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#I know it's not going to show in the tags but this is my bsd blog!! And I've looked forward so much to the day I'd finally be able to–
sensitiveheartless · 8 months
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...K this is going to sound completely out of the blue, but this has been haunting me today —
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kyouka-supremacy · 1 year
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Shin Sōkoku - BSD Chapter 105: In the Closeted Room
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neo-shitty · 3 months
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spring day never latches on to a permanent face. it takes the form of the people i miss whom i have no way of reconnecting with. ever since i read that message in my inbox, it has taken the form of you, kesya.
#i read that the night before a big midterm examination and tbh i haven't had the headspace to deal with the weight of the emotions until now#tumblr deactivations always bore more weight bc it's permanent and ig thats why it hurt a lot more i'm heartbroken#i didn't realize until now how much your deactivation has wiped—every ask sent; every reblogged interacted with; your tags; your writing#i've looked up to you for a while haha long before i've bombarded your inbox with lengthy asks abt bsd; i loved your writing first#then your thoughts second and how well articulated you were and eventually your whole being; how you consumed content as a whole#whenever you loved something you loved it in full; every piece of media you enjoyed was passed on with such appreciation#it showed in the way you passionately talked abt things; bsd-86-eren-aot to name a few. i always loved talking to you.#you always reciprocated my energy#i'm sorry for never getting around to answering your last ask i've been so busy with life. and i'm also sorry for finding out too late.#i can't quite sum up all my feelings into these tags. i just miss you a lot and i don't know where these emotions should go#but i hope they find you somehow. i'm not really going anywhere so i hope you'll find me here when the time comes.#who am i going to talk to when bsd s6 (whenever that may be) comes out? 🙁🙁#your presence is dearly missed kesya#i've received asks on your deactivation and have seen posts from your mutuals#for the past year since i've stopped writing here you've been the only thing i came for#i was always so curious to hear what you thought of the recent episodes or chapters. rest assured i'll love media the way you did.#just to carry on the bits and pieces i've absorbed from you somehow haha#i hope this finds you someday and you don't owe us an explanation or anything. pop into my asks if you do or just pm me directly.#i miss you. i'm sorry. i hope you're doing well wherever you are.#lots of love from a tumblr penpal-ish ahaha#love you!!#by-moonflower#kesya#kesya please find this T_T
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tender-rosiey · 11 months
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“ETERNITY IS IN YOUR EYES LIKE YOU’RE IN MY HEART”
— the moment when gojo, geto, nanami, sukuna, and toji knew they wanted to spend their entire life with you
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a/n: I will upload a bsd version of this soon! <3
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GOJO SATORU: when you held him after suguru’s death while pressing soft kisses to the top of his head. vulnerability was something gojo despised, but the way it was so easy, so comforting to show it in front of you held his heart in a special type of way. you always know how he feels and you somehow always say the right thing. even if you don’t say something, your presence alone grounds him.
he feels exposed around you and it doesn’t scare him. instead, he finds himself getting lost in your embrace, his safe place, time after time. he yearns for it and he knows and accepts that his heart belonged to you from the start and till the end of time. so when he does get released out of the realm, he doesn’t notice nor question that he teleported right between your arms.
GETO SUGURU: when he found you cuddling mimiko and nanako. the three of you were fast asleep, but there is no mistaking the protective hold you have on the girls, even when you’re asleep. no wonder they look so content and safe like nothing can touch them in your arms. he still remembers how you didn’t hesitate in welcoming them to the family and as time went by, you were their joy and someone they adored, not more than he does though.
he can’t help the smile that creeps onto his face as he chuckles helplessly. he walks towards you and covers you and the girls with the blanket, but not without pressing a loving kiss to your forehead with a gentle whisper of an “I love you” and caressing your ring finger. he has to know the size after all.
NANAMI KENTO: when he came back home and found you trying to bake something for him as a surprise. you’re moving around the kitchen with such determination and concentration that you don’t notice him. so he is left to admire how you work, your delicate hands, your small smile as you think of how it will turn out, and your endearing reactions to certain things like the batter getting on your nose.
he also finds himself admiring every single part of you—till this day he doesn’t know how he got so lucky. it also brings into light just how much you work and that fact that you do it with love does it for him. it doesn’t feel forced; it’s genuine and full of tenderness. so he decides with a smile that your finger has been bare for far too long.
RYOMEN SUKUNA: when you stood up for him against the people who cursed him out even when they had every right to. he is no good man nor does he need someone—anyone—to defend him. but he didn’t feel as irritated as he thought he would. instead, he felt prideful but confused. why? he asks you later and you tell him that it just happened; you didn’t think twice before responding to them. 'it just happened' he repeats in his head.
he is a terrible guy, rough and cruel. he is someone who lives solely for his own desires and self so he is surprised when he finds his head on your lap that day and his hand is holding onto your own, not to keep you from running but to ground himself. it’s pathetic, he thinks, when he realizes that he can’t live without you anymore.
FUSHIGURO TOJI: when he was going to get a glass of water, but your sleepy form held onto him with a soft plea of ‘don’t leave’. even though the action is so simple, it tugged at his heart strings and he realized just how much of a hold you have on him. almost instantly, he got back to bed and pulled you close into his chest.
he murmured, “never leaving you, doll; that’s the last thing you gotta worry ‘bout.” he always denied having a soft spot for you, but the fact that you want him and need him as much as he does for you affected him more than any other. he thinks that being wrapped around your pretty little finger isn’t something bad like he initially thought so he is okay paying quite the sum on the ring so he can see your smile.
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chiliyue-archived · 9 months
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Reflection
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includes; dazai
tags; you are referred to as girl. I wrote this in 20 mins after the audacity that is chapter 109.
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" look in the mirror and tell me who's my pretty girl." dazai hums, limbs wrapping around you and securing you flush against his chest. the bathroom felt terribly tiny in accommodating the pair of you, and his arms easily caged you in against the ceramic of the sink.
" don't wanna."
" i'm not going let you leave this bathroom until you do, 'bella." he grins reassuringly. " who's my pretty girl, hm?"
you could catch dazai's visage from the mirror's reflection; his body was practically sagging against you, chin propped on the crown of your head and eyes going aglow from the position. a complacent grin took hold of his features as he mindlessly flexed his fingers against your palms.
your attempts at cowering were futile as a pair of lanky fingers meticulously tilt your head back at the of furniture. you wanted to frown at his persistence. but it felt impossible to do so when dazai beams an oh so honest smile with love hearts where his irises should be. it easily made your chest turn into knots, adding empathsis to the radiating body heat that tickled along your spine.
" i don't think it's true." you squirm against his embrace, attempting to avoid his gaze. at the very least, the rubbing of bandaged arms at your sides exuded a form of comfort, providing a brief lapse at the vulnerability you found yourself in. and despite his unwavering commitment to the task at hand, the burnette remained patient, giving your sides reassuring shapes.
