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AAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH STILL FREAKING OUT OH MY GOSH
Y'all I'm losing it
HUAAAGHAHHHHHHHHHHHHH FIRST DATE
LOL YEAH I'M TENSE TOO
AUGUHAH HE'S ADMITTING IT FIRST DATE WITH A MAN OHHHH MY GOSH I'M NOT OKAY LOL
THIS BETTER BE AN ACTUAL DATE BC THAT WOULD BE AWKWARD
SPFIENAIMCLS IT'S A GROUP DATE
AAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH EDDIE'S HEREEEEE
OR IS IT ON ACCIDENT MAYBE O.O
IS HE GONNA THINK THEY'RE JUST THERE AS BUDDIES O.O (BUDDIE LOL)
OR IS HE GONNA THINK HE WAS BI THIS WHOLE TIME BUT BUCK WAS THE ONE WHO DIDN'T KNOW
Oh my gosh I'm freaking out
I'm not okay
What the heck
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Ope a guy with his hand
OPE OH GOSH
That's not good o.o
Not really matching your message sir xD
Oh goshh o.o 😳😬
OH GOSH BUCK
Me when I saw the promo again a little while later: OH MY GOSH HOW DID I FORGET THAT BIT
Gosh. Wow
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Okay, that's the last of my last thoughts, now it's time for the. . .
REVIEW
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I'm not okay
I LOVED THIS EPISODE SO MUCH!!! OH MY GOSH. This is the anti feeling to last night when I watched tgd and the end killed me for an entirely different reason THE GAYS ARE WINNNINGGGGGG!!!! I'm not okay. Anyway IT WAS ABSOLUTELY AMAZING!!! Genuinely though all the plots throughout were really good and there were a TON of good moments. Plus the crossover with The Bachelor was GREAT lol. I need to go back and watch those first two minutes but I will update the post slfjdfhs. Now, I'm going to make a quick celebration post and maybe rewatch that clip if possible, and then I'll be back because I can't possibly put off this review xD. Oh my gosh I'm having so many thoughts.
OKAY AAHHH HI ME FROM THE NEXT DAY I was literally freaking out so much (and still am) that I couldn't do it and I kept procrastinating and then I fell asleep lol xD. I have continued to procrastinate (and I had things to do) but!! Here I am :)).
First though, I'm going to go back to the promo bit and add the second half because apparently I completely forgot about it, and I have since watched it a couple of times xD.
Okay!! Now, let's talk about some other bits of the episode xdd.
The Bachelor crossover was so fun!!! I've never seen The Bachelor lol but it was a great story, great call xD. And everyone freaking out SLFKGHDKS!! Maddie and Josh fighting over the call to Chimney giving them spoilers to Eddie siccing the girls on Buck to Bobby and Hen going 👁️👄👁️. And that poor girl xdd. Also the "Do I have to?" "I wouldn't" just killed me xDD. Glad she's okay though :)). Sucks she'll never have her chance lol. But hey, she got to talk to him :)!! Wild xD. Anyway, I think was a super fun thing to throw in there for the 100th episode :DD. It's also interesting to see a reality show crossover with a fiction show xD. Had a fun time with it!!
Maddie and Chim!! They were so funny at the beginning xD. Her sending the 118 was wild lol. Also I loved her face to him later when he was talking about how cool Tommy was right after Buck was complaining about him (😏😏) xDD. They're idiots your honor lol <33. Anyway, Chimney slayed on the calls today 🥰. Especially figuring out the head trauma for that poor woman! Nice job my guy :)). Also, I didn't notice it until I saw subtitles later but "I'm your basketball beard" AUGHWUOGIH!!!! XDD SLFJDGLKDS HE'S SO WILD FOR THAT O.O. Anyway he did genuinely slay, loved him supporting Buck lol :)). I'm sure there was some brother in law bonding in there xD. Maddie slayed on calls too!! I really loved her conversations with Buck though :D :)). The brunch one was sweet and kind of silly, plus the "Is it circled with a heart?" line was SO GOOD LOL SLFJDHS XDD. Idiot <33 (Buck more than anything but it's all affectionate I promise). Also I really loved Maddie's reaction to Buck talking about maybe accidentally purposefully injuring Eddie. It completely makes sense for her character and I'm really glad it was in there, it added some great depth <33. Though the storyline itself has depth!! Especially after the ending lol. Anyway, poor Maddie with her story about the Sarah's :(( xd. That sucks :'(. I do kind of know how it is (not quiiite as close) and it really can be awful xd. Dyeing your hair is a wild step xD. Plus SLFKGJDS "I would've changed both names" oh my gosh XDDD 💀. Also nice on her for calling Buck out for acting like a teenage girl lol. Anyway, love her, and Chimney <33.
Hen and Ravi!! We didn't see much of either of them this episode but they were great :DD. Poor Ravi xD. Bro had no clue what was going on with anything ever lol. He didn't even know who Tommy was! After all the drama he caused!! Poor guy's out of the loop (well for the drama he would cause, is what I meant) lol. They both slayed this episode though :DD!! Hen was great on the house invasion call and the Bachelor call :)). Love them <333.
Bobby, Athena, and Harry!! AYYY Harry :DD!! Welcome back man 🥰. Seeing him greet Athena and Bobby was so nice :'D. It's nice to have him back :')). Sucks to have a change in actors (Marcanthonee will be missed!!) but I'm sure he's gonna be great :)). Elijah, I believe his name is? Welcome aboard dude :DD! Anyway, his return isn't under the best of circumstances o.o. Love Bobby knowing, or being suspicious yk, and called Michael (they are my besties your honor 🥰🥰, I love them <33). Also really glad he told Athena immediately and didn't turn to hide it or anything 😬 :)). Anyway, glad he was so supportive <33. That whole thing was wild though o.o 😬😬😳. It really sucks so much that that happened :((. Harry didn't deserve that, and he was totally valid in his anger and wanting to respond. I don't think he should've beaten the guy up, but I get it. It sucks that he was to be a representative but that's how it is :'((. Hopefully it'll change one day. Also his conversation with Athena about it all and whether she cares more about being a cop or his mom OOUFGH O.O. That bit hit HARD 😬😭. He did have a bit of a point, but I'm glad he apologized <33. And that Athena was more understanding the second time. On a lighter note, her waking up him by pouring a bucket of water on him was amazing LOL xD. Anyway, seeing his reaction to the video hurt so much :((( 😭😭😭💔. It really is awful to see yourself angry. I only tend it see it in writing and it still sucks and is hard xdd. But HALLELUJAH YAYY he's not being charged, at least with prison time that is :')). And he's sticking around :DD!! I'm sure it'll be difficult with Athena monitoring his community service and such but I think it'll be really fun storyline wise :)). Also Athena having to tell that mom that she shot her son 😭😭😭💔💔🥺🥺. That was so awful, I'm so sorry honey <33? And that poor lady 😭😭😭😭💔💔💔. Her acting was amazing <333. It's such an awful situation and I hope she manages to be as okay as she can be :'((. Pooe guy <33 he seemed great :'( :'). Anyway, love them all (the three I said lol) <33 🥰🥰.
It's time.
Well time to talk about the rest of it besides that one part of the ending lol.
