#I'm just... tagging every Widely Hated By An*is ship that I know.
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T-shirt that says "Dirty Little Proshipper" across the titties.
#This is *kind of* satire because I do have issues with some pro-fiction I see; like some people take it too far for me.#But hey! They hate us all (even the tamer ones) so why not reclaim it? ๐
๐ฝ#I'm just... tagging every Widely Hated By An*is ship that I know.#jarley#reylo#wincest#daemyra#helaegon#aegond#jaegon#lucmond#jonerys#targcest#jaime x cersei#petyr x sansa#cegan#maxicest#cheryl x jason#txt
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From Vormir, With Love - Part 1
Summary: As you're being chased you crash on Vormir. So far, so bad. But things take a turn when you come face to face with a marooned Black Widow.
Tags: strangers to lovers, love in space angst on earth, slavery mention, alien abduction, post Endgame, will add as we go on
Word count: 3.4k
A/n: I hate tumblr and its stupid shadowban function, but i love you guys too much so here you go! Hope you like that one
Taglist: tbd
You look up from the helm, where the lights are flashing warnings. Shit, that's bad, you think, the thrusters are about to die.
"Y/n! You need to finish that shit NOW!" You hear the voice coming from behind you, a metallic clang the only indication that your co-captain is trying to keep your spaceship afloat. "The thrusters are gonna crash in two minutes, top!"
Definitely bad, you remarks uselessly in your mind. You almost look back to tell her that you're doing your best but the ship shakes under a new hit from the enemy, and so, you keep your mouth shut for now.
"Alright, alrightโฆ" you mutter as you navigate closer to the planet.
It's a barren rock with bodies of liquid across the land, and a sun constantly eclipsed. You'd never been here before, but as you approach, you feel a profound dread knot in your stomach. You ignore the feeling and focus on the descent.
You feel the winds change around the ship as the resistance increases, and you find cover from the next burst of lasers that breaks some rocks clean off. You're far from it already when the rumble of the mutilated landscape reaches your ears. You fly through a narrow pass before the opportunity you were looking for presents itself. You shot two blasts towards the ground where steam escaped from rocky cones. The crusty dirt flies around you and heavy plumes of steam escape from everywhere under the sudden pressure and destruction, offering you cover and scrambling the heat sensors of the enemy ship. You make a brutal turn to face them once you reach the other end of the geysers' field, and as it appears in front of you, you fire, destroying it and flying through the debris it leaves behind.
"Hell yeah! June! Have you seen that?!" You turn around, and your eyes go wide when you notice black ashes appearing in the cockpit. As it happens, the thrusters start to fail.
"We're gonna crash, Y/n, look at the damn road!"
"There are no roads in the sky!"
There is screaming, and you manage to stabilize your ship before it finally crashes. You groan, feeling like every bone in your body is about to break, and you look around you.
"Everyone okay?" You ask, and you're answered by various sounds and confirmations that no one is hurt. "Perfect. Now." You get off your seat and unholster your blaster, pointing it at the head of one of the newly appeared people. "What the fuck just happened?"
The newly appeared people you don't recognize, but you know what they are. Aliens. Slavers. And now the question is: will you have to fight for your life, because those assholes look very well equipped, better than you and June after you spent years in space with little resources. You look in the fully black eyes of the alien with long saber-tooth cats-like fangs.
"You tell us, human," he answers. "We're just the maintenance crew."
"Very well armed for a maintenance crew," you sass and he growls.
"This is just a vacuum." As he says that, he reaches for the weapon strapped to his back. "Look." He pushes a button and the very distinct sound of air being aspirated resonates between the walls of the ship. Your brows knit together, but you put your weapon down.
"Weird place to keep a vacuum but okayโฆ" you mutter as you look at the rest of the crew in overalls. They seem harmless enough, besides from the predator teeth guy. You offer him a hand and he takes it to help himself up. "My name is Y/n."
"I'm Tim," he says in a rumble, and you frown.
"Tim? That's a very human name."
"Don't insult me. It means great warrior in my language. Tim."
"I swear, it's a human name."
"Are you sure your translator isn't broken?" He groans and shows his teeth, his ears falling flat against his cranium, so you decide to drop the subject. No need to antagonize your new guests.
"Anyway, guess you were taking care of the ship when you got dusted."
"Dusted?"
Oh boy. You had to catch those aliens about everything that happened, that was going to be a pain in the ass, so you decide your best course of action. "JUNE!"
There, that should get you out of trouble. Your best friend and crewmate finally emerges from the ship's entrails and looks around. "What theโ"
You shrug. Her problem now. You let yourself fall back on your seat while you consult the star map.
LMC-H 13g.
Or at least that's what the translation is giving you. In any case, it clearly isn't Earth. You let out a deep sigh, and it gets the attention of someone in the ship that you barely noticed until then. One of the aliens that reappeared stops listening to June's explanation and approaches. She's less threatening than the others, with a tall body but frail members with three joints, like those of a praying mantis. She also sports the features of an insect on her face, and you suspect she might not be as frail as she appears. You eye her suspiciously, her fully black eyes staring at you with a chilling intensity. You can't help but put your hand on your weapon.
"I don't mean any harm," she reassures you with a raspy, almost tantalizing voice, mandibules clicking around her mouth. "I just want to know where we are."
You still your hand, but don't move it away, simply orient the arm on which the coordinates' screen is suspended to show it to her. You don't even want to attempt to pronounce it.
"Vormirโฆ" she whispers. You feel the fear in her voice, see it in the way her mandibules move nervously.
"Vormir?" You ask back, looking for information. During the last few years, you learned that information held lots of power. Before that, you thought it was a saying that only made sense in books while you lead a peaceful life on Earth.
Her black scleras and irises turn back to you. Her lateral lids close in a microsecond. "It's a bad place, I heard whispers of people disappearing around this system, or weird frequencies coming from here. We should go as soon as we can."
"Wish we could, but the bastard after us fried our thrusters. We're gonna need to get them working again."
"Are people after you?" You wince at her question, but nod. The insect-like alien nervously rubs her eye with her arm as she looks away. Not the most disturbing sight you witnessed before. "Who?"
You point at the insignia on her overall, a circular patch with a blue 'x' with a white star on each bronze section it makes. It's the flag of an alien race living on the edge of known space and civilization, nomads slavers with barely anything to scrap by because they are chased around by most known authorities.
"Those guys." You decide to keep the reason why to yourself, since you know nothing of your stowaways for now. "We bought something under their nose and they didn't like it," you lie. The alien's mandibule seems to nod at the explanation.
"Explains why you threatened us. But we're nothing like them."
You adjust your position and the screen you moved earlier as a sign that you were getting back to work. "We'll see about that."
The conversation is over, she understands, and you look at the star chart. This was supposed to be your last mission before you could get back to Earth, so of course you had to get unlucky. You let out a new sigh and got up to grab your exploration material. The ship already told you outside was safe to breathe, but the gravity was slightly higher than on Earth. Seems like I'm getting my workout in, you think and giggle to yourself before covering it with a cough.
With that, you equip your toolbelt and your protections, in case an enemy survived your attack and subsequent crash.
"I'm gonna check the enemy crash site," you tell June who is recounting to the others what happened the previous five years. The door's pneumatics hiss when you press the button to open it, and soon you have a platform to get outside. When you touch down on the ground, you look around. This place really is just a rock with a few big puddles. That's going to make walking around a lot more annoying.
You set out into the unknown.
Walking around the planet is hard, but you quickly get used to it. You find a good rhythm and settle into it, which allows you to arrive only after twenty minutes to the other crash site. Bits and pieces of the ship litter the ground around you, some on fire, along with some body parts. You approach a charred body and give it a small kick, almost to make sure it's truly dead, before you keep walking around. It's easy to find an opening inside the ship through a hatch. The metal floor resonates under your feet when you land inside, and you look around. The dying lights flash like a gas station neon tube about to surrender, so you get your flashlight on before you set to look around the silent ship. You see a few more bodies around, and after taking anything useful they have on them, you keep walking. You're quick to find the command room, and once there, you approach an operating workstation. It takes a few minutes for you to get it running - after working with that technology for five years you're used to it now - and you navigate the applications, where you find the one giving you the general state of the ship. You save that information so you can bring it back to June, and if you're lucky, it will save you time on repairs.
After a quick round on the ship and no enemy in sight, you go back to your own ship.
*
"A week," June announces, her eyes on schematics you can't even begin to comprehend.
"We don't have enough resources to survive a week here," you whisper to her. "Not if we have to take care of those guys too." You point your finger to the sleeping aliens in the ship. They had to find whatever spot was available, as there were five of them, and only four beds - two belonging to June and you.
"Why are we even helping them? You've seen their uniforms, they're the enemy," she comments and finally looks at you.
You look at them.
"I mean, they're not really like them, so, they were probably slaves too. And they haven't been hostile."
Your friend sighs, and you shrug. She always says you have a soft heart, and maybe she's right, but right now what else were you supposed to do? Leave them there to their own device? They would die.
"I looked at the other ship's schematics, their rations should have survived the crash. At least their water."
June opens a plan for you to look at, and you lean closer to get a better look. You remember walking by the door she's showing you, but it was locked and you had no way to open it.
"Alright, I'll go back tomorrow to open it." You declare. "Or at least try to," you add, less assurance in your voice while the plan disappears in favor of some ship's part.
But as you discuss repairs with June, you fail to notice the slitted pupils staring at your back.
*
The feeling of dread never goes away, no matter how long you're staying on the deserted planet, no matter how hard you try to ignore it, it stays at the back of your mind, like an itch you can't scratch.
The good news is that with some of your new friends you manage to salvage enough resources to repair your ship. The bad news is that you keep failing at opening the food compartment, and your rations are dwindling way too fast. After three days, you're starting to see the end of it and the urgency to open that damn door is weighing heavily on your shoulders. You kept working on it the last few nights, and tonight you're going back to it. You're now used to the small trek across the wasteland and can do it without any trouble, but as you do this time, you feel like someone is staring at you. No matter how much you look around, you don't see anyone, so you put it on the account that you're tired and walking at night. You reach the crashed ship, then the door, and to your surprise you find it open. Immediately you reach for your weapon. The now familiar weight in hand, you take a step inside the room.