" don't be ridiculous, love," he chides gently. his words were coordinated as he shifts to card his fingers through your hair. he makes sure to give your scalp proper attention now and then as the digits meander around your head. " of course it's true."
his grin reduces to a frown when you reply with silence and he doesn't fail to take note of the way you became fidgety with your sleeves.
"c'mere." he moves your head to the side as he peppers kisses along your face. each one diffuses a form of comfort that eroded your walls and left you pilant to his ministrations.
he starts with your temples before tracing down with gravity to meet the edge of your chin, and you could feel him smile when you meekly whine in protest. if anything, your reply earned you a dozen more on your cheek alone and a stolen glance of fluttering eyelashes that pleaded with you silently.
" can't." your words were cut off as more saccharine kisses met the apples of your cheeks, outlining the counters of your face with renew interest.
" ah ah ah, that's not what i'm looking for." he grins, and his words reverbated against your cheek coaxing a giggle from you. the sound reaches his ears like soft bells, resonating and echoing a mantra within the tendrils of his mind.
after an interlude of plastering sloppy pecks around your face, you gave in with a pout. " okay okay. stop before before i change my mind," you giggle, frown dissipating as he places a final kiss to your lips proper. he swore his heart went aflutter when you shyly reciprocate a tiny smile in reponse.
" who's the pretty girl?" he meets your gaze through the mirror's reflections, a twitch pulling on his lips waiting and eager.
" …i'm you're the pretty girl," you mutter reluctantly, choosing to ignore the rush of blood to your face. the reaction only acted to accentuate the stirring that became pronounced within dazai's chest cavity, removing the barren quality he had come to know for so long.
wordlessly, his hands maneuvered to meet yours, twining together and offering a tight squeeze. his eyes stilled on the adjoin limbs before flickering back to your countenance. his gaze lingers even as you rest your head against his shoulder, the tip of his nose grazing your temples.
" a little louder, darling. i'm afraid i didn't hear it the first time." his voice took on a teasing trait, hot breath prickling your cheek in a show of mirth but his eyes betrayed a form of fondness that seeped into his antics.
dazai's coy smile widens at the glare you sent him, and he resists the temptation to chuckle when you playfully nudge him against the shoulder. "yes you did." you huff out in feign annoyance. "now you're just being selfish."
" i've always been selfish, 'bella, don't act so surprised."
" at least be better at faking it."
he takes pride in the way your grin doesn't falter even as the words leave you; pretty dimples gracing both sides of your face that captivate his attention. the sight fills him with an urgency to place kisses upon the areas; however, he can settle with this for now.
"no takebacks. okay?" you felt something press along your forehead, lips moving to recite his words. in the mirror's reflection, you catch the way he fixates an affectionate expression, departing you with a wave of honesty. " you're my pretty girl," he pokes at your cheek with his thumb. " don't doubt that."
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I want to cry. this is probably the worst thing I've ever written but the emotions are going. dazai is okay, ik because he told me himself. chapter 109 isn't real, u r delulu
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lyome · 1 year
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Uhuhu I love the way you write <33 Since if i understood correctly request are open, can I request yandere Nikolai (bsd) punishing f!reader who tried to escape ^^!
note: okayy i might've written this a bit too horror-like. i hope you like it though! it was sm fun to write nikolai tho hehe pairing: yan!nikolai x f!reader tags/warnings: abuse!! yandere themes, blood, corpses, murder, captivity, manipulation, guilt tripping, very horror like(??) please read with caution
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Nikolai loved you. But his love wasn’t the typical kind. Nothing about him was typical. He’d smile and say the most wretched things. He’d hold you and his nails would dig far too deep in your skin. At first you were just trying to be nice to this strange man. You had no idea how starved he was for kindness, or how far he’d go to keep it.
It took you months to push through the bathroom window. It was small and greasy and too tall for you. Nikolai must’ve known that, having deemed the very idea of pressing yourself through it impossible. But here you were, falling face first on the icy cold ground in the middle of the night. Dirty from the grease and bruised from Nikolai’s last tantrum. 
From there it was a matter of luck. You didn’t know this place, and you quickly realised you didn’t know the country either. He kept you somewhere completely foreign, where people hardly even spoke English. All they saw in you was a frantic, insane foreigner covered in filth. No one thought to help you nor call the police. They assumed you were just one of the homeless beggars struggling for change. 
As you stumbled about for days, you did manage to speak to a few people. Directions to the police, some small amounts of money, an old lady even gave you a small loaf of bread. She didn’t understand you, nor you her, but you were unimaginably grateful.
You took to hiding that night after you deemed the police unapproachable. Nikolai was a frantic idiot who openly told you about what he did, for who, and why. You’ve spent months trapped in a small room and bathroom with no one but him. And he loved to talk. 
It was all pitter, patter and quiz after quiz. He drove you insane.
Curled up in the bushes of a park, you couldn’t sleep. You were cold, hungry, and utterly mortified. 
Nikolai did talk far too much, but he had his secrets. You were just a barista that he frequently saw whilst out and about with Fyodor. An innocent bystander who caught the jester’s eye. One thing led to another, until eventually you found his secret. His obsession. 
Printed polaroid photos of you, your friends, family and loved ones spilled from his pale white cloak. And he showed it all with a smile. Laughing at your terror, threatening all you hold dear. And then you were gone.
It’s insane to you to remember you used to have a life. You had a job and friends and your world was more than the bright wallpaper that forced you to vomit. There was more to your life than Nikolai’s ugly laughter and threats.
You managed to fall asleep after crying your eyes out. It was too much. But when the morning came your blood chilled. 
The sun was bright and birds sang a tune you’ve long forgotten. And at your feet was a note. An ugly one, for it was Nikolai’s handwriting scribbled harshly on the stained page. It said:
To my dearest dove, 
You’ve outdone yourself. Say, beautiful, have you been hiding how cruel you really are? Why, all this time I thought you loved me! This really hurts, y’know. My heart is bleeding because of you. I might as well put a bullet through it. Is that what you want? You want someone to die for you? 
If you wanted blood on your hands so badly you should’ve asked! I’ve prepared you a gift, in fact. You’ve been bad. Very bad. But I’m in a forgiving mood! Just come, find me here. I promise you’ll love my gift.
Oh and, if you don’t show up, things will get bad. For both of us.
Forever yours, Nikolai 
Directions were on the other side. It was a block away, and his tone was all too familiar. You could practically hear him speak. One moment his voice would get low and husky and you’d nearly forget what a monster he is. And in the next he’d sing and chime in that insane way he always did. 
Nikolai was a cruel man. So you obeyed. He had already found you, there was no point in trying. You found the building with ease. An ugly abandoned little thing. It reeked of something metallic.