Buck and Eddie, and Tommy!! BROOK this was so wild o.o xD. The jealousy was painful 😭, but I also kinda loved it, it was hilarious xD. It really sucks that Buck was feeling left out, and I do think they were kind of leaving him out, but I don't think it was at all intentional. Eddie invited him to basketball several times, and the other things were things he and Tommy already had plans for. He even seemed excited when he thought Buck was going to come to the fight with them (which that bit HURT by the way lol 💀)!! He did seem kinda shady asking Buck to watch Chris but I'm sure it was an accident xDD. He's just an idiot your honor lol <33. I do wish he was a little more obvious about not blaming Buck when he got injured, but like, he was in a whole lot of pain with a possibly broken ankle xD. It's understandable lol and I don't blame him. I also don't think Tommy was trying to exclude Buck! H was happy to see Buck throughout the episode, he gave him a tour, planned to give him flying lessons!! It was just a really unfortunate situation and Buck wasn't communicating (as he admitted at the end lol). Poor Buck though through all of it 😭😭💔🥺. I know it was kind of on him for not communicating but it just sucks being left out :((, I totally get it. You don't wanna say anything and be told you're overreacting or for people to think it's weird, and you don't wanna be possessive or anything, but it sucks and you miss them :((. I know how it feels xD xd. Still, I'm really glad he was getting aware of it, and he listened to the help from Maddie lol <3.
I think the conversation at the end was a really good way of wrapping it all up. Seeing everyone's side (Eddie's opinion given by Tommy but honestly he wasn't really as involved in the problem lol), and having everyone apologize. Also then them hyping each other up :')). I do find it interesting to see and outside perspective to the 118! We're so used to the family that is the 118 and the 126 that we don't really think about the fact that it's probably not like that for most people xdd. It wasn't even really like that when Tommy was there. And it makes sense for him to be jealous over it!! It's completely understandable and a really cool perspective to see :)). Although I will agree with Buck lol, he's pretty cool on his own lol.
Now, seeing as I was freaking out and forgot half the previous lines, I'm going to say what I thought/my reactions to a few specific lines and everything as it started to ramp up xD.
By the way, I have watched this scene (or at least parts of it) like. 20 times now. And some of it I'm still trying to remember as I freak out once again right now lol xD. So keep that in mind lol.
When they were talking about the mouths static was hilarious xD. In all fairness, it wasn't great lol.
And then the Muay Thai (I think that's how it's spelled?), the after flying lessons bit and "Not in the same day"??? AAAAHHHHHHHHH!! That's where I started to really get stressed and suspicious and in shock xDD. I was like um. what was that. XD.
And then. Buck admitting he was trying to get TOMMY'S attention o.o. I genuinely wasn't expecting it but looking back on the episode it all makes sense yk o.o. Honestly I don't think even Buck really realized that was it until during that conversation, especially given his tone shift. And the Tommy's face afterward 😭. Bro is surprised xD. And I'm going to be completely honest, I thought Buck was saying "I didn't mean my best friend" there and not "I did maim best friend" until like the tenth time I watched it o.o xDD. The first one was wild, a self denial of Buddie because he's oblivious xDD. The second one makes more sense but is equally as wild o.o lol. He's realizing that just before he says it xD. And maim is dramatic but he did injure Eddie 😬🥺. Anyway, the next bit.
You know.
The moment.
"My sister says there's better ways to get someone's atten-" AND HE K I S S E D HIM!!!!! WHEN. I. TELL. YOU. I. LOST. MY. MINDDDD!!!!
It was so wild oh my gosh. You can look at my liveblog for more freaking out about that xD (and probably later in this post lol. And also in anything I've reblogged about it xD). I can still barely believe it's real. That it happened xd. I realized a little while ago that I have no idea what I'd do if Buddie actually got together, and I felt some of that feeling here. We thought for SO LONG,l we wouldn't have it, had kind of lost hope, and then BOOM!!!! I know I had hope for this episode but it wasn't SERIOUS, not really!! Hope but "I expect it.not to happen, no matter how hard I hope xdd". And we may not have gotten Buddie BUT WE DID GET BISEXUAL BUCK!!!!!!! I'm genuinely still so happy about that oh my gosh. I meant to make a post earlier but I was grinning in the hallway at school xD.
Now, AFTER THE KISS WAS SO WILD TOO AAAAHHHHHH.
OKAY I'm back for a third time lol, later in the day xD. Had a lot to do but now I'm here!
Anyway AAAAHHHHHHHHHH!!! I barely even registered the sus stuff they were saying beforehand because I was in such shock, and the same goes for afterwards xD. I was just SCREEEAMING!!
But!! Some of these being my thoughts having watched it 20 times, and some of them being what I thought at the time, THE MOUTH STATIC COMMENT 😭😭😭❤️❤️❤️🥺 XD. Also we love Tommy asking if it was okay 🥺🥺🥺❤️🥰 :'). Anyway, it's the way Buck is just absolutely speechless. The only thing he has is the mouth static comment and that's it xD. All he had laid out lol. It's so cute to see him flustered and speechless :')). Also the fact that some of it comes from this revelation he just had (not just being a bi disaster, but discovering he's a bi disaster) is so good <333. And I just- YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND!! HE'S F R E E!!! AT 8 ON SATURDAY SURE BUT HE'S F R E E 😭😭😭😭😭💔❤️❤️❤️❤️🥺🥺🥰🥰😎!!! ACCIDENTAL SUNGLASSES BUT WE'RE KEEPING IT. LIKE THE WAY HE SAID IT AUGOAUHUGIH HE. IS FREE!!
I'm so not okay over that <33
Anyway I love that Tommy does all the talking lol, he knows Buck can't and is short circuiting but he still has a conversation with him xD :).
And just AAAAHHHHHHHH THEY'RE GOING ON THEIR FIRST DATE!! IT'S SATURDAY AT 8 BRO!!! YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND AUUUUAGHHHHHH!!
I mean I know you all do but you know lol.
Also Tommy telling Buck to call Eddie xD. Yeeeah, honestly seems like a good time to call and talk to him if he's on pain pills lol. Buck might have trouble speaking though, given he's still having a queer crisis xD. Kinda crisis, kinda discovery. Skipped some of that stage lol.
Buck's final look of the episode just destroys me :')). He's so baffled and happy your honor <33.
Now here's someone I'll say that I've been thinking of about the whole thing. Buck's tone changed, his vibe changed, something in his eyes changed, during that scene. Around the flying lessons bit xD. You can tell. I think he felt it, he just wasn't exactly sure what it was. And whatever he thought it was was probably terrifying (assuming he guessed correctly or knew lol). I think, if Tommy hadn't done something, he would've just let it go, let the moment pass. And, especially if he's done the same thing before, I think he would've pushed it away enough that he stopped thinking about it. I don't know if he has ¯⁠\⁠_⁠(⁠ツ⁠)⁠_⁠/⁠¯. But it makes me think of a Buck who had Moments, who Wondered, and then dismissed them immediately because there was no way, he Couldn't. Or it was something he couldn't quite place. So he left it alone and forgot about it.
Idk. All I know is I don't think he would've made a move if Tommy hadn't lol, even if he was feeling the vibes xD.
Anyway, I've been genuinely so ill over all of this for literal days now. It's just past midnight on Friday for me lol. I'm just going so insane over it.
