three years, teh!!

6: Today is the day to visit the clubs and see their activities!

7: I have a rough idea, teh

His appearance and mood gave me a hunch, teh!!

Pag 2

1: I'll join the shogi club!!

He's probably in the... shogi club, teh!!

I'm... a year from class 4....

Pag 3

1: Where are you going?

I'm going to the volleyball club at 15:30

And there's the archery club, too

4: It's not him

5: Not him

6: not him

7: Ah- ah, uhm...

Is there a.... small senpai... with round glasses? ….. no?

8: Me?

10: Sorry, I take it back, teh!!

Huh-

So quickly!?

Pag 4

1: Uuuhm.... !?

That's weird- even though it rang a bell for me....

This is bad... I even told Kei-chan...

2: You're looking for that senpai!? On your own!?

Yeah

You don't even know what grade he's in, or his name, right!?

Ye.... yeah

Roku-chan!!

They're scolding him....?

3: I'll help you!!

I'll do it!!

5: It's alright!! I have a lead!!

6: I exaggerated too much....

Teh... I should have accepted his help...

7: No no no, I'll do it alone, it's alright!!

I'm an high school student now, so I can't always rely on Kei-chan!!

Yeah, it's alright, let's say it out loud

Pag 5

1: It's alright!!

2: Ah.....

3: What?

Whois he talking to?

It's alright?

4: Oh shoot...!!

Ahhhhh

Pag 6

1: I surprised myself...

Waaaa

2: Yes, I'll get it right next time, it's alright!! I have like two other options, teh!!

3: Science club

I'll join the science club!!

4: No, sorry, right now all six members are girls

Ah, is that so, sorry then

5: Computers club

Pag 7

1: Uh.....

I'm already at a dead end....

2: Next

What could it be...? The newspaper club...?

3: The flowers club? The fashion club?

Is he in an unexpected club....?

4: Maybe!!

5: It's a shame

He's not

Thank you

6: What should I dooo

Pag 8

1: B- bikes!!

2: That's right

I should check the bikes

3: His bikes had a peculiar sticker attached to it

5: I remember the colour and the shape!! The from the registration card attached to the bike I can find out the grade and the class, teh!!

This school has three parking areas for bicycles!!

If I search in all of them....!! I'm a genius, teh!!

Pag 9

1: Since earlier... people have been saying that there's a weird first year in the bicycles parking areas looking for something

Yeah

2: I saw him staring at the back of my bike

I wonder what is he looking for

3: Is that alright? There's your city bike

Today?

4: I just came here with my road bike!!

5: Speaking of, about the club activities' visit, Naruko-kun said.... “Onoda-kun has to use the rollers too”

Sugimoto-kun, too

That's fine, you can do it

But before the first years..... I'm not confident...

Pag 10

1: The “go-home club*”.....?

(NdT.: a person who's not a member of any club)

2: I... guess

I looked everywhere and I didn't find him

The parking areas for bikes....

3: I should go home....

Pag 11

1: The Back-gate-slope senpai isn't in any club....?

3: After all of that....

4: I thought.... I had found my goal....

Pag 12

1: I don't know what I wanto to do

Or what my dream is

Or what job I want to do

2: They told me to find it fast

3: I'd say that anything is good, but it isn't

4: But

5: But three days ago, that person guided me

And supported me

Pag 13

1: If I could … follow that senpai

2: Maybe....

When I went back home that day

3: I stayed up all night to memorize the rules of shogi....

4: Hehe

It turned out to be useless

I'm such an idiot....

6: Amazing!

Woah!

Pag 14

1: Ohhhh

2: Amazing!

They're so good!

What is it

3: Ahh, they're doing something to introduce the club for the club activities' visit...

I guess it's a sport club and they're doing a flashy performance?

4: I wonder what club it is

6: The big third year got off...

In his place now

7: A small guy is going

He's so short though, can he do it?

8: Idiot, don't you kno who he is?

Huh!?

That guy is the two times champion!!

Pag 15

1: Huuh!? That guy!?

Eh.... Two times champion? I heard so

I wonder.... who it is

2: Is he an amazing person?

Amazing!!

He won the Inter High two times in a row!!

4: Ehhh... not just in the prefecture, but the whole country...? Amazing

I wonder what kind of person he is

5: But I'm sure it must be an unapproachable scary person

Pag 18

1: Back-gate-slope senpai!!

2: There he is!!

3: I can't believe it, I found him

4: What club it is

He's riding a bike!!

5: Noow we'll raise the pace even more

Look, this is what controlled the Inter High...

Please, Onoda-kun

Ye... yeah, I'll do my best

Pag 19

1: It's the high cadence!!

Aaaaaaaaaa

100.... 120..... 150

2: He raised up to 200!!

Amazing!!

He's so fast!

I can't even see him!!

Pag 20

1: His body isn't even shaking!!

That's the two times champion...

The video is incredible, it looks like it's fast forward

Waaaaaa

2: Onoda Sakamichi-san!!

Onoda-san is amazing!

3: The two-times champion.....

Onoda.... Sakamichi....

4: That's back-gate-slope senpai's real name!!

#yowamushi pedal #yowapeda #yowamushi pedal spoilers #yowamushi pedal translations #yowamushi pedal manga #yowapeda manga #ride 693 #okay first!! sorry bc i got confused an di thought that roku-chan was the one guy with kei-chan #but roku-chan is actually our little guy lol i'm sorry it was confusing while reading! i also edited the past chapters to clear things #ANYWAY #ROKU-CHAN IS THE MOST PRECIOUS BABY I LOVE HIM AND IM GONNA PROTECT HIM WITH MY LIFE OKAY #PLEASE HES SO CUTE IVE ADOPTED HIM #onoda is gonna be such a good senpai for him ;A; #and will lead him to find what his path is #baby you're still 14 you dont need to know what you want to do already #no really i cant wait to see how their relationship grows #i want to see onoda being the bestest senpai and i want to see roku-chan finding his way while following him #anyway no new chapter next week :( so we have to wait to week to see our babies again :((

[icommitedcrimesasatoaster]

My Top 5 favorite ships of all time 😎 (with bonuses)

hello. the demons in my head said to do it and i will do it now. (read it in the number 15 foot lettuce guy voice) also , they are not in a particular order , just they are on the same level (also this is an indication of what ill be prob posting on my page )

Number 5. LeviHan (Hange x Levi , from AOT)

what can i say , i sometimes do enjoy 50% straight romance. its not fully 100% because hange is a demigirl , you cannot disagree , it is in all religion texts.

Anyway , i just love the absolute idiot x emo fuck dynamic. warms my heart and size difference , what cant ya love?

Number 4. Beiguang/Eimiko (Ningguang x Beidou / Yae Miko x Ei , from genshin impact)

Ah the classic lesbian ships , my beloved. I couldn't decide which to put so i put them on the same spot! look at my monkey brain go.

Eimiko is a classic for a good damn reason. They gay as fuck for each other , and i just love the "takes no shit" lesbian and the "i DONT give a flying fuck " lesbian you just love it

Same with Beiguang. They are a classic for a reason. Them being gay ass fuck can also explain but the free gf and takes no shit gf my beloved.

Number 3. Zukka ( Zuko x Sokka , from ATLA)

You know , as i said previously i love emo fucks and goofy bitches being together. And additional points from finding the ship in memes. Its just... SOO GOOD. mhm.

Also both missing mums less gooo

Number 2. Bowuigi ( Bowser x Luigi , from... Mario universe idk)

If you follow me or what bullshit i post , you know i AM OBSSESED with these FUCKERS. THEY BROKE INTO MY HOUSE , STOLE MY HEART , GOT ME TO BED AND KISSED ME ON MY FOREHEAD.

they have me floating in the air , magic on my titties , and you know. I am not complaining. like someone else 😼😳 (also like... size diffrence.) also monster fucking less go.

Number 1. Xiaitto , AraXiao? idk anymore (Xiao x Itto , from Genshin impact)

I got you bowuigi shippers here in my grasp , and you cannot escape me from talking about my fav genshin ship.

... words cannot describe how I AM IN FUCKING LOVE WITH THIS SHIP. But i cant usually express that because , theres no fucking xiao x itto posts. Anywhere. Even on twitter or pintrest. I am truly disappointing in humanity because of it.

Now first of all , one of or my favourite dynamic is goofy hoe x emo bitch. and as you can see , they are the infact definition of the himbo x emo trope.

second of all , JESUS THE SIZE DIFFRENCE IS KILLING ME. YOU MEAN THAT PEOPLE DONT SHIP THE TALLEST AND (maybe) SHORTEST MALE CHARACTERS? WTHHHH

third, the actual interactions in game make me wanto cry and scream and want them to live happily ever after in the mountain house or something (2.7 really is amazing guys)

and fourth , the aus this parring can be is truly amazing. I can put them in a royal au , with babysitting au and it works perfectly. (im thinking of writting a fanfic based on that , because into you is good omggg)

Honorable mentions

Any oc x oc parring i have. People wont get you my loves but i love you none the less . (need to get on writting a work on them)

some mha ships , including kiribaku , todomomo , jiromomo , and todojiro (idk emo x deppressed kinda slay)

thomato and chili , couldnt fit you guys but you guys are a high 6th place :(

anddd yeah thats the end of my rambling. thank you for reading it , and if any of the ships intrest you (mainly itto x xiao) please talk to me , i need someone to talk about them with me.

adios

#bowuigi #eimiko #beiguang #zukka #levihan #xiao x itto #oc x oc #rant #the voices in my head #are getting louder

[monimccoythings]

I honestly can't fucking understand people.