By the time you identified the smell as blood, it was too late. The very first room you entered showed you exactly what Nikolai meant by surprise. 
In front of you was a mutilated corpse of a man who gave you enough money to get yourself water. He had been stabbed repeatedly all across his body. You could see Nikolai doing it. Frantic and laughing as the helpless man begged for it to end. Helpless against the ability user.
You wanted to scream. The old you would’ve been shocked. But by now Nikolai taught you to accept this. And at the sight of your frozen face, Nikolai decided to appear. His face popped out of the space-wrap created by his cloak, standing upside down. Now you yelped, inhaled and exhaled in quick repetition, terrified by his head alone. You were like a bunny in front of a fox.
“Darling!” He exclaimed, smiling so innocently in spite of the corpse behind him, “I’ve missed you!”
“Nikolai, please. Let me go.”
“Let you go? But where would you go?”
Bright, yellow light illuminated the room. He was holding you now, fully present within the room. Gloved hands warm as they cupped your face, his palms on your cheeks. You were too scared to move. Eyes watery with tears you desperately tried to keep. 
He said your name, mumbled it like a secret. A confession only him and you could hear. “(y/n), where would you go? Don’t you know you only have me?” 
Why did he have to look so sad when he hurt you? At the start that was what broke you first. The guilt and sorrow in his eyes as he simply kept going. There was no end to it. Nikolai didn’t know when to stop.
“Please,” you mouthed. 
“Oh, stop that.” He was cold now. Just like that, in an instant, his mood turned sour. Face stoic and empty. “This is your fault, isn’t it? Don’t beg me now. It makes you look pathetic.”
His starry eye glinted in the dim light of the building. Deep and endless, beautiful. He was beautiful. 
“There’s more to see, ptichka.”
Nikolai had moved out of the way, pulling his cloak to the side as you noticed the staircase leading up. Somehow you already knew what you’d see. There was a corpse right next you here, of course there would be more. Nikolai never bothered with mercy or reason. What’s a few more lives that he can throw on your coincense?
You were frozen in terror, reluctant to move. But then Nikolai leaned in, whispering to you; “They were so nice, weren’t they?.” He laughed, “There’s more upstairs.” 
“What do you- What do you mean?”
Darkness and light and then he’s gone. His demonic cackle echoing. 
You knew better than to trust him. You paid for trusting him by giving away your life. Captured by a psychopath who cared for nothing but desperation in your eyes. But all his wretched acts had yet to strip you of your humanity. You thought of that woman’s old wrinkled face, her warm smile and the way her skin was littered with moles and deep blue veins. She saw you, a dirty and lost thing, and she helped you.
And Nikolai killed her. Hung her up by a rope and ended her misery. 
“Isn’t that ugly? Yuck! I hate old people.”
Your voice was weak, “How could you?”
He sat atop a pile of crates and boxes, illuminated by a green light bulb. White cloak and suit dirtied by blood and mud. You could see hand prints on his cloak, palms soaked in blood as they clung to him. No doubt begging to stay alive. 
“Y’know when I heard she gave you bread I was sure it’d be deadly or something! I mean, don’t old things attract old things? Yuck, just imagine it. The old hag might’ve given my little sparrow stale bread! I simply had to punish her for that possibility alone. You understand, don’t you?”
You were still staring at her. She must’ve had grandchildren, a daughter or son, maybe there was someone taking care of her. And now she’s gone. Because she was kind to you.
Nikolai was displeased by your lack of reaction. He sighed dramatically, chin resting in his palm as he simply observed you. “Hmm, I suppose it takes a grand trick to make you smile.”
“I’ll go back with you. Please, no more tricks.”
“Oh, my darling, it’s too late for that. Why would I trust a fucking idiot who can’t even see how good she has it with me?”
And then he took your hand in his, ability melting into your flesh as you watched your entire limb disappear. Sometimes you swear Nikolai laughed on beat with circus music. 
“Such a cute face. I forget how pretty you can get,” his hand intertwined with yours, fingers meeting and tangling, “when you’re utterly terrified.”
A bone snapped. You screamed, fell to the ground, tried to pull your hand away despite knowing it’s worthless. Nikolai had snapped one of your fingers. You heard the bone. 
What a chilling scene this was. Nikolai the jester, you his assistant, and the hanging woman between you was the audience. 
There were tears on your face, the pain being too much. Nikolai’s ability terrified you. He could be standing there, harmless. And then his cloak covered his face and you felt his tongue on your skin. Lips meeting yours once he had tasted your tears. He bit you hard, and then he was gone. Leaving nothing but the taste of blood on your tongue.
“You know, I was really, really, really, hurt when I saw you were gone. Don’t you know you can’t fly, silly? I took your wings, remember? I took everything from you. Don’t you just absolutely hate that? Oh, do you hate me too then? I’d hate it if you hated me! But you don't, right? Or maybe you escaped because you do. But that’d make me sad. Ahh, just thinking about why you’d do this makes me confused! C’mon birde, say it isn’t so. You don’t hate me right?”
He was a lunatic. His words were insane. But your hand was back and your arm still stung and your lip throbbed in sharp pain and the woman’s body circled about until her ugly dead eyes found yours and vomit fought to bubble out of your throat. 
“I hate you,” you cried out silently. You were sick of it. You wanted to die. “I hate you. I hate you. I hate you,” You chanted. With every chant you broke his heart, hoping he’d use the shattered pieces on your throat, arms, and legs. Cut you up and destroy you. Give you some sort of release, an end to the misery.
“You’re boring.” 
His face was cold as he approached you. No smile nor taunt to be offered. And then his fist met yours, body seated atop your abdomen as he kept punching and punching. Your nose cracked, your jaw, your tongue. It all bled and stung and you swore you could see stars. The floor was coated in your blood.“You hate me, do you? You hate this, right? Because that’s what I do right? I hurt you and I’m horrible, right?” He spat at you. Saliva mixing with tears and blood, falling down your swollen face. You couldn’t speak. “I would’ve let you off this once. Maybe you’re just stupid, I’m fine with that. I like you stupid. Ah, but now I have to be mean.”
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chuuyasheaven · 7 months
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WILL YOU EVER DO AN AMAB READER PSLPLSPLS like a sub amab reader with one of the bsd boys (im gay)
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“—I wanna be yours, so bad. Please, tell me you’re mine. . No, show me I’m yours.”
Tags: Chuuya Nakahara / amab! Reader, making out, slight praise kink, hand job, established relationship, fluffy smut ig?, neck kisses, really short?, teasing, pet names, might contain grammar errors, pure boredom, ooc!, cringe, rushed, etc.
Notes: I don’t know why, (actually I do), but I really want to make y’all satisfied, and since I promised to write for an amab! Reader soon, I thought I’ll leave this here!! This my first time so if I wrote anything wrong pls correct me so anyways enjoy!??