Today a question of the day in one of my classes was "What's a moment from tv/movies/musicals that impacted you?", you know something wild or epic or emotional or whatever, that impacted you. And, though it's far from the first time it's happened to me, I said this. Buck realizing he was bisexual. I don't think some people realize (though surely most of us on Tumblr do): This is a masculine, main character (honestly the main character) on an extremely popular mainstream television show, that after 7 seasons realized he was bisexual, and he's not a trope. It is profoundly impactful. Still definitely give credit where it's due to shows that have been doing it since the beginning (Lone Star, for example), but this is huge. They finally CAN do it. And I'm so happy for them, and proud of Buck :')).
Also quick note I just love how much Oliver is committed to and knows his character. The fact that he withdrew media wise because he agreed with us?? Wild. But he genuinely loves Buck so much, probably more than any of us, and he fights so hard to do him right <33. I'm so proud of, but more importantly, happy for him :')). He's been waiting so long for this and he totally deserves it, he absolutely slayed it <33. His acting was AMAZING, as always. I mean it's always great but this was just top both xD :'D. Anyway, thank you Oliver <3.
And thank you to everyone else on the show who worked to make this happen!!! And everyone in the fandom who fought for this!
I still genuinely can't believe it xd. It's just- amazing <3.
Also, quick think on Buddie: I do still want Buddie long-term. But I think Buck and Tommy could be cute, and no matter what I'm just excited to see where it goes for now :)). I actually kind of think it's better that Buck doesn't date Eddie first, for him and for us (a likelihood of them staying together). He needs to discover/explore/understand this new part of himself, and that might require branching out a bit :). Plus it's just good for him to get to be out there and live how he wants to, not worrying about endgame right now. I think Buddie will happen one day, but for now I am absolutely happy with this <333. I think it's gonna be great, and I am so excited :D.
One last scream:
AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!
Overall, I really enjoyed this episode! It was sooo good, and not just The Moment. All the calls were cool and interesting, including the crossover, which was fun. Everyone's individual storylines were good, and even through a lot of silly moments, packed and stuffed with emotion :'). Plus all the little throwbacks to episode 1, and the series in general, were great and really awesome :'DD. Also, just thinking about the impact of the kiss being in the 100th episode <33. Wow. So insane (me) <33. Anyway, Buck and Tommy was wild but they were cute, I'm glad Buck and Eddie are doing better. I'm also glad everything got worked out between Athena and Harry <33. The situation sucks but I think we made the best out of it :')). I loved the Buck and Maddie interactions and moments this episode, they were great <33. I wish we got a few more team moments, or full family moments, for the 100th episode, but that's a small thing :) ❤️. I still THOROUGHLY enjoyed it and I thought it was just absolutely amazing.
So yeah! I loved this episode, I thought it was super great. There were a bunch of fun storylines, which I don't want to forget about in light of the last scene. I'm so excited for the next episode! This has been my review of. . .
9-1-1, Season 7, Episode 4: Buck, Bothered, and Bewildered
It was so amazing. I'm so excited but so nervous for the next episode! I'm sure it'll work out fine but it looks wild. I'll be back here next week for my review of. . .
9-1-1, Season 7, Episode 5: You Don't Know Me
See you next week!!
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singsweetmelodies · 9 months
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Oh my Goddd Katie !!! I read the new chapter 🤩 i saw the email that you updated while I was in the bus.. read it as soon as I got home and it was *chef’s kiss* 🤌🏻
Every single line in that chapter was ✨perfect ✨
Few things that I wanted to say about the chapter;
About Charles being an idiot, i wanted to hold him by his shoulders n shake him.. like wth sharl…“friends first” my ass..🫢 i was like ‘boy you’re completely gone for him stop denying it, anyone can see that from a mile away’
And that part where he labelled their thing as “hooking up with the best friend” i felt for my baby pierre 🥲 why you gotta hurt him like that Charlo!
I mean I can see him being clueless like this irl too.. but yeah I’ll forgive him, only bcos he’s too pretty👀
Again, this was an amaaazing chapter .. loved it.. loved itt…. God you never disappoint ❤️
Take care
All the love
T❣️
PS: you can have this pic of Charles leclerc bedsheet that I found on twt🫢 maybe pierre will convince charles to use it while they **** and Charles would act all shy n embarrassed but will end up agreeing
PPS: just remembered that I can’t share media if I’m sending this as anon😂 so yeah you can have the link.
https://twitter.com/rosbergcore/status/1691152498537451520?s=46&t=X9gdlev5MiJaz_Z6f5GPNg
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this ask made me smile so much, omg!! the charles bedspread, first and foremost 😭 why is this EXACTLY the kind of thing pierre would do just to make charles blush?? LMFAO. love that. low-key want that just to make my girlfriend say the words "we are not fucking on the charles leclerc bedspread" 😆
secondly!! awwww, i'm so glad you liked the chapter <3333 you are too kind! and yes AGREED - charles is being massively oblivious and i'm sure EVERYONE can see that he's completely gone for pierre (except for pierre himself, and also charles himself. naturally.) but you're so right, lmfao, we have to forgive him because he's pretty <333 and also because, like i hinted here, there IS actually a genuine characterisation reason for why charles is being this oblivious (other than just the "he's a bit of a beautiful idiot sometimes, y'know" reason, that is.) sorry-not-sorry to keep dropping hints about that, lmaooo. it's just that i've had this characterisation point plotted out for WEEKS now but i have to wait THREE MORE CHAPTERS till i can share it, and... i'm not a very patient person xD
but yeah!! thank you very much indeed for this ask, T, love <333 i was "😂❤️"-ing all the way through it - always so so nice to hear from you!!
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2aceofspades · 13 days
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hi you probably got this question asked before. BUT who are your favorite duos in rottmnt??? >:D
btw i love the f!Cassandra and f!Leo they are my favorite duo (after disaster twins 🥳) but love your art and keep up the great work :DDD
Hi hello! 🙌✨ Oh! My favorite duo is Leo and Raph in the show 💙❤️ I don't draw them all too much cuz ✨EMD brainrot✨/pos, but I love them very much.
Here's a lil semi-old doodle of them that I never posted on here~
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Them 🥹❤️💙
I also like Donnie and Mikey as a duo in the show 💜🧡 I love how they interact with each other in the show
I will say though, my favorite duo in my own au is probably f!Cassandra and f!Leo cuz they've got such interesting tension between them. I would love to draw another comic with the two of them 🌟
Awwwwee! Thank you so much!! I really appreciate it 🤗✨!
(:
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easy-there-leftovers · 7 months
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Hiii can I just say I’m OBSESSED with ISY,D!! Amazing work truly the best ❤️
I saw asks are open so I thought I’d slip in a little prompt 👀
Astarion and Tav have a bit of a spat at camp. Tav is trying to convince Astarion that ascending would make him just as bad as Cazador, but Astarion craves the power and the freedom. Tav, upset and frustrated, ends up leaving for a walk through the late night streets of the gate to clear their head. One of the vampire spawn out looking for their next prey find Tav, recognizing them immediately as Astarion’s love (and one true weakness) and kidnaps them to bring to Cazador. Cazador, being the sick fuck he is, locks Tav away and sends a note to Astarion that he finds the next morning, saying that he had Tav and that if Astarion wants them back he has to surrender to Cazador and go through with the ceremony. Astarion loses his mind and races to the castle with the gang in tow, praying that Tav is unharmed. Will he be there just in time to save Tav? Or will he be too late, will Cazador have already turned them by the time he gets there?