Packages of dehydrated food litter the room, with some jugs of water. They probably fell from the shelves during the crash, but they still seem intact. You look around, your heart beating against your ear and your breath heavy with adrenaline despite your attempt at not making any noise. You reach a corner at the end of a line of shelves, putting your back against the left one before you surge in the corner, weapon pointed in front of you to look both right then left. No one is there, and you let out a sigh of relief.
"Guess whoever was there already left," you tell yourself in an attempt to regain your composure, letting your weapon lay low. You briefly wonder who else could be there. Was the planet inhabโ
You swallow hard when you feel the cold metal at the back of your head.
"You guessed wrong," the cold, feminine voice rings in your ears. Fuck. You should have been more careful, now you're fucked. But not dead, you think as the firearm recedes. "Put your weapon on the ground, your hands up, then turn around, slowly."
You do as you're told, slowly reaching to the ground where you put your weapon, before you stand up and put your hands in the air. With fear in your guts, you turn around. The stranger is in the shadows, and you can't see her beside her silhouette.
You finally gather the courage to speak. "Who are you?"
Despite your best efforts, your voice shakes slightly when you talk. The woman steps forward, out of the shadow, and for a second you forget all your fears. Not only are you surprised to see she's human, but she's also gorgeous. Her red hair is tied in a braid, the strands degrading to blond towards the end. She has the bluest eyes you've ever seen before, and her face is perfect, with a pretty nose and full lips - too bad she is frowning and pointing a gun at you currently. You can't help but feel like you've seen her somewhere before.
"I'm the one asking the questions," she says, and you're not in a position to negotiate, so you nod. "What are you doing on Vormir?"
"I was on a retrieval mission, but I got tailed and now I'm grounded here," you answer, leaving out the small detail that you aren't alone. "I'm just here to get some supplies."
You know you have to look as little of a threat as possible if you want to get out of here alive. You see the cogs turn in her head before she speaks again. "What happened to the ones who were after you?"
Your eyes wander away from the woman. "They're a bit everywhere around us," you answer with a grimace. So much for looking harmless. She squints her eyes at you.
"Does that mean you have a ship with you?" You can see where she's getting at, and you frown. You answer with a simple nod right before something moves at the corner of your eye.
Suddenly, a massive form tackles the woman in front of you and pushes her against a shelf in a roar, her gun being thrown away in the impact.
Tim. Did he follow you here? Shit. You don't have the time to say or do anything, the woman is throwing Tim away with barely any difficulty. One of the shelf topples and you have to jump away so you don't get crushed. You look around and see she's reaching for her weapon. By reflex, you jump on it and grab it before she can reach it, pointing it at her. She kicks it out of your hands in the air and her hand reaches up, but before she can catch it Tim is back up and charges at her. She has to put one hand on his shoulder before she jumps above him and falls back on her feet gracefully, almost like a dancer.
You flap your hand once or twice, to shake off the pain, looking at Tim and the mysterious woman having it out. She clearly has the advantage, but if Tim manages to actually hit her even once he would probably do a lot of damages. You have to find a way to stop them, because you were pretty sure the woman just needed a ride, and Tim intervened only when he saw she was a threat - but was she, really?
You grab your own weapon while no one is paying you any mind, and fire a round to the ceiling. It bounces back, almost grazing you. You manage to keep your face calm and barely avoid a yelp, but still you clear your throat.
"Okay, that's enough you two!" They pause, Tim his claws up in the air, ready to strike, the woman in a low, close to the ground fighting pose. You point at Tim. "First, what are you doing here?"
"I followed you. You were acting suspicious," he explains, and you sigh.
"I was looking for food, trying not to have people panic."
"You did so goodโฆ" he mumbles sarcasticly and the redhead snickers. You send him a glare.
"You, do you need a ride? Cause if so, no need to threaten me. Sheesh." You roll your eyes, and she arches an eyebrow.
"I had to make sure you wouldn't try to kill me."
That makes you groan and you pass your hand on your face, bringing your loose strand of hair back only for them to fall around your face again.
"I think I can try to contain myself," you say with a hint of sarcasm while you holster your weapon. "Tim?"
He groans and crosses his arms, ears still halfway flattened on his head. "I won't attack you again." There is a growl coming from the back of his throat, but it seems to be more out of annoyance than a threat.
"Perfect. Everyone grabs as much food and water, and we're going back to the ship."
You turn your back to the both of them and start throwing everything you can in your backpack and pockets. The other two follow suit while they avoid each other. As you're stuffing your pockets, you feel a presence next to you and then hear the woman playing with a crackling packet.
"What's your name?" She finally asks, and you scoff.
"An apology first would be nice," you mumble, then sigh. "Y/n Y/ln. What about you?"
"Natasha," she answers simply, and that's when it clicks.
She's Natasha Romanoff, the Black Widow. Shit. Fuck. You decide to play it cool and not reveal right now that you know who she is.
"What are you doing on this rock?" You decide to ask, even though you feel she won't give you an honest answer. "It's not exactly a great holiday destination."
"Tell me about it." Something flashes in her eyes and you barely catch it before it's gone. "I was trying to find something here."
"What were you trying to find?" You find yourself pushing.
"Solace." Her eyes navigate the darkness in front of her, but you feel like she's contemplating a very different one, something inside of herself. That makes you tilt your head, and you decide not to push much more. You close your now full backpack.
"We should head back now. Tim, you got everything you could?" You ask when you find him between two rows of shelves. He linked a few jugs of water together and is now carrying them around with his muscular arms.
"Water for weeks." He eyes the redhead. "What about you, humans? Found anything?"
You nod. "Let's get back to the ship." You start to walk towards the door. "June really won't like what I'm going to tell her," you mumble to yourself as you exit the ship.
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Hi, so I've decided to call myself Ship Anon because that's all I've really talked about here. I just wanted to vent on here to you, because I don't really want to talk to people I know irl about Hazbin Hotel. I've been around in the fringes of the fandom since the pilot first came out. Like every fandom HH had its issues. There were definitely people who did not know how to act properly, but it feels like it has gotten so much worse lately.
It's become so normal for me to try to look up tags for RadioDust and having to scroll through posts stating how much they hate this ship. How much this ship shouldn't exist. How people who ship it are delusional. How we should just accept reality and get over it. It feels like a competition every day to see how many people each post can get to say "Oh I hate that ship too!". It feels like a competition on who can say the most outlandish thing in order to try and get the attention of the more widely known people in the fandom. In order to get a like or a comment from them. It doesn't feel like the tags of our own ship are safe anymore, because people will deliberately tag that ship in order to hate on it. A ship that used to bring so much comfort to me now brings me pain. They are slowly making me feel dirty for loving it.
The worst part is I'm not the only one who feels like this. There are so many people posting about how it feels like the fandom is eating itself away. One was just made today that had a lot of traction, and so many people tried to voice how much they cared and felt for the OP. But it felt so fake. It felt completely and utterly fake. Because I know some of these people turned around and started talking bad about a ship they don't like not to long after. When the Shay document first was posted some of these same people were commenting how it was clearly fake. People talking about how the document was made by the "haters" in order to defame Viv. They refuse to acknowledge how badly things have gotten.
People can try to defend Viv all they want and say she can't control what her fans do, but she can control what she likes and endorses. She's shown that sometimes if you say something out there enough she might comment of like your post. She needs to understand that the fandom will emulate what she does. As the fandom gets bigger the more of these voices come out. The more I feel smaller and smaller. The more I start to question if I wanna keep looking in as they tear apart something I cared about. Thankfully there are so many amazing artists and people who care about this ship. I try to stay positive and seek out the content they make. I try and protect still small little bubble I have left. I just hope when the next season comes out it doesn't get completely shattered.
You're most certainly not dirty and I'm so sorry this is happening. It shouldn't be like this at all, but as sad as it is to say it, Viv seems to thrive in it.
Just know that these people aren't worth your time and stress. Sometimes carving out little fandom nooks and curling up safe in them is the best thing to do. Find like-minded friends, create what you like, and have fun, because that's what fandom should be.
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Twenty Questions: Fic Author Edition
tagged by @bodyelectric77 :)
1-How many works do you have on ao3?
111, lol
2-What's your total AO3 word count?
1,389,833 on AO3 officially
3-What fandoms do you write for?
Hunger Games by a wide margin, and then if I get rid of the one-offs here are the fandoms I've written for at least twice:
Hunger Games Trilogy - Suzanne Collins (75)
Temeraire - Naomi Novik (6)
Marvel Cinematic Universe (4)
Wynonna Earp (TV) (3)
Dragon Age (Video Games) (2)
King Lear - Shakespeare (2)
Wonder Woman (Movies - Jenkins) (2)
The Deed of Paksenarrion - Elizabeth Moon (2)
Star Wars Original Trilogy (2)
Stranger Things (TV 2016) (2)
4-What are your top 5 fics by kudos?
Slow Work (Steve/Bucky)
you can take the boy out of the desert (Luke Skywalker post-ANH)
Patience, Friend (Temeraire, Volly's hatching)
Embrace the Fire: The Avenger Games
welcome to your gory bed (Hunger Games, victor backstories)
5-Do you respond to comments? Why or why not?
I really, really want to, because comments make me SO SO SO happy, and I occasionally have some wonderful people who go through and comment on every single thing I've written which is the DREAM -- but I don't always have the mental bandwidth to do it. So let me just say right now that if you've ever left a comment I have read it, and I loved it, and you made my day better.
6-What's the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?
Uhhhh .... there are a lot. People can cast their votes on this one, but I'd say maybe Ambrosia or Don't Flinch?
7-What's the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?
I had to leave THG for this one, lol. But I think Impossible Magic, which is a fix-it for the Enchanted Forest Chronicles that solves something that bugged me about a series I otherwise adore.