You know what really pisses me off? Making plans, asking if people want to attend said plans, someone telling you that yes, they want to attend so please book for them. Paying for those plans and THAT PERSON'S TICKET, and then when the day of the plan arrives, less than THREE HOURS before the plan starts, that very same person saying they don't wanto to go, they are not in the mood.

Bitch I'm thankful you paid me in advance. Because I've paid your seat, so the only one losing money is you and not me. It would have been the cherry on top for all this mess if I had been the one losing money.

The thing is I think I know why they do this, they are throwing a tantrum. We were having some difficulties choosing a place to eat before the plans. And I was in the middle of it, it was messy because I wanted to please everyone, however in the end I became stressed and decided that the sensible thing to do would be that the first person who arrived would choose any of the restaurants and wait for us there. I don't think that suited well with them, because someone could choose the one they didn't like. So they decided to not go.

The worst part is that it is not the first time they had done something like that, they just get annoyed things don't go their way and at the tiniest inconvenience abandon plans after everything is paid and there's no backtracking and leaves the rest of us to deal with the consequences.

I won't make any plans any more, I won't organize shit, I won't do anything. Just tell me whenever the fuck it is and I'll tell you if I can go or not. I'm sorry but I'm going to become rude as hell.

I'm starting to think they have something against me or whatever, but you know what, I'm realising as I'm writing this that this is not really my problem. Whatever is going down with their head is not my business, you wanna be alone? ok be alone, I'm done putting up with all your bullshit and having to be careful about what I say just in case I hurt your delicate sensibilities and you get mad.

In the end, now that the plan is finished I think I had more fun without them than if they had been there. It's a scary thought but it's there, I don't want to deal with one of their sour moods if their social battery goes down, it would have ruined my night and tonight meant a lot to me. But still, they could have just kept quiet instead of saying yes and then just dropping out at the last minute. However, I have to see them tomorrow for another plan, I only hope they just backtrack again.

#personal

[riaemurray]

For the 4th july I should dress like Freddie

'Cause I wanto to break free

This will be the better thing for we both

We wish it even if we don't say it

I'm happy to had met you

I still wish that we could be something special, even an important friendship to each other

Now I just wanna give up on you

I want to let you totally free 'cause in this way I'll be too

Ps I was hoping we would have a lot more fun. I really wanted it so much

#4th july #freddie mercury #queen #give up #i want to break free #fall 2021 #summer 2022 #frienship #something new

[cosmicyeen]

im drfinitely. Wonderinv. To what extent my art was a coping mechanism throughout grade school. And if thats why i keep not picking it back up. Or if its as simple as i never sit down with paper mandatorily and its not any deeper than that.

Hmmm

I do wanto to continue it. Now that i have my first desk outside of school it should be easier to absentmindedly doodle. Because that was my main source of constant warmup. But with that gone, and me just happy to get away from the situation that made me doodle so much, i worry my art got caught in the crossfire

i was always the "art girl" and so i got this weird feeling whenever i got called that/associated with it. Like its defining me by a coping mechanism i took up to avoid ripping my skin off and failing class and other mental shenanigans.

So its sort of like finding a balance. between the thing that others define me as, vs what i define me as. Because the things i experience in the past are always tied to me in the present. And on some level i do like that.

But others using that same sort of thing to define me when it wasn't my decision to go into the situation that gave me that definition. It sort of feels off. Like ok yeah i like being able to say i drew a cool animal but others say "oh yeah they draw cool animals" and are completely oblivious about the Why that led to that.

So at first when i no longer needed it. i rejected it. It's not a part of me, or it doesnt need to be.

I found a way to define myself without it. Things like weaving and cooking and gardening... and streamers and minecraft and endless time online. My pens and clip studio gathering dust.

Its a rejection for sure. but psychologically. think that's a crucial step in regaining a feeling of autonomy in your own skin.

You say "hey, these rules ive been living by. I don't need them.

I invoke my power to no longer do something. i no longer need this rule as defined by an external source.

Now this authority. This burden is cast aside. And i can pick the wheat from the chaff and begin doing it again.

I know i am now doing it for me, and me alone."

Maybe i still have a bit to go with that. I Will find out. Maybe that can help someone else now that it's out in the world.

#yeen yelling #neurodivergency #mental illness #life advice #ramblings

[technowoah]

hey hey hey! i really really really love ur works and wanna reuwest a purpled x reader one. also since purpled said hes only comfy with his character what about the reader losing their last cannon life to dream and purpled gets really really sad until like- a month later, she comes back from hell. kinda like c!jacks revival. If your not comfy with this pls ignore <3

My Mission

Purpled is still trying to figure out how to deal with your death, but before he can you come back.

- Platonic Purpled x Revived!Reader

- Anon Requested!

- blurb

- italics = flashback (except the last few lines)

- the "hes" out of italics are referring to Purpled.

⚠︎: slight swearing, angst to fluff-ish, gore, no dsmp spoilers.

An// I know this is late but I'm having major writers block lol ✌🏾😛 I hope you like it love!

The night was cold as he sat on a hill away from the kingdom Dream had made himself. The tall grass flowed around him like a blanket on his bed he wish he could be in right now, but he chose this, he chose to be here. His blonde hair whipped around his face harshly, but he didnt bother move it out of his eyes he could still see the destination ahead of him.

The kingdom looking like a bright star the fell to the ground. He used to love sitting and watching the lights of the kingdom at night flicker like a fallen star that still had its glow. The small smile he had on his face fell when his mind reminded him of the tragedy a month ago.

The night was cold and dark and that couldn't resemble how he was feeling right now. Anger, resentment, betrayed flowed through his heart. He wanted revenge.

The swords were already shined and ready for blood, arrows sharpened to the point, and potions made to kill the second it envelopes you. Months of preparation was right there next to him, ready to be finally used.

He wanted revenge for his best friend.

He left the kingdom for an hour grabbing every weapon he had before finding a place he used to go with his best friend.

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"The kingdom looks beautiful!" You said while standing up in the tall grass.

Purpled had taken you to a far away spot out of the dsmp kingdom just for fun.

"I know, I come here often when I want to clear my head." Purpled said while sitting down in the hill letting the grass tickle his skin.

It was the middle of the say and almost sun down. You two had hiked up away from the kingdom and up a semi huge hill that gave a great view of the lights.

"How did you find this place?" You smiled to the boy sitting down to the side of you.

"Just was hiking I guess!" He laughed. "Well I was looking for more caves outside of the kingdom and stood on this hill, and looked back and saw the beautiful view."

"Now this is your spot now?" You smiled and nodded.

"I mean it's our spot now. You're the only other person who knows about it." Purpled motioned for his friend to sit down and you did.

"Great." You smiled at him and he shared that smile.

"Great."

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He finally stood up from his spot on the hill and made his way back to the kingdom, weapons at his mercy and ready to be used.

The walk back to the kingdom was long, but he wasnt in a rush. He just wanted to keep his mind calm before he finally faced the man who he wanted to kill. The man whos blood should be on his arrows and swords he just sharpened for this occasion.

He walks with purpose and in stride. He always does, he was always busy around the kingdom. Making something new or not even saying what he was doing, no one would want to cross his path because no one would want to know what trouble he was gettng himself into. But they always knew he would come put alive in the end.

He walked along the prime path keeping his gaze forward. He sped up his walk trying to get to the place he needs to go faster to get this feeling out of his body. Sadly him staring straight ahead made him bump shoulders with someone passing by. He didn't have the time to look back and stop, but a familiar voice made him stop.

"Hey! Watch where the fuck you are going!"

Damn it.

He tried to walk away, but he heard the footsteps get closer and the protests get louder.

"Hey asshole! You know Im talking to you Purpled?! Stop!"

"What do you want Quackity?!"

"Damn it took that long for you to turn around?!" The scarred man laughed as the blonde started at him blankly.

Quackity had a small smirk on his face before he looked around to make sure no one else is spying on them. Quackity chuckled while crossing his arms looking at the impatient blonde infront of him.

"What. Do. You. Want. Shouldn't you be in Las Nevadas?" He scoffed.

"I should! I should. But I heard about your little predicament." Quackity still had that taunting smile on his face.

"I wouldn't call it a predicament I would call it a missi-"

"A mission. Yeah I know, that's what you call every thing now-a-days." Quackity shook his head in disbelief. "Even when your best friend dies..Its a damn misson."