Sorry for the paragraph but this has been in my mind for DAYS and I would cry if you could make this story come to fruition ❤️
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Hello 🌸anon!! Thank you so much for liking the series, I'm glad that it's something that you enjoy reading! Also, I've decided to include @simp-4-astarion's request as they were rather similar in nature!! Thank you so much for liking my work :,DDD
In addition!! Just a heads up for people who'd like to request or send an idea in, I don't just write for Astarion! Feel free to include your favorite romanceable pcs (and non romanceable npcs lol) into the mix!!
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That night at camp had been fraught with tension, like a fraying rope ready to snap. The campfire crackled, the tongues of the flame dancing and flickering about, mirroring the storm within the heated pair.
Your voice, something that he's come to find solace in as of late, quivered with frustration unlike any he's heard directed at him before as you tried to reason with him.
"I don't relish it. but my," He pauses, wondering what he should call them. "--Siblings lured thousands of people to their death over the years. I doubt Baldur's Gate would miss any of them." He seems rather taken with the idea, and you worry about what this could mean for him.
"But we don't even know if it's possible, Astarion. You're hypothesizing that you become the Vampire Ascended at the expense of eradicating the other spawn." Whether or not they had done things as horrendous as your,-- gods you don't even know what you are,-- as the ex-magistrate, they did not deserve to be subjected to such a ritual.
He paces around you, ascertaining your reactions, and making quick work to think about how he could convince you
"And so what? I've obviously thought about it. If I completed the ritual, this evocation, I'd have insurmountable power. And--" He nears himself to you, practically whispering the following words into the skin of you neck. As if anything he said would etch its way into your skin and carve you anew.
"I could walk in the sun without fear of becoming a mindflayer. Don't you want that for me, darling? For us?" The question instills an indescribable fear in you. Not the same fear that's been riddling you as you wonder if you'd perish in one of your many battles, but the fear you'd witness when you lost something dear to you.
It's as if he's giving you an out.
Agree with him, and you seal his fate as the Vampire Ascendant with a sure place at his side.
Or disagree, allowing all those spawn the same chance he had been given all those tendays ago, and snuff out whatever growing relationship you had between you.
He senses your uncertainty. And he feels lost. He figured that you would be so sure to keep him at your side. Doing anything it takes to make sure it stays that way, but now you're getting cold feet with his blatant proposal of companionship because of what?
These monsters he's hunted with?
These damned spawn that represent everything you've seeked to correct about the world?
"Astarion, please, give them a chance. They were just like you once, give them that much."
At any other time, he would've admired your efforts to help them. But in this moment, he thinks you a fool who could never truly understand what it means to be a slave and to want for power.
"You did not know them. And you do not know me as well as you may think, my dear, if you think they deserve a chance more than I do."
He doesn't know why it all happened the way it did. The way that his thoughts came tumbling out of his mouth and only allowing the worst of things to escape him.
All he knows was that it had surely hurt you and that he doesn't think he's ever seen your retreating form look as small as it did as you walked towards somewhere in the city.
And that he wished he had remembered where they were. So near to where his consanguines and he used to hunt.
So when he and the others are greeted with a letter smelling of undeath, telling them that they had their precious leader imprisoned in Cazadaor's manor, he knows not to tell them about the little argument you two had.
Knows not to tell them anything to dampen their mood as they search for you.
Knows not to tell them that the likelihood he kept you alive was slim to none, now that he has Astarion's attention.
Once they had been alerted of your whereabouts, a clear ploy to lure him back to his master, there would be no use for you anymore. They don't know Cazador like he did, and he was sure that by the time they reached their destination, you would be no more.
Stil, he's willing to take any chance he can get to get you back. No use in proclaiming you dead if he hasn't seen you, and he'd be damned if he let Cazador take any more from him.
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SUPERLOVER: YOU CAN PUT AS MANY STICKERS ON MY TITTIES AS U WANT BBYBOY I LOVE YOU 😫😫😫🫶🏼🤭🤭😻🤖🤖🤖
-> frankys.favorite: 😭😭
-> robinkills: i need u to restrict the usage of emojis on your phone. its getting insane.
dni_nami: whyd i get frankys whole ass tit on my tl bruh
uso_pp: imma bite that 🤭🤭🤭
-> SUPERLOVER: [name]'s done this several times and ive yet to feel anything 😎
-> uso_pp: ayo????
princesanji: a hello kitty tattoo is crazy
-> frankys.favorite: ur def the type to have cinnamoroll tattooed on ur hipbone dont even try it
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dni_nami: literally told these two to not set off the fireworks and look at them kissing it up. absolutely shameless.
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frankys.favorite: what do u mean it was a great light show namiii
-> SUPERLOVER: I MUST AGREE IUR FIREWORKS SHOW WAS SUPPPPERRRR BEAUTIFUL
-> dni_nami: no. it was SUPERRRR disruptive for the whole street
SUPERLOVER: look at my handsome baby. his pretty face👻👻
-> roro.zoro: ur emoji selections r always so unsettling
princesanji: their marraige was a match made in heaven w the way they both are constantly ruining everyone elses night
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frankys.favorite: get urself a buff man like mine holyyyy shiitttt
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SUPERLOVER: GET YOURSELF A SEXY MAN LIKE MINE HEHEHE 🫸🏼🫷🏼i love u so much
-> frankys.favorite: ❤️
uso_pp: NOOO WHEN U TWO START THIRSTING FOR EACH OTHER U DONT EVER FUCKING STOPPPP
-> dni_nami: time to mute the both of them
freeluffy: i wonder how someone so old like franky is able to keep his body so muscley
-> SUPERLOVER: im not even that old luffy what the fuck
-> freeluffy: ur like 50
-> frankys.favorite: hes 36????
-> freeluffy: same thing!!! :DDD
roro.zoro: how the fuck r u shaped like a dorrito
-> SUPERLOVER: i was crafted by the hands of my lover and molded into be the perfect man for him.
-> roro.zoro: FOR FUCKS SAKE.
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SUPERCOLA: finally was able to take my baby out to get him a new car 🏁🚙
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frankys.favorite: thank u sm EVEN THO I TOLD U MULTIPLE TIMES U DIDNT HAVE TO but thank u so much i love u
-> SUPERLOVER: of course YOURE MY NUMBER ONE RIDE OR DIE i need to show u how much i love u 💍 i wish i could buy more than this because you deserve so much more my love
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robinkills: this is crazy. but i love it for u two, absolute sweethearts
uso_pp: what about me franky 🥺🥺🥺
freeluffy: i wanr a car too franky 🥺🥺🥺
ttchopper: i want my own car too franky 🥺🥺🥺
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me n my husband vs the world <3
SUPERLOVER replied to your story: u rlly had the time to snap a pic after all we did last night??? ur crazy and ily
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caffeinetheif · 1 year
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Bit of an odd request to make. Could I request the seven brothers with an s/o that likes plushies?
Of course! As a fellow plush enthusiast, I don’t find this request odd at all ❤️ I decided to write a short blurb with headcanons for each brother. Hope you enjoy!
P.S. I had the hardest time writing for Satan and Levi. I apologise in advance for Satan and Levi lovers lol. And Shoutout to my bestie for helping me come up with ideas <3 love u babe
The Demon Brothers with an S/O that Has Plushies
GN! MC/Reader
Lucifer:
He’d probably be the most critical of the brothers
He would most likely give you a long winded lecture on spending habits
Though, after seeing how happy they make you, he might be more open to it.