8-Do you get hate on fics?
the real ones will remember, lol. I had one specific reader who would leave, like, novel-length comments on every single chapter of every single fic about everything he hated / disagreed with. My favourite was the list of my D2 victors in order of who he hoped would get killed off from most to least (Petra was at the top and Emory was at the bottom SORRY MAN). I honestly don't know why he was still reading if everything annoyed him so much, lmao.
If ever I get a mean anon I delete it though. You won't catch me responding to anon hate.
9-Do you write smut? If so what kind?
Not....... really. I write sex in very specific situations but it's usually to serve a purpose and I'm kind of ... vague about it, even when I think I'm being explicit (for me). I'm sure people could pick out sex written by me pretty easily. It's not exactly fade to black because that implies skipping to later, this is more like ... elisions, I guess.
10-Do you write crossovers? What's the craziest one you've written?
Very famously, yes. I'm not sure what I'd consider the weirdest one. Temeraire / THG victors as dragons? Watership Down / THG rabbits?
11-Have you ever had a fic stolen?
Fanfic, no, I don't think so, but I have had original stories stolen and put up on Amazon. It's the reason I took down my FictionPress account and have all my original things locked on LJ / DW.
12-Have you ever had a fic translated?
I have!
ะฏ ั
ะพัั ัะฒะธะดะตัั ัะตะฑั ั
ัะฐะฑัะพะน | I wanna see you be brave
ใๆๆ็ฟป่ฏใDon't Flinch/ๆ ๆ็ๆง | Don't Flinch.
13-Have you ever cowritten a fic before?
Yes, several! My usual co-conspirators are azelmaroark, @kawuli, @penfoldx and @xanify
14-What's your all-time favorite ship?
96 out of my 111 fics on AO3 are gen, so that should give you my answer on that one, lol.
15-What's a WIP you want to finish, but doubt you ever will?
Never say never???? But sadly, probably the Portal/Emory's Games crossover if only because all the notes on the super complicated Arena were on a computer that died and I don't remember anything
16-What are your writing strengths?
Character and feelings, babeyyyyy. Also my hallmark is making people care (or at least think) about characters they absolutely despised before
17-What are your writing weaknesses?
Plot is hard. Every time I think I've done something complicated I'll read a book by someone with an actual intricate plot and need to lie down for 500 hours
18-Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language for a fic?
Nah. Generally I use dialogue tags to tell the reader what language is being spoken
19-First fandom you wrote for?
Star Wars, when I was 12, though it was just me and my bff. Dragon Ball Z was the first time I actually realized fandom was a Thing
20-Favorite fic you've ever written?
I will always have a soft spot for Fixed to a Star, I think
tagging whoever wants to play -- I've been offline for a while so i don't know who's done it!
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Miscellaneous Tag Game (stolen title <3)
thank you bestie:3 @searchingfortheuniverse I'll be working on this while im on and off phone calls~
A band you donโt like that many others do: UM idk...my music taste is all over the place and I really only know the bands i think?? oh- maybe Mother Mother, only because I have not bothered to listen to their music past Junkrat hype videos and that's probably tainted my view a little. For better or for worse.
A childhood memory that you remember vividly: during a summer in greece, idk how, but I got roped into selling watermelons off the side of the road. I couldn't have been more than 6 or 7, but I remember I would put the watermelon in a plastic bag and the farmers thought it was really funny because that's such a...united states thing...to bag 1 whole watermelon in plastic. Anyways, they paid me in cucumber slices with salt.
Least favorite animal and why: HUH LEAST. I'm not a huge fan of like reptiles? Specifically those smaller than a bread box. Too fast, too squirm. Im worried I'll crush them in my hands. (im thinking of specifically florida geckos...idk they are cute but i freak out trying to hold them).
Hot fandom take: just because something is popular and fandom-wide accepted doesn't mean it is good. and not agreeing with it/wanting to engage in it doesn't mean you or your own opinions are bad. the monopoly on accepted 1 true canon is boring.
Do you wear any jewelry, if so, whatโs your favorite piece: I try an rotate my jewelry around but I'm usually wearing a few rings, a necklace and a pair of earrings. My favorites are the rings. They are my mom's old ones and I typically wear the same two every day. One is a gold key of greece and the other is a thin black bar but the sides have really small thin heart cut outs.
A movie others liked but you didnโt: HMMMMM probably the new star wars trilogy. felt unnecessary and i just didn't like it? big shruggies
Three things you love about yourself: my writing- its something that I enjoy the most in the world and something that I can claim as mine. I also think I'm pretty funny in a sillay way which is poggers. I like my openness to trying things. Think that's helped make me more well-rounded. I hope so at least.
A place you hope to visit in the future and why: HMMMMM. I want to visit Japan again. For a new place, I want to go to South America. Peru maybe??? Mexico would also be nice. So that's what I'm gearing up towards next.
An actor that gets on your nerves and why: Uh Matt Smith? No reason behind this. but I see his block head and kind of just look away.
Things youโre excited for in the nearby future? I have a lot of little house projects I finally feel like tackling which is exciting. Ive lived in my house for almost 2.5 years and still havent felt like parts of it are complete yet.
Least favorite ship in a fandom youโre in: oof I lowkey kind of hate saying things I don't like on here. bad experiences in the past when people were upset I didn't like a thing they did and got mad at me. But uhhh not the biggest fan of most rodimus ships? but I think mega/rod is my least favorite of them. sorry!
Whatโs the most toxic fandom youโve been in? hahaahahahhahahah can you believe Game of Thrones wasn't the most toxic???? it was jjba. I got put on a ban list which was kind of funny. I also got kind of show-ponyed in a toxic discord server for a while which has completely ruined me in the ability to act normal on discord outside of my irl friends. that account is deleted but the ao3 is still circling around.
List three things you find beautiful about life: Friends and family- sometimes I want to kill but I really do love them so so much. I like creating things and creating things with people. I also really like my area as far as nature goes. the beach to swamp ratio sings to me.
Any dreams for the future? I want to go on a really long hike. Maybe like a 2 day one? (< says the person that has gone on a max 2 hour hike before). Also just working on my original fiction again. I miss those fellas.
How are you really feeling today? Motivated!!!! Im a little groggy still, but I've been really excited about life and betterment lately so its overcoming my sleepy brain.
Tags: feel free to do or not: @honkytonka, @elmonstro, @huanted-dennys, @feral-birb-husband, @solarstormstuff @anyone else who wants to!! I'd be happy to read them:3
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20 questions for fic writers!
tagged by @apothecarose (thank you! I've been so absent lately, but really enjoyed this one)
1. How many works do you have on AO3?
15 (feeling quite inadequate)
2. Whatโs your total AO3 word count?
340,933 (feeling less inadequate)
3. What fandoms do you write for?
Schittโs Creek (suspect I'll be rattling around there when active membership is down to single digits)
4. What are your top 5 fics by kudos?
You can fall
Anything for Us
Bon Hiver
Open arms and wide awake
Working Out
5. Do you respond to comments? Why or why not?
I still get blown away by comments on my work. I can't believe people are so kind. I try to respond to all of them, even if it's just something tiny. but owing to some personal crap I've kind of fallen off the response wagon lately. I'll get to them.
6. What is the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?
I don't think I have a single angsty ending. Maybe in the other fandom I used to write for there are some less happy endings, but ... fic writing has become a kind of safe, happy space. It's all about the wish fulfillment.
7. Whatโs the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?
It's You can fall (which privately I can appreciate is a little ironic). Partly because of all the angst they waded through to get there.
8. Do you get hate on fics?
I feel like I'm tempting fate. No? Everyone is so very kind. It's part of the reason I like this fandom so much.
9. Do you write smut? If so, what kind?
Did you know I started out not reading smut on SC? Hooo boy! I do write it, but it's always chock-full of feelings.
10. Do you write crossovers? Whatโs the craziest one youโve written?
Nope.
11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?
Have I??? Okay, now I'm paranoid ... no? Why, what have you heard???
12. Have you ever had a fic translated?
Nope.
13. Have you ever co-written a fic before?
Nope. If it had ever come up, I might be worried I'd be too much of a control freak/nice way of saying 'control freak'. I've only really thought about it in terms of a fic I have in my head that would require me to learn a LOT about gardening, and ... I'm quite lazy, really. Many, many of the collaborations I've read are incredible, though.
14. Whatโs your all time favorite ship?
David/Patrick
15. Whatโs a WIP you want to finish but doubt you ever will?
Positive thinking! None of them! (See above answer about being the last to leave the fandom)
16. What are your writing strengths?
Ohhhh man! I think I'm good at emotions and creating a cohesive story.
17. What are your writing weaknesses?
Overdoing direction. I have such a clear picture in my head, I have to actively stop myself from describing every detail of it.
18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language in fic?
I mean, this would require me learning another language. But if it fits the character, I'm all for it - maybe include the translations at the end, or provide a link to google translate? I enjoy trying to figure it out on my own though.
19. First fandom you wrote for?
Friends.
20. Favorite fic youโve written?
This will surprise exactly zero of you. I'm in danger of overselling it. But it's You can fall. Always.