Purpled stayed quiet and let the older man talk. He didn't need to hear this, but at least this will hunor him before his miss- plans.

"Its a shame! It really is. But you know what Purpled?" Quackity's voice got quieter.

"If this is about Las Nevadas, you should leave. I have more pressing matters to attend to."

"I bet you do." Quackity looked away from the blonde. "Its a shame that you dont even know where Dream is to kill him."

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"Y/N! Get out of my way!"

"I will not let you hurt him!"

"Get out of his way!"

Purpled was injured, pretty badly at that. He was clutching his side in pain where a arrow had struck him. His face had long cuts across it, and so did his body. The only way you could see the cuts along his body is because the cuts Dream had made tore through his clothes.

Purpled looked like he couldn't stand back up. You didn't want to know why they were fighting so brutally, you only showed up when Dream stood above Purpled about to take the final blow, sword clutched tightly in-between his hands.

The only thing you saw was that and you ran in the middle of the two blocking Dream from doing anymore damage to Purpled. Now the two men are yelling at you to get out of Dream's way.

"You're really stubborn aren't you?" Dream dropped his sword to his side, but still kept that tight grip on the handle.

"For my friends, yeah I am." You said with your head held high looking at the masked man.

"Y/N." Purpled groaned behind you. "Go, please."

You turned your whole body around to face him. He couldn't get up, still kneeling on the ground he tried to move and stand to his full height. It was impossible for him to do so. You saw a keep gash where his knee is. Dream must've stabbed his knee, through his knee.

"You stay down! I can handle this!"

"Where is your armor?! Huh?! Where is all your gear?! You're vulnerable!"

"You are too!"

"As much as this pains me to see the two bestest friends fight, Move." Dream said sternly while placing a rough hand on your shoulder.

"Dream get your hand off of them!" Purpled yelled.

"At this point you cannot tell me what to do." Dream chuckled. "This state that you're in! Its pathetic!"

Purpled hung his head low while Dream kept on running his mouth.

"Y/N! Do you even want to know why we're even fighting?! Its all his-"

"I dont want to know. Frankly I dont care just stop hurting him." Your words came out calmer than you wanted because you really were vulnerable at this point.

"I haven't even finished the job, my misson." Dream scoffed.

"If you wanto to finish "your mission" go through me first." You said while finding Purpled's sword on the ground next to him and gripping it tightly just like Dream.

"Y/N stop this!"

"Fine then."

Dream had grabbed your shoulder again so hard it could leave a bruise and brought your shoulders forward. You didn't have any time to react and the next thing you saw when you looked down was his sword going through your stomach. It hurt to breathe, and you felt yourself coughing up blood onto the grass beneath you. He had finally let go of your shoulder and you fell to your side letting your body go numb.

"NO DREAM!" Purpled tried to reach you, but ended up getting kicked down by Dream.

"Im done with you now. Its no point. I thought killing you would be better, but watching you suffer after your best friend gets killed is good enough for me."

"My mission is done, and they were right. You are vulnerable."

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"Where is he then?" He asked trying not to sound rushed.

"You would like to know huh? Well Let me tell you about this thing I have first. I mean if you want to know where Dream is for your little mission" Quackity proposed and he stayed quiet waiting for the older man's response.

"I have this book, it was given to me by an old ally of mine. It has all of the lives of everyone in it. The whole book is filled with names and if they are dead or not-"

"Where are you going with this?" He interrupted.

"Im saying that not everyone knows of Y/N's death. Its not any big headlines. So I read this book often and I so happened to see their name and underneath it, it said they were dead."

"And?"

"I have a proposal-"

"No." He started to walk away leaving Quackity to stand and yell at the younger one.

"Oh come on! Dont you want your friend back?!" Quackity yelled as the other walked away briskly.

"Fine! You'll owe me!"

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It was over. He ended up back on the same hill again, but this time it was pitch black and the only light available was the light in the stars and the light from the kingdom. He could hear faint noises of mobs in the distance, but they didn't dare come near him.

His eyes started to water and his vision began to get blurry. He didn't kill Dream, he couldn't. That's not what you would've wanted.

Dream was right all along. He was vulnerable, he was always vulnerable.

He closed his eyes letting tears drop onto his cheeks. He was upset that he couldn't fulfill his mission, the one thing he knew he could do for the one he misses the most in life. He failed. And now Dream is sitting somewhere, he didn't even take Quackity's proposal. He didn't even know what Dream was to kil him.

Still, even if he wasnt discouraged, he would've still tried to hunt Dream down. He didn't care if it took him months to a year, he didn't care if it killed him. One day.

He looked out to the kingdom once more with eyes full of tears. The kingdom now looking like a ball of light and not as detailed.

"Purpled?"

He sighed brushing the call off, he was hearing things.

"Hey, Purpled."

He shook his head with his hands cupping his face. He was convincing himself that his head was playing tricks on him because there is no one that could be out here at this time.

"I thought I would get a warmer welcome than this."

He felt the grass moving beside him and he quickly turned his head to his right where he saw the person he wanted to the most. You.

It was you, but you had a white streak in your hair, your stomach still had a bigger scar still on it. It was you, it was finally you. He hesitated before reaching out to hug you, there was some tall grass in between you two but it didn't matter, he had you back. You had to feel tears fall on your back because he was crying, he tried to keep his sobs quiet but they slipped out.

"Are you okay?" He asked while sniffing.

"Im alive now. Thats progress." You responded hesitantly before continuing. "I wanted to stay dead. I mean it had to be my time right? I was in hell and I don't know why. Why was I there?!"

You started sobbing on his shirt as well and you took a big breath before starting to talk again.

"And then I just showed up not that far from here. It was horrible, like an out of body experience. I dont know who brought me back either! But now I found you here and Im okay enough." You smiled with tiredness in your eyes as you pulled away from the long hug.

"I tried to kill Dream." He confessed.

"Because of me?"

He hummed in agreement "I couldn't, thats not what you would've wanted."

"Why would you know what I wanted?" You asked the blonde. "I was dead for a month."

"You wanted me to kill him?" He asked with a bit of excitement in his voice.

"Consider this a new mission." You smiled while standing up and him following suit.

"My mission." He whispered while looking at the ground. "It'll take a while, but we'll get him. I promise."

You two locked pinkie fingers together to seal the promise. A promise that would be sealed to the end of time. No matter how long or who dies, he never fails a mission.

"Oh! Also, I have a note for you." You handed him a small torn note that you found lying next to you when you reappeared.

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Dear Purpled,

You're welcome. They're here now.

Remember that favor I never got to ask you?

I suppose you should listen to me now.

Q

#mcyt blurb #mcyt x reader #mcyt fluff #mcyt angst #mcyt headcanons #dream smp x reader #purpled x reader #purpled imagine #platonic mcyt x reader #mcyt platonic #mcyt x you #mcyt fanfiction #purpled fluff #purpled angst #mcyt x platonic reader #mcyt x y/n #mcyt x oc #dream smp x y/n #dream smp x you #dream smp x oc

[prioritysope]

Behind The Scenes

Reader: Female Character: Akaashi Keiji Rating: Explicit Summary: when you start working as an assistant to one of the actors in the Volleyball tv series, Akaashi Keiji. Tags: Actors AU, Drama, Angst, Smut, Slow burn, Fluff

This fic is also in Wattpad and AO3. If you wanto to read it there.

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Table of Contents

Chapters 1/? (without the prologue and epilogue)

Chapter one: Are You Good?

"Are you sure you will sign the contract? Remember I tell you that according to other Akaashi's assistants, he's too strict and grumpy. I don't know how true that is, but I'm just warning you." Miss Nakamura said. She was the former assistant to the most heralded bachelor, Akaashi Keiji. Better known as his role in the famous men's volleyball series, Haikyu.

Right now you were at the show's recording facility in Tokyo. You had been looking for any job for months, and your friend Saeko, who is part of the cast, told you that one of the boys was looking for an assistant, and you didn't think twice. You had previously worked with actors, but they were theater, but you already wanted to aspire to more. You felt able to withstand the pressure of something bigger, or so you thought.

You looked expectantly at the girl who was about your age. This would be your first time working for a highly reputable actor. Deep inside you did not believe the rumors that revolved around Akaashi, because you knew that the assistants are usually somewhat gossipy and like to create rumors. That's why you didn't hesitate for a second to answer her question.

"I'm sure." You nodded, taking the pen and quickly signing in the appropriate places. Since you had already read it before, you were not so stupid to sign a contract without first reading it. You also noticed that Akaashi's signature was already there, which surprised you even thinking about how beautiful his handwriting is. You returned the pen and the papers at the girl, seeing how she stared at you with eyes full of surprise by how you signed without thinking twice.

You waited for her to put a stamp on everything. When she returned, she gave you a smile which you reciprocated in the same way.