“MC, what is the reason for all of... these?” Lucifer asks, holding up one of your many plushies. You should have seen this coming. He is the eldest brother after all, it’s like it’s his job to scrutinize everything. 
You roll your eyes before answering, “They remind me of home, in a way. Do really need a reason to have them?”
Lucifer pauses and thinks for a moment before gently returning the plushy to its original spot. “I suppose they don’t need a reason, as long as you’re happy.”
Mammon
He can’t help but think of the price tags on your more collectable or hard to find plushies, but don’t worry about him selling them.
In all honesty, I think he’d enjoy having an excuse to shower you in gifts
For special occasions, he’d try to find some of the hard to find plushies in the Devildom as a surprise for you
“Oi, MC! I gotcha somethin’.” 
You barely look up from your DDD before a shopping bag lands on your lap. You look up at Mammon with a confused look. It’s normal for him to get you things out of the blue, but they’re normally much smaller than the one currently on your legs.
You reach into the bag and pull out the contents. A soft, purple plush sheep sits in your hands. You can’t help the large grin that settles on your face as you examine the adorable sheep. 
Leviathan
He would have a problem with your plushies, but not for the reason you think. He loves their cuteness, but hates that they take your attention away from him.
Almost sees them as competition, but he won’t tell you that
However, he’s the most understanding about your collection. Afterall, look at how much Ruri-chan merch he has.
“MC, pay attention to me!”
“Levi, you were in the middle of a game. I wasn’t going to interupt you because I wanted to cuddle.”
“But I’m not gaming anymore,” Leviathan pouts.
You laugh at his attempt at a begging face and give in, ditching your plush cuddle buddy in favor of opening your arms for your purple haired lover. He grumbles about how you must love your plushies more than him as he plops himself in your arms. 
Satan
Satan would be the most nonchalant about your plushy collection. He finds it nice to talk to you about collecting items, even if your collections are vastly different.
He would probably use them as pillows when laying in your bed or to prop up his books
If you have any cat plushies, please show him them.
Satan has noticed that you have a specific species of animal that you favor when you buy plushies. He has gotten into the habit of buying that plush animal when he finds one you don’t have and secretly adding it to your collection. 
Anytime you begin to notice a new one, Satan tells you a white lie such as, “You bought it when we went grocery shopping a few weeks ago. Do you not remember?” He hopes you don’t catch on to his accidental gaslighting anytime soon.
Asmodeus
He would definitely see your plushies as a photoshoot opportunity
Has a secret photoalbum on his DDD of just you napping and cuddling with your plushies.
At least once a week he will ask you to take pictures of him with your plushies for his devilgram.
As cute as Asmo thinks you are when you cuddle with your plushies, he sometimes wishes that you were cuddling him instead. That’s how he found himself in his current predicament. 
He’s trying so hard to not wake you up as he gently moves your arms from around the plushy you’re currently napping with. With slow movements and a little tug to the plush, he removes it from your grasp with a triumphant grin. Ever so slowly, he lowers himself down and replaces the pushy with himself and rests his head on your chest with a happy sigh. Shortly after he gets comfortable, he drifts off to sleep with his own arms draped around your waist. 
Beelzebub
If you have food themed plushies you better hide them because we all know how Beel gets with anything food related
Like Satan, I feel like he wouldn’t really mind your plushies.
He would win prizes from any and all the strength games at the carnivals for you
It was getting late, so you and Beel decided to call it a night and head home from the carnival. With Beel’s large hand in one of your own and a large plush prize in your other arm, you considered this date one to remember.
Beel had noticed you eyeing one of the zombie lizard plushies at one of the game booths and made it his mission to win you one. Luckily, it was a strength based game, similar to ones you had seen in the human realm. 
It had taken several of the small prizes to be traded in to get the large one, but the look of joy when Beel handed you the zombie lizard made it worth it.
Belphegor
He would be the most likely to enjoy your plushies or be a plushy stealer
oftentimes, you’ll find him cuddled up with your plushies
I think he’d find a lot of comfort in your scent that clings to the plushy
It had been a rough day in class for you, the stress of exams weighing down on your shoulders. You would love nothing more than to collapse onto your bed and take a well deserved nap.
When you reach your bedroom and open your door, you expect to be greeted with your neatly made bed ready to welcome you into its warm covers. However, the sight you’re greeted with instead is Belphegor snoozing away with his face tucked right into your favorite plushy. You quietly take a photo before crawling in bed beside him and passing out.
Thank you for reading! Likes and reblogs are greatly appreciated <3 
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punkitt-is-here · 6 months
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I was wondering where all that activity came from, and it turns out famous horse artist punkitt had been reblogging something soup!!! thank you very much for sharing ❤️❤️❤️ (this is my personal account, idk how to ask from jesterpunk account lmao)
WAIT AYO??? OH MY GOD I LOVE your animations!! I always send something soup stuff to my bf and go "this is the coolest shit I've ever seen". No problem I'll always be sharing your work >:DDD
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melonteee · 3 months
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May I recommend some One Piece fics? One of them has me clawing the walls and wanting to write ten billion fics about all the OP women _:(´ཀ`」 ∠): and the other fundamentally changed me as a human being.
The former is a Robin centred fic and the latter is a Sanji centred fic. If you have read these before, sorry if I’m just parroting what you’ve already read! Also please feel no pressure to read these, I just wanted to share with a fellow OP enjoyer :DDD
Sanji Fic: Custom of the Sea - 17K: https://archiveofourown.org/works/39516201?view_adult=true
So this one really, REALLY explores Sanji’s duties as a chef and how far he’d be willing to go to ensure that his crew won’t starve (if you know what the title of the fic means then you’re halfway there) and there are heavy warnings at the start of the fic that I won’t repeat but I will state that the fic is tagged with “angst with a happy ending” so a heaping helping of optimism is needed whilst reading!
(I did not read the tags thoroughly though I still enjoyed the fic, but please don’t be as silly as me)
I love when a One Piece fic explores the connections between the Straw Hats (some more than others, cough ZORO cough) and I especially love the flashbacks we get with Chef Zeff— I will never be able to stop thinking about them and clutching at my chest like I’m trying to ease an unseen weight (the burden, oh the burden of loving a fictional blond man).
I love how Sanji is written, how we get to see him reduced to his base components, how as he thins with each day we see what becomes transparent beneath all the layers; who he truly is when stripped down to the bone.
^ tryhard
There is also a scene that is so reverent; so intimate; so raw that it feels like a violation to intrude upon such a private moment and a discourtesy that it isn’t being analysed and examined by every literature study or professor alive. Wow it fucks me up that this fic only has 8K hits. The author also writes some good ZoSan fics if that’s also something you’d like :))
Robin Fic: What is and What could never be - 58K (unfinished as far as I’m aware): https://archiveofourown.org/works/42768912/chapters/107441889
Robin. Has. A child.
[incoherent wailing about motherhood, unconditional love, the fear of loving someone and letting them love you back, love you thought you lost but has endured all along]
I haven’t even finished it yet nor am I even anywhere close in the timeline in which the fic takes place but I already know it’s one of my favourite fics I’ve read, and has made me realised that I have overlooked the OP women in the most egregious manner possible.