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@lottieurl tagged me to share my unpopular opinions about 5 fandoms!
yellowjackets
love and light but i hate mistynat. like i know people shipped it before nat died but to me it really feels like the momentum started afterwards, surrounding the whole oh no misty accidentally killed the love of her life and she's so sad and it's fucked up and crazy too!!! which sure if that floats your boat go for it. but to me it feels a lot like just a justification for nat's sloppy and narratively unhelpful death. if i didn't feel this strongly about nat's death i might not care as much about mistynat. we all know i'm a natlottietravis girl and it just feels so much more!!!!!! like the narrative is connecting these three people and their actions are all rippling out to affect each other. every single thing natalie does in season 1 is motivated by travis, just like everything she does in 2 is either in opposition to or alignment with lottie. misty just doesn't fit in there at ALL for me. and is actually just a distraction. and i can live with it all unless season three is the Misty Is Sad About Killing Nat season. i will tap out if that's the case. also just overall season 2 was a flop and they better pull something MAGICAL out of their asses to get me to the place i was like pre-2.05
house of the dragon
my main hotd take is that daemon is essential to both the story AND to the existence of rhaenicent. you cannot have one without the other. rhaenyra is shaped by both daemon and alicent from childhood and is tied to them for the rest of her life. removing daemon from that equation or treating him as anything but a person that rhaenyra loves and needs is pointless and a complete misunderstanding of the show. christon sucks ass. alicent is a full on lesbian. larys also sucks ass and there's no juice between him and alicent it is simply creepery.
shadow and bone
i mean this probably isn't too unpopular for my followers but widely just like. darklina is forever and always what that series is about. mal is a useless waste of space who wants what is worst for alina. alina starkov should be allowed to kill and maim and drink aleksander's blood and have nasty insane sex!!!! the ending of ruin and rising is literally a death sentence for her and not in the murder-suicide way that i want!!!!!!!!!
succession
again like i know my mutuals will agree but. romangerri is literally the most important non-sibling dynamic in the entire show and roman's character is so much more more fleshed out and interesting with gerri involved. AND the same goes for gerri. those two are in LOVE love even if they will never know it. they have multiple shoes please esk moments like are you kidding me. roman ceo gerri chair would have been my ideal ending in a dream world
hacks
i hate jimmy and kayla. i like them separately but every time they are onscreen together the entire episode starts dragging and i have to slap myself to stay engaged. the weird sexual harrassment joke went on WAY too long but even outside of that i'm like paul. paul. i know you wrote yourself into the show but PLEASE
no pressure, but tagging @nicollekidman @alyswesthill @lottienat @sapphicscience @tennesseewillams and @hunterbiden and anyone else who wants an excuse to shit talk
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twenty questions for fic writers
tagged by @raylangivins, thank you!!! i've never done one of these and it was fun to think about.
How many works do you have on ao3?
so i've actually had like. a lot of ao3 accounts. some of which are still around and some that i have sent on to greener pastures. my 1d fic is #gone but not forgotten <3. for simplicity's sake i'm just going to do my current ao3 account even though all of the works on it are very Indie and Niche and therefore not super widely read. all that being said: 9.
Whatโs your total ao3 word count?
38,034
What fandoms do you write for?
i'm not really like a super single fandom driven writer, if that makes sense. i don't tend to write and write and write continuously for the same fandom. like traditionally i will have one (1) idea per fandom and once it happens then it's done. i've written more yellowjackets fic than any other fandom, but i think that's because there are so many characters and i can muster one fucked up little scenario for each of them. also there are far more fandoms represented in my google docs than what i've published on ao3.
What are your top 5 fics by kudos?
well. taking into consideration that i donโt really have many kudos on any of my stories (again. niche. indie.), these are the top 5:
something holy (the borgias)
soft as cotton, tender as kiss (the haunting of hill house)
at every mouth his teeth a sinner champโd (yellowjackets)
princess diana (yellowjackets)
the scaffolding of the human body (yellowjackets)
Do you respond to comments? Why or why not?
i always try to! for one, i don't really get that many, so it's easy to reply, and i do really like talking about writing and hearing what people liked, what they didn't like, etc. one of my favorite things to do as a reader is to leave long as shit wordy ass comments on stories i've really enjoyed and i really enjoy when people do that for my stories too. it's just cool to hear what stood out to someone, what they really enjoyed, what they felt. it's rewarding to get feedback and i don't want someone to feel like they've left me a comment and i've ignored them.
What is a fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?
ummmmmmm i would say most of them lean towards angsty/bittersweet? love with claws and teeth (yellowjackets) is probably the most angsty lol sorry taissa turner </3
Whatโs the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?
again none of them are reallyโฆ likeโฆ overjoyed. one might be tricked by something holy but in my mind, what lurks around the corner for them is Not Good and therefore the ending is not necessarily NOT happy but that's only because they haven't gotten to the unhappiness yet.
Do you get hate on fics?
i havenโt yet but it would certainly be intriguing interesting and compelling if i did.
Do you write smut?
rarely. like i try but itโs not my strong suit so i don't do it very often. also i wouldn't say the majority of my fic like. needs it? i'm not typically writing the kind of fic where one might expect explicit sex.
Do you write crossovers? Whatโs the craziest one youโve written?
i write crossovers in my mind and nowhere else. actually i did publish a crossover as a kid on ff dot net and it was stand by me/the outsiders and i specifically remember a scene taking place in a junkyard and people jumping off the tops of junked cars. so obviously it was very normal and good.
Have you ever had a fic stolen?
i donโt think so but who knows. the internet is a vast place.
Have you ever had a fic translated?
i donโt think so! but it would be fun if i did!
Have you ever co-written a fic before?
not really, i don't think i would be very good at it. i am far too attached to the sound of my own voice and also i'm bossy and particular
Whatโs your all-time favorite ship?
this is just too difficult of a question. i've read sooooooooo many ships across soooooooooo many fandoms. like i'll literally read anything i'm not picky. probably my most frequently read ships are like the big standards - deancas, stevebucky, etc. - but that's just because they're very available.
Whatโs a wip you want to finish but doubt you ever will?
realistically most of them. i finish maaaaaaaaybe 10% of the things I start.
What are your writing strengths?
i really enjoy my own close third person narration lmao. also i think iโm good at like taking little details and creating a scene. otherwise known as imagery (#writing)
What are your writing weaknesses?
cannot for the life of me come up with a plot ever
Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language for a fic?
it's not something that's necessarily come up for me but if i did it, i would want to know someone who spoke whatever language it was who could help me make it seem very natural and well-placed. i would be extremely reluctant to try like a google translate type thing.
First fandom you wrote for?
1986 classic stand by me, which i just went to my old fanfic dot net account to double check. published in 2006 lmfao
Favorite fic youโve written?
i donโt know if itโs my favorite but i think devotional was kind of a departure for me and maybe stands out for that reason. i still really like the writing style. itโs more sparse than i usually tend towards and also written in present tense, which isn't usual for me. i just think itโs kind of evocative and lyrical and nice and it'd be fun if more people read it lmao
tagging @elliecreed @haniawritesthings @chasingfictions @r-osehips
#writing#sorry if anyone i tagged already did this and also sorry if it's weird to tag when we don't really talk.......#i just wanted to tag people who i know write!#these tagging games are like a specific tumblr brand of anxiety. What Is The Etiquette
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Thank you, @aloveforjaneausten, for the kind tag!
1. How many works do you have on AO3?
79, but a pretty significant number are little ficlets with less than 300 words.
2. What's your total A03 words count?
378,686.
3. What fandoms do you write for?
Mercy Street, 1899, Pirates of the Caribbean, Timeless, MCU, Turn: Washington's Spies, Band of Brothers, Fallout series, the Blackwell series, Agatha Christie's Poirot, apparently.
4. What are your top 5 fics by kudos?
Customs and Duties (PotC); Treason Crackling in Your Blood (MCU); Maybe Everything That Dies (MCU); the vain title take Of lord of thee, and arbiter of war (PotC); Suffer A Sea Change (PotC).
5. Do you respond to comments? Why or why not?
I do. As others more astute than me have observed, it's not just the gratitude that someone told me how they felt about something I wrote, but because I love hearing about how people are engaging with the source work in the first place. Community, I suppose.
6. What's the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?
I think nearly every fic I've written ends at least somewhat unhappily, or leaves the door wide open to future problems. Maybe glazed already the eye, yet life struggles hard on the basis of it ending at the absolute nadir of Henry Hopkins' self-esteem and over-arching moral quandary in-show? Or maybe it's just my favorite ending. Who can say?
7. What's the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?
I can't think of a fic I've written with an unambiguously happy ending, to be honest - probably (people like me) don't live to feel? sure, the main characters are walking off stab wounds/concussions, but that's a day in the life for that universe.
8. Do you get hate on fics?
Here? No. In a past life (high school fic writing account)? Yes. I don't remember the fic, but I remember the comment with pretty exact clarity.
9. Do you write smut? If so what kind?
Either I'm ludicrously repressed, or I'm the most interested in characters who are ludicrously repressed, or both.
10. Do you write crossovers? What's the craziest one you've written?
Yes, and I think the one that's at least, on its face, the wackiest, is probably the ongoing Mercy Street/Abraham Lincoln: Vampire Hunter one.
11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?
Not that I'm aware of!
12. Have you ever had a fic translated?
Nope.
13. Have you ever cowritten a fic before?
Yeah! Shout-out to the Mansion House Murder Party. <3
14. What's your all-time favourite ship?
I can't really say I've got one (even 'ships that I'm very interested in, I'm always willing to split up for the sake of exploring something else in their characters?) - though I suppose I'd probably refuse to read any fic that broke up Catherine Moreland and Henry Tilney, maybe. If that's anything.
15. What's a WIP you want to finish, but doubt you ever will?
I hate to say Customs, because I'm so close that I can taste it and I have a good outline to the end, but - I've sort of lost faith in sticking the ending, and it really does feel like part of the ending requires Nellie to do something a little out of character. So -?
16. What are your writing strengths?
Details. I'm good with details.
17. What are your writing weaknesses?
No one's ever accused me of writing a fast-moving fic. I know my pacing tends towards the glacial.
18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language for a fic?
I wouldn't - I'd have to trouble a native speaker, because even the languages I know enough to string a sentence or several together in will seem, well. Like a non-native speaker wrote them. Plus - hmm. I'd be providing a translation back into English anyway - I'd feel like I was just showing off, in a way. Badly. And I do enough peacocking with historical trivia that I ought to keep the posturing to a minimum elsewhere.
19. First fandom you wrote for?
There's a composition notebook in a landfill somewhere with a handwritten-in-gel-pen Hornblower fanfic that never saw the light of internet publication.
20. Favourite fic you've ever written?
I hate to have the same answer every time, but - Suffer a Sea Change. It's the cleanest-paced, least insufferable thing I've ever written.
Tagging: @shoshiwrites, @mercurygray, @jomiddlemarch, @sagiow, @theonlyredcar, & anyone else who wants!
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20 Questions for Fic Writers!
Big thanks to @mycupofrum and @lovelymasks for tagging me!
1. How many works do you have on AO3?
29, though all but one are 500-word microfics so it's not that impressive.
2. What's your total AO3 word count?
17,377... which is pretty on-par, given the above.