"Right now they are verifying the script with the rest of the cast, if you want come with me and I'll introduce you to them. I just warn you, Kuroo Tetsuro is big ass flirt, so don't be surprised if he says something to you." She whispered to you, making you laugh at her comment. She started walking through a huge door, you just followed her. The more you walked, the more many voices were heard, you assumed it was the actors reading their script.

Miss Nakamura opened a door as soon as they reached the end of a corridor. When you opened it, your cheeks were painted a pink color when a number of eyes fell on you. Getting flustered, you bowed to everyone, a nervous smile plastered on your face. Some of them started laughing, because they thought your reaction was cute. It was normal, but every time it happened, they enjoyed it.

"Sorry for the interruption guys, but I want to introduce you to someone who will be here a lot. I hope you treat her kindly." The girl started talking, a huge smile on her face. She seems like she is very happy to no longer work here. She turned a little to the right, pointing at you and you just smiled a little. "She is L/N Y/N, she is a new assistant."

You bowed again, receiving the same from them. With your gaze you took a look at each one. They were quite recognizable faces, others not so much. You noticed Akaashi Keiji in the background, who had a curious expression.

"Nice to all of you, as you already know my name. I'm just telling you that you can call me Y/N, confidently. I'm here to serve you." You were somewhat surprised that you could speak, having so many men staring at you.

"Welcome, Y/N!" They all said in unison.

You could feel your heart pounding into your chest furiously from how nervous you felt. You hoped you weren't saying something old-fashioned so you wouldn't get fired as soon as you've been hired. You heard a few steps next to you, with the corner of your eyes you saw his black hair as if he were just awake and a somewhat strange grin towards you. He made a gesture with his hand, asking for yours and hesitating a little, you gave it to him. However, it was his next action that totally surprised you and you could bet your face was like a tomato at that very moment. The tall, muscular man brushed his lips on the back of your hand, then kissing it before releasing your hand.

"Nice to meet you, beautiful. I'm Kuroo Tetsuro, but you can call me anytime." He murmured loudly, not caring if the others were listening. So that was the one the girl had warned you about, quite cheesy. You were going to answer, but all the boys laughed at what happened. Which made you wish the earth would suck and spit you out into another galaxy.

"In that case, Kuroo, you should call Akaashi directly because Y/N is his new assistant." Nakamura said, then chuckling at the growl of frustration the afore mentioned let out. You couldn't help but laugh too, covering your mouth so no one would see. You have always been ashamed of your smile.

"Why does Keiji take all the beautiful girls? It's unfair." The black haired one snaped, approaching a monochrome haired boy, who was next to Akaashi. Everyone laughed at his comment.

What a comedian.

After a while, everyone went about their business and Miss Nakamura told you to come over to Akaashi to introduce yourself to him. And with the nerves eating you from the inside, you were walking towards him. You thought of a thousand ways to introduce yourself to him, so as not to screw it up.

"Uhm, Sir Akaashi—," You started, but you got interrupted. You could tell in your voice how nervous you were.

"Please don't call me sir, I'm only 25 years old and it makes me feel old. You can use the san with me, it doesn't bother me." Akaashi said. You felt faint. Not only was he physically beautiful, but his voice was a beautiful contrast. It wasn't the first time you heard his voice, but hearing it in person was like a dream. His voice hoarse from him, but soft made your legs shake.

"Excuse me, Akaashi-san." He responded quickly, bowing apologetically, eliciting a soft laugh from the actor. Oh shit I made him laugh. You played with your fingers, not knowing what to say, but ended up saying, "It's nice to meet you and to be able to work with you."

You didn't know if you were dreaming or it was reality, but you managed to see a small smirk with his face before saying, "The pleasure is all mine, Miss L/N."

At this point you could see how nice he is. Which made you confused about the rumors surrounding him. Where did they get that he was rude?

However, you had no idea what was to come.

#prioritysope.fic #akaashi keiji #akaashi keji x reader #hq akaashi #akaashi fluff #akaashi smut #akaashi angst #akaashi keiji fanfiction #haikyū!! #haikyuu x reader #haikyuu smut #haikyuu angst #actors au

[nymeria1105]

Ok 4 days to the new season and I don’t know why but in this period I feel very positive about the Adrian situation...idk i have good feeling about that and since I usually write posts that freak people out (because I’m the first one who does), I decided to write down all the motivations that lead me to think that Adrian will be back (yes ok I’m probably in a phase of self-convictions but who cares?! 🤷🏻‍♀️🙈😅)

- First: if the writers had wanted to permanently eliminate the character the best solution, also to push Deran towards a path of self-destruction and get things a little more hectics, would have been to make him die, but no, they kept the door open for his possible return;

- Second: Mr. David DeSantos, aka Detective Livengood. So we know he will be in the next season and according to Imdb he should be at least in 4 episodes (including two more or less towards the end of the season, so his storyline will not end in the first episodes but will continue for a while) and we know that the story of his character is linked to the Adrian's drug storyline. About this, do you remember his IG story where he reminded us that because of his character Adrian had gone away? I wrote him a direct message under that and after a few days I found his like on it, maybe it does not mean anything and he did it just out of kindness or maybe...who knows? 🤷🏻‍♀️🤷🏻‍♀️🤷🏻‍♀️😏😏😏😏🤞🤞🤞

- Third: this is the one that had initially demotivated me a bit but now I started to see it from another perspective and i'm speaking about the complete silence of Spencer. No post or IG story on the new season of AK, no comments on the posts of the official account or on those of the various actors, zero, just a few random likes. And this thing makes me suspicious, i mean, it’s still a show in which you’ve been part for 4 seasons (and in the last one the storyline of your character was very important), I think it’s strange that he completely ignore the coming of the new season 🤨🤨 And you could say "Maybe he didn’t leave in good terms" but in this case it wouldn’t make sense to continue to follow the official social and put the likes to some posts no? 🤔🤔🤔Maybe this behavior is intended to avoid drawing attention to himself and to convince people that his character is really out of the show and that he will never come back? Maybe the writers/producers want to avoid spoilers and told him not to expose himself too much? Maybe i'm crazy and i want to see what i wanto to see??? 🙈🙈🙈😂😂😂

Anyway enjoy this post of positivity because I already know that once the season starts I'll return to the spiral of "Where the hell is Adrian?", "God, then it's true that he doesn't come back", "I miss him so much", " I want him back", "It's not right", "Let's see if Spencer has posted something" etc (🤦🏻‍♀️🤦🏻‍♀️🤦🏻‍♀️😂😂😂)... but for the moment i have good vibes and let's hope that these good vibes will not shatter (along with my heart) during the season 🤞🤞🤞🤞🤞🤞

#animal kingdom #deran x adrian #ak season 5 #animal kingdom tnt #deran cody #adrian dolan #spencer treat clark

[gettin-bi-bi-bi]

Hi, same anon from before (i would have replied in the og post but i dont want people insulting me on my blog, sorry). I have been reflecting for a long time actually and i know that my thoughts are wrong. The sad thing is that I didn’t use to think this way. Ironically this started after i started questioning my own gender identity and im mad because if i was not going to be 100% cis then *at least* i could be a trans man. I hate this stupid middle ground that im stuck with (which funny enough, is similar to my experience with bisexuality since i’m “mostly straight” or heteroflexible).

I dont think by any means that trans men are “confused lesbians” or anything of the sort. I didn’t want you or anyone else reading this think that I believe that bullshit. Trans men are men and im jealous of them for being men, as in that way they’re able to escape misogyny and lots of other benefits. Im angry because they were born with the same genetic configuration as i was and yet they get some of the benefits that cis men are born with. And yes, i resent men in general but I don’t believe they’re evil and I DEFINITELY know that women are not saints. I have tried to get away from these sort of posts, but yeah on twitter women i know (former highschool classmates) are constantly sharing stories of rape, murder and abuse perpetuated by men against women. They don’t directly say “men are evil” but they do perpetruate fear of men and in this pandemic that has really affected me (it didnt use to before)

Whenever i bring this to my therapist she tells me to think of something else which is a temporal solution but it doesnt help my problem. I don’t think she understands but also i cant change therapist.

I hope i could have made myself more clear in this :( i dont wanto be a bad person

And no, unfortunately im not transmasc. Im comfortable in my body as it is (whenever i dont think that because for what i look like im more likely to get r*ped)

Honey, I don't know how to say this without sounding like I am telling you what your gender is. Of course that's up to you. But you have just found so many ways of saying that ~unfortunately you are not transmasc~ that I can't help but get the feeling that... maybe... you are?! You know... me as a cis woman, I don't feel sad about not being a man. I don't envy men for their gender, I don't envy trans men for """escaping womanhood and misogyny""". Which, as Tiger pointed out in their reblog, isn't even true - transmascs are also often subjected and targeted to misogyny because transphobes are misgendering them as they please.