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It’s been two days since Chuuya had to leave for a mission, it really sucked but you managed to survive by calling. When he finally came back home, you hugged him immediately. You kissed him on his lips after it and Chuuya didn’t back out, no, not after missing you this much. It was obvious you both missed eachother badly, even though only one of you would admit it, that person being you. You kept on kissing and walking backwards, until you both fell onto the couch behind you. With the Chuuya on top of you, you quickly wrapped your arm around his neck while exposing yours. This explained why Chuuya had the sudden urge to kiss your neck too. From the chin to your collarbone, just soft kisses on your soft skin.
Just as soft as his kisses you let your soft moans be heard, which he loved, very. When he was finished, he looked at you, with an soft but yet teasing smile. “You wanna keep going, baby?”, you nodded with flushed cheeks. At first, he kept on kissing you until you noticed his knee slightly rub against your crotch. You could feel Chuuya smile through that kiss, still you deepened the kiss even more. That’s when he stood up again, leaving you hanging from that kiss. You looked at him with rose pink cheeks with slight confusion. “I want you to sit for me, alright?”, so you sat up, waiting for his next move.
Sitting on the couch, legs still on it, Chuuya kneeled to somehow hoover over you again. You felt Chuuya undoing your pants and boxers, but he wanted you to focus on his eyes right now. “Darlin’, I need you to keep looking into my eyes, can you do that for me?”, you nodded, only to notice him take of his one glove and already getting past your boxers already, holding your half–erect dick in his hand. He started to gently rub his thumb over your tip, really slow circling motions to slightly tease you for his amusement. Your face got hotter, but you still tried to look into his eyes. “Such a good boy,”, he praised you. After Chuuya was done teasing your tip, he let his whole hand slide down your cock.
You let out a small gasp of feeling his slide, when seeing this, Chuuya kept on sliding his hand on your dick. This feeling was incredible, to add onto it Chuuya leaned forward your ear to talk dirty to you. “Hm, you’re doin’ good, sweetheart. Are you enjoying it? Am I makin’ you feel good?”, you nodded quickly. “Y–yes.”, you answered after. This only got Chuuya to smirk. Chuuya was slowly picking up the speed, which made you throw your head back in pleasure. As you exposed your neck, again, he saw another opportunity to kiss your neck. “Ch–chuuya, ‘m close. .”, you moaned lost in pleasure, “Then cum f’me,”, Chuuya slurred against your collarbone, making you reach your climax faster. As the sweet release washed over you and you coated Chuuya’s hand in your cum.
“—That’s my pretty boy, always makin’ a mess.”
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If you think this is alright, then it probably is
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The best male Harem to have
Doubt anyone will listen to my rant but humor me. My mind got burnt by mangas
So these are my husbands (minus Satoru cause if I married Satoru it would not be like this) and their ranks in the harem. I goddamn swear to you this would be the best group to have. Lemme hear your thoughts though and do try to give your own husbands a rank.
Here are the spots for you to fill:
King Consort
Primary lover
2nd Lover - The Old Friend
3rd Lover - The Poet
4th Lover - The Noble you were Arranged with since childhood
5th Lover - The Foreign Prince
6th Lover - The Personal Guard
These are your seven husbands and I tag @rinnndoll @atelier-maroron @aquagirl1978
Enjoy:
King Consort - Chevalier Michel
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It's not just cause I love him. It's also cause damn he'd be so freaking capable. He's a genius in everything and could 100% take care of the kingdom with me. He's also very mature and very disciplined so he'd be able to manage the other husbands (they're crazy). He has no male toxicity/pride. All his actions towards you come from pure love, while he's rational enough to act like a freaking King towards everyone else.
2. Primary Lover: Prince Heinrey
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He's just perfect alright? I wanna take Navier's place. Cause look at him! He's got it all. He'll do whatever you want, either let you take charge or show his his dark side. He's so freaking hot and yet he's got that golden retriever energy that I honestly can't resist! Also, I have a feeling he'd work well with Chevalier even though he'd be pissed to share with everyone.
Now I know we have two blondies so let's go on with darker shades now.
3. 2nd Lover: Getou Suguru - The Old Friend
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Satoru is not here cause honestly we are two alike so we'd be married by ourselves, but this is also the reason SUGURU is here. He'd be crazy for you. He'd only behave in the harem cause it'd make you sad if he didn't. But like...if anyone OUTSIDE of your harem tried to harm you whooooooooooooooooooooooo they'd be dead before you know it. He'd have a strange understanding with Chevalier and Heinrey cause even though he knows that you are more in love with them, you care for him more cause you would had known him from childhood.
4. 3rd Lover: Edgar Alan Poe (BSD) - The Poet
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He's the first one you'd run to for a hug. His love is pure and sweet and his devotion is uncomparable. He'd bare no grudges, he'd just give you a pouty face when it was time to say goodbye at night. He'd always listen to your concerns. His gifts are always handmade.
5. 4th Lover: Akashi Seijuro or Gilbert von Obsidian- The Noble you were Arranged with since Childhood
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Oh you did not choose this one. This was chosen for you. You are required to take in a member of the aristocracy as your husband that has connections with the people's representatives. He would do ANYTHING in order to be chosen. And I do mean it. You two would have dated in the past before you were crowned and he did not take it well when you dumped him. It was not for the lack of love, rather that the two of you crave the same thing: power inside your kingdom. He would not play well with other husbands but would not do anything to them because he recognises that you're a hair away from kicking him out. He'll take his time being the best husband he can, doing things he doesn't have to to help you rule. You have a love-hate relationship to tell the truth and that translates into the bedroom (he's the best out of all in that department and that's one of the reasons you can't get rid of him)
6. 5th Lover: Guren Ichinose - The Foreign Prince
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So he's another one you did not choose to marry but gosh did you fall for his looks when you met him. He's very handsome but also very proud. Your relationship with him is another explosive one. Nothing makes him cockier than the times you pull him into your arms to give him a fervent kiss. But unlike the previous one, he wants the two of you to build something real. He's a fan of taking things slow even though things between you escalated quite quickly. He'll the the type to send his servants/subordinates on missions to find stuff about you, like your favourite flower, and then surprise you in front of everyone else.
7. 6th Lover: Sir Sonnaught- The Personal Guard
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As the title says, he was your guard. The two of you spend a lot of time together sneaking in and out of the palace you could not help the sparks flying between you. He was the last one to enter the harem but that does not mean the two of you had not been physical before that. He is disciplined and good at his job, and he continues to protect you even after he's your husband. He a great source for strategic advice for you, and the best person your other husbands can talk to if they want to figure out what is in your mind lately.
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Potential Ango backstory. Because I like to make connections that don't exist.