3. What fandoms do you write for?
At the moment, I'm only actively writing and posting Harry Potter fics, though I've written more widely in the past, for many and varied fandoms. Most of it went unpublished, though.
4. Top 5 fics by kudos?
All but one are oneshot microfics, and all are Prongfoot, of course. None of them have done big numbers, but I cherish every little heart!
this universe of you and me (we'll make ourselves inevitable) [45]
10. Diamond [41]
21. Deprive [25]
22. Lineage [22]
10. Hope [22]
5. Do you respond to comments?
Every comment! I might take a while, depending on how things are going for me, but I don't get a lot so the ones I have are extra-precious. As a commenter, I love it when the author responds so I know I'm not annoying them with my comment, so that's a factor, too.
6. What's the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?
Um... I guess the second bonus epilogue to 05. North? Since it leads into the canon path for Sirius, which is, as we know, not his best possible timeline.
7. What's the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?
I'm going to go with 16. Cultivate, because it's just kid!Prongsfoot and strongly-implied mutual crushes and nothing bad happens to them after this, okay?? we can pretend, dammit
8. Do you get hate on fics?
No, though that's probably due to audience size + wordcount, so not much room to offend or people to be offended. Silver linings!
9. Do you write smut?
Yes! But none that I've published. It's good enough for me, but I don't know if anyone else would like it, and then: Self doubt! Preemptive cringe! And I don't post it.
10. Do you write crossovers?
Not in a "characters from Thing A meet characters from Thing B" way, but I've done some yet-to-be-published microfics that take HP characters (mostly James and Sirius, obviously) and put them in other settings, like Madoka Magica or Pacific Rim. So... Yes, I guess?
11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?
Not to my knowledge! Honestly, I think I'd be kind of flattered that anyone would consider my writing worth stealing.
12. Have you ever had a fic translated?
Not to my knowledge! Although, like the above, it'd be very flattering if it ever happened.
13. Have you ever co-written a fic before?
Not unless prose-style roleplaying counts as fanfiction! I'd be interested in trying it, but I have no idea how it would go.
14. What's your all-time favourite ship?
James/Sirius, Sirius/James, Prongsfoot, Bambibelle, by any other name, they're my overall favorite ship with 99.9% certainty.
15. What's a WIP you want to finish but doubt you will?
... Anything that's more than a oneshot, yes. It's so much easier to imagine the perfect fic and watch it play out like a mind-movie rather than hauling it out of my brainpan like a deep-sea fisherman wrestling a trophy marlin onto dry land, all typed and edited and posted despite second/third/more thoughts.
16. What are your writing strengths?
I like descriptions and scene-setting and lore/worldbuilding, and I've been told that I'm pretty decent at this, so I'd say those? The fact that I've written a lot of microfics without any dialogue whatsoever probably says a lot.
17. What are your writing weaknesses?
Dialogue! Especially in HP, because the intricacies of British English and years of seeing British/Commonwealth opinions on Americans failing to write British characters (in fanfiction, specifically) has me too anxious to try. I have so many modern Prongsfoot ideas that I can't bring myself to attempt due to this, leaving them to rot like fallen leaves in the orchard of my imagination. More generally, I'm terrible at longfics or anything that requires extended effort because the number of spoons I have is variable but usually rounds up to "too few." Then I feel bad because I haven't been writing, etc etc, which is why I've only published microfics.
18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language?
I don't have any problem with it if it fits; I got really into Poe in middle school and he loves throwing in random non-English quotes without translating it, so I can't begrudge anyone who does it now. I only speak/write in English so that's the language my fics are in.
19. First fandom you wrote for?
Pokemon. It was based on my first-ever playthrough of Pokemon Blue, but with the "Red" MC replaced by a pseudo-self-insert who spent most of the fic disguised as a boy/her own deceased twin brother whose soul was somehow inside of her for... some reason. (Note: I don't have a twin brother.) I wouldn't learn what fanfiction was for at least a few more years, but I'm pretty sure that was my first.
20. Favourite fic you've ever written?
I once did a novelization of an obscure JRPG that rewrote huge chunks of the game, improved characterization, closed plot holes and fixed the terrible English translation, as well as expanding the world and lore. It had an actual physical folder dedicated to all my notes and I had plans for an even bigger sequel. Sadly, I only posted the first chapter before my computer died and I lost everything on it (back up your work, kids!), and I subsequently lost most of my notes in a move. I'm not sure if this is a subconscious contributor to why I've only written short-form things since then, but I have fond if wistful feelings about it anyway-- Like my fanfic lost Lenore.
#tag game#writing#fanfiction#fics by sol#well this isn't an actual fic but it's about my fics#prongsfoot#bambibelle
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As a proud Hiyoko fan, I wanna say that trying to talk about us as a single homogenous group, as previous anon did, is just stupid. We are all very different people. Even in relation to our waifu Hiyoko... Among us there are people who ship her with Souda or Hajime and people who see her as strictly lesbian and think that shipping her with men is gross; people who think that she is a misunderstood victim (while Mikan is a manipulative predator who deliberately provokes emotionally vulnerable people into "bullying" her so everyone would feel sorry for her, Mikan; so it's Mikan who is a real abuser and Hiyoko who is a real victim) and people who do love and embrace her as a bully and a bitch; people who think of her as a wasted potential and are enthusiastic for the Unforgiven (survivor Hiyoko mod) and people who think that her death actually fits her character and the general mood of Danganronpa; people who think of her as a very serious and tragic character and wallow in dozens of angsty fanworks about her cruel controlling family and Mahiru's death and people who are in the Hiyoko fandom only for the "banana hair", "you nasty pigbarf!", "is he getting gayer with every day?", "I can never hope to understand gamers" and other funny memes. We are all very different, and trying to swipe us all in one basket is... bad. So please, don't take the previous anon seriously.
NOTE: This is in response to this previous Ask.
First off, thank you for being brave enough to reach out to someone who you know really hates your fav, lol. And being so kind about it in the process. I hope my own reaction to her, and even my uh... forthcoming (in this very response) extremely negative reaction to one specific perspective you described (we'll come back to that)... I just hope those kinds of things don't prevent you from reading/contributing in the future. I appreciate the chance to be exposed to this whole other world. At the same time, you have every right to blacklist and block my "anti-hiyoko saionji" tag. Can't remotely blame you if you do so for your own mental health.
With that out of the way, let me dig in.
I definitely appreciate that there's a wide variety of takes on the character within the fans that dig her. I would really expect that to be the case; it's why I was so skeptical in the first part of my response to that previous Ask that you're reacting/responding to. And like I said in that response, we really shouldn't all be one hive mind, even among those who agree with us. Our variances and differences in thinking are fundamental aspects of being human.
Also, I think the line is "Is it me, or is he getting gayer with age?" if I'm not mistaken... which I might be. But I freely admit that either way, it's a wonderful goddamn line. A highlight from the DR3 dub. And I believe it's exclusively in said dub, too. As someone who sees official localizations as being just as valid versions of canon as the original language publications, I appreciate small touches of character that might be sprinkled into a new translation when they're done well. This is one such time. It might be my single favorite Hiyoko moment in any version of any DR release!
Though on the flip side, I have no idea what's so delightful about repeatedly calling someone "nasty pig barf." :P
SO. With all that said, I'm sorry, but there's ONE take on the character that anon just described which I just... oh my god. YEAH. Wut. We gotta talk about it.
I just... was absolutely BOWLED OVER in shock and horror by this perspective. Legit, you knocked me on my ass by exposing me to this angle:
Among us there are people [...] who think that [Hiyoko] is a misunderstood victim (while Mikan is a manipulative predator who deliberately provokes emotionally vulnerable people into "bullying" her so everyone would feel sorry for her, Mikan; so it's Mikan who is a real abuser and Hiyoko who is a real victim)
Deadass serious question here:
What the FUCK? That is... that's... what is it?... it's just..... what in the everloving FUCK is this?!?!
That is, in all seriousness, some "she was dressed slutty so she was asking for it"-level logic right there. That's legitimately what it reads as to me. Like, thinking that Mikan "deliberately provokes emotionally vulnerable people into bullying her"??? Okay, so she does this by, uh... 1) Crying a lot and apologizing profusely any time she thinks she's maybe offended someone? 2) Referencing that she's been sexually abused or treated as subhuman in the past? 3) Being covered in bandages due to unknown causes that range from "excessive clumsiness" to "self-harm" to "physical beatings"?
Nah. IMO there's no planet in the multiverse where it'd be cool to interpret any of that as "predatory" behavior. Not if you want to be viewed as a serious person and not some kind of predator-apologist clown, anyway. Nor is there any world where I believe someone can be "manipulated" into bullying someone via this sort of Mikan-esque behavior... unless, of course, that person is already inclined towards being an abuser. I mean, if it's that easy to get "manipulated" into being so vicious and cruel? Then you were just looking for an excuse.
On the flip side, if you wanted to "manipulate" ME into bullying someone? You'd have to thoroughly convince me that the target victim is a white supremacist or some shit like that. No amount of crying or injuries or references to past trauma will ever get you anything other than sympathy and empathy from me. I don't have a secret switch that flips me into an abuser once someone acts like they're 'too much' of a victim, or.... whatever the hell this is trying to imply.
In summation: No no no. That's a "fuck NO" for me. Ultimate bad take.
Though I'm gonna go ahead and assume this description can't be one that Anon subscribes to themselves. Because I absolutely CAN'T with that POV.
#I don't think I wanna know those people#how do they exist#anti-hiyoko saionji#danganronpa fandom#danganronpa#mikan tsumiki#asks#anon#I'm sorry if this is super-harsh#I just...#I really can't
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Writer Q&A tag game
Thank you so much @vintagecivet for the tag! I took my time coming around to this, but I've been a bit inactive and I wanted to this justice and give it the attention it deserves.
What motivates you to write?
A lot of things! I get motivated when I remember a piece I wrote ages ago, I get very motivated by reading! Also the daydreams. The daydreams keep yelling to be put on paper so. Yeah.