I absolutely adore your OP character analysis videos, and having your big brain analysis sitting in the back of my mind while reading this fic has made me appreciate and enjoy this fic tenfold.
Nico Robin I love you in a way that heals me and hurts me.
I am also a tremendous sucker for Frobin (the author wrote smut for this fic which 😳) but I also adore her relationships with Chopper, Nami and Luffy which absolutely enamoured me and has scorched my brain, leaving a permanent mark. Also extremely cruel and wicked that this fic only has 8K hits.
Anyway I wrote all of this at 1am, so if I sound mad it’s because I am. Thanks for creating hilarious and extremely insightful analysis videos, I’ve been watching your channel since the MHA character design video (I still burst out laughing thinking about Todoroki’s design sometimes) and I always look forward to new vids :D
Thank you for these but I can’t promise I’ll read them haha, I don’t tend to read too many fics but I appreciate the thought. I know you didn’t do it here but I also ask to please not send me smut fics or anything since I’m not an nsfw account and also a stranger to you guys 😅
And thank you so much for enjoying my content! ❤️
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dungbeatposse · 4 months
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THE RAMPAGE AND COLOURS PT. 1✨🎨
what is my account but a collection of my thought dumps that makes sense but also doesn't make sense? anyways! i made a list of colours of the rampage in my notes app and its been sitting there for... 7 months...
but! i really like rambling and i want to ramble bout this to you lovely people (or anyone interested enough to read this), i'll try to keep this short and simple❤️ disclaimers, these are all in good fun and are just my opinions. i also don't have access to a ton of exile tribe content, so im basing this of stuff i have watched (pls bear with me🥲)
feel free to share your thoughts. i would love to know what you think :DDD
i'm gonna have to break these up into 2 posts (16 members ahaaaaa) don't know if i'm diligent enough to maintain this one but i'll try my best!!!
likiya - gold (#fdd017)
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of course likiya was going to get gold. for me, it's suitable for him because he's the leader. he carries the rampage from exile tribe. plus, he gives me very lion-esque vibes. his presence is strong, powerful. i also debated of a royal blue, but a warmer colour suits likiya. he's like the sun, makes me feel warm inside.
zin - silvery blue (#7f8e99)
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several reasons for this one. i wanted the leaders colours to be opposites, so if likiya is the sun, zin is the moon. straight grey/silver didn't suit zin - it's too dull for him, so i opted for a bluer silver that reflects how he makes me feel (also kinda matches his h&l character but we won't look into that). his presence is cooler, but not cold. somehow, his vibe is closer to what i think mountains would feel like.
riku - coral orange (#f2946b)
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when i think riku, i think about his beautiful smile and his bright personality. ngl i wanted to give him a yellow adjacent colour too, but i feel like a softer colour closer to orange suits him. it's warm and vibrant but not too summer. i also thought about golden retriever colours but riku, for me at least, has this natural aura that reflects a coral reef on a bright sunny afternoon.
kenta - cool tone black (#121417)
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several options were going into kenta's colour choice like white to reflect his invaderz look or a red. but i knew i wanted to stick to a cooler tone colour. kenta has a very black cat energy in my opinion. though he's a ball of chaos and goofs, there are also occasions where he is quite a loner. so, after some thought, i went "well, black is pretty suiting". to me, black has so much potential. it's versatile, it's mysterious, it's kenta.
rui - lilac purple (#b666d2)
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well. if you don't think of purple when you think of yonamine rui, i don't even know what to say (joking teehee). the real challenge was deciding which purple suited rui. i thought about inching the colour picker closer to white to give him a less saturated colour to match his softer side, but i realise that rui is vibrant. his dancing, his smile, his everything.
yamasho - pink (#ed93db)
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now, if i was going to do this before, yamasho would've been more green for me, or blue. but, i've been really interested in his current venture with new looks and makeup. i really admire yamasho for experimenting with his style, because not only does it suit him, but it's so refreshing to see. his creativity, his boldness. they shine in my mind when i think about yamasho. i thought about a more salmon pink, but this one. it's light but bold, just like he is to me.
kazuma - blood red (#8b0000)
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red was my immediate thought when choosing a colour for kazuma. it's the colour for his prince of legend character of course, but it's also the colour of blood, which also makes me associate him with vampires. yes, i know he has been attributed with wolves a lot. however, he has sharper, intimidating features, which immediately makes me attribute him to things like knives, fangs, rubies. kazuma always gave off this overwhelmingly strong red vibe for me. passionate and elegant, but dangerous and intense.
hokuto - pastel yellow (#ebe7a2)
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i thought about giving him a pastel pink. the more i think about it, the more i find myself giving hokuto a pastel yellow. maybe it's because a majority of his styles had always given him soft blonde hair. but hokuto reminds me of sun, but more like the sun on a cloudier day, or the way petting a cat feels. his vibes are soft and sunny. sweeter and gentler.
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rottenraccoons · 1 year
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I was very hesitant with Cirrus' route because of the (is it considered heavy?) BDSM but what got me through it to see all the endings, good or ortherwise, was the safe word button. It was such a comfort to have someone calming like Vesper to soothe more sensitive readers like me. Overall, I believe it made the entire experience a hundred times better! Thank you for everything you're doing and hehe goodluck on the 1 year anniversary of Flamebait, much love~
Aw, thank you! The one year anniversary was a fun little party, we had a good time experiencing some of the routes again. FlameDate is very much it's own little weird thing, but it was a really fun thing :DDD
The safeword system is something we're really happy we put time and energy into, and responses like this are a big reason why ❤️ We're big believers that players already have the ultimate safeword, since they can just turn the game off at any point. But having an extra way to suspend the action and just breathe is something we're glad we included for players who don't need to stop, but just need a pause.
Plus, we've found that the combination of the warning page and the safeword system has given us as writers so much more confidence that we can include dark and shocking content, which is always nice 🥰
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Aww hi guys :'))
LOL checked if she was owl xDD
AWW y'all 🥰🥰
Good for them :'))
Lol the lights :'D xD
XDD Jay lol
Sam SLFKJGS
"Good for them" AYY SLFKDS THAT'S EXACTLY WHAT I SAID
Legitimately out loud I said "good for them" lol
My dad also asked if the lights flickered when they got emotional and I'm like nah it's just his thing lol
Luckily as I was explaining it the promo came on which even mentioned ghost powers so that helped me explain it xD
Which by the way AAAHHHHHH WHAAAT??!? PETE CAN LEAVE THE PROPERTY :OOO?!??
And he looks so scared help 😭😭🥺 xDD poor guy lol :( <33
Anyway :) back to the end of the episode slfjds
Awww that was cute <33
Aww the suicide message at the end :'(( ❤️❤️🥺😭💔 it always gets me when shows have something like that after a serious topic <33
AAGH that episode was so good :'DD 😭😭🥺💔❤️ glad I watched this one live :))
It was absolutely WILD but amazing :)) post coming later!!
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I love all of your analysis of these two losers ❤️ I have yet to read the full essay (soon! I just need time) but have you done a part on this NPC who talks about (supposedly alhaitham) a big guy buying crates of wine and muttering something about it being enough for an apology?