I also think you are soaking up way too many things about sexual assault, if that's so present on your mind. That's not healthy. Yes, rape is something that happens in this world and we should talk about it and try to prevent it. But a) rape is never the victim's fault and no matter what someone's identity is that doesn't make it any better or worse. and b) if this topic upsets you so much that you are literally worrying about it all the time then maybe take some time off. Log off twitter for a while, use a blacklist to filter out the topics that upset you so much. It is not healthy for anyone to constantly worry about how "likely" it is that you will get raped. I don't know if you have experiences any sexual trauma but whether you did or not - if this makes you so anxious then maybe that's also something you need to deal with. And if your therapist isn't helping you then maybe you need to find a new one (one who is also specialised in queer and gender things, if this one isn't?)

It's another aspect of radical feminism to paint a """universal female experience""" that consists of suffering and inherent victimhood and I feel like you are somehow paddling in that stream as well. The thing is that for many woman, myself included, this is totally unrelatable. Yes, misogyny is a thing that exists and it affects different people in different ways. But it's not on my mind 24/7. The fear of being raped isn't on my radar at all, unless I find myself in a situation where someone is actually harrassing me. I don't feel shackled by my existence as a woman when I just live my life and I certainly don't experience my statistical likelyhood of being sexually assaulted as an inherent part of my gender. That is all to say that: what you are experiencing and what you are attributing to your (apparent) connection to womanhood is NOT a universal experience and you can break out of that. You are not doomed to view womanhood that way because this is a narrative - one of many - and you can choose to rewrite it to your own liking.

Whether you come out of that as a non-binary person who may or may not be woman-aligned. Whether you realise you actually are transmasc or maybe """just""" a gnc cis woman.... that doesn't really matter at this point in my opinion. Because you have so much negativity associated to literally any gender option that I think you gotta try to clean the slate and rebuild a more positive or at least neutral look on things.

"yes, i resent men in general but I don’t believe they’re evil" is not a healthy or even at all reasonable way to think. Why resent men in general? What justifies that? If you on principle despise half of the human population then this has got to take a toll on your mental health so please try to figure out a way to dismantle what makes you think like that and learn to think more critically about blanket-statements that are being made about men (or any gender).

Maddie

[countessofbiscuit]

Fine before Eleven

Foxiyo, Teen, 1100 words | Ao3

Senator Riyo Chuchi is anxious. Tomorrow will see the very public installation of Sujimis’s Junior Delegation. It’s a night that calls for dry heat and a dry run, if only her lover will cooperate. . . .

“You have to mean it,” Riyo declared, her voice stern against the blanket of heat.

“But I don’t want to mean it.”

Stood over her was Fox, holding a broom of birch, junipine, and linden cuttings. He’d been largely initiated into the ways of the sauna; entered into its rituals with relish, even if Riyo sensed its physic properties bemused him still. Her lacquered nakedness. The plush, everclean towels. The sibilance of oil and water upon hot stones, a sound like the anticipation of an outdoor exercise. The fine scarves of steam. He visibly joyed in these things.

One custom remained. And on the eventide of a momentous cultural occasion — something of a personal triumph — a traditional branching seemed appropriate. A hearty flagellation to excite her blood, before Riyo introduced the Plutonian Talz to the Senate.

But Fox was struggling to get into the spirit of things; the feathering he’d just given her wouldn’t scare a snipebug.

“My love, ápu are not for decoration,” Riyo told him. Gathered from groves around the summer house, the branches had been manicured and bundled into bunches of varying lengths and character for her Coruscant home. Fox had selected the smallest, enervated it further in water, and now wielded it limply.

“This is very rough,” he observed, worriedly. Disregarding the effort gone into making it anything but.

“I am not for decoration, either.”

“I command the Guard. I’m honor and duty and everything-bound to prevent harm upon you. Not a scratch on my watch.”

Prone on the bench, Riyo bristled. “If you don’t want me in high dudgeon, you will smack me, Fox. And before the caf goes cold, if you please.”

“Can’t I just give you a massage, sweetheart?”

“And press all my pores down? No. I wish to be whisked — need to be, if I am to look my best tomorrow.”

“You’re always glowing.”

“Such sweet kark. Grandmama will thrash you, and then you’ll see what Pantoran affection looks like. And she won’t spare your tender bits.”

Any mention of Grandmama usually sent Fox complying. She represented a profound authority.

Fox thwacked her. His wrist directed the motion, but Riyo was soon alive to childhood sensations and present contentment. Eventually she turned over to expose her front, feeling pleasantly rotisseried.

“Much better.” She rewarded Fox with a fondle and dragged him outside. There they crowded into the new plunge bath. Riyo settled herself upon Fox’s lap, swilling water crisp as snowmelt over stones that did not breathe, and helped herself to both bowls of kudinai because Fox balked at real cheese, even if it wasn’t bantha-based. Then they returned to the sauna, so she could frisk her Fox instead. Demonstrably.

The exertion had its effects.

“Did you just — ”

“Yes,” Riyo clipped, purpling. “I’m allowed to toot in my own company.”

“Maybe if you people didn’t torture your cheesestuffs, it wouldn’t seek vengeance.”

“You people.” She hit him, hard. “Uncouth man!”

Chortling, Fox rolled up. “I’m not the savage here,” he said, stealing her and her apú away. He loped into the house with her across his shoulders, now and then whacking her bottom playfully, until Riyo was most exhilarated. Pink and ripe and ready.

Fox applied himself in bed with no encouragement at all. Riyo lost her breath in a wet cry of bliss.

But find her voice again she must. Thi-Sen’s delegation was en route; Prime Ambassador Sessi was old, and never made speeches now except when in his brandy; and her dress was steamed like she, its sash ruched and fastened with an immense, pearl-studded narglatch broach. The ceremony and everything it signified existed in all but historical fact. There was even an OpenNet article on the One-Day War, a name popularized by a sensational headline in The Peito Gazette.

Riyo reminded herself of Speaker Cherkou’s goodwill and was heartened. Her confidence, too, had plumed over the ratification of the Cold Spear Peace. She snuggled against Fox’s chest and tuned herself with a recital many minutes long.

“... and forge a genuinely shared system for generations to come. And that it might be said the magnificent narglatch looks at the moon not in despair, but in hope and kinship.”

Riyo finally dropped her datapad, sighing deep, pleased that it hadn’t been much needed. “How was that?”

Behind her, Fox set aside a burl bowl emptied of Eazy Shells and dressing. He had to be coaxed into making domestic decisions for himself; the results were sometimes extremely individual. Her parents would be spared the anecdote.

“I don’t get it,” he said.

“Oh dear.”

“No, just the last line. It’s very pretty” — here, a kiss upon her neck for emphasis — “but is it a reference to something?”

“Yes. To the Talz tradition about the moon. Thi-Sen is to perform the tale ceremonially. But I’ll make the allusion less obscure, in case the program changes unexpectedly. It often does.” Riyo highlighted the text, already chewing over the phrasing in her mind. How tired she was of speech-writing! The medium of interpretive dance was beginning to hold great appeal.

“What’s the tale?”

“It’s much better told by Thi-Sen.”

“I can’t understand Thi-Sen.”

“It shall be translated by Padmé’s protocol droid.”

Fox groaned. “Even worse. I can’t stand his voice.” He hugged her tighter. “I’d like to hear it from you, first.”

“Very well,” Riyo began. “Plutonia has its own native species of vulptex. Very white, fluffier than ours on the tundra. The Talz say that long ago, the Great Narglatch was locked in a ceaseless pursuit of Vulptex the Cunning. One night — Fox, you really must behave if I’m to remember this right.”

His wonderful wandering hands stilled. “Sorry.”

“One night, tired of cutting canyons around the planet, Vulptex stopped on a frozen lake to parley with Narglatch. She pointed to the pink orb under the ice and convinced him it was a block of meat — the reflection of Pantora, of course, and much tastier than she. Narglatch was famished, and so he clawed and clawed and gnawed and gnawed at the ice, gobbling up so much that he burst. Thus his spiked mane, and why the Talz say the narglatch roars unhappily at the moon.”

“What happened to Vulptex?”

“She ran far beyond Narglatch’s reach, burrowed deep, and is rarely seen to this day. Medcha Wanto — Thi-Sen’s deputy, you know — he promised to bag one for me. I told him that wasn’t necessary.”

“Mmm,” rumbled Fox, nibbling her ear ungently. “You already have a fox.”

Riyo grinned. “I do, indeed.” And she stuffed the ‘pad safely beneath the pillows, to be forgotten until morning.

. . . . . 

(Ao3)

#foxiyo #riyo chuchi #commander fox #pantora #the clone wars

[jupitereleven]

turoring - eren x reader (pt. 2)

characters: eren x reader, mikasa x eren.

summary: After the test you and eren go out, things happen and you go to his match.

warnings: none

word count: 0.6k

tutoring - eren x reader (pt1)

master list aot

20:04 p.m.

"You look good" Eren says looking at you.

"Thank you" You said blushing a little.

"You wanto to go inside?"

"Sure"

20:13 p.m

"So... why you asked to me to come here with you?” you said looking around.