The fact that writing has been the one constant in my life that I've never grown tired of, afraid of, or demotivated by, even during my worst writers' blocks, definitely contributes. I give back to writing what writing gives to me.
A line/short snippet of your writing that you are most proud/happy of. If not maybe share a line of someone else's work you love (just please credit them)
I'll do both!
For my own piece - I'm extremely proud of my prose poetry collection and my first and currently only completed piece of work, "The Little Flower Shop".
He himself smells of burnt wood from the north, with hints of the southern spices and western perfumes. He enthralls me with stories of ships that sailed past the edge of the world and days spent in the wilderness.
- Querencia, The Little Flower Shop
For a work I love:
I want you to know one thing. That in the heart and thick of it, deep in the trenches of experience and wonder and ancestry and the darkest dark and brightest light, you are wildly, primally, ravishingly magical.
- Victoria Erikson (Edge of Wonders)
Which OC makes you smile every time you think/talk about them and what are they like?
Maya Mahato!
She is my OC for the one fantasy WIP that I have, set in a small Indian village nestled in the Himalayas.
She is an charming young woman, with her eyes wide open and always looking for the magic of her little village in the big cities she goes to. She has a thirst for learning, often overworks herself, and prefers reading over getting an adequate amount of sleep. She hates tea with milk, but herbal and green teas are okay. Coffee is her new elixir of choice, something she discovered only after leaving home for college.
She is the apple of her grandfather's eye, and often scandalizes her grandmother with the skills she decides to pursue. She pretends to hate dancing, but that's only because she never had anyone to teach her. And her favourite time of the day is dawn, right before the sun rises.
What process of writing do you enjoy the most?
The daydreaming stage?
I love the ideation of stories. That's the time when I don't have to worry about loopholes, family relations, geographies or literally anything that requires brain power. I can just happily think up whatever I want to - fitting them all together is a problem for future me.
What part of writing do you think you are the best at? (Yes stroke your own ego it's okay)
Ideation? XD
I think I'm really good at writing banter and dialogues. Something about people talking has always clicked easier for me than figuring out how the think and act.
What is something in the writeblr community that is the most enjoyable?
How nice people are. (At least the corner I'm in?) They're always up for a chat, interacting with posts, cheering you on and sending fun games my way to break up the monotonity of life. It's lovely to be a part of.
A writing device/tool you use that helps you write?
A writer's notebook. It's something I learnt about a couple of years ago and I'm absolutely in love with it. It's what gets me out of my deepest trenches of writers' block.
It's a notebook that has EVERYTHING. Half-cooked ideas, random dialogues that sound cool, a quick sketch of an OC or the map of a city, small scenes - anything and everything that I create or think of, all in one place.
A piece of worldbuilding that you like in your own story? (It could be the magic system, a particular place in the story, a law etc.)
My towns. I put too much time into them, but they're very fun to create, and I end up with elaborate maps and very pretty looking places (in thought, I haven't tried recreating them on paper or screen)
What piece of advice would you say to encourage others to write if they are having a rough patch?
Breathe. Leave your desk. Go get food, water, take a walk, listen to music.
You need breaks, and so does your muse. It doesn't make you any less of a writer. Come back when you're ready.
Tag some people whose works you love/have been your biggest supporters
Ayeeeee.
No pressure tagging people:
@yesireadbooks @nattheauthor @catfail @scumpleforeskin @aether-wasteland-s @midnightsandmadness @holdmyteaplease
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Hi! I saw your post about wanting to be tagged in the loot box tag game (that's probably not at all what it's called, but bear with me here, you know what I'm getting at) and whilst I cannot seem to find it atm and my data is nearly gone, I would like to tag you anyway in it, since you seemed so enthusiastic about it. So this is you getting tagged in it. :) If it's one with options, pick your favourite, if it's not, that's also cool, I really want to see what you wanted to share. :)
(Sorry for being such an idiot, I just saw your post and I wanted to know more and make your day a little brighter (hopefully)).
Cheers!
Hi!! And thank you so much for this ask. You're not being an idiot at all, Loot Box Tag Game absolutely is what it's called, alternatively WIP loot box or the like. It's a newer writeblr game I've seen going around lately and I just found all the ones I've seen to be really fun, giving a cool way of getting insight into some people's stories, and like, theoretically while I know I could just do the game and if you like the game, you absolutely should just go for it, receiving an actual tag or ask about it gives my personal little gremlin brain that extra little sliver of motivation/accountability to actually do it. Though now Iโm going to forget every word in the English language but hey. So, here we go:
WIP Loot Box Tag Game:
Rules: make up what would be in a limited edition loot/gift box for your WIP/work in progress.
You know I gotta do one for Static House, my 80's horror project about a paranoid horror movie buff convinced he's receiving warnings through the TV static. Jack would love something like this. Top of my head, said loot box would include:
A randomized classic horror VHS tape that may or may not hold secret messages hidden at various points throughout (whether or not you actually have a VCR to play this tape in is a you problem, sorry).
A worn, signed 80's style movie poster of the book
Coupon for a 2 for 1 deal at Zhangโs Video Rental that seems to have expired in 1989
A custom Static House special edition Blockbuster style popcorn bowl
Sticker sheet of โBe Kind, Rewindโ style stickers that get increasingly more ominous and bizarre as the sheet progresses.
Then we have Umbrella House Mysteries, my contemporary new adult mystery/adventure/possibly magic realism series about a young college girl forced to move to an eccentric building with an even more eccentric group of tenants. Some things the loot box would probably have would be:
A single preserved butterfly in its own little glass casing and wooden frame
An incredibly detailed anatomical painting of a beetle, with the initials N.D.R. printed in wide graceful brush strokes on the bottom right corner
A box of tarot cards, one of which is turned face up away from the others and bears a startlingly similar resemblance to you... or someone you know
A box of Isaac's colourful/cartoon bandaids
A ship in a bottle, possibly with something hidden inside, if you dare try to find it
A small decorative brass key with no discernible purpose... yet.
A custom t-shirt from Tagโs old band (yes, he was in a band)
A custom coffee mug from The Middle Cafรฉ
Then lastly for now Iโll go with Alien Abduction and Other Life Goals, my WIP about a regular university student who finds himself entwined in a major government cover up when his conspiracy theorist roommate goes missing under mysterious circumstances and heโs the only one who can find him. A few possible loot box items:
A print copy of Jackโs (no relation to Static House Jack) letter to Braden, still in the envelope, with an extra secret message to decode in each one
A cassette tape with a small snippet of Jackโs audio notes and several pages of drawings and encoded text that happened to slip past the governmentโs sweep of his room
Jackโs university sweatshirt or Bradenโs university tee
A shirt that says: Aliens Want Me, The Government Fears Me or alternatively The Government Hates Me for my Startlingly Accurate Alien Conspiracies or alternatively If Lost, Return to *illegible zivalgo text* or alternatively the 18+ edition: Sex? No thanks. Iโm already getting screwed by the government.
Lil custom alien or UFO keychain
Tagging if youโd like: @writting-in-blood, @eccaiia, @karolinarodrigueswrites, @mary-is-writing, @carminasolis, @backburnerdio, @anyone who wants to do this seriously tag me as having tagged you, donโt pull a me, I want to see your loot boxes
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May I ask, do you have any unpopular aot opinions?
Hi anon!!! Aww thank you for sending me this ask haha I am very surprised but touched!! People don't usually send me asks like this so I am very happy to answer hehe.
Also, no hate, but all these are my own personal opinions and thoughts, so don't flame me!! Everyone interprets the characters, manga, and anime differently so please don't be offended by what I say.
Answering below the cut in case anyone wants to avoid seeing this and any potential manga spoilers!! Also tagging this with my ranting tags just in case because knowing me, I talk too much XD
Eren's decision on The Rumbling
I've talked about this before (somewhere in a reply to an ask) and I know we all don't agree with Eren's choice of committing massacre with The Rumbling, but honestly, this was what Eren decided, and it was what he deemed was the 'best choice'.
If this was how Isayama wanted Eren to act and this was what he thought was the decision Eren would decide on, then we should all just respect Isayama's choice. There's no way he can satisfy every single reader out there. Sending him hate because of this isn't acceptable.
Thoughts on Gabi and the Marleyans
Ah, yes, everyone's favourite discourse. I believe everyone has something to say about this, so I don't want to talk too much about it. Yes, I don't like Gabi, and yes, I don't think I'll like her ever. But do I hate her as a character and for killing Sasha? No.
Gabi was raised as a child soldier and with what was widely accepted as 'correct' in Marley was that everyone across the ocean is a 'devil'. What she did was out of survival instinct and it was just unfortunate that Sasha was at the receiving end of the blow. Marley was under attack by what she knew were the 'devils'. As a soldier, there's no 'home' without your country, and of course she would go all out to defend her homeland. It could have been anyone that was dead; Connie, Jean, literally anyone else up on the airship.
I love Sasha and I'm obviously pissed about Sasha dying, but as what I mentioned above, if Isayama wanted the plot to go this way, then who are we to say otherwise ๐คท๐ฝโโ๏ธshe got her character arc and development, and I'm satisfied with how things turned out.
Idk if I'm going to get flamed for this lol, but I really can't relate to the Marleyans too, and I don't like them, maybe except Pieck, Colt, and Niccolo (and maybe Porco). I don't agree with their ideology and I don't agree with many of the things they do. So yeah, I'm with the Eldians, and don't try to convince me otherwise haha.
Thoughts on character ships
Okay LOL I know I AM probably going to get hate mail or flamed or whatever for saying this, but I dislike almost every character ship out there except for Eremika and Niccolo x Sasha. Yes, character x Levi ships included. I have two popular Levi x character ships blocked because I dislike it so much lmao (have fun guessing which two).
Yes, I do ship Levi with someone, but I'm not saying who (those who know will know. Those who don't... please stay that way) because I don't want to start a discourse here. It's up to your own interpretation on who you want to ship whichever character together, but bear in mind that nothing is actually canon and confirmed by Isayama.
You can ship whoever you want, but don't force your ship on others and shoot them down saying that your ship is the 'best'.