I can't remember exactly where but it was a merchant in either sumeru city or port ormos. I'm leaning on the city and possibly in the inner market near the theatre. I'll try looking tomorrow and send you another ask
Hiya! Thank you so much for your ask! I’m so glad to hear you’re enjoying the haikaveh brainrot hehe, we’re all in the basement together! <3
I know the one you’re referring to! This should be it, it’s from a vendor in the Grand Bazaar:
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I didn’t mention this in the essay because of it being speculatory, but I’m more than ready to speculate here. I agree, this is most likely an inference to Alhaitham, not only considering his status as a Mahamata but also due to the fact that it’s an integral part of Alhaitham’s character that he prefers to be unknown. Even when he serves as the Acting Grand Sage, people don’t typically recognise him due to how little known he is despite his primary role as the Grand Scribe, as seen in his story quest. This would align with why the vendor admittedly has no idea who this particular customer was.
Drinking, particularly wine, can also relate to both Kaveh and Alhaitham, as this is an activity they both partake in together. Alhaitham’s voice-lines express that he likes to have a drink after work, along with his demo showing him drinking wine with Kaveh, Cyno and Tighnari, and him apparently stealing Kaveh’s beer in A Parade of Providence. Similarly, Kaveh also states his preference for drinking in his voice-lines, as well as his overindulgence in this hobby being highlighted in his hangout. Additionally, the furniture item ‘Monthly Frustration Be-Gone’ references Kaveh buying expired wine in order to get a discount.
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Since this is an NPC conversation, it’s also worth noting other external worldbuilding details, such as the bulletin boards of Sumeru. In the three exchanges Alhaitham and Kaveh have, all of them reference drinking in some way, in that Alhaitham typically indulges Kaveh by paying for his tabs – revoking this only when they have a disagreement. Lambad also notes that Alhaitham and Kaveh go drinking together, as well as Kaveh picking up wine ordered by Alhaitham.
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Alhaitham buying wine for Kaveh to make up for some disagreement between the two aligns with all these established details. When considering the typical exchange of Alhaitham refusing to pay for Kaveh’s drinks when Kaveh disagrees with Alhaitham’s views, it makes sense that it would also work in reverse – as in, when Alhaitham trespasses on Kaveh’s views which leads to Kaveh’s upset, Alhaitham would buy him drinks to make up for it
Alongside this, character description wise, there is no other convincing contender as to who else this could be? Alhaitham uses the tall male model, and is the only tall, relevant member of the Mahamata that the player is aware of.
Given all these context clues the game gives us, I’d say, yeah, this is our resident loser Alhaitham!!
If I’m honest I think about this dialogue a lot :DDD so thank you for giving me an excuse to talk about it hehehe I hope you enjoy the essay when you find the time :’) <3
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just wanna say I stumbled upon hunger au about a week ago and since then it’s crawled inside my brain like a parasite and started feasting on my emotions girl help (/pos)
No joke I downloaded the fic to read on a long plane flight and reread it THREE TIMES before landing. Incredibly normal behavior not at all obsessed
THE THEMES GOOD GOD THE THEMES anyways sending this bc you’re god tier at writing angst and could probably rip my heart out and I’d thank you. +kudos :)
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WTF THIS IS SO SWEET..... anon this made my DAY i cant believe you reread it 3 times???? Holy shit. Holy shit!!! Thats SO MANY....
So glad you too are a lover of Themes™ bc man i love putting those little guys in my work, and hunger au has so many layers of them going on in it. Makes me insanely happy to see people recognizing some of them and commenting abt it :DDD
Tysm for the incredibly kind compliment anon, i appreciate it SO MUCH ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️
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baronessblixen · 2 months
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Saw your tags-- I think you're a writer! :DDD
Kafka trends a lot here on Tumblr, and I see diary entry after diary entry of him struggling to write, feeling like a failure for not doing so, questioning not only his abilities but himself... and I think, maybe, that's why he resonates with Tumblr so much.
I can't think of another community-- outside of communities on the internet, of course-- where the mutual misery of trying and not quite starting but not walking away from a skill or passion or calling is not only recognized but deeply felt. And the fact that this misery stretches back hundreds and thousands of years (and likely longer than that) is encouraging, in its way.
And it's like that one writer in Frasier, don't you think? He wrote one book then stopped entirely; but he was still thought of as a writer. And is that just because he was published and gained the public sanctioned title of "writer", or because he sat down to write? Emily Dickinson is considered a writer (more accurately a poet) though none of her works were published until after her death, for instance.
Wrapping all that up XDDD, you're a writer to me; and always will be-- not only because you've put words out there to be read, but because the spirit in which you write is one I recognize from countless other writers that have published their craft and those who have not. It's the drive, the calling, the temptation to write; to come back to it; to take and idea or a phrase or a sentence or another character everywhere you go in your mind-- even if your thumb never hits another cursor bar again.
:DDDD
Thank you so much for this ❤️ maybe you're right but the main thing why I don't know if I should call myself a writer is precisely the reason that I can't sit myself down and write. Why is that? Why do I always find different things to do? Sometimes I want to write but don't and sometimes I probably don't even *want* to write?
And I know I have people who enjoy my writing. I appreciate every single person who does. It has to come from inside me though. Doesn't it? A lot of the time I don't feel good enough. Like how do I dare to tackle an idea and put something out there when there are so many others who are way better than me? It's a very complicated thing in my head 😂
I do love that we're such a community here. Others feel this way all the time and it's good to know I'm not - and no is - alone in this.
If writing in one's mind counts then, yeah, I guess I'm (still) a writer. I had an idea the other day and it bothers me so much that I don't sit down and attempt to write it.
Your ask sure made me think about things again. Maybe I shouldn't be so hard on myself. Easier said than done though. Thank you so much for reaching out!
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thinkinghappy · 2 months
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i dont say this enough or really at all, i just kinda hope you get the vibe that i really appreciate your presence online and im so glad that we are able to be mutuals :) you really have nothing but jubilant and caring energy about you, mutuals like yourself are the only reason i still use tumblr ♥️🐶
HIII SORRY I FELL ASLEEP LAST NIGHT BUT this is so sweet zack THANK YOUUU!!! :DDD im so happy you think so and i appreciate you too!!!!! i love your art and your posts and everything its always nice to see and messages like this really make my day :,,)) im so glad! ❤️
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lucienthe-best · 10 months
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❤️‍🩹Reassuring Love❤️‍🩹
Lucifer x F!reader ❤️
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Summary: MC started to had doubt if Lucifer really loved her and it took a turn for the best
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Lucifer pov
'It's been 3 month seems y/n confess their love to me and I accepted because the truth is I also wanted to confess to them but my pride wouldn't let me. Im glad I did, I couldn't be more happy and the looks of my brothers envying me made me feel like i'm in control even do I always was. But thanks to all this paperwork I have it never gave me as much free time with y/n as much as I wanted to have and I love them but this paperwork is never ending taking me away from my loved ones. I hate not being there for the ones I love and this paperwork is not helping at all. I hate it.'
I look over at the clock and it was 2 in the morning and I decided to take a break and stood from my office desk and made my way to the kitchen as i look on the corner of my eye something moving.’That better not be Asmo or Mammon coming home late from a party or something’ i thought to myself as i enter kitchen and grab a cup of coffee before I forget why I even left the office. I walk to Mammons room to see him pass out on the couch and some grim on the table. Looks like he fell asleep counting his grim. I place my cup of coffee in his table and slowly grab him, placing him in his bed and grab my cup and turn off his light. I knocked on Levi's Room and heard him say “What's the password” I irritated knowing that he was awake on a school night “GO TO SLEEP ” I said coldly and heard some loud tongs and silence. I walked to the twins room and saw them cuddling in Beel’s bed. I finished drinking my cup and went back to check on Asmos' room and he was getting his beauty sleep and Satan was fast asleep in his bed. But if all of them are asleep, who was that figure I saw earlier?.