“You don’t like it?” Eren says nervously.

“I didn’t say that, it’s..just.. too fancy i think. When you said you want a dinner with me i thought that we were going to have a pizza or something like that…”

“Yeah you are right but this place is okay right? If you don’t like it we can-“

“No no i like it” you stopped him.

“Soo i wanted to ask you something”

“Mh”

“Could you come Saturday at the game?”

“You want me to come and watch you play?”

“Yeah, why not?”

“And after that?” you questioned

“If i win you own me a dinner”

“If you lose?”

“You choose”

“Okay deal”

22:11 p.m.

“I really appreciate the dinner Eren”

“Really?”

“Yes, i would like to come again with you”

“We hope i win the game” he winked.

“So are you going out with someone?”

“Who? Me? Definitely not. Why you asking, Eren?”

“Just curiosity”

“Mh”

“I would like to go out with you” he whispered but you heard it.

“What?”

“It was nothing” he said shyly.

“I heard you and… iwouldliketogooutwithyouto”

“What did you say”

“I said that i would like to go out with you to”

He smiled and hugged you.

22:47 p.m.

Suddenly you hear that someone was calling Eren from afar.

“EREN”

You and Eren turn around and saw Mikasa running towards the two of you.

“Oh hey Mikasa, what are you doing here?” he said awkwardly.

“What i was doing here?!? I was waiting for you. And you are he with her!” she pointed at you.

You looked at Eren. "what she is talking about" you tought. You really didn't understand nothing and you kept looking at Eren an explanation.

"Y/n can we see each other later?" Eren asked nervously.

"Yeah sure" you said and start walking away.

"Why Mikasa said those things? Did Eren really have to go out with Mikasa instead of me?" you think.

09:30 a.m.

Still upset by Mikasa's words, you head for school. No calls or new messages from Eren and his game is tomorrow. "Should I really go there?"

In class you sit in the usual place between Marco and Jean. After a few minutes you see Eren enter and not even 2 minutes Mikasa entered. You didn't tought so much and you continued to talk to Jean and Marco.

13:01 p.m.

Classes are over for today. As you picked up your things Eren walked over.

"Hey sorry for yesterday" Eren said.

"Oh no its okay. I understand"

"So tomorrow you are coming, right?"

"Oh yeah sure"

"Good because i want that kiss"

"Only if you win" you started walking away.

"I'm going" he said making a wink.

The day after, 18:04 p.m.

The game started and you was here, looking towards eren who was playing. At one point you hear a voice screaming the name of "Eren". You turned around and saw Mikasa with some other girls holding a billboard that read "We love you Eren" and the number of his jersey.

18:30 p.m.

Eren's team is in the lead, there were a few minutes left and just at that moment Eren made a point. He turned to you and smiled.

18:40 p.m

A roar of joy spread all over the place.Eren team win.

Eren turned to you and motioned for you to come closer. You ran to him and hugged him.

"I'm glad you won"

"Me too, because now you owe me a kiss."

He cupped your cheeks and his lips touched yours.

You kissed in front of everyone but no one was paying attencion. And the two of you were happy like that.

#aot #attack on titan #eren x y/n #eren x reader #eren x you #eren yaeger x y/n #eren yaeger x you #eren jeager #eren yeager

[ambiguousdisorderken]

Something hot about Cas wearing dean’s clothes when John comes to visit (and Dean wearing an apron over his flannel and cuffed jeans and belt - like the good male wife he is 💗). Heck sometimes Dean wears Cas’ trench coat.

you are a 100% correct, though i still want john to burn in hell for eternity but that would make dean uneasy. so if he's not in hell, i think watching dean get all cutesy and messy and flirty around his husband, them sharing clothes, them being all over each other, would be enough of a punishment and a lesson for john.

and yes. the trench coat. yes.

WAIT!!! started typing and now i realized you didn't say "ONLY trench coat". entirely my bad. so ignore what follows under the unnecesary info box below because after that it's just gonna be me rambling about the 'only' scenario and it gets nsfwishish. i'm so sorry, my apologies.

[[[a thing you don't need to know: the first result when you look for 'trench coat' as keyword for a gif to add on a text post is something dean would do when he wore cas'. porn ban who??😌]]]

he. uhm. k. so it could've started once cas found dean sleeping on his perfectly-made bed, naked. and ofc cas was all lecherous laser gaze, not his fault (but also completely his fault .. he remade that hot bod), but he's also protective and caring!! so he took off his trench coat and covered dean with it. before dean woke, in that haze just before consciousness sets in, it was all cas, he could see him, and there was also his scent, his warmth, even his taste, but no touch. dammit. this all just to say dean woke up horny. luckily cas was sitting there right next to him. to make things short, dean put on the trench coat because he was a bit chilly and he totally just wanted to, then asked nicely (and wanto.. yearningly) for cas to [gunshot] him.

gosh! both the comfort and the power trip dean must get out of wearing cas' coat though... he feels little and cared for... exact same thing EXACT SAME THING licherally as wearing your boyfriend's hoodies 🚬

#answered #so sorry my brain implanted the word 'only' and i ran with it

[dreamii-yume]

I read you standard twisted wonderland smut on ao3 and I was wondering if you can write one for my friends birthday? She is turn 29 next month. And she been wanto g to see a yandar cater x mc. Were the mc is a human with wolf ears and tail, and is the object of desire for Cater who wants her for himself.

Tell her I said, Happy Birthday~! (*^▽^*) Hope you like this sinfic~! Sorry if it’s late! (//∇//)

♥♥♥♥♥

Darling was simply intriguing to him! Her ears and tail that resembles that of a wolf? Totally worth putting on his feed~! Magicamable! Cater had just become so attached to you but wait, isn’t it supposed to be the other way around~? Oh, well~! That trope was so last year anyway!

♥♥♥♥♥

Cater had always been the type to get bored with things so easily. He follows trends and is always up to date on what’s new but always ends up dropping them once it becomes irrelevant. If you think about it, it’s just how humanity functions, there’s just no more fun in things we already got used to. The world continues on functioning, adding a new collection to its massive space, waiting for the new revolutionary thing to appear. Cater had learned how to adapt to it, just something that he grew up believing.

So, explain to him why someone like you, a young woman with an unusual pair of wolf ears and tail had caught his attention so much?

Your species weren’t new, Cater had seen tons of half-animal people in Savanaclaw and even outside Night Raven College. He thought he would just greet you and take a quick selfie like he always does with newcomers and proceed to go on with his life. But that didn’t turn out to be the case, a simple small talk became a full-on conversation and Cater was genuinely invested in your stories. Perhaps it wasn’t your appearance but your overall personality that intrigued him? It sounded cheesy when said out loud but it was true, you have an approachable and laid-back personality, it was easy for anyone to adapt with you.

Now that he had a closer look at you, Cater was starting to doubt his earlier assumptions about you being like the Savanaclaw students. No, you were far too calm and outgoing compared to those ferocious and troublesome students of Night Raven College. Not to mention that unlike their dirty and worn out fur, yours was clean and well-groomed, like you took really good care of yourself. On the day he thought about it, Cater didn’t notice how his hand had automatically move to pat you on the head, stroking your ears. It was just as he expected, it was as soft as silk, like a well-made fluffy stuffed toy.

Then, realization had slowly dawned on him as you looked up, confused at his sudden actions. He wasn’t the type to fret over things and would usually shrug it off as a joke, but at this moment, Cater swore his face had flushed red from embarrassment. He was never an awkward person, he works hard not to be but right now, it was difficult to take his hand off your head, still wanting to feel your soft fur. Cater thought that he screwed up big time, that you might now be looking at him at a different, negative light and started to contemplate whether your fluff was worth it or not. He was so ready for you to run away, all the while look at him with disturbed look on your face.

But instead, you laughed at him as if you were amused by his actions.

“You know, if you wanted to feel my ears, you could’ve just asked?” You said, giggling and Cater swore his heart skipped a beat, his hand twitched whilst in your head. You closed your eyes and leaned on his touch, giving him more access to your twitching ears. Opening your eyes once again, you gave him a silly grin whilst a cute tiny tint of pink forms in your cheeks. “It feels nice when people scratch the back of my ears like this so, I don’t mind.”

That was it. That was the moment that confirmed what Cater felt for you.

Something more than what a senior feel towards their junior.

Something more than what someone feel towards a friend.

This was different, something Cater thought he won’t be able to feel for a while.

So, this was what falling in love feels like...

Cater could feel his face began turn unusually hot and red in which he panicked at. Before you could notice, he took advantage of his ability to move again and without thinking, buried you in his arms so that you wouldn’t be able see his face. You squeaked in obvious surprise but was also very confused on why he was embracing you all of a sudden. “A-Ah! Really!? Is that so? T-Then, don’t mind if I do~!” Cater said as a way to answer your confusion, his voice sounded too fake for his liking but he just hoped that you’ll somehow buy it. His shaking hand began to gently scratch the back of your ear like you said. “Uwah~! So soft, so fluffy~!”