Thoughts on the manga
People have sent hate mail and death threats to Isayama over the manga, and seriously people, DON'T DO THAT WHAT THE HELL????????????? It's all work of fiction, and honestly this is such a disrespectful and low move. If you don't like what you read, then don't read it?? Does sending hate mail to the mangaka make you feel better, or you think something you dislike about the manga will change?
I love the manga and all its spin-offs (No Regrets, Lost Girls, Before the Fall included) and yes there are certain things I dislike and things I don't agree with, but this is a work of fiction and people should just chill and enjoy the manga as it is.
This also applies to people sending hate to fanfic writers for writing certain topics that they don't feel comfortable with. If you don't like what you see, then don't read it??? Writers tag their work with the appropriate tags, so filter those tags away?? Don't send hate to people for things like this.
Thoughts on the anime
I know there's this whole WIT Studios vs MAPPA whatever and I love both animation studios, and both have their pros and cons. In my humble opinion, both animated the action sequences and fight scenes really good, but WIT Studios did a fantastic job with colouring and animation of the character's irises (which I love) and I like the way they animated the titans a little more. I like how MAPPA beefed Levi up (*slurps*), but I prefer the way WIT Studios animated Levi (Season 3 hello??????)
The only thing about the anime that I'm unhappy about was how little we got to see of No Regrets. The manga had soooooo much backstory of Levi, Isabel and Farlan, and there's so much more story about the Veterans as well. It's sad that they reduced eight amazing chapters in the manga to two OVA episodes and they cut out so much story telling as well. And this is why,,, I am always a manga over anime person.
One last thing that I may get flamed for (which I don't really care lol), is that I literally don't care about the English dub. Yes we all have preferences, some prefer Japanese, some prefer English. But similar to what I mentioned previously, don't go telling people how much you like one version and shoot down the other.
Also, I don't care about Matt Mercer and how sexy he sounds as Levi. Kamiya Hiroshi is my one and only Levi and his voice is the one I hear in my head every time I write Levi's dialogues and voice in my fics. Therefore, my choice of words when writing Levi's dialogues, his speech patterns, and my description of Levi's 'voice' is very much based on Kamiya Hiroshi's interpretation of Levi and the Japanese language. Which brings to my last general thought and point:
Thoughts on Levi
WELL I am a Levi blog after all, so obviously I have to talk about my husband and save the best for the last hehe. Also, another reminder that these are just my thoughts and feelings, so please don't tell me how much you disagree with me and how I'm wrong ;~;
I know many people say Levi is a cat person, but I beg to differ. In my head, he loves dogs. And I don't want to elaborate more because I know people are going to debate and tell me how I'm wrong lol.
Also. If Levi had descendants, he would NEVER name them after Kuchel, Isabel, and Farlan. I don't think this is how he would honour them and his memory of them, especially with Isabel and Farlan. I feel that Levi's biggest regret was detouring from Farlan and Isabel and going on his own, which indirectly caused Levi to not be there when the abnormal titan attacked them during No Regrets.
I don't want to talk too much about No Regrets since some of you may not have read it, but in gist, Levi was supposed to do *something* alone, but Farlan told Levi to trust him and Isabel to let them help him. On their expedition outside of the walls, once more Levi told Farlan and Isabel that he was going to do *something* alone and the two of them should stay with the group, but Farlan wanted to follow Levi. Levi told Farlan to trust him and stay, and he will do *something* alone. But when he didn't do *something*, he came back and saw Farlan and Isabel already dead. It was raining heavily on that day, and I also feel that Levi hates rainy days because of this. I feel that he blamed himself for causing Farlan and Isabel's deaths, and he would be guilty about this forever, no matter how many years passed.
By naming his descendants after the closest two friends he ever had seems to be rubbing salt on his wounds, and it would be an insult to his memory of them.
I also don't think Levi has a huge dick please, like my man isn't that long and thick everyone thinks he is. Levi's probably four to five inches max and his dick is slender and pretty. Who cares about how huge his dick is anyway, right? It's the sperm that fertilises the egg so you know, I care more about his balls and sperm count than how huge his dick is because his dick can't give me a baby but his sperm can XD also. His dick can do wonders okay he knows how to make you feel good in other ways so, who needs a huge dick anyway?????
Levi faced severe malnutrition and starvation since he was a kid, and in the environment he grew up in, Levi's physical health wouldn't be at the best. Of course through military training and living above the Underground did him good, but I feel that Levi's immune system wouldn't be the best. He probably would also have a pretty sensitive digestive system and can't take things like dairy, spicy food, or too much meat.
Levi probably sleeps with a candle lit, his bed is near to the window, and he never sleeps with his back facing the door. I feel that he's hypervigilant even when asleep, and he probably has a small knife or blade (the one he used in No Regrets maybe hehe) hiding underneath his pillow in the event that he feels threatened or under attack. His bed is near the window so that he can escape fast if he was under attack. He also probably sleeps with a candle lit because total darkness brings back bad memories of his time in the Underground, and the warm candlelight helps him feel safe.
Okay I think I've talked too much that this is becoming too long XD I hope you like my answers, anon! And once more, these are all my own thoughts and interpretation, so please don't start a discussion/discourse over here even if anyone disagrees with what I said okay ;AAA;
Feel free to send me any other thoughts and asks if you want as well! My ask is always open for Levi and SNK thoughts hehe. If you've read all the way here, thank you for reading through my rambling <3
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i like nancy but i see why people perceive it that way after the fight with jonathan but what i don't understand is why some people (i don't know if it's a lot or not) in the billy fandom don't like eddie?? i'm a billy fan too and i see a lot of posts against not eddie but his stans and it kinda drove me from the billy tag. i agree it's horrible what the duffers did with billy and how they handled his narrative but that's not eddie's fault but the writers'. i just wish we could get along and didn't have to decide which fandom we wanna be part of :(
Ok this is a little more complicated than the Nancy thing.
Because a lot of the hate (not all, but a lot) is reactionary to the outright abuse that a significant chunk of Eddie stans splashed around, focused primarily on Billy fans and fans of the Chrissy/Eddie ship.
They spread hate and outright lies about not just the characters, but the actors who portrayed them, as well as their fans. There were coordinated harassment campaigns waged on twitter that drove people from the platform, including Chrissy`s actress.
They invaded the Billy tag to fling their vitriol directly in our faces. It sucks that you didn't feel welcome there, but Billy fans didn't feel safe there and it's our goddamn tag!
I like Eddie, and I have friends who like Eddie more than I do, and I have friends who loathe Eddie, as long as it's contained to fandom opinions I do not care. But every time a stranger with an Eddie icon likes one of my general fandom posts that's gone wide I have to hold my breath to see if I'm gonna get a wave of anon hate messages when they notice OP had a Billy icon. If I make a post about Eddie I have to weigh whether or not to tag him, because I want my friends who have him filtered not to have to see it, but I don`t wanna draw a target on my back.
When fandom disagreements turn to personal attacks that shit is unacceptable. If you weren't participating in any of that then those posts you saw weren't about you.
The only advice I can give you is seek out fans who also like both Billy and Eddie, and block people who make you uncomfortable.
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๐ค๐๐ต๐ต ๐๐ฒ๐ท๐ฎ๐ค (1)
Tuesdays were the busiest for you. Your father had many shipments coming through and twice as many meetings. He was a smart man and knew people didn't like Mondays so he made sure his Tuesdays were as open as possible. Today was no different, except be made time for you. Was it quality time? Of course not, but he needed to speak with you and you could already project what it would be about.
You were the first born of your family. This was expected as s girls ran heavily on your mom's side, but in order to carry on the succession the first born would have to be a boy. You had many siblings, one of ten, but the first boy was still 16.
~
"I have to what?"
"You heard me. His name is Choi Jongsok. His family is great and collaborating with them would be such an honor to you."
You rolled your eyes. "And by collaborating you mean bearing his kids. What about my life? What about what I want to do?"
Your father rolled his eyes. "You had your freedom, then you turned 20. You'll be meeting with him tomorrow to begin courting."
You left as soon as you could and took the Ferrari to Jay's house. There was no way he couldn't know about this.
~
"He's making you do what?"
"I know right! I'm barely 20 and he's already put me with Jongsok! He's always been such a jerk to me anyway."
Jay nodded and took a grape from the charcuterie board.
"What has he done to you?"
Your shook your head. "He's tried to get me in the sheets multiple times, that's all."
Jay looked up with wide eyes. You could see the fire blazing in his pupils.
"That bastard is out of his fucking mind!"
You chuckled and grabbed a cracker. "It's fine! Don't do anything crazy to him, yeah? Not while my dad has us together."
Jay rolled his eyes. "But what about us together?"
You saw this coming. The situation-ship between you guys was undeniable and odd. It wasn't quite a friend's with benefits since there were feelings involved, but you weren't dating either.
"Jongseong we've been over this."
"No Y/N. No we haven't! You always shut me down! We're friends with benefits, all strings attached. What happens now? How am I supposed to watch this guy marry you knowing all we've done together, all the things we've gone through? How am I supposed to sit at that wedding and watch him kiss you knowing I got to do that first? Knowing that later on he's gonna fuck you when I did it first? I can't do this!"
You sighed as you watched the man fall apart. He was so over it all but you were on the same page.
"You know I don't want this either. I want it to be you, but we don't have much control now do we?"
~
By the sixth date you knew you hated him. Jongsok would do everything in his power to establish his dominance over you. He saw you as his trophy wife, his publicity magnet. Every restaurant he ordered. Every gift he forced. Every word was spoken by him. Your job? To sit still, look pretty.
"Where are you going?" He asked while grabbing your arm.
"Out."
His grip on you tightened. "Don't get smart with me, woman! Where are you going, with whom, for what, and why?"
You flinched at his volume. It wasn't uncommon for him to be like this. "To the mall with Jay to buy clothes and get food because I wanted a new outfit."
Jongsok scoffed and nodded. "Let's go."
You said nothing knowing that he would invite himself anyway. You even warned Jay of this.
~
"The bastard won't let you alone?" He asked.
You nodded and sighed. Jongsok was in the bathroom so you two could talk freely.