As I walked back to the kitchen to get more coffee to continue on my work I heard a door close. I understood everything and got my coffee and walked to MC room and knocked no answer i opened it and saw they were not there. I giggled to myself and headed to my office and they where not there and I went to my room and there they were laying in my bed facing their back to the door. I placed the cup on the night table and sat next to them.
“Why is it that you are walking around the house at this time of the night?” I said thinking this was one of there games but I didn't know I was in it for a suprise.
Y/n pov
It's cold in my room. I couldn't sleep correctly thinking of how to warm myself and remember that Lucifer is probably awake at this hour of the night. Maybe I could go to his office and let him wrap his hands around me his warmth always made me sleepy. I stood up from my bed and walked barefoot to his office and that's when I saw him go to the kitchen i looked at him and thought maybe i can make a little surprise I knew he might get mad at me for being awake at this hour but to hell I'm needy and I know he will give me what I want at what hour I want so I walked to his office and sat on his chair and looked at all his paperwork i started to read on top of the paper to see what they were about Mammons dept, House bills and more other things. A ding sound sounded from his DDD and there was a message. Curiosity kill the cat or something like that I don't care Lucifer left his phone unattended let's see who text him at such hour probably Dia. The messed was from someone saying *Dear Lucifer, my love, I really hope we can meet again and have a…* I couldn't read the rest because the DDD needed to be unlocked. I didn't know his password and I felt betray the man that said to me he loved me so much and he would do anything for me is cheating on me with someone. I didn't even wanna know from whom the text was from at all. Maybe that's why he never was with me all that time.He always said it was because he was busy and busy and couldn't make time for me but no It was because he was with another person but what am I then a side chick, the main, a practice? I stood up forgetting the real reason why I was there and started to walk to my room but i saw Lucifer heading his way to the kitchen again and i didnt wanna look at him and i knew he was going to my room so i when to his not expecting him to go there knowing he was going to continue his work.
I laid in his bed not facing the door just in case HE walked in. As soon as my eyes started to get fuzzy I heard the door open. I opened them back, losing sleepiness. That's when I felt him sit next to me and asked the question.
3 person pov
Lucifer looked now at Mc who started to sob and said “What am I to u?" That question got Lucifer off guard he felt his heart sink “Why would you ask such question” as MC sat and Lucifer wrap his arms around there waist and Mc didn't react didn't wrap there arms around his chest they just sat there as a sign that they wanted him away and said “You don't love me, you just told me you love me back to make your brothers envy you and you already have someone else is that why you don't want to be around me because you have someone else”
Lucifer could only stare and started to chuckle in silence “So its truth” MC said before getting pull in to bed and there lips landed into a soft but aggressive kiss as Lucifer just look angry now and said “Now listen here I don't know what you're trying to get me so say because you know me I only tell you the truth and your playing with fire you don't get to get mad for imaginary things" Lucifer said as Mc believe him but felt like he was playing around covering it up with something else wanting to be proven right wanting to know if he really loved them they said "Prove it” Lucifer eyes widened and started to press their lips harder on theirs. “If you seek attention just ask and you will receive but doing all that little drama was uncall for and unnecessarily "
MC pov
Without giving me a chance to speak he grabs both of my arms lifting them above my head and a gasp left my mouth which he heard and started to trace his fingers in my button shirt.
“This is on the way’’ he then with one hand ripped my shirt leaving me in a bra. ‘’Lucifer my shirt!!!’’ i said as he then again kiss me to shut me up and said ‘’shut up and don't make this harder than it already is’’ he started to move down and kisses my neck leaving bites and hickeys and looked at me who just close closed my eyes as the pain and pleasure hit my body for him to stop and grab my chin ‘’look at me and dont enjoy it until i say you can enjoy it’’ then i felt his hand go in my pants and started to rub my clit and i was holding my moans in but the way he touch me was something i can never forget it feel like i was in heaven ‘’Don't be so hard on yourself let them out’’ i started to moan in a low tone ‘’L-Luci please aah~’’ that seem to have turn him on because next thing i knew i felt his hard member. He stops and removes his hand and sucks his fingers and chuckles. ‘’L-Luci pleasee finish please~~’’ i started to moan louder and he just looked at me and said ‘’don't forget this is a reminder so I get to do what I want’’ he sat back on the bed and gave me a signal to come to him i got on my knees and he grab my chin “suck’’ i didn't understand when he move my chin down to show me his pants.
He let go of my chin and I made my way to his pants and took out his belt and he grabbed it and wrapped it around my neck ‘’just in case’’ that's all he said as I opened the zipper to reveal his boxer I took his hard member. He grabs my head "Suck" all that he said I just grab it with one hand and kiss the tip to see what he would do in response he grunt and said I said "suck" and I started to lick it and he just pulled his hard member in my mouth. ’’That's what you get for teasing me’’ he lets go of my head i pull away to take my breath ‘’suck and i won't repeat myself’’ he said one last time. I started to suck the tip and slowly took his big member into my mouth. Gosh anyone would die to have a cock like his. He started to grunt so i started to go faster and he place his hand in my hair ‘’fuck im going to come dont you dare drop a single seed’’ and with that he came in my mouth and he lift my head with the belt and with a commanding voice he said ‘’swallow it all’’ i open my mouth to show him i have swallow it all and he smile and said your turn now. He turned me around and took my pants out and inserted his cock inside my entrance without letting me adjust. He started to move in and out each time faster but being careful not to break me and each time i moan louder and louder. He puts his hand in my hips to move me faster ‘’ Say my name say it’’
Luci~~Lucifer ah~’’ ‘’Louder’’ ‘’Lucife Ahh~~’’ ‘’LOUDER’’ ‘’Lucifeer~~~`’’ and with that i felt my body get weak my legs shaking and trying to catch my breath i turn around and lucifer laid back and pulled me to me
‘’You did well’’ and kisses my forehead’’ i just laid my head on his chest ‘’say what would you think that i don't love you and what makes you think that i have another person to love’’ he looked down to see my face and i said ‘’well i went to your office and you got a text on your DDD and it said something along the lines dear lucifer my love and that's why i thought that you had someone else’’ he laid a kiss on my lips and said ‘’That's one of the witches that i have to deal with because of Mammon and they call everyone like that just like Asmo’’ ‘’Then why do you keep distancing yourself from me’’ i said looking at him and sitting up. Lucifer place the back of his hand on his face ‘’It's not like i can't stop it i have a lot of work to do and it's keeping me away from all my free time’’ I looked at him and sigh ‘’If that's a problem ill try to make more free time and spend it on you and if not you can come to my office while i'll work and keep me company.’’ he kiss my cheek and got out of the bed and carry me on bridal style and started to walk to his bathrooms and said ‘’lets get us both clean’’
I wrote this along time ago and posted it on wattpad and I tried to fix it since it has it years and felt cringy but I tried to fix that but it still felt cringy and not original but I will try next time I do something like this better I swear just don't die on me
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