I received a tag under my last post about Ango...
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I have been enabled.
What I said in that last post was that due to the disconnect between Ango's values and the values of the Special Division - in particular, their views on necessary sacrifice and the greater good - I found it odd for this to be Ango's career choice. So, I have this theory... it's really more headcanon than anything but basically, I wonder if Ango didn't choose to work there, but rather had no choice.
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First off, Ango being a government agent before he joined the Mafia means that he was already one under the age of 19... which is. Well, far from uncommon in the BSD universe but... does the government itself really not have age restrictions on potential members? Ango would've been younger than 19 when he started working for the Special Division. He was 22 ish in Dark Era, first met Oda and Dazai two years earlier, and joined the Mafia one year before that. I know we like to joke that the preferred hiring age in BSD is like... 14-15, but for the Mafia, this makes sense - there's no hiring age there; most of them are or were kids with nowhere else to go. Fukuzawa hires minors who typically also have nowhere to go. Ango was really young when he joined the Special Division. Since they would, at least, have to follow some laws (I believe anyways), the circumstances of Ango's joining were probably not the usual.
Here's another weird bit: the government sent a 19 year old spy to infiltrate the Mafia, one who was too low-ranked to have any say in decisions (he had no say in their sending in of Shibusawa, for instance). That's... weird, on it's own. He had no influence but they felt certain the man wouldn't betray them or get caught? That's a lot of faith to place in him. Now, granted, he's a very reliable person and his ability is absolutely the reason he was selected - but it's still strange.
You might be thinking, okay, but what about his replacement? Tachihara was sent in after Ango so the government could keep monitoring the mafia's activities, and he was a young, new recruit. Yes, that's true but see, here's the thing: Tachihara's nature as a Hunting Dog means the government has a guaranteed hold on him - Teruko mentions that the Hunting Dogs need to undergo monthly surgeries to maintain their bodies after their enhancements. I see no reason Tachihara wouldn't have had to do the same. So, in my mind, that goes to show that they needed some kind of hold on Ango too, right? Wouldn't you want some kind of insurance on someone so presumably new?
I'm going to cut away from this for a moment so I can point out a passage from Dark Era where Oda finds how Ango (allegedly) joined the Mafia:
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The gist of it was: Ango was a hacker -> he helped a gang steal money -> the money was stolen from a Mafia front company -> Ango was on the run for several months before the Mafia caught him -> Ango's manipulation of the trackers' information was so impressive to Mori that he invited Ango to join the Mafia
Obviously, this is a cover story. But at the surface it kind of has to be true, otherwise the Mafia would know. So, it was set up for Ango to help steal that money by the government. Why this particular story though? Well, they say the best lies are often rooted in truth. Before he joined the Division, I suggest that Ango really was a hacker and seller of information. (Just fyi, his real life author inspiration was a bit of a delinquent so... make of that what you will.)
Now this next part is a mess because we still don't know how all the pieces fit together.
Remember that the Special Division, and by extension the government, are considered so incredibly powerful that they could destroy the Mafia. From Dark Era:
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That legal document appears to be the only thing that keeps ability users reasonably safe. Atsushi was being tracked as the "rampaging tiger" and had nowhere else to go. What about people like Yosano or Chuuya, associated with military research? Even Kenji - he was hired after he moved a mountain out of grief. It appears that the permit is a necessary protection to those ability users who reveal they are ability users publicly.
In Gaiden, Tsujimura explains that the Division also continuously monitors the activities of ability users. Essentially, in addition to the legal protection the permits provide, they also seem to make the Division's job of keeping track of all ability users, what they're using their abilities for, and how dangerous the abilities are, much easier. We also know that if an ability user proves too great of a threat to the general public, the Special Division can and will eliminate targets unless the target proves especially useful (ex. Ayatsuji).
Ok why am I going over all this? I'm just trying to make it clear how incredibly powerful the Division is. But what I also want to denote is that they are focused primarily on the greater good and will justify sacrifice of individuals (which contradicts Ango's beliefs directly), and they also take orders still from higher ups in the government (and the government in bsd is... a bit shifty if you ask me).
And about Ango: his values lie in life and an appreciation for it. He prioritizes memory and records, especially of those who have passed. He has many regrets and is, at heart, a kind person. However, he also has the capacity to do what "needs to be done", seems particularly vengeful and angry with Sigma for Taneda's stabbing, and was ready to shoot Atsushi when he collapsed after the Sky Casino arc. He also went from making deliberate stubborn efforts to create records of the dead, to being part of the cover up for a group of disgraced soldiers and one of his closest friends. He does things because he thinks no one else can do them - so this means it is his obligation.
So, finally, here's my deranged conspiracy: I think Ango was a hacker in his teenage years, and I think he always had the intention of preserving life in some way. Perhaps he attempted to make information about the war, or something to do with ability users, public. Whatever he found, he got in serious trouble, whether with a criminal organization, or with the government itself, I'm not clear on. Ango needed to join the Division for protection, and perhaps it was Taneda's idea to invite him, seeing that his ability would be very useful - that would explain the loyalty. It's also possible that Ango's actions resulted in a loss of life, and so he no longer trusts himself, which is why he is constantly torn between opposing values. I wonder if it was explained to Ango by the people in charge why certain information had to be withheld from the public, in such a way that he felt guilty for what he'd done - maybe that's why he's so diligent. It would be tragic if guilt turned out to have always been the motivator for his character and if he stands with the Division despite his offset values because he really does think they know how to better help people than his instinctive response ever could. While I'm sure the Division was confident in Ango's loyalty (one of his dislikes is written as betrayal for goodness sake), they also had a hold on him due to the nature of his ability. He is a walking store of classified information, which we are told repeatedly in Dark Era makes him a prime target. This means that nowhere is safe for him unless he stays with the Division. There is no guarantee that the government itself wouldn't also consider him a liability if he were to suddenly quit. In summary, Ango's joining of the Division was not a free choice, and while he likely feels grateful to people like Taneda for that chance - he also cannot leave.
Regardless of whether or not you all think I am wholly deranged now, there is definitely something to Ango we're not privy to yet. Here's some extra stuff on Ango to chew on:
He had the experience once of taking in so much information he passed out while his brain tried to process it (much like Atsushi did after Sigma transfers the information to him about the Page)
He had some run-in with Chuuya which apparently led to Chuuya owing him for something?
He seems to have been more comfortable defying expectations in the Mafia than he ever was in the Division
Thus concludes my Ango theory.
Source? Just trust me bro.
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himbofan · 4 days
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sakunosuke oda is the type of boyfriend to….