"Yeah it's bothersome. I miss it just being you and me."
Jay smiled and nodded. "I miss us too. And occasionally a sibling would tag along."
You chuckled. He was right, sometimes one of the ten would tag along with you guys.
"Remember when Yujin was buying something from Ami and they declined him service, then he took out your black card?"
You both laughed, but Jay found something alarming. He casually slapped the table and watched you flinch. This was odd, not normal behavior coming from you.
"Are you okay?"
You remained silent and just stared at the table. Suddenly marble veins became interesting to you.
"Y/N, are you okay? Why are you so alarmed?" He asked more sternly.
You flinched again at the usage if your first name. Jay never used it unless he was upset or serious, Jongsok used it all the time.
The boy's voice softened and he frowned. "Is he...hitting you?"
You shook your head.
"But he's hurting you. The bastard is hurting you? You've got to be fucking kidding me! I'll kill him I swear-"
"Please don't! I don't want my father getting upset with me and Jongsok is a very scary man!"
Jay rolled his eyes and scoffed. "Babygirl, I am a very dangerous man. He hurts you again and he'll be spending time in hell, I can promise you that."
You warned him to be quiet as you noticed the guy coming back. The rest of the day Jay watched him with disgust. How could someone treat you like that?
~
It'd been a little over a week since you last talked to Jay. Phone calls and texts were heavily monitored by Jongsok so there was no way to reach Jay.
"I don't like him! He always looks at you and tries to act like your his!"
"Jongsok I don't like you! You're too protective and give me no freedom! You hurt me all the time!"
The guy you were arguing with rolled his eyes.
"Oh really, I hurt you? Last time I checked I was protecting you but go ahead! Tell me how I hurt you!"
"Well then let's begin! You always grab me, tell me how much of an idiot I am, tell me how you hate that I'm Black and Korean, you say the most racist shit, and you treat me horrible! Jay could treat me-"
"And there you go with this Jay guy!" Jongsok interrupted. "Fuck his name! You're not his! He doesn't want you, he doesn't need you! You're my bitch and always will be till death do we fucking part!"
You had it. He was grabbing and hurting you. "I belong to nobody!"
The sharp strike was followed by silence. You couldn't believe it. Yes he had been horrible, but to actually slap you?
"Fuck you, little whore!"
You immediately ran. You sprinted out the door and got in your car. You didn't care that he was shouting for you, it didn't even matter that he started shooting at your car. You just knew to get out and find Jay.
~
Jongseong was winding down for the night when he heard banging. He was only in sweats, no boxers, with a post shower look. It wasn't uncommon for him to have attacks at his home, but late night? It was damn near 2 a.m. so who the hell would be there?
He quickly got his gun and went to the front door. He opened it to find you with tears pouring down, clothes torn, and just looking so defeated. What caught his eye was the red mark on your right cheek.
"J-jay I'm so-sor-"
"Ssh! Come here princess." He whispered.
He took you into his arms and shut the door. He tossed his gun to the baby grand's glossy bench and brought you to the sectional. He sat you in his lap and let you cry.
"Whenever you're ready baby, go ahead."
His voice was soothing to your ears. His lips gently pecked your cheek.
"We were arguing. He was mad about you and it was scary. He kept yelling and said he was protecting me. He said you didn't want me and that I belonged to him. I told him I belonged to nobody and...and then he slapped me."
Jay nodded and let out a breath. All the things he wanted to do to him could wait. Right now he needed to take care of you. You were the priority.
"How are you feeling?" He asked.
You shrugged. By this point you had stopped crying, but you were somewhat numb to the thought of him. You wanted to be with Jay, that was it.
"I'm scared of him, so terrified. But right now I just want to stay in your arms. I need to be with you."
Jay held you closer and welcomed your head by his neck.
"I'm sorry." He said.
You looked up and frowned.
"For what? You did nothing."
"And that's the problem. I promised to protect you but this time I let it happen. I can't believe I let my princess get hurt."
You shook your head to stop him. "You didn't let him do anything. Jongsok did everything by his own will with his own permission. There was nothing left for you to do."
Jay sighed and pressed his head near your chest. He had to hear your calming heartbeat. He needed to be relaxed before he did something impulsive to the sick bastard.
"Can you kiss me?" You asked shyly.
Jay looked up and immediately brought your lips together.
In the past your kisses had been rushed and just to the point. Now Jay wanted to take it slow. You welcomed this with pleasure as his lips danced with yours. His minty breath mingled with yours and time stopped. The world around you moved in slow motion. Then you pulled away. You wanted more but you knew what Jay would say.
"I want you."
Jay nodded hesitantly. "I know and I want you too, which is why we need to stop."
"I know you think I'm not in the right mind, but Jay I need you. I need you to touch me. Make me forget about him. Remind me who I belong to, show me I'm yours. I'm begging you Jongseong."
That was all it took for him to bring you to his master and lay you down. The silk sheets made you feel like royalty, you felt the luxury of it all.
"Are you sure you want this?"
You nodded at the man and was itching to bring your torn blouse off.
"I'm certain that I need you."
With that Jay peeled your blouse and skirt off your body and marveled you. Yes you had ran in the rain (which transitioned to a thunderstorm) but your body was gorgeous, adorned in black lingerie with lace decorating where Jay wanted to be.
"How are you so perfect even when you're sad?"
You smiled and allowed him to take his sweats off. His erection caught your eye and you realized how long it had been. Six months. Six months without his touch.
"Can I touch you?" He whispered in your ear.
You quickly granted him permission and his fingers slowly grazed your walls. His finger hit your clit slightly and you let out a sound. Jay bit his lip and continued to touch you, all while watching your reactions.
"You're so wet for me. Have you missed me that much?"
You couldn't answer, only being able to moan out. Jay just chuckled before moving his body downward. He buried his head between your thighs and started to lick you slowly.
The sounds that you released reminded Jay of the timing as well. How did he survive six months without having you like this? He wasn't a sex addict, but for you he could come off that way. When your arousal hit his taste buds he smirked. You were still so sweet and he couldn't get enough of you.
"You're still so sweet for me, princess."
Your hands tangled in his blond tresses as he got rougher and more passionate. The wet muscle felt too good on your body. He was eating you out like he was starved.
"Fuck fuck fuck! Fuck Jongseong! Right- ah!"
Jay's lips attached around your clit and he brought heaven to your body.
"So good! It feels so fucking good! Fuck I'm gonna cum!"
Jay pulled away with a raised brow. "So soon? After six months I want the first place you cum to be on my cock."
He quickly reached for a condom but you stopped him.
"We don't need one. I'm on birth control since...him."
Jay nodded and looked away from you sadly.
"I don't want you to be disloyal."
You shook your head and grabbed Jay's chin to face you. "How can I be disloyal to someone who never earned my loyalty? I don't belong to him."
Jay smiled at your words and nodded. "You're mine for the night."
You shook your head. "I'm yours for as long as you'll keep me."
Jay didn't know how to respond so he brought you in for a passionate kiss. As you both made out he pushed his hard cock inside you. You pulled away and let out a string of moans.
"Shit! Ah- oh fuck! D-did you ge-t bigger?"
Jay smirked and let out a moan. You were so tight around him, exactly what he needed.
"Mmmh baby girl! You're so tight!" He groaned.
Once you had adjusted to his size he went all in. His hips slammed into yours, fucking you into oblivion.
๐ฌ๐๐ ๐ด ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐'๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐
Jay took no mercy on you. He had to claim you, put his mark all over you. Make it so that what's-his-fucking-name will never have you.
"Fuck Jongseong! Fuck! Oh shit right there!" You screamed.
Jay smirked as you cried out. His hands held a strong grip on your waist. A handprint began to form which fed into Jay's ego more than he'd like to admit.
"You like that princess? You like how I touch you?"
You nodded as your ability to speak was slowly giving out.
"Fuck! Lo-love it!"
Jay nodded and moaned out as your walls clenched around him.
"Fuck, you love that huh? Jongsok could never touch you like this. He can never love you like I can. Never fuck you like me."
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Jay watched your reactions and he swore he could've came from that alone. Your eyes were rolled back and back was arched off the bed. You didn't have it in you to warn him of your incoming orgasm. But that didn't stop him, he knew how to read your body, he could tell when you liked something, when you hated it, and everything in between.
"Are you gonna cum for me, baby girl? Gonna cream my cock?"
You let out high pitched screams as a heavy weight crashed onto your body. You were pulled into a different place mentally as Jay rocked your body.
"That's right baby girl. Now tell me who gets to see you like this?" Jay asked.
You moaned out his name as you came down from the high.
Jay nodded and thrusted into you slowly. "Fuck I'm gonna cum! Can you take it for me?"
You nodded, body spent. "I want you to cum inside me, daddy."
Jay thrusted hard to chase his release.
"You gonna let me cum inside you? You gonna take my load? You wanna have my babies so bad."
He quickly came inside you and pulled out. Jay took a second to calm himself before getting up. He quickly went into his master en suite and drew a bath. When he came back inside the room he noticed your phone lighting up.
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"Can you grab that?"
Jay nodded and answered the call.
"Damnit you whore where are you?"
Jay smirked. "Who the fuck are you calling a whore?"
Jongsok's voice was laced with anger. "Fuck off! Who is this and why do you have my wife's phone?"
Jay chuckled. "I think you know exactly who this is. There's no ring on her finger so as far as I'm concerned I didn't fuck your wife."
"You did what? Jay Park I swear if I don't have her back in three hours-"
"Woah there! Not sure if you heard, but she's not yours. She's definitely mine, I claimed that for sure. Now if you'd like to live, which I'll assume you do, I advise you stay the fuck away from her."
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With that Jay hung up the call and made his way over to you on the bed.
"How are you feeling, princess?"
You nodded, still a bit dazed from everything.
"Amazing. Sore, but amazing. Thank you for everything. Honestly I love you so much."
Jay smiled and touched her face lightly. "I love you too, and I want to see you taken care of. Now let's get in this bath so you can relax."
"Okay, but promise me no funny business?"
Jay raised an eyebrow. "Have you seen yourself? I'll see what I can do."
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