You were still a bit confused but decided to go along with it and slowly wrapped your arms around him too, patting his back. Cater flinched, his body seemingly became a lot more sensitive to your touch. He laughed nervously as sweat formed in his forehead, dripping slightly as he looked the other way. In the end, his unexpected awkwardness became a way for you two to get closer, literally. It wasn’t everyday where you realize you’re in love with someone and the next move you do is to immediately hug them after all.

Still, even with all that, Cater smiled, melting in your embrace as his hearts flutter in a good way. Before he knew it, he took out his phone and snap a shot of himself with you in his arms, surprising you. This was a way for him to commemorate his new-found feelings. Needless to say, both of you proceeded with Cater enjoying the blush on your face while scolding him for taking a picture without your knowledge.

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Time goes by and Cater just grew more and more attached to you. There wasn’t any day you spent where he didn’t appear, at least days where you don’t hear his voice calling out to you in a sing-along voice were almost non-existent. Sometimes he would appear in the most convenient of places and it would result into a small talk between the two of you, if not, just taking a quick selfie together. Cater became a lot touchier too ever since the day you gave him the permission to do so, which you guessed was categorized as your own fault. However, there would be times where he would hug you so affectionately in public that you were beginning to feel really awkward around people, thankfully Ace and Deuce were there to pry him away from you.

Cater just really loves to spend time with you so he couldn’t help himself! Cater invites you to every single of unbirthday party in Heartslabyul too, which fortunately in his part, you and the other members didn’t really mind. He would ask you to paint the roses with him, a simple excuse to spend more time with you and talk a little bit more. During unbirthday parties, Cater eventually did notice that you do not partake in any sweets. He initially thought that you were not a big fan of sweets just like him and momentarily, caused a delusion of how perfect the two of you because of this preference.

But no, it turns out you were just not made to eat sweets like this which broke his delusion rather quickly. Though, he did notice that your tail would wag up and down, trying to hide your excitement and your eyes sparkling as a monc blanc was placed in front of you. Cater felt bad but find it super adorable at the way your ears would flopped down in disappointment as you watch others eat their cakes while you were stuck with some mediocre snack. It was easy to tell just how much you wanted to eat the sweets but unlike him, who just really hated anything sweet, your biology just doesn’t allow you to consume any.

“Sweets messes up my stomach and I always end up vomitting so...No, thank you.” You explained to him, scratching the back of your head.

As a way to help you, Cater instantly turned towards Trey and asked for the favor of overwriting the effects of sweets in your body. This meant you could eat the sweets without changing the flavor and without any side effects to worry about! You were confused at first but when Cater pressured you to try the monc blanc that you’ve been eyeing for a while, you widened your eyes. Anyone who was watching you thought it was the purest thing that they’ve ever seen, just a wolf girl gobbling down a monc blanc for the first time. Cater smiled brightly at that, happy that he was able to make you experience the taste of a sweet that you weren’t able to enjoy but...

At the end of the day, it was Trey who made that possible for you. Not him.

With that thought in his mind, Cater, for the very first time, felt jealous of the Heartslabyul’s vice dorm head’s unique magic. If he had that kind of magic, he would use it anytime you wanted to eat anything that’s physically bad for your body. He wouldn’t care whether he overuses his magic, if he could see you smile like that every time he does so, it would be so worth it.

Why does he not have that kind of magic? A magic that can make you this happy? Why does Trey have it and he doesn’t?

Why?

Blinded by the sudden dangerous thoughts, Cater was pulled back from reality when he felt a gentle tug on his shirt. He quickly turned around and had instantly came in face to face with you. His smile and his body froze because of the close distance, not even realizing how you held up a spoon full of chocolate mousse towards him.

“You should try some too, Cater-senpai.” You offered, your other hand guiding the spoon from beneath just in case it fell off.

“Oh...! Um...” Cater blinked dumbfoundly looking at you and the chocolate mousse he dreads to see. The dessert made his stomach churn, it looked too sweet for his taste. However, you smiled at him, patiently waiting for the moment he would take it in his mouth. That chocolate mousse is definitely going to mess up his appetite but you were willing to feed him like this! Isn’t this exactly what a girlfriend and a boyfriend would do!?

“T-Thank you for the food~!” Cater gulped in nervousness at first with his face remaining red before opening up his mouth and engulfing the creamy texture of the dessert, ready to fight the taste of the disgusting sweet flavor.

Except, there was none.

In fact, it tasted delicious! Like that of his favorite cheesy omourice!

Chewing in shock, Cater turned towards you in which you laughed at how ridiculously confused he was. “I heard you didn’t like sweets so I already asked Trey-senpai to overwrite the taste for you.” You said, smiling mischievously at him. “I can’t be the only one who’s enjoying the unbirthday party desserts now, can I? I guess we have Trey-senpai to thank for that.”

Covering his mouth as he chews, his eyes were wide this whole time until the moment he swallowed. It took him a while to recover but with a blush on his face, he scratched the back of his head and grinned. He took this as another opportunity to tackle you into a playful hug, patting your head all throughout. “Gosh~! You got me there, you little...!” Cater said as you merely laughed.

He hugged you tighter but without you getting too suspicious about it and buried his face on your ear. His hand was playfully stroking the fur in your tail as he smiled with the blush that never left his cheeks. Cater was happy, this turned out to be such a blissful day for him and it was all thanks to you.

With that, Cater fell deeper in love as he took another selfie with you.

...And almost forgetting about the way his mind had clouded over him such dangerous questions in his head.

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At this point, Cater was convinced that the two of you were meant for each other.

From walking to school grounds at the earliest of day, your routine always had him in it now, even if it’s unintentional. At lunch, you would sit next to him and even though the other students from Hearyslabyul was there, Cater felt your attention was always on him. When you would visit Heartslabyul, the two of you would sit on the grass and you would even let him fondle your fluffy tail, a part that you specifically told him that was very sensitive so he had to be careful. You two were practically acting like an official couple now, right? It’s a perfect chemistry, no one can argue about that!

So...Why?

Why do you still spend time with other people when you already have him?

Cater could feel nothing but emptiness inside of him whenever he sees you talking to another guy, be it as simple as asking for notes, he didn’t care. He doesn’t want anyone coming as close as a meter to you. Due to your difference in school years, your class schedule was a lot different from his, therefore there are some times he wouldn’t be there to be with you. Times like these causes great anxiety for Cater, not knowing where you are or what you were doing.

What if you were being taken advantage of other men right now? What if you were falling in love with someone else? What if there was something bad about to happen to you and there’s no one to warn you about it?

Aah...Riddle will have his head if he doesn’t focus on his studies like this.

Even though Cater knew that there wasn’t any official relationship between the two of you just yet, he still couldn’t help but become jealous of other people. Finding out that he wasn’t the only one who’s allowed to pet you on the head and play with your tail was already upsetting enough. How dare the guy made you laugh by tickling that specific part of your ear? He must’ve had a death wish and Cater would gladly grant it for him if he wanted. But when you have such an exotic darling such as yourself with fur that was so addicting to touch, it was just a given that other people would flock all over you. Cater had learned this the hard way.

But it doesn’t mean it’s alright. He absolutely hated that.

Walking around one day, Cater brightened at the sight of you in the distance. Your back was facing him but even an idiot could tell it was you just from that. Eager to immediately greet you, his mood suddenly darken when he realized that you were talking to another male student with a notebook and pen in your hand, seemingly writing what he was telling you. Cater stood there for a few seconds, his mind was in shambles about what he was going to do, silently glaring at the poor guy. Then, he decided to move forward, ready to do the worse thing if it ever came to it.

You took notes of what your classmates was saying, all about tips and advices regarding the subject you just learned earlier. You were falling quite behind the class and you didn’t want your grades to suffer because of it. Therefore, here you were, listening to the class president about it, thinking how clear his advices were.

Suddenly, two hands snaked from behind you, wrapping one around your shoulders and the other one rudely taking your pen away. You jerked in surprise and noticed how it was your senior, Cater Diamond all along. “C-Cater-senpai!” You exclaimed. Even with your senses, you didn’t sense him at all, which led you to the conclusion that he probably used teleportation magic.

“Hey, (Y/N)-chan~ What ‘cha doing?” He innocently asked as if he didn’t just rudely interrupt you from writing your notes. He even held up your pen and started spinning it on his hand.

“Oh...I was asking for notes...” You said, a bit uneasy. You were used to this kind of behavior from Cater so you didn’t actually understand why you felt so unnerved all of a sudden. It’s like your stomach was screaming for you that this was a different course of action than before. “Can I have my pen back ple-“

“Oh, is that so~! Is that so~!” Cater cheerfully said, cutting you off before you could even finish your sentence and turning towards the guy you were talking with. He gave him his signature smile but it doesn’t quite reach the look in his eyes, which made the guy flinch as a nervous reaction. “I’ll be borrowing (Y/N)-chan for a while, yeah~? It’s kind of an urgent thing so...”