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heyyyyy y'all sorry for being MIA for months... but don't worry you can't get rid of me that easily >:)
ODASAKU!!! i just love this man so much.... we have been married for 20 years and i wanted to share some of the things oda would do as ur boyfriend cuz he's perfect boyfriend material <33333
i have a lot of bsd ideas and things i wanna write too so never be afraid to slide in my inbox and tell me what u wanna see :3 i love to yap about 2D men :333 anywayzzzz hope u enjoy!! likes and reblogs always appreciated <3333 🫶 (this is like my fourth time posting this, pls show up in the tags this time 😭😭)
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wc: 300+
characters: sakunosuke oda
cw: gn!reader, tooth rotting fluff
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sakunosuke oda is the type of boyfriend to….
…remember tiny things about you, from your favorite coffee order to which side of the bed you like to sleep on. even the most minute and menial details are etched into his mind. don’t like tomatoes on your sandwich? don’t worry, you’ll never have to ask him to change it again, he’ll always make sure you never have tomatoes.
sakunosuke oda is the type of boyfriend to….
…watch every video you send him beginning to end without skipping, anything from a 10 second funny cat tiktok or a 2 minute youtube video explanation about the life cycle of shrimp. he’ll respond with a “👍” or “Lol.” every time.
sakunosuke oda is the type of boyfriend to….
…always agree to matching halloween costumes with you, even if they’re silly. he doesn’t really have a strong opinion about what he wears, he just likes to see you excited. last year y’all went as barbenheimer but he was barbie and you were oppenheimer. (he had a blast)
sakunosuke oda is the type of boyfriend to….
…listen every time you rant about annoying coworkers or classmates. even though he looks uninterested, he’s actually listening carefully, even if he doesn’t know who you’re talking about he just likes to hear how you feel and think. he's an excellent listener and loves to hear you talk because he likes the sound of your voice :)
sakunosuke oda is the type of boyfriend to….
…attract animals for seemingly no reason. whenever you’re out and about in the city, he never fails to have a stray cat appear and rub up against his legs, or a squirrel cautiously approach him begging for food. his aura is so comforting and secure, he’s basically an urban disney princess.
sakunosuke oda is the type of boyfriend to….
…let you pluck his eyebrows and have self care nights with clay masks and fuzzy hair bands. he doesn’t really know what’s going on but he lets you pamper him with products because he loves to spend time with you and see you smile. :)
sakunosuke oda is the type of boyfriend to….
…slow dance with you in the living room, kitchen, hallway, or anywhere the mood strikes you. he loves seeing the beauty in the mundane domestic moments, it reminds him that your shared love is unconditional.
sakunosuke oda is the type of boyfriend to….
…stare at your face while you’re sleeping. he wants to memorize every feature and shape, silently admiring how the rays of light dance off of your skin in the early morning. even if you’re snoring or drooling, he’ll always think it’s adorable because you’re the most beautiful thing in his life.
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moonrisenmuses · 23 days
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My favourite part of dash games is tagging everyone I’m friends with and seeing how different the results are for everyone’s individual portrayal. It’s so interesting and it just goes to show how every writer is unique even when writing the same character.
I always love seeing your guys’ different interpretations of canon.
Anyways if you like HSR you should go follow @barxlupin @prodigls @gemkun @vulpesly @starspurn okay. Seriously some of the coolest and most talented people I know.
You should also follow them as well as @effigist / @longerhuman @giftandguile @ephemyrals @theircurse @theladymuses if you’re into BSD.
Some of the nicest, chillest folks I’ve ever met, friendly and welcoming and just genuinely some of them are the best friends I’ve had on this site in years so go check them out if you’re looking for new moots.
Also here’s a picture I took of the eclipse.
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kyouka-supremacy · 11 months
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Hello, I have a question and you're the only person I can think of who can answer it properly. Not sure if you subscribe to the "Akutagawa fell first" belief for sskk, but if you do, what do you think was the moment in canon that made him fall for Atsushi? Or was it more of a gradual process?
I personally can't pinpoint it because he seems hopelessly smitten during the Moby Dick fight but before that there's nothing. What do you think?
Omg thank you for asking me this I have extremely strong opinions on the matter. This got way longer than I predicted but honestly what did I expect?
I DO firmly stand by the “Akutagawa fell first” statement. I mean, as I've said before, it's hard to interpret the canon events in a way that doesn't frame Akutagawa being in love with Atsushi, while when it comes to Atsushi it's arguable he would even fall at all, and definitely didn't within canon¹. SO, in my very unbiased perception of canon (lie), here's the story of Akutagawa falling for Atsushi:
Akutagawa gets assigned Atsushi as his target for a mission. He doesn't have any strong impression on him. He doesn't know anything about him.
Akutagawa talks with Dazai. Now he's got very personal beef with Atsushi.
Akutagawa and Atsushi fight on the trading ship. There's clashing of morals, the personal beef becomes even more personal and it's surely accentuated by Atsushi defeating him. He definitely hates him with all his guts at this point.
Akutagawa and Atsushi meet again on the Moby Dick. Akutagawa still hates Atsushi, but talking their feelings out on the bridge and on the elevator is a first step towards actually understanding and warming up to each other.
Akutagawa and Atsushi fight together against Fitzgerald and share some heartfelt words of support right beforehand. I'm like, 200% sure the exact moment Akutagawa fell in love with Atsushi is when he told him “if you asked me... I'd say Dazai-san has already recognized you long ago”. Because that's everything for him!!!! More exactly, that's everything Akutagawa ever wanted to hear. That's the most valuable words in the world for Akutagawa, and them coming from Atsushi... I think that made them all the more meaningful for him. Atsushi saying those words meant signing a death sentence for Akutagawa.
They fight together against Fitzgerald and I like to think Akutagawa found it a particularly romantic experience. He's fought alone his whole life, it must have evoked a warm feeling in him. He falls harder.
Now, Akutagawa loving Atsushi doesn't mean he will accept he loves Atsushi. I mean, it's Akutagawa, he's bsd's most stubborn character, and on top of that hating Atsushi is his main drive– he's definitely going to spend ages in denial. He'll meet Atsushi again looking all gloomy one day and he'll be like “Oh shit what's up with that sad puppy face. Oh shit. I guess I'm not fighting Jinko today because.................. Defeating an enemy while he's unhappy will earn me no honour. Yeah, that makes perfect sense. It's not that I like him or anything”.
The Cannibalism events happen; Akutagawa and Atsushi beat up some more people, share some more heartfelt moments. Convincing himself that he doesn't like Atsushi is getting harder by day for Akutagawa, and that perhaps makes him the most hostile he's ever been to Atsushi; but he also is in the most harmless way anyone can be hostile. He keeps threatening Atsushi, but he never follows up to his words. Atsushi insults him in the most hurtful way, and he just kinda lets him. He tries to leave Atsushi behind; he turns back to see if Atsushi is tagging along. In the mines, Atsushi is endlessly cruel to Akutagawa, but that's really nothing new; what's new is Atsushi saving his life, Atsushi showing compassion to him, Atsushi wearing Rashomon. What's new is that now he understands Atsushi a little better. And now he's back home with new vivid images of Atsushi in his mind and a freaking self-sabotaging deal he had no reason to accept, and he really can't keep pretending he doesn't love Atsushi anymore.