Cater pointed the pen at him, the pointed end suddenly felt like a knife directed at the guy’s neck. The atmosphere felt dangerous, your ears perked up in alert, something was definitely not right here. “...Can you go away for a while? I’ll really, really appreciate it.” He said, his voice was enough to cause the guy to sweat nervously.

“A-Ah, yes, of course...!” The guy said and quickly ran away, with an imaginary tail between his legs. You didn’t even get to protest as the guy went off without any goodbye. You clicked your tongue, you needed the guy’s knowledge to study for the upcoming exam. Whatever your senior wanted to talk about, it better be worth it.

As Cater waved at him, all too happy to see him go away, you turned to him with a somehow annoyed look. “What is it?” You asked, containing how upset you are. “What do you want to talk about? You said it’s urgent?”

Finally, you two were alone and Cater turned to you, blinking. He then gave you a huge grin and stuck his tongue out. “Oh, that? That was just a bluff~! There’s really nothing serious happening so, don’t worry~!” He said, laughing but you were not amused. “I just really want him to go away~!”

“...I was asking him for notes. Exam is right around the corner, you see...” You said, still trying to contain your irritation.

Cater noticed that shift on your mood however, sensing your current emotion had become a skill that he had mastered this past few days. You flinched as he leaned in closer to your face, you could feel his breath on your neck. He looked at the notes on your hand, reading them before giving a chuckle. “Oh, this is normal first-year stuff~! I can teach you these, no problem~!” Cater proudly said before his voice lowered down. “Anyways~”

“What’s wrong, (Y/N)-chan~? Are you upset~?” He asked, whispering in your ear as his hand moved down to your waist, wrapping them around. He used the other tip of your pen to turn your chin towards him. At this point, you were feeling so uncomfortable, Cater was touchy before but not to this extent. But still, no matter how irritated you felt, you couldn’t help but feel somehow scared of your situation. You gulped at the look in his eyes, you felt trapped. “It’s not good to bottle up feelings, sweetie~!”

Sweetie...?

It was when he moved towards the tip of your ear and bit them slightly that you finally decided to draw the line and found the courage to push him away. Cater looked surprised himself in your act of rejection before looking up at him with an upset expression face.

“Please, stop that!” You finally snapped, but still trying to remain polite with him. “You’re far too close and I’m finding your touches inappropriate lately!”

“It’s making me uncomfortable so, I think it’s better if you leave me alone for a while!”

With that, you turned away from him, walking away without even waiting for his reply, your tail swaying back and forth in annoyance. Cater tried calling out for you, hoping to fix your mood by laughing it off as usual and apologizing but unfortunately, that didn’t become the case. It seems like you were really pissed this time. As you walked away after letting out a fit like that, he couldn’t help but feel uneasy himself. He screwed up big time, his eyes widened in realization as he covered his mouth.

But still, Cater couldn’t help but feel that it was a tad bit unfair. He was just showing you his love that you haven’t been noticing these past few days, why were you being so feisty for? Is it bad to protect something that clearly already belongs to him? Isn’t just natural instinct to be protective of you? He didn’t want you anywhere near these dirty students, he was the only one who clearly knows how to handle you.

His expression darken as his eyes swirl in madness, why were you like this? He was even kind enough to drive away that guy who could potentially ruin you. Instead of being grateful about it, you looked at him as if he was the one in the wrong instead. Saying those kinds of words to him, saying to leave you alone, aren’t you being too mean?

Those words hurt, you know?

Cater clicked his tongue, perhaps he had spoiled you a bit too much now. You were still the same angel he fell in love with but that was no way in talking to your lover, you know? You’ve started to bark now and he isn’t sure if he was liking it. He would’ve absolutely liked you being the obedient little wolf that you are. It would be just a matter of time before you would seriously bear your fangs at him and if he doesn’t do anything, you’ll slip away from his grasp.

Guess animals really do need extreme discipline to understand who their owners are, huh?

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Continue the Spice~?

Aaahh, so our wifi connection decided this was the best time to disconnect. I actually don’t know the next time I’ll update (￣▽￣)

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Karneval - Score 125: An Unwavering Resolve.

Hi guys! Here’s today summary. Hope you enjoy it!

Summary below:

[Once again, you can check Muse’s blog for the raws: here & here. Remember to look at them from right → left].

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The chapter begins with Gareki pondering:

“It’s true I was worried about Tsubame but I’ve been so busy with my own problems that I haven’t really been keeping up with her”. [x - first page]

Then we see a flashback of Gareki and Akari-sensei after their meeting. [x - second page]

Akari asks him if it’s his first time participating in an allegiance ceremony and Gareki replies affirmatively saying that he only learnt about it at Kuronomei. The ceremony hall is connected to the underground level of the Research Tower in case the doctors need to intervene in any given moment, so they get going.

Then the doc tells Gareki that Tsubame is the one who will be receiving her bracelet and joining the first ship. [x - first page]

Gareki looks shocked as he wasn’t expecting that but then he smiles and thinks to himself “so she passed the selection exam”.  [x - second page]

The flashback continues to the moment when Tsubame faints. [x]

Gareki is startled when he sees her hair changing color (in the previous chapter we saw that he associates the color change with Yotaka turning into a varuga). He narrates “I haven’t been paying much attention to her but I never thought she would have made such a stupid choice”.

In the next scene we have Gareki being all upset while he yells “what were you thinking when you decided to increase the level of incuna in your system?! Are you stupid???”. [x - first page]

Tsubame smiles and apologizes. Gareki is hurt because she didn’t tell him anything about it. She says she didn’t want to worry him. He gets angry and tells her “you could have died like your brother!!”, then he goes for Akari-sensei “why didn’t you guys stop her?!”. [x - second page]

Tsubame intervenes and says it was her choice and that she was the one who asked for this.

Gareki is appalled and yells that this isn’t what Yotaka would have wanted for her and that he did everything in his power to prevent her from turning into a varuga. Tsubame snaps back and says she is not a varuga and that some people can adapt themselves to the incuna cells just like Yogi and that if that’s going to give her the power she needs to fight then she’s willing to take the risk. [x - first page]

She then apologizes again and tells Gareki that she knows he has always been taking care of them [x - second page]. She says that she’s his big sister and that now that the two of them are the only ones left they should protect together this world where their grandpa and the others live. 

In the next pages [x] Tsubame tells him: “there are now a lot of people you care about, right? Before, you wouldn't have gotten carried away like you just did. That makes me happy”.

(Our boy has grown so much omg).

She continues: “there are many things I wanto to accomplish [...] so I'm even ready to become a weapon for you”. [x - first page]

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Gareki’s back in the lab, Chihiro teases him “my boy, you look like you've been crying your eyes out” but Ako hurriedly warns her to not to bother him and make him lose his temper. [x - second page]

Doctor Akari is back and Ako tells him their analysis have determined that the attack to the third ship was indeed caused by Kafka-Karoku. [x]

He says KK apparently possesses the ability to distort space and create “zones” like the one Gareki and Nai entered during the raid at the Smokey Mansion and that he’s also able to manipulate very large areas. 

Then Akari says that the reason Circus haven’t found Kafka’s headquarters until now is probably because of KK’s power. [x - first page]

Gareki asks if that means he’s able to teleport anywhere, even to the Research Tower but Ako replies “I don’t think so. This is only a guess but I have the impression that he can't enter into a particular place without permission so he can only invite others into his own”. [x - second page]

Gareki looks shocked as he says “so that means that it was Nai who went to him?”. [x - first page]

Akari-sensei replies “Yes, that’s possible...” while Gareki continues:

“That time at the Smokey Mansion too, when we went to where Kafka-Karoku was it was Nai who brought me back while I was half-conscious”.  [x - second page]

“So it could be that this time too Nai went out of the Research Tower and into a different place.

But there’s something else I want to know, what exactly is Nai to you guys?”. He asks glaring at Akari-sensei. [x - first page]

“I mean, given his particular nature he must have a special role, right? Isn't there something the higher-ups aren’t telling us/are hiding from us?”.  [x - second page] Gareki says while Akari-sensei just looks at him.

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Back to the second ship now [x].

Yogi, Tsukumo and Jiki are back from investigating what happened to the third ship. [x]

Hirato returns too, Tsukumo and Yogi ask him if they are going to talk about their mission for the next day but Hirato tells them to go and get some rest, they say they aren’t tired yet so he just tells them “the upcoming battle will depend on you. You understand that, right?”. [x]

"So use those restless feelings as a motivation to fight and go rest now” [x - first page]. He says they’ll have the brifieng the next morning and that they are going to be deployed over the three zones Circus suspect are currently infiltrated by varugas. Yogi and Tsukumo answer “yes, sir! / understood!” and prepare to go to bed. [x-second page]

In the last scene both of them think of Nai: “Please Nai, hang in there!”.

Meanwhile we see him being strangled by Keshiki’s ‘coat’. [x]

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Update: Check chapter 126 here.

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