There's a long narrative break between Akutagawa's Cannibalism appearance and his next appearence. Thirty chapters pass. I like to interpret this long pause as a moment of self-reflection and change for Akutagawa: he finally admitted to himself that he loves Atsushi; he knows that Atsushi doesn't love him back. He stopped killing. He started revalutating his life choices. He knows he doesn't have much left to live. He starts spending more time with his family– maybe even with his coworkers. And he goes to meet Dazai when he calls, and Dazai tells him that he will save Atsushi and he knows the reason why, and Akutagawa knows the reason. And he dies to save Atsushi because he loves him, and it doesn't matter that Atsushi doesn't love him back, what matters is that he does and that his life is worth dying for.
1. I mean. maybe it is arguable. I warmed up to the idea a little more than what I could have said six months ago. But it's still only remotely possible.
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starsdippedintea · 2 months
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Consider: The BSD Gang on a Playground
More specifically, a swing set. (This works as adults or children.)
•Ranpo would beg [read:force] Poe to push him, which Poe would do willingly. I think Poe would save the swing for Ranpo as well.
•Chuuya would be going in circles. He'd show off his gravity manipulation so much. Dazai probably reaches put to touch him at random times, causing Chuuya to fall. Chuuya would probably beat him up anyway.
•Dazai would either swing without holding onto the chains, or he'd be that one person that tries to go in-between the swings and try not to get hit.
• Nikolai is that one kid who sits on the swing sideways, twists it around and spins, tries climbing the swing frame, you know what I mean. No one wants to swing next to him.
•Fyodor would hate swinging, but Nikolai would try and force him into it using his ability.
•Sigma wouldn't do anything odd. He'd be that one kid who you never talk to but don't mind sitting next to because he's pretty chill. He probably avoids swinging though, because he's terrified Nikolai will swing next to him.
•Akutagawa would use Rashōmon to push himself on the swing. Poor lonely Akutagawa. If he's dating Atsushi, then Atsushi would definitely offer to push him, but Akutagawa would be far too stubborn to accept.
•Atsushi is scared of swings at first, until Dazai tells him that "cats always land on their feet!" and suddenly he's swinging as high as possible and breaks his leg.
•Kenji and Kyouka would be in the sandbox. Do I need to say more?
��Kunikida wouldn't swing. He just wouldn't. Instead, he'd yell at Yosano and Nikolai for using the swings improperly, and he'd be sitting in the shade with a cold drink.
•Yosano would stand on the swing. Maybe Kōyō would help push her, but I think Yosano would just kind of swing her upper body back and forth until she's moving.
•Kōyō likely wouldn't swing, but if she did, she'd sit on it prim and proper, and not swing too fast or slow.
•Lucy wouldn't even bother. She'd create a swing inside of Anne's room and leave everyone behind. Go Lucy.
•Gin is competive. It feel that in my heart and soul, and you can't convince me that she wouldn't be swinging as high as possible, especially with Chuuya around. I can see her just sitting on it as well, probably saving it for her brother.
•Higuchi would be playing tag, but if given the opportunity to swing she wouldn't go particularly fast. She'd probably stay around three feet off the ground.
•Fukazawa and Fukuchi sit on a bench and watch them play. (Mori does not exist for obvious reasons.)
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sharuruwrites · 1 year
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Pretender
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Goodbye. I am not your soulmate.
It’s heart-breaking, but I can’t deny reality,
Still, leaving your side is so hard.
-Pretender by Official Hige Dandism
Tags: Dazai x Fem!Reader, Dazai cranks up his self-loathing to a 100, hurt, break-up, angst, Dazai longing, before the events of entrance exam and after events of Port Mafia, Unedited
Disclaimer: I don't own BSD.
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It was a silent morning in your apartment when Dazai uttered this words to you, his girlfriend of two years.
“Let’s break-up.”
Despite the indifferent tone in his voice, your expression didn't change as you silently drank your tea. Were you too shocked to process this information? Or, perhaps you knew you'll be parting ways with him?
You gently placed the cup down on the tea saucer, before meeting your soon-to-be ex's gaze. "If you truly want me to bawl my eyes out, you shouldn't have warned me in the first place, Osamu."
Before fate pushed you two to meet, Dazai recently passed his entrance exam as the new detective for the agency, and to celebrate his success, he chose to go to Lupin. And at that bar, you were there, drinking by yourself. After few exchange of glasses and, he found himself fascinated with you.
“Wanna go out?”‌ You asked, lazily tracing the lid of your glass. "I'm serious about it."
Dazai looked down at his alcoholic beverage. He didn't know you well enough for him to warrant to have a relationship with you, but neither do you. If he pursued this relationship, maybe you would help him understand more about humanity.
“Sure,”‌ Dazai smirked. “Although I agree to it, I just want to give you a heads up that our relationship will be short lived and one-sided.”
True to his words, he had the front row seats of his love story turning into a one-man show ran by you. What he didn’t expect, you stood by his side for the past two years. He couldn't pinpoint on what made you stay, but he liked to think that it had something to do with his love for dramatic flair. Afterall, you were just there whenever he needed someone to lean on. You never failed him. Because of it, he learned how to fall for you.
Except, him on the other hand, he lost count on the many times he knew you're disappointed on him. At first, he thought of many ways he could make up for it by showering you with gifts and affections. However, the moment you nursed him back to health from the annual flu, it became clear to him that you were never meant to be his.
Dazai Osamu was never gonna be your soulmate, because of how selfless you were. Perhaps, for the first time in his life, he feared the concept of 'us' between you and him, especially with his dark past and his line of work. He rather have you be well and alive, instead of fearing the possibility of you dying for him.
It was a strange idea for him to come into terms with it which it took him another 365 days to accept it. He always yearned to die with a beautiful lady like you next to him, but, his love for you wished that it wasn't you.
“I'm sorry, love.”‌
Like always, his apologies were devoid of life and meaningless. You never flinched away or got mad at him for it. It made him wonder why you're indifferent with his aloofness. Maybe you're aware of his shortcomings, or your too blinded by your love for him.
"What's there to apologize for?" You got up from your seat, before grabbing your used dishware. "It was nice while it lasted."
After what it felt like an eternity, he had to go and get ready for his mission in the afternoon. He left your spare keys to your apartment at the coffee table, and you assured him that you would drop his stuff at his place later in the day. All that's left of him was to open the door in front of him and leave.
But, his feet was cemented on the carpet floor like it was telling him not to leave. He already accepted the reality it wasn't you on his side at the end, but why does his heart kept trying to deny the truth?
“Osamu?" He looked behind, and saw you tilted your head to the side. "What's wrong?"
Dazai gently cupped your cheek with his hand, and his thumb brushed against your skin. He noticed three things immediately that brought a small smile to his lips. Your eyes were getting watery and red. Your temperature was unexpectedly hot. Lastly, the sudden stillness of your breath as if you have forgotten how to breathe after he touched your face.
A question popped in his head. Were you putting that strong facade for the both of you?‌ Or, to convinced yourself not to look pathetic in his goodbye?
Your warmth, your laughter, and the sound of his name from your voice, he wanted all of them ingrained it into his memory. He knew he’s a selfish and cruel man who loathe life itself, but…for once in his life, he wished he could change.
And, If he had the power to choose a life line, he would choose a different version of himself with a different set of personality and morals. Yet, it made him wonder if you still love him despite him being an entirely new person. He wished he could say 'I love you' to you without any repercussions.
But, his wishes and playing around the scenarios of what-if's were all in vain as you were another chapter in his life that he needed to move on from.
“I don’t…want to forget you that’s all…” Dazai took a deep breath before he smiled bittersweetly at you. "You're still beautiful that it made me left breatheless."
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scriveyner · 4 months
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2023 Wrapped!
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A total of 8 fics this year! And I just barely hit my resolution of 150k posted. These stats are insane, by the way, utterly insane. I never expected anything to hit like smarch/kinktober did this year. Fucking wild.
After the jump is a list of the fics this year and a few thoughts on each. A big thanks to everyone for reading this year, and here's to a fic-filled 2024!
stop time, your hand in mine (文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs) (7,257 words)
First fic of the year, and the one that really and truly jumpstarted sskk² stories. I'd dabbled a little prior to this, but really the only thing that existed was the origin fic from 2022, when Acchan and Ryuu-chan were infants.
chase forever down (文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs) (70,985 words)
Holy moly, y'all love vampire fics. The amount of tags this fic got when Things Went Down in S5 still makes me laugh. This is my favorite fic of this year tho, because I had so much fun writing it.
southern air (文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs) (12,557 words)
Pure fluff exuding from every pore. Fun family shenanigans. I love writing sskk² it's just so healing.
crossing paths (文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs) (8,728 words)
SSKK will always be my BSD otp, but I love me some chuuatsu. Doubt it's the last time I'll write some, but I know its reach is limited.
the places we'll go (文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs) (5,022 words)
My sskkbb23 entry, of course more sskk². I really like taking SSKK and showing them possible futures, have you all noticed this, lol.
three minutes more (文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs) (49,900 words)
I honestly and truly did not expect this fic to juggernaut. I have a chat from before kinktober started being all, "well I don't think it will be as popular as chase forever down..." and y'all came in like a wrecking ball and showed me how wrong I was. I am so glad this hit and hit strong for people.
all the love in my heart (文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs) (4,428 words)
Technically this counts as more than one fic but I don't like to list typetriggers separately. Just a bunch of little bites of sskk² goodness, from kid sillies to adults getting their alone time.
so be good for goodness sake (文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs) (1,247 words)
If you can't tell I very much love writing kid logic, and Acchan and Ryuu-chan are just full of it. The best part about writing sskk² fic to me is watching how the characters have changed and settled into new roles in their lives. (And also trying to figure out what new chaos Acchan can kick up, that kid is indestructible and has no sense of self-preservation. Nor what is actually food.)
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astelren · 2 years
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MtL BSD who wants kids
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ೃ⁀➷ TW/CW: Fluff, GN Reader?, Few mentions of reader getting pregnant, let me know if I need to add more TW/Tags ♡ Minors please interact with me only by liking or reblogs. ➳ Characters: All ADA&Port Mafia characters expect Kyōka Izumi, Kenji Miyazawa, Kyūsaku Yumeno
⤠ Jealousy HCs (Dazai, Chuuya) ⤟ BSD Masterlist (soon!) ⤠ Pregnancy with Kouyou ⤟
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First post on this blog so I thought I would go with something easy and quick, since I'm still working on this blog aesthetic! Please do not mind if stuff changes easily, it's just me testing the waters. Hope you like this!!❤ - This is a rewriting of my old work, originally posted on @/bdsmess.
ADA
Yukichi Fukuzawa
Doppo Kunikida
Akiko Yosano
Ranpo Edogawa
Osamu Dazai
Junichirou Tanizaki
Atsushi Nakajima
Port Mafia
Ryuro Hirotsu
Ogai Mori
Sakunosuke Odasaku
Kouyou Ozaki
Motojiro Kajii
Ango Sakaguchi
Chuuya Nakahara
Ichiyou Higuchi
Ryunosuke Akutagawa
I put Ryuro Hirotsu, Yukichi Fukuzawa, and Ogai Mori in top places because of their age and wealth. They will talk about starting a family soon, maybe trying to be so obvious, like they would see a child no I’m not considering Elise here and have a baby fever, however if you show any kind of discomfort by it they are going stop and have a serious talk about it.
Doppo Kunikida and Sakunosuke Odasaku would totally want some children, in the future or sooner. They would totally wait for you to be ready for starting a family, asking multiple times and having frequently serious talk. While with Oda I can see him being more like “if it happens it happens”, Doppo would have any planned before hand.
Akiko Yosano and Kouyou Ozaki or mommys are going to be very happy to start a family! Maybe they will try a little to convince you to start one, but if you say that you aren’t ready or a simple “no” they will accept it without problems. I think Kyouko is going to be a little more pushy than Yosano thought.
Ranpo Edogawa and Osamu Dazai they are… Uhm… Not really that much interested. For now. It’s not something they ever thought about, like if you brought it up they are going to be surprised. I put them higher only because if you talk about it multiple times or got pregnant, they would probably take their responsibilities and start a family. They only need time.
Motojiro Kaiji and Ango Sagakuchi are very similar to Ranpo and Dazai actually. Neither of them really thought about having a family, but I don’t think they are against the idea of starting one. They simply need time since works come first, and it’s better to have a more normal life style for a child looking at you kaiji.
Chuuya Nakahara and Ichiyou Higuchi would be actually kind of scared and confused to start a family. They are both wealthy enough to take care of children, but they also know that it doesn’t come from a good place, especially for children. I put Higuchi lower simply cause she wonders if she is going to be a good mom, while Chuuya is going to get pretty used to the idea sooner.
Junichirou Tanizaki, Atsushi Nakajima, and Ryunosuke Akutagawa are the ones who only start thinking about family after a long while. I don’t think that the three of them would be ready to have such responsibilities on their shoulder, since they are very young, but I’ll say that Atsushi and Akutagawa are going to be the ones most against starting a family even if older while Junichirou will maybe open up to the idea.
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